September 21, 2024 • 49 mins
What if you could transform your deepest traumas into a source of inner strength and healing? Our special guest, Kirtti Sharma, an energy alchemist and holistic psychologist, joins us from India to share her inspiring journey. With over 17 years of experience, Kirtti opens up about her path to spirituality, spurred by her first meditation in 2000 and profound challenges, including the loss of her father and an abusive marriage. Learn how she discovered her psychic abilities and now dedicates her life to helping other women heal and reconnect with their deeper selves.
Experience the profound impact of Reiki and other healing practices as we uncover their ability to release emotional and physical pain rooted in past traumas. Listen to a compelling story about a Reiki-infused massage that facilitated a powerful emotional release. We also discuss the importance of intention and how Reiki intersects with neurolinguistic programming (NLP), emphasizing that true understanding comes from firsthand experience. This episode sheds light on the transformative power of energy healing and the innate healing abilities within all of us.
Find out how intuition and divine guidance play crucial roles in shaping our lives. Hear a personal story about finding the perfect home by following a gut feeling, and explore the concept of channeling light codes for personal and global healing. We also tackle the fear of success and discuss overcoming personal and professional obstacles to align with one's true calling. Through sharing our vulnerabilities and experiences, we emphasize the higher purpose behind life's challenges and the strength we can find even in our darkest moments. Join us for an enlightening conversation with Kirtti Sharma that underscores the power of trusting the universe and embracing our spiritual journeys.
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Speaker 1 (00:01):
Welcome back to the Against All Odds the Less Than
1% Chance podcast with your host, maria Aponte, where we will
hear stories of incrediblepeople thriving against all odds
, and my hope is that we can allsee how life is always
happening for us, even when weare the Less Than 1% Chance.
Speaker 2 (00:20):
Hey, hey, welcome back to Against All Odds, the
less than 1% chance podcast withyour host, maria Aponte.
I am so excited.
So this is the momentous momentright now.
This is the first time AgainstAll Odds has interviewed
internationally, so our nextguest and just Just make sure
(00:41):
that I say this correct it'sKirti.
Yes, also, kirti Sharma is anenergy alchemist, aka holistic
psychologist.
She helps emotionally sensitivewomen who feel left out to
connect to their deepest selvesthrough NLP counseling and
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healing.
Kirti has been an internationalintuitive counselor for the
past 17 plus years.
She is a co-author of thenumber one international
bestselling my Journey, myJournal and Creating your Legacy
.
Her expertise is a master incounseling psychology.
She's a certified Reikigrandmaster since 2006,.
(01:24):
Realm reader, numerologist,crystal color or an aroma
practitioner I love all of this.
It's like speaking my lovelanguage Master, nlp
practitioner, life coach andhypnosis.
In addition to this, she is anintuitive tarot card reader,
angel reader, meditation coach,channel of codes, light I
(01:47):
haven't heard of that one.
So I'm really interested.
Psychic and medium, like all ofthe things.
I love all of this.
So welcome QT.
I'm so excited.
Speaker 3 (01:58):
Thank you.
Thank you so much for giving methis opportunity to be here
with everyone.
Speaker 2 (02:06):
Yeah, absolutely so.
Give us a little bit ofbackground.
Why and how did you get intowhat you do now?
Speaker 3 (02:14):
I must say that what I do is being into spirituality.
So my soul journey started, Ithink, in 2000.
When I first meditated, myfather's friend walked me down
into meditation where I felt theenergy of God Hindu God, as I
am Hindu, so I felt the energyof Lord Vishnu.
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At that time.
I felt a deep energy which Inever found anywhere else, right
.
So time passed by.
I was in 10th grade at thattime.
So time passed by and lifehappened.
I went through Reiki one, twoand then three before my
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marriage, and in 2006, I getgrandmaster in Reiki.
That wasn't it.
After that, I didn't have that.
Grandmaster is that you canattune people through the
process.
At that time, I didn't feellike I can attune anyone.
So the thing happened in 2010,when my son was six months old
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and I came here to my mom'splace and I attuned someone with
the help of Dr Yusui.
I was like, mom, I don't knowhow to do all the steps, step by
step process of attuningsomeone, and so she said you
have to do it, and she pushed meto do that attunement.
I prayed to God and Dr Yusuf todo this for me, and my hands
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started working on themselves.
Everything happened.
That was the moment I felt thatthis is something I have to
keep doing it.
I have to keep doing it.
Then life happened and my fatherdied in 2012 due to issues.
At that time, major thingshappened in my life and then I
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entered into spirituality, thatis, being psychic and medium.
I wanted to connect to myfather at any level, at any
plane, so I started working onthat and that was the beginning
of my story, or my spiritualpath.
In reality, later, in 2017, Ileft my ex because of abusive
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marriage with my son and I cameout of that trauma and it was
suicidal, depressed.
I was suicidal, depressed whereI wanted to almost kill my son
and finish myself because I waslike I worked my son and he's my
responsibility more than anyoneelse.
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Yeah, so I came out of it withReiki and meditation.
I used to meditate daily formany hours, closing the door,
because I felt that no one isgoing to come and help me.
I have to help myself and Ihave to live for my son.
I wasn't strong enough, right,so I have to survive for my son
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and I have to survive in abetter way.
So I came out of it.
That and that brings me intospirituality more deeper.
Speaker 2 (05:25):
So that's how it all begins and that's how I started
helping other ladies as wellthat's amazing, yeah, and I
think that we that let's justsay life, god, whatever, however
, whatever you believe in, Ithink that there's sometimes we
find ourselves in these reallytough situations and it isn't
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because he doesn't love us orthey don't love us.
It's because they know whatwe're capable of and we won't
see it until we get throughthose things and we have this
bigger purpose inside of us thatwe're supposed to help others,
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because we, against all odds,have gone through it and
overcame it and we saw thatdarkness and now we could be the
light to somebody else.
I just oh my gosh, I love it.
I grew up very Catholic and Istill consider myself Catholic.
However, I'm very openspiritually to knowing that I
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have a special relationship andit doesn't have to have a
religion attached to it.
I know that I have thisconnection with God and he has
used me in the things that Ihave gone through.
I've been through a lot ofthings in my life.
If he's put those things in mypath and he's helped me get
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through it, then that means thatI'm supposed to like I feel
like all right, I got youthrough it, now let me help,
work through you to help others,and I love that you had to go
through those dark moments tosee that your path was to help
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others.
It's so beautiful.
It's not something that's easyto, especially when you're going
through difficult times, whenyou're questioning everything,
when you just don't know ifyou'll be able to get through it
.
And is it easier to give up andstop?
It may be easier, but it's notworth it.
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I think that it's so much moreworth it and you build so much
confidence and tenacity when yousee something difficult and
you're like, all right, how am Igoing to get through this?
I know I'm going to.
How am I going to do it?
And when you look back at itand you're like, wow, I did that
Okay.
And when you look back at itand you're like, wow, I did that
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Okay, I got strength fromwherever I needed to get it
strength from and we got throughthat.
So what comes from that?
Speaker 3 (08:15):
What comes next?
Yeah, I need to pat my back onmy own.
Yes, you can do it.
When is going to come?
Because after my father's deathI was like I don't have a
brother.
I was kept in a way in family,like I'm someone's sacred or
something and I have to beprotected.
So in India, girls are treatedmostly like that.
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So I never went out on my ownor anything.
And suddenly when my fatherdied, I was like who's going to
save me from all that he wasdoing?
At that time as well?
He used to scold him.
My father used to scold himthat why are you doing this?
And that.
So at that time I thought noone's going to come, you have to
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do it on your own.
And I used to say that you cando it.
You have to do it your own, andI use the word that's key you
can do it, you have to do it,you can do it.
Speaker 2 (09:07):
Yeah, and I think that's spiritually your dad
still there, still patting youon the back and, even if it
takes you doing it for yourself,my dad passed away in October
of 2022.
And I was so close to him, Iwas daddy's girl and we had such
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an incredible bond.
And now I see the Cardinals andI know that's him and I talked
to him and I might look crazy onmy walks talking to birds, but
I don't care.
I'm having a conversation withmy dad and I'll listen to their
chirp and if I don't see them,I'm like, all right, I hear you,
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where are you?
Are you going to show yourselfto me today?
And all of a sudden, you seelike this bird pass, this
beautiful red bird just in frontof you, and I'm like there you
are, I just know it.
I just know it.
It feels so healing, especiallyin the grief process, because
that grief is difficult.
Speaker 3 (10:07):
That helps us.
Actually, I realized that afterhis death.
