August 21, 2025 • 57 mins
What happens when we surrender everything—our thoughts, our actions, even our annoyances—to divine guidance? In this profound exploration of A Course in Miracles Lesson 233, we discover how giving our life to God transforms our perception of reality itself.
The session begins with a radical proposition: God's will for us is perfect happiness, while the ego's purpose is to keep us trapped in fear. Every moment presents us with this choice. Do we listen to the voice that leads to peace, or the one that perpetuates suffering? This isn't about judging our actions or following rigid spiritual rules—it's about recognizing the purpose behind everything we do.
One of the most liberating insights shared is that our bodies don't actually feel anything. All sensation, whether pleasant or painful, stems from our thoughts about separation. When we believe something external can harm us, we experience that belief as physical discomfort. A powerful testimony about painless childbirth demonstrates how fundamentally different our experience becomes when we release fear.
The discussion challenges conventional wisdom about spiritual practice. Rather than spending years trying to reprogram our subconscious, A Course in Miracles offers a direct path to truth—bypassing mental noise and connecting with what it calls "miracle-mindedness." This foundation of our being remains untouched by illusory experiences and remembers our oneness with God.
Perhaps most touching is the revelation about our relationships. Those who trigger us aren't enemies but teachers, showing us exactly where we still believe in separation. As we heal these perceptions, we begin to see beyond bodies to the divine light in everyone. We cannot go home alone—the journey back to God includes all our brothers.
Ready to experience the freedom of complete surrender? Join us in this practice of giving everything to God, moment by moment, and discover the joy that has been waiting for you all along.
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Speaker 1 (00:01):
Aloha, this is an ACIM meeting at Namaste Village
and today we're doing Lesson 233from A Course in Miracles.
This is Hope Johnson, woo,alright, lesson 233.
(00:21):
I give my life to God today, soI give.
That's talking about consent.
Right, we're consenting to this, we're going.
This is our free will here, sowe're deciding.
I give, I'm deciding right now,and this is right now.
(00:42):
It's moment to moment.
You know you can start out withthe intention in the morning,
but look, things are going totake your attention from time to
time and this is every littlething, like even what should I
eat, what should I wear?
When you do this, you're goingto be so happy.
This is the kind of consentright.
Who should I speak to?
What should I say?
It is the consent to God.
(01:04):
Look it, god's will for you isperfect happiness.
Why not give it to God?
Because you can only listen toone of two voices.
It's either God that's for yourperfect happiness and the ego,
who wants to fucking kill you.
Speaker 3 (01:20):
You mean, when they say what should I eat?
The ego says chocolate.
Speaker 1 (01:24):
Well, you know the thing is, the form of it
actually doesn't matter one bit.
That's not the thing.
Speaker 2 (01:30):
The form of it is not it?
Chocolate's not loaded withsugar and milk.
Speaker 1 (01:35):
Yeah, see, that's another thing.
See, we're talking aboutillusions here.
When you're talking about sugar, milk, things that seem to be
good or bad for you, that's theego's game.
Is that illusions can affectanother illusion.
Look, your body is an illusion.
You're projecting it into thefield.
There is no other illusion thataffects your illusion.
(01:57):
This is exactly what Jesus wastalking about in our deep dive
yesterday.
He's saying you got to knowthis as a foundation.
If you're in pain, you'remiscreating.
Now you're miscreating it's notbecause of something you ate
for instance.
Speaker 3 (02:12):
So you're saying you're asking God for everything
, including you mentioned whatshould I eat?
So how would God respond?
It was joy, something that willgive me joy, or Nothing's going
to give you joy.
Speaker 1 (02:24):
It's the fact that you're asking, because you're
asking to be guided.
Okay, Right, that's all.
And remember, it's not in theform.
So that's the ego that wouldcome up and judge and say
something like oh only the egowould have me eating, let's say,
for instance, chocolate withsugar and milk in it.
Only the egos would have me dothat.
(02:44):
That's not true, because youknow everything's neutral.
Here's another thing of course,in Miracles Shares, Everything
in the field is totally neutral.
It's your thoughts about itthat are not neutral.
Right, You're either thinkingwith the ego or you're thinking
with the Holy Spirit.
Speaker 3 (03:02):
So I think that chocolate will bring me joy and
it's so wonderful and I eat it.
That way, then my body receivesit as something joyful.
Speaker 1 (03:11):
Well, your body doesn't really do anything, it's
all mental.
Okay, so here's what's going on.
You're eating it for thepurpose of extending rather than
projecting, not to make yourbody anything right, because
that's always coming from yourmind.
When you're doing things withthe purpose of extending love,
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with the purpose of forgiveness,peace, harmony, you're feeling
good.
You get a sense in the bodylike it's been healing.
But the body isn't somethingthat can even be healed, it's
only all mental, see.
So you do everything for thatpurpose.
That's why you're asking forguidance.
That's why you're consentingGive my life to God today.
(03:56):
So this is saying you know,under no uncertain terms, my
life, that's every little thing.
That does not mean you'rejudging the things in this field
.
It's you're just usingeverything for that purpose.
You're guided to what's mostbeneficial all the time.
It's just that when you're in aframe of mind where you're in
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miracle-mindedness, you don'thave to have other lessons to
get you to that point.
Everything's always going to behelpful, whatever it is that
you seem to do.
But you may have to have otherlessons to get you to the point
of miracle mindedness, andthat's where it doesn't feel
smooth and joyful all the time,see.
Speaker 3 (04:38):
So if I just go into.
The state of God's will for meis perfect happiness.
State of God's will for me isperfect happiness and I honor
that and believe it.
Speaker 1 (04:47):
Right, surprise me with what I'm going to seem to
do.
Speaker 3 (04:50):
I have no idea when is my grace and my happiness?
Show me, I know you will.
Speaker 2 (04:54):
Yeah.
Speaker 3 (04:54):
Yay, it's right here now.
Chocolate cake on the road,because I remember.
Speaker 1 (04:59):
Yeah, you know, there's nothing in the field I
could be a grass area if Iwanted to be Sure.
Sure, sure you know.
Here's the thing You're notreally eating anything in the
field.
So this idea that you areeating something, that it's
either good or bad for you, it'sactually distracting you from
receiving guidance, because whatyou're doing in that situation
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is you're making one illusion asif it could affect another
illusion, that illusion beingyour body.
So this is making your mindvulnerable to illusions.
Okay, so this is this, is whatit means.
I give my life to God today.
Yes, you could be a breatharianor you can eat a shit ton of
meat and sugar, and it won'tmake one bit of difference.
(05:43):
It actually won't make one bitof difference to God, to Jesus,
it doesn't matter, it's.
What is it for?
Is the question.
What is being a breatharian for?
What is eating all that meat?
For it's all mental.
Yeah, see, okay, good, good,because this is a major thing
for people.
This is a major thing thatpeople get tripped out about and
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even start judging other peoplein their mind based on what
they eat, and feeling pride inour own diet or shame because we
didn't eat the right thing,thinking that something's going
to poison us.
That's a poisonous thought, see, and it's the direct opposite
of something's good for me.
Something's good for me is thedirect opposite of something's
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going to poison me.
It's always going to go backand forth like that, making your
body into something that'svulnerable instead of just a
neutral projection.
Speaker 3 (06:35):
The only thing good for me is remembering who I am.
Speaker 1 (06:39):
Yeah, you know it.
Speaker 3 (06:40):
Being one with God you know, that's it.
Speaker 1 (06:43):
How about this?
Let me remember who I amthrough eating this food,
whatever it happens to be.
Let me use this food ornon-food, or being a breatharian
for remembering who I am allthe time, and then it's going to
feel good.
It's just going to feel good,okay.
So I give my life.
This is all of it.
Everything to God Right.
(07:04):
This is all of it, everythingto God Right.
This is every little thing.
My shower Is this a good timeto shower?
How does it feel?
You know, I got the sense theother day.
I didn't want to go somewhereand I checked in the Holy Spirit
.
What would you have me do?
It was really clear Take ashower.
Speaker 2 (07:25):
And I took a shower and it was just obvious where I
was going what I was doing.
Speaker 1 (07:29):
You know what I mean.
So, and that's you know it's toguide.
I give my life to God to guide,so it's like guide me in
everything, every gesture, everyword, everything.
Okay, and in that way you'regoing to be happy, You're going
to be so relieved, and itdoesn't matter what anyone else
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projects.
You're not going to be swayedby anything like that.
You're just going to be in love.
You're going to be blessingeverything that occurs.
You're going to be blessingeverything anyone says.
You're going to be blessing asense of annoyance that you
might feel in reaction to whatsomeone else says.
You're blessing that as well.
Thank you, this is myopportunity.
I had a really weird experience.
Speaker 3 (08:12):
I played this game Word with friends with someone,
and they put these stupidcommercials on and I found
myself like I can't get X, thisthing out.
I was so annoyed and then Ilooked at what it was and I
cracked up.
It was a spiritual lesson.
Yeah, I was so annoyed and thenI looked at what it was and I
cracked up.
It was a spiritual lesson.
Yeah, it was candy crush.
Good, well, like candy is likeI'm a big sugar person.
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And then like shooting it inthe candy was like like it was
being bombed.
It was hilarious.
Also, the idea of having like acrush on someone, like ooh,
you're sweet like candy.
All of it is like.
I just watched and let it playout and it was like a spiritual
lesson.
I'm like this is bizarre, butit was, it's all a spiritual
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lesson.
Not even seeing my face, Icould feel like that and then
when I left, it was a release.
Speaker 1 (09:03):
Yeah, that's a good trick.
Look at your face from theinside like when you wince.
Speaker 3 (09:09):
And you're mm yeah, notice that, ugh.
Speaker 1 (09:12):
Yeah, yep, you got it .
You got it.
That's it.
That's being guided.
Good job, okay, and we startoff with Father again.
Yay, thank you, father.
Thank you, father.
Thank you for holding creationintact for us.
Thank you for holding ourholiness intact for us.
This is a fatherly thing to do.
(09:32):
You know, I see this as themasculine holding everything in
place for us, especially ourholiness, which we cannot ruin.
Right, it's like it's reallysweet, so it starts with Father.
Right, it's like it's reallysweet, so it starts with father.
I give you all my thoughts today.
So that's, you know, that's anythought.
So like if, if there's thoughtswith the ego, there's thoughts
of of sadness or irritation orgrief or anything like that is,
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give them right over.
Today, this is the day for that.
This is the day for finding joy.
This is for the day for findingconnectedness with all of our
brothers.
Right, I would have none of myown.
I would have none of mine.
It says right, so I'm not goingto keep any thoughts, and
basically, what that looks likeis not taking on thoughts in
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private.
Right, you know how A Course inMiracles says there's no
private thoughts, right, okay?
Well, a lot of people make amistake on what that is really
saying.
There's no private thoughts,because none of those thoughts
that you listen to the egoactually exist.
That's why, but to you, fromyour perception, in your lonely
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ass dream, those are totallyreal to you in your lonely ass
dream, those are totally real toyou.
Okay, so when you give yourthoughts over to God, that's
when you know the thoughts thatare not private.
The only thoughts we couldreally share with one another
are the thoughts of God, thethoughts from the thought system
of the Holy Spirit.
Look at it like this Okay,we've got two thought systems
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here's the ego's thought systemand here's the Holy Spirit's
thought system.
Right, we choose which onewe're listening to.
We're only always listening.
We don't have any of our ownthoughts in this dream.
Okay, we kind of like cutourselves off from our own
thoughts.
That's why God gave us the HolySpirit whole thought system
like that.
So we're only just listening toone thought system or the other
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all the time.
Okay, so when you say I give allmy thoughts to God today,
you're looking at any thoughtsthat hurt you.
You pivot over to the HolySpirit, bring them to the Holy
Spirit, bring them to the truth.
Right, the Holy Spirit has.
And the Holy Spirit's anillusion.
We talked about this earlier,right?
Yes, holy Spirit is an illusion.
(11:47):
We talked about this earlier,right, holy Spirit is an
illusion.
He only, he's only here for thedream.
He doesn't go past the dream.
Okay, he's given to you becauseyou know what you made the ego,
and without the Holy Spirit,you'd only have ego thoughts
that would suck balls.
He would not like it, right?
So so God said, as soon as youdid that, god said here, here's
another thought system for youthat actually, this is my voice,
(12:09):
this is my voice in the dream,this is what can guide you back
Whenever you're ready, you stillhave your free will, right?
So this is our free will.
This is us consenting today tosaying, god, I would have none
of mine.
I give you all my thoughtstoday, I would have none of mine
.
I give you all my thoughtstoday, I would have none of mine
.
Okay, these are ego thoughts.
