Intuitive Readings and Spirituality with Paige

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This week on Baring it All with Rose and Chrystal embark with us on a profound exploration of spiritual connection as we welcome Paige, from Realm Intuition. She is an intuitive reader and energy worker whose life as a FIFO wife and mother of three intertwines with her psychic journey. Paige's story will captivate you as she reveals her dance with intuition, the art of distinguishing spiritual messages, and the essential practice of 'spiritual hygiene.'
Paige shares that we all can connect to our spirtuality in whatever way feels right to us and that it's different for each individual, as well afirming that we are all intuitive and that embracing our clair senses, listening to our guides and heeding inner warnings ( like our gut feelings ) can really help our decision-making and safeguard us from unseen pitfalls.
Closing with an reading, Paige brings messages to us and also for those listening, explaining that timing is everything.  Whether you're a seasoned spiritual voyager or just dipping your toes into the waters of intuition, our exchange will leave you contemplating the messages that whisper just beneath the surface of your daily life.

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Episode Transcript

Speaker 1 (00:00):
back to another episode of Bearing it All with
Rose and Crystal.
Today we have Paige on.
She is an energy worker, anintuitive reader, a FIFO wifey
and a cheeky mum of three whotakes a no bullshit approach to
spirituality.

Speaker 2 (00:14):
So Paige's goal is to create feel-good moments
through connection of thephysical and the spiritual realm
.
So welcome Paige.

Speaker 3 (00:21):
Hello, thank you for having me.

Speaker 1 (00:23):
I'm so excited.
Actually, this is our jam.
Yeah, we love a little bit ofwoo woo.

Speaker 3 (00:29):
I mean everyone does.
They do, Whether they admit itor not.
Everyone does.

Speaker 2 (00:33):
Yeah, even if you're a sceptical, you're still kind
of interested.

Speaker 3 (00:36):
You're intrigued, yeah, whether it's negative or
positive, you're intrigued,aren't you?

Speaker 1 (00:39):
Yeah, yeah, you don't know, it doesn't matter if you
don't believe, you're just likehmm, that's interesting, yeah.

Speaker 2 (00:45):
You know Like.

Speaker 1 (00:47):
I definitely have a, I believe yeah.

Speaker 2 (00:50):
Well, you've had stuff happen to you.
That's like people contact you,you just weren't ready for it.

Speaker 1 (00:58):
I don't know if I'm still ready for it.

Speaker 3 (00:59):
Do you know what?
That's usually the way it pansout Like you'll hear shit or
things will happen.
I like pretty much getting tothe start of my story.
I'm just going to blurt it outthere now that makes me happy I
was.
I am shit scared of the dark, Iam scared of the nighttime, I
am scared of noises and thiswork was just like a big no-no

(01:20):
for me.
I didn't look into, I didn'twatch scary movies.
I didn't look into, I didn'twatch scary movies, I didn't
watch anything, I didn't.
I was scared, you know, and itwas only in the last couple of
years that I think it was afterhaving my daughter and I started
to connect a little bit more tomyself and things became
stronger and I felt more safetyaround it.
I guess I was always scaredthat I was going to bring
negative shit into the houseinto that.

(01:40):
So, and that's usually thereason why people sort of like
you know, cut it off or don't gofurther with it.
And it does.
It starts off with you knowthings that are coming through,
and it's just whether or notyou're willing to sort of, yeah,
I guess, dive into it.
And then again it's learningyou know spiritual hygiene we
call it so yes, yeah, and justhow to protect yourself.

(02:02):
So, yeah, I guess learning.
All of that is when I startedto open it up and I felt sort of
safer, I guess, doing it andyeah, that was the start of it.
But no, I just cut off messages.

Speaker 1 (02:14):
I know, because you don't want to think you're nuts.
You're also thinking nuts.
Why am I?
I'm still nuts Because you'relike, obviously your brain,
you're always talking toyourself and then all of a
sudden it's like a voice thatyou don't recognise is saying
something and you're like,pardon, did I just make that up?
Is my brain and imaginationgoing wild?
So that brings me to my firstquestion.

(02:35):
You were saying you let it in,but like, what really like made
you think this is my intuitionor this is me picking up, like
energy?
What made you explore that more?
And how do you explore it more?
Like, do you go talk to someoneelse?
Do you get advice?

Speaker 3 (02:53):
like this is a bit of a open yeah, it is, it is and I
look I'm I guess I'll say luckybecause, um, I wanted to sort
of step into it and but myauntie is a medium and we have
it in the family, so once shitstarted to happen, we've grown
up around it.

Speaker 1 (03:10):
So you knew where to go.

Speaker 3 (03:12):
Yeah, and it wasn't a weird thing.
We've watched her since we werelittle talk to herself well,
what we thought was talking toherself, but it was talking to
everyone around her in thespirit world.
So once it started to happen Isort of knew that was it, and
only because I'd seen it.
But for someone that doesn'thave it around them, yeah, it
would be a strange thing.
Because you really do, you hear, you hear things, you hear.

(03:32):
I'm gonna say you hear voices,you know, and a lot of people
don't know how to interpret itand they think it's themselves
or they, you know.
They start to question it.
I guess for someone that doesn'thave that work around them, the
biggest thing to understandingit is understanding yourself.
So if you understand yourinternal talk to yourself and

(03:53):
your feelings of your body andyour emotions, you know when
it's not yours, if that makessense.
So it really is a deep internalwork.
First, not always like I can,you know there's, there's some
things where, like I was justsaying to you before, you don't
need to meditate for half anhour to five hours just to
connect.
You know, sometimes I've had agood twerk to the song that's on
and then a message you do.
You know what I mean.
Like it's yeah yeah it's.

(04:13):
It is a personal thing, but itis knowing your internal
dialogue.
I guess, yeah, when you're yeah, to compare it to something
else that's come through, that'snot you.
I.

Speaker 2 (04:21):
I need to get something off my chest.
Yeah, go, I feel bad.
I mocked Madeline off maths nowMaybe she was just talking to
somebody and I was like she wastalking to herself and it was
weird.
But you know, probablyshouldn't have gone down that
route.
Sorry, madeline.

Speaker 1 (04:36):
She took it.
She did come across very wild.

Speaker 3 (04:41):
This is the woo-woo lady.

Speaker 1 (04:42):
Yes.

Speaker 3 (04:43):
Okay, for everyone listening, I'm not a maths
person so the girl's going toupdate me as we're going along
with this, but this is thewoo-woo lady.

Speaker 2 (04:49):
Yes.

Speaker 3 (04:50):
I saw her partner have a big outburst the other
night.
Is that her?

Speaker 2 (04:52):
No, oh, fine, okay, she was literally on for like
two episodes.

Speaker 3 (04:57):
Oh, never mind, I'll shut my mouth.

Speaker 2 (05:00):
You have to watch those episodes.
Yeah, okay, then we'll doanother debrief, yeah.

Speaker 1 (05:03):
I don't know if she was just in it for the fame, or
it was wild, it was very wild.
I think it wasn't a goodrepresentation of the community,
the spiritual community.

Speaker 3 (05:13):
I was going to say, though, putting it onto a show
like that.
I don't think that.
I think that would bring lightto the cuckoo.

Speaker 1 (05:20):
Yes Rather than the yeah for what it's for.

Speaker 3 (05:23):
So I mean look, we are cuckoo.
That's the thing.

Speaker 2 (05:26):
I do love cuckoo yeah .

Speaker 3 (05:28):
It's a good cuckoo.

Speaker 2 (05:29):
So tell us your day to day Like what is a life day
to day for you?

Speaker 3 (05:35):
It's in regards to like okay, so everyday life it's
mainly mum shit.
It is mainly mum shit.
So it's kids to school, kidsget ready, kids to sport.
I and that's with this work whyI loved it with the kids
because I try and incorporatethem in it as well.
And not so much like thereadings and the psychic and the
mediumship side but in regardsto, I guess, the self, not

(06:00):
self-development, but we do thesound baths together and that's
a time for us to connect throughthe work and it shows them like
, I guess, like a littlemindfulness session.
Yeah so.
I do try and incorporate thatwith them and that's a part of
our day, whether it's literallyjust like my little one, she's,
so I've got an 11 week old oh mygod, yeah I know.

(06:21):
So that's why I said bear withme the last couple of weeks oh
sorry, I sorry, I did notrealise you just had a baby.

Speaker 1 (06:26):
Well, congratulations .
This is a mum of three with onefreshie, a freshie.

