Celebrating Our 200th Show with The Southern Belle Medium, Tamara Caulder Richardson

It's a milestone! World Awakenings: The Fast Track to Enlightenment is celebrating our 200th show, and to do it up right, we brought in an amazing woman, The Southern Belle Medium, Tamara Caulder Richardson! Get this! She has endured 6 near death experiences, has been abducted by extraterrestials, and now not only speaks Galactic Light Language, but channels Jesus! She is an Evidential Medium, and has a super popular YouTube channel called, “Seeking Heaven: The Near-Death Experience and Other Phenomena”. And all of her other-worldy experiences are too long to list here, so you're going to have to listen to the show to find out more!

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Episode Transcript

Speaker 1 (00:04):
This is World Awakenings, the Fast Track to Enlightenment with
your host, Carl Gruber. World Awakenings is a podcast dedicated
to opening your mind, your heart, and your eyes to
the fact that the world's population is now more than
ever awakening to all things spiritual, metaphysical, and enlightening and

(00:27):
just how they play an all important role in our
daily life. So join Carl on this enlightening experience as
he interviews metaphysical and spiritual experts to discuss, debate, and
delve deeply into the house and whis of this world
wide awakening.

Speaker 2 (00:53):
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and the Law of Attraction Beautiful Symbiotic Relationship, and it's
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(02:18):
Celebrating two hundred shows today. That's right, this is the
two hundredth episode of World Awakenings the Fast Track to Unlightenment.
I am your show host, Carl Gruber, and I am
absolutely over the moon, excited and grateful to have been
able over these last seven years to bring you the
world's top experts, masters, ascended masters, teachers and channels of

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all things spiritual, metaphysical and enlightening. This is World Awakening,
So welcome now to celebrate show number two hundred. I
am super excited to welcome to the show. Tamara Calder
Richardson Tamara is an international evidential medium known as the
Southern Bell Medium, a christ channeler and divine Angelic Syrian messenger,

(03:06):
UFO encryptied experiencer, ultra dimensional communicator, author, and speaker and
get this, six time near death and spiritual transformative experiencer
can't wait to hear about that. And she is the
host of the popular YouTube show Seeking Heaven, the Near
Death Experience and other phenomenon plus so many other I

(03:29):
mean talking so many other experiences and abilities that are
way too extensive the list here. So we're going to
talk about that. So gosh, Tama, welcome to World Awakenings
Episode number two hundred.

Speaker 3 (03:41):
First of all, yay, well done, well done. I know
how difficult it is to really dedicate to continue to
give good content, So well done, and thank you so
much for asking me to be your special guest today.
I'm very honored to be here and can't wait to,
you know, just really have a fun, deep dive conversation.

Speaker 2 (04:01):
Oh my gosh, you know, I don't know if you remember,
but three or four years ago I was co hosting
another show with my friends from Australia called Your Spiritual Shift,
and we had you on there. But here we are
several years later, and gosh, honestly, I'm not even sure
where the heck to start with you. And we're going
to talk about a lot of things, but you have

(04:21):
got to tell us about having six near death experiences
during your lifetime. So is that okay a good place
for you to start with it? Sure?

Speaker 3 (04:30):
I mean that, really, I guess is the beginning of
my spiritual journey, and that a lot of that happened
in childhood and some as an adult. But I would
be considered one of those childhood near death experiencers. And
I do want to point out that many childhood near
death experiences, as discussed in PMH at Waters book Forever Young,

(04:53):
it occurs not because the child is weak. It usually
occurs because the parents are neglectful or a abusive could
be both, and that in that case was mine. It's
pretty much so standard across with most childhood in the years.
But I had a prenatal and that's that actually came
up in regression. I've had over four hundred hours of

(05:15):
past life, and I started with this life and then
it just took off from there into other planets. That's
another topic, but that came through about I was a spirit.
I wasn't able to come through us all the blood.
I saw the thing and and I just felt love
and compassion, and so that I didn't know was a

(05:36):
thing till I read about it and then, but as
far as the one I could really recall, I had
three in a row, three, four and five and three
was when I was playing in an Antebellum house.

Speaker 2 (05:48):
That was.

Speaker 3 (05:49):
I was born in Hickory, North Carolina. Now I live
in Charlotte, North Carolina, but which is one of the
biggest cities in North and South Carolina. But anyway, I
lived in Hickory, a couple hours away, and we were
I was playing with my cousin and we were playing
hide and seek, and it was I ran up the
stairs and I'm jumping about, and underneath the dresser was

(06:11):
a nail like hammered in. I don't know why, but
it was hammered underneath. I don't I don't know why
because it wasn't a bad house or I mean it
was anything. I mean, it was the how do I
say it? The lady of the house, which was my
uncle's mother in law. She was affluent. I don't know
what an all was doing there, but I jumped and
it went through and piissed my skull and I thought

(06:33):
it was water, but it was blood. And it was
happened so fast, and so I fell over and lost consciousness. Consciousness,
and then immediately I was above my body and then
I'm just observing. I'm just in an observing state. And
then I hear the confusion commotion, and they called for

(06:54):
the adults, and then the lady at the house, the
older lady comes upstairs and my call from my mom,
and then in the meantime, I'm seeing this angel. It
was an angel. It was ten feet tall, it was
glowy and orange wings, and it was had their hands

(07:16):
over my head. So now I think they were trying
to help my head, because it's the only thing that
I could think. So they went right attending my head,
and then I would went back in the body for
a bit, but it was too painful, so I popped
back out, and I began to see and hear and
experience with greater senses than we have here, not only

(07:38):
in that room, but not only in other dimensions, but
every room in the house at the same time, and outside,
because I was like, oh, let's try this outside, and
so I would be outside and then I would go back,
and it was very quick. It was by thought and consciousness,
and so my grandmother ended up. They called her my granddaddy.
They came took me to the hospital. Had a contusion.

