April 30, 2025 • 44 mins
We’re back with your monthly energy forecast, and this one hits deep in all the best ways. May is a five month in a nine year, which means the vibes are ripe for bold self-expression, soulful creativity, and making powerful (sometimes scary) shifts that align with who you really are. In this episode, I sit down with my dear friend and energy coach Renee Bloodworth to explore what this season is calling forth in all of us—and how to ride the waves rather than resist them.
We’re talking creative breakthroughs, letting go of what no longer fits (even when it looks good on paper), and how to recognize when your energy is being blocked by outdated patterns. This isn’t just woo—it’s wildly practical. You’ll walk away with journal prompts, reflections, and mindset shifts to move through May with clarity and confidence.
Plus, I share some behind-the-scenes tea on my upcoming Be Everything And More LIVE event—and how the energy of this month mirrors the journey I’ve been on to bring it to life.
In this episode, we cover:
- What the 5 month means inside a 9 year and why that matters
- How to spot energy leaks and make soulful pivots (even when it’s “working”)
- What freedom of expression actually looks like in your life and business
- The connection between creative energy, values, and aligned collaboration
- How to use key dates like the Scorpio full moon and Gemini new moon to your advantage
- Why nurturing and being nurtured is the secret sauce to magnetic visibility
Stay Connected with Renee:
- Follow her on instagram @renee_bloodworth11
- Grab the May Energetic Calendar
Ready to attend Be Everything And More LIVE? [CLICK HERE TO GRAB YOUR SPOT] before it sells out!
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Sleigh Girl Slay, welcome back to this special episode with my friend and energy coach andnumerologist, Renee Bledworth.
We have been bringing you these episodes every single month because there is somethingthat is, we're hoping, I guess I should say, that you'll walk away with, which is to
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understand how to use your energy for the month.
ahead.
Now this year happens to be something really easy to follow because January was a onemonth, February is a two month, et cetera, et cetera.
It's not like that every single year.
It just happens to be for this year of 2025, which is also a nine year.
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And so we're talking about today, the energy of the five month of May and how that canplay into
being in the nine year of 2025.
um And so that is what we're going to be diving into today.
And I'm really excited because this is something I'm learning with you guys.
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And so I love being in this seat with Renee because I just feel like the most curious catall the time in our conversations because I'm like, what does that mean?
Tell me more.
And wait, why are you talking about cards now when, wait,
Why are we talking about moons?
And then, wait, there's astrology in here too.
So that's the beautiful thing about Renee.
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She is just this like wealth of information, wealth of knowledge.
And she uses her own personal skills to bring together all of these different like tools,I guess, for lack of a better word that she has mastered and able to sort of say, okay,
what is important for listeners?
What's important for her clients?
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um and how can I help them work with their energy in the best way possible.
if you're listening to this episode and you're thinking like, gosh, like I really feellike I'm resonating with what she's saying.
I want to encourage you to go into the show notes and check out everything about Renee.
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I am very, very selective on who comes onto this podcast because I want to make sure
We are delivering the information that you need.
And Renee knows her shit, OK?
I would never bring someone on here that doesn't um serve in her business with a fullheart.
And it's not only with a full heart, but it's a full wealth of knowledge.
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And I'm so excited for you all to be able to receive just even on the surface for themonth.
But there's a lot more waiting for you on a personal level as well.
So.
With that all being said, we are going to dive into the month of May.
And as always, please share with us either through DMs or text or email or however youcommunicate what your takeaways were from this episode.
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And then you can download your own calendar as well.
So you can follow along down in the show notes.
So I will stop rambling.
Hello, Renee.
How are you, girlfriend?
I'm doing fabulous.
It's so great to see you again.
I missed you.
uh
too.
You too.
These are always like my favorite episodes uh because I get to learn so much.
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So thank you again for being here.
And I think this will be officially the last one that's Goal Slayer.
Next month, we shall be revealing the new podcast.
So we'll continue this conversation, but new show.
And so this feels like a really cool official end to an era.
So tell us a little bit where
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Currently in a new moon, we are ending the month of April, which was a four month groundedenergy.
Where, what does that all mean and where are we going?
Well, our new moon was in Taurus and that's a grounding energy as it is and, you know,setting the intentions of, well, with the new moon in Taurus, it was set the intention of
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what's working for you and what's not as in your foundational plans, you know, creatingthe solid foundation before you move into this five energy, because the five is all about
creation and creative expression.
And you're not really going to create your authentic
you know, what you want to create if you're not tapped into your own foundation and solidin what it is you want to bring to the world.
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And also acknowledging the wisdom of what you have.
You know, a lot of people don't realize the gifts they possess.
They don't really understand that people need to hear these things.
They need to understand that we all need each other to collaborate, to connect, to flow inthis energy.
So that way there's more creation and more
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freedom and expression, you know, it's a beautiful energy.
Actually, I love the setup of the one, two, three, four, and now going to the five.
I just, I love how that worked out.
It's just perfect.
And you know, we always talk about hindsight's 2020.
And so obviously I knew what the energy was going into the month, but you don't know howit plays out until the month is over, right?
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Cause you're just like, I know what kind of we're supposed to expect, but I agree with youthat now going through this last one, two, three, four, and entering to what I even know
about five, I'm like, this has felt.
really natural, like it's like a natural progression of how things have sort of uh meantto play out.
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And also it makes sense.
Like things make sense.
So this episode is going to be released on the last day of April.
And then literally, so they're going to get the full month.
So
Mm-hmm.
start with this like, I guess we can consider this week the first week of May, becauseeven though we're starting at the end, May is starting at the end of the week.
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Tell us a little bit like, you know, what is how does this month starting out and what canwe look for?
So everything I'm doing is based on rhythm.
The rhythms, the natural rhythms of the astrology, of the moons, of the energy with thenumbers and everything.
So I'm looking at it as the rhythm of reflection.
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When you do this new moon time, it's the intentions, right?
So you're gonna have to reflect on what you're intending to produce or create, right?
You're going into this five energy and the five is curiosity, it's wisdom.
it's the creative expression of who we authentically are.
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So it only makes sense that we would ground ourselves into who we actually are, feel thatand know which direction we would like to choose after we get into that sense of like,
okay, I know this and this is my gift and this is what I'm here to share, you know, and Icould share it as freely as I want to because I'm so grounded in my knowing.
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of what I'm bringing, that it's that time, you know?
And we're gonna see more of that happening with people.
They're gonna be more free to express who they really are.
that like almost makes me tear up the way you you said it.
And I know we kind of briefly talked about it before we pressed record, but I was sharingwith you how, you know, I've been putting together my first live event, which if you're
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listening, you should come June 27 here in LA.
But oh, I might get like teary eyed talking about this like this.
event has really been on my mind for a really, really long time.
Like, it's what I envision Beam Life, if it could like be a physical thing.
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It's how I see it manifesting itself.
It's like women being together, having a really good time, embodying who they are,expressing, wearing that thing that's in their closet.
They're like, I couldn't possibly wear that in public.
Because if I did, somebody would like definitely say something.
It's like, no, this is the place you wear that.
And it's like no judgment.
It's just all fun and activating that part of ourselves.
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But it's very vulnerable.
And even though I've had this on my heart and mind for a long time, I think you're soright.
I needed to ground myself.
And I didn't just ground myself in the month of April, but that certainly helped.
um But these last few years have really helped to shape me and to help me understand.
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Who am I?
And now feeling brave enough to do this thing and express myself in this way.
And I had no idea this was coming.
I had no idea this was the energy.
And it just feels really right.
So I'm curious, for those of you listening, if you and even Brene invited us to reflect,right?
