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Straw Hut Media. Hey Heartbreakers,I'm back from Greece. I'm feeling refreshed
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and ready to start this new chapterof the podcast with new guests and assume
to be new co host. Andyou know, the episodes are just gonna
get better and better, So makesure you subscribe to where we find your
podcast, which is YouTube, Apple, all the above, Spotify. You
guys are gonna love this episode.It's with my favorite tarot card reader of
all time, Lauren. She's beenwith me for a couple of years now,
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so stay tuned. All right,Heartbreakers, Today probably gonna be my
favorite episode. No offense, DoctorKelly, I know you're still here,
but Lauren. I hired Lauren whatwas it two years ago for one of
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my friend's birthday parties, and itwas on Halloween or it was like around
Halloween or something like that, andI was like, let's get some tarot
card readers. Yours was so accurateabout my life it like tripped me out
for like a long time. Andthen now me and Lauren do FaceTime calls
kind of frequently. How many timeshave I used you? Like a good
four or five? I feel likeshe's always right and it's just like I
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just love it, Like you're alwaysright scary, right, but it's never
like I like that you don't evertalk negative, like even if it is
slightly negative, like you don't scareme, you know what I mean,
like because there's like good or bad. Oh, it's like showing you the
path clarity, right, That's whatI try to tell people too. Yeah,
so yes, I know her fromtwo years ago. I mean remember
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when we used to dig through theguys that I was seeing, and then
you guys, literally each guy wouldstart seeing a guy and I would book
a call fair we dig through him, know everything about him. I'd be
like, never mind you like beforethey even tell me about themselves, which
is kind of fucked up. Yeahwhatever, yeah, yeah, So okay,
I want to do a little reading. Okay, are you ready?
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I'm just sure read a little bitor I don't know. I get nervous
before them. So getting a readingthe most important thing. And the thing
is like there's one thing to likeknow terial cards, and there's another thing
to be a psychic. So I'ma psychic medium. So we read the
cards, but you can actually readlike I have dice, I have cards.
I have all kinds of things thatyou can use. How do you
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know that you could do this?So since I was like my earliest memories
three four years old, uh,seeing spirits and deceased people. And I
grew up in New Orleans, sothe occult was around. Although I grew
up very Catholic, and so therewas always like this internal like, uh,
you know, struggle between like whichdirection do I go? Although I
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was very curious and then I startedI got tarot cards. I was like
twelve years old. You know,my first tarot cards? Who does your
family buy them for? You know, right, because you're Catholic? So
well, they were really open minded. My parents. They were artists,
and so they were very When Itold them I saw things and I felt
things, they would be like drawa picture of it or what was it?
And they helped me open up toit. I was always like really
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scared of people thinking I was crazybecause my life is like pretty psychedelic in
general, like I see things andfeel things that other people can't see.
And so I was like, youknow, are people going to believe me
when I'm reading them? But theaccuracy is like insane and so and that's
when I learned like I can seethe future like and it's like should I
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do that or should I not dothat? And it's like does that help
people or does that not help people? And what I found is that when
I do tell someone something that's goingto happen, it gives them some level
of awareness that they're more aware ofthe situation and their circumstance. And they
always come back to me like sograteful that I that I gave them the
information, and even like like reallycrazy things like certain dates when something's going
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to happen or someone's going to callyou. And I don't know why I
can do that, but you cando that too, I mean we can
we can learn how to do thattime. I know. I know you
say that she thinks that I coulddo the do that, I mean I
do. I don't see things,but like something and nothing tells me in
my head, but like it willbe very specific things. I'll be like,
oh no, this person's about todo this, and it's I got
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to be careful sometimes what I sayout loud. I don't know why,
but I could like down to likenot dates but almost you know, and
like just very specific things. Soyeah, I'm super into it, but
can you see like you know,sometimes people are talking about how like like
I saw this one. It waslike an uber driver and he was like
asked the girl to get out ofthe car because he was like, you
have too many, like I couldsee dark spirits that follow you. And
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she ended up being what are thosepeople that like when somebody dies, they're
in the whatever thing they got toclean them out. It's not a morgue
a more. Oh like she gotan attachment. Yeah, And she was
well, I actually like and likeone of those people that clean the people
out when they're dead and get themready for their funerals. And he's like,
oh, that's why you have liketwo hundred like he literally was saying
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that so well, I was like, oh, so we're light workers right
where in generally you want to bringlight to darkness and so you don't want
to be like scared of the dark. You want to confront the dark.
