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December 21, 2020 22 mins

CW: this episode contains themes of severe anxiety, audio distortion, psychiatric malpractice, and over-stimulation.

Restless and unable to sleep, Jared tunes in to his audio journal early in the morning to get some things off his chest. But it doesn't bring much comfort this night as shadows skitter in his peripheral, children come tapping on his door, and thoughts keep his mind far too occupied to rest.

Official English transcript available here!

Written and produced by Casper Oliver (he/fae/they) who also voices Dr. Jared Hel Intro read by Nessa R (she/her) Credits read by Ashlee Craft (he/they/xim), who also makes the podcast graphics Episode edited by Chelsea Finley (they/them) Music by TheMenniss (they/them) https://themenniss.bandcamp.com/

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