In this anointed and prophetic message, Pastor Julie Signorelli unpacks what it truly means to carry revival—not just in a church service, but in your everyday life. Preached at the Free Women Collective event in Manhattan, this message confronts the real enemies of revival: discouragement, despair, shame, isolation, and the spiritual assignments of Haman and Herod that aim to kill your destiny at seed form or choke it in maturity.
Revival is not a moment—it’s a movement. It doesn’t live in a building. It lives in the hallway between the breakthrough and the battle, between trauma and triumph. Pastor Julie prophetically calls women into a lifestyle of revival, urging them to not decrease in exile, to birth promises even in the pit, and to war for their inheritance with everything they have.
- "You are not in exile. You are in the hallway."
- "Decrease is an enemy of revival."
- "Herod comes for the seed. Haman comes for the legacy."
- "Opposition confirms your anointing."
- "Freedom is offensive—but it’s your inheritance."
- "The hallway is not your death place—it’s your delivery room."
- "What the enemy meant for evil, God is turning for good."
- "You're not dying in trauma. You're not dying in addiction. You’re passing through."
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So the theme for this year ishallway revival.
So revival doesn't stop at a conference.
Revival doesn't stop with Domino.
How many were a part of DominoDay yesterday?
How many.
Okay, okay.
How many heard miracles or sawtestimonies of miracles or experienced
a miracle?
So God is on the move.
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But revival doesn't have tojust be in a conference.
And what we're hoping to do is.
To push you out of your comfort.
Zone this year to say, I'mtaking revival into my house, into
my apartment.
Into my hallway at work, intomy hallway in my.
Like, I'm taking revival with me.
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I am revival.
How many are willing to dothat this year?
In 2025?
We don't just attend a revival.
It's not a three event.
This is a lifestyle.
And so I want to.
But here's the thing.
There are enemies to revival.
And the kind of revival thatI'm talking about tonight is not
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the revival.
That we see in community.
It's not the revival that wesee in culture or maybe globally,
nationally, regionally.
I'm talking about personal revival.
There are enemies to theawakening that God wants to do in
your life.
Now, I know that we havetheologians and people who like to
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quantify everything and theyhave all this mathematic equation
for what are the metrics for revival.
But when your whole familygets saved.
You believe it's revival.
When your spouse gets saved,that you've been praying and believing
God for, it's revival.
Tell me it's not.
But there are enemies to revival.
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And so how many note takers dowe have in the house?
I'm going to try to keep this.
Message as short as I can, butI really want this to get into the
DNA of our women, because lastyear we were narrow gay women.
This year we're carriers of revival.
But there are enemies thatwant to rob and choke the seed of
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revival.
I am a product of multigenerational revival culture.
My parents had a van and wewent from revival to revival to revival.
We watched Brownsville when itcame on the news.
We went to revival sites.
We experienced glory.
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We experienced angelicmanifestations in our services.
We saw glory clouds.
We have seen what God can doin corporate revival.
But I have also seen revivalwhen I was a wife who was single,
who was believing God for analcoholic husband who was running
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from the Lord.
Revival doesn't stop at events.
Revival is heart culture.
How many want to be a carrierof revival?
You got to know your enemy.
You got to know the enemies of revival.
The enemies of revival areDiscouragement, despair, depression,
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shame.
And so I titled this messageHaman, Herod and hallways.
Haman, Herod and hallways.
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I'm gonna read this chunk ofscripture to you.
It says these are the words ofthe letter that Jeremiah the prophet
sent from Jerusalem to thesurviving elders of the exiles, say
exiles, and to the priests andthe prophets and all the people who
Nebuchadnezzar had taken into exile.
I'm gonna skip a few parts ofthe long names that I don't wanna
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say because I don't wanna endup on the interwebs.
It continues on.
Thus says the Lord of hosts,the God of Israel, to all the exiles
whom I've sent into exile fromJerusalem to Babylon, listen to what
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the Lord says.
Build houses, live in them.
Plant gardens and eat their produce.
Take wives and have sons and daughters.
Take wives for your sons.
Give your daughters intomarriage that they may bear sons
and daughters.
Multiply there and do not decrease.
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Turn to your sister and say,do not decrease.
Do not decrease.
Do not decrease.
Do not decrease.
Come on, get that in your spirit.
Do not decrease in this season.
Do not decrease in 2025, thefrizz can decrease.
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We're not decreasing this year.
We're not decreasing our faithfor our family this year.
We're not decreasing our faithfor our wayward husbands this year.
We're not decreasing our faiththat we.
Are going to be married andhave children this year.
We're not decreasing our faithfor finances over here.
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We're not decreasing our faith.
Do not decrease.
But seek the welfare of the city.
I have sent you into exile andpray to the Lord on its behalf, for
in its welfare you will findyour welfare.
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For thus says the Lord ofHosts, the God of Israel.
Do not let your prophets oryour diviners who are among you deceive
you.
Do not listen to the dreamsthat they dream for it is a lie.
They are prophesying to you inmy name.
I did not send them, declaresthe Lord.
There's a lot of people tryingto speak into your life that ain't
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got no business because it'sbetter for them when you decrease.
I'm not decreasing in 2025.
Decrease is an enemy of revival.
For the lord says, when 70years are completed for Babylon,
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I will visit you and I willfulfill to you my promise and bring
you back to this place.
Here's the thing.
Get this in your gut.
For I know the plans I havefor you, declares the Lord.
Come on, somebody, stand toyour feet.
For I know the plans that Ihave for you.
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Says the Lord.
I know the plans I have foryou, declares the Lord.
Plans for welfare and not forevil, to give you a future and a
hope.
Then you will call upon me andcome and pray to me.
And I will hear you.
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He hears you.
In 2025, I will be found byyou, declares the Lord.
I will restore, restore,restore, restore, restore your fortunes
and gather you from all thenations and places where I have driven
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you, declares the Lord.
I will bring you back to theplace from which I sent you into
exile.
Can we just thank the Lord forhis word?
Oh, we stand on your wordtonight, Jesus.
Come on, lift your hands inagreement, Lord.
We stand on your word.
We stand on your word.
You have plans for us, good plans.
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For us, God, that you have noplans to leave us in an exiled state,
God.
But you have plans forincrease in 2025.
You have plans for revival in 2025.
And I will not decrease myfaith in Jesus.
Mighty name.
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Go ahead and have your seat.
We're talking about hallways.
Hallways connect from one roomto another.
How many heard MinisterCheryl's word that she gave on the
stream just a few nights agowhen she declared how we're entering
from one room into another.
So right now you have the Israelites.
In that passage of scripturein Jeremiah, and they're dealing
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with the depression, thetrauma, the despair, the death, the
desolation.
And the exiles.
They said to the elders thatwere left, can you imagine having
just a few pastors left?
And still a promise iswaiting, still a promise is standing,
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still a hope is alive.
And here's the word that Ineed you to get in your gut.
Exile doesn't mean abandonment.
Exile doesn't.
This room needs to hear it.
Exile doesn't mean abandonment.
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Exile doesn't mean aborted destiny.
It's a waiting room.
Tell your sister, say, stay ready.
Stay locked in.
Come on, tell your sister,say, we're getting the hairspray.
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We're getting the good eyelash glue.
We're getting the good nail glue.
We're getting the edges down.
Locking in my exile is an abandonment.
My exile isn't rejection.
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My exile isn't death.
Or you could say it like this.
My trauma isn't abandonment.
My trauma isn't rejection.
My trauma isn't the death of revival.
Or maybe it's like this.
Maybe you're not going through trauma.
Maybe you feel stuck.
My pit is not abandonment.
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My pit is not rejection.