I realized why he needed to die.
Of course it was his time, butit was a kick for me from the
universe Go, go into this,otherwise you won't go.
You will try to stay safe andwon't go inside.
(10:29):
Yeah, so many things we learnafter that, but yes, this
process is really painful yeah,do your practice online or do
you do it in person, or both?
yes, yeah, actually I do itonline mostly and for Indians
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who are around if they want tocome, I set it up in my home
only I live with my mom and myson, so usually it's on Zoom or
online and I have healingsessions and one coaching plus.
I am launching now and then mygroup coaching session.
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So I have divided how I'm goingto work and that's how I do it.
Speaker 2 (11:17):
That's awesome.
So for those who don't knowwhat Reiki is, can you give an
idea of what that is?
Speaker 3 (11:24):
It's too difficult to people who don't understand
healing modalities, but reiki ishands-on healing modality where
the first degree is you learnto heal through your hands.
We all are a portal or energy.
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We all are energy.
Now I say we all are energy andwe are just cleaning up that
blocked energy that we have nowso conditioning through our
childhood and through past livescreated darkness around us or
within us.
So Reiki went out and, justlike Jesus or any even Hindu
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scriptures have mentioned aboutSai Baba and many healers who
used to touch and heal people orwho used to say things and heal
people.
So we have that ability withinus and Reiki is just cleaning up
the aura and bringing that backinto us.
Speaker 2 (12:28):
Yeah, that's what.
Speaker 3 (12:29):
I try to explain people.
Yeah, and until you experienceit, you won't understand the
reality of what.
Speaker 2 (12:37):
Yeah, something that my Reiki master said that kind
of resonated with me when I wasbecause I, like I told you, I
got certified in Reiki 1 andReiki two, which is more like
for me.
It was more of a like for me toI don't know, just attuned to
that.
So one of the things that Ifelt really deep when she said
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we all have Reiki in us.
We all have the ability and theintention of healing the people
that we love.
So with my child, I'll hug themand I'll pour in all of the
blessings that I want for mychild, and that in itself is
Reiki.
That's cleaning up all of thatyuckiness and that muck and all
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of the stuff that's stuck andyou put all your intention into
giving that healing to yourchild.
So we all have it in us.
As a parent, we can experiencethat with our own kids and I
think that just knowing and Ihad an experience with Reiki
that I wasn't aware that it wasReiki my friend had offered a
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healing energy massage.
I didn't have a clue what anyof it was.
She was like Maria, you have totry this, it is.
It blew my mind.
I can't even believe what I wasfeeling.
So she was like I'm going tobook it for you.
And I'm like, okay, she knewthat I had gone through a lot of
things in my life and so Iremember going to this massage.
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To me it was just a massage ata really fancy hotel and
whatever.
And when she, the lady didn'treally ask much except, is there
any place or anywhere that youhave a hard time with?
And I'm like you could dowhatever except don't touch my
lower back.
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My lower back hurts to thetouch.
And she's like, okay, and I kidyou not, I lay down on the
massage table and she has.
I didn't know what they were atthe time, but she had sound
bowls and it was reallybeautiful.
And she starts like with thesound bowls and I just feel her,
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like I'm face down, but I justfeel her hands like gliding over
me and I'm like this is weird,and those are all the things
that come through my head atthat time.
And then, all of a sudden, shewas like, yeah, I could
definitely feel all of thissexual tension from sexual
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assault right here, and she likeconcentrated on my lower back
and I had gotten sexuallyassaulted when I was 16.
And so I stayed quiet for solong and staying quiet created a
dis-ease in my body and at 18years old I had cancer and in my
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cervix and it was all of thatenergy just bundled up right
there and I was probably maybe30, 31.
And this had been years offeeling this pain in my lower
back and when she like pressedthere and concentrated all of
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her energy and healing there, Icried the whole hour that I was
in that massage and I was just,I was a mess, and it felt like I
had never cried in my entirelife and from that moment I've
never had lower back pain likethat, ever, ever again.
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And I was like in shock.
I didn't even again, stilldidn't know what it was.
And years later I've come tofind out that it's Reiki and
from a lady that I wasintroduced to and I was like
that's what that was.
That was amazing, like it allmade sense.
I didn't understand until thatmoment and I was like that makes
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so much sense.
I don't have the same issuesthat I had before.
Like I was able to release allof that, like held darkness in
my body and it was mind blowing.
Speaker 3 (16:56):
Yeah, actually, who never experienced that?
Usually not in India, but inforeign Western countries
massage therapists always haveReiki or some kind of holistic
healing touch.
So when they do massage it willfeel you will feel different
and I feel that whenever youhaven't experienced any kind of
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modality, healing modality, sowhenever a healer will touch you
, you will, just by justtouching you will feel something
different and, yeah, crying islike you release everything.
So it was great that you viewedyeah, it really really
unexplainable yeah, I can't even.
Speaker 2 (17:42):
I still remember afterwards like I met up with my
friend and we had dinner thatnight and I was just like I just
can't even.
And she's like I just can'teven.
And she's like I know, youdon't even have to say anything,
I know it's crazy, right.
And I'm like, yeah, and it waslike this emotional hangover,
like everything was just like oh, how was I holding on to all of
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this for so long?
And it really, really blew mymind.
I was in shock for just for along time because I didn't think
that was possible, I didn'tknow and I didn't pay attention
enough.
But it came at the right time.
It came exactly at the timethat I needed it and I think
it's incredible, so, nlp, thatI've had that done before.
Speaker 3 (18:31):
To explain that a little bit it's neurolinguistic
programming and for anythinglike psychology or NLP or
hypnosis, I don't go deep intothe thing.
I use it with intuition.
So what I say is NLP issomething between hypnosis,
hypnotherapy and meditation,because it works in between and
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it has the power of meditationand the power of hypnosis and do
healing very fast.
Whenever I have to explainabout NLP, I use these words
because it is easy.
So everything has language andsenses are the language of our
brain.
So, and everything helpsthrough senses, we heal you, we
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heal people.
So it is like not healing.
Actually it is into psychologyonly, but I use it for healing.
So whenever my main power is, Iwalk people down into
meditation.
During that I use NLP and helpthem to sense things more deeply
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.
Through that they feel thingsand then they release those
things that are blocking them.
So that's how I use it with myclients.
Speaker 2 (19:49):
That's amazing.
I love that.
It's so funny.
All of the things that you do.
I'm like my clients.
That's amazing.
I love that.
It's so funny.
All of the things that you do.
I'm like oh, I've tried that.
Oh, I've tried that too.
If something feels like itfeels right, then I allow my
intuition to guide me, and ithasn't steered me the wrong way
yet.
So I truly trust.
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I always say and I don'tremember who I heard this from
but when we pray, we pray to God, and when we listen to our
intuition, it's listening to Godtalking back to us and guiding
us it.
Just that always made me like,even if I go into a house and
I'm moving or whatever, Iremember I was moving at one
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time in my life and my realtorhad found like five different
houses and this one house at thevery end was out of our budget.
And I walk in like after we sawthe other houses and everything
was just like no, no.
And he's like what are youlooking for?
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And I was like I can't tell youthat.
I just I can't explain it.
I will tell you as soon as Iknow, I will tell you.
And he's like okay, so we go tothis last house.
I was like this is it?
And he's like you barely walkedin.
I was like I can't explain itto you barely walked in.
I was like I can't explain itto you, this is it.
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And it was such an amazinghouse for us for that time being
.
And so I I have on on my visionboard.
I have the house that I've beento the house, my future house,
already, I feel.
As soon as I walked in there, Ifelt like this.
My energy was already likethere, it might not be my house
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right now and whoever's therenow is just taking really good
care of it for me.
But I really feel like themoment that I stepped in there,
I was like, oh I, I'm supposedto be here.
I can't explain it, I just amsupposed to be here and it's.
I think that it's listening towhatever your inner self, yeah,
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that gut feeling, and I alwayslike I like grab my belly
because it's like that gutfeeling, but that's where your
solar plexus is and that's whatwe should listen to for our
intuition and it just it's so,yeah, it blows my mind.
So then, what is channel ofcodes of light?
Because I've never heard ofthat light of code is actually
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drawings.
Speaker 3 (22:27):
I can say some.
If you have heard aboutautomatic writing in psychic and
mediumship, just like that, itis like automatic drawing.
But what happened is you areconnecting to some other
dimensional beings.
Like.
My journey started with dragons.
I connected to the energy ofdragons through a meditation
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with my friend and after that Istarted channeling lines and
dots and everything that used toheal people.
At that time.
