November 30, 2025 ā¢ 58 mins
Although we never see him again, we're introduced to an even more extreme, Paraguayan version of Carol Sturka in the form of Manousos. And - Please, Carol - why is it so hard to root for you, sometimes? We endeavor to answer that question throughout our discussion.
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We now know officially that there is a way to reverse it.
If Zocia knows that, everyone knows that, but they don't want
to. None of them want to that's.
Because once they're in, I don'tthink you have the option to get
back out. They're not telling Carol this
once you're in. What we just found out is that
that there is a way to get out. We know it can be reversed.
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Right. But you're saying other people
would do it, but I don't. I don't think they can because
like you said, if they all know how to do it, then by now
somebody would have if they all know how to reverse it.
Right, which leads me to believethey just don't want to we.
Are Squawking Dead, a podcast pulverizing programs beyond The
Walking Dead universe? Sometimes we bring you news,
Sometimes we make you laugh. Most times we go deep.
(00:43):
This individual is also known asBlasi Gardner.
This individual was known as Cosmo Mom, 09.
It's hard to keep doing that, isn't it?
I know. So we are here to talk about the
fourth episode of Pluribus. Please, Carol.
This episode was written by Allison Tatlock and directed by
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Zetna Fuentes. Allison Tatlock was one of the
regulars in the Better Call SaulBreaking Bad world as a writer
and director. I know she did some big episodes
on Better Call Saul. She's also writes for Stranger
Things. Oh yeah, cool.
She's a writer and producer of Better Call Saul, The Whispers
Haul, Catch Fire, and Stranger Things.
She was a writer on season 5, episode 2, Fun Better Call Saul.
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For those of you don't know, there is an official podcast for
the show like there was for Breaking Bad and Better Call
Saul. They don't talk about character
arcs and things like that. What they talk about is how the
episodes are made, how they do shots, how they set this up, how
they set that up. I have listened to all of them.
And before we move on to the episode, I just want to talk
about a couple things that were very interesting that I learned
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listening to this podcast. It is hosted by one of the
editors of the show. Vince Gilligan is on every
episode and they regularly have people from the episode.
For instance, the guest people on this episode for Please Carol
were Ray C Horn and the gentleman who plays Manuelo, his
name is Carlos Manuel Bosca. I think they were all on it and
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they were talking just talking about how they do certain things
to set those things up. So one thing I want to talk
about is the sprout sequence in the last episode when she goes
to the sprouts to talk lead up. So they actually had a store for
three days and they actually cleaned out half of the store
and they CGI the rest out. So all of that was was real.
They did take everything out andthen have people bring it all
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back in. But since they only had it for
three days, they couldn't film the parking lot scenes there.
So they filmed the parking lot scenes elsewhere.
And it's really interesting to hear them talk about how they
had to make sure that every extra who was carrying something
in the Sprout scenes was carrying the same thing when
they were unloading the trucks and everything.
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And they also had to be in the same order.
It's called the Pluribus official podcast.
So go check it out if you want to hear about behind the scenes
stuff. Carol's cul-de-sac, they built
that themselves. It's not a pre-existing
neighborhood or anything, unlikein in Breaking Bad.
And part of the reason is because like with the Breaking
Bad house, Walt's house, people still go and throw pizzas on the
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roof. They put fences up.
And I know the people who own the house are like, please stop
throwing pizzas on the roof. Our house and Vince Gillen was
also like, you know, they had like a hand grenade go off and
things like that. So they decided they didn't
really want to have a real neighborhood where they had to
deal with neighbors and things like that.
So that is a place that they built themselves.
Vince Gilligan also said very plainly that you can't get
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there, so don't try and you can't fly drones over it because
it is protected airspace. Another thing of interest is
Apple Books released an excerpt from Carol's book.
It also comes with a letter fromthe author.
I read the letter. I didn't copy any.
It's it was, it's like a letter to the your public or whatever.
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But she does mention something about how everybody being the
same. Stuff like that was pretty
interesting. But the chapter that they
release is the chapter that she tells the fan to read in the
first episode when the fan is like, I just have to know if
Rabon lives, I can't live without it.
She tells her to read page 18. That is the chapter that they
released on Apple Books. And I did get it, and I did read
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it, and it is very much like a romanticy novel, very wordy and
very descriptive. Anyway, just go to Apple Books
and search for Carol Sturka, andyou can download that excerpt.
It's pretty cool. That's just a fun little Easter
egg that they threw in there. So now that that stuff is out of
the way, Rachel. Yeah.
What did you think of this episode?
It was a really good episode. I thought it was really
(04:41):
interesting that we saw, oh gosh, I what was his name?
The gentleman that it opens withreally liked seeing kind of what
he was up to. We've seen some other people who
are unaffected by this virus, not a virus, whatever you want
to call it. We were able to take a lot out
of seeing what he's doing versuswhat Carol's doing.
We also got to see a lot deeper into Carol's mind, I think in
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this episode too. This has been a very enjoyable
series so far. It definitely keeps me
interested, it's giving us answers while also providing new
questions to keep us hooked, andI really appreciate that in
writing. This was the first episode that
I really, really got mad at Carroll.
And really? Disliked her?
Yes. Supposed to dislike her?
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It's not any fault with the showor anything.
I'm supposed to be mad at Carroll for what she did.
She is the definition of antihero because yes, she is
being a hero, sort of. She's not a terrible person, but
she is making really bad, terrible decisions.
Who do you think she's being a hero to besides herself?
She feels like she's being a hero to the world because she.
Thinks that. Yeah, right.
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Right. She thinks she's being a hero to
the world now. The rest of the world doesn't
see her that way, but that's because they're part of the hive
mind. I'm sure a lot more people would
agree with her if they were individuals.
The people who don't agree with her now is because they still
have family members and whatnot.If it was still the real world
and someone was trying to take away people's autonomy, I feel
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like there would be a lot more people siding with Carol.
Does that make sense? I understand it's not going on
now because but they're all under the spell.
I feel like Carol would have a lot more people behind her if
there were more of the unaffected.
Which I brought up a question I was thinking about earlier.
How many immune people died in the first kill off?
Because there's 7 billion peopleon the planet and there are 13
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survivors, which is roughly 2 survivors per billion.
So if they killed off almost a billion people in the original
die off, it stands to reason that we're at least two immune
people in that die off, possiblymore.
So I just wondered, did more immune people die because of
that? Or it's just an interesting.
I'm sure, I'm sure it did. Yeah. 12 people that survived
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now are only there because they didn't.
They weren't in a situation. In a car or a plane.
Right. Or a plane.
Yeah, exactly. What about people who have like
Alzheimer's or babies? How does a infant handle all of
the knowledge of the world in his head?
Because your brain as a baby is not fully developed.
Obviously infants are a part of it, right?
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We saw the one in the hospital. So how do infants or people with
Alzheimer's or other mental disabilities, how does a hive
mind handle them? This is something I hope that
gets explained later on. I'm just, maybe it won't, I
don't know. I'm interested in the hive mind
and how it works, and that's just one of the things I find
interesting. Yeah, it makes sense to me right
now. If we compare it to, say,
Google, we've got the Internet out there and we do our Internet
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searches. When we ask a question, we get
100 hits on different websites, and they're not all credible.
So I must wonder if these thoughts sort of come through
that way, but the most relevant are at the forefront.
When they're in the elevator andshe's like, do you want?
She asks for the music, Yeah. It's not like it just, it just
comes on like you see her clothes in her eyes and like
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kind of think about it and then a couple of seconds later the
music comes on. So it's weird how they're
connected. I want to understand the
connection more. Can they close out part of it?
Can they pick and choose what they want to intake or are they
all automatically in taking everything that happens?
Is it like ACB radio system? If you think a thought does a
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broadcast to everybody, everyonehears it and then whoever is
able to respond is who responds to it.
So if socia but put out there, hey, can somebody turn on the
muzak in this elevator and then whoever happened to be near the
the room that controls it, because obviously somebody had
to go into a room and push a button to activate that right
within the hospital. And we know that there's people
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in the hospital. We saw them all over.
So whoever was closest just did it.
It was really quick too. So I wonder, as Carol was
talking about Muzak with somebody like already heading
like show, she might ask, like maybe she's being sarcastic
about it, but we can't take thatchance.
So one of us needs to head towards the, I don't know, the
elevator control room. Whatever.
Yeah, because it it came on fairly quickly.
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It would have taken longer for somebody to walk down the
hallway to another room or. Whatever, I was thinking the
same thing this. Is part of the show that I
really find interesting is how the hive mind works and I am
ashamed to admit how much time Ispend thinking about it.
Let's start with the first scene, which is our new friend
who is searching the frequenciesfor people broadcasting and he
sets the timer for it looks like2 minutes when you look at the
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timer. But I counted it because I was
like, maybe it's the 78 seconds that the original message was
going. So I counted the seconds to see
it was not. It was like a minute.
So he's leaving it for a minute to give the opportunity for
anybody broadcasting, which obviously nobody is.
He hears flies buzzing. Flies in Vince Gilligan's world
always have meaning. Remember the fly episode in
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Breaking Bad? And I know there were some fly
things in Better Call Saul, but they're not coming to mind right
away. I don't know if they threw that
in there on purpose or if it wasa little shadow.
Hey fans, I know you know this. Like the flies buzzing reminds
him that there is a can in the trash and he pulls it out and
licks it because he's hungry, which it was very deliberate and
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very drawn out, much like she did with the doughnuts, which I
found interesting. As he's licking it, he hears
someone outside. It's one of the others coming to
take away the food that he had dumped out.
And I love the detail that she even picks up the little piece
of potato off the ground and then she brings out some fresh
food and sets it down again. This is a very Vince Gilligan
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thing. We don't skip around and show
you little bits of it. You watch the whole scene of the
lady picking the stuff up, walking to her car, putting it
in her car, bringing out the other one and walking over,
setting it down. There's no skipping around.
I love that he does these drawn out scenes.
The continuous shot. Right.
So Manuelos watches her for a minute and then we get another
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Vince Gilligan thing, which is the eye shot at the door, the
eye perspective. It was a very big and and Better
Call Saul, especially with Kim Wexler.
He goes out and looks at the food for a minute because he's
really hungry and he knocks the food over instead of eating it.
He is more Carol than Carol. He is the Uber Carol.
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I'm not sure what the differenceis.
I guess it's because his his place is fenced in and hers
wasn't. Because why do they approach her
yet they're not forcing him. They sent the lady to her to her
house as she had she engaged with her.
Why are they not sending more people to engage with him?
And what is this lady that they're sending him?
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Is she somebody special to him? Because the obviously they try
to choose a chaperone that is familiar to them in some way.
So is this his mom maybe? I don't know if I would say it
it is his mom. It absolutely could be, but I'm
more inclined to to say it's someone that is supposed to
heavily remind him of his mom just given the the age
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difference and she's definitely a a motherly figure.
I think as far as why they're not able to get as close to him,
I I think you nailed it right onthe head.
He he's fenced in. I don't think they've had the
opportunity to approach him faceto face.
Well, and I think they they require permission because when
they asked Carol later on, she'slike, who gave you permission to
go in my house or like you did? But within those gates isn't his
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house. What's stopping them from
getting through the the fence? Well that's why I'm they have to
ask permission before they can enter his area.
I also remember Zosha just turning up in her backyard but.
She stood at the gate, but she didn't come in the gate.
She was in. She was inside the girl.
Started talking to her and the gate was also.
Open, right. So I think if that fence were
open, somebody would have walkedthrough it.
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But he's not opening those gates.
It also makes me wonder what he thinks is happening.
I'm not sure how much contact he's had really with anybody.
He even wrote a note to his to the tenants or whatever, the
people who own the store storageunits and was like, oh, sorry I
had to get into your stuff. It makes me think that he does
not entirely understand what's what's happening outside those
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gates. And also they apparently have
not had much contact with him because for 33 hours they didn't
even know that he was there. Exactly.
