August 20, 2025 • 53 mins
Jasmine Sherni went from ICU nurse to porn’s fastest-rising star almost overnight and her story is incredible. In this interview, she shares what it was like growing up Jewish/Muslim in small-town Louisiana, how she discovered kink and play parties, and why her viral Bollywood Tale scene changed everything.
We also talk about her first DVP, navigating cultural stigma, her love for Mardi Gras, and why she’ll always embrace being from the “island of misfit toys.” Jasmine is funny, raw, and completely unfiltered you’re going to love her. ________________________________________________________
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Speaker 1 (00:00):
Hey, did you know that you can actually find me
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my secret life, I actually have a platform with all
of the spicy content that you didn't think I made.
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(00:21):
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Speaker 2 (00:37):
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Speaker 1 (01:02):
Hello everybody, Welcome back to Holly Randall. Unfeltered, my guest
today is one of the fastest rising stars in the industry.
She's a former Icy Unursed turned viral performer known for
her breakout Seeing a Bollywood Tale.
Speaker 3 (01:15):
She worked with.
Speaker 1 (01:16):
Top studios, picked up major award nominations like Best New
Starlet and Favorite Newcomer, and somehow she still finds time
to be a major part of New Orleans. Marty Grass
Welcome Jasmine Cherney.
Speaker 4 (01:28):
Hi, Holly, Hi everyone, thank you so much for having
me that beautiful introduction.
Speaker 3 (01:33):
Wow.
Speaker 4 (01:34):
I was like, I'm glad I don't have to say
anything because you really said it all.
Speaker 3 (01:37):
I was like, I don't know where to go from that.
Speaker 1 (01:40):
Yeah, it's always kind of nice to hear your whole
career summed up in a couple of sentences. I know that,
Like when that happens for me on the rare occasion
I do podcast interviews on other shows.
Speaker 4 (01:53):
I've actually done a lot of things in my life,
all the things. You know, you are very well known,
very well accomplished from all these things.
Speaker 1 (01:59):
Oh okay, well we can heard the first part of
the podcast me.
Speaker 4 (02:02):
But you think got me and everything I've done, we should, Yes,
we are here for you.
Speaker 1 (02:09):
So let's talk about where you were raised in Louisiana
as a mixed race kid, right, yes, So what was
growing up in the South like for you and your family?
Speaker 4 (02:18):
I mean for me, it was it was tough. Honestly,
I grew up in a small town. I was born
in New Orleans. We lived like in the West Bank
of New Orleans, which is I do have to like
kind of tell people, and I Fallow of New Orleans.
Because one of my friends was like, you know, people
think they think you're from Gaza when you say that.
Speaker 3 (02:38):
Oh I'm so sorry. I was like, is that why? People?
I was like, oh my god, I'm so sorry.
Speaker 4 (02:41):
Do you think I was like, oh my god, so yes,
the West Bank of New Orleans. We moved when I
was little, but we kept our house there. But my
parents were just like they both wanted to live in
a small country town. My mom wanted more land, and
to be fair, we had a really big yard. You know,
it took up like a quarter of the block. We
lived on the corner. It went halfway down one street,
(03:02):
halfway down another, lots of land. Did not realize how
wealthy I was with space being little. But no one
was like us, right, Like my mom was Jewish, my
dad was Muslim, and no one looked like us. Everyone
was either black or white, and it's just it was hard.
Speaker 3 (03:18):
Identity was weird.
Speaker 4 (03:20):
I didn't really understand why we were different, how we're different,
and I definitely didn't understand that no one else's family
was different until I got to school and I was like, oh,
my mom explained it to us, like we were cats.
Speaker 3 (03:33):
Right, she was. You know when cats have kittens, there
are different colors.
Speaker 4 (03:37):
Well, then you go to school and you realize that,
like all the other kittens are and their parent cats
are all the same color. So it didn't really make
it like that's so weird because all the other cats
and kittens look alike. Yeah, So that was It was tough,
and I definitely didn't feel like I could be who
I am today.
Speaker 3 (03:57):
Right, I was always weird.
Speaker 4 (03:58):
I said that I was kind of like from the
island of misfit toys and kind of always feeling othered.
I don't now that I'm in an industry where everyone,
I think is kind of we're that island.
Speaker 3 (04:09):
We are the islands, Yeah, the island of.
Speaker 4 (04:12):
Misfit toys, and we're like, Hi, wow, look at this.
This is so nice island of weirdos around me.
Speaker 3 (04:16):
Now, welcome home. So were you were you like teased
a lot as a kid? I was teased a ton,
I was.
Speaker 4 (04:26):
I have two siblings, and my oldest sibling actually has
a different father, so she was mixed half black, and
so I just lied to people and I told them
that I was half black and half white.
Speaker 3 (04:36):
I now realized how bad that was. Yeah.
Speaker 4 (04:39):
When I was a kid, I was just trying to
fit in and it made sense because nobody else is
anything different until I was like maybe in fourth grade,
I want my teachers was trying to be very inclusive
and she's like, well, Jasmine, I know your father is Muslim.
Speaker 3 (04:50):
What did y'all do during the Christmas break?
Speaker 4 (04:52):
And everyone like, gas, Jasmine's a Muslim. But not only
was I Muslim, I was a secret Muslim.
Speaker 3 (05:01):
Those are the worst time.
Speaker 4 (05:04):
So yeah, I got teased a lot, like every single
day and it wasn't great.
Speaker 1 (05:10):
But so what was religion like in your household? Because
I mean Jewish and Muslim, Like did you were you
guys religious?
Speaker 3 (05:18):
Did you practice? We were supposed to be being.
Speaker 4 (05:21):
Raised Muslim, But I mean other than like a few
basic rules and my dad telling me like I couldn't
show my shoulders, I mean there were I mean there
are generalizations, right like Muslim girls don't dance, Muslim girls
don't wear this, they don't act this way, they don't
do that. What will people say things like that like
we didn't eat pork, we didn't you know, do certain things.
But it wasn't like I was praying multiple times a day.
(05:44):
We celebrated nearly every single holiday. You know, I think
Christmas being just something that culturally here in America that
you celebrate. Eventually, we celebrated that. And then later in
life my mother was like, we're not doing Christmas anymore.
We're celebrating Hanka. We're done with this. She even got
rid of her Christmas tree, she got rid of Christmas tree,
all the ornaments. She was like, I'm done with this.
It's Hanukkah. She would celebrate per hum, she would like,
(06:05):
she went all out in the end. You know, So
religion was I don't know, it was kind of like
a funny, weird thing again that like not not very
similar to other households, you know that that blend that mashup.
Speaker 1 (06:20):
And I'm sure like I mean, you know, as you
so clearly said, in Louisiana, like there is not a
large Muslim population.
Speaker 3 (06:27):
There, not in small town Louisiana.
Speaker 4 (06:30):
There was in like the greater New Orleans area, and
like so for like ad and things like that, we
would sometimes go to those celebrations in the New Orleans area.
Speaker 3 (06:41):
But you know, my dad wasn't a doctor. We didn't
have money. I was mixed.
Speaker 4 (06:45):
We didn't have like and again like the we didn't
have money. We didn't have money for cultural clothes either, right,
So me and my brother were very much the outsiders,
and kids weren't nice to us.
Speaker 3 (06:56):
Right.
Speaker 4 (06:57):
So it was kind of like yet another place where
I didn't fit in. And as I got older, I
would very similarly go out to events and I still
didn't see anyone who looked like me.
Speaker 3 (07:07):
And when I did see people who look like me.
Speaker 4 (07:08):
Or came for my culture, I didn't feel like I
could be like, yeah, like I'm going to the rape,
you want to come with me?
Speaker 3 (07:13):
Yeah?
Speaker 1 (07:13):
You know, it's like you didn't fit in there either, Yes,
very much so. Right, so you married young, very young,
and divorced shortly after.
Speaker 3 (07:23):
What did tell us about that? And what did you
learn through that experience? Wow?
Speaker 4 (07:28):
I think I learned so much. I feel like a
lot of those lessons came afterwards. And one of the
first lessons I kind of gifted myself with was giving
myself autonomy over my own life and my own body again,
because I felt like marrying young and having you know,
kind of someone right there being like, oh, well, this
is what you do for when you're in love with
(07:49):
someone this is how you do this, and this is
what pleasure is about, and not getting to learn that
for myself. I really took that agency back and in
a very like it was very much in the front
in my mind type of way. I was like, you
know what, I don't know if I want to be
monogamous anymore.
Speaker 3 (08:04):
I could do a bad girl, you know, I'd go.
Speaker 4 (08:07):
On dates and be like, Hi, my name's Jasmine and
I'm non monogamous and I like kink. But on the
other end, I would I would go to classes, and
I had a friend who would go to play parties
and she kind of got me plugged into like, hey,
if you want to go do these things, here's where
you can maybe get educated and learn how to do
(08:28):
that safely. So it definitely started me on this journey
of where I am now of like king play parties,
bur lesque, sex work.
Speaker 3 (08:38):
So right, Can I ask how young you were when
you got married.
Speaker 4 (08:41):
I was nineteen when I got married, but I was
fifteen when I got engaged.
Speaker 3 (08:46):
Wow.
Speaker 4 (08:47):
Yeah, And was this an arranged marriage or was this
somebody that you just fell in love with?
Speaker 3 (08:56):
I don't know, fortunately, and unfortunately it was a love marriage.
Speaker 4 (09:00):
You know wow, yeah, wow, becaupose to you at fifteen?
At fifteen, because what does a fifteen year old know?
Speaker 3 (09:08):
Yeah, let me tell you.
Speaker 4 (09:09):
Fifteen year olds know exactly what they want to do
in their life. And there's one thing a fifteen year
old knows is that love tells you to abandon your dreams.
Speaker 3 (09:18):
Prince Charming will always go and rescue you. Mm hm.
So so tell me about so. Okay, so you got divorced.
Speaker 1 (09:25):
You have this friend who's starting to introduce you to
play parties, Like, what was your first experience dipping your
toe into like a sexual world after you know, I'm
assuming grew up in a very conservative household.
Speaker 3 (09:37):
I did. I did? It was.
Speaker 4 (09:42):
I think we love to say the world word empowering,
and yes it was that, but it felt very electrifying, right.
It was very much like, oh my god, this is
so exciting nervous, but that excited nervousness of like, oh well,
maybe I won't do anything tonight, but look at where
I am. Look at this door I just opened, or
like this box, this like really sexy hot Pandora's box,
(10:04):
and wow, look there's that guy that I've been crushing
on for like ten years and oh god, he's here.
Speaker 3 (10:11):
And I have sex with the guy that i'd been
crushing on I.
Speaker 4 (10:13):
Don't know, you know, stuff like that, and just kind
of getting to finally feel like I can own it
in a way.
Speaker 1 (10:19):
Was a play party your first like experience in that world.
Speaker 3 (10:24):
In like kink and BDSM, I think it was. Yeah, Yeah,
I was. I went to a play party. I got
sick that night. I don't know, I think I got a.
Speaker 4 (10:31):
Stomach bug, and really quickly like it wasn't like I
was like, oh I'm feeling bad. I was actually talking
to that same guy that I mentioned, and we're waiting
that we have like an icebreaker performance that starts and
we're talking and all of a sudden, I'm like, in
my mind my vombent and I look at him and
I'm like, where's the bathroom.
Speaker 3 (10:47):
He's like it's around the corner into my cup. Oh no,
I was so embarrassed. Oh no.
Speaker 4 (10:52):
So I just kind of sat outside by the pool.
It was nice, it was fun.
Speaker 1 (10:57):
And then yeah, so for people in our audience who've
never been to a play party, which I think there's
probably a lot that's hair and super people who may
not even this might be the first time that they've
heard of such a thing. Can you explain what a
play party is and maybe what it looks like?
Speaker 4 (11:12):
Okay, yeah, I would say one, every play party is
going to be different, but in general, when you think
of like a play party or a sex party, you're
gonna again they're different. So this one, you it has
a theme. There's that there was no outside clothes, no
ordinary clothes. This one I think was like gods and
goddesses and mythical creatures. They had a section with like
(11:35):
a big royal like chair and a professional photographer to
take your pictures or your solos or groups. And they had,
like I said, icebreaker performance of a variety of acts.
Speaker 3 (11:44):
And these are like live sex acts, not all sex acts.
Speaker 4 (11:47):
Some of them were comedy, some of them were sex,
some of them were or less that were stripping down.
Speaker 3 (11:53):
I think the comedy was really funny.
Speaker 4 (11:55):
I think that came on first, you know, yeah, and
then sometimes like BDSM performances, but it kind of to
warm everybody up to things and kind of they also
have a little bit of talk of like, hey, this
is what we expect and how do you behave because.
Speaker 1 (12:07):
There's got to be like consent involved in boundaries. Yes,
everyone's got to understan be on the same page about that.
Speaker 3 (12:13):
Very much so.
Speaker 4 (12:14):
And there were I think three levels of this play party.
First floor was open play. There was a bar, a pool,
second floor were kind of more rooms and things like
that that you could go off into. And the third
floor was the dungeon where they had like a BDSM
master if you.
Speaker 1 (12:34):
Will, Okay, yeah, sounds fun, sounds elaborate.
Speaker 3 (12:39):
A little pick your own adventure. You know.
Speaker 1 (12:43):
I've actually never been to one. I don't think is
that something that you would like?
Speaker 3 (12:47):
No, there we go, well, look at that, look at that.
You never have to.
