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(00:00):
You are now entering the prism. Hello everybody.
Ladies and gentlemen, welcome back to the next episode of Show
Prism Podcast. We got Ben, Russ and Tracy.

(00:20):
I don't like the cold open, the listeners don't like know how we
do it. But when we record at the
studio, we have the song play, yeah.
We have a nice gap. Yeah, it's beautiful.
And it fades out. This is different here.
And I don't like, I don't like that.
Yeah, it throws off the groove alittle bit.
There's a telemarketer calling you.

(00:42):
Can I answer? You should record it, put it on.
Hello put. On speaker.
Hello. Hello, good.
Afternoon. My name is Linda.
The state has updated Medicare policies for Oklahoma and with
federal cuts on the table. Listen, Linda.

(01:02):
Shut up bitch, it's just a robot.
It's unfortunate. I wanted to play a game.
T-Mobile has the coolest featurelike scam Shield, so you can
like decide to turn it on and off.
But like one of the downsides toturning it on is when you do get

(01:24):
a call from a number you don't know, it's probably collections
because they'll allow that shit through.
You know they'll push it through.
You gotta. Get your money somehow I I
accidentally did that to my phone and I've missed some
pretty important calls. You want to talk into the face
of the. I'm sorry.
Like this, you're like, turn it around.

(01:44):
I like this. No, the other side.
Like this? No. 180 180 There you go, there
you. Go Oh shit.
It was backward though. There you go.
Oh, whoops. And there it is.
She's been on before but she's adifferent mic so just.
Bear with her, yeah? Hello.
I told the guys on the discord I'll just read out what it says

(02:10):
because a lot of them haven't gone back to the older episodes,
which is fire. Shame on no shame on them, but I
go Tracy in parentheses. Ben's sister will be on the next
episode. Be nice.
Not only is she a cop but she isblack and a very impressive cage
fighter. Somebody took a screenshot and

(02:32):
said of where it says be nice and then she is black and then
said hard mode. Hard mode every day.
And then and then he goes. I hope the entire episode is
complete silence from you and Ben as you sit back when a black
woman is talking. I like them a lot.

(02:56):
Add in the lesbian next time I need all my.
I feel like cop and cage fighterkind of already.
The rest is inferred. Yeah, I got you.
I got you. How many straight female
officers are there? Actually, I play this game every
time. There's a bunch of officers in
the room, like for training, andthey're a bunch of females.

(03:16):
I do like the ratio of straight to gay and the gays are always a
lot more. Like swinging in full force.
Yeah, yeah. So overall total, at least on
the ship that I work, out of the15 females, I think there's only
three straights. And are they closeted like they
aren't aware? Yet.
Yeah, yeah. And.

(03:36):
They're very butchy. Well, great.
Ladies. So one of them, she's like super
religious. Oh, OK.
And she does this thing where she like, attaches on to a
lesbian and basically stalks them, like embeds herself.
And she wants to turn them. Well, so she's told me that she
was gay Once Upon a time, the very first time we ever worked
together. Yeah, She's like, yeah, I was

(03:58):
gay in the past, but God said itwas wrong.
So. And I'm like, the whole time I'm
driving because she was supposedto be like, I was supposed to be
training her. And I'm just like, gripping the
steering wheel, white knuckling,you know, I let her get it all
out. And I'm like, well, I'm in my
30s now. I think we've got it pretty much
figured out. But you do what you do.
But she has broken up a lesbian marriage already.

(04:21):
Damn. Yeah, yeah, they were married.
So they were married for five years.
So they're they're all active duty.
I just hang out with active dutycats.
Like did she sling her roast beef out there or something?
I know she did. I know she did.
So they were together, the couple, they were together for
like 5 years. And then of course, she embedded
herself into the life of one of them.

(04:43):
And then next thing we know, I get told by the the one that
wasn't turned, I guess she's like, oh, yeah, we're getting a
divorce. I was like, oh, I'm so sorry,
whatever. And then next thing I know, the
one that was turned is telling me that she's just trying to get
right with God. But then her and the lesbian
Christian Turner lady, they started living together and

(05:04):
having the same meal prep and doing everything together.
And I'm like. So I've used the get right with
God a couple times in the breakup situation.
So I understand that are they trying, is she gay for Christ to
try to like, get people out of relationships?
Is that her play? Well, I mean, if it's really for
Christ, number one, don't be a homeworker #2 don't fuck him

(05:25):
like. Yeah, that's that's pretty like
you can't say it any better than.
That actually, but yeah, I, I avoid her at all costs, but
she's got this weird like Dick riding sort of personality when
she gets around me like the lasttime, like she was able to like
well. I have some news for her.

(05:45):
She's going to be sorely disappointed.
Indeed. But yeah, the last time I she
cornered me to have a conversation, I was just trying
to use the bathroom, you know, I, I had to shit.
It was like right there, but shecornered me and she's like,
yeah, you know, I just really want to tell you that.
Like, I'm so thankful, You know,the first time we ever worked
together, I was really looking forward to it.

(06:05):
Now I just. I just want to be you when I
grow up. And I'm like, bro, like you're
like 2 years younger than me. Yeah.
This is weird. And she just keeps getting
closer when she talks to me, like, yeah, so she had.
Some garlic bread. She just wanted you to catch a
whiff of it. I guess I don't know.
I almost told her. I was like, if you get closer
I'm going to be able to smell the pussy on your upper lip at

(06:26):
all. I know your secrets, but.
Is it Shane? Is that like a barrier to
promotion or something in the force?
To be lesbian, yeah, No. I think if you want a promotion,
I think it's the good old getting on your knees and
sucking the Dick, but. Well, and also having one.

(06:47):
Helps too. Yeah, that too.
That too. Yeah.
So. The my dad's, what would be a
number 2? Like if you're the chief of
police, what would be #2? Yeah, like a major.
OK, because it was, I mean, there were like 6 cops in I
think in total in the whole department is a very small town.

(07:10):
When my dad was chief and his, you know #2 was a cunt.
And when he resigned, she becamechief and just had it out for
me. Yeah.
The chief of Compville. Yeah, she was awful.
And she used to be really fat. And then she did liposuction.

(07:31):
Like she used to be like, too fat to like, get out of bed.
Oh yeah. Yeah, sounds about right.
She. Had liposuction and she looks
like, well, she looks like all the women in Hollywood do now
after the Ozempic I was. About to say just liposuction.
That's crazy, yeah. Yeah, yeah.
But this was back in the day. She got the droopy neck that
looked like Yeah, she. Did for a while but then like
one time gobbler she had a bunchof like scar.

(07:53):
Like not scar. She had it removed, like cut,
cut off stuff. I don't know how she afforded
that. She wasn't getting paid a lot,
Yeah. Corruption, yeah.
Yeah. Yeah, maybe that's how you do
it. You get the drugs, you write
them the ticket. A lot of.
You lose the. I'm the one that had them all
and they there wasn't that much and there was not a lot of

(08:14):
money. Well, that's probably why she
wanted you so bad. She knew you were the supply.
Yeah. She's trying to corner the
market. Yeah, go off.
Yeah, she was. She was awful.
I think she's still chief over there.
Queef, Chief. Yeah.
Kind of reminds me of our old principal at our high school.

(08:36):
Last name rhymes with the cunt. Oh yeah, yeah.
You remember how she went down? Was she sleeping with one of the
other faculty members? Not just one, a lot of coaches.
So it was my senior year. So you were already gone.
But there was a big hoopla about, oh, I have a phone call

(08:57):
from a tech Sergeant that I workwith.
Whoops. Do you want me to answer?
Go forward. OK, pause.
It OK, we're. Back So how was that?
That was pissed me off. Is that IA?
I'm annoyed. You go do a job and then someone
else is like, Nah, I want you todo more of this job.
Well, so this is like. It's like, it's like you take a

(09:17):
shit and you wipe and you're about to get up and then
someone's like, no, and they putmore poop on your butt.
Pretty much. And I was like.
Guess I'm on the white more. I don't know.
I mean, I, I should have known and I should stop trusting them
and which is exactly why I kept the stuff that we were talking
about because I know, I know. Them who your guys or like

(09:39):
people that you arrested? The the, the people that are
supposed to be my supervisors, whenever I call the shots that
are correct, they tell me, oh, we're not going to do that.
And then they come back and say,Oh yeah, you were right.
Because yeah, I know. I know a little something about
that. Not like in the law enforcement
world, but in the clown car world, I'm very experienced in
being told I'm right but later and not being acknowledged about

(10:02):
it. Just being told that I'm right,
but you know. Yeah.
Not when it matters. Yeah.
He's in the room with us, isn't?He.
I. Don't think you understand how
blissful the last two days? I'm glad you're enjoying it.
It's going to be over soon. Well I don't know our my Co

(10:24):
worker said that he also he didn't tell me he was going to
be gone today but my Co worker said he might be gone on Monday
too. So we'll see.
I thought about it. And you decide I'm.
Still considering I have so muchtime to burn, yeah.
You and me both, sister. Burning time when you're
supposed to burn time? Something about that.

(10:44):
Now this clown's over here holding two weeks that he's got.
I looked at it, that's it's 8 days and if we finish inventory
by the end of this month, I am going to take a few days off
good but I probably won't burn through all 8 days but.
Just take it. Well, I, I might not be able to
because we're scheduled to be done on the 31st and I run out
on the 12th so of next month. So I may not be able to take all

(11:07):
of them, but I will take as manyas I can.
You're. Going to turn me into a slave
driver so I can make you take vacation.
Well, I don't. Want to do I recognized almost
immediately that we came down tothis like time again and you
didn't say anything and I was like OK, I don't think he wants
me to leave right now because usually you're like hey gold not

(11:29):
you can't be here right now so. Well, as a supervisor of many
people, it's kind of hard to keep track of like everybody's
like personal stuff. So maybe say something next
time. Well, I didn't want to because I
hate staying home if I don't have to.
Because when I stay home, once Iget back, everything's on fire.
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. So yeah, I enjoy my time home

(11:54):
when I'm. Able to.
Happy pay to be there. Yeah, yeah.
Don't you get paid the same whenyou take leave though?
Yeah. So isn't everything already on
fire every day? So why not just take the leave?
But it's more on fire and not not not so not that it's on
fire, but more so it's more on fire.
It's fire caused by morons. Yeah, and it's like the fire

(12:17):
that you we're pretty too. And I'm shitting in it.
No, it's this last time was actually pretty good.
This is this last. I took vacation in August and it
it went pretty well. I didn't come back to much
craziness the time before that. There's a fucking cat in here.

