January 21, 2024 • 20 mins
Have you ever found yourself questioning the true price of love and loyalty? Step into the shadowy world of Staten Island's underground with me, Elliott Carterr, as I draw back the curtain on a love affair that's as intoxicating as it is destructive. Our guest, known only as Diddy's Mistress, joins us with the veil of anonymity to share her heart-wrenching story of romance with Chef Macc Moreno—a notorious figure with deep ties to gang culture. Her voice, fraught with the pain of unmet promises and the sting of betrayal, echoes the struggles of many who have fallen for the wrong person against their better judgment.
This episode isn't just another scandal; it's a compelling journey through the highs and lows of a tumultuous relationship that lays bare the raw emotions of its participants. Listen as Diddy's Mistress recounts the pivotal moments that pushed her to the brink and the strength it took to seek the closure she desperately needed. From her passionate message of love and resentment to her stark warning for Diddy to keep his distance, the narrative weaves through the stark reality of her experiences. It's a candid exploration of personal growth and the quest for dignity in the face of lost love that you won't want to miss.
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Speaker 1 (00:33):
I know you can hear me now, forever.
I love you.
I love you.
When I found out that you wereleaving me, I couldn't sleep,
thinking about all the thingsthat we've been through.
Now all I want to do is tellyou that I miss you so much.
(00:59):
You're not in your way.
I know you can hear me now,forever.
I love you.
I love you.
I love you.
I love you.
I love you.
I love you.
I love you.
I love you.
I love you.
(01:19):
I love you.
I love you.
I love you.
I love you so much.
I know that in time I'll findsomeone to fight.
You'll be my baby, so I won't,won't, won't, won't.
We're talking about you, but Istill love you, love you.
(01:41):
You know I'll never give up onyou.
I know you can hear me nowforever, I love you.
Speaker 2 (01:52):
I love you.
Reporting live from themotherfucking gutter.
It's your boy, elliot Carter,and it's a special episode today
, a very special episode today,as we speak on somebody that's
(02:12):
very renowned in Staten Islandand in the gang culture and gang
life, and somebody that likesto take advantage In vulnerable
situations and has been provento do this time and time again,
and that is Chef Mac Moreno thatI'm speaking on.
(02:34):
But I'm here with Diddy'sMistress and we're gonna speak
on a few things.
Let's talk.
What's your name?
Speaker 1 (02:48):
I'm gonna just stay as an anonymous for now.
Anonymous.
Speaker 2 (02:52):
Yes, anonymous.
So if you know, if you know,you know what to do.
Pretty much Okay, I can jackthat.
I can jack that when you from.
Speaker 1 (03:03):
Well, I was born in Brooklyn but I was raised up in
Staten Island.
I left Brooklyn when I was nine, so pretty much a Staten Island
head.
Speaker 2 (03:14):
Okay, and are you still in Staten Island now?
No, I live in Jersey.
Okay, okay, I'm not gonna asktoo much detail into where you
live.
We'll leave it at that.
We'll leave it at Jersey.
So how'd you meet Diddy?
Speaker 1 (03:35):
I met him in Passend, for honestly, I think it was
like back in like 2010.
Speaker 2 (03:41):
Okay.
Speaker 1 (03:44):
Yeah, my brain now a little too fuzzy, but I think it
was 2010.
Speaker 2 (03:48):
Okay alright, so what's your reason for joining
me here today?
Speaker 1 (03:58):
Well, it's a lot that I've been seeing on the Elliott
Carter show and there was onestory in particular that I peed
that it's pretty much you weresaying how that ago diddy owe
you bread.
So I'm already in my feelingsabout him because he kinda
(04:18):
really pissed me off about youknow, he was supposed to be real
and I'm kinda really, really,really, really like on the
fucking edge with him.
Speaker 2 (04:31):
Okay, talk to me a little bit more about that.
Why are you so on edge with him?
What's that about?
Speaker 1 (04:38):
So, like you said, mistress right, quote on quote,
but that's not how it wassupposed to be.
