But Did YOU Die Tho? Confessions of a Widow by Carmen Barton
But Did You Die Tho... Confessions of a Widow is the unfiltered, hilarious, and deeply human podcast from comedian Carmen Barton, marking the four-year anniversary of the sudden loss of her husband, podcaster Anthony Carthan. Broadcasting from the very LA home where Anthony built his podcast dreams, Carmen steps up to the mic to share her own journey—this time, blending gut-busting comedy with raw confessions, unexpected hope, and unapologetic truth. Through laughter, tears, and a little bit of side-eye, Carmen invites listeners into her world as she navigates widowhood, healing, and the wild road back to truly living. Whether she’s dropping punchlines or peeling back the layers of grief, she’s doing it with heart, humor, and a dash of shenanigans. This isn’t just a podcast—it’s a resurrection. And trust, you’ll laugh, cry, and ask yourself: But did you die tho? Full Bio 🎤 About Carmen Barton Carmen Barton sizzles as one of the most captivating female comics to grace the stage! With a natural flair for entertainment, she effortlessly juggles the roles of a new widow and mother to three adult children. Even amid her personal struggles, Carmen's relatability, adaptability, and refreshing take on life never fail to win over audiences. In the midst of her grief, Carmen bravely shared snippets of her journey in an anthology, propelling her book, And Then She Bounced Back, to the top of Amazon's best sellers list! Armed with an uncanny ability to find humor in life's trials, Carmen fearlessly transforms her most painful and awkward moments into uproarious comedy. Hailing from Ferguson, a quaint suburb near St. Louis, Missouri, Carmen's knack for entertaining was evident from a young age as she regaled friends, family, and colleagues with her wit and charm. Now ascending in Hollywood, Carmen's trajectory is set as she embarks on a global mission: to spread laughter far and wide. In addition to gracing stages at clubs, colleges, and military bases nationwide, Carmen has brought her comedic talents to Kuwait, Iraq, and Afghanistan, lifting the spirits of troops stationed abroad. Carmen's television debut on Starz Networks' Martin Lawrence Presents: 1st Amendment Stand Up marked just the beginning of her small screen success. From Nickelodeon's popular comedy series NickMom Night Out to Bounce TV's Off The Chain and Starz's Staan Dup!, Carmen's comedic prowess knows no bounds. Her stand-up routines, featured on Comedy In Color season 3, are now available for streaming on Tubi, Peacock, Amazon, and AppleTV. Recently, Carmen dazzled audiences as the star and Associate Producer of her debut film, This is Life, also streaming on Tubi and Amazon. Catch Carmen's uproarious antics as a resident juror on BET Networks' Ms. Pat Settles It, a side-splitting, unscripted courtroom show where her courtroom theatrics keep the laughter flowing. Blessed with both beauty and brains, Carmen's act is a breath of fresh air, seamlessly blending timely humor with her signature flair. With cutting-edge performances and captivating storytelling, Carmen Barton leaves audiences clamoring for more.
Episodes
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In this thoughtful and hope-filled episode of But Did You Die Though: Confessions of a Widow, Comedian Carmen Barton reflects on life after the holidays and what it means to enter a new year with renewed purpose, new expectations, and a commitment to personal growth.
Carmen opens up about spending New Year’s Eve alone in bed, and surprisingly finding peace, renewal, and clarity instead of sadness. She...
The Gift of Grief for the Holidays
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In this reflective and heartfelt episode of But Did You Die Though: Confessions of a Widow, Comedian Carmen Barton talks honestly about what happens when grief shows up anyway — even after you’ve made plans, booked trips, stayed busy, and tried to distract yourself through the holidays.
Carmen shares how, despite intentionally filling her calendar, grief still found h...
Episode 9: Forget the Rules: Real Grief, Real Fashion, Real Talk
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In this powerful, myth-busting episode of But Did You Die Though: Confessions of a Widow, Comedian Carmen Barton throws the whole “rulebook” out the window — starting with fashion rules and ending with the 5 Stages of Grief that people pretend are one-size-fits-all.
From “don’t mix prints” to “you’re supposed to feel anger before bargaini...
Episode 8:
Bracing for the Holidays
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In this deeply emotional and timely episode of But Did You Die Though: Confessions of a Widow, Comedian Carmen Barton opens up about the unique weight the holiday season carries for those grieving. With a mix of honesty, humor, and heartfelt storytelling, she prepares her listeners for the emotional complexity of this time of year — sharing three powerful videos, one spec...
🎙️ Episode 7: Carmen & Nick on Sherri!
It’s a celebration! In this uplifting episode of But Did You Die Though: Confessions of a Widow, Comedian Carmen Barton shares one of the most exciting weeks of her life — her daytime TV debut on The Sherri Shepherd Show (@sherrishowtv) and her return as a Season 3 regular juror on BET’s Ms. Pat Settles It! Both appearances aired the same day, and Carmen reflects on the jou...
Episode 6: Second Wave
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In this heartfelt and transparent episode of But Did You Die Though: Confessions of a Widow, Comedian Carmen Barton opens up about what she calls the “second wave” of grief — the unexpected emotional surge that can hit long after the initial loss.
After missing last week’s episode due to this wave, Carmen shares what it feels like to experience grief in layers, why the second ye...
Episode 5:
Grief Be Griefing
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In this emotional and powerful episode of But Did You Die Though: Confessions of a Widow, Comedian Carmen Barton takes us back to the first 90 days after losing her husband, Anthony “Nick” Carthan. She shares the raw, pivotal moments of early grief — from the overwhelming weight of daily life to the small victories of survival.
🎙️ Episode 4: Deal Breakers
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In this episode of But Did You Die Though: Confessions of a Widow, Comedian Carmen Barton hilariously breaks down the deal breakers she now carries into dating and friendships after experiencing love, loss, and life. What might seem petty at first actually carries some real meaning — and Carmen keeps it 100 about what she will and will not put up with anymore.
Plus, she takes us ...
In this episode of But Did You Die Though: Confessions of a Widow, Carmen takes a candid journey through her past, reflecting on her roots and the experiences that shaped her identity.
From childhood memories of growing up in North County, St. Louis, to the challenges of becoming a young mother in Ferguson, Missouri, Carmen shares how her resilience and faith carried her through tough seasons and fueled her rise in com...
Episode 2:
Dating While Dead Inside
In this episode, I open up about navigating the dating scene after loss — from short relationships to funny (and sometimes narcissistic) encounters. Along the way, we’ll talk about other widows in the public eye, like Lauren London and Vanessa Bryant, and the very different ways they’ve processed love, loss, and moving forward.
What You’ll Hear in This Episode:
- Dating While Dead ...
Welcome to the very first episode of But Did You Die Though: Confessions of a Widow. I’m your host, Carmen Barton — comedian, TV personality, and now your podcast guide through a mix of humor, real-life stories, and heartfelt reflections.
In this debut episode, I honor my late husband, Anthony Nicholas “Nick” Carthan, on the 4-year anniversary of his passing. Recorded in the very space he used for his own creative work...
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