(12:39):
She's been behind me the whole time.
The time before that was bad andthey even had to call me while I
was on a mountain in Colorado because they couldn't figure
something out. So yeah, but.
Do you get paid? For the phone?
Fuck no. No, man.
I tell him every time. I don't let anyone know that I
called him. I wouldn't do, yeah, I wouldn't

(12:59):
either because I we just get in trouble.
We wouldn't get paid for it. I'm collecting on that 2
minutes. You damn for sure I am.
Yeah, we can't do that. There's no like function for it.
We're not. Yeah.
Well, right now technically I'm not getting paid at all, but I
keep it all written down. Yeah, our asset management
system became browser based and so I was messaging Russell on

(13:22):
that. Yeah, what he.
Was but I was on a mountain withsatellite Wi-Fi, so like it was
shit so I was like just call me 'cause I can't figure, I can't
see these messages, they're not coming through and so.
And I, I told my boss's boss, I was chuckling.
I said you made a mistake. You made this browser based

(13:43):
guess who can get work done at home?
And he like, pulled me aside, like please do not do that.
Yeah. He usually not work from home.
He's like, well, what if I don'twant to stay late?
What if I'd rather deal with this dumb stuff at my house?
And he's like, we can't pay you for that work and we need to
make sure we're paying you for the work that you're doing.
Well, you're not. You're already not paying me

(14:03):
enough for the work that I'm doing.
Why not make it 0? Yeah.
How about you just double down? Somehow it's less insulting to
work for free, yeah? Yeah.
Look at her. Is it key?
Oh my gosh, our our new hires atthe factory all got a raise

(14:29):
again. But y'all didn't.
Yeah. So they raise, they always raise
the bottom pay, but then don't raise anything else for anybody.
And So what happens is they'll raise it up and then our
department's a little bit different.
We get pretty good yearly raises, especially if you're
like do if, if you are just doing the minimum, you get a
better raise than somebody doingthe maximum on the floor.

(14:52):
And so it's not as bad for us with the people out on the
floor, they will work there for like 5 years and only have get
gotten like a half dollar or whatever in total.
And so then they raise the bottom and people that have been
working there for five years, it's time to bump up because

(15:15):
they aren't making the new minimum yet.
And so now they're making the exact same as brand new people.
Absolutely not. Yeah.
And so, and every year, every time they do this, they go.
And all the people that aren't affected by this know that we
didn't forget about you. It was like it seems like so
that makes it worse somehow. Like that means that.
You did this deliberately. Yeah, like they remembered you

(15:37):
and they said, ah, Nah. Yeah, we, we, we specifically
thought, oh, those guys, fuck them.
Actively fuck them. Not like passively.
Not I forgot. Oh shit, I'm so sorry.
I forgot. We'll get you next time.
It's we're never going to get you any time.
Fuck you. Like if there was a way that we
could increase the bills at yourhousehold, we would, yeah.

(16:00):
But we can't. So this is the active approach
that we're going to take. Yeah, it's.
How is y'all's retention? Rough.
Ours in our department is fine. They're anywhere else is rough,
especially out on the floor. Yeah, it turns through people,
Yeah. You don't think they would pay
attention to that or they just don't?
They don't care. They have plenty of homeless

(16:23):
people that they can hire. Homeless people just out of high
school, not going to college people, women that are pregnant
and they're only 19. Like all those people just right
there. Desperation fuels the clown car
factory. Oh yeah, 100% yeah.
They're still like actively turning down applications, so.

(16:46):
Yeah. They're not hurting.
They don't care. They don't have to care.
And that's why Russell needs to take his goddamn vacation.
Yeah, they don't care about us. It's still just like appalls me
how successful they are because I just didn't realize, Yeah.
Great. Shit fuck.

(17:10):
Not bad. I'll.
Figure out how to finesse that one.
I'm doing it all here so. Yeah, I have no clue how many
clowns are actually out there staying in business.
How many birthday parties actually are there?
I get there's theoretically a you're able to have like 1

(17:31):
everyday. Like realistically, I mean.
Oh God. But how many clowns are actually
actively out there in business needing like red noses and shit
and cars to fit into in comically large shoes?
Well, you'd be surprised. Some people have a birth month,
not just a birthday. That's white women's only small

(17:55):
wife just now. The closer in that month that it
gets to my birthday, I do expecta little bit of grace.
Yeah, like kid gloves. Did somebody fart?
Again, not yet. Cat does.

(18:15):
You literally just bathed there like 4 days ago.
Because I am I am extremely immature when it comes to my
birthday. I will not tell you what I want
and I will get mad at you when you don't get me what I want.
Absolutely not you. You sound like.
I'm I'm the whitest woman when it comes to birth.
Yeah, that's I'm. Really bad about it.
So that's why I like, I like what I do is I tell specific

(18:41):
people. So like with Ben, I'm not going
to tell him I don't really like.I appreciate when he gets me
something. However, I would prefer him not
to spend money on me, if that makes sense.
But like with my wife, there's abit of an expectation to receive
a gift from your significant other.
So with them, it's I-1 specific thing because I can't control

(19:06):
that I'm going to. If I get disappointed, I can't
control the disappointment. So what I can do is go.
There's no way I can be disappointed unless you're
actively not doing this. And if there's not a reasonable
like if there's a reasonable reason why I couldn't get that
or why, you know, then that's one thing.
But it just, it completely eliminates the hard feeling.

(19:27):
So like with my parents who havesince I when I moved down here
in 2015 to when they had to whenthey moved down here in 22 I
think is when they moved down here.
They were really bad about getting gifts all of a sudden,

(19:48):
which was crazy because one of the things that they were always
really cool with was birthday presents.
Like one big birthday present every year, big like an iPod or,
or like my Nintendo DS or something like that.
One big thing every year and then.
I moved down here and I just became not an afterthought,

(20:12):
yeah. So at what age did you move down
here? I was, I was.
I was 18. You were 18, so you were no
longer a child. Exactly.
So. No, that's where I'm getting
there. And so with my parents, I just
like find tactical cheap, cheap shit on Amazon and I just send
them that a wish list of those things.

(20:32):
I mean like just whatever is. Like malt ninja knives.
Yeah, yeah, Malt, ninja knives, Molly pouches, anything I can
have that is cool, like put it in my backpack like mag holster
for. For what?
My pistol. I don't think you had one.
He doesn't own a pistol. We don't own guns.

(20:53):
Made it very clear to everyone that if they come near me
unexpectedly they will get shot.I didn't say I'm going to shoot
them, but something's going to happen.
That will result in a. Very into their think it's
pretty clear that I carry a weapon.
Do I own 1? I don't know who's.
Is it? Russell is a weapon.

(21:15):
Yeah, that's, I mean, my hands are registered in 50 states,
just not as weapons. That's just going to ask at the
the LexisNexis crime map. Oh man.
But yeah, so I've always been a pretty big diva when it comes to
birthdays. I don't know why.

(21:35):
It's just something I do. So like I try to just not.
You're a big man to admit that that sounds like an embarrassing
thing. It really is.
So like every year I try to like, I tell my wife, like if
she asked me what I want to do, I can't, I, I have no, like, I
don't know, like I don't know what I want to do for my

(21:57):
birthday. There was one year that I really
wanted to go to the Omniplex andwe went there and she invited
all my friends. It was very nice.
It's pretty dope. There was one year that I hadn't
gone to Trappers yet and I really wanted to go to Trappers.
It wasn't all that great. But.
I was. I wanted to eat some alligator

(22:18):
or whatever they have there and so she threw me a surprise party
there. But I am.
It's soup. It sucks to be like this person,
but I am like very gift oriented.
Like if everybody were just crows and just brought me shiny

(22:40):
things all the time, it would make me feel good.
Like if you take the love language, you know, the love
languages thing, I'm just a giftperson.
Yeah, that's I like. Get a test of that.
And so and I hate it feels like the most selfish one of all
those. I think you just have the
healthy respect that like not everyone has time anymore.

(23:03):
I think you would appreciate quality time if it felt
realistic. I see because that's where me
and my wife differ is me sittingnext to her and both of us just
being occupying the same space. To me, that's that time has
quality to it, to her. Right.
That time is happening. Yeah.

(23:24):
Yeah. And she doesn't like that.
And so like it, it is a little bit different.
But All in all, I'm a very selfish person.
Some good self reflection. See at least you know yours.
I think mine is like acts of service.

(23:44):
Punching and kicking. That too, like domestics.
That's how I know you love me. But yeah, I don't know.
It took me a while, but quality time.
Because it always feels like I end up having to do something
for someone. I just want to be alone.
I don't want gifts because that means it costs money.
And then what if I don't use it now it's taking up space.

(24:07):
And then what if somebody else touches it?
Now they're touching myself and it pisses me off.
So yeah. I like giving gifts.
I imbue meaning into gifts that I give people that people don't
understand. So for instance, when I first
got my car or my license, I stole a like this giant fucking

(24:32):
carabiner that my dad used to carry around.
It's like this, but you could use it as brass knuckles.
That's how big it was like for climbing, I think.
And he just, I don't know where he got it, but that's what he
had his keys on. I stole it from him and I
started using it. And for years, every time he see
it, he would be like, can I, canI have that back?
And so for his 50th birthday, I like wrapped it all nice and I

(24:55):
bought like a jewelry case and everything and I put it in it
and I wrapped it all nice. And I gave that to him for his
birthday. And to me that meant a lot.
I don't know what it meant to him.
But he also is a type of guy that like my, my little brother
would do this thing where he would just give you one of his
toys growing up for your birthday.
And he has all the like Hot Wheels cars that my little

(25:15):
brother used to give him. So like he does appreciate that
type of stuff more than most, I think, but I tend to do that
type of stuff because I find meaning in the gift more than
maybe they do. But I like buying gifts too.
I just don't have money but I can like I just bought been a
holster. It's pretty sick.

(25:36):
For just one, because I'm tryingto get everybody to carry their
weapon, but in, you know, a weapon.
It may not be his, but thank you.
But I just enjoy doing that. I like being able to do that for
people. And when I first moved down here

(25:57):
and I didn't have bills because I was living with my
grandparents, I bought everything for everybody and
that's why I didn't ever build asavings.
So you kind of got like the provider mindset I.
Yeah, I really enjoy doing that.OK, that makes sense.
Well, so I do have a question. Why do you want everybody to
carry a weapon? Like do you just want to create

(26:20):
like a small gang or something like everybody in?
My like circle. People you care about, like it's
a, it's very assuring to know that they have that extra layer
of protection on them. Like they're going to go out and
they're going to come back safe.They're not going to be hassled,
have to worry about that. It's I know I have a selfish
reassurance when people are out there.

(26:41):
And specifically, I'm talking about my parents, my brothers,
my wife and Ben and yeah, his wife.
And and and I prefer that, yeah.They people that are armed.
That's who I that when I say everybody, I was specifically
targeting those people. Yeah, Your group.
Your group. Yeah.
So a small gang, you say? Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.

(27:01):
Well, so I'm, I would prefer thepeople that I love to carry, but
I would also prefer that they learn how to carry the weapon
correctly. I can't tell you how many times
I get flagged at work by people that are trained.
Oh, yeah. To carry.
Like I've almost been shot twice, both times by law
enforcement officers. Were they?

(27:22):
Were they carrying a Sig P320? Yes.
Then you came really close. Right, right.
No. One of them was by a local
Sheriff's Office during night fire.
Were they sheriff's deputies because they're not 100% trained
on? Stuff they.
Just need a diploma from a high school.

(27:43):
You're correct and a couple. Years in jail.
Yeah, yeah. But.
Working in a jail. Yeah, so it was, let me set the
scene for you. It was low lighting and where we
were it was completely dark because we were doing training
with flashlights, right? You can use a flashlight
tactically to control people, obviously to get positive
identification of a threat and all that given stuff, right.