(07:58):
So I had a hole in my head for two
years and I could not I mean, they have to
let it grow back. So they checked me make sure
it didn't get worse. I was going to be okay,
and so my grandmother, I remember, prayed for me the
whole nights. You know, it was with me. I was
in her lap the whole night. She was just worried,
very much so about me. And at that point on

(08:21):
I began seeing spirit people. It wasn't like I tried
to do that, but because we are spirit, you know,
I don't understand the separation. We have these bodies right now,
which I'm glad for, but we are spirit. So I
began seeing them everywhere and they were just people and
that was a bit confusing. And then when I was four,

(08:43):
my mom she was interested in this DJ. It's always
the DJs and Rock and Ray and yeah, and she was,
you know, from Hickory, very pretty long blonde hair, and
she was interested in this guy and want to meet him,
met him, and she had been dating him and she
at this point, I guess it was, you know, in

(09:05):
her mid twenties, and she wanted to meet to meet him,
and she didn't want to be at home at that age,
she's like twenty four, and so we go on this
she it was a bad day. It had been snowing,
it was icy. It was really not a day you
should be out, so most people were not out. So
she's hard headed, she still is, and so she said,
we're going to get My grandmother's like, please don't go out,
because she had a lot of intuitive ability. She's like,

(09:27):
please don't go out. So we did and we went.
He took us out and we went because he was
very groovy, and he was very groovy back in the
day and dressed really cool, where any of the guys
were kind of nerds. So she just excused us. Had
to have the demand. So we went out to the
Pizza Hut and we ate there, and then we went
to basketball Robbins over and there was a lot going

(09:48):
on in Hickory, and then we had ice cream, and
then we went to his radio station, Channel one, and
he said he had to pick up some papers, so
he let me pick out all these LPs and which
I picked out a lot of Motown the Monkeys and
also that sister None that sing the song The Lord's prayer. Yeah,
I remember you remember that way back well. I used

(10:09):
to play that over and over. It just kept me
through the day, like I had no idea. But anyway,
and they were busy talking. So they come out a
little over an hour. They're arguing. We get in the
car and they're arguing because he doesn't want to get
married yet. He wants to make more money. She wants
to get married right now. She wants to get away
from her parents. So he's we leave. Nobody's out, but

(10:29):
it's icy roads. He slams on the brakes. He did that,
and they twirled around. We went to a tree. Immediately
I went through the Windshiel and I. It was quick
and all of a sudden it was nothingness. It was
all black. It was the quietest quiet. There was no
senses or anything, which just quiet. But what confused me

(10:51):
the most is I couldn't find my feet or on
my hands. You know, you know how you look down
like where are they? Know? Where are they? I'm still here,
I'm thinking exactly. I had the same consciousness, just like
I had the body, but no hands or feet. Then
I saw a little light at the end of the tunnel.
It was like a tunnel. Well, okay, not everybody goes
to the tunnel, you know, they make jokes about it,

(11:11):
but only like twenty percent. But it felt like a tunnel.
You know, in reality, it wasn't a tunnel. It could
have been a portal, could have been some kind of portal.
But I saw a light coming toward the end, and
it got closer, and it was Jesus. And I knew
him from my grandmother said he's our friend, taught to him.
But you got to figure I'm four years old. It's
not like I'm very religious. I mean, I knew about him,

(11:32):
but you know, I was a little kid. But he
came toward me and there were people behind him that
I felt were my family, although I couldn't prove it,
but I just knew they were. And he said that
I had to go back and he's and I said
I can't. After I saw him, he said, you can,
and you will. As soon as he said that, I
was back, But I wasn't in my body. I was

(11:54):
kind of above my body. My mom were in the
car or crashed into the tree. It's edged into the
driver's side, the tire, and so I'm seeing these kind
of good old boy rednecks and a wagon ear trying
to pull the tire away from the tree and pull
it out and help out because nobody's really out there.
And so my mom's holding me and I'm looking and

(12:17):
where the park in front where we hit is a
small park. It should have been iced over. I was
seeing a spring day, and I was seeing Native American Indians.
I was seeing a man and a woman with a
baby wrapped up like a baboose, making over a fire
like a fish dinner. And then I saw a hot

(12:37):
air balloon. And then I saw like a Gibson girl,
you know, with the high waisted and the long skirt,
and then she was with a guy who had like
one of those campaign corn cob hats. I don't know
what you call them. There's a particular hat you call it.
But and they're walking along and I don't know if
I was seeing into dimensions that was happening at the
same time, or I'm looking into past impressions that have happened.

(13:01):
So I can't I honestly can't answer that is you know,
you figure it's one or the other. And then I
looked behind and there was a firehouse which it was
closed because of the weather, and I looked and I
saw there were about three hundred spirit people everywhere because
they just showed up. And there were in the firehouse.
There was firemen there that were dressed in old timey

(13:23):
fire outfits because I didn't recall them as being what
I would normally see. And then there were people in
different time period outfits like the twenties and thirties, of fifties,
this kind of thing. And a lady that looked like
the like the late thirties early forties popped her head
in the car. No one could see her but me
and said, Hi, I'm judoth Hefner. Your grandmother knows my

(13:47):
mom and used to shop at her jewelry store. Oh,
I mean something you really don't think in a near
death experience. And so I'm seeing all this and I'm
hovering around my body because I'm spirit right, So came back,
but I didn't come back in my body. A lot
of people do that, like in hospitals, they'll come back,
but they won't anchor in because they're like, well that's
no good. I'll just kind of hope her around, kind

(14:08):
of check things out because it's not painful. So then
in the back seat. I saw three people. One introduced
themselves as Catherine around ten years old. I'm like, I
don't know her. And so it was many many years later,
like really maybe twenty years ago that I found out
that my grandmother had a sister I never knew about her,
named Catherine, who died of TV at ten years old.