We think they're our own.
(12:31):
It sounds like our voice Fuckthat person or I feel sorry for
them.
Right, that's also an ego voice.
Speaker 3 (12:41):
Don't believe everything you think.
That's such an awakening for me, right Whoa, yeah, what a thing
it's true Right.
Speaker 1 (12:49):
Believe the voice for God, because that's the bridge
home, that's actually yourbridge home.
So believe the voice for Godthat tells you we're one, for
instance.
We're one.
So, basically, this is comingfrom ourselves, like when we say
I feel annoyed, I feelirritated.
You're never upset for thereason.
(13:09):
You think it's a thought ofseparation, that's annoying you,
that's irritating you, that'sdisgusting you, that's making
you feel bad for yourself.
That's what it is.
So you bring them to the truth.
I'm keeping none of these and,you know, I like to ask Jesus.
I like to bring Jesus in onthis, you know, because Jesus is
standing at the end of thetimeline already.
Right, this is a circular,freaking timeline.
(13:31):
It's not really going straight,right, he's.
He's standing at the end of thetimeline.
He's kind of like got his armaround us, like this, and he's
looking at things with us.
So I like to bring Jesus in.
Jesus, look at this thought withme, because Jesus' mind is pure
of all guilt and he's a guide.
He actually guides us back tothe thoughts that the Holy
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Spirit has for us.
Look at this thought.
It's hurting me, this hurts.
Is it making me smile?
Is it making me joyful?
No, okay, it hurts.
Then, jesus, look at this withme, right, he knows, and he's
gentle about it.
He's really sweet about it.
He's not going to condemn us,he's just going to be gentle
about it, like, no, that's not athought.
(14:15):
That's good for you.
Right, give that over.
Give that over right now.
And of course, in miracles it'ssaying to bring allusions to
the truth.
So you're giving that thoughtover to God, you're bringing it
over to the voice for God, theHoly Spirit, which is basically
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dissolving that thought, it'sneutralizing that thought.
Okay, so that's why it's abridge, home, because it's
purifying your mind of guilt,fear, pain, suffering, all that.
Speaker 2 (14:48):
The big one is the belief that the body can have
power over you.
Speaker 1 (14:52):
Right, any power?
Right, you know what it talksabout too.
Your body doesn't feel anything.
You know we talk about how ourbody feels.
Something, right, we go oh, Ifeel like this, I feel sick, or
I feel dizzy, or I feel this orthat or this or that.
Look it, here's how we look atthis.
It's not a guilty thing at all.
Don't take it like it's aguilty thing.
(15:14):
This is the way the ego wouldhave you interpret it like it's
a guilty thing.
What God wants you to see, whatJesus wants you to see, which we
were just going over yesterday,is that any pain, any sickness,
any bad feeling in the body,it's miscreation right now.
Just be aware of that.
It's miscreation You'remiscreating.
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Right now You're holding up,you're propping up a thought
that you may not see.
But if you're aware that it'scoming from your mind and it's
like we don't condemn others,either right, because they got
some kind of sickness or theygot some kind of weakness or
anything like that, it's just amatter of helping each other to
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see that it has a cause, andthat cause is miscreation, or
you could say, projection rightnow.
There's only now.
So you go through the feeling,the uneasy feeling, but in your
mind you're alert and you'reready to hand everything to the
Holy Spirit.
Speaker 3 (16:15):
You know the Bible, so my blood, pressure went to
202 the other day, over 103.
I was dizzy.
I felt like I was going to passout and my blood pressure was
really really high, so I createdthat.
Speaker 1 (16:30):
Well, let's put it like this You're making it up.
This is not creation.
There's only creation ormiscreation.
Okay, so there's a lot ofthoughts that you have a
tendency to believe.
Okay, one of them is your age.
Okay, so, when you have atendency and you keep on
believing that this is an agethat you are I don't believe I'm
(16:51):
80, though, okay.
Okay, so that's good.
So, look, there's a lot ofthoughts circulating.
Look, they're underneath theconscious level, right, saying
this and that and this and thatabout you.
So there's a lot that you don'tsee, that you're automatically
believing.
That's why, when you go, oh,I'm making my blood pressure 202
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and you're light about it,right, then you're actually
inviting the Holy Spirit to showyou what you're propping up to
make it as if you have a bloodpressure that's not a healthy,
vital blood pressure.
See, there's not anything.
See, the thing is, what we wantto do is we want to return all
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power to your mind, because yourmind is all power.
It's all powerful to makingevery single illusion that you
perceive.
And the trick of the ego is tomake it as if your body is doing
something that you're notmaking it.
Do See, it's very convincingillusion that your body's doing
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things on its own.
It's a very convincing illusionthat you've had this whole
history and other people aregoing to tell you too.
They'll tell you stuff like ohwell, you're doing great for
your age, right?
So it's like we're alwaystalking to each other, making
these illusions true, but whatyou truly want, what you truly
want, is to know your power asas the holy mind that god
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created, that never changedright, I think if you see the
cause and effect as reversed,that's the problem.
Speaker 3 (18:32):
We think the cause is external and the effect is my
body's hurting or some otherthing.
But it really causes here, andexternal is the effect and the
thing about the body when I'mrealizing from my stuff it's
neutral but it's trying so hardto communicate something to me,
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saying you're not feeling yourconnection with God, something's
off off the mark and that's whyit's showing up.
Like Louise Hay says, if it'syour knee it means something,
it's wearied.
You can even look up Louise Hay.
Speaker 1 (19:08):
Well, let's not get into that, because that's not
how A Course in Miracles puts itat all.
Speaker 3 (19:14):
It's not even about a body at all.
Speaker 1 (19:16):
Right, that's illusion.
You're talking about illusionright now.
Speaker 3 (19:19):
If I feel something in my body.
It means I think I'm a body.
Speaker 1 (19:23):
Right, that's all.
Speaker 3 (19:24):
And I'm not the divine being there.
Speaker 1 (19:26):
Right, it's separation, that's all it is.
Speaker 3 (19:28):
That's just typhoid fever or the measles, even Do
they create that situation to?
Speaker 1 (19:33):
attract it, they're projecting it.
So that's different thancreation.
It's miscreation, right?
It's miscreation, right.
There's only creation ormiscreation, so it's not.
We have all these differentnames for different diseases and
different sicknesses thatpeople could have, but really
all it is is belief in the senseof separation.
Look, there's not any kind of,there's not any kind of a guilty
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projection about this at all.
This is, this is the ego thatwould not want us to see that,
you know, that would not want usto see that we're making
everything up and it's onlybecause we're choosing to deny
what's true.
And it's only now.
Nothing happened, no, likesomething seems that you seem to
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catch it from a person.
There's no contagion, there'snot.
You're not getting, you're notgetting dengue from a mosquito,
it's all just one thing I mean.
Speaker 3 (20:25):
even great people get ill and die.
Speaker 1 (20:29):
Apparently See, you're talking about the
imagination.
Is that strong?
Yes, you don't have that muchpower.
Speaker 2 (20:34):
The imagination can have a lot of strength.
Speaker 3 (20:35):
Well then everybody would win a million.
Speaker 2 (20:37):
Well, there's Babaji and Al-Kizadek and Elijah Enoch.
Speaker 1 (20:44):
Well, look at the example of Jesus too.
Okay, that's resurrection.
Right, that's what we're goingfor here.
This is actually where A Coursein Miracles is bringing us to
total resurrection.
That's where the body, thedense body that we made,
actually dissolves.
Okay, it doesn't die, but itdissolves.
Now, as you're practicing likethis, as you're willing to see,
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you're going to see that lessand less things seem to affect
you because you're willing tosee.
It's this unwillingness to see,it's a sense like how can I be
creating this?
This must just be happening tome, that it just keeps on
happening more and more and moreand more.
Until what do we do?
What do we do as a common humanbeing?
Go to sickness and then death?
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That's not necessary.
The body could just be set.
Even if you're not dissolvingthe body in this lifetime, the
body could be set aside verygently and happily.
It does not need to go tosickness first.
That's where.
Speaker 3 (21:41):
Yogananda is.
Yeah, I was just thinking ofYogananda leaving for a little
bit.
Speaker 2 (21:43):
Yeah, he consciously left his body and it didn't even
deteriorate for days.
Speaker 1 (21:47):
Right there was a real message in that.
So what we want to look at,what you really do want, is to
see this differently so that youcan sense this vitality of your
mind, even through theprojection of a body, right?
So it's going to take somefocus and determination, right?
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Because you're used toperceiving these symptoms and
perceiving that they're justhappening to you, that your mind
isn't doing it.
So this is going to take somefocus and determination for you
to change your mind about whatyour mind is for and start
looking at it differently.
Don't buy into any guiltybullshit about it.
It's not like that.
It's only for you to seedifferently, and the more you
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see differently, the betteryou're going to seem to feel,
because you're not feeling.
Your body is cannot tell youhow it fucking feels.
Your mind is projecting it,that's all, and you're doing
awesome, thank you that was verygood, thank you.
Speaker 3 (22:48):
So what about childbirth?
You went through pains ofchildbirth.
Speaker 1 (22:52):
Yeah.
So the third time there was nopain.
Because I decided you know whathappened is I took this thing
called hypno babies.
I saw it in the midwife's thingand said have a painless
childbirth.
And I hadn't even opened acourse.
The midwife's thing, it saidhave a painless childbirth.
And I hadn't even opened ACourse in Miracles.
Yet I go shit.
If anyone can have a painlesschildbirth, I can do it.
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And you know what I did?
I started hypnotizing myself.
This was a huge awakening for me, because I had already had two
painful childbirths.
Second one was really bad,right.
It was like put me out please.
They're using demerol and I'mwaking up in all this pain with
contraction anyways, right andso.
And so I trained my mind.
I took a half hour every dayand I trained my mind to have a
birth without pain.
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And I did.
I had a totally painlesschildbirth, made the baby come
really fast too, because I I'mnot contracting, right.
That was such an awakening forme.
I go man, if you could do thatwith childbirth, you could do
that with all your emotions, youcould do with anything.
You never have to go throughpain, it's just a matter of
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recognizing.
You know what they taught inhypno babies Pain is fear, Just
like ACIM taught in hypnobabiespain is fear, Just like ACIM.
I'm like what?
That was the first I heard ofthat.
What Pain is fear Really?
So they're teaching you not tobe afraid of the opening that's
happening in your vagina and thecontractions and everything
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like that.
They're basically teaching younot to be afraid of the process.
Speaker 3 (24:20):
It's interesting.
I'm a doula here.
I was trained as a death doulaand there's also a birth doula,
and there's pain and bump, theentering and the exiting.
If you're fearful, if there'sfear, that's right.
If you relax into it.
Speaker 2 (24:36):
It could be like the transcendence.
Speaker 1 (24:37):
That's right, and the resistance in the wire heats up
the wire yes, it doesn't haveto be pain-dying and resistance
when the uterus is trying tocontract locks it up and makes
birth take longer and be evenmore pain.
That's the same with anythingthat you're going through in the
body sense too.
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So it's like you open up to thesense of pain that you feel,
but don't believe any of thethoughts about it.
Bring those thoughts to thetruth.
The truth is that the cause isyour mind and the effect is the
manifestation, and truly God isthe real cause and you're God's
effect.
So there's nothing in the that.
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Nothing can harm you.
Okay, jay, you had something.
Speaker 2 (25:23):
Yeah, I was going to ask your take on subconscious,
because in the science worldthey're saying like 95% of our
subconscious is running our show.
Uh-huh, that's right.
That, I see, is more like anego place.
Speaker 1 (25:35):
Uh-huh, you're right.
Speaker 2 (25:36):
God and the Holy Spirit.
Right spirit, right, um.
But in terms of us like feedingthat.
You know, spending over twodecades studying personal growth
books to feed my subconsciousand rewire my ways of behaving.
And then, all of a sudden, Ifind course in miracles and I
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realized I don't have to do anyof that?
Speaker 1 (26:00):
no, you don't have to do any of that I have to feed a
subconscious.
Speaker 2 (26:03):
I don't have to rewire and flush out water.
He's this Buddhist and allthese things.
That's right, and I can justremember that I am literally
coming from God.
Speaker 1 (26:12):
Yeah, because what you were doing is you were
working on the level of effect.
Now you're working on the levelof the cause.
So there's the subconsciousmind, which is huge.
Here's the conscious mind.
It's small Things from thesubconscious arise and pass away
onto the conscious mind rightBeneath that is the ground of
being miracle-mindedness,beneath all of that, the
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subconscious noise basically.
So it's like you sink throughthat and go straight to the
source and let that purifyeverything in there and through
that.
