3. Exploring the Depths of Healing with Teri Martell and Amber Parisi

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SPEAKER_00 (00:00):
Welcome to Across the Table.
I'm James Fidoggio.
Pull up a chair and sit down.
We're about to have aconversation.
With me today, I have TerryMartell.
Martell.
Martell, sorry.
Amber Parisi.
Terry is a hypnotherapist,astrologer, Reiki master, Tai

(00:25):
Chi instructor.
And a few other things.
And a few other things.
This is going to be a funconversation.
I'm very much looking forward toit.
And Amber is a Reiki master.
Is it Sekhmet and Sekhem?
Sekhmet, Sekhem.
And a master hypnosis.

(00:48):
Well, many other things.
Yeah, there's a couple differentanimal and Arcturian in there,
too.
Yeah.
Reiki.
They have a website called...
secretsofhealing.net.
They have a website that hasonline classes.
It's actually a very nicewebsite.
It's very workable also.

(01:09):
And then they also haveworkshops and in-person classes.
So do you ladies like to tell mea little bit about what you guys
are trying to do there?

UNKNOWN (01:25):
Okay.

SPEAKER_00 (01:25):
Well, first of all, Secrets of Healing actually came
out of my email.
I've been secretsofhealing atyahoo.com for lots and lots of
years.
And then what happened was whenI met Amber, I was wanting to do

(01:47):
a website, but I am not...
Technologically sad.
I have not.
Well, actually, no, I met youbefore that, long before that.
She was getting in with somepeople.
you were going to call itStarlight, and that's when you

(02:10):
were doing a website.
That website was calledStarlight.
Oh, that's right.
And then I was actually going togive her the website because I
didn't know what to do with it.
So she created a beautifulwebsite.
Yes, it is.
A lot of it has to do with mywork, but it's also her work.
She's getting very creative inherself by working in the blogs

(02:34):
and stuff like that.
So I've been really impressedover the fact that she's
actually finding herself throughthat website.
With your help, because it'syour knowledge.
I've taken a lot of yourknowledge.
So did you learn from Terri?
Yeah, she trained me in Reikiand hypnotherapy.

(02:54):
Well, I guess I'd be ahypnotherapist.
So when did you guys end uphooking up?
It was 2019.
I remember.
It was before COVID.
Yeah.
Well, somehow we met each other.
I really don't know.
Maybe she came to one of myworkshops or something.
Yeah, it started out that well,because I was friends with
Kristen and Kristen was gettingReiki from you because she had

(03:14):
stomach pains.
Oh, that's right.
And she was seeing that this isthe only thing that worked for
her was the Reiki.
So then she started studyingfrom you and you guys were going
to partner up.
And then that's how I met youwas through her.
And then I brought Eddie to oneof your workshops.
And yeah, OK.
So it was just kind of like wejust kind of found each other,
which how I would look at that,okay, is basically it's a soul

(03:41):
connection, okay?
So we get intermittentlythroughout life, we run into
soulmates, okay?
And it's actually a contract.
It's a soul contract that we runinto people that are going to
serve each other at some level,you know?
So basically I've had, quite afew soul contracts that came

(04:03):
into my life to help me overcomelow self-esteem, help me get
into parts of me that I didn'tknow that I had.
But at the same time, there wasalways an even exchange going
on.
So Amber is also when we met,obviously, because there's a lot
of people that you meet that youjust meet them and then you get

(04:24):
on with your merry way.
But you might remember eachother, you know, for the
conversation that you had.
But And that's about all it was.
But when you meet somebody andyou just feel like you want to
keep knowing that person thatperson keeps on coming into your
life or vice versa and you havestimulating conversations then

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what happens is that you knowthat that's a soulmate so Amber
and I at some level is asoulmate she's helping me in as
I'm aging she's helping me tokeep myself moving forward in my
career and then at the same timeshe is evolving growing She's

(05:12):
becoming happier because she'sfinding something in herself
that she didn't really know whatshe had before.
So this is just my point ofview.
Don't let me talk for you.
But that's basically what it is.
We connected and became asoulmate.
That's awesome.

(05:34):
I know there's certain peoplethat you meet in life where it's
like, yeah, i can't do withoutthat right and and those are the
people like a lot of times we'reall in uh spiritual groups okay
we come to earth to to grow okayat a spiritual level okay so uh

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so the whole aspect of it isthat um there's always uh when
you're on the other side Okay.
As above, as below, you know,because there's life on the
other side as well.
But it's highly evolved on theother side, you know, because
the other side is space.
That's a lot of room for a lotof souls to be living, you know.

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And so the whole aspect of it isthat when it's like an
astrological chart, okay?
When you decide or you aregranted permission, I guess,
however that works, you comeover here to experience life or
to create or to help others.

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So you're here either to grow orto help others.
So when I do an astrologicalchart, I'm looking at the top
part of the horizon and thebottom part of the horizon
because the astrological chartis the imprint of your soul.
that you made up with othersoulmates.
So as a soul, we are fragments.

(07:01):
Even though she was born laterthan me, the whole aspect of it
is that the fragment of her soulsaid, you're going to meet the
other fragment of my soul.
And we're going to have ajourney together.
I'm going to help you overcomesome obstacles.

(07:22):
I'm going to you're going tohave these types of things.
And she's going to help you agegracefully in your career as you
still serve humankind.
So that's how I see that.
Or even the soulmate that I hadyears ago who also did podcasts
with me.

(07:43):
And so and some of Thosepodcasts are on YouTube.
Whenever I channel, I don't knowwhat I'm saying.
And so he would do that, but Inever watched them.
So it's for people.
I'm sorry.
I kind of like threw too muchout.

(08:06):
Explain channeling.
Yes.
Channeling.
Like, first of all, I never knewthat I channeled.
I had a near-death experiencewhen I was 17.
And, and so what happened was I,I, I, like went down into that
tunnel where that light is.
And the tunnel to me was like anairplane airport escalator.

(08:31):
And I was just slowly movingtowards the light.
And I could see my life flashingby me.
And which the only person that'sjudging me was me, you know,
basically.
And then so.
That can be your worst judge.
That's right, yeah.
But at 17, it just told me thatI was immature.

(08:52):
Okay, but at 17, yeah.
Of course you're immature.
So I got down there to the end,and there was two...
huge what I perceived as angels,okay, at that time in my life.
And so, I mean, they were huge.
And the closer I got, the moreyounger, innocent I became.

(09:13):
I could feel that innocencecoming through me.
And so what happened was I justgot there and said, okay, I'm
ready to go, you know, becauseyou are.
The closer you get there, you'reready.
You know where you're going.
And so what happened was I endedup, they looked at me with these
huge voices and said, you can'tcome home yet.

(09:39):
You have a contract to fulfilland a mission to complete.
Now, at 17, and then they poppedme back in my body, but at 17,
you don't know what that is.
So I went on a journey fromthere because then all of a
sudden I started seeing things,hearing things.
I was scared.
I was really scared a lot.

(10:02):
You can say shitless.
It's good.
It was coming out.
Yes, we talk like normal.
The Scorpio on me says.
I think it.
So anyway, so what happened was,so when I came back, I kind of
like, I could tell now inhindsight, I could see how my

(10:24):
growth really, um, washappening.
There was a lot of, um, I cameback with, uh, these extra
sensory abilities, which we callthe six senses.
Okay.
Like it's the sixth sense andthe sixth sense is your
Claire's.
So it was basically, um, your,um, the all knowing like Claire
essence, Claire, it's kind oflike an amplification of all

(10:46):
your senses.
And so, and so I came back with,um, being able to see things
that I couldn't understand.
I came back and I used to hidefrom it.
Like it was a little scarybecause I'm thinking I'm crazy.
Especially when you're 17 andnone of this seems normal to
anyone that's quote unquotenormal.

(11:07):
Right, right.
And I've never been reallynormal.
I was going to say, you evensaid your family thought you
were nuts.
My mother thought I wasschizophrenic.
Did they try to medicate you?
Um, no, no.
Um, she would just say like, ifI told her that, um, that, um,
gnomes were crawling through mywindow and, and, um, having a
party in the room or somethinglike that, she goes, Oh, Terry,

(11:30):
just go to sleep.
You know, so, you know, so itwas, it was kind of like, um,
that kind of thing.
After a while, you just kind oflike, like, uh, just not say
anything, you know?
Right.
So, um, so basically, and plus Iwas still living the physical

(11:52):
life, the life that I was raisedin, you know, like, um, I'm, um,
you know, I was born in thefifties.
And so, so it was kind of like,um, it was a whole different,
uh, dynamics, you know?
Um, and so, so the whole aspectof it is that, um, I came in as
a light worker and didn't knowit.

(12:12):
So my job, and of course, I saw,I felt, seeing dark things
happen and experience darkthings, but what I recognize now
after many, many years, it'snot, it's only your own fear.
It's what you've been taughtthat creates that darkness that

(12:36):
you manifest yourself.
So I've learned a lot justthrough those experiences.
The fear, I find that to beinteresting because that's one
of the reasons why I do this isbecause it scares me to death.
And I was like, you know, Idon't like being on.

(12:58):
And to me in that, in someessence, you become scared.
better because you're calm andcourageous.
Absolutely.
So what you're doing is you'redisplaying courage.
So many people told me that Iwas very courageous, even though
I didn't feel courageous, butother people would tell me that.
And then it wasn't until lateron, I think in my 30s, I became

(13:23):
like the seeker.
So would you say a seeker oflike knowledge?
Yes.
It was like, even though I waslike a C student in school
because I'm more of an empath, Ihave to have my hands on
something in order to learnsomething, okay?
Or I have to hear it, you know,like audio.

(13:46):
So basically, and the schoolsystems teach you everything
through your sight back in thosedays.
I'm hoping that that, well, no,I'm not hoping.
I know it's going to change by2050.
The whole world is going to bedifferent.
And so basically, so I actuallyfelt like I was dumb, but at the

(14:11):
same time, because everybodymade me feel that way.
But at the same time, out ofthat, I was also an abused
child.
And, and so the first 20 yearsof my life was about abuse.
And it was also about, it wasalso, you know, and then by the
time I was 17, I I was a rapevictim and strangled to death.

(14:36):
And so I went through a lot ofadversities in the first 20
years of my life, which made mesay, screw this.
And my mantra was, my God, lifehas got to be better than this.
I have probably said that somany times in my younger years.

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And finally, they showed me.
So people started coming into mylife that started showing me
different things about myself.
So the whole aspect of it isthat I was fascinated with
knowledge.
And I used to hang out withalways older people, even when I

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was a kid.
I loved talking to older peopleor American Indians.
I had my friends.
I already know what you're aboutto say.
I'm not going to say it.
Kind of like my first boyfriendas a teenager was a 40-year-old
American Indian.
But he wasn't a boyfriend.
No, he wasn't.
But he was, in a way, he was asoulmate who came in to this

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16-year-old girl at that time.
And we would talk and talk andhe would teach me things and we
would smoke pot pot togetherreally good stuff but i'm not a
pothead and um and so and wewould um just uh yeah
unabashedly okay and so so thewhole aspect of it is that he he

(16:09):
taught me things about what theindian spirituality and all
kinds of things and like i waslike a puppy dog you know
because i was so fascinated inhis history and things like
that.
And anybody who came into mylife that had something
different to talk about that hadto do with history or had to do

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with something fascinating, Iwas drawn to it.
So I was already following mypath as I was trying to navigate
through this volatile world.
So So actually it wasn't until,and so those were my early
formative type years that got mehere.