My pit is not the death of my destiny.
I'm prophesying from a formerpit dweller.
I'm Prophesying.
Some days from the pit.
Some days I don't feel likeI'm at the table of anything.
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Some days I feel like I'm inthe pit.
I'm worshiping from the pit oncertain days.
I'm believing for revival fromthe pit in certain seasons.
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We gotta stay ready, ladies.
We gotta stay ready.
We gotta stay ready becauseI'm not in exile.
I'm in a hallway.
I'm passing.
I'm passing.
I'm passing.
I'm passing.
I'm not staying.
I'm not dwelling.
There's a word of the Lord to.
The remaining ones who areleft that.
I have plans, purposes and a destiny.
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I am in a hallway.
I am coming out.
I am getting ready to enterinto another room.
Revival isn't over.
I have not seen my best days.
I haven't seen my best encounter.
I haven't seen sang my bestworship song.
I am coming into a season ofrevival, and I'm staying ready.
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I'm not decreasing for you.
I'm not decreasing because youdon't like me.
I'm not decreasing because youthink I'm doing too much.
I'm not decreasing because I'mnot dressed all the time and have
my makeup done all the time.
I'm believing for revivalbecause it is my inheritance.
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I didn't come from money.
I came from revivalists.
I didn't come from a long lineof people who had wealth.
I came from people who werecraving the presence of God.
This is my inheritance.
You have an inheritance.
Some of you didn't come frommoney either.
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And if you did, 1159.
Let's go.
Long Island Building.
Right?
Pastor Execa, let's go.
But because you're in my house.
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We share a heritage.
We will see our best days.
Our children will serve the Lord.
Our children will be inatmospheres of revival.
We will see physicalmanifestations of his presence.
I'm not giving up on what Godhasn't even done yet.
I'm believing for more.
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So here's the thing.
But if you're going to be a.
Revivalist, there are going tobe enemies.
People say I don't even focuson the devil.
Well, you're dumb, becausehe's studying you.
He knows you.
He's organized.
He's got a whole plan of attack.
And let me tell you, honey, Ido want to know who my enemies are.
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You're not getting to revivalpoint number one.
You are not getting therewithout resistance.
Pharaoh versus Moses, Saulversus David.
Haman versus Mordecai, Herodversus Jesus.
Satan versus the seed.
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We are not getting out without opposition.
It's so hard.
Pull your panties up.
Pull your Spanx up.
You gotta fight for somethingworth fighting for.
Guess what?
It is hard.
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If you're anointed, you have enemies.
And if you're real anointed,you got frenemies.
Bye.
But they said they love me.
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Pull the knife out of your back.
Get back in line.
We are having revival.
The presence of God is notstopping for you.
We gotta move with the cloud.
We gotta move with the fire.
If you nurse the wound and youset up camp in exile, if your womb
shuts down in the pit inexile, you are going to miss what
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God has.
Opposition confirms anointing.
Every time I get a new enemyor a new frenemy, I say, thank you,
Lord.
Thank you, Jesus.
I mean, I don't say it right away.
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Sometimes I cut off all myhair first.
And then I say if.
You know, you know, BritneySpears makes a lot more sense every
year.
Girl, I get you.
I see you.
God's coming for you.
Shaving your head.
Okay, okay, you got it.
The young ones are a littleconfused, but Google it.
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Google it, Google it.
Opposition confirms anointing.
If everybody loves you, youmight not be doing everything right.
The Bible is offensive.
God's word is offensive.
When you say there is no otherway to the Father but Jesus, that
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offends people.
Go try it out there.
I give you about two minutes.
Ask our 3P team.
Ask our evangelism team.
They will gladly tell youabout their encounters.
Opposition confirms assignment.
Some of you have been so confused.
Why is it so hard for myfamily to accept?
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They liked me better drunk.
They liked me better addicted.
They liked me better when Idid it.
Tied my money and I gave allmy money.
But the thing about it isfreedom is offensive.
Trauma bonds.
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We bond when we gossip.
We bond when we talk about whohurt us.
We bond when we belittle other people.
We bond when we talk about how.
We'Re never going to forgive them.
We bond when we lie about themand steal from them and talk.
Do you.
Do you see what I'm saying?
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Freedom is offensive.
Your freedom makes people uncomfortable.
But the opposition confirmsthe anointing.
I didn't restore my marriagefor ministry.
It don't pay that good.
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It wasn't worth all that.
I didn't restore my family forinfluence or clout.
Because it wasn't worth all that.
I didn't give up ministry fora reputation.
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Because I don't care that muchif, you know, my personality I stayed
standing because the Lordasked it of me.
And I said yes completelybecause I desire revival over immediate
gratification.
I desire God's word over whatmy flesh wanted.
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I said yes completely becauseI believe there's a generational
anointing for coming inalignment with his Word.
But I had to prophesy from exile.
See, the word of the Lord hadto come to them to remind them, don't
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stop having children.
Don't stop making a home.
Don't stop creating a family.
Don't stop going after freedom.
Don't stop.
Stop honoring the Sabbath.
Don't stop the things that Iput into your DNA because you're
in captivity.
Because if you know anythingabout opposition, it affirms the
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anointing.
It's not the time to decrease.
In 2025, the enemy of revivalis Dec.
You would not believe how manytimes I wanted to give up in the
last 10 years.
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You wouldn't believe how manytimes I wanted to give up in the
last 20.
It has been a fight, and thefight has changed.
It's been different faces.
It's been different seasons.
In one season, it was marriage.
In one season, it was addiction.
In one season, it was pride.
In one season, it was betrayal.
In one season, it was depression.
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But guess what?
I keep singing from the pit.
I keep prophesying from the pit.
I keep prophesying from the pit.
I keep multiplying in exile.
I keep saying, lord, my wombis open for whatever you want to
birth through me.
Lord, I am not decreasing in exile.
I'm not decreasing in trauma.
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I'm not decreasing from my pit.
What is your pit tonight?
Cuz you can't get out of a pit alone.
You can't get out of exile alone.
You need a girl to pull you out.
That's what we're here tonight.
So an enemy of revival, publicshame and isolation, Haman and Herod.
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I kept seeing when we wereplanting this church, it was very
difficult.
We didn't have money, ourfamily was young.
We didn't have support when wewere poor.
And let me just tell you,because, like, New York City poor
and Indiana poor are twodifferent kinds of poor.
Because the poor people outhere have like Louis Vuitton bags.
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You know what I'm saying?
They have Botox, they have hair.
I'm like, I don't.
We don't have this here.
Like, dang, you guys look good.
It's a different kind.
I mean, here you could be poor.
And you could go to thedentist, the doctor.
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Like, you're thriving.
Indiana.
They're like, well, we gotsome bad news.
If you can't pay for the this,you're gonna die.
I was just keeping it real.
And if.
Am I lying?
It's rough, okay?
Somebody said, no.
Oh, hey.
Public shame and isolation.
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So as we were getting ready to.
To plant this church, when we were.
This is when Evie was just ababy, you know, there was this person
in our life, and he was justreally, really mean to us and whatever.
It's a whole thing.
We've talked about it amillion times.
Anyways, the Lord spoke to meand said, the Spirit of Herod.
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Now I'm postpartum at thatjuncture, and I'm half crazy.
And at the time, although wedid spiritual warfare, that wasn't
a highlight to our ministry.
The highlight of our ministrywas eventually that's what we were
really focused on.
So, like, the Spirit of Herod.
I don't even have time.
We did not have chatgpt.
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I could not get a background data.
I mean, I did not have a phonewith, like, a screen, like, for real.
This is.
I had, like, a burner phone.