So in the in the first scramble when everything was going on,
when he might have been more vulnerable, they didn't know he
was there to find him. But I agree with you.
Does he have any idea? He has to have some idea.
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He has to know something. Well, they've probably contacted
him by phone as we saw them do that with Carol.
Whatever was explained to him over the phone, obviously he
didn't. He didn't like that explanation
and is just sort of been shutting himself in there the
whole time. For that matter, if he was on
the radio, they could have contacted him through the radio
too. That way too.
Yeah, and that might be why he'ssearching for other signals.
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As he's walking through the storage building, he gets a
thought to get into their storage units.
So this may be a thin parallel, but he looked at the storage
unit doors the same way that Carol later looked at Zosha's
IV. She's going to break into
Zosha's consciousness and try toextract things out of it, and he
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is breaking into the storage units trying to extract, well,
food. The look on their faces was was
similar. This was an interesting montage.
Because, like, people store somecrazy stuff, man.
There's like a whole bunch of weird, weird stuff.
Haven't you ever seen Storage Wars?
Yeah, I was gonna say, I've watched a bunch of people that
get storage units and the stuff they go through and it's like,
whoa, people store some crazy stuff.
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So he finds some kind of gel packet.
It looked like like a Jello packet or something.
It looked like candy that Silas has had.
Like gooey? Like sour goo or something.
Yeah, yeah, that's, that's what it looked like to me.
I couldn't say for sure, but that's what it reminded.
Me. Yeah, that's what I was
thinking. It was like it looked like
Jelly, like maybe some kind of weird Jelly pack or something.
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He also has a couple packets of sugar, a single Creamer, which
by the way, he licked the insideof that Creamer like I have been
known to do as well. So that was a nice trip.
When I was a little kid, I used to love like when you go to a
restaurant and they'd have the bowl of creamers on the table
and I would love to drink the creamers and I would lick the
inside so. My brother did the same thing as
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a kid. Three cans of dog food and then
there were also 2 tea bags and atic tac container.
It would look like I had three or four tic tacs in it.
Why would somebody put a container with three tic tacs in
a storage unit? I don't know.
Anyway. Well.
It was probably inside of something else, right inside of
something else. What he said.
I need to store this. I mean, you never know, because
like I said, people store some weird stuff.
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I thought it was strange that they stored the dog.
Food. Yeah, I did.
Too Doesn't your dog needed that?
So, fun thing I learned from thepodcast, the dog food is
actually haggis, yeah. I would have rather eaten dog
food. It was made extra gelatinous to
look greasy and stuff on there. They couldn't have browned up
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some burger and. That may not have been acting
when he was eating it and makingthe face.
No kidding. So gross.
Yeah, it made. Me think of The Walking Dead
when sure Carl finds the dog food and Rick won't let him eat
it was that season 3 they go in the house and Darryl kills the
owl. Anyway, Rick wouldn't let Carl
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eat the dog food because it was costing him his humanity.
You're not a human if you're eating dog food.
Manuelos is using the dog food to prove his humanity.
I'm going to eat this dog food because I'm not going to eat
what you're giving me. And I love that.
After Carol called the second time, he went back to it and
started just shoveling and really angry.
Like look at you calling me. I'm going to eat this.
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I'll show you. I love that little touch I
thought it was funny but of course the phone rings and it's
Carol. He hangs up soon as she starts
talking because he thinks she's one of the joint.
He goes and sits back down to his dog food.
She calls again, he answers again and this time he tells her
leave me alone you SO BS and hangs up the phone we know from
last week. We remember the scene from last
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week when Carol's calling him. She calls back again and this
time she tells him to go F his mother Cabron.
I've heard so many people talk about how she said that word
Cabron. My gosh.
And you can see it dawn on him, of course, that wait a minute.
They don't talk to me like that.She is not one of them, no.
So he goes to write her name down, and what he writes down is
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Carol is Turkish, because that'swhat it sounds like.
She says it's Turka. So that's what it sounds like
then, right? Carol is Turkish.
I thought that was funny, too. That was the end of our cold,
open meeting, Manuelos. It gave us a lot of insight into
him. Even if he knows what's going
on, in some way he thinks that humanity is going to come back
because he takes the time to write the note.
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I had to open your storage units.
You'll get restitution for that.Yeah.
Dave says he is more stubborn than me.
He also said it's probably baby.Food.
He was talking about the Jelly packet.
I don't think it was baby food for a few reasons.
The the font on it looked like wild and zany.
Yeah, like something you'd see on a candy wrapper.
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And the consistency didn't really look like baby food
would. Baby food is more.
I agree with you, it looked likea kids candy.
Yeah, baby food has a different look to it.
It's not as gel looking, baby food is more thick.
It's food that's mushed up, so it's, yeah, not super Jelly
Consistency. I was thinking maybe something
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like that, but it probably had alot of sugar in it, which was a
lot of energy, at least for him right then.
In the moment, it was going to work for him, yeah.
I do hope we get to see him again, though.
I want these two to come together.
So Carol had the opportunity to tell him that she does want to
reverse this process. Well, in the main original
trailer there is another scene of him that we have not seen
yet. Well, I didn't think we were
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done with him. I mean, why would they?
We're going to see him. In the future, what I wonder is,
are we going to see any more of the other immune people that we
met before? But yeah, I know we're going to
see him again. He is the one who wrote out all
of the numbers on the path. They talked about it on the
podcast. Oh, wow.
He said he sat down and wrote all those numbers out.
Carol outside of the hospital, this particular scene as she's
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walking out and she's looking ather shirt, that little 5 second
clip was one of the trailers that they put out originally.
No context, just Carol walking out of the hospital looking at
her bloody shirt. He's looking for a car and she
gets into this car and when she starts it up, it sounds like
there is a cassette tape in it. The way it sounds because the
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genie in a bottle is it sounds really weird.
Well, and I'm pretty sure there's no music on the radio
right now. Right.
So it has to be like, right. But even if it was like a DVD,
it wouldn't be making that weirdsquealing.
So obviously this old car has a cassette player in it.
It apparently smells bad becauseshe sniffs her armpit to see if
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it's her that is smelling in thecar and then after a minute she
just gets out. This is just too much.
I can't even deal with this car.And she turns around and she
sees a cop car. She takes a cop car and the
others start talking to her. They offer to get her her old
car back and take the alcohol sensor off and she says no.
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And the way she said no makes methink that she doesn't want to
deal with. Anything that has to do with
Helen yet? I don't want that extra reminder
of Helen by driving this car. I just think she's doing
everything she can not to accepttheir help in any way, shape or
form. They mentioned Adam 12 which I
looked up and I couldn't find any.
I don't know what that to mention too.
It was ATV show in the 60s that no, it was not Shatner.
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Dave Shatner wasn't in that. I went online today and read a
long thing about it. I couldn't find any connection.
I think they just threw it in there because it was where they
used CBS or whatever. But basically it was about a
young policeman who is coming onto the force and he shows a
lot of promise. So an older policeman who was
about to retire decides to stay on and help him grow into the
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ranks of the police, of the police force.
She pulls up to her house and there are several of the others
out there cleaning up her house,patching up the holes from the
hand grenade. Including.
Including the mayor of Albuquerque himself.
When she says you're the effing mayor, that really is the mayor
of Albuquerque. And he really was out there
working, doing those things. She also says later when she
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asked for a volunteer, she's like, not a politician.
I thought that was funny becausethey're all the same.
What's the difference if you gethim or anybody else, all the
politicians going to be in there.
She says, who gave you permission to go in my house?
And their reply, as you did whenyou were in the ambulance with
Zosia and we said, do you want us to clean up your house?
And you kind of absolutely nodded.
So while they ask permission, they also have a wide range of
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what they will accept as a yes. She was obviously not in her
right mind. Things were going on and she
never really said yes. But they kind of took that and
ran with it, which I found interesting.
They respect her boundaries but they will also take any instance
to cross that boundary. She goes inside and she opens up
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her big whiteboard with all of her notes for the next blood
song book and I spent 1/2 an hour when she hit this board and
trying to read everything on it.The majority of it is wanting to
kill Raban off for real. How to do it?
She has things about sand flea people.
She has things about elixirs andlove potions.
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She has a big message up there that says kill Raban for real
and in parentheses, ask Val who was there, Her agent.
So these are all notes that she took prior to the event, right?
Correct. This was her idea before they
sent Pirate Lady Raban looking. Whatever.
I almost wonder if this was something Helen didn't know
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about, that she had planned to try to kill Rabban off.
Possibly. Maybe Helen doesn't look at her
notes right and things like that.
Sort. It's her process.
Right. And it is.
She does say ask Val. She doesn't say anything about
asking Helen on it. But I feel like she is so tired
of this being what she does thatshe really just wants to be done
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with this series. She doesn't consider it worthy
of her writing. It's trash to her.
And so she's like, let me just kill this guy off so I can be
done with this series and I can move on to something else.
But it might hurt her career if she does that.
I took a lot of notes up on the board, so hold on.
On the left side of the board, she has a list of things that
she wants to do and she has little check boxes next to them
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and Research Skin Mites was one,and that one is checked off.
Reread 12th Night, that one is also checked off.
So I looked up 12th Night, whichI have read that before, but I'm
not a Shakespearean scholar so I'd forgot a lot of it.
But basically it's about people pretending to be other people
and it's a comedy of errors. So I kind of see what they're
getting at with it here. She also has Shakespearean
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reference written in in big letters across the board.
Oh, a quote from 12th Night, a famous quote.
Some are born great, some achieve great greatness, others
have greatness thrust upon them.So does she have greatness
thrust upon her right now? She thinks she does because she
wants to be the hero. It also says review Helen's
reader feedback, but she has notchecked that box.
There's another one that says toto be determined discussion, and
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then I couldn't read the rest ofit and that one was not checked
off. There's a lot of things about
elixirs and love potions. For one thing, it's interesting
to see an author's thought process on the board and then
that leads into her using the other whiteboard for her thought
process is on the others and what she writes there is what I
know about them. Eager to please would give me an
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A bomb. Can't kill, not a family except
for the 886,000,000. People, they didn't kill them
though, right? They died under circumstance.
Don't play favorites all jerks the same.
That's referring to Kumba, of course, and trying to change me
and then weirdly honest with thequestion mark.
So she decides to test that. And of course, she's like, I
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need a volunteer. And the mayor's like, oh, she's
like, not a politician. So she picks Jeff Hiller, who
was the guy in the bicycle shorts outfit.
Now, Jeff Hiller, he was in a show called Somebody Somewhere,
which is a great show. He was really good in that.
He has also lately been on Wait,Wait, Don't Tell Me, the NPR
show as a guest. He's really funny on that too.
Who's in the 10th season of American Horror Story, too?
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Yes, you said he looks like a serial killer.
No, he is. He is a serial killer.
Right right, right. You said that he is and I said
yes I agree. He looks like 1.
Yeah, he has a terrifying face. I mean, love him, but yeah,
terrifying. One of the little funny behind
the scenes things is as they were filming this, it's really
hot in Albuquerque and he was wearing this bicycle suit and
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it's hot on set and he's saying something about he's like, oh,
it's hot in here. My bicycle suit is the suit is
riding up in the front. And Vince Gilligan says, I told
him, hey, you know, these peopledon't care about that.
Don't worry about it. And Ray Seahor says it as Vince
Gilligan walks away. Jeff went, but Jeff does.
It was just really funny. Jeff Hiller has a sit down and
she starts asking him questions about her books.
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What do you think of my book books?
We love them. She's like, but what do you love
about them? We love everything about them.
What exactly? Character arcs, plot twists.
We love all of it because it's an expression of you.