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So can you just for a moment reflect on a time where you are looking at now being like,damn.
This is, this is the time.
This is the time to sort of open things up.
So if you're listening and you feel like that resonates, like let us know.
I'm just curious if that's coming up for you too, cause this is, this is certainly ontheme for me, Renee.
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I know with everything you're saying, I'm like, yep, this, this makes sense.
the beauty of this nine energy year, right?
Cause I mean, it was kind of a bit difficult.
The beginning of the, you know, January was really, really hard.
But like I said, one, the self-reflection time, you know, it was like, really what isworking for me?
What's not working for me, you know?
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And then two, who is working with me and not working with me, you know?
It's like, it's, it's a progressive step to finding who you really are and how you want toexpress yourself.
And
And five is, you know, they're knowledgeable.
You know, really number fives are people that just like they collect the information, theyare teachers, they have so much to share.
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But yet, if they're not in a good place, not, you know, grounded and centered, know whattheir purpose is here, they're going to get lost, they can be distracted, you know, they
can be working with the wrong people or making the wrong steps, you know, and, and that'skind of why the one, two, three, four right there, you know,
You got it all set up.
So as long as you're doing the work, you're going to find your way, you know.
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I love that.
I love that.
So I'm already excited about the energy for this month because everything you said,expression, curiosity, I live for that stuff.
OK, we come into this energy.
What does it look like in this first couple of days?
What are the important days?
get they're all important, but which ones really stand out and should we be payingattention to?
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Well, the first week is going to be a week of blessings, pretty much.
we have, you know, because we have this new moon, we have this time, this opportunity todo some internal reflection.
And it's also the time of spades.
So I'm bringing in my cards again, sorry.
It's a time of spades.
So it's also about our own spiritual wealth that we have, right?
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What we're bringing to the world and how we're reflecting on how we do it, you know?
how are we bringing it to the world?
And does this serve people in a way that's still creating freedom for ourselves and notpressuring us into just doing reels and putting stuff out there just because this is
exciting and I love this stuff.
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No, it's more now.
And I found out in myself, working with people and stuff, I've learned that it is betterto really feel into what you're doing.
And five is all about how it feels.
And if it doesn't feel good,
then don't do it.
You know, you're stunting your own growth if you're doing that because you're creatingthat block and five needs the freedom to express, you know, and if you aren't
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understanding which direction to go, then the time to pause and find that out before yougo forward is, you know, it's a theme of this year.
We're just gonna keep going through that, you know, let go of what doesn't work.
And five is change.
So there's going to be things that are going to come up that you're going to be, thiscould be done differently, or, you know, maybe I need to switch who I'm working with or,
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you know, that type of situation.
And it's okay though, you know, this is where we have the permission, you know, thepermission to have that freedom to choose, you know?
So that's a beautiful thing about five.
I love that reminder too is if you don't like it, permission to change it.
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think sometimes we specifically as women get stuck in this track of like, we said we weregoing to do it.
And we said we were going to commit to it.
And it's sort of like, yeah, but to what expense?
How much is this costing you continuing to be in this place that you are no longer excitedabout?
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Yeah, and that just will stifle that creative force that you have going on within you ifyou don't feel into it and feel good with it.
Is there any kind of, uh you say it's like week of blessings and of course I'm like, howdo we take advantage of that?
Is there any little ritual or potentially journal prompt or anything we could do to sortof like activate those blessings, receive those blessings, hear those blessings?
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Yeah, the affirmations I've been working with is what am I here to bring?
What feels good to me?
And what am I here to bring?
And how can I serve to the highest good of all?
Like, what is it that I have that I can express that's going to help everybody, lifteverybody up?
And as long as we're considering that, you know, like what we do, yeah, we want our ownfreedom.
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We want our own...
happiness and joy and yeah, we're curious and want to learn more and know more but is itfor the highest good of all?
You know, because we are we have this collective energy too and it's the nine years socompletions and endings we have you know, we have to really consider are we doing it the
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right way?
And if we're not it's okay to let that go and change and and that's the thing you can gethooked up, you know with the five you can kind of get stuck in the mode of
but it's been working or this is okay, even though it's not feeling, it's not resonatingwith your heart, you know?
And five is the heart, it's the center of the grid.
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It is the connector of all the other numbers.
So throughout this month, when we have these day energies, really connecting into thoseenergies and understanding how to work with those rhythms just makes the flow so much
easier for you.
I love that.
I love that.
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Take us into the second week.
What can we expect here?
Well, we have the amplified nine.
So it's going to be a little extra with that whole letting go situation.
But we do have some really awesome stuff going on with Mercury too.
So we are going to have to pay attention to our communication.
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But it's also em the freedom of expression obviously is, you know, with communication too.
So again, tapping into what's good for the highest, you know, highest good of all and
and making sure that you still have your freedom while you're doing what you're doing.
And I don't think too many people are on the mode of where we were in January where thingsjust kind of hit you and you're just like, what is this about?
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Now you're gonna feel it and it's gonna be more like, eh okay, that doesn't work.
Okay, I get it.
I'll just change my course.
It'll become easier I think for people through that.
Yeah, I'm like, I don't know if things are less shocking or if we're just numb to theshock.
I'm not sure, but either way I'm like, okay, I think I'm used to the shit hitting the fanby now.
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Now I'm going to react a little bit different or respond.
I should say.
on the second week, we're also going to go into diamonds.
So it's a value system thing too.
So we need to make sure that we are aligning to what we value.
And that's a deep thing too that people haven't really been focusing too much on either islike their value system.
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And working with people that align with their values, creating things that align withtheir values is going to also create a great flow for this month too.
Oh, okay.
So for those of you that aren't looking at the calendar, that's the week of May 4ththrough the 10th is where we're talking about values and communication.
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And so I can potentially see maybe I'm wrong, but like, where I see miscommunication iswhen we have misaligned values, right?
So it's like, how can we use those opportunities if they present themselves as like, thisis not feeling good?
Why?
Is it not feeling good?
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Was this because there was miscommunication?
Was there misunderstood expectations?
Do we just not have a value match here?
What is going on?
then getting deeper with that helps us to break through that obstacle and stop doing that,in essence.
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Stop getting into business or into relationships with people who have misaligned values.
It uses a lot of energy.
It's an energy drain.
yeah.
Well, that, it shuts down that creative expression and the freedom too, you know, thatwe're trying to work towards here.
So that way we can, you know, be who we need to be.
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And, and your value system is really important.
And so that's why the four, the foundation of everything, that's what we're supposed to bemaking sure that we're grounded in what we're doing.
And it does align with who we are, you know, cause, that's pretty much.
one of the most important things I think, because like you said, there's misinformation oryou don't really click with other people that don't align with what your values are and
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stuff.
And yet some people are out there and it's like very hard because they're trying so hardto build businesses or collaborate with others and everything.
And yet there's these little hiccups and stuff and it's like, well, why is this notworking?
We got a great program going on, but you
Check that foundation of that, you know, before you move forward.
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And you're gonna be reminded of all these steps you've gone through throughout the year,you know, it's gonna be kind of repetitive cycles.
Totally.
And I think there's a difference too between values and just not agreeing.
I think that that is one of the things that it's OK to not have that complete, like, yeah,I agree with everything you're saying.
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But when values aren't aligned, that's where I feel like partnership is very difficult andcauses a lot of um
just unneeded stress.
And so I love this idea and this invitation you've given us of just reflection and thoughtto be like, all right, who are these people that I'm doing life with?
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And where do our values align?
why do I?
That's one of the best exercises I've ever done, too, is thinking about why do I likedoing business with this person in particular?
Why is it every time we talk that it just feels so easy and natural?