And so I get curious about it. So I'll ask it. I'll be
like spirit of darkness. Well,first you confirm that's where it comes from,
and so you just ask it.You just say spirit, you know,
or if you feel like you havesomething that you've attached to you or
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to somebody else. You'll say,spirit, where do you come from?
And I've done this with clients andthey've been in Like one of them responded
like, oh, I heard Dallas. He says he's from Dallas. You
know, like they'll like they'll tellme they like started, they can start
to hear the spirit. Wow.And so I'll say, spirit, where
do you come from? I comefrom the darkness. And then you say,
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well, Spirit, why are youhere? I'm here to keep you
small? Well, why do youwant to keep me small? Because I'm
small because I something that I can'tbe forgiven for. And that's why they're
in the dark. So you becomethe light, the person to bring it
into the light. Then, soyou say, spirit, there's no reason
for you to be scared. I'mhere with you now and I'm going to
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take you to a place of unconditionallove and light. And you turn the
darkness into the light. And thenthat spirit's been enmeshed, it's been attached
to you. Now it's in lightconsciousness. And so you ask it,
do you have any wisdom for me? Now that you're in the light.
And I'll tell you ten out often times, my client will say all
the hears thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you. I
heard a voice one time and Iwas in a really bad situation and I
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was like praying like hard, andI was like, please, like help
me, because like the person infront of me like felt like a demon,
like I could tell by his eyes. And I did hear somebody say
I'm going to do more than justhelp you. And ever since that day,
my life has been like like Imean serious means, I mean like
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when I think about it, itliterally gives me chills because I I did
hear it, and I was like, am I crazy? Like I was
praying so hard, and I waslike, yeah, literally said I'm going
to do more than just help you. Yeah. Scary, right, not
scary? Well, you don't wantto, because what happens when you're scared
of a monster and you like freakout and you act freaked out like you
want to treat it like it's aperson standing in the room, and you
confront it and you ask it andyou get curious and you stand in your
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power. I've definitely been around,especially social situations where someone is just like
totally taken over by the dark andI want to get the hell away from
that. Yeah, Like I don'twant to talk to them. I don't
want to be attached to you.Yeah, well, and I don't want
to like you know, they willsuck my energy, right, Like that's
the whole that's what a vampire is. Because that's another thing that I learned
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about spirituality, Like vampires are real, but they're sucking your soul and your
energy. It's not like in themovies obviously, like you don't suck actual
blood. Well, And that's whyawareness is so important, because you want
to fortify yourself with the empowerment structureso you can be in a state of
presence and not be affected by people'senergy. So say you are empowered and
you know you you know you're protected. You can sense that person and they
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won't even be able to stand aroundyou. Yeah, they'll end up on
the other side of the room.You know, they'll end up leaving,
or you can actually like even pushpeople out of a room. I've been
yeah energetically. Yeah, No,I have done that before. When I'm
like this person's not gonna I'm notletting this person come close to me,
and I can feel them like kindof hovering around, and I'm just like,
no, not letting it in.That's what I just keep telling myself.
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You know the reason why I evenstarted using tarot cards because as a
medium, being born that way,I was super skeptical of everything, just
like everybody else. And I waslike, well, they're not psychic,
and that's not real, and ifyou have to use tools, then that's
not really psychic. But then Iwanted to know if I could hear the
messages myself, you know, whatabout for me in my life? And
can anyone tell me like what Ican tell for other people? And how
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can I tell the difference? Andusing the tools and the terror was so
helpful in bringing awareness to my ownlife and my energy, and then you
learn, like then you start readingpeople and it's it's unbelievable the messages that
you can get. Lauren got methese tarot cards, yes, which I'll
can show them all. So theyneed to be cleansed, right or yeah,
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so how do you cleanse them?So I have the same ones?
Right, I don't know how toshuffle that. So this is what you
want to do. So you havethe deck, you want to knock it,
so you go, you know itdoesn't matter how many times or no,
you can just knock at once.I'm not get a couple of times,
and then you want to touch everycard, okay, And you might
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say something like I cut and clearall negative energy and bring in the white
light. I infuse these cards withpure divine light and love. I ask
our guides, as sending masters,our angels, to help us to clearly
understand the messages that we receive throughthese cards, through our thoughts, words,
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visions. You always say, whenyou're doing my readings, ridden me
of my ego. Oh yeah,I always say, I'll say, Spirit,
please rid me on my ego soI can be a clear and clean
voice for spirit. It's okay,this is your initiation into the coven.
