June 2, 2025 • 44 mins
https://acontagioussmile.mn.co/
Breaking free from the chains of domestic violence takes more than courage—it requires strategy, support, and hope. This raw, powerful episode features survivors sharing the methods they used to escape abusive relationships while living under the constant surveillance of their abusers.
From creative financial independence strategies to secret documentation methods, listeners will hear firsthand accounts of how survivors navigated seemingly impossible situations. "I would take documents to school," one participant reveals, describing how she gradually built her escape plan while maintaining a facade of normalcy. Another explains the psychological tactics that helped her rebuild her shattered self-worth: "You're going to have to start talking to yourself differently."
These aren't just stories of trauma—they're practical roadmaps for others who might be seeking their own path to freedom. Survivors detail how they used gift cards purchased during regular shopping trips to build emergency funds, created secret email accounts that could be quickly deleted from browser histories, and found ways to document abuse without detection.
The emotional journey from victim to survivor shines through as participants describe their recovery process. "I wasn't ever alone," one woman reflects, acknowledging the support network that ultimately made her escape possible. These accounts highlight that leaving isn't just a physical act but also a psychological journey requiring tremendous resilience.
Whether you're currently in an abusive situation, know someone who might be, or simply want to understand the complex reality of domestic violence, this episode offers valuable insights into both the challenges and possibilities of finding safety. Help is available, and as these brave survivors demonstrate, a different life is possible.
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Speaker 1 (00:09):
I can't remember that y'all.
Hello, this is Michael, this isNoah, that's me, that's me, I
can make some teeth up y'all.
Hey, it's me, mike, I'm goingto go out and do this.
I'm going to go, ha ha.
So, hey, come on, come on, comeon, come on, come on, come on,
come on, come on, come on.
Oh my God, he's laughing.
(00:31):
Yeah, I'm laughing, I'mlaughing, I'm laughing, I'm
laughing, I'm laughing, I'mlaughing, I'm laughing, I'm
laughing, I'm laughing, I'mlaughing, I'm laughing.
I have a little bit of a problem.
I went on a trip to our farm inthe week.
I went on a trip to our farm inthe week and he has come back
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and now he needs to go to theRipple Retreat and he's looking
for a place.
And I'm going to go to theRipple Retreat, I'm going to go
to the Ripple Retreat, retreat,right?
No, birthday, no drama, trauma,no, I just think the presence
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of family.
You know, I heard somethingabout.
No, I don't know, I don't know,I don't know, I don't know, I
don't know, I don't know.
Yeah, all right, just becauseyou know we make a stand around
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sometimes, you know we're notlike that.
Well, they bring out because wewon't come to them or I want to
come to them and do that andthen take a time out and I'm
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doing my job for me.
I think it's awesome.
They turn around and they lookat me and they say you look like
you're the doctor.
I'm like you're the law, you'rethe person who is supposed to
be the law.
And they try to put me on thephone and say you're the doctor,
that's right, that know.
I'm just saying you know.
Okay, that's right, that'sright.
Yeah, sure, we're still workingon changing our way of thinking
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, but if you're talking aboutthe smile attack, you'll see
that a little bit.
The other thing that I value somuch more than what we do is
that our values are so much morethan what we think.
We don't want to be mappingthese courses as fives, as a
collection.
We just added the balancecircle for the field.
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A lot of our courses are toldby the other collectors.
We're going to reach out to allof you to get that from you.
We are offering scholarships.
One home donation is $5.
All of you want to go.
We will take that out of thepile and give other individuals
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a chance to print out of thepile.
We will take out these otherindividuals, we will find out.
We will bomb the system you'rerunning.
We want to make sure that wehave a better life.
You never know when viruses arecoming.
That's what we want to helpwith.
We're doing this to pay itforward.
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We're doing this to pay itforward.
We're doing this to pay itforward.
My husband is not going to behome.
What, what?
I don't know, I don't know, Idon't know, I don't know, I
don't know, I don't know, Idon't know, I don't know, I
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don't know.
I feel like so many people havebeen out on the ground.
Yeah, I don't know, I don'tknow, I don't know, I don't know
, I don't know, I don't know, Idon't know, I don't know, I
don't know, I don't know, Idon't know, I don't know, I
don't know, I don't know.
I didn't.
I people call produce a roleinto a role, in a role, and I'll
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people I'm not ready morecomfortable, I don't know.
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And my husband and I just talkedabout this.
We thought some people out inthe country were doing it.
So I thought we would just tryto be a part of it, and those
were the kinds of things thathappened in one of the
collections.
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So we thought we would just tryto be a part of it.
I'll stop at any one of thecollections, so if you thought
one of the collections was cool,I just want everyone to order
their products, because I'mgoing to just go through them
all.
I'll give you four of them.
We're live on Facebook.
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I have a game of for a long time.
I want to do it because thelast time you did it was right
there.
I know I'm going to type in andher last name is because she
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was with us about monsters eightmonths and possibly longer.
Really, yeah, I was with thatmonster and I think it's a hard
time, but it's also, you know,it's really about a girl who's
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with her daughter at theforefront of her heart.
Her daughter, that's it.
Her daughter, your daughter isa toe, she's a toe.
What's the time that you spendwith your daughter?
I try to read things when I go.
I'm I've had a when I don't, mywife Strong With the hard way.
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I don't know.
I don't know.
It's hard for me to reviewstuff from the home.
Yeah, it's hard.
Yeah, people simply watch.
They just say they want to putit into a movie.
Um, we'll see.
We've got Tyler Kerr going onthe road.
We'd like to get him on theroad.
We'd like to hear from him.
I don't know, um, we'll maybecheck it out.
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Who's his first?
Uh, who's first ruler?
So he also is the ruler of theOval, the first and the last
ruler, and then he's the leaderof the Golden First.
It's wild because he's not anactor, because he was a medical.
It was dangerous, you know,because of the way things were.
(08:18):
People were walking down thestreet and there was a whale in
his face with his foot screamingat him get up and get some
water.
Now, if you know anybody who'swired across this bottom guys,
if you see something you knowwith a huge post-conference, do
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something about it.
Help them get out of it.
Do they need to do anythingelse?
What's the right direction inlife?
She's written classes, courses.
She's got books out how to makean escape plan, how to start
the movie offer.
That's right.
You know she was there byherself.
(09:05):
She had no one to turn to, noone to help her on, in fact,
survival.
You know people in ourlifestyle should have known the
person was going to happen,because that narcissist was
actually the single person thatyou know people really bring,
and a lot of survivors.
I'm not talking about victims,but a lot of survivors are kind
of people.
I'm still thinking for these ingeneral.
(09:32):
Honestly, I'm aware of you andwell aware of that, but the
reason I'm asking this isbecause I'm not sure if you're
familiar with the name as longas you've stayed away from my
brother, I was pregnant and heknew I had to grab up and he was
like, oh, you didn't know.
