In this raw and unfiltered episode of Giving All My Experience, Rashaad and Chade open up about what the past few weeks have looked like behind the scenes—spiritual lows, emotional weight, and navigating Zyon’s 8th birthday without her.
💔 Segment 1: Spiritual Highs & Lows
We talk about what it feels like to be disconnected from God, the guilt that creeps in when our faith doesn’t feel “strong,” and the pressure to lead even when we’re hurting.
→ “Sometimes silence from God isn’t a no—it’s a nudge to sit still and listen.”
🎂 Segment 2: Zyon’s 8th Birthday – The Joy, The Pain, The Weight
We reflect on Zyon’s birthday—how grief still shows up years later, how it impacts our faith and parenting, and why it’s okay to feel joy and sorrow in the same breath.
→ “Grief doesn’t get smaller—your capacity to carry it grows.”
🛐 Segment 3: Finding Our Way Back Spiritually
After the heaviness, how do we return to God? We talk about rebuilding our prayer life, showing up messy, and permitting ourselves to be honest with God again.
→ “When life gets loud, get quiet. Give yourself space to heal, feel, and reconnect—on your terms.”
❤️ If you’re feeling spiritually off or emotionally overwhelmed, this episode is for you. You’re not alone.
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