September 24, 2025 • 41 mins
Have you noticed the rising emotional turbulence all around us? The quick anger, explosive reactions, and collective anxiety that seem to be reaching a boiling point? There's a reason for this, and it goes deeper than politics or social issues.
Carl Jung once said, "The upheaval of our world and the upheaval of our consciousness are one and the same." This profound insight forms the foundation of our exploration today as we dive into how awakened individuals—particularly those who've been on a spiritual path for many years—can prepare themselves for the escalating emotional upheaval sweeping across humanity.
For seasoned lightworkers, this isn't just about self-preservation. It's about developing the stability, centeredness, and emotional mastery needed to help others navigate these tumultuous waters. Through personal stories of vulnerability and three unexpected morning triggers, I share how even those with years of spiritual practice can be momentarily pulled back into old patterns of fear and reaction.
We explore practical tools for maintaining peace amid chaos: creating a "love library" of memories that instantly return you to a state of wellbeing, using specific music or movement practices to shift your energy, and developing the ability to listen deeply—not just with your ears, but with your entire being.
The breaking of old ways, while painful, reveals rich, fresh soil for new growth. As collective consciousness undergoes its great transformation, those who have done their inner work are being called to stand as beacons of stability. It's no longer enough to find peace in quiet meditation—we must maintain it in the equivalent of "Times Square on Friday afternoon."
Join me in strengthening your spiritual toolbelt for the times ahead. Because when the jack-in-the-box of collective emotion finally explodes, someone needs to remain centered enough to help pick up the pieces. Will you be ready?
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Speaker 1 (00:00):
The upheaval of our world and the upheaval of our
consciousness are one and thesame is a quote by Carl Jung,
and I welcome you back to Freeto Just Be the podcast inspiring
and empowering humanity tocourageously step out of old,
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familiar patterns and especiallymatrix programs, childhood
traumas, false beliefs, toembrace a brand new way of being
and to usher in a new earth.
And I hope this finds you inthe greatest health today, with
vibrant energy, because you andI have chosen to accept the full
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responsibility for our body,minds and souls.
Here, your host, that be me,teresa Marie, an ambassador of
God's Chi, will attempt toinspire you to truly be who you
came here to be authentic, free.
Be who you came here to beauthentic, free and align with
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your highest potential, not tomention always being aligned
with God.
So join me on thistransformative journey to
rewrite our narratives.
Head back inside to our heart,get out of our mind, which has
been programmed, and live livesof purpose and passion.
And I welcome you back on thiswonder-filled Wednesday.
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And today I want tospecifically talk to my brothers
and sister lightworkers, tothose of us that have been on
this awakening path for 10 yearsor more.
It's been about 18 years for me, and specifically I want to
talk today about preparing foremotional upheaval.
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Now it's all around us.
I open with Carl Jung's quoteabout how the upheaval in our
world literally correlates withwhat's going on in our
consciousness, because it's allenergy, folks.
It's all energy and those ofyou that have just maybe
discovered free to just be,maybe you just began to awaken,
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maybe you've taken a smalllittle piece of that red pill
and you wish you didn't see someof the truths or some of the
lies that you've recognized nowthat you've walked and woke
yourself up about.
And it's so prevalent right now.
There's so much upheaval in theworld and the news is just
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pumping it and pumping it andpumping it and it's like a time
bomb, and that's what a lot ofthe world is going through,
especially here in America.
It is like a ticking time bombof emotion that has been stuffed
and it's just.
It's like the jack in the boxis getting ready to literally
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explode out and say I can't dothis anymore as a collective
people, and that's why today Ireally want to speak to those of
us that have been on the path alot longer and this dropped in
this morning because I had threeminor but yet very specific
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little incidents from the time Igot up until this morning and
my very own sleep has beendisturbed.
And all of that.
And for me it's becausephysically, I have taken the
reins back and I am now clearingmy physical body out and so I
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have toxins exiting and I havenew chi coming in and I have all
of this tumultuousness insidemy physical body, which in turn
will also give me certainsymptoms.
I will be more sensitive toenergy and different symptoms of
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that transition, for example,from burning sugar to fat, as I
spoke about in several issues.
Oh, my goodness, I'm having ahard time talking today, but as
I was thinking about this thismorning, so I woke up and my
vision was really blurry and itwas really odd to me this is
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hindsight.
It took me two hours, butinitially, when it happened, it
was like my immediate responsewas fear and I sat there for a
minute and I really wasn't surewhat to do with that and I let
it wash over me and it wasdefinitely fear.
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I could feel it, my body tensedand I began to go down that
path of oh crap, what, if right?
Because my eyes for the lastcouple of weeks have been a
little bit blurry and this typeof thing.
And now I already knew in myhead that this is
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physiologically what isoccurring, because I'm shifting
from one method of energy withinmy physical body to another.
I understand that and Iexpected that, but at the moment
when I first came into reallysemi-consciousness because I had
just woke up and I immediatelysat up, and I sat up too rapidly
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to begin with, and I havereally reduced my caloric intake
in the last two weeks.
So my body is going throughthis whole metamorphosis
physically and I was thereforemuch more susceptible to what
was waiting in the background.
Okay, because as we step out ofone program after another, as we
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face the childhood traumas anddemons of our past and recognize
, acknowledge, mind, trace themback and then say you know what,
this is the cause of that and Iam not that person anymore, in
fact, I am not the past and thenyou let it go, all of those
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things occurring.
Well, it all will kind ofremain in your background, ready
to pounce on you again inmoments of.
You know it could be physicalweakness, emotional weakness or
spiritual weakness or, in mycase this morning, just a
combination of thereof.
Right, I got up too quick, Iwas low in caloric intake, my
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blood pressure had pretty muchtanked and I have a history of
low blood pressure anyway, so myvision was much more blurry.
And immediately there it wasand I got up and I kind of
slowly walked around and I admitI was so freaked out that I
actually told my husband wow,you know, I'm a little concerned
, I'm really having a struggleseeing this morning and really
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what really got me was steppingon the scale and not being able
to see the numbers.
I was like what the crap ishappening?
Right, so that happened.
Another thing happened wassomebody from my former 10, 11
year, probably more like 11years ago now, from my prepper
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days, my survival group days, mydays of spending hours
researching the news trail andfollowing the money.
I got a hit on one of my sitesfrom one of those people and it
just put me on like high alert.
It just put me in a place whereI was thinking along those
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lines of what if this happensand what if that happens?
And again, in retrospect ittook me a few minutes.
And then the third thing thathappened was I had a dear, dear,
my best friend actually call meand she Zoom called me or I
don't know the kind of call thatyou see on the video and she
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was very obviously in thehospital.
I could see the hospital gownand in the last several months
there have been severalindividuals that are dear to me
that are now having differentphysical ailments and situations
, and all three of theseindividuals are vaccinated, and
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we've had conversations backwhen that was all a big thing
and yet these people that I lovechose to do so, and I was
really taken back because thatcall came after those first two
hits.
So I was doubly vulnerable andfelt very uncomfortable
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listening to what she was goingthrough, because I honestly was
at a loss for what to share withthis one I love so much,
because it's cause and effect.
