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September 9, 2024 119 mins

In this episode, we dive deep into the life and legacy of Jim Morrison, exploring his extraordinary connection to the Western esoteric tradition and how it shaped his artistic journey. 

As we dissect the prevailing narratives surrounding Jim Morrison, we emphasize the need to view him through a lens that transcends Hollywood’s portrayals. Re-examining the common misconceptions about him reveals a man deeply rooted in intellectualism and spiritual inquiry. We discuss the concept of the "worm's eye view" versus the "bird's eye view," illustrating how a broader perspective can illuminate the complexities of Morrison’s character beyond the myths created by the music industry and film representations.

Central to our exploration is Morrison’s inherent role as a secret teacher, someone compelled to awaken others to higher realities. The conversation highlights Morrison’s spiritual struggles, particularly in the context of his upbringing and familial expectations, emphasizing how these conflicts fueled his artistic ambition. We juxtapose this with Morrison's inclination to challenge societal norms, drawing parallels to figures throughout history who sought to transcend their own limitations and awaken others.

Throughout our dialogue, we touch upon the powerful symbolism inherent in Morrison’s music and poetry, examining how his works serve as catalysts for awakening and self-discovery. His connection to artists like Nietzsche and Colin Wilson becomes apparent, illustrating a shared vision of consciousness expansion through art. The discussion also delves into Morrison’s experiences while living in Venice Beach, where his explorations led him to artistic freedom and an expanded understanding of existence.

Of course, we also reflect on Morrison’s untimely death at 27 and the unanswered questions surrounding it, questioning the potential paths he could have pursued had he lived longer. Here, we consider the broader implications of his legacy—what it means in today’s context of spiritual awakening amidst societal pressures. Ultimately, the episode encapsulates the timeless lessons from Jim Morrison’s life and work: the importance of seeking authentic self-expression, the courage to confront societal norms, and the ceaseless pursuit of spiritual truth in a world filled with distractions. Enjoy the show!

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Speaker0: Thanks for hanging in there. (01:06):
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Speaker1: I am super excited about this podcast. This is an awesome topic. (01:07):
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Speaker0: Yeah, I know. I've been pumped to meeting you. (01:11):
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Speaker1: Awesome. And I have your book right here. So yeah, let's just get into it. (01:14):
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Speaker1: Please tell the audience about (01:18):
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Speaker1: who you are and your book, Jim Morrison's Secret Teacher of the Occult. (01:19):
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Speaker0: Yeah. So I would think that I would have to say that this started in 2016. (01:24):
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Speaker0: I moved back to Los Angeles from Boston. And looking back, I realized I was (01:31):
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Speaker0: beginning what is a classic dark night of the soul. (01:36):
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Speaker0: And I just want to come back to myself. And I realized I was at a place in my (01:41):
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Speaker0: life where I'd always wanted to explore the occult and esotericism. (01:45):
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Speaker0: It had always been in the back of my mind and I'd always been into it in various ways. (01:50):
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Speaker0: Ways, but I really wanted to find a text that I could really learn from, (01:55):
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Speaker0: that I knew was something that was spoken with authority, and I found that with (02:01):
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Speaker0: Secret Teachers of the Western World by Gregory Lackman. (02:06):
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Speaker0: And that book changed my life. (02:09):
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Speaker0: As I was reading it, it was helping me to get back in touch with myself. (02:13):
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Speaker0: And i just kept thinking about (02:18):
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Speaker0: jim morrison and the more i began (02:21):
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Speaker0: to learn about the western esoteric tradition (02:24):
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Speaker0: the more the lights came on you know not just regarding my own life but you (02:27):
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Speaker0: know regarding his life as well and i just kept writing jm in the in the um (02:32):
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Speaker0: sides of the you know the page sides as i read until by the end of the book (02:36):
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Speaker0: i'm like wow this is really compelling like Like, you know, we, we, I don't really, (02:39):
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Speaker0: I haven't seen anybody really place Jim Morrison in this way to seem to this way. (02:44):
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Speaker0: And, you know, I've done a few podcasts before yours and like on this podcast, (02:51):
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Speaker0: like the gloves are going to come off about how I read. (02:55):
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Speaker1: Okay, good. (02:57):
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Speaker0: And I really think that. The podcast for it. Exactly. (02:59):
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Speaker0: We really just need to sweep away everything that we know about Jim Morris and (03:02):
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Speaker0: that has come through us through Hollywood and the whole music industry and everything like that. (03:07):
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Speaker0: Because the person that I discovered, the right way to see him is through the (03:11):
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Speaker0: lens of the Western esoteric tradition. (03:15):
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Speaker0: And in doing so, keep in mind what Colin Wilson once said, that there's the (03:17):
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Speaker0: worm's eye view and there's the bird's eye view. (03:23):
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Speaker0: The worm's eye view, it's when you're very up close to things. (03:26):
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Speaker0: It's a dark and subjective view. But when you back up with the bird's eye view, (03:28):
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Speaker0: it's suddenly the lights come on and you can see the whole picture of this. (03:32):
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Speaker0: And he likened that to being in an art gallery. You can step back and you can see the whole thing. (03:36):
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Speaker0: And for Jim Morrison's life, that's what secret teachers did for me. (03:42):
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Speaker0: That's what learning about the Western esoteric tradition did for me. (03:47):
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Speaker0: For instance, the way Jim Morrison is portrayed in Oliver Stone's film. (03:52):
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Speaker0: First of all, Ray Manzarek hated that movie. I learned that Oliver Stone had (03:57):
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Speaker0: been thrown off the set and banned from the set, because Ray Manzarek was so (04:01):
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Speaker0: furious as to how Jim Morrison was being presented. (04:05):
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Speaker0: I was also fortunate enough in my research to become friends with Bill Cosgrave, (04:09):
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Speaker0: who wrote a very revealing book about his time with Jim Morrison called, (04:13):
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Speaker0: Jim Morrison, Mary and Me. (04:16):
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Speaker0: He was in love with Mary Ward below, Jim Morrison, our sweetheart. (04:18):
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Speaker0: But he saw that her and Jim were more of an item. (04:22):
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Speaker0: And when he talked about the film with Mary Warblow, she said that that's only (04:25):
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Speaker0: 25-30% of Jim. Like the rest of him is missing. (04:31):
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Speaker1: Okay. Okay, let's get into it. I have two, well, that brings up two questions. (04:35):
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Speaker1: One is, what was it that, you know, what is your argument for placing Jim Morrison (04:41):
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Speaker1: within the Western esoteric tradition? (04:47):
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Speaker1: Position as other than it you know it certainly feels right but i to my knowledge (04:48):
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Speaker1: he didn't really talk about you know kabbalah or anything like that but then (04:53):
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Speaker1: the second question is you know what was it that was missing what was it that (04:58):
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Speaker1: you know why was mate ray manzarek so upset you know what was not being portrayed well (05:03):
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Speaker0: It was just what was not being portrayed was was the polite degenerate the erudite (05:08):
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Speaker0: the very sophisticated jim morrison you know jim morrison did not throw Pamela (05:12):
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Speaker0: Curzon, his girlfriend, into a closet and set it on fire like in the movie. (05:18):
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Speaker0: They did not meet at the canals in Venice Beach that way. (05:22):
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Speaker0: He wasn't always this drunken, out-of-control person in public, all of those things. (05:26):
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Speaker0: Now, as far as the Western esoteric tradition, Jim Morrison's overall role, (05:35):
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Speaker0: when I could see, is that he felt compelled. (05:40):
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Speaker0: Well, first of all, a secret teacher is someone who is in touch with that other (05:43):
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Speaker0: reality that we can't see, the unseen world, right? Right. (05:46):
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Speaker0: And secret teachers, as far as the way Gary Lackham presents it in his book, (05:49):
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Speaker0: they come to a point after a stormy search for themselves where they overcome (05:54):
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Speaker0: their fears about how other people are going to see how they feel or what they (05:58):
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Speaker0: think about this other reality. (06:03):
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Speaker0: Because there's always a fear about, you know, they're going to call you crazy (06:06):
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Speaker0: or something like that. And then they need to find a way to express themselves. (06:09):
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Speaker0: And Jim Morrison chose to do this artistically and you (06:13):
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Speaker0: know once he he got over the fear of because he was quite (06:16):
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Speaker0: fearful about how other people would view really yeah (06:19):
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Speaker0: and it took him you know a long while (06:23):
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Speaker0: on stage you know to open up to the audience but once (06:26):
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Speaker0: they overcome that fear then they they get to their mission in (06:29):
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Speaker0: life was to which is to wake us up to that other reality and (06:32):
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Speaker0: that that's the pattern with all the teachers throughout the (06:35):
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Speaker0: western esoteric tradition it takes them a while to (06:38):
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Speaker0: open up to overcome that fear and then they (06:41):
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Speaker0: can find places in the culture which they can (06:44):
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Speaker0: find validation for their work and what they're doing and people (06:47):
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Speaker0: can see what they're about and unfortunately there's always (06:50):
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Speaker0: you know that element in culture that that wants to put them down that wants (06:53):
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Speaker0: to persecute and sometimes execute them I haven't executed in Jim Morrison's (06:56):
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Speaker0: life it's this pattern to a tee I'm actually really amazed that and nobody has (07:02):
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Speaker0: like I'm sure people have picked up on this, (07:08):
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Speaker0: I'm sure there are people during his lifetime like Colin Wilson who actually (07:10):
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Speaker0: began writing the occult. (07:14):
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Speaker0: After he was approached by Random House to begin writing it in 1968, (07:17):
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Speaker0: I'm sure while he was writing and learning about the doors, he could sense that (07:22):
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Speaker0: Jim Morrison was the person he was writing about. (07:25):
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Speaker0: I'm sure many creative people and artists since his time had been, (07:28):
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Speaker0: this person is very awake, this person is quite esoteric in their way. (07:31):
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Speaker0: I don't think what I've done is anything new. (07:35):
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Speaker0: What I wanted to do was to really show a new generation of people turning on (07:38):
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Speaker0: the doors, is a village connection to jim morrison that he's more than just (07:43):
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Speaker0: a rock star like this is a person that comes along every 100 150 years. (07:47):
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Speaker1: Yeah i think so like reality (07:51):
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Speaker1: yeah one of (07:54):
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Speaker1: the one of the things about the doors that i they they're (07:57):
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Speaker1: eternal they sound like they could have been recorded now (08:00):
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Speaker1: and they sounded like they could have been recorded now in the 90s when (08:04):
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Speaker1: i was first listening to them it's amazing and and (08:07):
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Speaker1: i think that when i was first attracted to (08:10):
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Speaker1: the occult i mean the doors were a big part of it (08:13):
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Speaker1: i mean waiting for the sun was a big part of that and (08:16):
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Speaker1: jim morrison certainly at (08:19):
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Speaker1: that time symbolized not it wasn't isn't like somebody (08:23):
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Speaker1: that necessarily would learn technical stuff from (08:25):
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Speaker1: but somebody who he like is the occult he embodied the what (08:28):
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Speaker1: the occult is or the ideal of what it could be and in and in a way that is not (08:31):
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Speaker1: particularly new as you pointed out in that he's very much a pan figure he's (08:36):
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Speaker1: very much a dionysian figure consciously so you know within working within that (08:39):
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Speaker1: kind of i guess maybe we call that orphic tradition or greek tradition i don't know (08:45):
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Speaker1: but is is like very much a character from the western literary canon that he's embodying yes Yes. (08:50):
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Speaker0: It kind of calls to mind what Jimmy Page said about himself is that, (08:58):
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Speaker0: you know, I wasn't into magic. (09:02):
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Speaker0: Like, I became magic, you know, when I was a Zeppelin, because he's an Abathelomite, right? (09:04):
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Speaker0: But with Jim Morrison, he kind of reminds me of the ancient Egyptians. (09:09):
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Speaker0: Like, the ancient Egyptians did not have religion. The ancient Egyptians were religious. (09:13):
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Speaker0: They viewed Egypt as a reflection of heaven, and that's where we get, (09:17):
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Speaker0: you know, as above, so below, right? Hermes, Trismegistus. (09:21):
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Speaker1: Really? I didn't know that. Right. (09:24):
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Speaker0: And with Jim Morrison being an occult figure, so after reading Secret Teachers, (09:27):
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Speaker0: I came upon a video I found on YouTube of a friend of his when he was at FSU (09:33):
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Speaker0: named Ed Martin and their roommates. (09:38):
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Speaker0: And he gave Ed Martin a book as a Christmas gift in 1963 called The History (09:41):
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Speaker0: of Magic and the Occult by Kurt Seligman. (09:47):
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Speaker0: And immediately I thought, there's got to be a connection between that book (09:49):
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Speaker0: and what I read with Secret Teachers. (09:53):
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Speaker1: Isn't that one of the ones that Hitler read (09:55):
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Speaker0: I don't know, possibly. Kurt Selleck. (09:58):
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Speaker1: That may be the one that Hitler read. (10:01):
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Speaker0: Jeez. (10:04):
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Speaker1: Yeah, okay, anyways. I'm not positive about that, but go ahead. (10:05):
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Speaker0: I'm trying to do with Jim Morrison's life what we've been trying to do in Nietzsche's (10:09):
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Speaker0: life, get Nietzsche's philosophy away from this whole association with Nazism, right? (10:12):
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Speaker1: Okay. (10:17):
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Speaker0: Again, he might have read it, right? This is something like Hitler, (10:19):
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Speaker0: if he had actually stuck with this being an artist, he probably actually would (10:22):
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Speaker0: have turned out to be a good artist if he just, you know, got over himself in Vienna, right? (10:26):
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Speaker1: Right, right. Bruised. (10:29):
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Speaker0: Exactly. So I immediately thought that there's a relationship between, (10:31):
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Speaker0: you know, Seligman's book and Secret Teachers, and there was. (10:36):
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Speaker0: Like Seligman's book is one of the first, you know, written accounts of the (10:40):
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Speaker0: Western esoteric tradition. (10:43):
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Speaker0: And Seligman was a surrealist artist who came over to New York, (10:44):
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Speaker0: like many of the surrealist artists in France, you know, to escape World War II. (10:49):
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Speaker0: And they mingled with all the native painters which is in the era of Jackson Pollock. (10:53):
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Speaker0: Out of all that, we got abstract expressionism in art. (10:57):
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Speaker0: After seeing this video, because he was auctioning this book off, (11:02):
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Speaker0: I went and found Seligman's book online on the Internet Archive, and I read it closely. (11:06):
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Speaker0: I'm like, wow, this is just basically another account of the Western esoteric (11:11):
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Speaker0: tradition as Kurt Seligman saw it. (11:15):
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Speaker0: Except I like this book because Kurt Seligman was a really good artist, (11:17):
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Speaker0: and the book has a real artistic touch to it, And I see how it would have touched Jim Morrison. (11:22):
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Speaker0: So here's Jim Morrison. He's a teenager in Alexandria, Virginia. (11:27):
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Speaker0: He finds a spoke in the library. He keeps it. (11:32):
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Speaker0: And it's teaching him all about the Western esoteric tradition that began in ancient Alexandria. (11:35):
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Speaker0: And Jim Morrison had a deep fascination and admiration for Alexander the Great, who founded it. (11:42):
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Speaker0: Alexander the Great's teacher was Aristotle. And Aristotle taught him as a boy (11:49):
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Speaker0: that all human beings have a deep desire to know. (11:53):
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Speaker0: And in honor of that, he created the city of Alexandria where the great library (11:56):
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Speaker0: was built, a place I think Jim Morrison would have felt right at home. (12:00):
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Speaker0: And it just, I'm not going to say that Jim Morrison's reincarnated, (12:04):
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Speaker0: but they were both sons of great military leaders. (12:07):
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Speaker0: Philip II of Macedon and his father was George Morrison, was an aircraft carrier (12:12):
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Speaker0: captain, captain present in (12:16):
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Speaker0: the battle of the Colton Gulf of Tonkin that started off the Vietnam war. (12:18):
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Speaker0: And he became a rear admiral. (12:22):
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Speaker0: Except Jim Morrison wasn't going to go into the Navy. He felt something completely different. (12:25):
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Speaker0: It was almost as if he was picking up where Alexander the Great had left off. (12:31):
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Speaker0: Alexander was upset that he had no more worlds left to conquer, (12:35):
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Speaker0: but the only world left was to rediscover that other reality that Aristotle (12:40):
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Speaker0: had alluded to, which is exactly what Jim Morrison was doing with his reading. (12:44):
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Speaker0: This person read intensely. (12:50):
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Speaker0: This person read with a great deal of concentration, and they were inspired (12:52):
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Speaker0: by Franz Kafka to keep journals and to be regular about it. (12:56):
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Speaker0: So as he's reading, and remember, this person has an IQ of 149, (13:00):
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Speaker0: so they're retaining everything that they read, and they're writing about it, (13:04):
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Speaker0: and they're also writing about how he's reacting to everything that he reads. (13:08):
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Speaker0: And also, it seems like from age 13 on, he's also going through a spiritual (13:14):
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Speaker0: awakening, judging by the kind of behavior that's reported, and no one here (13:18):
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Speaker0: is out alive. What was that? (13:22):
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Speaker1: I mean, did he write about that or that's something you've inferred? (13:25):
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Speaker0: Well, I began to ask myself, like, so he was doing things like telling walkers (13:29):
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Speaker0: to his high school teachers to get out of class just to go read. (13:34):
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Speaker0: I mean, he was asked to join the most popular fraternity in his high school, and he turned it down. (13:37):
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Speaker0: And his behavior was sometimes really eccentric with his high school girlfriend, Tanya Martin. (13:42):
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Speaker0: There was also something that he would not talk about with his family or her. (13:48):
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Speaker0: And she insisted that he talk to a Presbyterian minister about it. (13:53):
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Speaker0: We don't know what they talked about to this day, but I'm sure definitely a (13:57):
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Speaker0: part of it was his spiritual awakening was becoming so intense that it was probably (14:01):
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Speaker0: kind of concerning and frightening to him, and that maybe was partly what he (14:06):
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Speaker0: needed to talk to somebody about. (14:10):
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Speaker0: At the same time, he's very afraid to let people into his inner world because (14:12):
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Speaker0: they're going to see how tumultuous and different it is, and they're never going (14:16):
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Speaker0: to look at him the same again. So he's very guarded about his private life this way. (14:20):
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Speaker0: I mean, he's going to the Library of Congress and he's checking out 14th, (14:26):
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Speaker0: 15th, 16th century texts on demonology. Okay. (14:29):
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Speaker1: This is when he's in high school? (14:33):
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Speaker0: This is when he's in high school and he's going to all the bookstore bookshops (14:36):
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Speaker0: around Washington DC and Alexandria where he's living. (14:39):
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Speaker0: He's really out of the way of bookshops and bringing home all of these titles (14:42):
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Speaker0: that later on have become canons of people like your viewers and you and I would go forward read. (14:47):
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Speaker0: One of them was Colin Wilson's The Outsider, which was published in 1906. (14:56):