Speaker 2 (04:48):
So you didn't know that was your position.
Speaker 1 (04:52):
Well, I can't say I didn't know that it wasn't my
position, but I mean, if yougonna say you gonna leave
somebody, you're supposed toleave somebody, you know Like
you're not supposed to lead andstring me on, like it's just you
told me you gonna leave yourgirl for me and that's not what
happened.
So I don't know.
(05:15):
I'm just it's like niggaz, actlike they real, and it's just
mm-mm.
That's all I gotta really sayabout that.
Speaker 2 (05:24):
So what exactly did happen?
How long have y'all beendealing with each other?
Speaker 1 (05:33):
It's been a little minute now, Like I can't even
really put too much numbers onit, Like, if I like, about four
years.
Yeah, four years is good.
Speaker 2 (05:45):
Yeah, four years, okay, okay, so before he had his
son?
Yeah, okay, so was he honestwith you about his son?
Speaker 1 (05:55):
Yeah, he was.
He was rarely open about that.
I was never, you know, I neverfelt no way about his son and I
always love the fact that hespoke about him and just All
right.
Speaker 2 (06:08):
So let me ask you this You're upset at the fact
that he didn't leave, but you'vebeen a side bitch for four
years.
How much longer did you expect?
Like what's he supposed to?
Did he have a cut off point atwhen he was supposed to do this?
Speaker 1 (06:31):
I think what it was is I kept giving him so many
chances to get to that cut offpoint.
It's like every time he keepssaying, oh, this is the time I'm
done this and that, and thenhe'd be right back, yeah, and it
just kept going on and on.
And I guess, yeah, like yousaid, it accumulated to the four
years that we've been dealingwith one another and it's just
(06:54):
like I didn't really see it asit being a problem that he was
gonna.
You know, I knew that he wasgonna leave her.
That was the thought that I had.
He made me feel like he wasgonna leave her.
He made me feel like I wasgonna only be the only one he's
gonna move in with me, Like wewas talking real, real, real
(07:16):
crazy about, you know, justmaking our own family.
You don't have to say justhaving real, real life shit.
Speaker 2 (07:23):
So would you say that was the final straw?
Because I remember you saying,when I first started texting you
, he was supposed to move in onJanuary 1st, so him not showing
up, was that like the finalstraw?
That was the final straw for me?
Definitely, and that's whatmade you contact me.
It sure was, and how did you?
(07:44):
You said you saw my stories andthat's what made you hit me.
Speaker 1 (07:47):
Yeah, like I said in the beginning, when I teach your
stories about all of this shit.
So I'm like you know whatmatter matter as well, and just
see what you want.
Maybe want to see what the fuckI had to say.
Speaker 2 (07:58):
Yeah, definitely, definitely, absolutely.
And you told me someinteresting things about about
some of the things that you didto Diddy.
I wanna share that with theworld.
No, no, I know, I know, I knowthat's not your vibes, that's
not what you're trying to do,but you know, I just think it's
(08:20):
important for people to know whothey're dealing with and the
type of things that you knowthese big gangsta niggas are
into.
You know, right, he's somebodybig, he's somebody special to
Staten Island and the Cripculture.
So talk to me about your sexlife with Diddy.
(08:41):
Was he good in bed?
Good is an understatement.
Okay, elaborate on that alittle bit.
Speaker 1 (08:51):
Yeah, I mean, since you already got me going here, I
might as well, you know like Imean, he's real good in bed,
like, don't get me wrong, heknow how to make me feel, he
know how to make me.
You know, just Let loose forget.
It don't matter what it is.
It could be a drunk night, itcould be a drunk night.
Drunk night.
Drunk night to be different.
Speaker 2 (09:14):
Yeah, I know that I think I love drinking honey too.
Speaker 1 (09:18):
Yeah, it's just, he's somebody that make me feel
whole Like when he touched me.
It's just a different type offeel, like something that you
don't get from somebody else youknow like.
So just put me in a differenttype of you know part of my
mindset with him.
That's why I kind of reallylike just couldn't let him go.