Speaker 2 (06:32):
A freshie.
Well, thank you for joining us.

Speaker 3 (06:34):
Wow, no, honestly, I really appreciated you being on
here.
So no, that's good and yeah so,whether it's just like a little
chime over, you know, justsomething to incorporate the
mindfulness throughout the day,but other than that it's a shit
show.
It's hectic.

Speaker 1 (06:53):
Do you have to switch off from that?

Speaker 3 (06:54):
like things coming in while you're just doing the mum
thing.
No, no, no.
So that was one thing and Ithink I guess the way I entered
into the spirit side so likereadings and allowing this
connection with the spiritualrealm I was already quite aware
of the work and my thing washaving boundaries before I
started.

(07:14):
So, in, like this, for someonethat doesn't know, um, anyone
that they can turn to, or amentor or anything like that, it
does just flow in and it's it'sreally hard to shut off for
some people, um, but my thingwas okay, I'm ready to step into
it.
I'm not stepping into it fromfear, how I was before, um, but
I'm gonna have boundaries.
And that was something Ilearned through my auntie of

(07:35):
just like okay, no, now's notthe time, or you just set an
intention for the day.
So it's pretty much like there'ssome days that I'm scattered, I
wake up and I'm just a mum andthat's it.
There's days where I will layin bed and set an intention that
I will connect to spirit orconnect to whatever I need to.
So it's more setting anintention for your time and

(07:56):
setting an intention around,like your boundaries, really.
So if there's something I wantto know, I'm like okay, leave me
open today for channelingwhatever needs to come through.
Some days I'm just out of it inthe like, disconnected from the
spiritual side, so I feel likethat's there, knowing that I'm
not even going to take it inanyway, I'm going to miss it

(08:16):
completely you know, so that'swhether or not I'm getting
messages and signs, but I'm justin a complete different world.
That's yeah, so it's just aboutsetting boundaries.

Speaker 2 (08:25):
We all need boundaries.
Yeah, I need some heavyboundaries.

Speaker 3 (08:29):
There's a lot of people.

Speaker 1 (08:30):
We all need boundaries.

Speaker 3 (08:31):
Yeah, yeah, and it's not just like in the physical
and the assholes around us thatneed boundaries.

Speaker 1 (08:39):
It's like spirit, you know it's energy that comes
through.
Well, they will want maybe ahuman too, so they need to learn
boundaries still.

Speaker 3 (08:44):
Yeah, so you can still learn while you're over
the other side yeah, you'restill learning yeah, you're
still learning, you're still ina connection and this is only
something I heard the other dayas well, and it is it's like
there's always a soul.
Do you know what I mean?
It's like the soul passes over.
The physical is gone, but thesoul passes over and that's the
connection.
That's where we can still to.
So people think the connectionis to the actual person, you

(09:07):
know, and they think of thephysical and we can.
In regards to seeing, I saidthis is not going to be
mediumship, but we're startingto dive into mediumship.
So it's obviously what needs tocome up yes, go on.
Yeah, so they connect to thephysical body and sometimes,
like like spirit, will presentthemselves as the physical.
For myself, I'm not a visualand this was a boundary that I
set.
Coming into it is that scaresme.

(09:28):
I don't want to be standing inmy hallway and see a fucking
shadow down Do you know what Imean I don't see shit.
I don't, I don't, and whether ornot I haven't connected to it
enough, but I don't want to.
So I've always said, if Iconnect into a meditation of
like connecting to spirit, don'tlet me see shit.
I'm ready to hear stuff.
Bring it through things thatI'm comfortable with.

(09:49):
Yeah, I don't want to see you.
I am petrified of seeing thingstoo, yeah and that's like
that's, that's, I guess, whenyou're connecting, just show me
in ways that are comfortable forme yeah, and that's how I
connect.
So it's like whether it'sthrough like visual in a sense,
in my own mind, not like youknow someone.

Speaker 2 (10:06):
Actual visual yes, and what about like smells?
And oh yeah, smell senses, yeah.

Speaker 3 (10:12):
So that's all like your clair senses, so like your
clairvoyant.

Speaker 1 (10:16):
Yeah.

Speaker 3 (10:16):
And that's what most people would have heard.
And then there's like yourclair audience and all of that.
So it's hearing, smelling,tasting, knowing Another, like
your clairaudience and all ofthat.
So it's hearing, smelling,tasting.
Knowing another one is likeintellect, so it's more like I
would connect that to likechanneling, so you're getting
words coming through in a senseof like a knowing is just like
like that you know something,you.
It's like a gut, you know a gutfeeling, or.

(10:39):
But smells, yeah, smells are abig one, like if I connect to,
I'm just, for example, like oneof my connections, I could smell
the sunscreen my nana used touse when we were little.
And I was literally.
My mum lives out in the bush.
There's nothing around.
It usually smells like natureand then I get a whiff of like a
coconut sunscreen.

Speaker 1 (10:56):
Yes.

Speaker 3 (10:56):
Yeah, and at the time wasn't using coconut sunscreen.
Do you know what I mean?

Speaker 1 (10:59):
So it's things I've definitely had, that You've had
the smells.
The smells come to me big timeand I was like putting the
windows down in the car.
I'm like, oh my God, it smellslike cigarette in here, like
what it was is it was a pipe.
It was a pipe and my bestfriend's dad smoked a pipe and
lived in the bush and I couldsmell like weeds and like smoke,

(11:20):
but like a pipe.
Smoke is really like deep and Iwas like, but I was actually
going to see her, but I had no.
Yeah, that's how it startedhappening for me anyway, yep,
yep, yep.

Speaker 3 (11:32):
And it's usually like do you connect with like I
don't know, like, say, usinglike essential oils and things
like that?
Do you use your senses a lot?

Speaker 1 (11:40):
I have good memory with smells.

Speaker 3 (11:43):
Yeah, okay, so you connect to smells, I feel like
you also are very intuitive.

Speaker 2 (11:48):
Like you will get a gut feeling about something, but
sometimes you ignore it.

Speaker 1 (11:52):
Oh yeah, my whole life ignoring gut feelings.
Yeah, All my life ignored how Ithe strongest thing, until it
hits me in the face, up until Iwill just share Spirit will keep
doing it.

Speaker 3 (12:06):
They're like sit the fuck down and listen to what I'm
saying.

Speaker 1 (12:08):
Well, I will tell you this.
Actually, I didn't even think Iwas gonna share this but, last
year on my birthday, a couple ofdays before my birthday, I went
to this coffee shop to meet myfriend and I parked in this spot
with the kids and I keptthinking I shouldn't park here.
There was absolutely no reasonI shouldn't park here.
Everyone else was parked there.
I was like I shouldn't parkhere, I shouldn't park here, it

(12:29):
just was I shouldn't park here,that's.
And I was like, oh, whatever Iwas like fuck off, it's so easy
to park exactly where I am no, Iwas at the.
I was like Swan Valley area,okay, and it was to the point
where I actually said in the carout loud to the kids should I
park here?

Speaker 3 (12:45):
Like as if my two and four-year-old were going to
answer me.

Speaker 1 (12:49):
Anyway, I get out of the car, I take them out the
back, I open the boot to get thepram and this lady walks past
and honestly, like a crazyperson, it still makes me cringe
to this day.
I said maybe I shouldn't parkhere.

Speaker 3 (13:02):
Spirit making you do crazy things.

Speaker 1 (13:03):
I was like how embarrassing.
Anyway, I walked to the frontof the cafe and a car hits my
car I've got a full drive hitsmy car pedal to the metal and
pushes it out of the way so it'sscreeching.
So she accidentally hit theaccelerator instead of the brake
and smashed my car and justkept pushing it, like within 15

(13:26):
to 30 seconds of me and the kidsgetting out I would have been
on the side that she'd pushedacross and I was like that's my
car.
And the lady that I actuallyspoke to was the mother of the
other lady's car.
Her daughter was there theywere there for her birthday as
well and she hit her car andthen my car.

Speaker 3 (13:48):
I still love like even being in this line of work,
I still love hearing it becauseit's just like it shows you
there is, you know, like there'syep, and I didn't even take it
as a bad thing.

Speaker 1 (13:58):
I was like okay, you should have listened to your gut
.
Basically, I had to physicallyshow you like, and I was like,
whoa, I've never felt so, whatthe hell just what the hell just
happened and I knew I shouldn'thave parked it like I knew I
was.
I was getting screamed at and Iwas ignoring it and it really
taught me a lesson and from thatbirthday on I've sort of

(14:19):
embraced, started to a littlebit it is it is.

