S7E2 - Paranormal Porn: A Dangerous Mix (Part 2) - Porn Talk

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Speaker 1 (00:00):
I've never told this to anyone ever ever, like not
you not. The Catholic priest never told anyone this, and
I'm hesitant to share it.

Speaker 2 (00:11):
This is porn talk. He was your host, Eric Zuzak.

Speaker 1 (00:17):
Welcome back to part two of Paranormal Porn. If you
did not listen to the first episode, go back and
listen to part one. It's a doozy. And here we
pick up where we left off. In the padded room.
I went into and slept in the padded room. You know,

(00:38):
they didn't put me in the padded room. I went
in there volunteer, you know, sleep. But that night later
like you gotta, like you gotta get out of here.
We got a live one, you know, And so they
put somebody that needed it in the padded room. And
I've never I've never told anyone this ever. I've never

(01:01):
told this to anyone ever ever, like not you.

Speaker 3 (01:06):
Not.

Speaker 1 (01:07):
The Catholic priest never told anyone this, and I'm hesitant
to share it. But I'm just putting all out there.
So I had a roommate, like, all right, would you
put me in with another person? I don't know that
they did. And I was sitting on the edge of

(01:30):
my bed. I was a new arrival at this time.
I was sitting on the edge of my bed and
this poor guy, this poor man just you know, I
don't know what he was in there for. He walks
in the room and something came over me and I

(01:55):
turned it turned to him and in the meanest, loudest
screaming way, I said.

Speaker 4 (02:03):
Beast be gone, Beast be gone, Beast be gone. And
it's scared crap out of him. He literally ran out
of the room and I never seen I never saw
him again. But what I did see, there's a team

(02:24):
of gosh, I don't even know, twenty five people from
the hospital. Twenty five people from the hospital all came
in at the same time, and they said they were

(02:46):
gonna give me a shot. And now this is a
little funny. They grabbed me and they inject me and
they knocked me out. And then there was another type
of thing that that happened in the hospital, and that's

(03:07):
when the group of people came. They said, we're going
to give you a shot, and that this is the
funny part. At least I think it's it's not funny,
But I said, all you had to do is ask.
Like they sent you like twenty five people, but with
one guy with a syringe.

Speaker 1 (03:24):
It's like I said, all you had to do is ask, yeah,
you can give me the shot. But I can't believe
I'm telling this. I've never divulged this before. My girlfriend
at the time, I had this voice come to me
and said, we killed your girlfriend and her her and

(03:49):
her son in a automobile accident. And so I remember
walking at the psych Ward place and walking and hearing
that all of a sudden, just bursting out into tears
and crying. And one of the people that worked at
the this was late at night, one of the people

(04:09):
that was working behind the glass, like, are you okay?
Like what's wrong? You know, are you all right?

Speaker 3 (04:16):
Because I just.

Speaker 1 (04:16):
Burst out into tears. You know, I'm walking. All of
a sudden, I burst out into tears to hear that
my now my girlfriend and my and her son were
not killed. But I'm just giving some examples of this
crazy stuff that went on. Again, Remember I'm addicted to
porn at the time this is all going on. So
I was doing this EVP stuff and I wasn't like

(04:39):
doing EVP and porn at the same time. But you
know that I honestly believe that because I was heavily
into pornography, that there were dark spirits around me, and
that because I was doing this paranormal communication, that it

(05:05):
opened this door that normally would not have been opened,
or or I wouldn't have been hurt by it. But
because I had this parentormal door open, that this happened
to the extent that it did. To this day, I

(05:26):
have not talked to them about what happened on that
night where everybody had my family, well, it was just
my mom and my dad. My mom, my dad, and
my friend John. I was so frightened I went over
to his house one night. I was kind of histerical.
And that's another story. But anyway, I haven't We haven't
spoke about that night since. My brothers have never brought

(05:52):
it up. My mom has never brought it up. My
dad he's deceased now, he's never brought it up. Ticularly
buy it or not. Call me crazy, but I think
that is. I know I'm not crazy because I have
physical recordings. Had anybody could hear to prove it and

(06:18):
any you know, anybody can do this. You're addicted to
poor and I don't recommend it. You know when I
got out, weird things were still happening. And on this
metaphysical bookstore William did readings at and I had a
lot of people helped me. I had the the psychic
priest help me. Sorry, the priest that had the gift

(06:40):
of discernment helped me a lot. He helped me a
great deal. William helped me. The people at the metaphysical
books store helped me. I had therapists help me. It
took a village. It took a village. William was one
of the people that helped me. That's how I met William.