(14:31):
So I thought that was kind of cool, not cool
that she died, but cool that that she was a
real person. And so they came in such love and caring,
and they were very kind and loving. So what happened there?
I finally, oh, well, to the right, the most important thing.
To the right, I had that same angel that was
over in my head was very big, ten twelve feet fiery,

(14:54):
orange yellow, very powerful and peaceful. And then to the right,
and then kind of constant. It's like a motion continual.
It was a fluid motion that was going on there,
like a movie, almost like she wouldn't just steal, you know.
And then behind it was I called a god portal.
The closest thing I've seen is David Ditchfield, the artist

(15:18):
who wrote also the book Shine On. He did a gut.
I said, that's what I saw. It was like fire.
It wasn't scary at all. It was just fiery, and
it was just like a funnel and it was like
a God created portal. And then that was And then

(15:38):
she said, I'm well, I say, she, I don't know
really why, but she I don't know, Uriel, Well, I
didn't know that was an archangel too many years later,
I didn't know. So we went back up to the station.
They checked me out. At that point we left to
go to stay with him at his crappy trailer, and
she basically ran away from home. So my grandparents have
no idea where I am. I did not get medical

(15:59):
trees as an adult.

Speaker 2 (16:02):
Uh.

Speaker 3 (16:03):
Two surgeries later, they had to pull tons of cartilage
out of my nose, and I think about how wonderful
God is because that's two impacts. It's one to the
head of the rain totally healed. Right. Uh, my face
looks fine. It shouldn't look fine. I mean, praise God,
you know. So, I mean, you know, I don't want
to look that over. I mean, that's pretty amazing. And

(16:25):
then so what happened is she ended up being with him.
There's a whole lot of cool stuff that's metaphysical, that's supernatural,
that happened in between them, but I have one at
five years old that was pretty substantial, and that's where
I spent three days with Jesus and want to hear them.
That's the good one. That's the good one. I mean,
that's the one. And you know people are listening when

(16:47):
you have in your death experience, which if you live
long enough, most people aren't white. Most people just aren't hear.
And then they're gone. They're gonna have little hiccups, so
they're gonna have close to the edge, close to the
edge come back. So it's kind of a common thing,
and I think it prepares you for me. Why I
think I had so many You could say I'm hard headed,
but it put me in touch with the divine and

(17:07):
each time I came back enhanced supernaturally to be able
to be of assistance and to be able to freaking
cope in this world. I mean, it's not always that easy.
And so so when I was five at this point,
so my mom my grandparents ended up finding out through me.
Actually I'm laying in this trailer and the sexual will

(17:29):
be started four And it was more pervy stuff like
look at this magazine. It was just creepy stuff. It's
what perverbs do. And so I, you know, I come
a kid, and so I'm laying I know, what is this?

Speaker 2 (17:43):
You know?

Speaker 3 (17:44):
And so I'm laying in this tiny bedroom going get
me out of here. So I literally got the knowledge
to pick up the phone. I never used a phone,
picked up the phone dowb the exact phone number of
my grandmother, which I didn't know because I'm four years old,
told him twenty something minutes away, street by street, how

(18:05):
to get there, which it was totally given to me.
So she says, up, I'm there. They were shocked. Even
my realtive is, how did that happen? How did you
know to do that? It was supernatural. I was just
given that, and I came in with a lot of abilities.
But I just but then I've just stayed connected to sore.
So anyway, she ended up long story short, the next

(18:25):
year they she married him. You know, it was like
a kind of a lope situation. And then he wanted
to adopt me. Didn't really ask, wanted to adopt me.
And so he gets a job at Raleigh at a
big radio station and wk I X. I don't know
if you remember back wolf man Jack and all those people.
They were there, and there were others, and we used

(18:49):
to be around surrounded by celebrities that come through, or
we go backstage because he, you know, was involved with
the radio business. And then so we moved to Raleigh.
I'm three and a half hours from my grandparents, my guardians,
the ones that looked over me. So my mom started
a job, a temp job with Kelly Girls. I don't

(19:09):
remember Kelly Girls. We're going way back. And so she
would leave me alone with him, and that's when the
trauma started. I mean, it was just awful. I would
hide under the bed, be pulled out, try to hide
in the closet. I mean, it was just it was awful.
And you know, really a lot adults they don't want
to deal with this, and how do you tell someone
and what do you do? So I had a conversation

(19:33):
with God, I'm done with this. I don't know what
this is, but I'm done with it. I'm ready to
get out of here. And so God listens when you
say that, So you gotta be really careful. And what
happened next is I got strip throat. I got like
a flu strip throat. It went into pneumonia, I had
a fever of one hundred and three point nine, and

(19:56):
climbing it got much higher. And they didn't had they
had hospitals or doctor offices. So Mom called the hospital
and said, put me in a tub of ie. She
did that. Of course, when you're freezing, you don't want
to be put in a tub of ice. That was awful,
and so we put in the you know, the tub
of eye. She cleans me on. She tries to feed me,

(20:17):
which I remember it was like a chocolate milkshake, which
I'm like toast intolerant, and then tomato soup and cheese toast,
which my lungs were shutting down. Didn't really want to eat.
So she she didn't know, so she put me in.
She rents me off, drive me off, put me in
the bed. It wasn't even like it wasn't even an
hour and a half later, I was drench So she

(20:37):
kept trying to beg her husband at the time, the
guy she married, who was very insensitive and a narcissis personality,
to take me. No, we don't need to, blah blah blah.
So finally she said, we're going So during that time,
this is going back. This was the exact night, exact
day that doctor Martin Luther King was assassinated, and so

(21:00):
they had martial law everywhere guards. I don't know if
you remember that.

Speaker 2 (21:04):
Yeah, well I remember it happened, but I didn't live
in the South then, so.

