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August 12, 2025 103 mins

From her balcony in Pakistan, Nikki Kingsley imagined ending it all. Trapped in an arranged marriage, confined to her home, and living in a culture where she could not leave the house without permission, she felt utterly hopeless. Something had to change.


After a daring escape to America, Nikki turned to Allah for comfort and spiritual strength. But her journey took an unexpected turn when she began receiving locutions from Jesus and Mary, messages that revealed the faith she had been raised in did not fully reflect the depth and reality of God’s love.


In this powerful testimony, you will hear the extraordinary story of a woman who risked everything to follow Christ. Her testimony offers both a powerful witness to the truth present in the Christian faith and a sobering look at the unseen challenges faced by many Muslim women around the world.


Nikki’s book: https://amzn.to/3UlSZLH

Nikki's website: https://nikkikingsley.com


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00:00:00 - Intro

00:02:31 - Arranged Marriage

11:26 - ProlifeProviders.com

00:12:00 - Rationalizing her marriage

00:15:00 - The thing that crushed me the most…

00:16:53 - Starting to practice Muslim faith

00:23:19 - We Heart Nutrition

00:24:17 - The Escape

00:29:59 - Seven Weeks Coffee

00:35:13 - St Patrick’s Cathedral

00:46:45 - First Christian service

00:53:57 - Sitting in a pew by myself

01:00:56 - What happened next?

01:04:11 - Nikki’s prayers during this time

01:17:35 - Other surprises?

01:28:38 - Biggest differences between Islam and Christianity

01:37:46 - Is Mary a distraction?

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