Adulthood after childhood trauma: a suicide attempt, single motherhood (with four kids), domestic abuse, a devastating divorce, custody and court battles, and what actually helped.
A candid mental health episode with trauma-recovery tools, boundaries, and co-parenting realities with an abusive ex-partner.
Content note: suicidal thoughts/attempt; domestic abuse; legal/custody issues; explicit language.
If you’re struggling (U.S.): Call/Text 988 (Suicide & Crisis Lifeline, 24/7).
Sexual assault support: RAINN 800-656-HOPE or online.rainn.org (24/7).
Episode focus: rebuilding after a life of trauma—what recovery looked like day-to-day, patterns to avoid, and practical steps that protect our children and learning self-respect.
We cover:
- Suicide attempt & aftermath—stabilization, shame, daily recovery
- Single motherhood (with 4 kids)—identity, burnout, support systems
- Domestic abuse patterns—red flags, safety, rebuilding trust
- Court & co-parenting—devastating divorce, boundaries, custody battles
- Triggers that linger—tools that help now; growth and setbacks
Hosts/Guest: The DEFECTIVE Schizoaffective (Nick) • IndyPocket (Tony) • Guest: Kristi Morris
Guest links:
• TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@kristimorris5
• Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/kmorris6983
IndyPocket (Tony) links:
- TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@indypocket
- Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/indypocket
- YouTube: https://youtube.com/@absolutezen
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The DEFECTIVE Schizoaffective (Nick)
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