August 9, 2025 • 13 mins
n this heartfelt, off-the-cuff episode, Amy shares a real-life update from a hotel room in Fairfield, California, as she prepares to attend her first family reunion. She reflects on the emotional and spiritual journey of being in the Mystery.
It is that uncertain, in-between space in manifestation where things feel unclear, frustrating, and ripe for self-sabotage. Amy talks candidly about the challenges of trusting the process when timing feels off and the mind gets critical, sharing wisdom on how to embrace imperfection, rest, and surrender during this delicate phase.
Listeners will appreciate her raw honesty about balancing spiritual practice with everyday life and the importance of kindness and patience with oneself during times of unknowns. Amy invites listeners to revisit her previous episode on the mystery for deeper insights and encourages embracing the process as a sacred part of manifestation.
Meet her at: IntuitiveCoachingwithAmy.com
It is that uncertain, in-between space in manifestation where things feel unclear, frustrating, and ripe for self-sabotage. Amy talks candidly about the challenges of trusting the process when timing feels off and the mind gets critical, sharing wisdom on how to embrace imperfection, rest, and surrender during this delicate phase.
Listeners will appreciate her raw honesty about balancing spiritual practice with everyday life and the importance of kindness and patience with oneself during times of unknowns. Amy invites listeners to revisit her previous episode on the mystery for deeper insights and encourages embracing the process as a sacred part of manifestation.
Meet her at: IntuitiveCoachingwithAmy.com
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Speaker 1 (00:01):
Hi. It's Amy with Intuitive Coaching with Amy Radio, and
this is your sacred space for everything manifestation, metaphysical, spirituality,
and transformation. So this is a show. I don't have
any notes for it. I am in a hotel room
(00:21):
in Fairfield, which is I guess it's kind of in
between the Bay Area and Sacramento. So there's a part
of me that wants to make it the Bay Area,
and then there's a part of me that wants to
make it Fairfield or I'm sorry, make it Sacramento. And
(00:42):
my mom passed last year and so we've had family
members reach out to us and say, hey, you want
to do certain family reunions, And sometimes my mom would
want to go when she was alive, and sometimes she wouldn't.
But for the most part, we wouldn't go. And I
have never been to a family reunion. I am a
(01:02):
card carrying black person who has never been to a
family reunion. And I had no intention of going to
this one. But my brother was persistent and he was like, yeah,
we should go. And he didn't like push like, he
was just like, all right, sister, we're going to go.
So he, you know, drove to my house and picked
me up and you know, here we are. And so,
(01:26):
you know, I woke up this morning and I knew
I needed to load some podcasts. I recorded thirty shows
in twenty four hours. It was an intuitive message. I
got thirty shows twenty four hours, so I recorded them,
and I knew with that. Of course, the sound quality
(01:46):
is not going to be great. Of course, you know,
I might you know, it's summer, a so there are
times where I have the windows open so that I
can record a show because then I can't run the
air conditioning, and so there might be a car in
(02:07):
the background of some of these shows. You know, thirty
scripts in twenty four hours, that's a lot. You know,
many of these I am you know, reading them as
I go. I create the script and just pit record, right,
(02:27):
So I accepted this challenge. I like this challenge. It
was fun challenge and so here I am. So my
brother I again, I had planned not to go to
this family reunion, and my brother was like, now you're
going to go with booked to your hotel room. You're
going to go. And I was like fine, right, like
why not? And I'm still in California, you know, and
(02:50):
I'm safe, and you know, with family, So there wasn't
really a big opposition within me other than you know,
I had to then process these shows and get them
uploaded to the platform. So I get up the morning
we're leaving yesterday, and I load up ten. If you
get notifications, she probably saw ten shows come through. My
(03:12):
intention was to do thirty. And I've said this many
times in the show. I'm not the best at estimating
how long it's going to take me to do something.