But she doesn't think they're worth being an expression of
her. This is just how she makes
money. So, like, I don't feel like that
was very endearing to her. Basically, she calls bull.
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She's like, you've never even read it.
And he responds by citing a paragraph about how she
described a dress. She's like, well, you think it's
better than Shakespeare? And he's like, yeah, it's better
than Shakespeare. Or as good.
As good as Shakespeare. It was comparable, yeah, so.
Basically, he's like, look, we see your work through eyes that
loved your work. And there were people out there
that that love her work. And he brings up a case of Moira
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McAllister. And as she says, the crazy lady
from Kansas City who sends me crocheted hats, that is hurtful.
As someone who has sent crochet gifts to people, that's very
hurt. And he just like, basically your
books saved her life. He doesn't come around and say
it, but he insinuates that she was going to UN alive herself
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and that Carol's books gave her something to live for.
OK, so I want to say that I can.I can sympathize with that.
I wasn't to a place where I was like considering killing myself.
But other people's art gave me something to look forward to.
And Rachel has done the same foryou.
We're all part of this Walking Dead family because the art
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spoke to us and even though other people are like, oh, that
stupid zombie show, it means something to us.
So I understand what he is saying, and I wish that Carol
could. I don't feel like she really
understands that. I completely agree.
We know what it's like to get lost in this fantasy world and
have it give us hope for real life.
Carol obviously doesn't see it like that for people.
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I mean, she's seen the effects of it by meeting her fans and
getting their perspectives, but I am not sure Carol can see
beyond the end of her own nose. She just sees what directly
effects her and not how much good she's actually putting out
there for people. Like you said, she thinks this
writing is trash. She doesn't think there's any
substance to it. It's it's cotton candy, like
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Helen said. It's a money maker.
Having Helen validate what she thinks about it herself.
All this time Helen's been like,no, it's it's great, people love
it, It's awesome. And now here is is Larry
validating her worry that Helen really didn't think they were
good. They were OK.
They they were fun. They were.
They were harmless. And you can see the
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uncomfortableness and the pain that it's causing him to tell
Carol this, which opens up just a whole entire new line of
questioning for me. Why is it so important?
Why are they going so far out oftheir way to make Carol and and
everybody else for that matter, happy?
Why is their emotional state so important to the hive mind?
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I can't think of a reason long term.
What is it going to mean to themin the end to satisfy them?
Yeah, I wonder that too. Aside from being afraid of Carol
or or any of them really, but Carol in particular, because
she's the one that shows she's already right.
She's the one that's lost her temper and everything.
I think it, a lot of it is goingto go back to being sent to Camp
Freedom Falls, where I guaranteeyou she was told that she was
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nothing because of how she felt and she was no good.
I'm not saying that's all of it,but when you're 16, that is very
devastating to you. Well.
She was obviously told how she felt was wrong.
She was told that basically there's something wrong with her
and we need to fix you. For anybody, that's devastating.
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But a teenager who's still trying to figure out who they
are, and by your mother, someonewho's supposed to love you
unconditionally, extra devastating.
And obviously it shaped who she is.
As an adult she's accepted who she is, but I'm not so sure she
likes who she is. She feels a need to prove that
she is someone, so to her, what she's writing now is mindless
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drivel. But everybody loves it.
Everybody loves it, but she can't accept that because it's
not what she thinks is good enough.
Sure, I I completely agree. However, I think she's in a
state of mind where, let's say things were different and she
was able to publish Bitter Chrysalis and everybody loved
it. I still don't think she'd
believe it because of how she feels about herself.
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You can't accept the love and acceptance from other people
until you feel it about yourself, and I think that's
where Carol's at. Right.
She had love and acceptance fromHelen and now hearing
unequivocally that what she feared the most was true about
how Helen felt, a thought about her is devastating.
Well, about her book. About her book, right?
But not about her personally, but about her books.
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Exactly. But yes, as an artist, I'm sure
Carol feels that even though those books are trashed, they're
still a part of her. Yes, by Helen saying oh, those
books are just cotton candy, she's just reinforcing what
Carol's feared all along. She's taking it as a personal
attack on her and not just a critique on the writing.
Absolutely. That is not helped when Larry
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tells her that Helen never finished Bitter, Bitter
Chrysalis either. Yeah.
Jumped ahead to the end. The one that she is so proud of
and wants to release. And it feels like this is
what'll make me. I'll be Shakespeare with this,
not with that other stuff. That had to be especially
devastating. Now.
And again, you were right. You can see how much it pains
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Larry to say it. Zocia couldn't choose because it
would hurt one of their feelings.
But Larry is being forced to hurt her feelings and you can
see it in his in his face. In previous episodes, we've had
conversations and you've questioned whether or not not
they understand the emotional aspect of humanity.
And I think the more we get intothis, they do.
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It's not always the rational choice, but they are definitely
aware of the emotional aspect and they feel it and they
recognize it. But because they have so much
rational knowledge and what it takes to survive, emotions just
don't play a big part in any of their thought process or any of
their decision making. But obviously Carol is still a
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very emotional being and so so they know.
Again, it's only been a week since Helen died too.
This is not months later where she's had time to heal in a very
stressful A. Very stressful week.
No support week. Exactly.
David doesn't want to join us onscreen, but he's definitely here
in spirit. And he says Harold's probably
working to earn Helen's love irrationally, like she probably
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did with her parents. Also irrationally, yes, yes, we
all want to be loved, but there's a right and a wrong way
to earn that love, right? You want to be loved
unconditionally for who you are.And if you have to change who
you are to get that love, is it real love?
David also says Helen actually loves her freely, whereas her
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parents chose to deny her love. Right, because Carol didn't
change into what her parents wanted.
They weren't going to give her that love, but Helen does.
Helen loves who she is. The critiques that Carol's
hearing right now from Larry have nothing to do with her as a
person. It's about her books and they
were very good money making big selling books.
I her and Helen a couple like before she started writing?
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Or did her and Helen meet because of her writing?
Yeah, they haven't talked about that.
OK, I just. I wonder if Helen had something
to do with Carol's success in writing and that's sort of how
they met. Maybe she was a PR person or I
don't know, but I almost wonder if Helen played a part in
getting her books where they are.
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I mean as her manager, I'm sure she had a hand in it in some.
Way. But what came first, right?
The relationship or the management?
Racy Horn's face acting once again.
I mean, I say it every week. But phenomenal.
She makes me want to cry. I mean, I'm just sitting there
watching her like I want to cry for you, Carol.
I'm sorry. But not before you got really
mad at her. First you got mad, then you
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went, oh, I'm sorry. I got mad at her later because,
yeah, the things she did. Here's the other thing though.
They have access to Helens memories, but Helen does not
have the option to refute those memories or the context of those
memories. She is not there to say, yeah, I
thought that. But the truth is it's, you know
I'm saying. But all of her was uploaded
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prior to her death, so mentally she is all in there with them.
When you read a script, it's notgoing to be the same as when
somebody acts it out. So they're just reading her
script without her being there to act out what is being.
I mean, arguably, aren't they doing that with everyone in the
hive mind? Because we kind of talked about
whether or not an individual could come forward when she's
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talking to Larry. If, if, if Larry in the hive
mind could sort of come forward and be in that conference or, or
if there are no more individuals.
Individuals don't exist anymore.It's all just one brain wave, in
which case Helen is there as much as anyone else's.
I kind of feel like maybe a little bit of their personality
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remains because the way Larry acts with Carol is different
than how Zosha acts with her, and minimally.
OK, I would need some examples. When she asked Larry his name,
he's very unsure, but when she'stalking to Zocia, Zocia is not
unsure about what she's saying to her.
Maybe Larry was a shy kind of guy and that little bit of
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shyness still comes through, whereas Zocia probably was not.
And she's very comfortable and forward with Carol.
If they're all the hive mind andZocia's been with her, then they
should all be comfortable with Carol.
But I see that Larry was not particularly.
I didn't really notice that whenI watched.
It seems like every time she talks to someone it's like the
next person's just picking up the same conversation that has
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been had, if that makes sense. Well, I mean, I agree with you
there, but what I'm saying is they the way they present
themselves to her is slightly different.
And like, like I said, Larry haslike this tone, like he's kind
of reticent and shy, whereas OSHA didn't have that at all.
She was like, hi Carol, we wish you would drink some more water.
Not like this, because when she's like, what's your name?
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He kind of like your name. Your name?
Your name? Yeah.
And. He was like this individual was
Lawrence Jake. So I just it's slightly
different. Like the it's still they're
still saying the same things, but I feel like the tone is
slightly different. So she got the information she
needed, right? They can't lie to her.
They can avoid things, which he tried several times to avoid
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telling her things. He tells her that Helen thought
it was me, it was OK. She's like she read 137 pages in
three paragraphs. It's 489 pages long.
She tells Larry to leave, which he does, and.
And then she erases the questionmark.
And puts can't lie. So she goes to the hospital to
see Zocia. And one thing I want to point
out is there is a whole lot of milk in this show.
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I pointed out in the first two episodes that the truck that
they drive to pick up the dead body, when we have Zocia's cold
open, the truck they drive to pick up the body is a milk
truck. The truck that they're flying
over when she flies the plane isa yogurt truck.
There's oat milk in the refrigerator in episode 3 shows
what you know is effers. Then in this episode, we've got
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strawberry milk. I didn't so watch the next
episode, but I did see the title.
Oh. Got milk.
Milk is a thing apparently in this show.
Take from that what you will because what is it like a
nourishment and mother, I don't know, it's just something I
noticed it was she opens up the milk for her and they're chit
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chatting and she's like OK, Zosha I need to ask you some
questions as she asks her about reversing the joining and she
can't lie. So when Carol smartly changes it
up and says is there not a way to reverse the joining by her
not answering, Zosha basically tells her that yes, it could be
reversed, however she won't tellher how.
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This was the first time Zosha, she's not lying, but she does
refuse to answer. She said We can't answer
questions like that, right? Right.
So they are able to refuse. And she didn't even try to talk
around it this time. Like she basically just said, I
can't tell you one thing I noticed, and I should have
mentioned this earlier. I I thought about it when, when
Larry said this individual was Lawrence J class, the only
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person who hasn't done that, that she's talked to was Zocia
because she didn't ask her. Her name?
Her name? No, she didn't.
She found out her name from Kumba.
And I'm wondering if they did that on purpose to make Zocia
look and feel more human to us, the audience, because she never
came out and said this individual was Zocia, she just
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is Zocia. If that's the case, this is an
interesting choice by the showrunners.
Carol mentions Camp Freedom Falls and she goes, you know
about that, Which I'm assuming she must have told Helen about
it. Well, or anyone who attended the
camp is her. Mother, right?
True. So she says.
Yes. You were 16.
You were trying to figure yourself out and your mother
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sent you to a conversion therapycamp in Covington, TN, and
basically the worst people in the world were there.
Carol's like you. People smile just like they did
smile and tell me that I'm a terrible person.
You guys aren't telling me that,but it's the same vibe.
So Carol responds with, look, weknow what it's like to be you.
We're of all been human. We know what it is to be lonely
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and be sad and struggle and you don't know what it's like to be
us, which is a good point. However, she leaves out the
caveat that if Carol becomes heror us, she doesn't have the
option to get back out of it. So it's kind of an unfair
comparison because it's not likeCarol can go, well, let me test
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this out and see if I like it, and then no, I don't.
I want to come back out. But she's also not wrong.
Here's what I would say to that though.
We now know officially that there is a way to reverse it.
If Zocia knows that, everyone knows that if they wanted to,
there is a way to reverse it. But none of them want.
To That's because once they're in, I don't think you have the
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option to get back out. They're not telling Carol this.
They're not saying once you comein, you can't get back out.
But I have the feeling this you don't get the option once you're
in but. What we just found out is that
there is a way to get out. We know it can be reversed.