(16:54):
And then it wasn't until, and Idid a lot of traveling.
Like I was a single mom.
And I was kind of like a gypsy.
You know, I was out of the houseby 17 or 18 years old or
something like that.
Yeah.
And so I would I would at thetime I was a waitress and you

(17:15):
can get a waitressing jobanywhere.
And I was always smart aboutmoney.
You know, kind of like I wouldsave the money.
I would I would say, oh, I wantto go live in California.
And and then I would make surethat I saved enough money to get
an apartment for the boys.
I would make sure that I had ajob before I even got there,

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every time that I traveled to astate.
And I would live there a year ortwo, and then I'd say, oh, it's
time for me to go again.
Now, this would have been like60s, 70s?
70s, yeah, mostly through the70s, yeah.
Wow, I guess a waitressing jobwould have been like...

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pretty standard for a woman atthat point.
Yeah, it was way interesting.
And then in the meantime, I wasgoing to school.
I went to medical terminologyschool and learned a lot about
medical things.
And then I became a medical billcollector and things like that.
And I actually, everything camein, I noticed that everything

(18:19):
came in in synchronicity becausemy son was 10 years old at that
time.
And I just got a job as amedical bill collector as in the
So I had immediate insurance andhe ended up with a brain tumor.
So it was just kind of like youcan see the synchronicity of how
my adventures would unfold intosomething.

(18:41):
I find synchronicity to befascinating.
I love synchronicity.
It's almost like the affirmationthat you're on the right.
Right, that, yes.
Well, I teach that in angeltherapy.
Oh, it's just a message from theangels.
Yeah, yep.
Actually, did you get that inthe website, the workshop?
The second one?

(19:02):
The first one, yeah.
Yeah, the first one's in there.
It's ready to go.
Yeah, so I do, because I'm so intune to angels, so to get to
that part, Actually, whathappened after that, I became a
seeker.
And as I was traveling, I wouldmeet people and people would

(19:24):
teach me things.
It was just automatic.
It was like I was being guided.
But I was still living in thisvolatile world at the same time,
still trying to keep a roof overour head, food in our bellies,
dealing with bosses who wantedto try to get you in bed all the
time.
All of that stuff.

(19:44):
And so coming back...
During that time period.
Yeah.
And by the time I was about 32,I think, or 33, even maybe even
before that, I started, somehowI started getting interested in
like chakras and auras, thingslike that.

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And so I kind of moved toWisconsin.
Okay.
And, and there is where I becamea Reiki master.
And it was a woman who actually,she actually was old school.
And so she was like one of thestudents from one of the

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Takata's, like there was, therewas grandmasters, like there was
Yasui, Yara Hashi.
Yasui founded it.
He rediscovered it.
Right.
So is there, like, differentfactions of Reiki?
Yes.
Okay.
Well, Yasui is the main one,because he was the founder of
Reiki.

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You know, like, he did kind oflike what Jesus did.
He went on a mountain andmeditated to...
how Jesus healed.
So he wanted to find out howJesus healed.
And then all of a sudden, afterdoing fasting and meditating
for, I guess, 20 days, it was,he finally got downloaded with a

(21:13):
bunch of symbols and whatever hedid, he opened up his own
practice in Japan.
And so it was kind of like wordof mouth at that time.
It was kind of like you came tohis school or his place and you
practiced Reiki on people Aroundthe 20s?
Yeah, probably around the 20s,yeah, 1900s, early 1900s.

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And then, so what happened washe actually, then Yahashi came
in, who was from the military,and he became a grandmaster.
And then Takada, she became a,she basically became was living

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in Hawaii, and then she heardabout that healing.
I'm just kind of likesimplifying, because it is a big
teaching.
And so basically, so she wentout there and got healed, okay?
And so- It's like, what wasailing her?
Oh, what was ailing her?

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I think it was, it didn't haveto do with her stomach or
something, gallbladder.
Was it the gallbladder?
I don't remember.
It's something to do with thestomach, I think it was.
And she was very ill, and Ithink she got ill maybe because
of how her husband died.
You've got to remember, this isway back in time when we didn't
have medicine like we havetoday.

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And Dakota, actually, when shefinally died, she asked
permission to bring it to theUnited States.
And that's how it became Reiki.
And so she trained 22 peoplebefore she died.
And one of those students was mytrainer's teacher.

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So they were close in thelineage of Yasui.
And so what happened was, and Iwas divinely guided there.
I was living here, I had a houseon Pine Avenue in Altoona, and I
was living here and I kept onhearing this voice in the back
of my head saying, move.

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move.
And I'm sitting there like,well, what do you want me to
move to?
No wonder my mother thought Iwas schizophrenic.
So anyway, and I didn't knowwhat they really, and I was
already a hypnotist by then, youknow, I was studying hypnosis.
And so what happened was Ifigured, okay, if I'm going to

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move, since you're not going totell me where to move, And for
some reason, I just listened tothat voice.
I sold everything in my house.
I rented my house out to therenter from hell, which forced
me to come back.
Okay.
And then, but basically, so Iended up going towards Colorado
because if I wanted to goanywhere and that's where I

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wanted to go.
It's beautiful out there.
Yeah, it is.
I lived out there twice.
And so basically, so whathappened, I wouldn't live out
there now though.
It's too congested.
And so, but basically, so whathappened was somehow I got up to
Wisconsin, driving throughWisconsin and And I thought, you

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know, I met this lady at a pastlife regression workshop.
I think I'm going to go say hito her.
And I called her up and stufflike that.
And then she talked me intostaying.
And so what I did was I founda...
a Vietnamese family who actuallyhad a room for rent.
So I rented out the room, got ajob working at Homestead, which

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Homestead's all over thecountry.
So and then and then I turnedaround and I stayed there for
about a year.
And then I met this guy I saw intheir ishness or a workshop.
And I called the guy up and Isaid, I just moved here and I
don't have any money.
But are you going to have thisclass again?
Because it sounds reallyinteresting.

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And so basically what happenedwas he said, oh, come anyway.
And I love that because I wouldsay the same thing.
I've had so many giving peopleto me.
I can't help but be givingmyself.
It's almost like I say, I giveit out freely.

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Even though I do charge somemoney just to pay my bills and
stuff like that.
But the whole aspect of it isthat I'm not like the people
that are charging hundreds andhundreds of dollars to do what
I'm capable of doing.
So basically, what happenedwas...

(25:59):
um how do you got to helen borisyeah so i so what happened was
uh he ended up he was a reikimaster and he ended up um um uh
having me come to his reikishares and stuff like that and
then i was already had i thinkreiki what is a reiki share a
reiki share is when um reikipractitioners and and the

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outside are other people fromthe outside who aren't reiki
people are invited to come inand we practice on people like
um like um uh reiki circles arekind of like uh uh getting
together and and talking aboutsomething that has to do with
reiki or energy healing orsomething like that so does the
expanded amount of energy doanything yeah and you can um

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with people with four people insomebody's body it's like 15
minutes within 15 minutes therethey they get the reiki that
they need for the body to Toheal.
Like an hour's worth.
Yeah.
It's like an hour's worth ofReiki one-on-one.
Really?
Yeah.
Now, does that take from yourenergy reservoir when you're

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helping people with pain?
Do you take in that energy?
Well, in the beginning, I did.
Okay.
But I had to learn more.
like I'm an experiential, so Ilearn by my own mistakes.
And so, and of course, remember,I was trained by people that
were old school.
So some things were taught likeprotection and stuff like that.

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And so the whole thing is, isthat because I'm an empath and
anybody who has trauma is anempath.
And so basically I would take ontheir, illness so when i worked
with somebody who had cancer iwould get so so um um like uh

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tired fatigued afterwards andthen i would just have to quit
you know or i just pushed my waythrough the day and then it
wasn't until really coveted okayi ended up with covid and
whenever i get sick That's whenmy family from the other side
comes to me.

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And it is fascinating.
But it seems like they createthat to happen because what
happens that when I get sick,when I had COVID, I actually
thought at some point I gotparalyzed.
And there are times when theywill paralyze me because they
got to get a message through.

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And so they'll paralyze me.
And then this big, ball of lightwill come into my eyes, like my
face.
And then all of a sudden I'llget past that light and I'll see
this beautiful, beautiful door.
And I know that someday I'mgoing to walk through that door.
Interesting.

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And so, so basically, and so thedoor is like all like wrought
iron with beautiful flowersembedded in it and stuff like
that.
And you can see the shadowsbehind it, but the door never
opens.
And so, so basically for it too.
Yeah.
So basically, so what happenedwas I said, am I dying now?
You know?

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And, and I get this voice everytime that they've done it to me,
they say no.
Okay.
And, and it's a loud voice.
And, um, and then I said, well,why, why am I, why am I sick or
something like that?
And, uh, they said, because youneed the rest.

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And so whenever I get a flu nowor whenever I get sick, I, and
I, that puts me to rest.
Um, I realized that that's whatit is, but they told me in that
case when I had COVID, they saidthat, um, I said, well, um, They
said that I actually am notprotected.

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And I asked them, how do I getprotected?
And so they showed me my chiball because I'm a Tai Chi
instructor.
And they just said, take yourchi ball and clean yourself off
after each.
each client, you know, and thentake, yeah, to cleanse myself
from the client's stuff because,because, because I'm an empath

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that actually takes on theirenergy.
So they come in feeling terribleand leave feeling great.
All my clients tell me that.
Yeah.
And she taught us in Reiki towash with cold water, wash our
hands with water to break that,the bond.
Yeah.
Interesting.

(30:48):
There's different ways that youcan protect yourself.
Do you also do a protection foryourself before you begin it?
See, the thing is that I thinkmost of the people from the 70s
and maybe the 80s have learnedshamanism and ritualism.
I don't do ritualism.

(31:11):
The closest I come to aritualism is attuning people.
Okay, but I see it differentlythan somebody who is dancing
around somebody or doing sageand stuff like that.
Plus, I don't buy into negativeenergy.

(31:33):
Like, I used to, okay?
But I don't...
I always...
Becoming a hypnotist or becomingthe channel is where I learned
this, is that every soul onearth goes through traumas.
It's traumatic just to be born.

(31:54):
That's very traumatic.
Right.
For the soul.
Yeah.
So basically, it's their ownfears that creates the
manifestation of something dark.

UNKNOWN (32:06):
Right.

SPEAKER_00 (32:08):
I truly believe that.
But you work with the angels.
You call in Archangel Michaeland he's a protection.
And I do.
The only reason I do that isbecause I channeled them.
So, because I know they're real.
Okay.
And so the reason that I do thatis because, uh, the channel,
because the angels, I used togo, um, ghost busting when I

(32:30):
first got started into thischanneling and I used to, um,
uh, try to help them to move,move on.
And then one time I lost a toothover it and I said, that's it.
I had enough of that.
And then all of a sudden theangels came in and the angel
said to me that, um, that youwill be our messenger okay and

(32:54):
um and so so basically um i theni started channeling the angels
so i channeled um and whatwhoever wanted to come in okay
and then interesting yeah sowhoever wanted to come in
because they were teaching memm-hmm It wasn't me just going
out there and learning all thisstuff.
It was they were teaching me.

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So the thing is, is that I gotto understand, you know, and
then I started researching, youknow, things like what angels
were all about and stuff likethat.
Because back in my day, wedidn't have YouTube.
Okay.
And so basically, once I startedlearning more and meeting other
people and stuff like that, Istarted putting it all together.

