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July 27, 2022 83 mins

In this episode, Lauren DeLeary of Deconstruct Pod & BINESHI music and I discuss Lauren’s experience walking away from a thriving career in the Christian Music industry to pursue her authenticity, reconnect with her ancestors and deconstruct religious doctrine. We talk about reclaiming our voices, how to activate your creativity and how Lauren is reconnecting with her Indigenous heritage and ancestors. 

Where to find us:
Host: Jillian Alexa - @j.t.t.v
Guest: Lauren DeLeary -

Mentioned in the show:
Deconstruct Pod
BINESHI Music

SHOW NOTES:

  1. Growing up aboriginal and Christian
  2. The tension between those two things
  3. When the damage started to become evident
  4. Purity ceremonies
  5. Being a worship leader
  6. Christian music world
  7. Charismatic vs conservative churches 
  8. I kissed dating goodbye - Joshua Harris
  9. Being offered money to save your first kiss 
  10. Purity culture
  11. When severed spirituality equates to severed creativity
  12. Reactivating creativity
  13. Falling for the lie of being an empty vessel
  14. Being numb to life
  15. Waking up on tour to intuition and emotions
  16. Leaving an engagement 
  17. Rabbit trail of questions: what is sex? Creating deconstruction pod
  18. Why does your pastor care about your sexuality?
  19. Being an empty vessel
  20. The universe wants to work with you 
  21. Astrology/deconstruction as an idol
  22. How to connect to your ancestors
  23. Loving your ancestors is loving you 
  24. Decolonizing and indigenizing her life
  25. Multiple things can be true at once
  26. Losing your identity as an artist
  27. Losing relationships due to deconstruction

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