(28:03):
So I remember I'd been watching him that whole day.
Every time he went to holster, he would struggle.
So there I am. I found myself on the line next
to him and we were shooting liverounds.
So they call target up, flash myflashlight on, do my shots, I'm
holstered and all I hear is justa clacking clack, clack, clack,
right? And then I heard, I was just

(28:23):
waiting. Then I heard a like a loud like
bang, but his magazine had fallen out of his weapon.
And I was just like, Oh no, right.
And then the other one I was, I pulled up on a motorcycle wreck,
a young kid, 18, he had run intothe back of a pickup.
I presume that the pickup had break checked him and his femur

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was like making an S formation, right?
And he had like blood coming outof his face and everything like
that. So me and an EMSA individual, we
were cutting his pants to see like, because we didn't see any
blood, but just in case that femoral artery is right there.
So we're getting it off, and then there is a gun on his belt

(29:06):
right in a holster. And the officer, that was his
jurisdiction, I wasn't even at work.
He pulls up and he starts finagling with the holster.
It's pointing at me. And I'm over here cradling this
dude's head, trying to keep him from moving.
And then eventually he gave up. And I was like, stop.
And then I was like, just, I, I grabbed it.
I ended up like putting his headon the thigh in one hand and I

(29:28):
just pulled it out of the belt with the holster in it.
And I gave it to him. And I was just like, yeah, so.
Yeah, there's no reason. Just cut the belt.
Well, the belt, all you have to do is undo the belt and that's
what it did, I said. I mean, like I have a belt.
The only belt I have right now is this one.
It's like cobra buckle you have to undo.
I hate this belt, but it's literally the only one I have

(29:49):
and I didn't even buy it. Horatio bought it for bought it
and it didn't fit him. It doesn't fit me.
But it was too big for him. It's too small for me.
But like, yeah, it's so like, that's crazy.
Yeah, well, yeah, his was like aleather belt.
It wasn't like a built for carries a super thick one.
It was a nice one. But yeah, so I we do our lovely

(30:14):
father claimed father. He has a weapon or not, I don't
know, but his handling skills scare the shit out of me.
Yeah, it's a problem. Yeah, it is a problem.
I need to take, I need to pay for like professional training
you have so that that someone will jump down his throat.
That's not us. Oh yeah, yeah, he doesn't
listen. 'Cause we need someone that's

(30:34):
going to get in his face and like tell him how severe of a
problem it is. So we Who do you think's going
to get in his face? Yeah, he's pretty big.
He's a large black. We need to find a small marine.
Oh, I know one. I just don't know if he's here.
Uncle. A black guy.
It's. Got to be a black guy.

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You cannot. You cannot go to H&H and have
one of them white fellas yellingat your stepdad.
Please, please. I don't like H&H, but they don't
deserve that publicity. Yeah, I don't know, maybe one
day I just wishing he would openup his heart and his mind and
just listen. But.
Yeah. Yeah, I, I get it.

(31:20):
Yeah. But he's also from a whole
nother culture. Yeah.
Yeah. So it's it's a little bit
different because he's from likethe deepest, darkest Africa.
Yeah, he's but he's terrifying with the firearm.
He put a bullet hole into my grandpa's truck.
Oh my God. And he also put a bullet hole
through his bed. OK, I've never done that.

(31:43):
What, the bed? I didn't hear about that one.
Yeah. How?
OK. All right.
Yeah, that's crazy. So like when I say I need
someone to jump down his throat,I mean that in all sincerity and
severity. Like I need mom to step her

(32:03):
pussy game up. You know what I'm?
Saying you need to tire that manout so that he could listen.
Oh no. Get the blood flow out of his
fucking. No, I just need her to take
reins and like if there's an intruder maybe she grabs the
weapon. Get a Mossberg shockwave, it's

(32:24):
the one that has a dildo for a handle.
What? That's neat.
I'll show you it's classified asnot a shotgun.
OK. But because of the way it's not
a pistol grip so it technically doesn't qualify as a firearm
like by the rules of the NFA. It's not like it's not a

(32:44):
restricted thing because it doesn't have a stock.
It's short like a short barreledshotgun, but it can't be
registered as one because it doesn't have a stock or a pistol
grip, because the grip is different than a pistol grip.
It's like a really extremely Jewish way to talk with the
legal system so that you can have a short barreled shotgun.

(33:06):
It's pretty cool, but here I'll show you.
How? How does that fix our problem?
Maybe give mom the ability to grab the barrel just in case he
flags her. No, just that she has it and you
don't have to aim. Yeah, yeah, yeah.
Yeah, no, my mom can shoot. That's not.
Oh yeah. That's true.
She's a sniper. Pretty.

(33:28):
Yeah. Come on.
So sweet. So little scary.
This is the shockwave. Oh, OK, yeah, that's that's a
weird. Yeah, it's pretty cool.
I want one. I want one just because like
it's such a fuck you to the ATF to do that dude.
I probably shouldn't. Do it anyway.

(33:51):
Yeah, OK, so I found out the other day.
So my dad was a police officer all my life.
He worked he was, I should say he's a programs officer all my
life in a jail. He was a police officer for most
of my life as well because he worked multiple jobs in two
different, in the same jail my, my whole life.

(34:13):
But then he different departments around the around
the county, couple different counties in the state.
But he he wanted to be a Texas Ranger.
But he by the time he had applied, he was too old.
But I found out that he at one point wanted to join the ATF and

(34:34):
I was like, I'm so glad that youdidn't do that because those are
the bad guys. Yeah, it's kind of unfortunate.
Like I see the the use initially, but now it's just
kind of, I mean, and it seems like there's like no
straightforward logical way of how they try to enforce

(34:55):
regulations, right? Well, because they're there
specifically to enforce laws, not right regulation.
They're not supposed to be able to like, come up with rules.
That's for the the Senate. That's and yeah, that's for the
two houses of Congress. What they do is they have a

(35:15):
bunch of lawyers look at the laws that are on the books and
then write a list of rules to allow ATF.
To create definitions. Yeah, to create definitions to
allow FBI or ATF agents to make arrests.
And that's there's this thing called the spirit of the law,

(35:35):
and that's the opposite of it. Yeah.
Yeah, I, I, I understand when there's hysteria about firearms
because that's what it is. Because if you look at
statistics, our gun deaths are, if you were to take out all of
the Democrat run cities in the United States, the big ones, our

(36:02):
biggest gun violence state or cities like New York, Chicago,
Baltimore might be one of them. If you were to take those out,
we're like the 46th country in the world and gun violence like
it goes down significantly. So to say we have the most gun
violence is crazy because we have like also a lot of the

(36:27):
shittiest people and and we keepthem all in specific areas like
big cities and we just push themall together and tell them to
cohabitate. And it's crazy.
You can't, you can't. They hate their when you have
two large organized groups of black people who specifically

(36:54):
hate each other, the Crips and the bloods.
Like, and as a white person who has no gang knowledge at all,
not understanding that that is awar of two different armies that
have hated each other for decades, you're just going to
see that as a gun problem, not as a a problem in our culture to

(37:16):
allow that to have happened. You know, there's, it's such a
bigger deal than just guns. And so I understand with the
hysteria around guns that this is that it's taken place and
that the NFA happened. But it's there are plenty of
countries. There's a country in the Viking

(37:38):
area. Sweden and.
I think it's Denmark. I don't quote me on that because
I don't remember what you're required to have a weapon.
Every home is required to have afirearm.
Oh damn. And there is almost no gun
violence. Now you can blame that on
everybody is like there's like 7people in the whole country and
they're all cousins, you know? Like there is, there is an

(37:59):
argument to me made that there'snot different cultures vying for
power in in that area because they're all like this.
They're literally all 11 big. Yeah, but but like, that's it's
a push and pull scenario. We have a big culture or we have
a big country with a lot of different people, and a lot of

(38:23):
them hate each other. But taking their weapons away
doesn't help anybody, because all that does is just make it so
that a good person has no ability to defend themselves
against a bad person who doesn'tcare that the law is there.
There's too many guns to take them all away.
Yeah. Well, I think going back to the,

(38:43):
the cities that you were talkingabout in the, the gang violence,
unfortunately, there's a lot of history that goes with that as
well. So the Bloods and Crips, they if
initially they were created in order to protect neighborhoods,
right? And then they started
romanticizing getting money however they can romanticizing
prostitution. By any means necessary.
Yeah, I in no way think that it's all their fault.

(39:05):
It's white people's fault for owning slaves.
Well, yeah, in a way there's something to be said about that.
Like when you look at the avenues that young black people
feel they have to be considered success, well, it's almost
always entertainment. Yeah, and we're not.
If you wanna be anything to help.
Them with that. If you wanna be an athlete.

(39:26):
Yeah. Like people really push that for
the Black culture. You're gonna be a singer, a
TikTok guy. They don't really push that as
an available opportunity for youto be like a CEO of a company as
a Black person or to go into finance.
It's not something that is really preached to Black youth
and there's not really much art or example for them to look at,
say, oh, that's a viable option.For Yeah, and the loudest voices

(39:48):
on both sides of politics, the right and the left, are not
doing anything to help them withthat.
Yeah, the right is, you know, asa whole, being more outwardly
hateful and racist. And the left is coddling them
and telling them that it's we'resorry that we've done this to
you. What can we give you to make you
fucking shut up and do what we want?
Like, that's, that's that's whatthe left does.
The right's outwardly hateful. The left is inwardly hateful and

(40:12):
quietly hateful. But we all treat black people
like shit. And not 100% of us, but you know
what I mean? As as a whole.
It's not been great. I mean, nobody, the only group
of people that are hating Asian people is like black guys.
Like the Asian people don't havethat same problem and they have

(40:32):
gang problems. And a lot.
And that's true. But even their gang, the culture
behind their gangs, is different.
Yeah, that's that's also. True.
So and and yeah, that's the other Ave.
If you don't have entertainment,then you're dealing drugs.
Yeah. You know, and, and that's,
that's essentially all of the avenues that have been preached
to the black youth in the culture.
Yeah. And that's the unfortunate

(40:52):
reality. And unfortunately it's only.
Going to take like a culture change is what's going to be
required. Yeah.
Well, I think like at some point, the globalization right
via the Internet has helped but also hurt individuals in the
black community that decide thatthey want to do something
different. Like they want to explore
education and better themselves.Because initially within that

(41:14):
culture, within their community,that kid that reads a book,
stands out, gets good grades, they get bullied, right.
Yeah. So.
And when and when? Self policing in the culture.
Yeah, yeah. They go to the barbershop, and
then, you know, it's easier to talk trash on them because
they're putting the effort in. And it makes you not have to
analyze yourself and where you failed.

(41:35):
Yeah. Because it's so much easier to
tear someone else down than to celebrate them.
Yeah. And again, it's a culture issue.
It's fucking wild. Yeah, wild.
Yeah. So I mean, like, I don't know.
I don't know where we were goingon the guns.
Oh yeah. To blame guns is wrong.
Yeah, yeah. To just take them away from
people who need them to survive.Not everyone's 6 foot 10 tank.