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The door is now opening. Pleaseinfuse them with pure divine light love.
Then so we'll shuffle, so youcan cut the deck in half. Do
you know how to shuffle? Ijust go like this literally, so you
can do it this way? Ohoh nay, either way, okay,
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that's right? Like this now?Is that how you have your fingers or
so? In like this? AmI doing it? The thumb on the
top. The thumb is on thetop, the middle yep, that's right.
And then you look at you greatjob. You have to have strong
hands, you know. And thenyou cut the deck in three and then
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put I'm back to get other andthen just pick your top card. Wow,
not the Tower, it's okay,no way, Oh my gosh,
that's you, Queen Pinnacles. Doesit matter if it's upside it matters.
I don't read reversals, Okay,you can, and I can give you
like a resource, a link thatlike helps you understand them. Oh maybe
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I shouldn't. You're gonna tell me? Yeah, well, so you pulled
the Queen of Pinnacles, which iswho you are? You are September first,
Yeah, right, You're a virgoand she's the Virgin queen. That's
me. She is, you know, well mother mother gaya right, like,
so she's like the earth mother andtaking care of yourself, taking care
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of your home, being nurturing.But that card would represent you in the
deck. So does the tower representme? Does it? Well? So
is it me? Well? Sothe Tower is like the crumbling away of
untruth, like enlightenment is a destructiveprocess. No, I remember the Tower?
You remember one a night, thefirst reading that you ever did for
me, there was a tower andI remember you telling me like, what
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was going to happen? And Iwas violent, yeah, and it was
yeah. So I've read people beforewhere you know, a woman has sat
across from me and I got thatcard and I just intuitively, I said,
someone just died and a natural death, and she she's like, my
ex fiance just jumped off the stratosphereand they had committed suicide the day before.
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And then she comes to me forreading the next day and that's the
first card out. She couldn't evenlook at it and it kept coming out
in the reading, so I putit to the side. I was like,
I can't even like have this towerright now. You know. The
tarot has like the regular suit ofyou know, the minor arcana, which
is like a deck of cards andthat has wands, cups, swords,
pentacles, and then the major arcana, which goes from zero to twenty one,
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and that starts with the fool andit's the full's journey through life and
then he gets to the world,which is the completion of his life.
And the tower is number sixteen,so it's further along the Fool's journey,
and that comes when you know,it comes after death, after temperance,
after you know, you've we've beenthrough some things and we when we get
to the tower, I'm not scaredof the tower. And in fact,
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like I've even like lit a candlewith like the tower on it before and
I was like blow it up,you know, like I want to see
the truth, right, so likewhatever is false, I want to be
gone. But it can be likeextremely intense. Should we do a full
reading? Yeah, what do youwant to know? You know, I'm
always obsessed with guys and love.Oh yeah, and you know business too.
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I want to know it, likebecause I'm doing really well and so
I kind of want to see what'sto come for me. I know every
single time I do a reading withyou, stuff just starts popping up and
then have more questions. So okay, so the intention behind us the first
thing we'll ask, Well, let'sstart with your love life? Yeah,
always, so we'll see like overthe next few months, the next three
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months, Yeah, what is goingto happen in Sapphire's love life? Like
what do we need to see?Let's see? So we call on your
ancestors, your higher self. Iasked spirit to rid me of my ego,
so I can be a clear andclean voice for spirit, and I
ask for messages for Sapphire's life,for the highest good of her soul,
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for the highest good of all.What does she need to know about her
love life? Oh? Fuck boy? First card out my Sapphire. Okay,
he's oh look at you. Ohthere's another guy. I'm not even
like seeing anybody at all. Right, it's the future. Well, so
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there are two people who showed up. It shows one person from your past
returning for sure, and that's thefirst one out. Well. Also,
this person is not like a seriousrelationship, and it really is the fuck
boycard, which is the Night ofWands, which I have a son who's
a leo, and he's like,I'm not you know it, don't call
me that. They're always boys.Yeah sorry but no. But but but
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still so he's like out for theexperience. Cool, that's really what he
is. Right, that's no problemfor me. I'm really stable right now
and grounded is well. And itsays maybe relationships have brought stress to you
in the past. Right, Sothe the Tent of Wands can also show
up next to this guy because he'sa pain in the ass right, So
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there's like this like stress around it. You know, you have the King
of Pinnacles here, which actually couldbe your energy too, because you're the
queen, right, so the kingyou may embody this King of Pinnacles energy,
which is solid, it's sure ofitself, taking calculated action, you
know, it's not taking any kindof risk, although the fool is right
underneath it. So what does thatmean, Well, the no commitment.
