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Confronting hate can sometimes feel like a never-ending battle, especially when it's coming from familiar faces right here in Staten Island. The venom spewed my way could shatter spirits, but instead, it's the very thing that lights my fire. With every spiteful word, I'm fueled, reassured that my voice is resounding loud and clear. So, turn up the volume and prepare to join in on conversations that are as unfiltered as they come, ranging from the thrills and spills of entrepreneurship to the harsh realities of racial inequality and the justice system's darker corners. From Trippie Treats to candid prison tales, we go all-in, celebrating the unsung heroes and the gritty streets that have shaped us.

Our guests and I aren't just here to share stories; we're here to challenge perspectives and ignite change. We navigate through the complexities of maintaining momentum in a world where social media backlash is the norm, and recognize the balancing act between resilience and vulnerability. This isn't just talk; it's a journey where we embrace the chaos, seek balance, and acknowledge the power of remaining true to what ignites our passion. Strap in for a rollercoaster of experiences, as we cover everything from the rise of my clothing line, Elliott Carterr's Denim and Co, to the stirring personal reflections on surviving the legal system.

But it's not all heavy lifting; within these conversations, there's room for light-hearted anecdotes, a nod to the everyday heroes, and an appreciation for the foundational cities that continue to inspire. We dissect the complexities of navigating life post-incarceration, discuss the evolving snitching culture, and even touch on the shifting political landscape. Whether it's the poignant reflections on losing loved ones or the strategic moves in the business game, this episode leaves no stone unturned. So here's to the fighters, the believers, and everyone in between – this is your invitation to an unapologetically real discussion that's all about growing through what we go through.

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Speaker 1 (00:30):
I can't go out and fight bitches a stick up here.
I'm just fast and fast, becausethen on PT I'm still locked in
with the EE.
I said, folks, them shouts aretrash, but I still don't.
Fucks.
The GD Got fire on the nigga.
Call me cover the ring, causethey know I'm a shooter, nigga.
Snuck him up with my nigga andI'm niggas gon' play, cause they
know what I do, nigga.
Still next to my hot cars backon my day.
We up, pick up a bank or schoolto nigga.
He can't have money.
Stop hoffing and puffing.

(00:50):
That same nigga won't need toshoot a nigga if he had it.
Keep checking the brand.
This just shit branch.
Don't be f**king up the room.
Check pay you.
Duck like oh shit, I want somebullshit.
Nigga, call me, I don't leave.
Got a cup of the tax.
So I'm going to jail.
I don't care.
If it's hot, you don't sleep.
I don't say too much, I keep itbrief.
You don't ever get a low speech, oh yeah.

Speaker 3 (01:04):
I know them niggas gon' hate me.
I hear my whole b**** askedabout me, bitch, I'm doing great
I just pray, they fast up.

Speaker 1 (01:09):
I see some niggas switch same niggas.

Speaker 2 (01:10):
I said in fact we call up.

Speaker 1 (01:11):
So and what?
I'm PT, I see fat I be with theall the money Reporting live
from the motherf**king gutters,your boy Elliot Carter.
And this is a special one today.

Speaker 2 (01:18):
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ten, ten, ten, ten, ten, ten,ten, ten, ten, ten, ten ten ten.
Nine, nine, nine, nine, nine,nine, nine, nine, nine, nine,
nine, nine, nine, nine, nine,nine, nine, nine, nine, 9, 9,

(01:38):
9из 999 nine, 9, 999 98.

Speaker 3 (01:46):
At camp house, 不是 what's East Hartford.

Speaker 2 (01:50):
I thought you was Reppin East Hartford.
Where you from Hartford,hartford, hartford, hartford.
My apologies, maine, where youfrom, too, hartford.
Okay, so we got Blue Hills,blue Hills, and, randy, what you
representing?

Speaker 4 (02:02):
New Haven, all the way man To the Fudders, the Elm
City man.
What's good with everyone, man,my brothers, oh man River river
, so we got Blue Hills, newHaven.

Speaker 3 (02:12):
But I can't, I can't.
I gotta let my white boys outthere in Litchfield County
holding me down.

Speaker 2 (02:17):
I love y'all too, so these white friends, I ain't
gonna lie man Blue Hills.

Speaker 5 (02:23):
Maine, no, just the Northen you know, Northen, okay,
Keep it simple.

Speaker 2 (02:26):
I mean, Staten Island , stand the fuck up.
Fuck you, Staten Island.
Just like that.
Fuck it right.
Nah, that ass.
Because I've been going throughit with Staten Island lately,
bro, Since I came to Connecticutand I started this podcast back
.
I started back up you know whatI'm saying.

(02:48):
Like I try to go to Facebookfor promotion you know what I'm
saying To promote each episode,to promote each upcoming episode
, and shit like that, and I getmad hate from my own city, bro.
It's crazy.
Like the hate that I get fromStaten Island is Like what kind
of hate, Bro?

(03:08):
Hate.

Speaker 3 (03:09):
Like, give me an example.

Speaker 2 (03:11):
I posted a episode I think it was episode 15 and
amongst me posting that episode,I'm looking at my name on
Facebook and I see niggaswishing me death, niggas telling
niggas saying, like oh, elliotCarter, is that freak nigga?
I, you know what I'm saying?

(03:32):
Shit like that.
Like just a lot of hate, likeoverwhelming hate, hate that
would put the average nigga inthe dirt, like.
But I'm not.
I'm not that type of nigga Likeyou know what I'm saying.
I respond to that hate withaggression.
So I'd be bombing these niggasthat be hating on you, feel me,
is it hate?

Speaker 3 (03:49):
from people you know or just hate it's all hate from
people All around.

Speaker 2 (03:52):
It's all hate from my city People I know and people
that I've interacted withpersonally.

Speaker 4 (04:01):
I got something to say about that.
I want to say like you're doinga good job, that's all I see it
, the hardest part of when youget that kind of hate is that
sometimes, man, let's be real ashuman beings we you know what
I'm saying you all want to havethat sense of camaraderie, love
and respect.
But when you're doing what thefuck you're supposed to do in

(04:23):
today's age in America, blackman, and all that on your
shoulder, family business man,listen, you got to take that
hate like damn, I'm on the righttrack, Because when niggas are
saying, because when niggas aresaying nothing and you getting
crickets, that's what come withit, Boy, you better check
yourself before you wreckyourself.
So that's that's what it be,man.

Speaker 5 (04:44):
That's what it really going to be Also they paying
attention, you know For sure.
So they watching, theyresponding, for me it's kind of
like you took the time out tohate me.
Took the time out your day tohate me.

Speaker 2 (04:57):
Wow, I mean, people take the time out their day to
find my image, to post my imagealong with some hateful captions
Like you know, oh, fuck thisnigga I had.
I got bitches on here onFacebook posting oh, I blocked
him a long time ago because he'son dust.
I such and such, he's laced Bro.

(05:18):
I'm telling you you could look,I posted this shit all for
social media to see I've beenblocked.
These bitches Like why are youeven lying, Talking about you?
Block me, Bitch.
You never even blocked me.
Like, I got your name on myblacklist.
I had to post shit like thatfor social media to see I'm
posting shit that I don't evenwant to post because I have to
respond to stupidity about myname.

(05:38):
You know what I'm saying, Do?

Speaker 3 (05:39):
you put these episodes that you doing and we
doing now on your Facebook?
I put them everywhere, okay?
Okay, I have to.
No, I'm just asking.
Yeah, I'm just asking because Iknow you mentioned Facebook, so
I'm like hi, all right.

Speaker 2 (05:51):
Yeah, facebook is the only platform.

Speaker 3 (05:54):
Facebook.
That's me, I'm just asking.

Speaker 2 (05:56):
No, Facebook is the only platform where I'm really
like hating on, where likepeople are really saying like
vile things.

Speaker 4 (06:03):
I try not to Yo bro, that ain't gonna make bro break
you on niggas, yeah, and I don'treally get like, listen, I
really I know this is how you doit and this is your.
This is when you get into you.
But I'm so real, live shit.
You got to figure out a way tomake that turn us into a high
level of productivity.
That fucking makes somethingmagical happen, cause when you

(06:24):
got that kind of energy and youcan transform it, that's what it
is.
That's the key.
Yeah, I got white people thathate me just to be hating me.
I'm like I don't understand.
You make way more than me.
You have a barn, you have this.
This is a problem.
I don't understand what's theproblem.
The problem is, you see, see mecoming.
You understand what myobjective is, yeah, and that

(06:44):
this is my cruise, my Legion.
So that's what it is.
Listen, man, that's what it is.

Speaker 5 (06:49):
It's like they seeing some motion bro.
They see you moving, they seeyou doing shit.
So they don't want to see that.
They don't want to see you up,they want to see you fell.
They want to see you down andyou doing successful things.
People going, hey, don't you,especially from your hometown?
I don't know, I don't know, Idon't know, I don't know, I
don't know, I don't know, Idon't know Just one thing,
especially for your hometown,and you could not have done it
for me and they feel like theygot a personal relationship with

(07:11):
you because you say most ofthese people who I know, you.
Yeah, for sure, so that's howit be when they feel like they
know you and you doing betterthan them, as a half half of the
people is definitely going tohate on you.

Speaker 4 (07:23):
Yes, there's a fact.
This is a problem.
This nigga is.
There's a nigga.
This nigga is right now backhome, and I'm talking about Lake
New Haven.
This nigga's back home.
Really like who the fuck?
That nigga man?
That nigga man.
And I'm like bro, hold on, I'moldest, fuck you.
Tell me I wasn't doing thiswhen I was 13 in it.
Tell me I wasn't riding thesebikes.
Then tell me I wasn't on thatnext level well.
I'll just started this, allright.

(07:44):
All right, motherfuckers, Idon't really want to hear shit.
So what are you talking about?
And yo, and it really be crazy.
It really be crazy like thatand it be dudes who really be
grown up with you.
I'm like man, come on, man, youtake that, you use that, bro,
you use that, let that shit fuelyou.
That's why I'm at right now.
Your podcast, help me, help me.
Bad, help my was down bad.

(08:04):
I was feeling some kind of way,and that's what it was nothing
more than feelings, and Icouldn't transfer that energy
over.
It was really heavy.
Yeah, having the podcast andlistening to it and knowing that
, damn, I'm working right nextwith this man mm-hmm you feel me
, and also to whom he doing thisthing and I like where he's
going.
That's it was it was, it was thebest, was the best for real,

(08:29):
for real.
And so here it is, man.
So don't let that shit, letthat shit fuel you money.

Speaker 3 (08:35):
Yeah, that shit make more for you yo, now you go and
don't be ashamed that you smokedust money, I know.
Trust me, I don't.