Cause I kept.
You know, we were poor, so I'mlike, spirit of Herod.
Okay?
And I kind of jotted it down,and I went on my way.
Spirit of Herod.
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All right.
I go on.
And all of a sudden, I getnews maybe a year later that this
person had died.
And I didn't think about thatword anymore.
And we had nothing to do.
I mean, that's.
It just was an unfortunate thing.
And our heart broke for that family.
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And it had nothing to do withthat individual.
It had everything to do withwhat The Lord was trying to use that
situation to speak to me.
Sometimes the Lord will do that.
It has nothing to do with you.
You don't want that for somebody.
Of course.
And I had completely forgotten that.
And when I got that news, theLord spoke again.
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Spirit of Herod.
I'm just being transparent.
And I said, lord, I don't evenknow what that means, but what happened
is that that spirit is tryingto attack your seed.
So it's not trying to shut achurch down 10 years later.
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It's trying to shut a churchdown before it even starts.
It was trying to shut me down emotionally.
Being a postpartum, you know,just my emotions were raw, very emotional,
trying to get my.
It was trying to shut me down,make me crazy, get me hooked on medication
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so that nothing good ever camefor my life and that I was silent.
And I never declare the goodworks of the Lord, because the enemy
wanted me bound by hurt and shame.
Am I lying?
So the spirit of Herod.
Everybody has a spirit ofHerod that operates in their life,
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physically and emotionally.
I can't tell you how manystories I heard.
I should have been dead.
I should have been dead beforethey got saved, before they got in
ministry.
Why?
Because the enemy understands seed.
The enemy understands seed.
And that is an enemy to revival.
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He is not.
Why is he fighting you so hardwhen you're divorced?
Why is he fighting you so hardafter your ministry ended?
Why is he.
Because he knows that if youget free, you are unstoppable.
You will increase, you willbring revival.
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So the spirit of Herod triesto kill destiny in infancy.
Why is it so hard?
Because the Lord has a planfor you.
The opposition is confirmingthe assignment.
You have a destiny.
That's good news.
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The spirit of Herod tries tokill things in its seed.
So then a few years later, Igo, you know, down some more ministry,
hang in there, try to getfree, you know, try to plant this
church.
We get out here, and the Lordspeaks to me about a year ago and
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says, spirit of Haman, Lord, Ialready defeated 1H.
I am not interested.
Spirit of Haman.
Spirit of Haman.
Spirit of Haman.
At this point, the theme ofEsther's moving through the kingdom.
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And so, you know, I'm studyingthat in my prayer time, and I'm like,
God, why is this resonatingspirit of Haman, why is this an enemy
of revival?
Why does this keep coming up?
Why?
Because if the enemy can'tkill you in its infancy, it will
try to kill you in its maturity.
But, Lord, I already foughtthat demon.
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Why am I fighting another one?
Because you have moreassignments too.
Complete.
Spirit of Haman.
Haman.
Spirit of Herod.
Spirit of Haman tried to shameMordecai into public execution.
Herod tried to kill destinyand an infant Satan.
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Here are the accusation and lies.
Satan is the accuser.
He's always aiming to distortyour name and your purpose.
She's just a mom.
No, she's a prophetess.
She's crazy.
No, she's a woman in process.
She's too much.
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No, she's an intercessor witha groaning.
She's never gonna have kids.
She's never gonna get married.
She can't keep a job.
No, she's a woman on the vergeof a breakthrough.
We're pulling our sisters outof the pit.
We're not decreasing in exile.
We're not decreasing in trauma.
We're not decreasing in our season.
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We're in the hallway.
I remember when I was givingbirth to Bella, my whole family was
in the hallway.
Were you there?
I think you were there alittle bit later.
Yeah, you were definitelythere for Everleigh.
This is my mother in law.
And so I remember thinkinglike, I wish they could just take
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her out.
It's too much.
And the second one, I gavebirth without an epidural.
Yeah, I don't know.
Both were pretty rough.
I'm just.
I don't recommend either.
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I remember when they wereasking me like, hey, if you have
to have a C section, I said,oh, just knock me out.
They said, oh, you won't seethe baby.
I said, that's okay.
I'll see it when she's older.
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I'm like, we're good, we're good.
She's gonna be there.
She's gonna be there.
But here's the thing.
It didn't matter how manypeople were in the hallway with you.
You're the one that's gottagive birth.
We're all here with you tonight.
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But this walk, this nextlevel, we're gonna drop the rope
in there.
We're gonna grab your arm, butyour full weight gotta be behind
it.
Your full self has to bebehind it.
No holding back.
No holding back.
Oh, but man, I just.
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I love to read these books at night.
They relax me.
No, they're awakening lust.
They're awakening sensuality.
They're keeping you bound.
They're gonna bind up your sexlife if you don't be careful.
You got to put that awaybecause there's more freedom for
you on the other side.
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I get it, I get it.
But God, these people, theyhurt me so bad.
I don't want to get.
I don't want to join theworship team anymore.
I had a bad experience.
I'm telling you, we're goingto hurt you too.
But let.
But you we are Marvell andSteph will come for you.
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I'm just kidding.
But some of you are decreasing.
You're in exile.
You're passing it up.
You're letting Haman have his way.
You're letting Herod have his way.
You gotta fight for what Godhas called you to in this next season.
You have to birth this thing.
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Enemy of revival.
They want full identity.
Erase.
Haman was not content withjust Mordecai.
He wanted the entire Jewishpeople gone.
His hatred is not going to besatiated with just you.
If you let the enemy win inyou, he's coming for your kids.
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He's coming for your spouse.
He's coming for your peace.
He's coming for your job.
Gotta fight with everything inyou to say, this is my freedom.
You are not going to have yourway with shame, isolation, fear.
Enemies want to destroy youridentity before you know who you
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are.
Herod wanted to erase the seedfrom the earth.
That's the thing.
The spirit of Herod.
It had nothing to do withJulian, Mike, Signorelli.
It had everything to do with destiny.
It wouldn't matter if it was you.
It wouldn't matter if it wasyou, you, you, you.
The enemy was still trying torob the seed.
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He is not taking breaks.
But we tire out so easy.
God doesn't want to justrescue the anointed.
He wants to reverse theenemy's plans.
So here's.
Here's the grace, here's theChrist figure, here's the hope.
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Mordecai ended up having to behonored by the very man that plotted
his death.
Joseph had to be elevated inthe land of his own captivity.
Jesus had to be crucified,buried, and then risen again, reigning
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as king.
Genesis 50:20 says, as foryou, you meant evil against me, but
God meant it for good to bringit about that many people should
be kept alive.
What the enemy meant for yourdestruction, God will use for your
freedom.
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I'm in the hallway.
So what happens?
Where does our enemy go?
We're anointed.
So what?
Band, you can come up and help me.
Here's the thing.
Because, man, I've been like,you know, I'm going to fight this
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Jezebel spirit.
I'm gonna fight this Herod spirit.
I'm gonna fight this Haman spirit.
But, like, when I say fight,I, like, really mean, like, you know,
fight, square up.
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T.
That's my flesh.
But when you trust the Lord,what you realize is that when you
see it, Haman ended up beinghanged on his own gallows.
Goliath ended up falling byhis own sword.
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Pharaoh drowned in the verywaters that he was trying to pursue.
Your enemy ends up falling on itself.
So you're spending all the.
I was spending all this energy.
6, 12, 42, 24, minus.
Carry the root.
Square root.
I'm not.
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Math wasn't my thing.
And what the Lord was sayingis, julie, you're gonna have to give
birth to this freedom by yourself.
That book's only gonna get youso far.
That song's only gonna get youso far.