Speaker 3 (14:22):
You know, there's some things that just get
quickly sort of shown to you andyou think, oh, yeah, okay, I'll
get back to that.
Or you know, like, um, thingslike that and it it's, it's like
a muscle, you know, it's justlike starting to listen to it,
using it all the time, um, andjust little things.
Like there's a, an activitythat I do and it's like one day,
just like led by spirit sort ofthing, like I'm not talking

(14:43):
like detrimental decisions butin the sense of like little
things just start to sort of ifyou hear something or get a
hunch, just follow it.
you know and see sort of whathappens and it starts to
strengthen the connection.
It also shows spirit thatyou're listening, or your guides
or whatever's around you.
You know sort of.

Speaker 2 (14:59):
I actually like that we should do a day like that of
just listening to her Like a yesday.

Speaker 1 (15:04):
Like a yes day.

Speaker 2 (15:05):
Yes, you can get in my head today.

Speaker 1 (15:07):
Yeah, you're allowed.
Actually, that brings me tothis question Is everyone
intuitive?
Does everyone have this ability?

Speaker 3 (15:13):
Yeah, they do.
Yeah, everyone is intuitive.
It's our own energy, it's justconnecting to it and it's like I
said, it's like slowing down tounderstand yourself.
So connecting to it and it'slike I said, it's like slowing
down to understand yourself.
So some people's will be a lotstronger and some people will
completely shut it out, and it's.
It's just exactly that.
It's a muscle, it's like amuscle.

(15:34):
It's just trusting it, using it, and it becomes stronger,
louder.
It's yeah, everyone definitelyhas intuition it's like you know
it's like saying someonedoesn't have a gut feeling yeah,
everyone's got a gut feeling,yeah yeah, like it.
It's like saying someonedoesn't have a gut feeling, yeah
, everyone's got a gut feeling.
Yeah, like it's.
Yeah, everyone can sort ofconnect intuitively to
themselves, to others.
And again, it's like that soulconnection.
Do you know what I mean?
It's like if you meet someoneand you get a feeling about them

(15:56):
or you connect with them reallywell.
It's that connection, Likeeveryone say, majority of
people- yeah, that's me, butreally everyone yeah, like
everyone, can be sort ofintuitive Mediumship.
There's different beliefs aroundthis, so this is so.
Intuition is a gut feeling.
It's a feeling, a connection, aknowing, an understanding of

(16:18):
our own energy and others'energy.
Psychic is tuning into what'sin that energy field.
This is my interpretation of itand there's lots of shit about
it, and it's it's how I work.
Psychic is tuning intosomeone's energy or an energy
field and it's like the quantumfield.
You know shit that's alreadygonna happen, it's already in

(16:40):
there, it's already out that'swhat I reckon we connect to you
know, so yeah then that bringsus into like.
Obviously.
Then there's like fate anddestiny.
So fate is like the end result,it's what's going to happen, no
matter what.
Destiny is the destinationthere.

Speaker 2 (16:53):
Yeah.

Speaker 3 (16:53):
So your destiny, like it's picking up, I could say
something's going to happen, butthen you've chosen a different
path and a lot of people.
That's your cop out.
That's your yeah, what I meanlike and and I understand that
and I understand the um, likethe skeptical thinking behind
that, but it is like you're notheld into anything and that's
the psychic reading.
So that's like picking upwhat's in your energy field.
Yeah, um mediumship connectingto spirit.

Speaker 2 (17:17):
I need to know what do you feel about us?
Or like what have you picked upoff our energy?
Like I am sorry, but I need toget down to the dirty.
Yeah, yeah, I could tell when Istarted getting the giggles
Like look at this.

Speaker 3 (17:30):
Oh my God, Okay for everyone.
She's sweating she is sweating,she is sweating.

Speaker 2 (17:35):
Okay, because I am so excited and like this stuff
makes me like and I feel calm.

Speaker 1 (17:42):
No, I'm not nervous, I'm like calm.

Speaker 2 (17:43):
Two I feel calm.
No, I'm not nervous, I'm morecalm.
Two different energies, okay.

Speaker 3 (17:46):
Two different energies, and that's not what.
I'm just picking this up nowfrom what you're saying to me.
Two different energies.
So that's probably why, okay,are we letting?

Speaker 1 (17:56):
it all.
We're burying it all, baby.

Speaker 3 (17:59):
I was in and out when I first spoke to you.
I was in and out of what I wasgoing to do.
So when I first spoke to you, Iwas in and out of what I was
going to do, yes or no.
And it was about you know, likedo I want to share this or do I
want?

Speaker 1 (18:09):
to Share the fucking shit.
I am loving it, like I feel soexcited in my head I'm like oh,
this episode is so good andwe're 19 minutes in it was.

Speaker 3 (18:20):
It was like an internet energy.
Am I going to do this?
Am I not going to do this?
Am I going to do this?
Am I not going to do this?
And I don't know if that's likebouncing off the two different
energies of it, like theexcitement and then the sort of
like it wasn't even a like, itwas just.
Oh look, that was the start ofit, that was in and out in and
out.
Then I had a little meditationon you know what I would share

(18:44):
and what I would bring to it andthings like that, and I think I
kind of felt a bit moregrounded about coming in.
And then that's when a littlemessage came through, and it was
a connection to New York.
So, like I said, it was.

Speaker 2 (18:57):
We don't really know right now.

Speaker 3 (18:59):
And that's the thing.
And I always say don't force it, don't overthink it, like
you'll start to think.
Could that be?

Speaker 2 (19:05):
it.
You know, you've said it now,so now I'm going to nonstop
think about it.
I know, and that's the hardestthing, I want to be on a
billboard.

Speaker 1 (19:09):
That's the hardest thing Putting it out there.

Speaker 3 (19:11):
But that was so.
It was like an in and out sortof energy, up and down sort of
energy.
That was what I picked up priorto coming through.

Speaker 2 (19:27):
Yeah.

Speaker 3 (19:27):
So now it's just like , firstly, getting over my own
nerves of like being on hereyeah.
And that's then where this workcomes in of.
Like I sat in my car before Igot out, is this mine?
Is this the energy that I'mstepping into or I'm about to
step into?
And I could definitely tell itwas mine, like it was my own
shit and yeah.
So I sort of like cleansed,disconnected from that and just

(19:49):
allow, and that's what I said.
It's like allow what needs tocome through to come through.
That's sort of separate frommine.
So, yeah, that was the start ofit, yeah, but yeah, let's see
what comes up as we're going.

Speaker 2 (20:02):
You actually brought us a little present like a
little spray, and me and Roseyeah, show them.
A few weeks ago I was a fewweeks ago I was feeling so down
and I went to Rose's house andanyway, she got out her sage.
And I'm not saying we did itcorrectly, but it was pretty
damn funny.
You have to watch all my story.
Have you seen the proposal withSandra Bullock?

(20:24):
And she's out in the field withthe grandmother and they're to
the window, to the wall.
So Rose was saging me while Iwas singing that it was pretty
good and I'm going bitch be gone, and I'm just like hoping that
this is the thing.

Speaker 3 (20:38):
Is that wrong?
One of my girlfriends, shealways says to me whenever you
say you're working, I picturethat moment in the proposal.

Speaker 1 (20:44):
Yes, you're like out in the bush.

Speaker 3 (20:46):
Around the fire, yeah , chanting shit and, like you
know, getting your tits out orsomething.

Speaker 1 (20:50):
I'm the one with nature.

Speaker 3 (20:52):
But no, that's, and this is the work is like look,
I'm going to be out there withthis part.
I don't sage.
I don't use sage, okay, forother reasons cultural reasons
but we don't need to get intothat today.
I don't use sage and that's whyI create cleanses like this but
that also resonates with mewith the water cleanse.

Speaker 1 (21:08):
I'm a Pisces.
This works for me, yeah.

Speaker 3 (21:11):
Yeah, cool, so I don't cleanse, but in a sense of
like how you work, it's like apersonal thing.
Do you know what I mean?

Speaker 1 (21:18):
Yeah.

Speaker 3 (21:18):
Some people can't sit there and meditate.
To connect it's like somepeople need to relax other ways,
and it's whether it's putting,like some I don't know, hardcore
rap on or something I don'tknow, like it's all, you listen
to classical music or you needto go for a walk.

Speaker 1 (21:34):
It's individual it is .

Speaker 3 (21:35):
It is so, however, you feel like it gets the energy
out and you connect closer toyour true self is like that's
how you would work, do you know?
What I mean.