(41:58):
Yeah and can carry themselves well.
And sometimes your wife or your mom needs to go to the store
alone. That's a scary idea.
Yeah, my wife goes to Tulsa every once a month for a
weekend. And I'm just like, now she can't
carry a gun everywhere she goes because she's going to bars and
stuff for shows that she's goingto see.
But I I've started just requiring her to carry that with

(42:23):
her when she goes. No, she can't take it into
certain places, but to have it, you know.
Yeah, because it's just like Tulsa's worse than here,
apparently. Yeah, I didn't know that.
But which it We have a lot of. Interestingly enough, most of
our homeless people are white. I feel like that might be normal

(42:46):
across the. No, the rest of them are just
locked up. The rest of them are
incarcerated. OK, I like when I picture like
somebody like doing the fent lean.
I I picture a white guy, you know?
Someone that's seen a little bittoo much son, but they're still
white. Like I when I picture a homeless
person I don't think I've ever pictured the black guy.

(43:08):
I don't know if ever like other states they have like more black
homeless people than white homeless people.
I don't know, but I tend to assume that most homeless people
are white for some reason so I don't know.
Like I don't know what Tulsa is like, but if they're homeless
population is anything like horse, it's not.
Good. Well, so the community of Tulsa

(43:29):
has a higher ratio of Black people than we do here in
Oklahoma City. Oh, I didn't know that.
Right. So have you ever heard of the
race massacre of Tulsa in 1921? Yeah.
So there's a large community of Black people that are still
there, right? They weren't able to leave.
They lost everything. And unfortunately, that
community still suffers from that situation.
I will say, yeah, the community in this area has definitely

(43:55):
grown whenever it comes, like different cultures, but it's a
lot of white people. So that's probably why you see
more white people that are homeless.
But if you go to and it seems like it's the east side in a lot
of cities, but the east side of Oklahoma City, that's where a
lot of the black community. Are.
Yeah, that's true. But don't go over there.
No, I tend not to, but I don't own a bike, so I'm not super

(44:16):
worried that, you know, somebody's going to take it or
anything. Yeah, but I would like to
outsource dog training to the homeless community because they
seem to be. Raising really good boys, yeah.
Yeah, the amount of guys I see riding around on what was a
child's bike at some point with a dog just trailing behind them

(44:39):
at 3:00 in the morning is it's some it's one of the coolest
things, yeah. It's downright impressive is.
That your dream? To be a homeless guy with a dog,
yeah. It might sometimes.
It might not be a dream, but it might be a reality.
It's yeah. Early in the cast, we were
fantasized at this like pack of I don't think it was a pack, I

(44:59):
think it was like one or two dogs, most with this sweet
homelessness. To Edmond, yeah.
Out in Edmond, he has a smaller dog and a bigger dog.
And, and Russell was like genuinely concerned because he
didn't see the homeless guy for a couple of days.
And we were like. It's like we got to find them
boys. Yeah, I think the fate of the
cast was at stake at that point in time, too.

(45:19):
We had decided it's willed to him.
Yeah, we had. We had decided that if something
ever happens, so our our partnership is if we have a big
disagreement. That requires the dissolving of.
Yeah, it goes away forever and we give all of the rights to
that guy. Was he involved in the
discussion? No.

(45:40):
Does he know who the fuck we are?
Absolutely not, but if it ensures the care of those sweet
dogs. But he, he panhandles in Edmond
and he's got a like a red flyer wagon that has the little
Chihuahua in it. And then the it's some type of
shepherd, like a Australian shepherd, German shepherd mix
that walks around with him. He's there.

(46:01):
They just sit there. Like there was one time I came
across when I was walking my dogs and the little 1 does not
like other animals in general. And so we tend not to walk her a
whole lot around people. But when we had first gotten
her, we didn't really know how big of a problem she was.
And she was, I mean, she doesn'tbark, she screams.

(46:23):
She was screaming at these two dogs and they didn't even
budget. They didn't care at all.
It was amazing. So well mannered, yeah.
Yeah, I think especially also because that man is homeless.
He's probably had a lot of time to really, you know, train his
dogs, you know, Yeah. He's had nothing but like,
one-on-one time and was able to correct stuff immediately when

(46:46):
they were I guess, growing up and surprisingly, like, homeless
people have more access to food than we realized.
Yeah. And when you like offered buy
them food, they can get like kind of offended.
Yeah, because we don't lock stuff up here in like in our
Walgreens, Yeah, like some, likesome cities do.
So it's fair game. You can just go in there and

(47:08):
take stuff. Yeah, it's.
Good to know. But yeah, when you're that close
to the dog at all times that early on and you can immediately
reward it with food. I mean, that's, that's the
perfect environment to train a dog.

(47:30):
The only thing is like if we give our our hounds to the
homeless, who's to say that theyeven have any loyalty to us
after they get returned? Yeah, they're.
They're all just going to be sleeper agents inside of our
homes that are like, stealing money and food and taking them
back to the homeless people at night.
Yeah. Betty.
Training them how to open doors and shit.

(47:51):
Betty is a whore for attention and so she anybody, it doesn't
matter if anybody other than me or my wife gives her attention.
She's the all there. She doesn't care about what me
and my wife do at all. It's so funny.
Our Tuxedo Hound is the same way.
Yeah. Unfortunately, I got my little

(48:12):
pity for to love me but to be a service animal to my wife and
now he's obsessed with her. Tends to happen, yeah.
Damn, like I fight for his love every day.
Yeah, I've pretty much given up on Betty.
Isa is all about and so she'll like just come up and just

(48:37):
snuggle all the time. Betty could care less.
She likes my wife quite a bit. She, she doesn't mind me, but
she doesn't really care what I have to say.
She's. Got no preference for you
whatsoever. I just, I demand attention and
respect. He knows what's up, but he's
he's, he's getting bigger, a lotbigger.

(48:58):
I haven't weighed him in a whilebut he's starting to fill out.
His face is getting so long. Yeah, starting to get that like
almost that greyhound or Great Dane like face.
As far as like the the height ofhis face, it's pretty fucking
cool. Well, it's fucking weird.
Like we were dog sitting for Tracy a couple weekends ago and

(49:24):
when Tuxedo Hound and Grey Dog are together, they part, they
get along perfectly well. But they were both like in this
weird like trance like state. Every time I would walk in the
living room to like go let him out or something and they would
like just turn and in unison, their heads would follow me and
they'd have the most expressionless face, which is

(49:45):
terrifying, fucking terrifying because they both have eyebrows.
They know how to use them. And so then you realize like,
oh, there's, there's a heart in there when their faces are just
fucking empty. It's a fucking problem.
I feel like they're about to eatme or try to eat me.
Yeah, would y'all or sorry, did y'all get a chance to see him at

(50:07):
night? Like right where like the light
meets the dark? Yeah, scary, scary.
There are a few times like I'm going to let him in at night,
notice to be looking at me. I was like, stop it, stop it
now. I'm always scared, like I'll let
him out, take my eyes off of him, and then a skinwalker will
come and take over his body and then yeah, fucking.

(50:27):
Pet cemetery looking ass stop. There's a good creepy post about
that. He goes to like he's got like a
hunting dog and he goes to a cabin to take his and he takes
his dog with him and the dog runs off and then comes back and
it's just completely different, like emotionally and like it's

(50:49):
just something's off the whole time.
It's pretty good. Fuck yeah.
I like that. I like that story.
Absolutely not. And I think the thing that would
like break my heart the most is like the terror and fear that he
would have experienced when he got taken.
Yeah, that and you couldn't be there to stop it.
I'm not super concerned about Betty.

(51:09):
They could take her. Yeah, no, not like that.
I just know that she doesn't. She's so aloof, she probably
wouldn't know what's happening. She has No Fear.
Yeah, that's 100% true. Yeah, She's she's, there's
nothing going on in there. She's not.

(51:30):
She's intelligent, like where itmatters, but.
Russell, she's crack a beer. I have one right here.
Is it full? Yeah, it looks full.
Drink it. I have been.
How many of you even pulled? You've taken 2.
You are slow playing. You are slow playing.
Unacceptable. There it is.

(51:55):
But yeah, I, I don't know, I want a big dog, but I also want
to, you know, live independently, not in my inlaws
house. So.
Yeah. I think once you get land, yes,
Yeah, yes. Once you've secured good amount
of property that your dog can run, then do it.
My dream is to have a pack of dogs of all shapes and sizes.

(52:15):
That sounds beautiful. One of the things that is most
heartbreaking to me when I'm, I like watch crazy shit on
Facebook in YouTube and like I'll see people get stabbed and
stuff like that and like, oh damn, that's crazy.
You get sucked up in a lathe and.
Dogs get hurt. Yeah, but I see like a dog stuck
in like a waterfall, Yeah, trying to swim out.

(52:37):
Like my heart starts racing. Like Oh my God no.
That's the worst. No, I like videos of just guys.
Full rescue crews going out I. Don't like videos of dogs
getting hurt? Yeah, I can't.
I just scroll right past them. I can't do it.
You don't. Even entertain it?
Nope. You don't want to see the
victory. I can't because what if there's
not a victory? I don't live in a world where

(52:59):
everything always ends up good. So true.
Yeah, there was a. Video in Philadelphia I think,
and this guy is just walking along and then this pack of wild
stray dogs just comes up and starts trying to beat.
Him. I think I saw that.
And the police had to, like, shoot them.

(53:24):
They were hungry. But he was just a guy.
He did not do any. They came up to him.
To eat it was unprovoked. He was an easy prey.
He was easy prey. And that's another important
point you. Don't have to.
Carry yourself like you're not the next meal when you're out in
public. Dog, human, cat.

(53:46):
Regardless, carry yourself like you're not the next fucking
victim. And how do you do that?
You fucking stand up straight, you keep your head on a swivel,
you wear a facial expression almost like you're pissed off
that someone hasn't switched lanes yet, like they're driving
in the fast lane at the speed limit.
Have that facial expression likeyou're somewhat disappointed and

(54:09):
you're like not quite ready to say something, but you're right.
There don't look like me at any given time is probably.
Yeah, don't walk like a fucking victim.
And that goes for everyone. Don't do that, listener.
I care about you enough to say do not walk around like you're
the next fucking victim. Carry yourself with some
authority. Stay aware of your surroundings.

(54:30):
Our guys are pretty cool. Good, stay that way.
They seem to all be on the largeguy size and not necessarily a
good. We got one guy who's fucking
jacked, and then we got another guy who's not jacked but he's
fit and then squat boys. The rest of us are pretty.
Rotund. Yeah.

(54:52):
So I will say, I guess the bigger you are, the harder you
are to kidnap. But you know, right in reverse
of that jail and prison rules, the bigger you are, just the
more people that are going to jump you, the more confident,
the more you're going to get poked up by instead of 1, maybe
5. Yeah.
Poked up. Poked up.

(55:12):
What does that mean? Like shift.
Shift, you know, spread that butt hole, spit in it.
You know what I'm saying? Yeah.
Yeah, yeah. Oh man, how many rapings have
you heard? How many have you witnessed?
So it's weird. Is it more than?
5 Thank goodness. No, I mean.
You don't even work in the jail.No, no.
No, no, no. Recently, this has been a

(55:33):
question that's been asked by a few people that I work with.
And two stick out to me. Yeah, Yeah.
You know, Priya, But they're both sad.
One of them we, we got a call that like 5 or 6 inmates had
gone into one cell. So we went in to, you know, get
them out and lock them down. So they used to put like
cardboard in to jam the the locks.

(55:57):
And there was a guy in there getting taken and.
And. Not in.
The league and there was an audience.
They all went in there to do what they needed to do.
They. All take trains.
Yes. Damn, yeah, I guess you'd owed a
bunch of people. So like.
It's like a buffet. Yes, in jail.
Everybody gets some and there's a lot of it to to get.