I channeled for, like JoyWooden and something like that
At that time small pictureswhere there were lines and
doodles, doodles actually.
Yeah, I shared it on internetand one of the ladies got it
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tattooed on her arm and she toldme that she was like, uh, her
life started changing after that.
So I walked into it and Istarted connecting to my dragon
guide more and more.
Later on, as you walk onto thespiritual path deeper, you
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connect to different otherbeings, so galactic councils,
like arcturian council.
They are here to heal us.
They have light of light toheal us faster.
So I am more connected toarcturians and I draw those
light codes.
So, like you have any problemin your life, like anyone right?
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So they come to me that I wantchannel light code.
This is a personalized channellight code.
So what I will do is I willrelax myself as much, I will
meditate and take time out toconnect to their energies as
much.
I mean meditate and take timeout to connect to their energies
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, yeah, in that I connect tothem and then download all that
and draw it on paper ordigitally.
I started doing it digitallynow, through lines, and I am
creating now mandalas of healingmandalas, like.
So now it is.
I use it mostly for globalpurpose, like I channel
something and then I share allover my internet and with
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everyone to heal because I wantit to be spread more and more.
Yeah, so I use it less for,like, personalized codes, but I
do it for global, so I channelsomething specifically.
Sometimes happen that I wasmany times I was pulled from
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sleeping or something doingsomething.
I was pulled out of it.
That you have to channel this.
Speaker 2 (25:07):
Yeah, now it's like something wakes you up and
you're like now that's awesomeso I channel it and I don't know
what the energy meant to me.
Speaker 3 (25:20):
And I have a friend who got into my life.
She is like 10 or so yearsyounger to me, but we are on the
same path, so we startedworking healing the globe
together in 2022 last of 2022 soI used to do this.
Her name is siddi siddi.
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I channel this.
I don't know what does it mean?
Why is it here?
Can you decode it?
So she used to decode the nameof the code and then I used to
share it so that is like healingfaster.
That is for the purpose ofhealing faster.
And with that light codethere's light language, like I
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connect to the energies and thenI will speak words, alphabets,
or words in hindi or english,whatever you can feel like I
might do in between, so theyflow out of my mouth to heal the
world, to heal the person whois listening to this, and these
are to heal faster.
Heal everything faster thanyeah, they are used in this way
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I love that.
Speaker 2 (26:29):
I had an aura reading and she used painting when she
did this.
She didn't know anything aboutme at all, and this is what she
saw yes, yes, yes and she usedmy hands to draw the hands and
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she's like you have so muchhealing energy inside you and I
was like, oh my gosh, really itwas.
It was beautiful just seeingher go through the process of
making.
Yeah, it was amazing.
Speaker 3 (27:05):
So this is like good actually yeah it sounded the
same, I was wait.
Speaker 2 (27:11):
Is this the same thing?
Speaker 3 (27:14):
Yes, yes, yes.
Speaker 2 (27:15):
That is amazing.
I love everything that you do.
I'm so happy we connected.
This is amazing.
Speaker 3 (27:28):
As you were saying that, I almost forgot I was
about to interrupt you.
In between, I met everyone,every podcaster, everyone who
are the right connection.
No, like that when you weretalking about the house, right,
yeah, so I need people who havethe same kind of energy oh, my
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god, I love that.
Speaker 2 (27:52):
I was just telling the previous recording that I
did.
I feel like this is such abeautiful outlet to meet people
you have never met, and likeattracts like, and it's like
this energy and this vibrationthat's up here that you just
gravitate towards those kind ofpeople.
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And it's so beautiful because,again, growing up very religious
in a religion that probably allof this is foreign to or not
foreign, but not looked at in anacceptable way, I find it funny
.
I was always like my dad'sgonna go crazy if he hears how
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open spiritually I am, and hewas a watch repair man and we
owned a jewelry shop for many,many years and and in jewelry
you put jewels right, socrystals and gems and these
precious beautiful gems.
And then when I started wearingcrystals in my pocket and
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putting crystals in my pocket,he started questioning it and I
was like, well, if you thinkabout it, crystals and the gems
that are in your rings or inpendants or in earrings, those
are the same thing and I'm likeit's something that came from
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the earth that has a differentkind of energy to it.
And I don't wear jewelry I'venever worn jewelry, but you
better believe I have crystalsall over the place and I can
feel that I can feel amethystaround you.
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I have so much like, so muchamethyst around me.
It's awesome, yeah, it's myfavorite.
It's purple is my favorite, butit all stemmed from amethyst.
I grew up.
I remember he had in hisdisplay case an amethyst tree
and I always was like, oh my god, that's so beautiful.
Oh my god, that's so beautiful,and I love amethyst and, and so
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this purple, like I have,everything is purple, my yeah
right, my headphones purple,like everything is, everything
is purple and my daughtersometimes is like gosh mom,
another purple thing.
And I'm like, listen, it makesme happy, I'm in a good place
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when I have purple surroundingme.
My hair is purple and it's likea dark purple.
Speaker 3 (30:35):
Yeah, I can feel reddish, so I was like, oh wow,
nice.
Speaker 2 (30:40):
I don't know if I want to tell her purple as well.
Yeah, you should.
It's so pretty, but, like I, itjust makes me feel like I'm in
my happy place.
So why?
Are you questioning my happyplace?
Speaker 3 (30:56):
I know that feeling.
Speaker 2 (30:58):
Don't question my happy place.
It's just funny how as we grow,we grow spiritually as well and
the way that we can connect todifferent things.
That maybe was completelyforeign to us growing up.
But you open yourself up tothese like incredible things and
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it all comes down to justhaving your connection to spirit
, Like what is your connectionto spirit and it stems from that
.
And as long as you have such agood connection there,
everything else, like it's notas important yes, exactly.
Speaker 3 (31:42):
I love it angels and archangels and my mom used to
say why don't you pray to?
Because in hindu ladies, wehave deities who are strong,
just like archangel michael.
For me, archangel michael wasjust that little big brother
who's going to protect me.
So she used to say why don'tyou pray to our god?
(32:04):
I was like, let me do that.
Just when you were saying that,I was like that, let me do that
.
Just when you were saying that,I was like that, but I was 28 or
something after my father'sdeath and at that time I
connected to angels andarchangels.
Speaker 2 (32:17):
Yeah.
Speaker 3 (32:18):
So just the same kind of thing for different things.
Speaker 2 (32:23):
Yeah, I agree, I have you read the book.
It's byby Bernstein, it is.
I'm gonna recommend it to superattractor no, no, no.
I am going to recommend superattractor.
She talks about all thearchangels and all of the
connections to them and it issuch a great, great book and
(32:47):
that also opened me again.
It's like when you are open towhatever good comes your way,
when you let the universe tellthe universe, okay, I'm ready
for whatever good is coming myway, and you allow that to just
be the case, like all thedifferent things just start
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coming to fruition.
I feel like I've been sayingthat I wanted a podcast for four
years and the maybe now five,almost.
Yeah, I think it was like fouror five years ago and it took
four years for me to say I'm init and the way that I did it was
the lady that did my Reikicertification, my Reiki master.
(33:33):
I did a retreat with her.
It was just her and I and shedid a quantum healing and in
that, when she was speaking tomy higher self, I said that I
was going to have a podcast andit was going to be called
Against All Odds and I was like,okay, and so a year later or
(33:55):
less, it was like 11 monthslater, I created this podcast
and it just it.
It feels so in tune with who Iam that's so beautiful.
Everything falls on in place onits own just yeah, yeah, and it
(34:17):
does fall into place.
And I think that a lot of thetimes, we tend to block those
things, and I think that's wheresomething like what you do
helps is the person like I cantell you all right, I come to
you and I feel like I have thishuge mission, but I feel so
(34:40):
blocked financially, or I feelso blocked, help me please.
Speaker 3 (34:46):
And at that point that's where something like what
you do comes into play and youhelp go in a little deeper sift
through all of that yes, clearlythe best, because what you said
is true we are our own steppingstones we don't let the
(35:06):
universe help us, because now Iremind myself listen, sit back,
just sit back.
Let him or her god handle it.
Yeah, let them handle it.
Just step back or move awayfrom your path, because we are
our own stepping stones.
Speaker 2 (35:27):
We need that hurdle yeah, it's definitely been the
case, I know so.
2017, I was at the height of mycareer in the travel industry,
loved what I did, I was reallygreat at what I did, and all of
(35:49):
sudden, the company that Iworked for went through a merge
with two other companies and Iwas their highest paid director
and their first to be let go.