(07:01):
I can't believe I'm saying this story like out loud
to everybody, because again, on your side, I wouldn't believe.
It's it's just too like, it's just it's so crazy.
By the way, since I closed that door, so to say,
I've never had any of those problems anymore. But William

(07:22):
is one that helped me to energetically close that door.
And I remember the very first time I really talked
to William, he had on a suit and tie and
he was giving readings. I'm like, man, this guy's a pro,
Like you know, he looks like a professional, like he's
a he's a psychic medium, but he's just not some
bill billy or you know that looks like a gypsy

(07:43):
or something like that. I'm like, Oh, this guy's means business.

Speaker 3 (07:46):
You know.

Speaker 1 (07:47):
Just recounting, recounting the whole thing is brings up a
lot of memories, not good memories, most of them. I
don't know, William, I know you haven't. Like I said that,
I haven't told anyone in parts of this story. What
are your what are your thoughts? And you know, pornography,

(08:09):
you know, addiction.

Speaker 3 (08:14):
I'd like to help fill in some blanks of how
the porn addiction and the spirit experiences feed each other. Okay, Now,
I am a spiritual consultant, I'm an ordained minister, I'm
a professional psychicmedium, and I'm a certified hypnotist. But I'm

(08:37):
going to tell you something I'm pretty darn sure of.
It's not just the porn addiction that opened you up
to that let's say negative experience. It's the trauma behind
the porn addiction, which we've talked about at length over
the past seven years. You know, for people who want

(08:58):
to get a deeper underderstanding of trauma, I suggest you
look at the work of doctor Gabor Mate. That's Ga
b o r m Ate. He's a Hungarian Jew that
came here as a baby during World War two and
his work is just phenomenal, just mind blowing for most

(09:18):
people in the truth about trauma and how it affects
us and how most of us are just completely oblivious
to it. So yeah, I'm really glad, you know, a
big pat on the back to powerful Eric for sharing
his story. At the very least, it's a reminder and
a warning this stuff doesn't mix. And I would warn

(09:39):
any conraddiction, alcohol, drugs, anything does not mix with a
positive spiritual experience. Now, a lot of my friends have
done things like ayahuasca and with a you know, supervision,
often with an indigenous person, like a shaman type person.

(10:00):
But other than that, and well, it's not an addiction. It's
a specific, structured experience using a psychoactive plant. Okay, that's
not the same as you know, a meth head deciding
he should be psychic. Totally totally different things. And I'm

(10:21):
really glad that you invited me here for the seventh season,
the first episode, because I am on a bit of
a mission to demystify the psychic stuff and the hypnosis.
You know, it's really it's the more I learn, the
more I understand it's really simple. And this is one

(10:42):
of those things I describe as not necessarily easy because
it changed. It requires a change in thinking. But once
you make that change, you guys. Ah. I call it
the red Toyota phenomenon because when I was married the
first time, my wi my wife got out of red
Toyota and she comes home like, oh no, I see
these red Toyotas everywhere. Once you become aware of it,

(11:05):
you see it everywhere, just like I'm sure Eric has
the same experience with people who are addicted, like once
you know the signs like oh my gosh, we are
surrounded by people who have addictions of various kinds, and
especially when I use the definition of an addiction that

(11:25):
doctor Joe Despendzi uses, an addiction is anything you can't
stop doing.

Speaker 1 (11:29):
One of our mentors, Debra, is a spiritual mentor for
both of us. She's now deceased. She said, if you
could see what was on the astral plane at a bar,
she said, you would never go in because there are
ones just waiting to jump on your back, so to say,
so they can live off you and feel that drunk.

Speaker 3 (11:52):
Little detail. She was actually quoting a famous psychic local
I can't remember her name, if it was Judy, that
she always talked about one of her friend about her
a lot, famous psychic and Saint Louis. She was actually
quoting her friend, and yeah, that is totally true. Who

(12:14):
do you think takes over when you black out, when
you wake up with the one and can't remember what happened?
Who do you think was present something or someone else?

Speaker 1 (12:24):
And so for pornography, you're not. We're not going to
the bar where the computer. The Internet is an electronic portal, right,
we portal information all around the globe. You're opening this
spiritual door to people just like it at the bar.

(12:47):
They're gonna gonna hop on your back to get drunk.
They're gonna hop on your back. You get that at
high from pornography or whatever it is that you're doing.