A part of that Like you know,you know what that they good
like.
It's just like oh shit, youcan't let your big, you can't
(09:40):
let your big big one go now.
Speaker 2 (09:43):
Yeah yeah, yeah, yeah , yeah, yeah.
I feel you.
Speaker 1 (09:47):
But we, you can let me, like experiment, do a lot of
like crazy shit.
You know, Experiment what youmean, yeah, I mean, like you
know, like I might, like youknow, put a little finger in his
eyes, what Hold on?
Speaker 2 (10:04):
I'm gonna stop what.
Speaker 1 (10:07):
Say that again.
What you mean, like what'swrong with that?
Like I will put a little fingerin his eyes.
You know, if I'm like you knowsucking on it, you know licking
up and down and you know, andthen I just like might poke a
little finger there.
But hold on, you know, I mightlick down your first real quick,
then put my finger in it, youknow just to get him a little
bit there's even nothing wrongwith that and you jacked that.
I mean, what's wrong?
(10:28):
I'm, I'm, if I'm his girl andI'm the one doing it today.
What's the problem?
Speaker 2 (10:34):
I mean honestly I think.
I think that's just likeBatiman activities, like you
know what I'm saying.
Like, first of all, no girl isplaying anywhere around my
asshole and if you do, you'regonna catch a stiff jab.
I promise you that.
Speaker 1 (10:52):
Oh God.
Well, everybody's sex life inpreference is different.
I mean, it's different to say,if he's allowing a nigga to do
that to him, that you could callhim Batiman and do whatever the
fuck you want to say it is.
But then today I don't got noneof that.
I have a vagina.
So if me, as a female, is doingthat to my man, it shouldn't be
considered as gay.
(11:12):
If you like me to lick downthere a few times and while I'm,
whatever the case may be, ain'tnothing wrong with that, like
what.
Speaker 2 (11:21):
Yes, there is something wrong with that,
because, as a straight man,there should be no type of
activity in or around my asshole.
You said you put your finger inhis ass.
Speaker 1 (11:35):
So I might like put a little knuckle in there.
Not the whole thing I likethere's, no, I mean like a
little knuckle, that's O-D aknuckle.
Speaker 2 (11:46):
I would have put my knuckle in your fucking face.
The fucking girl could shoot.
No, I can't jack that.
I can't jack that.
Speaker 1 (11:56):
I mean it should it is what it is, can't take that
one back.
Speaker 2 (12:02):
That's unacceptable, all right.
So what else?
What else?
What else?
What I mean?
Speaker 1 (12:07):
you see me doing that .
Obviously keep coming back, soit's me that had to cut him off.
Speaker 2 (12:15):
But how did you cut him off if he didn't come and
move in with you on?
Speaker 1 (12:19):
January 1st, because of the fact that I'm here, right
, I'm here talking to you.
If I wasn't done, I wouldn't bedoing this.
Speaker 2 (12:31):
Okay, that makes sense.
Is he still in your DMs?
Is he still hitting you up?
Speaker 1 (12:36):
Of course, always, I mean.
Speaker 2 (12:47):
No way Fucking um, alright.
So which are falling out now?
What's your plans moving on?
I Mean.
Speaker 1 (12:59):
well, right now I'm working in a bank, so I'm just
trying to, you know, get intomanagement While I'm in there,
really just get to the top.
You know, focus on my son, justmake sure that he gets
everything that he needs andmake sure that his mom has been
around your son.
Speaker 2 (13:19):
Yes, he has, so he's he's been active around your son
very much, yeah, so when hedidn't show up, that must have
really hurt your feelings.
Speaker 1 (13:31):
More than hurt my feelings, I broke me.
Speaker 2 (13:36):
That was my breaking point and you say I've been
dealing with each other foryears, yep, for years.
All right, so how can?
How do I know you're reallydone?
Speaker 1 (13:51):
That's hard to like, you know, say in a sense,
because You're not gonna knowwhat life could bring, but at
the same time we could end upbeing friends at the end of the
day.