Speaker 1 (21:43):
So what you did, Well , we're going to get down to the
nitty gritty, because Chris isgoing to jump out of her skin in
a minute, but also, paige haskindly agreed as well that she's
going to do us a little reading.
Yeah, yes, so we're going toallow you to go into your thing.

Speaker 2 (21:58):
Okay, all right so maybe explain, because people
can't.
Also, if they're not watchingthe video, they might not be
able to see what's happening.
Yeah.

Speaker 3 (22:06):
Okay.
So today's reading we're goingto do, I guess, like an
intuitive psychic reading.
So, again, like I'd explainedbefore, it's connecting to the
energy, that's around connectingtowards, in the energy.
Readings can be done with somany different like ways,
modalities, tools.
We're going to use cards todayso it gives us like a visual as
well.

Speaker 1 (22:26):
Yep.

Speaker 3 (22:26):
But they can be done sort of just literally starting
to talk and connect through.
I spoke about the flowerreadings as well which like you
can connect to the sort ofenergetics of the flower.
There's lots of ways you can doit, but today we're going to do
it with the angel card reading.
So it's like an oracle reading,it's giving guidance, and then
I can expand on that.

Speaker 1 (22:44):
Yes.

Speaker 3 (22:45):
So we'll start, and obviously with the two of you.
Are you happy for me to do likea joint, or what do we want to
do?

Speaker 1 (22:50):
Whatever, feels right to you, whatever feels right.

Speaker 2 (22:54):
If it feels like one needs to be told something more
than whatever you're getting.

Speaker 3 (22:57):
Yeah, I think I'm going to just put it out for
like a joint thing, and thenwe're going to just connect to
the messages that come through.
So, yes, these are my cards.
I've had these since.

Speaker 1 (23:07):
Give us that ASMR.
Yeah, let's do the ASMR I loveyou so much.
Paige is currently clicking thecards as we speak and she's
going to energetically andintuitively read for us today.

Speaker 2 (23:21):
Hey, you need to do sexy voiceovers.

Speaker 3 (23:26):
Yeah, maybe you can do my videos of my readings,
okay.
So Oracle cards, angel cards,gives, gives guidance, and then
I can expand on them.
This deck I'm using is one ofmy special ones.
My mom gave it to me when I wasabout 12 years old and she um
left a little message in thereand she said your angels and
guides always with you.
So I've had these.
I've had these for so long andit's one of my strongest decks
that I connect with, yeah, um,so hence why I brought these.

(23:49):
But anyway, we're gonna do areading, so we do a lay like a
spread of the cards, um, and Ifeel like we're going to do what
we need to know at this momentokay, we can expand on that.
So it's a forecast spread.
It's like the theme of what weneed to know.
There's the block, anythingthat's sort of stopping us from
moving forward, stepping intoour next sort of part of the

(24:11):
journey, and then what to expectafter we move through the block
, and then the outcome yeah, orhow we move through the block,
and then the outcome Cool, solet's do it, and then we'll just
sort of go off of that.

Speaker 2 (24:24):
We're definitely wanting, like when we I spoke to
Rose about getting you on,we're like, yes, this is
happening but then we're like wealso want to do have a shuffle.

Speaker 3 (24:33):
I'm gonna get you both yeah we're like.
We also want to get a mediumyeah, so I reached out to a few
so I can chat.
That's exciting.

Speaker 1 (24:39):
Yeah, I actually have someone in mind that I
absolutely love.
She's also a no bullshit.
Yeah, she has a a no bullshit.
Yeah, she has a huge nobullshit approach to
spirituality, and I absolutelylove her.
Her name's Jess.

Speaker 2 (24:52):
Yeah, yep Cool.
I was going to ask her to comeon, but she's not in the state,
hey.

Speaker 1 (24:57):
She's not in the state.

Speaker 3 (24:58):
Okay, have a little shuffle.
Just chuck your energy in there.

Speaker 1 (25:01):
Yes, look at that.

Speaker 2 (25:03):
Yeah, so that was awkward for me to shuffle they,
they're big cards.
They're big.

Speaker 3 (25:06):
They're like yeah, they're big cards.

Speaker 1 (25:08):
But Paige is also going to do a little message at
the end for everybody, Wheneveryou guys read this, whenever you
guys listen to this, because wewere just asking about that
before.
How does that work?

Speaker 3 (25:19):
Timing.
So, spirit World, there's notiming on anything.
There's no, you know, at thetime of hearing.
It is when you need to hear it.
So whether you've listened toit, you know the week it comes
out or six months later.
It's when your guides.
Bring it to you to hear it.
So yeah we can do some littlereadings, all right.
So Okay, let's do this.

(25:40):
Oh, we've gone silent.

Speaker 1 (25:44):
I'm just laying the cards out.
She's laying the cards out andwe've all gone.
Oh, what does that mean?

Speaker 3 (25:47):
Okay, All right, the cards out and we've all gone.
Oh, what does that mean?
Okay, all right.
So once I lay, I'm just gonna,because it's gonna be silent for
a little while yep okay, thisis not okay.
This is definitely not workrelated.
Um, and I thought, coming heretoday, a lot will come up around
that.
You know, sort of, both of usare working at the moment.
Yes, I thought it would beabout.
Yeah, this is very personal,okay.

Speaker 2 (26:08):
I'm scared, don't make me cry.

Speaker 1 (26:12):
I'm like I love, we love going deep.
I know we can't, we've gonesilent for the first time.

Speaker 3 (26:17):
Okay, I'm trying not to All right.

Speaker 1 (26:20):
Paige is just looking at the cards right now and
obviously just connecting withwhat she feels they mean, and
we're obviously just sittinghere very anxious and excited um
to hear all about it.

Speaker 3 (26:35):
She's connecting um in her own way.
I'm calming my energy right nowbecause I feel really um
anxious and I'm picking up.
That's not me, so that's yeah,that's um like nerves.
I'm just calming myself to justdisconnect from that.

Speaker 1 (26:47):
Let's do some breathing yes, I think we need
to do some breathing.
Anyone else that's listening,like, just take a second for
yourself.
I find this really hard I knowCrystal finds this really hard
that we don't take a second tojust breathe, like, have you
ever thought about the fact thatyou actually hold your breath?
So I do it a lot, like even now, I haven't breathed out, I

(27:09):
haven't breathed out, I haven'tbreathed out properly.
When I get excited or nervous,or when I'm in a situation where
I am well, yeah, like I'msitting here right now, I forget
to breathe.
So if you're sitting in the caror wherever you're listening to
us, just take a few seconds tobreathe.

Speaker 3 (27:25):
Take some breath.
Calm the nervous system.

Speaker 1 (27:27):
Calm yourself down.
This is time for you listeningto the podcast, probably bloody,
doing some mum life chore, ormaybe you're at work and you
know you're listening to us inthe background, or whatever it
is.
Just take a second to rememberthat you know you're worthy and
that you have everything youneed inside of you and that you

(27:49):
deserve to take time foryourself.
So that includes breathing,Rose ASMR.

Speaker 3 (27:58):
Breaking it up.
I think Paige is ready.
Are we happy to share sort ofeverything that comes through?

Speaker 1 (28:03):
100%, 100%.
We are bearing it all and wedon't want to.

Speaker 3 (28:08):
Yeah, okay, I said this wasn't a mediumship reading
and there's there is, there isan energy around, so I feel, do
you want me to explain how I'm?

Speaker 1 (28:17):
yes, yes, please.

Speaker 3 (28:19):
This is what's so interesting so when I connect
and this probably look the theintention I say is bring what
through, like, bring throughwhat needs to be brought through
.
So, even though we spoke aboutpsychics, so we've got the four
cards and, as you're speaking,this is like just a confirmation

(28:39):
that what you guys are doing weall have like a laugh on this
and whatnot but there's so muchdeeper we're coming back to work
now, so there's so much deeperto what you're trying to offer
with the, with this, with thepodcast you know what I mean
it's?
it's like what we spoke aboutbefore.
It's giving people a place toum, connect and and relate, and
exactly how you just explained,and it's like little snippets of

(29:02):
reminding them that they haveit all within themselves.
And this card says you are alight worker.
God needs you to shine yourdivine light and love like an
angel upon the earth and all ofits inhabitants.
So it's just a reminder that,like for me, this came up last
week for you.

Speaker 2 (29:16):
You were with friends and they were kind of asking
questions around the podcast andyou were trying to explain it,
you know.
So that kind of puts it intofruition, really, like we are
doing the right thing here.