It's, you know, you do yourresearch and you take care of
your body and all of that, andif you choose inaccurately, then
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there will be a consequence to.
There's always cause and effectand I'm not here to judge or
anything like that, but thestatistics are becoming clearer
and clearer for those of us onthe planet that don't really
want to look at them, and so itwas a difficult and awkward
conversation and I will get backto her.
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She had to leave becausesomebody was coming in from the
medical facility and she had toleave.
And I was grateful because Irecognized that I was not
prepared to have conversation oreven to listen to somebody at
that level of upheaval physicaland emotional and spiritual
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upheaval and that is why God istelling me that today is the day
I need to share with my fellowlightworkers, those of us who
know that, we know that we knowthat we are here to literally
help massive amounts of peopleto get through the other side of
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this matrix, because you and I,my dear shiny lightworkers and
that's not to say that everybodydoesn't have their own shine
I'm just saying that we are allat different levels of this
ascension.
Some people are not awake atall, some people have just begun
to awaken, some are a couple ofmonths in, some are years in,
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and some of us have a lot moretime in, and we've experienced
this rodeo numerous times.
And I just want to remind us,those of us that are here to
help humanity through thegreatest energetic shift on the
planet.
And so, to go back to CarlJung's quote that I opened with,
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this upheaval in our world isliterally happening in our
collective consciousness, andI'm very grateful for those wham
, bam, three, three, right in arow.
And it was if the Spirit of Godwas saying remember, look at
this, look at this.
And I'm grateful because itreminded me that now more than
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ever, we do need to prepare foremotional upheaval.
And, my fellow lightworkers,you and I know we have toolboxes
, tool belts that we have builtover the time, that we have,
little by little, one program ata time, one false belief at a
time, as we've looked at it, aswe've forgave, as we've let go,
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we've let go as we've deleted,as we've learned new ways of
being, as we have created newways to live our lives.
We have this arsenal and I'mhere to remind us that it is
time to really hone in on thoseskills and those tools that we
have developed.
Because I just feel in myspirit that we are the dam is
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about to break and I feel likethe jack in the box is going to
literally explode out of the boxand there's going to be
emotional and physical upheavalson our planet like we have
never seen before.
And I just want to remember, andI'm reminding myself even as I
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say this, and you can tell thatthis is literally just coming
from my heart and it's evendeveloping as I speak, because
this isn't me myself speak,because this isn't me myself,
teresa Marie, speaking.
I feel like this is from theheart of God that we need to be
prepared to help others.
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And if we are not stable enoughand if we are not grounded
enough, and if we don't know howto get right back to the source
of peace within ourselvesimmediately, I think that right
now, especially in my world, Ifeel like I am going to
concentrate more and more onthose skills of practicing not
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two hours, not 20 minutes, nottwo minutes, but immediate, not
even two seconds that I can justremain in that place of peace
and power.
That is our satsuma, that isour place of power, that's where
our sovereignty lives, becausewe are simply energy folks.
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We're love and light in ourtrue way that we are.
We're not this body, we're notthe thoughts, we're not the
emotions.
We are love and light and pure,pure energy.
And we need to remind ourselveson the daily, especially now,
that that is the case.
And so when the emotions floodin and they're gonna, it's going
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to be flood upon flood uponflood.
And if you don't have thatwherewithal, if you don't have
that grounding, if you don'thave that calmness in the storm,
that peace that passes allunderstanding, that anchor to
your source, if you don't havethat direct line to God, you are
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not only going to not helpanybody around you, you are
going to sink yourself aroundyou, you are going to sink
yourself.
And that is coming fromsomebody that has recognized
many, many, many things in thelast 20 plus years.
And I just want to remind uswhat Louise Kaplan and she was a
psychologist that she worked alot with childhood psyches right
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, and she said that adolescencerepresents an inner emotional
upheaval.
And get this.
And I want you to take thisnext part of this quote and
broaden it to what we are goingthrough as a collective
consciousness, as humanity onthis planet, in the midst of
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huge upheavals, right.
So she says it's an upheaval, astruggle between the eternal
human wish to cling to the pastand the equally powerful wish to
get on with the future.
This is what the evolution ofhuman consciousness is going
through.
Literally, she described it.
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We are struggling to cling tothe illusion that the way
everything is right now, the waythe matrix has controlled us
and you know there's so manyvoices out there oh, there's no
matrix.
You know this is all someconspiracy theories and no,
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these are ways of being which wechose to get in bed with.
And right now there are peoplesaying well, you know, this
always worked for me.
You know, just like I wastalking yesterday, you know, I
don't have to worry, I don'tneed to know anything, because
anything important, you know,I'm going to find out on the
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internet.
Well, what if the internet goesdown?
Right, what if the facts comingout of Google and I use Google
all the time, hey, google, I askquestions all the time.
However, if you are not aseeker yourself and if you are
not connected to the source ofall wisdom and knowledge, then
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you're always going to be alittle bit out of sync and a
little bit crooked, so to speak.
Right, and the main task is tostay connected and to find that
place of peace in the midst ofall these wars and upheavals and
emotions swirling, andliterally those of you that
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aren't lightworkers.
If you open your eyes and yousee the clash between families,
between fellow workers, betweenfriends, between husbands and
wives, between parents andchildren, when you see the
dissonance everywhere around itis so incredibly loud and we are
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headed for much, much more ofit, and so John Maxwell reminds
me that it's better to preparethan to despair.
Now I'm very, very grateful forthese three incidences this
morning which caused me a littlebit of fear and despair, and it
was just like remember,remember how easy it was to get
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sucked in.
Remember, and that made methink you know what?
No, that's not who I am anymore, and I want to bring up
something that was so cool thatI experienced yesterday as I was
outdoor dashing and I went by alot of fast food places, and
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I'm here to tell you that fortwo years, you know, not only
did I go to racetrack for mycoffee, sometimes I'd go out of
my way for a racetrack for mycoffee, sometimes I'd go out of
my way for a racetrack cup ofcoffee, yes, out of those
disgusting machines that theybarely clean, where millions of
hands are touching them, and youknow, then, of course, I put in
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the poisonous milk, you know,and all of that.
And see, you know, you can lookat this as the facts and
recognize that it's a verydifficult escape route out of
this illusion of 3D and it is avery difficult place to be right
now, because we are surroundedby the assaults everywhere the
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air we breathe, definitely thefood we eat, the water we drink,
all the propaganda coming inthrough our eye gates, the
dependency on electronics, thehealth issues, all of it.
I mean you start swirling inthat mire.
It's very, very difficult tothink that we're ever going to
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get out of this alive.
And that is exactly what thiswhole program, this whole, it's
like.
I liken it to a video game andwe chose to step into the screen
and we are being manipulated bythat controller, that game
controller, to go this way.
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And then what's happening is,within the game, there are
people rising up and they'resaying, no, I'm not going to do
that anymore.
And there are gamers that havewon game after game after game
and all of a sudden, they havethis formidable opponent.
And that needs to be ushumanity.
