Kingdom Chaos
Kingdom Chaos is a podcast for anyone trying to live with purpose and faith in a world that often feels overwhelming and out of control. Rooted in the tension between belonging to God’s Kingdom and navigating everyday chaos, this show dives into real conversations about life, marriage, parenting, personal growth, and faith. I’m not a guru or a know-it-all—I’m someone who’s made plenty of mistakes, learned some hard lessons, and gained a bit of wisdom along the way. Each episode is an honest, grace-filled space to reflect, grow, and figure things out together. Whether you’re trying to avoid the pitfalls I’ve faced or find your way through challenges you’re already in, Kingdom Chaos is here to remind you that you’re not alone—and that purpose can still be found in the middle of the mess. John 18:36 – “My kingdom is not of this world.” John 16:33 – “In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world.” Colossians 3:17 – “Whatever you do… do it all in the name of the Lord Jesus.”
Episodes
A good habit become an idol. I learned that the hard way when my workout routine slowly stopped being a tool and started becoming my foundation, and I didn’t even notice the shift until God interrupted my schedule.
I’m Troy, and I’m sharing a recent confession from my own life: exercise started to replace dependence on Christ. The drift wasn’t dramatic. It looked responsible, disciplined, and even “healthy...
Parenting can humble you fast, especially when you look back and realize how many moments you handled on autopilot. We’re Troy and Amy, and we get real about the parenting choices we’d change if we could rewind. No glossy “perfect family” story, just honest parenting mistakes, what they cost, and how God’s grace meets us in the chaos when we’re willing to own it.
We talk through the small moments that turn ...
Silence can mess with your head. You keep praying, you keep trying to do the right thing, and the only thing you hear back is… nothing. That’s where we’re going today, and we’re not treating it like a vague spiritual idea. We’re talking about the real waiting room of life when bills are due, doors keep closing, and you start wondering if God is still near.
I share my own five-year journey of learning to tru...
Depression can make you feel isolated even when you’re surrounded by people, and it can twist your thoughts until lies sound like facts. We’re Troy and Amy, and we’re getting painfully honest about what depression looked like in our home, what it did to our faith, and what started to change when we stopped hiding and started naming the internal battle. If you’ve ever wondered whether you can love Jesus and still fee...
If your peace disappears the moment work gets weird, conflict shows up at home, or someone criticizes you, that’s not just “stress” it might be an identity problem. I open with a question that stops most of us cold: if your job, relationships, success, and titles were taken away, would you still know who you are?
We talk about how easy it is to build identity on temporary things like performance, approval, ...
No intro music, no polished setup, just a needed reset. I’ve had a heavy week watching several families fight through crisis and even life-and-death moments, and it pushed me to talk about something simple that most of us say we want but rarely protect: quiet time with God. Not “praying while I’m busy,” but distraction-free time with the Father when the phone is away, the noise is off, and my heart can actually sett...
Worry can feel like proof you care, but it often acts like a silent thief, stealing peace, draining energy, and pulling you out of the moment. I share my own story of living with constant worry always-on, anxiety, starting as a kid I worried about money and the future and growing into an adult who tried to manage life through control. The turning point came when I finally saw that worry wasn’t just “how I am,” it wa...
Some wounds don’t fade with time. They stay loud in the quiet moments, showing up as resentment, distance, and that constant need to protect yourself. I’m Troy, and I’m walking through a question that sits underneath so many faith stories: how do I forgive something that deep when the hurt was real and the scars are still there?
I get specific about what Christian forgiveness is and what it is not. Forgiven...
What if the spark you’re chasing is blinding you to the repair you actually need? We open up about the lowest point of our marriage—an emotional affair, misaligned priorities, and a deep identity crisis—and the unexpected path that led us back to trust, tenderness, and shared purpose. No gloss, no shortcuts. Just the honest story of how counseling, prayer, and a faith community helped us move from parallel lives to ...
What if the greatest threat to your marriage isn’t a blowup but a slow drift you barely notice? We open up about our story—from teen romance and long-distance phone bills to a newborn during senior year and a wedding that felt like a sprint. The early cracks were quiet: family patterns we never examined, unspoken fears from childhood, and a version of faith that stayed mostly on Sundays. We share the decisions that ...
Ever felt your marriage slide from teammates to roommates without a single blow-up to point to? We unpack that quiet drift—the one built from canceled dates, logistical talk, and low-grade resentment—and lay out a clear path back to unity anchored in Christlike selflessness. Drawing from honest stories and hard-won lessons, we show how the shift from “What am I getting?” to “How can I love you today?” can transform ...
What if peace isn’t waiting at the end of your to-do list, but available right where you stand? We take a hard look at the lie that joy arrives once life calms down and offer a better way: practicing presence with God in the ordinary, unfinished moments of real life. From childhood to careers to retirement, chaos keeps showing up—but so does grace, if we know where to look.
We explore how Scripture frames t...
Purpose doesn’t wait for quiet. It grows right in the middle of real life—marriage tensions, work confusion, spiritual dry spells, and the daily noise that won’t turn down. That’s the heartbeat of Kingdom Chaos, and in our first conversation, Troy opens up about fear, obedience, and the surprising freedom of progress over perfection.
We start by naming who belongs here: everyone from longtime Christians to ...
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