We want the same thing.
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We believe in the same thing.
We have this desire to act.
So I love that.
I'm looking at the calendar here as we continue through the month.
Now we're middle of the month, May 11.
I'm seeing full moon in Scorpio.
What does this mean?
What's happening?
Because as a Scorpio, anytime I see that, I'm like, paying attention.
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Tell me all the things.
So tell us about this week of 11 through 17, what that looks like for us.
Yeah, so with that Scorpio full moon, uh we love the Scorpio, you and I, of course,especially.
But let's think about Scorpio.
Scorpio is very, very investigative, right?
Very uh deep on understanding and the knowing of things.
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So again, this kind of invites you, you've got an eight energy day that day.
So this is trusting in your values and be mindful of your thoughts is what I put there.
because I think that's going to be a week where we're going to see things gettinguncovered that, you know, maybe we might have to do a little investigation on, but of
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course, staying within your value system and trusting that, okay, I know what I'm doing.
I feel it, you know, I'm moving myself in the correct direction just to continue with thatcreative expression and that freedom.
Yeah, yeah.
And then anything else that week, like how do we use that full moon energy to embrace thisfive and kind of continue with this creative energy that's sort of flowing through here?
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Well, with the full moon and Scorpio, it's definitely a go deep and reflection again.
The eight is commitment and devotion.
So what are you devoted to?
What are you committing to?
And reflecting on all of that and then realizing that we are also going to be in thisdiamond values, you know, your value time.
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So going through each of those makes, you know, for you to like,
understand a little bit deeper your direction um and kind of just putting the energytowards that just to raise that vibe of what you're working towards.
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And then you got a nine day amplified the next day after it.
So that's why I'm meaning the letting go of things.
There might be some stuff that might come up that
you're realizing that, okay, that doesn't work.
I thought it was going to work and maybe it's not, you know, just feel free to let it go.
Because if we hold onto things that aren't working, whether we, you know, feel comfortableand confident in them or not, it's going to kind of weigh you down.
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It's like baggage you're carrying around, you know, and how can you be free to express ifyou're carrying around the baggage?
So I think five is going to tell people.
Hey, by the way, it's okay to let go.
It's okay to change, you know?
I actually want to expand on what you just said, like even if it's working.
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Because I think when people think let go, it's like, let go of the stuff that's notworking or the people who aren't necessarily clicking with you or blah, blah.
And I'm like, no, no.
A lot of the times, it's letting go of the things that on paper are working.
But energetically, it's not.
And.
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One of the biggest things is, you know, what I'll share is I had one last fitness clientwho I was seeing and love her to pieces.
She's been with me for, I don't know, over three years now.
very, you know, I know so much of her family.
She knows so much of mine.
And on April 1st, I was like, I can't do this anymore.
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Like I don't want to continue being in the, you know, my business.
has taken off and I want my mornings back.
And there was all these things, but nothing was wrong with it.
She didn't do anything wrong.
I don't dislike fitness.
It was not in the energy of where I was going.
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And I think until you just said that, Renee, it didn't click that, yes, we also need tolet go of things that.
on paper, it's like, that brought revenue in, right?
Or she's a good person, and she came to my house.
And it made things very simple.
So nothing was wrong with the situation, except it's not where I wanted to go.
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So I think that what you just said, hope people are hearing and taking in, because so muchof the time, it is the opposite.
Like, let me let go of this bad.
And not that that's easy either, but it's easier to identify.
Mm-hmm.
Yeah, and that's the thing.
It's like, you know, we get stuck in patterns, you know, and that's the problem.
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Things are working and it's all good and it feels okay and I'm making money and, you know,it's all good.
But how are you in that picture?
How do you feel?
And are you really creatively expressing yourself with freedom?
Do you feel that you're speaking with your heart?
You know, I put on there, think I have it on the calendar a couple of times, likenurturing and supporting the greatness in others.
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You know, it's, there's, it's not all going to be just, okay, I'm going to go make thisand it's going to be gorgeous.
I'm going to express myself.
Yeah, that's an awesome, awesome dream to have.
We all love that.
Yeah.
But there's the steps, there's the work you have to do to get to that point.
Right.
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So.
That's why I'm always saying, check in with your heart.
You have to stay heart centered.
You have to understand what it is that your heart really desires and what works with yourenergy.
And that's creative expression at its fullest.
You're authentically being you and you're authentically sharing you with everybody else.
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So.
I love that so much.
So, so, so much.
we're now in the last, right?
That's my favorite thing.
And I was like, I need, I always like try to like bottle little Renee wisdom, but then I'mlike, oh wait, she's on the podcast.
Just go listen.
So we're now moving into the second to last week of the month.
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We are in the week of the 18th through the 24th.
When I'm looking at the calendar and for those of you again, when I say looking at thecalendar, you might've missed it in the intro.
Cause if you're like me, I skipped through intros to no hard feelings, but you can grabyour own calendar in the show notes.
So when I say looking at the calendar, that's what I mean.
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And there's a lot of other things on here that we don't go into.
Otherwise this podcast would be like three hours.
So when I'm looking at 18 through the 24th, there's a lot going on.
tell, tell us about this week.
So we're starting off that week with the 18th with an amplified five.
So you're gonna feel that whole change and understanding that, okay, yeah, the creativething, I'm getting it, I'm getting it, I wanna work with that, you know, and just the
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knowledge and awareness of what you're valuing, it'll start to flow as long as you'reworking with that energy and you're paying attention to the rhythm and how it works with
you and your values.
you'll start to feel a good flow there.
And then the ninth team is a sixth day.
So it's like nurturing and supporting the greatness in others, you know?
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So I believe that's a queen of diamonds day.
And that's why the nurturing part is there because we need to also be a support forothers.
Yes, we need that freedom expression and we need to be able to be authentically who weare, but we also need to help other people do that for themselves too, because
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That's the light in the world, right?
You got to shine the light on the dark and bring it out and share it and radiate it andripple effect through the consciousness.
That's what I'm here to do.
Follow these rhythms and nurture as much as I possibly can, you know?
And I think following these cycles and rhythms is like a really, really honest, good wayto just tap in.
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to the collective energy, you know?
I want to just not move off of nurturing yet, because I think that's one thing, especiallyif you're a business owner and you're listening to this and you're feeling like, let's
just use social media following.
Why isn't my content growing?
Why am I not getting followers?
Why is no one engaging?
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And then oftentimes, I'll ask my clients, how are you engaging with others?
How are you commenting on others?
How are you sharing other people's information?
And often it's, I'm not.
And then I'm like, Oh, okay.
So you just want to receive and not also give.
I was like, how does that, that doesn't work.
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So this word nurturing is nurturing.
think people only see as like, you know, one sided, but like, we also have to be willingto be nurtured and to be nurturing.
And it's just like, as you said, this cycle.
So invite yourself to.
practice that this month.
seems like it's a really good month to activate that.
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And what Renee is sharing with us is to take the collective in mind and be therepresentation of what it is that you are wanting to call in and nurture others in that
way.
So it's just a really powerful reminder.
energetic world and it's an exchange.
Everything we do is an exchange of energy.
So it's what energy you're putting out there and giving to others is what you're gonnamagnetize back to yourself.
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You know?
freaking lately.
I love that.
Anything else that week of the 18th of the 24th that like, we really need to elaborate on.
I saw that.
Gemini.
this is a communication thing.
Again, Gemini is very, know, Mercury rules Gemini.
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So that's why I said Mercury things.
We're gonna have a little bit of that coming up, but it's a time for us to just reallythink about how we communicate, right?
If you got going on, then again, like we were just saying.
you really need to put out there what you want to pull back into, right?
