17: Breaking Free: Overcoming Family and Karmic Ties | Coaching Session with Nina

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What if you could harness the power of your past to ignite your future passions? Join us for a transformative journey with a brave soul named Nina, who was a single mom, an actress and now consultant and Realtor. As she shares her courageous pivot from an illustrious acting career to exciting new ventures in consulting and real estate, we explore how tools like past life exploration can illuminate her path forward. This episode promises insight into tapping into your own unique influence to inspire others while reclaiming your personal drive and motivation.

We also dive deep into the tender world of healing and forgiveness. Through heartfelt conversations, Nina and I uncover how familial relationships and past wounds can shape self-worth and identity. As we peel back these emotional layers, we focus on releasing unresolved anger and hurt, fostering a journey towards self-acceptance and healing. The powerful bond between family dynamics and karmic energy is unraveled, revealing a path to let go of limiting beliefs and embrace authentic self-discovery.

Finally, discover how to open the gates to abundance and wealth by breaking generational patterns and clearing energy blocks. We delve into the significance of saying "yes" to life's opportunities and embracing the flow of giving and receiving. Nina and I, explore the profound impact of acknowledging her and her partners strengths in relationship, and cultivating an infinite loop of energy that enhances personal and shared prosperity. This episode ends with a call to prioritize self-love, engage in mirror work, and let go of the need to please others, paving the way for a fulfilling and empowered life. 

Thank you, Nina for courageously sharing, you! on my show and I'm honored to have had this special time with you! Keep me posted on what unfolds!! <3 <3 <3

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Episode Transcript

Speaker 1 (00:02):
Welcome back to the intuitive mentor mom podcast,
where we explore strategies forgrowing confidence, empowerment
and gaining clarity for midlifemoms.
When life is happening for youand not to you, you can be
living the life of freedom, funand bliss.
I'm your host, tara Michelle.
Let's get to it.

(00:22):
Welcome back to the show.
It is so great to be with you.
I wanted to say thank you somuch for joining me.
I, as I had mentioned in thelast episode, I was looking for
people who were interested incoming onto the show to allow me
to do the work that I do andoffer some coaching, and so Nina
is somebody who joined merecently.

(00:44):
You will be hearing her sessiontoday on this show.
It was amazing.
I never know how these sessionsare going to go and just to
give you some background, ninaand I did not know each other.
We met through this process.
She reached out to me, we had aquick discovery call and then
we created the time to worktogether.

(01:06):
Now, typically, my sessions areonly an hour long when I work
with people.
This particular session, I hada lot of two hours, so it's a
bit of a long session, but itwas really fun because we went
into some past life.
We then connected what the pastlife had to do with this life
and it's really interesting whatcame up in the past life.
So you'll this life and it'sreally interesting what came up
in the past life, so you'll hearabout that.

(01:27):
We then did some energy work anda little bit about me, as I've
shared in other episodes, butI'll share again here.
I am intuitive.
I have many gifts.
I'm able to hear, see, feel,things I'm able to channel.
I have been a medium before,and so I also am certified in a

(01:47):
method called body regenerationmethod, which is very similar to
Reiki, but the energy moves alot faster and honestly, I feel
it's a lot cleaner energy, butit's different.
It's similar in the sense ofthat you're moving energy but
it's very different in thecontext of what you're doing.
So it's really cool.
I love doing it.
We did a lot of that.
There was also some veryinteresting things that came up

(02:10):
between her and her partner inthis lifetime and what was
needed from both of them toreally open up the doors in the
floodgates of abundance.
And so I'm going to let youlisten into this session and
those of you who are interestedin working with me, especially
after you hear this session.
There is a link below in theshow notes and you can get on

(02:33):
Calendly.
You can schedule time with meto do a discovery session, but
for now I'm going to let you goahead and listen to the episode
and then I will see you on theother side.
Yes, it is a bit long, but itwas really fascinating what all
came up, so it was really fun.
I look forward to seeing you atthe end of the show.
What is it that you would liketo look at?

(02:56):
Like what?
What is it?
Yeah, what is it you would liketo experience or get for
yourself out of this session?

Speaker 2 (03:06):
This is supposed to like something to help us get
breakthrough something, or likeis that okay?
Just so I know.
I mean I guess it is a lot whatSam had said in that sense and
like um, I don't know, like whenI first, when I was younger and

(03:28):
I first moved to la and I wasjust I don't it, I was in the
hustle and I did everything, Ijust I had that drive and I
still have it, but I but I'velost it.
It's so hard to explain.
It's like I want it, it's there, but I think it's the fear of

(03:52):
putting all that time and, likeyou know, more than half of your
life into something to notreally pan out to where you
wanted it to.
You thought it was going to go.
But then I guess now, saying itout loud and thinking about the
stories and the life and theexperiences I've had, I mean
it's pretty kind of neat to have.

(04:15):
But I guess I want that driveback that I had then for the
next phase of whatever life has.
And I guess I it's kind of hardto figure out because I did
that, being in the entertainmentbusiness most since I was a kid
and most of my adult life, tonow trying, I guess, to figure

(04:35):
out where I belong and what?
yeah, so every time I meetpeople, people, they're always
like I somehow get them inspiredand they go off and do what I,
you know, said or gave them thatinspiration.
It's like every person like ifmy past that I dated has, it was

(04:58):
almost like I've been amused,they've all leveled and like
gone off and done the dreamsthat they had.
That I was like, hey, go for it, this is what you should do.
And it's all happened and I'mlike, well, what?

Speaker 1 (05:12):
do you mean?
Yeah, I'm very aware of that.
I'm very aware of that.
Yes, so tell me, what is itthat you, what is it that you're
looking to, or what do you doright now?
What is it that you are wantingto create and what is it that
you do right now?

Speaker 2 (05:31):
Well, I mean, I work with my partner, with our
consulting company, and I justwork, you know, helping build
that, and I still am involved inthe entertainment business more
on the independent side, not tothe scale it was, you know,
being in Los Angeles, becausethat's still, you know, such a

(05:51):
core of me.

Speaker 1 (05:52):
So is that filmmaking ?
Acting, what is it that you do?

Speaker 2 (05:56):
Acting, I mean, eventually I like to do like my
own indie film.
But it's right now just actingand like that, a couple indie
films coming up that I'm a partof, but, like I said, not to a
level like where you had suchmore consistent work happening
when you know, years ago back inLA, so that and I would do real

(06:18):
estate I'm a realtor and wehave and we flip homes and we
have and we flip poems, um, soit's, it's just been.
I guess just I don't know it'sso hard to because I hadn't
really thought about like what Iknow, I want something, I just

(06:40):
that's.
I guess that's the thing.
I haven't figured out what itis or what I'm supposed to do,
or I don't know if I'm helping.

Speaker 1 (06:52):
You're doing fine.
How do you see yourself whenyou look at Nina?
How do you see yourself?

Speaker 2 (07:19):
How would you describe?

Speaker 1 (07:20):
yourself at your core .

Speaker 2 (07:24):
What's coming up for you right now, I feel, I mean, I
know I'm a loyal person.

Speaker 1 (07:35):
What's coming up for you, what are the emotions
happening right now?

Speaker 2 (07:44):
When I asked that question, what just came up for
you Does that feel?
Like my entire life I've beenmisunderstood, so like even
though I've always been thefighter, the one you know that
eventually people turn to, tolike save the day.
But it's like, before we get tothat point of having to save

(08:07):
the day, like nobody wants tolisten or you're considered a
liar or you're making up shit oryou're whatever, and it's just
like my.
It's almost like I've been theblack sheep of the family and I
feel life all the way across isthat how you see yourself
truthfully, as the black sheep?

Speaker 1 (08:27):
that could be a good thing to some people, but I mean
, but is that how you seeyourself?
Yeah, I'm totally differentthan everybody around in so many
ways and you feel misunderstoodyeah do you understand yourself
?

Speaker 2 (08:45):
I think I do better somewhat better now than I have
in the past, but I know there'salways room for growth and
learning.

Speaker 1 (08:55):
So where does that tenderness come from within you?

Speaker 2 (09:01):
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, like I
don't know how to answer thatwhat is the first thing that
comes up?

