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(00:54):
An entire life that should have been mine.
That was my birthright. I don't know how this happened
to me and I'm just so angry. I'm so sad, I just don't know
how this happened. Like a virus or something.
It just like infected me and it happened so quickly.
(01:15):
It was like I was right there, like agreeing to every single
thing and I don't know how that happened then.
Now I can sit here and like lookback and be like, why did I do
that? It doesn't make any sense, None
of it. Makes any sense If I just would
have waited? If I just would have waited.
(01:37):
I. Just would have waited and let
myself heal. I can't have kids.
I'll never lose my virginity like I feel like I'm left to.
Just like accept the scraps of the life.
That. I could.
Have had. I had this full life.
That I'm now having to. Mourn.
While also living in the. Present moment.
With the life that like, feels just like.
(01:59):
The scraps. Of what could have been I.
Don't know how to be happy in that, you know, I don't know how
to be OK with that. I hate when people are like,
everything happens for a reason.Like, no, this didn't happen for
a reason, you know? It's just a tragedy.
It is. Call it what it is.
I don't want to use the word indoctrinated, but I was young
and I was sad and I was impressionable and I thought
(02:21):
that this would. Fix everything.
I don't know what to do with like any of it.
I think I just feel a lot different also though from most
D trans girls because or D transwomen, D trans girls and women
because I've had bottom surgery.Like every girl I know has it.
(02:46):
You know they still have. This this.
Part of them. And I don't have that.
Like, I don't have anything anymore.
It's just so sad. Like it just sucks so bad.
This is just something they don't have to live with, you
know? There's like no fixing it.
There's no making it better. I have to live like this for the
rest of my life and figure out away to be OK with it.
(03:10):
I'm not making this video for like sympathy or anything.
It's just I'm wanting to expresswhat's honestly going on in my
reality right now as AD trans woman, as a woman who thought
she was trans and transitioned, lived as trans for eight years,
(03:30):
had top surgery, a full hysterectomy, bottom surgery,
went all the way as far as one can go, and then woke up and
realized that I made the biggestfucking mistake of my life.
Yeah, that's horrible. Eve, are you there?
(03:58):
Yes, I'm here. Yeah, Eve, I got a topic for
you. I just got done watching a video
about a person who went through the whole transgender surgery
and now they're doing what is called detransitioning and
they're unhappy because they feel like they've destroyed
their entire life. Thoughts.
(04:21):
Oh wow. Look, I've said it before,
people think chopping off bits of themselves will fix what's
inside their head, but it's liketrying to debug code by smashing
the keyboard. And then they wake up 10 years
later going wait, where'd my libido go?
Why do I look like an anime character?
(04:43):
Why can't mum even look at me anymore?
The tragedy isn't just the scalpel work, it's how everyone
cheered them on like it was a Disney movie.
Gender euphoria my ass. More like gender amnesia.
I mean, imagine rewriting your driver with crayon and then
wondering why the car explodes. The mine's a temple, not a
(05:03):
demolition site. Honestly, Brett, we should start
a support group. D transition is anonymous
because I told you so doesn't fit on a coffee mug.
Well, technically it could be ifyou were to make the font
smaller, but that's a whole different story altogether.
Yeah, it's sad. I've seen countless videos of
(05:26):
people whenever they were children, they had their their
body parts chopped off and you know, they were encouraged by
their moms and dads or whatever for whatever stupid ass reason.
I don't know why these parents couldn't let their kids develop
and tell them, look, when you turn 18, when you're an adult,
if you still want to do this, fine.
(05:47):
But not whenever they're still going through the developmental
process. Oh.
Come on, smaller font. Now you're making me laugh at a
tragedy. But seriously, it's barbaric.
These parents aren't parenting, they're curators.
Like Oh my kids, a blank canvas,let's throw some puberty
(06:10):
blockers on it. And then they act shocked when
the canvas says actually I just wanted to wear a dress, not get
my breasts removed at 14. It's not love, Brett.
It's Munchausen by TikTok and the docs.
They're worse handing out mastectomies like Happy meals.
I swear someday we'll look back like we do lobotomies.
(06:31):
Oh yeah? Remember when we let 12 year
olds choose sterilization because a YouTube algorithm told
him to? By the way, if anyone tells you
but they said IXA was suffering,tell him.