Speaker 3 (12:56):
In addition to that, psychologically, you're disassociating. You're taking your
attention out of the current reality and putting it in
that computer screen or whatever you have in front of you.

Speaker 1 (13:12):
What's that meaning? Disassociation?

Speaker 3 (13:16):
You're checking out mentally emotionally checking out. I know that
well exactly once you become aware of what it is, like,
Oh my god, people do it all the time. And
the other side of that coin is that's how and
why hypnosis works, because hypnosis is basically you're letting me,

(13:40):
the hypnotherapist, take you on a little disassociated journey circumventing
the conscious mind and getting to getting into the subconscious
mind where the true cause of your behavior lies. Doing
a session with Eric, and this image comes to me
of Iron Man where he has that, you know, the

(14:03):
thing in his chest, the power power source, right, And
so it comes to me to suggest to Eric that
he has one of those, and anytime he needs power
or needs a focus on his center, he just taps
that and he and I'm gonna I'm gonna jump to that.
He comes out of the session, this is what this

(14:24):
is what you did. You went wow, wow, wow, He's
a wow. And then he goes on to tell me
to remind me he's actually done the tapping a diner

(14:48):
really got into but he did, and so that was
completely appropriate that he would tap right there and like
activate his power center.

Speaker 1 (14:56):
And what William is referring to is the emotional free
and technique or EFT, otherwise known as tapping. So when
William gave me this tapping thing for the center of
my chest, I'm like, oh my gosh, like wow, perfect.
So that's a great example of William helping me to

(15:18):
just to bypass like all this crap that is, you know,
like like like this huge, bizarre paranormal experience that was
definitely a trauma for sure. Two bypass that sort of say,
and uh, give me this suggestion that when I tap

(15:41):
the middle of my test chest that I embody all
the characteristics and beliefs and actions of Powerful Eric.

Speaker 3 (15:53):
Yes, very good point. Ultimately, when we're doing some deep
work like we're doing with Eric and uh, the goal
is identity change. And as we are discussing it before
our first session, asking questions, I have a little questionnaire
and asking questions about goals and things, and and I

(16:16):
was like, Nick, Eric, you're giving me gold here, man,
you already gave me the identity powerful Eric. Like that's
that's Uh, do you've you've you made it so easy
at least in that respect.

Speaker 4 (16:35):
Oh.

Speaker 1 (16:38):
You know, when William was certified in hypnotherapy, I asked him,
I said, you know, I'm every day I'm working on
being powerful Eric. And sometimes I go backwards and sometimes
I go forward, but I want, you know, something helped
me to be more like powerful Eric. And that's when
he did that, and it was really really awesome. And

(16:58):
I had a William's last night to a group of
men that I coach. You spoke to them about this
as well. They all have their power names. It's been
it's been a what's that that that song from the
Deadheads with along strange.

Speaker 3 (17:15):
With a long strange trip.

Speaker 1 (17:16):
It's it has been a long strange trip. It's been
really strange.

Speaker 3 (17:23):
Who's to say what's strange?

Speaker 1 (17:24):
You know, especially nowadays? My goodness. So I guess one thing.
One of the reasons that I wanted to bring up
this story is because you know, there is very much
a spiritual whether you believe it or not, there is
a spirit world. It's right there with us all the time.

(17:47):
Can't separate it, you know, you can't take the you know,
the fish doesn't realize it's swimming in water, and we
don't realize we are swimming in a spiritual ocean all
the time, every day, all the time. And that when
someone is in pornography that they're inviting in dark forces,

(18:16):
dark entities. I learned that in a very real, solid way. Well,
he's just I've got other My gosh, there's I actually
was going to write a book. I actually came up
with the book cover. It was called Paranormal Porn. I
was going to write a book about it. I actually
found somebody to help me with it. But then I
never because I have so many other stories, strange, weird

(18:41):
stuff that happened, Like I just so many things that
Again the point, like when you're dabbling with pornography or
addicted to pornography, you don't realize what you're playing with.

Speaker 4 (18:54):
You don't know.

Speaker 1 (18:56):
Who's attacked, what's attached to you so they can get
a high off you. They want to influence you to
do more porn so they can get that high off you.
Just like you know never said when you walk into
a bar, you wouldn't want to You never go in
there if you could see what was hanging out there
with porn, You never would open up that portal. If

(19:20):
you knew what was there waiting to attach to you,
they could go along for the ride. And they don't
just leave, right William.

Speaker 3 (19:29):
They cling like a wet shower curtain. Why because you
let them and they get energy from you and they
want until you cut them off, They'll keep sucking.