Right. But you're saying like other
people would do it, but I don't think they can because like you
said, if they all know how to doit, then by now somebody would
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have. Which leads me to believe they
just don't want to or they can't.
That the hive mind is better. Well, it's like a psychic glue.
So maybe it's like a glue trap. Your psyche gets into the
psychic glue and you can't unglue it and get back out of it
again. You're stuck in the glue like a
family on a flytrap on a flypaper.
Who knows? We don't know.
This is all theories. No we don't.
You know, it might be an all or nothing situation.
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An individual might not be able to free themselves from the hive
mind, but if you reverse it, everyone goes back, not just who
wants. To I mean, and if that's the
case, then if there are people in there that want to get out,
they might be being overpowered by the ones who don't.
We don't know what's going on inside the hive mind.
Carol doesn't have an answer forthat, but she looks aside at
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Zoshi's IV bag and she has a plan.
So she goes into the pharmacy and she finds a book of dosages
and tears out the page for basically what is sodium
pentathol. Anybody who watched TV or movies
in the 70s and 80s and 90s, sodium pedophile was like the
big trope. Sodium pedophile is what they
had called on TV in the 70s and 80s.
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Whenever anybody needed to get truth out of somebody, we give
them truth serum. It's not really truth serum.
It doesn't make you tell the truth.
You just lose all of your inhibitions and say whatever
comes into your. Mind medically induced drunk.
Yes, to the NTH degree. She finds the medicine she's
looking for and a doctor walks in.
The actor is the husband of the writer of this episode, Allison
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Tatlock. That is her husband playing the
doctor. OK.
She asked him if they have heroin, which is her second
reference to heroin in the show because in episode 2 when
they're like, you didn't ask anybody what it's like and she
goes, I know better than to ask a drug dealer what his heroin is
like. The doctor mentions that they
have a wing full of bodies recovering from addiction.
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That caught my interest. So are they not part of the hive
mind? Are they shut off from it
because they're druggies? Because she's he's like they're
bodies. He doesn't say people.
I wonder if they're in a medically induced coma?
Could be. When he referred to them as
bodies, first of all, I thought,OK, maybe they just refer to all
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of them as bodies because they're not individuals.
Well, this individual is known as blah blah blah anyway, But
these bodies, maybe there's nothing going on.
If they're in a medically induced coma, then they're just
bodies. They're just shells and they're
trying to rehabilitate them. Obviously once they wake up then
maybe they become part of the hive mind.
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I mean, I would wonder if it's something like their memories or
their thoughts are muddled or tainted because of the drugs.
Because you know, when you drink, you get fuzzy headed.
You don't think the same way youdo when you're sober.
Same thing with drug addiction. You don't think the same way you
would when you were sober. So is that why these people are
separate? Because they don't want
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whatever's in their brain getting into the hive mind
again. Would it encourage other
individuals to get into addiction?
I don't know. I just found it interesting that
he said bodies recovering and hetries to talk her into taking
oxycodone. Please don't take heroin.
Take oxycodone instead. That's not good enough for her.
She wants the real deal. He tells her that the closest
unadulterated heroin is 8 miles away and it's on the way.
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So then she asks for hypodermic needles.
He tries to talk her out of thattoo, but obviously the reason is
because she wants to to inject social later.
She also says she's gonna Sid Vicious this likes the Chelsea
hotel. I had to look that up.
I knew Sid Vicious died of a drug overdose.
I didn't know what the Chelsea hotel meant.
Sid Vicious was accused of killing his girlfriend at the
Chelsea Hotel when they were in a drug fueled whatever and he
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never went to trial for it because he died of a heroin
overdose later. Sid and Nancy.
Girl, it's me and you like Sid and Nancy.
So Helen goes home. She sets up a camera and injects
herself with the truth serum. She wakes up after she sleeps on
the couch and she puts the camera on and she watches what
she was doing. And the first one, she's
slurring her words. This stuff isn't, it's an
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affection it affects. This stuff doesn't work.
I love when she fast forwards and it shows her running around
the house and she turns around and looks behind her like, what
was I doing? And she stops it.
And Carol on the screen is crying.
I miss you, I miss you, I miss you, I miss you.
And her reaction almost made me cry.
But here's what I want to ask you, Rachel, do you think Carol
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is using this desire to reverse the joining as a way to avoid
dealing with Helen's death? I'm not saying she doesn't want
to reverse the joining. Obviously she does.
But the way she reacts to herself on screen is, I don't
want to say ashamed, but she's just like, I don't want to
acknowledge this right now because she she looks sad and
then she fast forwards because she just doesn't want to deal
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with it. Absolutely nobody likes sitting
around feeling sad, so we use distractions and she's got a
hell of A1 right right now keeping her busy.
I don't know if it's a consciouschoice, but it's definitely
working. She's absolutely been avoiding
feeling that grief. Well, like I said earlier, when
she didn't want the car, I felt like that's just one more thing
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to remind me of Helen and I don't need that right now.
I'll just drive around this cop car that I have no feelings for
or no connections to other than the cop who drove the car, his
wife's husband's brothers teacher or whatnot was a member
of the Ycaro fan club and she was like, ah, chills.
There's no emotional connection to that car.
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Whereas their car, that was their car.
It would be very hard for her todo that.
Listen to Ray talk about how they've done this.
She kind of just let her go, do what you want.
But she was like, then I realized that it would have to
be 1 long continuous take because they Fast forward
through it on the video. Reading from her book was funny.
And the next one she's wearing 1of Marva's crocheted hats.
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As soon as I'm not that bad. Did you get a Blair Witch vibes
with her down? Yes.
Very much, very much similar. Hat and everything.
The next section is the pirate lady rant, which OK, So what I
love the most about this is Carol agreeing with herself on
the screen. And what about that Lady?
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Is she annoying or what she's like exactly?
I may be the only person left onearth, but at least I agree with
me. Then we come down to what tipped
her off. This is what made her realize
that the sodium pentathol actually made her tell the truth
was when she asks why Zocia is so effable.
And I love that that was your name today, Rachel.
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So yes, the stuff works. It will make Zocia tell the
truth. I didn't like what happened
next. If she wants to get rid of that
SD card, she's going to need more than just flushing it down
the toilet. I thought the same thing because
there are literally an endless number of people that could wait
for that go through the sewer and find that card.
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Absolutely. I don't know why they would, but
if you're gonna destroy something, destroy it.
Right, She flushed that the way she flushed the heroin earlier.
Yeah, So she flushes the card and then she goes to visit
Sasha. And this was the part where I
had serious dislike for Carol. It was cruel and I'm as an
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emotional human, so I don't knowhow the hive mind felt about it.
Wasn't so much that she shot herup with the sodium pentathol,
whatever it was that she pretended to care before she did
it. Is she pretending?
Is she not pretending? Earlier on I was like, no, she
really is kind of coming to carefor Zocia.
But then she does this and I'm like, wow, I don't know.
That was pretty bad. And when she kept letting it go
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on, when she kept pushing and pushing and pushing and pushing,
even as she saw Zocia was struggling, she wouldn't let it
go. And that really made me angry.
I understand why she's doing it,but I cannot agree with the
method. Yeah, I think Carol is having
the same struggle we all are right now and asking herself
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that question. Are they humans?
Are they something more? Are they less?
How much do they really feel? Because we see moments where
Carol does seemingly care about Zocia.
She's helping her with her strawberry milk.
She's genuinely apologetic aboutblowing her up.
That's genuine, genuine. But then she goes and does
something like this with absolutely no regard for her
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feelings. And then she says what she says
to her. You had pointed something out.
When the whole group comes out and we see Zosia is unable to
speak, it almost looks like she's having a stroke.
And we find out she is going into cardiac arrest.
But the whole group comes out tosort of help her rescue or
whatever, and they're all sayingplease Carol, please Carol.
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But they're not in unison anymore.
It's definitely scattered. And they're not smiling either.
They're definitely not smiling, so we know that they're capable
of feeling something other than euphoria.
This is not a happy moment. I also wonder what's happening
around the rest of the world when this is going on.
Is everybody doing it? Is the whole world saying?
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So one of the things I I noticedis Carol was acting very nervous
and fidgety. So I'm wondering if they can't
pick up on subtle emotions, whatif they can only pick up on like
your blatant happy, sad, angry. When you watch her the way she's
speaking and her movements are jerky and even when she's in the
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elevator with Zocia, it's very nervous.
She's speaking fast. Do they just not pick up on that
kind of thing? That's why it has to be like a
big blah. I I would agree with you because
I think if you or I were sittingin that wheelchair as Zosha and
Carol was acting the way she was, we would have gotten
uncomfortable. That would have made you or I
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suspicious. What did you sound weird?
What's going on? But as we see the elevator doors
shut and Zosha's got a smile on her face, she doesn't seem
worried. And if she is, she's not letting
on that she suspects anything's going on behind her.
I'm thinking that they can't register subtle emotions or
anything like that. All they ever say is are you
happy, are you sad? Can we make you happy?
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I know I've gone back and talkedabout this a few times, but it
does, it really does remind me of Temperance Brennan in the
first couple of seasons of Bones.
She is highly intelligent, but she is socially awkward and she,
as a regular normal individual human being, also does not pick
up on those subtleties in other humans.
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She's aware of happy, sad, mad, angry things like that.
There's like a whole whole arc where she's literally learning
how to read facial expression because she can't, she doesn't
understand it. And so I wonder if in the
collective hive mind, they're ata level of intelligence where
they don't recognize the the subtlety in in emotion anymore
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because everything is just hyperrational and there's no.
It's good you're happy or you'resad.
There's no are you satisfied? Are you scared?
There's none of that. It's all very broad and slight.
Irritation there's no anxious, very black and white emotion,
the. Part that made me the angriest
was when Carol said don't you want to make me happy?
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It's not making me happy. Am I making you sad?
Am I making you? Sad.
That was just low, Carol. That really, really made me
angry. And I'm sure you noticed they
all had tears streaming down their face, yes?
Yes, they all had tears and the guy that was standing directly
to Carol's left, he looked angryat her.
It wasn't even not smiling or being like like Carol anything,
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like he actively looked like he was angry with her.
They were still cordial, like excuse us, Carol, please, Carol,
let us do this. Let us save her.
But. We save her.
Right. They were still cordial, but the
light wasn't there anymore. It was a very flat let us do
this. And like you said, they weren't
in unison anymore. Some of them were saying it
together, but it wasn't in unison.
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Like we just want to help you, Carol.
Like from the first episode where it was all exact.
I love the overhead shot when itseparated and then closed back
in. It looked like bacteria
engulfing a cell or something like that.
And I also love how they cut it off mid sentence.
Just leave you hanging. Very Sopranos.
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Do you have anything else to? Say, I think we nailed this one.
I think we did good. We hit everything.
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I'm sure we forgot some stuff and David will add to it.
This is why you need to be here,David.
We miss you. He shines a light in all the
nooks and crannies where we forget to look.
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No More Thing, the song that plays when she asks for muzak,
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The lyrics are when you get caught between the moon and New
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That's like the hook. I don't know what the song would
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about a rich guy who wants to find love.
I don't know. I'll tell you what.
When I watched Arthur when I wasa kid, I thought it was
hilarious. But the older I get, the more I
realize that's really sad. She also says, I know how much
it can suck to be in a hospital as a throwaway line, I feel.
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But maybe not. Yeah, people who have gone
through conversion camps, sometimes they have trouble in
their later life. Yeah, I got the impression
whatever happened there, it wasn't just verbal.
Say it that way. I don't think she carries that
much trauma by just being yelled.
At I have never been to a conversion camp therapy but I
have read about them and I know they can be pretty yes vile.
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So I'm wondering if she has muchlike Maura who found something
to live for. Maybe Helen was the something
that Carol found to live for. Maybe, but we don't know when
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This so much better Dave, we missed you.
Like Rachel said, I wish you were here.