(56:19):
Yes, one, I mean I guess two holes, but anyway, moving on,
but. There could be more.
It could make another. One, yeah, it's not that hard.
In the world of jail, if you don't have somebody putting
money on your books, you're going to be hungry, right?
So say we're friends and you're hungry and I'm going to take
advantage of you and I see that you're not getting commissary.

(56:41):
We're sullies. I'm going to be like, Oh yeah,
here's a pack of cookies, just pay me two back next week.
Right? Cool.
Next week rolls around, you don't get commissary.
And you think, oh, they're nice,they're going to be
understanding. No.
So now it's going to double. So now you owe me 4 packs of
cookies that you're never going to be able to get me.
And eventually that debt keeps piling up until I take what I
want and it's. Usually your bottom.

(57:02):
Exactly. You took us.
And so the other one is kind of sad, but so I used to be over
the juvenile services as well. I wear a lot of hats and the
really. Funny to look at.
What? You with a lot of.
Hats. Oh yeah, at least right.
I'm Doug Dimedom of the jail. But so the juveniles that were

(57:26):
in the facility, they were only in there for like maximum
security crimes, right? So people think whenever they
age out that they're going to goto a minimum security.
No, they're not. They're going to maximum, right?
And so these kids, they would be17 and at like 1150 and a staff
member would go pull them out oftheir cell, take them out of the

(57:49):
cell, and then the time would lapse and they would turn 18 and
they would kick them into a maximum security pod.
So I, I had a big heart for the juvenile.
So like whenever it would be their birthday.
People in there had big. Hearts.
Big other things so like. Throbbing.

(58:11):
Damn, I mean the joke's fitting for the situation, so.
It wasn't. Fitting any who.
So there's one juvenile. He thought he was running the
pot up there and he thought it was big shit.
And so for their birthdays, I would bring in like Zebra cakes
or something and all the the kids we would eat together and

(58:33):
then celebrate, right? So remember the day before I
brought in the stuff we were celebrating and we were talking.
I was trying to give him pointers like don't take
anything from anybody. If you have any issues, tell an
officer, tell him to come get meand I will take care of you,
right? Oh yeah, no, I'm good, I'm good.
I don't need you, right? Let's go ahead and throw that
one in your last name is Keith It.

(58:59):
Didn't even come out. It didn't come out all the way.
I'm really trying. You're on the bottom screen.
The mouse was also upside down. You.
Know. I'm so sorry anyway.

(59:20):
Sorry, Misses Keith. Yeah, sorry, Miss Keith.
You know, everything's good. I don't need anything, right?
Like, I know what I'm doing, right?
I'm like, alright, cool, whatever.
So it happens, he gets moved down, whatever, right?
And I think it was a Friday, so I'm seeing him in a few days.
Went to go check on him, everything's good.
Whenever I came back into work that next day, whatever, right?

(59:41):
And then I would keep a list of all of them in their location so
I could go and check on them on certain days.
So I had a master key, so I didn't have to wait for
elevators, I didn't have to waitfor the big loud doors to open.
I could always just get in through the back door, pause.
Someone else got that master key, so I.
Get you to it, it sounds like. So what I would do, I would also

(01:00:04):
grab all the keys so they can hear me coming.
Also pause. So anyway, so remember that day
I'd come in through the back door and I started walking and I
heard the sounds of a struggle, right?
So. Like was it rustling?
It was, it was screaming, it wasscreaming, it was rustling.

(01:00:27):
So I started getting closer. I was like, there's no way,
right? I get closer to the door, I look
in and there's the kid and two other guys and they are taking
advantage of him, right? So I pop the door.
I immediately draw my JPX on him, told me to get on the
ground. It's a it's a pepper ball, but
I've only got two shots right, So you can't miss.
So I drew down on him, told him,get out, get on their, their

(01:00:48):
stomachs and the kid, you know, sitting on the bunk.
And the sickest part about it was I don't know how long it has
been going on because what they had been doing as well, because
I also saw like water coming outfrom under the cell door.
They had, in order to like capture the blood and stuff,
they'd ripped up the blanket andthey were trying to stuff it
down the toilet and flush it. So yeah, I had no idea how long

(01:01:10):
it's been going on. And the officers that run the
floors, not all of them are brave enough to really even say
anything. So or try and intervene because
there's got, they're going to get jumped.
So yeah, that was sad. Fuck yeah, all of that.

(01:01:32):
How much blood are we talking? So I remember it was like maybe
1/4 of the blanket and the blankets like a like a twin XL.
That's still quite a bit of blood.
Yeah, yeah. So it wasn't like a massive
blood loss, but that's how much that they had, like, ripped off
of the blanket and they ripped it in strips because they were

(01:01:53):
just like trying to like, cover the blood and like trying to
flush it, to flush the evidence and stuff.
And then of course, the kid, yeah, he had blood on his pants.
I remember it was like dry. So that's why I'm like, I don't
know how long this has been going on.
I don't know how they didn't notice that there was blood on
this dudes pants. Like yeah like what the fuck is
going on, you know? So yeah.
Fuck that. Yeah.

(01:02:16):
Well, Speaking of raping, do yougot, do you hear about, I can't
remember his name, but the lead singer, the Lost Prophets, Oh,
they got him. Yeah, yeah.
He was like a a predator. No, he wasn't just a predator.
He was raping babies. I want to make that clear.
And I mean infants. You yeah, fans were giving them,

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giving him their babies to be raped.
He was a monster. What group was this?
Lost Prophets. I'd never, I hadn't either.
But he's been in jail for a while.
They've somebody finally fuckingkilled him.
Oh, good. Yeah.
Interesting. Yeah, what the hell did?
Do you know if the parents that supplied the children, do you

(01:03:02):
know if they got prosecuted as well?
I. Don't.
I don't know. That's I feel like that's
important to also know. I assume so, but yeah, it this
was back in I think the 90s thathe got caught with that.
OK, yeah, damn. I just, I just don't understand
that mentality. Yeah.
Yeah, we are not genetically coded to be attracted to

(01:03:24):
infants. Yeah, and being attracted to
infants doesn't make you an X-Men either.
That's a bad mutation. That's a Morlock.
It's fucking gross. That's fucking gross.
See, that's insane to me, right?Because whenever people have

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biological children, there's some sort of chemical
connection, right? Where they're like, basically
obsessed with its survival. So like, what the fuck?
I don't know. You can ask Casey Anthony.
She talks about it all the time.Yeah, I know she's out and she's
trying to get big on TikTok. Yeah.
Crazy. I don't understand.
Yeah, she's getting married. Or she's at least dating

(01:04:08):
somebody who And the guy's got kids.
Oh. I feel like.
Maybe he's just done with havingkids.
Right. He's like, this is the one.
He's like, she'll sort it out for me.
That bitch is insane. Right, like you think the shame
alone would make it to where? Like as soon as she.

(01:04:29):
Commit suicide. Or that, yeah.
Commit. No, that's a command, not a.
Not a request, yeah. That wasn't just an idea I had.
That's like a she should and I want her to kill herself.
This is when we find out that Russell has like the Death Note
but for voice. When his voice gets recorded

(01:04:49):
with a death command, I'm. Part of the Benny Jesuit If I
whisper it in a weird tone, you'll do it.
Yeah, have you seen Dude No do. What?
You like, is it a movie? Yeah.
OK, let me put on my list. Yeah, there's two of them.
Yeah, they're both good too. I would do like a little bit of
research on what it is. Not fuck that going.
Because you're not having any context.

(01:05:10):
It might be weird, but no. Fuck it, go on blind.
It's pretty. Tracy's smart enough to be able
to infer details. That's like, I'm not gonna, I'm
going to say just fucking going blind.
I also go ahead and every time Igo to watch a new movie that's
on my movie list, I watch all the trailers as well, so that's
a good idea. Yeah, you'll like it.

(01:05:31):
I tend to do that too. I've been watching WE.
Need to get a sound system hooked up at your place now that
you have a big TV? Oh, we have one.
Fuck yeah, perfect. Because the the score, like all
of the all the audio for it is like really fucking well done.
Yeah, y'all should come over at least for like Super Bowl or
something like that. It's loud as hell, it's really

(01:05:51):
nice, and the scary movies are even scarier because you can
hear them all around you. Fuck.
Yeah. Yeah, good.
Which I mean, it's just insane, right?
The has. Your wife seen Dune?
No, no, I want to watch hustle with the kids because they I
already told you, but they need to have a.
An awakening. An awakening, right?

(01:06:12):
A A better respect for dangerous.
How old? Are they?
So one just turned 18 on the 10th and then the other one is
16. But even if they were seven, I
would show them. I'm so serious.
Well, our grandmother made us fucking watch.
What was it? Deliverance.
Deliverance. She like insisted that we needed
to watch it. Like she thought I wouldn't
understand what butt rape was. Isn't it like inbreeding, the

(01:06:36):
biggest thing? Yeah, it is inbreeding, but it's
also. Butt rape, butt rape.
I wonder if it was like try to dissuade us from the incest.
I don't know. I no, I think it was like, don't
go in without a plan. Understand the full scope of
what could possibly happen when you're out in the woods.
Butt rape. Also.

(01:06:58):
Butt rape is a very real threat.Don't speak to people in the
woods. Yeah.
Mind your business. Because it's worse for you.
Like way worse than like they had a chance of not being fucked
with because they're white guys in that movie.
You guys have a 100% guarantee you're going to be fucked with.

(01:07:20):
Yeah, no, that's why I keep thatthing on me, yeah.
No, we had a we had a powerful grandfather in the boonies, and
so everyone knew that he claimedus in public so that people knew
not to. To mess with these.
Brands Trifle. Right.
Like even like whenever I got older, like they would, you
know, treat me weird. And as soon as I said like, I'm

(01:07:40):
so and so's daughter, they'd be like, oh, they would change
their tone immediately. Fucking racist piece of shit.
I mean, there's only like 5. She's one of the good ones.
I think you won. We went.
We went there a couple weeks ago.
There were nobody. There was nobody on the roads
that the whole, the entire city was empty.

(01:08:00):
The street, the traffic lights were not working at all in the
entire city. One mile, yeah, that's.
That place is completely fucked.I've never, I don't think I'd
ever been there before. I may have driven through it as
a kid. I did not expect it to be a
movie set from the 80s or 90s, which was what it was like.

(01:08:21):
It's it's pretty much the breaking, like the city that
Breaking Bad takes place in. I've not seen that either.
It's on my list. I know I'm I'm getting there,
but. You're like Dune.
Did you did you stop by the house?
No, he's talking about a different town.
He's under the impression that we're in Lawton.