Speaker 1 (12:52):
No, I'm actually I'm pretty boring. I'm in a monogamous
relationship with my husband, and I like, clearly I have
no problem with sex and like non monogamy and all
that kind of stuff. But it's funny though when I
I because I have ended up at swingers' parties and
stuff like that and other similar things. But when I
(13:14):
don't have a camera in front of me, like separating
me from the sex, yes, I actually get I feel
very weird.
Speaker 3 (13:21):
That's super fait. It's super weird to me. It's like
I need to have a purpose there.
Speaker 1 (13:25):
Like my purpose was always I'm directing, I'm shooting. I'm
like trying to get that cumshot. But like if I'm
just sitting there watching with my hands on my lip,
I'm like, I don't know what to do with my self.
Speaker 3 (13:35):
You know what. That's so fair.
Speaker 4 (13:36):
I mean on camera and off camera sex for me
feel very different. So you know, in a sense, I
get it.
Speaker 1 (13:41):
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. So let's talk about your movingto
on camera sex. So how did you end up in
the porn industry?
Speaker 4 (13:48):
So I like, well, where do you want to just
trying this journey? How did I move from nursing into sex?
Because you were an icy unise first, which is an
intense job.
Speaker 3 (13:59):
My sisters and I see you nurse. Yeah, it is
very and it is. It is intense. He used to
come home and cry a lot. Yeah.
Speaker 4 (14:06):
Yeah, sorry, that's not a sexy thing to say. Sorry,
it's okay, we don't we don't have to be sexy.
Speaker 1 (14:10):
I mean that's like, yeah, I I mean that's got
to really like toughen you up.
Speaker 3 (14:16):
It does, yeah, it does.
Speaker 1 (14:18):
It's so interesting to me too, that a lot of
sex workers were either nurses before or become nurses later.
And I think there's like a nurturing thing there. I
think there is, you know, like a common thread.
Speaker 4 (14:29):
I believe that very much so because I've definitely seen yeah,
both sides, people going into nursing and people coming out
and into sex work. Yeah.
Speaker 3 (14:37):
I never I never wanted to be a nurse.
Speaker 4 (14:40):
And I knew that going into nursing slightly longer story
about me and my ex, but just to get into it.
I knew that I was going to get into nursing
and eventually want to go do something else. And for
a while I thought maybe I wanted to go and
get my doctorate and become a nursing a caesiologist. And
when that didn't work out, I was like, well, I
don't know what I want to do. But I'd always
kind of I had this calling. And while I was
(15:01):
doing that, like and exploring, you know, I cank your more.
Speaker 3 (15:04):
Sexual side, you know, a little.
Speaker 4 (15:08):
But I did food blogging and then I from that
got into lifestyle modeling and got connected with more creatives
and had friends in burlesque and always kind of looked
at that side and I was like, wow, I really
wish I could do a little more, but didn't feel
like I could because of like the ethics clause and
like the nursing practice.
Speaker 3 (15:26):
Right you thought that you figured you lose your job,
yeah right.
Speaker 4 (15:29):
Yeah, or have at least some kind of fines or
things that would come to me if anyone reported that.
So when push finally came to shove and I was
miserable enough, I was like I got to get out
of this. I left it all behind and I was like, well,
what do I want to do? And I had a
friend and she was like, well, you really like, you know,
being on Instagram and modeling, why don't you try that?
(15:52):
Like I've been watching you do this and you love it.
Speaker 3 (15:55):
Well, that's not a real job. It's not oh yeah yeah,
look at me.
Speaker 4 (16:02):
Also, I didn't know anyone who actually did it right,
And I was like, I don't know.
Speaker 3 (16:06):
I guess I could try it.
Speaker 4 (16:07):
So I started a modeling page on Instagram and that
quickly took off, and I had people who were like, hey,
like is there can I see more of you? Like
I there had a few of them are like hey,
I would sponsor you whatever that meant. And so I
was like, you know what, I think I can start
it only fans let me, let me try that out.
Speaker 3 (16:23):
I'll dip my toe in that water.
Speaker 4 (16:26):
And that kind of really quickly started paying my bills
and not even to say that I was making you know,
millions or anything crazy, but I think it's still impressive
that I was able to pay my bills with it,
and it's.
Speaker 3 (16:38):
Like, hey, I enjoy this.
Speaker 4 (16:40):
And it was again there was a lot of like
genuine connections, like I got to talk to people who
are my fans. I would wake up and do like
these really they're so silly now, but like I do
these videos where I'm just.
Speaker 3 (16:50):
Like coming in my little robe and slip and drink
my coffee and I message people and be like what
is your intention for the day?
Speaker 4 (16:59):
My friend who was also and it was like, oh
my god. My fans would never they be like, turn
shut up and show me your butthole.
Speaker 3 (17:06):
I was like, I don't know. Sometimes I just read
poetry to them.
Speaker 1 (17:09):
But there's like there's that's a great thing about platforms,
like only fans. There's all different kinds of people, Like
there's definitely guys on there, and I'm sure you have
this experience now that like they really want to talk
and they want to talk about their lives. They want
to know what's going on in my life and they
care about those things. And then there are other guys
who are like, just show me your.
Speaker 3 (17:25):
Buttthole and shut up. Just show me your butthole, and
it's fair. And I do.
Speaker 4 (17:29):
I have those people too, love them, but I do
still actually be poetry to them. Well, here's what can
I say about a butthole? You're right, I should write
a poem aboth holes should Thank you. You're coming up
with great stuff. You're welcome. I'm just you've been on it,
just the ideas you've been flowing. You have been on
(17:51):
it ever since I walked through this door. But I
feel like you're always on it. I can accolades.
Speaker 3 (17:57):
Yeah, but yeah.
Speaker 4 (17:58):
From there, I was with someone and we were kind
of in the process of breaking up, and I remember
being like he was the only person I'd phoned with.
Speaker 3 (18:05):
I was like, Oh my god, what am I gonna do?
How am I gonna have tapes? Like?
Speaker 4 (18:09):
And then I was like, wait a second, I'm a
hot girl, and I'm as people want to have sex
with me. I was like, no, that would be whoa whoa.
People won't have sex with me. Hot guys want to
have sex with me. Hot girls want to have sex
with me? Hey, let me yeah, let me hold that one.
Would you like to work together? And so I got
(18:30):
my first collab with someone. I came out to La
I stayed with Sarah Arabic, and during that trip I
was kind of in this point of like, yes, I
was doing this collab, but I also wasn't sure. As
I continued to blow up, do I want to go
more mainstream modeling?
Speaker 3 (18:44):
Do I want to keep doing this? And I was like,
you know.
Speaker 4 (18:47):
What I do because I saw so many people being
really authentic and living this life and loving it and
being successful, and I was like, you know, I could
go this other route and I could do be more mainstream,
more clean, more sweet girl.
Speaker 3 (19:01):
I am I slut.
Speaker 4 (19:04):
And I love being a slut, and like I don't
want to have to act like I'm.
Speaker 3 (19:08):
Not what I love that. Please, I love it.
Speaker 4 (19:13):
Please you know well, sluts are welcome here, thank you,
we embrace you.
Speaker 3 (19:19):
So you know that's what I was doing. And it
was like you know what I am going to do this?
Speaker 4 (19:24):
Yeah, and I remember this is even to the point
where I didn't even show nudity on Twitter. And I
finished my first clab because I told him. I was like, hey,
I think our advertising's a little different, and I was leaving.
Speaker 3 (19:35):
He was like, okay, so I'll clip it up and
I'll send you stuff for Twitter.
Speaker 4 (19:37):
And I was like, I don't show nudity on Twitter,
and like his whole face was like, how do you promote?
Speaker 3 (19:43):
Yeah?
Speaker 4 (19:44):
And I remember when he sent me a clip, I
was just like I started pacing. I paced around my
house for like twenty minutes and I was like, Hey,
it's not that I don't like the clip you sent me,
It's just that I don't know because I've never done this.
Speaker 3 (19:55):
You don't have to and I was like, no, I
want to.
Speaker 4 (19:57):
And I then made the decision that if I was
ever approached to do something mainstream, that I would do it.
And I was like, yeah, I'm going to do that.
And I was like I'm sure, and like the next
five years someone might ask me yeah, and lum behold.
It took a few months.
Speaker 3 (20:16):
Yeah.
Speaker 4 (20:16):
I On that same trip, I met Marvin Love, who
is my friend, my agent, a director, over dinner with
Sarah Arabic, who I was staying with, and we realized
that we were going to be traveling through Europe together
and we while we were in Europe, he asked me
if I would ever consider shooting for Brassers.
Speaker 3 (20:35):
And now I'm here.
Speaker 4 (20:37):
And you shooting for Brassers and I am shooting for
brass So, so, how was that first scene with Brassers amazing?
Speaker 3 (20:46):
It was? So it was. It was obviously nerve wracking,
but it was amazing.
Speaker 4 (20:52):
And one of the reasons being that, like I had
one of someone who I was really close with there
to direct me to hold my hand. Marvin from the
very beginning was like sat me down before, like as
soon as you talked to me, because he was like, Hey,
this is what it would mean to shoot for mainstream.
Speaker 3 (21:07):
This is what you can expect. This is what the good,
the pros, the cons.
Speaker 4 (21:12):
And then working with a company like Brawsers, they have
like a phone came where they have like a video
call right where they're like, these are all the things
and the steps and the processes before you get to set.
Speaker 3 (21:22):
These are the people you should expect on set.
Speaker 4 (21:24):
This is who you should go to on set if
anything were to happen. Hey, if this if you don't
have a talent liaison, like here's a number for you
to call immediately because there has to be someone on
set for you. Yeah, so I felt very safe. I
ran through my lines. I did know that it was
going to be like a Bollywood and cultural scene. That
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was something he, like Marvin, had asked me, and I
was like absolutely, you know, like this was stepping more
into my cultural identity and feeling like I could belong
in it, even though I was like this sluty, weird
round girl, And I say weird in the best way
of like, yeah, I am from the Islands and misfit
toys And maybe you don't see a lot of brown
(22:06):
kids at the raves, but you know what, I bet
at every major rave, we're there, Yeah, all feeling alone
and no one gets to tell us how we get
to do this. So as long as I do things
that feel good and right to me, I'm the only
person that I have to wake up to in the morning.
Speaker 1 (22:24):
Were you worried at all about some sort of backlash
from your culture for representing your culture in that way
or were you like really proud to represent your culture
in that like was there.
Speaker 3 (22:34):
Any give and taste? Yeah? Is there any like debate
in your head about like I.
Speaker 4 (22:40):
Think anytime you do something like that. Anytime I do
something like that, there's always, like I said, there's like, hey,
I expect there will be some because people hold their
culture so near and dear to them, right, And there
have been some people, right, but they are very much
the outliers. I will say that I was very much shocked,
(23:03):
taken aback in tears about how much of a like
opening arms reception it was, and how many people outpoured
to me, how many people became fans of mine on
my sites to message me to say they have never
seen someone who looked like me do this ye, And
I mean men, women, couples, just being like, just tons
(23:26):
of people who were like I even had someone who's like, hey,
I've never watched Born before, but I so many of
my friends told me about your scene, and I just
never thought I'd see someone like this. Yeah, and it
felt so good and it felt affirming, like wow, this
felt so good to shoot, it felt so right and
now and this is why.
Speaker 1 (23:47):
Yeah, And so it's like that kid who felt different
than who felt like so a part of has now
used that. It's like become your superpower, right that like
you can represent people like you and people love you
for that yes, yeah.
Speaker 3 (24:04):
Do you know who Sonny Leoni is? Yes?
Speaker 4 (24:06):
I think we talked about this, Avanne, Yes, probably. Yes,
you said you shot her first thing. I shot her
very first glamour scene.
Speaker 3 (24:13):
Yes. Yeah. She had never had her hair and makeup
done professionally before. She was just.
Speaker 1 (24:18):
Doing like I forget what, she was just doing amateur
stuff at home with her with her ex at the time.
Speaker 4 (24:23):
And I remember she was so excited and we actually
shot her in like that style you did, Yes, we did.
Speaker 3 (24:29):
I didn't see that. I looked up her stuff and
I did not. Yeah, it's on.
Speaker 1 (24:32):
Sus dot net. Okay, i'll have I'll find it and
I'll send it to you. But we shot it in
that style. And then I just remember she was so
excited that she went home with like her hair and
makeup and like did a bunch of content at home
because she'd like never had her hair makeup done.
Speaker 3 (24:47):
Now, I'm like, I want to look this up. I
was like, how can I recreate this? Let me recreate this?
Speaker 1 (24:52):
Well, I mean I look back at it now and
it was like, you know, that was still so early
in my photography career. I mean, I look at it
now and I'm like, oh, God, this is awful, like
the crawl being imposing, like I still wasn't hadn't mastered
my craft. But but yeah, I mean and now she's
like she's I mean, it's funny what.
Speaker 3 (25:08):
Now right she does Bollywood now right? Yes?
Speaker 1 (25:10):
Yes, And people talk about crossover porn stars all the time,
but they don't ever think about her. And they're like, oh, well,
Jenna Jameson, oh, Sasha Gray, And I'm like, the crossover
porn star is Sonny Leoni. She is one of the
most famous people in India.
Speaker 4 (25:27):
I was like, that's kind of crazy because when I
think of crossover, she's like the one that comes to
my mind.
Speaker 3 (25:32):
But maybe it's because so many people talk to me.
Speaker 1 (25:34):
Right, yes, it's because you're in that you know, that's
your culture. But like so many people, you know, Western, they.
Speaker 3 (25:42):
Don't even know who she is. And I'm like, she
is the example.
Speaker 1 (25:45):
And not to mention the fact that she also won
over the hearts, you know, of a culture that's not
exactly like embracing you know, porn and sexuality, you know,
and and she was able to like break that barrier
and get through and people's she started. She became famous
because she did like the Indian version of Real World
or Big Brother.