So I was like, no, he didn'tknow that.
(09:53):
But he knew and he told me.
I raised my hand and he said,hey, he's pregnant.
Wow, one of the first things welearned was and we were a part
of the first things we learnedwas in our class, we learned to
fight the fight.
Right, that's the first thing.
You're going to come to us,you're going to come to us and
you're going to come to us andyou're going to come to us and
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you're going to come to us One.
I know that you're going tofight the fight and I was going
to fight the fight.
(10:46):
I was trying to get my daughterto come to school and I was not
able to because I knew that hecouldn't be with my mom.
I didn't know that my daughterwas home.
Um, for instance, the boardwasn't made to exact what
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happened.
You can, mom's a little bit andher weather is the first year
off and the weather is not thatawful, or.
I don't know whether I feltthat it was a walk-in or a or a.
In the beginning I thought itwas a walk-in and a lot of times
it was a walk-in.
(11:32):
So I thought about things interms of do the group stuff, and
so I was thinking about thatand and and and the regarding
for.
So I was just in my fallow, Iwas in my fallow, and then for a
girl in the store it was halfof the store in the cornfield,
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and so she was born, and she wasborn in the store and she had
to do a post-it note a day to goto the door with an eye-popper,
and so that I just had to, likeyou know, walk through the
stuff, right, and and so that Ijust had to, like you know, walk
her to the doctor.
And I was young and walking,and even with the dog I was like
I'll put you in the room, youknow, but I'm gonna send that
thing and I'll have no idea.
And so I put him to go to thebathroom with the door open.
(12:22):
Um, on the phone he's oftencalled at times and with the
doorstep, understand that that'sa private time.
That's your real time.
You go in there and it's sortof that personal time.
It's not verbal.
You know, I Multiple times I'vebeen in the bathroom.
There are times I've been inthe bathroom I've been beaten in
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the face Multiple times.
I've me in the face with himSeveral times in front of your
house.
He would testify that if he'ssomething you like to him every
two hundred times and he wouldalso testify that if I, whatever
, he's good, he's a good dog,and so it's really important
that you have a good friend'sheart to accept your tolerance.
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You don't have to be more thanyou can.
I'm so out of style over adozen years and so if you stop
me, I'll show you.
Then you'll find me again.
When I go to the Logan game, Ialways say I don't know, and so
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it would take like four yearsaway I didn't get any.
I don't know, I don't know, Idon't know.
I'm putting in a lot of work.
I did follow up on the first one.
I was talking about that.
Right, I was just talking aboutthe right thing.
(13:55):
Yes, I'm feeling like my puppyis going to do this.
Yeah, I'm old to show what hewas doing.
He was absolutely horrible.
He was a very healthy puppy.
He was a good dog, but he wasnot.
So I noticed that he was alittle bit more and he was a
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little bit more you know, alittle bit more in my life
probably.
So he drove all these peoplearound and went on a ride and he
was really loyal and he wasfine, he was just as kind, he
was great and he was like youknow, there's a thing in there,
it was so good, it was wild, hewas just.
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You know, when I was like Ithink it's going to be a lot of
cool to see people do this, youknow it's normal cruelty, you
know they'll sub you and we haveto compensate All of a sudden,
like the folks said no, andstarring the folk of our time,
and I said, no, we'll go outagain.
(15:06):
And somehow they got whoevergot them got rebeccable and they
asked him if he had a dog andhe was like, well, how come you
had a dog?
And I said, well, I'm seeingthis guy.
And then he said, oh, you had adog before.
And then everything and I canwatch enough, or I'm not like
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one hit one, slap one, kiss one.
If you have no competition.
You know, when I startedconnecting with the evidence, I
would go back and look at it.
I will be what I was before,because you're in the same place
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right now.
I always enjoyed it because itwas easy, and so it's like you
know they tell us why do youmake us do this?
This is, you know, just likewhat I told you to do.
This is what I was told to do.
You know it was so easy.
But now you know it's like ohmy God, I was parking the truck
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and it was parking and it's soeasy.
I don't have to call.
Oh my God, I was parking in theparking lot, I was in the
office and he was calling me.
I was in the office.
I was in the office.
I was in the office.
I was in the office.
I was in the office.
I was in the office.
I was in the office.
I was in the office.
I was in the office.
I was in the office.
I was in the office.
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I was in the I don't know.
My grandparents were in the USand I was always on my phone.
I remember being on my phoneand that was really really tough
.
I remember, I remember, Iremember, I remember, I remember
(17:26):
, I remember, I remember, Iremember, I remember, I remember
, I remember, I remember, Iremember, I remember, I remember
, I remember Me too.
I've been a couple of times.
I've been a couple of times.
I've been a couple of times.
I've been a couple of times.
I've been a couple of times.
I've been a couple of times.
I've been a couple of times.
I've been a couple of times.
I've been a couple of times.
I've been a couple of timesI've been a couple of times I've
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.
So it's really well, I'm goingto go ahead and open the book
again.
Okay, okay, I have no idea, noidea.
We have talked about this, youknow.
We have no idea what's going on.
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We know it's not.
We don't even want to be honest.
They feel lost.
They feel like they have nodesire to let go.
I know they do.
They are cleaning the house andthey have their earphones on
and they're listening.
We know it's listening andthey're listening and they're
listening and they're listeningand they're listening and
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they're listening and they'relistening and they're listening
and they're listening andthey're listening and they're
listening and they're listeningand they're listening and
they're listening and they'relistening and they're listening.
One minute alone, one minutealone, one minute alone, one
minute alone, one minute alone,one minute alone, one minute
alone, one minute alone, oneminute alone, one minute alone,
one minute alone, one minutealone, one minute alone, one
minute alone, one minute alone,one minute alone, one minute
alone, one minute alone, oneminute alone, one minute alone,
one minute alone, one.
It's a lot of your time.
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It's a lot of your time.
It's a lot of your time.
It's a lot of your time.
It's a lot of your time.
It's a lot of your time.
It's a lot of your time.
It's a lot of your time.
It's a lot of your time.
It's a lot of your time.
It's a lot of your time.
It's a lot of your time.
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It's a few of the event.
(20:15):
If you suffer from anxiety, thenyou should go and be with
someone that's coming to you.
I'm going to go ahead and start, and that was the last time.
So now, from the mid-community,there's a lot of focus there
(21:09):
with the electronic devices,social media, and that's one
thing, but hopefully we canstart doing this with the
academic folks, the experts,without leaving it to the
students.
I think you know I thought itwas I don Allen, and that's very
similar to what I said at thestart of the job.
But for me it's more like yougo to the store and what I'll do
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is go to the store and I'll goto the store.
Well, I don't want to be likeone of those laser phones or
something.
I don't want to takesmartphones.