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Speaker0: Which examines all the great romantic personalities of the past. (15:01):
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Speaker0: Jim Wilson really saw him stealth because Colin Wilson was fascinated with why (15:05):
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Speaker0: these romantic personalities were experiencing, (15:11):
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Speaker0: what he called peak experiences, these great highs and then they fell into these (15:14):
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Speaker0: lows that would lead to depression, and terminal illness, and suicide. (15:17):
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Speaker0: He talks about Van Gogh, he paints the starry night and that's an expression (15:22):
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Speaker0: of a peak experience, and the world around you is just heightened. (15:26):
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Speaker0: And then a year later, you know, he commits suicide and he leaves in the suicide (15:29):
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Speaker0: note that misery is just going to go on and on that's very much related to what (15:33):
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Speaker0: Jim Morrison says in American prayer, (15:38):
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Speaker0: you know, could any hell be more horrible than now and re that is a similar out view of view in life. (15:39):
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Speaker0: And there's also a documentary color, Jim Morrison, three hours for magic, (15:46):
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Speaker0: or Robert says one night that him and John Densmore, it's been an entire night. (15:49):
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Speaker0: Trying to talk about a committing suicide. saw it and before (15:55):
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Speaker0: the the sun came up he went for a walk and (15:58):
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Speaker0: he came back in a completely different mood completely euphoric (16:01):
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Speaker0: and he had written all the lyrics to people strange you know just like that (16:04):
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Speaker0: so this this is a person who had intense highs and lows like we all have our (16:09):
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Speaker0: peak experiences but for secret teachers like him their their peak experiences (16:15):
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Speaker0: are himalayan in nature but their Their falls are also, (16:19):
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Speaker0: they're really long and they're really hard. (16:24):
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Speaker0: It just was not easy being this person at all. (16:29):
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Speaker1: Why did Colin Wilson think that, or why do you think that is? (16:32):
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Speaker0: The highs and the lows? (16:36):
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Speaker1: Yeah. (16:37):
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Speaker0: So peak experience is like, there are moments, well, in East of Eden, (16:39):
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Speaker0: written by John Stenvec, he talks about these things we have called glories. (16:44):
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Speaker0: And you can talk about a lot of person, you know, the joy in their life, (16:48):
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Speaker0: how many glories that they have. (16:51):
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Speaker0: And I think he's definitely referring to what Colin Wilson was saying, (16:53):
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Speaker0: are your peak experiences. (16:57):
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Speaker0: They're like these beautiful, rich moments that put you in touch, (16:58):
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Speaker0: you know, with that other reality. (17:02):
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Speaker0: And from the romantics, when they discovered this, you know, (17:04):
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Speaker0: they were, They would center their lives around doing their best to come back (17:08):
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Speaker0: to this other reality, these peak experiences where everything was just beautiful. (17:13):
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Speaker0: And Colin Wilson refers to a phrase by G.K. Chesterton that is the absurd good news. (17:19):
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Speaker0: It's this beautiful, overwhelming feeling of being in touch with life and the (17:26):
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Speaker0: soul and everything all at once, and then it just goes. (17:32):
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Speaker0: And Colin Wilson was fascinated by this. and he (17:34):
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Speaker0: he wanted to see if you could actually induce peak experiences (17:38):
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Speaker0: where abraham maslow said no you can't do that but colin wilson said no i think (17:41):
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Speaker0: you can and i think you can too i think any he created an entire philosophy (17:46):
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Speaker0: around this called the new existentialism which occupied him like you know pretty (17:51):
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Speaker0: big experiences seem to be what he wrote about you know throughout like his (17:55):
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Speaker0: this huge array of books that he wrote. (17:59):
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Speaker0: So I think Morrison was like that. He was someone who saw this incredible beauty (18:02):
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Speaker0: just like always past romantic. (18:09):
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Speaker0: That's where the poetry comes from. That's where the music comes from. (18:11):
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Speaker0: He always wanted to get back to that. He could see that that's where life was, (18:16):
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Speaker0: that's where his fulfillment was, that's what he wanted to express. (18:20):
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Speaker0: At the same time, he was someone who was also aware of the robot. (18:24):
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Speaker0: He was, uh, in him, you know, that, that part of us that puts us on autopilot, (18:28):
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Speaker0: that part of us that if we don't be care, if we're not careful, (18:32):
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Speaker0: you know, we can get put to sleep and, and, and Colin Wilson's biography of, (18:35):
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Speaker0: um, of Gary Lachman called beyond the robot. (18:40):
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Speaker0: Gary Lachman talks that we have to guard against something called that the slide into the Gulf. (18:43):
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Speaker0: And I think now more than ever with all the distractions that we have, (18:48):
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Speaker0: well, that slide into the Gulf is, is more, more prone to that than ever before. (18:51):
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Speaker0: Like Yeah, I agree with you. (18:56):
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Speaker1: Last time I was talking to Gary Lockman, actually it was like a month ago, (18:58):
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Speaker1: we were talking about that. (19:02):
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Speaker1: He was talking about Gurdjieff's exercises for keeping people out of that slide and waking up. (19:04):
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Speaker1: And we both agreed. It's like now let's just take somebody's cell phone away (19:09):
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Speaker1: for a week and that'll definitely shock somebody back into some level of awareness, (19:12):
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Speaker1: hopefully. But yeah, no, I agree. (19:17):
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Speaker1: I think that there's more access to information now than probably ever before. (19:20):
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Speaker1: Or we can have conversations like this. (19:25):
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Speaker1: It's an incredible time for the explosion of consciousness. (19:27):
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Speaker1: At the same time, there's more distractions and more competing for that attention (19:30):
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Speaker1: than ever before. So it's a new set of challenges. (19:33):
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Speaker0: Yeah, I have a 19-year-old daughter. She's at a North Arizona state and we're talking about this. (19:37):
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Speaker0: And she said, it seems to be like too much information. There are just too many choices. (19:42):
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Speaker0: So I guess one of the challenges of living right now is, it would be just so (19:47):
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Speaker0: interesting if Jim Morrison were alive, what he'd have to say about everything (19:52):
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Speaker0: that's going on right now. (19:55):
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Speaker0: We have all this information, but in some ways, it's just like reading the dictionary. (19:59):
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Speaker0: If you don't have any reference for all of this right reference (20:05):
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Speaker0: for like the things that are going on so hopefully people (20:08):
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Speaker0: are going to return to books they're going to return to you know writers (20:11):
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Speaker0: like gary lackman and colin wilson you know (20:15):
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Speaker0: that seem to have made it their their (20:18):
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Speaker0: life to to write books to give us perspective on on (20:21):
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Speaker0: these kind these kinds of things like you know (20:24):
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Speaker0: like spiritual awakening and peak experiences and that other (20:27):
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Speaker0: reality i really think now with the (20:30):
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Speaker0: freedom of the internet and all of this is (20:34):
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Speaker0: that at the same time that we're all waking up because (20:37):
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Speaker0: what happened to 60s is coming back again (20:40):
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Speaker0: now I've noticed like in a really really way and (20:42):
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Speaker0: but I so that's like the first popular cult awakening that ever happened the (20:46):
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Speaker0: Western world like so many like calm Wilson noticed this like him and he landed (20:51):
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Speaker0: America nearly 60s like wow like people are really opening up to like into yoga (20:54):
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Speaker0: into witchcraft and spirituality esotericism and his explosion of cult bookstores, (20:59):
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Speaker0: and he noticed that this had not happened before, and he thought it was quite remarkable. (21:03):
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Speaker0: And that's probably what made it. (21:09):
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Speaker0: A time for for jim morrison to be understood (21:12):
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Speaker0: and accepted i like that phrase that gary lackman uses in secret teachers the (21:15):
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Speaker0: western world when he talks about you know life after world war ii he says that (21:18):
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Speaker0: people were open to that which is new alien and other and you know if there's (21:23):
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Speaker0: anyone who is more new alien and other in rock music it would be jim morrison right. (21:28):
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Speaker0: That that time is just you know we're just ready for for people to appreciate (21:33):
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Speaker0: that they're ready for the unknown. (21:37):
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Speaker0: And now that's happening in a way that we've never seen before. (21:39):
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Speaker0: I think at the same time, it's great that we're all awakening. It's all fantastic. (21:44):
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Speaker0: But we also have to remember that there's forces out there that they don't want us to awake. (21:49):
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Speaker0: They don't want us to discover our divinity. They don't want us to be in touch (21:55):
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Speaker0: with the unseen world, with the spirit world. (21:59):
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Speaker0: They don't want us to discover all of this because it's very empowering. (22:01):
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Speaker0: And when this happens, they lose control over all the minds. (22:05):
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Speaker0: And to me, the age of Aquarius is rising, right? Like technology and all that. (22:09):
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Speaker0: We also remember that we're in the dying age, the dying area of like the age of Pisces. (22:13):
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Speaker0: You know, the dying of the age of Aries was like, you know, the Roman Empire. (22:19):
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Speaker0: Like that was a war on the body with legions and crucifixion and all of this. (22:24):
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Speaker0: The dying of the age of Pisces is a war on the mind. Like we, (22:28):
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Speaker0: so much is coming through all this Aquarian technology that, (22:32):
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Speaker0: that wants to just really distract people and then take us into all these places (22:36):
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Speaker0: in cyberspace that really just don't have too much to do with who you are, (22:40):
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Speaker0: what we are, what the direction that we really want to go into. (22:45):
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Speaker0: Like, we have to remember, like, we're all got to be Jim Morrison's now and (22:48):
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Speaker0: come with this, I was, I was like warrior spirit to just, to fight this off. (22:51):
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Speaker1: You know, how would you describe that warrior spirit? (22:57):
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Speaker0: That's a good question. I think you have to know when to put the cell phone (23:01):
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Speaker0: down, when to fold up your laptop. (23:05):
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Speaker0: I think you have to know when you're watching too many videos, (23:07):
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Speaker0: you're texting too much. (23:14):
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Speaker0: The technology is so much fun, and it is a lot of fun, and it's great, (23:16):
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Speaker0: but it can also, like anything else, really take you right off your path without (23:20):
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Speaker0: you even knowing it pretty fast. Yeah. (23:25):
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Speaker0: Everything, like the music industry now is all about, you know, selling units. (23:29):
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Speaker0: The music industry in Jim Morrison's time was made up of Cosimo de' Medici's, (23:34):
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Speaker0: like, you know, like people like Armin Erdogan at Atlantic and Jack Holzman (23:38):
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Speaker0: at Elektra Records. I don't know about that. (23:42):
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Speaker1: Say more about that. I don't, I don't know about that. (23:44):
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Speaker0: So what made, what the reason the Italian Renaissance was happened was you have these, (23:47):
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Speaker0: you know, really enlightened people at the Cosimo de' Medici of Florence who, (23:51):
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Speaker0: you know, who had the power and the financial power to be a great patron of the arts. (23:55):
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Speaker0: This is the person who when Plethon came to him said, listen, (24:03):
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Speaker0: I think I have found something that needs to be looked at. (24:06):
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Speaker0: He had Marsilio Puccino immediately translated into Italian and in Latin, (24:10):
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Speaker0: like the Corpus Hermeticum and things like this. (24:16):
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Speaker0: Those were texts that really gave root to the Italian Renaissance. (24:18):
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Speaker0: People like Leonardo da Vinci and all the artists back then, (24:22):
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Speaker0: And they read all these things, like it broke the circuit, it got them out of (24:25):
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Speaker0: their robot at that time. And it really opened up the mind. (24:28):
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Speaker0: So I'm off on a tangent here, I forgot what it was. (24:33):
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Speaker1: I was asking, how was the music industry in the 60s like? It was a patronage system? (24:36):
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Speaker0: Right, so yes, so Cosmo de' Medici was like this, and he had the power to do this. (24:42):
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Speaker0: So the producers back then, like Amon Erdogan and Jack Holisman, (24:47):
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Speaker0: these are the same types of people. (24:51):
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Speaker0: They were very cultured, they were very learned, they loved art, they loved music. (24:53):
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Speaker0: And when they saw great artists like The Doors, or like Janis Joplin or like (24:58):
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Speaker0: Jimi Hendrix, all these amazing people, they were willing to put their financial (25:03):
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Speaker0: power into them and believe in them and cultivate them. (25:08):
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Speaker0: Now that you're not really seeing that anymore. Like Joni Mitchell said that (25:12):
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Speaker0: she was at a party, the singer-songwriter recently. (25:16):
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Speaker0: That was just a couple of years ago. She said that she overheard a conversation (25:19):
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Speaker0: with these A&R people saying that we're not really looking for talent, (25:22):
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Speaker0: what we're looking for is a person who's willing to play a ball, (25:25):
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Speaker0: like a cooperative attitude. (25:29):
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Speaker0: Yeah so it's almost. (25:31):
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Speaker1: It makes sense i mean it's just it's just a more corporate way of doing things (25:33):
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Speaker1: that makes perfect sense from the corporate mindset where you're just trying to (25:36):
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Speaker1: yeah just particularly now it's like in the age where where anyone can say anything (25:41):
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Speaker1: and get canceled online i think they're more conservative and afraid than ever (25:46):
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Speaker1: so it's hard to imagine people like jim morrison or you see even like you know (25:50):
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Speaker1: it's i feel like the age of the the that type of person may be over who can be deliberately (25:54):
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Speaker1: provocative at a deep level in public. (26:01):
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Speaker1: So yeah, it makes sense from a corporate level, but from an artistic perspective, (26:03):
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Speaker1: you're going to get you're going to reliably get 7 out of 10 albums, (26:07):
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Speaker1: but you'll probably never get the 10 out of 10 that way. (26:13):
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Speaker0: Right. Like David Crosby before he died said that Crosby, Stills, (26:16):
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Speaker0: and Nash would never be produced today. (26:19):
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Speaker0: Most of the music in the 60s would (26:22):
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Speaker0: not get get produced today at all because it didn't why why specifically he (26:24):
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Speaker0: said that they were too controversial that they were too visionary and that (26:30):
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Speaker0: also they're there he said the music was like sort of too gentle on the soul (26:34):
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Speaker0: i found that to be an interesting interesting combination yep, (26:38):
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Speaker0: To go back to what you're saying, I think what we need right now is we need (26:44):
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Speaker0: to be in touch with that own part of yourself. (26:50):
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Speaker0: It's like the Cosmo de Medici from the Italian Renaissance times. (26:51):
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Speaker0: Be your own producer of things that are good for the soul and your mind. (26:56):
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Speaker0: And I think that's up to every person now. (27:01):
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Speaker0: There's really no city to go move to where there's a renaissance happening. (27:04):
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Speaker0: Hellenistic Alexandria, or Constantinople, or Florence, or Venice, (27:11):
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Speaker0: or New York, or Paris, or San Francisco. (27:16):
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Speaker0: It's what we're doing right now on the internet. internet you (27:18):
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Speaker0: know it's i'm meeting people you know (27:21):
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Speaker0: all over the world that get in contact with these mysterious ways (27:24):
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Speaker0: to instagram and all this kind of stuff you know it's really amazing i don't (27:28):
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Speaker0: know how long this freedom on the internet is going to last so you know we should (27:32):
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Speaker0: really really enjoy it because i'm i'm reading all i'm hearing about all kinds (27:36):
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Speaker0: of like you know things about what what a lot of people would like to do with the internet so yeah. (27:41):
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Speaker1: Yeah yeah yeah (27:46):
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Speaker0: It's it really. (27:48):
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Speaker1: Is a rare golden age and it's one that seems like it's going to go on forever (27:48):
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Speaker1: but might not and i think i i (27:53):
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Speaker0: I'd. (27:58):
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Speaker1: Like your optimism i'm gonna i'm gonna go with your optimism about about the (27:59):
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Speaker1: internet being having renaissance potential it's easy to get cynical about that (28:03):
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Speaker1: but i think when you take as you put it the bird's eye view instead of the worm's (28:07):
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Speaker1: eye view and you just look back over the last three decades. (28:13):
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Speaker1: Yeah, it's just this incredible explosion of human potential and creativity on every level. (28:16):
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Speaker1: And I think contrary to the cynics, I think AI is actually going to accelerate (28:21):
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Speaker1: that instead of stop the tide of human innovation. (28:25):
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Speaker1: Because you were saying everyone can be their own producer. Yeah, (28:28):
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Speaker1: anyone can make an album now, particularly now with AI, anybody can make an (28:31):
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Speaker1: album on Ableton on their laptop. (28:36):
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Speaker1: Or write a book or make an app or it's like the (28:39):
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Speaker1: it's we we really do live in a time where the means of (28:42):
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Speaker1: production have been democratized at least you (28:44):
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Speaker1: know on the at least digitally you know if not physically (28:48):
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Speaker1: i don't think that's ever going to happen physically but it certainly (28:51):
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Speaker1: happened digitally and for creative people or people (28:54):
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Speaker1: who are interested in strange ideas it's never (28:57):
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Speaker1: been easier to find like-minded people that's not (29:00):
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Speaker1: a problem anymore and we have the (29:03):
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Speaker1: the ability to put our will out into (29:06):
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Speaker1: the world in whatever artistic or non-artistic form that may be and i think (29:09):
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Speaker1: that that is in many ways that can be an era of self-expression that i think (29:15):
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Speaker1: that people like jim morrison were pointing to of course it can be the opposite too but well (29:22):
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Speaker0: Jim he did say that he kind of had a prophetic vision of the future where he (29:27):
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Speaker0: felt that then the art form of the future would be the interview you know so really when. (29:32):
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Speaker1: Did he say that yeah (29:38):
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Speaker0: He said that when he was and he was alive in one of his interviews. (29:39):
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Speaker1: That's great yeah (29:42):
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Speaker0: But he felt the art form of the future was going to be the interview and you (29:44):
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Speaker0: know here we are youtube with all these podcasts and he was exactly right. (29:47):
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Speaker1: Interesting yeah he (29:51):
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Speaker0: Also felt that they're like the next great artist you know would be someone (29:53):