Speaker 2 (08:47):
I don't, I smoke.
I smoked a wooly one time byaccident.
You know what a wooly is.
I know the wooly.
I smoked a wooly one time byaccident.
I never in my life smoked dust.
People say I'm laced in and I'mwhy you say does not people say
that because of how I respond tothat hate.
When people hate on me onsocial media, like you don't

(09:07):
have Facebook and shit like that, so you don't see none of this
shit, but yo, when peoplerespond to me on social media
and they they post hateful shitlike I go in my nigga, like I'll
find your baby mother and I'llI'll make a video I suck in my
dick.
You know I'm saying and I'llsend you that I'll post that on
social media, I just look, yoI'm telling you that hate, that

(09:29):
should be hurting my heart, likeI don't be liking that shit.
Like me to log into Facebook andpost like, oh, I'm, I'm, I'm
about to post episode 16, I'mproud of this, I'm happy about
this, and I see someone oh thatnigga, elliot Carter still alive
.
I thought he should have beendead.

Speaker 5 (09:46):
I'm not.
Why are you paying attention toall this like I'm?

Speaker 3 (09:49):
out here making podcasts and working until you
get my daughter and goingthrough life struggles.
Man, you heard a fuck.
Niggas, excuse me, I'm tryingnot to cuss.
I ain't getting emotional.
Especially words don't hurt,and especially they said to you

(10:09):
this shit online social mediaeverybody won't be superstar
everybody won't use.
You can't read all the commentsyo, but if you go read them use
it as constructive criticism,like really I don't even be
reading them.

Speaker 2 (10:25):
Niggas be sending me.
Niggas be sending me DMs andit'd be like screen shots of
like no response.

Speaker 3 (10:32):
The best response is no response.
Don't be responding to thesepeople and let them know how you
feel now they know they got you.
Oh we gonna say this cuzthat'll you gonna respond he'll
be mad now you turning yourselfinto a show.
Can't wait there's.
Can't wait to his next episodeso we can see what he gonna say,
so we can get him mad.
You gonna get mad right.

Speaker 4 (10:55):
I'm agree with that.
I'm agree with that.

Speaker 3 (10:57):
Yeah, for real.
Everybody playing 48 laws ofpower are the warship.
You feel me playing chess andI'm not a play chest for real.

Speaker 2 (11:05):
Now I see you right.
You, I ain't think about itlike that, I definitely didn't
think about it like that, and Iappreciate that perspective 100%
nah for real.
How are you 33?

Speaker 3 (11:16):
I turn 34 next month, respectfully you still your
happy birthday, respectfully,I'm not gonna say that, but I'm
46, 45, so is it?
Um, it's like 75, like 12, 30more years older than you, right
?
That's why I said, respectfully, you might know some things, I

(11:38):
don't know, but you still got alot of learning and not for me
from just the world.
You feel I'm saying like thethings you going through, it's
gonna make you stronger if yoube like you know what, I'm not
going through this, no more.
Whatever it is you like, Iain't going through that shit,
no more, I'm out of do this.
I'm gonna keep it moving anddon't look back, cuz you gotta

(12:00):
go turn the saw, whatever youcame from.
Don't look back, cuz you gonnaturn the saw.

Speaker 2 (12:06):
I mean nice, you know that's wisdom that's wisdom
damn that's definitely well, man, after people, man, what you
saying about your gesture?

Speaker 3 (12:19):
oh damn, I forgot story.
You're telling a story oh, I so.

Speaker 2 (12:26):
Yeah, like, I came home in 2017 and it's been
challenging coming home, likeyou know I'm saying, just
merging back into society, but,um, I was able to find my way
and I started a company calledtrippy NYC in 2019, and I would

(12:50):
say that trippy NYC was thefoundation for everything that
I'm doing today, because fromtrippy NYC, I started selling
treats.
You know, I'm saying I startedselling something called trippy
treats and that's what those waslike infused edible and and
things that had nature, browniesand stuff like that cereal
treats and then I progressedfrom cereal treats to elegant

(13:13):
dinners.
I started doing like pineapplebowls and lobster tails and you
know I'm saying chicken and wildfoods and things like that,
things that I could increase thecharge of.
From trippy NYC, I createdbaked ricotta.
Baked ricotta is the high-end,luxurious cannabis and views
meals from baked ricotta.

(13:34):
I created Elliot Carter's denimand coal.
That's my colon line.
That's what you see me withright here filming.
Okay, the shirt too, not thisone, but the sweater that's out
there yeah, the sweaters, thetop to this from Elliot Carter's

(13:55):
denim and coal.
I created trippy streams, whichis a cable company essentially,
but it's just online developed,so I could I sell you.
I sell you cable, just likespectrum of Verizon.
You know I'm saying, but I sellyou local packages.
So let's say you're Colombian,I could sell you a Colombian
package, you could watch yournews at home and shit.

(14:15):
Right then your crib.
You feel me?
And that's called trippystreams.
From trippy streams, I createdtrippy trips, which is Uber,
just trippy trips with my brain,I got I got yeah, I got niggas
in a round that's why

Speaker 5 (14:31):
they hate it is what, for me, you're doing too much
what you doing, you doing somuch tonight doing, they got to
catch up with you eat yeah, notfor real.

Speaker 4 (14:46):
Honey, honey like that because came out the corner
story through the glass and waseating a banana like no, I
don't like that shit so fromfrom trippy trips I created,
live from the gutter.

Speaker 2 (15:07):
And then live from the gutter was what I found my
biggest passion, because I feellike doing all of that stuff.
I was searching, I wassearching for me, you know I'm
saying and I found myself withthe podcast, because the podcast
is at every endeavor that Iever started.
The podcast is definitely whatI hold dearest to me, like the
podcast is what I love the most,is what I'm most passionate

(15:28):
about.
It's your baby, it's my baby.
It makes me happy.
You know.
I'm saying like I love comingon this podcast and putting all
my energy and my effort intothis podcast and that's what
makes me happy.
But I get so distracted whenI'm focused on my
professionalism and I log intoFacebook to promote what I have

(15:50):
going on in my life and I seenothing but negative, hateful
energy coming towards me.
Like that shit gets me sodistracted that I blindside and
I start shooting at the wholeisland, bro, like I start
shooting at anybody andeverybody that has anything to
say about me.

Speaker 4 (16:10):
Like yeah, but now you, just, you just like right
now, you just like uh what'sthat, dude?

Speaker 3 (16:16):
he accumulate.
He's accumulating enemies.
Not yet that too, yes, but it'sserious.

Speaker 4 (16:23):
But you know you like I don't know man, what was that
corny ass um?
No rock that shit with rockplayed in the superhero you
played in the DC drink.
Who was he?
Was the character supposed tobe?
I know he talked about anyway,rock did a horrible job at that.

Speaker 5 (16:42):
I mean rock the wrestler.

Speaker 4 (16:44):
Yeah right, blaine Johnson.
He played a character, I think,for DC or Marvel the black Adam
.
Black Adam.
Now you just on some rogueblack Adam shit.
Like you have this power.
You can really see it that wayand that's how sometimes I view
life in certain things.
Of course, you're not gonnalevitate and float through the
air and you might not be the busrocks per se, but there's

(17:06):
something like that mentally.
And so the black Adam's biggestissue is a nigga couldn't
understand when, just like yo,my nigga, listen, calm down for
a second, just peep this shit.
Ain't nobody fucking with you.
Hold on, I think you done, didsome shit.
You know shows nigga, some shit.
What you can't do, nobodyfucking with you.
Calm down for a second, hold on, just look at this shit, for

(17:27):
you know what we're gonna do.
Because if you keep provingthat you can trippy this, trippy
, this trippy, do that day LLC Scorp, you can maneuver like
that, then what are you doing?
Stop, just stop for a second.
Hold on, sit with something,peep the game and let that shit
fuel you.
All the greats have hate.

(17:47):
All the greats have heat.
Yeah, all the greats have hate.
So when a nigga hate on me, I'mloving that cracker hate on me
the most.
I'd be like, yes, you see me,I'm sure, like a fucking
superhero, awesome, awesome,whole other other shit.
Because I'd be like there's apart, is a dark side of me that
kind of have to level andthere's a side of me that wants

(18:07):
peace and growth for my family.

Speaker 2 (18:09):
Yeah, I ain't a fan 100% I understand that dilemma.

Speaker 3 (18:13):
Excuse me, what's the percentage of hate to the
percentage that's not hate?
Is it more hate and less love,more love than less hate?
Is it 50, 50, 60, 40?
But we already talking aboutthe hate.

Speaker 2 (18:27):
I want to say, I want to say realistically, it's like
70, 30.
70, hate, 30 love.

Speaker 3 (18:38):
That's almost 60, 40.
So we going to try to balancethat shit out.
Yeah, it's going to get there,bro.

Speaker 2 (18:48):
That's I want to say.
That's my challenge, bro, likethat's what I struggle with,
because I would see I would bein the middle of, like promoting
this episode.
Like, after we done chopped andscrewed it, I'm about to put
out episode 17, 1, 2, 3, 1, 2, 3, whatever, you know what I'm
saying.
I would see, like this girl,this girl on Facebook, taylor
Nicole.
She commented, she commented onsome shit and she was like, oh,

(19:15):
he blocked me.
What did I do?
I don't know why he blocked me.
Like, I blocked her becauseshe's an annoying bitch and she
be saying stupid shit on socialmedia.
And I don't want to bescrolling down my feed and I see
these dumb ass fucking commentslike retarded shit.
You know what I'm saying?
I don't want to see that shit.

Speaker 4 (19:34):
You feel me On another level.
On another level, man, you wantto keep.
Listen.
I'm telling you right nowyou're smart as fuck, but what
you're doing is you're going incircles, man.
You driving yourself crazy.
You're going in circles, bro.
You're the mad dog chasing histail.

Speaker 3 (19:46):
Think about you, bro, the dog at a middle of the
street that be chasing his tailDog kid.
When people think about you,bro Wilder, right now.

Speaker 5 (19:52):
If you already know the percentage, you know the
majority of it is not love Likejust loud alone you paying.

Speaker 3 (20:01):
Bro, everybody don't like you bro.

Speaker 5 (20:03):
Yeah, they're not supposed to like you.
For sure, everybody don't likeme.
You wasn't here to be loved.

Speaker 3 (20:08):
Everybody don't like me.

Speaker 5 (20:09):
You wasn't here to be loved, so stop paying up.
Yeah, stay focused on what yougot to do and keep moving
forward.

Speaker 2 (20:18):
I think this might be the greatest advice that I've
been giving.
You know what I'm sayingBecause I'm around a lot of
niggas.
That's a lot like myself.
You know what I'm saying, Like,oh, that nigga's hating, no, no
.

Speaker 1 (20:28):
Fuck that nigga's bitch.
No, no, no.
You know what I'm saying, likenah fuck that nigga's bitch bro.