So consider how you're communicating.
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How is your marketing going?
What type of rules are you doing?
And how can you express in the best way, the highest love and potential that you can toothers?
So that way you're getting that back in return.
Yeah, yeah.
Let this be a week where you send out a lot of love, right?
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And see what comes back.
And I say, give love without expectation, but also don't be surprised when it comesknocking.
So.
either.
So if you go in there with expectations, then what are you doing to yourself?
You're kind of blocking.
You're blocking that energy.
And that's the thing you need to remember too is em we need to stay within the flow andthe rhythm of that.
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It is more of the creative expression authenticity and then knowing that.
Okay, I'm doing this because I am here to serve.
I am here to do and give as much of this wisdom or assistance or whatever you areproviding for a reason, because I want to help other people, you know?
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So.
So I see also as we move into the last week, the 25th through the 31st.
So this previous week, we had the sun move into Gemini, I see on your calendar.
And then we have a new moon in Gemini.
Is that always the case, that it's the sun and the new moon?
Or it just happens to both be in Gemini this time?
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It actually they work in cycles like that.
So yeah, we kind of go in an order of where this yeah, it's goes in an order that way.
and it's just
and moon in Gemini.
Okay, but that's pretty common.
Yeah, because the way the the moon cycles go, it's the same as the sun cycles.
It's just the moon moves faster.
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You know, know how that works.
The rhythms of it.
I know you're making me double check myself.
I say I know how it works.
But then also, I also failed like science every single year.
But I was just like, like learning about this stuff.
But I can't remember how many times this happens and how this happens and all of that.
So.
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It's a lot, especially if you're doing all of the cycles and changes because there's somuch going on with the planetary stuff and everything.
Well, yeah, it's like every, every, you know, it feels like every hour, something'srotating, something's, you know, going into shadows, something's coming out of shadows,
something's doing all the things.
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And I'm just like, my gosh, it's hard to keep up with, but that's why I love these littlecalendars.
I always print them out and keep them here so I can be like, all right, what's a good dayto leverage this or what's a great day to go on a date or what's a great day to
get some extra rest, whatever it might be.
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It's helpful.
So yeah, yeah.
your time to understanding how to communicate and stuff.
You know, that's going to be big through this month too.
Yes, yes, yes.
Communication has definitely been a recurring theme this year for me.
But I think probably as a collective, we're seeing where communication is strong andwhere, wow, that really went bad kind of thing.
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So take us into this last month, I mean, this last week, and what we really need to kindof keep our eyes on and pay attention to.
Well, so we start the 25th as a three and I put responsibility of the messages we aresharing only the highest good for all.
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So again, I'm going in with that, you know, how your messages are and what you're givingto the world and expressing, you know, just being mindful of the energy that you are
sharing.
then that way we can all benefit from the higher frequency energy rather than.
putting stuff out there that's really not authentically you, so your heart's really not init, know?
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So what are you giving if you're not giving it, you know, authentically?
So I put that in there.
And then we got another amplified five, freedom to develop your process.
So once we go into the six of next month, which is nurturing and harmony and balance, andit's also creative.
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you know, six is a creative number also, and it's on the mind plane.
So we go back into where we're thinking again with our creativity.
Right now we're feeling in this five with our creativity.
So next month is going to be more of the thinking part of it again, like, okay, so thisworked and this is how I feel.
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So now what do I want to do?
You know, and it expands and grows from there.
Love that.
OK, so we take it from the physical to the mental as we move into June.
right now five is a soulful number.
soul, okay.
Yeah, that's why I'm saying the energy, you you have to fill into your heart andunderstand because it is, it's a connection to your soul.
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It's the heart number.
It's part of all of the numbers and it connects all the numbers, you know?
So no matter what your ruling number is, this is the heart of the grid.
So we're all going to feel this a little more intensely, I think.
Yeah.
love that.
I'm excited for this energy.
feel like this is going to be a fun month is what I'm hearing.
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A very feely type month.
But in a gentle, beautiful, I don't know, I see it as very colorful.
This feels like a colorful month.
Anything else that, you know, I just, I'm looking at this calendar and I always love it somuch because it's very,
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clear and you put so much into it.
But anything else you can think of as, Hey, you might want to watch out for this ordefinitely do this or don't do this this month.
Anything that we're missing that we haven't touched on yet.
Well, I kind of put a little side notes.
So this month is ideal for priority and prioritizing how we feel.
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So, you know, that that's obviously what I've said it several times and then correctingany cracks in your foundation, going over everything and making sure that, you know,
you're moving forward with a strong balanced, you know, feeling of what you're movingforward with and then making plans to connect with.
how you feel and implementing your freedom of expression through what you do.
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Because some people don't really understand what freedom of expression means.
em It's like, yeah, I'm free to express myself.
I tell everybody how I feel anyway, right?
I mean, that's what I used to be like.
I'm very, I know who I am.
I feel great about myself and I know I'm doing good.
But really,
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It's more of tapping into how can I do this now?
Like, how do I do this in the best way I possibly can that's going to serve as many peopleas I possibly can in the best way?
But that's the five, the heart, you know?
So it feels different.
The expression feels different from the three because the three was in the mind and itwas, I'm thinking of these things that I could do to create and
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and all of the stuff I wanna share and understand, but it was from the mental plane.
Now we're in the heart plane.
So now it's it's tapped in and it's more of like, okay, does this feel good to me?
And am I making people feel good with what I'm sharing?
Yeah, yeah.
that makes so much sense.
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I'm excited and I'm nervous for this month.
I don't know that I've been nervous for a month yet, but this one feels like a big one.
Well, just be careful of the little, you know, hiccups that we can have.
So lack of discipline, you know, you desire this freedom of expression and everything, butare you doing the work to actually tap into what you're expressing?
You know, and if you aren't being disciplined about it, fives are curious.
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Fives like to have fun.
They want to do things and learn more and learn more and learn more, but don't get stuckin that wheel where you're just trying to continue to learn more or do more to be more.
Yes.
Yes.
Did everyone hear that?
This is a, this is a community of doers.
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So I love that you said, don't have to do more to be more, let our doing be productive andactually make sense, not doing for the sake of doing.
So I love, love, love that.
Um, yeah.
And I, and I like,
have to watch out for being confined by the patterns that you've already done too, becausethat can stifle that freedom and creativity.
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If you are stuck in the doing and it's working, but yet you're not feeling good about it,then that just stifles that creativity.
Yeah, yeah, we got to pop a lid off of that creativity, but also then not have anythingwant to stuff it back on.
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You know, we've got to be, we've got to be ready for what it looks like when we decide to,Hey, we're going to do this.
And I like what you said.
Some people don't really know what freedom of expression means.
You know, I always used to think like, let your freak flag fly.
And it's like, well,
It's not always just, it doesn't just mean that it that's certainly part of it.
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But also do you really feel completely, um, able to be here to be your full, full self inall the spaces that you're in?
And especially when you're by yourself, you know, uh, I think that that is where so manypeople are like, I, I need this constant stimulation.
I need this social media.
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I need to be with someone that we're not spending the time with ourselves.
to hear what it is we need or step into that.
So this feels like a really good invitation to do that.
And I'm really, really grateful that you come on here every month and help set us up forsuccess.
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again, for those of you listening, everything we just talked about and everything you'lldownload on the calendar is what's happening for all of us.
It's collective.
But then each of us have our own individual numbers that play into how does this all workfor you on an individual level.
So if energy is something you struggle with and not just like, you tired or not during theday?
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That's not the kind of energy I'm talking about.
It's more of like your energetic bandwidth, right?
Like, are we excited about the things we are doing?