We could have used your leadership because I suck at
this. No, you don't.
We all have our strengths. Yeah.
Thanks for being here and bye. I am Carol S Turka and Rachel is
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squawking dead.
We now know officially that there is a way to reverse it.
If Zocia knows that, everyone knows that, but they don't want
to. None of them want to that's.
Because once they're in, I don'tthink you have the option to get
back out. They're not telling Carol this
once you're in. What we just found out is that
that there is a way to get out. We know it can be reversed.
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Right. But you're saying other people
would do it, but I don't. I don't think they can because
like you said, if they all know how to do it, then by now
somebody would have if they all know how to reverse it.
Right, which leads me to believethey just don't want to we.
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This individual is also known asBlasi Gardner.
This individual was known as Cosmo Mom, 09.
It's hard to keep doing that, isn't it?
I know. So we are here to talk about the
fourth episode of Pluribus. Please, Carol.
This episode was written by Allison Tatlock and directed by
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Zetna Fuentes. Allison Tatlock was one of the
regulars in the Better Call SaulBreaking Bad world as a writer
and director. I know she did some big episodes
on Better Call Saul. She's also writes for Stranger
Things. Oh yeah, cool.
She's a writer and producer of Better Call Saul, The Whispers
Haul, Catch Fire, and Stranger Things.
She was a writer on season 5, episode 2, Fun Better Call Saul.
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For those of you don't know, there is an official podcast for
the show like there was for Breaking Bad and Better Call
Saul. They don't talk about character
arcs and things like that. What they talk about is how the
episodes are made, how they do shots, how they set this up, how
they set that up. I have listened to all of them.
And before we move on to the episode, I just want to talk
about a couple things that were very interesting that I learned
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listening to this podcast. It is hosted by one of the
editors of the show. Vince Gilligan is on every
episode and they regularly have people from the episode.
For instance, the guest people on this episode for Please Carol
were Ray C Horn and the gentleman who plays Manuelo, his
name is Carlos Manuel Bosca. I think they were all on it and
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they were talking just talking about how they do certain things
to set those things up. So one thing I want to talk
about is the sprout sequence in the last episode when she goes
to the sprouts to talk lead up. So they actually had a store for
three days and they actually cleaned out half of the store
and they CGI the rest out. So all of that was was real.
They did take everything out andthen have people bring it all
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back in. But since they only had it for
three days, they couldn't film the parking lot scenes there.
So they filmed the parking lot scenes elsewhere.
And it's really interesting to hear them talk about how they
had to make sure that every extra who was carrying something
in the Sprout scenes was carrying the same thing when
they were unloading the trucks and everything.
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And they also had to be in the same order.
It's called the Pluribus official podcast.
So go check it out if you want to hear about behind the scenes
stuff. Carol's cul-de-sac, they built
that themselves. It's not a pre-existing
neighborhood or anything, unlikein in Breaking Bad.
And part of the reason is because like with the Breaking
Bad house, Walt's house, people still go and throw pizzas on the
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roof. They put fences up.
And I know the people who own the house are like, please stop
throwing pizzas on the roof. Our house and Vince Gillen was
also like, you know, they had like a hand grenade go off and
things like that. So they decided they didn't
really want to have a real neighborhood where they had to
deal with neighbors and things like that.
So that is a place that they built themselves.
Vince Gilligan also said very plainly that you can't get
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there, so don't try and you can't fly drones over it because
it is protected airspace. Another thing of interest is
Apple Books released an excerpt from Carol's book.
It also comes with a letter fromthe author.
I read the letter. I didn't copy any.
It's it was, it's like a letter to the your public or whatever.
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But she does mention something about how everybody being the
same. Stuff like that was pretty
interesting. But the chapter that they
release is the chapter that she tells the fan to read in the
first episode when the fan is like, I just have to know if
Rabon lives, I can't live without it.
She tells her to read page 18. That is the chapter that they
released on Apple Books. And I did get it, and I did read
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it, and it is very much like a romanticy novel, very wordy and
very descriptive. Anyway, just go to Apple Books
and search for Carol Sturka, andyou can download that excerpt.
It's pretty cool. That's just a fun little Easter
egg that they threw in there. So now that that stuff is out of
the way, Rachel. Yeah.
What did you think of this episode?
It was a really good episode. I thought it was really
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interesting that we saw, oh gosh, I what was his name?
The gentleman that it opens withreally liked seeing kind of what
he was up to. We've seen some other people who
are unaffected by this virus, not a virus, whatever you want
to call it. We were able to take a lot out
of seeing what he's doing versuswhat Carol's doing.
We also got to see a lot deeper into Carol's mind, I think in
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this episode too. This has been a very enjoyable
series so far. It definitely keeps me
interested, it's giving us answers while also providing new
questions to keep us hooked, andI really appreciate that in
writing. This was the first episode that
I really, really got mad at Carroll.
And really? Disliked her?
Yes. Supposed to dislike her?
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It's not any fault with the showor anything.
I'm supposed to be mad at Carroll for what she did.
She is the definition of antihero because yes, she is
being a hero, sort of. She's not a terrible person, but
she is making really bad, terrible decisions.
Who do you think she's being a hero to besides herself?
She feels like she's being a hero to the world because she.
Thinks that. Yeah, right.
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Right. She thinks she's being a hero to
the world now. The rest of the world doesn't
see her that way, but that's because they're part of the hive
mind. I'm sure a lot more people would
agree with her if they were individuals.
The people who don't agree with her now is because they still
have family members and whatnot.If it was still the real world
and someone was trying to take away people's autonomy, I feel
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like there would be a lot more people siding with Carol.
Does that make sense? I understand it's not going on
now because but they're all under the spell.
I feel like Carol would have a lot more people behind her if
there were more of the unaffected.
Which I brought up a question I was thinking about earlier.
How many immune people died in the first kill off?
Because there's 7 billion peopleon the planet and there are 13
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survivors, which is roughly 2 survivors per billion.
So if they killed off almost a billion people in the original
die off, it stands to reason that we're at least two immune
people in that die off, possiblymore.
So I just wondered, did more immune people die because of
that? Or it's just an interesting.
I'm sure, I'm sure it did. Yeah. 12 people that survived
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now are only there because they didn't.
They weren't in a situation. In a car or a plane.
Right. Or a plane.
Yeah, exactly. What about people who have like
Alzheimer's or babies? How does a infant handle all of
the knowledge of the world in his head?
Because your brain as a baby is not fully developed.
Obviously infants are a part of it, right?
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We saw the one in the hospital. So how do infants or people with
Alzheimer's or other mental disabilities, how does a hive
mind handle them? This is something I hope that
gets explained later on. I'm just, maybe it won't, I
don't know. I'm interested in the hive mind
and how it works, and that's just one of the things I find
interesting. Yeah, it makes sense to me right
now. If we compare it to, say,
Google, we've got the Internet out there and we do our Internet
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searches. When we ask a question, we get
100 hits on different websites, and they're not all credible.
So I must wonder if these thoughts sort of come through
that way, but the most relevant are at the forefront.
When they're in the elevator andshe's like, do you want?
She asks for the music, Yeah. It's not like it just, it just
comes on like you see her clothes in her eyes and like
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kind of think about it and then a couple of seconds later the
music comes on. So it's weird how they're
connected. I want to understand the
connection more. Can they close out part of it?
Can they pick and choose what they want to intake or are they
all automatically in taking everything that happens?
Is it like ACB radio system? If you think a thought does a
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broadcast to everybody, everyonehears it and then whoever is
able to respond is who responds to it.
So if socia but put out there, hey, can somebody turn on the
muzak in this elevator and then whoever happened to be near the
the room that controls it, because obviously somebody had
to go into a room and push a button to activate that right
within the hospital. And we know that there's people
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in the hospital. We saw them all over.
So whoever was closest just did it.
It was really quick too. So I wonder, as Carol was
talking about Muzak with somebody like already heading
like show, she might ask, like maybe she's being sarcastic
about it, but we can't take thatchance.
So one of us needs to head towards the, I don't know, the
elevator control room. Whatever.
Yeah, because it it came on fairly quickly.
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It would have taken longer for somebody to walk down the
hallway to another room or. Whatever, I was thinking the
same thing this. Is part of the show that I
really find interesting is how the hive mind works and I am
ashamed to admit how much time Ispend thinking about it.
Let's start with the first scene, which is our new friend
who is searching the frequenciesfor people broadcasting and he
sets the timer for it looks like2 minutes when you look at the
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timer. But I counted it because I was
like, maybe it's the 78 seconds that the original message was
going. So I counted the seconds to see
it was not. It was like a minute.
So he's leaving it for a minute to give the opportunity for
anybody broadcasting, which obviously nobody is.
He hears flies buzzing. Flies in Vince Gilligan's world
always have meaning. Remember the fly episode in
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Breaking Bad? And I know there were some fly
things in Better Call Saul, but they're not coming to mind right
away. I don't know if they threw that
in there on purpose or if it wasa little shadow.
Hey fans, I know you know this. Like the flies buzzing reminds
him that there is a can in the trash and he pulls it out and
licks it because he's hungry, which it was very deliberate and
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very drawn out, much like she did with the doughnuts, which I
found interesting. As he's licking it, he hears
someone outside. It's one of the others coming to
take away the food that he had dumped out.
And I love the detail that she even picks up the little piece
of potato off the ground and then she brings out some fresh
food and sets it down again. This is a very Vince Gilligan
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thing. We don't skip around and show
you little bits of it. You watch the whole scene of the
lady picking the stuff up, walking to her car, putting it
in her car, bringing out the other one and walking over,
setting it down. There's no skipping around.
I love that he does these drawn out scenes.
The continuous shot. Right.
So Manuelos watches her for a minute and then we get another
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Vince Gilligan thing, which is the eye shot at the door, the
eye perspective. It was a very big and and Better
Call Saul, especially with Kim Wexler.
He goes out and looks at the food for a minute because he's
really hungry and he knocks the food over instead of eating it.
He is more Carol than Carol. He is the Uber Carol.
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I'm not sure what the differenceis.
I guess it's because his his place is fenced in and hers
wasn't. Because why do they approach her
yet they're not forcing him. They sent the lady to her to her
house as she had she engaged with her.
Why are they not sending more people to engage with him?
And what is this lady that they're sending him?
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Is she somebody special to him? Because the obviously they try
to choose a chaperone that is familiar to them in some way.
So is this his mom maybe? I don't know if I would say it
it is his mom. It absolutely could be, but I'm
more inclined to to say it's someone that is supposed to
heavily remind him of his mom just given the the age
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difference and she's definitely a a motherly figure.
I think as far as why they're not able to get as close to him,
I I think you nailed it right onthe head.
He he's fenced in. I don't think they've had the
opportunity to approach him faceto face.
Well, and I think they they require permission because when
they asked Carol later on, she'slike, who gave you permission to
go in my house or like you did? But within those gates isn't his
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house. What's stopping them from
getting through the the fence? Well that's why I'm they have to
ask permission before they can enter his area.
I also remember Zosha just turning up in her backyard but.
She stood at the gate, but she didn't come in the gate.
She was in. She was inside the girl.
Started talking to her and the gate was also.
Open, right. So I think if that fence were
open, somebody would have walkedthrough it.
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But he's not opening those gates.
It also makes me wonder what he thinks is happening.
I'm not sure how much contact he's had really with anybody.
He even wrote a note to his to the tenants or whatever, the
people who own the store storageunits and was like, oh, sorry I
had to get into your stuff. It makes me think that he does
not entirely understand what's what's happening outside those
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gates. And also they apparently have
not had much contact with him because for 33 hours they didn't
even know that he was there. Exactly.
So in the in the first scramble when everything was going on,
when he might have been more vulnerable, they didn't know he
was there to find him. But I agree with you.
Does he have any idea? He has to have some idea.