Speaker 1 (09:09):
what's the first thing you hear?
When I ask where does thattenderness come from?
Say the first thing you hear,even if it sounds odd scared
okay, what else?
Mm-hmm, okay, what else?

Speaker 2 (09:35):
Just be with that tenderness.
Um, I guess in a way, I feellike I was that misunderstood
little girl and the one thatdidn't have anybody there, and

(09:55):
so I guess I'm more like givingand more like protective of
people that I care about and allthat I've always been, you know
, nicknamed the bull, you knowthe pit bull, the bulldog or
mama bear, even within, like youknow, friends, not even like

(10:18):
around kids.

Speaker 1 (10:22):
What else is there?
I mean, I know I'm a fighter,so that's definitely there when
you look in the mirror, do yousee how beautiful you are?

Speaker 2 (10:40):
I don't.
Even though I've been modelingand acting since I was a teen, I
still never really think ofmyself that way, because I've
been around so many beautifulpeople my entire life.

Speaker 1 (10:59):
So I'm going to ask the question one more time
because it's just a yes, no.
When you look in the mirror, doyou see how beautiful you are?
Just yes or no?
No, I get that.
Who said you weren't beautiful?

(11:21):
Just me, okay.
So I'm asking these questions,I'm just being with you and your
energy, and what I see is thatyou have a very, very angelic
spirit.
You have a very strong spirit.
There's something very tenderabout you.
That's I hate using the wordbroken, but that's what comes up

(11:46):
as broken.
I get that, and so I would liketo figure out where that
resides, where that comes fromand why.
Because you are not broken atall.
You are not broken at all, andhold on.

(12:10):
I'm just going to be with youfor a minute.
There's a story that you're verycommitted to holding on to.
That does not serve you at all,and I can see that there is a
fear around letting go of thatstory because it means you have

(12:30):
to hold on.
Hold on.
She lets go of this story.
What does it mean that she hasto do?
Hold on a second.
So you fear people.
You're going to shed a wholelayer of people that you're
afraid to let down.
You don't want to be found out.

(12:52):
So the face that you have, thespace that I see you in right
now, is there's a part of youit's like your ego does not want
to be found out.
But hold on, let me figure outwhat that is.
Hold on, it's really deep.

(13:13):
Okay, there's a deep wound.
Okay, we'll probably have to goa little bit into your
childhood Not that I want to godive in there, but there's a
deep wound.
There's a um.
Hold on, sorry, I don't knowwhy.
I'm apologizing, but sometimesI have it that it's like, when

(13:36):
it takes long for me to reallydecipher what's happening, like
people probably annoyed that ittakes me a while, but it's.
Show me what it is, please.
Okay, your mom is coming intoplay.
I see your dad, but it's yourmom stronger.

(13:59):
Okay, there's, you're hidingout.
You're hiding out, okay.
So it has to do that thing thatyou talked about, where you're
in the background pushing thoseand supporting those.
There's something safe aboutthat.
You know how to do that, butthere's something about you.
Did you get told when you werelittle like you couldn't do that

(14:21):
, or you would never be able todo that, or you're not deserving
of that?

Speaker 2 (14:26):
yeah, my, and then my dad.
I didn't have a greatrelationship okay, it's like a
smackdown behavior.

Speaker 1 (14:35):
It's like a um when they're showing me.
It's like a smackdown likephysical whether it's physical
or not.
It's not that it's physical,it's like, energetically, it's a
smackdown.
It's like you are not going toever be here.
Your job is to stay here.

Speaker 2 (14:57):
That's the energy oh, that's my, that's my dad's
mentality.
He was the kind of old schoolmentality of you.
Know, I'm the man and you dowhat the woman does you stay
back here?

Speaker 1 (15:11):
Yeah, you stay back here.
You can't shine, yeah, yeah, oh, I just saw it.
If you shine, you take me down.
Wow, okay, so it's like a wooo.
I just got chills.
It's karmic.
Okay, you two have a past lifetogether.

(15:33):
That's not a good one.
You took him down.
Did you kill him?
I just heard your brothers.
I see swords and there'svengeful, there's like vengeful
energy.

Speaker 2 (15:51):
Very vengeful.

Speaker 1 (15:51):
Yeah, like I will fucking take you out, like that
kind of energy, and then thathappened.
I'm in a past life right now.

Speaker 2 (16:02):
No, I know, but like, even in during, like it I mean,
but it was that kind of energy.

Speaker 1 (16:07):
That kind of energy between the two of you yeah, it
is, I will fucking take you outSits in the heart.
It sits in the front of theheart.
It's so heavy.
He's so angry.
Yeah, you're angry too.
Um, that's what it is.

(16:29):
Okay, I'm looking back at theego again.
The ego has done a really goodjob of keeping you protected.
Survival, why.
Why does it want so you don'tdie?
Obviously, it's the ego's job.
Is that we don't die?
Um, okay, so first, what I'mgoing to do, cause it's so heavy
in my heart, I'm going to pullthis out, okay, so hold on a

(16:53):
second.
I want to pull up.
Okay, let me just pull this up.
It's like a.
It's like it's like, it's like,it's like a, it's a dagger,
it's a dagger, it's a dagger,and it's like I think you won.
I think you won.
It's so wild, because I seethis lifetime, you guys really
hated each other.

(17:14):
It was over money.

Speaker 2 (17:17):
It was or was not.

Speaker 1 (17:19):
It was over money.
I think it was like yourfather's money, like it's a.
This is like medieval time, youknow, like uh, right during the
time of when we wore uh, um,what's it called armor?
like yeah and the horses yeah um, so it's like that time you

(17:46):
guys had, like, you guys feudeda lot, so I actually I just want
to keep pulling this out,excuse me, we keep pulling this
out.
You, you feuded a lot andthere's just some deep wounds.
You loved each other, but youyou, when you were little, you
loved each other.
The money got in the way.

(18:07):
I think the father died and itwas a matter of who's going to
get the estate.
Oh my god, one of you was um, Ijust got chills.
One of you, I got more chills.
One of you got one of you okay,and I see a man coming to

(18:29):
actually serve the will.
Right, and at this point youtwo are already not getting
along.
You're older, in your 20s maybe.

Speaker 2 (18:42):
This is still like.
That's not back in medievaltime.

Speaker 1 (18:45):
Yeah, this is this is the lifetime I'm seeing.

Speaker 2 (18:47):
What you're talking about is really similar to what
happened.

Speaker 1 (18:52):
Actually happened.

Speaker 2 (18:53):
And like, take it out of medieval times and not me
killing them Right.

Speaker 1 (19:01):
But you guys, you actually have a similar
situation happening in thislifetime.
To actually heal and repair iswhat?
No, he's gone now.
Oh, he's gone.

Speaker 2 (19:10):
But in our own way.
I guess we did.
But then there's still otherthings.

Speaker 1 (19:17):
Yeah, okay, so, um, okay, so okay, I have to keep
pulling this out.
It's like deep, so okay, I haveto keep pulling this out.
It's like deep, it's deep, it'sdeep.
I'm going to send it all backto God with justice, the only
way that God knows how.
Sorry, it's like I want to.

(19:39):
It's like a big burp wants tocome up and out, but it's not
coming yet.
I'm just going to keepunearthing that Open, open, open
.
Release it out of her heart,from her to him and him to her.
The heart tie is really strong.
You guys have traveledlifetimes together.

(19:59):
He just popped in.
He's kind of laughing right now.
He's laughing in the sense ofcause.
He's, he's transitioned.
But, um, this is the work.
So I'm hearing this is the work, this is the work that you came
to do in this lifetime.
This is the work.
It has to do with forgiveness,it has to do with acceptance, it

(20:23):
has to do with love.
There's an acceptance of self.
Hold on, I'm just getting likechanneling this information.
Acceptance of self.
You have been in a cocooningphase.
You have been in a cocooningphase and it's time for you to

(20:43):
stand.
They keep showing me likeyou're like this, like your
whole body is like this and nowit's time for you to rise.
And for those who are listening, it's like imagine her body is
wrapped in a cocoon state andwhen I see it, it's like your

(21:03):
heart is on fire, like it's redred with pain, red with sadness,
red with guilt, Interesting,okay.
So I want to pull all of thesadness, the guilt, the pain,
the sorrow I see.
When you killed him in thatlifetime, you had a lifetime of

(21:24):
regret, because the truth was atthe core of each of you was
love, but the money got in theway and then somebody died and
that is actually what wasbrought in this lifetime for you
guys to clear.