Are we feeling drained?
Do you?
feel drained and don't know why.
Are there things that you're like, I want to pursue?
I want to encourage you to dive in and get a personal look at what this all could mean foryou.
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So all of that is in the show notes.
But again, Renee, thank you so much for being just such a beam of light and coming on hereand sharing all your wisdom.
And I'm excited.
We'll touch base at the end of next month and see how May concluded for us.
Yes, awesome.
Thank you so much.
Thanks, girl.
Sleigh Girl Slay, welcome back to this special episode with my friend and energy coach andnumerologist, Renee Bledworth.
We have been bringing you these episodes every single month because there is somethingthat is, we're hoping, I guess I should say, that you'll walk away with, which is to
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understand how to use your energy for the month.
ahead.
Now this year happens to be something really easy to follow because January was a onemonth, February is a two month, et cetera, et cetera.
It's not like that every single year.
It just happens to be for this year of 2025, which is also a nine year.
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And so we're talking about today, the energy of the five month of May and how that canplay into
being in the nine year of 2025.
um And so that is what we're going to be diving into today.
And I'm really excited because this is something I'm learning with you guys.
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And so I love being in this seat with Renee because I just feel like the most curious catall the time in our conversations because I'm like, what does that mean?
Tell me more.
And wait, why are you talking about cards now when, wait,
Why are we talking about moons?
And then, wait, there's astrology in here too.
So that's the beautiful thing about Renee.
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She is just this like wealth of information, wealth of knowledge.
And she uses her own personal skills to bring together all of these different like tools,I guess, for lack of a better word that she has mastered and able to sort of say, okay,
what is important for listeners?
What's important for her clients?
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um and how can I help them work with their energy in the best way possible.
if you're listening to this episode and you're thinking like, gosh, like I really feellike I'm resonating with what she's saying.
I want to encourage you to go into the show notes and check out everything about Renee.
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I am very, very selective on who comes onto this podcast because I want to make sure
We are delivering the information that you need.
And Renee knows her shit, OK?
I would never bring someone on here that doesn't um serve in her business with a fullheart.
And it's not only with a full heart, but it's a full wealth of knowledge.
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And I'm so excited for you all to be able to receive just even on the surface for themonth.
But there's a lot more waiting for you on a personal level as well.
So.
With that all being said, we are going to dive into the month of May.
And as always, please share with us either through DMs or text or email or however youcommunicate what your takeaways were from this episode.
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And then you can download your own calendar as well.
So you can follow along down in the show notes.
So I will stop rambling.
Hello, Renee.
How are you, girlfriend?
I'm doing fabulous.
It's so great to see you again.
I missed you.
uh
too.
You too.
These are always like my favorite episodes uh because I get to learn so much.
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So thank you again for being here.
And I think this will be officially the last one that's Goal Slayer.
Next month, we shall be revealing the new podcast.
So we'll continue this conversation, but new show.
And so this feels like a really cool official end to an era.
So tell us a little bit where
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Currently in a new moon, we are ending the month of April, which was a four month groundedenergy.
Where, what does that all mean and where are we going?
Well, our new moon was in Taurus and that's a grounding energy as it is and, you know,setting the intentions of, well, with the new moon in Taurus, it was set the intention of
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what's working for you and what's not as in your foundational plans, you know, creatingthe solid foundation before you move into this five energy, because the five is all about
creation and creative expression.
And you're not really going to create your authentic
you know, what you want to create if you're not tapped into your own foundation and solidin what it is you want to bring to the world.
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And also acknowledging the wisdom of what you have.
You know, a lot of people don't realize the gifts they possess.
They don't really understand that people need to hear these things.
They need to understand that we all need each other to collaborate, to connect, to flow inthis energy.
So that way there's more creation and more
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freedom and expression, you know, it's a beautiful energy.
Actually, I love the setup of the one, two, three, four, and now going to the five.
I just, I love how that worked out.
It's just perfect.
And you know, we always talk about hindsight's 2020.
And so obviously I knew what the energy was going into the month, but you don't know howit plays out until the month is over, right?
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Cause you're just like, I know what kind of we're supposed to expect, but I agree with youthat now going through this last one, two, three, four, and entering to what I even know
about five, I'm like, this has felt.
really natural, like it's like a natural progression of how things have sort of uh meantto play out.
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And also it makes sense.
Like things make sense.
So this episode is going to be released on the last day of April.
And then literally, so they're going to get the full month.
So
Mm-hmm.
start with this like, I guess we can consider this week the first week of May, becauseeven though we're starting at the end, May is starting at the end of the week.
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Tell us a little bit like, you know, what is how does this month starting out and what canwe look for?
So everything I'm doing is based on rhythm.
The rhythms, the natural rhythms of the astrology, of the moons, of the energy with thenumbers and everything.
So I'm looking at it as the rhythm of reflection.
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When you do this new moon time, it's the intentions, right?
So you're gonna have to reflect on what you're intending to produce or create, right?
You're going into this five energy and the five is curiosity, it's wisdom.
it's the creative expression of who we authentically are.
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So it only makes sense that we would ground ourselves into who we actually are, feel thatand know which direction we would like to choose after we get into that sense of like,
okay, I know this and this is my gift and this is what I'm here to share, you know, and Icould share it as freely as I want to because I'm so grounded in my knowing.
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of what I'm bringing, that it's that time, you know?
And we're gonna see more of that happening with people.
They're gonna be more free to express who they really are.
that like almost makes me tear up the way you you said it.
And I know we kind of briefly talked about it before we pressed record, but I was sharingwith you how, you know, I've been putting together my first live event, which if you're
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listening, you should come June 27 here in LA.
But oh, I might get like teary eyed talking about this like this.
event has really been on my mind for a really, really long time.
Like, it's what I envision Beam Life, if it could like be a physical thing.
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It's how I see it manifesting itself.
It's like women being together, having a really good time, embodying who they are,expressing, wearing that thing that's in their closet.
They're like, I couldn't possibly wear that in public.
Because if I did, somebody would like definitely say something.
It's like, no, this is the place you wear that.
And it's like no judgment.
It's just all fun and activating that part of ourselves.
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But it's very vulnerable.
And even though I've had this on my heart and mind for a long time, I think you're soright.
I needed to ground myself.
And I didn't just ground myself in the month of April, but that certainly helped.
um But these last few years have really helped to shape me and to help me understand.
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Who am I?
And now feeling brave enough to do this thing and express myself in this way.
And I had no idea this was coming.
I had no idea this was the energy.
And it just feels really right.
So I'm curious, for those of you listening, if you and even Brene invited us to reflect,right?
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So can you just for a moment reflect on a time where you are looking at now being like,damn.
This is, this is the time.
This is the time to sort of open things up.
So if you're listening and you feel like that resonates, like let us know.
I'm just curious if that's coming up for you too, cause this is, this is certainly ontheme for me, Renee.
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I know with everything you're saying, I'm like, yep, this, this makes sense.
the beauty of this nine energy year, right?
Cause I mean, it was kind of a bit difficult.
The beginning of the, you know, January was really, really hard.
But like I said, one, the self-reflection time, you know, it was like, really what isworking for me?
What's not working for me, you know?
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And then two, who is working with me and not working with me, you know?
It's like, it's, it's a progressive step to finding who you really are and how you want toexpress yourself.
And
And five is, you know, they're knowledgeable.
You know, really number fives are people that just like they collect the information, theyare teachers, they have so much to share.
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But yet, if they're not in a good place, not, you know, grounded and centered, know whattheir purpose is here, they're going to get lost, they can be distracted, you know, they
can be working with the wrong people or making the wrong steps, you know, and, and that'skind of why the one, two, three, four right there, you know,
You got it all set up.