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So yeah, when I do thearchangels and stuff like that,
I have that awareness now.
that Archangel Raphael is thehealer.
Even in Catholicism, they areaware of that type of energy.
Yes, they are.
Yeah, and I'm not a religiousperson.

(33:58):
I wasn't raised in religion, butI seem to know who Jesus is.
I have vivid dreams of being inhis life.
She's channeled him before.
Really?
Yeah, and also the archangels.
I've channeled angels and eventhe elementals.
I would sit at a river at onetime with my sister-in-law and I

(34:19):
said, I said, you know, there'sin that brook, you know, like it
was a little brook and I'msitting there like you can see
them dancing around in there.
And and so and then I said,would you like me to tell you
what they're what they're allabout?
And then the next thing I know,I'm telling her what the story

(34:43):
of telling them the story ofthat elemental, as in not water,
you know, and what was sofascinating is that when we
started walking back up to thehouse, then I noticed a tree
that looked like a moose.
I realized that there's life ineverything, you know, so they
taught me, you know, it's,that's how it is.

(35:05):
kind of unfolded for me.
Interesting.
And then extraterrestrialsstarted coming in, which are
another benevolent being, butthere are some bad ones because
early on there was reptiliansthat were still kind of like

(35:26):
trying to keep their way in, andthere's still some here.
I only recently heard about thereptilian thing, and it kind of
blew me away.
Yeah.
Reptilians don't likelightworkers.
They don't like them coming in.
And so they will come in and tryto disrupt what you're doing.
And of course, I didn't evenknow I was a lightworker.
And I never call myself alightworker, but I'm aware of

(35:51):
it.
I'm aware of it now.
But the whole aspect of it isthat I'm just a person.
who's doing what she lovesdoing.
I love the fact that I have acommunication with the unseen.
I never let anybody, even backin the day when I started doing

(36:14):
hypnosis and started doing Reikiand stuff like that, you get
that Bible propaganda on thedoorstep, it never fazed me.
Some people get afraid of it andthey get mad and stuff like
that.
It just never fazed me.
I just chuckle.
But I loved all the experiencesI was getting, like the brush of

(36:35):
an angel's wing that put me downto the ground and things like
that.
And I was just kind of likefascinated with that side of me.
And I think it's because thedeath was part of my awakening.
And then later on, I wentthrough another awakening called
the Kundalini.
And I went through what theycall a rapid Kundalini, even

(36:57):
though I do realize that noteverybody goes through a rapid
Kundalini.
Kundalini.
It's kind of dangerous,actually.
Can you explain for everybodyelse who doesn't know what a
Kundalini is?
Yeah.
Although you did just explain itto me earlier, but it'd be good
for everybody else.
Well, the Kundalini isbasically, and I wrote a story
about it.
I read this so many times, Ijust can't seem to get it But

(37:22):
anyway, so the Kundalini, nowit's in the diction or Indian
encyclopedia as a rhythmicenergy from the base of the
spine that comes up the spine,okay, off and on.
Isn't that like coiled?
It's like coiled down there andthen it...
It's kind of like a rhythmicenergy, because we are made up

(37:45):
of energy, and we're made up ofelectricity as well.
We're electromagnetic.
Right, absolutely.
That's what our world is, too.
Yeah, that's right.
That's how Reiki works.
So basically, what happened oneday is that I went to this

(38:06):
workshop in Virginia, and theyasked me to tell them how I
healed as an abused child and arape victim, how I healed
through hypnosis and past liferegression or regression and
past life regression.
So I talked about it and stufflike that.
And then some guy came up to meafterwards and he hugged me and

(38:30):
he said, He said something to melike, there's a lot of good
people out there, good men outthere, don't just give up on
them and stuff like that.
And so, but while he was huggingme, I melted like butter.
I felt like I was about to justfall into his arms and just melt

(38:51):
like butter.
And I have this orgasmicfeeling, you know, and the
Kundalini is orgasmic.
Okay.
especially when an angel comesin.
Okay.
And so, and there is a movie.
I was going to say mine was notlike this.
So hers is a pleasant one.

(39:13):
Yeah.
Let's let Terry finish herorgasmic story.
All right.
Yeah.
Orgasmic is better than I guesswith you that.
Yeah.
So anyway, so what happened wasI turned around and, and, and,
And at that time, there was no,didn't have technology like us.
We just were emailing each otherback and forth.

(39:35):
And so I told him, I said, youknow, ever since you hugged me,
I've been feeling this energylike, you know, down in my root
chakra.
And it's like, and I feel likeI'm a teenager in love.
You know, my skin feels soft.
I just feel like I'm in lovewith you.
And so he just said, and hedidn't really know.

(39:56):
Everybody does this to me.
They don't really know.
know what I'm talking about, butthey just say, let it unravel.
And they get to watch the story.
So basically, I got almostfanatical.
I would get up in the middle ofthe night, and I'd just be

(40:18):
typing, typing, typing, typing,and I wish I still had those
notes, but I gave them tosomebody to help me write the
story, and then she died.
So I lost my notes.
But anyway, so I was typing tohim all this time, telling him
how much I loved him or how Ifeel this love for him.
It was very confusing to tellyou.

(40:39):
It was confusing.
How old were you at this point?
I was probably about 36.
Yeah, 36 when I went throughthat.
And then I started recognizingthat I could feel this grid,
like this grid coming up from myfeet up into and my legs, you

(41:00):
know how like mesh, the mesh, Ifelt it like it was just growing
up through my legs.
And then all of a sudden, Istarted waking up in the middle
of the night.
They always were good enough towake me up in the middle of the
night to do this instead ofduring the day when I had to be

(41:21):
productive in the world.
So basically every time anangel, there was three angels
that came in and I didn't knowwho they were, but now I do
realize who they were.
And so basically ArchangelMichael was the one who came in
when I was resistant.
gave me the courage to gothrough it, things like that.

(41:43):
Archangel Gabriel was in theretalking to me a lot and trying
to get me to calm down because Iwas scared and nervous because
weird things would happen.
Like one time I felt likesomebody jacked me up against my
bedroom wall and had their handsaround my neck.

(42:05):
And then I broke out and turnedthe light on real quick and
there was nobody there.
Then there was another timewhen...
And every time that they came tome, I would have an orgasm.
Never touching myself, I wouldhave an orgasm.
It was their energy.
And I understand that nowbecause when I died, it was

(42:25):
orgasm.
When you let go of your lastbreath, it's orgasmic because
that's the kind of energy thatis on the other side.
We're in that type of energy.
You could do a podcast on deathand dying in...
she'd be the one to have becauseshe can tell you all about that.
Yeah.
And so, so basically, so whathappened was, um, uh, So that

(42:49):
was my signature of knowing theywere coming.
And that would wake me up.
And then what happened was therewas a time when they got up to
my heart chakra.
They were busting open mychakra.
And I didn't know it at the timeuntil there was this book on my
shelf that I just bought butnever read.
And it just kept on looking atme.

(43:12):
And I kept on looking at it.
And I opened up that book.
It was called The Wheels ofLife.
And so what happened was Iopened up the book and I started
reading I said oh I get that ohI get that oh that's what's
happening oh you know it's likeso it was kind of like it was it
was their way of helping meprocess what was going on with

(43:33):
me but everything was soparanormal and and the voices um
uh when it came to the heartArchangel um Michael took like a
it was felt like like aformative snake and put it
through my heart because I wasvery resistant about the heart
and um and so um so basically hehe did that and all of a sudden

(43:55):
throughout the whole night or itcould have been just it could
have been just um a matter of anhour you know a time we had no
relevance at that during thesetimes and so and so this uh uh
what happened was i um Iwitnessed every one of my past
lives like bam, bam, bam, bam,bam, bam, bam, bam, bam, bam,

(44:18):
bam, bam, bam, until the verylast one where I was thrown off
of a pyramid or I fell or gotthrown off of a pyramid and
broke every bone in my body,which makes me understand that
that's why I had severescoliosis because I had a broken
spine.
So I was born with severescoliosis as a part of that

(44:41):
because I never...
healed from other lifetimes fromit.
So now I'm healing it in thislifetime.
And so it was very paranormal,but at the very end, and I think
this happened for like a threemonth period off and on.
And then at the very last one, Iwas taking care of an elderly

(45:02):
man in Martinsburg.
And when he was sleeping, Um,um, they came to me and I could
feel my head expanding, youknow, and, and all of a sudden,
all these voices, voices, tonsof voices.
And I could see, uh, like, uh,like maybe about nine or 12 or

(45:22):
something of all these, uh, likebenevolent beings, like humanoid
and extraterrestrial, andthey're all talking at the same
time.
And I thought, oh my God, I'mgoing crazy.
And I called somebody up that Itook a workshop with, because I
didn't know a lot of people backthen.

(45:43):
There weren't a lot of theseworkshops.
I traveled from these workshops.
I have only heard of Reiki sinceshe brought it to my attention
in 2019.
Before that, I'd never heard ofit.
Yeah.
And, and yeah, so back in thosedays it was even less, you know,
so, so, so you were probablysome coldest weirdo.

(46:03):
Maybe tell other people, but I,you know, I was just living my
own fantasy world.
They, they just thought I like,I think people just thought,
they either thought of me assomebody who was very
interesting to talk to or theywere always concerned about me
and couldn't say anything,thinking that maybe I was

(46:24):
mentally not right or somethinglike that.
But my sister one time said tome, My mother said, do you think
there's something wrong withTerry or something like that?
And my sister said, well, is shehappy?
And she goes, yeah, she seems tobe happy.
And my sister just said, thenleave her alone.

(46:47):
Let her be.
And so basically, but in themeantime, a lot of people were
interested in what I had to say.
But half the time, I never knewwhat I was saying.
You know, I was your basic ADHD.
Yeah.
But back to Kundalini.

(47:07):
Oh, yeah.
So Kundalini, just so everyoneknows, it's not just a one and
done thing.
It comes in waves.
Yeah.
And it can go the rest of yourlife.
That's true.
Because some people might comein and just wake up their
earthbound chakras, which isfrom the heart on down.
Okay.
Okay.
And some people might...
be finishing, already did thatin another lifetime, and now

(47:29):
they're coming up and working onanother one.
Or they could be working on onechakra.
out of time, you know, fromlifetime to lifetime.
And so that's what happens withthat.
And all it is, is the opening upthat chakra because each chakra
represents a physical, mental,emotional, and spiritual part of

(47:51):
you.
Okay.
And so, and even though I had noidea what the heck was going on,
other than reading about it,then it all started to make
sense by the time I got to thecrown chakra and that busted
open.
When you talk about chakras, areyou talking about the same
chakras of like the Hebrewchakras?

(48:15):
Well, yeah.
The chakras in every nation,there's an author called Carolyn
Miss.
She wrote a book called TheAnatomy of the spirit and she
wrote about all the differentcountries and how they uh how
they actually um see the lifeforce okay which was through the

(48:39):
chakras so uh the jewish hastheirs i can't remember the name
of it right now um i guessstarts with an m um it's not
well they they have the markabout Which is, I guess that
would be just...
It's that one that goes likethis and comes down like that.
And then in between, there's astory that goes in between.

(49:01):
And I never really studied it,you know.
But basically, every nationunderstands life force.
Yeah, that's why.
And the chakras in their ownlanguage.
You go through various differentreligions.
Right.
Chakras.
Right.
Now, the Hindus were...