We don't always have to not bein each other's life.
I'm not gonna say that I'mnever, gonna ever talk to him
(14:13):
again.
I like get a point.
But you know, it was just, Ijust got to set more boundaries
for myself, did you love him, ofcourse.
Speaker 2 (14:24):
Do you think he loved you?
I?
Speaker 1 (14:28):
Believe he loved the idea of me.
Speaker 2 (14:34):
Damn, that's deep.
So let me ask you that again doyou think that he loved you as
a, as a person?
Speaker 1 (14:46):
I Can't say he didn't love me.
He did a lot of things to showme that he Cared, and you have a
bunch of some pampers.
Yeah, I Think that kind ofreally Not only just the pampers
, but you know, just providingFor him and just making sure
that he's straight, and you know, making sure I'm straight, that
(15:07):
I could make sure he's straight.
That's another part that mademe love him.
Speaker 2 (15:12):
Yeah, Okay, okay.
So what are some of your plansmoving forward?
I know I know you said him notbeing there Hurt financially.
You want to elaborate on that alittle bit.
Like he left you in a tightsituation.
Speaker 1 (15:32):
He did a lot for me.
Well, I didn't have to Struggleor I had to figure out what's
my next move.
Speaker 2 (15:42):
Okay, so you're saying he gave you money.
Speaker 1 (15:44):
Yeah.
Speaker 2 (15:46):
And now that he's not gonna be there, that's like a
lost income.
Speaker 1 (15:51):
Definitely severely.
Speaker 2 (15:56):
So what are you gonna do to replace that?
Speaker 1 (15:59):
I Just gotta do what I gotta do and Work hard, try to
get that promotion and if not,you know, find something else
and different endeavors.
Just stay strong for my son,stay strong for me, because if
I'm not old one, I can't, youknow, be there for him.
Speaker 2 (16:17):
Is your son's father active?
Speaker 1 (16:20):
No, not at all.
That nigga never been.
No, not at all.
Speaker 2 (16:34):
Hmm nigga to even show up to the birth so Losing
did he is like losing apotential father figure, then,
my son loved him, yeah, and Ithink it hurts from some times
here in a mask or him and yeah,l he ever cook for you.
Speaker 1 (17:03):
All the time, all the time.
Speaker 2 (17:07):
If I could say one thing about Ditty, he could
really cook, man listen.
Speaker 1 (17:12):
The plate getting licked.
Speaker 2 (17:19):
What was your favorite thing that he made you?
Speaker 1 (17:25):
I'm a breakfast girl, so I'ma definitely say the
chicken and waffles that rightthere, I wouldn't even leave no
meat on that bone.
Speaker 2 (17:33):
Okay, he made the henny chicken and waffles for
you.
Mm-hmm, that infusion there.
Yeah, that's the same.
I actually did that meal withhim.
We sold that meal publicly andwe actually made some money
together doing that yeah thatfuck nigga.
Yeah, but you said so.
(18:00):
You was my friend a few yearsago on Facebook or Instagram,
whatever, when you seen me andhim going back and forth at it
in the first place, and that'swhat made you originally hit me,
yeah.
Speaker 1 (18:14):
Yeah, that's crazy.
Seeing that shit obviouslyain't going too often.
Speaker 2 (18:19):
Yeah, nah, it's not.
I mean it's crazy.
Do you feel like he changedtowards you at all when he had
his son?
No, Not really no.
Speaker 1 (18:36):
So he was pretty open with you along the way about
Everything yeah, and I thinkthat's why I felt trusting
enough to believe his word everytime.
Speaker 2 (18:47):
Yeah, I feel it.
I feel it.
I feel it.
I can jack that.
I can definitely jack that.
Do you have anything you wantto say to Diddy, because he's
definitely going to hear this?
You can speak directly to himright now.
(19:08):
This is your opportunity.
Speaker 1 (19:14):
Diddy, I loved you.
I loved you, but you were toxicstain in my life that obviously
I had to have a rebremover.
But you did that for me.