So as long as you're doing the work, you're going to find your way, you know.
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I love that.
I love that.
So I'm already excited about the energy for this month because everything you said,expression, curiosity, I live for that stuff.
OK, we come into this energy.
What does it look like in this first couple of days?
What are the important days?
get they're all important, but which ones really stand out and should we be payingattention to?
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Well, the first week is going to be a week of blessings, pretty much.
we have, you know, because we have this new moon, we have this time, this opportunity todo some internal reflection.
And it's also the time of spades.
So I'm bringing in my cards again, sorry.
It's a time of spades.
So it's also about our own spiritual wealth that we have, right?
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What we're bringing to the world and how we're reflecting on how we do it, you know?
how are we bringing it to the world?
And does this serve people in a way that's still creating freedom for ourselves and notpressuring us into just doing reels and putting stuff out there just because this is
exciting and I love this stuff.
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No, it's more now.
And I found out in myself, working with people and stuff, I've learned that it is betterto really feel into what you're doing.
And five is all about how it feels.
And if it doesn't feel good,
then don't do it.
You know, you're stunting your own growth if you're doing that because you're creatingthat block and five needs the freedom to express, you know, and if you aren't
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understanding which direction to go, then the time to pause and find that out before yougo forward is, you know, it's a theme of this year.
We're just gonna keep going through that, you know, let go of what doesn't work.
And five is change.
So there's going to be things that are going to come up that you're going to be, thiscould be done differently, or, you know, maybe I need to switch who I'm working with or,
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you know, that type of situation.
And it's okay though, you know, this is where we have the permission, you know, thepermission to have that freedom to choose, you know?
So that's a beautiful thing about five.
I love that reminder too is if you don't like it, permission to change it.
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think sometimes we specifically as women get stuck in this track of like, we said we weregoing to do it.
And we said we were going to commit to it.
And it's sort of like, yeah, but to what expense?
How much is this costing you continuing to be in this place that you are no longer excitedabout?
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Yeah, and that just will stifle that creative force that you have going on within you ifyou don't feel into it and feel good with it.
Is there any kind of, uh you say it's like week of blessings and of course I'm like, howdo we take advantage of that?
Is there any little ritual or potentially journal prompt or anything we could do to sortof like activate those blessings, receive those blessings, hear those blessings?
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Yeah, the affirmations I've been working with is what am I here to bring?
What feels good to me?
And what am I here to bring?
And how can I serve to the highest good of all?
Like, what is it that I have that I can express that's going to help everybody, lifteverybody up?
And as long as we're considering that, you know, like what we do, yeah, we want our ownfreedom.
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We want our own...
happiness and joy and yeah, we're curious and want to learn more and know more but is itfor the highest good of all?
You know, because we are we have this collective energy too and it's the nine years socompletions and endings we have you know, we have to really consider are we doing it the
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right way?
And if we're not it's okay to let that go and change and and that's the thing you can gethooked up, you know with the five you can kind of get stuck in the mode of
but it's been working or this is okay, even though it's not feeling, it's not resonatingwith your heart, you know?
And five is the heart, it's the center of the grid.
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It is the connector of all the other numbers.
So throughout this month, when we have these day energies, really connecting into thoseenergies and understanding how to work with those rhythms just makes the flow so much
easier for you.
I love that.
I love that.
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Take us into the second week.
What can we expect here?
Well, we have the amplified nine.
So it's going to be a little extra with that whole letting go situation.
But we do have some really awesome stuff going on with Mercury too.
So we are going to have to pay attention to our communication.
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But it's also em the freedom of expression obviously is, you know, with communication too.
So again, tapping into what's good for the highest, you know, highest good of all and
and making sure that you still have your freedom while you're doing what you're doing.
And I don't think too many people are on the mode of where we were in January where thingsjust kind of hit you and you're just like, what is this about?
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Now you're gonna feel it and it's gonna be more like, eh okay, that doesn't work.
Okay, I get it.
I'll just change my course.
It'll become easier I think for people through that.
Yeah, I'm like, I don't know if things are less shocking or if we're just numb to theshock.
I'm not sure, but either way I'm like, okay, I think I'm used to the shit hitting the fanby now.
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Now I'm going to react a little bit different or respond.
I should say.
on the second week, we're also going to go into diamonds.
So it's a value system thing too.
So we need to make sure that we are aligning to what we value.
And that's a deep thing too that people haven't really been focusing too much on either islike their value system.
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And working with people that align with their values, creating things that align withtheir values is going to also create a great flow for this month too.
Oh, okay.
So for those of you that aren't looking at the calendar, that's the week of May 4ththrough the 10th is where we're talking about values and communication.
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And so I can potentially see maybe I'm wrong, but like, where I see miscommunication iswhen we have misaligned values, right?
So it's like, how can we use those opportunities if they present themselves as like, thisis not feeling good?
Why?
Is it not feeling good?
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Was this because there was miscommunication?
Was there misunderstood expectations?
Do we just not have a value match here?
What is going on?
then getting deeper with that helps us to break through that obstacle and stop doing that,in essence.
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Stop getting into business or into relationships with people who have misaligned values.
It uses a lot of energy.
It's an energy drain.
yeah.
Well, that, it shuts down that creative expression and the freedom too, you know, thatwe're trying to work towards here.
So that way we can, you know, be who we need to be.
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And, and your value system is really important.
And so that's why the four, the foundation of everything, that's what we're supposed to bemaking sure that we're grounded in what we're doing.
And it does align with who we are, you know, cause, that's pretty much.
one of the most important things I think, because like you said, there's misinformation oryou don't really click with other people that don't align with what your values are and
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stuff.
And yet some people are out there and it's like very hard because they're trying so hardto build businesses or collaborate with others and everything.
And yet there's these little hiccups and stuff and it's like, well, why is this notworking?
We got a great program going on, but you
Check that foundation of that, you know, before you move forward.
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And you're gonna be reminded of all these steps you've gone through throughout the year,you know, it's gonna be kind of repetitive cycles.
Totally.
And I think there's a difference too between values and just not agreeing.
I think that that is one of the things that it's OK to not have that complete, like, yeah,I agree with everything you're saying.
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But when values aren't aligned, that's where I feel like partnership is very difficult andcauses a lot of um
just unneeded stress.
And so I love this idea and this invitation you've given us of just reflection and thoughtto be like, all right, who are these people that I'm doing life with?
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And where do our values align?
why do I?
That's one of the best exercises I've ever done, too, is thinking about why do I likedoing business with this person in particular?
Why is it every time we talk that it just feels so easy and natural?
We want the same thing.
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We believe in the same thing.
We have this desire to act.
So I love that.
I'm looking at the calendar here as we continue through the month.
Now we're middle of the month, May 11.
I'm seeing full moon in Scorpio.
What does this mean?
What's happening?
Because as a Scorpio, anytime I see that, I'm like, paying attention.
(20:56):
Tell me all the things.
So tell us about this week of 11 through 17, what that looks like for us.
Yeah, so with that Scorpio full moon, uh we love the Scorpio, you and I, of course,especially.
But let's think about Scorpio.
Scorpio is very, very investigative, right?
Very uh deep on understanding and the knowing of things.
(21:20):
So again, this kind of invites you, you've got an eight energy day that day.
So this is trusting in your values and be mindful of your thoughts is what I put there.
because I think that's going to be a week where we're going to see things gettinguncovered that, you know, maybe we might have to do a little investigation on, but of
(21:43):
course, staying within your value system and trusting that, okay, I know what I'm doing.
I feel it, you know, I'm moving myself in the correct direction just to continue with thatcreative expression and that freedom.