That person laying hands onyou is only going to get you so far.
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This next step, you have tosay I believe it when I don't see
it.
I believe it when I don't see it.
I believe it when everything'sagainst me.
I sing when I don't feel like singing.
I pray when I don't feel like praying.
I agree with the assignmentwhen I don't feel like agreeing.
I put my finances where theybelong, when I don't feel like praying,
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putting my finances where they belong.
And I stand in agreement withGod's word and his promises because
I'm not living in this pit.
My womb will not dry up inthis season.
Herod and Haman, the enemy ofthe seed and the enemy of the legacy,
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will not win in this season.
Christ has already won.
Would you stand?
The thing that the enemy hasmeant for my destruction, the cross,
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the thing that the enemy meantto shame.
Jesus is now the symbol of ourultimate freedom.
The cross was meant to shame,but the cross is now the power from
where his kingdom flows.
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It's the ultimate reverse.
It's the ultimate turnaround.
The thing that got you intoexile, the thing that got you into
trauma, the thing that got youinto the pit is the reminder that
God is as good as he said he was.
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Because he's here tonightsaying, daughter, you're not going
to die in there.
You're not going to decreasein there.
You're not going to die in shame.
You're not going to die in forgotten.
You're not going to die in exile.
You are coming out because youare getting ready to go from one
room to the next.
We're in the hallway, baby.
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The crushing was not in vain.
Come on, you need to get thatin your spirit.
Woo.
Come on.
If you've been crushed this year.
Crushed.
I've been crushed.
It's only April.
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I know it's my word, but man,I'm raising my hand.
I'm saying that's for me.
The crushing was not in vain.
Come on, get it in your heart.
If that's you, you were crushed.
If you ain't crushed, keepyour hand down.
That was you, the crushing you.
It's not in vain.
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They didn't win.
They did not win.
Look at you.
Come on, raise your hands.
Total freedom for you.
What the enemy meant for evil.
Oh, he's turning there.
There's like a specificturning right now that's happening
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in another room that you don'teven know.
Come on, lift up both hands.
Both hands.
Somebody stand in agreementwith her.
Oh, I feel it.
She's making a withdraw of the anointing.
Oh, that crushing.
It's not in vain.
Oh, yeah.
Come on.
Come on.
There's freedom for you.
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What other sister is gonnagrab ahold of that?
Oh, that thing that keeps youup at night, that shame.
Not in vain.
He's about to use it for a testimony.
Haman does not have the last word.
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You're in a hallway.
Hallway.
Come on.
You're not in exile.
We're passing.
Passing.
Passing.
Oh, Jesus.
We're passing.
Hallelujah.
Come on.
I'm just letting the Lord work is.
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Come on.
Come on.
It was not in vain.
Oh, it was not in vain.
Come on.
Somebody is making a withdrawal.
Oh, yes, God.
Not in vain, not in vain.
Oh, he's using it for hisglory, God.
He's using it for his glory.
Hallelujah.
Oh, come on.
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I just feel like the Lord iswalking through the room right now.
He's just making his way.
He's just touching hearts,touching moments, touching abuse,
touching trauma.
Come on.
We can't do it for you.
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Just touch his presence.
Crushing.
Crushing.
Crushing.
It was not in vain.
It was not in vain.
Crushing was not in vain.
There's somebody that's beenattacked in their family and that
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it's been unrelenting.
Unrelenting.
And the Lord says that he isfighting the battle, that your job
is to take the assailantassignment into the hallway in worship,
in prayer, and that the Lordwill settle the assignment.
I don't know what that means.
Whatever that means to you,he'll settle the assignment.
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It's almost like it's a.
A judicial matter that theLord is.
Saying that if you'll give it to.
Him, he'll settle the assignment.
Come on.
We're just letting the Lord speak.
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2nd Chronicles 20:15, 17.
And he said, Listen, allJudah, inhabitants of Jerusalem and
King Jehoshaphat, thus saysthe Lord to you.
Do not be afraid.
Do not be dismayed at thisgreat horde, for the battle is not
yours, but God's.
Tomorrow you go down againstthem, and behold, they will come
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up by the ascent of Ziz, andyou will find them at the end of
the valley, east of the wilderness.
You will not need to fight inthis battle.
Stand firm, hold yourposition, and see the salvation of
the Lord on your behalf.
O Judah and Jerusalem, do notbe afraid.
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Do not be dismayed.
Tomorrow, go out against them,and the Lord will be with you.
Daughter, you don't have tofight no more.
Whoa.
Come on.
Lift up your hands.
No weapon that is fashionedagainst you shall succeed.
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And you shall refute everytongue that rises against you in
judgment.
This is the heritage,heritage, heritage of the servants
of the Lord.
And their vindication is fromme, declares the Lord.
Herod and Haman.
Herod trying to rob the seed,and Haman trying to rob the future.
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But the hallway, but thehallway, but the hallway.
Oh, but the hallway.
Oh, the waiting, the waiting,the waiting.
Whoo.
When Herod came to kill allthe firstborn after Jesus had been
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born, his parents were able tohelp fight that battle.
They were able to take him.
But, Haman, that fight gottabe you.
You can pray against that seedover your children, but when they
face Haman, they're gonna haveto say, get behind me, Satan, for
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themselves.
So when you're warring foryourself, you're teaching your children
how to deal with opposition.
You're just not winning thisbattle just for you.
You're fighting it for your children.
You're fighting it in front oftheir children.
No weapon formed against meshall prosper, Herod.
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No weapon formed against meshall prosper, Haman.
Get behind me, Satan.
We can't get the freedom for you.
So here's what the hallway is.
If you didn't grow up in apraying household, what would happen
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if you grew up in a prayinghousehold is a mom would begin to
pray and walk the hallways.
I remember being in prayer andjust praying over my children.
And supernaturally, the Lordwould tell me where to go, what to
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look, what.
To help them to watch out for.
It was like I would receive just.
Blueprints for parenting, ifyou know what I mean.
But I had to go into thathallway alone.
The books could only get me so far.
The anointing from somebodyelse can only get you so far.
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There comes a point, daughter,where you.
Gotta pull your panties up andsay, I'm going into the hallway and
I'm fighting this battle withor without Pastor Moses, with or
without Pastor Julie, with orwithout Aaron?
With or without Steph, with orwithout Minister Juliana?
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I'm praying, and I'm fightingthis battle for myself, because I'm
not dying in exile.
I'm not dying in trauma.
I'm not dying in pain.
I'm not dying in divorce.
I'm not dying in addiction.
Come on, woman of God, get outof your seat.
Begin to pace this floor.
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Come on, move out.
Oh, you're not getting my kids.
No, no, no, no, no, no, no.
You ain't getting my seed.
No, sir.
You're not getting my church.
No, sir.
Haman, you better back up.
You better back up.
You better back up.
Oh.
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Oh.
Hallelujah.
Hallelujah.
Oh, he's more than enough?
Oh, the enemy ain't robbing my finances?
Oh, he's more than enough?
More than enough?
Oh, he's more than enough?
Oh, he's supplying every need?
Oh, he's healing my identity?
I don't have to stay this wayno more?
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Oh, more, more, more.
Come on, you gotta learn howto fight.
You gotta learn how to fight.
Get out of that chair.
Oh, yes, God.
Yes, God.
Oh, we're moving.
We're moving.
We're moving.
We're not staying in drama no more.
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Oh, hallelujah.
Come on.
You just practice praying overthat spouse.
Pray over that spouse.
Pray over that child.
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Child.
You can't live in a hallway.
Oh, we're getting ready to move.
Oh, hallelujah.
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Oh, we're not dying in Egypt.