Speaker 3 (29:28):
Yeah, and there's.
You know, under all the, theshit talking and the and the,
the laughing and and the jokingand whatnot.
All of that aside, there's adeeper meaning to this yes,
there definitely is yeah andit's um, you know you're on the
right path.
It's, it's here.
I am saying it's not about work, so it's going.
Yeah, yeah, we're high fivingguys, um, you're on the right
path.
So, but this also trickles outthen into your everyday life.

(29:51):
So I'm not talking just thispodcast, I'm talking like family
members, staff members, anyoneyou sort of come into contact
with.
You're providing a light forthem.
Do you know what I mean?
Giving them guidance, whetheryou actively are trying to or
not, it's.
It's the energy around you is,yeah, it's, it's needed for
others and you're giving themlike a calm, a safe space with

(30:14):
your energy.
So that's anyone around you andit's what I'm getting picking
up is trickling into.
I've said it's not about work,it's, it's okay.
So it's trickling into familymembers.
But I'm getting like your teamsaround you are like your family
members and you treat them thatway as well, and it's yeah,
that's for you, that's for me,that's for Crystal that bit.

(30:34):
Yeah, yeah, yeah, Okay, ifyou're connecting to the
business side, you're thepersonal side, so the next card
is it's.
This is a block.
Okay, children, your childrenon earth and in heaven are happy
and well created for by God andthe angels, so cared for
Children on, we can chat.
Use chat as well.

Speaker 2 (30:54):
I know Okay this card that gave me goosebumps.

Speaker 1 (30:56):
The card that are you reading the opal.

Speaker 3 (30:59):
Yeah.

Speaker 1 (30:59):
Yeah, so I'm just going to hold that.
Is that okay to hold the card?

Speaker 3 (31:01):
Yeah, yeah.

Speaker 1 (31:02):
So the card that she's reading is it says your
children on earth and in heavenare happy and well cared for by
God and the angels.

Speaker 3 (31:11):
Okay, so finding a balance between sharing.
Your kids are going to be yourteachers for how you share with
the rest.
You've had kids.

Speaker 1 (31:19):
Yes.

Speaker 3 (31:20):
Yeah, okay.

Speaker 1 (31:22):
That's important to bring up as well, that Paige
actually doesn't know us.

Speaker 3 (31:26):
Okay, I will.

Speaker 1 (31:28):
Doesn't know me anyway.

Speaker 3 (31:28):
Disclaimer Crystal, I knew, knew we just discussed it
was from we realized that youhave known me for a while on.
Yes, yeah, from the grazingboard, but then sort of
disconnected so from a businesspage, so from carnival creation,
that's it, yeah, and that waslight years ago, so like this is
yes, doesn't know me, though.

Speaker 1 (31:46):
No, okay.
So children, so your?

Speaker 3 (31:49):
children are going to I I'm just kidding, okay, so
they're guiding you to share thelie that you need to share with
others.
So whether it's like notsharing the same love, but it's
the safety you provide for yourown children is how other people
perceive this energy of yours.
And this is where this lightwork comes in of, like that's
what you're giving to so manypeople around you, and I don't

(32:10):
think you realize you know whatyour the love that your children
show for you.
It's.
It's honestly how other peoplefeel safe around you, and this
work that you're doing is isproviding that for people and I
don't think you realize, like,how deep it is and and the safe
space and and whether it's this,the podcast, or you know, it's
more than that.
It's more than the podcast.
So it's just a reminder to keepgoing and this is the.

(32:32):
So this card shows, like wherethere's a little bit of a
blockage and I think theblockage is there's nothing
that's going wrong that'sblocking you.
It's just you connecting toyour gut and listening and
remembering like your own.
We spoke about this.
I've got to go now.
No, rose doesn't.
Well, no, I wouldn't saydoesn't?
It took her a long time tostart listening to her gut
instincts.
And it's just a reminder that,yeah, the work you're doing is

(32:54):
providing so much more forpeople.

Speaker 2 (32:56):
This makes me so emotional?
Yeah, because last week I had areally hard week and, like,
rose was like the first personthat I wanted to like reach out
to, even though I knew what Iwas going to tell her was going
to like probably break her.
Yeah, I felt safe like tellingher stuff.

Speaker 3 (33:12):
Yeah, yeah, oh, and this is and this is.
You know, with these readingsit's like confirmation and it is
, it's it's a lot I'm gonna.
I can't hug you from here, butyeah it's um, you're providing
that, and this is what I mean.
Like your children on earth.
It's not like you, and this iswhat I'm saying with spirit,
it's.
It's not the physical.

(33:32):
We think of children as likethe physical but it's that
energy around children?
yes, then having your ownchildren yes but I I'm thinking
they're the the light of, likehow you share a connection with
them.
I'm not saying that gets sharedwith everyone, because that's
such a personal thing.
It's very different but in asense of like soul connections,
of like how people feel safearound you yeah you're giving
that out as, as you know, likethey look up to you, like that

(33:54):
energy, so yeah you're on theright track and I just think
there's a huge expansion for youwhen you start to really
realize the work that you're.
What you're doing is providingthis space for someone and it's
just gonna um, I don't knowwhat's gonna to take off.

Speaker 1 (34:09):
Take me to New York.
New York, New York.

Speaker 3 (34:13):
Yeah, so that's the, that's the and that's the energy
around.
That it's like I wouldn't sayanything's wrong, like a
blockage, but that definitely,that definitely, probably is.

Speaker 1 (34:22):
That definitely, probably is my blockage, that
sometimes I I can doubt myself,I doubt my, my gut and I doubt
my purpose in the world.
I search for this, this purpose, and I always want to help
people.
That makes me happy people.
Oh, I can't, you know, helpingother people, you got to help
yourself.

(34:42):
I.
I am helping myself by helping,by feeling yeah, by doing, by
serving, like yeah, yeah givingand as long as you're giving
back to yourself and that'sthat's.

Speaker 3 (34:54):
You know, I've people are here for this, but in the
sense of that and I truly hadthis fucking thought the other
day so this is obviously whatit's supposed to come up for
purpose I would.
For me, this is how I viewpurpose.
I don't have that in myvocabulary.
It took me a long time becauseI was searching, searching,
searching and not like searchingfor the next thing, but like
once it's done, I'm, I'm.
You know it's sort of moving onto the next and you don't want

(35:15):
to be stuck on this like purposeof what's my one strong thing
that I'm here for, you know andwhat like and if.
I don't succeed that like have I.
Am I not meeting my purpose ornot?
And I don't believe in thesense of how majority of it view
a purpose.
You know we're here for apurpose and we are.
We're here for so many purposes.

Speaker 2 (35:31):
I love that we're here.

Speaker 1 (35:33):
We were meant to hear this yes, yeah, and I think
other people are meant to hearthis, because this is what I
love to do and I know Crystalfeels the same, but I love that
we're not here just for onepurpose and if you don't, and
what you think is your purpose?

Speaker 3 (35:49):
so many people, if they don't succeed, that they're
down on themselves yeah, andI'm not just talking like a bad
day, like it gets heavy you knowand and because we come here
thinking that's our main thingis to have a purpose in life.
And you know my purpose.
I'm a mom, I'm a wife, I'm agenerally like a friend to
people.
I'm I'm here for you know somany different things and it
took me a little while tounderstand that there's not like

(36:11):
.
I look at some people and theyjust they're doing one thing and
they're so solid in it.
And I always thought likewhat's my purpose?

Speaker 1 (36:17):
Yeah.

Speaker 3 (36:18):
What's my real like?
Strong, but I'm telling you,like these people, probably at
the age of 50, I can swap andchange and do something else and
it's like, oh my God, what Ijust do that for the last 30
years.
They served a purpose in thattime.

Speaker 1 (36:28):
Yes.

Speaker 3 (36:29):
We're moving on to the next.
We're not stuck in one sort ofreality.

Speaker 1 (36:32):
I think that's a really important message for
everybody.

Speaker 3 (36:35):
And maybe this is where the scattered energy is
coming from in here that this isprobably for everyone to hear
like a collective message Ifyou're not on a path or you're
not fulfilling your purposeright now.
I do this in quotations for youthat are listening.
There's so many differentpurposes out there and sometimes
even like the heavy shit thatwe're going through and we're
not succeeding, as people wouldsort of put it out there that

(36:57):
you know what success is.
That's a purpose as well, likeyou know, for someone looking in
.
it helps them through certaintimes.
So it's just we got a bit offtrack of this car, but I think
it obviously needed to come out.