Speaker 2 (21:39):
It was weird because, like when my dad passed away,
and keep talking.

Speaker 1 (21:45):
I'm just going to do.

Speaker 2 (21:46):
It was I have a half sister and in another country
and my dad and I we hadn'tspoken for like a year before I
got the call that he was inhospice from my mom.
So I came out and, um, he likebasically didn't.

(22:09):
Oh my gosh.
Um, you know I was basicallyhelping him with the hospital
and, and you know, hospice careand all of that, and found out
that he left everything,whatever.
He didn't have much, but youknow my family didn't have much,
but what he had he left it tothe sister and she was in town

(22:34):
and I told my brothers because Ijust let them know and I said
I'm still going to be helpinghim and I stayed going to the
hospital helping him dealingwith the doctors, going to the
hospital helping him dealingwith the doctors.
And then he woke up at fouro'clock in the morning one day
and was like call everybody,tell them to come here, call my
lawyer.

(22:54):
He goes I got to change it.
And I'm like what are youtalking about?
He's like I got to changeeverything.
And I go what do you mean?
He's like I changed the will.
And I was like what?
And I'm like, okay, well, I'llcall your.
You know, I'm like it's fouro'clock in the morning.
You got to wait till everybodywakes up.
I said I'm going to call himand tell him to come to the
hospital, but I'm not tellinganybody for what I said.

(23:15):
I'm just going to call, letthem know.
You've asked everybody to showup.
Um, so I called everybody andeverybody's like what's going on
?
I'm like I don't know.
I just want you guys to come tothe hospital.
And I called the half sister,who happened to be in from
another country, and she keptasking why.

(23:37):
I said I don't know.
But he asked my mom.
He asked this you know myparents were divorced.
This, he, you know my parentswere divorced.
And and then he, um, so they,most everybody showed up except
for the half sister, or beforethey all showed up, he kept
asking me, um, how he shouldchange the will.

(23:59):
And I said this is yours.
It's like you've got four kids.
You know, I'm like you knowwhat you've done over the years
and you know cause, I know thathe had been giving.
You know he had been givingmoney to her over the years or
whatever, or whatever takingcare of things.
And, um, like I said, we hadn'ttalked for years.
There wasn't any kind ofcommunication.

(24:21):
But I just was like this, likethis is, this is, there has
nothing to do with me, this isyours.
I said, well, that's your call.
I was like, how, that's yourdeal, and um, so then basically
we waited and people startedshowing up and it's now going on
almost like four o'clock in theafternoon that day and the half

(24:42):
sister still didn't show up.
And the lawyer was there, thenotary was there, everybody was
waiting and he decided just toput me and my two brothers on
and and that was it.
And then a little bit later sheshows up and he goes where were
you?
She's like hours later.

(25:03):
And she's like, well, you know,and she saw the lawyer and stuff
, and she goes, what happened?
And he's like you know, talkingin the language, told her and
she just got started crying, gotmad, basically went back to his
place, took some things andleft to.
We didn't know that she leftbecause, like, I went there the

(25:24):
next morning to like ask if shewanted to ride to the hospital
and noticed the key hangingoutside the door so she had left
and took off back to europe andthen my dad passed away two
days later.
So, but I was with the wholelike let me see here.

Speaker 1 (25:45):
Is it completed?
Yes, so when I look at the pastlife, there's a thing about um.
I don't want to say he was theevil one.
It's not that he was the evilone, but he was the one.
He was the greedy one and yousaid no and you put a stop to it

(26:09):
.
So I'm looking at what thisconnection, him having that
change of heart.

Speaker 2 (26:20):
Okay, so the giving it to her was like a big f you
to you guys, all of us, becauseliterally in the will it had,
like my name ten dollars, mybrother's name ten dollars,
brother's name ten dollars,that's it was like literally
said and and the thing was is Iknew it and he, my dad, knew

(26:40):
that I knew it because I had thewill, but I still continued to
be there and at the hospital.
You know like it basicallybecame.
Last time I saw him, a yearbefore that, I flew in because
he had colon surgery and as soonas I walked into the hospital
he was, you know, the doctor wasthere and I started asking the

(27:02):
doctor questions, because I'vealready had family friends go
through this and they were like,hey, this is what you should
ask.
And immediately my dad was likeI'm not dead, I could talk for
myself.
And I was like peace out, bye.
And I got on the plane and wentback to Cali and so this time,
like we hadn't spoken for a yearuntil this, and then at this
time, for those two weeks that Iwas back and before he passed

(27:25):
away, you know I was his like,he was like you know, talk to
her, talk to her.
Like it became like everydoctor, every situation was like
she's in charge.
Talk to her meaning me becausehe had his change of heart, he
um yeah, when he was on hisdeath, you know, during that

(27:46):
time, though, before apologizing, yes, before that time they
started.

Speaker 1 (27:52):
They're showing me.
I just got chills again on theright side.
Um, oh, he, okay, he's, he's,he's here, okay, okay, so okay,
he's like, okay, okay, so okay,he's like right here.
Um, he started getting a lifereview and that life review

(28:15):
happened way before this time.
Um, I'm hearing a year, a year,um, a lot of dreams.
He would have dreams he wouldtravel.
It was things he wouldn't talkabout because it was things he's

(28:38):
never.
It was things that these areonly things that you.
These are things how's hesaying it?
These are things that I justheard God's play Like.
These are things that I don'twant to use the word conspiracy,
but these are things that aremake-believe.
This is not real.
So when the things startedhappening, when this life review

(29:01):
began to happen, it wasuncomfortable.
It would happen a lot in thedream state, sometimes in the
waking state.
He would get premonitions, hewould get feelings and hits of
wrongdoings.
He began to see and experience.

(29:23):
Did he watch a lot of TV?

Speaker 2 (29:27):
I mean he was when he wasn't working.

Speaker 1 (29:29):
Yeah, I mean he was home, he was watching, he was in
front of the tv there wassomething about starting to see
scenarios play out on tv thatwould have him reflect and then
connect, and that was hard forhim because it was sad for him.
Um has a lot of pain in hisheart and a lot of sadness and

(29:52):
almost doesn't forgive himselffor things he has said or done.
There are many regrets that hehas as a father, although he
knew that what he had done wasmeant to be or designed for the
outcome of all of you.
That was a hard role for him toplay.

(30:14):
There were lessons there forhim to learn, but there were
also lessons for each and everyone of you is what he's saying?
This is, this is okay.
So when we come to this, when wecome to Earth or any place that
we go to, you pick out thethings that you want to learn

(30:38):
from a soul's perspective.
So, from a soul's perspective,you choose all the people who
are going to be in the play andyou're the starring role of the
play.
Well, he's the starring role ofhis play.
You're one of the characters.
You're the starring role ofyour play.
He's one of the characters Allof us have come here to agree.
We've all agreed that we wouldcome here and we would bump into

(31:00):
each other whenever we did andwe would play out whatever we're
going to play out, like thisyou and I are doing.
We agreed to this on some leveland those decisions can be made
during the life of a person,but a lot of the decisions are
made before the life of theperson, so there's like a
blueprint.

Speaker 2 (31:18):
They're kind of saying what they say your soul,
your destiny is already mappedout on your yeah.

Speaker 1 (31:23):
And the beauty is I just got chills again the beauty
is thank you, thank you, I'mjust thanking him for coming in
to communicate, and those thatare with us.
Thank you all for sharing.
The beauty is is thateverything that you absolutely
desire?
You get it.
It's just that we can take amultitude of roads to get there,

(31:45):
and so there is no wrong choice.
Right, there's no wrong choice.
Every choice will get you tothat end desire.
I think a lot of times we seethe end desires like but I
wanted the big house, or Iwanted the wife, or I wanted all
these things.
Well, the soul doesn't see itas the things.
The soul sees it as did I learnforgiveness?
Did I learn love?
The soul sees it as did I learnforgiveness?

