EIAN — Everything I Am Now

You’ve been told to fix your flaws. But what if your biggest flaws aren’t mistakes—they’re messages revealing your hidden potential?In this video, I’ll show you how to rethink your flaws, insecurities, and weaknesses—not as limitations, but as the key to your personal growth, confidence, and self-awareness.Most people get stuck trying to “fix themselves,” but true transformation comes when you realize your flaws point directly to w...

Feeling stuck? Like you’re falling behind while everyone else seems ahead?You’re not broken—you’re wired for comparison in a world designed to exploit it.In this episode, we dive deep into the scarcity mindset, comparison trap, and how social media fuels anxiety, self-doubt, and timeline distortion. I share personal stories about struggling with feeling “behind” in life, money, career, and success—and how I learned to shift from su...

It’s tax day—and a perfect time to talk money mindset. In this episode, I reflect on a conversation with my cousin about fear, spending, and what it really means to be wealthy. From financial anxiety in your 20s to preparing for abundance, we explore how to spend money without guilt, reframe retirement fears, and practice a mindset of wealth every day. Partially inspired by Ken Honda’s Happy Money, this is about letting go of scarc...

PART 2 of DELETING SCARCITY: From Gripping to Growing.

Control often masquerades as strength—but it’s really rooted in fear and scarcity. In this episode, we explore the paradox of control: when it helps us grow through self-regulation, and when it becomes a survival pattern that blocks trust, creativity, and connection.We’ll talk about healthy control vs scarcity control, how it shows up in identity and perception, creative work—an...

Scarcity isn’t always loud—it’s often hidden in plain sight. In this video, we uncover the hidden scarcity signs that may be secretly shaping your behavior and beliefs. From perfectionism, over-giving, and hustle culture to control issues, jealousy, and the comparison trap, these subtle patterns are often rooted in a deeper scarcity mindset.

If you’ve ever struggled with self worth, or felt like you’re never doing enough, this is yo...

I walk through one of my own "perceived" weaknesses and how I turned it into one of my greatest strengths. I share several other relatable stories, include one about Albert Einstein and how he turned a "weakness" into his strength.Join me. Drop comments, insights, and questions.If this video speaks to you, it is really helpful if you like and subscribe. With your subscription, I promise to make this channel better and better.🎙️ EI...

A simple Chinese proverb helped me rethink how I respond to life’s chaos. In this video, I reflect on a conversation with a friend about the state of the world—and how the story of a farmer and his runaway horse reminded me to stay grounded in the unknown. Sometimes the only honest answer is: “We’ll see.” If you’ve been feeling overwhelmed, anxious, or stuck in overthinking, this perspective might offer a little peace.This proverb ...

Why do we react so quickly? Why does it feel like everything demands an immediate response? From road rage to social media outrage and headline mania, we’re constantly being pulled into emotional reactions—often before we even realize it. When we’re in heightened emotional states, we are more easily manipulated and influenced. But what if you didn’t have to react?In this video, I explore the power of non-reaction, how to recognize ...

In this episdoe, I breakdown how I'm tackling lack & scarcity. With a deep sense of time-compression, I've lived with a "compressed-to-death" mindset that has largely been unconscious. I am bringing that feeling to light, and walking through not only my thought process about lack & scarcity, but also my daily practice of dissolving the program that has left me anxious about the walls closing in at all times. Maybe this will...

This is the first episode of Everything I Am Now, aka The EIAN Podcast. In this video, I break down my own psychological struggles with overcoming the inner critic; how we are our own main opponent, and how recognizing the boundary bridge of transformation is what we need to do in order to transmute our fear into action.What is recurring and clawing at you? Does it scare you? Maybe you're being asked to elevate; to transform.Se...