DEAD Talks

In this emotionally gripping episode of DEAD Talks, host David Ferrugio sits down with Brian Clark — one of only a few known survivors who escaped from above the impact zone of the South Tower on 9/11. Brian shares an extraordinary firsthand account of that morning, the inexplicable moments that saved his life, and the man he helped rescue in one of the most powerful stories of survival and humanity you’ll ever hear.

Brian w...

Jaymee Carpenter shares a raw, soul-shaking conversation about addiction, hitting rock bottom, the psychedelic experience that changed everything, and how Tibetan Buddhism helped him rewire his life. From his early days as a rising musician to living homeless on Skid Row, Jaymee's journey through darkness brought him to a place of deep reflection, healing, and rebirth.

We dive into:
* His near-death experience through aya...

In this powerful and soul-stirring episode of DEAD Talks, David Ferrugio sits down with ALOK, internationally acclaimed author, poet, and performer, for one of the most profound conversations we've ever had. We dive deep into death, grief, identity, the illusion of control, the meaning of presence, and how love and loss are inextricably linked.

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 We also explore:

• Why death is essential to unders...

When Grace Wethor was 13, she was told she had six months to live. Ten years later, she’s not only alive—she’s thriving, advocating, creating, and inspiring thousands with her story.

For more on Grace Wethor: www.thegracewethor.com

In this intimate episode of DEAD Talks, Grace dives into:

• What it was like to be given an 8% survival rate
• Why living became scarier than dying
• The loneliness, bullying, and unexpected beauty in diagnosis
• ...

In this deeply moving episode of DEAD Talks, David Ferrugio is joined by mental health advocate and suicide survivor Kevin Hines, one of the few people to survive a jump from the Golden Gate Bridge. Kevin opens up about the moment he believed he had to end his life—and the revelation that he was wrong. Together, they explore the mental health crisis, the power of hope, and how gut health, stigma, trauma, and resilience all play a r...

Grief isn’t just for people. In this heartfelt episode of DEAD Talks, host David Ferrugio sits down with Jackie, a pet loss companion known as Rainbow Bridge Reyna, to explore the deep, often unspoken pain of losing a beloved pet. From the soul-level bond she had with her dog Riley, to the complex emotions of anticipatory grief and euthanasia, Jackie opens up about why pet loss can be just as profound as losing a person. If you’ve ...

He had to learn to raise his kids alone after losing his wife. CJ Infantino shares the raw truth of losing both his wife and estranged father, becoming a solo dad to three kids, and how grief, anger, and identity crisis shaped his life. From anticipatory grief and mental health battles to healing through primal screams, somatic therapy, and dark humor, this is an unfiltered look at what it means to truly live after devastating loss...

Comedian Trae Crowder joins DEAD Talks Podcast for an unexpectedly deep and honest conversation about death, grief, religion, anxiety, psychedelic therapy, and the vivid dream that shifted his entire perspective on life after loss.We cover everything from the passing of his grandfather and father, growing up in rural Tennessee, confronting nothingness, and questioning the afterlife — all through the lens of humor and existential cu...

⁠Jessica Zucker⁠ is a Los Angeles-based psychologist specializing in reproductive health and the author of the award-winning book I HAD A MISCARRIAGE: A Memoir, a Movement. Jessica is the creator of the viral #IHadaMiscarriage campaign.

She opens up about the traumatic miscarriage that reshaped her life and career. In this powerful episode, she shares raw details of her experience, the unspoken grief of pregnancy loss, navigating br...

The brilliant 10-year-old Sean The Science Kid dives deep into discussions about life, consciousness, and the afterlife. From examining the fusion of quantum physics and spirituality to theorizing about the concept of souls, Sean fascinatingly blends scientific insights with philosophical ideas. We also explore the mysteries of death, multi-dimensional realities, and the profound impact of our choices. Amidst all this, Sean’s love ...

In this gripping and emotional episode, the guest recounts a harrowing story of her family's encounter with a relentless stalker in their small, tight-knit Metis community. From the initial threats and police negligence to the tragic night her mother and father were murdered, she bravely shares the impact on her and her family. She also reflects on the community's support, her journey through grief, and her ongoing advocacy work to...

In this powerful episode of DEAD Talks, host David Ferrugio sits down with Grant Magdanz to explore the raw reality of losing a parent. Grant shares his deeply personal journey of grief after his father’s leukemia battle, the emotional weight of anticipatory grief, and how he finds meaning in life after loss.

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💬 We discuss:
✔️ The complexities of...

Comedian, Dan Soder, opens up about losing both his father and sister at a young age, and does it with his brilliant comedic timing with vulnerable realness. He shares the deep impact of grief, parental abandonment, and complicated family dynamics, offering an honest look at coping with loss, finding healing through therapy, and the role of forgiveness in moving forward. This powerful conversation explores how comedy can be a lifel...

In this powerful episode of DEAD Talks, Robert Edward Grant dives deep into the mysteries of life, death, and the universe, exploring profound topics like the nature of reality, free will, and whether our lives are truly predetermined.Grant, a renowned polymath, entrepreneur, and thought leader, shares his unique insights on metaphysics, ancient philosophy, consciousness, and the menta...

David Ditchfield's Near-Death Experience (NDE) is one of the most astonishing and transformative stories ever shared on DEAD Talks. After being dragged under a speeding train and surviving against all odds, David experienced an afterlife encounter that changed his life forever.In this powerful conversation, he recounts his brush with death, the presence of mysterious beings, an overwhe...

In this powerful episode of DEAD Talks, UFC fighter Cody Stamann joins David Ferrugio to share an emotional and raw conversation about grief, loss, and perseverance. Cody lost his brother to a tragic drug overdose in 2020—just one week before a UFC fight. Instead of backing out, he stepped into the octagon and fought through his pain. The emotional battle of losing a loved one unexpectedly and how he's managed to manage his grief. 

Joseph Awauh-Darko, a 28-year-old contemporary artist and writer originally from West Africa, exploring the controversial topic of assisted euthanasia in the Netherlands. Diagnosed with chronic bipolar disorder at 16, Joseph opens up about his struggles, the bureaucratic process of euthanasia, and the important yet often taboo conversations around men's mental health. With heartfelt discussions on loneliness, depressi...

Mary-Frances O’Connor conducts studies to better understand the grief process both psychologically and physiologically. She is a leader in the field of prolonged grief, a clinical condition in which people do not adjust to the acute feelings of grief and show increases in yearning, avoidance, and rumination. Her work primarily focuses on trying to tease out the mechanisms that cause this ongoing and severe reaction to...

Loren Ridinger gets raw about the deepest loss of her life—losing her husband. In this emotional episode of DEAD Talks, she opens up about grief, love, and the reality of moving forward when everything changes. She shares personal stories, the lessons her husband left her, and her thoughts on death, time, and what really matters.