Speaker 2 (20:32):
Like nah, go do something.
You know what I'm saying.
Like go drill.
You know what I'm saying.
Like I'm around a lot of niggaslike that.
I'm not really around.
That's why I love Connecticut,bro.
Like the energy out here isdifferent, the vibe out here is
different.
Like New York is just full ofhate, bro.

Speaker 1 (20:44):
Like niggas just hating you for real.

Speaker 2 (20:47):
Like yo man, you trying to go play ball, you
trying to do something withyourself, bro.
Nah, bro, let's go smoke thisblunt, let's go.

Speaker 3 (20:55):
You know what I'm saying, Dude.
You said that man.
Excuse me, but listen, bro.
If we was talking about thisearlier, you got to know your
lane.
It's so much influence out here.
Niggas want to be in thestreets.
The streets is not it, bro.
I'm trying to tell you, Somepeople got to learn the hard way

(21:17):
.
They got to touch the stove andthey got to be hot.
The streets is not it, Do you?
And I hope you got and I hopethe hood really love you.
They support you.

Speaker 2 (21:29):
Yeah, I got a lot of love too, bro.

Speaker 3 (21:30):
You feel me?
Yeah, yeah, let's talk aboutthe love.
Fuck the hate.
I get a lot of love too,because the love always going
over the power of hate.

Speaker 2 (21:39):
That's where I'll be getting lost, because I'll be
driving myself crazy.
Like you said, bro, I'll stopreading the comments.

Speaker 5 (21:46):
Like seriously yeah.

Speaker 2 (21:47):
Hey man, you bugging.
I got to stop, bro, man.

Speaker 3 (21:52):
That's why I'm got no social media.
I just don't got time, bro, Allthis shit.

Speaker 2 (21:57):
Love ahead you know why it's so hard too Because,
like amongst me, going throughthis last controversial
situation with the island, I didan episode prior to that,
episode 16.
That's my most downloadedepisode by far by the island.
Nah, it's not about the islandat all, but during my

(22:21):
controversy with the island, Ipublished this episode, and
because it was published duringthat controversy, I believe that
it just got downloaded so muchLike because the last episode is
crazy right here.

Speaker 4 (22:34):
So you know what it is the enforcer, right then.
And there you know.
You know You're just beating adead horse man.
Let's do all your episodes.
See what I'm saying?
That's the difference.
I listen to all your episodes.
Every single one so right nowyou're beating a dead horse.
My nigga, you know you got thesauce.
You're going to do it.
Or do you want to be like me,44 and still running around
chasing LOCs and S-Corps anddoing the doobop?

(22:55):
Yeah, you're going to getthrough, but how?
You keep repeating.
If you stop for a second andlook at the screen, look at your
life being, see what's going on, you're going to realize that
you're sometimes repeating thesame chapters.
Okay, just they look a littledifferent, but it's the same
shit.
You need to stop and analyzewhy, so you can go into the next

(23:15):
chapter, not repeat it Right.
Right now you're repeating bro.

Speaker 3 (23:20):
So when you excuse me to feed off of you, riz, so
when you see that next chapter,either it's going to feel like
you've been here before, but ifyou did, you're going to already
be above that.

Speaker 2 (23:31):
You be prepared for it, prepared for that, you all
feel like I've been here, but westraight, you feel me.
Yeah, I know how to move inthis situation now.
All right, yeah, now see, yeah,y'all talking, man, y'all
talking.
I appreciate the wisdom Becauseyou gotta understand I'd be I'd
be a maneuvering and figuringshit out myself.
You know what I'm saying?

(23:52):
No guidance, just figuring shitout myself with these things.
Don't overthink, though.

Speaker 3 (23:57):
That's the well.
Everybody I keep hearing sayI've been overthinking, I've
been overthinking I've also Itoo be overthinking some shit
too.
Yeah, just you gotta.
Just you gotta learn how to.

Speaker 4 (24:06):
Yeah, I think I think for overthinking, because I'm
definitely the master at thatshit, I'll overthink myself.

Speaker 5 (24:12):
Sometimes, it's hard to help what you think about it
Shit calculated, though you feelme Like.
I'll play chess for real if forreal.
Right, right, chess and life inthe game.
Yeah, I'll play for real, right.

Speaker 3 (24:23):
Y'all be like I gotta be ahead of the game.

Speaker 5 (24:26):
That's the period Facts.
Gotta be ahead of the game.

Speaker 4 (24:29):
Not too far ahead.
And also too no, not too farahead too, because if you're too
far ahead you're lost.
You're lost when you zoom back.
You know what some shit is,whatever.
And also too I think too isvery important If you get
yourself jammed up, you know howto play calm and cool and
calculate.
Sometimes you can catch afucking winner.
He bopped you and then niggagot you kind of on one knee

(24:51):
because he was not so much as ananticipating the quick, swift
and calculated comeback from theone knee back up into position
where you maybe swiped him alittle bit and then had to back
up like yo, what the fuck?
And we're not talking physical,we're talking business, we're
talking marketing, we're talkinggetting more views, making more

(25:11):
money in building bottom line.
And when you're doing that,sometimes that creates
opportunity, because once hebacks up, you see the forward
mobility.
Sometimes you just got leavingnigga right there.
You can't go in.
You see that he moved out theway and now you move forward.
Now, when he's behind youtrying to catch up homeboys, too

(25:32):
late, it's too late, and that'swhat we're talking about.
Marty, go ahead, that's whatyou need to be at, man.
Fuck that shit.
Man 2024,.
Let's go 100, 100, 100.

Speaker 2 (25:41):
I like that.
I like that 2024.

Speaker 3 (25:45):
You got to bring in.
You got to bring in the new.
You can't just always January1st, New Year's, no, you got to
bring that shit in all throughthe year.
For you got to bring your goodhabits or whatever you're going
to take in to better your life,and you got to do that from
January 1st all the way to thenext January 1st.
You just keep building on yourlife as long as you here,

(26:05):
because life's short.
Like I said, you got to keepbuilding on your life and do the
best that you can.
That's for sure.

Speaker 2 (26:12):
So what you saying?
That?
Are you one of the people everyDecember that say New Year?
Knew me.

Speaker 3 (26:23):
I'm a person when they get to the New Year's, I'm
already like that December.
I'm already thinking what I'mabout to do for that New Year's.
Like I'm not good.
Like I just said, I'm not aboutto wait to 12, 11, 59, the last
day before January to be likethese, my New Year's resolutions
.
I ain't doing that.
I'm already telling myself I'mnot doing this, I ain't fucking

(26:44):
with these people or I'm beingless dis, I'm being more of that
.
I'm already bringing that in.

Speaker 2 (26:50):
Yeah, I'm not waiting like, I'm bringing that in.

Speaker 3 (26:52):
Uh huh, you just rolling over, I'm rolling it
over, so we go on.
So I'm already, I'm already notmanifesting, but I'm already
bringing it into fruition.
Yeah, like, yeah, we're movingit, we're moving it.
Fruition, yeah, fruition yeah.

Speaker 2 (27:22):
Yeah, randy, talk to me.

Speaker 5 (27:26):
You was telling me you was telling me.

Speaker 4 (27:29):
He said you told me something about uh, no, no, I
just want to say this real quick, man, I want to say this real
quick I feel blessed and, likeI'm really around some brothers
I really admire, I think that'sone thing Um us, as black men,
we need to stick together morebecause we need to understand
our power.

Speaker 3 (27:47):
Yeah.

Speaker 4 (27:51):
And so so.
So I'm blessed.
Right now I'm around brothers Ireally admire and I mean, you
know man for real, for real.
So that's why I feel blessedfor that.
That's blessings on that.

Speaker 2 (28:01):
Today was a good day.
This is the last day of theyear to to, to, to work.

Speaker 3 (28:05):
It's that energy.
Yeah, you know what I'm saying.
Yeah, happy New Year.

Speaker 5 (28:09):
Happy New Year.
You already know, you know talkto me.

Speaker 2 (28:12):
Talk to me about?
Um.
All right, first of all, newYork.
I want you to know something Ifyou cross that state line,
nigga, there is no grand jury inthe state of Connecticut.
I was just informed this today.
They will lock you up on afelony charge and hold you on

(28:33):
that felony charge.

Speaker 4 (28:34):
There will be no grand jury knowing Providing if
you cannot make bond, no bondappointed to you.

Speaker 2 (28:42):
No indictment process or anything like that.
It's just going to be you gotthat charge, you're fighting
that charge.
No grand jury and a lot oflawyers in New York.
They'll tell you straight up ifyou're, if you're from
Connecticut or if you're movingto Connecticut or anything.
They'll tell you straight up.
Oh yeah, I don't practice inConnecticut.

(29:03):
I don't.
We don't do law in Connecticut.
The reason they don't do law inConnecticut is because
Connecticut is the first statein America out of the 13
original colonies that startedpracticing law.
Law was created in Connecticut.
It's fucked up over here, randy, talk to me, talk to me?

Speaker 3 (29:26):
What are laws?
And women?

Speaker 2 (29:28):
Randy, I'll tell you right now.

Speaker 4 (29:30):
I'm not going to say where it was at per se and I'm
not saying that Connecticut wasone of the first that definitely
was amongst the top three,because they're original
colonizing.
Hey, part of this bullshitConnecticut.
Part of.

Speaker 3 (29:42):
Connecticut Virginia.

Speaker 4 (29:43):
That's why I, in my personal opinion, it was no
problem in letting lettingblacks be quote unquote free,
because the fuckery is in thefine print.

Speaker 1 (29:53):
They, they developed that.

Speaker 4 (29:55):
We're not going to whoop you and hang you, like
them savage white guys down.
We're just going to catch you.
No, no, come up here.
You're going to work, you'regoing to make wages, you're
going to pay taxes, you're goingto be productive, you're going
to do what you're told.
You're going to get 30 yearsout of here.
You are free.
Sign right here.
That's how.

Speaker 3 (30:13):
Connecticut that's how Connecticut works.
That's how Connecticut works.
That's how it works.

Speaker 2 (30:17):
Yep, it's all in a paperwork, facts, that's that.

Speaker 4 (30:21):
That's, that's my personal opinion, surrounded by
some things I've researchedmyself, and just I keep that up.

Speaker 5 (30:27):
So basically, what you're saying is Connecticut is
a state that you don't need agrand jury to convict.

Speaker 2 (30:35):
There's no grand jury in Connecticut at all.

Speaker 4 (30:37):
Let's see, are there grand juries?
There's just no grand jury.

Speaker 1 (30:40):
The grand jury is the grand jury, the grand jury, all
right.

Speaker 2 (30:44):
So let's say I have a felony gun charge, right, and
there's not enough evidence toindict me.
A grand jury could turn a grandjury.
12 people could turn that overright there, like.
They present that evidence tothe grand jury before it gets to
the judge, so it goes to thegrand jury first.

(31:04):
The grand jury decides if it'sgoing to be a case or not.
So you're telling me,connecticut?

Speaker 5 (31:09):
doesn't have a grand jury.