In a lifetime, at a certainpoint of time, you will see your
physical body dissolve into thelight Once your subconscious is
completely clear of guilt.
And that goes along with thephysical world, because this is
just like a superimposed layerover creation, this thing with
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the birth and death andeverything passing away.
It's all going to dissolve inthe twinkling of an eye.
It says right.
It says every eye will see.
That's biblical right.
This is the goal in everyone'smind and the desire for God, the
desire for this truth and thepull to it.
It is not deniable, we're allbeing pulled to it.
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We can't even help it.
It doesn't matter how much wecircle around, right.
It's just a matter of when.
That could feel like forever,because we seem to want to die
all the time.
We want to just have anotherlife experience, more stuff.
Keep on dying.
But if you use every experiencelike this, I give you all my
thoughts today I would have noneof mine.
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When you're using all of yourexperiences like this, you're
going quickly, you're on avertical axis, right.
You're asking for guidance allthe time and it doesn't matter
what occurs with the body,whether it gets pained or
whatever anything like that,because of the way you're using
it.
It's always a joy, right,because it's always going back
to the source.
Speaker 3 (28:12):
Yeah, it's interesting because sometimes I
think, going through all thatsubconscious stuff, you know
it's a deepening, an internaldeepening.
So it's not God out there.
Beyond all that stuff is theChrist consciousness within me.
It's here, yeah, and I can findit here.
Speaker 1 (28:31):
And you can feel it in your body's energy field.
You tune into your body'senergy field.
That breath work you guys aredoing is awesome.
You know, when you tune intoyour body's energy field and you
become aware of that, whatsacred the sacred heart what.
Catholics call the sacred heart.
You know they kind of hijackedit, making things all guilty.
But yeah, that is actually athing Like it is emanating peace
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and truth right within you andit's different from the mental
right.
So it's like you come into thissense in your core and feel it
and let that be guidance.
You know, whenever you'rethinking with the ego, you'll
feel kind of like a distortionin there.
That's when you know you havesomething to handle, right,
(29:17):
right, that's it All right.
Speaker 2 (29:20):
When I go into your grocery store and I go down an
aisle where there's sugar stuff,my stomach just goes in knots.
But then what I made up in meis my story is I have this
little sugar devil and he's likeget that, get that.
You can get that, you can do it, you can do anything for two
weeks.
And it's like I literally feela gut reaction when I go through
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those aisles.
Uh-huh, like I can be aroundhealthy stuff, my stomach's fine
.
And as soon as I go down thataisle, I'm like yeah, well, you
know it's not to you.
Speaker 1 (29:54):
To you, those illusions aren't neutral.
That's why your thoughts aboutthem are not neutral.
See, without that history Right, right, them are not neutral.
See, without that history right, without your thoughts about
them, you wouldn't have anythingabout that.
There would be nothing.
Yeah, and see it's like.
It's like when the ego'stalking.
It's about before, what you didbefore.
You can have that becauseyou've been good, or something
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like that.
It's still talking about thingsbeing healthy and unhealthy for
you, but making your body intoan illusion, right.
Me, that occurs when I go, whenI go down the laundry aisle
artificial, artificial smell,but you know, I just use it to
hand it to the truth, hand itover to the truth, recognizing,
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and you know, nothing can harmme plays into these solutions,
because you can tell thetoxicity of the food by how
bright the package is.
Speaker 2 (30:42):
Brighter the package, more toxic the food.
Speaker 1 (30:45):
Oh yeah, Half the illusion Right.
Speaker 2 (30:49):
So another example of forgiveness there and releasing
that and being in this art ofallowance and giving it love
versus feeling guilt and shame,right, right but then also the
other thing, what I'm seeing inthis, versus feeling guilt and
shame, but then also the otherthing.
What I'm seeing in this is whatI've heard you say is you have
God, and then I heard you saythat ego is an illusion, but now
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you have one polarity.
So that would be really weirdif all we ever heard was a voice
of ego, so God creates HolySpirit
as a bridge, bridge, a voice forthe connection to god.
And then we have our christconsciousness, because we're
made in the image of god, right?
So we have that.
And then we have all of thissupposed habituation and
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patterning that has happened ourwhole entire life and
everyone's individual in theirstories.
But then you have, like, whatI've been studying is the power
of the subconscious and mindset,and what I've come to realize
is all of that is a tool for egovoice.
So, yeah, nothing is inremembrance, nothing is in your
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true power, everything is givento a third-party object inside
yourself and you believe that ifyou have more of it you will
obtain and achieve andaccomplish.
And what I realize now is Idon't have any of that.
I can dissolve all of it andjust be an empty vessel for God.
Speaker 1 (32:17):
Yes, yes, and that's what this lesson is all about.
I give my life to God to guidetoday.
So now you're just listening tothe voice for the Holy Spirit,
which is telling you that you'reperfect and holy and still as
God created you.
You're not a body, you'retotally free.
All these upset feelings comefrom believing that we are a
(32:40):
body and we're in prison, youknow, thinking that we're in
this thing.
We're not in it, we're.
We're projecting it.
It's in our mind.
Speaker 2 (32:48):
we're projecting it kind of like onto a screen of
consciousness so I don't evenhave to spend time, hours trying
to rewire.
How are the subconscious?
Speaker 1 (32:59):
no because it doesn't exist and I like the analogy of
the subconscious.
Speaker 2 (33:02):
Nope, because it doesn't exist and while the
analogy of the movie is animagined thing, yes, that I
imagine, yes, individually.
Speaker 1 (33:08):
Yes, so you can just sink down.
Speaker 3 (33:09):
My ego created the power of the subconscious.
Well, why did you go watch themovie?
Speaker 2 (33:12):
So do you run up to the front of the movie theater
and try to rearrange thecharacters?
Speaker 1 (33:17):
on the screen Right.
No, I didn't watch the movieand and she just had a really
good question why do you useblock therapy?
There's no, why it's the thingthat's guided, so it's the thing
.
Do we have to?
Speaker 3 (33:32):
fix our body in a physical way?
Or can we just realize we'renot?
Speaker 1 (33:36):
No, we don't have to fix anything.
And that's the thing with blocktherapy too when you're using
block therapy, recognizing thatall of the effects are coming
from the mind, so it comes backto what is this for right?
With block therapy, it's sofreaking, relaxing and nice, you
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know, and it's like Holy Spirit.
What should I do?
For me, it's block therapy, alot of it.
Speaker 3 (34:01):
I thought it was bringing the pain up, so I
thought, looking at it, Well,you're bringing the pain up,
you're bringing fear to thelight of consciousness.
Speaker 1 (34:09):
That's what it is.
The pain is really symbolic offear.
Remember, pain is fear, right?
So look at it as a symbol.
Look at this symbol there'spain that's being projected on
the body.
That's really fear, and youcan't tell that it's there until
you bring it up, right?
(34:30):
So the block therapy is you'reable to bring it up in a way
where you're relaxed and you'reapproaching it with the breath
and recognizing.
Speaker 2 (34:39):
All therapy is designed to bring the
subconscious to awareness.
Right, so it could be resolved.
I'll sit with you.
Speaker 3 (34:49):
I hear you You're saying that to the body and then
it's heard, it can be released.
Speaker 1 (34:54):
Yeah, I don't need to say anything to the body
because it's only a symbol.
So the pain and the body, thoseare symbolic of what's
happening in the mind.
I was thinking this is the mindthat was saying.
Speaker 3 (35:04):
You know it's hurting .
And I'm like okay, hear whatyou're trying to say.
Speaker 1 (35:08):
Yeah, let it go.
Right, we're bringing it up andwe're letting it go.
It's really good symbology.
It's been really good symbologyfor me to see what's going on
in the subconscious mind, eventhe fascia, the way it winds
around and strangles the body.
Apparently this is symbolic ofthought patterns winding around,
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strangling out life.
Right, so it's beautifulpractice.
But you know, when you look atit from a body sense, from a
purely physical sense, you'renot going to go nearly as far as
fast because you know theintent is still the same to see
clearly.
But we get tripped up in tryingto fix the body and that's not,
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you know, and you know it eventalks about that in block
therapy, about how, when you gotoo far, too fast and this is
without the breath, see, everythought has a breath pattern.
So the breath, the deep exhale,helps you to see and that
symbolizes release.
What happens with people whenthey don't want to see?
(36:13):
They're not getting thebenefits as fast, they're not
getting the release and theytend to hold their breath.
Right, yeah, we tend to holdour breath when we're trying to
do something.
That's exactly right.
Speaker 3 (36:23):
So it always comes down to more pain right, whereas
if you can relax and say it'sokay and release yeah, look at
it like meditation or any kindof spiritual practice.
Speaker 1 (36:35):
To me it's, it's really potent for me because it
goes right into the pain.
I'm projecting Right and I likethat.
I happen to like that Bringingup the pain.
Thank you.
Speaker 3 (36:46):
Thank you.
Speaker 1 (36:47):
Yeah, good.
Okay, in place of them, mythoughts, which are really what
it's saying here.
When it's saying my thoughts,it's saying thoughts I thought
with the ego.
I listened to the ego.
This is really what it's sayingthe thoughts I'm listening to
with the ego.
So, in place of these thoughts,I'm listening to the ego.
Give me your own.
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These are the Holy Spirit'sthoughts.
Give me your own thoughts, okay, because those are actually
going to dispel the thoughts Imade up with the ego.
I give you all of my acts aswell.
Okay, I give you all of my actsthat I may do.
Your will.
Look at this Instead of seekinggoals which cannot be attained
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so it's not in the act itself,look at it, it's in the seeking
of goals we only want to seekone goal.
It's a real goal that canactually be attained and that's
awakening our mind, that'sreturning our mind to sanity, to
wholeness in God.
Right, all other goals?
So look, it's not the actitself, it's what you think it's
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going to bring.
Goal.
So look, it's not the actitself, it's what you think it's
going to bring.
That's it.
It's what goal?
What are you trying to do?
What are you doing this for?
So it's remembering whateverything is for.
That's how you give all of youracts to God.
That includes, let's say,you're taking a medical drug,
right, let's say you're takingsome kind of a handful of pills
(38:16):
that the doctor gave you.
What is it for?
Take it with that Understanding, does not matter what.
If you're shooting up heroin,same Okay, it does not matter.
The form of it doesn't matter,it's you're giving the act to
seeking one goal, not seekingfalse goals.
That's all.
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It's a mental thing.
And, look, your actions willchange accordingly, because
God's will for you is perfecthappiness, and this is how you
listen to God, and so the things, even the things that you seem
to do, will seem to bring you somuch joy when you first said
seeking for goals.
Speaker 3 (38:52):
I thought you said seeking for gold, said seeking
for goals, I thought you said,seeking for gold.
Speaker 1 (38:57):
What's the gold?
Not the physical gold?
Speaker 3 (39:00):
No, that's right.
Speaker 1 (39:03):
I want to do your will instead of seeking goals
which cannot be obtained, goldwhich can't be obtained.
Right.
So it's not a matter of judgingacts, it's what is the act for.
It's always mental.
This is where the ego comes in.
The ego always wants to judgeacts, call them good or bad.
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That's right.
Speaker 3 (39:25):
Entirely different.
That's right.
Speaker 1 (39:27):
It's not the act.
That's why I always bring upshooting up heroin, because to
me that's the thing that peoplethink is probably the most
guilty thing you can possibly do, right.
So I like to use that one as anexample, because it doesn't
matter and you know what?
I've heard the story before ofsomeone becoming fully awake
while they're on heroin.
Right, it's just willingness tobe with the goal, right the
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goal.
And no, in case you'rewondering, I never did heroin
Apparently, apparently.
Speaker 2 (39:56):
It boils down more to the intention that you're
imagining.
Speaker 1 (40:03):
Well, let's use just a little bit of a different word
, and that's willingness.
Yeah, it's like are you willingto use this for God's will
right now?
Are you willing to use this actfor God's will?
What does it seem like?
Your goal is right, god's willfor you and all is perfect
(40:25):
happiness.
Are you willing to use this actfor that right now?
And that only comes down to now, right, yep, so our will is the
same as God's will.
So, in place of them, thatmeans the thoughts I'm listening
to with the ego give me yourown thoughts.
I give you all my acts as well,that I may do your will,
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instead of seeking goals whichcannot be obtained and wasting
time in vain imaginings See,it's all imaginings.
You're wasting time when you'revainly imagining that this
particular thing is going to getyou something that you think
you want in the world.
It does not matter the form ofit, it's the thing, that it's
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the, it's the, it's the way youwould use that thing.
I was reading yesterday.
Jesus was talking about justice.
Okay, what's justice Someonewas talking about.
Well, what about when I pricehaggle with someone about how
much something should cost?