(32:07):
Did I learn love?
Did I learn unconditional?
Did I learn passion, whateverit is that the soul came to
learn?
The other thing is the soul willcome and say, well, what do I
have to repair and completekarmically, like what are the
things that I have to fix fromthe other lifetimes?
You know, we get the do-oversright, we get to make life

(32:28):
better, we get to earn thosesoul wings or whatever we want
to call them.
So there is a lot about thatthat I'm seeing for him that it
was a sacrifice and a difficult,a difficult part to play
because at the core of all of itis absolute, pure, divine love,

(32:49):
like so unconditional,beautiful love.
But that is not what was to be.
It wasn't not that it wasn't tobe felt.
What is it I'm seeing?
Like an exhale at the end ofhis life.
Like an exhale Like he wasfreed.

(33:12):
He was free.

Speaker 2 (33:14):
I'm seeing like an exhale at the end of his life.
Like an exhale, like like hewas freed.
He was free.
That's like, yeah, we werethere when he took his last.
You could see it.
There's everything you couldlike see it all exit.

Speaker 1 (33:22):
Yes.

Speaker 2 (33:22):
And then actually there was um cause we, until
before they came, like some youknow, we, we.
He was there because he was inthe living room.
My brothers had lit a candleand had a picture and they were
taking, you know, a shot to likewith my cousin, to like for him

(33:42):
, and the door was closed and assoon as they did that, the
whole can like the flame justwent.
That's kind of wild Right.

Speaker 1 (33:54):
Like that stuff's real, right, Like it's real.

Speaker 2 (33:57):
Oh I know, I totally yes, Our souls are so fucking
real.

Speaker 1 (34:01):
It's amazing, and when things like that happen,
it's really a beautiful sight tosee.
Yeah, yeah, there's a heavyburden that you're carrying.
Hold on.
I'm going to use some cardsthese are body regeneration
method cards Because I want tolook at how this relates to you

(34:26):
being able to gain more accessto the core of who you are and
really seeing who you are.
And now that you know you can,we've removed some blocks and
energies around that, that heart.
But how do we get you to standand fully own it, breathe into

(34:46):
it and live into it?
What I'm trying to figure out,how this is correlated, like,
what about?
What about?
That relationship is holdingyou back?
Oh, whoa, okay, it's like a lotof cards there.
Hold on, what is it Okay?
Increase interconnectedpossibilities.

(35:08):
What is it she needs?
What does she require?
Letting go?
What is it that she requires?
Increase the one that is okayincreased motivation, which

(35:33):
that's something you weretalking about, okay.
So the first card I got isinterconnected possibilities.
This is the first card that Ithink you can see it yes
interconnected possibilities.
Then I got let go.
So we've got some storiesrunning that you need to let go
of.
Then we're going to increaseyour awareness of self and we're

(36:00):
going to increase yourmotivation.
I don't know if you can there,we go, it's hard to see that.
Increase motivation, yeah, okay.
So what I'm gonna do then isI'm gonna take all of these
cards, we're gonna insert andI'm gonna first what do we want
to do for?
Okay, first we're gonna pull upall known and unknown stories.

(36:21):
There's stories that you havethat are like yeah, okay, okay,
okay.
So that energy, that energy ofthe, that energy of the of the,
you, you, you will not rise, youwill not shine, you will not be

(36:43):
in front.
That's the connection.
Okay, so I want to collapse.
All of the known and unknownstories, interjections what are
they saying?
It's like a verbal, it's like averbal vomit.
And energetically, was he atall man?

(37:03):
He has like a big energy, hehas like a big like.

Speaker 2 (37:09):
Yeah, he was the like life of the party, kind of
energy.
Anywhere you went, everybodyloved him.
You know Charming.

Speaker 1 (37:17):
Okay.

Speaker 2 (37:17):
Yes.

Speaker 1 (37:18):
Yeah, he has a very big, broad, staunch energy.
He's very masculine.
What I want to do?
What do we call that?
It's a projection, it's a okay.

(37:38):
Oh, his dad was this way.
His dad was this way with him.
Yeah, um, he has siblings.
Yeah, yeah.
I see other kids, his dad Ijust hear his dad was an asshole
.

Speaker 2 (37:57):
So I hear yeah, that's actually true from what I
understand dad was an asshole.

Speaker 1 (38:14):
His dad was very abusive.
It was a verbal control, it wasa verbal vomit.
Okay, so there's lineages thatare designed to be broken in
this lifetime coming through you, actually your energy.
So I see it when they show meyou, when I see your energy,
there's a masculine energy inthere.

Speaker 2 (38:34):
So I think you've been more men than you've been
women.

Speaker 1 (38:37):
Yeah, I agree with that.
Even now You've been a tomboy.
Yeah, and this energy of awoman, actually, I just I just
saw how this energy of the womanthat you are is actually
difficult to be because it's notfamiliar, the tenderness your

(39:01):
soul actually likes it.
You have been a man so manytimes and you've been in
energies that are so hardcore.
A man so many times and you'vebeen in energies that are so
hardcore.
You all because when I see yourenergy.

Speaker 2 (39:18):
It is like big and broad, and it is.

Speaker 1 (39:19):
It is like um, yes, it's a warrior, yeah, it's a
warrior, and this tenderness isalmost like your soul revels in
it, like I just love it.
Your soul's like I love to feelthat I never get to feel that
so, and a true warrior is tender.
A true warrior is tender, so atrue warrior.

(39:42):
I wish I had the book in frontof me.
It's this book Shambhala theWarrior.
I forget Shambhala the Warrior,I forget.
It's Shambhala the Warrior, Ithink.
But anyways, there's thisbeautiful line and this whole
chapter about the warrior.
And then it talks about whenyour heart, like the tenderness

(40:06):
of a warrior, would be like ifyou had your heart raw and open
when a mosquito lands on it,that you could feel that, and
you could feel it so much thatit would cause rippling pain in
the heart to where you would cry.
I mean, imagine the weight of amosquito there is no weight but
that you are that connected toyour heart and the rawness and

(40:29):
the compassion of love and justthat yumminess, and that is what
your soul is drinking up inthis lifetime.
Okay, so I want to pull out allthe stories, the projections.
I want to collapse all theknown and unknown.
The projections.
I want to collapse.
All the known and unknownverbal, emotional, physical

(40:52):
abuse, lineages and timelinescoming down from your
great-grandfather, previous, allon your dad's side.
There is some on your mom'sside, but we're going to focus
on the dad's side.
It's very culturallygenerational to their time.
It's just the way people were.
Yeah that's exactly.

(41:12):
And what is the ethnicity?
Polish, oh, Polish.
Okay, it's funny because I keepseeing like Italian, but the
energy is similar.
The energy is very like thatfire, that grit that very
similar energy.
So I want to collapse all knownand unknown versions of all

(41:39):
familial patterns of abuseemotionally, mentally,
psychically.
I want to pull all of that up.
We're going to pull all of thatup and we're going to collapse
that out of the timelines.
We're going to send all of thatback to God for justice, and
only that.
God knows how I'm actuallyseeing you.
They're actually highlightingand strengthening you.
They're actually going to.
They're literally pulling youup by the bootstraps as we

(42:02):
disconnect that energy.
I'm going to pull that off ofyou.
It's actually hooked into theback of your shoulders.
It's hooked into the root ofyour spine and I want to unplug
it from your spine.
I want to unhook you from theback of the shoulders and we're
just going to remove that.
I also see it plugged into thetop of the head.

