When Heaven Meets Hell

When Heaven Meets Hell

When Heaven Meets Hell is a captivating and exclusive narrative podcast series that delves deep into love, betrayal, and shattered illusions. Join host Allyn Amerongen as she unravels her storybook romance turned nightmare, exposing her fiancé's double life, woven with a massive web of lies, deceit, and cheating—deeming many his signature "dream woman." As Allyn grapples with betrayal trauma, she takes listeners on an insightful journey to understand why and how it happened, featuring interviews with world-renowned guest experts. When Heaven Meets Hell is more than just a podcast; it's a lifeline for those navigating the complexities of love, betrayal, grief, and shattered trust. By addressing the harsh realities of narcissistic abuse, challenging stigmas, and dispelling myths, Allyn advocates for greater awareness and support. Aiming to break the cycles of betrayal and abuse that have become all too common in the digital age, the podcast confronts uncomfortable truths and serves as a beacon of hope for those facing similar challenges. When Heaven Meets Hell educates and empowers women to reclaim their lives from the trauma of narcissistic abuse. Follow @allyn.amerongen on Instagram for the latest updates. Written + Produced by: Allyn Amerongen Co-Produced, Edited + Scored by: Brad Parsons, Train Sound Studio

Episodes

July 16, 2024 1 min
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In the premiere episode of “When Heaven Meets Hell”, host Allyn Amerongen sets the scene for what will become a harrowing tale of surviving narcissistic abuse and coercive control. Allyn reflects on her past, chronic health issues, and a pivotal revelation during EMDR therapy. She also recounts a trip to Montana, her dating app experience and the fateful moment when she became someone’s “Dream Woman”.

 

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August 27, 2024 63 mins

Allyn flies to Montana to spend time with her new potential boyfriend and meets his family. As the relationship begins to grow deeper, some disturbing acts begin to drastically alter the dynamic of the relationship. Guest expert Dr. Nadine Macaluso joins the podcast to talk about "The Big Five" personality traits.

 

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September 3, 2024 66 mins

As their bond grows stronger, the stakes get higher. Allyn finds herself questioning everything and gets answers that only complicates and confuses her situation. Dr. Nadine Macaluso and Kris Prochaska (LMHC & LPC) continue to offer their expert opinions on “The Dark Triad/Tetrad”...

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September 10, 2024 70 mins

Allyn spends more time with his family as the odd and troubling behavior continues to increase. She recounts how the little breadcrumbs left behind kept her moving forward in the relationship. 

In this episode, Dr. Morgan Anderson discusses attachment styles and how understanding them can help you build securely attached relationships. Dr...

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September 17, 2024 83 mins

Allyn finally finds herself allowed into his home, which opens the door to more suspicious activity and a look into his mind in a deeper and disturbing way. As the layers begin to peel back, Allyn discovers more about his manipulative behavior, and his carefully constructed façade starts to crumble.

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September 24, 2024 58 mins

Allyn shares the raw and emotional aftermath of her unexpected breakup. Left reeling from the shock of betrayal, she embarks on a journey to find closure and answers, but what she uncovers is more horrifying than she ever imagined. As she navigates the emotional wreckage, Allyn sheds light on the red flags she missed and how narcissistic abuse and manipulation played a devastating role in her story.

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October 1, 2024 82 mins

Allyn dives deeper into the fallout of her shattered relationship—uncovering lies, betrayal, cheating, and emotional abuse. As grief, anxiety, and depression take hold, she confronts the harsh realities of trauma and its lasting effects.

In this episode, she’s also joined by another woman who faced her ex’s deception. Together, they explo...

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October 8, 2024 68 mins

In this powerful episode, Allyn delves into the challenges victims face when navigating the justice system. She uncovers the many barriers that often stand in the way of justice and healing, offering insights into how to break free from the grips of trauma bonds and move forward in life.

Allyn is joined by a special guest, former Green Beret and co-founder of War Party Movement, Jeremiah Wilber, who shares...

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    October 15, 2024 64 mins

    In this powerful final episode, Allyn brings the series full circle by summing up the lasting effects of intimate partner violence, coercive control, and betrayal trauma. She dives deep into her personal experience, putting numbers to the loss and healing that followed, making the aftermath of such relationships tangible for listeners. By offering relatable insights, she highlights the emotional and psychological toll ...

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    November 15, 2024 33 mins

    When Heaven Meets Hell x Love Lust Fridays: Crossover

    In this special crossover episode, Allyn is joined by Jake Deptula and Michelle Locke, co-hosts of Love Lust Fridays. Jake, widely recognized for his work as co-host of Strictly Stalking, brings his expertise on themes of love, betrayal, and resilience; while Michelle, a former associate family court judge and current family law attorney with over 5,000...

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