Speaker 2 (31:09):
Connecticut doesn't have that grand jury process, so
so why do they have jury duty?
Because trial?

Speaker 5 (31:18):
because people go to trial but they're not going for
those the trial is saying theyneed to go to the grand jury.

Speaker 2 (31:25):
No, the grand New York, the grand jury would take
place before the case evenreally starts.
Because, let's say, they don'tindict you at the grand jury.
Let's say, you have a felonycharge, they don't indict you at
the grand jury, the case isover, it's dismissed, right
there, boom, you go back home.
You're not fighting a charge,no more.
What's the like?

(31:45):
What's the chances of that?
Very hot, it happens a lot.
Yeah, they going home.
That that yeah.
It happens a lot In New York,where you know it happens a lot,
where you go to the grand jury.
A lot of cases a lot of casesget turned over right at the
grand jury, right?
They don't even make it to acharge because it gets turned
over right at the grand jury.
Is that more?

Speaker 3 (32:05):
money.
Is that like a trial?
Is that more money?
No, no.

Speaker 2 (32:09):
It's more like a trial of the people.
Yeah, exactly this is workingout.
This is why it's like we'reseeing if we have a case or not.
We're seeing if we want to gothrough with, if we want to
bring this to trial.
That's what grand jury is for.
It's like we're going topredict the outcome of this case
right now, before it evenhappens, and if we don't have
enough evidence, we're justgoing to let it loose, right

(32:31):
here All right, I'll say thisand I want to go into great
detail.

Speaker 4 (32:36):
Going into great detail, I can only talk for me
and I don't really have all thestories because this is old shit
.

Speaker 2 (32:41):
Going into as much detail as you can to let the
people know, because they haveno idea.

Speaker 4 (32:44):
When I first well, when I first found out I'm a
lifelong Connecticut resident,right and just maneuvering
through New Haven, through theElm City, so I mean that's just
the bottom line and I foundmyself in the system and you
know, some bundles was found andI happened to be around and

(33:05):
here we are to tussle and shoes.
The bond is the bond can beheld based on they can research
the police department alreadyhands with the police report,
your financial report or aresearch in how and who you're
connected to who your uncles maybe, who your aunts may be, your

(33:26):
grandmothers and they basethose bonds based off of that.
So they make them inConnecticut started designing
making bonds the way to keep youlocked up.
So now you're fighting the casewithout a grand jury, no matter
what the evidence may be.

Speaker 5 (33:40):
You're fighting the case if you can't make bond,
you're locked up, you'refighting like that and they your
bond so high, not a bondsman.

Speaker 4 (33:47):
like you need some property and how many niggas
know people to?

Speaker 1 (33:50):
put up property, no property.

Speaker 4 (33:52):
And this is how it was going period.
And so I fought a case for 18months for a bundle.
So there's a few bundles I gotreleased.
They even tried to play me andput me across the street at High
Court in New Haven.
Across the street I'm like whyam I going to street in High
Court and they go over somebundles and they try to scare me
with that?
Yo, you know the max is 20 andyou really can't get a fucking

(34:13):
appeal on drugs.
I don't care what you say, Ididn't do it, so let's go.

Speaker 3 (34:20):
Yo, let me ask you a question.
What is it Don't God, is it gotit?
Kind of got?
You was kept using the wordbonds.
What do you know about us andour social or whatever?
Have the money we, we?

Speaker 4 (34:37):
I don't know enough about it.

Speaker 3 (34:39):
I'm talking about it.
I've heard about it.

Speaker 4 (34:40):
Yes.

Speaker 3 (34:40):
How the money that we working for for the white man
we are already, as our money isthe extent that's our money that
they pay us with.
So I know you smart on themtype of things, so I want to
know I don't know too much.

Speaker 4 (34:54):
I got to do more research on that.
I have to too but right nowit's about me just kind of
cleaning up and moving forwardwith what existently I have,
with the knowledge that I have,and being like enough's enough.
So I know that, getting trappedin that circle, yeah, you
chasing these niggas and youdoing your regular degla, but
your regular degla got youchasing the circle.
Same thing with me.
I supposed to have been in acertain spot right now, but I

(35:16):
sit back and I look at mynewborn and I look at and I look
at what I've created and how Igot here.
I just like you know what?
Yeah, I'm going in.
Yeah, I'm going in.
It's not about that, it's aboutwhat you're going to do.

Speaker 5 (35:28):
Oh God, sometimes it's like underlined just racism
on some different level andlike a class ceiling placed over
your head, because most peopleand the majority of people in
the system is minorities andit's harder for minorities to

(35:48):
succeed in life and you getlocked up and you get released
and you got to fight this caseand now you got to do this and
that just like a dollar.

Speaker 2 (35:57):
Even coming home with a felony is hard.

Speaker 5 (35:59):
Yeah, it's hard, it's hard.
So it's like a never endingcycle back and forth and it's a
glass ceiling just to keep abrother down.
Certain people like you we wastalking about hate.
Certain people just hate youbased on how you look, where you
from, how you talk, how youdress.
You don't even know you.

(36:19):
They want you to be beneaththem so they could look up.
So it's a lot that's not beingsaid or seen.
Everything is not going to bein front of you.
It's a lot, but it's a lot.
It's a lot that they don't wantyou to know.
Yeah, for sure, but there's thereason why they don't have a
grand jury.
It's a business too.

(36:39):
Longer you enjow, the moremoney they make.

Speaker 3 (36:42):
Absolutely, they're a graph of two, yeah, yeah, you
know, y'all got me thinking whyyou don't connect the kid.

Speaker 2 (36:49):
Have a grand jury.
What was done, though, bro?
This is my first time evenacknowledging the fact that a
grand jury doesn't exist in astate.
I'm thinking that there's grandjuries everywhere you go.
Got to watch more law or order,man, bro.
I want you to notice Law andorder is based in New York, so
there's a grand jury law andorder yeah.

Speaker 4 (37:09):
Dundun do-do.
That's how we really have thepersonal grudges be crossing
that line, that's how thatshould be like that Exactly.
They beat the grand jury andthey skate out.
Also, they got the money.
They flex.

Speaker 5 (37:20):
I feel like if they don't have a grand jury.
You could get arrested and beheld for a long time if you
can't have bond, that's the game.

Speaker 2 (37:29):
So it's a business.
It's just a whole.
Yeah, it's a profitablebusiness.
That's what you're saying, soyou can be innocent as fuck and
be held and get-.
Fighting the case for 50 yearsand you're innocent as fuck.
This governor just but.

Speaker 4 (37:44):
I don't have the money to bond out Exactly this
multi-millionaire governor or atleast 100 multi-millionaire
governor I want to say that'sright now running the state.
When I put that out there, he'sshut down a lot of the jails,
saying the population has shrunkand whatever have you.
So he closed up some of thesmaller, mediocre jails.

(38:06):
I know this shit because I'vebeen in the system and I've been
around.
So but man, I kid you not, bro,it's like yo.
I sit back and I see this shitand I say what's the new hustle,
what's the new scheme?
I'd be worried about all thatshit from my peoples because
it's coming, because they'regoing to organize and do
something, and you just got tobe prepared.
That's all I'd be at.

Speaker 3 (38:27):
The new scheme is reserving your resources.
Stop being greedy.
And you got to learn how to dowith less than what you got,
because it's going to be a timewhere if Motherfuck, excuse me
it's going to be a time whenthey switch that money over and

(38:49):
they tell your ass that you gotto take that mark or that chip
to go buy something, and you'regoing to see how many y'all
stand tall or how many y'all got.
Y'all got resources.
Y'all water, your granola, yourtuna, fish, your paper, your
lighters, yeah, yeah, your tunatree.

Speaker 2 (39:05):
Oh, your hermetically sealed items in your fucking
cabin.
Whatever, oh god, you better beready before you see

Speaker 4 (39:12):
I don't know how to take somebody else's Right.
You better be professional.
You can eat one peanut.

Speaker 3 (39:19):
Yeah, you're going to have to take just take from the
right people, though you heardCoralitions, yeah coalitions are
going to be formed.

Speaker 4 (39:25):
Coralitions are going to be formed.
It's going to be real.

Speaker 2 (39:28):
We'll have stop and shopping bradlies and whatever
the fuck, all of those placesare going to be the first place.

Speaker 5 (39:34):
Survival to fitness man, animal, dog, I'm not
robbing none of my people.

Speaker 3 (39:39):
But if you come to my property trying to rob me, it's
lit for you, yeah.
Don't come to my house, tryingto think you're going to rob me
because it ain't going to turnout good for you.
Trying to tell you better gorob the store, I'm not even
robbing like I'm not robbinglike bally's or none of them.
I'm robbing like Walmart Macy's.

(40:01):
We're going to take your money.
All y'all other people thatlike corporate shit taking your
shit.
I ain't fucking with no, nostores in the heart and Chinese
life.
One of them are peoples.
Let me just fuck with me theDominican, the Spanish, the
Jamaicans, some of them.

Speaker 4 (40:17):
they fuck with me.
This is how I started feeling,though.
This is how I started feelingand this is why I love, and me
and O had this conversationabout you, like you're already,
why you call yourself the nerdnigga of the hood, and it's like
it's real.
This is the essence I picked up, and once I started putting
things in perspective like thatfor myself, I started
understanding how I've existedand gotten to the point where I
know so much and seen so much.

(40:39):
When you play the back andyou're not really the the
favorite or light of anysituation, you're just
necessarily tolerated.
Some people may see some goodin you and so you're okay to
hang around.
It's different from being theone who's always on front,
because all eyes are on you, alleyes on you.
You can disappear intonothingness and maneuver and see

(41:03):
every day.
Got your question right.
I knew beefs that started over,niggas who thought that nigga
took his mother fucking bundlenigger.
And it was that nigga and I sawit all play out and I sat on
the porch and all I did wasbuild my bicycle wheels.

Speaker 1 (41:16):
I see the all play out.

Speaker 4 (41:19):
It's about to get shot because this nigga, and
this nigga is about to go down.
It's about to be a shootoutamongst niggas on a block and
it's just a nigga right overhere Louder than to go down.

Speaker 2 (41:28):
And he's sitting right there watching.

Speaker 4 (41:29):
Of course we're all in the same team, we're all in
the same street, we're all inthe same block.
Go to silence, fuck you talkingabout.
I live around the corner,across the street, from the park
, around the corner, up the way.

Speaker 2 (41:39):
Now let me ask you a question ready what?
Why didn't you let that niggaknow?
It was him that took his bike?
What are you talking about?
I am learning.

Speaker 4 (41:47):
What are you talking about?
I'm a little nigga.
Then You're talking in 90s.
I'm a little nigga.
I'm happy just to have a placeto hang out during the summer.
Hey, let me ask you a questionwhat are you talking?

Speaker 3 (41:58):
You fucking up my son Since you brought up the nerd
thing.
Would you rather be called anerd or a geek?