(42:24):
So we're going to pull that out.
We're going to unplug that,unhook that, unplug from the
spine and unplug from the feetand we're going to collapse that
now we're going to push all ofthis beautiful white light
energy down through the crownchakra because it's actually

(42:52):
been plugged.
It's been plugged by thatlineage and it's almost like
imagine if you had a hose, andthat hose is just, it's just
pouring in all of those pasttrauma, all that lineage of of

(43:15):
abuse, and so what's interestingis you could see it, you could
see it, and so it wasn'tsomething that you wanted to
pass down, but you see it.
But I actually want them toclean it all out of your system.
So I'm going to command and askthat all of your guides highest
and purest guides to come andfilter down that energy.
It's a white light, it hasgolden flecks and they're going
to run it they're saying 24hours through the system, from

(43:37):
the top of your head straightdown to the soles of your feet,
and I want you to actually sitand relax your body for a moment
, take a deep breath, take adeep breath and I want you to

(43:58):
envision that this beautifulwhite light with golden flex is
actually coming down.
It's pouring from the top ofyour head, going down over the
shoulders, and I just want youto feel it like a salve.
It's like a golden, white salvejust going and running through
your entire body.
And we're going to call forth.
Who are we calling forth?
There's a new guide that shehas available to her now if she

(44:23):
is willing.
Are you willing to receive anew guide, a new guide to walk
you through this next chapter oflife.
Yeah, only hold on, I'm justgoing to.
Is this guide of the highestand purest white light?

Speaker 2 (44:41):
Oh yeah, because I had some bad ones.

Speaker 1 (44:43):
Yeah, yes, there are two.
Does she need two?
She could have two if she wantsto.
Are these of the highest andpurest white light?
Are these of the highest andpurest guides that will take her
to the next level?
Yes, okay.

(45:03):
So they're like two pillarsactually on each side of you.
They're feminine and masculine.
They're two females.
They're two females, one ismore masculine, one is more
feminine.
They are also warriors.
It's funny.
They look very similar to you.

(45:24):
They are aspects of you.
They are aspects of the soul.
She is ready, is what they'resaying.
She is ready this time, but shemust.
She must stand.
What does that mean for her tostand?
How are you with receiving?

(45:47):
You're not good at receiving.
What do you mean receive like?
Just receiving like?
Are you good at receiving help?
Are you good at receiving, likewhen people want to give or
gift to?
you yeah like she has to be ableto receive.
Okay.
So let me go back to.
I want to just complete.
Okay, yes, align her with thetwo, please.

(46:10):
She's accepting the two of thehighest and purest light.
We're going to.
They've removed all of theshackles of those conversations.
Those are lineages of damaging,irreparable at some point in
life, like in your dad's life,irreparable some of it.
So we're going to remove all ofthat, send that all back to God

(46:32):
for justice and we're going towash that all off your back.
We're going to fill all thoseholes with that white light and
golden light.
They are going to run that forthe next 24 hours.
You'll probably really they'resaying, when you wake up you
might feel a bit of a shiftbecause, uh, while your body's
sleeping and resting is when itcan do the most cellular repair.

(46:55):
So I'm going to command andrequest that all the cells in
her body, at the cellular level,receive that beautiful white
light.
Thank you, god.
And the golden it's like gotgolden flecks.
It's super cool.

(47:16):
These angelic ambassadors are tobe called on at any time.
You must remember that this isa free will state.
You must request their help.
They will always be with you.
They will whisper what you needto hear, but do not fail to
request at any given time or day.

(47:37):
What you need help with is whatthey're saying.
They're really beautiful.
They're very powerful.
They're very tall, verypowerful.
They're very tall.
It's like 20 feet tall orsomething.
They're very tall.
It's 12, 12 and 20.

(48:00):
I don't know, I'm hearing 12and 20.
Maybe one is 12 and one is 20,but they're very tall.
Okay.
So now I want to increase allinterconnected possibilities
from you to all areas of yourlife, but I want to look at it
from the standpoint of yourcareer.
It's not about a career.
You don't necessarily have acareer.
They're saying you havemultiple streams of income.

(48:22):
You're here to manifest andreplicate structures of wealth.
You have the right partner, andit's about replicating and

(48:43):
manifesting structures of wealththat you hand down to others,
because money for you isdifferent.
So many people look at money.
So many people struggle withmoney.
Money seems to come to you veryeasily is what I'm hearing.
Money comes to you very easily.
If it's not coming to youeasily, if it's not coming to

(49:06):
you easily.
This is where the practice ofreceiving is.
There's a block, Okay, so Iwant you to put your hands out.
Can you put?
I'm sorry, keep it in the sink.
Put your hands out, like so,like just kind of have them out.

(49:30):
And what we're going to do isI'm going to increase, increase,
increase, increase.
And I want you to go ahead andpush the centers of your palms
on each hand Yep and then holdthem out and hold them open and

(49:51):
hold them open and I want toincrease, increase, increase,
increase, increase and removeall blocks from the hands.
And then I want you to holdthem like this and I want you to
tell me when you can feel theincrease of energy between the
two hands.
Don't have them touch.
Just tell me when you feel thatenergy moving between the two.

(50:13):
Yep, okay, and I want you toactually visualize that energy
expanding and I want you to pullyour hands out slowly and I
want you to begin to expand thatenergy out and then just slowly
pull it out and pull it out andthen just keep increasing the
energy, feel the field of energybetween the hands and just kind

(50:40):
of hold them right there.
And I want to increase thatconnection from you to your
highest and purest, your highestand purest to you receiving and
opening the receiving hands.
Okay, there's, they're callingupon like a reciprocal.
You have a receiving hand and agiving hand.
You give a lot but you don'treceive enough.

(51:06):
And you, okay, there's blocks inthe financial house because of
you not being deserving, whichgoes back to the lines of the
father and goes back to thelines of the.
Okay, there was like a, therewas like an oath or not an oath,
but there was a curse.
You, you cursed yourself whenyou killed him in that lifetime

(51:29):
to never receive like, to neverlike.
You never wanted money to belike a thing, like money was
like the root of all evil ofsome sort in that lifetime.
So I want to disconnect youfrom that story.
We're going to pull that up andyou can bring your hands down.
I'm going to pull it up and pullit up, pull it up, pull it up
and I want to collapse that outand I want to remove that story

(51:53):
from the timeline.
Now we're going to put it backinto that timeline.
It does not need to be in thisone.
I want to disconnect her fromher to that lifetime, that
lifetime to now, disconnectingher to that, that lifetime, that
lifetime to now, and thendisconnect, disconnect,
disconnect, cutting all cords,and we're gonna move those

(52:13):
lifetimes, that lifetime, backto the lifetime where it resides
.
Okay, we're gonna increase,increase, increase all
interconnected possibilities forthe receiving of wealth, for
the receiving of money, for thereceiving of wealth, for the
receiving of money, for thereceiving of multiple streams of
income, replicating structuresthat you give back to others.

(52:36):
I'm not sure how that looks Ikeep seeing your partner in
there, but that's somethingthat's kind of basically what we
do in some ways.

Speaker 2 (52:55):
Basically what we do in some ways like he's.
He's a consultant but alsohelps scale businesses and stuff
.
So you talk about replicatingstructures.
That's what we do for differentcompanies, you know.

Speaker 1 (53:04):
So like basically yeah, there's like a replicating
of a structure and you'rehanding that back to others and
it's beautiful.
And don't be afraid to say yeswhen money comes in.
If you see money on the ground,pick it up.
I do, I did that today?

(53:26):
Yeah, pick it up and yep andthank God for it.
And that's the abundance therethere are.
More of that will continue tohappen for you.
Money comes from.
Money grows on trees.
Money comes from all areas, ifyou allow it, and the tree is
like the tree of life, not anactual physical tree.

(53:48):
Money does grow on trees thetrees of life, not an actual
physical tree.
Money does grow on trees thetrees of life.
That's interesting.
I've never heard that before.
So that just came through, okay.
So now I want to.
We're going to let go of thoseold patterns.
We're going to let go of thoseold thought beliefs.
Is she ready to let go of those?
No, there's something about youstill, it's a deservingness and

(54:13):
a worthiness.
You don't know or believe thatyou're actually deserving of all
that.
Okay, okay, what?
Okay, that I just felt in thethroat.
Okay, all right, and then we'regoing to increase your
awareness and we're going toincrease motivation.

(54:33):
But we those are.
We had to work on those.
Next, we have to do a littlebit of work here.
Okay, I'm liking how this isgoing.
I had no idea how this wasgoing to go tonight.

(54:54):
So you're not dessert, you, soyou, you have it that you don't
deserve wealth, health,happiness, joy.
Like the life of all lives,there's truth to that I don't't
know, I think you still, youstill don't.
Okay, I don't know if this isright or not.