So I would have to bring areceipt, or I have to, or he'd
see the bags or he'd check thestatement.
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So I was able to do all the work.
So I got chopped up.
Once I was looking for thosewith my own saw.
I got chopped up because I wasvery dry with the winter and I
had to get the saw chopped upand I don't have to pay for that
stuff.
Tap Right, I did all the toolsbecause I got a good method of
getting into a metal room.
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So what other buildings and youwant to check out is a?
You know you want to check outand depending on how much I
bought it before.
So if I got a $180 or $10 a day, $40.
And sometimes, you know, twocards a week, $4.90.
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Two cards a month, $4.00, $4.00, $4.00, $4.00, $4.00.
It's hard to keep up.
People who buy and they'reliving it and they're getting
paid a different.
Well, you know, what I would dois I'm talking to the realtor.
They have a department in theback room and they call me to
get the money and all.
And I don't have to do that andas long as I go, I get more
money and then it doesn't selland then it's just withdraw.
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It doesn't sell.
A bank is you know?
It doesn't sell.
And so you know I take a job andI found a lot more work.
I'm sorry, I really I put thework Whatever.
You know, I don't know, I'llsee you, I'll see you, but I
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would go to work so I could do alot more work and I would worry
.
But no, but I would go to asupermarket or a Walmart or a
Walmart store and I would getone, but often gift cards or a
store that sells gift cards or aWalmart gift card or something
like that, so that I would haveone of those.
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I was helpless.
Without a little help, I didn'tgo to a phone, and I always
have to.
If I had to go to a hotel, Iwould not have to worry as much
about having to go to a garagemodel because I know it's not
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going to work.
One of the other things that Idid was I would take I would go
into a kind of circus but he wasgoing to a pop circus Because I
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told him and they're askingwho's going to help me out.
I said I told him that I wasgoing to see your mom, right?
I said because it's awesome.
And I said it's a job.
I said I'm free and I said I'mgoing to show you a little sign.
So you know it's a long day tosee you.
And then I put it into that.
So it's a long way to see you.
At a new level, you might putit into that and start to have
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pictures of yourself in themodel, and then you know that
works and then you cut it.
So that's a good thing to donow and that way I started to
have pictures that way as well.
Did you take any documents fromthe house?
Going to do the photocopies ofyour date?
I did.
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I posted a photo of my date.
I posted a photo of my date.
I posted a photo of my date,okay, and I also posted a photo
of us.
I posted a photo of us Okay,okay, okay.
So what's your favorite momenton the bike?
I'm not in particular, butthose are some of the you know,
crawls and stuff like that.
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They're all really awesome.
They're a style we have more ofa feeling, and so, um, I don't
know if I was watching that,even though we're not talking
about it today.
So I'm just going to put itback on the bank and right now
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I'm just trying to think of howto make a wealth net.
And so I took them.
I got my family to pay itbecause I signed it up so that
people can just buy them.
And, um, it was, it was, it was, it was, it was, it was, it was
, it was, it was, it was, it was, it was, it was it was a good
sport.
Then I would get a copy and Iwould print on a copy of him and
I would put it in there.
I would do it as a little role.
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I would do the fruit and thatway as well.
I do it for myself, but I'm notmaking it a policy of these
things that you can't, and I wasvery positive.
I didn't feel the cost of abuseas much as you can.
I mean, I don't want to get toodetailed about this in other
places.
But, for instance, you knowwhat people are supposed to do
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for the first four hours.
Well, your patients that youhave on the line, or what you do
, are either far away or run out.
And I was very, very positiveBecause you know, I was in the
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department.
I was broken or needed help witha lot of things I had to go out
and look for.
I would take it to schoolbecause classes didn't hurt with
my school.
I got rid of my mother'shairdress and got a softie.
I would put an empty glass jararound if I was going to brush
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my hair soft to keep it at theirlevel.
I would put them in, a coupleof them in, and I would do them.
I probably didn't have any ofthat because it made me think I
feel like this is somethingdifferent.
You know, it's just a littlebit wrong.
I was kind of angry.
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So what I did was I broke a noseand I got to see if I had to go
up and walk with him.
Walk in the car, that was theonly way we could go up and walk
he would.
You know it was a lot.
You don't just go back andthink, what are you going to put
in the car for me?
You're not going to put in thecar for me to pick up?
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He would go into the car andpick me up.
Before that.
I certainly took out.
I'm going to put my shirt inthe front.
I was wow, that was a big thinghe was.
So he was.
You know, he was a big thing.
He was a big thing.
He was a big thing.
He was a big thing.
He was a big thing.
He was a big thing.
He was a big thing.
He was a big thing.
He was a big thing.
He was a big thing, he was abig thing, he.
So I'm doing similar work.
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If there are incidences wherethe red was involved, then you
would lose.
I would always say, oh, wasthey saying that before he got
that, or is it a trigger forsomething, that he's been off in
some way?
So everything's going to befine.
So I'm going to go ahead andget started.
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I'm going to go ahead and getstarted.
I'm going to go ahead and getstarted.
So it's kind of like a chair andyou can come off as somebody,
but I don't think that's it.
Can I sit right on the table?
No, it's not that.
I mean, I was talking to youbefore and we were going through
all this and I was like there'snothing to do about that, it's
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all over the place.
You know, a little bit of email, I don't know, I don't know, I
don't know, I don't know, Idon't know.
Um, I don't know, I don't know,I don't know, I don't know, I
don't know, I don't know, Idon't know.
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So who says it's done where shehas not done it, not been a part
of it, or never seen the mostawesome work?
I've never seen the mostawesome work.
I've never seen the mostawesome work.
I've never seen the mostawesome work.
I've never seen the mostawesome work.
I've never seen the mostawesome work.
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I've never seen the mostawesome work.
I've never seen the mostawesome work.
I've never seen the mostawesome work.
And now people don't want you towear what you want.
So I really think if I had hadmy thought changed, I think I
would be in a different place,and that's it.
You know, it's just a fight.
We're sorry, you know, and whenyou talk to people, you know
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I'll get you on like I justdon't want to.
I just couldn't walk.
I just couldn't walk.
I just couldn't walk.
And so I was asking, the lasttime I was trying to propose, I
just couldn't walk.
And so, because I was in asimilar situation, I wasn't like
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that and I had a broken heart.
So I was like what if I'm in asimilar situation and maybe then
I'll go home?
I had a broken heart and youknow me, and I told her you know
I need to get off the call.
I put me in bed.
I got somewhere else, I was inthe super-e and my daughter
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started to say hello, I was inlove with her, I was in love
with my husband, so I allowedmyself to go.
I bought a message and I was inthe first program You're going
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to.
First of all, you're going tohave to start talking to
yourself, because if you'retalking to yourself, I will tell
you a little bit about it, butfirst I'll do it a little bit
when you're feeling around andI'm so sorry about that, I don't
know, lack of praise.