What about that?
And Jesus says as long asyou're willing to do it.
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On the other way too, like ifthey charge you too little,
right.
As long as you're not lookingto like profit by not paying a
certain price, then that'sjustice, right.
Right, because there's nothingto gain here.
There's nothing to gain.
So, in all things you know, oneof them is like truly justice
(41:56):
is justice for all, right, andthat's where you're really going
to feel your abundance too.
So it's like, you know, it'slike.
One example is like, let's say,you go into this store and
they're selling something You'relike wow, that's way too cheap,
that's not normally what I pay.
And you would be like hey, isthis right?
Did you guys?
You guys didn't make a mistake,want to make sure you didn't
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make a mistake, right?
So he's saying as long as youwould be willing to do it on
both ends, then that's justice,right, because you're not,
you're not pretending like you,you know you need to get a good
deal.
Like you're fucking scarce orsomething like that.
Like that, like your provisionisn't, isn't giving you.
You know what I mean.
So this is what he's talkingabout.
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You bring this into everything.
Don't waste time in vainimaginings, like anything that
you do can get you anything good, it all needs to be for the
same thing.
Your will, your will is, forone is perfect happiness, and
that's the same as extendinglove.
That's the same as awakening tothe truth, that's the same as
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returning the mind to sanity.
Okay, today I come to you.
Ah, today I come to you.
It's only you and you, and you,and you, and you and you and
you.
Right, it's all the all,everything in the illusion, even
everything in the illusion, isGod, right?
So everything's blessing me.
(43:20):
So it's all God, it's allblessing me.
I come to you.
I will step back and merelyfollow you.
I'm not going to be in chargetoday, I'm not going to be
trying to guide it.
Be you the guide and I thefollower.
Who questions not the wisdom ofthe infinite right.
(43:43):
Look at infinity.
There's no end to it.
There's nothing that can harmme, everything that's arising in
my perception, perfectly loving, perfectly helpful.
Every being, every single thing, even the thoughts.
I seem to think with the ego.
You know how they becomehelpful.
Because I would follow God'sguidance, right?
(44:04):
So they become helpful becauseI'm willing to bring them to the
truth, right?
The only time when they're nothelpful is when I'm not willing
to bring them to the truth.
I decide whether anything ishelpful or unhelpful, and if I
say everything's helpful, thenI'm always listening to the
voice for God.
Speaker 3 (44:23):
That's what happens when you get triggered by
someone.
I get triggered.
I think somebody out theretriggers me, right, I'm like, oh
good, there's still somethingin me that's not, you know,
aligned completely.
Why am I?
And I maybe I shouldn't analyzeit, but it's just a flash.
Speaker 1 (44:41):
Oh, here, here, here's what you do.
Here's what you do Extendgratitude, yeah Right.
Speaker 3 (44:47):
Yeah, I am happy now to get it, because that gives me
a deeper understanding of thisarea.
Is still feeling pain.
Yeah, I can heal myself.
Speaker 1 (44:56):
Yeah, it's like oh, I feel that, thank you, right.
Oh, I feel that Thank you forthat reflection, right, and
you'll see, I see this in myself, right?
I used to be one of the mostannoyed fucking person on the
planet.
My family seemed to annoy theshit out of me.
I seem to see like I seem tofeel like I needed to get out of
there.
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It seemed to have started whenI was a kid and I had to watch
my brothers and sisters.
I was like kids are fuckingannoying.
And so then I got a family ofmy own and this is how I'm
feeling.
I use that, that's what I used,and you know what Now it's like
people cannot annoy me.
I can't even understand that formyself.
(45:36):
I mean, I can understand itbecause I've gone through it,
but it's like I cannot getannoyed by a person, I cannot
get annoyed by a bug, I cannotget annoyed by a circumstance,
because I know it's once.
You know too much.
It's like your mind is justcompletely shielded from
anything like that.
You just see it all as love.
It's like aww, like whateversomeone seems to be acting,
(45:59):
whatever someone seems to bedoing loud, whatever, it's just
aww.
You feel, because you feelwithin yourself, then you feel
with them, right, you feel withpeople and that's how you're
extending, it's how you'realways extending love.
I'm so grateful for all ofthose opportunities that it's
come to a point now where Idon't get that.
Speaker 3 (46:21):
You know I always remember Viktor Frankl,
concentration camp.
He had written almostcompletely man's search for
meaning.
You know a psychologist,brilliant, and they took all his
stuff away and he just kept hismind right there where he was.
Or there's another film calledA Beautiful World or something
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Mind, beautiful Mind.
No, not A Beautiful Mind, itwas a man with a child in a
concentration camp.
Speaker 1 (46:49):
Oh, I know which one you're talking about Life is
beautiful, he told him.
Speaker 3 (46:52):
Nowhere, in this other kind of realm he created
to soften for his son, whetherthat was right or wrong, but
Man's Search for Meaning, viktorFrankl, he became aware that
those who were in fear were theones they immediately, you know
put to death.
Speaker 1 (47:11):
Yeah, you can't even look.
They could feel it.
Speaker 3 (47:14):
The guards knew your state of mind and he was in a
state of mind that had no hatred, that he was just seeing this
experience as extending hisability to love everybody there
and to know who he was.
It was a sacred experience,right.
So he died later, much later,he became a professor.
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He was a young man then he didthe book.
He got out yes, he survivedBecause he did not have fear.
He realized I'm not in fear,they don't even see me.
They're attracted to the energyof fear.
Those two would come togetherand those two would have
something to do with it.
Speaker 2 (47:54):
We're constantly worry about negative entities.
Right, if you have nothing tofeed them?
Yeah?
Speaker 1 (47:59):
they're not going to bother you, they're not
attracted to you, that's rightthat and see, even even like
you're talking about negativeentities, that that's a, that's
also insanity, because there'sonly one spirit and the idea
that a spirit can be negative isa major insanity, right, and so
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, yes, you're going to perceiveit because you believe it.
Right, totally imagined, andwhen we're just totally safe in
truth and has God created us.
Okay, we only have we only havea few minutes, so we're going to
go through this a little bitquicker than we have been.
Sorry, no, you're doing awesome.
You never have to be sorry foranything.
Speaker 3 (48:43):
Yeah, if I need to, I'll just say shut the fuck up,
flo.
I probably need to have that.
I do see that.
Speaker 2 (48:53):
Today I come to you.
Speaker 1 (48:55):
Oh yeah, okay, Today I come to you.
I will step back and merelyfollow you.
Be you the guide and I thefollower.
Who questions not the wisdom ofthe infinite, nor love, whose
tenderness we're not questioning, love, whose tenderness that
means everything everyone eversays and does is also tender
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whose tenderness I cannotcomprehend.
I'm actually miscreating when Ithink that anyone is talking to
me in anything else other thanlove or anyone's doing anything
other than love.
All right, but which is yetyour perfect gift to me?
Today we have one guide to leadus.
That's the Holy Spirit side ofthings.
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Right, one guide to lead us.
And as we walk together this isthe part I've been talking about
before we even got to this partwe walk together with all of
our brothers.
We cannot leave one of them out.
They're always look it, as longas there's guilt in our mind,
our brothers are going toseemingly pop up, seemingly to
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be a problem, and this is ouropportunity.
This becomes our opportunity tosee I'm not seeing them.
Clearly, we actually walktogether.
In another part, jesus istalking about how we're actually
groping.
When we first start out and weget this idea, we're like wait a
second, our brothers are onewith us.
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It's like we're groping in thedark trying to find their hand,
to hold their hand, because wewant to hold their hand right
and go back to heaven with them.
The only way we can go back toheaven is with our brothers.
We can't leave any of ourbrothers out.
So whenever we feel this senseof annoyance like I was talking
(50:42):
about I did it mostly with mykids and we undo that right and
we feel that energy.
It's like you want to beblessed, so you want to hold
their hand, meaning you want tosee past what you made of them.
We're not seeing anyone clearly.
We're more like perfect beamsof light.
We're not these bodies, we'renot the sounds we hear coming
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out of these mouths, right,we're not the skin.
We're not the looks, we'renothing.
We're not this personality.
So we're not seeing each otherclearly and as long as we're
holding and harboring guilt inour mind, we're seeing each
other as something that's vile,sometimes something that's
threatening, something that'sannoying, right, something to
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feel sorry for.
Right, something that needshelp, right, something like that
, instead of seeing each otheras powerful beams of light.
Every time we're willing to seepast what we made of someone,
we're getting more aware of whowe are.
We're sinking into our holiness, we're sinking past all that
(51:47):
dirt in the subconscious minddown to the miracle mindedness,
that foundation of our mind, andwe're knowing ourselves more
and more.
Speaker 2 (51:57):
So that's why it's saying here it seems like we're
getting deeper and deeper andmore and more into our power.
Speaker 1 (52:02):
Yes, that's it.
We're getting as the more we'rewilling to see each other as as
we are really, as we are in theseparation, same feeling.
Speaker 3 (52:13):
The one is the group that I belong to in Connecticut
was called the forgiveness arc.
Uh-huh, because we are going tobuy to having that holy
relationship.
Is that is the atonement?
Yeah, god's plan for salvation,its separation is gone and yes,
and?
Speaker 1 (52:32):
and look at, here's the thing about the holy
relationship.
No one has to agree to join you, right?
You're in holy relationshipwith all, even circumstances,
everything.
When you decide that you'regoing to use it for going to god
one goal, you're going to useit.
You're going to use everythingfor one goal that makes you in
holy relationship witheverything and everyone.
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Okay, whether they becomemighty companions for you or not
, in your experience, that'swhere you know you can only
interact with so many people inan illusion, right?
So you're going to find holycompanions.
That's where people are goingto return that to you and go.
I'm going to use my perceptionof her, too, for the same thing.
I'm not going to look at herlike she's a body you know, and
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that really comes out whenyou're in closer relationships
with each other.
The more you're around eachother.
Look at this, you guys the moreyou spend time with people, the
more they seem to annoy you,right?
Even saying take the mostenlightened person you know and
go live with them and see whathappens, because what's going on
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is you're seeing your ownreflection.
Yeah, right, it's way easier tothink they're fucking awesome
when they're distant from you,but when you get close to them,
you make them specialautomatically because you're
seeing yourself and see, this iswhat a mighty companion does.
A mighty companion looks pastwhatever it is that they made of
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you.
See, notice that it's only whenthey become personal to you
that you start getting allannoyed.
Unless you're talking aboutDonald Trump, right, for people
they're like, yeah, he's wayover there, but I hate his
orange ass or something likethat.
But you know, it's the samething.
You're making it as if it'spersonal, as if it has some kind
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of actual personal implications.
It's refusal to see that thisis all beneficial.
We're all really benefitingeach other, and the more we
could take each other's handsand go home together, the
happier we're going to be.
And this is really what ACourse in Miracles' main reason
it was even ever channeled.
Helen Shushman said there's gotto be a better way, because they
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weren't even able to get anywork done, because these what
were they?
Some kind of therapistpsychologist?
They're all working togetherand they're in close quarters
and they're at each other'sthroat so they can't get shit
done, right?
So she pops up and says there'sgot to be a better way.
And then one of her companionsin.
That said, I'm with you.
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That's the two that Jesus needsto be in the midst of them,
right, because they both, theypopped out of that timeline, yep
With one shared goal there'sgot to be a better way, and
Jesus, and that was his opening.
So that's how an atheist startschanneling Jesus.
Speaker 3 (55:22):
Yeah, she always said I know it's true, but I just
don't believe it.
Speaker 1 (55:26):
Yeah, she's not.
Yeah, she didn't do it, she didit she.
But you know what, if you, ifyou, if you read the new one
with the notes, you'll see didit to a certain degree.
Speaker 3 (55:36):
Oh, you mean the Robert Perry?
No, the circle of the tongue.
No, no, no, no.
Speaker 1 (55:39):
This one that I'm on, that I'm doing the deep diving.
Speaker 2 (55:42):
Oh, it's in the back of the latest foundation version
, oh.
Speaker 1 (55:45):
Right, okay, okay, let's just finish it off.
We're really close, great, wow,and we will give this day to
him with no reserve at all.
We're not reserving anythingfor ourselves.
This is his day, and so it is aday of countless gifts and
mercies unto us.
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Yay, we're not excludinganybody Trump or Hitler or
anybody.
No, we're not.
We're not excluding anybody.
We want to see the beams oflight all around.
We want to see the rays oflight come through everyone,
because that's how we'reactually going to see through
when we start seeing.
You know it says otherwise in ACourse in Miracles that we're
going to start seeing with ourbody's eyes apparently, halos
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around everyone.