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Speaker0: who was just getting out all their pain on stage and now you know that was trent (29:56):
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Speaker0: resner with nine inch nailed with all like the all the digital sounds like he (30:00):
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Speaker0: was a precursor for all of that right. (30:06):
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Speaker1: Oh yeah like the 90s it's like definitely he was he was foreseeing that that's (30:07):
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Speaker1: great yeah he strikes me as somebody that could have been like a like a college (30:13):
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Speaker1: professor or a media theorist (30:17):
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Speaker0: Trent Russ or Jim Morrison? (30:20):
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Speaker1: Well, Jim Morrison. (30:21):
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Speaker0: Yes. That's the amazing thing about him is that so he graduates in 1965 with (30:23):
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Speaker0: a degree in cinematography because his original ambition, he wants to be an (30:30):
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Speaker0: And he wanted to move to New York to work with Jonas Mikus. Jonas Mikus, (30:35):
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Speaker0: I don't know exactly how to pronounce his first name. (30:40):
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Speaker0: And he's considered the godfather of experimental filmmaking in the United States. (30:42):
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Speaker0: And Jim Morrison really liked him. but he (30:46):
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Speaker0: felt that moving to New York and having to get (30:50):
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Speaker0: a job and pay rent and like you know being charged with (30:52):
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Speaker0: film cameras and renting all that and doing all that he just couldn't see (30:55):
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Speaker0: himself doing that he he did say that (30:58):
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Speaker0: he felt like he could be a sociology professor (31:01):
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Speaker0: I thought if he was gonna do that (31:04):
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Speaker0: and be a poet like he kind of reminds me of like the black mountain poets in (31:07):
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Speaker0: North Carolina people like Robert Creeley he actually did like you know have (31:10):
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Speaker0: a crazy party with robert crueley and down in san diego one afternoon where (31:14):
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Speaker0: they're like smashing liquor bottles on their heads yeah so yes he go ahead is. (31:18):
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Speaker1: There any record (31:26):
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Speaker0: Of him actually. (31:27):
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Speaker1: A prac other than this reading (31:28):
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Speaker0: Is there. (31:30):
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Speaker1: Any record of him actually practicing occult techniques in any kind of traditional (31:31):
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Speaker1: way outside of you know obviously you can make the argument that his performances (31:35):
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Speaker1: were a modern form of shamanism, I don't think that's that controversial, (31:40):
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Speaker1: but is there any record of more formal practice, or of him seeing himself with that self-image? (31:44):
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Speaker0: That's a really good question. Well, certainly when he is in college, (31:53):
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Speaker0: he's writing what became part (31:57):
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Speaker0: of his first published book, A Poetry of the Lords and the New Creatures. (31:59):
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Speaker0: And there's a long first half called Notes on Vision. (32:02):
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Speaker0: And there are some really astute references to alchemy in there, (32:05):
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Speaker0: like an alchemy in relationship with cinema, with cinematography. (32:10):
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Speaker0: So with with morrison he he (32:14):
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Speaker0: saw experimental filmmaking as a way to affect (32:17):
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Speaker0: the change in consciousness that was you know that he saw a relationship (32:20):
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Speaker0: to with alchemy right and that (32:23):
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Speaker0: sounds the fascination with experimental filmmaking and that's what a (32:26):
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Speaker0: lot of experimental filmmakers are doing they're trying to (32:29):
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Speaker0: affect the change in consciousness you know through images and sound and (32:32):
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Speaker0: and all that and he liked (32:36):
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Speaker0: the power of that and so he wrote extensively about that in notes (32:39):
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Speaker0: on vision but also notes on vision he (32:42):
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Speaker0: there are really astute and fascinating observations about (32:45):
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Speaker0: american urban life and history and history and (32:48):
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Speaker0: everything like that and at the very end you have these (32:51):
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Speaker0: observations about shamanism and it (32:54):
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Speaker0: pops up in such a way where he he seems (32:58):
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Speaker0: like he has the thought that shamanism would (33:01):
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Speaker0: be a solution to to snap us back into (33:04):
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Speaker0: getting in touch with the unseen world with the spirit world and (33:07):
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Speaker0: and take us out of three-dimensional reality and just relying (33:10):
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Speaker0: on our five senses and what our what our rational minds can can (33:13):
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Speaker0: say and he almost sees it as a solution so as (33:17):
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Speaker0: far as a occult practices like jim morrison wasn't wasn't a joiner like you (33:20):
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Speaker0: know he wasn't you know i don't know if he actively sought out like the local (33:27):
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Speaker0: you know oto here in los angeles at that time or or anything like that he i. (33:30):
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Speaker0: Mean he did read extensively about magic and alchemy and witchcraft. (33:35):
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Speaker0: I think with Jim Morrison, it was more like. (33:40):
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Speaker0: How Colin Wilson expressed his way to enlightenment, which was through concentration. (33:44):
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Speaker0: And so it seems that those two have a real affinity, Colin Wilson and Jim Morrison. (33:49):
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Speaker0: Gary Lachman, those three are quite related in their approach. (33:54):
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Speaker0: And I really think that with them, their kind of occultism comes around and (33:58):
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Speaker0: awakening through really intense concentration and studying and journaling. (34:04):
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Speaker0: And that's where I think Jim Morrison's occult path will lay in. (34:10):
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Speaker0: And he said that when he was writing about shamanism in college, (34:14):
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Speaker0: he didn't realize that he would be doing it just two or three years later with the doors. (34:20):
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Speaker1: That's funny how that works, isn't it? Yeah. One thing that has always fascinated (34:24):
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Speaker1: me, for better and worse, because it's a thorny topic, (34:31):
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Speaker1: but it's fascinated me for obvious reasons, is the moment, not when somebody (34:35):
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Speaker1: goes through their spiritual awakening, but the moment for some of these people (34:42):
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Speaker1: where they decide they need to take on the mantle of waking up other people. (34:45):
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Speaker1: Or in the case of people like Jim Morrison, waking up huge numbers of people. (34:49):
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Speaker1: And what happens then? Because that moment, I think, is where that's the moment to study. (34:54):
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Speaker1: And when I say study, I mean what actually happens, not what people want to (35:01):
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Speaker1: happen or what people want to remember as happening, but what actually happened, (35:05):
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Speaker1: why things go wrong, and exactly why they went wrong. (35:10):
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Speaker1: Because it's easy you know so much mythology gets developed around these figures (35:14):
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Speaker1: and moments in history that it can be easy to see people as martyrs or see people as (35:19):
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Speaker1: Let's say romantic victims of forces that (35:29):
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Speaker1: wish people to keep the forces that wish (35:32):
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Speaker1: to keep people asleep and you can look at (35:35):
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Speaker1: people like jack parsons in in in as as (35:38):
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Speaker1: examples or jim morrison but then it can also be easy to gloss over their own (35:41):
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Speaker1: personal feelings drugs the things that they themselves may have brought upon (35:45):
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Speaker1: themselves to bring their downfall and so this is a very important question (35:51):
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Speaker1: for me as to what can go wrong and also what can go right who are Or what do people do right? (35:54):
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Speaker1: What do they get right? We're still talking about Jim Morrison now. (36:00):
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Speaker1: He still has the potential, I think, to speak to young people now. (36:03):
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Speaker1: And so, in that sense, what was the moment in which Jim Morrison decided that (36:08):
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Speaker1: he was going to take on perhaps this wider, more shamanic, prophetic role, (36:16):
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Speaker1: and what happened at that moment? (36:20):
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Speaker0: That's a really great question, because that's the great turning point in his life, right? (36:22):
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Speaker0: So he's a senior in 1965, he's slated to graduate. (36:27):
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Speaker0: That's another thing that Oliver Stone did not get right in his film. (36:31):
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Speaker0: He did not quit film school and graduated, okay? (36:34):
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Speaker0: And he had his own apartment on Goshen Avenue from Los Angeles, (36:38):
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Speaker0: that's in Westwood by the VA hospital. (36:43):
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Speaker0: And his parents, they're like, hey, you graduated, we're pulling the plug on your bills, you know? (36:46):
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Speaker0: And he was dating mary warble at the time they were both very much in love with each other (36:52):
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Speaker0: you know she was every bit the intellectual he was her iq was (36:56):
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Speaker0: higher than his and she was even more well than he was like he (36:58):
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Speaker0: got a mary warble what nicho wanted with lusa musalame but (37:02):
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Speaker0: didn't get right but she told him like all you know are books you need to go (37:05):
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Speaker0: find yourself you know and if you think you're moving in with me like you got (37:12):
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Speaker0: to understand come road so exactly so he doesn't He's not interested in going (37:16):
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Speaker0: to New York City. He hates Hollywood. (37:22):
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Speaker0: He wants nothing to do with Hollywood and he doesn't want to go get a job. (37:24):
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Speaker0: He's a typical Dynastian personality. (37:30):
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Speaker0: He just does not want to be ruled by a clock. (37:32):
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Speaker0: He probably got on the big blue bus going down Wilshire Boulevard and went to (37:40):
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Speaker0: the beach and he started crashing under the Santa Monica Pier. (37:45):
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Speaker0: Now, we've got to remember that this is a very complicated time in Jim Morrison's (37:48):
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Speaker0: life after all these changes were happening. (37:53):
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Speaker0: This is when Bill Cosgrave knew him, and his book, Jim Morrison Marrying Me, (37:54):
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Speaker0: is a good portrait of what's going on with him. (37:58):
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Speaker0: He's living down at the beach. He's very, very hurt by that breakup with Mary (38:01):
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Speaker0: Warbelow. That really hurt him. (38:06):
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Speaker0: I think Mary entertained ideas of marrying him. This is 1965. (38:08):
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Speaker0: That's not uncommon to do when you leave college. (38:14):
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Speaker0: Those two had an extraordinary paranormal experience at a church in Florida (38:17):
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Speaker0: where Mary takes him to a church in Florida and basically prays for God to make (38:22):
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Speaker0: a sign that he's real to Jim Morrison. (38:30):
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Speaker0: And they're both in that church. I talk about it in this book, (38:32):
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Speaker0: from Bill Cosgrave's book. (38:35):
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Speaker0: While Mary is praying, they both see a light in the back of the church that (38:37):
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Speaker0: gets brighter and brighter and brighter until they're terrified. (38:42):
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Speaker0: And they run out of the church. (38:45):
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Speaker1: Wow. (38:47):
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Speaker0: And they tell this story to Bill Cosgrave. And after Mary told the story, (38:48):
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Speaker0: Mary got quiet and said, I'm sure that was a sign that I was praying for. (38:55):
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Speaker0: And Jim's reaction was, I don't know what it was, but it was very real. (38:59):
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Speaker0: And I think that haunted him for the rest of his life. There's statements that (39:03):
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Speaker0: I was poetry, such as like, thank you, oh Lord, for the white blind light. (39:06):
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Speaker0: That very much may be what he was referring to. (39:10):
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Speaker0: So they had an intense relationship, very loving one, very intimate one. (39:14):
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Speaker0: They shared some amazing things together and suddenly it ended. (39:19):
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Speaker0: It stopped. You're on the beach and you're broke and you don't have a job and (39:22):
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Speaker0: you're very hurt by this breakup. (39:26):
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Speaker0: And that's the breakup was what pushed him to start writing The End. (39:29):
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Speaker1: Do you know why they broke up? (39:34):
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Speaker0: Well, it was basically Mary telling him, like, you know, you just don't know who you are. (39:36):
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Speaker0: Go out and find yourself. You know, both don't know who you are. (39:41):
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Speaker1: So that was the break. That was that wasn't an open door. That was a breakup. (39:45):
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Speaker0: OK, according to what Bill Cosgrave and what he wrote, that was it. Like, OK, that's hard. (39:50):
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Speaker0: And also, I think, you know, maybe maybe Mary, (39:56):
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Speaker0: I'm sure that what happened to them in that church, that that church experience (40:01):
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Speaker0: seems to be as every bit isn't as important in its own way as when jim orson (40:05):
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Speaker0: talks about the the the dying native workers he came upon when he was three (40:09):
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Speaker0: years old that he said their souls leaped into his he felt that that moment (40:13):
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Speaker0: was like the most significant in his life i think just. (40:17):
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Speaker1: Tell that story real quick for people who don't know it or haven't seen the movie (40:19):
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Speaker0: Sure so jim jim morrison said that when he was three years old he was on a family (40:23):
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Speaker0: they wrote a strip around northern new mexico and they came came upon a traffic (40:27):
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Speaker0: accident in which a truckload of Native workers were badly injured and they (40:32):
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Speaker0: had died and they were dying on the scene. (40:37):
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Speaker0: His family came upon it. And Jim Morrison said that he felt that the souls of (40:39):
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Speaker0: one or two of those dying Native workers leaped into his and stayed there in (40:44):
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Speaker0: his soul for the rest of his life. (40:47):
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Speaker0: And he told his friends while he was making Highway and American Pastoral, (40:49):
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Speaker0: his independent film, that was released in 1969, while they were filming it, (40:54):
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Speaker0: he told them this story that the story and that was the most significant moment of his life. (40:58):
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Speaker0: I think what jogged him to tell him that story was while they were filming, (41:06):
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Speaker0: they came upon a fox that had been hit on one of the desert highways, (41:11):
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Speaker0: and it was dying there on the road. (41:16):
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Speaker0: You can see Jim Morrison by the fox that's just dying in the video footage of that. (41:19):
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Speaker0: I think that really activated going back to when he was three years old. (41:24):
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Speaker0: So he felt that that experience was was was (41:28):
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Speaker0: very very important i believe like i i think that he was he was he was right (41:31):
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Speaker0: about that and then that's the whole everything surrounding that whole experience (41:37):
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Speaker0: like where it happened and what was going on by you know those native workers (41:41):
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Speaker0: working at the los alamos national laboratory that that oppenheimer founded (41:45):
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Speaker0: to create the manhattan yeah. (41:49):
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Speaker1: I don't know about this (41:51):
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Speaker0: Yeah we'll get to that in a second let me go back to what that's That's wild. (41:52):
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Speaker1: That's wild. Okay, yeah, there's so many tangents here. I don't want you to lose your time. (41:55):
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Speaker0: There's so many tangents with Jim Morrison's life. It's hard, it's easy to get lost. (41:59):
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Speaker1: Yeah, yeah. (42:02):
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Speaker0: Back to what, I'm just like, this shamanic calling, right? That the calling (42:03):
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Speaker0: to be like that secret teacher part of himself. (42:07):
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Speaker0: I think one of the reasons, besides Mary telling him, like, hey, (42:10):
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Speaker0: go find yourself, you just know books, Mary's probably like, (42:13):
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Speaker0: he's still wrestling with what happened in that church. (42:17):
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Speaker0: I'm not quite sure I really want to be with somebody that's not going to accept (42:20):
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Speaker0: the divine in the way that that happened. (42:23):
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Speaker0: It's interesting. Mary takes him to this church in Florida, and his girlfriend (42:26):
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Speaker0: before that, Tanya Martin, she's very concerned about him too, (42:31):
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Speaker0: and takes him to go talk to a Presbyterian minister. (42:35):
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Speaker0: It's interesting. There's so many spiritual things going on in his life at such a young age. (42:38):
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Speaker0: So now you're Jim Morrison, you're on the beach, and we've learned in No One (42:45):
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Speaker0: Here Gets Out Alive that he tells one of his friends one day as he's basically couch surfing. (42:49):
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Speaker0: LSD you could buy over the counter back then, so he's eating that like M&M's. (42:55):
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Speaker0: He's smoking a lot of weed, and he's writing songs. (42:59):
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Speaker0: He's writing songs, he's writing a lot on his notebooks. (43:03):
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Speaker0: He tells his friend very casually, fuck it, let's just start a rock band. (43:07):
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Speaker0: But I don't think it was that casual. There's nothing casual about this person. (43:11):
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Speaker0: I think he thought about it and I think it occurred to him that rock and roll (43:16):
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Speaker0: with its primitive roots is the artistic, very creative genius in him. (43:22):
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Speaker0: I very astutely saw that rock and roll this brand new art form you know I don't (43:28):
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Speaker0: have to go into filmmaking I don't have to just be a poor poet or a poor beatnik (43:34):
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Speaker0: I don't do all this I can bring the shamanic to the stage you know that was. (43:38):
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Speaker1: A brilliant human discovery I mean for humanity did he have any musical inclination or talent (43:44):
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Speaker0: Or training before. (43:53):
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Speaker1: That or was he just he purely decided to do that as an intellectual thing? (43:54):
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Speaker0: That's a great question. He didn't have any formal training with music, (44:00):
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Speaker0: but Jim Morrison was every bit the musician. (44:04):
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Speaker0: He heard all these songs in his mind. (44:06):
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Speaker0: Mozart said that he heard music just like marching to his mind from his right brain. (44:09):
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Speaker0: Jim Morrison was the same way. Like all of these, like what are now some of (44:15):
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Speaker0: the greatest songs in all of rock music. (44:19):
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Speaker0: You know he wrote he wrote five or six of them when he was living on that beach (44:22):
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Speaker0: in that in that couple months period before he ran into rayman's eric he was (44:26):
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Speaker0: just he heard them in his mind and wrote them down and that that's extraordinary (44:30):
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Speaker0: that's that's musical talent yeah. (44:34):
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Speaker1: Yeah there will be (44:37):
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Speaker0: Harmonies and the melodies and the lyrics like he. (44:37):
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Speaker1: Was just born to he was born to it basically (44:40):
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Speaker0: Right he's we have to remember that jim was in some with with a secret teacher's (44:42):
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Speaker0: soul that found expression with poetry and with music, because he's very artistic (44:47):
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Speaker0: and creative, that that's his nature to do that. (44:52):
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Speaker0: Some people do that like Colin Wilson and Gary Lachman with their books. (44:55):
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Speaker0: Jim Morrison did this for the part. (44:59):
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Speaker0: That time in Venice Beach, that's a period of rapid spiritual awakening for him. (45:03):
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Speaker0: It's a shamanic initiation. You know, he said that when he was at FSU, (45:10):
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Speaker0: he felt cheated if he didn't get to the cafeteria at 6 o'clock in the morning to eat all the free food. (45:14):