(49:21):
stream because that was theirthey deliberately opened their
chakras through meditation andthings like that and so that's
and a lot of them went insaneand let me tell you something
there were moments I thought Iwas insane and I called somebody
and said oh my god I think I'minsane I've got all these voices

(49:43):
talking in my head and she saidwell she made it very clear she
said just tell them to slow itdown.
And then what she said to mewas, you're not insane if you
think you are.
Insane people don't know they'reinsane.
That was the best thing that shecould have said to me.

(50:07):
And you know, so Reiki, I callit energy healing because even
ancient civilizations did energyhealing.
Jesus did it.
So But in Japan, it's Reiki.
In Egypt, it's Sikkim.
In China, it's Qi.
And is it India?

(50:28):
Prana?
Yeah.
So it's all around.
But...
Reiki works on the chakras.
Yeah, it does.
You balance the chakras.
That's the first thing thatyou're doing.
Yeah, so when she's talkingchakras, it all kind of ties
into each other with Reiki.
And you can awaken somebody'skundalini through Reiki.
And that's what she did to me.
So now, okay, your experiencewas not...

(50:52):
No, I didn't do it on purpose,though.
She was ready.
She was ready, yeah.
I had actually, through Kristen,started reading and learning
more about Reiki andmetaphysical stuff.
And because I was, I don't wantto say I was skeptical, but I'm
just that, like, I'm going tothink outside the box.
I want to learn more about itand try to understand, like, how
does Reiki work exactly?

(51:12):
You know, because there's a lot,even my mom, she's skeptic.
But when I did it to her, shewas like, oh my God, this
actually worked.
Like, remember your neighborover here?
I did Reiki on him and he waslike, yeah, wow, I feel better.
Is that Jossie?
Yeah, it was wrong with them.
But anyway, I had horrible painsmyself, and I didn't know this
when I was in and out of thehospital.

(51:33):
I do remember you.
Nothing wrong with you, nothingwrong with you.
And I'm like, then what the heckis this?
And eventually between whatKristen doing Reiki and you, it
must have moved.
And I didn't think anything ofit until I got my Reiki 2 from
you.
And you always say Reiki 2.

(51:53):
It's the mentally new Reiki.
Like, you got to wait so longbetween before you get your
master's because it opens you upin a way, like, for me.
There were nights, like for thelongest time, I would, it felt
like lightning bolts wereshocking me.
Like they were hitting me and itwas so fucking painful.

(52:13):
So painful.
Like I cried and then I justaccepted it.
And it was like every 20 minutesand it was all night long, like
all night.
I mean, I didn't sleep and itwould just hit me and it hurts
so bad.
Doctors didn't know what wasgoing on.
I talked to her.
She's like, that's theKundalini.
And she said, do Tai Chi, liketry to move it around.

(52:35):
So then I started doing Tai Chievery night before bed and
eventually it went away.
I'm like, oh my God, thatKundalini.
Yeah.
But then, but it opened her, itopened her up, you know, from
that fear-based world that shewas living in.
Okay.
Just like it opened me up fromthe fear-based world that I was

(52:56):
living in into this world thatwas fascinating and love-based.
Okay.
And that's what it's based uponis, is unconditional love wait
so do you think because you weremaybe your body maybe was at a
higher vibration with all youryears of experience that maybe
it was a little more pleasantfor you and like my body was

(53:17):
still kind of like 3d thatwasn't pleasant Well, you're
saying I'm having an orgasm.
No, that was just their messagethat they were coming in.
Everything else was likepsychologically out of control.
But it was, it was helping mewith my mental mind.

(53:39):
Okay.
Because, because, becausebasically being an abused child
and going through all thetraumas that I went through, I
had to overcome those traumasand that's what it was doing.
It was making me face them.
okay and then in your case itmight have been something else
so everybody's different so umso basically when when um and so

(54:00):
and and there's some people thati do reiki on they just come in
because it makes them feel goodokay it makes them be able to
reset their button so that theycan go for the next month and
then they come back againanother month you know like i've
got clients that come to me foryears that um that just want
that reset button because itjust seems to help them to move

(54:23):
forward in life.
And that's all it is for them,you know?
Is that tied into, I know you'vereferred to resistance.
And I've been thinking aboutresistance.
And every time you're trying todo something, you meet

(54:43):
resistance.
Is that self-inflictedresistance?
Is it resistance that you'reresisting it?
Yes.
Yes.
That's just because we'reprogrammed to be a certain way.
Okay.
So think about this from theages of zero to 13, your ego is
being developed by theirsurroundings through your five
senses.

(55:03):
You don't learn from words.
You learn from experiences andyou learn from, from, uh,
through your five senses.
Right.
Okay.
And so, so Basically, words areman-made.
It's made up.
So your ego is developed.
So whatever is going on in yourlife through your five senses,

(55:25):
you are developing as a realthing.
You've developed your ego.
So basically, the ego thinksit's a real entity.
yes yes right and so becausebasically what first and
foremost we are a soul we neverdie okay so we are a soul and so

(55:50):
um and the soul comes toexperience life through a human
form how would you feel for howwould you define soul soul okay
soul is an energetic body okayOkay.
That is a fragmentation ofenergy and can, and through, and
can through imagination orexperiences can develop itself.

(56:13):
Okay.
So, so basically.
It's ego resists.
The ego resists it.
Okay.
Well, it doesn't, it resists.
Let me tell that story.
Okay.
So basically you have, theseparts of you.
First and foremost, it's thesoul.
The soul comes in andexperiences life through a form.

(56:39):
Then what happens is that italso brings in its best friend,
which is the spirit.
And the spirit, after DavidHawkins, I realized that he
discovered that every chemicalmakeup in a star is the same
thing in a human being.
Yes.
Okay.
So, so the thing is, is that,and then all of a sudden I, it

(57:02):
was like, it flashed in my mindthat a star is how a soul is
born.
Interesting.
Yeah.
And so, so the thing is, isthat, um, the, the, um, so, so.
Well, energy cannot be createdor destroyed.
No.
And so that's why I have alwaysfelt that the thing that people

(57:22):
call a soul is just energy,because when you're Physical
form does.
Simply release the energy backto the universe.
But souls love to experience.
Yeah, they wait in line forthat.
So basically, because the soulgets to evolve.

(57:43):
So it gets to go home and say,oh my God, I was a murderer.
Interesting.
That type of thing.
But out of that murder, I cansee the good that came out of
it.
And that's why to this day, Ialways say if something bad

(58:08):
happens, all I want to do is seethe good that comes out of it.
Every president, all I want tosee is the good that comes out
of that person.
Any disruptive thing thathappens in the world, all I say
is I want to see what good comesout of it.
And I always find it.
Because that's what I'm askingfor.
Because even a murderer whomurders somebody, like a child

(58:31):
or something like that, theMegan law came out of that.
There was always something thatcomes out of something bad.
It's just...
humanity's ego can't see beyondthe the the um the tragedy of it
you see so so basically so outof that soul uh is the spirit

(58:53):
and then there's the higher mindokay so the higher mind and the
spirit's job is to to gather uhto create synchronicity to
create Things to happen, ideas,thoughts, you know, stuff like
that resonates in your hearttype thing.

(59:13):
Those things to so that thatthat soul can create through
that.
experiences right well that'sbasically what human beings do
we create right absolutely andso over here the ego was only
developed uh from being humanokay so so everything that it um

(59:37):
that it experiences on earth theuh through the five senses it It
developed that ego.
And so whatever was going on inthe first 13 years of your life
through your emotions is whatyou are playing out and trying
to become a better soul beingliving on earth.

(01:00:01):
So look at it this way.
When you're confused, okay,like, oh my God, I just don't
know what to do, you know, thattype of thing.
And I can't figure out, youknow, I know I should be doing
this, but I'm doing that, I keepon doing this.
That is the ego and the highermind having a battle.

(01:00:24):
I used to say it was the deviland the angel on your shoulder,
but basically it really is thehigher mind and the ego having a
battle.
And so when I say, Higher mind,get louder.
Yeah, so explain to everybodyhow that sounds.
Because isn't the egos loud andit's more in the front?

(01:00:44):
It's all in the head.
But if you hear a softer voicecoming in from the back, that's
your higher mind.
Yeah, you can hear that voice,that soft voice.
Like I always hear it back here.
But you can also feel it in yourheart too.
That makes sense.
Yeah, so if you get an idea inyour head and it resonates, oh,

(01:01:06):
wow, that sounds just like withyou and your podcast.
You feel driven.
You feel excited about it andstuff like that.
My ego is resisting it becauseI'm scared to death.
Right.
To put out content or thingsbecause, oh, well, I could be
ridiculed.
What are they going to say?
People are going to leave nastycomments.
So this is my message.

(01:01:27):
Who cares?

UNKNOWN (01:01:28):
Yeah.

SPEAKER_00 (01:01:28):
I don't.
Because the whole aspect of itis that there's people out there
that are going to say, oh, thatwas really cool.
And then there's going to bepeople out there that are your
naysayers.
But I would only be listening tothe people that are saying good
things about me.
And I used to be that way,though.
I used to be upset when somebodywould say something negative

(01:01:50):
about me.
But then as I was growing out ofmy ego's power and becoming that
spiritual being living a humanexperience okay i became i rose
out of that fear and i stoppedattracting attracting people in
my life that were like that youknow that wanted to to criticize

(01:02:14):
me or things like that so sothat's what happens is that when
you when you start working moreon the spiritual aspect the i
say the physical the mental theemotional and the spiritual
aspect of self That is holistic.
That is self-love.
Absolutely.
And it's also self-love.
Yeah.
Okay.

(01:02:34):
And it's got to start from youso that you stop attracting
negative energies to you.

UNKNOWN (01:02:41):
Mm-hmm.

SPEAKER_00 (01:02:42):
And it hits me every once in a while because, you
know, anytime that the spiritwants me to change and I'm not
listening, okay, then whathappens is that something
negative will happen to me andthen I'm devastated for a little
while.
And then I forgive myself andthings like that.
So finally I get to a pointwhere I suffered enough and I'm

(01:03:04):
just going to accept it and thenforgive myself.
And then once I do that, thendoors start opening up again
Yeah, I've learned from her.
Anytime you went throughsomething, I watched, I could
see you looking at like, okay,what, and you always tell me,
what's the message here?
What is spirit trying to tellyou?

(01:03:24):
Like, what's your higher mindtrying to get your attention on?
Yeah, and sometimes it's as hardto do it when you're in it.
Because that ego wants to...
It's part of your subconsciousmind.
And so the ego wants to be incontrol.
You know, when I channel...

(01:03:45):
Oh, here's a neat thing.
When I used to channel, whathappened was I actually...
There was like a little12-year-old boy that would be
peeking in and disrupting mewhile I was channeling because I
would see it, you know.
And then one day, and I told myfriend about it, and then one

(01:04:06):
day an Indian came in.
and took the little boy's handand said, hey, let's sit on the
stump here and wait for thestoryteller to come.
And her name was Nahura, theIndian.
And she became one of my guidesfor a little while.
And so basically, and so Iwasn't interrupted by that

(01:04:32):
little boy, which was my egotrying to figure out, what's she
doing?
What's she doing?

UNKNOWN (01:04:39):
All right.

