Dancing with Bipolar Redux

Dancing with Bipolar Redux

Hi. This is the sequel to Dancing with Bipolar.. onto new adventures and challenges where I prove that The Delusion is Vast everywhere

Episodes

August 4, 2025 • 11 mins

Hey. so yeah if I wasn't living it I wouldn't believe it either. How celebrity veteran Steele is in RC is miraculous, but how he has tried to manipulate me after just being stalked in Flagstaff seems predictable. Would also go against all his medical shenanigans to create more trauma on a fellow vet. Honestly more worried about this drunk dude with a loaded guns. Fortunately I feel well trained for rodeo 193. Let's do this thing

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Hey, reality is this is a tough little spell of time. I'm super grateful that I went through worse before so I'm wise enough to know I don't have to do this again. Painful emotions and fear shouldn't be normalized parts of a relationship ever. it's time to just go back in hermit, write for Medium and wait for October when hockey starts

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July 23, 2025 • 13 mins

hey yes it's been a true cluster today. Be careful what you ask for you might just get it .

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hey. thought it was only a weekend visit but it seems to be unpacking its bags and staying for a minute. There's a few reasons why but sleep disruptions due to my shitty upstairs neighbors is not helping at all. I'm not sure what the best solution is , but I won't be doing anything permanent. I promise. 988 is my friend too. 😎

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July 11, 2025 • 13 mins

Hey. I'm gonna say I'm good but truthfully i might not be good. physically I'm healthy but starting to get that underlying exhaustion that appears before the ultimate crash. Perfection is a tough standard to live up to everyday. yup. I need to be mindful and careful of what I'm doing.

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June 29, 2025 • 19 mins

Hey. been a busy week of nothing but good things happening for me. I haven't lost sight of how blessed I am to have made it this far since leaving Flagstaff in April. For me to think I made it this far by myself is ludicrous and I can't forget all the prayers I am having answered at this time and who is answering them. so shout-out to God. Hope you all are well. you can hit me up at dancingwithbipolarredux@gmail.com.

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June 23, 2025 • 21 mins

hey. so there's been some things happening that are pretty upsetting to me. yet unclarified situations are prone to misunderstanding. Am I just being played by people. IDK. At least I can't be accused of plagerism or breaking boundaries, but nonetheless a Reevaluation of what I'm doing can't hurt.

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Hey... So everything is good. Had an experience this past weekend that triggered the hell out of me and was a stark reminder of how bad it really was in Flagstaff. I'm in no danger here as long as I don't create it. As hard as it is for me to believe it's been only 2 months since I left Flagstaff and a month since the trauma from Horse Shit Resort. idk why I think I'd be all better so quickly. 988 is your friend if youre in c...

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June 2, 2025 • 18 mins

Hey. it's been a long time since I considered dating and after this experience it will be a lot longer before I ever do this again. I think AI and porn have ruined a large majority of the population in regards to real human interactions. Otherwise I'm good. 988 is your friend without judgements. Call if you need help in a crisis situation. Love each of you.

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May 27, 2025 • 19 mins
Hey. I can't complain about anything so I won't. Things are really good right now and I'm happy again. I moved in, writing about hockey for the Rapid City Post and feeling settled. Plus the Canes won in a shutout tonight. I couldn't ask for more. I hope you all are doing well. If you're not Asking for help is brave. 988 is your friend or text help to 741 741. you can contact me at dancingwithbipolarredux@gmail.com I will ...
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May 18, 2025 • 25 mins
hey. just a quick check in. therapy went well today but it's still triggering. Guess I'm going to have to go through it to get through it to closure. At least the stalking didn't kill me. A few thoughts on being a Rapid City Rush season ticket holder and also creating my own position with the Rapid City Post in order to write about hockey. lol. diabolical. And a few thoughts on what happened to the idea of moving back to ...
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May 14, 2025 • 28 mins
So being hotel bound for weeks is playing games with my mind. mania is better than depression but not by much. ultimately I'm safe though and I guess that was the goal in leaving Flagstaff. I sought help for my bipolar through Brightside online because time is of the essence when it comes to mental health and waiting for a callback from the VA wasn't happening. All in all texting 988 and asking for help was a very smart move.I c...
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May 6, 2025 • 29 mins
So after a disasterous start in South Dakota at Horse Shit Resort I reached out for help. 988 is a literal life line. The people that I've met on my path, the VA and military personnel have rallied around me in a way I never knew existed. I am beyond humbled and grateful for how well I have been treated since literally being left homeless on the street by the plastic "princess" of horse shit resort. I'm over living in fear and c...
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April 26, 2025 • 15 mins
Hey so today has been awful. Being called deceitful and being put on "probation" is not what I'm about at all. Having people jump to all the wrong conclusions says more about them than me. I don't have a problem walking away from being a liability. Also Sir chimes in a bit which is very cool. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER
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April 20, 2025 • 19 mins
hey. so I made it to South Dakota. I talk about shitty the trip was. NEVER RIDE GREYHOUND!!! How Sir almost didn't make it, but did and how this transition is going. yeah it's not easy. but I'm not a quitter. This is the last show about the stalking unless I get updates regarding the civil rights case. Met someone on Reddit who's been pulling my head out of the shit. appreciate you Matt B. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER
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April 9, 2025 • 15 mins
hey.. so the more things change they stay the same? yeah not so sure of that. Things are quickening as the date of my departure gets closer. it isn't bittersweet at all. Sunday can not get here fast enough. Shout-out to Knife Hoarder 🧡🦭🧡. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER
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April 3, 2025 • 15 mins
Hey. this is straight up filler until the next great show. there was a huge pedo sting in Flagstaff and I definitely feel some way about it. I'm sure you all know what that is. just a few more reflections on my disdain for Arizona and how unhappy I've been. soon it will be over. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER
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March 30, 2025 • 19 mins
Hey there. A longer ramble than expected but whatever lol The move is closer every minute. Excited and glad to get the Hell out of here and out of AZ. so there's just some final closure here of things and people I never want to deal with again. And yes some praise to God if course. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER
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March 24, 2025 • 13 mins
hey. so another person I loved has officially moved on up to Heaven. I'm kind of ok with this one though seeing I already mourned them in Feb when the family jumped the gun on announcing their death. yeah it's f'd up. Also Im quitting the devil's lettuce before I hit SD and ruin my new future by breaking laws and stuff. lol 😆. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER
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March 23, 2025 • 14 mins
hey just a quick check in. Things are good and still on course. stalking is unnoticeable lately which is also good. I remember someone lost too young and shout out someone saved on time. 21 Days to go until I board the big dog to SD. STAY ALIVE YOU MATTER
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