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Speaker0: I mean, Jim Morrison was mostly like, you know, kind of like heavyweight, (45:19):
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Speaker0: heavyset, you know, kind of chubby his life, chubby his cheeks. (45:22):
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Speaker0: You know, suddenly like, you know, all that's cut off from him. (45:26):
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Speaker0: And this is not a time where you can just go get your EBT card and things like (45:30):
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Speaker0: that. Like, you know, you're eating. He's living hand to mouth, right? (45:33):
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Speaker0: So, he just loses all this weight and becomes Jim Morrison as we know him popularly, right? (45:37):
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Speaker0: It's very interesting that he looks, that brand of, the words alluding me here, (45:46):
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Speaker0: the erotism that he was able to exude once he lost all the weight, (45:57):
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Speaker0: that he looks like the of the statues created in the very time in which that's (46:02):
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Speaker0: the energy that he wants to bring back right complete ancient minds there that's extraordinary. (46:07):
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Speaker1: That that's quite it is an interesting thing isn't it it's always fascinating (46:12):
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Speaker0: To me how. (46:17):
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Speaker1: Malleable people's physical bodies are to their intention particularly when (46:18):
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Speaker1: you start embodying energies that are larger than you (46:23):
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Speaker0: Yes and. (46:25):
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Speaker1: It's a mysterious thing (46:26):
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Speaker0: Yes and like the the body has so (46:28):
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Speaker0: much to do with it like it's the the time of the sexual revolution and like (46:31):
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Speaker0: where we're you know where we're starting to open up to sensations this way (46:35):
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Speaker0: that's one of the reasons why i keep love preaching nietzsche i mean you know (46:38):
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Speaker0: nietzsche's philosophy is is basically he said like you know all the philosophy (46:41):
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Speaker0: has been up until him time he saw it as a misunderstanding of the body then i agree with him. (46:46):
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Speaker1: On that i agree with i agree with him and i think that in many ways the whole (46:51):
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Speaker1: you can read the whole 20th and even more so the 21st century as humanity trying (46:57):
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Speaker1: to grapple with Nietzsche. (47:02):
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Speaker1: I mean, I think that Nietzsche was correct. And I think you can even get down (47:03):
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Speaker1: to things like, um, not just Colin Wilson, but the human potential movement, (47:06):
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Speaker1: the pharmaceutical industry, you know, technology, all these things that have (47:10):
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Speaker1: come out of this Nietzsche, Nietzschean ideal for better or worse. (47:13):
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Speaker1: And you can see humanity just grappling with what that means, (47:18):
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Speaker1: what that can mean, what the potential for humanity can be. And I think that Jim Morrison, um, (47:21):
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Speaker1: offered a pretty strong entry in that category, in that discussion. (47:27):
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Speaker0: When he graduated high school, in an interview with his father, (47:31):
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Speaker0: with his sister, Ann Tuning Morrison, she recalled that when he graduated, (47:38):
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Speaker0: he didn't ask for a car or a trip to Europe or anything like that. (47:42):
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Speaker0: His parents had decided to send him to St. Petersburg Community College. (47:46):
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Speaker0: They told him, you're going to go to college, but you're going to go live with (47:51):
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Speaker0: your grandmother. mother (47:54):
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Speaker0: and she said he just kind of shrugged his shoulders (47:54):
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Speaker0: fine just giving the full volume set of frigid (47:57):
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Speaker0: nietzsche's books that's that's (48:00):
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Speaker0: a really interesting thing for you know a 17 year old to ask for and i i think (48:03):
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Speaker0: what nietzsche means to a lot of people like jim watson is like you know with (48:10):
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Speaker0: nietzsche you get someone who is they see we're moving into this whole new place (48:14):
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Speaker0: and you Nietzsche's work, (48:20):
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Speaker0: his writings just give you that inspiration to move forward, (48:22):
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Speaker0: to become who you are, to be your own self. (48:30):
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Speaker0: I think in Nietzsche's writings is where Jim Morrison found that spirit and (48:32):
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Speaker0: that courage to go be himself. (48:37):
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Speaker0: I think that's part of how Nietzsche talks to people. (48:39):
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Speaker0: So to go back to Venice Beach, I remember that Venice Beach at this time was, (48:43):
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Speaker0: so the fashionable beatnik areas in that time was like Greenwich Village in (48:47):
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Speaker0: New York and North San Francisco. (48:51):
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Speaker0: Well, Venice Beaches were like the hardcore gritty beats. (48:54):
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Speaker0: They're every bit as talented, but they didn't care about notoriety and everything like that. (48:57):
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Speaker1: Do you, by any chance, know if he ever met Marjorie Cameron? (49:02):
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Speaker1: Because I believe she was a big figure in the scene in Venice Beach in the 50s and on into the 60s. (49:06):
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Speaker0: It's possible. I'm sure she knew people like Larry Lipton, who like Lawrence (49:13):
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Speaker0: Lipton, who wrote The Holy Barbarians, a book I'm sure Jim Morrison probably (49:17):
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Speaker0: will be read. That's quite possible. (49:21):
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Speaker0: I haven't come across anything that says that. (49:23):
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Speaker1: Just a mind flash occurred to me. Sorry, go ahead. (49:26):
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Speaker0: So Venice Beach was like the place where the tough and the greedy beats lived. (49:29):
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Speaker0: And I put on a poem that Lipton wrote in Holy Barbarians where he imagined Giordano (49:35):
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Speaker0: Bruno coming to Venice Beach at that time when he was executed. (49:42):
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Speaker0: And in a very mysterious, strange way, it just feels like he's just kind of (49:47):
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Speaker0: foretelling Jim Morrison coming to Venice Beach. (49:53):
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Speaker0: Age you know what he was there's there (49:55):
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Speaker0: are a lot there are similarities between g or donald bruno's life (49:58):
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Speaker0: and jim morrison's life that are striking and so (50:01):
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Speaker0: so so bruno well he was a kind of like (50:05):
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Speaker0: a rambunctious guy like morrison was i mean he slept around a lot like you know (50:08):
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Speaker0: jim morrison did they both had a dainese personality this way they're both people (50:12):
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Speaker0: who are trying to wake up people to you know that unseen reality to that to (50:17):
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Speaker0: that there were other worlds other other dimensions like the idea of exoplanets, (50:20):
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Speaker0: that comes from Giordano Bruno. (50:25):
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Speaker0: He's been proven right at this point. In Bruno's time, it's just like in Morrison's (50:28):
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Speaker0: time, where there was just enough going on left over from the Renaissance, (50:34):
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Speaker0: where around Europe he could find patronage and support for his work, (50:37):
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Speaker0: what he was doing, what he was about. (50:41):
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Speaker0: But also the inquisition was still going at this time and (50:44):
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Speaker0: he left to italy you know to escape persecution and (50:47):
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Speaker0: then in the in the late 16th century from 1590 he makes the mistake and he moves (50:51):
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Speaker0: back to venice and italy someone there you know becomes his patron and then (50:57):
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Speaker0: they have a falling out and he reports him to the authorities and the inquisition (51:02):
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Speaker0: quickly arrested and they they They put him in prison for six or seven years. (51:06):
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Speaker0: And then in 1600, they finally have him executed. He's burned at the stake. (51:11):
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Speaker0: That was his mistake, Bruno, going back to Italy. (51:16):
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Speaker0: To talk about that really quick, Jim Morrison is in Paris. (51:19):
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Speaker0: You're Jim Morrison, you're walking around Paris, and you've already been convicted (51:23):
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Speaker0: in Florida of doing something you did not do. Expose yourself to the audience. (51:27):
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Speaker0: Even though Jim Morrison is in Florida, you're telling him, we're going to beat this on appeal. (51:32):
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Speaker0: He's out on bond at that time. And Jim Morrison was like, you know, (51:36):
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Speaker0: I've already been convicted of this. What's going to happen to me when I go (51:39):
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Speaker0: up to Florida and I lose on appeal? (51:41):
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Speaker0: The sentence is already six months of prison, and they're already saying that (51:43):
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Speaker0: they're going to put me in a Rayford prison. (51:48):
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Speaker0: And that's a place where I can be easily killed. Okay. (51:49):
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Speaker0: So that's, you know, that's a question that Jim Morrison was wrestling with. (51:54):
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Speaker0: I think in the same way that your Donner Bruno was wrestling with the question, (51:59):
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Speaker0: is it okay to go back to Italy? (52:02):
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Speaker0: And he chanced it. And he went back to Italy. and it did not work out for him interesting. (52:05):
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Speaker1: That's an that's a great point to revisit that question of what happens when (52:09):
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Speaker1: people have that moment where they try to wake up (52:15):
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Speaker0: The world. (52:19):
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Speaker1: Or they try to you know go on a mission to change other people's consciousness (52:20):
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Speaker1: and what goes wrong and what goes right and there's obviously some clear parallels (52:25):
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Speaker1: there so we're talking about jim morrison (52:28):
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Speaker0: In venice. (52:31):
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Speaker1: Beach is that kind of like the moment where he takes on that (52:32):
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Speaker0: Role this is the moment where it just seems (52:35):
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Speaker0: to be where where possibly the the souls of (52:38):
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Speaker0: those of the dying native workers that were stirring within (52:41):
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Speaker0: them you know like this is when you're going (52:44):
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Speaker0: to become a shaman if you so in 1964 the english translation of murchie elliott's (52:47):
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Speaker0: shamanism from arcade techniques of ecstasy comes out and at a university where (52:53):
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Speaker0: carlos castaneda is teaching it's hard to believe that you not be available (52:58):
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Speaker0: in the library and i'm i I read that text closely. (53:02):
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Speaker0: To me, I think it's still the best book that you can find on shamanism. It's amazing. (53:05):
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Speaker0: I get the feeling that Jim Morrison read that pretty closely. (53:10):
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Speaker0: And in there, I noticed that when a person has a call to shamanism, (53:15):
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Speaker0: to become a shaman, it's something that is very, very difficult to run away from. (53:20):
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Speaker0: It's something that there's there's quote not to say a kind of price for not (53:24):
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Speaker0: doing that like this is your calling this is who you are you know and your call (53:31):
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Speaker0: to heal the community this way and I think Jim Morris just gave into that call, (53:36):
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Speaker0: You hear that call, Joseph Campbell talks about that in The Hero with a Thousand (53:43):
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Speaker0: Faces, which is a book that Jim Morrison was very familiar with. (53:49):
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Speaker0: Do you remember with Jim Morrison, we are talking about somebody who, (53:52):
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Speaker0: by the time they were 17, 18, had over a thousand books in their room at home. (53:56):
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Speaker0: This is a very well-read, very well-thought-out person who carefully considered (54:00):
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Speaker0: everything that they did before they were doing that. He was the consummate (54:05):
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Speaker0: intellectual slash artist slash secret teacher slash magician this way. (54:10):
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Speaker0: And he, at the same time, was someone who had the physical looks and the physical (54:15):
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Speaker0: stamina and the physical build to also be a rock star. (54:22):
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Speaker1: Yeah, that's a very rare combination. (54:26):
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Speaker0: So as the sexual revolution is happening and rock music is happening, (54:28):
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Speaker0: he can look as good as Mick Jagger and all the best of them, (54:33):
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Speaker0: but at the same time, you're getting all these other things that almost like (54:36):
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Speaker0: the culmination of all the secret teachers and the epics in the Western esoteric (54:42):
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Speaker0: tradition in this one person at this particular moment in history. (54:46):
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Speaker0: It's absolutely breathtaking, if you look at it. And so he sees this as like, (54:50):
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Speaker0: well, not only can I have a lot of fun being a rockstar, but it's because one (54:55):
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Speaker0: day he looked over at John Densmore and said, wow, do you think we can be as big as the Stones? (54:58):
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Speaker0: He loved the Rolling Stones. He said Mick Jagger was the prince among men, right? (55:03):
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Speaker0: I went to go see the Rolling Stones the first time last July with my second (55:07):
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Speaker0: half of my book, Advanced Money, and I'm watching Mick Jagger running around (55:12):
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Speaker0: the stage at 80 years old, entertaining 70,000 people. I'm like, (55:15):
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Speaker0: wow, he really is a prince among men. That's absolutely wild. (55:18):
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Speaker0: It's a lot like going to see Lawrence. Going to see them was a lot like going (55:23):
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Speaker0: to see Lawrence of Arabia in the theater. It's just, it's still incredible. Wow, wow, wow. (55:26):
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Speaker1: Okay. (55:30):
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Speaker0: Both the Rolling Stones and Lawrence of Arabia, both came out in 1962. (55:30):
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Speaker0: So Jim Morrison just saw that he can, through all these amazing rock songs, (55:35):
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Speaker0: that it also gave him the opportunity to fulfill his secret teacher's mission, (55:40):
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Speaker0: to wake us up to cosmic consciousness. (55:44):
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Speaker0: Us, like to, to wake us up to like our connection to the unseen world, (55:46):
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Speaker0: to the sphere world, you know, at the same time, he, you know, (55:50):
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Speaker0: he, he, he could bring out that shamanic part of himself that, (55:54):
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Speaker0: that needed an outlet on stage and audiences. (55:58):
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Speaker0: They, they walked away. A lot of them interviewing said, you know, (56:01):
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Speaker0: I have no idea what I just saw. (56:04):
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Speaker0: I mean, but I, I was like shaken out of something and I'm gonna be thinking (56:06):
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Speaker0: about this for a long time. (56:10):
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Speaker0: So in that, what he did worked. (56:12):
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Speaker0: And Ray Manzarek, that's one of the audience members walking out of this kid (56:16):
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Speaker0: He said, freedom. It means freedom. Wow. (56:22):
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Speaker0: Typical Sagittarius, like Sagittarius, their freedom is everything, you know? (56:25):
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Speaker1: Yeah. I'm a Sagittarius. Yeah. Yeah. So, so that's wonderful. (56:30):
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Speaker1: So, so they got famous really quick. (56:34):
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Speaker1: And one of (56:38):
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Speaker1: the things just as a side note one of the things that i've observed (56:41):
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Speaker1: about the doors that's very unique is they (56:44):
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Speaker1: occupy a place in i guess (56:48):
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Speaker1: you could i don't want to say music history because there's really really no (56:51):
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Speaker1: such thing as music history anymore because it's all streaming and available (56:54):
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Speaker1: and it doesn't really matter when it came out anymore which is really interesting (56:57):
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Speaker1: in its own right but they occupy such an interesting place in the tapestry of of you know, music, (57:02):
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Speaker1: rock music that is unique and all their own. (57:08):
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Speaker1: And I'm, you probably know Julian Cope, the musician in the UK. (57:11):
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Speaker0: Oh yeah. Yeah. Yeah. (57:16):
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Speaker1: Yeah. So Julian Cope wrote an essay on his website several years ago where he (57:17):
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Speaker1: talked about basically F you, if you don't like the doors, like he was observing (57:21):
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Speaker1: that music critics for him to shit. (57:24):
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Speaker0: Yeah. (57:26):
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Speaker1: He would say observing that music critics love to shit on the doors. (57:27):
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Speaker1: And it's just like, F you, it's like Jim Morrison was the greatest, like, how dare you? (57:30):
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Speaker1: But he's pointing to something interesting there, which is like and i (57:34):
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Speaker1: was thinking about it when you were talking about venice beach because in (57:37):
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Speaker1: a way it's also where the la counterculture fits (57:40):
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Speaker1: in with the overall tapestry of things which is it's really out there and he (57:44):
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Speaker1: but is not called is is on by like i can imagine like people who are really (57:50):
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Speaker1: into the velvet underground at the time like you know not liking the doors (57:55):
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Speaker1: It's kind of like Los Angeles punk was later in the sense that it's mainstream (58:02):
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Speaker1: enough to seem mainstream, (58:07):
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Speaker1: but out there enough that the mainstream doesn't get it, but the quote-unquote (58:09):
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Speaker1: avant-garde doesn't like it either. (58:15):
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Speaker1: And it's not considered to be like, like the doors are not considered to be (58:17):
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Speaker1: some like groundbreaking avant-garde act. (58:21):
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Speaker1: They're remembered as a popular music act from the 60s. (58:23):
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Speaker1: But they were doing something that was so much more revolutionary than, (58:27):
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Speaker1: I don't know, avant-garde East Village musicians at the time. (58:30):
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Speaker1: Bob Dylan, in my opinion. in so he they really do occupy their own zone that (58:35):
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Speaker1: in a way is perhaps safer as time goes on because they're not associated with (58:42):
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Speaker1: any movement or group at all other than themselves which is a tremendous achievement in music (58:46):
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Speaker0: I that's a that's a let's go back that's a huge question and very important (58:52):
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Speaker0: but to go back to what you're saying first of all i'd love to read this this (58:58):
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Speaker0: essay by julian cove i like him a lot i gotta find that it was on. (59:02):
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Speaker1: Head heritage's website but god knows how long ago it was i'm not sure i'd be (59:06):
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Speaker1: able to find it again but maybe if you google head heritage doors jim morrison something like that (59:10):
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Speaker0: Yeah i can't wait to read that i've also (59:16):
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Speaker0: so for people who don't like the doors like i've (59:19):
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Speaker0: you know there's just so much ignorance there right like there's a guy in austin (59:22):
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Speaker0: a guy who wrote a history of rock and roll and he lives in austin and i saw (59:25):
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Speaker0: the book came out in in 2021 when i started you know writing i was up north (59:30):
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Speaker0: in california and i was reading there's like a a paragraph in there he just (59:34):
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Speaker0: dismisses jim morrison as a drunken idiot, (59:38):
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Speaker0: you know and that's all he has to say about it was that. (59:41):
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Speaker1: Lester bang or oh wait that's grail marcus i think said that no it's (59:43):
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Speaker0: Not grail marcus and grail marcus actually wrote a book about doors that that wasn't like that but. (59:47):
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Speaker1: Did lester bang say something it was either maybe i get the two things in my (59:51):
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Speaker1: mind but i think something similar (59:55):
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Speaker0: Possibly i i haven't read anything think (59:57):
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Speaker0: about that by lester bank i don't want to name names but (59:59):
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Speaker0: this person he wrote a book a rock and roll history book and he's (01:00:02):
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Speaker0: a writer that lives in austin and he just basically trashed jim (01:00:05):
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Speaker0: morrison and so many things have been said publicly (01:00:08):
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Speaker0: by other artists like that against jim morrison and in print and i'm just so (01:00:11):
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Speaker0: sick of the ignorance i i just like you know you really really need to like (01:00:17):
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Speaker0: well first of all ray manzarek said that you know doris music is psychologically (01:00:23):