It needs to be the ones thatare awakened to the fact that we
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have been given a raw deal,that there are few that would
like to rule the world, and we,like sheep, like herds of sheep,
we followed.
And once you wake up to that,nothing can go back to the same.
And so once that happens, thenyou start thinking along those
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lines.
But then there's the conflictof interest your spouse might
not be there, your childrenmight not be there, and there's
all this convolution going on.
And then you take that justfrom one married couple or one
or two people that live togetherin a house, and you think of
that upheaval.
And then you take it out intosociety and that upheaval, and
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then you take it into theworkplace and that upheaval and
it just grows and it grows andit grows exponentially and that
is what's going to continue tohappen, like a pressure cooker.
And so I'm here to remind usthat it is incredibly important,
especially in this time whereeverybody is changing their
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energetic signature, whetherthey recognize it or not.
And one of the main symptoms ofthe Kundalini awakening and I
dare say that many of the lightworkers, if they haven't fully
come through the kundalini, areeither in the midst of or very
close to the completion of theirkundalini awakening and there
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it is those of you that havejust begun their awakening
journey might want to go andlook up what a kundalini
awakening is.
But some of the symptoms thatyou'll experience during this
kundalini experience is thatyou'll have extreme polarities
of your emotions.
You'll move from euphoria oneminute or one day to complete
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depression the next, and you attimes feel like you have no
control over your emotions.
And you at times feel like youhave no control over your
emotions and that's a result ofyour hormones changing through
your endocrine system and it'svery, very uncomfortable, as one
who has gone through many ofthese upheavals and having to
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recognize, you know, andliterally talk myself through it
, talk myself through it like Idid yesterday.
And to go back to that example,yesterday I'm driving and
there's all these fast foodplaces and you know, that's what
I lived on.
And my old self, the hippiefreak of the South that I put to
bed, she was right there sayingyou know, you know you want it.
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And there was a new person intown, a new person in the car
with me, a new person that's inthis body that my love and light
is housed in right now, andit's my higher self, it's Teresa
Marie.
And she immediately was like oh, no, no, no, I see what you're
doing.
You're sucking me back in tothe old matrix way of thinking.
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And no, I'm not doing thatanymore.
I love myself far too much.
I'm not putting that poison inmy body.
These were the conversations Iwas having and I was amazed at
the rapidness.
It was like it was already partof me.
No, I'm not doing that.
And I introduced coffee backinto my life yesterday good
coffee, and with a collagen anda green powder from a very
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reputable source, and no creamer, no sugar and just one cup.
Just one cup a day, becausethere are medicinal values to
all of the ingredients that Iput in my cup.
But that person that I was isright in the wings waiting for
opportunity to get back in, andwe cannot allow those to come
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back into our world.
Do we understand that?
We have to hold the course?
We have to.
We have to hold the course.
We have to continually speak toourselves in truth.
We have to say, no, I'm herefor a purpose and I'm here to
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help humanity and therefore I amgoing to be a well oiled
machine.
And no, I don't do X, y, zanymore.
And see, these are the waysthat we stay strong.
Some of the symptoms ofemotional upheaval that we're
going to see everywhere aroundus a quickness to anger, the
knee-jerk reaction, the lowfrustration, tolerance.
People are so frustratedinternally now that suddenly
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what's going to happen is onemore outside force will trigger
them and boom, they're going toexplode.
We see it everywhere Drive-bysand acts of violence, displaying
of emotions more quickly thanother people around them.
We are going to see people losetheir cookies, folks, and see
people have a failure toregulate their normal emotions
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and really, in the big picture,the energetic picture, emotions
are 3D.
Because none of that you knowwhen you and I are pure love and
light.
All of this duality good, bad,wrong, right all of the emotions
, the thoughts, we don't needany of that.
We're one, we're perfect, wherewe are in full alignment with
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God, our source, and none ofthat will be part of who we are.
When we reach that and itsdestination, unknown, we don't
know.
But we know that we're here tohelp people through this
incredible onslaught ofemotional evil in every aspect
of society.
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And I know that this is kind ofa choppy show today, but it's
really profoundly.
I'm still pondering and pausingand thinking about it myself.
It's a huge sila for me today,because true emotional
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intelligence is literallyrealizing that happiness, peace,
that's an inside job.
It's not about controlling theworld outside.
It's not about controlling theworld outside.
We can't control anythingaround us.
We can't control how othersreact, how others are, how
they're going to respond.
The only thing that we cancontrol is learning how to
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master our own inner states, andit is quite a challenge right
now, and I am here to say that Ireally feel like it's very,
very, very important right nowto do so, and I'm grateful for
every lesson.
Another quote that I picked upthis morning as I was in prayer,
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and it's an unknown quote andit says exams are not about who
is the best, but about who canhandle pressure the best.
We are living in a pressurecooker and I got three rapid
opportunities this morning and Icame out of each of them with
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the lesson that I'm trying topresent to you in a very choppy
way, but here it is.
I am free to be just who I am,and today I am profoundly
affected by those lessons.
Am I ready for this hugeworldwide upheaval?
And now I want to shift to thetool belt the things that I have
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already experienced and mygo-tos.
My dear, dear friend and healer,sandy, told me a couple of
months ago.
She said stay in love, terry.
See, I even forget sometimesthat I am a brand new creation
and at the time she did sayTerry, but I'm no longer Terry,
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I'm Teresa Marie, I am, I am, Iam an ambassador of God's Holy
Spirit, of his chi, and TeresaMarie began to put that into
practice.
How do you stay in love?
So I'm going to tell you what Ido.
I have a love belt.
I have little snippets ofmemories that immediately, even
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now as I'm speaking, I can feelmy body change.
I see my granddaughter, emeraldrunning out of that apartment
and wrapping her arms and legsaround me and saying Grammy, and
hugging me so tight.
I see the love in my husband'seyes.
I see little snippets from petscoming and leaning up against
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my leg to trees.
That just absolutely made mefeel so grateful to be alive.
What causes you to go into that12th dimension of love and light
?
You have to practice bringingthem up in an instant, in an
instant, in an instant, and I'mgrateful for my love library.
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The other thing I do is I havecertain music that I can put on,
and I don't know what that isfor you.
You do and I'll put on certainmusic and it'll absolutely take
any tension in my body away andI immediately feel that love and
light just course through mybody.
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And that is exactly what wehave to do with upheaval.
We have to learn to let it go,bring ourselves back to the
place of peace so that we canbreathe and we can think and we
can listen.
That's the next step, you know.
So, before I get to the nextstep of listening, I want to
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continue down the path ofstaying in love.
I myself, not only music andmemories, but movement.
When I'm feeling disconnected,if I'm feeling the dishevel, if
I'm feeling the not the dishevel, the upheaval, the tension in
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my body, as soon as I recognizeit, I get up and I move, whether
it's just a walk, whether it'sjust, you know, get up and use
the restroom, get a drink ofwater.
Sometimes it's to literallywalk outside, and that goes hand
in hand with the listening,because you and you alone knows
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what you alone need to bringyourself back to that place.