Yeah, yeah.
And then anything else that week, like how do we use that full moon energy to embrace thisfive and kind of continue with this creative energy that's sort of flowing through here?
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Well, with the full moon and Scorpio, it's definitely a go deep and reflection again.
The eight is commitment and devotion.
So what are you devoted to?
What are you committing to?
And reflecting on all of that and then realizing that we are also going to be in thisdiamond values, you know, your value time.
(22:36):
So going through each of those makes, you know, for you to like,
understand a little bit deeper your direction um and kind of just putting the energytowards that just to raise that vibe of what you're working towards.
(22:58):
And then you got a nine day amplified the next day after it.
So that's why I'm meaning the letting go of things.
There might be some stuff that might come up that
you're realizing that, okay, that doesn't work.
I thought it was going to work and maybe it's not, you know, just feel free to let it go.
Because if we hold onto things that aren't working, whether we, you know, feel comfortableand confident in them or not, it's going to kind of weigh you down.
(23:24):
It's like baggage you're carrying around, you know, and how can you be free to express ifyou're carrying around the baggage?
So I think five is going to tell people.
Hey, by the way, it's okay to let go.
It's okay to change, you know?
I actually want to expand on what you just said, like even if it's working.
(23:45):
Because I think when people think let go, it's like, let go of the stuff that's notworking or the people who aren't necessarily clicking with you or blah, blah.
And I'm like, no, no.
A lot of the times, it's letting go of the things that on paper are working.
But energetically, it's not.
And.
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One of the biggest things is, you know, what I'll share is I had one last fitness clientwho I was seeing and love her to pieces.
She's been with me for, I don't know, over three years now.
very, you know, I know so much of her family.
She knows so much of mine.
And on April 1st, I was like, I can't do this anymore.
(24:30):
Like I don't want to continue being in the, you know, my business.
has taken off and I want my mornings back.
And there was all these things, but nothing was wrong with it.
She didn't do anything wrong.
I don't dislike fitness.
It was not in the energy of where I was going.
(24:52):
And I think until you just said that, Renee, it didn't click that, yes, we also need tolet go of things that.
on paper, it's like, that brought revenue in, right?
Or she's a good person, and she came to my house.
And it made things very simple.
So nothing was wrong with the situation, except it's not where I wanted to go.
(25:12):
So I think that what you just said, hope people are hearing and taking in, because so muchof the time, it is the opposite.
Like, let me let go of this bad.
And not that that's easy either, but it's easier to identify.
Mm-hmm.
Yeah, and that's the thing.
It's like, you know, we get stuck in patterns, you know, and that's the problem.
(25:35):
Things are working and it's all good and it feels okay and I'm making money and, you know,it's all good.
But how are you in that picture?
How do you feel?
And are you really creatively expressing yourself with freedom?
Do you feel that you're speaking with your heart?
You know, I put on there, think I have it on the calendar a couple of times, likenurturing and supporting the greatness in others.
(26:01):
You know, it's, there's, it's not all going to be just, okay, I'm going to go make thisand it's going to be gorgeous.
I'm going to express myself.
Yeah, that's an awesome, awesome dream to have.
We all love that.
Yeah.
But there's the steps, there's the work you have to do to get to that point.
Right.
(26:22):
So.
That's why I'm always saying, check in with your heart.
You have to stay heart centered.
You have to understand what it is that your heart really desires and what works with yourenergy.
And that's creative expression at its fullest.
You're authentically being you and you're authentically sharing you with everybody else.
(26:42):
So.
I love that so much.
So, so, so much.
we're now in the last, right?
That's my favorite thing.
And I was like, I need, I always like try to like bottle little Renee wisdom, but then I'mlike, oh wait, she's on the podcast.
Just go listen.
So we're now moving into the second to last week of the month.
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We are in the week of the 18th through the 24th.
When I'm looking at the calendar and for those of you again, when I say looking at thecalendar, you might've missed it in the intro.
Cause if you're like me, I skipped through intros to no hard feelings, but you can grabyour own calendar in the show notes.
So when I say looking at the calendar, that's what I mean.
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And there's a lot of other things on here that we don't go into.
Otherwise this podcast would be like three hours.
So when I'm looking at 18 through the 24th, there's a lot going on.
tell, tell us about this week.
So we're starting off that week with the 18th with an amplified five.
So you're gonna feel that whole change and understanding that, okay, yeah, the creativething, I'm getting it, I'm getting it, I wanna work with that, you know, and just the
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knowledge and awareness of what you're valuing, it'll start to flow as long as you'reworking with that energy and you're paying attention to the rhythm and how it works with
you and your values.
you'll start to feel a good flow there.
And then the ninth team is a sixth day.
So it's like nurturing and supporting the greatness in others, you know?
(28:18):
So I believe that's a queen of diamonds day.
And that's why the nurturing part is there because we need to also be a support forothers.
Yes, we need that freedom expression and we need to be able to be authentically who weare, but we also need to help other people do that for themselves too, because
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That's the light in the world, right?
You got to shine the light on the dark and bring it out and share it and radiate it andripple effect through the consciousness.
That's what I'm here to do.
Follow these rhythms and nurture as much as I possibly can, you know?
And I think following these cycles and rhythms is like a really, really honest, good wayto just tap in.
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to the collective energy, you know?
I want to just not move off of nurturing yet, because I think that's one thing, especiallyif you're a business owner and you're listening to this and you're feeling like, let's
just use social media following.
Why isn't my content growing?
Why am I not getting followers?
Why is no one engaging?
(29:30):
And then oftentimes, I'll ask my clients, how are you engaging with others?
How are you commenting on others?
How are you sharing other people's information?
And often it's, I'm not.
And then I'm like, Oh, okay.
So you just want to receive and not also give.
I was like, how does that, that doesn't work.
(29:52):
So this word nurturing is nurturing.
think people only see as like, you know, one sided, but like, we also have to be willingto be nurtured and to be nurturing.
And it's just like, as you said, this cycle.
So invite yourself to.
practice that this month.
seems like it's a really good month to activate that.
(30:13):
And what Renee is sharing with us is to take the collective in mind and be therepresentation of what it is that you are wanting to call in and nurture others in that
way.
So it's just a really powerful reminder.
energetic world and it's an exchange.
Everything we do is an exchange of energy.
So it's what energy you're putting out there and giving to others is what you're gonnamagnetize back to yourself.
(30:40):
You know?
freaking lately.
I love that.
Anything else that week of the 18th of the 24th that like, we really need to elaborate on.
I saw that.
Gemini.
this is a communication thing.
Again, Gemini is very, know, Mercury rules Gemini.
(31:01):
So that's why I said Mercury things.
We're gonna have a little bit of that coming up, but it's a time for us to just reallythink about how we communicate, right?
If you got going on, then again, like we were just saying.
you really need to put out there what you want to pull back into, right?
So consider how you're communicating.
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How is your marketing going?
What type of rules are you doing?
And how can you express in the best way, the highest love and potential that you can toothers?
So that way you're getting that back in return.
Yeah, yeah.
Let this be a week where you send out a lot of love, right?
(31:42):
And see what comes back.
And I say, give love without expectation, but also don't be surprised when it comesknocking.
So.
either.
So if you go in there with expectations, then what are you doing to yourself?
You're kind of blocking.
You're blocking that energy.
And that's the thing you need to remember too is em we need to stay within the flow andthe rhythm of that.
(32:09):
It is more of the creative expression authenticity and then knowing that.
Okay, I'm doing this because I am here to serve.
I am here to do and give as much of this wisdom or assistance or whatever you areproviding for a reason, because I want to help other people, you know?