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Yeah, it is a fresh itis a fresh start. But it's also
like doesn't want their freedom threatened threatened, you know, so they're not going
to like be around anybody that's goingto do that. And what it says
the full on message with the Sevenof Cops is the outcome is that you
have a lot of options and you'renot choosing any particular one. Yeah.
I do. Actually I have alot of options right now, and I
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don't necessarily like the first time everin my life, I'm not like you
know how I used to be,like I want a boyfriend a husband so
bad, but like I feel reallygood, Like I actually feel like,
okay, if I don't have ahusband, well, that's usually like when
it happens. It's like when aperson comes in. Uh yeah, right,
but it does, you know,with the eight of Pinnacles here,
like you're going through a major growthin your life and you're mastering relationships and
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in that mastery, like you don'thave to choose anything, and you you
maybe will date someone here and there, but it doesn't show like a serious
relationship coming into your life. Idon't want to be distracted from my work
right now, and men distract me. They stress me out. So I'm
happy to hear that, you know, because they try to like pressure me
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into like, well maybe men havedone that. Yeah, that doesn't mean
that they will. Yeah, that'strue, you know, just because you've
experienced And that's what's getting in theway here, right The six of cups
crossing the fuck boy is the lookingback, the nostalgia, right, Like,
I'm looking back because I've experienced this, this is what it's going to
be like. And that's not Well, you're recognizing your patterns, so you're
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not going to do that anymore.Can we see who the fuck boy is
that's coming in from my past?Because there's nobody from my past that I
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want to be around me. Iwant to make sure I cut them off
now. I'll see, let's seewhat they say about that. So what
I would ask then is I'll say, what is in your highest and best
good with your dating relationship life?Okay, And there's so many ways,
like I get into this, likethe questions that I ask, that's half
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of it, right, because somepeople go on with no questions, which
is totally fine. So then you'reopening the door for me to pick out
weird stuff. Yeah. Right,It's like I've had a you know,
I've had a lady that fool.Look at that the fool. And you
had this one before too. Inyour power position, which is like you
may be like you could open upyour energy a little bit more. That's
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interesting. Hold, oh my gosh. Yeah, well okay, so you
don't have to worry about anyone,like you don't have to worry about a
fun boy, right because like ofwho you are, like you don't have
to trust anyone but yourself. Andyou know, the masculine is the emperor,
and that's what you really want towait for, is somebody that's going
to step into that masculine role andnot be some wishwashy little boy. Right.
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So, and that's what they sayis in your well, that tells
me like that could be like aforeigner man coming into your life. The
only thing I would say is likethey do you want you to stay,
to stay open and to stay free, and not to tighten your energy,
Like you can tighten it up.You don't need to block anything. You
can stay open. Be curious.Curiosity is one of the most powerful things
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you can have. Be curious aboutwho's showing up in your life. Okay,
and the right, the divine,masculine, the emperor is what shows
up here, which is what isin your highest and best good, which
is having boundaries, having structures.Right before the Emperor is the empress,
so she's divinity and creativity. Butcreativity without the emperor can be destructive.
So that's why we need the masculine. So they don't want you to throw
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out the masculine completely. But youonly really respond respond to that, to
that energy, which is a manthat knows what he wants. No,
of course I'm very feminine. Ineed master and like you got to move
forward, no looking in the pastand like and then like you have to
be so that I think the foolkeeps coming out too, because it's going
to feel like a risk to youwhen you do meet someone that you connect
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with, you know, because you'regoing to like you don't want to bring
in no relation to that. Yeah, man, I wonder who the person
for the past is. It scaresme. Oh, yeah, I don't
want you don't. Well, thenyou don't want to come from fear either.
Yeah, I know, I knowyou don't have to. Like well
they said who, Like, canwe ask who it is? Do you
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want to give me some names?And I can? Can we bleep it?
Yeah? Can you do? Oh? And I also have another question
about this guy that I used tosee, like used to be like my
sugar eddy type of thing. Andhe ruins all of my relationships, but
not intentional. He just is likeevery time I end a relationship, it's
because of him. What does hedo? Like he'll just text me and
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like the guy will see the textor whatever and then they'll be like fucking
done with me over and I'm like, you know what I mean? Or
like before this is bad? Idid this is tam I But I did
give him a blowjob on the sidewalk. And the guy that I was seeing
have my location, but I didn'tknow any that end of the relationship too.