And I was a single mom of threekids and the sole provider, and
I was like, oh my gosh, how amI going to go from six figures
(36:10):
to nothing?
And it devastated me, and forso long it's been like I'm
scared of success, becausesuccess makes harder.
Like you're up here, that fallis so hard.
And that was this recurringthing in my mind.
(36:35):
And so then, for many years, Ifound myself doing just enough
to get by not anything tooextravagant, not anything and I
still struggle with that.
I, not anything, and I stillstruggle with that.
I'm not going to lie.
I still struggle with going allin, because in that career, I
(36:56):
gave, I learned, I grew, I waslike I'm here for it and I was
like hustle mode, and for manyyears, many, many years, I've
just been like I'll just doenough and I'll just do enough,
and this is going to be enoughto just get by.
And I feel like that it was.
(37:18):
It's been like this fear ofsuccess, because the fear of
success means if you get upthere and if you fall from that
height, it's going to hurt a lotmore.
And so it was like that patternthat I again still sometimes go
through, and it's better to beaware of it so that you can be
(37:42):
like nope, nope, nope, nope,nope, stay back.
But I've learned also to seehow life is always happening for
you and not to you.
And when I look back now I cansay that my daughter my oldest
daughter was had been diagnosedbipolar at that time and I think
(38:04):
it was an early diagnosis and Idon't believe that's what she
is, but that was what it was atthe time and she was my oldest,
so this was all new to me andshe needed me more than anything
.
And with my previous career Iwas traveling every month for a
whole week and leaving them withbabysitters or with my parents
(38:28):
or whatever.
It was always this like cycleof not normal, and after that I
was able to be there because ofthat and I got into health and
wellness, because it helped myown journey and that was the
business that I continued sincethen, and I can see that I was
there for every single one of mydad's appointments when he was
(38:51):
sick with cancer.
I was there the moment that hepassed.
I was there Like I have beenable to be present in my
family's life and if I wouldhave stayed on the path that I
was on, that wouldn't havehappened.
Speaker 3 (39:12):
So God, put this little, this little thing, in my
path everything happens for areason, and that was the reason
because they wanted, they neededyou more yeah, yeah, I feel
like it's finding purposeinstead of a reason, because I
feel like I've been through somethings, like when I was
(39:33):
sexually assaulted.
Speaker 2 (39:34):
It's really hard to find a reason for it.
However, I can find purposebehind it, and my purpose is
that I can now speak up aboutthings and I have no shame or
guilt in the things that I wentthrough, because it made me who
I am today, and so purpose feelslike okay, it was still messed
(40:00):
up that I went through this.
It was still not good that Iwent through this.
However, I could do a lot withthis and I feel like that's been
.
Like, if I've survivedeverything that I've gone
through, then there's got to bea bigger purpose for me, and I
feel like this is a good pathinto like, where I'm supposed to
(40:21):
be.
I just have to sometimes getout of my own way.
Speaker 3 (40:26):
Yes, exactly Because last year, as I was saying,
saying in 2022 I started with myfriend.
It was like after my divorce, Imet someone and that
relationship broke off.
It was a distance relationshipand we never met much, but it
(40:47):
was on phone.
So I get deep into everythingeveryone who just start loving
me.
So when he left, this friend ofmine came into my life because
it says I'm removing that personbecause he is not right for you
.
I'm giving you something else.
So my friend entered into mylife and we started healing the
(41:09):
world.
We starting working on globe,like as we had that during
pandemic also, we were workingto heal the world, but
separately.
Then we came together for pastone year.
We were like God said you haveto learn to sit back, having no
(41:30):
clients, no job, nothing.
Her job she was kicked out ofher job and we both are into
healing and we were raising thisas a side business and I left
the job a few months ago andrebuilding this business was
(41:50):
difficult because after job andthen we are restarting after a
few years, it is difficult.
So I was like god, please helpus, help us.
We are willing the word give ussomething back we have to take
care of.
I have a son.
I have to take care of him.
Many months, like after thatlast year, maybe January or
(42:31):
February.
After that many months I didn'thave even a single client.
I didn't have any money.
But my ex started giving memoney for ourselves that if you
need something you can take.
I was like what is happening?
Because I am sending you twodifferent ways, don't?
Speaker 2 (42:51):
it doesn't have to come from your job.
Speaker 3 (42:53):
Yeah, it's so crazy yeah, I have been like sometimes
I was depressed because my momwants to say you are sitting
just like that, you're notearning, you're not doing
something, get some job.
I said I did psychology, I hadthis reason.
(43:16):
I did a master's in psychology.
After coming back, after 14years I restudied, I went to
college.
So I said I did master's inpsychology for a reason that I
will get job only in that.
So I got that reason and Istarted working on this.
(43:38):
It is going on and every time Isay these things of more points
, I was like remember me, so whydon't you just?
sit back the right people comesinto my life.
I'm so thankful to God now thatthe perfect clients, the
perfect people, come into mylife.
I don't have to see the faces.
(44:00):
I don't say they are fine.
There are people who want toheal on deeper level, but not on
the worldly level sometimes, soI don't have to face them.
Speaker 2 (44:14):
Yeah, it's, it's so interesting when we trust, right
, I had gotten a part-time jobwith an airline I was just doing
customer service from home,though so it gave me more
flexibility and and I got totravel, which is one of my
favorite things.
So we just went through whatthey called an opt out, because
(44:36):
they didn't want to lay peopleoff of work, to fire people or
whatever, and so I opted out,and that was at the end of
February and everything likeevery month that I'm like, oh my
God, oh my God, oh my God,something always just like falls
into place and I'm like, okay,I got it, I got to trust, I got
(45:01):
to trust, I got to trust.
And it's like that constantreminder of like, oh yeah, I
just have to trust thateverything is going to work out
and it does.
It does when you, when youallow it, when you sit back and
stop getting in your own way, ashard as it is sometimes
(45:22):
sometimes I cry so much, pleasedon't do this to me.
Speaker 3 (45:26):
Like I connect to the energies of shiv and shakti
more prominently and so I callthem mahadev, like they are
divine, masculine and femininein one.
Yeah, so I connect to thatenergy.
So I used to say please, please.
And then you have to silencedown.
(45:47):
And then I used to cry, please,please, please.
And then I remind myself,please, be silent.
Everything will be provided.
Speaker 2 (45:57):
Yeah, it's so crazy.
That is so awesome.
I love it.
So your passion is to keeptrusting and divine against all
odds.
That happened in my life.
I love that, and then anythingelse that you feel called to
talk about just whoever islistening to this, whoever is
(46:22):
here for this time this long.
Speaker 3 (46:24):
I want to say that have trust and belief in the
divine as well as in yourself.
Trust your intuition, as wealready talked about it.
Trust your intuition becausethat is the language, that is
the connection between you andthe divine, and unconditional
love is always there to healeverything.
(46:45):
If there is hatred, if someonehurts you, don't go after them,
just heal yourself withunconditional love or self-love.
These are a few things that ifyou have in your toolkit, you
will survive even the toughesttime on your own all alone,
absolutely, I think, and that'ssomething that I talk to my kids
(47:06):
about all the time.
Speaker 2 (47:08):
They're so quick to react and I under they're not
fully developed mentally fullydeveloped yet, but it's
something that like, as simpleas like when someone cuts you
off driving and, instead ofgetting frustrated, just laugh
(47:28):
and say they probably have tojust go to the bathroom, because
you laugh rather than getfrustrated, and it keeps you in
a better state and it keeps youin a much better vibration and
more good things come your waywhen that happens.
So, so I totally agree with you.
This was amazing.
(47:48):
I love talking to you, you guys, india she's in India, like
this is literally all the wayacross the world from us, or at
least from me.
So this is amazing that we wereable to connect and it just goes
to show you you never know whoyou are going to connect with,
(48:10):
who you're going to vibe with,who is going to be at your
energy level, and if the peoplearound you this is maybe like a
wake up call If the peoplearound you are not at the level
that you want to be, you get it.
You need to get into a betterroom, like you need to surround
(48:34):
yourself, however it may be,whether it's in virtually or in
person.
Surround yourself with peoplethat are at a higher vibration,
because when everyone isvibrating up here and you're
down here, it's likegravitational pull and it makes
(48:54):
you level up and I think that Ifeel very connected to you
because of that, because I feellike we're the same in the same
vibrational field.
Yeah, like I, just I feel thatenergy and I'm so grateful that
we were able to connect.
(49:14):
So, yeah, thank you as well.
Speaker 3 (49:16):
Thank you as well.
I feel so much.
I feel like I'm connecting tomy soul sister and we're in each
other's lifetimes afterlifetimes, maybe I think that's
absolutely possible.