Speaker 3 (26:05):
I think it was Big Brother. Okay, so she did
reality TV.
Speaker 4 (26:07):
Yes, and then people saw her on that and then
they actually got to know her because she's a really
sweet girl.
Speaker 3 (26:14):
And then they're like.
Speaker 4 (26:15):
Kind of crazy, how people think we're going to be
mean or something.
Speaker 3 (26:17):
Yeah, I think we'll bite.
Speaker 1 (26:18):
I know, they think like yeah and yeah, and then
her just career just like took off from there, and
it's like it's crazy because at the beginning, it was
definitely like, oh, she was a born it'tar oh, you know,
but now it's I feel it's just like she was,
but it was like a Bollywood star and like her
(26:38):
past doesn't really like come up as much.
Speaker 3 (26:41):
I mean it's like from Afar. I haven't talked her
in a while, but that's super fair. You know.
Speaker 4 (26:46):
Way before I ever considered doing sex work, while I
was still doing nursing, I actually sent in an audition
tape to do, you know, like Mindy Mindy Calleen. She
did the TV show on netflixbe Yes. I actually sent
because she put out a big casting call on like
social media about it, like open and then like there's
an interview where she's like, oh my god, I would
(27:07):
never do that again.
Speaker 3 (27:08):
I got so many hits because she was like, Okay,
who's South Asian and wants to do these parts? Yeah?
And everyone was like me yeah.
Speaker 4 (27:15):
And I think back to that, I'm like, I wonder
if Minnie kelling whatever cast read for anything now or
which she was like, sorry, I can't do that.
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more into detail with your first scene for browsers. So
tell me a little bit about how much control you
had over the scene. Did you have a lot of
input in the wardrobe? Like how and who did you
perform with?
Speaker 3 (28:43):
I don't even know. Those are all really good questions.
It was so well. I'll start kind of backwards.
Speaker 4 (28:47):
My scene partner was Chris Diamond, which was absolutely insane.
I knew that he was very well in dowed, but
I didn't realize like how well en dowed until I
like he got there and I remember like kissing him
before the scene and like he put my hand on it.
Speaker 3 (29:05):
I was like, I was just like, oh my god,
I reworried. I was very worried. I genuinely looked at
him and I was like, I don't know if that's
gonna fit.
Speaker 4 (29:14):
I was like, I don't think that's gonna go in there,
and he's like, it'll go It's fine.
Speaker 3 (29:19):
I don't worry, baby, I got you, Like I've done
this a few times. I don't know.
Speaker 4 (29:24):
I remember after we felt like our first clip, like
everyone on the side was like are you okay? Like,
hey girl, you you just call nine one. Seems like
you just got murdered. So that's where my scene partner was.
But as far as how much control I had over
the scene, I mean, I felt like it was very
much a collaborative process. I got the script anything that
(29:47):
I there was some small tweaks that I wanted to make.
I had already given them kind of like my boundaries,
and I don't think when it's brawsers, I don't feel
like I have to worry about them going too far
around my set of boundaries.
Speaker 3 (30:00):
They're very good about that. Yeah, No, they're amazing. Yeah.
Speaker 4 (30:02):
So even the small tweaks and honestly, any script that
I've gotten from them, if I'm like, hey, I don't
feel comfortable with this, like they're like, hey, we can
make that. We can change it however you want to
make you feel comfortable. So as far as the storyline went,
I was fine with it. When it came down to wardrobe,
we actually we think he had gotten a different sorry.
(30:24):
But I don't know if you've ever ordered a sorry
or wait have you?
Speaker 3 (30:27):
I have not? Oh okay, so when you get a sorry,
like a traditional short sorry, you're just looking.
Speaker 4 (30:31):
At kind of like nine feet of fabric. Yeah, and
then a lot of the blouse has come unstitched. And
at that time I didn't know how to drape like.
I didn't know how to pleat and fold, which I
do now I learned for that Evan.
Speaker 3 (30:44):
But I didn't know how to do that. We didn't
have anyone to sew the thing together.
Speaker 4 (30:48):
So the day before we went, I got my Hanna done,
and no, it had to be before the Hannah because
there was no way I went shopping with hint on me.
But we went to a local spot here in La
and we picked out the wardrobe together. So wardrobe jewelry
all got chosen with and buy me as it's really
amazing and kind of like, okay, this is how we're
and the lady in the shop was like, okay, this
(31:09):
is how you're gonna put the butt or the scarf on,
you know, So it was very much like hey, are
you comfortable?
Speaker 3 (31:15):
Is this okay?
Speaker 4 (31:16):
They everyone on set was very respectful, so it was
a really beautiful process in that way. Yeah, so the
scene I mean performed incredibly well.
Speaker 3 (31:26):
It did.
Speaker 4 (31:27):
And was that a surprise to you? I think, especially
since it was my first time? Right I When we wrapped,
I remember the cameraman, Cody j looks at me and
he was that was amazing.
Speaker 3 (31:40):
It's gonna look so good.
Speaker 4 (31:42):
And everyone was so like, oh my god, amazing. And
in my mind, I was like, what if they're just
lying to me? Right?
Speaker 3 (31:48):
Like what if they're only saying this because I'm Marvin's friend,
you know.
Speaker 4 (31:53):
I was like, oh, but then you know, as one
does after you leave, like it's kind of just quiet,
and I was like, oh god, it's in my mind
they were never going to put it out. It was
never going to see the light of day. I was like,
that's just going to be put in a closet somewhere.
And it was horrible and bad and I'll.
Speaker 3 (32:08):
Never work again.
Speaker 4 (32:10):
And then I got a call from Marvin and he
was like actually a FaceTime for Marvin even and he
was basically in tears, and I was like, what happened?
Speaker 3 (32:18):
When I do I did something wrong and he's like,
they love it. He's like, they absolutely.
Speaker 4 (32:22):
Love it, jazz when you did so well, And I
was like really, he goes, yeah, they're gonna, They're gonna.
He's like, this is They were like, hey, we think
this is going to do numbers. And when it came out,
it went off way harder than I ever thought it would,
and I got so much more attention.
Speaker 3 (32:39):
I was just insane. Yeah in a really really good way.
Dode your Only fans just like explode I got yes. Yeah,
I was so overwhelmed.
Speaker 4 (32:48):
I remember so when I first started doing content, I
was on my phone so much that I developed not
carpal tunnel, but it's.
Speaker 3 (32:55):
The other tunnel. It goes in here. Yeah.
Speaker 4 (32:59):
And then so it was happening again, like just trying
to respond to everyone's tweets and Instagram and messages on
my Only fans, and I was like, I was like,
I need help, I need to So I had to
go through and turn off like all my notifications and
stuff away from it for a little while because I
was just like, wow, this is a lot, and I'm
so blessed, but wow, you can't keep up all at
once like that.
Speaker 3 (33:19):
All at once.
Speaker 1 (33:21):
So, as a brown performer in the industry, do you
feel like you're fetishized at all?
Speaker 3 (33:26):
I feel like.
Speaker 4 (33:28):
If you're anything that's not seen as culturally normal in
the West, you will unfortunately land yourself in a fetish category,
whether you want to or not. So I have to
realize that no matter what I do, people will fetishize me.
And to what extent do what do I do within
(33:51):
that that feels okay to me?
Speaker 3 (33:54):
And how do I deal with that? Right?
Speaker 4 (33:56):
I'm like, Hey, if I put on a sorry and
you fetishize me, but what I'm actually doing is like
a very normal and appropriate thing, and you want to
twist to something else that's you. You know, I have
nothing to do with what whatever someone's mind makes up
with that.
Speaker 3 (34:11):
And It's like you can go either way, right.
Speaker 1 (34:13):
You could be representing like your culture and your people,
like you said, like when that scene came out, you
had so many people reach out to you and say,
I've never seen anyone like me and porn and that
kind of thing. So I guess you could look at
it either way. But do you feel like I'm assuming
like if you felt that all the scenes that you
have done have been like respectful in that way.
Speaker 3 (34:34):
I do.
Speaker 4 (34:35):
I do, and I think that's what for me when
it brings up like poticization, I'm like, people can take
this and they can spend any way they work. I've
seen so blood trust, I've seen the people on Reddit.
I have seen what they the captions they put porn. Yeah,
but I mean, you know, who am I to yak
someone's yum yeah, other than to say it's my image.
Speaker 3 (34:57):
But I mean like that people are going to do that.
Speaker 4 (35:00):
But if nothing else, I always try to remind people
like I am not a monolith. I am not like, hey,
I'm not the only you know, brown woman doing this.
I wasn't the first brown woman doing this. I'm not
the only one doing it now I will hopefully not
be one of the last. Right, And there is It's
kind of the whole kind of purpose and fire behind
me is that there isn't one way to be brown.
(35:22):
There isn't one way to be you know, different or
weird or a sex worker, or to express yourself in
these many beautiful ways like I get to do this
and it's really great. And if my light helps you
feel not alone, that's all I really want.
Speaker 1 (35:37):
Actually, how long have you been in the like, I guess,
I guess it depends on what you one considers the
porn industry, whether being a content creator only fans girl
is that? Or you have to do professional scenes. So
let's just say, like, how long have you been doing
professional scenes?
Speaker 3 (35:53):
Okay? So, oh my anniversary is about to come UPO? Yeah,
shot it is.
Speaker 4 (36:00):
Yes, I shot a Bollywood tail in August twenty seven
of twenty twenty three.
Speaker 3 (36:04):
Oh wow, really soon? Yeah? So almost two years? Yeah? Yeah,
oh my goodness, my second year.
Speaker 1 (36:11):
I know, like I still feel like a baby, Like,
how has your experience been and is it any different
than what you expected?
Speaker 4 (36:19):
I think my experience one. I feel completely blessed. I
know that I again, I'm not the only person to
have a really big and beautiful start and go viral
at the beginning of their career. But I also know
that that is not a very common thread, right, So
I feel like stepping into the adult entertainment industry has
also come with immediate gratification, immediate praise, award nominations, and
(36:43):
being told, wow, you're doing really great. I think it
would probably suck if I, you know, fell flat on
my face and never did anything great again? Yeah, but
I mean for me, it's been really wonderful. It has
allowed me to really blossom and take care of my
creative garden. And I've never felt more creative or more
(37:03):
on fire, like passion wise about what I've been doing.
I feel like when I go to work, I go
to set and I create content. Yes, I'm tired because
it takes energy, but I feel alive.
Speaker 3 (37:14):
I feel emboldened. I feel like I want to do
more and more.
Speaker 4 (37:18):
Creativity comes back to me from pouring into this cup,
like my well is never empty.
Speaker 1 (37:24):
Do you have any interest in moving beyond just performing,
like any behind the scenes, writing, directing, anything like that.
Speaker 3 (37:32):
I do.
Speaker 4 (37:33):
I Actually I enjoy writing. I want to kind of
pick up scripts more. I've been playing with that more
on my own time a little more, and directing as well.
I have taken more of a stance for some of
my own sights of like writing and directing. Things like
when I was nominated for the Porn Have Awards, I
when I realized, I was like, oh, I'm not going
(37:54):
to be able to make it because like I have
these last minute things. I looked at one of my
friends who does videography, and I was like, look, I
came up with a because I was like, the theme
is what?
Speaker 3 (38:03):
It was? Western? Right, and so I was like, what
outfits do I have?
Speaker 4 (38:06):
And so I had two outfits and I was like,
what locations in New Orleans can I film that? And
then I was like, oh, I'll pick this location. I
was like, Okay, what can I do with this outfit
in this location? So I came up with this backstory
that I was like a buy you bounty hunter chasing
down a pleasure criminal.
Speaker 3 (38:21):
And that's why I couldn't make it to the awards,
you know. Yeah, and I was just like, damn, I
did that, and it feels good.
Speaker 4 (38:28):
But there are some things that have come to me
that I'm like, this is really good, you know.
Speaker 3 (38:32):
I actually don't think that's meant for me though, you know,
And I think that's kind of like that itch that's like, yeah,
I think there's something I don't wan want.
Speaker 1 (38:40):
It's not uncommon, obviously for performers to move to the
other side of the camera, and I think it makes
so much sense because you're the only people that know
what it's like to be a performer. And I think
that sometimes that disconnect between the director and the performer
is problematic because you really, like, I mean, this is
a stupid and weak example, but I hosted a Playway
(39:03):
TV show for like three seasons, and I had never
spent like that much time in front of the camera
and having to be on, like when you're not feeling on,
when you're tired, when you've had a bad day you
got bad news, Like I never comprehended how much mental
energy that took, Like I really didn't. And I remember
(39:25):
there was actually one time we would do like confessionals
after each episode and I broke down and started.
Speaker 3 (39:31):
Gonna say, I imagine so and so much yeah, and
I couldn't. I couldn't stop crying.
Speaker 4 (39:35):
And it was like something triggered to me and I
was like, you know, and I had They had to
give me an hour to like calm down. And I
remember being so mad because I think about like the
director self, who would have been like this fucking bitch,
like Jesus late, we just want to wrap up.
Speaker 3 (39:52):
I mean, like I wouldn't have said that.
Speaker 1 (39:54):
But there would have been a part of me as
a director, there would have been a part.
Speaker 3 (39:58):
Of me been like, really, like get it together. We
just only have like five more minutes to film. Oh
my god, you know, but it is.
Speaker 4 (40:06):
And when I see you know, directors who are also
in front of the camera that day.
Speaker 3 (40:12):
How do you juggle that?
Speaker 4 (40:13):
Because that's also crazy, especially when you have to be
in front of the camera not only acting but performing.