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Speaker0: deep like it's like the Bauhaus, (01:00:27):
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Speaker0: you know, you really, it really makes you think, you know, and it attracts people, you know, like this. (01:00:30):
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Speaker0: So that's one of the motivations to like, you know, to make me write this book (01:00:35):
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Speaker0: was to start to dispel the ignorance, just put it to sleep, right? (01:00:39):
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Speaker0: As far as the timelessness of The Doors, there's so many reasons for that. (01:00:44):
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Speaker0: One, their lead singer, Jim Morrison, was someone who spent his entire life (01:00:49):
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Speaker0: paying attention to artists and novels and art and things like that that were timeless. (01:00:53):
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Speaker0: He put his full faith in the eternal, in songs and poetry, and that's what he loved. (01:00:58):
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Speaker0: In there, I think he found something that was not going to turn on him, (01:01:04):
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Speaker0: that it was indescribable. yeah it was that's important. (01:01:08):
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Speaker1: That's i don't think that's a coping strategy or a disassociation either i mean (01:01:14):
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Speaker1: this is one of the things i tell people that can be a real comfort (01:01:18):
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Speaker0: Yes and you know colin wilson talks when he was in high school when he was growing (01:01:21):
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Speaker0: up that you know he wanted to write this encyclopedia about everything and he (01:01:25):
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Speaker0: came up with this phrase that it became like his magical kingdom and you know (01:01:30):
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Speaker0: all of jim morrison is his books and his journals and his poetry like. (01:01:34):
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Speaker0: That was his magical kingdom that was his private world and (01:01:38):
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Speaker0: what makes him really heroic you know that's another thing (01:01:41):
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Speaker0: in that doors movie where he has him say he has val kilmer (01:01:44):
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Speaker0: say you know i'm a fake hero and he takes a swig from his bottle (01:01:47):
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Speaker0: no jim morrison is a real hero this (01:01:50):
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Speaker0: is someone who like to be a poet and (01:01:53):
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Speaker0: to be an artist and or to be in film and on that's a very private world (01:01:56):
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Speaker0: you're either working with yourself or with a few other people and (01:01:59):
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Speaker0: you have your small circle of friends when you (01:02:02):
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Speaker0: go into rock music and you're that kind of person and you're (01:02:05):
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Speaker0: you're you're open to the public like you're just opening (01:02:09):
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Speaker0: yourself up to the world and what jim morrison did was (01:02:12):
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Speaker0: hugely generous and just opened up this entire magical (01:02:15):
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Speaker0: kingdom they had debated within himself on stage for (01:02:18):
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Speaker0: all of us this way because he had this secret teacher's (01:02:21):
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Speaker0: mission you know to to communicate he (01:02:24):
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Speaker0: basically just wanted everybody else to feel what he (01:02:27):
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Speaker0: was feeling he wanted everybody else to feel like (01:02:30):
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Speaker0: the unseen world this connection to the other reality that's (01:02:33):
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Speaker0: why it shows that's the that quote the beginning of my book (01:02:37):
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Speaker0: in the introduction when he says that reality is what has been concealed from (01:02:40):
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Speaker0: us for so long and i'm going to make it you know part of my our artistic objective (01:02:43):
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Speaker0: is to show you this reality that's been concealed from us so you can awaken (01:02:48):
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Speaker0: to your own divinity like you're not going to get instant spiritual enlightenment (01:02:53):
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Speaker0: going to the door show but. (01:02:56):
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Speaker1: You are going to (01:02:58):
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Speaker0: Wake up like it is going to be a trigger in you whether consciously or unconsciously (01:02:59):
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Speaker0: it's going to do what colin wilson said these things you're going to do it's (01:03:03):
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Speaker0: going to break the circuit and and and that's what you know jim morrison does (01:03:07):
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Speaker0: like he breaks that that circuit of the roadblock the part of like modern life (01:03:11):
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Speaker0: that puts us on autopilot you know that's beautiful yeah. (01:03:15):
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Speaker1: I mean certainly those albums are reference points you know somebody hears them (01:03:18):
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Speaker1: they They may not engage with them consciously in that way, but it's a reference point. (01:03:22):
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Speaker1: And you talk about him opening up his magic kingdom to the world. (01:03:27):
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Speaker0: And that's always dangerous for artists. (01:03:32):
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Speaker1: Because I think that when you want to share how you feel with everyone else (01:03:34):
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Speaker1: and you open that psychic zone, what people don't consider is then pretty soon (01:03:38):
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Speaker1: you get to feel what everyone else feels, too. (01:03:43):
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Speaker1: And the world ain't a happy place. And to quote Donald Trump, (01:03:45):
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Speaker1: it's a mess. It's worse than ever before. You know, that type of thing. (01:03:49):
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Speaker1: So you get a lot of psychic backlash. and particularly (01:03:52):
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Speaker1: with somebody like jim morrison who's has in (01:03:57):
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Speaker1: addition to an aesthetic mission is actually (01:04:01):
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Speaker1: trying to change people's state of consciousness their (01:04:05):
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Speaker1: souls if you will and trying to wake people up that's (01:04:08):
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Speaker1: an incredibly dangerous job and so that's kind (01:04:13):
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Speaker1: of where i'm i'm kind of keep bringing the conversation back to this question (01:04:15):
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Speaker1: of what was the cost for him and he died at 27 and I think that Oliver Stone (01:04:19):
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Speaker1: yeah I mean that's not that intelligent of a movie and I think it's really easy (01:04:27):
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Speaker1: to gloss that over as rock star excess (01:04:32):
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Speaker1: but it's Oliver Stone living out his vicarious (01:04:35):
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Speaker0: Dreams of being slower. (01:04:39):
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Speaker1: Okay well now he can live out his real dreams of being a mouthpiece for Putin (01:04:41):
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Speaker0: But anyways, (01:04:45):
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Speaker0: but. (01:04:49):
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Speaker1: That's a very dangerous job to do and it's a very dangerous thing that requires (01:04:50):
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Speaker1: a very sensitive person to do and often i think there's that's compounded by (01:04:55):
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Speaker1: the fact that you alluded to earlier which is performers (01:05:00):
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Speaker1: as they they often embody (01:05:03):
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Speaker1: on stage who they want to be not who they are and (01:05:07):
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Speaker1: you talk about this process with jim morrison of overcoming his own (01:05:10):
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Speaker1: fear of being able to open up that inner world i (01:05:13):
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Speaker1: think a lot of artists in doing that take on a persona that they (01:05:16):
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Speaker1: then can't get off which is the opposite of how (01:05:19):
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Speaker1: they are in in person they may be very shy and withdrawn for (01:05:22):
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Speaker1: instance in person but they they have a (01:05:25):
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Speaker1: braggadocio larger than life stage persona that then people expect them to be (01:05:28):
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Speaker1: 24 7 and you know it's it's a cliche that can go fairly wrong for people and (01:05:33):
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Speaker1: so i'm kind of curious about about you know what was that process like with (01:05:39):
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Speaker1: jim morrison i mean we know that he became fairly alcoholic later on, (01:05:44):
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Speaker1: but it sounds like this pressure from this case also didn't help. (01:05:48):
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Speaker0: But was there a moment. (01:05:53):
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Speaker1: Like basically long story short, too long, didn't read. (01:05:54):
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Speaker1: I'm kind of asking, what was the public reaction, positive and negative, (01:05:58):
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Speaker1: and how did that affect him? (01:06:02):
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Speaker0: Well, to go back to, to just start that, Greg, that's a fantastic question. (01:06:05):
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Speaker0: Rob McCreery said that out of all the rock stars back then, Jim Morrison was (01:06:10):
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Speaker0: the only one that the person on stage was the same person off stage. (01:06:14):
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Speaker0: He thought that was remarkable. (01:06:19):
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Speaker0: The person that you met at live performances was the person who he was off stage. (01:06:21):
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Speaker0: Kind of frightening, right? (01:06:27):
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Speaker0: So with, with, with, with, with the public, so first Tanya Martin, (01:06:30):
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Speaker0: his high school girlfriend, takes her to see a Presbyterian minister to talk (01:06:35):
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Speaker0: about the problem and doesn't want to talk about with anybody else. (01:06:40):
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Speaker0: Then we have Mary Werbelow who takes them to a church because she wants to know (01:06:42):
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Speaker0: that, you know, God is real and all that and have this incredible experience. (01:06:47):
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Speaker0: And then during the door is this, this, this man named Pastor Fred L. (01:06:50):
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Speaker0: Stagmeyer of the Evangelical and Reformed Church. church and it's very open-minded (01:06:54):
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Speaker0: minister that Jim Morrison is very intrigued by that title. (01:06:58):
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Speaker0: And, and actually, you know, he sees that he's friendly to Jim and they talk, (01:07:02):
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Speaker0: you know, they have conversation. You can see this on YouTube. (01:07:06):
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Speaker0: So pastor Stagmeyer says, you know, tell us, Mike, I see what you're doing here (01:07:09):
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Speaker0: and I like it a lot, but he also saw, you know, the what's coming in the future (01:07:13):
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Speaker0: with what Jim Morrison is doing. (01:07:18):
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Speaker0: And like, you know, you basically is giving him, you know, he's, (01:07:20):
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Speaker0: he's an older man giving a younger man. (01:07:24):
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Speaker0: He likes a lot of warning saying hey like the christian right the conservative (01:07:25):
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Speaker0: forces here in america they're they're watching you okay yeah so don't like (01:07:30):
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Speaker0: don't be naive about that. (01:07:35):
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Speaker0: And you know jim morrison he's young but he's (01:07:38):
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Speaker0: also very smart and he's also the (01:07:40):
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Speaker0: eldest son of one america's like you know most (01:07:43):
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Speaker0: most outstanding military officers you know his dad his dad actually went to (01:07:46):
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Speaker0: the navy and said listen i'll give you my resignation you know because of all (01:07:50):
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Speaker0: my son's frequent arrests like i don't want to embarrass the navy so it it's (01:07:54):
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Speaker0: it's hard to believe that jim morrison didn't have thoughts that that his flamboyant (01:07:59):
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Speaker0: rebellion you know wouldn't come back to back his dad almost. (01:08:03):
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Speaker1: Quit the navy over i can only imagine this like the strict military dad anger (01:08:06):
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Speaker1: that jim morrison was getting like i cannot imagine like the the rage he must (01:08:11):
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Speaker1: have been getting from his father (01:08:18):
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Speaker0: Yes it's that's that's so he called his father you know growing up the commander, (01:08:19):
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Speaker0: like he had this, you know, this, this all of his father. (01:08:24):
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Speaker0: And that's a very complicated relationship right there. Right. (01:08:28):
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Speaker1: Yeah. (01:08:31):
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Speaker0: And then like, you know, when his father, (01:08:32):
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Speaker0: I think the Morrison family had a very long tradition of service in the military, (01:08:35):
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Speaker0: and Jim Morrison broke that. He's not going into the Navy. (01:08:41):
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Speaker0: Jim Morrison had a Leo North node, and Leo North node people, (01:08:45):
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Speaker0: they're born to be out in front. They're born to be on stage. (01:08:49):
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Speaker0: They're born to be the champion of something. Mick Jagger has a Leo North. (01:08:52):
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Speaker0: With Mick Jagger, he's the Leo's son, and he's a Leo North node. (01:08:56):
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Speaker0: Boom, you get this amazing thing, right? (01:09:00):
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Speaker1: Right yeah so that's how you get that's how you get pink pants exactly (01:09:03):
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Speaker0: So jim morrison south node is like is is aquarius and aquarius is all about (01:09:07):
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Speaker0: you know everyone's very uniform it's like it's teamwork you know that kind (01:09:13):
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Speaker0: of thing it's the navy it's the police it's the fire people things like that and morrison. (01:09:17):
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Speaker1: I bet that had a lot to i bet he that had a lot background had a lot to do with (01:09:23):
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Speaker1: his success there he must have been very organized contrary to uh you know and (01:09:26):
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Speaker1: and regimented contrary to public opinion about him. (01:09:31):
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Speaker0: Yes, exactly. So going into the Navy, he would have had great success. (01:09:35):
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Speaker0: I'm sure he thought about it because your dad just paved the way. (01:09:39):
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Speaker0: You know, like Philip II of Macedon did for Alexander the Great, his son. (01:09:42):
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Speaker0: I mean, Jim Morrison could be President of the United States if he wanted to. You think so? (01:09:46):
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Speaker0: He was very gregarious. He was very intelligent. He understood human nature very well. (01:09:50):
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Speaker0: He would have gone. He would have had extraordinary service in the Navy, (01:09:55):
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Speaker0: and then he would have went into politics. Absolutely. (01:10:00):
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Speaker1: What a strange alternate history that would have been. (01:10:02):
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Speaker0: That's amazing. He once said in an interview that to be famous in the United (01:10:03):
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Speaker0: States, you'd rather have to be a politician or an assassin. (01:10:08):
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Speaker0: So he understood this kind of stuff. (01:10:10):
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Speaker0: But of course, that's not where his fulfillment lay. And I think he probably (01:10:13):
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Speaker0: thought about it, but he's not going to do anything like that. (01:10:18):
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Speaker0: When he said he's going to a rock band, his father was like, (01:10:21):
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Speaker0: that's insane. You don't have any talent. (01:10:25):
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Speaker0: He told him, you can see it in the interview on YouTube, you need to go get (01:10:28):
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Speaker0: yourself a job. His father thought that was just nuts. (01:10:31):
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Speaker0: So Jim always really had to be himself. He really had to get away from the past. (01:10:35):
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Speaker0: He really had to cut this off, everything going on with his family, (01:10:41):
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Speaker0: with his father in particular. (01:10:46):
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Speaker0: That's why on Soul Kitchen, he's singing over and over again, (01:10:49):
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Speaker0: learn to forget, learn to forget. (01:10:52):
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Speaker0: He himself was putting in a lot of energy and learning how to forget just so (01:10:54):
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Speaker0: he could be himself, do his thing as a secret teacher, as a shaman, (01:10:59):
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Speaker0: as an artist in that time. because (01:11:03):
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Speaker0: he really felt that he was born to do something that was important. (01:11:05):
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Speaker0: So Pastor Sagmeier gives him this warning. He sees the future coming for Jim (01:11:10):
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Speaker0: Morrison, like this young kid is going to get in trouble. (01:11:15):
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Speaker0: And there was the Miami concert where it's alleged that he exposed himself to the audience. (01:11:19):
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Speaker0: And just a week before that, he went to a production of the living theater that (01:11:24):
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Speaker0: USB in Los Angeles where they're stripping naked on stage. (01:11:29):
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Speaker0: Jim Morrison did not do that in Miami. There are no eyewitness accounts that (01:11:33):
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Speaker0: he exposed himself to the audience. (01:11:37):
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Speaker0: Now, we don't know this for sure, but evidence points to the establishment getting (01:11:40):
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Speaker0: their moment to destroy Jim Morrison, to shut him up. (01:11:46):
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Speaker0: Because they so so that concert was on march 1st 1969 and then the arrest warrants (01:11:53):
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Speaker0: were issued on march 5th and on that same day the fbi field office in miami (01:12:00):
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Speaker0: sent off their description of what (01:12:05):
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Speaker0: happened that night directly to j edgar hoover's office well and yeah and. (01:12:07):
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Speaker1: Yeah jim works i don't that's kind of heat you don't need (01:12:12):
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Speaker0: Yeah you know there's somebody you know we all know who about j edgar hoover (01:12:15):
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Speaker0: this is the time of richard nixon's presidency a very paranoid man who later (01:12:19):
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Speaker0: tried to have John Lennon turn on the United States because he was going to (01:12:23):
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Speaker0: go on tour with Abby Hoffman and do this on this big, (01:12:25):
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Speaker0: huge anti-war activist campaign thing. (01:12:29):
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Speaker0: So here was Jim Morrison like, oh God, this is embarrassing all of us. (01:12:31):
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Speaker0: His father's an animal. You know, geez. (01:12:36):
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Speaker0: So I think they took it as a moment to let's see if we can get him convicted (01:12:38):
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Speaker0: and get him in prison and possibly there he can just be really hurt or even killed. (01:12:42):
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Speaker0: The judge on the case was in Miami, (01:12:48):
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Speaker0: he was later found um he lost his judgeship for corruption you know and they (01:12:51):
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Speaker0: they sentenced uh to six months of hard labor during the convictions convicted (01:12:56):
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Speaker0: on october 1970 and he was allowed to go out you know he was freed on appeal (01:13:00):
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Speaker0: and that point everything i think changed for jim morrison, (01:13:05):
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Speaker0: They were going to send him to, you know, Brayford prison. You know, (01:13:10):
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Speaker0: when he's in Paris, he moves to Paris in March 1971. (01:13:13):
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Speaker0: And one of the places that him and Pamela Curson stay at before they move into (01:13:18):
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Speaker0: their apartment in the 4th arrondissement in the Marais was the same room where (01:13:22):
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Speaker0: Oscar Wilde passed away. (01:13:28):
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Speaker0: And Oscar, you know, he was put in prison for two years. (01:13:30):
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Speaker0: You know, he was charged with, you know, with immoral conduct and a bunch of (01:13:34):
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Speaker0: bullshit, right? But that prison term just destroyed his health. (01:13:38):
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Speaker0: And he went to Paris for similar reasons that Jim Morrison did. (01:13:43):
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Speaker0: He told Bill Siddons, the Doors manager, before leaving, like, (01:13:50):
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Speaker0: I don't really know who I am anymore. (01:13:53):
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Speaker0: You know, I got to get away from this whole rock star image thing, (01:13:56):
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Speaker0: which he had very, very conflicting feelings about. (01:13:59):
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Speaker0: Out yeah and you know in paris he (01:14:01):
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Speaker0: he uh i think he made an effort (01:14:05):
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Speaker0: to stop the drinking and stuff like that but he's (01:14:08):
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Speaker0: in this room oscar wilde had passed away you know that that's incredible that (01:14:11):
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Speaker0: that's where they stayed incredible his asthma came back he was an asthmatic (01:14:15):
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Speaker0: and he was coughing up blood um and he also was telling friends back in america (01:14:19):
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Speaker0: i want some kind of assurance that they're not he literally said i want some (01:14:24):
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Speaker0: kind of assurance that they're not going to send me in a Rayford prison. (01:14:27):
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Speaker0: Like, he's very worried about this, and understandably so. (01:14:30):
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Speaker0: And, you know, France doesn't have an extradition treaty with the United States. (01:14:33):
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Speaker0: I mean, that's why Roman Polanski, when he fled California, his warrant is still (01:14:37):
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Speaker0: over here at the Santa Monica Courthouse because France has no extradition treaty. (01:14:40):
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Speaker0: They can't pull him back. (01:14:44):
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Speaker0: So I guess he could have just stayed if he wanted to. (01:14:46):
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Speaker0: So that, to me, contributed to his death, death was just you know the incredible (01:14:52):