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He has to know something. Well, they've probably contacted
him by phone as we saw them do that with Carol.
Whatever was explained to him over the phone, obviously he
didn't. He didn't like that explanation
and is just sort of been shutting himself in there the
whole time. For that matter, if he was on
the radio, they could have contacted him through the radio
too. That way too.
Yeah, and that might be why he'ssearching for other signals.
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As he's walking through the storage building, he gets a
thought to get into their storage units.
So this may be a thin parallel, but he looked at the storage
unit doors the same way that Carol later looked at Zosha's
IV. She's going to break into
Zosha's consciousness and try toextract things out of it, and he
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is breaking into the storage units trying to extract, well,
food. The look on their faces was was
similar. This was an interesting montage.
Because, like, people store somecrazy stuff, man.
There's like a whole bunch of weird, weird stuff.
Haven't you ever seen Storage Wars?
Yeah, I was gonna say, I've watched a bunch of people that
get storage units and the stuff they go through and it's like,
whoa, people store some crazy stuff.
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So he finds some kind of gel packet.
It looked like like a Jello packet or something.
It looked like candy that Silas has had.
Like gooey? Like sour goo or something.
Yeah, yeah, that's, that's what it looked like to me.
I couldn't say for sure, but that's what it reminded.
Me. Yeah, that's what I was
thinking. It was like it looked like
Jelly, like maybe some kind of weird Jelly pack or something.
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He also has a couple packets of sugar, a single Creamer, which
by the way, he licked the insideof that Creamer like I have been
known to do as well. So that was a nice trip.
When I was a little kid, I used to love like when you go to a
restaurant and they'd have the bowl of creamers on the table
and I would love to drink the creamers and I would lick the
inside so. My brother did the same thing as
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a kid. Three cans of dog food and then
there were also 2 tea bags and atic tac container.
It would look like I had three or four tic tacs in it.
Why would somebody put a container with three tic tacs in
a storage unit? I don't know.
Anyway. Well.
It was probably inside of something else, right inside of
something else. What he said.
I need to store this. I mean, you never know, because
like I said, people store some weird stuff.
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I thought it was strange that they stored the dog.
Food. Yeah, I did.
Too Doesn't your dog needed that?
So, fun thing I learned from thepodcast, the dog food is
actually haggis, yeah. I would have rather eaten dog
food. It was made extra gelatinous to
look greasy and stuff on there. They couldn't have browned up
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some burger and. That may not have been acting
when he was eating it and makingthe face.
No kidding. So gross.
Yeah, it made. Me think of The Walking Dead
when sure Carl finds the dog food and Rick won't let him eat
it was that season 3 they go in the house and Darryl kills the
owl. Anyway, Rick wouldn't let Carl
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eat the dog food because it was costing him his humanity.
You're not a human if you're eating dog food.
Manuelos is using the dog food to prove his humanity.
I'm going to eat this dog food because I'm not going to eat
what you're giving me. And I love that.
After Carol called the second time, he went back to it and
started just shoveling and really angry.
Like look at you calling me. I'm going to eat this.
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I'll show you. I love that little touch I
thought it was funny but of course the phone rings and it's
Carol. He hangs up soon as she starts
talking because he thinks she's one of the joint.
He goes and sits back down to his dog food.
She calls again, he answers again and this time he tells her
leave me alone you SO BS and hangs up the phone we know from
last week. We remember the scene from last
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week when Carol's calling him. She calls back again and this
time she tells him to go F his mother Cabron.
I've heard so many people talk about how she said that word
Cabron. My gosh.
And you can see it dawn on him, of course, that wait a minute.
They don't talk to me like that.She is not one of them, no.
So he goes to write her name down, and what he writes down is
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Carol is Turkish, because that'swhat it sounds like.
She says it's Turka. So that's what it sounds like
then, right? Carol is Turkish.
I thought that was funny, too. That was the end of our cold,
open meeting, Manuelos. It gave us a lot of insight into
him. Even if he knows what's going
on, in some way he thinks that humanity is going to come back
because he takes the time to write the note.
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I had to open your storage units.
You'll get restitution for that.Yeah.
Dave says he is more stubborn than me.
He also said it's probably baby.Food.
He was talking about the Jelly packet.
I don't think it was baby food for a few reasons.
The the font on it looked like wild and zany.
Yeah, like something you'd see on a candy wrapper.
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And the consistency didn't really look like baby food
would. Baby food is more.
I agree with you, it looked likea kids candy.
Yeah, baby food has a different look to it.
It's not as gel looking, baby food is more thick.
It's food that's mushed up, so it's, yeah, not super Jelly
Consistency. I was thinking maybe something
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like that, but it probably had alot of sugar in it, which was a
lot of energy, at least for him right then.
In the moment, it was going to work for him, yeah.
I do hope we get to see him again, though.
I want these two to come together.
So Carol had the opportunity to tell him that she does want to
reverse this process. Well, in the main original
trailer there is another scene of him that we have not seen
yet. Well, I didn't think we were
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done with him. I mean, why would they?
We're going to see him. In the future, what I wonder is,
are we going to see any more of the other immune people that we
met before? But yeah, I know we're going to
see him again. He is the one who wrote out all
of the numbers on the path. They talked about it on the
podcast. Oh, wow.
He said he sat down and wrote all those numbers out.
Carol outside of the hospital, this particular scene as she's
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walking out and she's looking ather shirt, that little 5 second
clip was one of the trailers that they put out originally.
No context, just Carol walking out of the hospital looking at
her bloody shirt. He's looking for a car and she
gets into this car and when she starts it up, it sounds like
there is a cassette tape in it. The way it sounds because the
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genie in a bottle is it sounds really weird.
Well, and I'm pretty sure there's no music on the radio
right now. Right.
So it has to be like, right. But even if it was like a DVD,
it wouldn't be making that weirdsquealing.
So obviously this old car has a cassette player in it.
It apparently smells bad becauseshe sniffs her armpit to see if
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it's her that is smelling in thecar and then after a minute she
just gets out. This is just too much.
I can't even deal with this car.And she turns around and she
sees a cop car. She takes a cop car and the
others start talking to her. They offer to get her her old
car back and take the alcohol sensor off and she says no.
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And the way she said no makes methink that she doesn't want to
deal with. Anything that has to do with
Helen yet? I don't want that extra reminder
of Helen by driving this car. I just think she's doing
everything she can not to accepttheir help in any way, shape or
form. They mentioned Adam 12 which I
looked up and I couldn't find any.
I don't know what that to mention too.
It was ATV show in the 60s that no, it was not Shatner.
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Dave Shatner wasn't in that. I went online today and read a
long thing about it. I couldn't find any connection.
I think they just threw it in there because it was where they
used CBS or whatever. But basically it was about a
young policeman who is coming onto the force and he shows a
lot of promise. So an older policeman who was
about to retire decides to stay on and help him grow into the
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ranks of the police, of the police force.
She pulls up to her house and there are several of the others
out there cleaning up her house,patching up the holes from the
hand grenade. Including.
Including the mayor of Albuquerque himself.
When she says you're the effing mayor, that really is the mayor
of Albuquerque. And he really was out there
working, doing those things. She also says later when she
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asked for a volunteer, she's like, not a politician.
I thought that was funny becausethey're all the same.
What's the difference if you gethim or anybody else, all the
politicians going to be in there.
She says, who gave you permission to go in my house?
And their reply, as you did whenyou were in the ambulance with
Zosia and we said, do you want us to clean up your house?
And you kind of absolutely nodded.
So while they ask permission, they also have a wide range of
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what they will accept as a yes. She was obviously not in her
right mind. Things were going on and she
never really said yes. But they kind of took that and
ran with it, which I found interesting.
They respect her boundaries but they will also take any instance
to cross that boundary. She goes inside and she opens up
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her big whiteboard with all of her notes for the next blood
song book and I spent 1/2 an hour when she hit this board and
trying to read everything on it.The majority of it is wanting to
kill Raban off for real. How to do it?
She has things about sand flea people.
She has things about elixirs andlove potions.
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She has a big message up there that says kill Raban for real
and in parentheses, ask Val who was there, Her agent.
So these are all notes that she took prior to the event, right?
Correct. This was her idea before they
sent Pirate Lady Raban looking. Whatever.
I almost wonder if this was something Helen didn't know
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about, that she had planned to try to kill Rabban off.
Possibly. Maybe Helen doesn't look at her
notes right and things like that.
Sort. It's her process.
Right. And it is.
She does say ask Val. She doesn't say anything about
asking Helen on it. But I feel like she is so tired
of this being what she does thatshe really just wants to be done
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with this series. She doesn't consider it worthy
of her writing. It's trash to her.
And so she's like, let me just kill this guy off so I can be
done with this series and I can move on to something else.
But it might hurt her career if she does that.
I took a lot of notes up on the board, so hold on.
On the left side of the board, she has a list of things that
she wants to do and she has little check boxes next to them
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and Research Skin Mites was one,and that one is checked off.
Reread 12th Night, that one is also checked off.
So I looked up 12th Night, whichI have read that before, but I'm
not a Shakespearean scholar so I'd forgot a lot of it.
But basically it's about people pretending to be other people
and it's a comedy of errors. So I kind of see what they're
getting at with it here. She also has Shakespearean
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reference written in in big letters across the board.
Oh, a quote from 12th Night, a famous quote.
Some are born great, some achieve great greatness, others
have greatness thrust upon them.So does she have greatness
thrust upon her right now? She thinks she does because she
wants to be the hero. It also says review Helen's
reader feedback, but she has notchecked that box.
There's another one that says toto be determined discussion, and
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then I couldn't read the rest ofit and that one was not checked
off. There's a lot of things about
elixirs and love potions. For one thing, it's interesting
to see an author's thought process on the board and then
that leads into her using the other whiteboard for her thought
process is on the others and what she writes there is what I
know about them. Eager to please would give me an
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A bomb. Can't kill, not a family except
for the 886,000,000. People, they didn't kill them
though, right? They died under circumstance.
Don't play favorites all jerks the same.
That's referring to Kumba, of course, and trying to change me
and then weirdly honest with thequestion mark.
So she decides to test that. And of course, she's like, I
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need a volunteer. And the mayor's like, oh, she's
like, not a politician. So she picks Jeff Hiller, who
was the guy in the bicycle shorts outfit.
Now, Jeff Hiller, he was in a show called Somebody Somewhere,
which is a great show. He was really good in that.
He has also lately been on Wait,Wait, Don't Tell Me, the NPR
show as a guest. He's really funny on that too.
Who's in the 10th season of American Horror Story, too?
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Yes, you said he looks like a serial killer.
No, he is. He is a serial killer.
Right right, right. You said that he is and I said
yes I agree. He looks like 1.
Yeah, he has a terrifying face. I mean, love him, but yeah,
terrifying. One of the little funny behind
the scenes things is as they were filming this, it's really
hot in Albuquerque and he was wearing this bicycle suit and
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it's hot on set and he's saying something about he's like, oh,
it's hot in here. My bicycle suit is the suit is
riding up in the front. And Vince Gilligan says, I told
him, hey, you know, these peopledon't care about that.
Don't worry about it. And Ray Seahor says it as Vince
Gilligan walks away. Jeff went, but Jeff does.
It was just really funny. Jeff Hiller has a sit down and
she starts asking him questions about her books.
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What do you think of my book books?
We love them. She's like, but what do you love
about them? We love everything about them.
What exactly? Character arcs, plot twists.
We love all of it because it's an expression of you.
But she doesn't think they're worth being an expression of
her. This is just how she makes
money. So, like, I don't feel like that
was very endearing to her. Basically, she calls bull.
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She's like, you've never even read it.
And he responds by citing a paragraph about how she
described a dress. She's like, well, you think it's
better than Shakespeare? And he's like, yeah, it's better
than Shakespeare. Or as good.