You made your decision and Ihope you stand on that, because
(19:37):
2024, don't come knocking on mydoor.
Speaker 2 (19:45):
That's that Damn, I feel you.
Another broken heart to mend.
Another disappointment.
The Crip community in StatenIsland has been let down
ultimately by this big homiemook Claiming to be a payback
(20:10):
general.
Just another sad, disappointingstory, the story of a mistress
and a let down.
It's your boy, elliot Carter,reporting live from the gutter,
and that was an interview withDiddy's Mistress.
(20:30):
Thank you all for listening.
I know you can hear me now, forever.
I love you.
I love you.
When I found out that you wereleaving me, I couldn't sleep,
thinking about all the thingsthat we've been through.
Now all I want to do is tellyou that I miss you so much.
(00:59):
You're not in your way.
I know you can hear me now,forever.
I love you.
I love you.
I love you.
I love you.
I love you.
I love you.
I love you.
I love you.
I love you.
(01:19):
I love you.
I love you.
I love you.
I love you so much.
I know that in time I'll findsomeone to fight.
You'll be my baby, so I won't,won't, won't, won't.
We're talking about you, but Istill love you, love you.
(01:41):
You know I'll never give up onyou.
I know you can hear me nowforever, I love you.
Speaker 2 (01:52):
I love you.
Reporting live from themotherfucking gutter.
It's your boy, elliot Carter,and it's a special episode today
, a very special episode today,as we speak on somebody that's
(02:12):
very renowned in Staten Islandand in the gang culture and gang
life, and somebody that likesto take advantage In vulnerable
situations and has been provento do this time and time again,
and that is Chef Mac Moreno thatI'm speaking on.
(02:34):
But I'm here with Diddy'sMistress and we're gonna speak
on a few things.
Let's talk.
What's your name?
Speaker 1 (02:48):
I'm gonna just stay as an anonymous for now.
Anonymous.
Speaker 2 (02:52):
Yes, anonymous.
So if you know, if you know,you know what to do.
Pretty much Okay, I can jackthat.
I can jack that when you from.
Speaker 1 (03:03):
Well, I was born in Brooklyn but I was raised up in
Staten Island.
I left Brooklyn when I was nine, so pretty much a Staten Island
head.
Speaker 2 (03:14):
Okay, and are you still in Staten Island now?
No, I live in Jersey.
Okay, okay, I'm not gonna asktoo much detail into where you
live.
We'll leave it at that.
We'll leave it at Jersey.
So how'd you meet Diddy?
Speaker 1 (03:35):
I met him in Passend, for honestly, I think it was
like back in like 2010.
Speaker 2 (03:41):
Okay.
Speaker 1 (03:44):
Yeah, my brain now a little too fuzzy, but I think it
was 2010.
Speaker 2 (03:48):
Okay alright, so what's your reason for joining
me here today?
Speaker 1 (03:58):
Well, it's a lot that I've been seeing on the Elliott
Carter show and there was onestory in particular that I peed
that it's pretty much you weresaying how that ago diddy owe
you bread.
So I'm already in my feelingsabout him because he kinda
(04:18):
really pissed me off about youknow, he was supposed to be real
and I'm kinda really, really,really, really like on the
fucking edge with him.
Speaker 2 (04:31):
Okay, talk to me a little bit more about that.
Why are you so on edge with him?
What's that about?
Speaker 1 (04:38):
So, like you said, mistress right, quote on quote,
but that's not how it wassupposed to be.
Speaker 2 (04:48):
So you didn't know that was your position.
Speaker 1 (04:52):
Well, I can't say I didn't know that it wasn't my
position, but I mean, if yougonna say you gonna leave
somebody, you're supposed toleave somebody, you know Like
you're not supposed to lead andstring me on, like it's just you
told me you gonna leave yourgirl for me and that's not what
happened.
So I don't know.
(05:15):
I'm just it's like niggaz, actlike they real, and it's just
mm-mm.
That's all I gotta really sayabout that.
Speaker 2 (05:24):
So what exactly did happen?