(55:15):
I'm just gonna say you stilldon't know.
You still don't know how thisman is with you.

Speaker 2 (55:23):
Meaning in like today's world.

Speaker 1 (55:26):
Yeah, like the guy your partner.
Yeah, like that still shocksyou.
Yeah, like the guy your partner.
Yeah, Like that still shocksyou.
Yeah, this shocks you that hechose you.
You chose him too, but it'sshocking yeah.

Speaker 2 (55:37):
I mean he would say the same thing about me.

Speaker 1 (55:41):
You Uh-huh, mm-hmm.

Speaker 2 (55:44):
Yeah, mm-hmm, because it does, because it's just
everything is just comfortable.
It's like we know each otherfrom before.
This isn't the first timearound, this isn't the first
time we've met like that's whatwe like.
I mean, as soon as we met, itwas instant and like I never

(56:08):
knew him and like it's like Iknew what he needed and what he
needed to be told and said andwhatever, within just days of
knowing him.
Like and yeah he's honestly thefirst one that I like I'm all in

(56:29):
ever my entire life up till now, 49.
Yeah, like I've never been allin with anybody kids with people
but it was other situationshappen and you know.
But like and you try to make itwork and just whatever was it,
you feel really safe with him.

Speaker 1 (56:49):
Yeah, and you know, but like, and you try to make it
work and just whatever was it,you feel really safe with him.
Yeah, you feel fully unguardedwith him, intimately.
I just saw you guys are bothvery unguarded.
You don't have to Hold on.
It's like you both put theswords down.

(57:12):
You both have pasts, you bothhave trauma, you both have moved
through a lot, but togetherthere's a pure safety.
It's they keep using the wordkismet, kismet, kismet.
Yeah, it's like a truepartnership yeah it's funny

(57:36):
because they show you two aslike warriors this you must have
a lot of life yeah, he, I meanhe'll.

Speaker 2 (57:43):
He'll tell you that he there, he's absolutely
positive that he's been awarrior and had to do a lot of
killings in his past.
He'll tell you that, likebecause I know it, I mean it
takes five too today yeah, yeahyeah, he.

Speaker 1 (58:02):
Um, it's funny.
It's like you two are ridingoff in the sunset in the
renaissance time on your horses.
That's what I see.
You're a woman, that you're awoman, but I'm showing he's the
man.
Interesting, I wonder.

(58:23):
I wonder if you guys were alltogether, even though you were
the man, how would that be?
No, they're like, that's notimportant.
Okay, not important.
I like to go into the stories.
They're kind of fun.

Speaker 2 (58:34):
I love.

Speaker 1 (58:34):
I love looking at past lives.
I was like, oh, that's so cool,okay.
So I really want to get you toa place where I'm looking at our
time and I want to get you to aplace where it's not for you to
do that, tara, yes, I know, butokay, okay, I'm just gonna keep

(58:57):
following what I'm being told.
I'm like, but I want to fix it,it's not my place, okay.
So, when I increase thepossibilities, they show the two
of you in the center and andthere's literally like uh, like

(59:18):
there's, there's like cordsgoing out in all directions,
okay, um, and it could be like acord to spirituality, a cord to
financial wealth, a cord to thereal estate, a cord to the real
estate, a cord to the job orwhatever it is.
There's all these cords goingout.
Excuse me, and how do theyreceive it?

(59:43):
Just be open.
They want you both to just beopen and to receive.
Allow others to help you.
Here's a good start.
Okay, you go to the grocerystore or you go do you have pets
or anything?
Any store you go to, do youhave?

(01:00:06):
Are there stores that you go towhere somebody will say can I,
can I help you out?

Speaker 2 (01:00:09):
with that ma'am Sometimes.

Speaker 1 (01:00:10):
And what do you usually say?
No, thank you, exactly Okay.
So what they're saying is Iwant you to start saying yes.

Speaker 2 (01:00:18):
Okay.

Speaker 1 (01:00:18):
It starts there, okay .
And they, they really want youto practice.
They just showed me she's goingto forget.
You're going to forget, butwhen, when you forget, you're
going to be triggered, you'regoing to be hit.
They're going to like, they'regoing to ping you Like you got
to say yes, it starts there.
They're showing to tell youknow, even to the, to the why

(01:00:41):
are you showing that?
That's giving, okay.
So if you ever go to a coffeestore or something where you're
in a drive-through and you canpay for the person behind you,
they're saying try that too,because that's going to kick off
another energy.
It's going to be a giving andreceiving.
But, more importantly, theywant you to start saying yes.

(01:01:02):
If anybody says can I help youwith that?
Yes, and he has to do the same.
He is not great at receivingeither.
He has a very masculine energy.
He's a man and there's a lot ofpride.
It's not that he's like anasshole about it.

(01:01:25):
He just has it like he just hasit like no, I, no, I do, I do
that.
Like, like, like me, like I cantake care I got that yeah, yeah
and and he, the two of you are aunion and this is together.
The two of you have work to do.
They're even saying, hey, uh,find some fun wealth manifesting

(01:01:51):
money, like they.
They're saying go do somethingfun together, like a workshop.
That, um, it doesn't have to bewith financial abundance, it's
more, it doesn't have to be,like, about money, it's more
about sorry, I'm just I'mlooking over here cause I'm
viewing it's more about the ummanifesting If you guys can find

(01:02:14):
something together that youplay with as a game.
There's something about theduality.
Okay, I see it.
There's something about the twoof yours energy.
They keep showing me the two ofyou and then you have these
cords going out and like there'sa circle.
Okay, it's like the two of youare in this giant circle and all

(01:02:35):
the cords are just yes andthere's and there's points on
the circle for these variousareas of your life, so you could
literally draw it.
I'm going to draw it real quick.
I think you know what I'msaying, but here's like that,
and then we're going to havethese little things like this
just making this up, and here'sthe two of you, okay, so yeah,

(01:03:17):
that, yeah, the two of you.
And I want you to tell him todo the same.
You're going to have him pushthe centers of his hands in
there.
Those are energy centers.
Sometimes we have to push themto remove the blocks and get
them moving and get them flowing.
And you can even do that thingwith him, like have him just
feel the energy and then kind ofpull it out.

(01:03:37):
And just because it's fun,you'll feel it and you want to
pull that energy out.
And if he doesn't feel it, okay, he's not going to feel it as
much right away.
He's going to keep pushing onthe centers and he has a lot of
blocks.
Oh, my God, you're just goingto keep pushing on the centers
and he has a lot of blocks.

Speaker 2 (01:03:55):
Oh my God, you're totally right.
That's a lot of blocks.

Speaker 1 (01:03:59):
He has a lot of.
He is a fucking powerhouse Okay, he is a fucking behemoth and
he has a lot of blocks and hehas a lot of blocks.
Yeah, he's so afraid of theactual potential of his power,
that's true, I say that he's afreaking unicorn, and he does it

(01:04:23):
.
Yeah, so it's not a coincidence.
The two of you are together andthe two of you reflect that in
each other.
Like he sees you, you see him.
The two of you are together andthe two of you reflect that in
each other.
Like he sees you, you see him.

(01:04:44):
I really like you two together.
It's so pretty Okay.
It's just a beautiful energy.
Oh, I love it.
Okay, okay.
So what they're showing me isthe two of you in that center.
When you both get these clearchannels moving and when you
both start receiving and saying,yes, just practice for fun.
Even if you're like honey, canI help you?
And he's like no, I'm the man Ican do it.

Speaker 2 (01:05:04):
And you're like no again.

Speaker 1 (01:05:06):
let me help you and then he can do that with you,
like you guys can practice witheach other you know if he wants
to, I don't know, rub your feet.
Yes, rub my feet, you know.
If he wants to, I don't know, Idon't know anything, Just start
saying yes.

Speaker 2 (01:05:19):
Yeah, I get it.
There's little things like thathe'll do and I'm like no, no no
, no, no, I got it, I got it.

