F **K Your Fake Apology is the unapologetic podcast that exposes the mind games of narcissistic relationships through raw storytelling and expert insights. Hosted by a psychiatric professional who’s been there, this show blends real-life stories with psychological breakdowns to help you spot the red flags, break free, and reclaim your power. Disclaimer: F**k Your Fake Apology is intended for educational and informational purposes only. The content of this podcast is based on personal experiences, psychological insights, and general knowledge about narcissistic abuse and toxic relationships. This podcast is NOT a substitute for professional therapy, legal, or medical advice. If you are in an abusive situation, please seek support from a licensed professional or a trusted resource. Some topics discussed may be triggering. Listener discretion is advised. If you or someone you know is in immediate danger, please reach out to a crisis hotline or emergency services. Your safety and well-being are the top priority. This podcast includes storytelling inspired by real experiences, but names, locations, and details have been changed for privacy and creative purposes. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental. © [2025] Unapologetic Living LLC. All rights reserved. Unauthorized reproduction, distribution, or use of any part of this podcast without express written permission is strictly prohibited.
When the chaos finally stops making sense — that’s when healing begins. In this powerful episode, Crystal The Psych NP takes us through Vanessa’s final breaking point: the moment she chooses peace over pain. After years of emotional chaos, control, and public humiliation, she finds clarity and the courage to leave. This is the raw truth about walking away — and rebuilding after surviving narcissistic abuse.
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They don’t love you more after the chaos — they just love that you stayed.
In this episode, Crystal The Psych NP breaks down the abuse playbook used by narcissists — a vicious cycle of gaslighting, guilt, chaos, and “gifts” meant to reset your forgiveness. What should’ve been a birthday celebration becomes an emotional trap, as Crystal reveals how narcissists use crisis and comfort to keep control.
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Ever met a man who looks like an adult but argues like a toddler?
In this episode of Fk Your Fake Apology**, Crystal The Psych NP breaks down the truth about narcissistic immaturity — the tantrums, the public humiliation, and the emotional chaos disguised as love. Through dark humor and psychological insight, she exposes how emotional toddlers hide behind charm, deflect accountability, and weaponize embarrassment to k...
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In this episode of 'Fuck Your Fake Apology', host Crystal Amoah delves into the complexities of emotional detachment and covert narcissism. She explores how these dynamics manifest in high conflict hom...
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Disclaimer: F**k Your Fake Apology* is intended for educational and informational purposes only. The content of this podcast is based on personal experiences, psychological insights, and general knowledge about narcissistic abuse and toxic relationships. This podcast is NOT a substitute for professional thera...
Not sure if he's a narcissist? Download the Red Flag checklist to find out.
https://subscribepage.io/ETXiLU
Disclaimer: F**k Your Fake Apology* is intended for educational and informational purposes only. The content of this podcast is based on personal experiences, psychological insights, and general knowledge about narcissistic abuse and toxic relationships. This podcast is NOT a substitute for professional thera...
Not sure if he's a narcissist? Download the Red Flag checklist to find out.
https://subscribepage.io/ETXiLU
Disclaimer: F**k Your Fake Apology* is intended for educational and informational purposes only. The content of this podcast is based on personal experiences, psychological insights, and general knowledge about narcissistic abuse and toxic relationships. This podcast is NOT a substitute for professional thera...
Not sure if he's a narcissist? Download the Red Flag checklist to find out.
https://subscribepage.io/ETXiLU
Disclaimer: F**k Your Fake Apology* is intended for educational and informational purposes only. The content of this podcast is based on personal experiences, psychological insights, and general knowledge about narcissistic abuse and toxic relationships. This podcast is NOT a substitute for professional thera...
Not sure if he's a narcissist? Download the Red Flag checklist to find out.
https://subscribepage.io/ETXiLU
Disclaimer: F**k Your Fake Apology* is intended for educational and informational purposes only. The content of this podcast is based on personal experiences, psychological insights, and general knowledge about narcissistic abuse and toxic relationships. This podcast is NOT a substitute for professional thera...