So I want you to think aboutwhat is it that you need to do
to bring yourself into thatplace of where your body relaxes
, where your mind isn't spinning, that place of unspeakable?
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You can't even speak about itbecause it's just such a place
of peace that it's unexplainable.
That's what you need topractice.
Whatever it takes for you toget there, you need to stay in
love.
And then this week she gave meanother step and that was listen
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, even if it's a few minutes,when the upheavals come, and
they will on a daily basis.
There are going to be some daysthat the entire day is an
upheaval.
Folks Ever been there?
Sure you have.
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If you are walking yourself outof this program way of being,
you have been in days ofcomplete upheaval, days where
your body is literally screamingI do not want to be at this job
anymore and your other lowerself is going yes, but, but, but
, but.
And then, all of a sudden, theupheaval.
Just, you know how many of youhave ever walked out on a job?
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It may be the first time thatyou've ever literally walked.
I remember the first one that Idid.
And then it gets easier becauseyou have literally broken that
chain, that wire, those littlespidey, little tiny, fuzzy
beings.
You know, first you break outthe chain, the chain breaks, but
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then, just like I use theanalogy of a um, uh, what do you
call those?
Um felt things?
Um, oh, my gosh, I'm, I'm notthinking, and that's good,
because we need to lose ourminds.
A pipe cleaner there I got it.
Take that mind.
That's what it's like.
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It's like the programs that wehave so deep, deeply seated
within us.
Initially we pluck out the wireand then there's all these
little fuzzy things that westill have to deal with Some
programs.
It's the reverse we pluck outone little piece of fuzz at a
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time and, like some of mine, thefinancial one and the work one,
the financial one and the workone for sure, just stepping into
being an entrepreneur.
I'm not quite there yet.
That's the big wire for me,right, and little by little we
get there.
But there are some days wherethe battle in your own
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consciousness is going to beraging.
And then you're going to stepoutside into the world and the
world is going to be raging.
And then you're going to stepoutside into the world and the
world is going to be raging.
And if you don't think that,we're going to have to find that
place of peace.
And a former teacher of minedid leave some really good
lessons, along with the definitewhat nots to do.
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But one of them was you know,it's easy to meditate when
you're sitting in a quiet roomall by yourself and everything's
completely quiet.
Now take that, oh, oh.
You conquered that.
You can hear your heartbeatGreat.
Now go to Times Square onFriday afternoon and replicate
it.
And that is what we're heading,that's what we're in.
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That's what we need to learnhow to constantly, immediately,
at the drop of a dime, go backto.
In fact, eventually, all youand I, fellow lightworkers, we
have to remain there.
We just have to stay there allthe time in that place of peace,
and we have to look out witheyes of love and compassion and
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remember that we were once justlearning and waking up and
moving through, and movingthrough and moving through, and,
at whatever capacity, we needto be there to help.
We need to be prepared.
So, just as I am ponderingthese thoughts, I just would
like you to just take thesethoughts and seal them today.
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What are the things in your lifethat you have to walk away from
?
I don't know why it took me solong in my own personal
evolution to deal with thephysical health of my body.
Well, sure I do.
It's because I had suchself-hate and I had to rectify
that.
I had to delete that from who Itruly am love and light and I
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had to see myself the way mycreator sees me perfect and
forgiven, and continuing on thejourney and being courageous and
diligent and progressing,because I already am perfect.
I am just working out thefreedom to be so.
So exams aren't about who doesthe best folks, it's who can
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handle the most pressure.
And I just want to help thosethat want to help others by
saying prepare yourself in a waythat you never have before,
because it is you know.
So much has changed.
We have gone through anincredible time of cleansing and
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deleting and letting go, andnow it is time to fully embrace
and embody the spirituallightworkers, the strength, the
lionesses, the lions that we are, those that have come to help.
And I'm going to close withJonathan Lockhart Huey's quote,
and he says a world in upheavalis the breaking of the old sod,
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the revealing of rich, freshsoil, the revealing of rich,
fresh soil.
Now I just want to back up andhave you think about that.
Do you feel like your old waysof being were just hammered with
a big, sharp spade?
Hammered right down to yourheart some days, hammered to the
point where you felt like youcouldn't breathe?
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Been there, done that.
Have you had the breaking ofyour old self, out of the
program way of being.
And there were days where youwere in the fetal position
screaming out to God stop theworld, I want to get off.
That was the breaking of theold illusion of you.
To do what?
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To reveal rich, fresh soil orlittle beams of light and
feelings of love.
And we all have had them,because we all know what bliss
is like.
We came from bliss, we camefrom perfection, we came from a
dimension where there is nosorrow, no suffering, no illness
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, no emotional upheavals.
Sorrow, no suffering, noillness, no emotional upheavals.
And we need to pull that backin as much as we can.
And what does this breaking ofthe old and the revealing of the
rich soil give us?
It makes us ready for newplanting, ready for the new ways
of being.
We are ready, lightworkers, wehave been ready, and whatever we
don't know yet will be revealedto us the moment we need it.
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And in the meantime, we honethe gifts that we already have
and we keep the tools and theexperiences and the skills, ever
sharpened, prepared andavailable.
And then we rejoice in theopportunity to sow a brand new
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crop into humanity.
Because you see, as we begin toexhibit the fact that we're
still standing, that we're notfreaking out, that we are stable
and steady and we are the onesthat the emotionally upheavaled
people come to.
We're planting seeds.
Wow, I remember Therese Marieand I was freaking out and she
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was there and she listened.
And there's the last pieceListen, listen, listen, listen.
You know it's so funny.
I have a tattoo of Sanskrit onmy right forearm that I look at
all the time and it's theSanskrit way of describing what
it is to listen, not just withyour ears, but with your eyes
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and your body and your soul andyour whole being.
That's the kind of listeningI'm talking about.
If you have to sit for a halfhour in meditation and practice,
learning what it's like to bein the quiet, that's kind of
where you begin.
But now in my journey, it's thelistening moment by moment,
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starting my day saying you knowwhat, god?
I know that you have this plan,these steps today, and I want
to be within that plan.
I want to be in alignment.
One of my mantras that I usewith my mala beads is I am ready
, I'm aligned, I receive byfaith.
I am ready, I'm aligned and Ireceive by faith.
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Receive what Direction?
Guidance, words of wisdom whatto avoid, when to go ahead Now,
I'm very new at this avoid, whento go ahead Now, I'm very new
at this.
I would say that I am dustingoff this skill because the
skills are within us.
Telepathy is within us.
Folks, how do you think Godspeaks to your heart Through
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telepathy, through the grid, theenergy?
So what I do is I just ask.
So what I do is I just ask am Isupposed to go do this today?
And then, if I don't hearanything, often it's something
will break or something willobstruct what I thought I was
supposed to do.
Oh, okay, now I get it.
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Yeah.
So you listen with your wholebeing.
You listen to what's happeningaround you.
You listen to what's happeningin your heart, in your spirit,
what's happening in your energyfield.
Listen, listen, listen and livein the atmosphere of love.