SPEAKER_00 (01:04:39):
That's interesting.
We are imaginative creatures.
So the whole aspect of it isthat it's how we imagine.
And was this an easy journey?
Not for the ego, it wasn't.
But the thing is that if Ididn't experience all these

(01:05:03):
things, I couldn't be the healerI am today.
I couldn't be who I am today tohelp people learn and grow.
And I could sit there and justhave a simple conversation with
somebody and say somethingoutside the box to give them an
epiphany.
And I don't even realize I'mdoing it.
That's a good thing.
Because I became it.

(01:05:24):
You don't even have to thinkabout it.
Right.
And that's where humanity isgoing, by the way.
Really?
Yeah.
So we are moving out of thatfear-based world.
Okay.
But this world has to crumblefirst and that's what's
happening now.
It seems that way.
Yeah.
So, so basically, um, so theearth is creating that to happen

(01:05:47):
because the earth says the earthand the sun and all these
celestial bodies around it, youknow, like, um, so look at it
this way.
We have organs in our body andwe got the universe to the
organs in our body.
All of those organs are aplanet.
And if one doesn't functionright, the Right.
Right.

(01:06:22):
It's going to create somethingto happen to heal it.
Similar to when the white bloodcells go to a wound.
Absolutely.
Is it similar to that?
Yes, absolutely.
So there's a universe inside ofus.
I channeled this matter of fact.

(01:06:44):
If you look hard enough, you'llprobably find it in YouTube.
It's under universal talking.
And so basically I channeled onhow the earth, I said something
about if somebody turned aroundand put needles in you and

(01:07:07):
started drawing out your blood,what would you do?
You'd want to survive, right?
So you would be pulling theneedles out.
You'd be having earthquakes.
You'd be angry and stuff likethat.
Well, that's what's happening tothe earth.
They're tired of humanity takingout the oil out of the earth.

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That's the earth's blood.
And then they turn around andfrack.
you know, they're drying up theearth, making it an old man.
Okay.
Or an old woman.
And so, so the whole aspect ofit is that it's fun and it's
having wars and all kinds ofdifferent things that are, are
hurting her, you know, it's likepunch, you know?

(01:07:54):
And so, so finally, um, At thispoint, since the Mayan calendar,
everything has been...
That 26-year cycle is turninginto a feminine world.
So this world has to destroy.
So instead of creating a floodor creating a fire or creating

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something to eradicate the crustof the earth and just save some
of the species, what it's doingis it's helping...
is creating humanity.
So what they're doing is they'rethe, you know how like we went
from the, this plan was going onfor a while.

(01:08:37):
So they went from, from likethe, the great, the great, They
named the generations.
Okay.
So it went from the greatgeneration to the baby boomers
to Gen X to the millennial andthen Gen Z.
And now we got the alphas.

(01:08:59):
Yes.
Okay.
So each one of them, if you tooka look at the generation itself,
it's actually that generationhad started breaking down the
system.
Mm-hmm.
They didn't know they were doingit.
Some of them wereextraterrestrials.
Some of them are angels thathave come into human form.

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When that plan, that agenda,just like I have a mission to
complete, a contract to fulfill,and a mission to complete.
Because I came in here notknowing at the time that I was
going to help people wake up.
I definitely believe there's aradical awakening.

(01:09:42):
Right.
Every time there's a disaster,there's going to be a radical
awakening, even in the othercountries.
If you take a look, the othercountries are so fascinated
about what's going on in theUnited States that there's not a
lot going on over there likebefore.
And so people are payingattention, but they're all

(01:10:04):
awakening.
And so whenever there is...
So whenever there is likenegative energy, here, energy,
okay?
A lot of times you'll get yourtsunamis.
Now, this is what I experienced.
I channeled this as well.
Remember the, what was thathurricane that came in down in

(01:10:29):
New Orleans?
Katrina, right?
Okay, when Katrina came in, thevery first understanding, the
channel that came in told methat it was like this.
Katrina came in to eradicate thedarkness that was in New
Orleans, so New Orleans wouldstart thinking differently.

(01:10:53):
And so it was kind of like itwent like this, and it was
cleaning off a cold sore.
Mm-hmm.
Okay.
And so that's what they showedme.
So it's kind of like, you know,to the people there, I mean, to
hear this, they're probablygoing to say, what?
But the whole aspect of it, youknow, there was a lot of

(01:11:15):
witchcraft, murders, crime, likecrazy, you know, in New Orleans.
And so it was low energy.
So the earth attacked it.
Okay.

UNKNOWN (01:11:28):
Yeah.

SPEAKER_00 (01:11:28):
And then the same thing, like in those real, and
even though there might've beengood people there, but their
sole contract was supposed to beup there, you know?
And then even like in thosethird world countries, like
Haiti, for instance, is a verylow energy, okay?
That gets hit all the time too.

(01:11:49):
And so the whole aspect of it isthat some, again, What good is
going to come out of this?
And so people change.
Usually after a disaster, yousee them piling into the church
or they're awakening into theirspirituality.

(01:12:09):
And right now they're awakeninginto their spirituality more so
than the churches because thechurches are starting to close
down.
And so people are looking forsomething bigger.
But it really is all withinthemselves.
The whole idea is to learn howto bring the spirit out and

(01:12:30):
shine.
And that's what we're going toend up being.
We're going to be celestialbodies in a form.
And we're going to shine.
And that's the way Jesus was.
And I was going to say, a lot ofpeople don't even know they're
awakening.
They just think they're crazybecause they don't know this
stuff, you know.
So there's probably someone outthere watching this.
It's like, wait.
Or they fear it.

(01:12:51):
Yeah, or they're embarrassed orwhatever.
Because there's been a fewpeople that I've trained in
Reiki, you know, that went backto religion.
Or they...
They fear the way they feelbecause they still have so much
stuff going on.
I find it very wild that arecent study has found that a

(01:13:15):
lot of Gen Z is headed back tochurch.
Well, a lot of the Gen Zs are inanxiety.
They're very sensitive beings.
Okay.
And they, and so, and if you'llnotice that most of the Gen Zs
are not having children.

(01:13:35):
Yes.
Okay.
And they either have a piece.
Your granddaughter and myoldest, right?
Right.
They're Gen Zs.
Okay.
Yeah.
That makes sense.
My son's Gen Z.
Yeah.
He's like the end of Gen Z.
Yeah.
And so.
He's a young one, I feel like.

UNKNOWN (01:13:48):
Yeah.

SPEAKER_00 (01:13:49):
Yeah, and so a lot of those Gen Zs, there was a lot
of them that took their ownlives, too, because they just
couldn't handle the ugliness ofit.
But then you've got those Gen Zswho have anxiety.
They don't know how tointerrelate like we do, getting
together as people, playing agame, and stuff like that.

(01:14:12):
They've been raised with thishere.
They don't understand how itbenefits them to have human
interaction.
interaction.
Right.
So basically, and I go throughthis with my granddaughter, but
my granddaughter does very well.
And a lot of the Gen Zs arecareer oriented.
Yes.
Okay.
So for instance, she's afirefighter.

(01:14:32):
She's in school right now forEMT.
She's in nursing school.
And so she can relate in thatcircle there.
Okay.
But when I say, well, why don'tyou take, why don't you go out
with one of your work friends?
She goes, she goes, Gamby, theyare my work friends.
I'm sitting there like, okay.

(01:14:57):
And so, so basically the wholeaspect of it is that these kids,
some people say that we justenable them, but it's not really
that.
It's just, it's, Mygranddaughter, I would not be
doing what I'm doing for her,okay, if she was not in college,

(01:15:18):
if she was not working.
I make her work.
you know, at least part-time topay for her own car and her car
insurance and stuff like that.
But it's just socially, shecan't get a boyfriend.
And when she was getting aboyfriend, she calls it the
hookup age.
I'm sitting there like, what thehell is a hookup age?
These are just fucking.
Yeah, that's it.
And so, and, and then, but thenshe's hurt because she wants to

(01:15:42):
have connection, right?
She wants it, but she doesn'tknow how to get it.
And so, so the whole aspect ofit is that, but she gets a lot
of joy out of work.
She loves the fire department.
So I have a feeling she mightend up being a paramedic at some

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level in her life.
So the whole aspect of it.
But think about what that's allabout, though.
The world is crumbling.
You're going to need that.
So a lot of these Gen Zs aregetting into careers that are
going to change the world.
And some of the Gen Zs arealready out there dredging up

(01:16:24):
the ocean with robots thatthey've made of plastic and
cleaning up.
So most of the Gen Zs are eithergoing to be a technology into
tech or they're going to be forthe earth.
Like humanitarian and stuff.
Right.
Right.
And so, so it's either or, butthey're, all of them are very
tech, you know, when it comes tothose phones and stuff like

(01:16:46):
that, it takes me an hour andthey can do it in two minutes,
you know?
And so, so the whole aspect ofit is that's, um, so these Gen
Zs are actually, um, um, arecleaning up the mess.
Okay.
And so by 2050, I would imagineby 2050, and I tell everybody,

(01:17:08):
and I don't know why I telleverybody, because I do believe
that there's a lot more that'sgoing to happen, especially in
the United States.
It's time.
And so I saw a map a long timeago made from NASA that was
predicted that something's goingto happen in the United States

(01:17:30):
that's going to develop dividethe United States in half
through the Mississippi River.
And I can almost see that.
And so with these disasters thatare occurring now that are
escalating, what's going tohappen is that it's all part of
destroying, destroying,destroying Everything that we've

(01:17:54):
built up in the last 26,000years of war-like energy, okay?
The buildings have to come down.
Everything has to crumble,including those powers to be up
there that are so wealthy, youknow, that they're just
manipulating mankind, okay?

(01:18:17):
And so everything will crumble.
Even now, I hope any religiousperson that's hearing But even
religion will crumble and willbe part of the history books.
So it'll all be the institutionsthat we...
It'll be spirituality that welive by, philosophy, things like
that.
And so it's already starting.

(01:18:39):
Do you guys think that AI couldperhaps be this catalyst
towards...
Because I don't believe that weare meant to be here and just...
work and pay bills it doesn'tmake sense that was the that was
the old dynamic that was themasculine dynamic of the last 26

(01:18:59):
000 years taxes you know if yougo back in history look how it
began and then um and then nowwhat's going to happen is that
we're in the feminine age and soum so instead of destroying the
earth they're they're coming inLike higher beings are coming

(01:19:20):
in, like extraterrestrials intohuman form.
Excuse me.
Angels, you know, benevolentbeings are coming in.
And you'll notice that thesealpha kids, like by the time
they're four or five years old,are having an intelligent
conversation with angels.

(01:19:40):
with you.
And so what's going to happen isthat everything is going to
change.
Medicine is going to change.
We're going to go back togetting our soil back to carry
the nutrients that will nourishthe body.
So these are going to be yourearthbound Gen Zs that start

(01:20:03):
doing that.
And they're already out theredoing it.
They're making sustainableliving.
They're building communitygardens.
They're getting ready becausethey feel driven to do it.
I think even the way we farm isgoing very, very different
direction.
Yeah.
If big money stops trying tokill it off.
Yeah.
Well, big money is going to...

(01:20:25):
You already see that happening,too.
You can't keep a business forvery long, and a lot of the old
businesses are not functioning.
So the whole thing is thateverything is going to come
down, and so they bring in aperson like Trump.
Humanity brought in a personlike Trump.
He's tired of war.

(01:20:47):
Right.
So the thing is that Trump isnot a dumb man.
And he's not a Nazi, like howpeople describe him.
What it is is that he's aGemini, a Leo, and an Aquarian.
An Aquarian is all-knowing.
They're very brilliant people.
And then the Leo...

