In Totality with Megan Ashley

This week, I'm reflecting with the team on my experience witnessing Jackie and Jordan practice obedience during the Blameless concert weekend that took place in February. We're talking about what it means to fix our gaze on Jesus when fear, doubt, and uncertainty can cause a hesitation to obey. 

In Matthew 14, we see Peter walk on water only while his eyes are fixed on Jesus, but the moment he focuses on the wind a...

In Totality Podcast is back for a season 3 return this week! 

This season is anchored in John 15, where Jesus says, “Remain in My love.” And so I want to slow down with you and allow scripture to call us back to something we forget so easily: joyful obedience doesn’t come from striving, it comes from abiding.

So many of us are trying to follow God from a place of pressure, like we have to earn closeness, approval, or pr...

This week, I’m sharing another special moment from the live podcast back in October, where I’m reading through 1 Thessalonians 5, and letting Scripture bring us back to what we forget most easily: who we are in Christ.

This passage is such a steady reminder that we are children of light. We’re not called to live in fear, anxiety, or spiritual numbness, but to stay awake, anchored, and strengthened in the Lord. 

As I...

It’s been a full year of deep conversations, quiet revelations, and holy tension.

In this special “Best of Season 2” episode of In Totality, we revisit the most powerful moments from 2025, the raw confessions, and Spirit-led wisdom that shaped us. From surrendering plans to embracing stillness, this recap walks through what God revealed in the waiting, the stretching, and the refining.

Whether you’ve been with u...

In this week’s episode of In Totality, I’m back with my girl Dinorah Peña for Part 2 of our conversation.

We talk through the moments after the “yes”, when obedience is heavy, sanctification feels slow, and trusting God isn’t as simple as it sounds. We share about the struggle of delighting in the Lord, turning away from pride, and depending on the Holy Spirit during times of anxiousness.

This conversation is fu...

In this week’s episode of In Totality, I’m joined once again by my girl Dinorah Peña, and we had a really great conversation about all the things!

What started as a casual conversation turned to a Spirit-led dialogue on what it looks like to meditate on God's word and truly lean on the Holy Spirit, the weight of saying “yes” to God, and obedience.

We talk through what it looks like to follow God even when you feel unqualifie...

In this week's episode we are LIVE for our 100th episode of In Totality! I honestly can't believe we've reached this far in our podcast journey, but it's a true testament of God's faithfulness when we obey and give Him a serious yes. I'm joined by my best friend, Jackie Hill Perry, and we have an open conversation about sanctification, and the very real struggle of becoming more like Christ.

We talk through the frustration ...

In this week’s episode, I’m joined on the couch by Gloria Umanah for the very first time on In Totality, to share her story of survival, identity, and the war for her life.

We unpack the seeds of trauma planted in childhood, the quiet despair masked by performance, and the miracle of choosing hope. Gloria opens up about her lifeversary, and how one whisper from God changed everything.

If you’ve ever wondered if your pai...

In this week’s episode, I’m unpacking a powerful, dual-story moment in Scripture that has been ministering deeply to my heart—Jairus’ daughter and the woman with the issue of blood in Mark 5.

We explore what it means to pursue Jesus in desperation, to press through discouragement, and to discover that He often gives us more than we were even asking for. I share how this passage has encouraged me in a season of spiritual fat...

In this week’s episode, I’m joined by my brother, pastor and author Tim Timberlake to dive into his newest book, The Bumpy Road to Better.

We talk about what it really looks like to walk with God through pain, doubt, and disappointment, when faith feels exhausting and the process feels slow. Tim opens up about seasons of deep hardship, learning to lead through pain, and discovering the difference between information about G...

In this week’s episode, I’m joined by author and teacher Yana Jenay Conner, to get into her new book, Living Beyond Offense!

Tune in to hear us unpack what it means to live beyond offense, to forgive without pretending it didn’t hurt, and to trust God enough to handle what justice looks like when we experience wrongdoings.

Yana shares her heart behind her book, and we have an honest conversation about how grace works...

If you’ve been walking with In Totality for a while, then you know I’m passionate about talking through the raw parts of our faith journeys, the in-between spaces where trust feels tested and growth feels slow.

In this week’s episode, we’re diving into the process of sanctification—that slow, beautiful, and sometimes frustrating journey of being shaped into Christ’s image.

We talk about what it looks like to hold on ...

Okay ya'll! I am so so excited about today's episode!

If you've been tuned into In Totality for a while, then you know I LOVE the The Chosen series— and so I'm thrilled to share this week's episode with the creator of the show and his wife— Dallas and Amanda Jenkins!

We dive right into what it truly means to find strength when you have none left to give and talk about the moments when your faith feels fragile, your p...

In part two of this conversation with Pastor Philip Anthony Mitchell, we go even deeper into what it means to keep your faith steady when following God feels hard.

We unpack what it looks like to stay rooted in truth when emotions run high, to surrender control when the outcome is unclear, and to believe that God’s still writing beauty from what feels broken.

Pastor Philip shares powerful biblical insight on endurance, spiri...

I’m joined by Pastor Philip Anthony Mitchell for a powerful conversation about what it means to suffer well in seasons of warfare.

In this episode, we unpack how God uses pain to refine our hearts, reveal hidden places of brokenness, and draw us closer to His presence when life feels heavy.

We talk about how to discern what battles are worth fighting, how to stay silent when the Spirit says “be still,” and how to see...

This week, I’m sitting down with Justin Giboney to have an honest conversation about what it means to choose grace in a world that thrives on outrage. Together, we unpack how believers can respond to offense with Christ-like wisdom, especially when tension, politics, and faith collide in public spaces.

We talk about what it looks like to pause before reacting, how to discern truth in a noisy culture, and why ...

Hey ya'll! This week I'm continuing my conversation with Dr. Eric Mason to conclude our discussion around his new book, Rebranding the Church. We talked about the power of giving leaders in the church the opportunity to repent through conversation, and pursuing unity in a world where division is often on display.

Dr. Mason shared why discernment is crucial in these last days, how to recognize the difference between imma...

In this episode of In Totality, I had the privilege of sitting down once again with Dr. Eric Mason as he shared insights from his upcoming book - Rebranding the Church. Together, we unpacked what it means to live as ambassadors of Christ in a society that's always watching.

Dr. Mason shared his perspective about why the church needs to be re-presented to the world, how our daily lives can reflect Christ's ways, and what it ...

At the Women Ignite Success Summit 2025 in Kingston, Jamaica, I was so honored to share what God had been doing in my life during that season. From the journey of motherhood to the deep wrestle of unanswered prayers, I’ve learned what it means to lay everything at His feet and allow Him to search my heart.

In this message, I open up about surrender, obedience, forgiveness, and the miracle of God transforming us from the ins...