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The Burden is a documentary series that takes listeners into the hidden places where justice is done (and undone). It dives deep into the lives of heroes and villains. And it focuses a spotlight on those who triumph even when the odds are against them. Season 5 - The Burden: Death & Deceit in Alliance On April Fools Day 1999, 26-year-old Yvonne Layne was found murdered in her Alliance, Ohio home. David Thorne, her ex-boyfriend and father of one of her children, was instantly a suspect. Another young man admitted to the murder, and David breathed a sigh of relief, until the confessed murderer fingered David; “He paid me to do it.” David was sentenced to life without parole. Two decades later, Pulitzer winner and podcast host, Maggie Freleng (Bone Valley Season 3: Graves County, Wrongful Conviction, Suave) launched a “live” investigation into David's conviction alongside Jason Baldwin (himself wrongfully convicted as a member of the West Memphis Three). Maggie had come to believe that the entire investigation of David was botched by the tiny local police department, or worse, covered up the real killer. Was Maggie correct? Was David’s claim of innocence credible? In Death and Deceit in Alliance, Maggie recounts the case that launched her career, and ultimately, “broke” her.” The results will shock the listener and reduce Maggie to tears and self-doubt. This is not your typical wrongful conviction story. In fact, it turns the genre on its head. It asks the question: What if our champions are foolish? Season 4 - The Burden: Get the Money and Run “Trying to murder my father, this was the thing that put me on the path.” That’s Joe Loya and that path was bank robbery. Bank, bank, bank, bank, bank. In season 4 of The Burden: Get the Money and Run, we hear from Joe who was once the most prolific bank robber in Southern California, and beyond. He used disguises, body doubles, proxies. He leaped over counters, grabbed the money and ran. Even as the FBI was closing in. It was a showdown between a daring bank robber, and a patient FBI agent. Joe was no ordinary bank robber. He was bright, articulate, charismatic, and driven by a dark rage that he summoned up at will. In seven episodes, Joe tells all: the what, the how… and the why. Including why he tried to murder his father. Season 3 - The Burden: Avenger Miriam Lewin is one of Argentina’s leading journalists today. At 19 years old, she was kidnapped off the streets of Buenos Aires for her political activism and thrown into a concentration camp. Thousands of her fellow inmates were executed, tossed alive from a cargo plane into the ocean. Miriam, along with a handful of others, will survive the camp. Then as a journalist, she will wage a decades long campaign to bring her tormentors to justice. Avenger is about one woman’s triumphant battle against unbelievable odds to survive torture, claim justice for the crimes done against her and others like her, and change the future of her country. Season 2 - The Burden: Empire on Blood Empire on Blood is set in the Bronx, NY, in the early 90s, when two young drug dealers ruled an intersection known as “The Corner on Blood.” The boss, Calvin Buari, lived large. He and a protege swore they would build an empire on blood. Then the relationship frayed and the protege accused Calvin of a double homicide which he claimed he didn’t do. But did he? Award-winning journalist Steve Fishman spent seven years to answer that question. This is the story of one man’s last chance to overturn his life sentence. He may prevail, but someone’s gotta pay. The Burden: Empire on Blood is the director’s cut of the true crime classic which reached #1 on the charts when it was first released half a dozen years ago. Season 1 - The Burden In the 1990s, Detective Louis N. Scarcella was legendary. In a city overrun by violent crime, he cracked the toughest cases and put away the worst criminals. “The Hulk” was his nickname. Then the story changed. Scarcella ran into a group of convicted murderers who all say they are innocent. They turned themselves into jailhouse-lawyers and in prison founded a lway firm. When they realized Scarcella helped put many of them away, they set their sights on taking him down. And with the help of a NY Times reporter they have a chance. For years, Scarcella insisted he did nothing wrong. But that’s all he’d say. Until we tracked Scarcella to a sauna in a Russian bathhouse, where he started to talk..and talk and talk. “The guilty have gone free,” he whispered. And then agreed to take us into the belly of the beast. Welcome to The Burden.
"SmartLess" with Jason Bateman, Sean Hayes, & Will Arnett is a podcast that connects and unites people from all walks of life to learn about shared experiences through thoughtful dialogue and organic hilarity. A nice surprise: in each episode of SmartLess, one of the hosts reveals his mystery guest to the other two. What ensues is a genuinely improvised and authentic conversation filled with laughter and newfound knowledge to feed the SmartLess mind. Subscribe to SiriusXM Podcasts+ to listen to new episodes of SmartLess ad-free and a whole week early. Start a free trial now on Apple Podcasts or by visiting siriusxm.com/podcastsplus.
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