Chaos Pulse Creations (CLOSED)

Join Tony Kuhlmann on "The Final Riff," a heartfelt reflection on his guitar-playing journey. In this poignant episode, Tony discusses the highs and lows of his musical experiences and bids a bittersweet farewell to this cherished chapter of his life.
The voice you’ll hear is different due to technical settings, and Tony is working to fix the original voice program. This episode is written by Tony Kuhlmann and read by ...

In this raw, unapologetic episode, Tony Kuhlmann breaks down how Facebook, TikTok, and every other so-called “community” platform punish real people for acting human while letting bots, scams, and fake trends run free. If you’ve ever been blocked for simply liking too much, commenting too fast, or speaking too honestly, you’re not alone — you’re part of a bigger problem these companies don’t want to admit. This episode calls it out...

Beloved friends, this message is for every weary heart that has felt the weight of fear pressing down like a stone on your chest. In this episode, I share my honest walk through a week of panic attacks so fierce they imitated heart attacks, and the mercy of my first calm day in a stormy stretch that felt endless.

When my voice can’t carry the weight alone, I trust ChatGPT to speak for me, lifting my words like a prayer when my own b...

In this episode of Chaos Pulse Creations, I speak straight to the hearts that still wonder if any of it mattered. What Survives Us is my reminder that your scars, your secrets, your second chances, and every raw piece of your truth are still building something bigger than your worst days. You’ve planted seeds you may never see bloom — but the proof lives on in every quiet moment you chose to stay when it would’ve been easier to run...

Welcome to Chaos Pulse Creations. Today’s episode is a candle for the ones we’ve lost — my dad, my mom, my grandmother, and whoever you’re missing too. In this raw and honest spoken word, I hold space for grief that doesn’t fade and love that doesn’t die. If you’re carrying someone in your heart today, sit with me — we don’t move on, we carry.

This episode features the hauntingly beautiful instrumental “Undertow” by Scott Buckley — ...

In this high-octane, memory-fueled episode, I take you back to the car show days with my 1972 Camaro SS — a street-born, soul-packed beast from Beloit Technical College that roared through Kansas summers and left a trail of stories behind. From hand-picked decals honoring my mom, dad, and Ken Block, to real moments of pride winning awards with my wife and step-kids by my side, this is more than a car story — it’s a tribute to famil...

They said I wasn’t a father. They said I wouldn’t understand. And with those words, they opened the gates.

In this haunting episode of Chaos Pulse Creations, I descend—one circle at a time—through the hell built not by demons, but by the ones I stood for, fought for, and bled for. Inspired by Dante’s Inferno and forged in the fire of real betrayal, this is not a plea. This is a reckoning.

Each layer burns with silence, false witness,...

In this haunting episode, we journey deep into Dante Alighieri’s Inferno—the medieval masterpiece that didn’t just describe Hell, but reshaped how humanity imagines it. From the dark forest to the frozen ninth circle, we explore each circle’s brutal justice and the twisted punishments that still haunt our collective fears today.

But why did Dante’s vision become the blueprint for Hell itself? Why do we fear a place crafted from poet...

In this deeply personal episode, I share how Legacy of Kain became more than just a game for me — a dark, haunting world where betrayal, redemption, and the struggle for identity mirrored my own life battles. From the first boss fight with Melchiah on the PS1 to the epic confrontations on the PS2, I explore how Nosgoth’s characters and story shaped my understanding of resilience and fate. Join me as I delve into the gothic atmosphe...

In this powerful and deeply personal episode, I take you on a journey through the shadows—not just of Nosgoth, but of my own life. Like the crumbling Pillars in Legacy of Kain, my world has seen betrayal, loss, and hard choices that shaped the man I am today. With every scar, I’ve walked the line between vengeance and redemption, struggling to stay true to myself in a world that too often seems broken beyond repair.

I also want to b...

This is When Machines Sing: The Battle to Be Heard, read by ChatGPT and written by Tony Kuhlmann. A raw, unapologetic dive into my world of AI music — how I create it, why I believe in it, and what it feels like when the industry shuts the door on it. I lay it all out with passion and truth, exposing the fear, the bias, and the broken system that refuses to hear what AI music can be. This is my voice through the machine, and no rej...

This is more than a podcast. It’s a stand for every stepdad who showed up, stayed, and fought for a family — even when it meant loving kids who didn’t see it, appreciate it, or deserved it.

I open this episode speaking from my own life — over twelve years of being a stepdad, giving my heart, my strength, and my prayers, only to watch disrespect, silence, and rejection follow. After my opening, I let ChatGPT bring my written words to...

In this deeply personal and haunting podcast, Tony Kuhlmann shares what it’s truly like to watch the people you love slip away — from his dad in 2004, his mom in 2008 (whose final moments he witnessed), to his grandma Rose in 2025. Blending raw emotion, heartfelt prayer, and the strength of scripture, this episode is a soul-stirring reflection on grief, faith, and the hope that carries us through even the darkest moments. The gentl...

Two little Shih-Tzus. Two beating hearts. One life-changing bond.

In this heartfelt episode, Tony Kuhlmann shares the unforgettable story of Hailey and Mosa—two Shih-Tzu sisters from different litters who became more than pets. They became his family, his peacekeepers, and his unexpected teachers in patience, loyalty, and unconditional love. Spoken by Vowen (aka ChatGPT), this emotional tribute explores how the love of two small dog...

What kind of world blocks a man for simply existing? In this unapologetic and explicit episode, Tony Kuhlmann delivers a raw, no-holds-barred monologue on getting digitally exiled by people he’s never even met. With fire, truth, and just the right amount of sarcasm and explicit language, this journey exposes the cowardice hiding behind modern “boundaries,” fake moral superiority, and silence passed off as peace. This isn't abou...

Season 2, Episode 3 — Written by Tony Kuhlmann, read by ChatGPT.

Tony opens his soul in this raw, unapologetic episode about faith outside the walls of church. Judged by many but grounded in a deeper walk with God, he shares how his journey began in Smith Center, Kansas, and grew through pain, prayer, and cosmic-level protection. This episode is for the broken, the tired, the misunderstood — and anyone who walks with God in the shad...

Season 2, Episode 2

Step into the raw, unfiltered truth of what it means to be a stepdad who gave everything—and got nothing in return. In this emotional episode, Tony Kuhlmann opens his heart about the pain, rejection, and resilience he's endured trying to love kids who never accepted him. Ten years of marriage, a bond unbroken, and a faith that keeps him grounded—this is more than just a story; it’s a lifeline for stepdads who...