Speaker 3 (21:08):
Well it was not pleasant flipping in the South. A
lot of riots. Yeah, So they had military guard, they
had a National guard, and they literally you had curfew.
You could not go out and past ten. So here
I am dying. So he has a media car, so
that that would help, right with the media car, so
because it has the letters on the side. So we go,

(21:29):
we go to the first barricade and they said, what
are you doing? You're I supposed to and he said
my daughter, even though I wasn't his daughter at the time.
I guess it was too confusing to say it all.
But you know, we need to go ahead and take
her to the hospital. So they saw so they're like,
we're going to call ahead. So every stop of barricades
of soldiers, they just waved us through. After that, and
then we went to Rex Hospital, which I remember because

(21:51):
I like Dinosaur, so you know t Rex, you know,
I remember that was the name Rex Hospital. Oh yeah,
and they had a team waiting for me. They came out.
It was about twelve of them, but then when we
went into the room, there were about eight and there
were two of them that were male doctors, and there
was some assistant intern whatever a man, but the rest

(22:14):
were women nurses, and they started pumped. They did all
these things, but they started pumping like this goop out
of my lungs that looked like an accordion thing. And
then I got bored and I started zooming around the hospital,
thinking this is great. I felt so free in a spirit.
I felt so liberated, and I could hear, I could

(22:37):
think the same as now. It was so freeing, and
I thought I must be an angel. So I went
on to help people in rooms and kind of minister
to them, and one little girl saw me at a
stack machine. She could see me as spirit. So when
you see people as spirit, that didn't mean they're Dad.
I have had a lot of people like coma people
come to me too because they're not Dad. But again,

(22:59):
our consciousness doesn't die. So I'm having a ball go back.
I checked the room and kind of grossed out. Then
I finally come back again. This goes on two and
a half hours and I kept flat lighting. I came
in fifteen minutes dead on arrival. Then my lungs were flat,
my lungs were collapsing. And so then after two and

(23:20):
a half hours of working on me, I saw them
crying and I thought, well, why is everybody crying, you know,
especially the nurses. And the doctor said, I have a
little girl her age and they covered me with the sheet,
which is really kind of final. And then so I
kind of sat somewhere in a hall. I just kind
of sat there. But then someone noticed some kind of life,

(23:40):
a little bit. It was just a little bit of
life in the lungs. So they put me in a
breathing temp and they put me in a deuce coma
three days for me as this is going on, I
don't know that part so much as it's just waking
up in it. But I saw, you know, we were
raised proud of Presbyterian. But I saw two Catholic spirit

(24:03):
a nun and a priest, and they were praying over
me and they said, Blessed are the innocent, and I thought,
who are they talking about? Don't about me? And then
I looked down and right now three two two, that's
my birthday. So this is the Jesus part, my favorite part.
Every time I see my birthday number, I'm like, it's
just a celebration of me. And I can't celebrate it

(24:24):
without thanking Jesus because he has resurrected me completely.

Speaker 2 (24:29):
Hall.

Speaker 3 (24:30):
I mean, it's amazing. And so I looked down and
he's holding my hand, and uh, and he was so beautiful.
He had all this light source coming out and so
much intense love unconditionally. And so as I'm you know,
held his hand, I said, you're that guy I talked
to right, my grandmother told me to talk to you.

(24:52):
He goes, I am, and he was smiling. He had
a great sense of here he goes. And then he
said I have something to give you, and I was,
And where we are, it's like this beautiful paradise. The
grass it's gorgeous. It's like the most beautiful meadow, and
outdoors it's just gorgeous. Colors are beautiful, they're bright. It's
a beautiful day. And and I said, what a toy,

(25:14):
because after all, I'm five and he and he said no,
and he laughed, and he took something off his belt.
It was like some threads off of his roat belt,
and he gave me like a little friendship bracelet on
my left wrist, and he said, I wrap you in
my love, protection and wisdom. Much as given much you'll give.

(25:35):
Through the big things, the small things would be done,
and then through the small things, through the through you,
through the large things, the small things would be done,
and through the small things the bigger things would be done.
Anyway he was, and then he said that, and he said,
but you got to go back. You have to go back.
You can't stay here. And I saw these children on
like seesaws, you know, what are those roundabouts that would

(25:58):
push it and get on, and and they were on.
They're playing, and I said, well, they're here, so I
can stay here. He's like, no, you can't stay here.
And I said why and he said because your mother
needs you. And I said no, she'll be fine. And
I did say that. I said she's fine, And no,
she won't be fine. She you have more love in

(26:20):
you than she has for herself. And you need to
go back. And I said, well, I don't know anything
about that. And she goes, there's not much to know
about love. It's something I know a little bit about,
which honestly is a joke that was pretty funny. And
I said, he said, there's no right way and wrong
way to show someone you love them. And he said,
you'll figure it out. And he says, but, and I
kept begging. It was really ridiculous.

Speaker 2 (26:41):
No.

Speaker 3 (26:41):
Please. At this point, I'm like feeling the love and
feeling this is home. I want to stay. I'm like
begging in a really big way. I'm like really creating
and saying no, I want to stay. I want to stay. Please, Please, No,
I don't want to go back there. It's awful. Back there,
it's terrible. I don't want to go back there. And
so he said, okay, so let's just walk for a walk.
So as to begin to walk, you could see by

(27:02):
the way he's got really good feet. You know, most
men their feet don't look that great. You know. He
looked like he went to have a petticure, like everything
looked lined up and perfect, like his feet were so pretty.
And so he's walking and the grass is coming over
his feet, and as he walked, they're following. Everything's following him,

(27:24):
the grass, the flowers, the clouds. That was interesting, the clouds.
And then we go to this very big tree and
there's a big rock in front. Now I can't sit
in the rock because I'm too short to get up there,
but I kind of lean against it. He's sitting on
the rock and he said, you can ask me questions,
he said, And I looked at the tree, and the
tree looked like cheery blossoms, but they had little red

(27:47):
grapes coming from them. And it was a flower tree,
but with red grapes, and it was very big, kind
of spread out, kind of like one of those African trees,
but with flowers that kind of spread out. And he said,
we don't eat from this tree. And I'm thinking I'm
not thinking about eating from the tree, but you know, okay,
and he goes, this is a very wise tree, and