Speaker 4 (42:05):
I really wouldn't care either way.
I probably accepted.
But nerd is where I'm at.
Geek ain't nothing wrong eitheryou know what?

Speaker 3 (42:12):
I said that already.
I'm a geek squad.
Right, they got the geek squad.
You heard, the geek squad is atech people or whatever that.
They don't fix anything, youheard.
That's why I asked you that.
I'm glad you brought that upReal quick.

Speaker 2 (42:26):
I worked at Best Buy.
I was a finance.
I was a finance in the good age.
Shout out to my nigga, joseOrango.
Shout out to Donnell, you knowwhat I'm saying.
Oh jelly, what up baby, myniece, what up baby?
Yeah, when I was in high school, man, let me tell y'all a quick
story.
I used to want to fuck so manybitches but I wasn't lit Like.
I wasn't that nigga, you knowwhat I'm saying Like, but there

(42:48):
was one nigga that I worked withat Best Buy, my big bro Donnell
.
This is the nigga that.
This nigga was like my idol inhigh school.
You feel me Every bitch.
I used to tell this nigga likeyo, I'm feeling shorty, but she
a little bit older than me, shenot really paying me no mind,
you didn't just want to fuckthem for you, he would go fuck
them for me, fuck it.

(43:08):
I fucked every bitch that Iwanted in high school
vicariously, through my man,donnell.

Speaker 5 (43:14):
You know what I'm saying.
He had all the stories for you.

Speaker 2 (43:16):
Shout out to my nigga Donnell man Shout out to you
bro.
I love that nigga that's how itgoes who?

Speaker 3 (43:22):
fucked my.
I fucked all my bitchesSysically, sysically.
Yeah, thank you God.
Now don't thank me, bro.

Speaker 2 (43:35):
What you gonna do with the bitch you wanna fucking
dub in him.
She just curving your shit.

Speaker 3 (43:39):
Oh, a little straight , but you ain't say that.
You said that.
No, no, no, no.

Speaker 4 (43:43):
He was like every bitch you mentioned to that
nigga yeah, he fucked the fuckup.

Speaker 3 (43:46):
He fucked the fuck up .
You know what?

Speaker 5 (43:48):
He fucked the fuck up that nigga a savage true, he
ain't kidding back here.
I got a, I ain't even talkingabout that, that nigga want this
shit.

Speaker 3 (43:54):
That nigga's like man .
He'll deserve that bitch.
I'm on it.
I'm on it.

Speaker 2 (43:58):
I got it for you, nigga.

Speaker 5 (43:59):
Yeah, I got it.
I tell you.
I got a story to tell later.
Later Got you later.

Speaker 3 (44:06):
What's up with the niggas man?
They're fucking bitches man.

Speaker 4 (44:10):
Yo, what year was this man Did?
He had a razor for him orsomething?
What year was it?
No?

Speaker 2 (44:15):
razor for him, guys.

Speaker 4 (44:16):
It was like yeah, I was like it was like that's your
message to me, sonic niggas islike 0708, nigga, yeah, okay
okay, I'm just trying to put astamp on it.

Speaker 1 (44:24):
I'm trying to put a timeline, just trying to be like
, trying to envision this thing.

Speaker 4 (44:28):
This has to be like 2010.

Speaker 2 (44:29):
This has to be I had to be a little nigga man, oh man
, 2010.
This is when I was a fuckingbitch.
I didn't really start fuckingbitches till I came home.
You said 2010.

Speaker 3 (44:37):
When.

Speaker 2 (44:37):
I came home in 2017.
Sweet Jesus, oh and God, from2017 to 2023,.
Right now I'm telling you Ilost for nothing.
I fucked every bitch that Iwanted to.
Okay yo, how long you was injail?
I did three, 36 months.

(44:59):
What jail you was at, most ofmy time was on Frank In Franklin
County Was it.
Franklin yeah, I heard about.

Speaker 3 (45:05):
Franklin.

Speaker 2 (45:05):
That's right by Canada.
That's a medium.
Yeah, that's a medium, exactly.
So I did most of my time inFranklin, but then I did how was
that shit in me?
Franklin was wild, my nigga Yoyou gang-affiliated?
Nah, I'm not gang-affiliated atall.

Speaker 3 (45:19):
And I mentioned that earlier today.
How did you survive that?
That was my next.

Speaker 2 (45:23):
That's why I asked him that In each one of the
cities.

Speaker 4 (45:24):
That's interesting, that is very interesting.

Speaker 2 (45:26):
So I'm what you call 550.
I don't gang bang, I'm neutral.
You know what I'm saying?
Yeah, yeah, I don't do nothing.
I'm not Muslim.
I intern.
You, stay out of politics.
I stay all the way out ofpolitics.

Speaker 3 (45:36):
How does that work?
But you survived, right, right.
How does that work?
Part of self.
Part of self, I'm sorry.
How was the facility ofFranklin set up when you was at?
Is it a?

Speaker 2 (45:46):
dorm.
Is it a?
It's a dormitory.
It's a cooking dormitory.

Speaker 4 (45:51):
You ever heard of a cooking dormitory?
Yeah, yeah, yeah, that's whatall the cooks, all you ever got
work in the kitchen.
Everybody in that dorm cook.
Yeah, bottom line, nah, nah.

Speaker 2 (45:58):
So that's not a cooking dormitory.
So dormitories have a mess hall.
The mess hall always has ahouse that houses all of the
mess hall employees, the messhall staff.
That would be, like you knowwhat I'm saying, the mess hall
dorm.

Speaker 1 (46:14):
Yeah.

Speaker 2 (46:14):
But a cooking facility is a facility that has
a stove in each dorm and eachOkay okay In each housing
facility.
You know what I'm saying.
So we had stoves in our shit.
You know what I'm saying.
We had stoves, we hadmicrowaves and we had beds, we
had cubes.
So there was 20, 40, 60.

(46:36):
I want to say it was like 80people a dorm Because there was
20 people, 40, 40, 40, 40.
No, it was 20 in this row.
Okay, 20 in this row, okay, 20in the back row.
But the back row had bunk beds,okay, so that's 80 altogether.
You feel me?
Yeah, so there's 80 people, Iwant to say in the dorms.
And then they got the day room,the bathroom, and it's free

(47:04):
movement up until a certainpoint, probably like 9 o'clock,
11 o'clock or something likethat.
Then it's lights off and yougot to be in your cube.
You know what I'm saying.
Then you got to be in your cubetill like 7 o'clock in the
morning or whatever the case maybe.
But shit go down.

Speaker 3 (47:18):
It could be like.
I know Yo Peace to St Lies manfrom Brooklyn man.
He got a lot of frequentstories.
Oh where, yeah, I want to putyou on.

Speaker 2 (47:26):
Shout out my nigga Rallo.
I think my nigga Rallo.
He just came home.
You know what I'm saying, butum yeah, like Yo how we feel
about Rallo Rallo fish.

Speaker 3 (47:35):
you or he not a fishery, oh you talking about?

Speaker 2 (47:37):
I'm talking about what?

Speaker 3 (47:38):
you talking about?

Speaker 2 (47:39):
I'm talking about Rallo from Franklin.

Speaker 3 (47:40):
That's different from the.
What about Rallo?

Speaker 2 (47:42):
That's different from Rallo in the entertainment
industry.

Speaker 3 (47:44):
Okay, we don't got to talk about it.

Speaker 2 (47:45):
But the Rallo from the entertainment industry.
I fuck with some.

Speaker 3 (47:50):
He told her not, if you want, that type of time?

Speaker 2 (47:54):
I am want that type of time and, um, do I feel like
he told I would not be able toanswer that question right now
because I don't have 100% of thefacts, but from From what I see
from the niggas around me andthe niggas in the field around

(48:16):
me, no, what do you feel?

Speaker 3 (48:23):
I don't feel nothing.
I just seen an interview withhim talking to his boy and his
boy asked him yo why you, youknow, and he was like yo, but I
had to spend it this type of way.
He's like Billboards, you know,we don't do that to them people
.
He said you could have why youeven tell them anything, said
keep your mouth, yo.
So I'm just asking.

Speaker 2 (48:42):
But I was fucking with Rallo.
I didn't see that interview.

Speaker 3 (48:45):
I take everything for face value, bro, yeah, for sure
, and feel me, if I hearsomething, I got a ticket in
consideration.

Speaker 2 (48:51):
But what if you hear something that's false?
I said I got to take it intoconsideration.

Speaker 3 (48:54):
I am moving on it.
Okay, I got to take it intoconsideration.
Okay, absolutely, so I'm doingresearch.
Yeah, like if a nigga tell meright now that a nigga tell him,
I can't believe it.

Speaker 2 (49:06):
Unless he provides paperwork.

Speaker 3 (49:10):
Some shit you know, so you keep hearing the same
shit Over and over, over andover From different circles.

Speaker 4 (49:17):
Shit is so real with me and authentically Like for me
.
All I know is Connecticut right, and so I know the Elm City
side of things right, theshoreline and, um, for me shit
is so real when I got mypaperwork?
Still, I think I can find it inthe basement.
I think I know what generalarea is that?
The stacks of manila envelopes,because you know me, when you

(49:38):
fight in your case and you dowhat you're trying to do, all
that, you all and your when incase settle and you and you, you
know you copped under this andyou got to do the five for this.
For that you got to be able tofight certain things.
Connecticut is grimy, bro, itis.
Connecticut is grimy like tothe point you could fight a case
and then they try to get youout on.

(49:59):
They'll try to get you on aspecial parole in with certain
yeah, yeah, yeah so you can getback, but if you're not, if
you're not in tune with how tofight appropriately,
appropriately, you can getyourself jammed up and know your
rights, because, as a black man, they try to play you like
you're stupid.
I can't.

Speaker 1 (50:16):
I can't tell you how I keep you in job.

Speaker 4 (50:17):
Yeah, I can't tell you I can't tell you how many
times, listen.
I came home off of that poundand, uh, my po Was so fucking
pissed that I got the 250 almostinstantaneously.
He was like who told you youcan drive?
I said who told you I couldn't?
What's 250, man?
Oh, the f 250s.

Speaker 3 (50:38):
Uh, okay, okay, Okay Okay.

Speaker 4 (50:38):
Okay, okay, okay, okay, so, um, and so he's like
yo, I don't fuck you and I'mlike what are?

Speaker 3 (50:46):
you got license.
I got license, registration I'mgood, do you want?

Speaker 4 (50:50):
a copy Right right.

Speaker 3 (50:51):
And he's like, he's like right, yeah, yeah, I'll
take a copy.
It's oh okay.

Speaker 4 (50:55):
You officially, and so I gave it to him, gave him a
copy right in there.

Speaker 1 (50:58):
I already had it waiting for him gave me a copy
envelope, jump back in the truck.