I'm always, always, always under and so I always think
it's going to take way less time than it does,
basically from novels to anything that I'm creating. And so
(03:36):
I said, okay, I'll load these ten. Well, we drove up,
I'll get up tomorrow morning and load the rest of
the show. So I get up, and you know, I'm
in this really comfortable hotel and I have a room
to myself, I have Wi Fi, I have coffee in
the lobby, like good coffee. It's beautiful. There's no reason
(04:01):
why I can't just sit here and load these shows.
So of course I listened to I start listening to
the show on the Mystery, and it's talking about how
in the Mystery is when we will self sabotage, and
so immediately as I'm listening to this show, I start
taking getting very critical. I was like, I don't feel
(04:23):
like I've explained the mystery to them enough. I'd already
said to you, I've researched it like crazy. Most people
are saying a lot of different things because it's a mystery,
right And I was like, you know, there's a car
in the background, and I can't edit that out with
my audio program, so I think I should just re
record it. You know, I could tighten up these recordings,
(04:44):
you know. So immediately I start making a list of
all the shows. I'm going to sit here this morning
re record, still upload all of these shows. I still
have twenty more shows to upload, plus get ready for
a family reunion where I probably need to wear makeup,
if nothing else, in honor of my mother because she
bore makeup. And I'm like, holy shit, I'm in the mystery.
(05:11):
I don't know how this thirty shows in twenty four
hours is supposed to go or unfold. I accepted that
there were going to be challenges along the way. I
accepted that timing might be a little weird, because you know,
I'm not the best at engaging timing on certain things.
(05:34):
I did do all the shows in twenty four hours.
I knew I could do that, but I definitely when
I got to be uploading part, I'm like, I need
to hire an assistant. And even in saying that to
you right now and I have been is a desire
of mine. It's a very strong desire. It's on the
vision board if you will that I'm going to hire
someone to do this part. The uploading the show notes,
(06:00):
the linking of things. And if I had done that right,
but my assistant would just upload the shows, I wouldn't
be trying to re record them right. And so I
was like, oh, I'm in the mystery right now, and
so I'm going to read yourself sabotage. And so instead
of recording another show, I wanted to say to you,
(06:24):
the mystery is real. And so if you've listened to
that show, I don't know where I'm going to upload
this one. I might put it after or before. But
if you've listened to that show and you're like, because
I had a lot of moments when I was listening
back to it, and mind you, this isn't the first
time I've listened back to it. I usually listened back
as soon as I'm done recording. I was like, oh,
(06:46):
I feel floggy, and like I said that to you.
That's how the mystery is. The mystery will make you.
And I said this in the show more sensitive to things.
And what I mean by that is things that wouldn't
annoy you suddenly really you or you're more critical than
you need to be. And it's the it's because we
(07:08):
don't know right now, we don't know all the details,
and we're not even sure we know if there is
a place within us that can lock in that it's
already done. We're not even there yet, right, And so
respect it and be kind to yourself in this and
check yourself. And I am recording this show specifically to say,
(07:31):
this is the time when we self sabotage. This is
the time when we get a message, we follow the message.
And then because just because right just because we're surrendering
control and going with spirit, then all of our senses
(07:52):
seem heightened. Right then, you know, everything feels more annoying,
and so it's almost like a it's like a spiritual PMS.
If you will and just be with it, right, Just
be with it rest when you need to rest, keep
(08:13):
your mouth closed, when you need to keep your mouth closed.
Let things be. This is not a time for perfectionism.
It's not a time for trying to be the best
of the best of the best. And it may not
even be a time of spiritual practice. What what, Yes,
(08:34):
it may not even be a time of spiritual practice.
It's not, but I mean it is because you know,
my normal practice is I haven't been drawn to them.
I brought I'm working in a couple of different manifestations
right now, and I have some very specific practices that
I'm using, and I brought them to do on the trip.
Didn't do anything. I have this little word search game
(08:56):
that I played, and then I talked to the kids
and my brother and his wife. And then when I
got to my room, the best I could do was
it has direct TV, and I guess there's a faith channel. Now.
I put that on. I listen to about three minutes
of the sermon and then I muted it and it's
(09:19):
on right now, just to mute. And that is as
close as I can get this spiritual practice right now.