That's how we're going to getus through and that's how we're
going to plant seeds for othersin whatever aspect of their
journey, which, I might remindus all, is a never ending
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journey to a destination unknown.
But we keep on keeping on,because that's what we're called
to do.
We don't give up, we continueto progress, we continue to let
go of trying to be perfect, butwe get up and we take one step
forward, even if it's a tiny,tiny step, to be more and more
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authentic and more likeourselves.
And we trust that we're goingto be led on paths of truth and
guidance.
And when we make a quote,unquote mistake, we remind
ourselves there's no mistakes,it's just lessons.
They were just there asopportunities for us to learn
something new.
So on this day of a walk away,wednesday, I just ask you what
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ways of being do you need towalk away from that you know are
no longer serving you, humanity?
What ways of being do you knowdo serve you?
That you need to hone andsharpen and keep ever close to
your heart Selah.
The upheaval of our world and the upheaval of our
consciousness are one and thesame is a quote by Carl Jung,
and I welcome you back to Freeto Just Be the podcast inspiring
and empowering humanity tocourageously step out of old,
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familiar patterns and especiallymatrix programs, childhood
traumas, false beliefs, toembrace a brand new way of being
and to usher in a new earth.
And I hope this finds you inthe greatest health today, with
vibrant energy, because you andI have chosen to accept the full
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responsibility for our body,minds and souls.
Here, your host, that be me,teresa Marie, an ambassador of
God's Chi, will attempt toinspire you to truly be who you
came here to be authentic, free.
Be who you came here to beauthentic, free and align with
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your highest potential, not tomention always being aligned
with God.
So join me on thistransformative journey to
rewrite our narratives.
Head back inside to our heart,get out of our mind, which has
been programmed, and live livesof purpose and passion.
And I welcome you back on thiswonder-filled Wednesday.
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And today I want tospecifically talk to my brothers
and sister lightworkers, tothose of us that have been on
this awakening path for 10 yearsor more.
It's been about 18 years for me, and specifically I want to
talk today about preparing foremotional upheaval.
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Now it's all around us.
I open with Carl Jung's quoteabout how the upheaval in our
world literally correlates withwhat's going on in our
consciousness, because it's allenergy, folks.
It's all energy and those ofyou that have just maybe
discovered free to just be,maybe you just began to awaken,
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maybe you've taken a smalllittle piece of that red pill
and you wish you didn't see someof the truths or some of the
lies that you've recognized nowthat you've walked and woke
yourself up about.
And it's so prevalent right now.
There's so much upheaval in theworld and the news is just
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pumping it and pumping it andpumping it and it's like a time
bomb, and that's what a lot ofthe world is going through,
especially here in America.
It is like a ticking time bombof emotion that has been stuffed
and it's just.
It's like the jack in the boxis getting ready to literally
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explode out and say I can't dothis anymore as a collective
people, and that's why today Ireally want to speak to those of
us that have been on the path alot longer and this dropped in
this morning because I had threeminor but yet very specific
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little incidents from the time Igot up until this morning and
my very own sleep has beendisturbed.
And all of that.
And for me it's becausephysically, I have taken the
reins back and I am now clearingmy physical body out and so I
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have toxins exiting and I havenew chi coming in and I have all
of this tumultuousness insidemy physical body, which in turn
will also give me certainsymptoms.
I will be more sensitive toenergy and different symptoms of
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that transition, for example,from burning sugar to fat, as I
spoke about in several issues.
Oh, my goodness, I'm having ahard time talking today, but as
I was thinking about this thismorning, so I woke up and my
vision was really blurry and itwas really odd to me this is
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hindsight.
It took me two hours, butinitially, when it happened, it
was like my immediate responsewas fear and I sat there for a
minute and I really wasn't surewhat to do with that and I let
it wash over me and it wasdefinitely fear.
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I could feel it, my body tensedand I began to go down that
path of oh crap, what, if right?
Because my eyes for the lastcouple of weeks have been a
little bit blurry and this typeof thing.
And now I already knew in myhead that this is
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physiologically what isoccurring, because I'm shifting
from one method of energy withinmy physical body to another.
I understand that and Iexpected that, but at the moment
when I first came into reallysemi-consciousness because I had
just woke up and I immediatelysat up, and I sat up too rapidly
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to begin with, and I havereally reduced my caloric intake
in the last two weeks.
So my body is going throughthis whole metamorphosis
physically and I was thereforemuch more susceptible to what
was waiting in the background.
Okay, because as we step out ofone program after another, as we
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face the childhood traumas anddemons of our past and recognize
, acknowledge, mind, trace themback and then say you know what,
this is the cause of that and Iam not that person anymore, in
fact, I am not the past and thenyou let it go, all of those
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things occurring.
Well, it all will kind ofremain in your background, ready
to pounce on you again inmoments of.
You know it could be physicalweakness, emotional weakness or
spiritual weakness or, in mycase this morning, just a
combination of thereof.
Right, I got up too quick, Iwas low in caloric intake, my
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blood pressure had pretty muchtanked and I have a history of
low blood pressure anyway, so myvision was much more blurry.
And immediately there it wasand I got up and I kind of
slowly walked around and I admitI was so freaked out that I
actually told my husband wow,you know, I'm a little concerned
, I'm really having a struggleseeing this morning and really
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what really got me was steppingon the scale and not being able
to see the numbers.
I was like what the crap ishappening?
Right, so that happened.
Another thing happened wassomebody from my former 10, 11
year, probably more like 11years ago now, from my prepper
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days, my survival group days, mydays of spending hours
researching the news trail andfollowing the money.
I got a hit on one of my sitesfrom one of those people and it
just put me on like high alert.
It just put me in a place whereI was thinking along those
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lines of what if this happensand what if that happens?
And again, in retrospect ittook me a few minutes.
And then the third thing thathappened was I had a dear, dear,
my best friend actually call meand she Zoom called me or I
don't know the kind of call thatyou see on the video and she
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was very obviously in thehospital.
I could see the hospital gownand in the last several months
there have been severalindividuals that are dear to me
that are now having differentphysical ailments and situations
, and all three of theseindividuals are vaccinated, and
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we've had conversations backwhen that was all a big thing
and yet these people that I lovechose to do so, and I was
really taken back because thatcall came after those first two
hits.
So I was doubly vulnerable andfelt very uncomfortable
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listening to what she was goingthrough, because I honestly was
at a loss for what to share withthis one I love so much,
because it's cause and effect.
It's, you know, you do yourresearch and you take care of
your body and all of that, andif you choose inaccurately, then
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there will be a consequence to.
There's always cause and effectand I'm not here to judge or
anything like that, but thestatistics are becoming clearer
and clearer for those of us onthe planet that don't really
want to look at them, and so itwas a difficult and awkward
conversation and I will get backto her.
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She had to leave becausesomebody was coming in from the
medical facility and she had toleave.
And I was grateful because Irecognized that I was not
prepared to have conversation oreven to listen to somebody at
that level of upheaval physicaland emotional and spiritual
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upheaval and that is why God istelling me that today is the day
I need to share with my fellowlightworkers, those of us who
know that, we know that we knowthat we are here to literally
help massive amounts of peopleto get through the other side of
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this matrix, because you and I,my dear shiny lightworkers and
that's not to say that everybodydoesn't have their own shine
I'm just saying that we are allat different levels of this
ascension.
