121. How Do I Make Peace With Taking Medication After Years Of Addiction And Recovery?

In this episode of In the Circle, I respond to a courageous and heartfelt inquiry from Barbara. She asks: How do I make peace with taking medication for Parkinson’s, after years of addiction and recovery? 

Her story is raw, vulnerable, and deeply human: the daily crash after each dose, the fear it stirs up, the echoes of withdrawal, and the sense that maybe she’s being pulled back into something she’s worked so hard to rise above.

What struck me most was the physical discomfort she described and the emotional complexity behind it—the grief, the doubt, the resistance. I’ve seen this before, in myself and others: when medication is both necessary and triggering, it’s not just about dosage. It’s about trust. It’s about building a relationship with the medicine that aligns with our values, instead of clashing with our past.

My invitation to you is to reframe the story. What if this is magic medicine? What if we drop the judgment and meet the reality of the moment with full presence and compassion? It’s not giving up. It’s aligning with what’s true right now and adjusting our lives to support that truth with grace. That might mean talking to your doctor, shifting routines, or simply asking for more help. But it starts with acceptance.

So if you’re in a complicated relationship with medication, or supporting someone who is, I hope this conversation reminds you: your strength is not measured by how little you need, but by how deeply you show up for your life. There is no shame in taking what helps. There’s only the next step, the next breath, and the next moment of courage.

Tommy Discusses:

• Relief and discomfort can coexist
• Lifestyle adjustments and Medication
• Acceptance is a powerful tool
• You are not alone, you are not failing

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