Oh, this is how I prayed overan alcoholic husband.
Oh, you're not gonna have him.
Oh, suicide ain't gonna take him.
Oh, he's gonna have a sound mind.
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He will fulfill his assignment.
He will fulfill his assignment.
Oh, he will fulfill his assignment.
Oh, you're not gonna take him.
No, you're not.
Satan.
Get your hands off my husband.
Get your hands off my children.
You will not have your way, Lord.
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I release your presence.
I release your anointing.
I release your holy spirit conviction.
You will have your way, Lord.
You will.
So the theme for this year ishallway revival.
So revival doesn't stop at a conference.
Revival doesn't stop with Domino.
How many were a part of DominoDay yesterday?
How many.
Okay, okay.
How many heard miracles or sawtestimonies of miracles or experienced
a miracle?
So God is on the move.
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But revival doesn't have tojust be in a conference.
And what we're hoping to do is.
To push you out of your comfort.
Zone this year to say, I'mtaking revival into my house, into
my apartment.
Into my hallway at work, intomy hallway in my.
Like, I'm taking revival with me.
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I am revival.
How many are willing to dothat this year?
In 2025?
We don't just attend a revival.
It's not a three event.
This is a lifestyle.
And so I want to.
But here's the thing.
There are enemies to revival.
And the kind of revival thatI'm talking about tonight is not
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the revival.
That we see in community.
It's not the revival that wesee in culture or maybe globally,
nationally, regionally.
I'm talking about personal revival.
There are enemies to theawakening that God wants to do in
your life.
Now, I know that we havetheologians and people who like to
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quantify everything and theyhave all this mathematic equation
for what are the metrics for revival.
But when your whole familygets saved.
You believe it's revival.
When your spouse gets saved,that you've been praying and believing
God for, it's revival.
Tell me it's not.
But there are enemies to revival.
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And so how many note takers dowe have in the house?
I'm going to try to keep this.
Message as short as I can, butI really want this to get into the
DNA of our women, because lastyear we were narrow gay women.
This year we're carriers of revival.
But there are enemies thatwant to rob and choke the seed of
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revival.
I am a product of multigenerational revival culture.
My parents had a van and wewent from revival to revival to revival.
We watched Brownsville when itcame on the news.
We went to revival sites.
We experienced glory.
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We experienced angelicmanifestations in our services.
We saw glory clouds.
We have seen what God can doin corporate revival.
But I have also seen revivalwhen I was a wife who was single,
who was believing God for analcoholic husband who was running
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from the Lord.
Revival doesn't stop at events.
Revival is heart culture.
How many want to be a carrierof revival?
You got to know your enemy.
You got to know the enemies of revival.
The enemies of revival areDiscouragement, despair, depression,
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shame.
And so I titled this messageHaman, Herod and hallways.
Haman, Herod and hallways.
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I'm gonna read this chunk ofscripture to you.
It says these are the words ofthe letter that Jeremiah the prophet
sent from Jerusalem to thesurviving elders of the exiles, say
exiles, and to the priests andthe prophets and all the people who
Nebuchadnezzar had taken into exile.
I'm gonna skip a few parts ofthe long names that I don't wanna
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say because I don't wanna endup on the interwebs.
It continues on.
Thus says the Lord of hosts,the God of Israel, to all the exiles
whom I've sent into exile fromJerusalem to Babylon, listen to what
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the Lord says.
Build houses, live in them.
Plant gardens and eat their produce.
Take wives and have sons and daughters.
Take wives for your sons.
Give your daughters intomarriage that they may bear sons
and daughters.
Multiply there and do not decrease.
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Turn to your sister and say,do not decrease.
Do not decrease.
Do not decrease.
Do not decrease.
Come on, get that in your spirit.
Do not decrease in this season.
Do not decrease in 2025, thefrizz can decrease.
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We're not decreasing this year.
We're not decreasing our faithfor our family this year.
We're not decreasing our faithfor our wayward husbands this year.
We're not decreasing our faiththat we.
Are going to be married andhave children this year.
We're not decreasing our faithfor finances over here.
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We're not decreasing our faith.
Do not decrease.
But seek the welfare of the city.
I have sent you into exile andpray to the Lord on its behalf, for
in its welfare you will findyour welfare.
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For thus says the Lord ofHosts, the God of Israel.
Do not let your prophets oryour diviners who are among you deceive
you.
Do not listen to the dreamsthat they dream for it is a lie.
They are prophesying to you inmy name.
I did not send them, declaresthe Lord.
There's a lot of people tryingto speak into your life that ain't
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got no business because it'sbetter for them when you decrease.
I'm not decreasing in 2025.
Decrease is an enemy of revival.
For the lord says, when 70years are completed for Babylon,
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I will visit you and I willfulfill to you my promise and bring
you back to this place.
Here's the thing.
Get this in your gut.
For I know the plans I havefor you, declares the Lord.
Come on, somebody, stand toyour feet.
For I know the plans that Ihave for you.
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Says the Lord.
I know the plans I have foryou, declares the Lord.
Plans for welfare and not forevil, to give you a future and a
hope.
Then you will call upon me andcome and pray to me.
And I will hear you.
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He hears you.
In 2025, I will be found byyou, declares the Lord.
I will restore, restore,restore, restore, restore your fortunes
and gather you from all thenations and places where I have driven
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you, declares the Lord.
I will bring you back to theplace from which I sent you into
exile.
Can we just thank the Lord forhis word?
Oh, we stand on your wordtonight, Jesus.
Come on, lift your hands inagreement, Lord.
We stand on your word.
We stand on your word.
You have plans for us, good plans.
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For us, God, that you have noplans to leave us in an exiled state,
God.
But you have plans forincrease in 2025.
You have plans for revival in 2025.
And I will not decrease myfaith in Jesus.
Mighty name.
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Go ahead and have your seat.
We're talking about hallways.
Hallways connect from one roomto another.
How many heard MinisterCheryl's word that she gave on the
stream just a few nights agowhen she declared how we're entering
from one room into another.
So right now you have the Israelites.
In that passage of scripturein Jeremiah, and they're dealing
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with the depression, thetrauma, the despair, the death, the
desolation.
And the exiles.
They said to the elders thatwere left, can you imagine having
just a few pastors left?
And still a promise iswaiting, still a promise is standing,
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still a hope is alive.
And here's the word that Ineed you to get in your gut.
Exile doesn't mean abandonment.
Exile doesn't.
This room needs to hear it.
Exile doesn't mean abandonment.
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Exile doesn't mean aborted destiny.
It's a waiting room.
Tell your sister, say, stay ready.
Stay locked in.
Come on, tell your sister,say, we're getting the hairspray.
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We're getting the good eyelash glue.
We're getting the good nail glue.
We're getting the edges down.
Locking in my exile is an abandonment.
My exile isn't rejection.
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My exile isn't death.
Or you could say it like this.
My trauma isn't abandonment.
My trauma isn't rejection.
My trauma isn't the death of revival.
Or maybe it's like this.
Maybe you're not going through trauma.
Maybe you feel stuck.
My pit is not abandonment.
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My pit is not rejection.
My pit is not the death of my destiny.
I'm prophesying from a formerpit dweller.
I'm Prophesying.
Some days from the pit.
Some days I don't feel likeI'm at the table of anything.
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Some days I feel like I'm inthe pit.
I'm worshiping from the pit oncertain days.
I'm believing for revival fromthe pit in certain seasons.
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We gotta stay ready, ladies.
We gotta stay ready.
We gotta stay ready becauseI'm not in exile.
I'm in a hallway.
I'm passing.
I'm passing.
I'm passing.
I'm passing.
