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October 15, 2025 27 mins

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A first-person confession about joining a hedonistic cult in the 1980s and the long, ugly cost of membership—how youthful thrills calcify into obligation and shame. Stark, guilty, and quietly corrosive.

Credits: Produced by Mickie Eberz

Narration by Spring Heeled Jack (Anthony Landis). 

Story credit: Morning Owl.

Closing track: The Devil Made Me Do It by Empress.

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