How long have y'all beendealing with each other?
Speaker 1 (05:33):
It's been a little minute now, Like I can't even
really put too much numbers onit, Like, if I like, about four
years.
Yeah, four years is good.
Speaker 2 (05:45):
Yeah, four years, okay, okay, so before he had his
son?
Yeah, okay, so was he honestwith you about his son?
Speaker 1 (05:55):
Yeah, he was.
He was rarely open about that.
I was never, you know, I neverfelt no way about his son and I
always love the fact that hespoke about him and just All
right.
Speaker 2 (06:08):
So let me ask you this You're upset at the fact
that he didn't leave, but you'vebeen a side bitch for four
years.
How much longer did you expect?
Like what's he supposed to?
Did he have a cut off point atwhen he was supposed to do this?
Speaker 1 (06:31):
I think what it was is I kept giving him so many
chances to get to that cut offpoint.
It's like every time he keepssaying, oh, this is the time I'm
done this and that, and thenhe'd be right back, yeah, and it
just kept going on and on.
And I guess, yeah, like yousaid, it accumulated to the four
years that we've been dealingwith one another and it's just
(06:54):
like I didn't really see it asit being a problem that he was
gonna.
You know, I knew that he wasgonna leave her.
That was the thought that I had.
He made me feel like he wasgonna leave her.
He made me feel like I wasgonna only be the only one he's
gonna move in with me, Like wewas talking real, real, real
(07:16):
crazy about, you know, justmaking our own family.
You don't have to say justhaving real, real life shit.
Speaker 2 (07:23):
So would you say that was the final straw?
Because I remember you saying,when I first started texting you
, he was supposed to move in onJanuary 1st, so him not showing
up, was that like the finalstraw?
That was the final straw for me?
Definitely, and that's whatmade you contact me.
It sure was, and how did you?
(07:44):
You said you saw my stories andthat's what made you hit me.
Speaker 1 (07:47):
Yeah, like I said in the beginning, when I teach your
stories about all of this shit.
So I'm like you know whatmatter matter as well, and just
see what you want.
Maybe want to see what the fuckI had to say.
Speaker 2 (07:58):
Yeah, definitely, definitely, absolutely.
And you told me someinteresting things about about
some of the things that you didto Diddy.
I wanna share that with theworld.
No, no, I know, I know, I knowthat's not your vibes, that's
not what you're trying to do,but you know, I just think it's
(08:20):
important for people to know whothey're dealing with and the
type of things that you knowthese big gangsta niggas are
into.
You know, right, he's somebodybig, he's somebody special to
Staten Island and the Cripculture.
So talk to me about your sexlife with Diddy.
(08:41):
Was he good in bed?
Good is an understatement.
Okay, elaborate on that alittle bit.
Speaker 1 (08:51):
Yeah, I mean, since you already got me going here, I
might as well, you know like Imean, he's real good in bed,
like, don't get me wrong, heknow how to make me feel, he
know how to make me.
You know, just Let loose forget.
It don't matter what it is.
It could be a drunk night, itcould be a drunk night.
Drunk night.
Drunk night to be different.
Speaker 2 (09:14):
Yeah, I know that I think I love drinking honey too.
Speaker 1 (09:18):
Yeah, it's just, he's somebody that make me feel
whole Like when he touched me.
It's just a different type offeel, like something that you
don't get from somebody else youknow like.
So just put me in a differenttype of you know part of my
mindset with him.
That's why I kind of reallylike just couldn't let him go.
A part of that Like you know,you know what that they good
like.
It's just like oh shit, youcan't let your big, you can't
(09:40):
let your big big one go now.
Speaker 2 (09:43):
Yeah yeah, yeah, yeah , yeah, yeah.
I feel you.
Speaker 1 (09:47):
But we, you can let me, like experiment, do a lot of
like crazy shit.
You know, Experiment what youmean, yeah, I mean, like you
know, like I might, like youknow, put a little finger in his
eyes, what Hold on?
Speaker 2 (10:04):
I'm gonna stop what.