Speaker 3 (40:19):
I'm like, that's wild because a part of you as.
Speaker 4 (40:21):
A director not to say you have to be the
mean guy, right, because like you have an ad, you
have other people who are mean, but.
Speaker 3 (40:26):
Like you're not everyone's best friend. Yeah, right, you can't be.
Speaker 4 (40:30):
There has to be even if you're friendly, there has
to be that delineation because you are the director.
Speaker 3 (40:34):
Yeah, everyone needs to understand that.
Speaker 4 (40:36):
I'm like, that is something I don't know if I
would want to do to do to have to play
both roles, I would need someone who co directs or something.
Speaker 3 (40:44):
Yeah. Just now, what are you most excited about in
your career?
Speaker 4 (40:49):
Now?
Speaker 3 (40:49):
Did you are there any like first that you've just
recently done or any first coming in your future?
Speaker 4 (40:56):
Yes, I actually just filmed my first DV I can
say that all the way, right, Actually, can you explain
that to people who don't know what that is? So
if you don't know what a DVP is because I
didn't know what this was a year ago. I definitely
didn't know is double vaginal penetration. So that means two
(41:21):
penises in the one hole. And I don't have another
so too. I don't know why I used two different ones,
but two in one.
Speaker 3 (41:31):
So that was yeah.
Speaker 4 (41:32):
I it was with Sean alf and Robbie Apples and
I was, Oh, I just had Sean on last week.
He's such a gem. Yeah, such a gem. I had
a great time with both of them. But I had
put out a tweet if you will, and I was like,
who will actually film a boy boy girl with me?
Because I was like, I have none for my own
sights And they responded and then they mentioned they were like, hey,
(41:56):
if you're into this, and I was like, I don't
know if I am. I was like, I don't even
have like a boy boy girl. Was like, you know what,
like if I ever want to collab with Girth the Master, I.
Speaker 3 (42:09):
Gotta get it. I gotta get ready.
Speaker 4 (42:10):
You know, something's gotta get something's gotta get God, I mean,
Girth Master is so huge, like our our Robbie and
Sean's dicks together even as why do I.
Speaker 1 (42:19):
Think like I don't know, say they are maybe we
need to do a measuring contact.
Speaker 4 (42:25):
You have to say, like, it's not just this plus
this is this and then there's space around it.
Speaker 3 (42:29):
Right, yeah, so the bodies yeah, because I mean, they
don't just meld them come on right there, there's a
little bit of like yeah, is so at least av
a little bit of opening at the bottom.
Speaker 4 (42:40):
It took my brain like a moment to just process
that and my vagina moment to because I was.
Speaker 3 (42:47):
Like, what was going on? What does that feel like?
Speaker 4 (42:51):
It's not like one big deck going yeah, because that
is something that was very surprising to me. But once
and I remember being like, because we had paused for
something for still.
Speaker 3 (43:00):
And I was like, my brain is not it's very
different he go. And I think it was Sean Who's like, yeah,
He's like, your tone changed completely as we started.
Speaker 4 (43:09):
You were just like whoa, whoa, whoa, Wait a second,
wait a second. And then after about three to five
minutes and I was like, okay, all right, I can
this is it?
Speaker 3 (43:19):
This is it was? It was amazing. Do they alternate
or they the same time? Both both both a little
one and both harder than is which one's best.
Speaker 4 (43:31):
I think it's easier if one's more stationary. So if
one is more stationary, only one is the other versus
both of them trying to move. That's kind of like
how a DP works better. Yea, one's like the anchor.
Yeah you have to. And I will say yeah every
time I would come or almost every time I would
come in, like push one of them out because it
was just like, hey, there's not a space in their guys. Yeah,
(43:54):
I mean, I'll got to get out of here while
we while we clinched. Sorry, So where can people find
that scene? They can find it on my only fans evens. Honestly,
if you go to Jazzmine Charity dot com are all
bad bitches. Go to heaven dot com you can find
all my links.
Speaker 1 (44:06):
Oh perfect, Okay, So this is a personal content scene.
This is not something that you're going see at a studio.
Speaker 3 (44:11):
Hopefully someday. You know what, I should put it out there.
I should. I should put a tweet out there telling
studios I'm runny for that. Okay. I thought, I bet
I'll get even bigger one. So yeah, they're not.
Speaker 1 (44:20):
They're going to put you with like Isaiah Maxwell and
like Kieran Lee or something.
Speaker 4 (44:26):
Kieran Lee is, Oh is he No, I haven't talked
to him so long. Yeah, he's moving back across the pond.
I know that he's not the industry. I know that
he's been trying to for like the last few years.
Is yeah, from him going back to Darby he is.
But uh, I don't blame him. I'm holding tight onto
my British passport right now, and I'm like, my mom's British.
Speaker 3 (44:48):
Yeah, so I have do.
Speaker 1 (44:48):
So I was like, wait a second, how did I
not know? Well, I mean, yeah, yeah, I don't blame you.
So hold on to your pack, I am. I'm just like, God,
don't lose this thing, because who knows.
Speaker 4 (45:00):
Actually, uh I I travel like right now, I have
my passport in my back just in case, right now, yeah,
just in case at.
Speaker 3 (45:06):
Any moment, any moment, always be ready.
Speaker 4 (45:08):
Also in case I need papers. Yeah. So let's talk
about Marty Ras. Oh my god, Marty, you're very involved
in that.
Speaker 1 (45:16):
So I have to say, I have never been to
New Orleans and it's like the top of my list,
that's the I've okay, it's it's so down, it's so
like up my alley and even My husband's like, you
have to go, you would love it, and I've never been.
Speaker 4 (45:29):
It's come to Marti Gras, so it's coming with me
to Marty. Marty Grass that's a lot. Well, I mean.
Speaker 3 (45:37):
Everything's a lot. You also you do a van that's
a lot? Is it?
Speaker 4 (45:41):
Is it the same as Avian? It don't doubt about
the West. I think it's like it's the similar things.
You're going, you're going, you're on, you're going, you know.
I think of that. But also to be fair, maybe
this next year isn't the year because I think you
have a van.
Speaker 3 (45:57):
Marti Graus changes. I don't know if you know this,
you don't know.
Speaker 4 (46:00):
So Marty Gras starts it always starts on the same date.
It starts on January sixth, which is all Kings Day
that is by you know, the Julian calendar.
Speaker 3 (46:08):
Am I saying that right? With the Julian calendar? Yes? Okay?
And then named after Julius Caesar, yes, thank you.
Speaker 4 (46:14):
But Marty Gras Day is the day before ash Wednesday,
and ash Wednesday moves around because it is based off
the lunar calendar, because Easter is based off the lunar calendar, right,
forty days before Easter, right, So then that changes every year.
So it's somewhere between early Marty Grass early February, which
will be in twenty twenty six, and then later Marty
Graus would.
Speaker 3 (46:34):
Be like March. I think like mid March. Early March
would be like the latest.
Speaker 4 (46:38):
Okay, But so this next Marty Gras season is gonna
be super packed. It's right after Avin and it's gonna
really fucking suck for me. Yeah, it's gonna say like,
that's gonna okay, So tell me about Because you like
build floats and you do all kinds of stuff, right,
you don't just go no, I mean.
Speaker 3 (46:55):
You can, you definitely can.
Speaker 4 (46:57):
So I'm into Marti Gras cruise and people don't I
don't exactly understand what crews are.
Speaker 3 (47:01):
Crew spelled with a K with a K k R
e w S. This is true. That is how you
do it cruise.
Speaker 4 (47:09):
When you say, like what is a crew, you think
of like the big parades, those are what are called
mega crews, right, Like, so you have a big crew
that parades, and within that you have your crews that
compose that other crew, right, And so I'm in like
my own crew that goes to different parades. Okay, started
out first with a crew that does always has like
(47:31):
a different dystopian paradise theme every year. That is a
marching crew. That's the one I build the float with.
We paper mache. We like, we come up with our theme.
Last year was oh my god, I didn't I didn't
march with them. Last year, oh hell, it was hell
Hell's Disco. So we made a train. The train had
(47:53):
confetti and like smoke that came out of it, and
we put dancers up top and then we pull it.
Because we're not in any like big crews that you
can have like a motorizing in so okay, it has
to be like pulled by hand, which also means we
don't really have breaks. So we do have to let
people know when we go through like all Marty Gras Day,
we're rolling through tight spaces and there's a big crowd
(48:13):
where like it's your job if you're one of the
people in the front to be like big float, no breaks.
Speaker 3 (48:19):
I need you all to move because we got a big
float with no break. Wow, how many people have to
pull the float? Do they like trade off? Because we
do exhausting we do.
Speaker 4 (48:28):
Yeah, so you have two people in the back pushing,
and then you have at least two people in the
front who have ropes, if not like four people depending. Yeah,
and then you have your dancers and there are people
who swap out who's dancing up top?
Speaker 3 (48:43):
You guys don't go down hills, I assume. Is it
all flat? New Orleans is extremely fucking flat? Okay, grble
potholes now that we do have to look out. There
are times we're like, all.
Speaker 4 (48:55):
Right, everybody, we got a big pothole coming up, and
so we have to have more people go through and
push right, you know.
Speaker 3 (49:01):
But it's not a hill.
Speaker 1 (49:03):
Did you ever get like stuck and then like the
float behind you like hits you. Then you fee like
a float pile up? No, I don't think we've had that.
There was one time the float tipped over and fell.
Speaker 3 (49:14):
I wasn't there. I fell off of the float one
year dancing. I put both of my feet on like
the bar, which I had told someone like maybe a
few weeks, and I was like, how do you do that?
Speaker 4 (49:26):
I could not. I was like, I don't think I'd
always be scared. Always keep one leg on. She's like, no,
just make sure you have good grippy shoes. Well, then
like the float rocks and there are other dancers like
started rocking it without telling me. And by the time
you're rocking like this was like I can't jump down.
I'm gonna hit my face. So I was like, okay,
well all counterbalance. And then they rocked real hard the
other way and I just go whoop, Oh my god,
(49:47):
right onto the ground. I mean, but it's also like
it's high up. It's higher than like a U haul truck,
Like there's in the video there's actually a U haul
truck that's next to the float, and like I'm up
here and the U haul truck is down here.
Speaker 3 (49:57):
Oh my gosh, were you like really seriously hurt? Thankfully,
there were two people on the ground that kind of
broke my fall. I literally like I'm land I hit
one guy and the other one like made eye contact
with me, and he was like thank god he was there.
Speaker 4 (50:17):
Wow. But I put this kname like I had a
huge gash here, This fingernail was ripped off and I
had like you can still kind of see it right here.
Speaker 3 (50:28):
I had this big like and you know what, I
also learned there aren't a lot of armpit wounds in
the world. I'm not a commonplace for people to have wounds.
But let me tell you it sucked because, like you couldn't.
Speaker 4 (50:41):
I just had to keep my arm like this all
the time, and I couldn't make any content.
Speaker 3 (50:46):
I couldn't do anything. So I would sit on TikTok.
Speaker 4 (50:48):
For like hours on Live in like my little content room,
just like drinking.
Speaker 3 (50:54):
Tea and talking to people on TikTok, and they just
be like, what happened to your knee? Like what happened
to you?
Speaker 4 (51:00):
I'm like, guys, I fell off a float, Like every
like fifteen minutes that I just fuck.
Speaker 3 (51:05):
Hey, everyone, I fell off a float. Okay, leave me alone.
Videos on my page, go look at it. Oo.
Speaker 4 (51:10):
Yikes, that does not sound fun. It is not any
big plans for the rest of the year. What is
for the rest of the year. I mentioned this before,
like I always have to look at my calendar. Yeah.
I just got finished shooting a door cell feature. Okay,
that was my big thing that was coming up.
Speaker 1 (51:27):
So that you've shot it and it's still it's coming
up because I haven't been released, So that's that's something
that's coming up.
Speaker 3 (51:33):
Yes, So door Cell feature, the dvp's coming up. I'm
starting a podcast of my own. It is. It's it's little,
it's silly. It's literally just to let people.
Speaker 4 (51:44):
It's to like answer frequently asked questions, which I'm I
imagine at some point it will then go to other
people's frequently asked questions and have a guest of like hey,
what like, Hey, I'm glad you asked that, Like let's
talk about it. Yeah, type thing that's coming, which to
say is also that I have started my Only Fans TV.
(52:05):
Oh yeah, because this goes on Only Fans TV as well. Right,
this will go on the channel that is one of
the reason they feature you.
Speaker 3 (52:15):
Yes, I did, That's what I So.
Speaker 4 (52:19):
Yeah, I've been trying to plan out with my creative
director of like what my next big videos are going
to be, so fingers crossed on that. So more creativity,
more acting, maybe a collab with Growth Master.
Speaker 3 (52:33):
Mm. So you're listening, it's got to fix his uh
Ris has got a heal first, this is true. This
is true. But I was a nurse. It's fine. Oh
that's true. Perfect scene. I've been waiting two years for this.
Speaker 1 (52:48):
There we go, love it, love it? Yes, well, Jasmine,
thank you so much for coming on. We're going to
do an extra bonus Q and A for my Patreon
members and the questions they've said, so if you're a
member of Patreon, you will see that. But in the meantime, Jasmin,
can you let everyone know where they can find you online?
Speaker 4 (53:08):
Hi?
Speaker 3 (53:08):
Hi? If you want to go and see all of
my links, you can go to all bad Bitches, go
to heaven dot com and find me there. Got a
great url. Love it.
Speaker 1 (53:17):
You can go to hollylinks dot com to find all
of my links. But of course, subscribe to my Patreon
to support this show. Watch these live streamed and get
access to the bonus Q and A and so much more.