Speaker 1 (01:05:24):
You want me to help you?
No, I got it.
Yeah, no, yes, help me.
So there's something about thebond.
They keep showing me aninfinity circle of energy it's
like an infinity figure eight ofenergy that starts to go around
the two of you.
So if you see the two of youstanding in the center of that

(01:05:48):
circle, it's literally like thisfireball of energy that starts
weaving around you like aninfinity circle.
That's what begins to increase,and then these channels start
to open up.
Okay, these channels start toopen up and the flow of giving
and receiving comes.
The abundance begins to come,the energy begins to flow, but
the practice will be inreceiving.

(01:06:09):
You guys do give a lot, but youcan continue to give because
there has to be a reciprocity.
But when you're giving andgiving, and giving and not
receiving, then you've cutyourself off yeah, that's kind
of what's.
That's kind of interestingbecause that's a lot what's been
happening yeah, okay, now we'regoing to increase your

(01:06:30):
awareness for both of you on alllevels, all possibilities,
especially in the house ofreceiving.
So I want to increase yourawareness for both of you on all
levels, all possibilities,especially in the house of
receiving.
So I want to increase, increase, increase.
We're going to increase,increase, increase all levels of
receiving, all levels ofawareness, increasing that
awareness.
Actually, I want to open upyour third eye and we're going

(01:06:51):
to connect it to.
I want to open up your thirdeye, connecting it to the crown,
back to the third eye and thenactually to the throat, then to
the heart.
Okay, go ahead and tap yourthroat and I want you to then

(01:07:16):
tap your third eye and then Iwant you to tap the top of your
head Yep, back down to thethroat.
Now I want you to tap to theheart, back to the throat, back
to the third eye and then to thetop Yep, straight back to the

(01:07:42):
heart.
Good, okay, so we'rereconnecting you differently and
newly.
We're going to expand, open thethroat chakra.
It's a very beautiful bluelight.
I want to remove all known andunknown calcification that's
around that, pulling that off,strengthening and increasing the
thyroid and the throat to speakand open.

(01:08:05):
Are you taking minerals?
Are you taking minerals?

Speaker 2 (01:08:10):
I think you're just slightly mineral deficient, so I
just started back up a coupleof days ago taking my like D3
and calcium and things.

Speaker 1 (01:08:21):
Okay, I want you to get a good trace mineral and add
trace minerals that's whatthey're called.

Speaker 2 (01:08:29):
That's what it's called Trace minerals.

Speaker 1 (01:08:34):
You can buy them at Sprouts Whole Foods.
You can order them on Amazon.
A great brand is.
What is that brand?
Is it Nordic?
No, nutraceuticals, I thinkit's called Nutraceuticals,
trace Minerals.
Yeah, just pull up Trace Minerminerals and you just put like a
drop in your water a day.

(01:08:56):
But you need to increase theminerals, especially for the
thyroid, especially at this timein our life, as we're just
every time we're sitting infront of these computers we're
depleting our minerals um so weshould increase those, uh, full
systems, a full system flush.
What are they saying?
Increase your water.
You should increase your waterif you're not drinking enough

(01:09:17):
water at least 64 ounces a day,minimum.
Increase your water.
Increase your minerals.
It's good that you'reincreasing your D3.
Okay, and then the tapping thatwe just did.
That's actually expanding andopening the awareness.
Okay, now we're going toincrease your motivation and
that has to do with the root.

(01:09:38):
Okay, so I want to spin someenergy in the root.
So I want you to just closeyour eyes, relax, and I'm going
to start spinning some energyand opening up the energy in the
root.
And I want you to just imaginea beautiful golden fireball in
the root.

(01:09:58):
Your roots vary.
It's got a lot of cobwebs, it'sgot like little stringy things.
Okay.
So it's this beautiful littlefireball of energy.
Just imagine it's spinning inthe root chakra.
Little fireball of energy.
Just imagine it's spinning inthe root chakra and as it spins
in the root chakra, what it'sdoing is it's removing all of
these stringy little things.

(01:10:19):
These stringy things must be.
I see their lineages, theirpatterns that no longer serve
you and we're going to cleanthose out.
But I want you just to see thisbeautiful orange light that
begins to really glow in theroot and I want you to feel that
energy.
I'm just in there shaking it.
We're shaking it awake.

(01:10:39):
We're removing, pulling out allknown and unknown toxic
vibrations and frequencies frompast lives, current life, all
timelines.
I just want to collapse all ofthose out, sending those all
back to God for justice, andonly with God in his house, and

(01:11:00):
then I'm just going to continueto shake alive, shake awake the
root.
Okay.
So, with me shaking the root,the way I'm doing it, and I want
you just to imagine thisfireball in the root, it's going
to feel a little unsettlingover the next couple of days.
Okay, I see.

(01:11:20):
So I'm going to ask that theyburn off all known and unknown
traumas that start surfacing inthe body and as they come up,
I'm actually going to ask thatthey want to soothe the nervous
system, because we're reallyshaking some stuff loose,
soothing the nervous systemwithin you and as these things

(01:11:42):
come up, that they come upgently and they dissolve and
dissipate easily.
And I'm going to call on thesetwo guides to help, support and
assist with that.
So over the next they're saying, maybe even over the next week
you may have some emotions thatcome up.
You may have some thoughts orsome memories that might come up
or things.
Just you're like what the hell?

(01:12:02):
What the hell was this?
I thought I was over that, orwhy is this coming up?
You're going to have a littlebit of that coming up, but what
we're going to do is we're goingto align it.
Align it, thank you, so that itgently removes right out of the
system and moves on, like Idon't want you dwelling on this
stuff because it's just notimportant anymore.
It's just old fears, oldtraumas.

(01:12:24):
It's like suitcase bullshit,like throwing it out out with
the trash.

Speaker 2 (01:12:31):
You don't need to rehash it Getting out the closet
looking at it and keep going.

Speaker 1 (01:12:35):
Yeah, and when it comes up, it may come up as
anger, it may come up as fear,it may come up as sadness.
Allow your body to express itwithout any story.
What that means is I want youto allow your body to feel it
like woo.
I feel that emotion, but don'tattach anything to it and

(01:12:59):
breathe through it, cry throughit or be angry through it.
If there's anger, you can evenjust scribble on paper is what
they're showing me Like?
Scribble on paper, whateverwords are there, but don't
attach you to it.
It's your body releasing thetrauma.
Okay, move that out, move thatout.

(01:13:22):
Move that out, move that out.

Speaker 2 (01:13:24):
All right.

Speaker 1 (01:13:26):
How do you feel right now?

Speaker 2 (01:13:29):
I mean I'm good, I feel kind of grounded and like I
don't know just, and also thestuff that that's correlating
from the past to today and stuffwith just different
relationships is still kind oflike just spinning through my

(01:13:50):
head is still kind of like justspinning through my head.

Speaker 1 (01:13:56):
Yeah, yeah, it's very interesting how this session,
when I am enjoying this, is veryinteresting.
I um, okay, what they're alsoshowing me.
There was something else, holdon okay, so we're just gonna.
They're like we're gonna putblue waters, is what I'm hearing
.
Blue waters, blue waters in theroot chakra with this golden

(01:14:16):
ball.
This, it's no cause, it's lovethe ocean.
I know, right, it's the, it'sthis, it's this fireball energy,
but underneath it is bluewaters, so blue waters, so
pretty.
I'm literally seeing like a.

(01:14:37):
It's interesting, it's like aSaharan, it's like an oasis in
the desert.
Okay, and it's nighttime andthe air is hot, but these waters
are so calm and so serene.

Speaker 2 (01:14:54):
Like a true environment.

Speaker 1 (01:14:56):
Yeah, yeah, yeah, that's what they're showing me
in the root.
They want that experience of Isee what it is.
It's the peace of the root.
Those are all past energies nolonger serving her and we're

(01:15:26):
putting in this beautiful serene.
It's nighttime, like there'sstars, it's just peace, okay, so
.
So we're gonna put peace inthere, we're gonna increase that
.
And and now, where's themotivation, the motivation's in
that fire?
Okay, they just showed me.

(01:15:47):
You know, you know, uh, youremember for fireworks, you
remember the flowers, yes, howthey would spin.

Speaker 2 (01:15:54):
Yeah, that's what they're showing.