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I don't know, I don't know.
I don't know, I don't know.
I don't know.
I don't know.
I don't know, I don't know.
I don't know.
I don't know, I don't know, Idon't know, I don't know, I
don't know.
I was going to go to thehospital and I was going to go
to the doctor and I was going togo to the doctor, and I was
going to go to the doctor, and Iwas going to go to the doctor
and I was going to go to thedoctor, and I was going to go to
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the doctor, and I was going togo to the doctor, and I was
going to go to the doctor, and Iwas going to go to the doctor
and I was going to go to thedoctor.
I looked around and saw yourdaughter, our daughter, and was
at the time a family, a familywith a four-pronged dog.
So you put her in thereceiver's boat and she helped
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you.
Who was the same dog.
I just found out and I'm alittle mean, I don't know, I
don't know.
I thought about it, I knew itwas too much for me.
Oh God, it was very, you know,too much for me.
We were walking in the grocerystore one time and I was walking
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in the store.
I mean she also knew Sean wasgoing to be a hero, he was going
to be a hero, and then she knewthat was the class she had,
which she had overcome while shewas on the job and she was
getting a few results in and shewas hoping to be able to go
ahead and do it.
Now she's working some othersquare parts oh, that's a little
(33:51):
hair.
Sure, I think they're respectfuland you can talk to your mom.
They can take a nap in the car.
Well, I think they will do itfor a very, very long time, or
for a long time you will take amom and a baby to have a good
(34:16):
time.
You're not going to tell theLord.
Please help me for that.
I'm going to go ahead and do it.
You know I'll be very hard.
You know we have a mom and I'mgoing to do it for mom and I.
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What you Look on the product.
So prep has a role in how youpick a product.
When I went to school, I waslooking at a bunch of different
products and I noticed that whenthey're clean they're really
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heavy.
The smaller look on your headlooks like a lot of stuff.
So I was like I'm gonna goahead and pick a.
Looking ahead, I wrote like,like, like, like, like, like,
like, like, like, like, like,like.
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Told me there was only oneperson.
I was only going to allow allof the father for death and
she's hard for the book.
This is going to be a father,right?
This is going to be a son of amother and I thought this is the
most important thing that youever allow.
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I just wanted to say that Iwasn't ever alone and right.
You know, we spoke off and on.
We spoke on the entire master'slevel.
You know that master's me whenI was a mom.
But I was like I can do itbefore I fall.
And if I want to be a mom, I'mnot Right.
I'm not so when we're when Ifor a whole.
And if I want to go more, I'mnot so.
When my mother came up and sawme and said don't love me, well,
(36:34):
I said I was hilarious.
Oh I'm.
I spent all my time with him,married him and all my work, all
for the same reason.
I was not paying for it.
My husband worked all day.
I was not paying for it.
I was not paying for it.
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I was not going to be a goodteacher.
I'm not going to be a goodteacher.
I'm not going to be a goodteacher.
I'm not going to be a goodteacher.
I'm not going to be a goodteacher.
I'm not going to be a goodteacher.
I'm not going to be a goodteacher.
I'm not going to be a goodteacher.
I'm not going to be a goodteacher.
I'm not going to be a goodteacher.
I'm not going to be a.
I was 20 hours in that Sittingon his bum.
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Dude, you're supposed to be onthe same floor Talking.
You went from school togovernment Like a light foot,
Thank you, okay, you're supposedto be on the same floor.
And I was the only man to dothe fucking thing.
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I was running a day after Boy,what a pain in the ass.
I loved it to the death.
I was too young.
Yeah, yeah, I was on the samepage.
The fire of my fear was no morethan I, I'd say, a couple
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million meters away from dying,or not.
I'm not sure what I'm saying.
Best examples are 11 months ago.
Well, you got it Exactly.
Well, I decided we'd do thewhole thing together and we're
like huh, yeah.
And we're like hmm.
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And then we show each other forthe whole of the year and we're
like, we're like, we're like,we're like, we're like, we're
like, we're like, we're like,we're like, we're like, we're
like, we're like, we're like,we're like, we're like, we're
like, we're like.
And then we show each other andwe walk, and we.
I just thought it was a goodthing that I was able to go to a
(38:58):
place other than the power ofthe government.
I just thought it was a goodthing that I was able to go to a
place other than the power ofthe government.
You know, he had two peggotsOld guys, old guys, old guys my
wife, because they're takingcare of it.
Oh man, well, I'm told Icouldn't see what was in it.
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Like a damn.
I know I couldn't do it like adamn, but I'm not going to say
that was a top of my headdecision.
They won't have my opinionthough.
Yeah, I don't know, but youknow what I'm going to say.
Okay, but you are the first one.
Now you get to buy all of thethings I was saying Uh-huh, and
(39:42):
then I'll give you all of those,okay.
Okay, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
No, I'm sorry, it's both.
You need to press the button.
No, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'msorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm
sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry,I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry,
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I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm
sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'msorry, I'm sorry.
That's a lot of files to hold.
That's a lot of files to hold.
That's a lot of files to hold.
I was doing my best.
I was doing my best.
I was doing my best.
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I was doing my best.
I was doing my best.
I was doing my best.
I was doing my best.
I was doing my best.
I was doing my best.
I was doing my best, I wasdoing my best.
I don't know.
I'm a kid, I'm a kid, I'm a kid, I'm a kid, I'm a kid, I'm a
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kid, I'm a kid, I'm a kid, I'm akid, I'm a kid, I'm a kid, I'm
a kid, I'm a kid, I'm a kid, I'ma kid, I'm a kid, I'm a know, I
don't know, I don't know, Idon't know, I don't know, I
don't know, I don't know, Idon't know, I don't know, I
don't know, I don't know, Idon't know, I don't know, I
don't know, I don't know, Idon't know, I don't know, I
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don't know, I.
I'm not going to have it.
Don't talk about it.
Okay, I believe you.
So I want to be honest.
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I'm going to try to be honest.
I'll be strong.
I'm not going to feel okay,andy, what's up.
I don't think you're going tofeel okay, what is it?
(41:50):
What is it?
What is it?
What is it?
What is it?
What is it?
What is it?
What is it?
What is it?
What is it?
What is it?
What is it?
What is it?
What is it?
What is?
I'm back, I'm back.
I'm back, I'm back, I'm back.
I'm back.
I'm back, I'm back, I'm back,I'm back, I'm back, I'm back.
I'm back, I'm back, I'm back.
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I'm back.
I'm back, I'm back, I'm back,I'm back.
I'm going to go ahead and takea break.
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She was a school teacher and shewas on the bottom of that page.
I'm not talking about myself.
I'm talking about actual help.
Yeah, so those are the stuff onthe website that she's going to
get off.
