Inner Compass

Inner Compass

Welcome to the Inner Compass Podcast. The process of creating this podcast allowed for us to more deeply heal and alchemize our experiences, and the wounding that came from a life within a high demand religion (the church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints / Mormonism). This is a true offering from our hearts, and an honoring of our lived experience. From the time we were children we were conditioned to outsource our own authority and intuition to the men who presided over us. We were taught the value of free agency and personal revelation, but only if it matched the church’s teachings. This left us disempowered and disconnected from our own innate knowing and power. We were taught that obedience is the crowning virtue. This left us vulnerable to manipulation and control in relationships and from our priesthood authorities. Eventually the confusion and heartache that came from our own inner knowing was not matching what the church taught, led to our faith expansion and unraveling of a lifelong belief system. Feeling and knowing our own hearts to be pure and good finally led us to make a choice. When our own inner voice and knowing are saying one thing and the church is saying another, which do we follow? In each episode we will take you on our individual and collective journey to answer this question. Join us each week to listen to our unique and somehow universal experiences, and how in the end we listened to our own inner compass and turned our wounds into wisdom. Podcast Episodes: 1. Introduction- Welcome to the Inner Compass 2. Michell’s story; Silenced by the Patriarchy 3. Kristen’s story; My Intuition Entangled in the Institution 4. Leilani’s story; Part 1 - Outsourcing my Worthiness (*Trigger Warning* includes conversation about sexual abuse) 5. Leilani’s story; Part 2 - Toxic Conformity 6. Mayberry to Mayhem 7. Burned at the Stake Center 8. Liberation; Turning our Wounds into Wisdom (And more to come . . .)

Episodes

July 19, 2023 50 mins

As we go through changes in our lives, it’s often messy! We like to think of these times as the caterpillar stage… where you’re going along in life all good and realize maybe you were meant to be different, so you go inside yourself (metaphorically speaking) take a real look at who you are and who you want to be, do the long hard work of morphing, what we call “The Goo Phase” and re-enter life changed and ready for more!  In this e...

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In this weeks podcast episode, we share the joys and struggles of launching our new podcast and sharing our hearts with the world.  It’s been a vulnerable yet empowering adventure. We truly appreciate the progress & growth it’s given us! 

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In this episode Shiloh continues to share his journey, as he is injured and home for a year recovering from surgery. During this time he experiences Michell’s spiritual gifts on daily basis and on a deeper level. He learns things about the spirit world that change his life forever and he discovers his own spiritual path full of confidence, truth and freedom.

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In this weeks episode Michell’s husband Shiloh joins us for a deep, heart felt conversation. He shares his story of blindly believing in the LDS church teachings and struggled to live the perfect LDS life, while fearing eternal consequences with every mistake. Shiloh shares experiences that allowed him to listen to his own inner compass and expand beyond what he had been taught.

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June 14, 2023 83 mins

This episode is a continuation of our individual faith expansions. As we each move forward in our lives outside of Mormonism, with each new nugget of understanding, we find peace and the insatiable desire to learn more, as we have realized how small our view has been. This is an ongoing process that we expect to last through this lifetime. We continue to heal and expand our knowledge as we each continue to turn our wounds into wisd...

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June 7, 2023 73 mins

From the time we were children, we were conditioned that our priesthood leaders were there to guide us & had authority over us. We were taught the value of our free agency and personal revelation, but only if it fit within the confines of the church & its priesthood leaders revelation & guidance  they received for us. This left us feeling disempowered, confused and disconnected from our own innate, inner knowing and per...

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In this episode, the four of us have a long, raw, conversation of the events and memories of Nate’s one year and 11 months of service as Bishop. The good, the bad, and the ugly, and what led up to what Nate called, “the nuclear button."

Michell Powers Angel Messages Video
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Kristen Carol - Silver Compass
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Our conversation with LDS Bishop, Nate Morris, his feelings, thoughts, and perspective on what it was like as bishop during this tumultuous time.

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May 17, 2023 118 mins

In our last episode, we talked about becoming close friends, and raising our families together. We rediscover our identities after losing ourselves in motherhood. We reclaim and discover our god given gifts, only to find out that those god given gifts were seen as dangerous, and outside the parameters laid out for women in the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints.

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May 10, 2023 72 mins

In this episode we all become neighbors and raise our children together, fully immersed in motherhood and living the gospel within The Church of Jesus Christ of latter-day Saints.

“As we began to share our gifts openly with clients, friends and family, our seemingly idealic “Mayberry” community began to take a drastic turn.

In this episode we talk about us sharing our gifts,  and one of the ways Kristen did this w...

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In this episode, Leilani shares more life experiences as her shame and guilt grow, determined to conform even at the expense of her own well-being. Conformity is always toxic when it goes against what your own Inner Compass is telling you. 

Join us next week for episode six as our lives join together and our story continues.

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In this episode, Leilani shares her experience growing up in the high demand religion of Mormonism. Throughout her life, she had many experiences that caused her to carry a lot of shame. This episode illuminates how she outsourced her innate divine worth to many church authorities along the way and ignored her own Inner Compass.

*Trigger warning* 
This episode includes conversations about sexual abuse.

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This episode I share a lot of personal, intuitive, & spiritual experiences.  It illuminates how my identity & intuition became enmeshed with the church. These experiences also show how I took the loving teachings of my faithful parents and the tools that my religion gave me, and made the very most of them! In coming episodes you'll see how listening to my own inner compass brought me back to my own authority as I untan...

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April 19, 2023 11 mins

Welcome to the Inner Compass Podcast. This podcast is an offering from our hearts! Throughout the first several episodes we will be sharing what we experienced growing up in a high demand religion and what it was like raising our children and becoming close friends and mothers in Mormonism for over 15 years. Each one of us experienced our own personal awakening and faith expansion. Much of that journey we experienced together as we...

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Michell Powers was born with the gift to see, hear and communicate with Angels. As a faithful member of the LDS church for 40 years, she was silenced repeatedly for sharing her spiritual gifts. Find out more about what ultimately led to her faith expansion outside of Mormonism.

(Story to be continued in Episode 6  . . .)

Website: michellpowers.com
Facebook: @michellpowersangelmessages 

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