Speaker 1 (37:09):
That was definitely a message for all.
Give me more yes, moving on tothe next card.

Speaker 3 (37:15):
Yeah, so this is what .
So the next card I'm pulling islike what step to take to shift
the blockage and I feel likethis is going to be for both of
you.
So this was.
You felt like this wasspecifically for you.
So it's, if I'm doing a reading, I would give you an activity
to do right now.
So like, as in like to take froma reading, and it's just a
visualisation process.

(37:36):
So what do you desire right now?
Visualise it and it will comeabout.
Negativity will block yourprogress.
So for you, the likeself-doubting, it's stepping
into that.
What can you do to start reallystrengthening your connection
to your intuition, listening tothat, things like that?
So we're your.
I think yours would be morelike trusting.

(37:56):
Trusting and, like we said,that exercise where you sort of
just follow the, the hunches forthe day, yep um the yes day,
yeah, yeah crystal.
I'm for those listening.
I'm just shifting energy andconnect.
Are you a very tangible person,like needing to see it in the
physical?
Not needing to see it in thephysical, but to believe.
But you're a very like visualCollective is not the word.

Speaker 1 (38:19):
She's a doer Like, yeah, like a come to life.

Speaker 3 (38:22):
You know, visualise it and it comes about sort of
thing.

Speaker 2 (38:26):
I manifest the fuck out of shit.

Speaker 3 (38:34):
Yeah, and really bring it into the physical, yeah
, plane.
That would be her.
I feel like, look, this is justbringing up, this is just
bringing up your strengths atthe moment, and I guess this is
then saying like on the rightpath is you can do it all, like
you can do it all, and this I'mtalking about the physical.
So like in the physical reality, and have you had I'm getting
I'm getting confusion and I'mnot in the physical reality and
have you had I'm getting I'mgetting confusion and I'm not in
the sense of like you feelconfused, like consciously, day

(38:56):
to day.
But this is a connection of Idon't want to say loss, it's not
lost.
You know, you know the pathbecause your physical, like your
, you bring it into a physicalreality.
So you you know you're on theright path in that sense, but
there's's a I feel a confusionand it's not anything in related
to like you're pretty solid inyour physical reality.
It's like a connection to self,and I'm not saying like

(39:18):
self-worth or it's sointeresting.

Speaker 1 (39:21):
It's so interesting to to watch your reaction as
well.

Speaker 2 (39:25):
I already know what you're going to say, what I know
, what she's saying I feel ittoo, but I don't want to say
anything.

Speaker 1 (39:31):
I know.

Speaker 3 (39:32):
I'm.

Speaker 1 (39:33):
I feel it.

Speaker 3 (39:34):
I just feel, I feel it's nothing to do with your
work and you're like I feel aconfusion.
Is it more?
Do you feel like not guilty,but like a, like a?
How do I explain this?
Let me find my words.

Speaker 2 (39:47):
I feel that word guilt runs through my blood
every day.

Speaker 3 (39:51):
Yeah, there's more.
Okay, so this is I'm just gonnasay, and it might not make
sense there's more.
All these physical things aremanifesting and it's fucking
awesome and you're so solid inthat, but there's so much like
thinking of them as likefloating boxes right in the
ocean and the ocean is like thespace in between and it's just
sort of like flowing and goingand and pushing like these.
These physical things are hereand they're tangent.

(40:13):
You can feel them, you can seethem and you know you're
successful in that.
But there's a shit in betweendoing all of this that just
feels lost, confusion lost likeI'm I'm imagining I'm out at sea
, I'm getting goosebumps, so, um, I'm I.
So for everyone, I'm justcovered in goosebumps, but I'm
fucking hot, she is actuallyshe's yeah, I'm going to make

(40:34):
even noises.

Speaker 1 (40:35):
I'm undressing guys.

Speaker 3 (40:36):
It's all right and you can see my like let's just
host this for my kids.
There's so many tangent things,but there's a bit of confusion
and feeling lost in between it.
All.
Okay, this car don't need it tostart this message.
So, lost in between at all.
Okay, this car not needed tostart this message.
So it's the work in between, allthe shit that you're, the
tangible things that you'redoing, that needs a bit more
care.
And I'm not saying likeself-care, like go meditate or

(40:57):
go do this.
It's like I don't even want tosay like it's like deep shit.
It's like an acceptance.
This I'm just getting.
I'm I'm seeing the ocean andthat's literally like these
boxes just floating in the ocean, deep, deep ocean, like we're
out deep at sea and the ocean inbetween is like flowing and you
can see like there's no wavesor anything.
It's not fucking hectic andstorming, but it's just we're

(41:18):
out there and we can't seeanything around it other than
these boxes.
So the message from this likeyour tangible things are good,
but we're feeling a bit lost inbetween them.
So it's like when you're inthese tangible things, we're
feeling a bit lost in betweenthem.
So it's like when you're inthese tangible things.
We're good, you're good, you'resolid.
It's the space in between andit's going to be connecting to

(41:39):
that space in between of whereyour focus needs to shift and
that's probably your block isnot tending to this vast
openness of just getting like,yeah, it's yeah, I'm like yep
Crystal, you've got to explainthat.

Speaker 2 (41:53):
I've just had a really rough two years, pretty
much, and the guilt for me atthe moment is like I lost my dad
two years ago to suicide andI'm like in a I've had a shitty
week but I feel like I'm in ahappy place, yeah.
And then I get the guilt oflike I'm happy, but I'm sad he's

(42:14):
not here and I fight that likein my head every day of like I
almost hate myself for beinghappy.
I almost hate myself for beinghappy because I'm actually very
sad that he's not here.

Speaker 3 (42:30):
But then some days I'm like fuck it, I'm just gonna
do everything so that he couldbe like so proud of me but then
I'm still sad about it, and Imean death in itself is is hard
to grieve and move through, andthen adding how, how it came
about, um and suicide is just onanother level of, and not to

(42:54):
take away with other things youknow like of other ways that
death comes about.
But yeah, it's answering thosequestions and things that come
up.

Speaker 2 (43:02):
The weird thing is I'm like I'm not in that stage
anymore where, like I questionthe why's or anything like that.
I'm way in that stage anymorewhere, like I question the why's
or anything like that.
I'm way beyond that now.
It's just I still feel kind oflike lost without him.

Speaker 3 (43:15):
Yeah, and that's okay so.

Speaker 2 (43:17):
And the ocean thing is crazy, because he was like
the ocean and he used to talkabout if he was going to die, he
was going to drown in the ocean.
Okay, there's a lot of likeconnection to ocean.

Speaker 3 (43:30):
Yeah, and that's so, that's what I was seeing, and
it's that, like I said, there'sno storms, there's no and it's.
I feel like that for you, thatconnection is there.
Then the ocean and thatconnection to dad, the physical,
do you feel like I feel like inthe physical things you
manifest when you're in it andamongst it it's like on top of

(43:50):
the world whatnot, and?
It's that, like I said that inbetween, that's that, that
confusion and.
I guess you explaining it's likefeeling guilty for not for
having those things but likedoing it and then then what you
know like yes all the, theemotions in between the
physicals you know, like thephysical, the physicals are not

(44:11):
the issue here, but I also feellost in my home life sometimes.
The in-betweens yeah.

Speaker 2 (44:19):
Like the home life.
I feel lost as a wife sometimes, but when I'm at work, I know
what I'm doing.
I feel like I know what I wantin life.
I'm going to do this.
I just keep telling myself overand over again like what you
said doing I feel like I knowwhat I want in life.
I'm going to do this.
I just keep telling myself overand over again, like what you
said before I got this and Ikeep thinking like what is the
worst that can happen to me,like that's kind of how I've

(44:39):
been living day to day.

Speaker 3 (44:40):
Yeah, and that's.
I guess that you can do it alland you can.
It's just allowing it and I'mnot even.
I hate saying what feels goodfor you, because we don't want
to just base like living lifeoff vibes, Do you?

Speaker 1 (44:56):
know what I mean.

Speaker 3 (44:57):
Like it's.
There's a lot of shit we dohave to work through and do have
to sort of understand, and somethings we don't have to dive
deep into.
But it's yeah, it's findingthat it's all the in between.

Speaker 2 (45:09):
But even last week I felt like I was drowning, so
that's also another.

Speaker 3 (45:13):
Yeah, it's honestly like that was.

Speaker 2 (45:20):
My first thing was just like deep sea out in the
ocean, like it's um, yeah, yeah,let's get through to, yeah,
let's, let's, yes, moving on.