(01:08:45):
Oh yeah, I forget that you guys are from.
We are from Lawton. Somebody.
Yeah. Well, I'm I'm from Lawton.
You're from Lawton, know that this was.
She's from the city. Yes.
And then, but our grandfather isfrom Southeastern.
That's right. Yeah, Yeah, yeah.
No, Lawton is dead. I I think they like, if Oklahoma

(01:09:07):
was smart, they would put tax incentive it tax incentives in
for filming specifically in Lawton.
For filming. Yeah, yeah.
Because it looks it's, it looks like the Stranger Things is
going to be filmed there on the next season or the season after.
It's perfect. Yeah, I, I surprisingly,
everybody's like, oh, never going to Lawton, but I love it.
But I just think there's so manygood memories because we had a

(01:09:30):
lot of family that also did livethere, as you know.
What's crazy is they chose to move there.
It's probably for the low property taxes and stuff.
That's true. Yeah.
There's there's nothing. There, he's a businessman, Yeah,
had his own pond. He's a mogul.
They turned the mall into a charter school and there were
like 5 cars in the parking. Lot.

(01:09:52):
And it was like the middle of the school.
No education? Well, or maybe they just
couldn't afford vehicles. Yeah, it was.
It was bad. They might as well rename that
town after with those family members because they do so much,
they put so much money into thatcommunity.
And it's like whenever we're with them, like, we're the
acceptable Browns with them, Right.

(01:10:12):
And like, everybody knows her name.
Yeah. It's pretty cool.
Yeah. And my favorite thing that I
used to do is like, whenever we'd arrive after them, I would
walk in and waiting staff, whomever would talk to me a
certain way. And then I would call my aunt
and she would come get me. And then they would like change
their tone and be like, yeah bitch, yeah, piece of shit.

(01:10:37):
Yeah, that's got to be a really weird existence.
Yeah, being brown with the Whitefamily, yeah.
Yes, yeah. And like a Baptist preacher
white family, like that's specifically that.
Like that's got to be crazy. I thought it was pretty cool.
But yeah, well, you know Chris Chrisley how he talks.
Chris Christie. Right, Yeah, whatever his name

(01:10:58):
is the the straight man that's gay, but he's straight, you
know, you guys so. You're talking about two
different people. Both of you guys are talking
about two different people. Chris Christie is a politician.
They're both gay. I I assume your guy is gay.
So is Chris Christie. So that's where.
Well, he he talks. He's like a Southern belle in a
man's body. And he claimed straightness,

(01:11:19):
right? Because that's the only way he
were to survive. But that's how all of our white
family talked. Very Southern.
Not all gay, but yeah, yeah, I know.
It was an interesting existence.And I can say, like, I thought I
was white until I was in 8th or 1st grade.
First grade. Really.
Yeah. When did you find out you
weren't white? Almost immediately, no well back

(01:11:40):
like in our first daycare at thelighthouse.
Oh yeah. Were you guys were pretty?
Light skinned when you were likereally little.
Yeah, OK. We looked like we were dark.
Up around like 11 when you were probably like 9, I was like 11.
We were. We were brown the whole time.
What do you? No, but I'm saying like super

(01:12:00):
dark. Like there are photos of us on
our vacation at Corpus Christi where we got all the sun.
Yeah, yeah. But that, I mean, we were
obviously not white, yeah. Yeah.
But often got confused for #1 being twins and #2 being
Hispanic, Yeah. Yeah, which he still gets
accused of being Mexican all thetime.
Yeah, and I say accused because it is a crime.

(01:12:24):
You better watch out, I'm going to call my friends.
But that fucking story? Yeah, that's sad.
But no, I I found out pretty early on I was mean, I was very
mean early, early on got into a lot of.
Fights in American. You were mean.
You know how many fights I got in for you?

(01:12:46):
Thank you. I thought, I thought you were
just getting like fucked with and I alright cool, whatever.
No, no, I I heard a lot of people.
Yeah, before we even left the lighthouse.
Yeah, before we even left our first daycare area.
I got into a lot of fights and Ifucked a lot of people up.
I didn't realize. I had 4 black.
String, yeah. Yeah, black string.

(01:13:08):
I had black. String so tech according to
Ancestry, our heart rate recovers quicker than most
people so yes, black string they.
Don't say that that's racist. It's genetics.
I can say it. The only thing different about
you is your skin. No, there's another muscle in my

(01:13:28):
knee. That's why it's so fucked up.
It pulls too hard for her tendons to keep up but but.
Yeah, I know. I heard Speaking of black
strength and stuff, I heard the phrase the other day that I'd
never heard before about black people when they get angry and
like start throwing fits and this is extremely racist

(01:13:51):
chimping out. Damn, damn.
No, I'm I'm going to. The mountain we have to climb.
That. Was fucking awesome.
I'm going to have to use it. I do this thing at work where I
say like, really racial, homophobic things, right?
And then I'll like look across the room like, are you going to

(01:14:13):
get mad? You can't, right?
I'm I'm the only one that can be.
You've hedged your bets with your genetics.
Like you can say almost. Exactly.
If they try to say I'm racist I just pull out the ancestry and
be like. Well, you're racist against
white people and you show a picture of your mom.
Only slightly. Most of me is racist.
Are you sure about that? Yeah, no, it's OK.

(01:14:34):
It's OK to be a little racist, Iguess.
Dude black strength is a real thing.
Also R word strength is also a very real thing.
You. Mean retard strength.
Yeah, calm down, Russell, You'rethe R word.
There was a there was a kid who was like had cerebral palsy in
our second or third daycare thatwe went to and he got to have

(01:14:57):
like fucking pizza rolls all thetime.
Yeah, got to stay inside when it's hot outside and play video
games that his parents brought. And like, I was like, that's not
fucking fair. Why is he getting all this cool
shit? Why I have to go sweat outside
and eventually like started talking to him more and he was

(01:15:17):
just a genuinely sweet kid. Yeah, but his?
Arms. Yeah, communicating with him was
rough, but he knew what you weresaying.
And if you like, you could challenge him to an arm wrestle
and he'd be cool with it. He would smoke the shit out of
you, dude. Yeah, he would smoke the shit
out of you. You know, he, he could walk.

(01:15:38):
He could walk. Yeah.
So, you know the comedian Josh Blue, have you ever heard of
him? Yeah, He's got cerebral palsy.
One of his arms just curls up like this.
He can't really do anything about it.
And one of his jokes is he's in the Special Olympics, I guess in
AI think he played on a, like a soccer team for handicapped
people. And he goes, I like hanging out

(01:16:02):
with other people like me. We play this game who who who
can keep their arms stretched out the longest was pretty.
Funny, what was his name? Was it Caleb or.
I thought it had like AJ in it but Jacob.
Was he white? I think he could have been Caleb
I. Think it was Jacob.

(01:16:22):
Yeah, but the last memory I haveof him is I think a traumatizing
1 is whenever he fell into a seizure.
Yeah, that was rough. That was that was really bad
because like, as little kids we were fucking mean.
But like, there's also like a code of honor.
Like when like you had like a nice endearing moment with him.
Like, OK, he's like of my ilk. He's.

(01:16:44):
In the group he's in, and like, it took a little bit to warm up
to him because he's just different, you know?
But when he did, like, he was just such a sweet dude.
I'd give him Tracy's, like, snack box, which was like candy,
yeah. You want to talk about how I
acquired so much snack box? Fuck people up.

(01:17:04):
We sure did. I people would ask me to perform
hits and I would tell him like, listen.
Meanwhile, like mind you, we're like 7.
And the only black kids there. No, there were a couple.
Like that's one of the other stories.
I want to talk about. The other black kid that was

(01:17:25):
there, he was fucking short and stocky and he was strong as
shit. We're talking.
Like Tyrone? You might as well call him that
that wasn't. That was his name, Tyrone, I
remember. I don't feel like it was.
It was. I thought it was Jerome.
It was the black guy. No, whatever, whatever the
fucking name he had, he was strong as shit.
Like there, those were the 2 levels of strength.

(01:17:46):
Jacob and then. It was Tyrone.
I remember him. The Aquarius.
The Aquarius, those two kids could take out the entire adult
workforce at that daycare by themselves.
Absolutely. They just needed someone to
focus their strength. We did that one time.

(01:18:10):
Yeah, we yeah, I won't. I don't want to discuss that.
But anyhow, one like I guess Tyrone and it feels fucking
racist just saying that I feel like Tracy's fucking.
With no a dead ass like I found him on Facebook.
That feels disrespectful. But he, it's his name.
His, he was having a, a bit of afit, a bit of an outburst.

(01:18:31):
And then one of the teachers wastrying to like hold him still.
I don't know why the fuck we call him teachers.
One of the staff members was trying to hold him still.
They didn't teach us shit, just how to hate.
And she like was trying to fall on bear hug and just keep him
still cuz he was like throwing shit.
He was swinging. He had like this rage inside of
him that would not be contained and she like had her own entire

(01:18:56):
body about him. She's like 3 times his size
trying to hold him down and he still like peeled out and
fucking swinging. Fucking clocked her a couple
times and then one of the other teachers tried to like grab and
contain him and they couldn't even do that.
Two adults. Two adults on a 7 year old
maybe? Yeah, he.
Couldn't fucking do shit. That's why you use joint

(01:19:20):
manipulation. You can't do that.
I have. You sure as hell can.
I'll do it again. That's my my foster sister was
that. Story makes me sad every time.
You tell her I'm going to step out while you tell that story.
I have to pee. It was after I moved out my
parents took in this little black girl that was at my mom's
school and fostered her and she was a tyrant.

(01:19:43):
She was about as big as I am nowat like 8 and she would get
angry and just beat the shit outof my mom to the point where she
tore my mom's rotator cuff like yanking on her arm.
And we don't. I should say we don't exactly

(01:20:06):
know that she was the one that did it.
But ever since then my mom had had really bad issues with that
shoulder and then she did end upfinding out that it was torn
last year sometime so and it hadbeen torn for a while so we
assume that's what it was. But the the final straw, my dad
couldn't do anything because he would have hurt her.
And my mom couldn't fight back because that's the law basically

(01:20:30):
with foster kids. And so you just kind of had to
let her throw you around until the cops came and they would
take her and then bring her back.
And finally there my parents were like, she can't come back,
sorry. And but yeah, it was rough
because my little brother was the only one of the three of us
that lived there at the time. This was just my mom, my dad,
and my little brother. And my dad and my little brother

(01:20:51):
had to sit there and fucking watch when my mom would just get
this shit kicked out of her by this little 8 year old.
I can go to jail, I'd be damned.I mean, she's gone now, so.
But yeah, that was, that was tough.
I hated being down here while that was happening.
Yeah, I mean why? And I know for a fact, how old
was your little brother when allthis was going on?

(01:21:12):
He would have been 17 or 18 at the time.
Oh, OK. I was about to say, like if he
was a young kid, like you have aduty to your own child as well.
If you've got somebody in your house that's that disruptive,
fuck them, right? I have a heart for kids.
But at that point, absolutely not.
There was also, I mean, there's also the issue that she was go,

(01:21:32):
she was a student at my mom's school that she was principal
at. And so it could have been a
bigger deal than just. Getting a fine or something.
It could have been like a bad thing on the district.
A whole number of things could have happened other than just
them getting, you know, arrestedor something.
It would have been a lot more than that.
So there was a lot of factors there.
But yeah, no, I can attest if black people do have a bigger

(01:21:58):
lot more points in their strength.
It's called the skill tree breeding.
They maxed out strength. It's called breeding.
Thank you white people. Yeah, you're, you're welcome.
Dude, as a slave owner, that wasprobably a realistic thing.
Yeah, like a breeding. Like with a peel sketch about

(01:22:21):
it's it's a joke choosing the. Strong slave.
Yeah, for sure. It's a play on, you know,
getting picked last in like football or whatever, but it's
the same, you know, Yeah. But yeah, like you could
probably like. I mean, have you ever seen the
NFL combine? It's basically a slave.
Box, I want that one. He go fast, a big boy.