Speaker 1 (01:15:57):
Yeah, and then like little, little sparks would fly
off.
That's what the motivation andthe root is like.
These little sparks are flyingoff through the rest of your
system, lighting up your system,increasing the creativity.
So we're going to increase thecreativity and the motivation
within you With us removing thatplug that was on from these

(01:16:20):
lineages of abuse, there is anew flow of energy, I see.
So, with that white, goldensalve that's coming through,
that's really going to sparkmore creativity for you and more
motivation.
Your motivation and yourcreativity has to come from the
heart for you.

(01:16:40):
It has to really be somethingyou love and desire, or else
you're just not.
You could give a shit.
Honestly, you're like whatever.
So it isn't that somebody couldbe like.
I'm bringing this project toyou and I want your help, like
if you are not deeply,passionately motivated by it.
Don't waste your time.

Speaker 2 (01:16:59):
Okay.

Speaker 1 (01:17:00):
You won't be inspired .

Speaker 2 (01:17:02):
Okay.

Speaker 1 (01:17:03):
It really, and you have to and you'll have to say
graciously I love your idea andit's not a fit for me right now
or it's not something I.
However, you want to say itgracefully, to say no, because
that's your thing.
Is you wanna be able to bethere for everybody and do
everything for them and be thatgirl, like I am your girl Friday
?
I will do it all.
I love you and I'm gonnasupport you.

(01:17:24):
They're saying no more thisnext chapter.

Speaker 2 (01:17:28):
I have to say no, but at the same time I have to
accept and receive.

Speaker 1 (01:17:32):
Yes, yes, because you can say yes to projects that
really inspire you, right whenyou feel lit up.
That's what's going to bringthat motivation, if there's any
form or sense of obligation,because you want to please this
person, because you love peopleso much, and that's what they're

(01:17:54):
showing me.
That's what actually has beenhappening.
That's where that motivation,that's where it started to die,
because it stopped being for youand now it's just for everybody
else.
My therapist recently told meabout compassion fatigue.
Have you heard of that?
Look it up, compassion fatigue.

Speaker 2 (01:18:13):
But I get what you're saying because that's been my
whole entire life.

Speaker 1 (01:18:16):
It's been for everybody, helping everybody,
helping everybody, helpingeverybody, and I'm like yes yes,
it's an actual thing, and youlose motivation, you lose
inspiration, you feel dead.
What fatigue, compassion,fatigue.
Who knew it was a thing?
I mean, if we could labeleverything we do, that's what we
do.
But it's a thing, and I believeit because I'm very similar

(01:18:37):
where I give, give, give, give,give and it's like what about me
?
And I had to learn and startpracticing to receive.

Speaker 2 (01:18:44):
Yeah, that's what I learned when I went on like five
years after my breakup with myboy's dad like like no dating,
no, nothing.
Like casual sex no, I was justnothing, yeah, and.
I went back thinking about allmy past relationships going,
because I'm like, okay, well, Igotta be the common nominator

(01:19:05):
here, like, but I'm why I'm like, I've been on the cover of
magazines, I've been in this,I've been in that.
I'm like what, what?
right, right right and I startedbreaking it down and going to
each one and I started realizingthe common thing with each one
was that I stayed in them longerthan I needed to because I was

(01:19:30):
trying to help them.
What which, whatever it was atthe time like, well, you know,
or you know, or didn't want tohurt their feelings or whatever,
but just like pulling theband-aid off and getting out,
you know, and like I startedlike during that self, that time
of all those years, trying tofigure myself out and what the

(01:19:52):
hell was when I started changing.
Yeah, things and stuff it is.

Speaker 1 (01:20:01):
it's wild, right?
So I want to um, I want to takea minute and just kind of wrap
everything up here.
I want to take a minute andjust kind of wrap everything up
here.
I want to take a minute andwhat are we going to do to seal
her up?
Okay, what are we doing withher?

(01:20:22):
First, I want to say thank youso much for letting me work with
you.
This has been really fun.
So they're just showing me.
They're like putting you likein this egg capsule and they're
moving your boyfriend into.
He's got to come in with you,Okay.
So we're actually going to putthis beautiful white capsule

(01:20:46):
around the two of you, butactually, in all the areas where
we unplugged, we're going toplug those up.
Not even plug, we're fillingthem up with that light.
So, top of the head, theshoulders, Yep, Okay, I see it.
We're like closing those offthe root and the feet.
Okay, so they're going to.

(01:21:10):
I want you just to kind ofreach.
I want you to reach up and Iwant you to just sit up as tall
as you can.
Like reach up and sit up astall as you can, Relax your arms
at your side, but I want you tosit up as tall as you can.
They're wanting you to reallystand in root in your power,

(01:21:39):
your core source, source andyour truth.
They're also telling me thathave you ever done mirror work?

Speaker 2 (01:21:47):
I'm not sure.
I know I've heard of it, but Ican't remember.

Speaker 1 (01:21:50):
So there's a couple of ways to do it, but what
they're saying is, every morning, when you get up to do your
routine, just look in the mirrorand tell Nina how much you love
her and how beautiful she is.
Okay, and you have to rememberto do that Like like, like like

(01:22:11):
teacher, on that, what is it?
I want to like crack.
I'm like you've got to do that,nina, you got to do that.
But they, they really want you,and when you do it, I want you
just to be with you, look deepinto your eyes and be with Nina.
There's an eight year oldversion of you in there Hold on.

(01:22:33):
And a 12-old version of you inthere Hold on.
And a 12-year-old version ofyou in there 14, 8, 12, 14, 22,
8, 12, 14, and 22.
I'm guessing at those agesthere were some pivotal moments
for you, but there's thosepieces of you that there's some

(01:22:55):
healing to be done in thoseareas.
So when you look in the mirror,you might see those girls show
up.
Ok, one might be.
There's one that's veryrebellious.
There's one that's very shy.
There's one that's kind of likeoh, how is she?

(01:23:16):
She's like irreverent Is thatthe word?
It's like, what's the word?
She's not like a fuck you, butshe's like a Hold on, she's very

(01:23:37):
that would have been the 14year old vigilante.
I don't know.
She's like a 14 year old.
Yeah, she's like almost, likeshe had to take shit into her
own hands.
Like I'm doing this now, thisis bullshit.
Like I'm doing it my way.
It's not so much my way, it'sit's protection, it's a

(01:24:06):
protection mechanism.
These are strategies that youtook on to protect your heart.
They're actually now showing me.
It's the stuff that you starteddoing and you actually started
closing yourself off.
Okay, you started closingyourself off and I don't know if
you ever noticed this, but evenyou may have walked tall, but

(01:24:26):
there were many times that yourbody would kind of cave.
In protecting your heart, I dothat I notice that sometimes and
protecting your heart.

Speaker 2 (01:24:34):
I do that, I notice that sometimes, and I always do
my shoulders back.

Speaker 1 (01:24:37):
Yeah, pull them back, Because when you stand it's
like you kind of come down toclose it off.
So, in the mirror, work, justbe with you, be with you, be
with you and love you.
You are a powerful, graceful,gorgeous inside and out
individual who has walked somany lives right and you've

(01:25:03):
overcome so many things in thislifetime alone and you've done
the work and you continue to dothe work.
But now it's time to reallystand tall, go back into that
circle with your man.
You guys start to receive, youknow, figure out what are the
quadrants, what are the areasthat we really want to have that

(01:25:24):
abundance and play with it andhave fun with it.
And if he wants some unblockingand some work, happy to work
with him too.
But yeah, there's, there's the.
You guys are.
There's so much beyondpotential for what you can
create together.
So, yeah, I like that.

Speaker 2 (01:25:48):
Yeah, I mean, I that's how I feel.
I think we both feel that way,which is kind of crazy, like
because we both, just on our own, know that if we can make
everything work, it's sky's thelimit show.

Speaker 1 (01:26:15):
I hope that you got some great bits of information
from it.
At least you got a sense of thework that I do.
Again, as I mentioned, if youwant to schedule time with me,
there is a link below.
Otherwise, I look forward toseeing you on the next episode.
We've got the holidays coming,so keep bundled up, keep warm.
I know the weather is chillingdown, getting cool everywhere we
look, and I look forward toseeing you on the next show.
Have an amazing day.

(01:26:35):
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