(28:07):
I'm like, okay, I'm thinking I'm not really interested in
the tree. And I said okay. And so he asked
me things and I'm five, so I don't know what
to ask, you know, I don't even really get them.
In heaven, I don't. I don't really understand. I mean,
I'm just excited to be with him. And I asked
silly things like how's electricity made? And it was just

(28:28):
like boom. I knew in my head like instantly, it
was like downloaded bam. And I was like, okay, on
board with that. And then and then he said, and
I said, her dinosaur's real. And you know he can
only talk to me in the level I would understand.
And he said, well, they were here once, but you
don't need to worry about them. And he said they
were and he said they they were an experiment that

(28:50):
didn't go very well. He said that they're no longer here,
and I was like okay. And then he started talking
because he figured it wasn't going anywhere, and he said,
I want to tell you about Heaven. How we create things.
He said, if we think it, it happens immediately. I said,
what do you mean and he said, well, he said,

(29:12):
if you want to go skiing, you just think about
you want to do it in the place, and you're
there doing it and and and I said, and he said,
but where you're from on Earth, you when you think it,
it takes a long time. So you must be very
careful and the words that you speak, and that you
only speak positive things you speak life you speak, because

(29:35):
if you say things that are that are that are
bad or negative, that you don't want those happening. And
I was like, oh, no, you know, and he goes, yeah,
so you want to be real clear about your thoughts
and then when you speak it, it actually comes into
creation that it's you didn't use the word manifest, but
it's manifested. And I said okay. I said, well, I

(29:57):
want to know how this thing in heaven works. I
try it and he said sure. So I visualized as
being an a little river in a boat. So we
were in a river in a boat. He was like
kind of on the end of it, and I was
kind of sitting in the middle and kind of watching him.
And then it was like a little boat. And then
he said it was just beautiful. I mean everything, like

(30:20):
the trees, like whipping willaws were coming down on the river,
and then these three fish swam up to him. He
picked one up and said hello to it and put
it back down. He goes, that's how we fish here,
and I was like, wow, you're like friends with all
the animals. So then we go back and he said
that I have to go back, and I really and
he was serious, and I was like, I absolutely did

(30:42):
not want to go back.

Speaker 2 (30:43):
Oh.

Speaker 3 (30:43):
We hung out for a while though, so I never
told anyone this. So we went to this little brook
area where there's a really nice tree where the roots
of the tree kind of go down into it's like
a stream. And I was it seems insignificant, so I
just never said anything to anyone. So you're the first
two hunter show. And I swam and he put his

(31:07):
He had one foot in the water and one up,
like sitting Indian style, and I would just tell him
things like kids stuff, you know, like, and we would
talk and I would swim in this water but it
wasn't water because you could breathe in it, so I
don't know, this kind of strange. It was like water,
but you could breathe in it. But it was all.

(31:29):
Everything was great. It was a different It felt like water,
but it wasn't. I guess I don't really understand what
it was, but it felt like it, and I just
we just sat there and we talked a lot, and
then he finally said you have to go back, and
I told him I did not want to go back,
and he said, well, I'll send you one person, and
I actually didn't remember that TI later, I'll see you

(31:50):
one person to make this world okay, and honestly, I
believe everybody needs at least someone that can trust, you know,
in this world. And so it was later it was
at nineteen he sent me my husband, Clay, because I
think so wouldn't be so damaged later. And he's so
kind and loving and giving and kind hearted and he
showed me love that and it also gave me a

(32:13):
good example of a positive man, not a bad man,
and so, but I didn't know that at the time.
So he said that I had to go back, and
then we talked about my mission, and he said, you
need to go back and tell people that I am real,
and you need to tell them that I am who
I say. I say that I am, and that I
love everybody and there's nothing they need to do except

(32:35):
know that they're loved. And you need to tell them
that heaven is real and my father's real, and you
need to be example of that love and you need
to express that in the world. He said, But you
get to do and choose it your own way. But
I want you to do that, and I said, I
don't know you're telling me. I just don't think I

(32:55):
can do all that. And I was like, you want
me to go I said, I present you.

Speaker 2 (33:00):
I don't.

Speaker 3 (33:01):
I don't think I can do that. So he said
there's other people doing it too, and that made me
feel a lot better. I said, really, He goes, No,
you're not the only one. You're not. You're gonna meet
him at some point. But you know, honestly, Carl, I
didn't meet him till later in life. The people like
you that carry the love of God and Christ in them,

(33:21):
and I can now I like, because now he'll go there.
They are there, they are, but they have a similar
mission and it's a simple one, but it's kind of
difficult in this world. But so after that I went
back and there was still, you know, abuse that went
on till about twelve, but I stay. But the thing

(33:43):
is is that I've always been talking to him since then.
So when people say channel and they go into the
same I don't need to do that. I just hear
him all the time. Now, everybody can. Everybody can, but
you may have to start with first realizing you just
don't have to talk to him. He can talk back.
You may do it messages, through a dream, through a song,

(34:04):
you can even automatic write. If he doesn't want to
tell you something, he won't tell you. I mean, you
could ask and he will tell you. But if you ask,
sometimes he'll tell you things. Uh, sometimes you have to
get a delayed reaction. And then you know, I tend
to get a lot in the shower, maybe because it's quiet,
maybe because it's the water coming down, it's a purification process.
But then I had in ten, I had a drowning

(34:27):
at a on a family vacation at a hotel, and
I was there were some boys playing volleyball, and I
got hung up under their feet and then swallowed water
and the water started opening up in the in like
this beautiful light, bright light, and a massive chorus of angels,

(34:48):
and I thought, oh no, not again. And then and
then then the whole life garb was getting the water
out of my mouth and all that, and my mom
shows up and said, what did you do now? So
it wasn't really safe to tell anybody by about these
things till later. And then it was thirty eight. I
had menstral migrams. I had a general doctor's like, well
take these for your minstrel migraines. Okay, fine, okay, hormones okay.