The more we purify our minds,yes, the more we purify our
minds the great rays and itdoesn't look like colors, like
an aura, it's bright lights,just white.
Yes, yes, that's right.
And we see the holiness.
We're going to start seeing theholiness.
It's like having vision.
Speaker 3 (56:45):
Yes, instead of seeing just from the physical
eyes, we're seeing completely.
Like when you say activate thethird eye, we're seeing.
Speaker 1 (56:52):
Yeah, yes, we're, you know.
Welcome this site because it'scoming.
Okay, I know you're right.
Yay, I love you.
Thank you so much for joining.
Speaker 3 (57:02):
Oh my God, Hope you're spectacular.
I'm glad you saved that.
Speaker 1 (57:05):
Yeah, go to hopejohnsonorg for more.
I love you Woo.
Speaker 2 (57:10):
Wow.
Aloha, this is an ACIM meeting at Namaste Village
and today we're doing Lesson 233from A Course in Miracles.
This is Hope Johnson, woo,alright, lesson 233.
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I give my life to God today, soI give.
That's talking about consent.
Right, we're consenting to this, we're going.
This is our free will here, sowe're deciding.
I give, I'm deciding right now,and this is right now.
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It's moment to moment.
You know you can start out withthe intention in the morning,
but look, things are going totake your attention from time to
time and this is every littlething, like even what should I
eat, what should I wear?
When you do this, you're goingto be so happy.
This is the kind of consentright.
Who should I speak to?
What should I say?
It is the consent to God.
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Look it, god's will for you isperfect happiness.
Why not give it to God?
Because you can only listen toone of two voices.
It's either God that's for yourperfect happiness and the ego,
who wants to fucking kill you.
Speaker 3 (01:20):
You mean, when they say what should I eat?
The ego says chocolate.
Speaker 1 (01:24):
Well, you know the thing is, the form of it
actually doesn't matter one bit.
That's not the thing.
Speaker 2 (01:30):
The form of it is not it?
Chocolate's not loaded withsugar and milk.
Speaker 1 (01:35):
Yeah, see, that's another thing.
See, we're talking aboutillusions here.
When you're talking about sugar, milk, things that seem to be
good or bad for you, that's theego's game.
Is that illusions can affectanother illusion.
Look, your body is an illusion.
You're projecting it into thefield.
There is no other illusion thataffects your illusion.
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This is exactly what Jesus wastalking about in our deep dive
yesterday.
He's saying you got to knowthis as a foundation.
If you're in pain, you'remiscreating.
Now you're miscreating it's notbecause of something you ate
for instance.
Speaker 3 (02:12):
So you're saying you're asking God for everything
, including you mentioned whatshould I eat?
So how would God respond?
It was joy, something that willgive me joy, or Nothing's going
to give you joy.
Speaker 1 (02:24):
It's the fact that you're asking, because you're
asking to be guided.
Okay, Right, that's all.
And remember, it's not in theform.
So that's the ego that wouldcome up and judge and say
something like oh only the egowould have me eating, let's say,
for instance, chocolate withsugar and milk in it.
Only the egos would have me dothat.
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That's not true, because youknow everything's neutral.
Here's another thing of course,in Miracles Shares, Everything
in the field is totally neutral.
It's your thoughts about itthat are not neutral.
Right, You're either thinkingwith the ego or you're thinking
with the Holy Spirit.
Speaker 3 (03:02):
So I think that chocolate will bring me joy and
it's so wonderful and I eat it.
That way, then my body receivesit as something joyful.
Speaker 1 (03:11):
Well, your body doesn't really do anything, it's
all mental.
Okay, so here's what's going on.
You're eating it for thepurpose of extending rather than
projecting, not to make yourbody anything right, because
that's always coming from yourmind.
When you're doing things withthe purpose of extending love,
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with the purpose of forgiveness,peace, harmony, you're feeling
good.
You get a sense in the bodylike it's been healing.
But the body isn't somethingthat can even be healed, it's
only all mental, see.
So you do everything for thatpurpose.
That's why you're asking forguidance.
That's why you're consentingGive my life to God today.
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So this is saying you know,under no uncertain terms, my
life, that's every little thing.
That does not mean you'rejudging the things in this field
.
It's you're just usingeverything for that purpose.
You're guided to what's mostbeneficial all the time.
It's just that when you're in aframe of mind where you're in
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miracle-mindedness, you don'thave to have other lessons to
get you to that point.
Everything's always going to behelpful, whatever it is that
you seem to do.
But you may have to have otherlessons to get you to the point
of miracle mindedness, andthat's where it doesn't feel
smooth and joyful all the time,see.
Speaker 3 (04:38):
So if I just go into.
The state of God's will for meis perfect happiness.
State of God's will for me isperfect happiness and I honor
that and believe it.
Speaker 1 (04:47):
Right, surprise me with what I'm going to seem to
do.
Speaker 3 (04:50):
I have no idea when is my grace and my happiness?
Show me, I know you will.
Speaker 2 (04:54):
Yeah.
Speaker 3 (04:54):
Yay, it's right here now.
Chocolate cake on the road,because I remember.
Speaker 1 (04:59):
Yeah, you know, there's nothing in the field I
could be a grass area if Iwanted to be Sure.
Sure, sure you know.
Here's the thing You're notreally eating anything in the
field.
So this idea that you areeating something, that it's
either good or bad for you, it'sactually distracting you from
receiving guidance, because whatyou're doing in that situation
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is you're making one illusion asif it could affect another
illusion, that illusion beingyour body.
So this is making your mindvulnerable to illusions.
Okay, so this is this, is whatit means.
I give my life to God today.
Yes, you could be a breatharianor you can eat a shit ton of
meat and sugar, and it won'tmake one bit of difference.
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It actually won't make one bitof difference to God, to Jesus,
it doesn't matter, it's.
What is it for?
Is the question.
What is being a breatharian for?
What is eating all that meat?
For it's all mental.
Yeah, see, okay, good, good,because this is a major thing
for people.
This is a major thing thatpeople get tripped out about and
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even start judging other peoplein their mind based on what
they eat, and feeling pride inour own diet or shame because we
didn't eat the right thing,thinking that something's going
to poison us.
That's a poisonous thought, see, and it's the direct opposite
of something's good for me.
Something's good for me is thedirect opposite of something's
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going to poison me.
It's always going to go backand forth like that, making your
body into something that'svulnerable instead of just a
neutral projection.
Speaker 3 (06:35):
The only thing good for me is remembering who I am.
Speaker 1 (06:39):
Yeah, you know it.
Speaker 3 (06:40):
Being one with God you know, that's it.
Speaker 1 (06:43):
How about this?
Let me remember who I amthrough eating this food,
whatever it happens to be.
Let me use this food ornon-food, or being a breatharian
for remembering who I am allthe time, and then it's going to
feel good.
It's just going to feel good,okay.
So I give my life.
This is all of it.
Everything to God Right.
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This is all of it, everythingto God Right.
This is every little thing.
My shower Is this a good timeto shower?
How does it feel?
You know, I got the sense theother day.
I didn't want to go somewhereand I checked in the Holy Spirit
.
What would you have me do?
It was really clear Take ashower.
Speaker 2 (07:25):
And I took a shower and it was just obvious where I
was going what I was doing.
Speaker 1 (07:29):
You know what I mean.
So, and that's you know it's toguide.
I give my life to God to guide,so it's like guide me in
everything, every gesture, everyword, everything.
Okay, and in that way you'regoing to be happy, You're going
to be so relieved, and itdoesn't matter what anyone else
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projects.
You're not going to be swayedby anything like that.
You're just going to be in love.
You're going to be blessingeverything that occurs.
You're going to be blessingeverything anyone says.
You're going to be blessing asense of annoyance that you
might feel in reaction to whatsomeone else says.
You're blessing that as well.
Thank you, this is myopportunity.
I had a really weird experience.
Speaker 3 (08:12):
I played this game Word with friends with someone,
and they put these stupidcommercials on and I found
myself like I can't get X, thisthing out.
I was so annoyed and then Ilooked at what it was and I
cracked up.
It was a spiritual lesson.
Yeah, I was so annoyed and thenI looked at what it was and I
cracked up.
It was a spiritual lesson.
Yeah, it was candy crush.
Good, well, like candy is likeI'm a big sugar person.
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And then like shooting it inthe candy was like like it was
being bombed.
It was hilarious.
Also, the idea of having like acrush on someone, like ooh,
you're sweet like candy.
All of it is like.
I just watched and let it playout and it was like a spiritual
lesson.
I'm like this is bizarre, butit was, it's all a spiritual
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lesson.
Not even seeing my face, Icould feel like that and then
when I left, it was a release.
Speaker 1 (09:03):
Yeah, that's a good trick.
Look at your face from theinside like when you wince.
Speaker 3 (09:09):
And you're mm yeah, notice that, ugh.
Speaker 1 (09:12):
Yeah, yep, you got it .
You got it.
That's it.
That's being guided.
Good job, okay, and we startoff with Father again.
Yay, thank you, father.
Thank you, father.
Thank you for holding creationintact for us.
Thank you for holding ourholiness intact for us.
This is a fatherly thing to do.
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You know, I see this as themasculine holding everything in
place for us, especially ourholiness, which we cannot ruin.
Right, it's like it's reallysweet, so it starts with Father.
Right, it's like it's reallysweet, so it starts with father.
I give you all my thoughts today.
So that's, you know, that's anythought.
So like if, if there's thoughtswith the ego, there's thoughts
of of sadness or irritation orgrief or anything like that is,
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give them right over.
Today, this is the day for that.
This is the day for finding joy.
This is for the day for findingconnectedness with all of our
brothers.
Right, I would have none of myown.
I would have none of mine.
It says right, so I'm not goingto keep any thoughts, and
basically, what that looks likeis not taking on thoughts in
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private.
Right, you know how A Course inMiracles says there's no
private thoughts, right, okay?
Well, a lot of people make amistake on what that is really
saying.
There's no private thoughts,because none of those thoughts
that you listen to the egoactually exist.
That's why, but to you, fromyour perception, in your lonely
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ass dream, those are totallyreal to you in your lonely ass
dream, those are totally real toyou.
Okay, so when you give yourthoughts over to God, that's
when you know the thoughts thatare not private.
The only thoughts we couldreally share with one another
are the thoughts of God, thethoughts from the thought system
of the Holy Spirit.
Look at it like this Okay,we've got two thought systems
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here's the ego's thought systemand here's the Holy Spirit's
thought system.
Right, we choose which onewe're listening to.
We're only always listening.
We don't have any of our ownthoughts in this dream.
Okay, we kind of like cutourselves off from our own
thoughts.
That's why God gave us the HolySpirit whole thought system
like that.
So we're only just listening toone thought system or the other
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all the time.
Okay, so when you say I give allmy thoughts to God today,
you're looking at any thoughtsthat hurt you.
You pivot over to the HolySpirit, bring them to the Holy
Spirit, bring them to the truth.
Right, the Holy Spirit has.
And the Holy Spirit's anillusion.
We talked about this earlier,right?
Yes, holy Spirit is an illusion.
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We talked about this earlier,right, holy Spirit is an
illusion.
He only, he's only here for thedream.
He doesn't go past the dream.
Okay, he's given to you becauseyou know what you made the ego,
and without the Holy Spirit,you'd only have ego thoughts
that would suck balls.
He would not like it, right?
So so God said, as soon as youdid that, god said here, here's
another thought system for youthat actually, this is my voice,
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this is my voice in the dream,this is what can guide you back
Whenever you're ready, you stillhave your free will, right?
So this is our free will.
This is us consenting today tosaying, god, I would have none
of mine.
I give you all my thoughtstoday, I would have none of mine
.
I give you all my thoughtstoday, I would have none of mine
.
Okay, these are ego thoughts.
We think they're our own.
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It sounds like our voice Fuckthat person or I feel sorry for
them.
Right, that's also an ego voice.
Speaker 3 (12:41):
Don't believe everything you think.
That's such an awakening for me, right Whoa, yeah, what a thing
it's true Right.
Speaker 1 (12:49):
Believe the voice for God, because that's the bridge
home, that's actually yourbridge home.
So believe the voice for Godthat tells you we're one, for
instance.
We're one.
So, basically, this is comingfrom ourselves, like when we say
I feel annoyed, I feelirritated.
You're never upset for thereason.
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You think it's a thought ofseparation, that's annoying you,
that's irritating you, that'sdisgusting you, that's making
you feel bad for yourself.
That's what it is.
So you bring them to the truth.
I'm keeping none of these and,you know, I like to ask Jesus.
I like to bring Jesus in onthis, you know, because Jesus is
standing at the end of thetimeline already.
Right, this is a circular,freaking timeline.