That's patreon dot com slash Holly Randall Unfiltered and thank
you guys so much for watching.
Speaker 3 (53:35):
I will see you on the next one.
Hey, did you know that you can actually find me
naked online? Yes, I'm a photographer, director, podcaster, and in
my secret life, I actually have a platform with all
of the spicy content that you didn't think I made.
I know it surprised me too. If you're curious about
what happens when I'm in front of the camera instead
(00:21):
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That's OnlyFans dot com slash Holly Randal. But don't say
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Speaker 2 (00:37):
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Speaker 1 (01:02):
Hello everybody, Welcome back to Holly Randall. Unfeltered, my guest
today is one of the fastest rising stars in the industry.
She's a former Icy Unursed turned viral performer known for
her breakout Seeing a Bollywood Tale.
Speaker 3 (01:15):
She worked with.
Speaker 1 (01:16):
Top studios, picked up major award nominations like Best New
Starlet and Favorite Newcomer, and somehow she still finds time
to be a major part of New Orleans. Marty Grass
Welcome Jasmine Cherney.
Speaker 4 (01:28):
Hi, Holly, Hi everyone, thank you so much for having
me that beautiful introduction.
Speaker 3 (01:33):
Wow.
Speaker 4 (01:34):
I was like, I'm glad I don't have to say
anything because you really said it all.
Speaker 3 (01:37):
I was like, I don't know where to go from that.
Speaker 1 (01:40):
Yeah, it's always kind of nice to hear your whole
career summed up in a couple of sentences. I know that,
Like when that happens for me on the rare occasion
I do podcast interviews on other shows.
Speaker 4 (01:53):
I've actually done a lot of things in my life,
all the things. You know, you are very well known,
very well accomplished from all these things.
Speaker 1 (01:59):
Oh okay, well we can heard the first part of
the podcast me.
Speaker 4 (02:02):
But you think got me and everything I've done, we should, Yes,
we are here for you.
Speaker 1 (02:09):
So let's talk about where you were raised in Louisiana
as a mixed race kid, right, yes, So what was
growing up in the South like for you and your family?
Speaker 4 (02:18):
I mean for me, it was it was tough. Honestly,
I grew up in a small town. I was born
in New Orleans. We lived like in the West Bank
of New Orleans, which is I do have to like
kind of tell people, and I Fallow of New Orleans.
Because one of my friends was like, you know, people
think they think you're from Gaza when you say that.
Speaker 3 (02:38):
Oh I'm so sorry. I was like, is that why? People?
I was like, oh my god, I'm so sorry.
Speaker 4 (02:41):
Do you think I was like, oh my god, so yes,
the West Bank of New Orleans. We moved when I
was little, but we kept our house there. But my
parents were just like they both wanted to live in
a small country town. My mom wanted more land, and
to be fair, we had a really big yard. You know,
it took up like a quarter of the block. We
lived on the corner. It went halfway down one street,
(03:02):
halfway down another, lots of land. Did not realize how
wealthy I was with space being little. But no one
was like us, right, Like my mom was Jewish, my
dad was Muslim, and no one looked like us. Everyone
was either black or white, and it's just it was hard.
Speaker 3 (03:18):
Identity was weird.
Speaker 4 (03:20):
I didn't really understand why we were different, how we're different,
and I definitely didn't understand that no one else's family
was different until I got to school and I was like, oh,
my mom explained it to us, like we were cats.
Speaker 3 (03:33):
Right, she was. You know when cats have kittens, there
are different colors.
Speaker 4 (03:37):
Well, then you go to school and you realize that,
like all the other kittens are and their parent cats
are all the same color. So it didn't really make
it like that's so weird because all the other cats
and kittens look alike. Yeah, So that was It was tough,
and I definitely didn't feel like I could be who
I am today.
Speaker 3 (03:57):
Right, I was always weird.
Speaker 4 (03:58):
I said that I was kind of like from the
island of misfit toys and kind of always feeling othered.
I don't now that I'm in an industry where everyone,
I think is kind of we're that island.
Speaker 3 (04:09):
We are the islands, Yeah, the island of.
Speaker 4 (04:12):
Misfit toys, and we're like, Hi, wow, look at this.
This is so nice island of weirdos around me.
Speaker 3 (04:16):
Now, welcome home. So were you were you like teased
a lot as a kid? I was teased a ton,
I was.
Speaker 4 (04:26):
I have two siblings, and my oldest sibling actually has
a different father, so she was mixed half black, and
so I just lied to people and I told them
that I was half black and half white.
Speaker 3 (04:36):
I now realized how bad that was. Yeah.
Speaker 4 (04:39):
When I was a kid, I was just trying to
fit in and it made sense because nobody else is
anything different until I was like maybe in fourth grade,
I want my teachers was trying to be very inclusive
and she's like, well, Jasmine, I know your father is Muslim.
Speaker 3 (04:50):
What did y'all do during the Christmas break?
Speaker 4 (04:52):
And everyone like, gas, Jasmine's a Muslim. But not only
was I Muslim, I was a secret Muslim.
Speaker 3 (05:01):
Those are the worst time.
Speaker 4 (05:04):
So yeah, I got teased a lot, like every single
day and it wasn't great.
Speaker 1 (05:10):
But so what was religion like in your household? Because
I mean Jewish and Muslim, Like did you were you
guys religious?
Speaker 3 (05:18):
Did you practice? We were supposed to be being.
Speaker 4 (05:21):
Raised Muslim, But I mean other than like a few
basic rules and my dad telling me like I couldn't
show my shoulders, I mean there were I mean there
are generalizations, right like Muslim girls don't dance, Muslim girls
don't wear this, they don't act this way, they don't
do that. What will people say things like that like
we didn't eat pork, we didn't you know, do certain things.
But it wasn't like I was praying multiple times a day.
(05:44):
We celebrated nearly every single holiday. You know, I think
Christmas being just something that culturally here in America that
you celebrate. Eventually, we celebrated that. And then later in
life my mother was like, we're not doing Christmas anymore.
We're celebrating Hanka. We're done with this. She even got
rid of her Christmas tree, she got rid of Christmas tree,
all the ornaments. She was like, I'm done with this.
It's Hanukkah. She would celebrate per hum, she would like,
(06:05):
she went all out in the end. You know, So
religion was I don't know, it was kind of like
a funny, weird thing again that like not not very
similar to other households, you know that that blend that mashup.
Speaker 1 (06:20):
And I'm sure like I mean, you know, as you
so clearly said, in Louisiana, like there is not a
large Muslim population.
Speaker 3 (06:27):
There, not in small town Louisiana.
Speaker 4 (06:30):
There was in like the greater New Orleans area, and
like so for like ad and things like that, we
would sometimes go to those celebrations in the New Orleans area.
Speaker 3 (06:41):
But you know, my dad wasn't a doctor. We didn't
have money. I was mixed.
Speaker 4 (06:45):
We didn't have like and again like the we didn't
have money. We didn't have money for cultural clothes either, right,
So me and my brother were very much the outsiders,
and kids weren't nice to us.
Speaker 3 (06:56):
Right.
Speaker 4 (06:57):
So it was kind of like yet another place where
I didn't fit in. And as I got older, I
would very similarly go out to events and I still
didn't see anyone who looked like me.
Speaker 3 (07:07):
And when I did see people who look like me.
Speaker 4 (07:08):
Or came for my culture, I didn't feel like I
could be like, yeah, like I'm going to the rape,
you want to come with me?
Speaker 3 (07:13):
Yeah?
Speaker 1 (07:13):
You know, it's like you didn't fit in there either, Yes,
very much so. Right, so you married young, very young,
and divorced shortly after.
Speaker 3 (07:23):
What did tell us about that? And what did you
learn through that experience? Wow?
Speaker 4 (07:28):
I think I learned so much. I feel like a
lot of those lessons came afterwards. And one of the
first lessons I kind of gifted myself with was giving
myself autonomy over my own life and my own body again,
because I felt like marrying young and having you know,
kind of someone right there being like, oh, well, this
is what you do for when you're in love with
(07:49):
someone this is how you do this, and this is
what pleasure is about, and not getting to learn that
for myself. I really took that agency back and in
a very like it was very much in the front
in my mind type of way. I was like, you
know what, I don't know if I want to be
monogamous anymore.
Speaker 3 (08:04):
I could do a bad girl, you know, I'd go.
Speaker 4 (08:07):
On dates and be like, Hi, my name's Jasmine and
I'm non monogamous and I like kink. But on the
other end, I would I would go to classes, and
I had a friend who would go to play parties
and she kind of got me plugged into like, hey,
if you want to go do these things, here's where
you can maybe get educated and learn how to do
(08:28):
that safely. So it definitely started me on this journey
of where I am now of like king play parties,
bur lesque, sex work.
Speaker 3 (08:38):
So right, Can I ask how young you were when
you got married.
Speaker 4 (08:41):
I was nineteen when I got married, but I was
fifteen when I got engaged.
Speaker 3 (08:46):
Wow.
Speaker 4 (08:47):
Yeah, And was this an arranged marriage or was this
somebody that you just fell in love with?
Speaker 3 (08:56):
I don't know, fortunately, and unfortunately it was a love marriage.
Speaker 4 (09:00):
You know wow, yeah, wow, becaupose to you at fifteen?
At fifteen, because what does a fifteen year old know?
Speaker 3 (09:08):
Yeah, let me tell you.
Speaker 4 (09:09):
Fifteen year olds know exactly what they want to do
in their life. And there's one thing a fifteen year
old knows is that love tells you to abandon your dreams.
Speaker 3 (09:18):
Prince Charming will always go and rescue you. Mm hm.
So so tell me about so. Okay, so you got divorced.
Speaker 1 (09:25):
You have this friend who's starting to introduce you to
play parties, Like, what was your first experience dipping your
toe into like a sexual world after you know, I'm
assuming grew up in a very conservative household.
Speaker 3 (09:37):
I did. I did? It was.
Speaker 4 (09:42):
I think we love to say the world word empowering,
and yes it was that, but it felt very electrifying, right.
It was very much like, oh my god, this is
so exciting nervous, but that excited nervousness of like, oh well,
maybe I won't do anything tonight, but look at where
I am. Look at this door I just opened, or
like this box, this like really sexy hot Pandora's box,
(10:04):
and wow, look there's that guy that I've been crushing
on for like ten years and oh god, he's here.
Speaker 3 (10:11):
And I have sex with the guy that i'd been
crushing on I.
Speaker 4 (10:13):
Don't know, you know, stuff like that, and just kind
of getting to finally feel like I can own it
in a way.
Speaker 1 (10:19):
Was a play party your first like experience in that world.
Speaker 3 (10:24):
In like kink and BDSM, I think it was. Yeah, Yeah,
I was. I went to a play party. I got
sick that night. I don't know, I think I got a.
Speaker 4 (10:31):
Stomach bug, and really quickly like it wasn't like I
was like, oh I'm feeling bad. I was actually talking
to that same guy that I mentioned, and we're waiting
that we have like an icebreaker performance that starts and
we're talking and all of a sudden, I'm like, in
my mind my vombent and I look at him and
I'm like, where's the bathroom.
Speaker 3 (10:47):
He's like it's around the corner into my cup. Oh no,
I was so embarrassed. Oh no.
Speaker 4 (10:52):
So I just kind of sat outside by the pool.
It was nice, it was fun.
Speaker 1 (10:57):
And then yeah, so for people in our audience who've
never been to a play party, which I think there's
probably a lot that's hair and super people who may
not even this might be the first time that they've
heard of such a thing. Can you explain what a
play party is and maybe what it looks like?
Speaker 4 (11:12):
Okay, yeah, I would say one, every play party is
going to be different, but in general, when you think
of like a play party or a sex party, you're
gonna again they're different. So this one, you it has
a theme. There's that there was no outside clothes, no
ordinary clothes. This one I think was like gods and
goddesses and mythical creatures. They had a section with like
(11:35):
a big royal like chair and a professional photographer to
take your pictures or your solos or groups. And they had,
like I said, icebreaker performance of a variety of acts.
Speaker 3 (11:44):
And these are like live sex acts, not all sex acts.
Speaker 4 (11:47):
Some of them were comedy, some of them were sex,
some of them were or less that were stripping down.
Speaker 3 (11:53):
I think the comedy was really funny.
Speaker 4 (11:55):
I think that came on first, you know, yeah, and
then sometimes like BDSM performances, but it kind of to
warm everybody up to things and kind of they also
have a little bit of talk of like, hey, this
is what we expect and how do you behave because.
Speaker 1 (12:07):
There's got to be like consent involved in boundaries. Yes,
everyone's got to understan be on the same page about that.
Speaker 3 (12:13):
Very much so.
Speaker 4 (12:14):
And there were I think three levels of this play party.
First floor was open play. There was a bar, a pool,
second floor were kind of more rooms and things like
that that you could go off into. And the third
floor was the dungeon where they had like a BDSM
master if you.
Speaker 1 (12:34):
Will, Okay, yeah, sounds fun, sounds elaborate.
Speaker 3 (12:39):
A little pick your own adventure. You know.
Speaker 1 (12:43):
I've actually never been to one. I don't think is
that something that you would like?
Speaker 3 (12:47):
No, there we go, well, look at that, look at that.
You never have to.
Speaker 1 (12:52):
No, I'm actually I'm pretty boring. I'm in a monogamous
relationship with my husband, and I like, clearly I have
no problem with sex and like non monogamy and all
that kind of stuff. But it's funny though when I
I because I have ended up at swingers' parties and
stuff like that and other similar things. But when I
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don't have a camera in front of me, like separating
me from the sex, yes, I actually get I feel
very weird.