Speaker 1 (10:07):
Say that again.
What you mean, like what'swrong with that?
Like I will put a little fingerin his eyes.
You know, if I'm like you knowsucking on it, you know licking
up and down and you know, andthen I just like might poke a
little finger there.
But hold on, you know, I mightlick down your first real quick,
then put my finger in it, youknow just to get him a little
bit there's even nothing wrongwith that and you jacked that.
I mean, what's wrong?
(10:28):
I'm, I'm, if I'm his girl andI'm the one doing it today.
What's the problem?
Speaker 2 (10:34):
I mean honestly I think.
I think that's just likeBatiman activities, like you
know what I'm saying.
Like, first of all, no girl isplaying anywhere around my
asshole and if you do, you'regonna catch a stiff jab.
I promise you that.
Speaker 1 (10:52):
Oh God.
Well, everybody's sex life inpreference is different.
I mean, it's different to say,if he's allowing a nigga to do
that to him, that you could callhim Batiman and do whatever the
fuck you want to say it is.
But then today I don't got noneof that.
I have a vagina.
So if me, as a female, is doingthat to my man, it shouldn't be
considered as gay.
(11:12):
If you like me to lick downthere a few times and while I'm,
whatever the case may be, ain'tnothing wrong with that, like
what.
Speaker 2 (11:21):
Yes, there is something wrong with that,
because, as a straight man,there should be no type of
activity in or around my asshole.
You said you put your finger inhis ass.
Speaker 1 (11:35):
So I might like put a little knuckle in there.
Not the whole thing I likethere's, no, I mean like a
little knuckle, that's O-D aknuckle.
Speaker 2 (11:46):
I would have put my knuckle in your fucking face.
The fucking girl could shoot.
No, I can't jack that.
I can't jack that.
Speaker 1 (11:56):
I mean it should it is what it is, can't take that
one back.
Speaker 2 (12:02):
That's unacceptable, all right.
So what else?
What else?
What else?
What I mean?
Speaker 1 (12:07):
you see me doing that .
Obviously keep coming back, soit's me that had to cut him off.
Speaker 2 (12:15):
But how did you cut him off if he didn't come and
move in with you on?
Speaker 1 (12:19):
January 1st, because of the fact that I'm here, right
, I'm here talking to you.
If I wasn't done, I wouldn't bedoing this.
Speaker 2 (12:31):
Okay, that makes sense.
Is he still in your DMs?
Is he still hitting you up?
Speaker 1 (12:36):
Of course, always, I mean.
Speaker 2 (12:47):
No way Fucking um, alright.
So which are falling out now?
What's your plans moving on?
I Mean.
Speaker 1 (12:59):
well, right now I'm working in a bank, so I'm just
trying to, you know, get intomanagement While I'm in there,
really just get to the top.
You know, focus on my son, justmake sure that he gets
everything that he needs andmake sure that his mom has been
around your son.
Speaker 2 (13:19):
Yes, he has, so he's he's been active around your son
very much, yeah, so when hedidn't show up, that must have
really hurt your feelings.
Speaker 1 (13:31):
More than hurt my feelings, I broke me.
Speaker 2 (13:36):
That was my breaking point and you say I've been
dealing with each other foryears, yep, for years.
All right, so how can?
How do I know you're reallydone?
Speaker 1 (13:51):
That's hard to like, you know, say in a sense,
because You're not gonna knowwhat life could bring, but at
the same time we could end upbeing friends at the end of the
day.
We don't always have to not bein each other's life.
I'm not gonna say that I'mnever, gonna ever talk to him
(14:13):
again.
I like get a point.
But you know, it was just, Ijust got to set more boundaries
for myself, did you love him, ofcourse.
Speaker 2 (14:24):
Do you think he loved you?
I?
Speaker 1 (14:28):
Believe he loved the idea of me.
Speaker 2 (14:34):
Damn, that's deep.
So let me ask you that again doyou think that he loved you as
a, as a person?
Speaker 1 (14:46):
I Can't say he didn't love me.