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Yeah, so that yeah, yeah, but it's always like yeah,
I keep getting sucked back into himand I just recently rekindled, not rekindled,
but I saw him. So thisis an interesting thing, like this
whole getting sucked back in. Yeah, this whole thing, like a lot
of it is like you know,there's a couple of things that show up
if you have desire and then youhave unmet desire, Like if you desire
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somebody and they're not coming towards you, that has an addictive quality to it,
and then you can't then that takesover your whole being and you can't
see the forts for the trees likethen like reality is like gone. And
then there's like you know, there'sso much like propaganda out there about relationships
and like the truth of them thatlike people will you know, I have
this this core, this attachment tothis person, and that's why yeah,
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they keep and it's it's the ego. The spirit is free. The spirit
is all be the door that youwalk through. The ego attachment to it
is the part that like that willthat will suck you in. Okay,
that part, let's do bleep thatplease. I just want to see about
him. Why he also he keepscoming back, So I'll look at his
intentions with you. So do youthink his intentions like for a relationship with
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you? No? Okay, butit just romantically. I don't know what's
confusing. Okay, what are hismotives and intentions, thoughts and feelings towards
Sapphire romantically though, Like I wantto know towards Sapphire, what are his
intentions with her? This is agreat question to ask. It Like it's
super accurate, I find. Imean, he waited a year to have
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sex with me, which is weird. Look at all these nights. No,
well, he puts you on apedestal and your woman that he wants
that he can't have, and sohe's gonna definitely probably try to connect with
you again. And it says likelike you bring him hope, like you
bring like he definitely like sees youas like you have the high priestess.
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I mean she's the daughter of themoon, like the most secretive, seductive.
I mean that's like the scorpio rising, Like that's the like pulling them
in. So he's definitely taken byyou. So it's interesting because you have
the Night of Pinnacles and the NightAswords. It's like the Night of Pinnacles
is like reliable and he's not ina rush, but the Nightoswords isn't a
rush. So that's in the future. So he's been sitting back and it
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shows him getting ready to interesting.I wasn't expecting that, And you are
terrified. I am, I am, I terrify he's so okay, I
am scared of him. Well,so we could do that for you towards
him too, But why are youscared? What are you scared about?
He just scares me. He overdrinks. Oh okay, that so does fair
Lit. Let's see. Okay,so now I'm looking at what will happen?
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But like this year okay perfect?Those are different questions and that confuses
people sometimes because they'll ask the intentionsof somebody. They're like number one,
they'll give me their name, theirbirthday, and then they'll say, POI
person of interest is so, andso what are his feelings towards me?
And like his feelings might be toconnect with them and they really like them,
but like, what will happen isit doesn't say working out? Yeah,
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and so they'll then they'll get madat me, and they'll be like,
we can tell me that he lovesme, and I'm like, no,
you're yes, but no, Wow, you keep getting a king as
the first card out. I don'tlook at that. I mean, he's
probably definitely the summer. He's goingto connect with you, and you have
to like block him. I'm gonnablock him. Yeah, why he does
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something? Huh. There is sometoxic energy like all around this. So
I think you have some kind ofpattern with you do have a pattern with
him, and it's meant to end. Yeah, And so that's you ending
it. You putting your sword upas the Queen of Swords. You're like,
but that, and you're gonna feelvery victorious when you do this.
Is he gonna do something that makesme? Please? He's just gonna contact
That shows like he's gonna connect withtry to connect with you, send you
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a message, okay, but nothingcrazy. Well, You're you're going coming
into a spiritual awakening, is whatit feels like. Yeah, for sure.
And your heart is so the heartdoesn't break, the ego breaks,
The heart just opens and closes.And your heart is just the more open
your heart is, the more spiritualyou are, the more that you experience
and that's or you like because ofthat awakening, that's the queen of swords
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in the past. That's like maybeyou've had like several people interested in you
at once and it shows like thiscompetitive energy and that was in the past
and now you're moving into the selflove where like you don't need that commotional
I don't think he aligns with myself love at all. Well, then
fine, and also use the hermitmy feeling like you're definitely not going to
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be like alone the rest of theyear, maybe the next three months,
that's fine. But I think there'slike a foreigner, like a foreign daddy
coming in. I know you alwayssay that. You always say it's a
foreign it's gonna like, you know, should we ask about that's his name,
the one that always ruins my relationships. I want to know why,
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why he doesn't why or like WhatsAppwhy do I keep Yeah, you know
what I'm trying to say, LikeI don't know why keep letting him back
in? What's my deal with him? And what's his deal with me too?