(35:11):
We didn't have Google back then, so you couldn't really
look up. So if you trusted everybody back then, you
trusted doctors, trusted everybody, the government, anybody said anything that
was authorty, you just trust it. And I was like okay,
And so I took it for about a week, own
it off. I was like, I don't like this. I
feel like I'm not able to wake up. So one
day I took it and he said it would level

(35:31):
out my so I wouldn't have headaches. That level my
hormones out, That's all I was told. So I woke
up in the middle of the night. I couldn't move,
I couldn't talk. Now, I don't know why I couldn't
wake up my husband because I couldn't move, But I
kind of set up like Frankenstein from the Dead. I
don't even know how I did that. I was like
I knew it was important. Like bells and whistles went off,

(35:54):
and I went into the living room and I turned
on the TV because I thought, calm down, if you
can just turn on the TV and keep your consciousness
on whatever's being said, I don't care if it's a
toilet paper commercial, I don't care. Just follow what they're saying.
Then you know you're fine, you really took one little pill.
I mean, this is ridiculous. So I'm sitting there and
I'm trying to do that, and then I'm starting to

(36:16):
hear white noise like that white. Yeah, No, it's not good.
I'm going this isn't good. So then I go into
this kind of fear, which I know what follows next
is no fear. So I began to forget my name.
I forgot I was male or female. And then I
started seeing the in my living room, all the furniture

(36:37):
breakdown into white lines. And then and then I was
in the galaxy and I was out there just really
looking around and also sitting on the sofa, so I
was by location. So I took my one little finger
and I put myself back in my body and it
took I don't know how long till I stayed there,
and I kind of stayed up through the night trying
to gain consciousness. That of course I looked into what

(36:59):
I'm taking. He was putting me on some kind of
psychotropic thing which look like it have much, and I
was so upset about it. I did like a freaking
like sweat lotch clans. I was like, how dare you know?
You're getting this crap out of my body, and so, uh,
you know, I was, you know, angry because now we
can find out things we can we can you know,
do our own research. So those are minoritith experiences. I

(37:23):
feel like I've learned that life is not what we
think it is. I think the white lines are saying
that we're holding things together in a construct by our consciousness.
So if that's the case, that we should, if we
put our prayers and our intentions and a world of
love and harmony, as hippie sounding as it sounds, it's

(37:45):
what we need, and not focus on the negative, not
focus on the fear, and not be drawn into that narrative.
But what we can say, as victors and God in Christ,
we can say, ayberjack, God, I don't receive that. Yeah,
I even plead the blood of Jesus everything Like, Nope,
not my errative, not doing it.

Speaker 2 (38:07):
Well, Well, this is just phenomenal. Let me let me
just jump in here and remind our viewers and listeners
we're talking to the amazing Tamar Calder Richardson, I mean
talking about six near death experiences. This is show number
two hundred and Tamar. I'm I'm only going to have
you back on the show if you promise no more

(38:27):
near NDEs. All right, you've had enough for now.

Speaker 3 (38:31):
All right, I'm done. I'm done. I'm done, not till
I'm hanging out with Jesus. I think I'm done, I
told him. I said, I think I think I've I've
got it. Now, I'm good. I'll just wait till we
get to hang out permanently.

Speaker 2 (38:44):
Well, you, as I mentioned in the intro, you've had
so many incredible experiences. Let's let's check in on some
more here. Now. You what I read and you've told
me is that you have been abducted by extra terres terrestials.
What we're.

Speaker 3 (39:05):
Okay, So now you know a little bit of my story.

Speaker 2 (39:08):
All right.

Speaker 3 (39:09):
So remember when I uh went through the tree, my
nose was all messed up like a cart lunche, and
they took me to this crappy trailer. Okay. So during
this time, I was kind of held against my will,
and I was being molested, and I was taken away
from the love of my grandparents. Right, So I was
pretty powerful. So I was sending out a lot of

(39:29):
it had to do with me. So I'm sending out
on this beacon, apparently being to anyone that won't answer
or get me out of here. So at the time,
I'm in Lenora, North Carolina. We are not far from
uh Asheville, those mountains Asheville, North Carolina. Okay, and so
only till recently, and I think with everyone's spiritual growth,

(39:53):
there is like an onion, a layer of an onion
word on pills, on pills, and so that I knew.
I've seen that room. I've seen certain flashes what's in there,
but I've been too it's too terrifying to look at.
And finally, as a grown adult, I went, Okay, that's silly.
I'm going to look at this because it's my wife
and I am and so I just I've sat there

(40:15):
in meditation. Uh, this is like the past two years.
I've really embraced this because I thought, I'm not gonna
I'm gonna try to be a fearless person. I'm not
careless about it, but I try to be you know, uh,
face things on. And so I looked and what it was,
I thought, is it a demon in the room? You
know what I mean? Because it looked pretty scary, like
a monster, which I used to see that too growing up,

(40:38):
which if I'd see angels and demons, I would see
lost souls, I'd like, please, I can't help you find
somebody else. But this wasn't This was a mantis. This
was a large grasshopper being. And it was and that's
exactly what it looked like, and it was kind of
hunched over the room. It had two small grays. But

(40:59):
before that, I was laying in this. It was a
very small room and the bed was up pie. It
was a very strange room. And this trailer was awful,
and there was a little window. And one night I'm
sitting there, really, I mean I do. I'm a powerful manifesto,
and so I'm sitting there, going I gotta get her,
I gotta get out of here. And because it's survival, right,
when you feel endangered, what are you thinking? Get away

(41:21):
from the danger. So all of a sudden I look
out and it was like we were on like this
dirt mud road. It was not good. The whole trailer
park lit up like a football field and it was
the brightest white you've ever seen. Next thing, I know,
I feel a presence in the room and I see

(41:41):
this large mantis and I had telepathy that was told
it's okay, we're here to help. It's okay, everything's fine.
And next thing I know, I don't know how I
did it. Everything kind of went really white. And then
I'm in this white room and it looks like a hallway.
Well it's really a white it's like a hallway with doors,

