HungerFF Presents: Brolapse

This week's Brolapse Radio Edit features the opening chapter of my conversation with Cubby Peach.

In this abbreviated episode, Cubby shares how a lifelong curiosity evolved into a passion, the experiences that shaped his journey, and the moment he realized he wanted to dive deeper into the world of fisting. It's an honest, funny introduction to one of my favorite conversations we've had on the podcast.

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Life has had other plans lately.

In this special solo episode of Brolapse, Ryan James (HungerFF) opens up about the unexpected series of events that have delayed his long-awaited colostomy reversal surgery yet again. After fracturing his ankle during a rainy walk with Eightball, he thought the worst was behind him—until a slip at home resulted in a dislocated kneecap and another trip to the emergency room.

With this week’...

This is the FREE Radio Edit of my conversation with Patrick Davis, Editor-in-Chief of Unbound Edition Press.

Patrick returns for Part 2 to talk about the realities of independent publishing, editing deeply personal memoirs, censorship, queer literature, and why authenticity matters more now than ever. We also revisit the journey behind Deeper, what it takes to tell difficult stories honestly, and why some books stay with readers lon...

This is the FREE radio edit of this week's episode. You're listening to an abbreviated version featuring highlights from my conversation with Patrick Davis, Editor-in-Chief of Unbound Edition Press. The full-length, uncensored interview—including over an hour of additional discussion—is available exclusively to Spotify subscribers and on HungerFF.com.

This week, Patrick and I dive into fearless publishing, queer storytel...

This week on Brolapse, Ryan James sits down with longtime performer, producer, DJ, and fetish icon Dominic Pacifico for a candid conversation spanning nearly three decades in the adult industry.

In this special radio edit, Dominic reflects on breaking into porn at just 18 years old, navigating the studio era of the late 1990s and early 2000s, and the mentorship he received from industry legends like Michael Brandon during his early ...

This week on Brolapse, Ryan sits down with longtime friend and performer Ray Diesel for a conversation that spans more than a decade in the adult industry.

The two reconnect after running into each other at the JustForFans Conference and dive into Ray’s unforgettable introduction to a side of gay culture he didn’t even realize existed at the time. What starts as a hilarious story about a hot military daddy quickly become...

Alex Tikas returns to Brolapse nearly 90 episodes after becoming the very first guest on the show, and this time the conversation goes way deeper than Mexico stories.

Ryan James and Alex unpack what it’s really like to live as two of the most polarizing figures in adult entertainment — from parasocial relationships and online pile-ons to public misconceptions, fisting stigma, fame without fortune, and the emotional toll ...

In Part 2 of my conversation with FFalconPunch, we dive into some of the most meaningful topics we’ve ever discussed on Brolapse.

We talk about mentorship, community building, and why belonging shouldn’t be determined by follower counts, party invitations, or perceived status. FFalconPunch shares his philosophy that “if you’re interested, you already belong,” and explains why connection, curiosity, and ...

This week on Brolapse, HungerFF sits down with @Beatrush94XXX for a hilarious, surprisingly thoughtful, and extremely relatable conversation about toys, self-play, fisting culture, and the strange journey from curiosity to obsession.

The two dive into giant “door stopper” plugs, Seahorse toy addiction, solo play routines, Denver’s growing fisting scene, “alpha bottom” energy, and why the modern fisting...

This week on HungerFF Presents: Brolapse, Ryan James sits down with @FistPit for a funny, thoughtful, and surprisingly heartfelt conversation about curiosity, connection, fantasy, and the path from private exploration to becoming one of X’s most recognizable fisting creators.

What begins with “the toys just kept getting bigger” turns into a wild origin story involving a suburban pool party, a spontaneous tutorial f...

In Episode 86 of HungerFF Presents: Brolapse, Ryan James sits down with a true pioneer of modern fisting culture — Jeff Carter, also known as Dyn0, co-founder of StudFist.com.

What starts as a long-overdue reunion quickly turns into something deeper: a candid conversation about growth, accountability, and the evolution of an entire subculture. Ryan opens with a heartfelt acknowledgment of their past, setting the tone for an e...

art two picks up right where we left off with Chris Wydeman — and this time, we go deeper, looser, and way more unfiltered.

Ryan and Chris dive into how the scene has evolved from underground and niche to something far more visible and accessible, especially among younger generations. They reflect on the shift in culture, the changing dynamics at events like FistFest and IML, and what it feels like to now be the “veteran...

Episode 84 of HungerFF Presents: Brolapse is here—and this one goes all the way back to the beginning.

In Part 1 of this two-part conversation, Ryan James sits down with longtime friend and collaborator Chris Wydeman (@wydemanxxx) to unpack the origin story behind one of the most respected names in the scene. What starts as a conversation about curiosity and self-exploration quickly evolves into something deeper—touching...

This week on Brolapse, I sit down with one of my longest-time friends, FFalconPunch, for a conversation that goes way beyond where it all started.

We get into his origin story — from a spontaneous first experience that changed everything, to the unexpected moment he landed on the name “FFalconPunch” and how it stuck. What starts off funny and chaotic quickly turns into something deeper: a look at identity, growth, ...

Max Muscles joins Brolapse for an honest, funny, and surprisingly thoughtful conversation about how curiosity turns into confidence—and how pushing limits isn’t always what you think it is.

What starts as a simple story about a weekend hookup quickly becomes something more. Max walks through his first experience, how it shaped his perspective, and how that moment opened the door to a whole new side of himself. From there...

This week on Brolapse, Ryan James sits down with a true icon — Chi Chi LaRue — for a conversation that spans four decades of gay porn history, creative evolution, and what it really means to stay relevant in an industry that never stops changing.

After stepping away from directing, Chi Chi returns behind the camera for the first time in years — and opens up about why the set has always been her “happy place.&...

This week on Brolapse, Ryan James sits down with UK creator PeteLDNFF for a conversation that goes way deeper than you’d expect.

What starts as a story about discovering fisting turns into something much bigger—growth, resilience, and learning how to trust your body. Pete opens up about his early struggles, from painful setbacks and injuries to nearly giving up altogether, before finally finding his rhythm during lockdow...

This week on Brolapse, Ryan James sits down with Sofftpaw for a conversation that goes far beyond a typical guest interview.

Sofftpaw is the founder of the Fist Council — a nationwide forum made up of leaders from over 35 fisting clubs and organizations. What started as a simple idea—connecting event organizers—has evolved into a powerful network focused on collaboration, education, and building safer, more sustain...

In this episode of Brolapse, Ryan James (HungerFF) sits down with Belgian creator Pup Davey for one of the most wide-ranging and honest conversations the show has had yet.

Davey opens up about discovering fisting long before he ever saw it in porn, experimenting as a teenager and realizing early that anal stretching and depth play were going to be a major part of his sexual identity. Puppy play came later through Tumblr’s aest...