Speaker 2 (49:30):
Yes, so guys.
Thank you so much for listening.
I hope you got so much out ofit, just like I did.
Have a wonderful day.
Peace out guys.
Speaker 3 (49:38):
Love your life bye, bye, thank you.
Welcome back to the Against All Odds the Less Than
1% Chance podcast with your host, maria Aponte, where we will
hear stories of incrediblepeople thriving against all odds
, and my hope is that we can allsee how life is always
happening for us, even when weare the Less Than 1% Chance.
Speaker 2 (00:20):
Hey, hey, welcome back to Against All Odds, the
less than 1% chance podcast withyour host, maria Aponte.
I am so excited.
So this is the momentous momentright now.
This is the first time AgainstAll Odds has interviewed
internationally, so our nextguest and just Just make sure
(00:41):
that I say this correct it'sKirti.
Yes, also, kirti Sharma is anenergy alchemist, aka holistic
psychologist.
She helps emotionally sensitivewomen who feel left out to
connect to their deepest selvesthrough NLP counseling and
(01:01):
healing.
Kirti has been an internationalintuitive counselor for the
past 17 plus years.
She is a co-author of thenumber one international
bestselling my Journey, myJournal and Creating your Legacy
.
Her expertise is a master incounseling psychology.
She's a certified Reikigrandmaster since 2006,.
(01:24):
Realm reader, numerologist,crystal color or an aroma
practitioner I love all of this.
It's like speaking my lovelanguage Master, nlp
practitioner, life coach andhypnosis.
In addition to this, she is anintuitive tarot card reader,
angel reader, meditation coach,channel of codes, light I
(01:47):
haven't heard of that one.
So I'm really interested.
Psychic and medium, like all ofthe things.
I love all of this.
So welcome QT.
I'm so excited.
Speaker 3 (01:58):
Thank you.
Thank you so much for giving methis opportunity to be here
with everyone.
Speaker 2 (02:06):
Yeah, absolutely so.
Give us a little bit ofbackground.
Why and how did you get intowhat you do now?
Speaker 3 (02:14):
I must say that what I do is being into spirituality.
So my soul journey started, Ithink, in 2000.
When I first meditated, myfather's friend walked me down
into meditation where I felt theenergy of God Hindu God, as I
am Hindu, so I felt the energyof Lord Vishnu.
(02:37):
At that time.
I felt a deep energy which Inever found anywhere else, right
.
So time passed by.
I was in 10th grade at thattime.
So time passed by and lifehappened.
I went through Reiki one, twoand then three before my
(02:58):
marriage, and in 2006, I getgrandmaster in Reiki.
That wasn't it.
After that, I didn't have that.
Grandmaster is that you canattune people through the
process.
At that time, I didn't feellike I can attune anyone.
So the thing happened in 2010,when my son was six months old
(03:22):
and I came here to my mom'splace and I attuned someone with
the help of Dr Yusui.
I was like, mom, I don't knowhow to do all the steps, step by
step process of attuningsomeone, and so she said you
have to do it, and she pushed meto do that attunement.
I prayed to God and Dr Yusuf todo this for me, and my hands
(03:48):
started working on themselves.
Everything happened.
That was the moment I felt thatthis is something I have to
keep doing it.
I have to keep doing it.
Then life happened and my fatherdied in 2012 due to issues.
At that time, major thingshappened in my life and then I
(04:10):
entered into spirituality, thatis, being psychic and medium.
I wanted to connect to myfather at any level, at any
plane, so I started working onthat and that was the beginning
of my story, or my spiritualpath.
In reality, later, in 2017, Ileft my ex because of abusive
(04:32):
marriage with my son and I cameout of that trauma and it was
suicidal, depressed.
I was suicidal, depressed whereI wanted to almost kill my son
and finish myself because I waslike I worked my son and he's my
responsibility more than anyoneelse.
(04:53):
Yeah, so I came out of it withReiki and meditation.
I used to meditate daily formany hours, closing the door,
because I felt that no one isgoing to come and help me.
I have to help myself and Ihave to live for my son.
I wasn't strong enough, right,so I have to survive for my son
(05:16):
and I have to survive in abetter way.
So I came out of it.
That and that brings me intospirituality more deeper.
Speaker 2 (05:25):
So that's how it all begins and that's how I started
helping other ladies as wellthat's amazing, yeah, and I
think that we that let's justsay life, god, whatever, however
, whatever you believe in, Ithink that there's sometimes we
find ourselves in these reallytough situations and it isn't
(05:50):
because he doesn't love us orthey don't love us.
It's because they know whatwe're capable of and we won't
see it until we get throughthose things and we have this
bigger purpose inside of us thatwe're supposed to help others,
(06:11):
because we, against all odds,have gone through it and
overcame it and we saw thatdarkness and now we could be the
light to somebody else.
I just oh my gosh, I love it.
I grew up very Catholic and Istill consider myself Catholic.
However, I'm very openspiritually to knowing that I
(06:36):
have a special relationship andit doesn't have to have a
religion attached to it.
I know that I have thisconnection with God and he has
used me in the things that Ihave gone through.
I've been through a lot ofthings in my life.
If he's put those things in mypath and he's helped me get
(06:58):
through it, then that means thatI'm supposed to like I feel
like all right, I got youthrough it, now let me help,
work through you to help others,and I love that you had to go
through those dark moments tosee that your path was to help
(07:21):
others.
It's so beautiful.
It's not something that's easyto, especially when you're going
through difficult times, whenyou're questioning everything,
when you just don't know ifyou'll be able to get through it
.
And is it easier to give up andstop?
It may be easier, but it's notworth it.
(07:43):
I think that it's so much moreworth it and you build so much
confidence and tenacity when yousee something difficult and
you're like, all right, how am Igoing to get through this?
I know I'm going to.
How am I going to do it?
And when you look back at itand you're like, wow, I did that
Okay.
And when you look back at itand you're like, wow, I did that
(08:04):
Okay, I got strength fromwherever I needed to get it
strength from and we got throughthat.
So what comes from that?
Speaker 3 (08:15):
What comes next?
Yeah, I need to pat my back onmy own.
Yes, you can do it.
When is going to come?
Because after my father's deathI was like I don't have a
brother.
I was kept in a way in family,like I'm someone's sacred or
something and I have to beprotected.
So in India, girls are treatedmostly like that.
(08:36):
So I never went out on my ownor anything.
And suddenly when my fatherdied, I was like who's going to
save me from all that he wasdoing?
At that time as well?
He used to scold him.
My father used to scold himthat why are you doing this?
And that.
So at that time I thought noone's going to come, you have to
(09:01):
do it on your own.
And I used to say that you cando it.
You have to do it your own, andI use the word that's key you
can do it, you have to do it,you can do it.
Speaker 2 (09:07):
Yeah, and I think that's spiritually your dad
still there, still patting youon the back and, even if it
takes you doing it for yourself,my dad passed away in October
of 2022.
And I was so close to him, Iwas daddy's girl and we had such
(09:28):
an incredible bond.
And now I see the Cardinals andI know that's him and I talked
to him and I might look crazy onmy walks talking to birds, but
I don't care.
I'm having a conversation withmy dad and I'll listen to their
chirp and if I don't see them,I'm like, all right, I hear you,
(09:48):
where are you?
Are you going to show yourselfto me today?
And all of a sudden, you seelike this bird pass, this
beautiful red bird just in frontof you, and I'm like there you
are, I just know it.
I just know it.
It feels so healing, especiallyin the grief process, because
that grief is difficult.
Speaker 3 (10:07):
That helps us.
Actually, I realized that afterhis death.
I realized why he needed to die.
Of course it was his time, butit was a kick for me from the
universe Go, go into this,otherwise you won't go.
You will try to stay safe andwon't go inside.
(10:29):
Yeah, so many things we learnafter that, but yes, this
process is really painful yeah,do your practice online or do
you do it in person, or both?
yes, yeah, actually I do itonline mostly and for Indians
(10:50):
who are around if they want tocome, I set it up in my home
only I live with my mom and myson, so usually it's on Zoom or
online and I have healingsessions and one coaching plus.
I am launching now and then mygroup coaching session.
(11:12):
So I have divided how I'm goingto work and that's how I do it.
Speaker 2 (11:17):
That's awesome.
So for those who don't knowwhat Reiki is, can you give an
idea of what that is?
Speaker 3 (11:24):
It's too difficult to people who don't understand
healing modalities, but reiki ishands-on healing modality where
the first degree is you learnto heal through your hands.