Motives and intentions, thoughts and feelingstowards Sapphire. I shuffle a lot
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because I feel it's like stirring thecauldron. It's like that. It's okay,
first time there hasn't been a kingols. That's good. Wow,
look at these cards. I knowhe's bad news, it's not bad.
It's so wow. He's just areally interesting guy. He's good. He's
meant to like he wants to stressyou out. He's like like he's a
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lot of Like he's a lot.This energy is a lot. Usually so
if you have more than five majorocanas in a like in a spread like
that, they say that that's likefate, Like that's like something that but
you don't have five, you havefour. You almost had it. But
he he has a he's kind ofhe's manipulative and but he has a lot
of doors that are opening for him. I mean he looks at you like
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a lifelong friend. Yeah for sure, Like you guys are going to be
friends the rest of your life.You know. I think that there is
like a part there is a purposeto your relationship, Like there's a there's
an energetic purpose to it, andwhat is it? So like you keep
going back or I don't know,Like he's just my comfort oddly okay,
So it makes me feel very comfortable, but he does stress me out,
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like times a thousand. That lookslike it, yeah, but tis because
the ten of wands is like he'sholding ten wands and he's not looking.
He can't even see where he's going, but he's holding the wands and he's
walking. Yeah, he's like,this is a pain in my ass and
this is super stressful. So thenext question I would ask, it's a
question that I got from the eachingoracle basically, so like in that tradition,
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you're only allowed to ask this onceand you're never allowed to ask it
again, although you know everyone alwaysasks a million times, okay about but
I like to do this question.So I'll say, is Philip a suitable
partner for Sapphire and what's in herhighest and best good moving forward in this
relationship? So this tells me likethe best case, the best best chance,
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karma, you need to do breathworkor something. Breath Yeah, there's
some So that's that's the scorpial risingtoo. Like the repressed emotions, they're
like all in there. Yeah,you gotta like, yeah, you can't
talk to him, you have tocut this y ace of swords. Uh,
nope, you know there's there's goingto be someone else that comes into
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your life. Yeah, he's notand he's going to be out. Yeah
for sure. I know I can'ttalk to him when I get another This
has to be stopped. Like there'sa lot of this is interesting. Like
he actually like with his energy towardsyou, Like I said, isn't bad.
It's not that it's a pain inthe ass, but he has this
like he has this intense energy.You guys in a relationship, like this
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is actually sending you to a downa place that. Yeah, it's like
this is taking you to not goodplaces emotionally. Look at all the fives,
like you have five five five.The fives all have like an adolescent
quality to them. They talk aboutlike the repressed emotions childhood. He's very
triggering of your childhood. Well he'sin his fifties. Oh my god.
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So it's like his dad, LikeI have issues with him me sure for
sure. Right, Well, sohe's like bringing it all up. But
so that's why this asks to like, yeah, this is like you know,
off with his head. Oh good, I've never asked you about him,
So it's curious. Yeah, it'sgoing to feel like you're abandoning him.
Oh yeah, he's going to losehis shit. Yeah, because he's
going to feel my shit like youkicked him out. He's gonna he's going
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to be like, let me getmarried to you, and you're gonna be
fuck that. Yeah. No,I know he's going to lose his ship
when I do that, but hedeserves it. So you have to watch
out for this. So like you'reso aware and you're becoming more aware,
but like you need to pay attentionbecause with him, there is a pattern
that you're not seen. No,I think I see it. You see
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it now? You got to makesure because he might come back like it
ruined another relationship. Yeah, nothappening. Damn Well, I mean that
was all my kind of my questions. Oh yeah, career. Oh yeah,
do you want to see what willhappen or you want to yeah?
Okay, So we'll say the endof twenty twenty four, what is the
outcome of Sapphire's career. Show mewhat she needs to know about the path
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ahead? Not the moon? Isthat the I like the moon though it's
a full moon today? Oh okay, it's a lot of readers are scared
of that car and I'm not scaredof it. It's like, how could
I be? Right, Like themoon is like mother, right, it's
the real calendar system is the mooncycle? Wow? Not the tower.