As good as Shakespeare. It was comparable, yeah, so.
Basically, he's like, look, we see your work through eyes that
loved your work. And there were people out there
that that love her work. And he brings up a case of Moira
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McAllister. And as she says, the crazy lady
from Kansas City who sends me crocheted hats, that is hurtful.
As someone who has sent crochet gifts to people, that's very
hurt. And he just like, basically your
books saved her life. He doesn't come around and say
it, but he insinuates that she was going to UN alive herself
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and that Carol's books gave her something to live for.
OK, so I want to say that I can.I can sympathize with that.
I wasn't to a place where I was like considering killing myself.
But other people's art gave me something to look forward to.
And Rachel has done the same foryou.
We're all part of this Walking Dead family because the art
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spoke to us and even though other people are like, oh, that
stupid zombie show, it means something to us.
So I understand what he is saying, and I wish that Carol
could. I don't feel like she really
understands that. I completely agree.
We know what it's like to get lost in this fantasy world and
have it give us hope for real life.
Carol obviously doesn't see it like that for people.
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I mean, she's seen the effects of it by meeting her fans and
getting their perspectives, but I am not sure Carol can see
beyond the end of her own nose. She just sees what directly
effects her and not how much good she's actually putting out
there for people. Like you said, she thinks this
writing is trash. She doesn't think there's any
substance to it. It's it's cotton candy, like
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Helen said. It's a money maker.
Having Helen validate what she thinks about it herself.
All this time Helen's been like,no, it's it's great, people love
it, It's awesome. And now here is is Larry
validating her worry that Helen really didn't think they were
good. They were OK.
They they were fun. They were.
They were harmless. And you can see the
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uncomfortableness and the pain that it's causing him to tell
Carol this, which opens up just a whole entire new line of
questioning for me. Why is it so important?
Why are they going so far out oftheir way to make Carol and and
everybody else for that matter, happy?
Why is their emotional state so important to the hive mind?
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I can't think of a reason long term.
What is it going to mean to themin the end to satisfy them?
Yeah, I wonder that too. Aside from being afraid of Carol
or or any of them really, but Carol in particular, because
she's the one that shows she's already right.
She's the one that's lost her temper and everything.
I think it, a lot of it is goingto go back to being sent to Camp
Freedom Falls, where I guaranteeyou she was told that she was
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nothing because of how she felt and she was no good.
I'm not saying that's all of it,but when you're 16, that is very
devastating to you. Well.
She was obviously told how she felt was wrong.
She was told that basically there's something wrong with her
and we need to fix you. For anybody, that's devastating.
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But a teenager who's still trying to figure out who they
are, and by your mother, someonewho's supposed to love you
unconditionally, extra devastating.
And obviously it shaped who she is.
As an adult she's accepted who she is, but I'm not so sure she
likes who she is. She feels a need to prove that
she is someone, so to her, what she's writing now is mindless
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drivel. But everybody loves it.
Everybody loves it, but she can't accept that because it's
not what she thinks is good enough.
Sure, I I completely agree. However, I think she's in a
state of mind where, let's say things were different and she
was able to publish Bitter Chrysalis and everybody loved
it. I still don't think she'd
believe it because of how she feels about herself.
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You can't accept the love and acceptance from other people
until you feel it about yourself, and I think that's
where Carol's at. Right.
She had love and acceptance fromHelen and now hearing
unequivocally that what she feared the most was true about
how Helen felt, a thought about her is devastating.
Well, about her book. About her book, right?
But not about her personally, but about her books.
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Exactly. But yes, as an artist, I'm sure
Carol feels that even though those books are trashed, they're
still a part of her. Yes, by Helen saying oh, those
books are just cotton candy, she's just reinforcing what
Carol's feared all along. She's taking it as a personal
attack on her and not just a critique on the writing.
Absolutely. That is not helped when Larry
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tells her that Helen never finished Bitter, Bitter
Chrysalis either. Yeah.
Jumped ahead to the end. The one that she is so proud of
and wants to release. And it feels like this is
what'll make me. I'll be Shakespeare with this,
not with that other stuff. That had to be especially
devastating. Now.
And again, you were right. You can see how much it pains
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Larry to say it. Zocia couldn't choose because it
would hurt one of their feelings.
But Larry is being forced to hurt her feelings and you can
see it in his in his face. In previous episodes, we've had
conversations and you've questioned whether or not not
they understand the emotional aspect of humanity.
And I think the more we get intothis, they do.
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It's not always the rational choice, but they are definitely
aware of the emotional aspect and they feel it and they
recognize it. But because they have so much
rational knowledge and what it takes to survive, emotions just
don't play a big part in any of their thought process or any of
their decision making. But obviously Carol is still a
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very emotional being and so so they know.
Again, it's only been a week since Helen died too.
This is not months later where she's had time to heal in a very
stressful A. Very stressful week.
No support week. Exactly.
David doesn't want to join us onscreen, but he's definitely here
in spirit. And he says Harold's probably
working to earn Helen's love irrationally, like she probably
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did with her parents. Also irrationally, yes, yes, we
all want to be loved, but there's a right and a wrong way
to earn that love, right? You want to be loved
unconditionally for who you are.And if you have to change who
you are to get that love, is it real love?
David also says Helen actually loves her freely, whereas her
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parents chose to deny her love. Right, because Carol didn't
change into what her parents wanted.
They weren't going to give her that love, but Helen does.
Helen loves who she is. The critiques that Carol's
hearing right now from Larry have nothing to do with her as a
person. It's about her books and they
were very good money making big selling books.
I her and Helen a couple like before she started writing?
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Or did her and Helen meet because of her writing?
Yeah, they haven't talked about that.
OK, I just. I wonder if Helen had something
to do with Carol's success in writing and that's sort of how
they met. Maybe she was a PR person or I
don't know, but I almost wonder if Helen played a part in
getting her books where they are.
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I mean as her manager, I'm sure she had a hand in it in some.
Way. But what came first, right?
The relationship or the management?
Racy Horn's face acting once again.
I mean, I say it every week. But phenomenal.
She makes me want to cry. I mean, I'm just sitting there
watching her like I want to cry for you, Carol.
I'm sorry. But not before you got really
mad at her. First you got mad, then you
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went, oh, I'm sorry. I got mad at her later because,
yeah, the things she did. Here's the other thing though.
They have access to Helens memories, but Helen does not
have the option to refute those memories or the context of those
memories. She is not there to say, yeah, I
thought that. But the truth is it's, you know
I'm saying. But all of her was uploaded
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prior to her death, so mentally she is all in there with them.
When you read a script, it's notgoing to be the same as when
somebody acts it out. So they're just reading her
script without her being there to act out what is being.
I mean, arguably, aren't they doing that with everyone in the
hive mind? Because we kind of talked about
whether or not an individual could come forward when she's
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talking to Larry. If, if, if Larry in the hive
mind could sort of come forward and be in that conference or, or
if there are no more individuals.
Individuals don't exist anymore.It's all just one brain wave, in
which case Helen is there as much as anyone else's.
I kind of feel like maybe a little bit of their personality
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remains because the way Larry acts with Carol is different
than how Zosha acts with her, and minimally.
OK, I would need some examples. When she asked Larry his name,
he's very unsure, but when she'stalking to Zocia, Zocia is not
unsure about what she's saying to her.
Maybe Larry was a shy kind of guy and that little bit of
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shyness still comes through, whereas Zocia probably was not.
And she's very comfortable and forward with Carol.
If they're all the hive mind andZocia's been with her, then they
should all be comfortable with Carol.
But I see that Larry was not particularly.
I didn't really notice that whenI watched.
It seems like every time she talks to someone it's like the
next person's just picking up the same conversation that has
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been had, if that makes sense. Well, I mean, I agree with you
there, but what I'm saying is they the way they present
themselves to her is slightly different.
And like, like I said, Larry haslike this tone, like he's kind
of reticent and shy, whereas OSHA didn't have that at all.
She was like, hi Carol, we wish you would drink some more water.
Not like this, because when she's like, what's your name?
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He kind of like your name. Your name?
Your name? Yeah.
And. He was like this individual was
Lawrence Jake. So I just it's slightly
different. Like the it's still they're
still saying the same things, but I feel like the tone is
slightly different. So she got the information she
needed, right? They can't lie to her.
They can avoid things, which he tried several times to avoid
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telling her things. He tells her that Helen thought
it was me, it was OK. She's like she read 137 pages in
three paragraphs. It's 489 pages long.
She tells Larry to leave, which he does, and.
And then she erases the questionmark.
And puts can't lie. So she goes to the hospital to
see Zocia. And one thing I want to point
out is there is a whole lot of milk in this show.
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I pointed out in the first two episodes that the truck that
they drive to pick up the dead body, when we have Zocia's cold
open, the truck they drive to pick up the body is a milk
truck. The truck that they're flying
over when she flies the plane isa yogurt truck.
There's oat milk in the refrigerator in episode 3 shows
what you know is effers. Then in this episode, we've got
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strawberry milk. I didn't so watch the next
episode, but I did see the title.
Oh. Got milk.
Milk is a thing apparently in this show.
Take from that what you will because what is it like a
nourishment and mother, I don't know, it's just something I
noticed it was she opens up the milk for her and they're chit
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chatting and she's like OK, Zosha I need to ask you some
questions as she asks her about reversing the joining and she
can't lie. So when Carol smartly changes it
up and says is there not a way to reverse the joining by her
not answering, Zosha basically tells her that yes, it could be
reversed, however she won't tellher how.
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This was the first time Zosha, she's not lying, but she does
refuse to answer. She said We can't answer
questions like that, right? Right.
So they are able to refuse. And she didn't even try to talk
around it this time. Like she basically just said, I
can't tell you one thing I noticed, and I should have
mentioned this earlier. I I thought about it when, when
Larry said this individual was Lawrence J class, the only
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person who hasn't done that, that she's talked to was Zocia
because she didn't ask her. Her name?
Her name? No, she didn't.
She found out her name from Kumba.
And I'm wondering if they did that on purpose to make Zocia
look and feel more human to us, the audience, because she never
came out and said this individual was Zocia, she just
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is Zocia. If that's the case, this is an
interesting choice by the showrunners.
Carol mentions Camp Freedom Falls and she goes, you know
about that, Which I'm assuming she must have told Helen about
it. Well, or anyone who attended the
camp is her. Mother, right?
True. So she says.
Yes. You were 16.
You were trying to figure yourself out and your mother
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sent you to a conversion therapycamp in Covington, TN, and
basically the worst people in the world were there.
Carol's like you. People smile just like they did
smile and tell me that I'm a terrible person.
You guys aren't telling me that,but it's the same vibe.
So Carol responds with, look, weknow what it's like to be you.
We're of all been human. We know what it is to be lonely
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and be sad and struggle and you don't know what it's like to be
us, which is a good point. However, she leaves out the
caveat that if Carol becomes heror us, she doesn't have the
option to get back out of it. So it's kind of an unfair
comparison because it's not likeCarol can go, well, let me test
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this out and see if I like it, and then no, I don't.
I want to come back out. But she's also not wrong.
Here's what I would say to that though.
We now know officially that there is a way to reverse it.
If Zocia knows that, everyone knows that if they wanted to,
there is a way to reverse it. But none of them want.
To That's because once they're in, I don't think you have the
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option to get back out. They're not telling Carol this.
They're not saying once you comein, you can't get back out.
But I have the feeling this you don't get the option once you're
in but. What we just found out is that
there is a way to get out. We know it can be reversed.
Right. But you're saying like other
people would do it, but I don't think they can because like you
said, if they all know how to doit, then by now somebody would
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have. Which leads me to believe they
just don't want to or they can't.
That the hive mind is better. Well, it's like a psychic glue.
So maybe it's like a glue trap. Your psyche gets into the
psychic glue and you can't unglue it and get back out of it
again. You're stuck in the glue like a
family on a flytrap on a flypaper.