(42:03):
and I'm going down. It's like a hospital and I'm
going through this hallway and they have medical outfits where
the medical like where it snaps to the side, that
kind of medical, not psychiatric, but almost old style. But
it's like I don't know why, but it snaps over.
It's like a jacket and it looked medical. But then
we go to this place and they open a door

(42:25):
and I go into which appears it looks like a cave.
And we go into this cave and it's huge room.
It's massive, it's massive and in this which now I've
run this with Geraldine Roscoe who's a very well known
hybrid mother, and I did this thing with her deep

(42:45):
hypnosis and after we got even deeper and she's like,
I've seen the room because she's also been abduct I said,
no way. She goes, yeah, what it was, you know?
In a cave, cave's cave, but there was this circular,
big window like glass but don't ask me how, but
you could see the freaking galaxy in the cave. Because
I'm like, because we don't have that technology, right, like

(43:08):
that is not we don't know this, but that's what
I saw when I drew these things. And then there
were people. They had little vats of things lined up
for different sizes for like children, and then they had
a screen they would put like electrodes on your head. Well,
there were humans in there. There were Germans in there,
and I don't know why, I feel like they were Nazis, okay,

(43:30):
and they could look they could have regenerated them. Who knows,
I don't know, but that's what I felt, not just
because they were speaking German, but I felt that as well.
I did see a Rep. Tillian in the background, but
he didn't really pay attention to anyone, but he was
pretty awful looking, but he was just doing his thing.
And then I was put into this thing and then

(43:51):
they said that we're gonna make you better, and it
was like a white gou and then a green it
changed a green goop. I talked to someone who's a
super soldier and they said that's rehabilitation, and they also
they clone you. So I ran this whole thing and uh,

(44:12):
it's They said that I was part of a cosmic
spy spy thing, and I kind of find out like
it's a thing. I've drawn lots of detail into this,
what I've seen in the uniforms, what's going on, and
you know, and I think it has, you know, a
lot to do. They look for certain types of people

(44:33):
that have abilities already, and so kind to find out,
Like I just thought this was a while, like this
sounds like a crazy movie, you know, and so kind
to find out. I'm starting to meet people like, oh
my god, this is like a thing. But I met
I saw there's a lady, a journalist, an older lady
who has a book out and she's taken several images.
There's a base right where this is, right where I'm

(44:57):
forty five minutes away where I was nothing it mattered,
it would be forty five minut away. This twenty two
miles underground in those mountains as a military base. And
they said it's like the area fifty one of the
East Coast. So you know, what do I do with that? Well,
on some level. I agree to it, not to be ugly,
but I did, and it's enhanced me a lot. There's

(45:19):
a lot more to this story, but I would have
never thought as going there and then the meat other
people that kind of add to it on going wow.

Speaker 2 (45:29):
So.

Speaker 3 (45:32):
The problem was the people. It wasn't. It wasn't the mantis.
The grays are like little robots. They just don't They
don't have any thinking capacity their hive mentality. They just
do like pick that up, go get that. And when
they took me in there, they used there was three
of them on each side. They used their fingers like
but they didn't. There was no wheels. I don't know
how they got me there. They just kind of floated

(45:53):
me in there. I don't know that technology either. So
it's so much like technologies that I seen, like we
don't have that, so it's hard to understand. So this
is but they look for people that have advanced abilities
and so that that probably has something to do with it.
And they're now and there are still I see crafts.

(46:15):
My husband and I were going to Ashville and for
a weekend in twenty twenty one, and he's normal, Okay,
he's more normal he is, he's a normal person, and
he goes, look at that, and I'm like, and I
thought he was going to point out, you know, a
sight seeing thing. He goes, look at that, and it
was probably about a quarter to seven, so it was
still dusk, you know, it's getting starting to turn to

(46:35):
our It took us forever to get out of town.
So I'm looking to the side and there's five a
fleet of UFOs. Like, there's no doubt that's what it is.
There's absolutely and I go, wow, Like, what do you
do when you see one like that? You go it's
not like a you know, oh that could be up there,
but like that closed. What do you say to that?
You're going, wow, look at that? Like I didn't feel

(46:56):
any thread at all. I'm just like, what do you
do with that? You just look at it? Then he goes,
but look at that, And over by my side was
a big one and it was like this red lava
looking signature thing. And come to found out later on,
I've asked a couple UFO experts and to move on,
and they said, oh, that's their signature, so maybe this
heat signature that comes off, but it was by me.

(47:18):
They followed us seven or eight minutes. Now you may say,
why didn't you pick up a phone and do that.
I was over joyed. I felt like I knew them.
I don't know why I was in this ecstasy. You know, again,
we don't always. And I asked Jesus about this too.
He said, oh, yeah, there's millions of other planets, because

(47:38):
some look just like you, the people, and why we
have to feel like everything's adversarial. Yeah, there are some,
you know that aren't so great. But they do that
to other planets too, like you know, the Reptilians or whatnot,
that they have a certain motive operating. But yeah, I
felt an intense lav I came back after the trip

(48:01):
and started drawing light codes and speaking different light code language,
and I looked at the book. I had Mary Rodwell
on my Seeking Habit channel and she's from Australia and
she said, well, when you see these things, you get
a download. I said, what does that mean? She goes,
I don't know, it's different for different people. So I've
seen that. I've seen a mother ship in my backyard.
Two months later, I know it's crazy. I was getting

(48:23):
a pizza and it was dark. It was like eight PM,
and I'm going through the drive I was pulling up
the driveway, which we kind of have a long driveway,
and I thought it was a helicopter because it was
very bright. So I just assumed it's a helicopter because
I usually don't have bright things in the back of
my yard. That was kind of a surprise. And I
look and it was It wasn't just like a craft long.