She's not a proper teacher.
She has a long list of help, soshe's incredibly talented as
(42:55):
far as when she's built someamazing platforms.
Thank you, Thank you forlistening to Unstoppable.
(43:38):
This is my phone and I'mrecording.
Thank you, matt.
Thank you for recording.
Alright, bye, oh, what's that?
What?
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Thank you.
I can't remember that y'all.
Hello, this is Michael, this isNoah, that's me, that's me, I
can make some teeth up y'all.
Hey, it's me, mike, I'm goingto go out and do this.
I'm going to go, ha ha.
So, hey, come on, come on, comeon, come on, come on, come on,
come on, come on, come on.
Oh my God, he's laughing.
(00:31):
Yeah, I'm laughing, I'mlaughing, I'm laughing, I'm
laughing, I'm laughing, I'mlaughing, I'm laughing, I'm
laughing, I'm laughing, I'mlaughing, I'm laughing.
I have a little bit of a problem.
I went on a trip to our farm inthe week.
I went on a trip to our farm inthe week and he has come back
(00:58):
and now he needs to go to theRipple Retreat and he's looking
for a place.
And I'm going to go to theRipple Retreat, I'm going to go
to the Ripple Retreat, retreat,right?
No, birthday, no drama, trauma,no, I just think the presence
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of family.
You know, I heard somethingabout.
No, I don't know, I don't know,I don't know, I don't know, I
don't know, I don't know.
Yeah, all right, just becauseyou know we make a stand around
(01:46):
sometimes, you know we're notlike that.
Well, they bring out because wewon't come to them or I want to
come to them and do that andthen take a time out and I'm
(02:09):
doing my job for me.
I think it's awesome.
They turn around and they lookat me and they say you look like
you're the doctor.
I'm like you're the law, you'rethe person who is supposed to
be the law.
And they try to put me on thephone and say you're the doctor,
that's right, that know.
I'm just saying you know.
Okay, that's right, that'sright.
Yeah, sure, we're still workingon changing our way of thinking
(02:35):
, but if you're talking aboutthe smile attack, you'll see
that a little bit.
The other thing that I value somuch more than what we do is
that our values are so much morethan what we think.
We don't want to be mappingthese courses as fives, as a
collection.
We just added the balancecircle for the field.
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A lot of our courses are toldby the other collectors.
We're going to reach out to allof you to get that from you.
We are offering scholarships.
One home donation is $5.
All of you want to go.
We will take that out of thepile and give other individuals
(03:24):
a chance to print out of thepile.
We will take out these otherindividuals, we will find out.
We will bomb the system you'rerunning.
We want to make sure that wehave a better life.
You never know when viruses arecoming.
That's what we want to helpwith.
We're doing this to pay itforward.
(03:44):
We're doing this to pay itforward.
We're doing this to pay itforward.
My husband is not going to behome.
What, what?
I don't know, I don't know, Idon't know, I don't know, I
don't know, I don't know, Idon't know, I don't know, I
(04:05):
don't know.
I feel like so many people havebeen out on the ground.
Yeah, I don't know, I don'tknow, I don't know, I don't know
, I don't know, I don't know, Idon't know, I don't know, I
don't know, I don't know, Idon't know, I don't know, I
don't know, I don't know.
I didn't.
I people call produce a roleinto a role, in a role, and I'll
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people I'm not ready morecomfortable, I don't know.
(05:02):
And my husband and I just talkedabout this.
We thought some people out inthe country were doing it.
So I thought we would just tryto be a part of it, and those
were the kinds of things thathappened in one of the
collections.
(05:22):
So we thought we would just tryto be a part of it.
I'll stop at any one of thecollections, so if you thought
one of the collections was cool,I just want everyone to order
their products, because I'mgoing to just go through them
all.
I'll give you four of them.
We're live on Facebook.
(05:44):
I have a game of for a long time.
I want to do it because thelast time you did it was right
there.
I know I'm going to type in andher last name is because she
(06:15):
was with us about monsters eightmonths and possibly longer.
Really, yeah, I was with thatmonster and I think it's a hard
time, but it's also, you know,it's really about a girl who's
(06:47):
with her daughter at theforefront of her heart.
Her daughter, that's it.
Her daughter, your daughter isa toe, she's a toe.
What's the time that you spendwith your daughter?
I try to read things when I go.
I'm I've had a when I don't, mywife Strong With the hard way.
(07:24):
I don't know.
I don't know.
It's hard for me to reviewstuff from the home.
Yeah, it's hard.
Yeah, people simply watch.
They just say they want to putit into a movie.
Um, we'll see.
We've got Tyler Kerr going onthe road.
We'd like to get him on theroad.
We'd like to hear from him.
I don't know, um, we'll maybecheck it out.
(07:50):
Who's his first?
Uh, who's first ruler?
So he also is the ruler of theOval, the first and the last
ruler, and then he's the leaderof the Golden First.
It's wild because he's not anactor, because he was a medical.
It was dangerous, you know,because of the way things were.
(08:18):
People were walking down thestreet and there was a whale in
his face with his foot screamingat him get up and get some
water.
Now, if you know anybody who'swired across this bottom guys,
if you see something you knowwith a huge post-conference, do
(08:42):
something about it.
Help them get out of it.
Do they need to do anythingelse?
What's the right direction inlife?
She's written classes, courses.
She's got books out how to makean escape plan, how to start
the movie offer.
That's right.
You know she was there byherself.
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She had no one to turn to, noone to help her on, in fact,
survival.
You know people in ourlifestyle should have known the
person was going to happen,because that narcissist was
actually the single person thatyou know people really bring,
and a lot of survivors.
I'm not talking about victims,but a lot of survivors are kind
of people.
I'm still thinking for these ingeneral.
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Honestly, I'm aware of you andwell aware of that, but the
reason I'm asking this isbecause I'm not sure if you're
familiar with the name as longas you've stayed away from my
brother, I was pregnant and heknew I had to grab up and he was
like, oh, you didn't know.
So I was like, no, he didn'tknow that.
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But he knew and he told me.
I raised my hand and he said,hey, he's pregnant.
Wow, one of the first things welearned was and we were a part
of the first things we learnedwas in our class, we learned to
fight the fight.
Right, that's the first thing.
You're going to come to us,you're going to come to us and
you're going to come to us andyou're going to come to us and
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you're going to come to us One.
I know that you're going tofight the fight and I was going
to fight the fight.
(10:46):
I was trying to get my daughterto come to school and I was not
able to because I knew that hecouldn't be with my mom.
I didn't know that my daughterwas home.
Um, for instance, the boardwasn't made to exact what
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happened.
You can, mom's a little bit andher weather is the first year
off and the weather is not thatawful, or.
I don't know whether I feltthat it was a walk-in or a or a.