Some people are not awake atall, some people have just begun
to awaken, some are a couple ofmonths in, some are years in,
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and some of us have a lot moretime in, and we've experienced
this rodeo numerous times.
And I just want to remind us,those of us that are here to
help humanity through thegreatest energetic shift on the
planet.
And so, to go back to CarlJung's quote that I opened with,
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this upheaval in our world isliterally happening in our
collective consciousness, andI'm very grateful for those wham
, bam, three, three, right in arow.
And it was if the Spirit of Godwas saying remember, look at
this, look at this.
And I'm grateful because itreminded me that now more than
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ever, we do need to prepare foremotional upheaval.
And, my fellow lightworkers,you and I know we have toolboxes
, tool belts that we have builtover the time, that we have,
little by little, one program ata time, one false belief at a
time, as we've looked at it, aswe've forgave, as we've let go,
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we've let go as we've deleted,as we've learned new ways of
being, as we have created newways to live our lives.
We have this arsenal and I'mhere to remind us that it is
time to really hone in on thoseskills and those tools that we
have developed.
Because I just feel in myspirit that we are the dam is
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about to break and I feel likethe jack in the box is going to
literally explode out of the boxand there's going to be
emotional and physical upheavalson our planet like we have
never seen before.
And I just want to remember, andI'm reminding myself even as I
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say this, and you can tell thatthis is literally just coming
from my heart and it's evendeveloping as I speak, because
this isn't me myself speak,because this isn't me myself,
teresa Marie, speaking.
I feel like this is from theheart of God that we need to be
prepared to help others.
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And if we are not stable enoughand if we are not grounded
enough, and if we don't know howto get right back to the source
of peace within ourselvesimmediately, I think that right
now, especially in my world, Ifeel like I am going to
concentrate more and more onthose skills of practicing not
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two hours, not 20 minutes, nottwo minutes, but immediate, not
even two seconds that I can justremain in that place of peace
and power.
That is our satsuma, that isour place of power, that's where
our sovereignty lives, becausewe are simply energy folks.
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We're love and light in ourtrue way that we are.
We're not this body, we're notthe thoughts, we're not the
emotions.
We are love and light and pure,pure energy.
And we need to remind ourselveson the daily, especially now,
that that is the case.
And so when the emotions floodin and they're gonna, it's going
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to be flood upon flood uponflood.
And if you don't have thatwherewithal, if you don't have
that grounding, if you don'thave that calmness in the storm,
that peace that passes allunderstanding, that anchor to
your source, if you don't havethat direct line to God, you are
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not only going to not helpanybody around you, you are
going to sink yourself aroundyou, you are going to sink
yourself.
And that is coming fromsomebody that has recognized
many, many, many things in thelast 20 plus years.
And I just want to remind uswhat Louise Kaplan and she was a
psychologist that she worked alot with childhood psyches right
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, and she said that adolescencerepresents an inner emotional
upheaval.
And get this.
And I want you to take thisnext part of this quote and
broaden it to what we are goingthrough as a collective
consciousness, as humanity onthis planet, in the midst of
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huge upheavals, right.
So she says it's an upheaval, astruggle between the eternal
human wish to cling to the pastand the equally powerful wish to
get on with the future.
This is what the evolution ofhuman consciousness is going
through.
Literally, she described it.
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We are struggling to cling tothe illusion that the way
everything is right now, the waythe matrix has controlled us
and you know there's so manyvoices out there oh, there's no
matrix.
You know this is all someconspiracy theories and no,
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these are ways of being which wechose to get in bed with.
And right now there are peoplesaying well, you know, this
always worked for me.
You know, just like I wastalking yesterday, you know, I
don't have to worry, I don'tneed to know anything, because
anything important, you know,I'm going to find out on the
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internet.
Well, what if the internet goesdown?
Right, what if the facts comingout of Google and I use Google
all the time, hey, google, I askquestions all the time.
However, if you are not aseeker yourself and if you are
not connected to the source ofall wisdom and knowledge, then
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you're always going to be alittle bit out of sync and a
little bit crooked, so to speak.
Right, and the main task is tostay connected and to find that
place of peace in the midst ofall these wars and upheavals and
emotions swirling, andliterally those of you that
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aren't lightworkers.
If you open your eyes and yousee the clash between families,
between fellow workers, betweenfriends, between husbands and
wives, between parents andchildren, when you see the
dissonance everywhere around itis so incredibly loud and we are
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headed for much, much more ofit, and so John Maxwell reminds
me that it's better to preparethan to despair.
Now I'm very, very grateful forthese three incidences this
morning which caused me a littlebit of fear and despair, and it
was just like remember,remember how easy it was to get
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sucked in.
Remember, and that made methink you know what?
No, that's not who I am anymore, and I want to bring up
something that was so cool thatI experienced yesterday as I was
outdoor dashing and I went by alot of fast food places, and
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I'm here to tell you that fortwo years, you know, not only
did I go to racetrack for mycoffee, sometimes I'd go out of
my way for a racetrack for mycoffee, sometimes I'd go out of
my way for a racetrack cup ofcoffee, yes, out of those
disgusting machines that theybarely clean, where millions of
hands are touching them, and youknow, then, of course, I put in
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the poisonous milk, you know,and all of that.
And see, you know, you can lookat this as the facts and
recognize that it's a verydifficult escape route out of
this illusion of 3D and it is avery difficult place to be right
now, because we are surroundedby the assaults everywhere the
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air we breathe, definitely thefood we eat, the water we drink,
all the propaganda coming inthrough our eye gates, the
dependency on electronics, thehealth issues, all of it.
I mean you start swirling inthat mire.
It's very, very difficult tothink that we're ever going to
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get out of this alive.
And that is exactly what thiswhole program, this whole, it's
like.
I liken it to a video game andwe chose to step into the screen
and we are being manipulated bythat controller, that game
controller, to go this way.
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And then what's happening is,within the game, there are
people rising up and they'resaying, no, I'm not going to do
that anymore.
And there are gamers that havewon game after game after game
and all of a sudden, they havethis formidable opponent.
And that needs to be ushumanity.
It needs to be the ones thatare awakened to the fact that we
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have been given a raw deal,that there are few that would
like to rule the world, and we,like sheep, like herds of sheep,
we followed.
And once you wake up to that,nothing can go back to the same.
And so once that happens, thenyou start thinking along those
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lines.
But then there's the conflictof interest your spouse might
not be there, your childrenmight not be there, and there's
all this convolution going on.
And then you take that justfrom one married couple or one
or two people that live togetherin a house, and you think of
that upheaval.
And then you take it out intosociety and that upheaval, and
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then you take it into theworkplace and that upheaval and
it just grows and it grows andit grows exponentially and that
is what's going to continue tohappen, like a pressure cooker.
And so I'm here to remind usthat it is incredibly important,
especially in this time whereeverybody is changing their
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energetic signature, whetherthey recognize it or not.
