Kingdom Chaos
Kingdom Chaos is a Christian podcast hosted by Troy and Amy, a husband and wife married for nearly 30 years, sharing honest conversations about faith, marriage, family, personal growth, and following Jesus in the middle of life's chaos. Through real stories, biblical truth, and powerful testimonies, we explore what it looks like to trust God through struggles such as anxiety, depression, broken relationships, addiction, forgiveness, parenting challenges, financial stress, health battles, and spiritual growth. Whether you're a lifelong believer, new to faith, or simply searching for hope, Kingdom Chaos offers practical encouragement and authentic conversations that point people to Jesus—not perfection. Because faith isn't lived in the absence of chaos. It's lived in the middle of it. Real People. Real Struggles. Real Grace. "They triumphed over him by the blood of the Lamb and by the word of their testimony..." Revelation 12:11
Episodes
Are faith and works in direct conflict, or do they actually work together to produce real life change? In this episode of Kingdom Chaos, hosts Troy and Amy dive into an unscripted, honest conversation about one of the most debated topics in Christian theology. Together, they unpack how Paul’s teaching on salvation by grace through faith in Romans pairs with James’s call to show active faith through good ...
Are you running through life completely exhausted? Most of us spend our days grinding, pushing, and trying to muscle through our struggles, treating God as a backup plan instead of our source of power. But the same power that raised Christ from the dead lives inside of you. We just need to learn how to tap into it, listen to His voice, and surrender control.
In this episode of Kingdom Chaos, Troy digs into what...
How does God’s grace meet us in the quietest, heaviest struggles of the human mind?
In this episode of Kingdom Chaos, host Troy sits down with Dr. Paul Looney—a board-certified psychiatrist, pastor, author, husband of over 40 years, father, and grandfather. But long before Dr. Looney was helping others navigate the complexities of mental health and spiritual growth, he was a young boy in the 1950s wrestli...
Rock bottom doesn’t always look like one bad decision. Sometimes it looks like years of grief you never processed, one more loss you can’t explain, and the slow drift into coping habits that finally take over. We sit down with Brandy, a fitness instructor and woman of faith, as she tells the full story: losing her brother in a tragic wreck, losing the man she loved in a motorcycle accident, and the spira...
What happens when the person you love is the one who is suffering—and you're the one holding everything together?
In this powerful follow-up to Episode 20, Troy and Amy sit down with Dalin Kennard, wife of Sean Kennard, to hear the story from the caregiver's perspective.
While Sean shared what it was like to suffer physically, Dalin shares what it looks like to walk beside someone you love through pain, uncertai...
A friend’s abuse in church can shake everything you thought you knew about God, and Austin Bass doesn’t pretend otherwise. We talk through the kind of church hurt that breeds doubt, isolation, and anger, and how that pain can quietly turn into self-harm, substance use, and suicidal thinking while you still show up on Sundays with an AirPod in. If you’ve ever asked, “If God is real, why did th...
Perfection might be the standard, but it’s a terrible strategy for growth. We’re tired of watching people burn out trying to look flawless, then giving up the moment they miss a day, mess up in their marriage, or fall off a health goal. So we say it clearly: Jesus is the target, but faithful growth is the expectation, and that difference takes the pressure off while still calling us forward.
We all have a past. Some memories make us smile, while others still bring shame, regret, or pain. But what if healing isn't found in pretending those moments never happened—or in letting them define who you are today?
In this heartfelt episode of Kingdom Chaos, Amy shares why God doesn't ask us to erase our story, but He also never intended for us to build our home there. Through honest reflections on her own j...
Can faith survive when healing doesn't come, answers don't arrive, and suffering refuses to leave?
In this powerful and deeply honest conversation, Troy sits down with Sean Kennard—a former SWAT officer, professional MMA fighter, father, husband, Christ follower and leader with Mighty Oaks—as he shares his ongoing battle with a debilitating illness that has dramatically changed every aspect of his life. W...
Your home doesn’t drift into health by accident, and your marriage doesn’t stay connected on leftover time. We sit down with Shannon and talk about the habits that keep a family grounded when life gets loud: scheduling “money talks,” protecting date nights, and using a simple goal-setting exercise to get on the same page about faith, family, fitness, finance, and fun. If you’ve ever fel...
You can have the dream job, the nice house, the supportive family, and still feel like you are losing yourself behind the front door. That tension drives this Kingdom Chaos conversation with our friend Shannon, a firefighter, husband of nearly 17 years, dad of two, author, and recent master’s graduate stepping toward becoming a licensed professional counselor.
We talk honestly about Christian mental hea...
Your life can be full of good things and still feel spiritually empty. We open up about a real health wake-up call, from triglycerides in the 350s to pre-diabetic markers, and how it forced us to face a bigger question: what happens when responsibility, routines, and even “healthy discipline” slowly push God to the margins?
We spend most of our time in Luke 10, where Jesus ties together a lawyer&r...
If you’ve ever felt spiritually full on Sunday and strangely empty by Tuesday, you’re not alone and you’re not broken. We’re wrestling with a hard truth: it’s easy to turn Christianity into an event we attend instead of a relationship with Jesus we live. When church becomes mainly a building, a service, or a weekly reset button, our spiritual growth gets tied to a location instead of an...
You can pray for something for years, finally get an open door, and still feel tempted to reject it because it does not look like you pictured. That tension sits at the center of this Kingdom Chaos conversation as I unpack what “real faith” actually looks like when life gets loud, money is tight, and the timeline is not yours.
My faith did not start as an overnight spiritual makeover. It sta...
A marriage can be full of noise and still feel painfully lonely. We open up about what it looked like when our home seemed fine on the outside, but our relationship slowly became transactional: schedules, bills, kids, and exhaustion replacing real emotional intimacy. If you’ve ever thought, “Why am I unhappy when life is objectively good?” you’re not alone, and ignoring that question can be d...
A good habit become an idol. I learned that the hard way when my workout routine slowly stopped being a tool and started becoming my foundation, and I didn’t even notice the shift until God interrupted my schedule.
I’m Troy, and I’m sharing a recent confession from my own life: exercise started to replace dependence on Christ. The drift wasn’t dramatic. It looked responsible, dis...
Parenting can humble you fast, especially when you look back and realize how many moments you handled on autopilot. We’re Troy and Amy, and we get real about the parenting choices we’d change if we could rewind. No glossy “perfect family” story, just honest parenting mistakes, what they cost, and how God’s grace meets us in the chaos when we’re willing to own it.
We talk th...
Silence can mess with your head. You keep praying, you keep trying to do the right thing, and the only thing you hear back is… nothing. That’s where we’re going today, and we’re not treating it like a vague spiritual idea. We’re talking about the real waiting room of life when bills are due, doors keep closing, and you start wondering if God is still near.
I share my own five-ye...
Depression can make you feel isolated even when you’re surrounded by people, and it can twist your thoughts until lies sound like facts. We’re Troy and Amy, and we’re getting painfully honest about what depression looked like in our home, what it did to our faith, and what started to change when we stopped hiding and started naming the internal battle. If you’ve ever wondered whether you can ...
If your peace disappears the moment work gets weird, conflict shows up at home, or someone criticizes you, that’s not just “stress” it might be an identity problem. I open with a question that stops most of us cold: if your job, relationships, success, and titles were taken away, would you still know who you are?
We talk about how easy it is to build identity on temporary things like perform...
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