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Speaker0: anxiety that this produced yeah like i can't i can't go back to my home country (01:14:58):
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Speaker0: like they're really trying to get. (01:15:03):
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Speaker1: Me well that that stress can give people heart attacks you know (01:15:05):
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Speaker1: like yes even just that stress alone can kill people and it's not surprising (01:15:08):
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Speaker1: he would be drinking again also so it kind of sounds like you mentioned the (01:15:12):
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Speaker1: the i want to kind of pinpoint the backlash here you mentioned the christian (01:15:19):
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Speaker1: right as him being warned against the Christian right? (01:15:23):
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Speaker1: Do you think that the Christian right did have something to do with (01:15:26):
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Speaker1: Absolutely. This thing in Miami. (01:15:29):
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Speaker0: Yes. In the days after that concert, that concert was March 1st, 1969. (01:15:33):
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Speaker0: The very conservative actor Jackie Gleason held a, quote-unquote, (01:15:37):
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Speaker0: decency rally at what was back then the Orange Bowl Stadium. (01:15:40):
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Speaker0: That got torn down. That's the Miami Marlins play now. (01:15:44):
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Speaker0: But 30,000 people showed up, 30,000 young people to protest Jim Morrison, (01:15:48):
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Speaker0: that entire concert that happened. (01:15:52):
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Speaker0: This hits home for me because I was born in Miami. me. (01:15:54):
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Speaker0: I mean, I was born at the same time that this trial was going on in October (01:15:58):
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Speaker0: 1970, right down the road. (01:16:03):
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Speaker0: It's interesting, my publishers in their traditions, (01:16:06):
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Speaker0: and they're founded by Ehud Sperling, and he walked into a bookstore in September, (01:16:10):
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Speaker0: October 1972 in New York and started to learn all about the rejected knowledge (01:16:15):
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Speaker0: and all the things that we're about at the same time that Jim Wilson was being (01:16:19):
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Speaker0: nailed for these things. (01:16:23):
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Speaker0: So it's a very conservative environment. (01:16:24):
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Speaker0: That it's not going to have any kind of this stuff going on in Miami. (01:16:28):
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Speaker0: Paramahansa Yogananda in 1925, out of all the cities in the country that he (01:16:32):
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Speaker0: went to where he was thrown out of, he was thrown out of Miami. (01:16:36):
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Speaker0: You know, because they thought he was bringing a love cult with him. (01:16:39):
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Speaker1: So, yeah, a very conservative, (01:16:45):
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Speaker0: Like in wrong Catholic family that was just having nothing to do with like Jim (01:16:47):
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Speaker0: Morrison or my like with him, you know, at all either. (01:16:50):
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Speaker0: Either so to go back to the (01:16:53):
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Speaker0: there was a decency rally held and then that (01:16:56):
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Speaker0: that that that furor just spread to the conservative parts (01:16:59):
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Speaker0: of the united states that you know it largely has to do (01:17:02):
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Speaker0: with like you know the christian right you know that put people like (01:17:05):
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Speaker0: you know nixon in power right and they're just (01:17:08):
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Speaker0: they're just not it's the same thing throughout the (01:17:11):
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Speaker0: western esoteric tradition they're just not gonna have (01:17:14):
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Speaker0: somebody who has this kind of hold on the (01:17:17):
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Speaker0: consciousness and attention of america's baby boomers you know (01:17:20):
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Speaker0: introducing them to cosmic consciousness connection to (01:17:23):
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Speaker0: the spirit world you know getting in touch with your own divinity and your own (01:17:26):
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Speaker0: inner light and you know going off and you know doing your own thing like we (01:17:29):
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Speaker0: can't control this like maybe this this has to stop we can't have this he's (01:17:34):
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Speaker0: he's embarrassing us like he's embarrassing the establishment with his father (01:17:39):
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Speaker0: and the navy and everything there's. (01:17:42):
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Speaker1: A counterpoint to that there's a counterpoint to that, which is don't you think (01:17:45):
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Speaker1: that encouraging the populace to engage in disassociation drugs and shamanism (01:17:48):
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Speaker1: would actually rather quite serve the status quo in that it would get them off of, (01:17:55):
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Speaker1: quite likely, get them off of protesting the Vietnam War? (01:18:01):
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Speaker0: That's interesting yeah i think you know these are these are the satan people (01:18:05):
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Speaker0: you know who are also protesting the vietnam war a lot you know the the you (01:18:10):
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Speaker0: know jim morrison's generation that was a lot of you could. (01:18:15):
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Speaker1: Argue that a lot of those people particularly the ones who got into tim leary (01:18:17):
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Speaker1: and things like that were were deactivated rather than activated by the psychedelic (01:18:20):
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Speaker1: culture in the sense that they weren't they were no longer organizing in any (01:18:26):
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Speaker1: type of actual political way they were going into the internal world and turning (01:18:29):
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Speaker1: on tuning in and dropping out (01:18:33):
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Speaker1: I'm not saying that. Well, I don't think that was Jim Morrison's message. (01:18:35):
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Speaker1: I'm just offering a devil's advocate counterpoint that perhaps, (01:18:38):
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Speaker1: you know, was this actually a threat to the system or not? (01:18:42):
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Speaker1: Not and i think that a lot has been made and (01:18:47):
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Speaker1: i don't know how i feel about this but a lot has been made conspiratorially about (01:18:51):
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Speaker1: the fact that his father was an admiral you know (01:18:55):
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Speaker1: now we have this person who's right in the middle of potentially mk (01:18:58):
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Speaker1: ultra in the scene in toluca with uh (01:19:03):
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Speaker1: in topanga canyon in los (01:19:05):
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Speaker1: angeles where people are where there's there are experiments being (01:19:08):
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Speaker1: run on what happens when you give people lsd you know we know the intelligence (01:19:11):
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Speaker1: communities that are involved in this kind of psyop research during this time (01:19:15):
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Speaker1: and we have the pi piper here as the son of one of them the biggest admirals (01:19:18):
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Speaker1: in the u.s and has raised people's eyebrows i don't know if it raises my eyebrow (01:19:23):
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Speaker1: or not but i'm curious your thoughts about that (01:19:27):
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Speaker0: Yeah i've read about the secret base (01:19:30):
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Speaker0: there in brook canyon and and in mk ultra so with as far as like you know lsd (01:19:33):
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Speaker0: like this cia tried to use lsd as a truth serum and it backfired on completely (01:19:39):
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Speaker0: like their agents are quitting because they're like i don't want to be here (01:19:43):
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Speaker0: anymore i've discovered god and i'm leaving is. (01:19:47):
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Speaker1: That what happened i thought i thought they also wanted to use it to to reprogram (01:19:50):
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Speaker1: people out of communism like in china by dumping it on the population (01:19:54):
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Speaker0: Yeah they were trying all kinds of crazy things you know with lsd like especially (01:19:59):
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Speaker0: in san francisco when m culture was going on and they were having like you know (01:20:03):
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Speaker0: prostitutes like bring you know bring men to the hotel and dosing them without (01:20:07):
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Speaker0: their knowledge and observing them and all these kinds of things you Really sick stuff. (01:20:11):
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Speaker0: The irony is that America's top spy on World War II, he saw the beauty of LSD. (01:20:15):
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Speaker0: And he actually was the one who went around dosing people, saying, (01:20:22):
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Speaker0: this is a cure for many things. (01:20:27):
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Speaker0: In Canada, they were using LSD to cure alcoholics with great success. (01:20:30):
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Speaker0: The actor Cary Grant, he did LSD like 60 times because of that military officer. I forget his name. (01:20:35):
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Speaker0: So I think once, I mean, I'm not an authority on this, but I think once all (01:20:42):
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Speaker0: those involved in MKUltra and all those people trying to do like, (01:20:47):
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Speaker0: you know, with sick agendas and how they wanted to use LSD, (01:20:50):
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Speaker0: I think once they began to see that not only could they not achieve their aims (01:20:54):
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Speaker0: with LSD, it was like a threat to what they're actually trying to do. (01:21:00):
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Speaker0: Like, LSD was expanding the mind and doing things for people that were quite (01:21:04):
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Speaker0: positive in which they were losing control. (01:21:09):
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Speaker0: And I think that's why it was fun, like, you know, outlawed in California, you know, in 1966. (01:21:11):
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Speaker0: Right after Jim Morrison was able to buy it over the counter. (01:21:17):
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Speaker0: Like, the whole mind control narrative around all of this, you know, (01:21:22):
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Speaker0: in conjunction with LSD, it's like, it's really complicated. (01:21:29):
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Speaker0: But i think jim (01:21:31):
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Speaker0: morrison saw it in a way that he could break he could break on through (01:21:35):
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Speaker0: those mind-forged manacles that william blake talks about (01:21:38):
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Speaker0: that we have in the mind like like jim morrison really opened (01:21:41):
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Speaker0: up his mind you know with his drug use it's very much tied into like the whole (01:21:44):
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Speaker0: shamanic idea but jim morrison is very much tied into the letter that the poet (01:21:48):
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Speaker0: arthur mabeu wrote paul demony in which he believed like you know the poet has (01:21:53):
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Speaker0: to make himself a seer through a prolonged disorganization of all the senses (01:21:57):
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Speaker0: the key word being prolonged, (01:22:01):
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Speaker0: you know jim morrison and jim morrison's style went (01:22:03):
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Speaker0: all the way with that like the kind of if if any of us if most people took as (01:22:06):
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Speaker0: many substances as jim morrison did there in the beginning of venice each when (01:22:12):
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Speaker0: he was initiating himself you know we we probably died i mean we probably would (01:22:16):
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Speaker0: go to an insane asylum it was like his stamina was really extraordinary i mean he's really. (01:22:19):
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Speaker1: What what i mean like what how much was he doing (01:22:25):
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Speaker0: So the average lsd day to this is probably about 300 micrograms back then was (01:22:27):
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Speaker0: probably a thousand then. (01:22:32):
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Speaker1: It was a lot stronger then right much much stronger yeah and (01:22:34):
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Speaker0: He was doing that in conjunction with like all kinds of different types of like (01:22:38):
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Speaker0: you know non-slip adult drugs are messing around with his nervous system you (01:22:41):
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Speaker0: know tampering with his heart rate his blood pressure he was really pushing (01:22:44):
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Speaker0: it just to see where all this will go So how was he. (01:22:48):
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Speaker1: How was he tampering with his heart rate and blood pressure? (01:22:51):
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Speaker0: Just the other kind of drugs that he was finding, you know, around Venice beach, (01:22:54):
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Speaker0: more like the crazy people, you know, that, that he met like Benzotriene and (01:22:57):
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Speaker0: all kinds of things like that. (01:23:01):
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Speaker0: Like just taking just, just amounts that would almost probably potentially kill any other person. (01:23:02):
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Speaker1: Okay. (01:23:08):
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Speaker0: So Jim Morrison, you're, you're talking about some of their physical stamina (01:23:09):
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Speaker0: who like, who did the breast, I mean the, the butterfly stroke, (01:23:11):
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Speaker0: you know, with ease, I mean, he was really strong. (01:23:14):
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Speaker0: He had the physical makeup to actually be a shaman. He could take this pain. (01:23:18):
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Speaker0: He really broke on through. I think with Jim Morrison's case, (01:23:26):
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Speaker0: the LSD had the effect on him that we want to have on many people. (01:23:31):
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Speaker0: I made that point at the beginning of the book, the LSD was discovered oddly enough. (01:23:37):
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Speaker0: Off at the so sandoz first you know discovered (01:23:42):
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Speaker0: not discovers it but synthesizes it 1938 puts it (01:23:45):
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Speaker0: on the shelf comes back to it five years later in 43 in (01:23:49):
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Speaker0: switzerland takes it by accident and has (01:23:52):
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Speaker0: this extraordinary experience in april 1943 also in april 1943 that same month (01:23:55):
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Speaker0: hoppenheimer is you know in the los alamos at that point where the manhattan (01:24:01):
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Speaker0: project is going on right by the site where Jim Morrison has that experience (01:24:06):
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Speaker0: with the Native American Indians. (01:24:11):
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Speaker1: Yeah, so what was the deal? They were working at Los Alamos? (01:24:13):
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Speaker0: Yeah, in April 1943, that's when Oppmeyer convened all the scientists to start (01:24:17):
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Speaker0: working on how to break the atom to create the bomb. So Ellis discovered... (01:24:21):
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Speaker1: Do you know the band Throbbing Gristle? (01:24:27):
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Speaker0: Yeah. (01:24:29):
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Speaker1: So do you know that Peter Christofferson, who was in... Jen told me it was Peter (01:24:30):
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Speaker1: Christofferson who was in Throbbing Gristle and then Coil. (01:24:34):
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Speaker1: I believe his dad... (01:24:36):
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Speaker1: Was one of the people who he was involved in dropping one of the bombs really (01:24:39):
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Speaker1: if it wasn't the I don't think it was one of the actual person but it was somebody (01:24:46):
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Speaker1: who was involved directly in his that was directly involved in dropping the (01:24:50):
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Speaker1: bombs on one of the cities in Japan so yeah another. (01:24:54):
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Speaker0: As in jen's words bizarre karma yes so i i i just think it it's extraordinary (01:24:59):
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Speaker0: that that l the the effects of lsc were discovered at this in the same month (01:25:06):
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Speaker0: and year that oppenheimer was what was going to create like you know the first (01:25:11):
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Speaker0: weapon of mass destruction and um, (01:25:15):
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Speaker0: in splitting the atom it's almost as like you know the creator is like the these (01:25:18):
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Speaker0: people need help you know this like the race needs something to like to show (01:25:23):
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Speaker0: them the beauty of life before they They go down this road or they're going to destroy each other. (01:25:26):
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Speaker0: I think that's the mysteriousness of LSD. And Jim Morrison is a part of the (01:25:31):
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Speaker0: story because those Native American workers at that time were the ones that (01:25:36):
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Speaker0: died on that accident, were on their way, were working at the Los Alamos National Laboratory. (01:25:40):
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Speaker0: You know, that laboratory was there, was the Native American tribes in northern (01:25:46):
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Speaker0: Mexico thought that laboratory was going to be there temporarily. (01:25:51):
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Speaker0: It wasn't. It's a permanent setup. up then it really (01:25:53):
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Speaker0: disrupted the native american culture there it did (01:25:56):
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Speaker0: that's why i i i brought up this i bring (01:25:59):
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Speaker0: up hamlet in this book you know hamlet predates modern man by 300 years like (01:26:03):
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Speaker0: in that play he just he wakes up to the spirit world and it it provokes him (01:26:08):
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Speaker0: to do something to make something right agent or bench at the same time he's (01:26:14):
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Speaker0: blown away he's like wow like you know he's. (01:26:18):
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Speaker0: He's put in contact with something that just blows his mind when he goes to a relationship. (01:26:21):
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Speaker0: There's more things that are dreamt up in this world than your whole philosophy. (01:26:26):
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Speaker0: And he's like, let's just give it a welcome. (01:26:30):
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Speaker0: Jim Morrison was the same way. We're all Hamlets now. We're all giving it a welcome, right? (01:26:32):
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Speaker0: And all this is going on there in Northern New Mexico, where these Native American (01:26:37):
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Speaker0: workers, it's very strange that this happens to the eldest son, (01:26:41):
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Speaker0: one of America's great military officers. (01:26:46):
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Speaker0: It's almost like the spirits are saying, we're putting you on a different path. (01:26:49):
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Speaker0: As this weapon of mass destruction is being made, we're going to have people (01:26:55):
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Speaker0: like you to remind us what we're going to lose in life if these kinds of things (01:27:00):
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Speaker0: happen. And if we keep going, you know, in this left-hand path. (01:27:05):
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Speaker1: If we keep down (01:27:09):
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Speaker0: Like the mental rational structure of conscious that we've been in as it's breaking down right now. (01:27:10):
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Speaker1: There's an interesting meta point (01:27:17):
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Speaker1: to make there just about kind of occult history, which is, I love that. (01:27:19):
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Speaker1: I love that there's a meta point to make there which (01:27:24):
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Speaker1: is kind of the you're looking at what appears (01:27:27):
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Speaker1: to be synchronicity like the los alamos thing and creating (01:27:29):
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Speaker1: and creating a narrative out of it and you're creating a mystical narrative (01:27:34):
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Speaker1: which is kind of the narrative i i think that this how people approach this (01:27:37):
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Speaker1: is core to a lot of human consciousness and and religion which is why it's so (01:27:41):
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Speaker1: interesting to point out which is you're kind of you're looking at synchronicity and the (01:27:45):
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Speaker1: narrative you're creating or the causative narrative you're creating for (01:27:50):
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Speaker1: it is one positive and two (01:27:53):
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Speaker1: involves higher intelligence that is (01:27:56):
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Speaker1: beneficial towards us that's great (01:27:59):
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Speaker1: right i feel like that's a very mentally healthy way to look at not just synchronicities (01:28:02):
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Speaker1: but you know looking back on your life and sometimes we go through tragedies (01:28:07):
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Speaker1: and it's much easier if we say well it happened for a reason because xyz happened (01:28:11):
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Speaker1: as a result of it too right but so i'm just putting I'm just flagging that, (01:28:15):
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Speaker1: that I think that's a mentally healthy approach to synchronicity. (01:28:20):
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Speaker1: But you can see the same, and I kind of touched on it with the conspiratorial (01:28:23):
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Speaker1: thing before, you can look at the same synchronicities and say, (01:28:26):
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Speaker1: oh, well, that's clearly... (01:28:28):
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Speaker0: Evidence of you know the cia did it or there's. (01:28:31):
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Speaker1: Like there's secret conspiratorial stuff going on (01:28:35):
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Speaker1: and since it's secret therefore it must be malevolent and this (01:28:37):
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Speaker1: is where a lot of people's conspiracy narratives come (01:28:40):
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Speaker1: from you can be faced with improbable coincidences and you can say god did it (01:28:44):
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Speaker1: spirits did it the cia did it you know it's like and and how people respond (01:28:49):
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Speaker1: to those things which everyone experiences in life or certainly experiences (01:28:53):
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Speaker1: looking at history especially around pivotal people like this their lives are (01:28:57):
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Speaker1: full of this type of thing (01:29:01):
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Speaker0: I think. (01:29:02):
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Speaker1: How people how people decide to see that it really does affect their quality of life so (01:29:05):
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Speaker0: I i the the mobile the more (01:29:10):
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Speaker0: i looked into jim morrison's life and all of my research and (01:29:14):
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Speaker0: their writing the more i i just felt like this person (01:29:16):
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Speaker0: is on a truly like divine path like these are (01:29:20):
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Speaker0: these are not necessarily like you know accidents (01:29:22):