(01:22:42):
Fucking Craig. Just a bunch of old white guys
watching black people do feats of strain and then deciding
which ones they like. Yeah, dude, you know the
Scottish, the Highlander games. Yeah, we should just, like,
craft a team of black Americans.No.

(01:23:05):
To compete in the Scottish Highland Games.
Oh, OK, completely you can. Do that over there, but don't do
that over here. People are scared of you already
destroyed them. What am I doing with them?
You plug in, plug that in. Swap the phone out.
And then? Oh, you need.
There's another one, yeah. There's not.
OK, that's fine. That's fine.
That one's more important. 2 priorities.

(01:23:26):
Yeah, I'm in a safe place. If I need to call the Wi-Fi, I
can use y'all's phone. Oh yeah, you're fine.
But all right. Yeah, like a Scottish Highlander
game, except The thing is like we would need to have custom
kilts made because they need to be a little bit longer.
Because we're gentlemen. We don't need the head of the

(01:23:47):
dog, just. Swinging out.
Oh God. Speaking of, so my family went
to New Orleans this past weekendfor the the child that turned 18
for her birthday. Which, whatever, right?
But. The cats like cupping your balls
right now. I know I.
Know I'm trying really hard not to get a.

(01:24:09):
Godspeed. Speaking of, so at one point we
were riding the tram and there was this like homeless dude on a
bike and he had like these really tight shorts on.
It was like a light skinned black dude.
He had like at least like from middle of my femur to my knee,
strong boner. And so I, I turned and I looked

(01:24:31):
and you could see like the outline of like the head and
everything like that. And so I hit and I was like,
look at that. Gorgeous out there in nature.
The girth the link right? I'm surprised he was homeless.
Like he can make a lot of money I.
Was going to say, what the fuck is he doing living on the
street? Exactly like it took so much.
And only fans. Right.

(01:24:52):
It took so much about, I mean, to not like, stay in New Orleans
and become a manager. Just become as an only fans.
Yeah, yeah. But yeah, that means.
Got more work on Bourbon Street?Get busy.
Yeah, it was it. Was I've never been to New
Orleans, but I hate the French and black people don't tend to
like me either. You guys are outliers, so I

(01:25:13):
don't think I need to go there. Are you?
Scared of good food? There's also booze fucking
everywhere so I don't think thatwould work.
Out well for you, yeah. That's like asking for a
relapse. Yeah, I think I'd be fine on
that, but I I would be concernedabout getting drugged, but like,
I just don't have any. There's no drinking for me.

(01:25:34):
So like if there's nothing to do, I would like to get cursed
by a voodoo lady that'd. Be neat.
Yeah, would it is inviting demons into your life.
I mean. Yeah, right.
Whatever. Worse things have happened,
right? What's worse?
Probably has a demon. I think he's.
I think Russell's trying to get like another demon to cancel out
the one he currently. Has, yeah.

(01:25:56):
Yeah, I'm sure that's how it. Works.
There's nothing worse than the stank Damon I.
Think she likes it though. Yeah, the cat.
She smells like a fart. I've never claimed to not be a
pussy magnet. She just tried to fucking get
comfy. She tried to figure it out.
Yeah, and to do that she has to put her claws in my skin and

(01:26:17):
then bite me and. They've been trimmed.
She doesn't want to be petted oranything.
No, she just wants to lay there.If I start to pet her she's she
just bites me. Yeah, that's like my wife during
romantic time. She doesn't want me to fucking
move, she'll fucking pin me downand she'll take what she needs.

(01:26:38):
Oh my God. You and me both, I understand.
Say I'm. Wrong.
You forget we're related. I don't hear this.
OK, yeah, you told us they're earning your wings thing.
OK, so I think he can say whatever the fuck he.
Wants this. This is for educational
purposes. You.
Vampire Psycho. OK, OK.

(01:27:02):
No, I said what I said, you know, takes these backsies.
She stands by, too. She's a man of integrity.
Settlement. My friends call me a staddy, A
stud daddy, a what? A step stud daddy.
OK. Yeah, I'm not a stud.
We're not going to get into all that, but yeah.

(01:27:23):
I don't want to talk about that,although I did find out.
So there's this guy on Twitter. This, I don't want to get
political or anything, but this is it's a Israel propaganda guy
named Misfits, Patriots or something like that.
And every time he tweets something stupid, somebody will

(01:27:43):
post a picture of his Growler account, which apparently this
is where I was leading to. So there's Grinder, but then
there's also Growler, and it's for Bears specifically.
Fuck yeah. And I have the image of his
profile picture. Did you have a good hunt?
Oh I don't know but they always just post it and go.
Is this you? And this picture is fucking

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hilarious. This is his fucking profile
picture. Let's see.
Yeah. OK.
Oh. It's him definitely getting
railed from the back and then itsays fist me.
Look at his Tracy. Look at his fucking eyes.
Look at his eyes like he he can't say he hates it, but he's

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not entirely comfortable. Well, he probably forgot the
shit beforehand or something. So he's trying to like, hold the
dam trying. To keep the sheets clean.
Oh my. God so.
That's a different reality. Is there a rivalry between?
Yeah, lesbians hate gay guys, dude.
No. So no, Yes and no as a.
You hold that is the stereotype.Yeah.

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So there's a, there's history behind it, right?
So you know, as men, right? I'm not trying to talk shit or
anything like that but. No, I am.
Or what is the stereotype? What is the stereotype?
So. Not what you personally, not
your personal opinions? What is the stereotype for the
community? The stereotypical relationship
between the gay community. It is.

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It is rare to find a gay man anda lesbian to actually stay
friends, right? Which unfortunately, I thought,
you know, me and my friend, you know who he is, the one with the
car issues, we would be able to like push past that.
But he kind of started getting into that.
But I also have another gay friend.
We're still super close, but there's history to it, right?
So the age-old mindset of men thinking that men are above

(01:29:36):
women, right. OK, which men have capabilities?
Women have capabilities, whatever.
I'm not going to get into equality or.
Anything. You would think it's different
though, because gays are. Marginalized and on the bottom
there would be like. Yeah, but it's that age-old
thing, right? Even with like, so white people
and black people, right? Historically, yeah, that sense

(01:29:56):
of superiority which ended up causing the Tulsa Race Massacre,
right? White people, lower white class
people getting mad that a black person could possibly be better
than shut up. But anyway.
So like historically like the whole men being better than
women? Gay men are supposed to be the

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top tier right? They don't mess with women at
all. Even straight men are below.
Them So there's two different types of gay guys.
Yes. There's tops and the bottoms.
The tops and the bottoms are even above straight men, because
straight men. Well, I disagree.
Spend time with women, right? So they see women as lesser
than, OK. But gay men tend to feminize

(01:30:37):
themselves, so why would wouldn't that be a contradiction
of their? Yes.
Butts they're. Fucking each other's butts.
The entire thing is a contradiction.
Yes, but they think that they are even better than women at
being women, right? OK, right.
So like when the AIDS pandemic happened, the people that were
taking care of the gay men, not their families, not their

(01:31:00):
partners, because they were dying off, it was lesbians,
right? So at some point, like there's a
whole history behind it. There's YouTube videos back
whenever I used to go to pride like I would always find like an
older lesbian and like ask him about history.
Speaking of AIDS and lesbians, I, we had this me and him had

(01:31:20):
this conversation a few episodesago, or at least I think it was
on the podcast. And I think I'm right about this
and you can tell us since, you know, this was AIDS a specific
specifically more gay or just homosexual as a whole.
Like did gay guys have AIDS or did gay guys and lesbians have
AIDS? So yes, there were some

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lesbians, more bisexual, right, women that did end up getting
AIDS. But unfortunately, yes, it was
the gay community because no, no, no.
And here's the reason, right? There was No Fear of pregnancy.
There was No Fear of pregnancy. They were super, they were
hypersexual, right? And so people that were
comfortable being gay, either they had a really big
personality or maybe they were touched as children and became

(01:32:02):
hypersexual, right? And then they were more This is
all the stuff being fluid and from intersexuality, right?
And having fluids transmits between them.
And and then back then, whatever, being gay was taboo,
but like getting onto the brink of being accepted.
Now they're being more open, more loud, more gay events, more
sexual activity, more spread of STD's, right?

(01:32:23):
And so that's why the AIDS pandemic really hit the male gay
community very hard, right? Because with men, it's, it's so
easy for them to just be like, hit it and quit it.
Take that one to just to hit it and quit it, right?
Because there's not a lot of emotional connection with sex
for men unless you want it to be.

(01:32:43):
Right, there's also just more fluid transmission between 2 gay
guys and. There is that as well.
That as well, Yes, yes, so. So even if you were to have it,
yeah, because it's going to get in with someone.
If you were to have contact withsomeone, there's no guarantee.
I think. That the amount would transmit.
I think it specifically has to enter your bloodstream.

(01:33:05):
So it's you have there has to belike an open wound or some way
you can't just like drink gay guy blood and 100% get AIDS.
It does have to enter your bloodstream.
Through a wound. So it's a lot easier to wound an
ass with your penis in a way that you're going to get aids
that. Tells you.
Than to mash 2 muffs together. Yeah and that and that mix with

(01:33:28):
also if y'all want to go go research some stuff, I can send
y'all some stuff I'm. Not looking up gay porn.
No, no, no, no. Yeah, Tricky McGee.
So there was also this like mindset as well among the gay
community. My family doesn't love me, my
community hates me. Why even care?

(01:33:48):
Right? So they knew they had AIDS.
There were a few men that were really like hypersexual, knew
they had AIDS, didn't have a problem going having unprotected
sex because at the end of the day, who cares?
Yeah. And Fauci was telling everybody
that you could give it to your child through breast milk like
you can. No.
You can you. Came through breast milk, yes.