I'm not staying.
I'm not dwelling.
There's a word of the Lord to.
The remaining ones who areleft that.
I have plans, purposes and a destiny.
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I am in a hallway.
I am coming out.
I am getting ready to enterinto another room.
Revival isn't over.
I have not seen my best days.
I haven't seen my best encounter.
I haven't seen sang my bestworship song.
I am coming into a season ofrevival, and I'm staying ready.
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I'm not decreasing for you.
I'm not decreasing because youdon't like me.
I'm not decreasing because youthink I'm doing too much.
I'm not decreasing because I'mnot dressed all the time and have
my makeup done all the time.
I'm believing for revivalbecause it is my inheritance.
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I didn't come from money.
I came from revivalists.
I didn't come from a long lineof people who had wealth.
I came from people who werecraving the presence of God.
This is my inheritance.
You have an inheritance.
Some of you didn't come frommoney either.
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And if you did, 1159.
Let's go.
Long Island Building.
Right?
Pastor Execa, let's go.
But because you're in my house.
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We share a heritage.
We will see our best days.
Our children will serve the Lord.
Our children will be inatmospheres of revival.
We will see physicalmanifestations of his presence.
I'm not giving up on what Godhasn't even done yet.
I'm believing for more.
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So here's the thing.
But if you're going to be a.
Revivalist, there are going tobe enemies.
People say I don't even focuson the devil.
Well, you're dumb, becausehe's studying you.
He knows you.
He's organized.
He's got a whole plan of attack.
And let me tell you, honey, Ido want to know who my enemies are.
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You're not getting to revivalpoint number one.
You are not getting therewithout resistance.
Pharaoh versus Moses, Saulversus David.
Haman versus Mordecai, Herodversus Jesus.
Satan versus the seed.
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We are not getting out without opposition.
It's so hard.
Pull your panties up.
Pull your Spanx up.
You gotta fight for somethingworth fighting for.
Guess what?
It is hard.
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If you're anointed, you have enemies.
And if you're real anointed,you got frenemies.
Bye.
But they said they love me.
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Pull the knife out of your back.
Get back in line.
We are having revival.
The presence of God is notstopping for you.
We gotta move with the cloud.
We gotta move with the fire.
If you nurse the wound and youset up camp in exile, if your womb
shuts down in the pit inexile, you are going to miss what
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God has.
Opposition confirms anointing.
Every time I get a new enemyor a new frenemy, I say, thank you,
Lord.
Thank you, Jesus.
I mean, I don't say it right away.
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Sometimes I cut off all myhair first.
And then I say if.
You know, you know, BritneySpears makes a lot more sense every
year.
Girl, I get you.
I see you.
God's coming for you.
Shaving your head.
Okay, okay, you got it.
The young ones are a littleconfused, but Google it.
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Google it, Google it.
Opposition confirms anointing.
If everybody loves you, youmight not be doing everything right.
The Bible is offensive.
God's word is offensive.
When you say there is no otherway to the Father but Jesus, that
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offends people.
Go try it out there.
I give you about two minutes.
Ask our 3P team.
Ask our evangelism team.
They will gladly tell youabout their encounters.
Opposition confirms assignment.
Some of you have been so confused.
Why is it so hard for myfamily to accept?
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They liked me better drunk.
They liked me better addicted.
They liked me better when Idid it.
Tied my money and I gave allmy money.
But the thing about it isfreedom is offensive.
Trauma bonds.
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We bond when we gossip.
We bond when we talk about whohurt us.
We bond when we belittle other people.
We bond when we talk about how.
We'Re never going to forgive them.
We bond when we lie about themand steal from them and talk.
Do you.
Do you see what I'm saying?
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Freedom is offensive.
Your freedom makes people uncomfortable.
But the opposition confirmsthe anointing.
I didn't restore my marriagefor ministry.
It don't pay that good.
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It wasn't worth all that.
I didn't restore my family forinfluence or clout.
Because it wasn't worth all that.
I didn't give up ministry fora reputation.
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Because I don't care that muchif, you know, my personality I stayed
standing because the Lordasked it of me.
And I said yes completelybecause I desire revival over immediate
gratification.
I desire God's word over whatmy flesh wanted.
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I said yes completely becauseI believe there's a generational
anointing for coming inalignment with his Word.
But I had to prophesy from exile.
See, the word of the Lord hadto come to them to remind them, don't
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stop having children.
Don't stop making a home.
Don't stop creating a family.
Don't stop going after freedom.
Don't stop.
Stop honoring the Sabbath.
Don't stop the things that Iput into your DNA because you're
in captivity.
Because if you know anythingabout opposition, it affirms the
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anointing.
It's not the time to decrease.
In 2025, the enemy of revivalis Dec.
You would not believe how manytimes I wanted to give up in the
last 10 years.
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You wouldn't believe how manytimes I wanted to give up in the
last 20.
It has been a fight, and thefight has changed.
It's been different faces.
It's been different seasons.
In one season, it was marriage.
In one season, it was addiction.
In one season, it was pride.
In one season, it was betrayal.
In one season, it was depression.
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But guess what?
I keep singing from the pit.
I keep prophesying from the pit.
I keep prophesying from the pit.
I keep multiplying in exile.
I keep saying, lord, my wombis open for whatever you want to
birth through me.
Lord, I am not decreasing in exile.
I'm not decreasing in trauma.
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I'm not decreasing from my pit.
What is your pit tonight?
Cuz you can't get out of a pit alone.
You can't get out of exile alone.
You need a girl to pull you out.
That's what we're here tonight.
So an enemy of revival, publicshame and isolation, Haman and Herod.
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I kept seeing when we wereplanting this church, it was very
difficult.
We didn't have money, ourfamily was young.
We didn't have support when wewere poor.
And let me just tell you,because, like, New York City poor
and Indiana poor are twodifferent kinds of poor.
Because the poor people outhere have like Louis Vuitton bags.
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You know what I'm saying?
They have Botox, they have hair.
I'm like, I don't.
We don't have this here.
Like, dang, you guys look good.
It's a different kind.
I mean, here you could be poor.
And you could go to thedentist, the doctor.
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Like, you're thriving.
Indiana.
They're like, well, we gotsome bad news.
If you can't pay for the this,you're gonna die.
I was just keeping it real.
And if.
Am I lying?
It's rough, okay?
Somebody said, no.
Oh, hey.
Public shame and isolation.
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So as we were getting ready to.
To plant this church, when we were.
This is when Evie was just ababy, you know, there was this person
in our life, and he was justreally, really mean to us and whatever.
It's a whole thing.
We've talked about it amillion times.
Anyways, the Lord spoke to meand said, the Spirit of Herod.
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Now I'm postpartum at thatjuncture, and I'm half crazy.
And at the time, although wedid spiritual warfare, that wasn't
a highlight to our ministry.
The highlight of our ministrywas eventually that's what we were
really focused on.
So, like, the Spirit of Herod.
I don't even have time.
We did not have chatgpt.
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I could not get a background data.
I mean, I did not have a phonewith, like, a screen, like, for real.
This is.
I had, like, a burner phone.
Cause I kept.
You know, we were poor, so I'mlike, spirit of Herod.
Okay?
And I kind of jotted it down,and I went on my way.
Spirit of Herod.
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All right.
I go on.
And all of a sudden, I getnews maybe a year later that this
person had died.
And I didn't think about thatword anymore.
And we had nothing to do.
I mean, that's.
It just was an unfortunate thing.
And our heart broke for that family.
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And it had nothing to do withthat individual.
It had everything to do withwhat The Lord was trying to use that
situation to speak to me.
Sometimes the Lord will do that.
