THOUGHTS & BANGERS

THOUGHTS & BANGERS

An "audio journal", in the style of the movie Pump Up the Volume —My mind and music on shuffle, complete with fumbled speech, scattered thoughts and dead air for thinking. My Ramblings, tangents, and thoughts on the beset of everyday life. You can also send in whatever you want me to talk/think about; lowercasehate@gmail.com

Episodes

September 12, 2020 76 mins
  • Last days at concord, “exit interview”.
  • Pvt in basic training calls dispatch.
  • Cobra Kai on Netflix.
  • Bear river with gf parents.
  • Hot ass Wedding.
  • Made some Ski free pins/stickers.
  • First week at VA, Contacted old LT about an interview.
  • Brought car in to dealer, dealt with shitty advisor.



The Music:

1: “Square Hammer”

Ghost

Album: Popestar EP



2: “Children of the Void”

Ramirez



3: “20...

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  • Roll up your windows at late night drive thrus.
  • Camping with gfs family.
  • Heard a kid, unintentionally say some profound shit, “I wish today was yesterday”.
  • Gretel and Hansel.
  • The last dance documentary.
  • Gf similarities.
  • Martinez VA physical/HR madness
  • Getting fat.
  • California is on fire and i don’t mind.
  • I Like targeted ads.


Music:

1: “Migrant Mother”

Protest The Hero

Album: Palimpsest


2: “HURT...

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July 14, 2020 76 mins
Childs play “reimagining”. Burn motherfucker burn documentary. A beautiful day in the neighborhood. I Thought i saw group of UFOs. lowercase Hate for a Fucked up Panera order. Da 5 bloods. Dweeb at work doing some scooby doo mystery shit. Martinez VA job offer. Good boy. Euro vision Fire Saga. Guns Akimbo Virtual AT Watched Schindler’s List all the way through. The music: 1: “Holy Roller” - Sig...
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June 8, 2020 72 mins

This one isn’t very topic heavy, just bored…


here’s the music:

1: “Shattered Dreams”

Johnny Hates Jazz

Album: Turn Back The Clock


2: “Toy Soldiers”

Martika

Album: Martika (Expanded Edition)


3: “Everybody Knows”

Leonard Cohen

Album: Im Your Man


Hit me up o...

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June 3, 2020 93 mins

Alrighty finally gonna wrap up the big gap in time with Part 3…

Heres what i went over:

  • Break up with my girlfriend.
  • The movie Parasite.
  • “  “ Blow the man down.
  • Finished my 6 year Back tattoo. here’s an imgur link to the design/actual tattoo: ( https://imgur.com/a/tMNXEx3 )
  • Watched the Avatar cartoon.
  • The Adam Sandler movie Uncut Gems.
  • Napoleon dynamite cartoon.
  • New girl, my buddies gf set me up with.

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May 30, 2020 71 mins

The unofficial part 2 since the big gap in episodes.

Microphone still sounds a little goofy to me after some tweaking

but whatever this isn’t joe Rogan or anything.


More of the things that I did are:

  • Watched all of Madmen.
  • Refund deductible for my hit and run.
  • The new show Hollywood in Netflix and how it’s portrayal of gay culture in the 50s is kind of inaccurate and how annoying it is that the characters emotion turn ...
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May 29, 2020 71 mins

its been 2 fuc|kin months since the last episode, holy shi|t!


so here’s some of the life that’s happened between then and now…

  • My Computer breaking/new microphone
  • Did a podcast with some dude who asked for guests on reddit.
  • Took my car in to get repaired after the side swipe accident.
  • “Crip Camp” docu.
  • Guy fell off the boat at work.

i rambled on for a hot min about the computer situation, only cuz it just re...

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March 19, 2020 204 mins
  • Tip argument
  • American assassin
  • Interview Martinez
  • Marshmallow tattoo
  • Planet fitness
  • 1917
  • Fantasy island
  • I am not ok with This
  • Girlfriends first road ride
  • Kid Crying at sleep over
  • Lil peep doc
  • ZZ Top doc
  • Drill
  • Coronavirus
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February 16, 2020 111 mins

Long ass episode, lotta life happened since the last time so here’s a quick paraphrased run down:

Ep 42:

  • Letterkenny turned out ok.
  • Rode in Dublin and mount Diablo.
  • End of car maintenance warranty.
  • New tires for my bike.
  • Lost in space on Netflix.
  • “You” season 3.
  • Postmates drivers not finding address.
  • New black dahlia album.
  • Car accident hit and run.
  • friend from vegas visit.
  • Tree fell on someones car at work...
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January 24, 2020 98 mins

not in this order…

  • the moms company party.
  • Legit smoking weed and getting high for the first time.
  • Ticket on the bay bridge.
  • S.F. va interview.
  • Ate at a nice place called Diggers in concord.
  • Aaron Hernandez doc. on Netflix.


the music you enjoyed:

1.) “Infant Gangnam Style”

Infant Annihilator


2.) “East 1999 (remix)”

Bone Thugs N Harmony

Album: 13 Years And Still Talkin


3.) “Do What I Want”

Birdclo...