Speaker 4 (51:02):
You got my number, call me if you need anything,
all right, and I pulled off andthat was before I got the
fucking truck tatted.
Yeah, I like you and I wasbefore I got the truck tatted
like, so that means your companylogo on the shit.
Why I let him do him.

Speaker 3 (51:15):
I think you heard what you said he ain't like you,
he ain't like you.
See how he moved.
He ain't moved aggressively.
Yeah, he moved like.

Speaker 2 (51:22):
I told you Because he had to answer to him.

Speaker 3 (51:26):
Of course, of course, of course, randy, different,
but of course, but you had toanswer to him.

Speaker 4 (51:31):
Of course, of course, of course, but he was different
special parole is different,that's way different.

Speaker 1 (51:37):
It's way more harsher .

Speaker 2 (51:38):
I know what special parole is.
They give special Spidey gangmembers.

Speaker 4 (51:41):
Guys are inside or fighting it now because
Connecticut used it as such alame Lame in turn to get you in
the after effect.
Yeah, you may not be able toget you where we want you Okay
upfront but we look at your backand but we get you in the back,
that's that glass ceiling wasnext to my cousin special.

Speaker 3 (51:57):
He had 10 years, he did eight.
He had 20 years, he did eight,he finished up.
The corner happened luckwithout luck they do home
wrestlers.
Special parole out rain.

Speaker 4 (52:08):
Yeah, they do, they do that.
They do that now because thebooks are cooked.
You got motherfuckers working.
Listen, you think it's goodright now?
Listen, don't let these guysfool you.
Don't let these guys fool you.
I'm not gonna say too much, butdon't let these guys fool you.
If you think, being a, you know,special parole officer,
probation, um, being um, shit, Ican't even go left.

(52:29):
Being some of these localpolice officers nowadays, bro,
is different now, because you'llhave to get exposed and you'll
lose everything.
You should be exposed.
For what?
For what they're doing.
If you're doing somethingunderhanded You're not supposed
to be doing, you'll be exposed,okay, and you will lose
everything.
The laws have changed right,right, right.
So now it's a differentapproach, and so the old guard

(52:52):
might have an issue with that.
But they're fading out Facts,and so now these people are
stuck with the harsh reality.
This is how the game is played,so they're making adjustments.
In that adjustments, you canfind voids to slip through
cracks and do x, y, z.
I'm not gonna go further intothat, but that's just how I see
things.

Speaker 2 (53:11):
Yeah, and that's good information.
Oh, yeah, that's definitelyvaluable information that you
could use.
You know, I'm saying if you'repassing through the state of
Connecticut or anything likethat.
Yeah, I ain't gonna lie.

Speaker 3 (53:21):
Yo, I don't want to get locked up, no way.
But hey, if god forbid, I'm notgonna get locked up, but I'm
just saying I don't.
It's too much other shit youget locked up.

Speaker 2 (53:29):
You want to get locked up in the state of
Connecticut, over New York?
Hell yeah, I got too much gangshit going on.

Speaker 3 (53:34):
Too much gang shit.
I got too much.
Yo, I don't want to go torikers and all that shit, no way
.
And then I got it.

Speaker 4 (53:39):
I'm definitely not being down with no gang, I'm
definitely having a thank godfor having to lock up downstairs
underneath the fuckingcourthouse.
I was locked up one time in thecity one time, and I ain't
gonna lie, I was shook out of mymind because, you know, being a
nerdy nigga to her, I love mybicycles.
You know.
Shout out, brumel, cycling, afitness.
You know the MTA, I'll get itdone.
The bosses already made a drop.

(54:01):
I come through on the bike, Ihandle business and I take it
back.
I pay, charge you extra if youwant me to bag up what you
wanted to.
That was my edge.
That was me.
Maybe, though, I wastrustworthy.
You find your void.
Yeah, other little niggas isfucking up, they too, worried
about pussy.
They'll, they'll.
They're robbing nigga for fourpounds from the jamaicans and
get on, get a little whip, butthey are a pussy trip now.

(54:22):
Yeah, back broke again, rightback at the block.
I mean so anyway.
So it's just what it was, bro.
It's what it was, man.
You got.
You know, I mean got maneuverout here.
I just lost track, I just lostmy thought.

Speaker 5 (54:34):
Always gotta find your angle in life, man.
Sometimes you to make a slingin the rocks, sometimes to make
a bag in the rocks.
I'm gonna see you.

Speaker 3 (54:45):
Frankly, and then yo.

Speaker 4 (54:50):
I was in Franklin 2015 2016.

Speaker 2 (54:55):
You might hear some shit that you're the years that
I was in Franklin.
There was the most violentyears in the jub.
There was the most violentmediums in the state.

Speaker 3 (55:02):
I kid, I gotta see.
I want you to listen to it andtell me your feet.
But yo, I got a couple ofpeople that have been locked up
in rikers, though rikers.

Speaker 2 (55:13):
That's right.
He's right.
This is rikers is different.
Rikers is like all that shit.
El myra Rikers see like rikersand el myra, rikers and el myra
is like completely differentbecause one city, one state, so
right, right, right.
So like on rikers, you'll seeniggas like Wilding co's up,

(55:35):
fuck you, suck my dick, wow, wowYou'll see niggas spitting at
co's.
You'll see niggas doing.
You'll see doing anything isdoing anything on on the island
Cutting, cutting, cutting.
This stab yeah, it's crazy.
But when you take, when youtransfer over to the state from
right, like, let's say, you goto rikers, you go from rikers,

(55:56):
you leave OBCC and you go to, uh, el myra, all of that
disrespecting co's, while intalking crazy to the co's, it
stops right there.
It's a adica or a adica.

Speaker 3 (56:12):
All right, they don't play as a max.
They said when you come through, thanks man.
They said when you come throughoff of that bus or whatever you
do, they'll break you in If you.
They said, we don't give a fuckwhat you do to the to each
other, but if you touch one ofmy co officers we're gonna kill

(56:34):
you.
And that's everybody that Iheard their stories Say about.
Adica Does real life hell.

Speaker 2 (56:40):
Yeah, adica's new york.
Yeah, that's about to kill you.
Yeah, bro.
They will kill you and lose you.

Speaker 1 (56:47):
Bro, you're home and make a report.
Your family will be looking foryou.

Speaker 3 (56:51):
Your family will be looking you, yeah, exactly Now,
you committed suicide youupstate and they mostly practice
, they, they, you, a big dudebigger than you like for you
this burly.

Speaker 4 (57:03):
Yeah, yeah, yeah, I'm staying white boys, bro, I
don't know where that ain'tscared of no black?

Speaker 3 (57:08):
It ain't no, they're not even talking about.

Speaker 2 (57:13):
They not, you're not even talking about.
They'll have niggas, had itright here, right, right with
the, with the, with the childwith the noose on his head, a
cow and a noose on his head, andthey'll show you that, put it
in your face.

Speaker 5 (57:23):
Yeah, nigga Yo yeah, I don't know how I take that
happen to you.

Speaker 2 (57:30):
Yeah, you got an anger problem, shit like that.
What happened?
I've never gotten to nothingwith with state co's.
You gotta do it out of us.

Speaker 3 (57:37):
I'm at watch that boys.

Speaker 2 (57:39):
Yeah, I've never gotten to.
I've never gotten to no shitwith state co's because, like I
said, state co's, so they'llkill you.
Nigga Like.
No, I got an uncle that'slocked up right now.
I'm not gonna say his name away, yeah, but he got into a fight
with co's recently.
Like they, they fucked him up.

Speaker 5 (57:56):
You know, I'm saying like Hell is like a whole nother
world.

Speaker 2 (58:00):
It's a different world, it's a third world
country.

Speaker 3 (58:03):
I'm not saying bow down, but you gotta weigh your
wins from your losses.

Speaker 5 (58:07):
Exactly Feel me I mean also realize and gel the
co's are the the dominate gangIn the state in the state, in
the state on the island bro.

Speaker 2 (58:21):
On the island is different, son on the island the
end is on the island.

Speaker 5 (58:25):
Hold on, hold on.
The end dates are on the island.

Speaker 4 (58:27):
I want to say something real quick.
Hold on, what episode is this?
17?
All right, listen, I'm gonnainterject real quick because we
got this epic episode.
Come with my niggas and yo wereminiscing.
That's cool, really.
Just get to the elevation ofthings.
And what niggas is doing rightnow because we blessed right now
it's his mother fucking newyear's eve drinking with my

(58:51):
niggas.
Happy new year.

Speaker 2 (58:52):
Happy new year, niggas, real to, I'm just.

Speaker 3 (58:55):
I'm nice as fuck driving my nigga yeah already
know, you already know.

Speaker 5 (59:00):
Ray, thank you for calling me after the ride.

Speaker 4 (59:02):
Oh for real man for real man, I'm in my neck of the
woods I could really extend myhand and play how I want to play
man and do what I want to doman like for real, for real.
So I really you know, I meanairshot and I'm saying I'm gonna
put it that way, half an hour,20 minute drive.
I'm there.
I could do just about anythingI need to do so for.

Speaker 2 (59:23):
You know I'm saying on hill my niggas and Good bro,
bring me here.

Speaker 3 (59:28):
Yeah, yo piece to new york too, word up.

Speaker 2 (59:31):
Word.
Man mad love to do your, evenmy city.

Speaker 4 (59:35):
Man mad love to start out man mad love the
Connecticut man, mad love thenew haven.
Man, mad love the hard for manTo rich pork six.
So young man loves the hard.
For those are the foundingcities in my, in my, in my book,
man and so.
Yeah, yeah, yeah, no doubt, man, but I'm yeah, man.

(59:55):
I waited a long time to gethere.

Speaker 3 (59:57):
No, part of something .
This yo shit I get it.

Speaker 2 (01:00:00):
I only get one time to be up one episode.
It's our shit.
Today I get one shot to be aone episode.

Speaker 5 (01:00:07):
Okay do it, man.
So you must be listen, bro.
This might be a part one.

Speaker 2 (01:00:12):
This is this you have to get a bigger room.

Speaker 1 (01:00:14):
Yeah, this is, this is uh.
This is uh Lftg.

Speaker 2 (01:00:18):
Headquarters right now.
You know I'm saying this iswhere live from the mother
Gutter man.

Speaker 4 (01:00:25):
Man, the only platform where you can feel
comfortable just being you manand telling your true original
from the gutter story andunderstanding, coming into a
common ground, a bond, andthat's why I love this shit,
because you know, man, shout outto autumn nerd.
That gets out there.
Man, they into what, they intoman.
Now, man, you like that violinman?

(01:00:45):
Hey, you in the hood, homeboy,everybody tell you what the fuck
you doing.
Man, you don't know what you'redoing.

Speaker 2 (01:00:49):
Keep playing my nigga get nice Fucking playing get
nice, get right.