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It's not really going straight,right, he's.
He's standing at the end of thetimeline.
He's kind of like got his armaround us, like this, and he's
looking at things with us.
So I like to bring Jesus in.
Jesus, look at this thought withme, because Jesus' mind is pure
of all guilt and he's a guide.
He actually guides us back tothe thoughts that the Holy
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Spirit has for us.
Look at this thought.
It's hurting me, this hurts.
Is it making me smile?
Is it making me joyful?
No, okay, it hurts.
Then, jesus, look at this withme, right, he knows, and he's
gentle about it.
He's really sweet about it.
He's not going to condemn us,he's just going to be gentle
about it, like, no, that's not athought.
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That's good for you.
Right, give that over.
Give that over right now.
And of course, in miracles it'ssaying to bring allusions to
the truth.
So you're giving that thoughtover to God, you're bringing it
over to the voice for God, theHoly Spirit, which is basically
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dissolving that thought, it'sneutralizing that thought.
Okay, so that's why it's abridge, home, because it's
purifying your mind of guilt,fear, pain, suffering, all that.
Speaker 2 (14:48):
The big one is the belief that the body can have
power over you.
Speaker 1 (14:52):
Right, any power?
Right, you know what it talksabout too.
Your body doesn't feel anything.
You know we talk about how ourbody feels.
Something, right, we go oh, Ifeel like this, I feel sick, or
I feel dizzy, or I feel this orthat or this or that.
Look it, here's how we look atthis.
It's not a guilty thing at all.
Don't take it like it's aguilty thing.
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This is the way the ego wouldhave you interpret it like it's
a guilty thing.
What God wants you to see, whatJesus wants you to see, which we
were just going over yesterday,is that any pain, any sickness,
any bad feeling in the body,it's miscreation right now.
Just be aware of that.
It's miscreation You'remiscreating.
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Right now You're holding up,you're propping up a thought
that you may not see.
But if you're aware that it'scoming from your mind and it's
like we don't condemn others,either right, because they got
some kind of sickness or theygot some kind of weakness or
anything like that, it's just amatter of helping each other to
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see that it has a cause, andthat cause is miscreation, or
you could say, projection rightnow.
There's only now.
So you go through the feeling,the uneasy feeling, but in your
mind you're alert and you'reready to hand everything to the
Holy Spirit.
Speaker 3 (16:15):
You know the Bible, so my blood, pressure went to
202 the other day, over 103.
I was dizzy.
I felt like I was going to passout and my blood pressure was
really really high, so I createdthat.
Speaker 1 (16:30):
Well, let's put it like this You're making it up.
This is not creation.
There's only creation ormiscreation.
Okay, so there's a lot ofthoughts that you have a
tendency to believe.
Okay, one of them is your age.
Okay, so, when you have atendency and you keep on
believing that this is an agethat you are I don't believe I'm
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80, though, okay.
Okay, so that's good.
So, look, there's a lot ofthoughts circulating.
Look, they're underneath theconscious level, right, saying
this and that and this and thatabout you.
So there's a lot that you don'tsee, that you're automatically
believing.
That's why, when you go, oh,I'm making my blood pressure 202
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and you're light about it,right, then you're actually
inviting the Holy Spirit to showyou what you're propping up to
make it as if you have a bloodpressure that's not a healthy,
vital blood pressure.
See, there's not anything.
See, the thing is, what we wantto do is we want to return all
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power to your mind, because yourmind is all power.
It's all powerful to makingevery single illusion that you
perceive.
And the trick of the ego is tomake it as if your body is doing
something that you're notmaking it.
Do See, it's very convincingillusion that your body's doing
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things on its own.
It's a very convincing illusionthat you've had this whole
history and other people aregoing to tell you too.
They'll tell you stuff like ohwell, you're doing great for
your age, right?
So it's like we're alwaystalking to each other, making
these illusions true, but whatyou truly want, what you truly
want, is to know your power asas the holy mind that god
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created, that never changedright, I think if you see the
cause and effect as reversed,that's the problem.
Speaker 3 (18:32):
We think the cause is external and the effect is my
body's hurting or some otherthing.
But it really causes here, andexternal is the effect and the
thing about the body when I'mrealizing from my stuff it's
neutral but it's trying so hardto communicate something to me,
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saying you're not feeling yourconnection with God, something's
off off the mark and that's whyit's showing up.
Like Louise Hay says, if it'syour knee it means something,
it's wearied.
You can even look up Louise Hay.
Speaker 1 (19:08):
Well, let's not get into that, because that's not
how A Course in Miracles puts itat all.
Speaker 3 (19:14):
It's not even about a body at all.
Speaker 1 (19:16):
Right, that's illusion.
You're talking about illusionright now.
Speaker 3 (19:19):
If I feel something in my body.
It means I think I'm a body.
Speaker 1 (19:23):
Right, that's all.
Speaker 3 (19:24):
And I'm not the divine being there.
Speaker 1 (19:26):
Right, it's separation, that's all it is.
Speaker 3 (19:28):
That's just typhoid fever or the measles, even Do
they create that situation to?
Speaker 1 (19:33):
attract it, they're projecting it.
So that's different thancreation.
It's miscreation, right?
It's miscreation, right.
There's only creation ormiscreation, so it's not.
We have all these differentnames for different diseases and
different sicknesses thatpeople could have, but really
all it is is belief in the senseof separation.
Look, there's not any kind of,there's not any kind of a guilty
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projection about this at all.
This is, this is the ego thatwould not want us to see that,
you know, that would not want usto see that we're making
everything up and it's onlybecause we're choosing to deny
what's true.
And it's only now.
Nothing happened, no, likesomething seems that you seem to
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catch it from a person.
There's no contagion, there'snot.
You're not getting, you're notgetting dengue from a mosquito,
it's all just one thing I mean.
Speaker 3 (20:25):
even great people get ill and die.
Speaker 1 (20:29):
Apparently See, you're talking about the
imagination.
Is that strong?
Yes, you don't have that muchpower.
Speaker 2 (20:34):
The imagination can have a lot of strength.
Speaker 3 (20:35):
Well then everybody would win a million.
Speaker 2 (20:37):
Well, there's Babaji and Al-Kizadek and Elijah Enoch.
Speaker 1 (20:44):
Well, look at the example of Jesus too.
Okay, that's resurrection.
Right, that's what we're goingfor here.
This is actually where A Coursein Miracles is bringing us to
total resurrection.
That's where the body, thedense body that we made,
actually dissolves.
Okay, it doesn't die, but itdissolves.
Now, as you're practicing likethis, as you're willing to see,
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you're going to see that lessand less things seem to affect
you because you're willing tosee.
It's this unwillingness to see,it's a sense like how can I be
creating this?
This must just be happening tome, that it just keeps on
happening more and more and moreand more.
Until what do we do?
What do we do as a common humanbeing?
Go to sickness and then death?
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That's not necessary.
The body could just be set.
Even if you're not dissolvingthe body in this lifetime, the
body could be set aside verygently and happily.
It does not need to go tosickness first.
That's where.
Speaker 3 (21:41):
Yogananda is.
Yeah, I was just thinking ofYogananda leaving for a little
bit.
Speaker 2 (21:43):
Yeah, he consciously left his body and it didn't even
deteriorate for days.
Speaker 1 (21:47):
Right there was a real message in that.
So what we want to look at,what you really do want, is to
see this differently so that youcan sense this vitality of your
mind, even through theprojection of a body, right?
So it's going to take somefocus and determination, right?
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Because you're used toperceiving these symptoms and
perceiving that they're justhappening to you, that your mind
isn't doing it.
So this is going to take somefocus and determination for you
to change your mind about whatyour mind is for and start
looking at it differently.
Don't buy into any guiltybullshit about it.
It's not like that.
It's only for you to seedifferently, and the more you
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see differently, the betteryou're going to seem to feel,
because you're not feeling.
Your body is cannot tell youhow it fucking feels.
Your mind is projecting it,that's all, and you're doing
awesome, thank you that was verygood, thank you.
Speaker 3 (22:48):
So what about childbirth?
You went through pains ofchildbirth.
Speaker 1 (22:52):
Yeah.
So the third time there was nopain.
Because I decided you know whathappened is I took this thing
called hypno babies.
I saw it in the midwife's thingand said have a painless
childbirth.
And I hadn't even opened acourse.
The midwife's thing, it saidhave a painless childbirth.
And I hadn't even opened ACourse in Miracles.
Yet I go shit.
If anyone can have a painlesschildbirth, I can do it.
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And you know what I did?
I started hypnotizing myself.
This was a huge awakening for me, because I had already had two
painful childbirths.
Second one was really bad,right.
It was like put me out please.
They're using demerol and I'mwaking up in all this pain with
contraction anyways, right andso.
And so I trained my mind.
I took a half hour every dayand I trained my mind to have a
birth without pain.
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And I did.
I had a totally painlesschildbirth, made the baby come
really fast too, because I I'mnot contracting, right.
That was such an awakening forme.
I go man, if you could do thatwith childbirth, you could do
that with all your emotions, youcould do with anything.
You never have to go throughpain, it's just a matter of
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recognizing.
You know what they taught inhypno babies Pain is fear, Just
like ACIM taught in hypnobabiespain is fear, Just like ACIM.
I'm like what?
That was the first I heard ofthat.
What Pain is fear Really?
So they're teaching you not tobe afraid of the opening that's
happening in your vagina and thecontractions and everything
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like that.
They're basically teaching younot to be afraid of the process.
Speaker 3 (24:20):
It's interesting.
I'm a doula here.
I was trained as a death doulaand there's also a birth doula,
and there's pain and bump, theentering and the exiting.
If you're fearful, if there'sfear, that's right.
If you relax into it.
Speaker 2 (24:36):
It could be like the transcendence.
Speaker 1 (24:37):
That's right, and the resistance in the wire heats up
the wire yes, it doesn't haveto be pain-dying and resistance
when the uterus is trying tocontract locks it up and makes
birth take longer and be evenmore pain.
That's the same with anythingthat you're going through in the
body sense too.
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So it's like you open up to thesense of pain that you feel,
but don't believe any of thethoughts about it.
Bring those thoughts to thetruth.
The truth is that the cause isyour mind and the effect is the
manifestation, and truly God isthe real cause and you're God's
effect.
So there's nothing in the that.
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Nothing can harm you.
Okay, jay, you had something.
Speaker 2 (25:23):
Yeah, I was going to ask your take on subconscious,
because in the science worldthey're saying like 95% of our
subconscious is running our show.
Uh-huh, that's right.
That, I see, is more like anego place.
Speaker 1 (25:35):
Uh-huh, you're right.
Speaker 2 (25:36):
God and the Holy Spirit.
Right spirit, right, um.
But in terms of us like feedingthat.
You know, spending over twodecades studying personal growth
books to feed my subconsciousand rewire my ways of behaving.
And then, all of a sudden, Ifind course in miracles and I
(25:58):
realized I don't have to do anyof that?
Speaker 1 (26:00):
no, you don't have to do any of that I have to feed a
subconscious.
Speaker 2 (26:03):
I don't have to rewire and flush out water.
He's this Buddhist and allthese things.
That's right, and I can justremember that I am literally
coming from God.
Speaker 1 (26:12):
Yeah, because what you were doing is you were
working on the level of effect.
Now you're working on the levelof the cause.
So there's the subconsciousmind, which is huge.
Here's the conscious mind.
It's small Things from thesubconscious arise and pass away
onto the conscious mind rightBeneath that is the ground of
being miracle-mindedness,beneath all of that, the
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subconscious noise basically.
So it's like you sink throughthat and go straight to the
source and let that purifyeverything in there and through
that.
In a lifetime, at a certainpoint of time, you will see your
physical body dissolve into thelight Once your subconscious is
completely clear of guilt.
And that goes along with thephysical world, because this is
just like a superimposed layerover creation, this thing with
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the birth and death andeverything passing away.
It's all going to dissolve inthe twinkling of an eye.
It says right.
It says every eye will see.
That's biblical right.
This is the goal in everyone'smind and the desire for God, the
desire for this truth and thepull to it.
It is not deniable, we're allbeing pulled to it.
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We can't even help it.
It doesn't matter how much wecircle around, right.
It's just a matter of when.
That could feel like forever,because we seem to want to die
all the time.
We want to just have anotherlife experience, more stuff.
Keep on dying.
But if you use every experiencelike this, I give you all my
thoughts today I would have noneof mine.
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When you're using all of yourexperiences like this, you're
going quickly, you're on avertical axis, right.
You're asking for guidance allthe time and it doesn't matter
what occurs with the body,whether it gets pained or
whatever anything like that,because of the way you're using
it.
