And Now Love Podcast

In this gripping episode of "And Now, Love," Cynthia Marks sits down with Owen Hanson, author of The California Kid, to unpack his extraordinary life story. Owen takes listeners on a journey through his transformation from a USC athlete to running a high-stakes underground betting empire. The conversation dives into his struggles with identity, the pursuit of belonging, and the adrenaline-fueled decisions that led him to incarcerat...

In this powerful episode of And Now Love, Cynthia Marks speaks with Devi Jags, producer, writer, activist, and host of Sparkle On. Devi shares her journey from being a competitive runner whose identity was wrapped up in athletics to becoming an outspoken advocate for gender-based violence awareness and mental health. She opens up about the traumatic experiences she endured during college, how those shaped her advocacy, and how she ...

In this rare and intimate episode of And Now Love, host Cynthia Marks turns the mic toward the crew behind the camera: Bobby, Ian, Whitley, and Denis — the creative team responsible for bringing the podcast’s message to life visually and emotionally. This isn't just a conversation about production. It’s a reflection on how the mission of And Now Love — with its core focus on healing, emotional imprinting, and generational transform...

In this follow-up episode of And Now Love, Cynthia Marks continues her conversation with social and criminal justice advocate Niaz Kasravi. Niaz reflects on her path from silence to self-expression — shaped not only by personal trauma, but also by a deepening commitment to justice and community healing. She speaks candidly about the criminal legal system, her work supporting incarcerated individuals, and how trauma has shaped the w...

In this inspiring episode of And Now Love, Cynthia Marks sits down with Shirley Torres, Co-Executive Chief Officer at Homeboy Industries — the world’s largest gang rehabilitation and reentry program. With decades of experience in community healing, Shirley shares how she helps formerly incarcerated individuals find dignity, purpose, and transformation through connection, compassion, and care. She speaks candidly about the importanc...

In this powerful episode of And Now Love, Cynthia Marks welcomes back clinical psychologist Dr. Loren Weiner for a conversation that reframes how we understand therapy — not as symptom management, but as the process of uncovering and healing deep emotional imprints. Dr. Weiner discusses how therapy guided by dreams, honesty, and emotional safety can reveal unconscious beliefs formed in childhood that block love, self-worth, and con...

Wildfire, burnout, and a fast-changing world couldn’t dim Rabbi Amy Bernstein’s commitment to love and justice. In this And Now Love episode, host Cynthia Marks explores how Reconstructionist Judaism evolves with modern ethics, why inter-faith friendships matter, and how post-traumatic growth can turn crisis into community strength.  

 Timestamps 0:00 – 00:46 Intro & guest bio 0:47 – 04:29 What is Reconstructionist Judaism? 4...

In this deeply moving episode of And Now Love, Cynthia Marks sits down with married creatives Adria Marquez and Jesus Trejo as they navigate life with a newborn, personal caregiving experiences, and the emotional growth that comes with slowing down. Adria shares the complexities of postpartum identity, the pressure of balancing work and motherhood, and the quiet power of presence. Jesus reflects on caregiving for his aging parents ...

In this deeply introspective episode of And Now, Love, Cynthia Marks and Dr. Loren Weiner continue their exploration of the unconscious, delving into the subtle yet powerful ways the maternal imprint shapes our identity, relationships, and sense of worth. Drawing on Dr. Bernard Bail’s psychoanalytic theory, Loren explains how early imprints formed in the womb—and reinforced in childhood—manifest in patterns of self-sabotage, shame,...

In this powerful episode of And Now, Love, host Cynthia Marks sits down with Dr. Niaz Kasravi, a national expert on criminal justice and human rights, to discuss the intersection of advocacy, policy, and personal courage. Dr. Kasravi shares her journey from immigrant roots to founding the Avalon Institute and becoming a key figure in justice reform. Together, they unpack the systemic inequities in the U.S. justice system, the post-...

In this insightful episode of And Now Love, host Cynthia Marks is joined by entertainment attorney Nadia Davari to explore the unique intersection between creativity, legal protection, and evolving technologies in the entertainment industry. Nadia breaks down what entertainment law actually entails—from securing rights and drafting agreements to navigating new media, AI, and influencer-driven marketing. They discuss how creative pr...

In this enlightening episode of And Now, Love, Cynthia Marks welcomes back Dr. Loren Weiner to explore the core of Dr. Bernard Bail’s revolutionary theory: the maternal imprint and the unconscious origin of emotional pain. Together, they unpack how the unconscious mind begins forming in the womb, absorbing unprocessed emotional material from the mother that profoundly shapes a person’s identity and life patterns. Through dream anal...

In this inspiring episode of And Now, Love, Cynthia Marks sits down with Richard Garcia, co-founder of Alma Backyard Farms, to explore the transformative power of urban agriculture and community. Rich shares his personal journey from a calling toward priesthood to discovering his true purpose—creating a space for formerly incarcerated individuals to heal, reconnect, and contribute through farming. The conversation dives into how Al...

In this profound episode of And Now, Love, Cynthia Marks and Dr. Loren Weiner recap on Dr. Bernard Bail's revolutionary psychoanalytic theory, emphasizing how early imprints from the womb shape our lives. They discuss how the unconscious mind, formed through inherited trauma and maternal imprints, influences self-perception, relationships, and personal fulfillment. Through dream analysis, Dr. Weiner explains how these unconscious p...

In this episode of "And Now, Love," Cynthia Marks and Dr. Lauren Dolinsky revisit the theme of the feminine unconscious and its profound role in personal growth and healing. They explore how the balance between masculine and feminine energies impacts emotional health, relationships, and our ability to connect authentically with ourselves and others. Lauren explains how dream analysis helps individuals uncover hidden truths about th...

In this episode of "And Now, Love," Cynthia Marks hosts Dr. Lauren Dolinsky for an enlightening discussion on the balance between the feminine and masculine energies within us all. They explore how the feminine—the intuitive, emotional side—has often been undervalued, leading to a disconnect in personal growth and relationships. Dr. Dolinsky shares fascinating insights from her practice, including poignant examples of how dream ana...

In this episode of "And Now, Love," Cynthia Marks and Dr. Loren Weiner tackle the universal yet deeply personal topic of love, examining its complexities through the lens of dream analysis. They explore how early imprints from parents and caregivers influence our ability to give and receive love in adulthood. The discussion features the poignant journey of Daphne, a 35-year-old physician, as she unpacks her relationships, self-perc...

In this episode of "And Now, Love," Cynthia Marks welcomes back Dr. Loren Weiner, diving deep into the world of dream interpretation and its profound implications for self-discovery and personal growth. They discuss a young woman's journey to untangle familial expectations from her own aspirations, using her dreams as a guide to uncover hidden truths. Topics explore universal themes such as societal imprints, the weight of inherite...

It’s the holiday season and here at "And Now, Love," our host Cynthia Marks and long-time guest Dr. Loren Weiner kick off the holiday spirit by exploring the emotional complexities that often accompany this cold time of year. They discuss the heightened family tensions, the pressure to maintain traditions, and the struggle of balancing self-care with familial expectations. Loren provides practical advice on setting boundaries, mana...