(01:21:11):
is the person, is the partthat's like a bully.
You know, this is the way it'sgoing to be, even though it
sounds like a dictator, but it'snot.
It's just, he's a businessman.
Okay, and that's how businessmenwork.
You know, if I profile businesspeople.
And then at the same time, thenhe's, and then the Gemini is the

(01:21:34):
communicator.
Now, the thing is, is that evenhim bombing Iran, or Iraq, or
wherever they went.
He was talking to them first sothat he could get his people
away from that place.
Because he said, I want thatshut down.
And if you don't, we're going todo this.

(01:21:56):
So that way, Iran had theopportunity for over a week,
maybe a month, to keep anybodyfrom getting hurt, knowing that
the United States was going todo that.
And they called us and saidthey're sending over rockets,
getting people out of there.
Right.
It was very fascinating how thatall went down.

(01:22:16):
I've never seen anything likethat.
And the thing is, is that if youreally look at it, instead of
listening to all thenaysayers...
And the Democratic brand.
Yeah, if you stop looking at allthe crazy stuff.
Now, people are using AI for alot of that crazy stuff, you
know.

(01:22:36):
But if you would just...
Slow down for a moment andrealize that we are in change
and there's nothing that we cando about it because Earth wants
it that way.
Earth wants it that way.
And so all you are is a cell tothe Earth.

(01:22:56):
If you can't keep your light upon this Earth, OK, that
eventually you're going to haveto go back home.
OK, because the thing is, isthat you have to shine in order
to survive and to help theearth.

(01:23:16):
All the white blood cells thatcome to our body to try to heal
a wounded area of your body iswhat we are becoming.
OK, to the earth.
We are, we are like bodies thatare coming in.
Okay.
And, and more people areawakening to that.
Okay.
Or being born into that, youknow, their DNA is already,

(01:23:40):
already, you know, our DNA andour RNA is already, the RNA, the
DNA is the message center.
The RNA is the, what you actout.
Okay.
Is the, is the message is cominginto fruition.
Okay.
So when you, So these kids,their DNA and RNA is already

(01:24:02):
programmed.
It's the mission that they camein to do.
And they have to grow up firstand then eventually get to that
place where they start doingwhat comes natural to them.

(01:24:37):
that are coming in to, um, toclean up and stuff like that.
So, so that it's, you just kindof got kind of like, just open
up your mind enough to, to beable to see, um, um, the good
and the bad.
I keep on coming back to that.
Yeah, and I just want to go onrecord saying, I feel like we

(01:24:58):
should, because I don't know ifyou realize this, but a lot of
religious people don't likeReiki.
They don't think it's, theythink it's like the devil.
My cousin is a devout Catholicand he thinks it's the devil and
this and that.
And I'm just like, listen, lookat the bigger picture, okay?
Because we're like, we don'tbelieve in Jesus or whatever.
No, like we're all about Jesus.
Like, in fact, I did a, I thinkour one newsletter was a about

(01:25:21):
Jesus.
Like if you look at the biggerpicture, like she's saying, and
like with Trump, it's not thatwe're like Republican or
democratic.
Like we don't give a shit aboutpolitics.
Like, in fact, I don't have thecable.
Cause I don't, I don't want towatch the stupid shit and you
don't, you're not followingpolitics like that, but you see
the good in everything.
Yeah.
So current events.

(01:25:42):
Yeah.
So when I see just the events,it's usually because somebody, I
see a lot of clients and they'recoming in and they're
complaining.
Yeah.
It's not the largest term.
And I say, well, Can you see itthis way?
Yeah.
It's not that we're pro-Trump orpro-Biden or Republican,
Democratic, or we don't believein Jesus or we believe in, you
know, it doesn't have to do withreligion or politics, like all

(01:26:04):
this stuff.
It's the bigger picture.
It's energy.
It's energy.
Absolutely.
You know, when they look at youfrom up there, that's all they
see.
That makes sense.
You know, they can only figureyou out through your light.
So how does hypnosis tie intothis holistic thing?
It's something I'm...

(01:26:26):
I've seen a few people that werefairly famous that had issues
with, like, smoking or drinking,and they go through this
hypnotherapy, and they...
How does that tie?
Okay, well...
Did you want to say a few thingsabout it?
Well, I was just going to sayit's obviously holistic.

(01:26:47):
I've learned from her.
And I tell you what, SigmundFreud, which you taught us about
him, I dove a little deeper intohis studies.
And he does this like pseudosexuality.
It's like the different phasesof your sexual, like, you know,
your sexuality.
I don't know if I want to sayreproduction.
Like she was a Scorpio.

(01:27:08):
She would.
Sex energy.
I'm sorry.
The fascination with the darkand in a good way, you know,
which that could be a wholeother podcast with.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Like astrology and like how, youknow, but anyway, in effect, a
lot of my clients are dark andpeople would.

(01:27:31):
And why do you think that is?
I think it's that Scorpio, thatdark Scorpio, mysterious energy.
Right.
And Scorpios are a lot ofmediums.
Mediums come out.
Yeah.
You draw that in because youare, what happens is that for
them to come to you, okay, youalready have risen above what

(01:27:52):
their fears are.
So they use you as a...
Well, they are drawn to her.
They're comfortable with me.
Yeah, they're comfortable withher because the thing is is that
she carries that same energyOkay.
But because people are energeticbeings.
Okay.
Yeah.
That's, that's like, likebecomes like, but the whole

(01:28:13):
aspect of it is that she is aScorpio.
She has a Scorpio's role in lifeis to bring out, is to bring the
dark out into the light.
And Lord do I.
Okay.
And she does do that.
But she had to experience dark.
Okay.
And, and, and she stillexperiences it in order to be

(01:28:37):
able to empathize with whatpeople are, what their needs
are.
So she, so those types of peoplecome to her because she's not
going to judge them.
Okay.
Like personally, I've had a fewnegative experiences with drug
addicts and, and, and yeah, andalcoholics and things like that.

(01:29:02):
I mean, both my kids are darkkids, you know?
And, um, and so, uh, so thewhole aspect of it is not just
because of them, but I had toexperience these things to be
able to work with them, but Ichose not to.
Okay.
Because there is a lot ofdarkness stored in their souls.

(01:29:24):
Okay.
That needs to come out.
And I, I, I can't, They've hitme a few times, you know, and it
takes me a little while to cleanup.
But in her case, she understandsdarkness because she's a
Scorpio.
Yeah, and sometimes I don'tunderstand it, but I'm not
afraid of it.
I don't care.
Like, for example, I had a Reikiclient that, well, he still sees

(01:29:48):
me, but he is a self-proclaimedenergy vampire, right?
And he's into Luciferian?
Was that what it is?
Which I just am learning aboutthat.
And so most lightworkers will belike, okay, you can't come back.
But I'm just like, hey, I knowhow to protect myself.
I don't mind.

(01:30:08):
I'm showing him the light too.
In fact, we talked about that.
By being in his world, she knowshow to be in his world.
I couldn't work with him becauseI don't know how to be in his
world.
That's not my signature.
But yeah, but I protect myself,you know, and then I also

(01:30:28):
intertwine my Sakem, you know, Ibring my Sakem in and she
protects.
But anyway, yeah, back to thehypnotherapy.
Yeah.
Hypnotherapy is basically, itis, it's a way of healing the
ego, right?
Okay.

(01:30:49):
So it, cause the ego isdeveloped, um, uh, through life.
And so what happens throughexperiences?
And so what happens is that, um,so a lot of people that come to
you have some type ofaffliction, whether it's
smoking, weight management, um,stress management, anxiety,
depression, pain management,whatever they're coming to you

(01:31:12):
for.
Okay.
And, and those are the, thoseare the, That is the real-life
situations, because hypnosis cango even deeper into the
spiritual aspect.
And why is that?
What happens?
Once they start healingthemselves, okay?

(01:31:32):
So first they come in withsomething that's bothering them,
and finally somebody will say,well, why don't you go see a
hypnotist?
And then, you know, they'll millit around because I have a few
clients that said it took themalmost a year to call me.
You know, they had my name ontheir refrigerator and stuff
like that.
And so, or they would hear aboutme a few times, you know, and

(01:31:56):
then they finally decided togive me a call.
And because the ego don't wantyou to come to me.
Yeah.
Okay.
Yeah.
Because, and so this is whereresistance comes from.
And then, so what happens isthat, so say that they come to
me for smoking.
Okay.
And I really don't work withsmokers too much anymore.

(01:32:16):
I'd rather refer them out.
But basically, and there's nottoo many people that are smoking
anymore.
Okay.
And so what happened was they'llcome in with an addiction.
That's an addiction.
Yes.
Okay.
So first question I asked them,how badly do you want to quit

(01:32:37):
smoking?
And if they say, well, you know,my doctor wants me to quit and
this and that, I'll do smokingcessation on them first, you
know, and get them to a placewhere they want to quit smoking
by using hypnosis.
Okay.
And that could take longer forthat.
But if they said, you know, I'mso sick of smoking, I'm only
smoking about five cigarettes,but I just can't let them go,

(01:32:59):
you know, this and that.
And it's just really disruptingmy life and my grandchildren
don't want to be around me andthis and that.
Okay.
That person will quit smoking.
because they have a desire toquit.
And all I have to do ishypnotize them and get them into
that hypnotic state of mind tobypass the ego.

(01:33:22):
I was just going to say, whenyou look at it scientifically or
when you look at studies, thehypnotist or hypnotherapist is
putting that person into a stateof mind that bypasses the ego.
It puts them in the theta state.
Yeah, state of mind, which iswhere they can take in

(01:33:43):
suggestions.
So if you're in a relaxed stateof mind and body, so say that
you're just starting to fallasleep at night and you're in
that la-la land and you can hearthe cars driving by or dripping
in the faucet or whatever thecase may be, but you just don't
care because you feel so good.
You are in hypnosis.

(01:34:04):
Hypnosis is reallyself-hypnosis.
You can do it yourself.
So right now, because theseconversations are fascinating
you so much, you're in what wecall a hypnoidal.
You are already in hypnosis.
Yes.
And so think of a stagehypnotist.
He's got all these people up onstage, right?
And he's doing his thing andhe's getting these, he's kind of

(01:34:27):
like weaning out the ones thataren't, aren't, aren't taking
the suggestions.
And he's down from 20 peopledown to, to like maybe three
people that are clucking likechickens and barking like dogs.
And guess what?
The crowd out there ishypnotized, right?
They didn't even realize thatall of a sudden there's only
three people on the stagebecause they're laughing and

(01:34:48):
they're hypnotized by just beingin that moment, that present
moment.
And you're in your presentmoment when you are hypnotized.
So what happens is thateverything, every experience
that happens to you goes intothe subconscious mind.
And the subconscious mind islike this big, gigantic computer

(01:35:09):
box or it's filing cabinets,however you want to look at it.
And so every experience, so saythat, and this happened.
I actually learned that throughreading Dianetics.
I was just going to say that.
I was just going to say this.
Is the water dripping?
That was another thing that gaveme, like, the Dianetics.
Like I don't prescribe to.