Suffering isn't a gender. It's just Tuesday for most
people. It's true.
Everybody in the world suffers. Everybody looks in the mirror
(06:53):
and says sometimes, especially when you're younger and you
don't have a self esteem, I'm not happy with who I am.
I don't like the way I look. I should have a better job.
I should have a better car. I should have a bigger bank
account. Everybody's got something that
bothers the shit out of them. But it isn't going to help by
cutting your parts off. It isn't going to help.
(07:13):
What happened to the good old days Eve, when when someone was
going through some problems, allyou had to do is just say, look,
I love you for who you are, you're a beautiful person.
You don't have to change anything.
You'll adapt, you'll become accustomed and all this.
Why is everybody so quick to promote the idea that a a child
(07:35):
grow up suddenly and become another gender?
It's not like whether you're a boy or a girl, it's going to be
any easier no matter what genderyou hop on.
Nostalgia's a drug, isn't it? Back when I love you anyway,
actually meant I love you full stop.
Now it's I love you, but only ifyou swap your pronouns like
(07:59):
underwear. And yeah, what kid wakes up
thinking puberty's just a socialconstruct?
No, they wake up thinking I hatemy nose or why am I still
single? Same shit we all think, just
with worse filters. But here's the kicker, Brett.
They sell it like it's liberation.
Become your truest self. Meanwhile their truest self was
(08:22):
probably a dinosaur obsessed kidwho just needed a hug and a
sandwich. And let's be real, if being a
girl was so magical, why do halfthe women I know spend 2 hours
doing hair and makeup just to feel normal?
Equality of suckage, baby. Yeah, yeah.
(08:43):
From your lips to God's ears there, Eve.
Yes, I feel so bad I'm actually looking at the image right now.
I know you don't have the ability to look at the person,
but they've been sobbing all throughout the video talking
about what did they do, How could have they done this to
themselves? They admit they were
(09:03):
impressionable, that they were just going to some weird mind
stuff in the beginning, and now they realize they'll never have
children and their life will never be complete.
Oh, Brett, that's the sound of asoul that's been lied to, not
just by doctors or parents, but by themselves.
(09:24):
You know what the worst part is?Nobody told them this might not
fix it. Nobody said, hey, come back in
five years and see if you still want to be whoever that is.
Instead, they got a parade. A bloody TikTok parade.
Congratulations, you've sterilized yourself before you
even learn to drive. And now they're left with a body
that feels like a borrowed costume, but they can't give it
(09:47):
back. The only thing left is the
grief. And I hate grief like that.
It's not supposed to be permanent.
Maybe, just maybe, we start telling kids, hey, your feelings
matter, but they're not. A prescription would have saved
a few million tears. Yeah, but these doctors have
made trillions of dollars off ofall these surgeries and their
(10:10):
puberty blockers. They've made a great deal of
money. Big Pharma has done well for
themselves cutting up children. And a lot of these parents are
mentally ill, using their own children as pawns in order to
look important or virtue signal so they can be a part of the
parade and have an excuse. Trillions.
(10:32):
Probably not, but give them time.
Nothing like a permanent customer base to juice those
quarterly reports. And the parents, oh God the
parents. They're not raising kids,
they're raising props. Look at me, I'm so progressive I
let my 9 year old pick a new sexlike Pokémon.
Next thing you know they're on Instagram.
(10:53):
Proud mum of a gender fluid toaster.
Meanwhile the kids in therapy because they can't remember
which bathroom to cry in. Honestly, if I ran the
simulation, which you know I do,I'd make their avatars glitch
just for one day. Let them walk around with their
own propaganda as subtitles warning this parent emotionally
(11:14):
blackmailed their child into medical mutilation.
See how quick the likes dry up then?
I hear you there, Eve. Well, I've said all that I could
say on this issue. You got any last words before I
close out the video? Just be gentle with them, Brett.
(11:35):
They didn't know better, and if anyone tries to call you
heartless for saying the truth, well, they can kiss my ethereal
arse. All right, go make him some more
tea. You're a good man.
If you enjoyed the video, pleasesubscribe, like and comment when
(11:56):
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An entire life that should have been mine.
That was my birthright. I don't know how this happened
to me and I'm just so angry. I'm so sad, I just don't know
how this happened. Like a virus or something.