It has nothing to do with you.
You don't want that for somebody.
Of course.
And I had completely forgotten that.
And when I got that news, theLord spoke again.
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Spirit of Herod.
I'm just being transparent.
And I said, lord, I don't evenknow what that means, but what happened
is that that spirit is tryingto attack your seed.
So it's not trying to shut achurch down 10 years later.
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It's trying to shut a churchdown before it even starts.
It was trying to shut me down emotionally.
Being a postpartum, you know,just my emotions were raw, very emotional,
trying to get my.
It was trying to shut me down,make me crazy, get me hooked on medication
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so that nothing good ever camefor my life and that I was silent.
And I never declare the goodworks of the Lord, because the enemy
wanted me bound by hurt and shame.
Am I lying?
So the spirit of Herod.
Everybody has a spirit ofHerod that operates in their life,
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physically and emotionally.
I can't tell you how manystories I heard.
I should have been dead.
I should have been dead beforethey got saved, before they got in
ministry.
Why?
Because the enemy understands seed.
The enemy understands seed.
And that is an enemy to revival.
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He is not.
Why is he fighting you so hardwhen you're divorced?
Why is he fighting you so hardafter your ministry ended?
Why is he.
Because he knows that if youget free, you are unstoppable.
You will increase, you willbring revival.
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So the spirit of Herod triesto kill destiny in infancy.
Why is it so hard?
Because the Lord has a planfor you.
The opposition is confirmingthe assignment.
You have a destiny.
That's good news.
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The spirit of Herod tries tokill things in its seed.
So then a few years later, Igo, you know, down some more ministry,
hang in there, try to getfree, you know, try to plant this
church.
We get out here, and the Lordspeaks to me about a year ago and
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says, spirit of Haman, Lord, Ialready defeated 1H.
I am not interested.
Spirit of Haman.
Spirit of Haman.
Spirit of Haman.
At this point, the theme ofEsther's moving through the kingdom.
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And so, you know, I'm studyingthat in my prayer time, and I'm like,
God, why is this resonatingspirit of Haman, why is this an enemy
of revival?
Why does this keep coming up?
Why?
Because if the enemy can'tkill you in its infancy, it will
try to kill you in its maturity.
But, Lord, I already foughtthat demon.
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Why am I fighting another one?
Because you have moreassignments too.
Complete.
Spirit of Haman.
Haman.
Spirit of Herod.
Spirit of Haman tried to shameMordecai into public execution.
Herod tried to kill destinyand an infant Satan.
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Here are the accusation and lies.
Satan is the accuser.
He's always aiming to distortyour name and your purpose.
She's just a mom.
No, she's a prophetess.
She's crazy.
No, she's a woman in process.
She's too much.
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No, she's an intercessor witha groaning.
She's never gonna have kids.
She's never gonna get married.
She can't keep a job.
No, she's a woman on the vergeof a breakthrough.
We're pulling our sisters outof the pit.
We're not decreasing in exile.
We're not decreasing in trauma.
We're not decreasing in our season.
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We're in the hallway.
I remember when I was givingbirth to Bella, my whole family was
in the hallway.
Were you there?
I think you were there alittle bit later.
Yeah, you were definitelythere for Everleigh.
This is my mother in law.
And so I remember thinkinglike, I wish they could just take
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her out.
It's too much.
And the second one, I gavebirth without an epidural.
Yeah, I don't know.
Both were pretty rough.
I'm just.
I don't recommend either.
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I remember when they wereasking me like, hey, if you have
to have a C section, I said,oh, just knock me out.
They said, oh, you won't seethe baby.
I said, that's okay.
I'll see it when she's older.
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I'm like, we're good, we're good.
She's gonna be there.
She's gonna be there.
But here's the thing.
It didn't matter how manypeople were in the hallway with you.
You're the one that's gottagive birth.
We're all here with you tonight.
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But this walk, this nextlevel, we're gonna drop the rope
in there.
We're gonna grab your arm, butyour full weight gotta be behind
it.
Your full self has to bebehind it.
No holding back.
No holding back.
Oh, but man, I just.
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I love to read these books at night.
They relax me.
No, they're awakening lust.
They're awakening sensuality.
They're keeping you bound.
They're gonna bind up your sexlife if you don't be careful.
You got to put that awaybecause there's more freedom for
you on the other side.
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I get it, I get it.
But God, these people, theyhurt me so bad.
I don't want to get.
I don't want to join theworship team anymore.
I had a bad experience.
I'm telling you, we're goingto hurt you too.
But let.
But you we are Marvell andSteph will come for you.
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I'm just kidding.
But some of you are decreasing.
You're in exile.
You're passing it up.
You're letting Haman have his way.
You're letting Herod have his way.
You gotta fight for what Godhas called you to in this next season.
You have to birth this thing.
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Enemy of revival.
They want full identity.
Erase.
Haman was not content withjust Mordecai.
He wanted the entire Jewishpeople gone.
His hatred is not going to besatiated with just you.
If you let the enemy win inyou, he's coming for your kids.
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He's coming for your spouse.
He's coming for your peace.
He's coming for your job.
Gotta fight with everything inyou to say, this is my freedom.
You are not going to have yourway with shame, isolation, fear.
Enemies want to destroy youridentity before you know who you
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are.
Herod wanted to erase the seedfrom the earth.
That's the thing.
The spirit of Herod.
It had nothing to do withJulian, Mike, Signorelli.
It had everything to do with destiny.
It wouldn't matter if it was you.
It wouldn't matter if it wasyou, you, you, you.
The enemy was still trying torob the seed.
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He is not taking breaks.
But we tire out so easy.
God doesn't want to justrescue the anointed.
He wants to reverse theenemy's plans.
So here's.
Here's the grace, here's theChrist figure, here's the hope.
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Mordecai ended up having to behonored by the very man that plotted
his death.
Joseph had to be elevated inthe land of his own captivity.
Jesus had to be crucified,buried, and then risen again, reigning
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as king.
Genesis 50:20 says, as foryou, you meant evil against me, but
God meant it for good to bringit about that many people should
be kept alive.
What the enemy meant for yourdestruction, God will use for your
freedom.
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I'm in the hallway.
So what happens?
Where does our enemy go?
We're anointed.
So what?
Band, you can come up and help me.
Here's the thing.
Because, man, I've been like,you know, I'm going to fight this
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Jezebel spirit.
I'm gonna fight this Herod spirit.
I'm gonna fight this Haman spirit.
But, like, when I say fight,I, like, really mean, like, you know,
fight, square up.
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T.
That's my flesh.
But when you trust the Lord,what you realize is that when you
see it, Haman ended up beinghanged on his own gallows.
Goliath ended up falling byhis own sword.
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Pharaoh drowned in the verywaters that he was trying to pursue.
Your enemy ends up falling on itself.
So you're spending all the.
I was spending all this energy.
6, 12, 42, 24, minus.
Carry the root.
Square root.
I'm not.
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Math wasn't my thing.
And what the Lord was sayingis, julie, you're gonna have to give
birth to this freedom by yourself.
That book's only gonna get youso far.
That song's only gonna get youso far.
That person laying hands onyou is only going to get you so far.
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This next step, you have tosay I believe it when I don't see
it.
I believe it when I don't see it.
I believe it when everything'sagainst me.
I sing when I don't feel like singing.
I pray when I don't feel like praying.
I agree with the assignmentwhen I don't feel like agreeing.
I put my finances where theybelong, when I don't feel like praying,
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putting my finances where they belong.
And I stand in agreement withGod's word and his promises because
I'm not living in this pit.
My womb will not dry up inthis season.