It's always a joy, right,because it's always going back
to the source.
Speaker 3 (28:12):
Yeah, it's interesting because sometimes I
think, going through all thatsubconscious stuff, you know
it's a deepening, an internaldeepening.
So it's not God out there.
Beyond all that stuff is theChrist consciousness within me.
It's here, yeah, and I can findit here.
Speaker 1 (28:31):
And you can feel it in your body's energy field.
You tune into your body'senergy field.
That breath work you guys aredoing is awesome.
You know, when you tune intoyour body's energy field and you
become aware of that, whatsacred the sacred heart what.
Catholics call the sacred heart.
You know they kind of hijackedit, making things all guilty.
But yeah, that is actually athing Like it is emanating peace
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and truth right within you andit's different from the mental
right.
So it's like you come into thissense in your core and feel it
and let that be guidance.
You know, whenever you'rethinking with the ego, you'll
feel kind of like a distortionin there.
That's when you know you havesomething to handle, right,
(29:17):
right, that's it All right.
Speaker 2 (29:20):
When I go into your grocery store and I go down an
aisle where there's sugar stuff,my stomach just goes in knots.
But then what I made up in meis my story is I have this
little sugar devil and he's likeget that, get that.
You can get that, you can do it, you can do anything for two
weeks.
And it's like I literally feela gut reaction when I go through
(29:44):
those aisles.
Uh-huh, like I can be aroundhealthy stuff, my stomach's fine
.
And as soon as I go down thataisle, I'm like yeah, well, you
know it's not to you.
Speaker 1 (29:54):
To you, those illusions aren't neutral.
That's why your thoughts aboutthem are not neutral.
See, without that history Right, right, them are not neutral.
See, without that history right, without your thoughts about
them, you wouldn't have anythingabout that.
There would be nothing.
Yeah, and see it's like.
It's like when the ego'stalking.
It's about before, what you didbefore.
You can have that becauseyou've been good, or something
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like that.
It's still talking about thingsbeing healthy and unhealthy for
you, but making your body intoan illusion, right.
Me, that occurs when I go, whenI go down the laundry aisle
artificial, artificial smell,but you know, I just use it to
hand it to the truth, hand itover to the truth, recognizing,
(30:34):
and you know, nothing can harmme plays into these solutions,
because you can tell thetoxicity of the food by how
bright the package is.
Speaker 2 (30:42):
Brighter the package, more toxic the food.
Speaker 1 (30:45):
Oh yeah, Half the illusion Right.
Speaker 2 (30:49):
So another example of forgiveness there and releasing
that and being in this art ofallowance and giving it love
versus feeling guilt and shame,right, right but then also the
other thing, what I'm seeing inthis, versus feeling guilt and
shame, but then also the otherthing.
What I'm seeing in this is whatI've heard you say is you have
God, and then I heard you saythat ego is an illusion, but now
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you have one polarity.
So that would be really weirdif all we ever heard was a voice
of ego, so God creates HolySpirit
as a bridge, bridge, a voice forthe connection to god.
And then we have our christconsciousness, because we're
made in the image of god, right?
So we have that.
And then we have all of thissupposed habituation and
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patterning that has happened ourwhole entire life and
everyone's individual in theirstories.
But then you have, like, whatI've been studying is the power
of the subconscious and mindset,and what I've come to realize
is all of that is a tool for egovoice.
So, yeah, nothing is inremembrance, nothing is in your
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true power, everything is givento a third-party object inside
yourself and you believe that ifyou have more of it you will
obtain and achieve andaccomplish.
And what I realize now is Idon't have any of that.
I can dissolve all of it andjust be an empty vessel for God.
Speaker 1 (32:17):
Yes, yes, and that's what this lesson is all about.
I give my life to God to guidetoday.
So now you're just listening tothe voice for the Holy Spirit,
which is telling you that you'reperfect and holy and still as
God created you.
You're not a body, you'retotally free.
All these upset feelings comefrom believing that we are a
(32:40):
body and we're in prison, youknow, thinking that we're in
this thing.
We're not in it, we're.
We're projecting it.
It's in our mind.
Speaker 2 (32:48):
we're projecting it kind of like onto a screen of
consciousness so I don't evenhave to spend time, hours trying
to rewire.
How are the subconscious?
Speaker 1 (32:59):
no because it doesn't exist and I like the analogy of
the subconscious.
Speaker 2 (33:02):
Nope, because it doesn't exist and while the
analogy of the movie is animagined thing, yes, that I
imagine, yes, individually.
Speaker 1 (33:08):
Yes, so you can just sink down.
Speaker 3 (33:09):
My ego created the power of the subconscious.
Well, why did you go watch themovie?
Speaker 2 (33:12):
So do you run up to the front of the movie theater
and try to rearrange thecharacters?
Speaker 1 (33:17):
on the screen Right.
No, I didn't watch the movieand and she just had a really
good question why do you useblock therapy?
There's no, why it's the thingthat's guided, so it's the thing
.
Do we have to?
Speaker 3 (33:32):
fix our body in a physical way?
Or can we just realize we'renot?
Speaker 1 (33:36):
No, we don't have to fix anything.
And that's the thing with blocktherapy too when you're using
block therapy, recognizing thatall of the effects are coming
from the mind, so it comes backto what is this for right?
With block therapy, it's sofreaking, relaxing and nice, you
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know, and it's like Holy Spirit.
What should I do?
For me, it's block therapy, alot of it.
Speaker 3 (34:01):
I thought it was bringing the pain up, so I
thought, looking at it, Well,you're bringing the pain up,
you're bringing fear to thelight of consciousness.
Speaker 1 (34:09):
That's what it is.
The pain is really symbolic offear.
Remember, pain is fear, right?
So look at it as a symbol.
Look at this symbol there'spain that's being projected on
the body.
That's really fear, and youcan't tell that it's there until
you bring it up, right?
(34:30):
So the block therapy is you'reable to bring it up in a way
where you're relaxed and you'reapproaching it with the breath
and recognizing.
Speaker 2 (34:39):
All therapy is designed to bring the
subconscious to awareness.
Right, so it could be resolved.
I'll sit with you.
Speaker 3 (34:49):
I hear you You're saying that to the body and then
it's heard, it can be released.
Speaker 1 (34:54):
Yeah, I don't need to say anything to the body
because it's only a symbol.
So the pain and the body, thoseare symbolic of what's
happening in the mind.
I was thinking this is the mindthat was saying.
Speaker 3 (35:04):
You know it's hurting .
And I'm like okay, hear whatyou're trying to say.
Speaker 1 (35:08):
Yeah, let it go.
Right, we're bringing it up andwe're letting it go.
It's really good symbology.
It's been really good symbologyfor me to see what's going on
in the subconscious mind, eventhe fascia, the way it winds
around and strangles the body.
Apparently this is symbolic ofthought patterns winding around,
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strangling out life.
Right, so it's beautifulpractice.
But you know, when you look atit from a body sense, from a
purely physical sense, you'renot going to go nearly as far as
fast because you know theintent is still the same to see
clearly.
But we get tripped up in tryingto fix the body and that's not,
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you know, and you know it eventalks about that in block
therapy, about how, when you gotoo far, too fast and this is
without the breath, see, everythought has a breath pattern.
So the breath, the deep exhale,helps you to see and that
symbolizes release.
What happens with people whenthey don't want to see?
(36:13):
They're not getting thebenefits as fast, they're not
getting the release and theytend to hold their breath.
Right, yeah, we tend to holdour breath when we're trying to
do something.
That's exactly right.
Speaker 3 (36:23):
So it always comes down to more pain right, whereas
if you can relax and say it'sokay and release yeah, look at
it like meditation or any kindof spiritual practice.
Speaker 1 (36:35):
To me it's, it's really potent for me because it
goes right into the pain.
I'm projecting Right and I likethat.
I happen to like that Bringingup the pain.
Thank you.
Speaker 3 (36:46):
Thank you.
Speaker 1 (36:47):
Yeah, good.
Okay, in place of them, mythoughts, which are really what
it's saying here.
When it's saying my thoughts,it's saying thoughts I thought
with the ego.
I listened to the ego.
This is really what it's sayingthe thoughts I'm listening to
with the ego.
So, in place of these thoughts,I'm listening to the ego.
Give me your own.
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These are the Holy Spirit'sthoughts.
Give me your own thoughts, okay, because those are actually
going to dispel the thoughts Imade up with the ego.
I give you all of my acts aswell.
Okay, I give you all of my actsthat I may do.
Your will.
Look at this Instead of seekinggoals which cannot be attained
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so it's not in the act itself,look at it, it's in the seeking
of goals we only want to seekone goal.
It's a real goal that canactually be attained and that's
awakening our mind, that'sreturning our mind to sanity, to
wholeness in God.
Right, all other goals?
So look, it's not the actitself, it's what you think it's
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going to bring.
Goal.
So look, it's not the actitself, it's what you think it's
going to bring.
That's it.
It's what goal?
What are you trying to do?
What are you doing this for?
So it's remembering whateverything is for.
That's how you give all of youracts to God.
That includes, let's say,you're taking a medical drug,
right, let's say you're takingsome kind of a handful of pills
(38:16):
that the doctor gave you.
What is it for?
Take it with that Understanding, does not matter what.
If you're shooting up heroin,same Okay, it does not matter.
The form of it doesn't matter,it's you're giving the act to
seeking one goal, not seekingfalse goals.
That's all.
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It's a mental thing.
And, look, your actions willchange accordingly, because
God's will for you is perfecthappiness, and this is how you
listen to God, and so the things, even the things that you seem
to do, will seem to bring you somuch joy when you first said
seeking for goals.
Speaker 3 (38:52):
I thought you said seeking for gold, said seeking
for goals, I thought you said,seeking for gold.
Speaker 1 (38:57):
What's the gold?
Not the physical gold?
Speaker 3 (39:00):
No, that's right.
Speaker 1 (39:03):
I want to do your will instead of seeking goals
which cannot be obtained, goldwhich can't be obtained.
Right.
So it's not a matter of judgingacts, it's what is the act for.
It's always mental.
This is where the ego comes in.
The ego always wants to judgeacts, call them good or bad.
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That's right.
Speaker 3 (39:25):
Entirely different.
That's right.
Speaker 1 (39:27):
It's not the act.
That's why I always bring upshooting up heroin, because to
me that's the thing that peoplethink is probably the most
guilty thing you can possibly do, right.
So I like to use that one as anexample, because it doesn't
matter and you know what?
I've heard the story before ofsomeone becoming fully awake
while they're on heroin.
Right, it's just willingness tobe with the goal, right the
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goal.
And no, in case you'rewondering, I never did heroin
Apparently, apparently.
Speaker 2 (39:56):
It boils down more to the intention that you're
imagining.
Speaker 1 (40:03):
Well, let's use just a little bit of a different word
, and that's willingness.
Yeah, it's like are you willingto use this for God's will
right now?
Are you willing to use this actfor God's will?
What does it seem like?
Your goal is right, god's willfor you and all is perfect
(40:25):
happiness.
Are you willing to use this actfor that right now?
And that only comes down to now, right, yep, so our will is the
same as God's will.
So, in place of them, thatmeans the thoughts I'm listening
to with the ego give me yourown thoughts.
I give you all my acts as well,that I may do your will,
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instead of seeking goals whichcannot be obtained and wasting
time in vain imaginings See,it's all imaginings.
You're wasting time when you'revainly imagining that this
particular thing is going to getyou something that you think
you want in the world.
It does not matter the form ofit, it's the thing, that it's
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the, it's the, it's the way youwould use that thing.
I was reading yesterday.
Jesus was talking about justice.
Okay, what's justice Someonewas talking about.
Well, what about when I pricehaggle with someone about how
much something should cost?
What about that?
And Jesus says as long asyou're willing to do it.
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On the other way too, like ifthey charge you too little,
right.
As long as you're not lookingto like profit by not paying a
certain price, then that'sjustice, right.
Right, because there's nothingto gain here.
There's nothing to gain.
So, in all things you know, oneof them is like truly justice
(41:56):
is justice for all, right, andthat's where you're really going
to feel your abundance too.
So it's like, you know, it'slike.
One example is like, let's say,you go into this store and
they're selling something You'relike wow, that's way too cheap,
that's not normally what I pay.
And you would be like hey, isthis right?
Did you guys?
You guys didn't make a mistake,want to make sure you didn't
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make a mistake, right?
So he's saying as long as youwould be willing to do it on
both ends, then that's justice,right, because you're not,
you're not pretending like you,you know you need to get a good
deal.
Like you're fucking scarce orsomething like that.
Like that, like your provisionisn't, isn't giving you.
You know what I mean.
