"I thought having a baby would bring us closer…instead, it unleashed a MONSTER."
In today's raw and emotional episode, Lisa sits down with Taylor Windmon, a survivor whose seemingly perfect relationship took a dark and terrifying turn immediately after childbirth. Taylor shares the shocking reality of her postpartum experience—how the man she loved transformed into an abusive figure, using her vulnerability against her.
Taylor reveals how her partner weaponized her postpartum depression, using it to gaslight and isolate her, and threatening to take her child away. She recounts the reckless anger, the physical altercations, and the chilling moments when she realized she was trapped in a cycle of abuse. She also discusses the red flags she had missed, such as the violent language and anger directed toward other drivers, which are indicators of a potentially abusive personality.
This episode isn't just about Taylor's survival; it's a crucial discussion about postpartum abuse and the ways abusers exploit the unique vulnerabilities of new mothers. It's a vital resource for anyone who suspects something is wrong in their relationship, or who wants to support loved ones navigating the challenges of new parenthood. It also highlights the power of community – Taylor’s family and friends rallied alongside her to help her create a safe and loving home for her and her kids.
“From now on…I am going to put myself and my children first, and I'm gonna love correctly, and I'm going to be loved correctly.”
Just a heads up: This episode contains discussions of intimate partner violence, physical, emotional, financial, and psychological abuse, as well as postpartum depression and suicidal ideation. Some may find it upsetting. We encourage you to take care of yourself.
About Taylor Windmon
Taylor is a passionate advocate for breaking the cycle of domestic violence. Having survived two abusive relationships spanning mental, emotional, financial and physical abuse, she draws from her experience to help others recognize the signs of abuse, find support and reclaim their self worth, inspired by her own upbringing with a young mother who also endured violence, Taylor Windmon is determined to change the narrative for future generations through her growing Tiktok platform, she offers education, empowerment and hope to those seeking a path to freedom.
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If today’s conversation resonated with you and you are seeking more support in your own healing journey, here are some resources below:
If you or someone you know has been sexually assaulted, help is available. Call 800.656.HOPE (4673)
If you or someone you know is being trafficked, contact the National Human Trafficking Hotline. Text 233733 (befree).
PAVE is a 501(c)(3) non-profit creating a world free from sexual violence and building communities to support survivors.
Speak Out, Act, Reclaim (SOAR) is dedicated to providing a safe and empowering space for survivors of sex trafficking to reclaim their stories and stand up for themselves and each other.