We all are a portal or energy.
(11:44):
We all are energy.
Now I say we all are energy andwe are just cleaning up that
blocked energy that we have nowso conditioning through our
childhood and through past livescreated darkness around us or
within us.
So Reiki went out and, justlike Jesus or any even Hindu
(12:07):
scriptures have mentioned aboutSai Baba and many healers who
used to touch and heal people orwho used to say things and heal
people.
So we have that ability withinus and Reiki is just cleaning up
the aura and bringing that backinto us.
Speaker 2 (12:28):
Yeah, that's what.
Speaker 3 (12:29):
I try to explain people.
Yeah, and until you experienceit, you won't understand the
reality of what.
Speaker 2 (12:37):
Yeah, something that my Reiki master said that kind
of resonated with me when I wasbecause I, like I told you, I
got certified in Reiki 1 andReiki two, which is more like
for me.
It was more of a like for me toI don't know, just attuned to
that.
So one of the things that Ifelt really deep when she said
(13:00):
we all have Reiki in us.
We all have the ability and theintention of healing the people
that we love.
So with my child, I'll hug themand I'll pour in all of the
blessings that I want for mychild, and that in itself is
Reiki.
That's cleaning up all of thatyuckiness and that muck and all
(13:23):
of the stuff that's stuck andyou put all your intention into
giving that healing to yourchild.
So we all have it in us.
As a parent, we can experiencethat with our own kids and I
think that just knowing and Ihad an experience with Reiki
that I wasn't aware that it wasReiki my friend had offered a
(13:49):
healing energy massage.
I didn't have a clue what anyof it was.
She was like Maria, you have totry this, it is.
It blew my mind.
I can't even believe what I wasfeeling.
So she was like I'm going tobook it for you.
And I'm like, okay, she knewthat I had gone through a lot of
things in my life and so Iremember going to this massage.
(14:11):
To me it was just a massage ata really fancy hotel and
whatever.
And when she, the lady didn'treally ask much except, is there
any place or anywhere that youhave a hard time with?
And I'm like you could dowhatever except don't touch my
lower back.
(14:31):
My lower back hurts to thetouch.
And she's like, okay, and I kidyou not, I lay down on the
massage table and she has.
I didn't know what they were atthe time, but she had sound
bowls and it was reallybeautiful.
And she starts like with thesound bowls and I just feel her,
(14:56):
like I'm face down, but I justfeel her hands like gliding over
me and I'm like this is weird,and those are all the things
that come through my head atthat time.
And then, all of a sudden, shewas like, yeah, I could
definitely feel all of thissexual tension from sexual
(15:17):
assault right here, and she likeconcentrated on my lower back
and I had gotten sexuallyassaulted when I was 16.
And so I stayed quiet for solong and staying quiet created a
dis-ease in my body and at 18years old I had cancer and in my
(15:38):
cervix and it was all of thatenergy just bundled up right
there and I was probably maybe30, 31.
And this had been years offeeling this pain in my lower
back and when she like pressedthere and concentrated all of
(15:59):
her energy and healing there, Icried the whole hour that I was
in that massage and I was just,I was a mess, and it felt like I
had never cried in my entirelife and from that moment I've
never had lower back pain likethat, ever, ever again.
(16:20):
And I was like in shock.
I didn't even again, stilldidn't know what it was.
And years later I've come tofind out that it's Reiki and
from a lady that I wasintroduced to and I was like
that's what that was.
That was amazing, like it allmade sense.
I didn't understand until thatmoment and I was like that makes
(16:42):
so much sense.
I don't have the same issuesthat I had before.
Like I was able to release allof that, like held darkness in
my body and it was mind blowing.
Speaker 3 (16:56):
Yeah, actually, who never experienced that?
Usually not in India, but inforeign Western countries
massage therapists always haveReiki or some kind of holistic
healing touch.
So when they do massage it willfeel you will feel different
and I feel that whenever youhaven't experienced any kind of
(17:20):
modality, healing modality, sowhenever a healer will touch you
, you will, just by justtouching you will feel something
different and, yeah, crying islike you release everything.
So it was great that you viewedyeah, it really really
unexplainable yeah, I can't even.
Speaker 2 (17:42):
I still remember afterwards like I met up with my
friend and we had dinner thatnight and I was just like I just
can't even.
And she's like I just can'teven.
And she's like I know, youdon't even have to say anything,
I know it's crazy, right.
And I'm like, yeah, and it waslike this emotional hangover,
like everything was just like oh, how was I holding on to all of
(18:07):
this for so long?
And it really, really blew mymind.
I was in shock for just for along time because I didn't think
that was possible, I didn'tknow and I didn't pay attention
enough.
But it came at the right time.
It came exactly at the timethat I needed it and I think
it's incredible, so, nlp, thatI've had that done before.
Speaker 3 (18:31):
To explain that a little bit it's neurolinguistic
programming and for anythinglike psychology or NLP or
hypnosis, I don't go deep intothe thing.
I use it with intuition.
So what I say is NLP issomething between hypnosis,
hypnotherapy and meditation,because it works in between and
(18:56):
it has the power of meditationand the power of hypnosis and do
healing very fast.
Whenever I have to explainabout NLP, I use these words
because it is easy.
So everything has language andsenses are the language of our
brain.
So, and everything helpsthrough senses, we heal you, we
(19:18):
heal people.
So it is like not healing.
Actually it is into psychologyonly, but I use it for healing.
So whenever my main power is, Iwalk people down into
meditation.
During that I use NLP and helpthem to sense things more deeply
(19:38):
.
Through that they feel thingsand then they release those
things that are blocking them.
So that's how I use it with myclients.
Speaker 2 (19:49):
That's amazing.
I love that.
It's so funny.
All of the things that you do.
I'm like my clients.
That's amazing.
I love that.
It's so funny.
All of the things that you do.
I'm like oh, I've tried that.
Oh, I've tried that too.
If something feels like itfeels right, then I allow my
intuition to guide me, and ithasn't steered me the wrong way
yet.
So I truly trust.
(20:09):
I always say and I don'tremember who I heard this from
but when we pray, we pray to God, and when we listen to our
intuition, it's listening to Godtalking back to us and guiding
us it.
Just that always made me like,even if I go into a house and
I'm moving or whatever, Iremember I was moving at one
(20:33):
time in my life and my realtorhad found like five different
houses and this one house at thevery end was out of our budget.
And I walk in like after we sawthe other houses and everything
was just like no, no.
And he's like what are youlooking for?
(20:54):
And I was like I can't tell youthat.
I just I can't explain it.
I will tell you as soon as Iknow, I will tell you.
And he's like okay, so we go tothis last house.
I was like this is it?
And he's like you barely walkedin.
I was like I can't explain itto you barely walked in.
I was like I can't explain itto you, this is it.
(21:16):
And it was such an amazinghouse for us for that time being
.
And so I I have on on my visionboard.
I have the house that I've beento the house, my future house,
already, I feel.
As soon as I walked in there, Ifelt like this.
My energy was already likethere, it might not be my house
(21:36):
right now and whoever's therenow is just taking really good
care of it for me.
But I really feel like themoment that I stepped in there,
I was like, oh I, I'm supposedto be here.
I can't explain it, I just amsupposed to be here and it's.
I think that it's listening towhatever your inner self, yeah,
(21:59):
that gut feeling, and I alwayslike I like grab my belly
because it's like that gutfeeling, but that's where your
solar plexus is and that's whatwe should listen to for our
intuition and it just it's so,yeah, it blows my mind.
So then, what is channel ofcodes of light?
Because I've never heard ofthat light of code is actually
(22:25):
drawings.
Speaker 3 (22:27):
I can say some.
If you have heard aboutautomatic writing in psychic and
mediumship, just like that, itis like automatic drawing.
But what happened is you areconnecting to some other
dimensional beings.
Like.
My journey started with dragons.
I connected to the energy ofdragons through a meditation
(22:49):
with my friend and after that Istarted channeling lines and
dots and everything that used toheal people.
At that time.
I channeled for, like JoyWooden and something like that
At that time small pictureswhere there were lines and
doodles, doodles actually.
Yeah, I shared it on internetand one of the ladies got it
(23:13):
tattooed on her arm and she toldme that she was like, uh, her
life started changing after that.
So I walked into it and Istarted connecting to my dragon
guide more and more.
Later on, as you walk onto thespiritual path deeper, you
(23:34):
connect to different otherbeings, so galactic councils,
like arcturian council.
They are here to heal us.
They have light of light toheal us faster.
So I am more connected toarcturians and I draw those
light codes.