And it's okay because we're in the mystery. If you're
in the mystery. It's oh okay. I feel that that's
a repetitive theme of these thirty shows that I just
did is we are just too critical of ourselves, all right.
(09:42):
So I'm going to end this now because if I
go any longer, it's going to be self sabotage because
I need to be uploading these shows because I got
to go to this damn family reunion in a couple
of hours, and I still have twenty shows to upload.
Twenty one. Now, thank you so much for listening. I'm
not I don't have an offer for you, but you
know how to find me intuitive coaching with Amy dot com.
(10:04):
But trust me, if you go back and listen to
that show and the Mystery, there are so many gems there.
It's just difficult to hear them if you are in
the mystery. If you are not in the mystery, please
go back and listen to that show and take some
notes because there will come a time well you will
need all the information that I gave you in that show.
It is spot on. It is true, and the way
(10:29):
if you're in the mystery, it's very difficult to hear
how spot on it is. If you're not in the mystery.
It can even maybe sound a bit boring, and go back.
Just promise me you will go back and you will
take notes on that show, because all the wisdom you
need is there. The mystery is very different than any
(10:49):
aspect of our spiritual journey. It's a mixing of all
of it. It's a coming together of the ingredients. My
spirit guides are showing me a cauldron. So you've just
put all the ingredients in the cauldron and it's heating
up and it's starting to bubble a bit, and things
still haven't come together, and it's not a cooked it's
(11:11):
not a cook thing yet, so you can't even call
it anything right because you're still tweaking and fixing at it.
But as you are being drawn from within you right,
you followed the recipe to the best of your ability,
and now it's the space between all the ingredients coming
together and creating this beautiful recipe if you will, this spell,
(11:34):
if you will, this meal, if you will, and the
ingredients just being separate before you started, and everything's in
the pot, and this is where you can fuck it
up and have to start all over, or this is
where you're just going to have to be with it
(11:54):
and trust and trust, and eventually you'll hit a moment
where you're willing to believe that this is going to
turn out to be something glorious, wonderful and amazing, not
just because you're hoping that. It's because you're starting to
sense that that's what it already is. Right, But this
(12:18):
is a delicate journey and you can't rush any part
of this. So trust the mystery. Trust the mystery, Embrace
the mystery. Embrace the mystery. I love you if you're going.
I was going to say, if you have to go
to a family reunion, I send you a love. No,
I'm looking at it as a blessing. It's a blessing.
It's a blessing. It's a blessing, right it is. I'm
(12:41):
looking forward to it, and everybody's so kind and we
just my family just didn't do them. So it's still
kind of weird to me, Like what family reunions I've
heard about people doing that, They really do it, Yeah,
they do. So I love you, I appreciate you. Thank
you so much for listening to the show. Intuitive Coaching
(13:01):
with Amy dot comm
Hi. It's Amy with Intuitive Coaching with Amy Radio, and
this is your sacred space for everything manifestation, metaphysical, spirituality,
and transformation. So this is a show. I don't have
any notes for it. I am in a hotel room
(00:21):
in Fairfield, which is I guess it's kind of in
between the Bay Area and Sacramento. So there's a part
of me that wants to make it the Bay Area,
and then there's a part of me that wants to
make it Fairfield or I'm sorry, make it Sacramento. And
(00:42):
my mom passed last year and so we've had family
members reach out to us and say, hey, you want
to do certain family reunions, And sometimes my mom would
want to go when she was alive, and sometimes she wouldn't.
But for the most part, we wouldn't go. And I
have never been to a family reunion. I am a
(01:02):
card carrying black person who has never been to a
family reunion. And I had no intention of going to
this one. But my brother was persistent and he was like, yeah,
we should go. And he didn't like push like, he
was just like, all right, sister, we're going to go.