In the beginning I thought itwas a walk-in and a lot of times
it was a walk-in.
(11:32):
So I thought about things interms of do the group stuff, and
so I was thinking about thatand and and and the regarding
for.
So I was just in my fallow, Iwas in my fallow, and then for a
girl in the store it was halfof the store in the cornfield,
(11:54):
and so she was born, and she wasborn in the store and she had
to do a post-it note a day to goto the door with an eye-popper,
and so that I just had to, likeyou know, walk through the
stuff, right, and and so that Ijust had to, like you know, walk
her to the doctor.
And I was young and walking,and even with the dog I was like
I'll put you in the room, youknow, but I'm gonna send that
thing and I'll have no idea.
And so I put him to go to thebathroom with the door open.
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Um, on the phone he's oftencalled at times and with the
doorstep, understand that that'sa private time.
That's your real time.
You go in there and it's sortof that personal time.
It's not verbal.
You know, I Multiple times I'vebeen in the bathroom.
There are times I've been inthe bathroom I've been beaten in
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the face Multiple times.
I've me in the face with himSeveral times in front of your
house.
He would testify that if he'ssomething you like to him every
two hundred times and he wouldalso testify that if I, whatever
, he's good, he's a good dog,and so it's really important
that you have a good friend'sheart to accept your tolerance.
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You don't have to be more thanyou can.
I'm so out of style over adozen years and so if you stop
me, I'll show you.
Then you'll find me again.
When I go to the Logan game, Ialways say I don't know, and so
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it would take like four yearsaway I didn't get any.
I don't know, I don't know, Idon't know.
I'm putting in a lot of work.
I did follow up on the first one.
I was talking about that.
Right, I was just talking aboutthe right thing.
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Yes, I'm feeling like my puppyis going to do this.
Yeah, I'm old to show what hewas doing.
He was absolutely horrible.
He was a very healthy puppy.
He was a good dog, but he wasnot.
So I noticed that he was alittle bit more and he was a
(14:19):
little bit more you know, alittle bit more in my life
probably.
So he drove all these peoplearound and went on a ride and he
was really loyal and he wasfine, he was just as kind, he
was great and he was like youknow, there's a thing in there,
it was so good, it was wild, hewas just.
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You know, when I was like Ithink it's going to be a lot of
cool to see people do this, youknow it's normal cruelty, you
know they'll sub you and we haveto compensate All of a sudden,
like the folks said no, andstarring the folk of our time,
and I said, no, we'll go outagain.
(15:06):
And somehow they got whoevergot them got rebeccable and they
asked him if he had a dog andhe was like, well, how come you
had a dog?
And I said, well, I'm seeingthis guy.
And then he said, oh, you had adog before.
And then everything and I canwatch enough, or I'm not like
(15:40):
one hit one, slap one, kiss one.
If you have no competition.
You know, when I startedconnecting with the evidence, I
would go back and look at it.
I will be what I was before,because you're in the same place
(16:06):
right now.
I always enjoyed it because itwas easy, and so it's like you
know they tell us why do youmake us do this?
This is, you know, just likewhat I told you to do.
This is what I was told to do.
You know it was so easy.
But now you know it's like ohmy God, I was parking the truck
(16:27):
and it was parking and it's soeasy.
I don't have to call.
Oh my God, I was parking in theparking lot, I was in the
office and he was calling me.
I was in the office.
I was in the office.
I was in the office.
I was in the office.
I was in the office.
I was in the office.
I was in the office.
I was in the office.
I was in the office.
I was in the office.
I was in the office.
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I was in the I don't know.
My grandparents were in the USand I was always on my phone.
I remember being on my phoneand that was really really tough
.
I remember, I remember, Iremember, I remember, I remember
(17:26):
, I remember, I remember, Iremember, I remember, I remember
, I remember, I remember, Iremember, I remember, I remember
, I remember Me too.
I've been a couple of times.
I've been a couple of times.
I've been a couple of times.
I've been a couple of times.
I've been a couple of times.
I've been a couple of times.
I've been a couple of times.
I've been a couple of times.
I've been a couple of times.
I've been a couple of timesI've been a couple of times I've
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.
So it's really well, I'm goingto go ahead and open the book
again.
Okay, okay, I have no idea, noidea.
We have talked about this, youknow.
We have no idea what's going on.
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We know it's not.
We don't even want to be honest.
They feel lost.
They feel like they have nodesire to let go.
I know they do.
They are cleaning the house andthey have their earphones on
and they're listening.
We know it's listening andthey're listening and they're
listening and they're listeningand they're listening and
(18:31):
they're listening and they'relistening and they're listening
and they're listening andthey're listening and they're
listening and they're listeningand they're listening and
they're listening and they'relistening and they're listening.
One minute alone, one minutealone, one minute alone, one
minute alone, one minute alone,one minute alone, one minute
alone, one minute alone, oneminute alone, one minute alone,
one minute alone, one minutealone, one minute alone, one
minute alone, one minute alone,one minute alone, one minute
alone, one minute alone, oneminute alone, one minute alone,
one minute alone, one.
It's a lot of your time.
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It's a lot of your time.
It's a lot of your time.
It's a lot of your time.
It's a lot of your time.
It's a lot of your time.
It's a lot of your time.
It's a lot of your time.
It's a lot of your time.
It's a lot of your time.
It's a lot of your time.
It's a lot of your time.
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It's a few of the event.
(20:15):
If you suffer from anxiety, thenyou should go and be with
someone that's coming to you.
I'm going to go ahead and start, and that was the last time.
So now, from the mid-community,there's a lot of focus there
(21:09):
with the electronic devices,social media, and that's one
thing, but hopefully we canstart doing this with the
academic folks, the experts,without leaving it to the
students.
I think you know I thought itwas I don Allen, and that's very
similar to what I said at thestart of the job.
But for me it's more like yougo to the store and what I'll do
(21:33):
is go to the store and I'll goto the store.
Well, I don't want to be likeone of those laser phones or
something.
I don't want to takesmartphones.
So I would have to bring areceipt, or I have to, or he'd
see the bags or he'd check thestatement.
(21:53):
So I was able to do all the work.
So I got chopped up.
Once I was looking for thosewith my own saw.
I got chopped up because I wasvery dry with the winter and I
had to get the saw chopped upand I don't have to pay for that
stuff.
Tap Right, I did all the toolsbecause I got a good method of
getting into a metal room.
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So what other buildings and youwant to check out is a?
You know you want to check outand depending on how much I
bought it before.
So if I got a $180 or $10 a day, $40.
And sometimes, you know, twocards a week, $4.90.
(22:36):
Two cards a month, $4.00, $4.00, $4.00, $4.00, $4.00.
It's hard to keep up.
People who buy and they'reliving it and they're getting
paid a different.
Well, you know, what I would dois I'm talking to the realtor.