(01:35:31):
Scientology.
Scientology.
Because that's where.
Yeah.
Dianetics started from.
But my friend, Eddie, had goneto a convention they had just,
you know, curious about it.
They wanted him to speak.
They wanted to hire him to staythere.
He brought me back like alltheir CDs and everything on the
dietetics.
And I was like, I just want to,you know, I'm just curious about

(01:35:52):
it.
And I could totally see thataspect of things because a lot
of people look at it like it's acult, which I feel like that.
they're hypnotizing people andmaybe they are being a little
aggressive with it on theScientology part, but there's
something to it with what we'retalking about, the hypnosis and
the dietetics.
And it shows, like, for anexample, a lady getting beat by

(01:36:15):
her husband so bad that itknocks her out and she could
hear a motorcycle go by.
And then she hears, like, a dogbarking.
And then later on in life, onceshe, you know, heals from her
wounds, she'll be washing thedishes and a motorcycle will go
by and all of a sudden shejerks, like, you know.
But she'll show why.
But she'll show why, yes.

(01:36:36):
Yeah, so it's...
And that's where hypnosis canhelp her find that energy and
then heal it.
Interesting.
So when you're in, like...
Like, when I got shot, like,I...
At some point, blacked out.

(01:36:56):
Is it, like, in that...
that you are more open to?
Things like that?
Yeah, absolutely.
Yeah, because what it does is ittakes you from the alpha state
of mind, which is daydreaming.
That's a form of hypnosis, whichyou can do on your own through
meditation.
And then there is the thetastate of mind, where you can

(01:37:19):
hear me, but you can't hear me.
You know, you don't know whatI'm saying, but you can hear me.
And so what happens is thatyou...
is that that's where a hypnotistlikes to get their client a lot
of times because then anysuggestions that are given to
that client that have to do withwhat they're working, what

(01:37:40):
they're trying to heal, then thesubconscious mind is more
inclined to accept it and towhere if they were in an alpha
state of mind, it might take afew you know, a little longer,
you know, because then it couldstill be critical, you know?

(01:38:00):
So sometimes I tell people, ifyou look at it, you look at a
box, right?
And, and you're inside, insidethe box is your subconscious
mind.
Okay.
Down at the left-hand corner,there's another little box.
And in that box, it's called thecritical factor.
So if you do somethingrepetitively for 21 days per se,
I always just say 30.

(01:38:21):
And, um, So you do the samething.
And it becomes a habit.
It becomes a habit.
And that is a form of hypnosistoo.
Okay.
But it takes longer to do itbecause you're still in like
that cognitive state.
Okay.
But it goes into the criticalfactor, that little box.

(01:38:42):
Okay.
And then that box fills up withit and then it starts trickling
out into the subconscious mind.
And so then the subconsciousmind starts to see it as a
reality.
But what happens with hypnosis,it bypasses that critical factor
and then goes straight into thesubconscious mind so that the

(01:39:03):
subconscious mind starts gettingfed that other way of looking at
it.
You see, so, um, it gets evendeeper.
Yeah, it does because you canalso get into the super
conscious in the past life.
Like she could take you into apast life.
Um, in fact, you, you might havea pain that you don't know where

(01:39:25):
it's come.
Like why it's for me, I had thatpain in my liver member.
And so, um, you took me into apast life and, um, I was a
soldier in a past life fightinga war.
It put me in mind of a civilwar.
And I had a wife and kids athome.
And the wife, when I came home,stabbed me right there.

(01:39:47):
And I started crying.
And then she pulled me out ofit.
And I explained what happened.
And that's what this pain is inthis life.
And you even talk about yourinjury being thrown off the
pyramid.
Yeah.
So this life I suffered pain.
But the more holistic I get andthe more spiritual I get, my

(01:40:10):
pain is so much less like, like,you know, being my age, I should
be leaning forward, crippled uplike this.
Especially with scoliosis.
Yeah.
And so, and I also have thespine fusion too, but, but the
thing is, is that I amconstantly physically looking at

(01:40:31):
myself physically, mentally,emotionally, spiritually.
Now I could be better than whatI am.
I just don't like to exercise.
So now, okay.
I have got to get her tohypnotize me to like to ask.
So now you guys do Tai Chi also.
Tai Chi is my pain management.
Because I used to love to workout when I was younger.

(01:40:57):
But now I work construction somuch.
You kind of burned out.
Yeah.
After working all day in 100degree heat, I do not feel like
going to the gym.

UNKNOWN (01:41:08):
Okay.

SPEAKER_00 (01:41:08):
but tai chi looked to me like it's it works and
then i look at a lot of theasian people that do stuff like
that they seem to last fairlylong right well the thing is is
i teach the long yang style ofTai Chi.
And I do realize that as I'maging, it is getting a little

(01:41:29):
difficult to get those jointsmoving the way that I would like
them to move.
But then again, I'm not Chinese.
Like Chinese traditionalmedicine, if I made bone broth
and drank it, like I lived withVietnamese people and all those
Asian people look very young andthey're very agile.
And the reason why is becauseit's the way they eat.

(01:41:50):
It's their lifestyle.
They'll spend two hours at atable communicating with each
other as they're eating thebones, the marrow, the bones of
their meat, okay?
And it's the marrow inside ofthat bone that's actually making
them youthful and helping theirjoints and stuff like that.
And so they have, Chinesetraditional medicine is really a

(01:42:15):
big part.
Very.
Eastern medicine to me isfascinating.
Yeah, it is, but it's hard tolearn because we're so
westernized.
Yeah.
Just give me a pill.
Believe me, I know people thatway.
The thing is that I take threepills and that's because of my
heart.
Genetically, we die in heartattacks and strokes.

(01:42:37):
I ended up with a fib, which I'mglad I caught it in time.
I'm thankful for this ghost catthat was in my bedroom that kept
on waking me up because Iwouldn't have known what was
going on with me.
Then I took myself to thehospital because my heart was
and so so the thing is is thatthen they caught that i was

(01:42:59):
coagulating and so they they putme on three different types of
medicines but that's the onlyyeah those are the only
medicines that i take umotherwise i take like i'll make
elixirs you know forinflammation and stuff like that
and so um just to just to So I'malways learning and studying on

(01:43:20):
how to eat.
Like right now, you know,hormonal weight, being
overweight from your hormonesafter menopause and stuff like
that.
Well, I'm learning now that...
I've been learning for years onhow to eat because...
And finally, what I'm seeingthat's really working is that
high-protein, low-carbohydrates,such as pastas and brides,

(01:43:43):
anything that has...
anything that has um uh uh whatis it um uh like the sugar in it
but it's also the the chemicalsand stuff yeah the process
process yeah yeah so the less ieat of that and i have not had

(01:44:04):
any bread and i feel much muchbetter and or any pasta well my
wife is gluten-free.
So I guess that makes megluten-free also.
So the whole aspect of it isthat I'm noticing the difference
and I can even see my bodystarting to change a little bit
just in a week and a half.

(01:44:24):
Cause that's when I started it.
Really?
I'm very curious.
Because there was a study that Iwas listening to cause my dad,
um, well, it was in the pastyear, found out, no, I guess
it's over a year now, found outhe has Alzheimer's.
And they had this study wherethey would just- Cholesterol

(01:44:45):
medicine.
Cholesterol medicine.
Yes, because he's been takingcholesterol medicine for a long
time.
Okay, see?
So cholesterol medicine will betaken off the market, okay?
And when the drug administrator-when they start looking at those

(01:45:07):
things, because now it's gettinghard to get medicines to you
with all the tariffs and stuff.
So basically, so what'shappening is that people are
going towards natural livingagain.
And so basically cholesterolmedicine, if you go back when
they first invented crystal,five years later, Alzheimer's

(01:45:30):
and dementia became on the rise.
The same thing with priorchickens, like in the 50s.
We were all skinny and muscular.
And now we're all fat.
And so the thing is, I'm sorry.
It's the truth.
Okay.
So here, so what happened wasthat was when the McDonald's

(01:45:54):
came in and all these fast foodrestaurants.
And then they started, like theythought, oh, well, all these
people are having babies.
How are we going to feed them?
So they started putting cornmealin our food.
Cornmeal created diabetes.
Diabetes, sugar created.
So if there was diabetes back inthose days.

(01:46:17):
Diabetes also.
Right.
So all the processed foods havecorn in it, some type of corn,
corn syrup, cornmeal, this andthat.
And then they have syntheticthings.
No, they have glyphosate.
Yeah.
All through everything.
So the thing is, and it's sodifficult to eat healthy.
And so...

(01:46:38):
Unless you're growing ityourself.
Right.
And that's what's going to behappening.
That's what I'm...
That's what's going to be...
Even the animals are sick rightnow.
Yeah.
And then we eat the animals whoare eating the stuff that's
filled with glyphosate.
And then we're...
Because they're making...
They made the GMO that resiststhe glyphosate, but it still

(01:46:59):
absorbs it.
Right.
So we are just...
We've been just slowly poisoningourselves...
for such a long time, but wenever really knew it because we
were hypnotized.
Marketing was one of the biggesthypnosis challenges Yes, because
it's a very psychological thing,how they present it, so that

(01:47:22):
you're like, oh, man, it's gotto be good.
Yeah.
Think of Kellogg's and Post.
They had a movie out on it, andhow they actually made everybody
go from eggs and bacon to cerealand milk, and this is going to
be so healthy for you.

(01:47:42):
You cut a banana and put on topof it, and that's a perfect
meal.
for the day.
It's like the ego.
It's like the path of leastresistance.
You know.
But keep in mind, they thoughtwhat they were inventing was
good.
So they didn't really realizewhat the outcome was going to

(01:48:04):
be.
I don't think they had maliceintent.
No, no.
A lot of times you don't havemalice intent.
But then when they see thedollars coming in and stuff like
that, it turns into...
And when they're...
Like, for instance, Coca-Cola.
Back in the 50s, housewives wereconstantly high on Coke.

(01:48:25):
Until they recognized that whenthey were coming down, crashing
and stuff like that, and havingmeltdowns and hysterical fits
and stuff like that, then theytook the Coke out of the
Coca-Cola.
But in the meantime, they didn'trealize that the Coke...

(01:48:47):
was bad until they saw what itwas doing to them.
They used to sell it at Searsand Roebuck.
You could buy the needle, youcould buy heroin.
Oh, I didn't know that.
What?
Yeah.
Well, think about even in theold days, peyote and what was

(01:49:09):
it?
Opium, the opium dens and stufflike that.
So germs have been around for along time.
So basically, yeah, I alwayssay, look back at history.
History is now repeating itself.
So we're going to go back intothe feminine world for the next

(01:49:32):
26,000 years, but we're right inthe crust of the change.
And so, you know...
So, but I truly believe, okay, Ihave a map where, and I can
actually see it happening, isthat the earth will proliferate
into a fifth dimensionalconsciousness and any souls that

(01:49:53):
can reach, can meet that energywill survive on the earth.
Is that the galactic map?
Yeah.
It even has Trump on there.
No, no, not that map.
This is another map I have.
Yeah.
And it was actually predicted,this map was predicted back in,
I think, 1990.
And it came from NASA.

(01:50:17):
Yeah, that's the one I have thatyou have me print for you.
No, this is a different map.
This is another map.
Maybe this is not from 1980.
So that was another prediction.
But you can see everything onthese maps have already come
into fruition.
And so, and they have likecertain dates and we're coming
close to that proliferation towhere the earth is going to

(01:50:38):
transform into a celestial body.
Okay, which, and theinhabitants, that's why the
children, every child that isbeing born is already a high
vibrational child.
Yeah, and you know how she keepssaying the feminine?
Yes.
Keep in mind, this is the agewhere everyone's like, I'm gay.