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Speaker0: you know he's he's discovering uh (01:29:25):
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Speaker0: the western esoteric tradition in kurt sullivan's book (01:29:29):
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Speaker0: when he's in alexandria virginia you know all about (01:29:31):
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Speaker0: where the western esoteric tradition is born that library (01:29:34):
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Speaker0: in ancient alexandria a place where you felt right at home and (01:29:38):
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Speaker0: then you know the rejected knowledge moves from hellenistic alexandria it's (01:29:41):
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Speaker0: saved by bright and awakened people in the rise of islam i mean that's what (01:29:46):
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Speaker0: that was the nail in the coffin for like you know the library in alexandria (01:29:52):
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Speaker0: was when with the spread of islam in northern africa right. (01:29:55):
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Speaker1: And then it was is that why it was burned (01:29:59):
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Speaker0: So it was burned a few times, but the permanent end... I actually don't. (01:30:02):
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Speaker1: Know the specific history. I'm really curious. (01:30:05):
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Speaker0: In Secret Teachers, Gerlachman points out that it was in the 600s AD where there (01:30:07):
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Speaker0: had been a spread of Islam that they conquered Alexandria and they just destroyed that library. (01:30:13):
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Speaker0: And there were a few people alive at that time saying, listen, (01:30:19):
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Speaker0: don't destroy everything in that library. (01:30:23):
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Speaker0: We need to save some of those scrolls and everything. And they did. (01:30:25):
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Speaker0: It and that knowledge made its way you know into the islamic world and it made (01:30:28):
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Speaker0: its home in iran and turkey and then it's there for a while and then it comes (01:30:33):
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Speaker0: through constantinople and then it blossoms again in the italian renaissance in venice. (01:30:37):
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Speaker1: Comes through constantinople because constantinople was also destroyed by islam (01:30:41):
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Speaker0: Exactly and so i know this (01:30:45):
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Speaker0: is a crazy thing to say but you know jim morrison's life kind of mirrors us (01:30:48):
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Speaker0: where he's his his awakening happens there in alexandria you know in virginia (01:30:51):
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Speaker0: and then he he moves his way and he and then he's in venice you know it's this (01:30:55):
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Speaker0: place that um like italy like he he blossoms there in venice and like in a renaissance time, (01:30:59):
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Speaker0: it's it's remarkable that way and that's how that's how i choose to see that (01:31:06):
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Speaker0: because i think there's a there's a touch of like the divine mysteriousness (01:31:10):
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Speaker0: you know going on in this that. (01:31:13):
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Speaker1: Is cool one thing that i wanted to ask you about this may be totally spurious (01:31:15):
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Speaker1: but i i figured i'd ask you. (01:31:19):
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Speaker1: I had heard, speaking of conspiracies, I had heard around the way that one of (01:31:21):
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Speaker1: the things that accelerated Jim Morrison's downfall was that he got into Voudon in Paris. (01:31:28):
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Speaker1: You mean into what? He got into voodoo in Paris, into Voudon, (01:31:35):
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Speaker1: and got mixed up with that. (01:31:38):
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Speaker1: And I don't know if you've ever heard that or if that's just an urban legend. (01:31:40):
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Speaker1: Because I've never seen anything corroborating that, but I've seen people talking about it. (01:31:44):
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Speaker0: Jim Morris was a very curious person. So once he decided that he was interested (01:31:48):
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Speaker0: in something, he had to go right down to the bottom of it, right? (01:31:54):
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Speaker0: So it's possible that with voodoo that he did that. But I haven't read anything about that. (01:31:57):
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Speaker0: He was only in Paris for three months before he died. (01:32:04):
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Speaker1: I think there was some conspiracy book published about this or something where (01:32:08):
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Speaker1: somebody was saying voodoo. It was crazy stuff. (01:32:12):
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Speaker1: They were saying voodoo people had trapped a soul in a bottle and all of this (01:32:15):
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Speaker1: stuff i'm not saying that that any of that actually happened i'm saying that (01:32:18):
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Speaker1: i heard that and i figured i'd ask you about it if there was any fire to this (01:32:22):
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Speaker0: There are so many conspiratorial type (01:32:26):
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Speaker0: stories surrounding those three months and he was there like for instance (01:32:28):
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Speaker0: there are people in the european there are old school people in the european (01:32:31):
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Speaker0: intelligence community who feel that that massad had him killed because his (01:32:35):
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Speaker0: father was was in the mediterranean and he was with his aircraft carrier and (01:32:39):
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Speaker0: there was a very bizarre incident where the is really air force actually attacked an american ship yeah. (01:32:44):
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Speaker1: I was i was i was going to bring this up but this is this this one's a little (01:32:49):
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Speaker1: dicey question just because of the context but yeah he was but he was in charge (01:32:53):
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Speaker1: during the six-day war when the uss liberty was sunk (01:32:59):
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Speaker0: That's right and the carrier group was his father and he scrambled aircraft (01:33:02):
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Speaker0: on his carrier to attack and john mccain's father the late john mccain his father (01:33:07):
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Speaker0: was in charge of like the navy and the med and, (01:33:12):
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Speaker0: he said, don't launch that attack. Don't do that. (01:33:15):
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Speaker0: So the European intelligence community at the time thinks that possibly Jim Morrison was killed, (01:33:19):
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Speaker0: in retaliation for his father ordering an airstrike on Israel for that USS Liberty (01:33:25):
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Speaker0: attack. That's one, there's so many stories like that. (01:33:30):
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Speaker1: So he ordered an actual airstrike on Israel not to defend the ship? (01:33:33):
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Speaker0: Yes, he scrambled his aircraft carrier to launch the attack from the base where (01:33:38):
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Speaker0: the Israeli jets had come from. (01:33:44):
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Speaker0: And the senior McCain at that time countermanded that order. (01:33:45):
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Speaker1: Do we know what actually happened during that time period? (01:33:49):
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Speaker1: I mean, like the official, so from what I understand, Israel blew up that ship (01:33:52):
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Speaker1: and then they said that it was (01:33:56):
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Speaker1: a scientific observer vessel and then they claimed that it was a mistake (01:33:58):
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Speaker0: But yes some people didn't. (01:34:02):
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Speaker1: Believe that and I don't think that Jim Morrison's father believed that (01:34:04):
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Speaker0: Exactly and so they then they just felt that Israel retaliated by killing his (01:34:07):
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Speaker0: son you know for having for having done that did. (01:34:14):
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Speaker1: He feel that did he think that jim morrison's father (01:34:16):
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Speaker0: No he never i've never heard him talk about it (01:34:20):
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Speaker0: i don't i i haven't found any views or anything written (01:34:23):
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Speaker0: articles about anything you know where he talks (01:34:26):
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Speaker0: about that so i don't know i mean there's also there's another idea that one (01:34:29):
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Speaker0: person claims that they saw jim morrison the day he died at the rock and roll (01:34:33):
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Speaker0: circus in paris which is the big rock and roll hangout people like mitch i guess (01:34:38):
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Speaker0: to hang out there and that she saw him being taken out of a bathroom where he He just looked dead. (01:34:42):
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Speaker0: If they put him in a car and they drove away, (01:34:46):
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Speaker0: and that they found him in a bathtub and then being found in a bathtub like (01:34:51):
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Speaker0: that and warm water is like a classic way to try and revive somebody that's (01:34:55):
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Speaker0: that has a heroin overdose, (01:34:58):
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Speaker0: pamela kirk's dating this man a french count near jean de bertu and he was deep (01:35:00):
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Speaker0: in the whole heroin thing and he was their big heroin addict himself him and (01:35:05):
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Speaker0: pamela cursons i mean jim morrison hated and it's possible that he tried it (01:35:08):
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Speaker0: that night and that that might have killed him there's Yeah. (01:35:12):
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Speaker1: That's a more believable, self-discussion tends to be a more believable narrative. (01:35:15):
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Speaker0: Who knows? We're never going to get to the, we're never going to know. (01:35:22):
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Speaker0: Everything about Jim Morrison's life was mysterious, and those final days in (01:35:26):
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Speaker0: Paris are just as mysterious. I mean, Raymond... (01:35:30):
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Speaker1: Go ahead, go ahead. (01:35:34):
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Speaker0: No, Raymond Zerbe was not happy that Bill Siddons, when he sent the doors miniature (01:35:36):
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Speaker0: to Paris, he did not lift the coffin to identify Jim Morrison's body. (01:35:40):
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Speaker0: And Raymond Zarek was on the phone to him saying, you didn't look the coffin lid. (01:35:45):
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Speaker0: So as far as we know, they buried an empty coffin. There's only five people at the funeral. (01:35:49):
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Speaker0: There was only one doctor's signature on the death certificate. (01:35:54):
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Speaker0: Bill Simmons was very young. He was only 20 years old. He didn't think to open up the casket. (01:35:59):
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Speaker0: He saw the French authorities in Panamera. He figured, I'm sure Jim Morrison's (01:36:04):
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Speaker0: body is in that coffin. And so John Densmore said that, you know, (01:36:08):
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Speaker0: an interview said if there is anybody capable of just disappearing because everything (01:36:13):
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Speaker0: was going on, it was Jim Morrison. (01:36:16):
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Speaker0: But we were just never going to know. Do you have any. (01:36:17):
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Speaker1: Personal feelings on that? (01:36:20):
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Speaker0: I think he's, he's, he's, he's in perilous shows. I think he has passed away. (01:36:23):
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Speaker0: I think it'd be very, very difficult to maintain a disappearing act in this (01:36:30):
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Speaker0: day and age. I think he would be found. (01:36:34):
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Speaker0: His, his health was, was, was going down, but the, the asthma was returning. (01:36:38):
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Speaker0: He, he had, he poured decades of living into, you know, like six years. (01:36:43):
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Speaker0: He was still drinking in Paris. He was incredibly worried about what was, (01:36:49):
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Speaker0: what was happening to him, what would happen to him if he, if he went back to the United States, (01:36:52):
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Speaker0: plus Pamela Carson was deep into heroin use, and if they did an autopsy and (01:36:56):
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Speaker0: that case had continued, (01:37:04):
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Speaker0: and Pamela Chris almost found out that she had the heroin, she could go to jail for murder. (01:37:06):
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Speaker0: They could find her liable to death. (01:37:13):
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Speaker0: That's more probable what happened, that they buried the body quickly to avoid (01:37:15):
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Speaker0: any kind of legal backlash for her. (01:37:22):
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Speaker1: She died- (01:37:25):
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Speaker1: go ahead she died (01:37:27):
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Speaker0: Three years later but of a heroin overdose. (01:37:28):
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Speaker1: Pamela i was gonna say i think that being on heroin and nodding out in the bath (01:37:30):
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Speaker1: is i think a somewhat common way to die (01:37:37):
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Speaker1: or i can certainly imagine it being having been around people nodding out if (01:37:39):
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Speaker1: you were in a bath you could pretty easily drown it also depresses your breathing (01:37:43):
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Speaker1: i don't know how that interacts with asthma, although, you know... (01:37:47):
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Speaker0: And he was drinking that night. Yeah. And he was drinking. (01:37:51):
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Speaker1: So it's not implausible that... And I think particularly, I didn't know that (01:37:54):
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Speaker1: about Pamela Corson, that heroin was involved, but it's certainly not improbable (01:38:00):
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Speaker1: that what happened is some combination of just drinking and heroin. (01:38:05):
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Speaker1: But I think perhaps the diciness around it being about the heroin also makes sense. (01:38:09):
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Speaker0: Mm-hmm. It's a very sad and tragic end to... (01:38:14):
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Speaker0: To somebody who was just super brilliant who just (01:38:19):
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Speaker0: they really felt that they had a a divine (01:38:22):
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Speaker0: call you know through what they chose (01:38:25):
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Speaker0: to do with rock and roll you know just just to (01:38:28):
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Speaker0: push forth our evolution just to wake us up when he when he (01:38:31):
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Speaker0: screams wake up and all those things like that's what (01:38:33):
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Speaker0: he's referring to you know that that's what he's trying to (01:38:36):
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Speaker0: do he's trying to break that circuit and snap us out in (01:38:39):
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Speaker0: the same way that that colin wilson is was trying to (01:38:42):
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Speaker0: do with his books it's amazing that colin wilson was writing the occult at the (01:38:45):
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Speaker0: same time that jim morrison's expressing all these same things himself artistically (01:38:49):
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Speaker0: yeah those two i think if if if rock and roll happened years earlier like like (01:38:53):
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Speaker0: colin wilson would have been would have gotten into rock music oh that would. (01:38:59):
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Speaker1: Have been cool yeah maybe in the way michael moorcock used to write lyrics for uh that type of (01:39:02):
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Speaker0: Thing right yeah. (01:39:08):
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Speaker1: That would have been cool yeah i mean just thinking Thinking back, (01:39:10):
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Speaker1: when I first became interested in magic, it was Colin Wilson, (01:39:12):
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Speaker1: the occult, the outsider, and the doors. Those were major influences. (01:39:16):
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Speaker1: I didn't know that Pamela Corson was a heroin addict, and I wanted to talk about (01:39:20):
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Speaker1: her a little bit. She was also a... (01:39:24):
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Speaker1: Either she actually was (01:39:27):
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Speaker0: A i can't remember. (01:39:29):
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Speaker1: Either she was a practicing witch or they made a big deal out of it in the movie (01:39:30):
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Speaker1: but i believe she was also like she was into more like structured initiated (01:39:34):
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Speaker1: witchcraft if i'm remembering correctly and i may not be so (01:39:39):
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Speaker0: Jim morrison became involved with a lady named patricia keneally. (01:39:43):
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Speaker1: She was okay okay i'm sorry i'm confusing the two okay so maybe clear clear (01:39:47):
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Speaker1: this up for me then please sure (01:39:51):
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Speaker0: Yeah i got involved with patricia keneally and she was which a Celtic Wiccan (01:39:53):
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Speaker0: actually had a Celtic knot tying ceremony in which they were married and they (01:39:57):
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Speaker0: were involved with each other for a while. (01:40:04):
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Speaker0: Pamela Curzon, Pam really loved Jim Morrison, the poet. (01:40:06):
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Speaker0: And what I learned from one of Jim Morrison's close friends in many interviews, (01:40:11):
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Speaker0: Frank Lissandro, is that Pamela really encouraged him to be a writer. (01:40:14):
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Speaker0: She fell in love with the a poet and she wanted Jim Morrison to live a life (01:40:18):
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Speaker0: in which he was going back to his private side and being involved in his poetry. (01:40:24):
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Speaker0: She was thrilled about the idea of then going to Paris and just living a life (01:40:29):
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Speaker0: of poet. She was very attracted to that part of them. (01:40:33):
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Speaker0: Unfortunately, when the Doris became famous, she got into heroin and this really, (01:40:37):
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Speaker0: really bothered Jim Morrison a lot. (01:40:43):
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Speaker0: Lot you know he didn't but you know he really loved pamela and you know he i (01:40:44):
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Speaker0: guess turned a blind eye to it yeah so jim morrison passes away on july 3rd (01:40:50):
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Speaker0: 1971 and then you know pamela passed away from heroin overdose you know up in (01:40:55):
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Speaker0: up in marin county in san francisco. (01:41:00):
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Speaker1: Drug i hate that yeah (01:41:03):
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Speaker0: It's tragic it. (01:41:05):
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Speaker1: Really is it's just it just fuck it the fuck that drug brings just nothing but (01:41:07):
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Speaker1: misery in the lives of everyone it touches and not just them but everyone around (01:41:11):
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Speaker1: them that cares about them I fucking hate heroin Jim (01:41:15):
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Speaker0: Said that when you're doing heroin it's like putting all of your problems into (01:41:18):
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Speaker0: a drawer and just shutting it it's just yeah. (01:41:21):
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Speaker1: But then when you're off they open it they come back that's the thing and along (01:41:24):
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Speaker0: With all the effects of like being put yes right. (01:41:28):
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Speaker1: And somebody could be on heroin for ten years and then none of that baggage (01:41:33):
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Speaker1: if With all that baggage, it'll just add up and it won't get processed. (01:41:37):
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Speaker0: Yeah well the. (01:41:41):
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Speaker1: Other thing is i think statistically it's like you know tragically it's like (01:41:43):
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Speaker1: in a relationship if one person's on heroin it's almost impossible for the other person to avoid it (01:41:46):
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Speaker0: Right so i get exactly or. (01:41:52):
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Speaker1: Or if both people are on heroin and only one wants to quit they're gonna end (01:41:55):
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Speaker1: up dragging the other person down with them so right (01:41:59):
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Speaker0: It's a terrible scene i i did (01:42:02):
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Speaker0: have a thought where so she's involved with (01:42:05):
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Speaker0: the french she's out if they're the french account of Jean de Bertouille and he's (01:42:08):
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Speaker0: deep in the whole heroin stuff too and it it (01:42:11):
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Speaker0: you know maybe Jean de Bertouille was was jealous of (01:42:14):
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Speaker0: Jim Morrison but one way to get Jim Morrison out of the picture so (01:42:17):
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Speaker0: it could be with Pamela was you know to catch him one night drunk (01:42:20):
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Speaker0: at the rock and roll circus said hey man like try this heroin like you know (01:42:23):
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Speaker0: and so there's a really good documentary about this in which people one person (01:42:26):
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Speaker0: a couple people were saying that they were very worried that they might be discovered (01:42:32):
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Speaker0: by the Parisian authorities that they gave this very strong heroin to Jim Morrison that killed them. (01:42:36):
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Speaker0: It raises a lot of valid questions, actually. (01:42:42):
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Speaker0: So I'm inclined to believe that it's the heroin that did him in the end. (01:42:47):
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Speaker0: Now, how he ingested that heroin in a circumstance, did it come from Jean de (01:42:51):
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Speaker0: Petrilli at the Little Circus, or did it come from Pamela Curson later on that night at the apartment? (01:42:55):
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Speaker0: Those to me are the big questions. (01:43:01):
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Speaker1: Or it could have been both. Maybe he got he dosed at the bar and then came back (01:43:04):
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Speaker1: and said, you know, I want more and then he overdosed I'm (01:43:09):
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Speaker0: Kind to be that Jim Morrison was in the wrong hands that night He was vulnerable (01:43:13):
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Speaker0: and he was just in the wrong way There was just carelessness and stupidity or (01:43:17):
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Speaker0: whether somebody had some some ill intentions to get him out of the way And (01:43:22):
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Speaker0: that was an easy way to do it. (01:43:27):
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Speaker0: He was just all together in the wrong hands that night And. (01:43:28):
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Speaker1: By the wrong hands, do you mean this count or Pamela Corson or everyone? (01:43:32):
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Speaker0: I don't think he was in the wrong hands as far as Pamela Carson, (01:43:36):
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Speaker0: someone who really loved him and saw the great things about him, (01:43:39):
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Speaker0: just in the wrong hands as he was around people who were into heroin. (01:43:43):
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Speaker0: Because once that comes into the picture where you're around people who have (01:43:47):