So he, you know, drove to my house and picked
me up and you know, here we are. And so,
(01:26):
you know, I woke up this morning and I knew
I needed to load some podcasts. I recorded thirty shows
in twenty four hours. It was an intuitive message. I
got thirty shows twenty four hours, so I recorded them,
and I knew with that. Of course, the sound quality
(01:46):
is not going to be great. Of course, you know,
I might you know, it's summer, a so there are
times where I have the windows open so that I
can record a show because then I can't run the
air conditioning, and so there might be a car in
(02:07):
the background of some of these shows. You know, thirty
scripts in twenty four hours, that's a lot. You know,
many of these I am you know, reading them as
I go. I create the script and just pit record, right,
(02:27):
So I accepted this challenge. I like this challenge. It
was fun challenge and so here I am. So my
brother I again, I had planned not to go to
this family reunion, and my brother was like, now you're
going to go with booked to your hotel room. You're
going to go. And I was like fine, right, like
why not? And I'm still in California, you know, and
(02:50):
I'm safe, and you know, with family, So there wasn't
really a big opposition within me other than you know,
I had to then process these shows and get them
uploaded to the platform. So I get up the morning
we're leaving yesterday, and I load up ten. If you
get notifications, she probably saw ten shows come through. My
(03:12):
intention was to do thirty. And I've said this many
times in the show. I'm not the best at estimating
how long it's going to take me to do something.
I'm always, always, always under and so I always think
it's going to take way less time than it does,
basically from novels to anything that I'm creating. And so
(03:36):
I said, okay, I'll load these ten. Well, we drove up,
I'll get up tomorrow morning and load the rest of
the show. So I get up, and you know, I'm
in this really comfortable hotel and I have a room
to myself, I have Wi Fi, I have coffee in
the lobby, like good coffee. It's beautiful. There's no reason
(04:01):
why I can't just sit here and load these shows.
So of course I listened to I start listening to
the show on the Mystery, and it's talking about how
in the Mystery is when we will self sabotage, and
so immediately as I'm listening to this show, I start
taking getting very critical. I was like, I don't feel
(04:23):
like I've explained the mystery to them enough. I'd already
said to you, I've researched it like crazy. Most people
are saying a lot of different things because it's a mystery,
right And I was like, you know, there's a car
in the background, and I can't edit that out with
my audio program, so I think I should just re
record it. You know, I could tighten up these recordings,
(04:44):
you know. So immediately I start making a list of
all the shows. I'm going to sit here this morning
re record, still upload all of these shows. I still
have twenty more shows to upload, plus get ready for
a family reunion where I probably need to wear makeup,
if nothing else, in honor of my mother because she
bore makeup. And I'm like, holy shit, I'm in the mystery.
(05:11):
I don't know how this thirty shows in twenty four
hours is supposed to go or unfold. I accepted that
there were going to be challenges along the way. I
accepted that timing might be a little weird, because you know,
I'm not the best at engaging timing on certain things.
(05:34):
I did do all the shows in twenty four hours.
I knew I could do that, but I definitely when
I got to be uploading part, I'm like, I need
to hire an assistant. And even in saying that to
you right now and I have been is a desire
of mine. It's a very strong desire. It's on the
vision board if you will that I'm going to hire
someone to do this part. The uploading the show notes,
(06:00):
the linking of things. And if I had done that right,
but my assistant would just upload the shows, I wouldn't
be trying to re record them right. And so I
was like, oh, I'm in the mystery right now, and
so I'm going to read yourself sabotage. And so instead
of recording another show, I wanted to say to you,
(06:24):
the mystery is real. And so if you've listened to
that show, I don't know where I'm going to upload
this one. I might put it after or before. But
if you've listened to that show and you're like, because
I had a lot of moments when I was listening
back to it, and mind you, this isn't the first
time I've listened back to it. I usually listened back
as soon as I'm done recording. I was like, oh,
(06:46):
I feel floggy, and like I said that to you.
That's how the mystery is. The mystery will make you.
And I said this in the show more sensitive to things.
And what I mean by that is things that wouldn't
annoy you suddenly really you or you're more critical than
you need to be. And it's the it's because we
(07:08):
don't know right now, we don't know all the details,
and we're not even sure we know if there is
a place within us that can lock in that it's
already done. We're not even there yet, right, And so
respect it and be kind to yourself in this and
check yourself. And I am recording this show specifically to say,
(07:31):
this is the time when we self sabotage. This is
the time when we get a message, we follow the message.