(01:50:59):
I'm into the same sex and stufflike that.
And a lot of the boys are realfeminine.
But even if you're a man andyou're feminine, some of that
population has gone to extremes,which is, I have to be careful,

(01:51:19):
but because you were born as aman, Okay.
But you have feminine traits.
Well, I know the best of men whohave feminine traits.
And they're staying home andtaking care of the babies.
They're staying home and they'redoing like the reverse of the
male and the female.

(01:51:42):
Females are becoming moremale-like and the men are
becoming more feminine-like.
And so more male nurses, moremale...
more female doctors, you know,so, so there's, you can see the
transition in, in how it used tobe and how it is today.

(01:52:06):
And so, and a lot of times ifpeople are still in that
fear-based world, or if they'restill in that mental health
world, like they're not quiteunderstanding, like they, they
go through the process of, ofconfusion over their sexuality
and stuff I have nothingnegative to say about the gay

(01:52:29):
population, but just likeheterosexuals, it's a private
thing.

UNKNOWN (01:52:37):
Right.

SPEAKER_00 (01:52:37):
it doesn't need to be blown out of proportion.
And so we didn't blow out oursexuality with male and female.
And so it's kind of like, it'sjust like they have to prove
themselves.
And so it's just kind of like,just find a love in everything.

(01:52:59):
And actually, the...
A lot of the gay populationdon't realize that they are
Venusians, like Venus.
Now, this is not a topic we wantto go into right now, but
there's life on other planets,okay?

(01:53:20):
And the Venusians are sexuallyfree, right?
when it comes to, they don'tthink of it as being gay, but
they have their ownrelationships with female and
female and male and male andeven male and female.

(01:53:40):
So it's really, they're comingin as an extraterrestrial
awareness or a remembrance ofbeing on another planet.
Where it was just normal.
Yeah.
So, you know, it's just becausewe are a multidimensional.

(01:54:02):
And multidimensional can bewritten off in different genres.
And so not only are we amultidimensional race, but we
are a melting pot.
Okay.
Everything that's going on here,okay, is a melting pot.

(01:54:23):
So we have extraterrestrialscoming in and living human
experiences.
We have angels coming in.
We have other benevolent beings,fairies, and everything else
coming in and experiencing lifeas a human.
So we are a melting pot of somany different characters from

(01:54:46):
other kingdoms and otherlifetimes that were real, that
are still real.
She has a...
Angel Healing Workshop on this,which will be online.
That's the second class thattalks about all the different,
the Ascended Masters.
And I will be doing anextraterrestrial workshop this

(01:55:08):
year.
Interesting.
You know what?
You sold me.
it was interesting how youbrought that because obviously
the the transgender issue is avery hot topic and like i don't
really care what someone'ssexuality is yeah um i i find it

(01:55:28):
confusing like i always use thisum parallel is that I wanted to
be a Tyrannosaurus Rex when Iwas a kid.
Glad my parents didn't be like,hey, we're going to make you a
Tyrannosaurus Rex.
Right.
Because kids have imaginations.

(01:55:49):
And I feel like a lot of that islike parents projecting their
ending.
stuff onto their kids and justdon't feel like it's healthy.
No, it's not.
And so I think it's not ahealthy thing to make the
decision of a 12-year-old child.

(01:56:12):
12 and 13 years old, they'rehormonal.
They don't know what they want.
It's like, for instance, mygranddaughter, not the one that
lives with me, but anothergranddaughter, she thought she
was gay.
She had a gay girlfriend, okay?
And so when she was like 13, 14,15 years old, and then all of a

(01:56:37):
sudden she meets this boy, okay?
And she has a baby.
Well, thank God she didn't gothrough hormone therapy and get
her lady first job done.
Right, right, yeah.
And then now she wouldn't beable to have sexual pleasure.
My son would not allow that.
So the whole aspect of it isthat these are the things that

(01:57:00):
they need to explore.
You know, we have beenexploring, like even men, you
know, they explore around 12 and13 on whether they, you know,
not knowing why they want to dowhat they're going to do behind
closed doors, you know, andstuff like that.
And it's just like when itbecomes like a public thing,

(01:57:20):
they don't have the opportunityto figure it out for themselves.
And that's, to me, it's justvery important because, yeah,
like, it's tough being ateenager.
And, like, now, too, and I'm notsure what the cause is, whether

(01:57:43):
it's food or hormones, but,like, you have young girls
getting their periods wayearlier.
Like age nine.
And eight.
Gina was eight.
Yeah, that's what I'm saying.
I do think that's in the food.
I agree.
It has to be.
Girls did not have breasts untilI was in high school.

(01:58:04):
Well, probably later middleschool.
Yeah.
And actually, I didn't havebreasts until I had a baby.
Yeah, me too.
Now I wish I had the fun.
But yeah, so the whole aspect ofit is that the whole aspect of
it is that is that this is allgoing to change too.

(01:58:27):
This is all going to come to anend.
And so it's just, even withmental illness, like
Alzheimer's, I'm sorry, allAsperger's and Down syndrome and
all of those types ofintellectually disabilities,

(01:58:51):
science is showing that ifyou're going to drink alcohol,
and have a baby and getpregnant, you're actually
poisoning that baby.
and something's going to happen.
Or if you're having a baby andyou're too old to have a baby,
things like that.
Or another thing too, and Idon't want to say this to hurt

(01:59:14):
people's feelings, but it'sscientifically proven now that
ADHD and ADD and things likethat, if you think about it, if
you're smoking while you'repregnant, you're actually
creating carbon monoxide goinginto that fetus.
And so something is going to beoff.

(01:59:34):
So a lot of that has to do withus.
And myself included, like, youknow, because I have an ADD and
my mother, oh my God, my mother,we would be putting a cigarette
out in each room.
And I know, even though I wasn'tdiagnosed, I just got my ass
kicked a lot.
Okay.
I know if I was diagnosed, theywould say I have ADHD and, you

(02:00:01):
know, a few other things.
Bipolar is another big thingright now.
But how I look at it, too, iswhen you allow them to buy into
it, getting on the medications,stuff like that.
Now, I'm okay with themedications if it's going to
help them, if they're in a badshape.
Is it having, like, a chemicalimbalance?

(02:00:24):
That's it.
That's it.
But at the same time...
Don't let that be the excuse whyyou cannot live a life.
Okay.
I love a crutch.
Yeah.
Because then our ego can takeover.
Right.
And if I manage to get past myissues of being confused all the

(02:00:49):
time and things like that andbeing who I am today, Okay.
So can everybody else.
Okay.
But chemically, the ones thatcome in that way, they were
meant, actually, thoseintellectually disabled people

(02:01:11):
actually came in here at a soullevel to experience that.
Interesting.
Okay.
But a lot of it is induced.
Right.
You know, so, and I am notspeaking about this in an angry
way.
I'm just speaking about as anobservant way.
And that's it.

(02:01:31):
Just want to show the publicknows that.
It's a lot different when youobserve something, especially
the human condition, the humancondition.
There's so many things that wecould do with it.

UNKNOWN (02:01:44):
Yeah.

SPEAKER_00 (02:01:44):
but I could talk to you guys.
Yeah.
I was just going to say, youmight need to make this a part,
a two part.
But I pulled up, cause I was, wewere going to say about the
website.
Yes, please.
Like, so if you go to thewebsite and, And, you know, I so
Terry was starting to say aboutlike how it came to be when she

(02:02:06):
was like, OK, I'm, you know, I'mnot going to do what we were
doing.
In fact, she had moved on andyou were going to, you know,
everyone went their separateways.
You said I could just have thewebsite.
And well, actually, no, you saidI'm just going to let it die.
And I was like, no, no, I workedso hard and he has such
beautiful like ideas.
I just want to do something withit.

(02:02:28):
And that's when she said, well,you can have it.
Just do what you want.
So what I wanted to get at wasat first when I started this, I
wanted to make it aboutcommunity because that's that's
what you always want is acommunity.
And it's not about like, hey,like, like we're about
community.
check out this Reikipractitioner.

(02:02:49):
She's always saying, hey, I justtrained a student.
So good.
Go to her.
Check her out.
Whereas there are some peoplethat have cliques that are like,
ew, why are you taking myclient?
That's my client.
Or they start talking shit.
It's not a community anymore.
But I was trying to make it sothat We can have everyone in

(02:03:12):
Altoona or in whoever wanted tobe on this page saying like,
hey, I do Reiki.
This is what I offer.
I do like house clearings.
I do animal Reiki or whatever.
Yeah.
So when you go to the website tolook at it and you scroll down,
there's a section for holisticpractitioners.
There's only a few of us onthere because I don't know why,

(02:03:34):
but everyone was all about itand thought it was amazing.
And then when it came time toput them on there, it's like
crickets.
And I'm not being rude about itor anything, so I'm just saying
that's why there's a few peopleon there.
But keep in mind, this websitewas made for light.
Okay, so the whole aspect of itis that only those people that

(02:03:55):
have the same idea of communitycollective consciousness Okay.
Is who's really going togravitate for that.

(02:04:30):
one thing that we're like superexcited about that I figured out
with the website is the classes,the online classes.
She has these amazing workshopsand classes and I'm like, Hey,
let me, um, you know, put themonline here, which, you know,
there's a fee and I try throwingin some free classes too, so

(02:04:50):
that people can check it outwithout having to pay.
Um, but yeah, Every time shedoes a workshop, which we're on
the angels now, so the secondone's going to be going in.
She gives me everything that shegives in person, and I take it
and make it digital.
And sometimes it might even havea little more information than

(02:05:12):
what's in the class.
So it's worth it.
And we're going to be doingastrology.
She's in the middle of twoastrology classes.
And as soon as I can get time,I'm gonna be making those
digital.
Yeah, plenty of time for thatbecause I'm doing them up in
Everett right now.
And then on August, I'm startingall brand new classes down here

(02:05:35):
on astrology.
So yeah, and it's like everythree weeks so that people can
not only afford it, but they canalso have time to study it
because it is a study.
And then, so then that way Igive her, And she does fantastic
work.
Like, she's taken some of my oldwork and made it look so

(02:05:57):
professional.
I know.
That really is good.
Good job.
And it's functional.
Like, it's easy to navigate.
Even for a dumb bunny like me.
You're saying that because mydaughter who is like, you know,
page super like particularmarketing.
She's like, mom, there's a lotgoing on on that website.
I'm like, yeah, but I wantpeople to get the information.

(02:06:17):
I mean, you know, like even ifyou go to click on that online
classes, I have a blurb therethat says, hey, like you might
want to download this appbecause it's better.
Oh, I guess that's our signal.
I don't have it timed.
No, it's just the light ran out.
Oh, okay.
It'll be a little dark at theend.
I thought it was the lamp.

(02:06:42):
So that's fine.
People need to check out thewebsite.
Terry Martell, Amber Parisi,secretsofhealing.net Amazing
website, amazing people.
Thank you guys so much forcoming.
I appreciate it more than youknow.
It was our pleasure.
Thank you.
Yeah.
And we'll be back to talk moreat the end.

(02:07:04):
Maybe on a topic.
Yeah.
Maybe just section it out onsome topics.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Now that I have more of a fiddlefor you guys.
Yeah.
Maybe, hey, let's talk aboutthis.
We should come back and do Reikion Dan Margera.
Because that's who the celebrityis that John...
talked about getting over Jamesto interview.

(02:07:28):
Well, thank you, ladies.
You're welcome.
Thanks, guys.

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