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January 16, 2020 82 mins

i forgot this episode was done uploading and i gotta dive to fresno right now, 

so i don't feel like writing a description.


just listen

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January 8, 2020 69 mins

Talking about:

  • telling my dad a lie as to why i can’t move in with him.
  • the move “Capatin Fantastic”
  • some relationship stuff
  • the Hulu show “Party Legends”

i think that’s about it.


The music:

1.) “Cut Throat”

Kittie

Album: In The Black


2.) “What Ya Know About”

Mike Jones

Album: Who Is Mike Jones?


3.) “Crystalline”

The Midnight

Album: Nocturnal

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January 1, 2020 83 mins

Happy New Decade!

Talking to you about:

  • The Janis Joplin doc: “little girl blue”
  • How annoying the first 3 episodes of Letterkenny season 7 is.
  • How difficult it was to buy “old” chicken wings from 7-11.
  • A Reddit post post i made on r/AskReddit; “what first ever event in earths history would you like “to be a fly on the wall” for.
  • The dirty cop Documentary: “The Seven Five” on Netflix.
  • Taking steroids again.

The ...

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December 26, 2019 84 mins

Weeeelllp. This is one of those in-depth episodes, so I’m gonna keep the description neat…

  • The show “YOU” on netflix, a really dynamic, gripping and fun show to follow.
  • Going to see the fresno mom for another date weekend.
  • Work weapons qual./range, damn near half way across the state.
  • The stupid ass “rallies” for the Presidential impeachment/Reddit comments.
  • My Dads girlfriend up n left and how its fucking my mine and ...
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December 18, 2019 66 mins

Sorry, was a little scatter brained on this one, shouldn’t have waited so long to record, but i think i got most of the highlights and thoughts out, nothing spectacular.


-Ended things with the metal chick

-Had a good round two with the mom, met some of her co workers, gonna see her again next week.

-Got into an IG argument with Necro about modern/popular hip-hop music, and all he could say to me was how i was dumb for having a...

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December 6, 2019 71 mins

ok here we go…

  • Skydiving
  • i bought a JUUL
  • Met a tall women off Hinge, we had some good sex, and she’s thirsty.
  • Met girl off OKcupid, really cool, into metal, she’s vegan etc.
  • Talking to another girl off Hinge who’s kinda lame.
  • My next endeavor is to finally go vegan with inspiration from a new documentary and the metal chick.

Thats pretty much it for this one.


Here’s the music you heard….

1.) “Asian Fusion”

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November 20, 2019 78 mins

All the music on this one is by ZZ Top, off of their ‘XXX’ album

(shoulda done this for the 30th episode)


Talked about:

  • an update on what’s goin down with my work sgt and him bringing women on site after hours and how it blew up and a lot of people got interviewed about it… hopefully his ass gets fired.
  • my car finally getting fixed and the rental i got.
  • drill weekend and how dumb ass new kids don’t get how to bring fo...
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November 8, 2019 56 mins

Pretty simple one for you today….

talked about:

  • some lady that almost hit me on way to work.
  • boat classes at work.
  • how the new girl I’m talking to filed a sexual harassment complaint on a coworker.
  • my re-broken tooth.
  • and some other sh.it in between all of that, im sure.


and here’s the music:

1.) California Soul

Marlena Shaw

Album: Grand Theft Auto V Soundtrack (The Lowdown 91.1)


2.) Brother

Siamese

Album...

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October 31, 2019 67 mins
So, one this one I talked/rambled on about; - some new music. - a little scam im doing to finally get my car repaired with new insurance for the old accident i had. - my new tattoo and the movie Joker. - how I’m gonna stop talking to a girl from Hinge. - my dumb issues with AirPods and other “truly wireless” headphones. - a new girl im talking to from eharmony, who lives hella far away. The music on this one: 1.) Big Boss Sh...
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October 25, 2019 93 mins

PhweeeeeW alright…

-Talk about my last 2-3weeks:

  1. Over dramatic actions from supervisors, when i couldn’t readily find a round during shift change.
  2. Having to write a legit sworn statement(DA 2823) for “vehicle damage” that was just paint some damn transfer.
  3. update on a new job possibility in Sacramento.
  4. Boat training and how i stayed after one day to do that sworn statement, worked an extra 4 hours and caught my boss meet...
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