Speaker 3 (13:21):
That's super fait. It's super weird to me. It's like
I need to have a purpose there.
Speaker 1 (13:25):
Like my purpose was always I'm directing, I'm shooting. I'm
like trying to get that cumshot. But like if I'm
just sitting there watching with my hands on my lip,
I'm like, I don't know what to do with my self.
Speaker 3 (13:35):
You know what. That's so fair.
Speaker 4 (13:36):
I mean on camera and off camera sex for me
feel very different. So you know, in a sense, I
get it.
Speaker 1 (13:41):
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. So let's talk about your movingto
on camera sex. So how did you end up in
the porn industry?
Speaker 4 (13:48):
So I like, well, where do you want to just
trying this journey? How did I move from nursing into sex?
Because you were an icy unise first, which is an
intense job.
Speaker 3 (13:59):
My sisters and I see you nurse. Yeah, it is
very and it is. It is intense. He used to
come home and cry a lot. Yeah.
Speaker 4 (14:06):
Yeah, sorry, that's not a sexy thing to say. Sorry,
it's okay, we don't we don't have to be sexy.
Speaker 1 (14:10):
I mean that's like, yeah, I I mean that's got
to really like toughen you up.
Speaker 3 (14:16):
It does, yeah, it does.
Speaker 1 (14:18):
It's so interesting to me too, that a lot of
sex workers were either nurses before or become nurses later.
And I think there's like a nurturing thing there. I
think there is, you know, like a common thread.
Speaker 4 (14:29):
I believe that very much so because I've definitely seen yeah,
both sides, people going into nursing and people coming out
and into sex work. Yeah.
Speaker 3 (14:37):
I never I never wanted to be a nurse.
Speaker 4 (14:40):
And I knew that going into nursing slightly longer story
about me and my ex, but just to get into it.
I knew that I was going to get into nursing
and eventually want to go do something else. And for
a while I thought maybe I wanted to go and
get my doctorate and become a nursing a caesiologist. And
when that didn't work out, I was like, well, I
don't know what I want to do. But I'd always
kind of I had this calling. And while I was
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doing that, like and exploring, you know, I cank your more.
Speaker 3 (15:04):
Sexual side, you know, a little.
Speaker 4 (15:08):
But I did food blogging and then I from that
got into lifestyle modeling and got connected with more creatives
and had friends in burlesque and always kind of looked
at that side and I was like, wow, I really
wish I could do a little more, but didn't feel
like I could because of like the ethics clause and
like the nursing practice.
Speaker 3 (15:26):
Right you thought that you figured you lose your job,
yeah right.
Speaker 4 (15:29):
Yeah, or have at least some kind of fines or
things that would come to me if anyone reported that.
So when push finally came to shove and I was
miserable enough, I was like I got to get out
of this. I left it all behind and I was like, well,
what do I want to do? And I had a
friend and she was like, well, you really like, you know,
being on Instagram and modeling, why don't you try that?
(15:52):
Like I've been watching you do this and you love it.
Speaker 3 (15:55):
Well, that's not a real job. It's not oh yeah yeah,
look at me.
Speaker 4 (16:02):
Also, I didn't know anyone who actually did it right,
And I was like, I don't know.
Speaker 3 (16:06):
I guess I could try it.
Speaker 4 (16:07):
So I started a modeling page on Instagram and that
quickly took off, and I had people who were like, hey,
like is there can I see more of you? Like
I there had a few of them are like hey,
I would sponsor you whatever that meant. And so I
was like, you know what, I think I can start
it only fans let me, let me try that out.
Speaker 3 (16:23):
I'll dip my toe in that water.
Speaker 4 (16:26):
And that kind of really quickly started paying my bills
and not even to say that I was making you know,
millions or anything crazy, but I think it's still impressive
that I was able to pay my bills with it,
and it's.
Speaker 3 (16:38):
Like, hey, I enjoy this.
Speaker 4 (16:40):
And it was again there was a lot of like
genuine connections, like I got to talk to people who
are my fans. I would wake up and do like
these really they're so silly now, but like I do
these videos where I'm just.
Speaker 3 (16:50):
Like coming in my little robe and slip and drink
my coffee and I message people and be like what
is your intention for the day?
Speaker 4 (16:59):
My friend who was also and it was like, oh
my god. My fans would never they be like, turn
shut up and show me your butthole.
Speaker 3 (17:06):
I was like, I don't know. Sometimes I just read
poetry to them.
Speaker 1 (17:09):
But there's like there's that's a great thing about platforms,
like only fans. There's all different kinds of people, Like
there's definitely guys on there, and I'm sure you have
this experience now that like they really want to talk
and they want to talk about their lives. They want
to know what's going on in my life and they
care about those things. And then there are other guys
who are like, just show me your.
Speaker 3 (17:25):
Buttthole and shut up. Just show me your butthole, and
it's fair. And I do.
Speaker 4 (17:29):
I have those people too, love them, but I do
still actually be poetry to them. Well, here's what can
I say about a butthole? You're right, I should write
a poem aboth holes should Thank you. You're coming up
with great stuff. You're welcome. I'm just you've been on it,
just the ideas you've been flowing. You have been on
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it ever since I walked through this door. But I
feel like you're always on it. I can accolades.
Speaker 3 (17:57):
Yeah, but yeah.
Speaker 4 (17:58):
From there, I was with someone and we were kind
of in the process of breaking up, and I remember
being like he was the only person I'd phoned with.
Speaker 3 (18:05):
I was like, Oh my god, what am I gonna do?
How am I gonna have tapes? Like?
Speaker 4 (18:09):
And then I was like, wait a second, I'm a
hot girl, and I'm as people want to have sex
with me. I was like, no, that would be whoa whoa.
People won't have sex with me. Hot guys want to
have sex with me. Hot girls want to have sex
with me? Hey, let me yeah, let me hold that one.
Would you like to work together? And so I got
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my first collab with someone. I came out to La
I stayed with Sarah Arabic, and during that trip I
was kind of in this point of like, yes, I
was doing this collab, but I also wasn't sure. As
I continued to blow up, do I want to go
more mainstream modeling?
Speaker 3 (18:44):
Do I want to keep doing this? And I was like,
you know.
Speaker 4 (18:47):
What I do because I saw so many people being
really authentic and living this life and loving it and
being successful, and I was like, you know, I could
go this other route and I could do be more mainstream,
more clean, more sweet girl.
Speaker 3 (19:01):
I am I slut.
Speaker 4 (19:04):
And I love being a slut, and like I don't
want to have to act like I'm.
Speaker 3 (19:08):
Not what I love that. Please, I love it.
Speaker 4 (19:13):
Please you know well, sluts are welcome here, thank you,
we embrace you.
Speaker 3 (19:19):
So you know that's what I was doing. And it
was like you know what I am going to do this?
Speaker 4 (19:24):
Yeah, and I remember this is even to the point
where I didn't even show nudity on Twitter. And I
finished my first clab because I told him. I was like, hey,
I think our advertising's a little different, and I was leaving.
Speaker 3 (19:35):
He was like, okay, so I'll clip it up and
I'll send you stuff for Twitter.
Speaker 4 (19:37):
And I was like, I don't show nudity on Twitter,
and like his whole face was like, how do you promote?
Speaker 3 (19:43):
Yeah?
Speaker 4 (19:44):
And I remember when he sent me a clip, I
was just like I started pacing. I paced around my
house for like twenty minutes and I was like, Hey,
it's not that I don't like the clip you sent me,
It's just that I don't know because I've never done this.
Speaker 3 (19:55):
You don't have to and I was like, no, I
want to.
Speaker 4 (19:57):
And I then made the decision that if I was
ever approached to do something mainstream, that I would do it.
And I was like, yeah, I'm going to do that.
And I was like I'm sure, and like the next
five years someone might ask me yeah, and lum behold.
It took a few months.
Speaker 3 (20:16):
Yeah.
Speaker 4 (20:16):
I On that same trip, I met Marvin Love, who
is my friend, my agent, a director, over dinner with
Sarah Arabic, who I was staying with, and we realized
that we were going to be traveling through Europe together
and we while we were in Europe, he asked me
if I would ever consider shooting for Brassers.
Speaker 3 (20:35):
And now I'm here.
Speaker 4 (20:37):
And you shooting for Brassers and I am shooting for
brass So, so, how was that first scene with Brassers amazing?
Speaker 3 (20:46):
It was? So it was. It was obviously nerve wracking,
but it was amazing.
Speaker 4 (20:52):
And one of the reasons being that, like I had
one of someone who I was really close with there
to direct me to hold my hand. Marvin from the
very beginning was like sat me down before, like as
soon as you talked to me, because he was like, Hey,
this is what it would mean to shoot for mainstream.
Speaker 3 (21:07):
This is what you can expect. This is what the good,
the pros, the cons.
Speaker 4 (21:12):
And then working with a company like Brawsers, they have
like a phone came where they have like a video
call right where they're like, these are all the things
and the steps and the processes before you get to set.
Speaker 3 (21:22):
These are the people you should expect on set.
Speaker 4 (21:24):
This is who you should go to on set if
anything were to happen. Hey, if this if you don't
have a talent liaison, like here's a number for you
to call immediately because there has to be someone on
set for you. Yeah, so I felt very safe. I
ran through my lines. I did know that it was
going to be like a Bollywood and cultural scene. That
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was something he, like Marvin, had asked me, and I
was like absolutely, you know, like this was stepping more
into my cultural identity and feeling like I could belong
in it, even though I was like this sluty, weird
round girl, And I say weird in the best way
of like, yeah, I am from the Islands and misfit
toys And maybe you don't see a lot of brown
(22:06):
kids at the raves, but you know what, I bet
at every major rave, we're there, Yeah, all feeling alone
and no one gets to tell us how we get
to do this. So as long as I do things
that feel good and right to me, I'm the only
person that I have to wake up to in the morning.
Speaker 1 (22:24):
Were you worried at all about some sort of backlash
from your culture for representing your culture in that way
or were you like really proud to represent your culture
in that like was there.
Speaker 3 (22:34):
Any give and taste? Yeah? Is there any like debate
in your head about like I.
Speaker 4 (22:40):
Think anytime you do something like that. Anytime I do
something like that, there's always, like I said, there's like, hey,
I expect there will be some because people hold their
culture so near and dear to them, right, And there
have been some people, right, but they are very much
the outliers. I will say that I was very much shocked,
(23:03):
taken aback in tears about how much of a like
opening arms reception it was, and how many people outpoured
to me, how many people became fans of mine on
my sites to message me to say they have never
seen someone who looked like me do this ye, And
I mean men, women, couples, just being like, just tons
(23:26):
of people who were like I even had someone who's like, hey,
I've never watched Born before, but I so many of
my friends told me about your scene, and I just
never thought I'd see someone like this. Yeah, and it
felt so good and it felt affirming, like wow, this
felt so good to shoot, it felt so right and
now and this is why.
Speaker 1 (23:47):
Yeah, And so it's like that kid who felt different
than who felt like so a part of has now
used that. It's like become your superpower, right that like
you can represent people like you and people love you
for that yes, yeah.
Speaker 3 (24:04):
Do you know who Sonny Leoni is? Yes?
Speaker 4 (24:06):
I think we talked about this, Avanne, Yes, probably. Yes,
you said you shot her first thing. I shot her
very first glamour scene.
Speaker 3 (24:13):
Yes. Yeah. She had never had her hair and makeup
done professionally before. She was just.
Speaker 1 (24:18):
Doing like I forget what, she was just doing amateur
stuff at home with her with her ex at the time.
Speaker 4 (24:23):
And I remember she was so excited and we actually
shot her in like that style you did, Yes, we did.
Speaker 3 (24:29):
I didn't see that. I looked up her stuff and
I did not. Yeah, it's on.
Speaker 1 (24:32):
Sus dot net. Okay, i'll have I'll find it and
I'll send it to you. But we shot it in
that style. And then I just remember she was so
excited that she went home with like her hair and
makeup and like did a bunch of content at home
because she'd like never had her hair makeup done.
Speaker 3 (24:47):
Now, I'm like, I want to look this up. I
was like, how can I recreate this? Let me recreate this?
Speaker 1 (24:52):
Well, I mean I look back at it now and
it was like, you know, that was still so early
in my photography career. I mean, I look at it
now and I'm like, oh, God, this is awful, like
the crawl being imposing, like I still wasn't hadn't mastered
my craft. But but yeah, I mean and now she's
like she's I mean, it's funny what.
Speaker 3 (25:08):
Now right she does Bollywood now right? Yes?
Speaker 1 (25:10):
Yes, And people talk about crossover porn stars all the time,
but they don't ever think about her. And they're like, oh, well,
Jenna Jameson, oh, Sasha Gray, And I'm like, the crossover
porn star is Sonny Leoni. She is one of the
most famous people in India.
Speaker 4 (25:27):
I was like, that's kind of crazy because when I
think of crossover, she's like the one that comes to
my mind.
Speaker 3 (25:32):
But maybe it's because so many people talk to me.
Speaker 1 (25:34):
Right, yes, it's because you're in that you know, that's
your culture. But like so many people, you know, Western, they.
Speaker 3 (25:42):
Don't even know who she is. And I'm like, she
is the example.
Speaker 1 (25:45):
And not to mention the fact that she also won
over the hearts, you know, of a culture that's not
exactly like embracing you know, porn and sexuality, you know,
and and she was able to like break that barrier
and get through and people's she started. She became famous
because she did like the Indian version of Real World
or Big Brother.
Speaker 3 (26:05):
I think it was Big Brother. Okay, so she did
reality TV.