Speaker 4 (01:00:54):
Get right, real talk, man.
Oh oh, you like playingmotherfucking rugby.
You really like football.
Get right, homeboy.
Get right.
Link up with the right people.
Make the moves, dude, what thefuck you want to do?
Stay true, real talk.
Stay true to you and that'sacross all in connecticut.
I don't speak, nothing morebecause that's all I know.
You know me elm city for life.
Shout out to litchfield countyon my white boys out there

(01:01:16):
holding me down forever, and youlisten, man.
This is what I'm doing rightnow.
This is what I'm doing.

Speaker 2 (01:01:21):
I could 100 advocate for what you just said, because
look at me, I'm a fuckingjournalists.
There's not many journalistscoming from where I'm coming
from.
You know I'm saying.
There's not many niggas Walkingaround the hood doing reports.
You know what I'm saying.
Like niggas is gonna laugh atyou for that.
You know I'm saying.
I come out.

(01:01:42):
I come out with my camera, Icome out with my camera.
You know I'm saying and I'll bedoing my shit.
A lot of niggas was making funof me when I first started this
shit.
Can I say something?
Give me some.

Speaker 3 (01:01:54):
Some constructive criticism.
Absolutely, you go too hard onpeople.
Some time you got it.
Why you think that?
No, no, listen, like randy said, I know you have 15 episodes I
listen to.
Like three or four of them youheard, and the episodes that I
heard you them been like youknow what the fuck these people?

(01:02:16):
Because you ain't like toreview.
But listen, you know how yousaying but listen, now you
giving your feedback.
Yeah, you're gonna get feedbackback.
Yeah, so you got to be preparedfor what you say.
Elliot, you feel what I'msaying?
Because you said you wastalking about somebody and you
ain't like something the serviceor whatever and you was like
you know what Fuck them?
Uh-huh, I'm not saying that youain't got the right to your

(01:02:40):
opinion, but it's how you saythings.
Yeah, you got a bunch of peoplelistening.
Somebody might just take that alittle bit disrespectful, you
feel me for sure that comes withWith the platform with the
platform Uh-huh.
I'm just telling you, just justbe careful, be mindful.

Speaker 2 (01:02:55):
That's so mindful.
Yeah, for sure I could takethat.
I could absolutely take that.

Speaker 4 (01:02:59):
so I definitely want to take the time off for a hot
second, so it was a I want toaddress on.
Like you said, you named atleast 12 different, whether llcs
or corporations or escorts,that you that you switched
around and played around with,yeah for sure, and your pursuit

(01:03:20):
of you making money and in yourpassion, right.
So I ask you, how did you learnthat?
How did you learn the intricatedetails that ends and outs?
You said not, not every, notevery brother's understanding.
Um, you know, making sure, youon the con for Connecticut, you

(01:03:43):
on the concord, you know, justyour, your llc ain't just
recognized federally, it'srecognized state and so you
register with the concord andand so forth or so on.
So how did you understand allthat and how did you were able
to make that transition from thecity to here?

Speaker 2 (01:03:57):
so Throughout my professional career and pursuing
being a creative, I was blessedwith Always being side by side
With someone that has dominatedthe field in their respect.
So when I first started to makenoise with trippy and uh, just

(01:04:25):
a trippy brand in general I wasintroduced well, not introduced,
but you know, somebody uhcaught wind of what I was doing
and they?
Um, they took heed to what Iwas doing and they?
Um started to invest in me andstarted to To show me the ropes.
And then eventually, thatperson got locked up and, uh, I

(01:04:47):
fell out with them and I metsomebody else that essentially
replaced them and continued toshow me Different aspects of
another business.
But also, while going throughthose transitions with those two
people who I'm not going toname, I also worked closely with

(01:05:07):
Joe Parker from reflex radioand um, during season one of
live from the gutter radio, or alot from the gutter podcast
with Joe Parker.
I want to say that's why Ipicked up everything from
podcasting.
So I learned about the mixes, Ilearned about the process of
podcasting, I learned about, youknow, the microphones and you

(01:05:31):
know just the door program andeverything.
And, um, you know, being ableto work with Joe Parker closely
was uh a blessing, and beingable to establish live from the
gutter radio.
So I want to say Throughout myjourney I've been blessed with
the opportunity to work closelywith uh great entrepreneurs that

(01:05:54):
have been Very open to sharingtheir wisdom with me and I'm a
sponge.
So every single thing thatthey've shown me I've taken and
so let me, so let me ask youthis.

Speaker 4 (01:06:08):
I say this from a perspective that I fight hard to
be a hundred percent owner ofwhatever.
Whatever LLC I'm a part of,whatever S corp I'm a part of, I
am the majority stakeholderperiod, right far as members for
Connecticut.
I don't know nothing about newyork, mm-hmm, you know, um,
there are businesses that arebased in new york that do
business in Connecticut.

(01:06:28):
We, we hear about that all thetime.
Yeah, that's everywhere, right.
So I'm saying, are you majority?
Are you a majority member?

Speaker 2 (01:06:35):
So like how is this?
How is this?
Let me counter.
Let me counter what you said,because what?
What's the purpose of you beinga majority owner?
Why do you want to be amajority owner?
What's the biggest thing to you?
Do you want to make money or doyou want to be a bigger part of
the company?

Speaker 4 (01:06:51):
Well, it's not necessarily being a bigger part
of the company, it's about.
It's about the forwarddirection.
However you see fit, mm-hmm,you're, you're open to
constructive criticism.
However, you have to say at theend of the day, mm-hmm, and
that's how that and that's howthat keeps that power maintained
.
Now, just because I happen, youknow, I ain't shit, you know,
I'm saying I, I got a whole slewof issues as far as me running

(01:07:13):
the company, but I can honestlysay, if I'm willing to deal in
the thing the motherfucker wants, uh, you know, uh, 48 percent,
that's fine with me, mm-hmm,that's fine with me.
This is the cost.
But then I'm controllingstakeholder, I'm controlling
member.

Speaker 2 (01:07:27):
So let's say Do you understand exactly what I have
to do to control?
I understand exactly what I'msaying, if I really need to.
So let's say.
Let's say Brumell's psycho andfitness.
You're where you're at rightnow.
You meet Benjamin Thompson.

(01:07:47):
He's an investor fromCalifornia and he's willing to
invest $350,000 today intoBrumell's psycho and fitness,
but he wants a majority portion.
He wants to control 65, but hegives you the option to have
creative control.
You still get to run thebusiness how you want.

(01:08:08):
He wants to be a silent partner.
You can do as you please, buthe's the 65 making it bigger.
He's the 65 holder.
He's able to scale this companyin a way that you would not be
able to scale it because youdon't have the funds.
You don't have the finances.
And your finances, the financesthat you make in the next 10
years, would not be able toequate to what he could provide

(01:08:31):
you today.
Would you take that 35 percentand give him the majority hold
so you can scale your company toan international level?
Or would you prefer to runthings yourself and you be the
shareholder, you be the the soleowner of that LLC and you have

(01:08:51):
to scale that business byyourself.
He's gonna be able to opendoors for you that you will and
be able to just because of themoney that he has.

Speaker 4 (01:09:00):
All right, so I'm gonna say I'm in to answer your
question.
I want to be very clear.
You know this is Randy Brumell.
Brumell cycling and fitness, 21Burlington Road, Harrington,
Connecticut.
You worked hard for this, thisis your baby.
You talking about the, thebrainchild, the first, the first
child.
Listen, there's morals andlevels to this shit.

(01:09:22):
You know, there's times whereyou can lose your soul.
You understand me.
And then you run around likelittle oozy vert doing all kinds
of satanic shit.
You understand me?
Um, I'm not saying that that'sthe case.
I'm saying that, unless I wasready to give up and there was a

(01:09:44):
there wasn't, there was um,there was a um, there's uh,
there's like, um, like, uh, likea clause where I cannot compete
and they could do not competeclause.
Mm-hmm, right, if I'm willingto give up and start anew, like
I'm really to give up the wholebike shop thing because it's a
lifestyle, Mm-hmm, it'sbeautiful that if I want to, I

(01:10:07):
can get things for cost.
If the shop is played right, Ican get things for cost and do
and maneuver how I want tosupply my family with shit at a
cost value, right, and sweep itunder the rug and push it around
, because that's how the worldworks.
Mm-hmm, bro, I'm notsacrificing that level of
control because at any givenpoint in time, the rug can be

(01:10:28):
pulled from up underneath you.
And here it is, unless I'mready to walk away from the shop
totally and I got another plan.
I said this is my transition.
That is the only way I'm givingup control.
Because I know for a fact ifyou're that interested, if you
believe in me and my abilitythat much, then you know for a
fact.
You know you were not gettingthrough the door with that

(01:10:51):
Mm-hmm.
You need to come at better.
You need to understand somethings.
If not, you know what Iunderstand you're gonna want to
do business with me regardless,because we're already here to
this point.
Instead of one shop is gonna be,there's a wedding, and listen
and listen may not be that case.
It may not be that case.
All the greats, all the greats,listen.

(01:11:12):
You start off for one or twospots and you're good to go.
I Can monopolize Connecticut.
I got New York niggas right now.
I got fucking Berkshire's andMassachusetts right now, and I'm
nobody in a grand scheme ofthings.
Their shops doing phenomenalnumbers Fill me and I know I'm
stinging their asses.

(01:11:32):
So yeah, it's about that levelof control and dominating.
What are you gonna play?
No fucking way, for no cause,no way.
If you came to that point whereyou want to control in percent,
Guess what homeboy?
You're gonna want to negotiatea little bit before you lose me,
and that's the wholeunderstanding.

Speaker 2 (01:11:54):
So my rebuttal this yeah, for sure this business
thing is bigger than ElliotCarter.
Right, you know I'm saying like, at least you know, speaking in
my perspective, separately fromRandy Brumel, cycle and fitness
, like what I'm trying to do isit's a lot bigger than just

(01:12:16):
Elliot Carter, and I know thatElliot Carter isn't the head of
what I'm trying to do, right,you will listen, you're doing
something different.

Speaker 4 (01:12:29):
That's one thing I can honestly say, and this is a
God's honest truth.
You're destined to do somethingdifferent because the platform
is there to do somethingdifferent.
Yeah, you're.
Your body, your mind, your soul, your spirit has to be
fortified to handle thepressures of what you're trying
to exactly Go to.
Exactly, you're talking lightyears me.

(01:12:49):
I'm about to be 44 years old inFebruary, bro, and I'm
comfortable with making.
I know for a fact I can make Xamount of 10,000 out the taxes.
I can get some cash from tohere and I can have a multitude
of other investments ThroughoutNew England and comfortably
raise my family.
I know I'm capable of that,yeah right, and I'm just like.

(01:13:12):
I'm at peace with that now.
If my son takes it somewhere,if my princess takes it
somewhere, that's them.
But right now, where I'm at,that's where I'm at.
So that's why I said what Isaid.
But you, I understand yourmethod to your madness.
This is big, this is huge.
That's why I love it so much.
That's why you shout out to it.
We said episode 17, episode 17,episode 17.