Who knows? We don't know.
This is all theories. No we don't.
You know, it might be an all or nothing situation.
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An individual might not be able to free themselves from the hive
mind, but if you reverse it, everyone goes back, not just who
wants. To I mean, and if that's the
case, then if there are people in there that want to get out,
they might be being overpowered by the ones who don't.
We don't know what's going on inside the hive mind.
Carol doesn't have an answer forthat, but she looks aside at
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Zoshi's IV bag and she has a plan.
So she goes into the pharmacy and she finds a book of dosages
and tears out the page for basically what is sodium
pentathol. Anybody who watched TV or movies
in the 70s and 80s and 90s, sodium pedophile was like the
big trope. Sodium pedophile is what they
had called on TV in the 70s and 80s.
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Whenever anybody needed to get truth out of somebody, we give
them truth serum. It's not really truth serum.
It doesn't make you tell the truth.
You just lose all of your inhibitions and say whatever
comes into your. Mind medically induced drunk.
Yes, to the NTH degree. She finds the medicine she's
looking for and a doctor walks in.
The actor is the husband of the writer of this episode, Allison
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Tatlock. That is her husband playing the
doctor. OK.
She asked him if they have heroin, which is her second
reference to heroin in the show because in episode 2 when
they're like, you didn't ask anybody what it's like and she
goes, I know better than to ask a drug dealer what his heroin is
like. The doctor mentions that they
have a wing full of bodies recovering from addiction.
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That caught my interest. So are they not part of the hive
mind? Are they shut off from it
because they're druggies? Because she's he's like they're
bodies. He doesn't say people.
I wonder if they're in a medically induced coma?
Could be. When he referred to them as
bodies, first of all, I thought,OK, maybe they just refer to all
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of them as bodies because they're not individuals.
Well, this individual is known as blah blah blah anyway, But
these bodies, maybe there's nothing going on.
If they're in a medically induced coma, then they're just
bodies. They're just shells and they're
trying to rehabilitate them. Obviously once they wake up then
maybe they become part of the hive mind.
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I mean, I would wonder if it's something like their memories or
their thoughts are muddled or tainted because of the drugs.
Because you know, when you drink, you get fuzzy headed.
You don't think the same way youdo when you're sober.
Same thing with drug addiction. You don't think the same way you
would when you were sober. So is that why these people are
separate? Because they don't want
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whatever's in their brain getting into the hive mind
again. Would it encourage other
individuals to get into addiction?
I don't know. I just found it interesting that
he said bodies recovering and hetries to talk her into taking
oxycodone. Please don't take heroin.
Take oxycodone instead. That's not good enough for her.
She wants the real deal. He tells her that the closest
unadulterated heroin is 8 miles away and it's on the way.
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So then she asks for hypodermic needles.
He tries to talk her out of thattoo, but obviously the reason is
because she wants to to inject social later.
She also says she's gonna Sid Vicious this likes the Chelsea
hotel. I had to look that up.
I knew Sid Vicious died of a drug overdose.
I didn't know what the Chelsea hotel meant.
Sid Vicious was accused of killing his girlfriend at the
Chelsea Hotel when they were in a drug fueled whatever and he
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never went to trial for it because he died of a heroin
overdose later. Sid and Nancy.
Girl, it's me and you like Sid and Nancy.
So Helen goes home. She sets up a camera and injects
herself with the truth serum. She wakes up after she sleeps on
the couch and she puts the camera on and she watches what
she was doing. And the first one, she's
slurring her words. This stuff isn't, it's an
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affection it affects. This stuff doesn't work.
I love when she fast forwards and it shows her running around
the house and she turns around and looks behind her like, what
was I doing? And she stops it.
And Carol on the screen is crying.
I miss you, I miss you, I miss you, I miss you.
And her reaction almost made me cry.
But here's what I want to ask you, Rachel, do you think Carol
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is using this desire to reverse the joining as a way to avoid
dealing with Helen's death? I'm not saying she doesn't want
to reverse the joining. Obviously she does.
But the way she reacts to herself on screen is, I don't
want to say ashamed, but she's just like, I don't want to
acknowledge this right now because she she looks sad and
then she fast forwards because she just doesn't want to deal
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with it. Absolutely nobody likes sitting
around feeling sad, so we use distractions and she's got a
hell of A1 right right now keeping her busy.
I don't know if it's a consciouschoice, but it's definitely
working. She's absolutely been avoiding
feeling that grief. Well, like I said earlier, when
she didn't want the car, I felt like that's just one more thing
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to remind me of Helen and I don't need that right now.
I'll just drive around this cop car that I have no feelings for
or no connections to other than the cop who drove the car, his
wife's husband's brothers teacher or whatnot was a member
of the Ycaro fan club and she was like, ah, chills.
There's no emotional connection to that car.
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Whereas their car, that was their car.
It would be very hard for her todo that.
Listen to Ray talk about how they've done this.
She kind of just let her go, do what you want.
But she was like, then I realized that it would have to
be 1 long continuous take because they Fast forward
through it on the video. Reading from her book was funny.
And the next one she's wearing 1of Marva's crocheted hats.
(46:12):
As soon as I'm not that bad. Did you get a Blair Witch vibes
with her down? Yes.
Very much, very much similar. Hat and everything.
The next section is the pirate lady rant, which OK, So what I
love the most about this is Carol agreeing with herself on
the screen. And what about that Lady?
(46:33):
Is she annoying or what she's like exactly?
I may be the only person left onearth, but at least I agree with
me. Then we come down to what tipped
her off. This is what made her realize
that the sodium pentathol actually made her tell the truth
was when she asks why Zocia is so effable.
And I love that that was your name today, Rachel.
(46:54):
So yes, the stuff works. It will make Zocia tell the
truth. I didn't like what happened
next. If she wants to get rid of that
SD card, she's going to need more than just flushing it down
the toilet. I thought the same thing because
there are literally an endless number of people that could wait
for that go through the sewer and find that card.
(47:15):
Absolutely. I don't know why they would, but
if you're gonna destroy something, destroy it.
Right, She flushed that the way she flushed the heroin earlier.
Yeah, So she flushes the card and then she goes to visit
Sasha. And this was the part where I
had serious dislike for Carol. It was cruel and I'm as an
(47:36):
emotional human, so I don't knowhow the hive mind felt about it.
Wasn't so much that she shot herup with the sodium pentathol,
whatever it was that she pretended to care before she did
it. Is she pretending?
Is she not pretending? Earlier on I was like, no, she
really is kind of coming to carefor Zocia.
But then she does this and I'm like, wow, I don't know.
That was pretty bad. And when she kept letting it go
(47:58):
on, when she kept pushing and pushing and pushing and pushing,
even as she saw Zocia was struggling, she wouldn't let it
go. And that really made me angry.
I understand why she's doing it,but I cannot agree with the
method. Yeah, I think Carol is having
the same struggle we all are right now and asking herself
(48:19):
that question. Are they humans?
Are they something more? Are they less?
How much do they really feel? Because we see moments where
Carol does seemingly care about Zocia.
She's helping her with her strawberry milk.
She's genuinely apologetic aboutblowing her up.
That's genuine, genuine. But then she goes and does
something like this with absolutely no regard for her
(48:39):
feelings. And then she says what she says
to her. You had pointed something out.
When the whole group comes out and we see Zosia is unable to
speak, it almost looks like she's having a stroke.
And we find out she is going into cardiac arrest.
But the whole group comes out tosort of help her rescue or
whatever, and they're all sayingplease Carol, please Carol.
(49:00):
But they're not in unison anymore.
It's definitely scattered. And they're not smiling either.
They're definitely not smiling, so we know that they're capable
of feeling something other than euphoria.
This is not a happy moment. I also wonder what's happening
around the rest of the world when this is going on.
Is everybody doing it? Is the whole world saying?
(49:22):
So one of the things I I noticedis Carol was acting very nervous
and fidgety. So I'm wondering if they can't
pick up on subtle emotions, whatif they can only pick up on like
your blatant happy, sad, angry. When you watch her the way she's
speaking and her movements are jerky and even when she's in the
(49:43):
elevator with Zocia, it's very nervous.
She's speaking fast. Do they just not pick up on that
kind of thing? That's why it has to be like a
big blah. I I would agree with you because
I think if you or I were sittingin that wheelchair as Zosha and
Carol was acting the way she was, we would have gotten
uncomfortable. That would have made you or I
(50:03):
suspicious. What did you sound weird?
What's going on? But as we see the elevator doors
shut and Zosha's got a smile on her face, she doesn't seem
worried. And if she is, she's not letting
on that she suspects anything's going on behind her.
I'm thinking that they can't register subtle emotions or
anything like that. All they ever say is are you
happy, are you sad? Can we make you happy?
(50:26):
I know I've gone back and talkedabout this a few times, but it
does, it really does remind me of Temperance Brennan in the
first couple of seasons of Bones.
She is highly intelligent, but she is socially awkward and she,
as a regular normal individual human being, also does not pick
up on those subtleties in other humans.
(50:46):
She's aware of happy, sad, mad, angry things like that.
There's like a whole whole arc where she's literally learning
how to read facial expression because she can't, she doesn't
understand it. And so I wonder if in the
collective hive mind, they're ata level of intelligence where
they don't recognize the the subtlety in in emotion anymore
(51:07):
because everything is just hyperrational and there's no.
It's good you're happy or you'resad.
There's no are you satisfied? Are you scared?
There's none of that. It's all very broad and slight.
Irritation there's no anxious, very black and white emotion,
the. Part that made me the angriest
was when Carol said don't you want to make me happy?
(51:29):
It's not making me happy. Am I making you sad?
Am I making you? Sad.
That was just low, Carol. That really, really made me
angry. And I'm sure you noticed they
all had tears streaming down their face, yes?
Yes, they all had tears and the guy that was standing directly
to Carol's left, he looked angryat her.
It wasn't even not smiling or being like like Carol anything,
(51:50):
like he actively looked like he was angry with her.
They were still cordial, like excuse us, Carol, please, Carol,
let us do this. Let us save her.
But. We save her.
Right. They were still cordial, but the
light wasn't there anymore. It was a very flat let us do
this. And like you said, they weren't
in unison anymore. Some of them were saying it
together, but it wasn't in unison.
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Like we just want to help you, Carol.
Like from the first episode where it was all exact.
I love the overhead shot when itseparated and then closed back
in. It looked like bacteria
engulfing a cell or something like that.
And I also love how they cut it off mid sentence.
Just leave you hanging. Very Sopranos.
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This is why you need to be here,David.
We miss you. He shines a light in all the
nooks and crannies where we forget to look.
He opens things up that we don'tthink of.
No More Thing, the song that plays when she asks for muzak,
is Arthur's theme from the movieArthur.
The lyrics are when you get caught between the moon and New
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That's like the hook. I don't know what the song would
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about a rich guy who wants to find love.
I don't know. I'll tell you what.
When I watched Arthur when I wasa kid, I thought it was
hilarious. But the older I get, the more I
realize that's really sad. She also says, I know how much
it can suck to be in a hospital as a throwaway line, I feel.
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But maybe not. Yeah, people who have gone
through conversion camps, sometimes they have trouble in
their later life. Yeah, I got the impression
whatever happened there, it wasn't just verbal.
Say it that way. I don't think she carries that
much trauma by just being yelled.
At I have never been to a conversion camp therapy but I
have read about them and I know they can be pretty yes vile.
(55:03):
So I'm wondering if she has muchlike Maura who found something
to live for. Maybe Helen was the something
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This so much better Dave, we missed you.
Like Rachel said, I wish you were here.
We could have used your leadership because I suck at
this. No, you don't.
We all have our strengths. Yeah.
Thanks for being here and bye. I am Carol S Turka and Rachel is
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