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Well, I think from the beginningof the year to the end of the
year, you're going to be likea totally change person, right, and
there are going to be some thingsthat you're going to awaken to and some
paths that you're going to be on. Your heart is more open, especially
like yeah, especially in relationships,like even even you know, some of
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these are like sexual cards, solike, uh, change changes in your
Like it's about like you've been aloneand it is probably going to spice up
the next halfeen months. I've beenlike halfway celibate, like half I know
that doesn't really count, but likenot as how it used to be like
once, Like I've only had twopartners this year. So I mean,
like, have you ever had likea spiritual experience while having sex? No?
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Yeah, well that's probably not itsway. What does that mean?
So, like the so your sacrelchakra, your publvic floor, right,
there's this energy field there and that'swhere intuition comes from. It's sexual.
So like you start there and itrises through the crown of your head.
And you can activate this through sex, like you can activate it. And
usually you want to have one partnerfor sure. I don't want to have
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multiple things, Like that's not athing I don't mean right now. But
this is going to open you up. When I see that, I think
of like you awakening to your purpose. And once you awaken and once you
see, you're not going to beable. You just can't go yeah,
like you can't unsee, you can'tbe less aware once you're aware. Wow,
And you're also probably going to createthat that ripple for a lot of
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people. Right with your empowerment,you're going to empower so many others you
think, so oh yeah, Andit's also like not being so not being
hard on yourself and loving yourself andthere could be changes in your values you
know that affect your career. Yeah, no, I see that because I'm
really changing a lot. And there'sa lot of work coming up though,
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like that I have to do orlike physically, like I think you're just
going to be really busy. Yeah, I wonder like you would never have
like, uh, you don't doany like classes or anything, Like I
don't know this keeps showing book orsomething. No, you always say that
for me though, No, Idon't do any classes or anything to do
like a book for women maybe likesomething, because this is about like having
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I like if you think the moonis the first card out, so that's
like your intuition the moon is ourmother, right, so like your cycles
aligned with the moon cycle, withthe A the swords, that's like this
intellectual clarity and with this, thisis you mastering your skills, like this
is like you writing as writing anythingof the mind right writing? Okay,
I mean the podcast is part ofit, but to me that's like you
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might go through some things and thenend up putting it down. Yeah.
Should right, mm hmm damn,all right, I'll try it now,
start writing a book tonight. Yeah, this would be a great day to
do it with the full mood?Yeah? Should we do? What other
questions? Do you think people wantto know who I am or whatever?
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Because I know you always ask likewho, like, oh yeah, that's
how I start the reading. Yeah? Should we show them how? That
is? Sure? Yeah? Sothink of abundance right, Like abundance in
all its many forms is a stateof awareness. So like when you use
tero, and you connect to yourself. Every day you're expanding your awareness and
then you can tap into your innerresources. You know, your inner resources
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of creativity, intelligence, and youknow all these things. So just like
a daily like a daily spread,or like if you're reading somebody else and
they you just like want to getinvited into their energy. So I'll say,
we'll say Sapphire. And I alwaysthink like the birthday, like your
birthday, September first, So I'llsay Sapphire September first, and I energetically,
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so I'll see like a black screenlike a movie screen in my head,
and as I'm shuffling, I'm lookingat that screen and images and things
will come through, or I'll justsee you and I'll see nine to one
so that I can identify your energy. Okay, I have another good really
question after this, So I'll say, show me Sapphire, show me who
Sapphire is. And we don't knowwhat it's going to say, right,
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so there's no good or bad.And then what I do, Oh,
what's that double card? We canconfront him if it is, So we'll
say what does Sapphire think? Whatdoes Sapphire feel? Wow? So I
go into the headspace. So thehead is a polarity organ it sees duality.
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So it kind of tells me likewe're someone's thoughts, like how they're
affecting their life and the way theygo about things. You have the Six
of Wands, which is a victorycard. It's public recognition and fame.
It's you know, and then youhave the King of Swords in your heart
space. So that's like a manI mean, could be like your father,
you know. That actually would tellme, like I think that's like
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a grandfather like spirit that's with youin your heart space, that's protecting you.