(01:34:09):
But not like he was talking. He was saying basically that if
you come into contact with somebody with AIDS, you're going
to get AIDS. He.
Made the fear mongering epidemic.
Yeah, yeah, yeah. Way scarier to everybody which
contributed to the spread because it isolated everybody
with who who are potentially going to get it with only people

(01:34:29):
that had AIDS. You know what's really scary to
think about? I feel like a lot of, like,
medical research happens when the right person gets infected
and then the funding starts to go toward it.
Yeah, You know, that's fucking wild to think about because we
have this money, which means youhave more resources and power
and influence, whether or not, like, you don't have to worship

(01:34:51):
money. But that is the real reality.
Realistically, we could throw enough money at a lot of our
problems that's just being stored away.
Yeah. And it's hard to motivate
somewhat. It's hard.
It's hard to motivate. Cancer Research has gone wildly.
It's very successful. Yeah, No, it's not successful

(01:35:12):
because. They refuse to find.
A cure. They're just.
Finding out they found it. Affordable cure.
They found it. Affordable cure is hard.
No, I'm saying they refuse to find a cure like in because.
It's too. Lucrative.
It's way more lucrative to treatit.
Yeah, yeah. But yeah, all it takes is like
the right people to be afflictedwith something and then they
will rally behind it, and then all of a sudden we'll start to

(01:35:35):
move the needle. Yeah, So what it was what
ultimately like helped find likecures and stuff is the DL men
down low men that were married to women, white women right.
Crazy that we make this turn that would bring it back home.
Then that's when they started to.
More. Humanize it.
Humanize it, right? But you know, ironically, the

(01:35:59):
first guy to get cured of AIDS was a black man, Magic Johnson.
Well, I mean, if you're a magician, you could do anything.
He did not get cured. Does he still have it?
Yeah, he has it. Is he suffering from it?
No. Every day he has money.
He has money. That's the truth here.
Yeah, that's. What I'm saying, yeah.
Yeah. No, I think there been 3

(01:36:19):
instances, two or three instances of people actually
getting cured, yeah. Well, they got cured.
Japan cured. Wild.
Is gene therapy or something? No, they made someone who was
genetically could not receive it.
That's CRISPR and that's a different.
And that was China there was a whole nother scandal about.
That. Wait, what?
They made somebody. So CRISPR is a gene editing tool

(01:36:42):
they use. That yes.
They use that too. Like you can almost, it's like a
designer baby. You can kind of choose and edit
the genes of your genetic offspring before they're born,
and then they will just have thetraits of the genes that you
chose. So like a Chinese family could
theoretically have a baby with blonde hair and blue eyes.
You just created a plan in my head.
And while they were calmed down,Tracy, you cannot do it here and

(01:37:06):
you'll still get in trouble. For this, yeah, in China they
yeah, he got. Fucked.
So the guy that did it, he got funding I think to do the AIDS
research. It was HIV specifically trying
to make people that were immune to HIV and supposedly was
successful with it. But behind the scenes, what he
was doing was also breeding IQ, Yeah.

(01:37:32):
And making really smart babies. And he's in prison.
He. Well, he.
Gets here the problem with that.The Nazis.
Yeah, it's a eugenics problem. You know what I'm?
Because that. OK.
OK, so have you seen the documentary about the
domestication of foxes? I'm just going to pause real
quick. I would like a light skinned

(01:37:53):
baby with with red hair but go yeah no I have not.
There's a way to do that? I'm not doing it.
I'm not doing it other than his way.
Yeah, and I don't want to have it.
Yeah. So there's no offense, but.
If you have to qualify with no offense, just I don't.
I'm not I'm. Heading up for the offense.
I mean this in no judgmental way.

(01:38:15):
I just mean this in like a factual way.
There's an easy way which is illegal in like it's against the
law in every nation. What's the easy way?
CRISPR and there's the and there's the correct way, which
is difficult and involve suffering, which is getting
pregnant. Yeah, by a redhead.
Yeah, yeah, no, I can't do that.So.

(01:38:35):
And so like, I mean, I personally believe one of those
is the right way to do it, and one of those is entirely immoral
and wrong. And how was CRISPR wrong?
No, wait, hold on. How was how was having a baby
with a redhead wrong? I that's if you can.
Attract it to a redhead. I think they're beautiful in

(01:38:56):
their own right. You.
Decided that if. You have to if.
You have to qualify it. Then it's just wrong all.
Right, whatever. So here, here's the thing there.
The thing with eugenics is the consequences are very
widespread. Having everybody that looks the
same, Damn. And killing anybody that does a
desire, yeah, that's. Considered that's considered a.

(01:39:18):
That's considered bad genetics. But why?
Why have to kill everybody? Why can't we just have designer
babies? Like why do we have to decide
suck? Let's just make sure that there
are good people surrounding the process that will kill all the
bad. People, there's actually no way
to do that. I can do it.
It's. That's not.
You know who thought that? One bullet at a time.
Thought that one bullet at. A time a dolph Hitler thought.

(01:39:40):
That OK, but I'm not going to kill anybody that's you don't
need it. You don't have to do it, you
don't have to kill them, but youmake a culture of have and have
nots, and the have nots are naturally going.
To death the star bellied Sneetches.
Exactly exactly that. So when you have everyone has
like designer babies, 60% of thepopulation are designer babies.
Their parents have already been subscribed to that idea.

(01:40:03):
The ideal. Babies exist, and they're not
going to let their children marry or procreate with anyone
who's not of the ideal baby class.
And so eventually the natural genetic people are going to die
off. Prom night dumpster babies.
So when they were doing studies on foxes, on wild foxes, they

(01:40:25):
had accidentally selected for black fur.
OK. So wild foxes are naturally
orange, red, right? And these researchers went out
and they were hand feeding a bunch of foxes trying to study
them. And one of the things that sucks

(01:40:46):
about trying to study foxes is that they're fucking wild.
And they will bite your hands when you try to feed them or
interact with them. Can't put trackers on them,
can't tag them without having toget in close contact.
They bite you at fucking Hertz. So these researchers were like,
and they piss stinks, and they would try to only work with the
foxes that wanted to be worked with, that were actually

(01:41:08):
somewhat docile toward humans and human contact.
After one or two generations of these foxes that actually were
cool with hanging out with humans, their fur turned black
because there was a genetic component not only tied to their
personality, but also toward theway that their fur produced

(01:41:29):
melanin. And when you start doing that
shit, it gets bad. You start losing like actual
valuable things to the genetic gene pool.
And also, not that I'm, you know, part of your community in
any way, but I would assume eugenics is probably the worst

(01:41:52):
thing possible for a black person.
Yeah, for everyone. Like the biodiversity is what
gives us the ability to talk about viruses.
Specifically if we just allow. When you think.
About. When you play this out at at the
long game, there's going to be asuper bug that takes out
everybody. Everyone.
Well, yeah. So imagine that we have that

(01:42:13):
CRISPR technology and you might be able to start editing your
gene so that you're less susceptible to this virus, but
everyone else is getting it. Everyone dies off except for
those babies that were, you know, guarded against it.
And they're fucking babies. They can't raise themselves.
They don't care how smart you are.

(01:42:34):
You're still a fucking baby. We still rely on our parents to
rear us and then bring us up. That would be a catastrophic
civilization ending event if we were to completely gene edit all
of our stuff. That random mutation, that
chance is what helps us thrive. That's why we excel is because
there are going to be little offshoots that happen that make

(01:42:55):
it to where we are more capable of handling environments than
everyone else in the population is able to.
So we need it. We need that diversity.
That's where our strength lies. And I know it sounds a little
like preachy and fucking kumbaya.
No, that's just scientifically. Fucking.
Accurate. That's how we're going.
To continue to live, I have a question.
So maybe I just don't really quite understand this, but I

(01:43:16):
think I'm kind of catching on. So with the eugenics thing,
right, Say you have an individual, say it's y'all's
genes, right? And y'all go and y'all
manipulate certain things that'sgoing to fuck up the rest of the
genes. From that point on.
From that point on. Yeah, there's not enough
researching to know what the lineage of that.
Yeah, it's so new that I don't. It would be.
But I don't know if the baby is old enough at this point to even

(01:43:39):
had a chance to have to to procreate.
That's not necessarily. Let's be clear, we're talking
about two extremely related but different things.
There's the gene editing CRISPR thing, which is the designer
babies. Eugenics is an overarching idea
of that, some trolling the gene pool itself.

(01:44:00):
So CRISPR would be a tool in doing that, but also so is
Margaret Sanger's. Abortion clinics.
Abortion clinics. She the Planned Parenthood may
have a different reason for existing now, but it was created
specifically to annihilate the black population.
Yes, she has written it down toomany times to be it for it to be

(01:44:20):
denied. Yeah.
You can't dispute that. The 1930s was hog wild on
eugenics and there was it was the Wild West of breeding but on
creative mode. Just it there was way too much

(01:44:42):
going on and there was no laws. There no guardrails.
But there was no guardrails. Nobody was stopping anybody.
And if we were to just allow that to go on, like if China, if
China is worried about that withtheir own people arresting their
own people for making quote, UN quote, better versions of their
own people, it's something to beworried about.

(01:45:02):
Yeah, and that's because they thought through it.
They know how the long game goes.
They know how this ends. And to be completely clear.
All gone. If we were to allow CRISPR, you
guys are gone, though. We are not allowing any more
black people to survive. There's too many white people
that don't want black people around.
Yeah, let's just be clear. On that and they have a lot more

(01:45:23):
pool resources to ensure that that happens.
Yeah. So it's not something to
entertain. And what's scary is that there's
evidence that it may have already been a thing at previous
iterations of humanity. So when you look at the virus,
the virus has this ability to take the genetic code from
whatever host Organism it's infecting and then incorporate

(01:45:45):
that into its own genetic code and then replicate that going
forward. It's weird.
Like if we look up a picture of a virus, have you seen a virus
under like a microscopic level? Isn't it weird how robotic it
looks? Well, there's a specific one
that's the the Jimmy Neutron oneyou're talking about, Yes, yes.
I can't remember what that is I can find.
It but it does that same, it hasthe same mechanism where it will

(01:46:08):
take the genetic code and it will steal your genes, your
genetic code, incorporate it into its own gene replication
system, hijack cells and then start printing out your genes or
a snippet of your genes inside of its code.
So like CRISPR we can't take full credit for because it's
already been a mechanism that's been in place for ever since

(01:46:31):
viruses have existed. And viruses are one of those
weird things where science can'tsay if it they're alive or not.
Like they can replicate, but they're not self replicating.
They require a host to do so. So it feels like that's some
weird stuff that God put here. Yeah, you've seen that weird

(01:46:53):
dodecahedron looking bullshit onstilts and robotic legs.
It's it's dangerous. It's not something we need to be
playing with. Yeah, the design that we have
right now has been so. We're already fucked, yeah.
We don't need to be fucked even more.
Yeah, give it time. Like we have people like we're

(01:47:13):
going, if we do that, we're justgoing to start creating piles
of. Goo, I already do that.
Like we already have people who what's cerebral palsy?
Yeah. And and imagine how crazy that's
gonna get. Yeah, someone's gonna hit the
wrong button on the keyboard nowthere's gonna be a slime monster
that just eats everything. Everyone.

(01:47:36):
Have you heard about bio computing?
No, what? What's the scoop on that?
So they're making, they're using.
So let's see. There's a couple different
versions of it, but basically brains in boxes, yeah.
So they're utilizing. That's going on right now, yeah.

(01:47:56):
They're utilizing neuron networks.
Yeah, to for. Can it even do basic math yet?
Way more than yeah. It's like between super and
quantum. Like how exponentially easier it
is to do shit on something because they don't understand.
Nobody really understands how the brain does the functions it

(01:48:17):
does so well. Yeah, cuz it refines.
It's computing. Yeah, and it's like compounding.
But we know how to fucking use it, Yeah.
And so, yeah, they've been doingthat.
I'm afraid of NVIDIA. Like really afraid of NVIDIA.
Cuz they have too much money, they're investing in everything.
So much money. They're pretty cool though, like

(01:48:40):
I like that people can play Minecraft with fucking ray
tracing using their chips. I like the, there's a guy that's
got the the chip in his head from Tesla and yeah, and he can
like he has an aim bot basicallybuilt into his brain for Call of
Duty. That's why it's sick.
Yeah. So fucking sick.

(01:49:03):
We've definitely been going overan hour, I think we can call it.
Yeah, we get a call. All right, have fun guys.
Love you. If you have anything planned
tomorrow. Stay safe.
It's already happened, so fuck you.