Speaker 3 (45:29):
I really could, and I'm trying to refine the direct
messages that come through, andusually so in a reading like my
goal is not to leave you in intears, or or you know these
messages and sometimes they theymake sense, sometimes they
don't make sense.
It's it's like connecting to,sort of, and I just allow to
come out what needs to come out.
But it's always then, you knowmyself, guide spirit want you to

(45:53):
finish on a, and that's why Isaid that feel good moment you
know what I mean and it's not tolike give you, lull you into la
la land, like this is all thesefancy things are happening and
this is what's gonna.
It's just to know that it's like.
This is obviously the messagethat needed to come up, but
lifting the energy and yourvibration and and the the feel
good moment up, you know leavingyou on a positive, yeah um so

(46:18):
moving forward, like that cardis what to do, what to do to
step through the block.
And I think for you, crystal islike not some, I don't want to
say focus on the in-between,where it completely takes over,
like all of the positive thingsyou're manifesting in life, but
it's like it needs a little bitof attention.
Not work, no, not work.

(46:38):
Attention, okay, no, like, andum, like don't ignore it, yeah
yeah, yeah, yeah, and it willtake time, but it's so like
you're going to get to a timewhere you can sit through it and
sit in it and be okay withsitting in it.
And be okay doesn't mean likehappy and this is easy, and
you'll probably cry, you'llprobably, you know, like scream
and shout or whatever, howeveryou express this coming through,

(46:59):
but it's just being okay to sitin it um and it's all that in
between the physicals.
So it's like when you slow downor when you come home or when
you you know, it's the slowmoments that you wobble in a
little bit yeah, um, yeah somoving forward.
this is like the outcomeschooling, study and education
help your life's purpose andhere we are life's purpose,

(47:22):
life's purpose and personalgrowth.
At this time, the angels willguide you and help you with this
process.
So, yes, share this.
So this card whether it's likephysically actively studying at
a day for uni or whatever do youknow what I mean?
Or whether it's like learningnew ways for yourself, and this
is like learning how to sit withthings that you don't usually

(47:43):
sit with, and the outcome isyou're going to step into a
space of learning, that learninghow to sit in those quiet
moments and feel them, and Ithink this will and that, like
this, is gonna help withpersonal growth.
So not like personal growth asin like businesses and things

(48:03):
like that, like deep personalyourself, um, personal growth
and sitting within those momentsand understanding those moments
um, that's where you're goingto start learning, to step into,
and it's going to be a hugeshift for you, august.
It's going to be a huge shiftfor you to understand that and

(48:24):
take that time for yourself.
That's, yeah, that's yourlearning, that's your learning
moment from this card inparticular schooling, study and
education.

Speaker 1 (48:33):
Why did you say August?
I said that too.
I was like what's the August?

Speaker 3 (48:37):
Sometimes I just talk shit as I'm saying so August is
it?
Well, I don't want to ask.
I don't want to ask Augustthere is a connection to August,
because it just popped in myhead and whether that's it's not
, I feel like I'm like you knowsomething?
Hang on, no, no, no, let's.
Let me connect August.

(49:00):
Personal growth, growth there's.
So this is in relation to, thisis in relation to you.
The august, um, I'm gonna sayit's like a connection to a
connection to the in between.
So I don't want to say likethat's when you start or that's
when you.
It's something that's alreadyabout it.
But I'm not connecting toanything more than that at the
moment I'm doing anapprenticeship and it starts in
July, August.

(49:22):
So the actual physical studyingstarting in August.

Speaker 1 (49:25):
There you go.

Speaker 3 (49:27):
So that's the yeah, that was when.

Speaker 1 (49:29):
I said this is related to you.
We're like what is it?
But then it was like schoolingand all of that and I was like,
as soon as you said learning.

Speaker 2 (49:36):
I was like yeah.

Speaker 1 (49:42):
That's cool, that's exciting, I know.

Speaker 3 (49:43):
Look at us being all like we're not saying anything
and you know what I don't, andthat's the thing.
Like I um, unless I, I reallydon't physically ask things,
because I just allow to comethrough, unless there's like to
be honest my readings, I don'tever ask stuff.

Speaker 1 (49:53):
I don't want to um but I think that's where the
skeptic in everybody comes out.

Speaker 3 (49:58):
They're like you tell me, bitch, uh, you tell me and
sometimes I still go into thingsand I'm like closed off and I'm
like like yeah, you're like Iwant to know what it is, yeah no
, and that's what I don't like.
I didn't want you to sayanything, but I wasn't
connecting to anything more.
But I definitely it was,definitely I went out.
So, for people that arelistening, I was pointing to
crystals yes, related to you um,and the schooling, the study,

(50:21):
and I think then this is likethe actual physical.
You're going to study, but itwill be.
There's so much more than justthis study.
Yeah, do you know what.
I mean like, and maybe this isthe study that starts to open up
your connection to yourself,and it might not even be any
relation to, likeself-development or anything
like that but maybe doing thisthing will start to connect you.
Something will come up and itwill start to connect you to

(50:42):
like little moments of that inbetween that allow it to come
out and you'll be okay with thatcoming out Sounds good to me.
Yeah, that was more connected.
Yeah, that was more connectedto you.
I feel like we had a balance oflike.

Speaker 1 (50:57):
Yes, yeah, we did.

Speaker 3 (50:59):
Okay, so there, oh look.

Speaker 1 (51:01):
Yeah, we've separated .
Separated the cards.
It felt like two cards were forme and two cards were for
Crystal.
We're going to end on the lastone here.
Is this what's this one here?

Speaker 3 (51:13):
What does the last card mean on that side bit?
So the four cards are thenormal spread.
I always pull out a card fromunderneath the deck and I
usually interpret that as likean overall for everything we
spoke about and just like anoverall theme of then what's
come out, and this card is I amthe angel of families.
A happy changer edition iscoming to your family.

Speaker 1 (51:34):
I bloody hope not.
I think you're safe.
I'm joking, Joking guys,because Ares has got four kids
and she can't have any more.
I'm joking.

Speaker 3 (51:50):
Look, and this is no direct message, I like to just
bring this out as like aconfirmation, and it's just.
We spoke of family life.
Do you know what I mean?
Yeah, like a happy change.
You know whether it's like aconfirmation, and it's just.
Um, we spoke of family life.
Do you know what?

Speaker 2 (51:58):
I mean like a happy change.

Speaker 3 (51:59):
You know whether it's like a complete change or just
like a happy energy coming intowhat has been, or do you know?
I mean so it's and for you, youknow, with, with the family,
with the kids, um, it's just apositive card.
That it's.
I feel like it's just going tostart within the family unit.
Yep, um, for both sides.

(52:22):
Do you know what I mean?
Like it's just.
This is no direct message, it'sjust moving forward.
There is a, there is a shiftthat's coming, not not a shift,
but there is, um, you'll feelthe energy change you're going
to feel it soon.
Do you know what I mean?
Like you're going to feel it.
It's going to be a shift withinthe home first, within the
family first, and whether youhave kids or not, or um, it's,

(52:42):
it's that family unit and yourfamily unit and I'm talking like
I don't know on both sides,like what, what family?
But whether it's, um, forpeople listening, do you know
what your family could be?
Your neighbor, do you?

Speaker 1 (52:55):
know what I mean.

Speaker 3 (52:56):
Like, like it's that close unit.
I like to view families as thatclose unit.
There's a raising vibration init and you'll feel that shift.
So that's sort of the overallof like this process, of like
feeling into it, stepping intonew things, this new opportunity
opening up like more of anoutlet for you to explore your

(53:18):
internal, the in-betweens youknow, and it brings this
positive raising vibrationstarting within our own family
unit.
Love, that yeah.

Speaker 1 (53:29):
Thank you for reading that.
I know that like it's a process, and even watching you it's
quite interesting, like we lovethat.
But like, thank you doing thiswith us as well, and it's a
process and even watching youit's quite interesting.
We love that, but like, thankyou doing this with us as well
and it's really interesting.

Speaker 3 (53:43):
And you never know what's going to come out.
So I try to disconnect fromwhat I think the reading's going
to be.
You know, seeing you girls,when I first looked at the
Bearing it All podcast and theenergy from like the three
little clips that were clipsthat were up, and you know I
thought it was going to be avery um, work-based and and even
though we spoke about work andvery like you know like fun and

(54:04):
it just changes course reallyquick you know, it does um
because there's more to us thanjust that stuff.