Speaker 4 (26:07):
Yes, and then people saw her on that and then
they actually got to know her because she's a really
sweet girl.
Speaker 3 (26:14):
And then they're like.
Speaker 4 (26:15):
Kind of crazy, how people think we're going to be
mean or something.
Speaker 3 (26:17):
Yeah, I think we'll bite.
Speaker 1 (26:18):
I know, they think like yeah and yeah, and then
her just career just like took off from there, and
it's like it's crazy because at the beginning, it was
definitely like, oh, she was a born it'tar oh, you know,
but now it's I feel it's just like she was,
but it was like a Bollywood star and like her
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past doesn't really like come up as much.
Speaker 3 (26:41):
I mean it's like from Afar. I haven't talked her
in a while, but that's super fair. You know.
Speaker 4 (26:46):
Way before I ever considered doing sex work, while I
was still doing nursing, I actually sent in an audition
tape to do, you know, like Mindy Mindy Calleen. She
did the TV show on netflixbe Yes. I actually sent
because she put out a big casting call on like
social media about it, like open and then like there's
an interview where she's like, oh my god, I would
(27:07):
never do that again.
Speaker 3 (27:08):
I got so many hits because she was like, Okay,
who's South Asian and wants to do these parts? Yeah?
And everyone was like me yeah.
Speaker 4 (27:15):
And I think back to that, I'm like, I wonder
if Minnie kelling whatever cast read for anything now or
which she was like, sorry, I can't do that.
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more into detail with your first scene for browsers. So
tell me a little bit about how much control you
had over the scene. Did you have a lot of
input in the wardrobe? Like how and who did you
perform with?
Speaker 3 (28:43):
I don't even know. Those are all really good questions.
It was so well. I'll start kind of backwards.
Speaker 4 (28:47):
My scene partner was Chris Diamond, which was absolutely insane.
I knew that he was very well in dowed, but
I didn't realize like how well en dowed until I
like he got there and I remember like kissing him
before the scene and like he put my hand on it.
Speaker 3 (29:05):
I was like, I was just like, oh my god,
I reworried. I was very worried. I genuinely looked at
him and I was like, I don't know if that's
gonna fit.
Speaker 4 (29:14):
I was like, I don't think that's gonna go in there,
and he's like, it'll go It's fine.
Speaker 3 (29:19):
I don't worry, baby, I got you, Like I've done
this a few times. I don't know.
Speaker 4 (29:24):
I remember after we felt like our first clip, like
everyone on the side was like are you okay? Like,
hey girl, you you just call nine one. Seems like
you just got murdered. So that's where my scene partner was.
But as far as how much control I had over
the scene, I mean, I felt like it was very
much a collaborative process. I got the script anything that
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I there was some small tweaks that I wanted to make.
I had already given them kind of like my boundaries,
and I don't think when it's brawsers, I don't feel
like I have to worry about them going too far
around my set of boundaries.
Speaker 3 (30:00):
They're very good about that. Yeah, No, they're amazing. Yeah.
Speaker 4 (30:02):
So even the small tweaks and honestly, any script that
I've gotten from them, if I'm like, hey, I don't
feel comfortable with this, like they're like, hey, we can
make that. We can change it however you want to
make you feel comfortable. So as far as the storyline went,
I was fine with it. When it came down to wardrobe,
we actually we think he had gotten a different sorry.
(30:24):
But I don't know if you've ever ordered a sorry
or wait have you?
Speaker 3 (30:27):
I have not? Oh okay, so when you get a sorry,
like a traditional short sorry, you're just looking.
Speaker 4 (30:31):
At kind of like nine feet of fabric. Yeah, and
then a lot of the blouse has come unstitched. And
at that time I didn't know how to drape like.
I didn't know how to pleat and fold, which I
do now I learned for that Evan.
Speaker 3 (30:44):
But I didn't know how to do that. We didn't
have anyone to sew the thing together.
Speaker 4 (30:48):
So the day before we went, I got my Hanna done,
and no, it had to be before the Hannah because
there was no way I went shopping with hint on me.
But we went to a local spot here in La
and we picked out the wardrobe together. So wardrobe jewelry
all got chosen with and buy me as it's really
amazing and kind of like, okay, this is how we're
and the lady in the shop was like, okay, this
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is how you're gonna put the butt or the scarf on,
you know, So it was very much like hey, are
you comfortable?
Speaker 3 (31:15):
Is this okay?
Speaker 4 (31:16):
They everyone on set was very respectful, so it was
a really beautiful process in that way. Yeah, so the
scene I mean performed incredibly well.
Speaker 3 (31:26):
It did.
Speaker 4 (31:27):
And was that a surprise to you? I think, especially
since it was my first time? Right I When we wrapped,
I remember the cameraman, Cody j looks at me and
he was that was amazing.
Speaker 3 (31:40):
It's gonna look so good.
Speaker 4 (31:42):
And everyone was so like, oh my god, amazing. And
in my mind, I was like, what if they're just
lying to me? Right?
Speaker 3 (31:48):
Like what if they're only saying this because I'm Marvin's friend,
you know.
Speaker 4 (31:53):
I was like, oh, but then you know, as one
does after you leave, like it's kind of just quiet,
and I was like, oh god, it's in my mind
they were never going to put it out. It was
never going to see the light of day. I was like,
that's just going to be put in a closet somewhere.
And it was horrible and bad and I'll.
Speaker 3 (32:08):
Never work again.
Speaker 4 (32:10):
And then I got a call from Marvin and he
was like actually a FaceTime for Marvin even and he
was basically in tears, and I was like, what happened?
Speaker 3 (32:18):
When I do I did something wrong and he's like,
they love it. He's like, they absolutely.
Speaker 4 (32:22):
Love it, jazz when you did so well, And I
was like really, he goes, yeah, they're gonna, They're gonna.
He's like, this is They were like, hey, we think
this is going to do numbers. And when it came out,
it went off way harder than I ever thought it would,
and I got so much more attention.
Speaker 3 (32:39):
I was just insane. Yeah in a really really good way.
Dode your Only fans just like explode I got yes. Yeah,
I was so overwhelmed.
Speaker 4 (32:48):
I remember so when I first started doing content, I
was on my phone so much that I developed not
carpal tunnel, but it's.
Speaker 3 (32:55):
The other tunnel. It goes in here. Yeah.
Speaker 4 (32:59):
And then so it was happening again, like just trying
to respond to everyone's tweets and Instagram and messages on
my Only fans, and I was like, I was like,
I need help, I need to So I had to
go through and turn off like all my notifications and
stuff away from it for a little while because I
was just like, wow, this is a lot, and I'm
so blessed, but wow, you can't keep up all at
once like that.
Speaker 3 (33:19):
All at once.
Speaker 1 (33:21):
So, as a brown performer in the industry, do you
feel like you're fetishized at all?
Speaker 3 (33:26):
I feel like.
Speaker 4 (33:28):
If you're anything that's not seen as culturally normal in
the West, you will unfortunately land yourself in a fetish category,
whether you want to or not. So I have to
realize that no matter what I do, people will fetishize me.
And to what extent do what do I do within
(33:51):
that that feels okay to me?
Speaker 3 (33:54):
And how do I deal with that? Right?
Speaker 4 (33:56):
I'm like, Hey, if I put on a sorry and
you fetishize me, but what I'm actually doing is like
a very normal and appropriate thing, and you want to
twist to something else that's you. You know, I have
nothing to do with what whatever someone's mind makes up
with that.
Speaker 3 (34:11):
And It's like you can go either way, right.
Speaker 1 (34:13):
You could be representing like your culture and your people,
like you said, like when that scene came out, you
had so many people reach out to you and say,
I've never seen anyone like me and porn and that
kind of thing. So I guess you could look at
it either way. But do you feel like I'm assuming
like if you felt that all the scenes that you
have done have been like respectful in that way.
Speaker 3 (34:34):
I do.
Speaker 4 (34:35):
I do, and I think that's what for me when
it brings up like poticization, I'm like, people can take
this and they can spend any way they work. I've
seen so blood trust, I've seen the people on Reddit.
I have seen what they the captions they put porn. Yeah,
but I mean, you know, who am I to yak
someone's yum yeah, other than to say it's my image.
Speaker 3 (34:57):
But I mean like that people are going to do that.
Speaker 4 (35:00):
But if nothing else, I always try to remind people
like I am not a monolith. I am not like, hey,
I'm not the only you know, brown woman doing this.
I wasn't the first brown woman doing this. I'm not
the only one doing it now I will hopefully not
be one of the last. Right, And there is It's
kind of the whole kind of purpose and fire behind
me is that there isn't one way to be brown.
(35:22):
There isn't one way to be you know, different or
weird or a sex worker, or to express yourself in
these many beautiful ways like I get to do this
and it's really great. And if my light helps you
feel not alone, that's all I really want.
Speaker 1 (35:37):
Actually, how long have you been in the like, I guess,
I guess it depends on what you one considers the
porn industry, whether being a content creator only fans girl
is that? Or you have to do professional scenes. So
let's just say, like, how long have you been doing
professional scenes?
Speaker 3 (35:53):
Okay? So, oh my anniversary is about to come UPO? Yeah,
shot it is.
Speaker 4 (36:00):
Yes, I shot a Bollywood tail in August twenty seven
of twenty twenty three.
Speaker 3 (36:04):
Oh wow, really soon? Yeah? So almost two years? Yeah? Yeah,
oh my goodness, my second year.
Speaker 1 (36:11):
I know, like I still feel like a baby, Like,
how has your experience been and is it any different
than what you expected?
Speaker 4 (36:19):
I think my experience one. I feel completely blessed. I
know that I again, I'm not the only person to
have a really big and beautiful start and go viral
at the beginning of their career. But I also know
that that is not a very common thread, right, So
I feel like stepping into the adult entertainment industry has
also come with immediate gratification, immediate praise, award nominations, and
(36:43):
being told, wow, you're doing really great. I think it
would probably suck if I, you know, fell flat on
my face and never did anything great again? Yeah, but
I mean for me, it's been really wonderful. It has
allowed me to really blossom and take care of my
creative garden. And I've never felt more creative or more
(37:03):
on fire, like passion wise about what I've been doing.
I feel like when I go to work, I go
to set and I create content. Yes, I'm tired because
it takes energy, but I feel alive.
Speaker 3 (37:14):
I feel emboldened. I feel like I want to do
more and more.
Speaker 4 (37:18):
Creativity comes back to me from pouring into this cup,
like my well is never empty.
Speaker 1 (37:24):
Do you have any interest in moving beyond just performing,
like any behind the scenes, writing, directing, anything like that.
Speaker 3 (37:32):
I do.
Speaker 4 (37:33):
I Actually I enjoy writing. I want to kind of
pick up scripts more. I've been playing with that more
on my own time a little more, and directing as well.
I have taken more of a stance for some of
my own sights of like writing and directing. Things like
when I was nominated for the Porn Have Awards, I
when I realized, I was like, oh, I'm not going
(37:54):
to be able to make it because like I have
these last minute things. I looked at one of my
friends who does videography, and I was like, look, I
came up with a because I was like, the theme
is what?
Speaker 3 (38:03):
It was? Western? Right, and so I was like, what
outfits do I have?
Speaker 4 (38:06):
And so I had two outfits and I was like,
what locations in New Orleans can I film that? And
then I was like, oh, I'll pick this location. I
was like, Okay, what can I do with this outfit
in this location? So I came up with this backstory
that I was like a buy you bounty hunter chasing
down a pleasure criminal.
Speaker 3 (38:21):
And that's why I couldn't make it to the awards,
you know. Yeah, and I was just like, damn, I
did that, and it feels good.
Speaker 4 (38:28):
But there are some things that have come to me
that I'm like, this is really good, you know.
Speaker 3 (38:32):
I actually don't think that's meant for me though, you know,
And I think that's kind of like that itch that's like, yeah,
I think there's something I don't wan want.
Speaker 1 (38:40):
It's not uncommon, obviously for performers to move to the
other side of the camera, and I think it makes
so much sense because you're the only people that know
what it's like to be a performer. And I think
that sometimes that disconnect between the director and the performer
is problematic because you really, like, I mean, this is
a stupid and weak example, but I hosted a Playway
(39:03):
TV show for like three seasons, and I had never
spent like that much time in front of the camera
and having to be on, like when you're not feeling on,
when you're tired, when you've had a bad day you
got bad news, Like I never comprehended how much mental
energy that took, Like I really didn't. And I remember
(39:25):
there was actually one time we would do like confessionals
after each episode and I broke down and started.
Speaker 3 (39:31):
Gonna say, I imagine so and so much yeah, and
I couldn't. I couldn't stop crying.
Speaker 4 (39:35):
And it was like something triggered to me and I
was like, you know, and I had They had to
give me an hour to like calm down. And I
remember being so mad because I think about like the
director self, who would have been like this fucking bitch,
like Jesus late, we just want to wrap up.
Speaker 3 (39:52):
I mean, like I wouldn't have said that.
Speaker 1 (39:54):
But there would have been a part of me as
a director, there would have been a part.
Speaker 3 (39:58):
Of me been like, really, like get it together. We
just only have like five more minutes to film. Oh
my god, you know, but it is.
Speaker 4 (40:06):
And when I see you know, directors who are also
in front of the camera that day.
Speaker 3 (40:12):
How do you juggle that?
Speaker 4 (40:13):
Because that's also crazy, especially when you have to be
in front of the camera not only acting but performing.
Speaker 3 (40:19):
I'm like, that's wild because a part of you as.
Speaker 4 (40:21):
A director not to say you have to be the
mean guy, right, because like you have an ad, you
have other people who are mean, but.