Speaker 1 (19:41):
E's right, they want more.

Speaker 4 (19:46):
I want more, more, more.

Speaker 1 (19:51):
I have to say, like, tell this story. I feel naked,
like I feel that this is more taboo than the tornography,
the spirit, the what happened to me? What I allowed
to happen to me, and in retrospect now knowing everything
that I know, I let it happen to me. We

(20:13):
are powerful beings that people say, oh, there's a ghost
or spirit here or whatever. You know, I need to
call someone. No, you are powerful. You tell them to
get the f out. I'm serious. Like, if I could
rewind this whole thing and go back to when that
was all happening, I could put a stop to it immediately.
I'd say, no, this is my place, you get out,

(20:36):
and uh, I'm you know, get off me, and uh
that would be it. I'm serious, like that would be it.
But I was scared. I was more well terrified.

Speaker 3 (20:50):
Do you want to address what's underneath that? Not for
you specifically, but generally speaking.

Speaker 1 (20:57):
Sure.

Speaker 3 (20:57):
Okay, So, when I was getting in to the law
of a track action material. Uh, there's a guy like
named doctor Joe Vitally, and he coined this term that
I like a lot, the law of unconscious counterintention. So
let's say I focus on creating wealth. I say affirmations,

(21:22):
do all that, I make a vision board of having
myself in like with piles of money or whatever whatever
my vision is for my personal prosperity. Blah blah blah
blah blah blah blah blah blah. And why is this
not working? I've been doing this for years and every
time is some kind of stupid setback. And I can

(21:43):
blame my mom and blame this person and blame that
person and blah blah blah blah blah blah. Well, if
you diggering at the surface, you're gonna find there's a
part of you that believes you don't deserve that prosperity.
Every time you have unconscious you're not aware of it,
belief that you don't deserve it, you're not worthy, not

(22:08):
good enough, all those things. And when you indulge in
a habit like pornography, at the very least, you're compounding that. Because,
as you've described me many times, a cycle of guilt
oh yeah. So a lot of times what brings you,

(22:30):
what drags you off the wagon is guilt. I feel
guilt about being mad at my wife or whomever. I'm mad.
I'm mad, yes, exactly, internalized anger. So I'm mad about this.
I can't do anything about it. So I'm gonna escape
my anger by doing this habit. And like all the

(22:54):
time I'm walking towards the computer and booting it up
and opening up the page, I'm fighting myself about it,
and I'm justifying, I'm rationalizing. I'm saying that, well, it's
not that bad. Everybody does it. It's not like I'm
looking at you know, children or anything. It's just you know,
it's it's it's it's adults who you know, the women

(23:16):
get paid for getting a picture taken. You can have
all this rationalization justification, but who wins is a subconscious
part of you that's in charge.

Speaker 1 (23:27):
Subconscious wins it always.

Speaker 3 (23:29):
When the traumatized part of you is the one who wins,
the one.

Speaker 1 (23:34):
Who if all everything the story that I told you,
to summarize this up for people, what would you if
somebody is listening to this they're addicted to drugs, alcohol,
or porn or whatever, Like, what what would you somebody

(23:58):
that's struggling right now listening to this, what would you
say to.

Speaker 3 (24:01):
Them admit that you need help. I think a major
disservice we do to ourselves in America is this cowboy
identity or this here superhero. That's something something else Eric
and I have talked about before is why are superheroes
now so incredibly popular? These superhero movies that used to

(24:23):
be kids movies when I was a kid in the
seventies and early eighties, up until Christopher reeves Superman, superhero
movies are for kids. Well, it's because we've grown up
with this cowboy identity that we we think we should
be able to do it all, and it's simply not true.

(24:47):
I'm a big fan of it. Takes a village. We
need each other, We are here for each other. So
I think as the first things it's important to do
is admit that you need help and be ready to
accept help. You willing to accept.

Speaker 1 (25:01):
Help, perfectly said. And if speaking of help, if someone
wants your help, either with hypnosis or your intuitive coaching,
how do they get a hold of you?

Speaker 3 (25:14):
Great phone number you can call our text three one
four four zero three four seven four four. Website is
mediumwill M E d I U M W I l
L mediumwill dot com. You can click on the hypnosis page.
If you want to know more, email me through there.

(25:35):
My email addresses William at mediumwill dot com, Perfect Stay Powerful.

Speaker 2 (25:44):
Are you struggling with porn or sex addiction? Then apply
for a free strategy call with Eric today at Powerfuleric
dot com.

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