Just Jess

October was heavy — chemo, Wig Out, grief, and growth. In this episode, Jess sits down in the quiet after the chaos to talk about what comes next: healing, exhaustion, and finding light in the aftermath. This is Jess's FIRST video episode of Just Jess.

Trigger Warning: Murder, sexual violence, and death.

In this haunting Halloween episode of Just Jess, I explore the stories that linger — the souls we remember, and the darkness we refuse to glorify. From infamous true crimes to the invisible scars they leave behind, this episode asks what it really means to live among ghosts — both the ones we’ve lost and the ones that still walk beside us. It’s not about shock value. It’s about re...

 Listener Warning:

This episode contains discussions of violence, serial murder, mental illness, and true crime. Listener discretion is advised. These stories are told to educate, not to glorify.

In this episode, Jess Faulkner explores the darkness beneath our fascination with true crime and serial killers. From Bundy and Dahmer to the dramatizations of Ryan Murphy and the performances of actors like Evan Peters and Charlie Hunna...

In this haunting deep dive, Jess Faulkner unpacks the true story behind one of America’s most infamous killers—and the myths that Hollywood built around him. Through fact, psychology, and dramatized storytelling, Jess explores Ed Gein’s fractured mind, Ryan Murphy’s chilling reinterpretation, and Charlie Hunnam’s descent into the role. But beyond the horror lies a harder truth: real monsters aren’t born in the dark—they’re made in ...

Whispers ripple through Pittsburgh’s bars and bridges: a serial killer hiding in plain sight, leaving a smile behind. In this haunting, research-driven episode, Jess Faulkner traces the origins of the Smiley Face Murder Theory—from the 1990s detectives who first connected mysterious drownings to the modern folklore that refuses to fade.

Along the way, she dives into Pennsylvania’s own history of real-world predators, the psychol...

In this episode, we explored the structural and human dimensions of the foster care system — the challenges youth face when entering and aging out of care, how trauma and identity shape their experiences, and what support systems (or gaps) exist for foster youth, caregivers, and agencies. We also discussed “what works” approaches: trauma-informed practices, culturally responsive supports, and community-based interventions.

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In this special episode of Just Jess, I open up about suicide, survival, and the stories that shaped me. I talk about my friend Dennis, whose struggle with opioids and alcohol ended in tragedy, and my own darkest moments—including a major suicide attempt in 2006 and the times I sat in a closet with a gun in my mouth.

This isn’t just about pain—it’s about awareness, connection, and survival. I share real statistics, risk factors, and...

In this episode of Just Jess, I dive into Netflix’s shocking documentary Unknown Number: The High School Catfish. What starts as a terrifying case of anonymous harassment against two teenagers unravels into one of the most twisted betrayals imaginable — a mother tormenting her own daughter. I break down the story, the fallout, and the mental illness behind it: Munchausen by Proxy. Along the way, I connect it to my own experiences w...

After a month of chaos, lost pods, and living without a bed, Jess has officially landed in Pittsburgh—and she’s ready to tell the story. From climbing over boxes just to make it to the bathroom, to discovering life-changing pierogies and pizza, this comeback episode is raw, funny, and full of heart.

Jess shares the highs and lows of the move, her first experiences at Hillman Cancer Center, what it means to finally feel heard by ...

In this deeply personal episode, Jess opens up about the relentless bone pain caused by her rare blood cancer, Essential Thrombocythemia. She breaks down what chronic pain really feels like, the emotional toll of managing it, and why she’s choosing nerve ablation as a next step. With raw honesty, real talk about medication fears, and a tribute to a friend lost to overdose, this episode is for anyone living in pain—or loving someone...

Jess recounts the wild, uncomfortable, and slightly chaotic experience of their most recent colonoscopy—complete with burning IVs, double sedation attempts, and a surprise post-op hangover that still hasn’t worn off.

Two polyps removed, IBS confirmed, and a whole lot of “what the hell just happened?” energy.

This isn’t a deep dive—it’s a dazed check-in from someone who’s still floating but still showing up.

🖤 Still dizzy. Sti...

In this deeply personal episode, Jess opens their heart and shares a letter written to the daughter they gave up for adoption at nineteen—Lizzie. With raw honesty, tenderness, and courage, Jess revisits the pain of letting go, the complexity of love from afar, and the dreams they’ve always held for Lizzie’s future. This isn’t just a letter—it’s a legacy.

What unfolds is part confession, part celebration, and all love. Jess refle...

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Surviving your diagnosis is only half the battle — surviving the meds is the other.

In this raw and brutally honest episode, Jess Faulkner opens up about the real cost of life-saving medications: side effects, withdrawal, polypharmacy chaos, and the everyday fight to keep moving forward.

From vomiting in trash bags to managing 17 prescriptions at once, Jess gets real about what it means to stay alive when your...

You ever wonder what a chronically ill, chaos-driven, emotionally loaded person keeps in their survival bags?

Today, we’re getting real.

In this mini episode, I’m taking you through my everyday clutch and my hospital emergency bag —

the essentials, the ridiculous, the sentimental, and the downright necessary.

From love tickets and lip balm to medication lists and comfy sweatpants,

these bags aren’t about looking cute — they’re a...

Starting over isn’t failure — it’s survival.

In this episode, Jess gets real about what it means to shed old lives, old dreams, and old versions of yourself in order to rebuild something new. From bounty hunter to cannagirl to survivor of homelessness and heartbreak, Jess shares raw stories of the many “mini deaths” she’s lived through — and why starting over isn’t just allowed, it’s necessary.

If you’ve ever felt like you ha...

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Grief isn’t just an emotion — it’s a full-body experience. It shows up in your skin, your bones, your lungs, and your heart.

In this episode, Jess talks about how grief physically and emotionally affects us, why it doesn’t follow a straight line, and how we can survive it with softness, patience, and real self-compassion.

If you’ve ever wondered why grief feels so heavy — or how to keep living with the love and ...

What does it mean to raise kids when the world feels like it’s constantly on fire?

In this episode, Jess gets real about the heavy reality of parenting during chaotic times — from global pandemics to mass shootings, climate change, political unrest, and everything in between. It’s about raising strong, kind, emotionally intelligent kids while balancing fear, exhaustion, and the deep desire to give them a future worth believing i...