And one of the main symptoms ofthe Kundalini awakening and I
dare say that many of the lightworkers, if they haven't fully
come through the kundalini, areeither in the midst of or very
close to the completion of theirkundalini awakening and there
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it is those of you that havejust begun their awakening
journey might want to go andlook up what a kundalini
awakening is.
But some of the symptoms thatyou'll experience during this
kundalini experience is thatyou'll have extreme polarities
of your emotions.
You'll move from euphoria oneminute or one day to complete
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depression the next, and you attimes feel like you have no
control over your emotions.
And you at times feel like youhave no control over your
emotions and that's a result ofyour hormones changing through
your endocrine system and it'svery, very uncomfortable, as one
who has gone through many ofthese upheavals and having to
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recognize, you know, andliterally talk myself through it
, talk myself through it like Idid yesterday.
And to go back to that example,yesterday I'm driving and
there's all these fast foodplaces and you know, that's what
I lived on.
And my old self, the hippiefreak of the South that I put to
bed, she was right there sayingyou know, you know you want it.
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And there was a new person intown, a new person in the car
with me, a new person that's inthis body that my love and light
is housed in right now, andit's my higher self, it's Teresa
Marie.
And she immediately was like oh, no, no, no, I see what you're
doing.
You're sucking me back in tothe old matrix way of thinking.
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And no, I'm not doing thatanymore.
I love myself far too much.
I'm not putting that poison inmy body.
These were the conversations Iwas having and I was amazed at
the rapidness.
It was like it was already partof me.
No, I'm not doing that.
And I introduced coffee backinto my life yesterday good
coffee, and with a collagen anda green powder from a very
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reputable source, and no creamer, no sugar and just one cup.
Just one cup a day, becausethere are medicinal values to
all of the ingredients that Iput in my cup.
But that person that I was isright in the wings waiting for
opportunity to get back in, andwe cannot allow those to come
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back into our world.
Do we understand that?
We have to hold the course?
We have to.
We have to hold the course.
We have to continually speak toourselves in truth.
We have to say, no, I'm herefor a purpose and I'm here to
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help humanity and therefore I amgoing to be a well oiled
machine.
And no, I don't do X, y, zanymore.
And see, these are the waysthat we stay strong.
Some of the symptoms ofemotional upheaval that we're
going to see everywhere aroundus a quickness to anger, the
knee-jerk reaction, the lowfrustration, tolerance.
People are so frustratedinternally now that suddenly
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what's going to happen is onemore outside force will trigger
them and boom, they're going toexplode.
We see it everywhere Drive-bysand acts of violence, displaying
of emotions more quickly thanother people around them.
We are going to see people losetheir cookies, folks, and see
people have a failure toregulate their normal emotions
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and really, in the big picture,the energetic picture, emotions
are 3D.
Because none of that you knowwhen you and I are pure love and
light.
All of this duality good, bad,wrong, right all of the emotions
, the thoughts, we don't needany of that.
We're one, we're perfect, wherewe are in full alignment with
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God, our source, and none ofthat will be part of who we are.
When we reach that and itsdestination, unknown, we don't
know.
But we know that we're here tohelp people through this
incredible onslaught ofemotional evil in every aspect
of society.
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And I know that this is kind ofa choppy show today, but it's
really profoundly.
I'm still pondering and pausingand thinking about it myself.
It's a huge sila for me today,because true emotional
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intelligence is literallyrealizing that happiness, peace,
that's an inside job.
It's not about controlling theworld outside.
It's not about controlling theworld outside.
We can't control anythingaround us.
We can't control how othersreact, how others are, how
they're going to respond.
The only thing that we cancontrol is learning how to
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master our own inner states, andit is quite a challenge right
now, and I am here to say that Ireally feel like it's very,
very, very important right nowto do so, and I'm grateful for
every lesson.
Another quote that I picked upthis morning as I was in prayer,
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and it's an unknown quote andit says exams are not about who
is the best, but about who canhandle pressure the best.
We are living in a pressurecooker and I got three rapid
opportunities this morning and Icame out of each of them with
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the lesson that I'm trying topresent to you in a very choppy
way, but here it is.
I am free to be just who I am,and today I am profoundly
affected by those lessons.
Am I ready for this hugeworldwide upheaval?
And now I want to shift to thetool belt the things that I have
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already experienced and mygo-tos.
My dear, dear friend and healer,sandy, told me a couple of
months ago.
She said stay in love, terry.
See, I even forget sometimesthat I am a brand new creation
and at the time she did sayTerry, but I'm no longer Terry,
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I'm Teresa Marie, I am, I am, Iam an ambassador of God's Holy
Spirit, of his chi, and TeresaMarie began to put that into
practice.
How do you stay in love?
So I'm going to tell you what Ido.
I have a love belt.
I have little snippets ofmemories that immediately, even
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now as I'm speaking, I can feelmy body change.
I see my granddaughter, emeraldrunning out of that apartment
and wrapping her arms and legsaround me and saying Grammy, and
hugging me so tight.
I see the love in my husband'seyes.
I see little snippets from petscoming and leaning up against
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my leg to trees.
That just absolutely made mefeel so grateful to be alive.
What causes you to go into that12th dimension of love and light
?
You have to practice bringingthem up in an instant, in an
instant, in an instant, and I'mgrateful for my love library.
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The other thing I do is I havecertain music that I can put on,
and I don't know what that isfor you.
You do and I'll put on certainmusic and it'll absolutely take
any tension in my body away andI immediately feel that love and
light just course through mybody.
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And that is exactly what wehave to do with upheaval.
We have to learn to let it go,bring ourselves back to the
place of peace so that we canbreathe and we can think and we
can listen.
That's the next step, you know.
So, before I get to the nextstep of listening, I want to
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continue down the path ofstaying in love.
I myself, not only music andmemories, but movement.
When I'm feeling disconnected,if I'm feeling the dishevel, if
I'm feeling the not the dishevel, the upheaval, the tension in
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my body, as soon as I recognizeit, I get up and I move, whether
it's just a walk, whether it'sjust, you know, get up and use
the restroom, get a drink ofwater.
Sometimes it's to literallywalk outside, and that goes hand
in hand with the listening,because you and you alone knows
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what you alone need to bringyourself back to that place.
So I want you to think aboutwhat is it that you need to do
to bring yourself into thatplace of where your body relaxes
, where your mind isn't spinning, that place of unspeakable?
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You can't even speak about itbecause it's just such a place
of peace that it's unexplainable.
That's what you need topractice.
Whatever it takes for you toget there, you need to stay in
love.
And then this week she gave meanother step and that was listen
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, even if it's a few minutes,when the upheavals come, and
they will on a daily basis.
There are going to be some daysthat the entire day is an
upheaval.
Folks Ever been there?
Sure you have.
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If you are walking yourself outof this program way of being,
you have been in days ofcomplete upheaval, days where
your body is literally screamingI do not want to be at this job
anymore and your other lowerself is going yes, but, but, but
, but.
And then, all of a sudden, theupheaval.
Just, you know how many of youhave ever walked out on a job?