So, like you have any problemin your life, like anyone right?
(23:57):
So they come to me that I wantchannel light code.
This is a personalized channellight code.
So what I will do is I willrelax myself as much, I will
meditate and take time out toconnect to their energies as
much.
I mean meditate and take timeout to connect to their energies
(24:17):
, yeah, in that I connect tothem and then download all that
and draw it on paper ordigitally.
I started doing it digitallynow, through lines, and I am
creating now mandalas of healingmandalas, like.
So now it is.
I use it mostly for globalpurpose, like I channel
something and then I share allover my internet and with
(24:40):
everyone to heal because I wantit to be spread more and more.
Yeah, so I use it less for,like, personalized codes, but I
do it for global, so I channelsomething specifically.
Sometimes happen that I wasmany times I was pulled from
(25:01):
sleeping or something doingsomething.
I was pulled out of it.
That you have to channel this.
Speaker 2 (25:07):
Yeah, now it's like something wakes you up and
you're like now that's awesomeso I channel it and I don't know
what the energy meant to me.
Speaker 3 (25:20):
And I have a friend who got into my life.
She is like 10 or so yearsyounger to me, but we are on the
same path, so we startedworking healing the globe
together in 2022 last of 2022 soI used to do this.
Her name is siddi siddi.
(25:41):
I channel this.
I don't know what does it mean?
Why is it here?
Can you decode it?
So she used to decode the nameof the code and then I used to
share it so that is like healingfaster.
That is for the purpose ofhealing faster.
And with that light codethere's light language, like I
(26:04):
connect to the energies and thenI will speak words, alphabets,
or words in hindi or english,whatever you can feel like I
might do in between, so theyflow out of my mouth to heal the
world, to heal the person whois listening to this, and these
are to heal faster.
Heal everything faster thanyeah, they are used in this way
(26:28):
I love that.
Speaker 2 (26:29):
I had an aura reading and she used painting when she
did this.
She didn't know anything aboutme at all, and this is what she
saw yes, yes, yes and she usedmy hands to draw the hands and
(26:51):
she's like you have so muchhealing energy inside you and I
was like, oh my gosh, really itwas.
It was beautiful just seeingher go through the process of
making.
Yeah, it was amazing.
Speaker 3 (27:05):
So this is like good actually yeah it sounded the
same, I was wait.
Speaker 2 (27:11):
Is this the same thing?
Speaker 3 (27:14):
Yes, yes, yes.
Speaker 2 (27:15):
That is amazing.
I love everything that you do.
I'm so happy we connected.
This is amazing.
Speaker 3 (27:28):
As you were saying that, I almost forgot I was
about to interrupt you.
In between, I met everyone,every podcaster, everyone who
are the right connection.
No, like that when you weretalking about the house, right,
yeah, so I need people who havethe same kind of energy oh, my
(27:50):
god, I love that.
Speaker 2 (27:52):
I was just telling the previous recording that I
did.
I feel like this is such abeautiful outlet to meet people
you have never met, and likeattracts like, and it's like
this energy and this vibrationthat's up here that you just
gravitate towards those kind ofpeople.
(28:14):
And it's so beautiful because,again, growing up very religious
in a religion that probably allof this is foreign to or not
foreign, but not looked at in anacceptable way, I find it funny
.
I was always like my dad'sgonna go crazy if he hears how
(28:36):
open spiritually I am, and hewas a watch repair man and we
owned a jewelry shop for many,many years and and in jewelry
you put jewels right, socrystals and gems and these
precious beautiful gems.
And then when I started wearingcrystals in my pocket and
(29:01):
putting crystals in my pocket,he started questioning it and I
was like, well, if you thinkabout it, crystals and the gems
that are in your rings or inpendants or in earrings, those
are the same thing and I'm likeit's something that came from
(29:22):
the earth that has a differentkind of energy to it.
And I don't wear jewelry I'venever worn jewelry, but you
better believe I have crystalsall over the place and I can
feel that I can feel amethystaround you.
(29:42):
I have so much like, so muchamethyst around me.
It's awesome, yeah, it's myfavorite.
It's purple is my favorite, butit all stemmed from amethyst.
I grew up.
I remember he had in hisdisplay case an amethyst tree
and I always was like, oh my god, that's so beautiful.
Oh my god, that's so beautiful,and I love amethyst and, and so
(30:06):
this purple, like I have,everything is purple, my yeah
right, my headphones purple,like everything is, everything
is purple and my daughtersometimes is like gosh mom,
another purple thing.
And I'm like, listen, it makesme happy, I'm in a good place
(30:28):
when I have purple surroundingme.
My hair is purple and it's likea dark purple.
Speaker 3 (30:35):
Yeah, I can feel reddish, so I was like, oh wow,
nice.
Speaker 2 (30:40):
I don't know if I want to tell her purple as well.
Yeah, you should.
It's so pretty, but, like I, itjust makes me feel like I'm in
my happy place.
So why?
Are you questioning my happyplace?
Speaker 3 (30:56):
I know that feeling.
Speaker 2 (30:58):
Don't question my happy place.
It's just funny how as we grow,we grow spiritually as well and
the way that we can connect todifferent things.
That maybe was completelyforeign to us growing up.
But you open yourself up tothese like incredible things and
(31:21):
it all comes down to justhaving your connection to spirit
, Like what is your connectionto spirit and it stems from that
.
And as long as you have such agood connection there,
everything else, like it's notas important yes, exactly.
Speaker 3 (31:42):
I love it angels and archangels and my mom used to
say why don't you pray to?
Because in hindu ladies, wehave deities who are strong,
just like archangel michael.
For me, archangel michael wasjust that little big brother
who's going to protect me.
So she used to say why don'tyou pray to our god?
(32:04):
I was like, let me do that.
Just when you were saying that,I was like that, let me do that
.
Just when you were saying that,I was like that, but I was 28 or
something after my father'sdeath and at that time I
connected to angels andarchangels.
Speaker 2 (32:17):
Yeah.
Speaker 3 (32:18):
So just the same kind of thing for different things.
Speaker 2 (32:23):
Yeah, I agree, I have you read the book.
It's byby Bernstein, it is.
I'm gonna recommend it to superattractor no, no, no.
I am going to recommend superattractor.
She talks about all thearchangels and all of the
connections to them and it issuch a great, great book and
(32:47):
that also opened me again.
It's like when you are open towhatever good comes your way,
when you let the universe tellthe universe, okay, I'm ready
for whatever good is coming myway, and you allow that to just
be the case, like all thedifferent things just start
(33:09):
coming to fruition.
I feel like I've been sayingthat I wanted a podcast for four
years and the maybe now five,almost.
Yeah, I think it was like fouror five years ago and it took
four years for me to say I'm init and the way that I did it was
the lady that did my Reikicertification, my Reiki master.
(33:33):
I did a retreat with her.
It was just her and I and shedid a quantum healing and in
that, when she was speaking tomy higher self, I said that I
was going to have a podcast andit was going to be called
Against All Odds and I was like,okay, and so a year later or
(33:55):
less, it was like 11 monthslater, I created this podcast
and it just it.
It feels so in tune with who Iam that's so beautiful.
Everything falls on in place onits own just yeah, yeah, and it
(34:17):
does fall into place.
And I think that a lot of thetimes, we tend to block those
things, and I think that's wheresomething like what you do
helps is the person like I cantell you all right, I come to
you and I feel like I have thishuge mission, but I feel so
(34:40):
blocked financially, or I feelso blocked, help me please.
Speaker 3 (34:46):
And at that point that's where something like what
you do comes into play and youhelp go in a little deeper sift
through all of that yes, clearlythe best, because what you said
is true we are our own steppingstones we don't let the
(35:06):
universe help us, because now Iremind myself listen, sit back,
just sit back.
Let him or her god handle it.
Yeah, let them handle it.
Just step back or move awayfrom your path, because we are
our own stepping stones.
Speaker 2 (35:27):
We need that hurdle yeah, it's definitely been the
case, I know so.
2017, I was at the height of mycareer in the travel industry,
loved what I did, I was reallygreat at what I did, and all of
(35:49):
sudden, the company that Iworked for went through a merge
with two other companies and Iwas their highest paid director
and their first to be let go.
And I was a single mom of threekids and the sole provider, and
I was like, oh my gosh, how amI going to go from six figures
(36:10):
to nothing?
And it devastated me, and forso long it's been like I'm
scared of success, becausesuccess makes harder.
Like you're up here, that fallis so hard.
And that was this recurringthing in my mind.