Speaker 3 (40:26):
Like you're not everyone's best friend. Yeah, right, you can't be.
Speaker 4 (40:30):
There has to be even if you're friendly, there has
to be that delineation because you are the director.
Speaker 3 (40:34):
Yeah, everyone needs to understand that.
Speaker 4 (40:36):
I'm like, that is something I don't know if I
would want to do to do to have to play
both roles, I would need someone who co directs or something.
Speaker 3 (40:44):
Yeah. Just now, what are you most excited about in
your career?
Speaker 4 (40:49):
Now?
Speaker 3 (40:49):
Did you are there any like first that you've just
recently done or any first coming in your future?
Speaker 4 (40:56):
Yes, I actually just filmed my first DV I can
say that all the way, right, Actually, can you explain
that to people who don't know what that is? So
if you don't know what a DVP is because I
didn't know what this was a year ago. I definitely
didn't know is double vaginal penetration. So that means two
(41:21):
penises in the one hole. And I don't have another
so too. I don't know why I used two different ones,
but two in one.
Speaker 3 (41:31):
So that was yeah.
Speaker 4 (41:32):
I it was with Sean alf and Robbie Apples and
I was, Oh, I just had Sean on last week.
He's such a gem. Yeah, such a gem. I had
a great time with both of them. But I had
put out a tweet if you will, and I was like,
who will actually film a boy boy girl with me?
Because I was like, I have none for my own
sights And they responded and then they mentioned they were like, hey,
(41:56):
if you're into this, and I was like, I don't
know if I am. I was like, I don't even
have like a boy boy girl. Was like, you know what,
like if I ever want to collab with Girth the Master, I.
Speaker 3 (42:09):
Gotta get it. I gotta get ready.
Speaker 4 (42:10):
You know, something's gotta get something's gotta get God, I mean,
Girth Master is so huge, like our our Robbie and
Sean's dicks together even as why do I.
Speaker 1 (42:19):
Think like I don't know, say they are maybe we
need to do a measuring contact.
Speaker 4 (42:25):
You have to say, like, it's not just this plus
this is this and then there's space around it.
Speaker 3 (42:29):
Right, yeah, so the bodies yeah, because I mean, they
don't just meld them come on right there, there's a
little bit of like yeah, is so at least av
a little bit of opening at the bottom.
Speaker 4 (42:40):
It took my brain like a moment to just process
that and my vagina moment to because I was.
Speaker 3 (42:47):
Like, what was going on? What does that feel like?
Speaker 4 (42:51):
It's not like one big deck going yeah, because that
is something that was very surprising to me. But once
and I remember being like, because we had paused for
something for still.
Speaker 3 (43:00):
And I was like, my brain is not it's very
different he go. And I think it was Sean Who's like, yeah,
He's like, your tone changed completely as we started.
Speaker 4 (43:09):
You were just like whoa, whoa, whoa, Wait a second,
wait a second. And then after about three to five
minutes and I was like, okay, all right, I can
this is it?
Speaker 3 (43:19):
This is it was? It was amazing. Do they alternate
or they the same time? Both both both a little
one and both harder than is which one's best.
Speaker 4 (43:31):
I think it's easier if one's more stationary. So if
one is more stationary, only one is the other versus
both of them trying to move. That's kind of like
how a DP works better. Yea, one's like the anchor.
Yeah you have to. And I will say yeah every
time I would come or almost every time I would
come in, like push one of them out because it
was just like, hey, there's not a space in their guys. Yeah,
(43:54):
I mean, I'll got to get out of here while
we while we clinched. Sorry, So where can people find
that scene? They can find it on my only fans evens. Honestly,
if you go to Jazzmine Charity dot com are all
bad bitches. Go to heaven dot com you can find
all my links.
Speaker 1 (44:06):
Oh perfect, Okay, So this is a personal content scene.
This is not something that you're going see at a studio.
Speaker 3 (44:11):
Hopefully someday. You know what, I should put it out there.
I should. I should put a tweet out there telling
studios I'm runny for that. Okay. I thought, I bet
I'll get even bigger one. So yeah, they're not.
Speaker 1 (44:20):
They're going to put you with like Isaiah Maxwell and
like Kieran Lee or something.
Speaker 4 (44:26):
Kieran Lee is, Oh is he No, I haven't talked
to him so long. Yeah, he's moving back across the pond.
I know that he's not the industry. I know that
he's been trying to for like the last few years.
Is yeah, from him going back to Darby he is.
But uh, I don't blame him. I'm holding tight onto
my British passport right now, and I'm like, my mom's British.
Speaker 3 (44:48):
Yeah, so I have do.
Speaker 1 (44:48):
So I was like, wait a second, how did I
not know? Well, I mean, yeah, yeah, I don't blame you.
So hold on to your pack, I am. I'm just like, God,
don't lose this thing, because who knows.
Speaker 4 (45:00):
Actually, uh I I travel like right now, I have
my passport in my back just in case, right now, yeah,
just in case at.
Speaker 3 (45:06):
Any moment, any moment, always be ready.
Speaker 4 (45:08):
Also in case I need papers. Yeah. So let's talk
about Marty Ras. Oh my god, Marty, you're very involved
in that.
Speaker 1 (45:16):
So I have to say, I have never been to
New Orleans and it's like the top of my list,
that's the I've okay, it's it's so down, it's so
like up my alley and even My husband's like, you
have to go, you would love it, and I've never been.
Speaker 4 (45:29):
It's come to Marti Gras, so it's coming with me
to Marty. Marty Grass that's a lot. Well, I mean.
Speaker 3 (45:37):
Everything's a lot. You also you do a van that's
a lot? Is it?
Speaker 4 (45:41):
Is it the same as Avian? It don't doubt about
the West. I think it's like it's the similar things.
You're going, you're going, you're on, you're going, you know.
I think of that. But also to be fair, maybe
this next year isn't the year because I think you
have a van.
Speaker 3 (45:57):
Marti Graus changes. I don't know if you know this,
you don't know.
Speaker 4 (46:00):
So Marty Gras starts it always starts on the same date.
It starts on January sixth, which is all Kings Day
that is by you know, the Julian calendar.
Speaker 3 (46:08):
Am I saying that right? With the Julian calendar? Yes? Okay?
And then named after Julius Caesar, yes, thank you.
Speaker 4 (46:14):
But Marty Gras Day is the day before ash Wednesday,
and ash Wednesday moves around because it is based off
the lunar calendar, because Easter is based off the lunar calendar, right,
forty days before Easter, right, So then that changes every year.
So it's somewhere between early Marty Grass early February, which
will be in twenty twenty six, and then later Marty
Graus would.
Speaker 3 (46:34):
Be like March. I think like mid March. Early March
would be like the latest.
Speaker 4 (46:38):
Okay, But so this next Marty Gras season is gonna
be super packed. It's right after Avin and it's gonna
really fucking suck for me. Yeah, it's gonna say like,
that's gonna okay, So tell me about Because you like
build floats and you do all kinds of stuff, right,
you don't just go no, I mean.
Speaker 3 (46:55):
You can, you definitely can.
Speaker 4 (46:57):
So I'm into Marti Gras cruise and people don't I
don't exactly understand what crews are.
Speaker 3 (47:01):
Crew spelled with a K with a K k R
e w S. This is true. That is how you
do it cruise.
Speaker 4 (47:09):
When you say, like what is a crew, you think
of like the big parades, those are what are called
mega crews, right, Like, so you have a big crew
that parades, and within that you have your crews that
compose that other crew, right, And so I'm in like
my own crew that goes to different parades. Okay, started
out first with a crew that does always has like
(47:31):
a different dystopian paradise theme every year. That is a
marching crew. That's the one I build the float with.
We paper mache. We like, we come up with our theme.
Last year was oh my god, I didn't I didn't
march with them. Last year, oh hell, it was hell
Hell's Disco. So we made a train. The train had
(47:53):
confetti and like smoke that came out of it, and
we put dancers up top and then we pull it.
Because we're not in any like big crews that you
can have like a motorizing in so okay, it has
to be like pulled by hand, which also means we
don't really have breaks. So we do have to let
people know when we go through like all Marty Gras Day,
we're rolling through tight spaces and there's a big crowd
(48:13):
where like it's your job if you're one of the
people in the front to be like big float, no breaks.
Speaker 3 (48:19):
I need you all to move because we got a big
float with no break. Wow, how many people have to
pull the float? Do they like trade off? Because we
do exhausting we do.
Speaker 4 (48:28):
Yeah, so you have two people in the back pushing,
and then you have at least two people in the
front who have ropes, if not like four people depending. Yeah,
and then you have your dancers and there are people
who swap out who's dancing up top?
Speaker 3 (48:43):
You guys don't go down hills, I assume. Is it
all flat? New Orleans is extremely fucking flat? Okay, grble
potholes now that we do have to look out. There
are times we're like, all.
Speaker 4 (48:55):
Right, everybody, we got a big pothole coming up, and
so we have to have more people go through and
push right, you know.
Speaker 3 (49:01):
But it's not a hill.
Speaker 1 (49:03):
Did you ever get like stuck and then like the
float behind you like hits you. Then you fee like
a float pile up? No, I don't think we've had that.
There was one time the float tipped over and fell.
Speaker 3 (49:14):
I wasn't there. I fell off of the float one
year dancing. I put both of my feet on like
the bar, which I had told someone like maybe a
few weeks, and I was like, how do you do that?
Speaker 4 (49:26):
I could not. I was like, I don't think I'd
always be scared. Always keep one leg on. She's like, no,
just make sure you have good grippy shoes. Well, then
like the float rocks and there are other dancers like
started rocking it without telling me. And by the time
you're rocking like this was like I can't jump down.
I'm gonna hit my face. So I was like, okay,
well all counterbalance. And then they rocked real hard the
other way and I just go whoop, Oh my god,
(49:47):
right onto the ground. I mean, but it's also like
it's high up. It's higher than like a U haul truck,
Like there's in the video there's actually a U haul
truck that's next to the float, and like I'm up
here and the U haul truck is down here.
Speaker 3 (49:57):
Oh my gosh, were you like really seriously hurt? Thankfully,
there were two people on the ground that kind of
broke my fall. I literally like I'm land I hit
one guy and the other one like made eye contact
with me, and he was like thank god he was there.
Speaker 4 (50:17):
Wow. But I put this kname like I had a
huge gash here, This fingernail was ripped off and I
had like you can still kind of see it right here.
Speaker 3 (50:28):
I had this big like and you know what, I
also learned there aren't a lot of armpit wounds in
the world. I'm not a commonplace for people to have wounds.
But let me tell you it sucked because, like you couldn't.
Speaker 4 (50:41):
I just had to keep my arm like this all
the time, and I couldn't make any content.
Speaker 3 (50:46):
I couldn't do anything. So I would sit on TikTok.
Speaker 4 (50:48):
For like hours on Live in like my little content room,
just like drinking.
Speaker 3 (50:54):
Tea and talking to people on TikTok, and they just
be like, what happened to your knee? Like what happened
to you?
Speaker 4 (51:00):
I'm like, guys, I fell off a float, Like every
like fifteen minutes that I just fuck.
Speaker 3 (51:05):
Hey, everyone, I fell off a float. Okay, leave me alone.
Videos on my page, go look at it. Oo.
Speaker 4 (51:10):
Yikes, that does not sound fun. It is not any
big plans for the rest of the year. What is
for the rest of the year. I mentioned this before,
like I always have to look at my calendar. Yeah.
I just got finished shooting a door cell feature. Okay,
that was my big thing that was coming up.
Speaker 1 (51:27):
So that you've shot it and it's still it's coming
up because I haven't been released, So that's that's something
that's coming up.
Speaker 3 (51:33):
Yes, So door Cell feature, the dvp's coming up. I'm
starting a podcast of my own. It is. It's it's little,
it's silly. It's literally just to let people.
Speaker 4 (51:44):
It's to like answer frequently asked questions, which I'm I
imagine at some point it will then go to other
people's frequently asked questions and have a guest of like hey,
what like, Hey, I'm glad you asked that, Like let's
talk about it. Yeah, type thing that's coming, which to
say is also that I have started my Only Fans TV.
(52:05):
Oh yeah, because this goes on Only Fans TV as well. Right,
this will go on the channel that is one of
the reason they feature you.
Speaker 3 (52:15):
Yes, I did, That's what I So.
Speaker 4 (52:19):
Yeah, I've been trying to plan out with my creative
director of like what my next big videos are going
to be, so fingers crossed on that. So more creativity,
more acting, maybe a collab with Growth Master.
Speaker 3 (52:33):
Mm. So you're listening, it's got to fix his uh
Ris has got a heal first, this is true. This
is true. But I was a nurse. It's fine. Oh
that's true. Perfect scene. I've been waiting two years for this.
Speaker 1 (52:48):
There we go, love it, love it? Yes, well, Jasmine,
thank you so much for coming on. We're going to
do an extra bonus Q and A for my Patreon
members and the questions they've said, so if you're a
member of Patreon, you will see that. But in the meantime, Jasmin,
can you let everyone know where they can find you online?
Speaker 4 (53:08):
Hi?
Speaker 3 (53:08):
Hi? If you want to go and see all of
my links, you can go to all bad Bitches, go
to heaven dot com and find me there. Got a
great url. Love it.
Speaker 1 (53:17):
You can go to hollylinks dot com to find all
of my links. But of course, subscribe to my Patreon
to support this show. Watch these live streamed and get
access to the bonus Q and A and so much more.
That's patreon dot com slash Holly Randall Unfiltered and thank
you guys so much for watching.
Speaker 3 (53:35):
I will see you on the next one.
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