They have a department in theback room and they call me to
get the money and all.
And I don't have to do that andas long as I go, I get more
money and then it doesn't selland then it's just withdraw.
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It doesn't sell.
A bank is you know?
It doesn't sell.
And so you know I take a job andI found a lot more work.
I'm sorry, I really I put thework Whatever.
You know, I don't know, I'llsee you, I'll see you, but I
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would go to work so I could do alot more work and I would worry
.
But no, but I would go to asupermarket or a Walmart or a
Walmart store and I would getone, but often gift cards or a
store that sells gift cards or aWalmart gift card or something
like that, so that I would haveone of those.
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I was helpless.
Without a little help, I didn'tgo to a phone, and I always
have to.
If I had to go to a hotel, Iwould not have to worry as much
about having to go to a garagemodel because I know it's not
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going to work.
One of the other things that Idid was I would take I would go
into a kind of circus but he wasgoing to a pop circus Because I
(24:51):
told him and they're askingwho's going to help me out.
I said I told him that I wasgoing to see your mom, right?
I said because it's awesome.
And I said it's a job.
I said I'm free and I said I'mgoing to show you a little sign.
So you know it's a long day tosee you.
And then I put it into that.
So it's a long way to see you.
At a new level, you might putit into that and start to have
(25:12):
pictures of yourself in themodel, and then you know that
works and then you cut it.
So that's a good thing to donow and that way I started to
have pictures that way as well.
Did you take any documents fromthe house?
Going to do the photocopies ofyour date?
I did.
(25:32):
I posted a photo of my date.
I posted a photo of my date.
I posted a photo of my date,okay, and I also posted a photo
of us.
I posted a photo of us Okay,okay, okay.
So what's your favorite momenton the bike?
I'm not in particular, butthose are some of the you know,
crawls and stuff like that.
(25:52):
They're all really awesome.
They're a style we have more ofa feeling, and so, um, I don't
know if I was watching that,even though we're not talking
about it today.
So I'm just going to put itback on the bank and right now
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I'm just trying to think of howto make a wealth net.
And so I took them.
I got my family to pay itbecause I signed it up so that
people can just buy them.
And, um, it was, it was, it was, it was, it was, it was, it was
, it was, it was, it was, it was, it was, it was it was a good
sport.
Then I would get a copy and Iwould print on a copy of him and
I would put it in there.
I would do it as a little role.
(26:36):
I would do the fruit and thatway as well.
I do it for myself, but I'm notmaking it a policy of these
things that you can't, and I wasvery positive.
I didn't feel the cost of abuseas much as you can.
I mean, I don't want to get toodetailed about this in other
places.
But, for instance, you knowwhat people are supposed to do
(26:56):
for the first four hours.
Well, your patients that youhave on the line, or what you do
, are either far away or run out.
And I was very, very positiveBecause you know, I was in the
(27:18):
department.
I was broken or needed help witha lot of things I had to go out
and look for.
I would take it to schoolbecause classes didn't hurt with
my school.
I got rid of my mother'shairdress and got a softie.
I would put an empty glass jararound if I was going to brush
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my hair soft to keep it at theirlevel.
I would put them in, a coupleof them in, and I would do them.
I probably didn't have any ofthat because it made me think I
feel like this is somethingdifferent.
You know, it's just a littlebit wrong.
I was kind of angry.
(28:01):
So what I did was I broke a noseand I got to see if I had to go
up and walk with him.
Walk in the car, that was theonly way we could go up and walk
he would.
You know it was a lot.
You don't just go back andthink, what are you going to put
in the car for me?
You're not going to put in thecar for me to pick up?
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He would go into the car andpick me up.
Before that.
I certainly took out.
I'm going to put my shirt inthe front.
I was wow, that was a big thinghe was.
So he was.
You know, he was a big thing.
He was a big thing.
He was a big thing.
He was a big thing.
He was a big thing.
He was a big thing.
He was a big thing.
He was a big thing.
He was a big thing.
He was a big thing, he was abig thing, he.
So I'm doing similar work.
(28:42):
If there are incidences wherethe red was involved, then you
would lose.
I would always say, oh, wasthey saying that before he got
that, or is it a trigger forsomething, that he's been off in
some way?
So everything's going to befine.
So I'm going to go ahead andget started.
(29:02):
I'm going to go ahead and getstarted.
I'm going to go ahead and getstarted.
So it's kind of like a chair andyou can come off as somebody,
but I don't think that's it.
Can I sit right on the table?
No, it's not that.
I mean, I was talking to youbefore and we were going through
all this and I was like there'snothing to do about that, it's
(29:28):
all over the place.
You know, a little bit of email, I don't know, I don't know, I
don't know, I don't know, Idon't know.
Um, I don't know, I don't know,I don't know, I don't know, I
don't know, I don't know, Idon't know.
(30:01):
So who says it's done where shehas not done it, not been a part
of it, or never seen the mostawesome work?
I've never seen the mostawesome work.
I've never seen the mostawesome work.
I've never seen the mostawesome work.
I've never seen the mostawesome work.
I've never seen the mostawesome work.
(30:22):
I've never seen the mostawesome work.
I've never seen the mostawesome work.
I've never seen the mostawesome work.
And now people don't want you towear what you want.
So I really think if I had hadmy thought changed, I think I
would be in a different place,and that's it.
You know, it's just a fight.
We're sorry, you know, and whenyou talk to people, you know
(30:47):
I'll get you on like I justdon't want to.
I just couldn't walk.
I just couldn't walk.
I just couldn't walk.
And so I was asking, the lasttime I was trying to propose, I
just couldn't walk.
And so, because I was in asimilar situation, I wasn't like
(31:12):
that and I had a broken heart.
So I was like what if I'm in asimilar situation and maybe then
I'll go home?
I had a broken heart and youknow me, and I told her you know
I need to get off the call.
I put me in bed.
I got somewhere else, I was inthe super-e and my daughter
(31:33):
started to say hello, I was inlove with her, I was in love
with my husband, so I allowedmyself to go.
I bought a message and I was inthe first program You're going
(31:55):
to.
First of all, you're going tohave to start talking to
yourself, because if you'retalking to yourself, I will tell
you a little bit about it, butfirst I'll do it a little bit
when you're feeling around andI'm so sorry about that, I don't
know, lack of praise.
(32:15):
I don't know, I don't know.
I don't know, I don't know.
I don't know.
I don't know.
I don't know, I don't know.
I don't know.
I don't know, I don't know, Idon't know, I don't know, I
don't know.
I was going to go to thehospital and I was going to go
to the doctor and I was going togo to the doctor, and I was
going to go to the doctor, and Iwas going to go to the doctor
and I was going to go to thedoctor, and I was going to go to
(32:36):
the doctor, and I was going togo to the doctor, and I was
going to go to the doctor, and Iwas going to go to the doctor
and I was going to go to thedoctor.