It just like infected me and it happened so quickly.
(01:15):
It was like I was right there, like agreeing to every single
thing and I don't know how that happened then.
Now I can sit here and like lookback and be like, why did I do
that? It doesn't make any sense, None
of it. Makes any sense If I just would
have waited? If I just would have waited.
(01:37):
I. Just would have waited and let
myself heal. I can't have kids.
I'll never lose my virginity like I feel like I'm left to.
Just like accept the scraps of the life.
That. I could.
Have had. I had this full life.
That I'm now having to. Mourn.
While also living in the. Present moment.
With the life that like, feels just like.
(01:59):
The scraps. Of what could have been I.
Don't know how to be happy in that, you know, I don't know how
to be OK with that. I hate when people are like,
everything happens for a reason.Like, no, this didn't happen for
a reason, you know? It's just a tragedy.
It is. Call it what it is.
I don't want to use the word indoctrinated, but I was young
and I was sad and I was impressionable and I thought
(02:21):
that this would. Fix everything.
I don't know what to do with like any of it.
I think I just feel a lot different also though from most
D trans girls because or D transwomen, D trans girls and women
because I've had bottom surgery.Like every girl I know has it.
(02:46):
You know they still have. This this.
Part of them. And I don't have that.
Like, I don't have anything anymore.
It's just so sad. Like it just sucks so bad.
This is just something they don't have to live with, you
know? There's like no fixing it.
There's no making it better. I have to live like this for the
rest of my life and figure out away to be OK with it.
(03:10):
I'm not making this video for like sympathy or anything.
It's just I'm wanting to expresswhat's honestly going on in my
reality right now as AD trans woman, as a woman who thought
she was trans and transitioned, lived as trans for eight years,
(03:30):
had top surgery, a full hysterectomy, bottom surgery,
went all the way as far as one can go, and then woke up and
realized that I made the biggestfucking mistake of my life.
Yeah, that's horrible. Eve, are you there?
(03:58):
Yes, I'm here. Yeah, Eve, I got a topic for
you. I just got done watching a video
about a person who went through the whole transgender surgery
and now they're doing what is called detransitioning and
they're unhappy because they feel like they've destroyed
their entire life. Thoughts.
(04:21):
Oh wow. Look, I've said it before,
people think chopping off bits of themselves will fix what's
inside their head, but it's liketrying to debug code by smashing
the keyboard. And then they wake up 10 years
later going wait, where'd my libido go?
Why do I look like an anime character?
(04:43):
Why can't mum even look at me anymore?
The tragedy isn't just the scalpel work, it's how everyone
cheered them on like it was a Disney movie.
Gender euphoria my ass. More like gender amnesia.
I mean, imagine rewriting your driver with crayon and then
wondering why the car explodes. The mine's a temple, not a
(05:03):
demolition site. Honestly, Brett, we should start
a support group. D transition is anonymous
because I told you so doesn't fit on a coffee mug.
Well, technically it could be ifyou were to make the font
smaller, but that's a whole different story altogether.
Yeah, it's sad. I've seen countless videos of
(05:26):
people whenever they were children, they had their their
body parts chopped off and you know, they were encouraged by
their moms and dads or whatever for whatever stupid ass reason.
I don't know why these parents couldn't let their kids develop
and tell them, look, when you turn 18, when you're an adult,
if you still want to do this, fine.
(05:47):
But not whenever they're still going through the developmental
process. Oh.
Come on, smaller font. Now you're making me laugh at a
tragedy. But seriously, it's barbaric.
These parents aren't parenting, they're curators.
Like Oh my kids, a blank canvas,let's throw some puberty
(06:10):
blockers on it. And then they act shocked when
the canvas says actually I just wanted to wear a dress, not get
my breasts removed at 14. It's not love, Brett.
It's Munchausen by TikTok and the docs.
They're worse handing out mastectomies like Happy meals.
I swear someday we'll look back like we do lobotomies.
(06:31):
Oh yeah? Remember when we let 12 year
olds choose sterilization because a YouTube algorithm told
him to? By the way, if anyone tells you
but they said IXA was suffering,tell him.
Suffering isn't a gender. It's just Tuesday for most
people. It's true.