So this is what he's talkingabout.
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You bring this into everything.
Don't waste time in vainimaginings, like anything that
you do can get you anything good, it all needs to be for the
same thing.
Your will, your will is, forone is perfect happiness, and
that's the same as extendinglove.
That's the same as awakening tothe truth, that's the same as
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returning the mind to sanity.
Okay, today I come to you.
Ah, today I come to you.
It's only you and you, and you,and you, and you and you and
you.
Right, it's all the all,everything in the illusion, even
everything in the illusion, isGod, right?
So everything's blessing me.
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So it's all God, it's allblessing me.
I come to you.
I will step back and merelyfollow you.
I'm not going to be in chargetoday, I'm not going to be
trying to guide it.
Be you the guide and I thefollower.
Who questions not the wisdom ofthe infinite right.
(43:43):
Look at infinity.
There's no end to it.
There's nothing that can harmme, everything that's arising in
my perception, perfectly loving, perfectly helpful.
Every being, every single thing, even the thoughts.
I seem to think with the ego.
You know how they becomehelpful.
Because I would follow God'sguidance, right?
(44:04):
So they become helpful becauseI'm willing to bring them to the
truth, right?
The only time when they're nothelpful is when I'm not willing
to bring them to the truth.
I decide whether anything ishelpful or unhelpful, and if I
say everything's helpful, thenI'm always listening to the
voice for God.
Speaker 3 (44:23):
That's what happens when you get triggered by
someone.
I get triggered.
I think somebody out theretriggers me, right, I'm like, oh
good, there's still somethingin me that's not, you know,
aligned completely.
Why am I?
And I maybe I shouldn't analyzeit, but it's just a flash.
Speaker 1 (44:41):
Oh, here, here, here's what you do.
Here's what you do Extendgratitude, yeah Right.
Speaker 3 (44:47):
Yeah, I am happy now to get it, because that gives me
a deeper understanding of thisarea.
Is still feeling pain.
Yeah, I can heal myself.
Speaker 1 (44:56):
Yeah, it's like oh, I feel that, thank you, right.
Oh, I feel that Thank you forthat reflection, right, and
you'll see, I see this in myself, right?
I used to be one of the mostannoyed fucking person on the
planet.
My family seemed to annoy theshit out of me.
I seem to see like I seem tofeel like I needed to get out of
there.
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It seemed to have started whenI was a kid and I had to watch
my brothers and sisters.
I was like kids are fuckingannoying.
And so then I got a family ofmy own and this is how I'm
feeling.
I use that, that's what I used,and you know what Now it's like
people cannot annoy me.
I can't even understand that formyself.
(45:36):
I mean, I can understand itbecause I've gone through it,
but it's like I cannot getannoyed by a person, I cannot
get annoyed by a bug, I cannotget annoyed by a circumstance,
because I know it's once.
You know too much.
It's like your mind is justcompletely shielded from
anything like that.
You just see it all as love.
It's like aww, like whateversomeone seems to be acting,
(45:59):
whatever someone seems to bedoing loud, whatever, it's just
aww.
You feel, because you feelwithin yourself, then you feel
with them, right, you feel withpeople and that's how you're
extending, it's how you'realways extending love.
I'm so grateful for all ofthose opportunities that it's
come to a point now where Idon't get that.
Speaker 3 (46:21):
You know I always remember Viktor Frankl,
concentration camp.
He had written almostcompletely man's search for
meaning.
You know a psychologist,brilliant, and they took all his
stuff away and he just kept hismind right there where he was.
Or there's another film calledA Beautiful World or something
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Mind, beautiful Mind.
No, not A Beautiful Mind, itwas a man with a child in a
concentration camp.
Speaker 1 (46:49):
Oh, I know which one you're talking about Life is
beautiful, he told him.
Speaker 3 (46:52):
Nowhere, in this other kind of realm he created
to soften for his son, whetherthat was right or wrong, but
Man's Search for Meaning, viktorFrankl, he became aware that
those who were in fear were theones they immediately, you know
put to death.
Speaker 1 (47:11):
Yeah, you can't even look.
They could feel it.
Speaker 3 (47:14):
The guards knew your state of mind and he was in a
state of mind that had no hatred, that he was just seeing this
experience as extending hisability to love everybody there
and to know who he was.
It was a sacred experience,right.
So he died later, much later,he became a professor.
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He was a young man then he didthe book.
He got out yes, he survivedBecause he did not have fear.
He realized I'm not in fear,they don't even see me.
They're attracted to the energyof fear.
Those two would come togetherand those two would have
something to do with it.
Speaker 2 (47:54):
We're constantly worry about negative entities.
Right, if you have nothing tofeed them?
Yeah?
Speaker 1 (47:59):
they're not going to bother you, they're not
attracted to you, that's rightthat and see, even even like
you're talking about negativeentities, that that's a, that's
also insanity, because there'sonly one spirit and the idea
that a spirit can be negative isa major insanity, right, and so
(48:19):
, yes, you're going to perceiveit because you believe it.
Right, totally imagined, andwhen we're just totally safe in
truth and has God created us.
Okay, we only have we only havea few minutes, so we're going to
go through this a little bitquicker than we have been.
Sorry, no, you're doing awesome.
You never have to be sorry foranything.
Speaker 3 (48:43):
Yeah, if I need to, I'll just say shut the fuck up,
flo.
I probably need to have that.
I do see that.
Speaker 2 (48:53):
Today I come to you.
Speaker 1 (48:55):
Oh yeah, okay, Today I come to you.
I will step back and merelyfollow you.
Be you the guide and I thefollower.
Who questions not the wisdom ofthe infinite, nor love, whose
tenderness we're not questioning, love, whose tenderness that
means everything everyone eversays and does is also tender
(49:16):
whose tenderness I cannotcomprehend.
I'm actually miscreating when Ithink that anyone is talking to
me in anything else other thanlove or anyone's doing anything
other than love.
All right, but which is yetyour perfect gift to me?
Today we have one guide to leadus.
That's the Holy Spirit side ofthings.
(49:38):
Right, one guide to lead us.
And as we walk together this isthe part I've been talking about
before we even got to this partwe walk together with all of
our brothers.
We cannot leave one of them out.
They're always look it, as longas there's guilt in our mind,
our brothers are going toseemingly pop up, seemingly to
(50:01):
be a problem, and this is ouropportunity.
This becomes our opportunity tosee I'm not seeing them.
Clearly, we actually walktogether.
In another part, jesus istalking about how we're actually
groping.
When we first start out and weget this idea, we're like wait a
second, our brothers are onewith us.
(50:22):
It's like we're groping in thedark trying to find their hand,
to hold their hand, because wewant to hold their hand right
and go back to heaven with them.
The only way we can go back toheaven is with our brothers.
We can't leave any of ourbrothers out.
So whenever we feel this senseof annoyance like I was talking
(50:42):
about I did it mostly with mykids and we undo that right and
we feel that energy.
It's like you want to beblessed, so you want to hold
their hand, meaning you want tosee past what you made of them.
We're not seeing anyone clearly.
We're more like perfect beamsof light.
We're not these bodies, we'renot the sounds we hear coming
(51:04):
out of these mouths, right,we're not the skin.
We're not the looks, we'renothing.
We're not this personality.
So we're not seeing each otherclearly and as long as we're
holding and harboring guilt inour mind, we're seeing each
other as something that's vile,sometimes something that's
threatening, something that'sannoying, right, something to
(51:27):
feel sorry for.
Right, something that needshelp, right, something like that
, instead of seeing each otheras powerful beams of light.
Every time we're willing to seepast what we made of someone,
we're getting more aware of whowe are.
We're sinking into our holiness, we're sinking past all that
(51:47):
dirt in the subconscious minddown to the miracle mindedness,
that foundation of our mind, andwe're knowing ourselves more
and more.
Speaker 2 (51:57):
So that's why it's saying here it seems like we're
getting deeper and deeper andmore and more into our power.
Speaker 1 (52:02):
Yes, that's it.
We're getting as the more we'rewilling to see each other as as
we are really, as we are in theseparation, same feeling.
Speaker 3 (52:13):
The one is the group that I belong to in Connecticut
was called the forgiveness arc.
Uh-huh, because we are going tobuy to having that holy
relationship.
Is that is the atonement?
Yeah, god's plan for salvation,its separation is gone and yes,
and?
Speaker 1 (52:32):
and look at, here's the thing about the holy
relationship.
No one has to agree to join you, right?
You're in holy relationshipwith all, even circumstances,
everything.
When you decide that you'regoing to use it for going to god
one goal, you're going to useit.
You're going to use everythingfor one goal that makes you in
holy relationship witheverything and everyone.
(52:54):
Okay, whether they becomemighty companions for you or not
, in your experience, that'swhere you know you can only
interact with so many people inan illusion, right?
So you're going to find holycompanions.
That's where people are goingto return that to you and go.
I'm going to use my perceptionof her, too, for the same thing.
I'm not going to look at herlike she's a body you know, and
(53:17):
that really comes out whenyou're in closer relationships
with each other.
The more you're around eachother.
Look at this, you guys the moreyou spend time with people, the
more they seem to annoy you,right?
Even saying take the mostenlightened person you know and
go live with them and see whathappens, because what's going on
(53:37):
is you're seeing your ownreflection.
Yeah, right, it's way easier tothink they're fucking awesome
when they're distant from you,but when you get close to them,
you make them specialautomatically because you're
seeing yourself and see, this iswhat a mighty companion does.
A mighty companion looks pastwhatever it is that they made of
(53:59):
you.
See, notice that it's only whenthey become personal to you
that you start getting allannoyed.
Unless you're talking aboutDonald Trump, right, for people
they're like, yeah, he's wayover there, but I hate his
orange ass or something likethat.
But you know, it's the samething.
You're making it as if it'spersonal, as if it has some kind
(54:20):
of actual personal implications.
It's refusal to see that thisis all beneficial.
We're all really benefitingeach other, and the more we
could take each other's handsand go home together, the
happier we're going to be.
And this is really what ACourse in Miracles' main reason
it was even ever channeled.
Helen Shushman said there's gotto be a better way, because they
(54:43):
weren't even able to get anywork done, because these what
were they?
Some kind of therapistpsychologist?
They're all working togetherand they're in close quarters
and they're at each other'sthroat so they can't get shit
done, right?
So she pops up and says there'sgot to be a better way.
And then one of her companionsin.
That said, I'm with you.
(55:03):
That's the two that Jesus needsto be in the midst of them,
right, because they both, theypopped out of that timeline, yep
With one shared goal there'sgot to be a better way, and
Jesus, and that was his opening.
So that's how an atheist startschanneling Jesus.
Speaker 3 (55:22):
Yeah, she always said I know it's true, but I just
don't believe it.
Speaker 1 (55:26):
Yeah, she's not.
Yeah, she didn't do it, she didit she.
But you know what, if you, ifyou, if you read the new one
with the notes, you'll see didit to a certain degree.
Speaker 3 (55:36):
Oh, you mean the Robert Perry?
No, the circle of the tongue.
No, no, no, no.
Speaker 1 (55:39):
This one that I'm on, that I'm doing the deep diving.
Speaker 2 (55:42):
Oh, it's in the back of the latest foundation version
, oh.
Speaker 1 (55:45):
Right, okay, okay, let's just finish it off.
We're really close, great, wow,and we will give this day to
him with no reserve at all.
We're not reserving anythingfor ourselves.
This is his day, and so it is aday of countless gifts and
mercies unto us.
(56:05):
Yay, we're not excludinganybody Trump or Hitler or
anybody.
No, we're not.
We're not excluding anybody.
We want to see the beams oflight all around.
We want to see the rays oflight come through everyone,
because that's how we'reactually going to see through
when we start seeing.
You know it says otherwise in ACourse in Miracles that we're
going to start seeing with ourbody's eyes apparently, halos
(56:28):
around everyone.
The more we purify our minds,yes, the more we purify our
minds the great rays and itdoesn't look like colors, like
an aura, it's bright lights,just white.
Yes, yes, that's right.
And we see the holiness.
We're going to start seeing theholiness.
It's like having vision.
Speaker 3 (56:45):
Yes, instead of seeing just from the physical
eyes, we're seeing completely.
Like when you say activate thethird eye, we're seeing.
Speaker 1 (56:52):
Yeah, yes, we're, you know.
Welcome this site because it'scoming.
Okay, I know you're right.
Yay, I love you.
Thank you so much for joining.
Speaker 3 (57:02):
Oh my God, Hope you're spectacular.
I'm glad you saved that.
Speaker 1 (57:05):
Yeah, go to hopejohnsonorg for more.
I love you Woo.
Speaker 2 (57:10):
Wow.
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