(36:35):
And so then, for many years, Ifound myself doing just enough
to get by not anything tooextravagant, not anything and I
still struggle with that.
I, not anything, and I stillstruggle with that.
I'm not going to lie.
I still struggle with going allin, because in that career, I
(36:56):
gave, I learned, I grew, I waslike I'm here for it and I was
like hustle mode, and for manyyears, many, many years, I've
just been like I'll just doenough and I'll just do enough,
and this is going to be enoughto just get by.
And I feel like that it was.
(37:18):
It's been like this fear ofsuccess, because the fear of
success means if you get upthere and if you fall from that
height, it's going to hurt a lotmore.
And so it was like that patternthat I again still sometimes go
through, and it's better to beaware of it so that you can be
(37:42):
like nope, nope, nope, nope,nope, stay back.
But I've learned also to seehow life is always happening for
you and not to you.
And when I look back now I cansay that my daughter my oldest
daughter was had been diagnosedbipolar at that time and I think
(38:04):
it was an early diagnosis and Idon't believe that's what she
is, but that was what it was atthe time and she was my oldest,
so this was all new to me andshe needed me more than anything
.
And with my previous career Iwas traveling every month for a
whole week and leaving them withbabysitters or with my parents
(38:28):
or whatever.
It was always this like cycleof not normal, and after that I
was able to be there because ofthat and I got into health and
wellness, because it helped myown journey and that was the
business that I continued sincethen, and I can see that I was
there for every single one of mydad's appointments when he was
(38:51):
sick with cancer.
I was there the moment that hepassed.
I was there Like I have beenable to be present in my
family's life and if I wouldhave stayed on the path that I
was on, that wouldn't havehappened.
Speaker 3 (39:12):
So God, put this little, this little thing, in my
path everything happens for areason, and that was the reason
because they wanted, they neededyou more yeah, yeah, I feel
like it's finding purposeinstead of a reason, because I
feel like I've been through somethings, like when I was
(39:33):
sexually assaulted.
Speaker 2 (39:34):
It's really hard to find a reason for it.
However, I can find purposebehind it, and my purpose is
that I can now speak up aboutthings and I have no shame or
guilt in the things that I wentthrough, because it made me who
I am today, and so purpose feelslike okay, it was still messed
(40:00):
up that I went through this.
It was still not good that Iwent through this.
However, I could do a lot withthis and I feel like that's been
.
Like, if I've survivedeverything that I've gone
through, then there's got to bea bigger purpose for me, and I
feel like this is a good pathinto like, where I'm supposed to
(40:21):
be.
I just have to sometimes getout of my own way.
Speaker 3 (40:26):
Yes, exactly Because last year, as I was saying,
saying in 2022 I started with myfriend.
It was like after my divorce, Imet someone and that
relationship broke off.
It was a distance relationshipand we never met much, but it
(40:47):
was on phone.
So I get deep into everythingeveryone who just start loving
me.
So when he left, this friend ofmine came into my life because
it says I'm removing that personbecause he is not right for you
.
I'm giving you something else.
So my friend entered into mylife and we started healing the
(41:09):
world.
We starting working on globe,like as we had that during
pandemic also, we were workingto heal the world, but
separately.
Then we came together for pastone year.
We were like God said you haveto learn to sit back, having no
(41:30):
clients, no job, nothing.
Her job she was kicked out ofher job and we both are into
healing and we were raising thisas a side business and I left
the job a few months ago andrebuilding this business was
(41:50):
difficult because after job andthen we are restarting after a
few years, it is difficult.
So I was like god, please helpus, help us.
We are willing the word give ussomething back we have to take
care of.
I have a son.
I have to take care of him.
Many months, like after thatlast year, maybe January or
(42:31):
February.
After that many months I didn'thave even a single client.
I didn't have any money.
But my ex started giving memoney for ourselves that if you
need something you can take.
I was like what is happening?
Because I am sending you twodifferent ways, don't?
Speaker 2 (42:51):
it doesn't have to come from your job.
Speaker 3 (42:53):
Yeah, it's so crazy yeah, I have been like sometimes
I was depressed because my momwants to say you are sitting
just like that, you're notearning, you're not doing
something, get some job.
I said I did psychology, I hadthis reason.
(43:16):
I did a master's in psychology.
After coming back, after 14years I restudied, I went to
college.
So I said I did master's inpsychology for a reason that I
will get job only in that.
So I got that reason and Istarted working on this.
(43:38):
It is going on and every time Isay these things of more points
, I was like remember me, so whydon't you just?
sit back the right people comesinto my life.
I'm so thankful to God now thatthe perfect clients, the
perfect people, come into mylife.
I don't have to see the faces.
(44:00):
I don't say they are fine.
There are people who want toheal on deeper level, but not on
the worldly level sometimes, soI don't have to face them.
Speaker 2 (44:14):
Yeah, it's, it's so interesting when we trust, right
, I had gotten a part-time jobwith an airline I was just doing
customer service from home,though so it gave me more
flexibility and and I got totravel, which is one of my
favorite things.
So we just went through whatthey called an opt out, because
(44:36):
they didn't want to lay peopleoff of work, to fire people or
whatever, and so I opted out,and that was at the end of
February and everything likeevery month that I'm like, oh my
God, oh my God, oh my God,something always just like falls
into place and I'm like, okay,I got it, I got to trust, I got
(45:01):
to trust, I got to trust.
And it's like that constantreminder of like, oh yeah, I
just have to trust thateverything is going to work out
and it does.
It does when you, when youallow it, when you sit back and
stop getting in your own way, ashard as it is sometimes
(45:22):
sometimes I cry so much, pleasedon't do this to me.
Speaker 3 (45:26):
Like I connect to the energies of shiv and shakti
more prominently and so I callthem mahadev, like they are
divine, masculine and femininein one.
Yeah, so I connect to thatenergy.
So I used to say please, please.
And then you have to silencedown.
(45:47):
And then I used to cry, please,please, please.
And then I remind myself,please, be silent.
Everything will be provided.
Speaker 2 (45:57):
Yeah, it's so crazy.
That is so awesome.
I love it.
So your passion is to keeptrusting and divine against all
odds.
That happened in my life.
I love that, and then anythingelse that you feel called to
talk about just whoever islistening to this, whoever is
(46:22):
here for this time this long.
Speaker 3 (46:24):
I want to say that have trust and belief in the
divine as well as in yourself.
Trust your intuition, as wealready talked about it.
Trust your intuition becausethat is the language, that is
the connection between you andthe divine, and unconditional
love is always there to healeverything.
(46:45):
If there is hatred, if someonehurts you, don't go after them,
just heal yourself withunconditional love or self-love.
These are a few things that ifyou have in your toolkit, you
will survive even the toughesttime on your own all alone,
absolutely, I think, and that'ssomething that I talk to my kids
(47:06):
about all the time.
Speaker 2 (47:08):
They're so quick to react and I under they're not
fully developed mentally fullydeveloped yet, but it's
something that like, as simpleas like when someone cuts you
off driving and, instead ofgetting frustrated, just laugh
(47:28):
and say they probably have tojust go to the bathroom, because
you laugh rather than getfrustrated, and it keeps you in
a better state and it keeps youin a much better vibration and
more good things come your waywhen that happens.
So, so I totally agree with you.
This was amazing.
(47:48):
I love talking to you, you guys, india she's in India, like
this is literally all the wayacross the world from us, or at
least from me.
So this is amazing that we wereable to connect and it just goes
to show you you never know whoyou are going to connect with,
(48:10):
who you're going to vibe with,who is going to be at your
energy level, and if the peoplearound you this is maybe like a
wake up call If the peoplearound you are not at the level
that you want to be, you get it.
You need to get into a betterroom, like you need to surround
(48:34):
yourself, however it may be,whether it's in virtually or in
person.
Surround yourself with peoplethat are at a higher vibration,
because when everyone isvibrating up here and you're
down here, it's likegravitational pull and it makes
(48:54):
you level up and I think that Ifeel very connected to you
because of that, because I feellike we're the same in the same
vibrational field.
Yeah, like I, just I feel thatenergy and I'm so grateful that
we were able to connect.
(49:14):
So, yeah, thank you as well.
Speaker 3 (49:16):
Thank you as well.
I feel so much.
I feel like I'm connecting tomy soul sister and we're in each
other's lifetimes afterlifetimes, maybe I think that's
absolutely possible.
Speaker 2 (49:30):
Yes, so guys.
Thank you so much for listening.
I hope you got so much out ofit, just like I did.
Have a wonderful day.
Peace out guys.
Speaker 3 (49:38):
Love your life bye, bye, thank you.
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