And then because just because right just because we're surrendering
control and going with spirit, then all of our senses
(07:52):
seem heightened. Right then, you know, everything feels more annoying,
and so it's almost like a it's like a spiritual PMS.
If you will and just be with it, right, Just
be with it rest when you need to rest, keep
(08:13):
your mouth closed, when you need to keep your mouth closed.
Let things be. This is not a time for perfectionism.
It's not a time for trying to be the best
of the best of the best. And it may not
even be a time of spiritual practice. What what, Yes,
(08:34):
it may not even be a time of spiritual practice.
It's not, but I mean it is because you know,
my normal practice is I haven't been drawn to them.
I brought I'm working in a couple of different manifestations
right now, and I have some very specific practices that
I'm using, and I brought them to do on the trip.
Didn't do anything. I have this little word search game
(08:56):
that I played, and then I talked to the kids
and my brother and his wife. And then when I
got to my room, the best I could do was
it has direct TV, and I guess there's a faith channel. Now.
I put that on. I listen to about three minutes
of the sermon and then I muted it and it's
(09:19):
on right now, just to mute. And that is as
close as I can get this spiritual practice right now.
And it's okay because we're in the mystery. If you're
in the mystery. It's oh okay. I feel that that's
a repetitive theme of these thirty shows that I just
did is we are just too critical of ourselves, all right.
(09:42):
So I'm going to end this now because if I
go any longer, it's going to be self sabotage because
I need to be uploading these shows because I got
to go to this damn family reunion in a couple
of hours, and I still have twenty shows to upload.
Twenty one. Now, thank you so much for listening. I'm
not I don't have an offer for you, but you
know how to find me intuitive coaching with Amy dot com.
(10:04):
But trust me, if you go back and listen to
that show and the Mystery, there are so many gems there.
It's just difficult to hear them if you are in
the mystery. If you are not in the mystery, please
go back and listen to that show and take some
notes because there will come a time well you will
need all the information that I gave you in that show.
It is spot on. It is true, and the way
(10:29):
if you're in the mystery, it's very difficult to hear
how spot on it is. If you're not in the mystery.
It can even maybe sound a bit boring, and go back.
Just promise me you will go back and you will
take notes on that show, because all the wisdom you
need is there. The mystery is very different than any
(10:49):
aspect of our spiritual journey. It's a mixing of all
of it. It's a coming together of the ingredients. My
spirit guides are showing me a cauldron. So you've just
put all the ingredients in the cauldron and it's heating
up and it's starting to bubble a bit, and things
still haven't come together, and it's not a cooked it's
(11:11):
not a cook thing yet, so you can't even call
it anything right because you're still tweaking and fixing at it.
But as you are being drawn from within you right,
you followed the recipe to the best of your ability,
and now it's the space between all the ingredients coming
together and creating this beautiful recipe if you will, this spell,
(11:34):
if you will, this meal, if you will, and the
ingredients just being separate before you started, and everything's in
the pot, and this is where you can fuck it
up and have to start all over, or this is
where you're just going to have to be with it
(11:54):
and trust and trust, and eventually you'll hit a moment
where you're willing to believe that this is going to
turn out to be something glorious, wonderful and amazing, not
just because you're hoping that. It's because you're starting to
sense that that's what it already is. Right, But this
(12:18):
is a delicate journey and you can't rush any part
of this. So trust the mystery. Trust the mystery, Embrace
the mystery. Embrace the mystery. I love you if you're going.
I was going to say, if you have to go
to a family reunion, I send you a love. No,
I'm looking at it as a blessing. It's a blessing.
It's a blessing. It's a blessing, right it is. I'm
(12:41):
looking forward to it, and everybody's so kind and we
just my family just didn't do them. So it's still
kind of weird to me, Like what family reunions I've
heard about people doing that, They really do it, Yeah,
they do. So I love you, I appreciate you. Thank
you so much for listening to the show. Intuitive Coaching
(13:01):
with Amy dot comm
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