Herod and Haman, the enemy ofthe seed and the enemy of the legacy,
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will not win in this season.
Christ has already won.
Would you stand?
The thing that the enemy hasmeant for my destruction, the cross,
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the thing that the enemy meantto shame.
Jesus is now the symbol of ourultimate freedom.
The cross was meant to shame,but the cross is now the power from
where his kingdom flows.
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It's the ultimate reverse.
It's the ultimate turnaround.
The thing that got you intoexile, the thing that got you into
trauma, the thing that got youinto the pit is the reminder that
God is as good as he said he was.
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Because he's here tonightsaying, daughter, you're not going
to die in there.
You're not going to decreasein there.
You're not going to die in shame.
You're not going to die in forgotten.
You're not going to die in exile.
You are coming out because youare getting ready to go from one
room to the next.
We're in the hallway, baby.
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The crushing was not in vain.
Come on, you need to get thatin your spirit.
Woo.
Come on.
If you've been crushed this year.
Crushed.
I've been crushed.
It's only April.
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I know it's my word, but man,I'm raising my hand.
I'm saying that's for me.
The crushing was not in vain.
Come on, get it in your heart.
If that's you, you were crushed.
If you ain't crushed, keepyour hand down.
That was you, the crushing you.
It's not in vain.
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They didn't win.
They did not win.
Look at you.
Come on, raise your hands.
Total freedom for you.
What the enemy meant for evil.
Oh, he's turning there.
There's like a specificturning right now that's happening
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in another room that you don'teven know.
Come on, lift up both hands.
Both hands.
Somebody stand in agreementwith her.
Oh, I feel it.
She's making a withdraw of the anointing.
Oh, that crushing.
It's not in vain.
Oh, yeah.
Come on.
Come on.
There's freedom for you.
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What other sister is gonnagrab ahold of that?
Oh, that thing that keeps youup at night, that shame.
Not in vain.
He's about to use it for a testimony.
Haman does not have the last word.
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You're in a hallway.
Hallway.
Come on.
You're not in exile.
We're passing.
Passing.
Passing.
Oh, Jesus.
We're passing.
Hallelujah.
Come on.
I'm just letting the Lord work is.
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Come on.
Come on.
It was not in vain.
Oh, it was not in vain.
Come on.
Somebody is making a withdrawal.
Oh, yes, God.
Not in vain, not in vain.
Oh, he's using it for hisglory, God.
He's using it for his glory.
Hallelujah.
Oh, come on.
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I just feel like the Lord iswalking through the room right now.
He's just making his way.
He's just touching hearts,touching moments, touching abuse,
touching trauma.
Come on.
We can't do it for you.
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Just touch his presence.
Crushing.
Crushing.
Crushing.
It was not in vain.
It was not in vain.
Crushing was not in vain.
There's somebody that's beenattacked in their family and that
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it's been unrelenting.
Unrelenting.
And the Lord says that he isfighting the battle, that your job
is to take the assailantassignment into the hallway in worship,
in prayer, and that the Lordwill settle the assignment.
I don't know what that means.
Whatever that means to you,he'll settle the assignment.
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It's almost like it's a.
A judicial matter that theLord is.
Saying that if you'll give it to.
Him, he'll settle the assignment.
Come on.
We're just letting the Lord speak.
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2nd Chronicles 20:15, 17.
And he said, Listen, allJudah, inhabitants of Jerusalem and
King Jehoshaphat, thus saysthe Lord to you.
Do not be afraid.
Do not be dismayed at thisgreat horde, for the battle is not
yours, but God's.
Tomorrow you go down againstthem, and behold, they will come
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up by the ascent of Ziz, andyou will find them at the end of
the valley, east of the wilderness.
You will not need to fight inthis battle.
Stand firm, hold yourposition, and see the salvation of
the Lord on your behalf.
O Judah and Jerusalem, do notbe afraid.
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Do not be dismayed.
Tomorrow, go out against them,and the Lord will be with you.
Daughter, you don't have tofight no more.
Whoa.
Come on.
Lift up your hands.
No weapon that is fashionedagainst you shall succeed.
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And you shall refute everytongue that rises against you in
judgment.
This is the heritage,heritage, heritage of the servants
of the Lord.
And their vindication is fromme, declares the Lord.
Herod and Haman.
Herod trying to rob the seed,and Haman trying to rob the future.
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But the hallway, but thehallway, but the hallway.
Oh, but the hallway.
Oh, the waiting, the waiting,the waiting.
Whoo.
When Herod came to kill allthe firstborn after Jesus had been
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born, his parents were able tohelp fight that battle.
They were able to take him.
But, Haman, that fight gottabe you.
You can pray against that seedover your children, but when they
face Haman, they're gonna haveto say, get behind me, Satan, for
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themselves.
So when you're warring foryourself, you're teaching your children
how to deal with opposition.
You're just not winning thisbattle just for you.
You're fighting it for your children.
You're fighting it in front oftheir children.
No weapon formed against meshall prosper, Herod.
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No weapon formed against meshall prosper, Haman.
Get behind me, Satan.
We can't get the freedom for you.
So here's what the hallway is.
If you didn't grow up in apraying household, what would happen
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if you grew up in a prayinghousehold is a mom would begin to
pray and walk the hallways.
I remember being in prayer andjust praying over my children.
And supernaturally, the Lordwould tell me where to go, what to
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look, what.
To help them to watch out for.
It was like I would receive just.
Blueprints for parenting, ifyou know what I mean.
But I had to go into thathallway alone.
The books could only get me so far.
The anointing from somebodyelse can only get you so far.
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There comes a point, daughter,where you.
Gotta pull your panties up andsay, I'm going into the hallway and
I'm fighting this battle withor without Pastor Moses, with or
without Pastor Julie, with orwithout Aaron?
With or without Steph, with orwithout Minister Juliana?
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I'm praying, and I'm fightingthis battle for myself, because I'm
not dying in exile.
I'm not dying in trauma.
I'm not dying in pain.
I'm not dying in divorce.
I'm not dying in addiction.
Come on, woman of God, get outof your seat.
Begin to pace this floor.
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Come on, move out.
Oh, you're not getting my kids.
No, no, no, no, no, no, no.
You ain't getting my seed.
No, sir.
You're not getting my church.
No, sir.
Haman, you better back up.
You better back up.
You better back up.
Oh.
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Oh.
Hallelujah.
Hallelujah.
Oh, he's more than enough?
Oh, the enemy ain't robbing my finances?
Oh, he's more than enough?
More than enough?
Oh, he's more than enough?
Oh, he's supplying every need?
Oh, he's healing my identity?
I don't have to stay this wayno more?
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Oh, more, more, more.
Come on, you gotta learn howto fight.
You gotta learn how to fight.
Get out of that chair.
Oh, yes, God.
Yes, God.
Oh, we're moving.
We're moving.
We're moving.
We're not staying in drama no more.
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Oh, hallelujah.
Come on.
You just practice praying overthat spouse.
Pray over that spouse.
Pray over that child.
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Child.
You can't live in a hallway.
Oh, we're getting ready to move.
Oh, hallelujah.
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Oh, we're not dying in Egypt.
Oh, this is how I prayed overan alcoholic husband.
Oh, you're not gonna have him.
Oh, suicide ain't gonna take him.
Oh, he's gonna have a sound mind.
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He will fulfill his assignment.
He will fulfill his assignment.
Oh, he will fulfill his assignment.
Oh, you're not gonna take him.
No, you're not.
Satan.
Get your hands off my husband.
Get your hands off my children.
You will not have your way, Lord.
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I release your presence.
I release your anointing.
I release your holy spirit conviction.
You will have your way, Lord.
You will.
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