HungerFF Presents: Brolapse

HungerFF reconnects with Alex FFire, a professional fisting top and content creator, for a candid catch-up that covers how Alex first got into fisting, why reassurance and praise are central to his “body worship” style, and what it means to be a rare fisting top in today’s scene.

They dig into identity (poly, non-binary), navigating frail masculinity, and the generational shift around filming sex, shame, and power. Alex also tal...

Ryan James is in Fort Lauderdale, bringing in a guest from Mexico City for a Brolapse episode that turns into a full-on “wait… WHAT?” moment.

Masked FisterX reveals that his first-ever fisting session was with HungerFF—after a Grindr message in Puerto Vallarta—where Ryan literally gave him the starter instructions (“go file your nails” 💀) and helped set the tone for how he’d approach fisting content from that moment forward. Th...

This week on Brolapse, HungerFF sits down with Andrew Phoenix (@AndrewFFoeniXXX) for a raw, funny, and deeply honest conversation about finding himself through sobriety, kink, and community.

Andrew opens up about being raised religious, getting bullied, and having early partners shame him for loving fisting — only to discover, in 2018, a community where he finally felt accepted exactly as he was. He talks about how sobriety resh...

In this episode of Brolapse, HungerFF sits down with BottomGuyNYC—NYC bar manager, shameless fister, and proud red-hanky flagger—to talk about why, for him, fisting isn’t sex… it’s a sport.

They dig into what it means to “train” for play, why a hand in someone can feel less intimate than dick-and-butt sex, and how he balances a 21-year open relationship where his husband is his emotional home—but the kink happens elsewhere.

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Manchester’s own Jake Rockard joins Brolapse for a raw and revealing conversation about fisting, chems, workaholism, and the underground networks that shape the UK kink landscape. Jake opens up about discovering fisting young, how early experimentation shaped the way he plays today, and why he rarely engages in casual fisting in the UK outside of camera work or international travel.

We dig into the Manchester scene — a tight, cl...

For episode 61 of Brolapse, Ryan sits down with solo-named stunner Ridick (one D, like the Vin Diesel character) to trace how a shy model with a pushy best friend turned into a full-blown creator brand. He talks about being dragged onto Instagram, getting scouted for the Box Menswear tour across Texas, and what it felt like to be the 35-year-old with a real work history surrounded by chaotic twenty-something boys on the road. That ...

This week on Brolapse, I sit down with one of my favorite people in the entire industry — performer, lawyer, and author Blue Bailey (@bluebaileysf) — for a raw, unfiltered conversation that goes deep into everything from porn ethics to chemsex recovery. We talk about our first wild shoot together in a sleazy San Francisco hotel, the infamous Viral Loads era, and how Blue turned his lived experience with addiction and HIV into the p...

Vienna’s own PUP-HULKY sits down with Ryan James (HungerFF) for a candid, funny, and unexpectedly tender conversation about kink, discipline, and identity. He shares how a dare became a persona, how years of dance and bodybuilding shaped his ability to listen to his body, and why chastity flipped a switch—focusing everything on “just butt and muscle.” We get into consent, aftercare, and how collaboration with trusted pros made expl...

After an unforgettable 37th birthday trip to Paris, HungerFF returns with a raw and personal storytime unlike any other. From an airport nightmare with Air France to a terrifying pulmonary embolism that nearly ended his life, Ryan James (HungerFF) opens up about the chaos, humiliation, and heartbreak of a week that changed everything. What started as a celebration became a confrontation with mortality — and a forced pause on his lo...

This week on Brolapse, Ryan James sits down with Italian creator Blue Eyes XXL for one of the most honest and vulnerable conversations of the season. Known for his mix of elegance and edge, Blue Eyes opens up about leaving the fashion world for adult entertainment, finding freedom through exhibitionism, and building a brand that’s equal parts nasty and sweet.

They dive deep into the art of fisting, body potential, and the trust that...

This week on Brolapse, HungerFF sits down with the rising powerhouse of MachoFuckers — HorsePapo. From his explosive growth online to his evolution from dominant top to exploring bottom play, HorsePapo opens up about creativity, connection, and what it means to merge muscle, endurance, and intimacy in porn.

The two dive deep into the philosophy of fisting — how it ties to size, stamina, and trust — and how boundaries, consent, and c...

This week on Brolapse, I’m joined by the one and only Silver Steele — performer, activist, and all-around legend. From Houston’s Space City Fisters to Pig Week in Fort Lauderdale, Silver opens up about his journey into fisting, the lessons he’s learned along the way, and why kindness is at the core of his brand.

We talk about safety, education, and why going slow is key (“you only get one butthole, and it has to last you a lifet...

This week on Brolapse, we’re slipping into something slick with one of the most respected rubber pigs in the game—@RubberKai. From his early days at the Hoist in London to becoming the guy people gear up for, Kai shares how rubber became not just his fetish, but his lifestyle.

We explore how latex and fisting became an inseparable combo for him—covering everything from the mental clarity that comes with being encased, to the she...

Season 2 of Brolapse opens with a legend. Dolan Wolf talks about coming to gay sex later in life, discovering fisting, and why kink for him is a mind game with a body attached. He breaks down his methodical training era (yes, the π-and-plug story), the San Francisco Leather Men’s Discussion Group performance we did with two German tops and Logan Hawk, and the line that changed how many of us play: “Our bodies are organisms, not mac...

Brolapse turns 1 year old this week, and I couldn’t think of a better guest to celebrate with than Jasun Mark — the director behind Falcon’s Fetish Force, Fisting Central, Club Inferno Dungeon, and more.

In this anniversary episode, Jasun shares his journey from cutting video in Toronto to directing for Jake Cruise, TitanMen, and beyond. We dive into his transition into fetish and fisting films, his collaborations with iconic pe...

In Episode 51 of Brolapse, I’m back with my sixth Ask Me Anything—this time focused on life after my colon perforation surgery. From depth vs. width, to the emotional relief of realizing I could still get fisted, to the daily realities of living with a stoma, I open up about recovery, grief, resilience, and gratitude.

This AMA covers 12 community-submitted questions across Twitter, BlueSky, Facebook, Telegram, and DMs—everything...

For the 50th episode of Brolapse, Ryan James (@HungerFF) welcomes award-winning director and producer I Que Grande (@I_Que_Grande)—best known for his work with Raw Fuck Club, Treasure Island Media, and as the host of Demystifying Gay Porn.

Together, Ryan and Luis take listeners on a candid journey through their years working together, from chaotic sets at RFC to major productions like Gangbang Proposal. Luis recalls his unexpect...

In this raw and deeply revealing episode, HungerFF sits down with Dominic Ford (@DominicFord), founder of JustFor.Fans (@JustForFansSite), for an unfiltered conversation about what it really takes to build a sex worker-led platform that centers kink, community, and creator autonomy.

We talk about:

• The early days of JFF and how it rose from porn studio roots

• Why corporate-run platforms like OnlyFans fail fetish creators

• How ...

In this candid, unfiltered reunion, HungerFF and Jazmatazz ditch the script for an honest conversation about life, pleasure, and personal growth. From globe-trotting adventures in LA and Spain to the challenges of staying grounded after sober victories, the two open up about the highs, lows, and complicated middle ground of chemsex, harm reduction, and burnout in the porn world.

They swap stories about navigating the ever-changi...