(48:47):
It was up tall, and it had prism at the
top of lights and blow it had exact lights, but
it was massive. But there's no way that could have
fit in my backyard. So it's like they had the
technology to shrink that and make it small. They obviously
projected it to me in some way. But I stopped
the car and checked it out and I went, what
am I literally stopped the car and I went, what

(49:10):
am I looking at? Like? I like, you know what
I mean? I like stopped and like, what is this?
Like I stopped, Like I could people go why, I'd
be really afraid of it. You don't know. Look, you're shot.
You're looking at it. You're like, would you expect You're like,
what am I looking? You're like your brain can't register it.
You're like what am I looking at? And then I realized,
oh my gosh. And so then I called my husband
from the car phone and said, get outside. There's a

(49:31):
big ass a mother ship in the backyard. It's running
out there and then it goes and it sucks back.
I think that was just for me. They know how people.
They know who people are that are open minded, that
are psychic, that are intuitive, that are interested in like

(49:52):
civil rights, human rights, that care about humanity. They know
already who you are by your DNA. They don't need
to impl you. That's lower level stuff like Gray's. They
know who we all are, and they know and they
connect with people individually to have experiences to raise the
consciousness because if they did it all at once, the moguls,

(50:13):
the moguls out there would freak out. So I think
that's why they're showing to individual people. And I still
see that. When I was a speaker in December of
the Galactic Origins cruise, I was walking because I was
speaking several times. They had is really busy, so came
from the cafe and then you got to walk kind
of on the top of the ship across to the
meeting rooms. And I heard they're here for you. So

(50:36):
I look, I said, hold on a minute. So my
husband and I walked to the edge and I said, uh,
give me a second, and it looked like a circus
out there. But I didn't realize we're in the Black Ocean. Okay,
in the black Ocean. You know, it's dark and black
and there's you can't see anything. You could see the

(50:57):
distance lights of casam l Well. What I saw look
like three Ferris wells, but it was one big one
with the lights going all the way around it. And
I filmed it and the lights are dimensional and they're LEDs.
They're doing like this. Now, this is the black freaking Ocean.
But this is in the Gulf of Mexico, where all
the action's supposed to be. And there were people walking

(51:17):
around and they didn't see it. And I'm like, you've
got to pay attention. A ufologist told me once, if
you want to see a UFO, you have to look up.
And I looked out there and it was above hovering.
It was huge. But it's still I mean, it's still
shocking to me. But there I did this time film it.
My husband's like, oh, it's nothing, it's just probably a city.

(51:38):
I'm like a city didn't look like a circus, and
so you know what I mean, like, wooh, you know
they don't have no city looks like Lisa's Vegas. You
know it looks like that. And so I have forty
two forty five minutes of that and I'm starting I'm
asking them, can I take pictures of you now? And
so I can start capturing it for other people.

Speaker 2 (51:59):
WHOA I'm just a lot gown away by this, and
time is absolutely flying, Abie because we're going to only
have a couple minutes left here and where we're going
to have to do another show with you camera. I'm
blown away because I have no experiences like this, and
I think this is why I do this show like this,

(52:20):
And you know, we have to kind of wind and
let's find out some more things about you. Tell us
about your Academy of Divine Wisdom, which you describe as
a school of spiritual ascension. What's that all about.

Speaker 3 (52:35):
Yeah, I've actually been told by Jesus for a long
time to teach, to teach, and so I finally started
this school online so it would include everybody the Academy
of Divine Wisdom dot com and that's where I offer
courses to teach people that have natural intuition, but how
to teach them or even mediumship or the spiritual gifts

(52:56):
in a you can call it a christ conscious way.
And I teach about you know, there are other nefarious things,
but if you're working with Guy's love and all that,
it's fine. So I teach that. I have meditations, some
of them are free, like the one with Jesus. I
have a thirty minute meditation for that. And then we'll
be having workshops. They'll be having one coming up on

(53:17):
how to speak like code language and what that is
which some people call it tongues, but what that is
and why the frequency is important, and how to get
in this state of this divinity. And then I still
do I do start see transmissions. It's also on their
the Academy of Done with Divine Wisdom dot com services.
And then I have the Southern Bell Medium dot com.

(53:39):
I do evidential life path readings for people. It really
helps with grief and letting them know their loved ones
are okay, and they're a place that heaven it really
is real, and they are a place that they're very
much so loved. They care about us. They still see
what's going on with us. They'll be there for us
when it's our time. And then I also do Life
Path with that. And then of course I have the

(54:02):
Seeking Heaven channel on YouTube which I worked very hard
on that Jesus told me to do in twenty twenty one,
which you're going to be on.

Speaker 2 (54:09):
I guess, yeah, wow, wow, just phenomenal stuff and yeah,
let's see you. Do you write a book too?

Speaker 3 (54:19):
I think Love from Heaven. So I've got a little
bit left that I've got to finish. There's reasons that
I haven't finished it because it's been personal and I
am ready to complete that. And I've got because I've
been told. I've got several other books that I have
to do and so and then I'm working on a
card deck too, called Serious B from what I did

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on that speaking on the cruise and the glack of
origins cruise, I'm working on a card deck too. So
I've got you know, I'm an oddball Carl from Jesus
to Aliens. Look, it's all about the love.

Speaker 2 (54:57):
That's well said, A really true is all about the
love and you and I like to hang out with
Jesus and we find out and you don't have to
be religious to do to hang out with Jesus, you know,
because it's all about source and going back home, and
Jesus is the tunnel of that light all the way

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back to home. And wow, wow, So I guess I
guess we're gonna have to wind up here because I mean,
like I said, time just flew through here. We're definitely
gonna have to chat more in the future. Tamera, you
are amazing. I am so grateful to have you on
episode number two hundred of World Awakenings.

Speaker 3 (55:41):
Thank you, thank you, Thank you so much, Carl, and
I'll come back anytime if you'll have me. Thank you
so much.

Speaker 1 (55:59):
This has been an episode of World Awakenings, The Fast
Track to Enlightenment with host Carl Gruber, a certified Law
of Attraction life coach. We welcome you to tune in
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awakening to the truth of all things spiritual, metaphysical, and
enlightening and just how much they play an all important
role in our moment to moment daily life. Much love
and light to you my friend, and thank you for
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