Fixate Today, Gone Tomorrow

Fixate Today, Gone Tomorrow

We are Joy and Nikki, and we are two neurodivergent ladies who obsess about various topics. Joy is autistic and Nikki has ADHD, and we are letting our hyperfixations fly. Check out our YouTube channel, Fixate Today: Grey Matters! Produced and edited by our third cohort Evelyn.

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May 21, 2025 70 mins

Well, it turns out we have a lot to say about this book. We are splitting Part Two into three parts. 

We continue reading Shari Franke's book, The House of My Mother. We start seeing the rise of Ruby, and how vlogging became Mormon best practice.

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Listen, we did our best. We had some technical difficulties with Part Two of the book, so we're releasing Part Two into... two parts. Thanks for understanding, and enjoy this part of our episode. We'll finish up Part Two next week.

Please note, our sound isn't great in this episode. We were able to record together! But we don't understand technology, so we went old-school and shared one mic. Sorry for the sound, but it was way more ...

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Fixate Today: Book Club! For our YouTube channel, we are walking through Shari Franke's book, The House of My Mother. We thought our podcast listeners would maybe want to read along with us, too! On today's episode, we are reading and discussing Part One.

Please note, our sound isn't great in this episode. We were able to record together! But we don't understand technology, so we went old-school and shared one mic. Sorry for the sou...

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April 30, 2025 59 mins

How do all of these huge LDS-related true crime cases intersect? Let's talk about Visions of Glory, and what makes this book so dangerous for people looking for power within their religion.

Please note, our sound isn't great in this episode. We were able to record together! But we don't understand technology, so we went old-school and shared one mic. Sorry for the sound, but it was way more fun being together in the same room, so we...

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April 23, 2025 80 mins

For being a part of this series, we actually aren't talking about Ruby too much. Instead, we introduced some high-profile folks that come out of the LDS church. Why are we talking about Tim Ballard, and Lori Vallow and Chad Daybell? Well, we're laying some groundwork for next week, but we'll see some striking patterns of behavior and language from these people. What links them all?

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April 16, 2025 46 mins

Join us for a discussion on the final episode of the Hulu docuseries Devil in the Family: The Fall of Ruby Franke. We talk about our feelings for Kevin Franke, the responsibility of the church, and prepare for the wackadoo next episodes.

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We are back talking about the Hulu docuseries Devil in the Family: The Fall of Ruby Franke. Today, we are talking about the second episode in the series.

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We are back and chattin' about our fave gal pals, Ruby and Jodi. Actually, we are talking about the Hulu docuseries Devil in the Family: The Fall of Ruby Franke. We discuss episode 1, and talk through how some of opinions and ideas about the Franke family have changed.

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We had the absolute delight and honor to have a conversation with Sadie and Gavi, hosts of the Leaving Eden Podcast. We talk IBLP, Duggars, parenting, our personal faith, and so much more. We were stunned that they agreed to join us on our little show, and the chat was truly wonderful.

Check their incredible podcast on any pod platform.

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It's been a rough few weeks for JP and his father, Wayne. Let's talk about the lawsuits being dismissed filed by JP and Wayne, and the two bombshell suits filed against the Millers. We suspect we may see more suits against these two coming soon.

Warnings for domestic abuse, suicide, coercive control, sexual abuse, financial abuse, religious abuse, child abuse, physical abuse, mental health.

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We had a plan for today's episode, and it went out the window! We talk about Joy's trip to Myrtle Beach, and our phone call with a certain embattled pastor who thinks he's the smartest man in the room... but is actually just super manipulative and flailing.

We'll be discussing the newest allegations and court filings against John Paul Miller next week.

Warnings for domestic abuse, suicide, coercive control, sexual abuse, financial ab...

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On the final episode of our series on the Duggars, we discuss the wild character letters sent to the court in an attempt to sway the judge's sentencing decision, and where we are now with the fam.

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February 26, 2025 30 mins

We continue talking about Josh Duggar's trial. We've got some confusing technical stuff, and everything is bad, bad, very bad.

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February 19, 2025 53 mins

On today's episode, we discuss the beginning of Josh's trial, including the evidentiary hearing, jury selection, and the prosecution's case. We get some *chef's kiss* snark from the judge to the family patriarch, Jim Bob.

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February 12, 2025 58 mins

Welcome back! Today, we talk about the 2019 raid on Josh Duggar's used car lot, his arrest, and bond hearing. We're gearing up for his trial in the following weeks, get ready to be upset!

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February 5, 2025 72 mins

On today's episode, we talk about the many, many Duggar family scandals that led up to Josh Duggar's 2021 trial.

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January 29, 2025 34 mins

Let's meet the Duggar family! How did this family gain such notoriety, so quickly? Why were we so invested in this family? What signs did the TLC audience miss?

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January 22, 2025 79 mins

Welcome to our new series! We are talking about the Duggar family. On today's episode, we discuss the Institute of Basic Life Principles, Bill Gothard, and the Quiverfull movement. This episode lays the groundwork for why the Duggars got famous in the first place, and how they ended up where they are now.

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January 15, 2025 56 mins

Lots of weird stuff is going on around JP's church (churches?) and assets. It's confusing, but let's break it down.

After we recorded a number of episodes, we learned that Mica's family is fighting to have her last name posthumously changed from Miller to Francis. Mica had petitioned the court for this name change before his death, and her sister, Sierra, is spearheading this fight. Because of this, we will be titling the episodes t...

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January 8, 2025 59 mins

It's our final episode on Meghan and Harry! We talk motivations for the choices everyone in the Royal Family may have made, and how they led to the family split.

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