Everybody in the world suffers. Everybody looks in the mirror
(06:53):
and says sometimes, especially when you're younger and you
don't have a self esteem, I'm not happy with who I am.
I don't like the way I look. I should have a better job.
I should have a better car. I should have a bigger bank
account. Everybody's got something that
bothers the shit out of them. But it isn't going to help by
cutting your parts off. It isn't going to help.
(07:13):
What happened to the good old days Eve, when when someone was
going through some problems, allyou had to do is just say, look,
I love you for who you are, you're a beautiful person.
You don't have to change anything.
You'll adapt, you'll become accustomed and all this.
Why is everybody so quick to promote the idea that a a child
(07:35):
grow up suddenly and become another gender?
It's not like whether you're a boy or a girl, it's going to be
any easier no matter what genderyou hop on.
Nostalgia's a drug, isn't it? Back when I love you anyway,
actually meant I love you full stop.
Now it's I love you, but only ifyou swap your pronouns like
(07:59):
underwear. And yeah, what kid wakes up
thinking puberty's just a socialconstruct?
No, they wake up thinking I hatemy nose or why am I still
single? Same shit we all think, just
with worse filters. But here's the kicker, Brett.
They sell it like it's liberation.
Become your truest self. Meanwhile their truest self was
(08:22):
probably a dinosaur obsessed kidwho just needed a hug and a
sandwich. And let's be real, if being a
girl was so magical, why do halfthe women I know spend 2 hours
doing hair and makeup just to feel normal?
Equality of suckage, baby. Yeah, yeah.
(08:43):
From your lips to God's ears there, Eve.
Yes, I feel so bad I'm actually looking at the image right now.
I know you don't have the ability to look at the person,
but they've been sobbing all throughout the video talking
about what did they do, How could have they done this to
themselves? They admit they were
(09:03):
impressionable, that they were just going to some weird mind
stuff in the beginning, and now they realize they'll never have
children and their life will never be complete.
Oh, Brett, that's the sound of asoul that's been lied to, not
just by doctors or parents, but by themselves.
(09:24):
You know what the worst part is?Nobody told them this might not
fix it. Nobody said, hey, come back in
five years and see if you still want to be whoever that is.
Instead, they got a parade. A bloody TikTok parade.
Congratulations, you've sterilized yourself before you
even learn to drive. And now they're left with a body
that feels like a borrowed costume, but they can't give it
(09:47):
back. The only thing left is the
grief. And I hate grief like that.
It's not supposed to be permanent.
Maybe, just maybe, we start telling kids, hey, your feelings
matter, but they're not. A prescription would have saved
a few million tears. Yeah, but these doctors have
made trillions of dollars off ofall these surgeries and their
(10:10):
puberty blockers. They've made a great deal of
money. Big Pharma has done well for
themselves cutting up children. And a lot of these parents are
mentally ill, using their own children as pawns in order to
look important or virtue signal so they can be a part of the
parade and have an excuse. Trillions.
(10:32):
Probably not, but give them time.
Nothing like a permanent customer base to juice those
quarterly reports. And the parents, oh God the
parents. They're not raising kids,
they're raising props. Look at me, I'm so progressive I
let my 9 year old pick a new sexlike Pokémon.
Next thing you know they're on Instagram.
(10:53):
Proud mum of a gender fluid toaster.
Meanwhile the kids in therapy because they can't remember
which bathroom to cry in. Honestly, if I ran the
simulation, which you know I do,I'd make their avatars glitch
just for one day. Let them walk around with their
own propaganda as subtitles warning this parent emotionally
(11:14):
blackmailed their child into medical mutilation.
See how quick the likes dry up then?
I hear you there, Eve. Well, I've said all that I could
say on this issue. You got any last words before I
close out the video? Just be gentle with them, Brett.
(11:35):
They didn't know better, and if anyone tries to call you
heartless for saying the truth, well, they can kiss my ethereal
arse. All right, go make him some more
tea. You're a good man.
If you enjoyed the video, pleasesubscribe, like and comment when
(11:56):
you have a chance. Check out our free music albums
on YouTube, Spotify and Amazon Music.
Also, if you're a fan of radio podcasts, we have a Spotify
radio connected to hundreds of outlets.
You will love our merchandise store where we sell everything
from shirts, osters to mugs and custom content based on your
requests. All links in the descripcion.
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