I looked around and saw yourdaughter, our daughter, and was
at the time a family, a familywith a four-pronged dog.
So you put her in thereceiver's boat and she helped
(33:02):
you.
Who was the same dog.
I just found out and I'm alittle mean, I don't know, I
don't know.
I thought about it, I knew itwas too much for me.
Oh God, it was very, you know,too much for me.
We were walking in the grocerystore one time and I was walking
(33:26):
in the store.
I mean she also knew Sean wasgoing to be a hero, he was going
to be a hero, and then she knewthat was the class she had,
which she had overcome while shewas on the job and she was
getting a few results in and shewas hoping to be able to go
ahead and do it.
Now she's working some othersquare parts oh, that's a little
(33:51):
hair.
Sure, I think they're respectfuland you can talk to your mom.
They can take a nap in the car.
Well, I think they will do itfor a very, very long time, or
for a long time you will take amom and a baby to have a good
(34:16):
time.
You're not going to tell theLord.
Please help me for that.
I'm going to go ahead and do it.
You know I'll be very hard.
You know we have a mom and I'mgoing to do it for mom and I.
(34:51):
What you Look on the product.
So prep has a role in how youpick a product.
When I went to school, I waslooking at a bunch of different
products and I noticed that whenthey're clean they're really
(35:11):
heavy.
The smaller look on your headlooks like a lot of stuff.
So I was like I'm gonna goahead and pick a.
Looking ahead, I wrote like,like, like, like, like, like,
like, like, like, like, like,like.
(35:38):
Told me there was only oneperson.
I was only going to allow allof the father for death and
she's hard for the book.
This is going to be a father,right?
This is going to be a son of amother and I thought this is the
most important thing that youever allow.
(35:59):
I just wanted to say that Iwasn't ever alone and right.
You know, we spoke off and on.
We spoke on the entire master'slevel.
You know that master's me whenI was a mom.
But I was like I can do itbefore I fall.
And if I want to be a mom, I'mnot Right.
I'm not so when we're when Ifor a whole.
And if I want to go more, I'mnot so.
When my mother came up and sawme and said don't love me, well,
(36:34):
I said I was hilarious.
Oh I'm.
I spent all my time with him,married him and all my work, all
for the same reason.
I was not paying for it.
My husband worked all day.
I was not paying for it.
I was not paying for it.
(36:55):
I was not going to be a goodteacher.
I'm not going to be a goodteacher.
I'm not going to be a goodteacher.
I'm not going to be a goodteacher.
I'm not going to be a goodteacher.
I'm not going to be a goodteacher.
I'm not going to be a goodteacher.
I'm not going to be a goodteacher.
I'm not going to be a goodteacher.
I'm not going to be a goodteacher.
I'm not going to be a.
I was 20 hours in that Sittingon his bum.
(37:21):
Dude, you're supposed to be onthe same floor Talking.
You went from school togovernment Like a light foot,
Thank you, okay, you're supposedto be on the same floor.
And I was the only man to dothe fucking thing.
(37:43):
I was running a day after Boy,what a pain in the ass.
I loved it to the death.
I was too young.
Yeah, yeah, I was on the samepage.
The fire of my fear was no morethan I, I'd say, a couple
(38:18):
million meters away from dying,or not.
I'm not sure what I'm saying.
Best examples are 11 months ago.
Well, you got it Exactly.
Well, I decided we'd do thewhole thing together and we're
like huh, yeah.
And we're like hmm.
(38:38):
And then we show each other forthe whole of the year and we're
like, we're like, we're like,we're like, we're like, we're
like, we're like, we're like,we're like, we're like, we're
like, we're like, we're like,we're like, we're like, we're
like, we're like.
And then we show each other andwe walk, and we.
I just thought it was a goodthing that I was able to go to a
(38:58):
place other than the power ofthe government.
I just thought it was a goodthing that I was able to go to a
place other than the power ofthe government.
You know, he had two peggotsOld guys, old guys, old guys my
wife, because they're takingcare of it.
Oh man, well, I'm told Icouldn't see what was in it.
(39:21):
Like a damn.
I know I couldn't do it like adamn, but I'm not going to say
that was a top of my headdecision.
They won't have my opinionthough.
Yeah, I don't know, but youknow what I'm going to say.
Okay, but you are the first one.
Now you get to buy all of thethings I was saying Uh-huh, and
(39:42):
then I'll give you all of those,okay.
Okay, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
No, I'm sorry, it's both.
You need to press the button.
No, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'msorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm
sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry,I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry,
(40:04):
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm
sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'msorry, I'm sorry.
That's a lot of files to hold.
That's a lot of files to hold.
That's a lot of files to hold.
I was doing my best.
I was doing my best.
I was doing my best.
(40:26):
I was doing my best.
I was doing my best.
I was doing my best.
I was doing my best.
I was doing my best.
I was doing my best.
I was doing my best, I wasdoing my best.
I don't know.
I'm a kid, I'm a kid, I'm a kid, I'm a kid, I'm a kid, I'm a
(40:47):
kid, I'm a kid, I'm a kid, I'm akid, I'm a kid, I'm a kid, I'm
a kid, I'm a kid, I'm a kid, I'ma kid, I'm a kid, I'm a know, I
don't know, I don't know, Idon't know, I don't know, I
don't know, I don't know, Idon't know, I don't know, I
don't know, I don't know, Idon't know, I don't know, I
don't know, I don't know, Idon't know, I don't know, I
(41:09):
don't know, I.
I'm not going to have it.
Don't talk about it.
Okay, I believe you.
So I want to be honest.
(41:29):
I'm going to try to be honest.
I'll be strong.
I'm not going to feel okay,andy, what's up.
I don't think you're going tofeel okay, what is it?
(41:50):
What is it?
What is it?
What is it?
What is it?
What is it?
What is it?
What is it?
What is it?
What is it?
What is it?
What is it?
What is it?
What is it?
What is?
I'm back, I'm back.
I'm back, I'm back, I'm back.
I'm back.
I'm back, I'm back, I'm back,I'm back, I'm back, I'm back.
I'm back, I'm back, I'm back.
(42:10):
I'm back.
I'm back, I'm back, I'm back,I'm back.
I'm going to go ahead and takea break.
(42:31):
She was a school teacher and shewas on the bottom of that page.
I'm not talking about myself.
I'm talking about actual help.
Yeah, so those are the stuff onthe website that she's going to
get off.
She's not a proper teacher.
She has a long list of help, soshe's incredibly talented as
(42:55):
far as when she's built someamazing platforms.
Thank you, Thank you forlistening to Unstoppable.
(43:38):
This is my phone and I'mrecording.
Thank you, matt.
Thank you for recording.
Alright, bye, oh, what's that?
What?
(43:58):
Thank you.
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