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Speaker0: done heroin, like you said, it becomes tragic really fast. (01:43:50):
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Speaker1: Yeah, and it also brings in all kinds of bizarre people that wouldn't be there otherwise. (01:43:54):
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Speaker1: Particularly if you're a rock star and you have all these hangers on and everyone (01:43:59):
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Speaker1: is buttering you up. And yeah, I think that's done in more than a few people. (01:44:02):
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Speaker1: And yeah, when you mentioned Pamela Corson, I imagine even somebody, (01:44:07):
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Speaker1: or perhaps particularly somebody with a heroin habit, would have a sense of (01:44:10):
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Speaker1: what's fair play and what's not, in the sense that I don't think that she would (01:44:15):
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Speaker1: have just let him get overdosed. (01:44:19):
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Speaker0: Yes i mean there was there were some the the bright side of all this like there (01:44:22):
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Speaker0: were some things that in those three months that i'm glad he was able to experience such as, (01:44:26):
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Speaker0: you know in fsu he wrote a really interesting paper about the garden of earthly (01:44:31):
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Speaker0: delights the painting by hieronymus bosch in which he wanted to prove that bosch (01:44:36):
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Speaker0: was was a was like a second and third century adamite you know people that would (01:44:40):
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Speaker0: you know worship christ naked in church that kind of thing this. (01:44:44):
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Speaker1: Was a more sincere yeah (01:44:47):
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Speaker0: And the professor FSU was (01:44:49):
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Speaker0: like I didn't he said you know in the book and no one out (01:44:52):
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Speaker0: here gets out alive we learned that he um he was intrigued by the idea but he (01:44:55):
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Speaker0: didn't buy it but he was intrigued by it but on the they both the trip to Morocco (01:44:59):
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Speaker0: and Jim Morrison and Pamela were able to stop at the Prado in Madrid where they (01:45:03):
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Speaker0: have garden birth the delights the triptych and she said that he stood in front (01:45:08):
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Speaker0: of painting for three or four hours. (01:45:12):
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Speaker0: He really loved that painting. (01:45:14):
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Speaker0: Jim Morrison, he's like a figure in a Bosch painting, the way he acts on stage (01:45:16):
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Speaker0: and when he moves and stuff like that. (01:45:22):
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Speaker0: I think he incorporated Bosch's artistic touch in the way that he looked on (01:45:24):
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Speaker0: stage because he was very affected by that kind of artwork. (01:45:30):
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Speaker0: Also, he was a great fan of French New Wave Cinema. (01:45:33):
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Speaker0: There's a YouTube video where you can see him. He's on the set of one of Francois Truffaut's films. (01:45:37):
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Speaker0: The guy that you see in Close Encounters of the Third Kind later on, (01:45:43):
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Speaker0: he loves Truffaut and he loves Godard. Contempt is one of his favorite films. (01:45:47):
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Speaker0: He was able to get in touch with the filmmaker Agnes Bart and they became friends. (01:45:53):
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Speaker0: There were some really positive things that he went in his attempt to get back (01:45:58):
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Speaker0: in touch with himself when he was in Paris, the poet, the filmmaker. (01:46:03):
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Speaker1: There's some interesting threads to pull out there, which the question I was (01:46:08):
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Speaker1: going to ask you is if he had lived, who do you think he would have become? (01:46:11):
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Speaker1: And it seemed like there were some doors potentially open or opening to him at this time. (01:46:15):
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Speaker1: You mentioned being more of a literary figure or I think an art world figure. (01:46:20):
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Speaker1: I think that perhaps that in France, or you even mentioned politics or public influence. (01:46:26):
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Speaker1: Do you have a sense of who he would have become if he'd stayed alive or was Was that it? (01:46:33):
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Speaker1: That was just the show was up and that was the time for him to go. (01:46:39):
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Speaker0: There's a lot of different opinions about what his mindset was about the Doors before leaving. (01:46:43):
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Speaker0: To start this answer to your question, there's a lot of different opinions about (01:46:48):
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Speaker0: what his mindset was before he left Los Angeles or Paris. (01:46:52):
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Speaker0: Some people think they got the impression from him that the Doors are over. (01:46:56):
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Speaker0: Other members of the band and other people close to him said that, (01:47:00):
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Speaker0: I don't know, he's going to come back and this is just a hiatus to get himself together. (01:47:04):
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Speaker0: He did tell Bill Siddons, the manager, like, I really just don't know who I (01:47:09):
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Speaker0: am anymore. I've got to get back in touch with myself. (01:47:12):
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Speaker0: I think if he was able to get, he was a very bright person. (01:47:17):
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Speaker0: And I think if he was able to get, you know, I don't think men really grow up (01:47:21):
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Speaker0: until they get, until they hit 30. At least. (01:47:26):
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Speaker1: At least. (01:47:30):
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Speaker1: That's on the low end, but yeah, yeah. (01:47:33):
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Speaker0: But he's 27 years old. I don't want to bring back all the Saturn return stuff (01:47:34):
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Speaker0: and all that, but he's going through a lot. You're a world-famous rock star. (01:47:39):
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Speaker0: Just before leaving, they made one of the most widely acclaimed albums, LA Woman. (01:47:47):
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Speaker0: Actually, in a phone call, John Densmore says like, hey, how's the album doing? (01:47:53):
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Speaker0: John Densmore was like, the album is doing great. People really love it, (01:47:58):
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Speaker0: plus the critics love it too. John Densmore was like, yeah, that's really awesome. (01:48:00):
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Speaker0: He's at that place in his life where he needs to just find himself again. (01:48:04):
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Speaker0: I think if he was able to get beyond the substance abuse and somehow get to (01:48:10):
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Speaker0: a place to finally say to himself, I've really got to take care of myself. (01:48:15):
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Speaker0: I've really got to do something about this. (01:48:19):
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Speaker0: I think he would have gone back to his books. In the collector's works of Morris, (01:48:22):
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Speaker0: there's notes in there for a novel. (01:48:27):
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Speaker0: I think he would have, at some point, since he loves music and he's a singer, (01:48:28):
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Speaker0: I think the Doris would have probably made at least two or three more albums. (01:48:35):
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Speaker0: He definitely would have written more poetry. He definitely would have written more books. (01:48:38):
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Speaker0: He definitely maybe would have maybe done something in mainstream film or made more films. (01:48:42):
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Speaker0: His film, An American Pastoral, it's a marvelous film. (01:48:48):
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Speaker0: I mean, it's a great experimental film. It was the precursor to Easy Rider. (01:48:53):
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Speaker0: Writer, Dennis Hopper was inspired by it. This is a really amazing artist. (01:48:57):
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Speaker0: So he would have, who knows? I've thought about this. It's tragic. (01:49:02):
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Speaker0: It's very tragic, his death. I mean, he would have left us some real gems, (01:49:09):
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Speaker0: more gems had he lived artistically. (01:49:14):
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Speaker0: Maybe he would have gotten involved in public life later on, who knows? (01:49:17):
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Speaker0: Well, unfortunately, we'll never know. (01:49:22):
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Speaker1: You've mentioned a couple of things in regards to Jim Morrison. (01:49:25):
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Speaker1: And my question was going to be, (01:49:29):
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Speaker1: if you could boil it down, what lesson do you think he has to teach us? (01:49:31):
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Speaker1: You've mentioned the word freedom. You've mentioned wake up. (01:49:35):
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Speaker1: Is that kind of what he was communicating to the world? Or what lessons can (01:49:39):
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Speaker1: we learn from Jim Morrison? (01:49:44):
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Speaker0: I think to go full circle back to what we were originally talking about in the (01:49:45):
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Speaker0: day and age that we live with, with like the internet and cell phones and all (01:49:51):
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Speaker0: this kind of stuff that can tempt us. (01:49:54):
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Speaker0: We can just get too involved in and we can lose track of like, (01:49:58):
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Speaker0: you know, who we are and what's authentic to us and what's not authentic. (01:50:01):
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Speaker0: In that entire argument. (01:50:05):
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Speaker0: You know, Jim Watson was someone who realized that if I'm going to go my own (01:50:08):
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Speaker0: way and if I'm going to be my own type of artist, then I have to really guard my mind. (01:50:14):
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Speaker0: Like, he had statements in his brochure, like, did you know they were ruled by TV? (01:50:20):
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Speaker0: You know, like, he understood the effects of television, you know, (01:50:24):
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Speaker0: at his time, and what it can do to the mind, right? (01:50:28):
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Speaker0: He was a classic outsider in this sense, where he was more concerned with getting (01:50:32):
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Speaker0: back in touch with that other reality as a secret teacher, allowing those peak experiences to happen. (01:50:38):
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Speaker0: So he can be in touch with himself, to hear the music and the poetry and then (01:50:46):
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Speaker0: the artistic creative ideas going on in his mind. (01:50:49):
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Speaker0: And to do all of these things, you have got to be a warrior for your authentic self. (01:50:52):
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Speaker0: You have to look out for yourself. So you have to know when to say no to things (01:50:58):
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Speaker0: and you have to, you know, when to reject, you know, all things that are just (01:51:01):
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Speaker0: like inauthentic or all things that are just very distracting. (01:51:05):
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Speaker0: And that takes, you know, a lot of discernment. (01:51:09):
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Speaker0: So, and Jim Morrison, like you have your champion for somebody that, (01:51:13):
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Speaker0: you know, can push you in the right direction as far as your own spiritual awakening (01:51:17):
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Speaker0: in your own divine light that you're coming into contact with. (01:51:23):
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Speaker0: With, you know, all the things that everyone gets involved with across the whole (01:51:27):
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Speaker0: spectrum of the occult, of magic, of esotericism, you know, all this is part (01:51:32):
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Speaker0: of the rejected knowledge. All this is in the Western esoteric tradition. (01:51:38):
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Speaker0: This is the first time in history where so many of us can come into contact (01:51:41):
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Speaker0: with this, you know, without the Inquisition or something like that coming to (01:51:46):
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Speaker0: hallow us before the court, or to be shamed, or to be run out of town, (01:51:50):
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Speaker0: or to be marginalized, or like put down, and and all these kinds of things. (01:51:53):
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Speaker0: Now we can, you know, the freedom is there to find people, you know, (01:51:57):
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Speaker0: you can, it's like, Hey, you know, if you've got a problem in Mississippi, (01:52:00):
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Speaker0: go goodbye, I'm moving to LA or I'm moving to New York or something like that. (01:52:03):
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Speaker1: Yeah, that's a great thing that just as a tangent, that's something that really (01:52:08):
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Speaker1: people really take for granted about America, that you can move state without (01:52:10):
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Speaker1: leaving your country. That's a big deal. (01:52:14):
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Speaker0: I am going to say this because we're on your show and I was very affected by the podcast, (01:52:16):
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Speaker0: your recent podcast with the couple in the United Kingdom and all that they're (01:52:25):
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Speaker0: experiencing. Oh, okay. (01:52:33):
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Speaker1: A very controversial interview that's gotten people a lot of flack, (01:52:34):
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Speaker1: particularly the MPS, everyone please go buy books from Scarlet Imprint because (01:52:37):
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Speaker1: they're getting the hate. Yes. (01:52:41):
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Speaker0: We have to remember that I love all (01:52:43):
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Speaker0: people, but the things that they're experiencing in the United Kingdom, (01:52:47):
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Speaker0: that kind of thinking that they were talking about has no tolerance for an awakened mind. (01:52:53):
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Speaker0: It doesn't have any tolerance for coming in contact with the spirit world and cosmic consciousness. (01:53:00):
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Speaker1: You're talking about theocratic consciousness. (01:53:07):
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Speaker0: Consciousness yeah um yeah yeah yeah (01:53:09):
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Speaker0: i'm talking about well you know people like us everyone you (01:53:12):
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Speaker0: know viewing this this podcast you know everyone (01:53:15):
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Speaker0: that that wants to that is going through spiritual awakening and (01:53:18):
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Speaker0: is finding themselves and going on this path that's all about putting yourself (01:53:21):
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Speaker0: in alignment correct that has no no place in that culture you know i don't want (01:53:26):
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Speaker0: to like you know generalize the entire the entire islamic culture but sharia (01:53:32):
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Speaker0: law and all those things are very very intolerant. (01:53:37):
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Speaker0: And I'm starting to wonder about the effects long-term that could have in the (01:53:40):
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Speaker0: West if we don't start to put a wall with this, (01:53:48):
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Speaker0: because I don't see how we can absorb that. (01:53:52):
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Speaker1: Yeah, I agree. And I'm actually surprised you brought this up. (01:53:55):
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Speaker1: I've been trying to take a moratorium from political controversy because Twitter's (01:54:00):
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Speaker1: made me sick, you know, and I just like i got i got went way far way too far (01:54:04):
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Speaker1: on the political front i think but (01:54:08):
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Speaker1: This is something that we're all dealing with and responding to, (01:54:12):
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Speaker1: and that's something that I forget because I'm kind of in my internet world. (01:54:15):
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Speaker1: And yeah, I think it's something we all should be concerned about and be rational about. (01:54:18):
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Speaker1: I mean, you've mentioned the destruction of the Library of Alexandria. (01:54:24):
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Speaker1: I actually did not know that it was destroyed in 600 by Islam. (01:54:27):
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Speaker1: That's a boner move right there. (01:54:32):
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Speaker0: I mean, it went through various phases of almost being destroyed, (01:54:34):
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Speaker0: but it was when Islam was spreading through North Africa where, (01:54:38):
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Speaker0: I forget the name of the person, Gary Lackley writes about it in Secret Teachers, (01:54:42):
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Speaker0: and that was the nail in the coffin for Hellenistic Alexandria and that library. (01:54:46):
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Speaker0: And fortunately, it was only a few awakened, enlightened people that said, (01:54:51):
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Speaker0: hey, don't destroy everything there. Right, right. Right. (01:54:57):
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Speaker0: Well, we live in a very destructive time. That's exactly right. (01:55:01):
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Speaker1: I don't think it's just Islam. I think it's a time where people want to be able to shut other people up. (01:55:05):
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Speaker0: Right. And I'm concerned about what is going on in Beijing and that coming over here. (01:55:11):
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Speaker0: They have no tolerance in that culture for people like us either. (01:55:20):
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Speaker0: They don't just burn down the churches and all that kind of stuff. (01:55:25):
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Speaker0: They go after the Falun Gong practitioners, they go after occultists, (01:55:27):
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Speaker0: they go after all these people. (01:55:30):
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Speaker0: And at the same time as so many of us are awakening and so many beautiful things (01:55:33):
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Speaker0: are happening, I think we have to be wary that there's another kind of wave (01:55:37):
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Speaker0: of persecution that could be coming at the same time too. (01:55:42):
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Speaker0: I don't think we're completely out of the woods. Not at all. (01:55:46):
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Speaker1: And that's frustrating because it (01:55:50):
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Speaker1: kind of seemed like we were for a brief period But no, I don't think so. (01:55:53):
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Speaker1: And well, let me just throw that back to you, which is, you know, (01:55:57):
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Speaker1: you mentioned Gary Lachman and, (01:56:01):
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Speaker1: you know, the the ongoing kind of quest to wake people up to something more (01:56:03):
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Speaker1: transcendent, more in touch with the eternal principles, more in touch with their true self. (01:56:10):
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Speaker1: And one of the things that you know people saying i get a lot on twitter is (01:56:15):
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Speaker1: people being saying that people who are interested in the occult or enlightenment (01:56:20):
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Speaker1: should be above politics (01:56:26):
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Speaker1: and i would love to be above politics that sounds wonderful because i deeply dislike it but (01:56:28):
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Speaker1: just because you bring this up it's kind of like is that (01:56:35):
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Speaker1: where you know that's a tricky line for everyone to be (01:56:38):
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Speaker1: looking at right now because the world has (01:56:40):
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Speaker1: gotten so you know it's like going back to world war ii conditions practically (01:56:43):
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Speaker1: um so this isn't really a specific question it's more of a conversation opener (01:56:47):
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Speaker1: which is just kind of like navigate just because you brought this up kind of (01:56:53):
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Speaker1: navigating that line between okay should should we intervene or not (01:56:57):
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Speaker0: I'm with you. Everything that you talked about that was discussed in that podcast, (01:57:03):
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Speaker0: I think about a lot right now, just because we all have to be thinking about this. (01:57:09):
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Speaker0: I think the political environment is very toxic. I don't think Americans have (01:57:14):
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Speaker0: good presidential choices at all right now. (01:57:18):
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Speaker0: And as far as the rejected knowledge, everything that we're interested in that (01:57:21):
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Speaker0: is the occult and magic and esotericism, these are things that you cannot put into a cage. (01:57:28):
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Speaker0: They don't belong necessarily in the political arena. (01:57:35):
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Speaker0: They only belong in the political arena in the sense that if we ever feel that (01:57:40):
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Speaker0: we're ever going to come against persecution again, it doesn't necessarily come (01:57:44):
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Speaker0: from the Christian right. (01:57:51):
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Speaker0: It can come from the left also. Right. (01:57:53):
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Speaker1: And I think that surprised everyone because you mentioned the Christian right (01:57:55):
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Speaker1: before. Everyone was so convinced for so long that the issue was the Christian right. (01:57:58):
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Speaker1: And it was in some ways, but things have changed. (01:58:02):
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Speaker0: Changed yes well the more this is very complicated the more the more the left opens itself up to, (01:58:07):
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Speaker0: you know everything that is going on in the middle east which is ironic because (01:58:16):
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Speaker0: those places have no no tolerance for them at all right um the more they open (01:58:21):
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Speaker0: up with that the more they're going to let in you know an element that that (01:58:27):
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Speaker0: that that is going to have just as much as intolerance you For us, (01:58:30):
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Speaker0: for anybody who's awakened and who wants to go down this road, (01:58:33):
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Speaker0: everything that is about the Western esoteric tradition, there's just as much (01:58:38):
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Speaker0: as intolerance there as there is in the Christian world. (01:58:42):
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Speaker1: Tell people about who you are. Excuse me, now my train of thought got disrupted. (01:58:44):
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Speaker1: Tell people about where they can find your books and specifically this one. (01:58:50):
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Speaker0: PaulWild.com, Wild with a Y. I wrote my book during the pandemic. (01:58:55):
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Speaker0: Now I'm going back into artistic things. I have my new music video up there (01:58:59):
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Speaker0: and everything like that. (01:59:05):
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Speaker0: And the book is going to come out on September 10th. (01:59:06):
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Speaker1: Okay. Well, this was a pleasure. I don't want to get you arrested in the library. (01:59:09):
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Speaker1: This was a pleasure. I really, really enjoyed this. (01:59:14):
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Speaker0: Yeah, me too. Thank you very much. (01:59:17):
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Speaker1: Great luck with the book. (01:59:19):
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Speaker0: Be in touch. All right. (01:59:20):
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Speaker1: Take care. (01:59:22):
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