(32:32):
So.
So I see also as we move into the last week, the 25th through the 31st.
So this previous week, we had the sun move into Gemini, I see on your calendar.
And then we have a new moon in Gemini.
Is that always the case, that it's the sun and the new moon?
Or it just happens to both be in Gemini this time?
(32:54):
It actually they work in cycles like that.
So yeah, we kind of go in an order of where this yeah, it's goes in an order that way.
and it's just
and moon in Gemini.
Okay, but that's pretty common.
Yeah, because the way the the moon cycles go, it's the same as the sun cycles.
It's just the moon moves faster.
(33:14):
You know, know how that works.
The rhythms of it.
I know you're making me double check myself.
I say I know how it works.
But then also, I also failed like science every single year.
But I was just like, like learning about this stuff.
But I can't remember how many times this happens and how this happens and all of that.
So.
(33:34):
It's a lot, especially if you're doing all of the cycles and changes because there's somuch going on with the planetary stuff and everything.
Well, yeah, it's like every, every, you know, it feels like every hour, something'srotating, something's, you know, going into shadows, something's coming out of shadows,
something's doing all the things.
(33:54):
And I'm just like, my gosh, it's hard to keep up with, but that's why I love these littlecalendars.
I always print them out and keep them here so I can be like, all right, what's a good dayto leverage this or what's a great day to go on a date or what's a great day to
get some extra rest, whatever it might be.
(34:16):
It's helpful.
So yeah, yeah.
your time to understanding how to communicate and stuff.
You know, that's going to be big through this month too.
Yes, yes, yes.
Communication has definitely been a recurring theme this year for me.
But I think probably as a collective, we're seeing where communication is strong andwhere, wow, that really went bad kind of thing.
(34:43):
So take us into this last month, I mean, this last week, and what we really need to kindof keep our eyes on and pay attention to.
Well, so we start the 25th as a three and I put responsibility of the messages we aresharing only the highest good for all.
(35:05):
So again, I'm going in with that, you know, how your messages are and what you're givingto the world and expressing, you know, just being mindful of the energy that you are
sharing.
then that way we can all benefit from the higher frequency energy rather than.
putting stuff out there that's really not authentically you, so your heart's really not init, know?
(35:26):
So what are you giving if you're not giving it, you know, authentically?
So I put that in there.
And then we got another amplified five, freedom to develop your process.
So once we go into the six of next month, which is nurturing and harmony and balance, andit's also creative.
(35:51):
you know, six is a creative number also, and it's on the mind plane.
So we go back into where we're thinking again with our creativity.
Right now we're feeling in this five with our creativity.
So next month is going to be more of the thinking part of it again, like, okay, so thisworked and this is how I feel.
(36:12):
So now what do I want to do?
You know, and it expands and grows from there.
Love that.
OK, so we take it from the physical to the mental as we move into June.
right now five is a soulful number.
soul, okay.
Yeah, that's why I'm saying the energy, you you have to fill into your heart andunderstand because it is, it's a connection to your soul.
(36:39):
It's the heart number.
It's part of all of the numbers and it connects all the numbers, you know?
So no matter what your ruling number is, this is the heart of the grid.
So we're all going to feel this a little more intensely, I think.
Yeah.
love that.
I'm excited for this energy.
feel like this is going to be a fun month is what I'm hearing.
(37:00):
A very feely type month.
But in a gentle, beautiful, I don't know, I see it as very colorful.
This feels like a colorful month.
Anything else that, you know, I just, I'm looking at this calendar and I always love it somuch because it's very,
(37:21):
clear and you put so much into it.
But anything else you can think of as, Hey, you might want to watch out for this ordefinitely do this or don't do this this month.
Anything that we're missing that we haven't touched on yet.
Well, I kind of put a little side notes.
So this month is ideal for priority and prioritizing how we feel.
(37:44):
So, you know, that that's obviously what I've said it several times and then correctingany cracks in your foundation, going over everything and making sure that, you know,
you're moving forward with a strong balanced, you know, feeling of what you're movingforward with and then making plans to connect with.
how you feel and implementing your freedom of expression through what you do.
(38:08):
Because some people don't really understand what freedom of expression means.
em It's like, yeah, I'm free to express myself.
I tell everybody how I feel anyway, right?
I mean, that's what I used to be like.
I'm very, I know who I am.
I feel great about myself and I know I'm doing good.
But really,
(38:30):
It's more of tapping into how can I do this now?
Like, how do I do this in the best way I possibly can that's going to serve as many peopleas I possibly can in the best way?
But that's the five, the heart, you know?
So it feels different.
The expression feels different from the three because the three was in the mind and itwas, I'm thinking of these things that I could do to create and
(38:59):
and all of the stuff I wanna share and understand, but it was from the mental plane.
Now we're in the heart plane.
So now it's it's tapped in and it's more of like, okay, does this feel good to me?
And am I making people feel good with what I'm sharing?
Yeah, yeah.
that makes so much sense.
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I'm excited and I'm nervous for this month.
I don't know that I've been nervous for a month yet, but this one feels like a big one.
Well, just be careful of the little, you know, hiccups that we can have.
So lack of discipline, you know, you desire this freedom of expression and everything, butare you doing the work to actually tap into what you're expressing?
You know, and if you aren't being disciplined about it, fives are curious.
(39:45):
Fives like to have fun.
They want to do things and learn more and learn more and learn more, but don't get stuckin that wheel where you're just trying to continue to learn more or do more to be more.
Yes.
Yes.
Did everyone hear that?
This is a, this is a community of doers.
(40:06):
So I love that you said, don't have to do more to be more, let our doing be productive andactually make sense, not doing for the sake of doing.
So I love, love, love that.
Um, yeah.
And I, and I like,
have to watch out for being confined by the patterns that you've already done too, becausethat can stifle that freedom and creativity.
(40:31):
If you are stuck in the doing and it's working, but yet you're not feeling good about it,then that just stifles that creativity.
Yeah, yeah, we got to pop a lid off of that creativity, but also then not have anythingwant to stuff it back on.
(40:52):
You know, we've got to be, we've got to be ready for what it looks like when we decide to,Hey, we're going to do this.
And I like what you said.
Some people don't really know what freedom of expression means.
You know, I always used to think like, let your freak flag fly.
And it's like, well,
It's not always just, it doesn't just mean that it that's certainly part of it.
(41:13):
But also do you really feel completely, um, able to be here to be your full, full self inall the spaces that you're in?
And especially when you're by yourself, you know, uh, I think that that is where so manypeople are like, I, I need this constant stimulation.
I need this social media.
(41:34):
I need to be with someone that we're not spending the time with ourselves.
to hear what it is we need or step into that.
So this feels like a really good invitation to do that.
And I'm really, really grateful that you come on here every month and help set us up forsuccess.
(41:55):
again, for those of you listening, everything we just talked about and everything you'lldownload on the calendar is what's happening for all of us.
It's collective.
But then each of us have our own individual numbers that play into how does this all workfor you on an individual level.
So if energy is something you struggle with and not just like, you tired or not during theday?
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That's not the kind of energy I'm talking about.
It's more of like your energetic bandwidth, right?
Like, are we excited about the things we are doing?
Are we feeling drained?
Do you?
feel drained and don't know why.
Are there things that you're like, I want to pursue?
I want to encourage you to dive in and get a personal look at what this all could mean foryou.
(42:46):
So all of that is in the show notes.
But again, Renee, thank you so much for being just such a beam of light and coming on hereand sharing all your wisdom.
And I'm excited.
We'll touch base at the end of next month and see how May concluded for us.
Yes, awesome.
Thank you so much.
Thanks, girl.
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