Like I think of archangel Michael asthe King of Swords. You know,
you have this protection, the spiritualprotection with you. But this is
the Ten of Pinnacles. After thattells me that it's related to your ancestry,
your family, I mean what theyMy first message to you would be
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that you're on the right track oflike reaching all the goals that you want
to reach and that you have youdo have somebody with you who's protecting you
keeping you on the right track.Too. Nice. Okay, my last
question is I had a friend Chanellethat passed. I missed her and stuff,
and I just want to you shouldget your cards out on point card.
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So wait, I gotta try toshuffle them, right, You can
shuffle them any way you want,so you can do this. So let
me try it one more time withthem on the them on top, middle
finger on the bottom. I'm notgoing to do that one. You did
a great job, all right,and then split it three ways and then
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put it back together. Right.So this is a tool that we'll use
to help you can connect with herat any time. So if you,
oh, what is I was gonnasay, we should ask if she's here,
but you already so you picked thenin a cups. That's like,
oh my goodness, you got thenine and the ten cups. That's your
family, I know, right,So the page of cups, so she's
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she's she's here and she says helloand you good luck, and is always
a part I'm you're like, yeah, I know, right. But that
card, the card that you pulled, like I was gonna say, I
always like will ask like is shehere? Like can we connect with her?
And that's what I was thinking whenyou were shuffling, and the nine
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of Cups is like the fairy Godmotherof the tarot and it's the yes card
out of seventy eight cards. Thatis the ultimate yes, and it's like
a profound yes. And then youhave the ten of Cups Page of Cups,
which is like all the pages they'rekind of childlike, you know,
the page of Cups is, butit's like a message of love that I'm
saying hello. I'm saying hello toyou. That's like I love you.
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I know, I know. Ialways wonder if she's mad at me because
we got into a fight. Hershe's not mad. But four ones?
What was the fight about? Myex boyfriend? He kind of like plotted
us against like he was just weird, Like he just went through my phone
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and then told me that she toldhim that I was cheating. I was
only telling her about it, Sothen I assumed that that was really real.
But he really went through my phoneand then she passed and then I
couldn't and then he told me thatthat's what he did, so I could
never have like a conversation. Pullone more, she's mad. That's really
so that actually says was there somethinglike look at all those wands? Uh?
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Was there something like at an eventor something that happened. Did you
get in a fight with her likeat an event or I was I was
just shooting no because she lived ina different a different country, so no,
yeah, no, it was justlike a very chaotic fight with my
ex. And then what was meantto happen and that happened. What do
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you mean like that was supposed tohappen the way that way the fight?
Mm hmm, I don't know why. No, no, no, they
say it was supposed to like that'swhat the messages that talks about. So
that was interesting. So you pulledthe four wands like that is like,
so there's multiple meanings to it.But I get curious, like I always,
you know, I'm never like ohthat's not true or that's not you
know, I get curious and Iwhy did she pull that? And so
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when I ask why, Like that'swhen messages and things will come through the
four of wands, Like it canmean a lot of things, like usually
it's like I mean, it canmean film, it can mean festivals and
things, marriages, people moving intogether, multiple locations, like there's something
like it's usually like a group energyand then you have the five right after,
like the overall message of it though, whatever that was about. I
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mean, it says like it happenedthe way it was supposed to happen,
maybe to teach me a lesson.Yeah, it's karmic, but it was
like it was you were successful,like it's a triumph over over defeat basically.
Yeah. Yeah. Interesting. Therewas a huge production that I was
shooting at that time, and Iwas just exhausted. I was like,
I can't there's an influence of that, and there of something about that,
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like with the because that's also sothat would be also like film or something
like that because of the public thing. Yeah, and then yeah, I
don't know, that's kind of sad. I just don't want her to be
mad. I think about I thinkabout it every day. Really, yeah,
no I do. I'm like supermad at myself. Well that's where
they were talking about, you know, the tower in your career and the
stuff moving forward is like you can'tbe hard on yourself, you know,
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you can't. There are no there'sno like good or bad. It's just
you're just finding your way. Yeah. I mean it was my first ever
best friend, like legit best friend, and she was the first ever person
to show me like unconditional love andstuff, and I didn't do that in
return, so I'm just yeah,carry me. But there's also like the
love that you're stepping into because ofthat situation. Yeah, it's like the
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blessing that you're I know, No, that's a hard lesson. Yeah,
thank you, Lauren. You're welcome. I hope that you guys like this
reading. Even though it kind ofended a little sad, it's not sad
for me, but thank you,heartbreakers. This is my favorite tarot card
reader. I love you so much. Like you I every time I have
an issue, I'm always like,should I just contact Lauren and do a
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