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It may be the first time thatyou've ever literally walked.
I remember the first one that Idid.
And then it gets easier becauseyou have literally broken that
chain, that wire, those littlespidey, little tiny, fuzzy
beings.
You know, first you break outthe chain, the chain breaks, but
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then, just like I use theanalogy of a um, uh, what do you
call those?
Um felt things?
Um, oh, my gosh, I'm, I'm notthinking, and that's good,
because we need to lose ourminds.
A pipe cleaner there I got it.
Take that mind.
That's what it's like.
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It's like the programs that wehave so deep, deeply seated
within us.
Initially we pluck out the wireand then there's all these
little fuzzy things that westill have to deal with Some
programs.
It's the reverse we pluck outone little piece of fuzz at a
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time and, like some of mine, thefinancial one and the work one,
the financial one and the workone for sure, just stepping into
being an entrepreneur.
I'm not quite there yet.
That's the big wire for me,right, and little by little we
get there.
But there are some days wherethe battle in your own
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consciousness is going to beraging.
And then you're going to stepoutside into the world and the
world is going to be raging.
And then you're going to stepoutside into the world and the
world is going to be raging.
And if you don't think that,we're going to have to find that
place of peace.
And a former teacher of minedid leave some really good
lessons, along with the definitewhat nots to do.
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But one of them was you know,it's easy to meditate when
you're sitting in a quiet roomall by yourself and everything's
completely quiet.
Now take that, oh, oh.
You conquered that.
You can hear your heartbeatGreat.
Now go to Times Square onFriday afternoon and replicate
it.
And that is what we're heading,that's what we're in.
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That's what we need to learnhow to constantly, immediately,
at the drop of a dime, go backto.
In fact, eventually, all youand I, fellow lightworkers, we
have to remain there.
We just have to stay there allthe time in that place of peace,
and we have to look out witheyes of love and compassion and
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remember that we were once justlearning and waking up and
moving through, and movingthrough and moving through, and,
at whatever capacity, we needto be there to help.
We need to be prepared.
So, just as I am ponderingthese thoughts, I just would
like you to just take thesethoughts and seal them today.
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What are the things in your lifethat you have to walk away from
?
I don't know why it took me solong in my own personal
evolution to deal with thephysical health of my body.
Well, sure I do.
It's because I had suchself-hate and I had to rectify
that.
I had to delete that from who Itruly am love and light and I
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had to see myself the way mycreator sees me perfect and
forgiven, and continuing on thejourney and being courageous and
diligent and progressing,because I already am perfect.
I am just working out thefreedom to be so.
So exams aren't about who doesthe best folks, it's who can
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handle the most pressure.
And I just want to help thosethat want to help others by
saying prepare yourself in a waythat you never have before,
because it is you know.
So much has changed.
We have gone through anincredible time of cleansing and
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deleting and letting go, andnow it is time to fully embrace
and embody the spirituallightworkers, the strength, the
lionesses, the lions that we are, those that have come to help.
And I'm going to close withJonathan Lockhart Huey's quote,
and he says a world in upheavalis the breaking of the old sod,
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the revealing of rich, freshsoil, the revealing of rich,
fresh soil.
Now I just want to back up andhave you think about that.
Do you feel like your old waysof being were just hammered with
a big, sharp spade?
Hammered right down to yourheart some days, hammered to the
point where you felt like youcouldn't breathe?
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Been there, done that.
Have you had the breaking ofyour old self, out of the
program way of being.
And there were days where youwere in the fetal position
screaming out to God stop theworld, I want to get off.
That was the breaking of theold illusion of you.
To do what?
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To reveal rich, fresh soil orlittle beams of light and
feelings of love.
And we all have had them,because we all know what bliss
is like.
We came from bliss, we camefrom perfection, we came from a
dimension where there is nosorrow, no suffering, no illness
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, no emotional upheavals.
Sorrow, no suffering, noillness, no emotional upheavals.
And we need to pull that backin as much as we can.
And what does this breaking ofthe old and the revealing of the
rich soil give us?
It makes us ready for newplanting, ready for the new ways
of being.
We are ready, lightworkers, wehave been ready, and whatever we
don't know yet will be revealedto us the moment we need it.
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And in the meantime, we honethe gifts that we already have
and we keep the tools and theexperiences and the skills, ever
sharpened, prepared andavailable.
And then we rejoice in theopportunity to sow a brand new
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crop into humanity.
Because you see, as we begin toexhibit the fact that we're
still standing, that we're notfreaking out, that we are stable
and steady and we are the onesthat the emotionally upheavaled
people come to.
We're planting seeds.
Wow, I remember Therese Marieand I was freaking out and she
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was there and she listened.
And there's the last pieceListen, listen, listen, listen.
You know it's so funny.
I have a tattoo of Sanskrit onmy right forearm that I look at
all the time and it's theSanskrit way of describing what
it is to listen, not just withyour ears, but with your eyes
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and your body and your soul andyour whole being.
That's the kind of listeningI'm talking about.
If you have to sit for a halfhour in meditation and practice,
learning what it's like to bein the quiet, that's kind of
where you begin.
But now in my journey, it's thelistening moment by moment,
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starting my day saying you knowwhat, god?
I know that you have this plan,these steps today, and I want
to be within that plan.
I want to be in alignment.
One of my mantras that I usewith my mala beads is I am ready
, I'm aligned, I receive byfaith.
I am ready, I'm aligned and Ireceive by faith.
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Receive what Direction?
Guidance, words of wisdom whatto avoid, when to go ahead Now,
I'm very new at this avoid, whento go ahead Now, I'm very new
at this.
I would say that I am dustingoff this skill because the
skills are within us.
Telepathy is within us.
Folks, how do you think Godspeaks to your heart Through
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telepathy, through the grid, theenergy?
So what I do is I just ask.
So what I do is I just ask am Isupposed to go do this today?
And then, if I don't hearanything, often it's something
will break or something willobstruct what I thought I was
supposed to do.
Oh, okay, now I get it.
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Yeah.
So you listen with your wholebeing.
You listen to what's happeningaround you.
You listen to what's happeningin your heart, in your spirit,
what's happening in your energyfield.
Listen, listen, listen and livein the atmosphere of love.
That's how we're going to getus through and that's how we're
going to plant seeds for othersin whatever aspect of their
journey, which, I might remindus all, is a never ending
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journey to a destination unknown.
But we keep on keeping on,because that's what we're called
to do.
We don't give up, we continueto progress, we continue to let
go of trying to be perfect, butwe get up and we take one step
forward, even if it's a tiny,tiny step, to be more and more
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authentic and more likeourselves.
And we trust that we're goingto be led on paths of truth and
guidance.
And when we make a quote,unquote mistake, we remind
ourselves there's no mistakes,it's just lessons.
They were just there asopportunities for us to learn
something new.
So on this day of a walk away,wednesday, I just ask you what
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ways of being do you need towalk away from that you know are
no longer serving you, humanity?
What ways of being do you knowdo serve you?
That you need to hone andsharpen and keep ever close to
your heart Selah.
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