Speaker 1 (54:11):
That's exactly right.
So I think we are quite deep,but I think we have a lot of
energy.
Oh yeah, and it's really hardto convey that Like I don't
think I could put up a photo ofus being all soft and you know
woo-woo when we are, and wedefinitely have that side, but I
think a lot of our energy, asfriends as well, is quite

(54:34):
energetic and fun and high vibesand motivating each other.
So this leads me because we'vegot to wrap this up Like let's
do if you're still with us.
Thank you, guys.
We are going to do a reading, alittle message for whoever is
listening out there.
This is going to be a messagefor you to take with you

(54:54):
Whenever you're listening tothis.
This is the timing.
This is going to be directly towho's listening today.

Speaker 3 (55:00):
All right, let's just do so.
I usually share just themessage on the cards and I feel
like that's enough.
If there's anything that comesthrough, I can expand on it.
And obviously like connectingto one-on-ones.
You get more in-depth, personal.
But let's just read the cards.

Speaker 1 (55:15):
Let's do it.

Speaker 3 (55:15):
message of the day, so to speak yeah, are we gonna
do a couple for people?

Speaker 1 (55:19):
yeah, let's do a couple.
All right, guys, we've got acouple minutes left and page is
going to do a couple littlemessages for you guys, and then
we will pop up all her detailsin the show notes so that you
can connect with her directlyand she can maybe do a reading
for you in the future yes, yes,yeah.

Speaker 3 (55:36):
So these literally just flew out the deck while we
were chatting.

Speaker 2 (55:39):
They did.
They're the ones I watched youtaste them.

Speaker 3 (55:41):
Yeah, so we've just gone with three.
So the first card I am theangel of marriage and I am
assisting you right now.
This and, like we said before,timing-wise, whether you hear
this the week it comes out orsix months down the track, this
is for you and just know, youcan speak to your.
This is where the cuckoo comesin.
You can you, you can speak withyourself and your guides will
be listening, spirit will belistening.

(56:03):
So, whether it's like you'retalking to yourself, so if
there's any time that you needor you feel like you need
someone to talk, to start withyourself, like I walk around
talking to myself all the time.
So if there's any questions youhave, voice it.
Voice it to yourself you guys,ask yourself the question so I'm
saying, like, with this card,I'm the angel of marriage and
I'm assisting you right now.
If there's any assistance oranything you need answers on,

(56:25):
talk about it.
Talk about it to yourself.
You know, and and I okay.
So this is okay.
This is going to be an extramessage.
Is that all?
right, yeah, yeah yeah, no,that's fine.
I feel like with marriages.
People are scared to voice itout to friends because they um,
we're throwing our bodies aroundindia.
Oh my god.
Yes, they are.
Let's focus on this card, allright.
People are scared to voice itto friends because they don't

(56:46):
want to be judged.

Speaker 1 (56:47):
They don't I just got goosebumps.

Speaker 3 (56:48):
Guys, I'm full of, I'm like covered and this is oh
yeah, you are, it's, it's so.
This is where you can utilizeguides, angels, the spirit, the
spirit world, your own gutfeelings, you know, connecting
to yourself, because not alwayscan we go to someone and say, oh
my God, this just fuckinghappened, like, yeah, we can
voice it, but sometimes peopleare embarrassed.

Speaker 1 (57:08):
Yes.

Speaker 3 (57:08):
You know there's a connection they want to.
You know a visual they want touphold about their relationship,
or whether they're scared to,or whether they're worried that
it's going to get out in thepark.
You know like it's just oh mygod so use spirit and guides to
to voice yourself, and it doesfeel like you're fucking crazy
when you're talking to yourself,but it really does help.

Speaker 1 (57:28):
Like I work around, walk around now and I just say
shit and no one even asks whoI'm talking to now, because they
just know when it's like mechatting to my guides or when
I'm like directly screaming atone of the kids talking to one
of the kids, you know the reasonI got so excited I think,
crystal, you understand why isbecause, especially since we
started the podcast, we do a lotof polls, we do a lot of
questions and more than oh, Iwould say, 90% of the questions

(57:53):
are based around relationships,marriage troubles within, that
feeling embarrassed, ashamed,around.
You know their sex life, theirrelationship status, how they're
feeling within, yeah, howthey're feeling within their
marriage and not being able andthis has come up so much you

(58:14):
know that how they don't want tonecessarily speak these things
out to their friends or theirfamily because they don't.
Their fear of judgment, yeah,and also the fact that they
don't want their partner ortheir marriage or their
relationship status vieweddifferently once they've had
that conversation.
Yeah, and so I think this isalso why, you know, we love

(58:35):
chatting about this stuff,because it's an open forum, it's
a safe space, and I thinkeverybody goes through shit like
this in life, in theirmarriages, in their
relationships, and we don't talkabout it enough, and so,
therefore, people just don'tfeel like it's normal and it
happens every fucking day, andit is.

Speaker 3 (58:52):
It's that judgment that comes after.
Like you know, if you sort itout, old mate over here still
knows what went on two monthsago.
Yeah, that's right.
So this is where this work andand this look.
Um, obviously we're just likeprofessionals and whatnot, if
you need them, but in the senseof like bringing spirituality
into your day-to-day life, thisis a reminder that, like you can
turn to spirit guide, spiritteam yourself.

(59:14):
Do you know what I mean?
like yeah and what I would do.
So we're just going to focus onthis one card.
Yeah, okay, so what I would dois, like how to start it?
Voice the problem, voice what'sgoing on, voice it within
yourself yeah, yeah to yourself.
So like if you're sitting in thecar, stressed out something
like you've just pulled up toyour next appointment or
something, voice it and let itout and um, it's, it's and it's

(59:38):
called name, and taming it.
So it's like voicing it and itsort of allows your nervous
system to calm about it and thenyou can sort of think in a
little bit of clarity and itmight not be like complete
clarity and get an answerstraight away, but it's like
you're voicing it, you'reacknowledging it, and the more
we sort of allow that andactually get out what's on our,
you know, like inside or on ourchest, and we can voice it,

(01:00:01):
it'll start to and then set theintention that bring me not a
solution, but what next?
Do you know what I mean?
Where do I go from here?
And little things.
You might not hear an answer oryou might not, but little
things will happen and they'llfall into place that, like you
meet this person that can youknow, start to chat about this,
or do you know what I mean?
Like it opens up doors.
So just voicing it will open updoors to sort of take those

(01:00:23):
next steps.
And that's how we can usespirituality in our day-to-day
life yeah, and I think that'sreally, it's really powerful.

Speaker 1 (01:00:30):
Yeah, I think once you, it's almost like once you
say something out loud, itbecomes the reality and you're
not hiding it from yourselfanymore, that you can work on it
.
Is that what we're?
That's how I'm reading this,and then you can go.
You know, once you like, haveyou ever just said something out
loud to yourself and you go ohmy God it's actually not that
bad.
Well, when you yeah, Sometimesit's not that or sometimes it is
, and you're like, that fuckingdoes sound terrible.

Speaker 3 (01:00:52):
Yeah, or it's terrible, or it's like you've
said it out loud and it's likefuck, okay.
Well then, this is like I'venever said it out loud, but this
is now what I need to do.
Yeah, yeah, this is real andit's not to say it out loud and
manifest it.
Yeah, it's to.

Speaker 1 (01:01:06):
Maybe admit it.

Speaker 3 (01:01:07):
Yeah, admit it and take the next steps forward.
You know, and it's, yeah, it's,I utilise it.
I do utilise it, butspecifically yeah, this has come
up then for marriage.
So for those that are wantingto, you know, not knowing where
to go, we can start with thisthat is so good.

Speaker 2 (01:01:26):
We better start wrapping things up, because we
could talk to you all day long.

Speaker 3 (01:01:30):
I could talk all day.

Speaker 1 (01:01:31):
I know this was such a fun episode as well.
It was like just a different.
We got to learn a little bitmore about spirituality, but
also learn a little bit aboutourselves and also what it all
is Like what, what it is, whatit is, what's a psychic, what's
a medium, what's a like a,what's the card reading all
about and about you, which hasbeen really fun.

(01:01:52):
So we have to thank you andwe're going to wrap this one up
for today, but thank you so mucheverybody for listening.
Um, if you want to find moreabout Paige, you can find her.
Where can we find you best?

Speaker 3 (01:02:04):
um on insta.

Speaker 1 (01:02:05):
Yeah, realm intuitive we will put everything in the
show notes, um and, but untilthe next episode, please
remember to take care ofyourselves and take care of each
other.
See ya, bye.