He did a lot of things to showme that he Cared, and you have a
bunch of some pampers.
Yeah, I Think that kind ofreally Not only just the pampers
, but you know, just providingFor him and just making sure
that he's straight, and you know, making sure I'm straight, that
(15:07):
I could make sure he's straight.
That's another part that mademe love him.
Speaker 2 (15:12):
Yeah, Okay, okay.
So what are some of your plansmoving forward?
I know I know you said him notbeing there Hurt financially.
You want to elaborate on that alittle bit.
Like he left you in a tightsituation.
Speaker 1 (15:32):
He did a lot for me.
Well, I didn't have to Struggleor I had to figure out what's
my next move.
Speaker 2 (15:42):
Okay, so you're saying he gave you money.
Speaker 1 (15:44):
Yeah.
Speaker 2 (15:46):
And now that he's not gonna be there, that's like a
lost income.
Speaker 1 (15:51):
Definitely severely.
Speaker 2 (15:56):
So what are you gonna do to replace that?
Speaker 1 (15:59):
I Just gotta do what I gotta do and Work hard, try to
get that promotion and if not,you know, find something else
and different endeavors.
Just stay strong for my son,stay strong for me, because if
I'm not old one, I can't, youknow, be there for him.
Speaker 2 (16:17):
Is your son's father active?
Speaker 1 (16:20):
No, not at all.
That nigga never been.
No, not at all.
Speaker 2 (16:34):
Hmm nigga to even show up to the birth so Losing
did he is like losing apotential father figure, then,
my son loved him, yeah, and Ithink it hurts from some times
here in a mask or him and yeah,l he ever cook for you.
Speaker 1 (17:03):
All the time, all the time.
Speaker 2 (17:07):
If I could say one thing about Ditty, he could
really cook, man listen.
Speaker 1 (17:12):
The plate getting licked.
Speaker 2 (17:19):
What was your favorite thing that he made you?
Speaker 1 (17:25):
I'm a breakfast girl, so I'ma definitely say the
chicken and waffles that rightthere, I wouldn't even leave no
meat on that bone.
Speaker 2 (17:33):
Okay, he made the henny chicken and waffles for
you.
Mm-hmm, that infusion there.
Yeah, that's the same.
I actually did that meal withhim.
We sold that meal publicly andwe actually made some money
together doing that yeah thatfuck nigga.
Yeah, but you said so.
(18:00):
You was my friend a few yearsago on Facebook or Instagram,
whatever, when you seen me andhim going back and forth at it
in the first place, and that'swhat made you originally hit me,
yeah.
Speaker 1 (18:14):
Yeah, that's crazy.
Seeing that shit obviouslyain't going too often.
Speaker 2 (18:19):
Yeah, nah, it's not.
I mean it's crazy.
Do you feel like he changedtowards you at all when he had
his son?
No, Not really no.
Speaker 1 (18:36):
So he was pretty open with you along the way about
Everything yeah, and I thinkthat's why I felt trusting
enough to believe his word everytime.
Speaker 2 (18:47):
Yeah, I feel it.
I feel it.
I feel it.
I can jack that.
I can definitely jack that.
Do you have anything you wantto say to Diddy, because he's
definitely going to hear this?
You can speak directly to himright now.
(19:08):
This is your opportunity.
Speaker 1 (19:14):
Diddy, I loved you.
I loved you, but you were toxicstain in my life that obviously
I had to have a rebremover.
But you did that for me.
You made your decision and Ihope you stand on that, because
(19:37):
2024, don't come knocking on mydoor.
Speaker 2 (19:45):
That's that Damn, I feel you.
Another broken heart to mend.
Another disappointment.
The Crip community in StatenIsland has been let down
ultimately by this big homiemook Claiming to be a payback
(20:10):
general.
Just another sad, disappointingstory, the story of a mistress
and a let down.
It's your boy, elliot Carter,reporting live from the gutter,
and that was an interview withDiddy's Mistress.
(20:30):
Thank you all for listening.
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