(01:13:32):
Happy new years, man with themotherfucking family Hawthorne
in New.
Haven Yo.
You know and that's anotherthing too, man, I'm real talk
man.
My OG said something, man, andyou know, I don't fuck with you,
I love you to death.
You know who you are and youknow, bro, you real recognize
real, no matter where you go.

(01:13:53):
And I feel blessed to knowthese two brothers right here,
man, I feel blessed to know thatElliot Carter understand life
from the gutter and what it'sabout.
And real talk, man, I'm man.
Happy new year for real.
I'm going back right, focus,Fucking.
Go to work tomorrow morning.
They get on my bike there justbecause I can Fuck.
That's what I'm talking about.
You know nothing.

(01:14:14):
That's that's.
That's real shit, man.
That's real shit.
I love it, man.
I love it.

Speaker 2 (01:14:18):
I just wanted to say that I'm sorry.
Nah, you good man, speak yourmother.
Fucking mind Like it man, Ican't mind.

Speaker 4 (01:14:28):
Feel good yeah coming into the.

Speaker 3 (01:14:30):
he made, everybody made it another year yeah
everybody made another year man,my boy, man rest in peace.

Speaker 2 (01:14:37):
Cool Shout out.
Cool Q man wrestling peacey'all stream his music.
Stream his music, help his kids.

Speaker 3 (01:14:48):
Absolutely the rest of peace to anybody that lost
somebody to shit in 2023 was avery violent, turbulent year.

Speaker 2 (01:14:57):
A lot of, lot of silly deaths.
You know a lot of a lot offoolishness out there.
A lot of people lost somebodyis a lot of people grieving, so
If you did lose anybody, you'rein our prayers here at lefty G
and we send our condolences andour love to you.
Absolutely, let's look intobringing in the new year on a

(01:15:18):
much more positive note, on ahappier note, and what's some
plans you fellas got for the newyear?
Let's start with you, main.

Speaker 5 (01:15:30):
Being a house with a family.
Spending time with my familyclose, just movie movies and
dinner, really I'm I'm not onplans to go on out of that.

Speaker 1 (01:15:41):
I did that a lot.

Speaker 5 (01:15:43):
When I was younger.
So I'm just keep it simple,just being a house.
No, I'm.

Speaker 2 (01:15:51):
About you all.

Speaker 3 (01:15:53):
I ain't doing nothing .
I thought there's some words,shut out another another.
Yeah, nothing there.

Speaker 4 (01:16:03):
About you ready shit.
It's the same shit.
Go home.
I mean I'm probably gonna hearsome shit, cuz I'm not often
gonna sleep.

Speaker 2 (01:16:16):
Yeah, I'll have Situations of wives at home,
right, yeah, yeah, yeah, forsure.

Speaker 4 (01:16:21):
For sure.
Well, I do.
I can't speak for others.

Speaker 2 (01:16:24):
Yeah, no, oh yeah, I'm the only dog nigga in this
room.

Speaker 4 (01:16:31):
No, I'm only one, but don't necessarily, don't
necessarily count yourself out.
It's just that brothers isbrothers.
Had your brothers come a longway?
Trust me.

Speaker 1 (01:16:43):
So they say that I would much rather be in y'all
shoes.
I would much rather be in y'allshoes.
One lady at home.

Speaker 2 (01:16:51):
Happy, reliable.
You know you're going home time.
Oh, you're gonna get there me.
Nah, man, I'll be looking atwhat you want Get there when you
tired.

Speaker 3 (01:17:02):
You can't juggle them .

Speaker 2 (01:17:03):
How old was you when you locked in?

Speaker 5 (01:17:09):
Respectfully, I knew about least 15 years.
It's like when I was likeProbably like 20, I don't know
like 23.

Speaker 2 (01:17:21):
All right, boom you.
You locked in.
You told me you had a largenumber on your head.
You locked in.

Speaker 4 (01:17:29):
I'm lightweight.
That's what I'm going through,the drama I'm going through, you
know.
I'm saying like bro, I'mlightweight, lightweight, I'll
be done After like it'd be likeweek three.

Speaker 2 (01:17:40):
I'll be dealing with a girl.
You know I'm saying it'd beweek three.
We be, we be gonna destroy.
It's me and my brother, me, mybrother and my dog.
We got.

Speaker 3 (01:17:51):
I'm on that type of time too, yeah you ain't from
here Nah everything down.

Speaker 2 (01:17:57):
It's me, my brother and my dog.
I'm telling you how I'm put up,though I'll be trying
everything.

Speaker 4 (01:18:04):
One put up.
You're not there yet.
You're not trying to.

Speaker 2 (01:18:09):
I'll be trying to lock in with one Individual.
You know I'm saying something,just don't work out that way.

Speaker 5 (01:18:16):
That's how this is how I feel.
Like life work.
You feel me, it's just gottahappen.
Naturally.
Can't force it, can't just makeit happen.
It's going to happen.
We feel me, just live your life, live a good, solid life, and
go after what you want.
Don't force it and don't changewho you are for nobody.

(01:18:39):
Yes, and when I say naturally,I mean don't go too hard for
anything.
Yeah, nah, I feel you, anddon't just lay back if you see
something that you want Filling.
Just be a real person and goafter what you want.
Be genuine, yeah, and don'tforce it, cuz life is all based

(01:18:59):
about patience.
Yeah, patience is a virtue.
That's my.
Everything's gonna happen.

Speaker 4 (01:19:05):
I'll be naturally man .
Listen, that's my biggest issue.
I'm gonna tell you that's what.
No, no, you keep that mebecause I want to hear what you
have to say about that real talk.
That's my biggest issue rightnow.
It's because I know Factually,when I step on the gas, god has
allowed me to create somephenomenal things happening,

(01:19:27):
like if I see a situation withcertain cross and as this
crossing they clearing up,there's a void and I slide right
through it and avoid a lot ofsituations and things.
I've been there and sometimesthat has fueled me to keep
trying to step on the gassometimes, and then sometimes it
works and sometimes it don't.
So I understand what you would,definitely what you're talking
about now.

Speaker 5 (01:19:47):
It's like 50-50, like I feel like we're like personal
relationships.
You have to be patient.
Like you, make it just happen,what make as you cool it, what
females you try and deal with,but like just Improvement of
yourself, just trying to chasemore, one more out of life, you

(01:20:13):
can step on the gas.
Make it go get that shit.
For me, that's it.
Nobody come to you unlessyou're born in a certain
situation or you're justfortunate, but just living a
natural life.
Make you want it, go get it.

Speaker 2 (01:20:30):
That's it, guys will get what you want.
Facts Chase your fucking dreams, yeah, and you know what I want
to say.

Speaker 4 (01:20:36):
I want to say this too, because this is another
thing too that's open my eyes,because I've met a lot of black.
Um, I was fortunate enoughCOVID pushed a lot of good
people around, but I got achance to really meet some real
successful black familiesBecause of COVID and they had
the money to move around.
They ended up in Connecticutand, bro, shout out to those who

(01:20:57):
get, who get born into thesituation, because you know what
it's a lot of pressure tomaintain and not be that
generation that's gonna destroyit all.
Yeah, not for sure For real,for real.
This big business, if you know,granddad did it, dad did it and
now it's your turn, bro.

(01:21:19):
You know I had, I was fortunateenough to meet a couple
successful black men.
Like they got black familiesall the way through and they
come from.
I mean, they came around orthey came across and I'm like
where the fuck you from again,and he's happened to pass by.
So that's the blessing thathappened to shop and it gave me
motivation myself Because theseare real straight, like, yeah,
that's a nigga.
I mean, a nigga ain't halfnothing.

Speaker 2 (01:21:41):
That's a nigga.
First of all, shout out toCOVID COVID was the best
motherfucking time of my life, Idon't know about y'all
personally, but me in the stateof New York, with Donald Trump
being president, covid was no.

(01:22:02):
Covid was the best time of mylife Unemployment, all that
money coming in the economy.
Under Donald Trump it wasdifferent.
Like I'm talking about Niggasin the hood bum ass.
Niggas in the hood was outsidewith class a azul every day.

Speaker 1 (01:22:22):
I.

Speaker 2 (01:22:24):
Knickers that don't have an apartment is outside
sipping 1942 like it don't makeno sense 2024?
What's going on?
Who y'all voting for?
Joe Biden, donald Trump wasgoing on.
Talk to me please, because I'mtelling you right now Make
America great again 2024.

(01:22:45):
That's what you're getting fromElliot Carter.

Speaker 5 (01:22:48):
So you won't for Trump without a motherfucking
doubt.

Speaker 2 (01:22:50):
I think it's trying to real me in without I see what
they do.
Motherfucking doubt.
A real man, I will be.
Listen, I'll be out there withmy maga hat on my maga 2024 you
already have your hat.
No, I just ordered it off.
Say that red, bright, red, gotyou 24.

(01:23:11):
Got you, yeah, I'm one of those.

Speaker 4 (01:23:15):
I just want to lie from the gutter.

Speaker 2 (01:23:16):
Hoodie or something nice coming to your shirt, son.

Speaker 4 (01:23:19):
It's absolutely coming.
But yeah, you trying to set meup, man, I see what's going on.
Um, I Want to say thissometimes my opinions Will cross
, intersect with other opinionsand don't make no motherfucking
sense.
That's just a crazy nigga thatI am.
You know, speak your truth andI'm speaking a truth.

(01:23:40):
I like that you said that and um, but I got a heavy opinion
situation because just justunderstanding both sides and
also to understand how IManeuvered in Connecticut, man
and you know, shout out to theElm City.
Yeah, I mean, he's got an IvyLeague downtown, and then do you
say, is that like the whole?
State of Connecticut.

(01:24:01):
No, I'm sitting in New England.

Speaker 2 (01:24:06):
So what's off?
It off is like what's off hisname?

Speaker 3 (01:24:09):
like you got a north and the south and, okay, jungle.

Speaker 4 (01:24:16):
Those were projects.

Speaker 5 (01:24:20):
I'm not sure, so you can correct me.
Man, I think I believe Randy isnaming, like a, a certain a
neighborhood.

Speaker 4 (01:24:33):
Yeah, oh yeah.
Common street for life man,that's a fact.

Speaker 2 (01:24:36):
That's a fact.

Speaker 1 (01:24:37):
That's in the trade, that's, that's on the outskirts
of the trade area.

Speaker 2 (01:24:39):
If you want to be technical copy, got you.

Speaker 4 (01:24:41):
Yeah, I was going to the trade cuz I'm not from
Connecticut so I'm just no 90sman.
He's no one.
Was on ours like Harper, it'slike Child.
The Billy shot the ruckus manshot the Billy Ray man, real
talk man.
You know my county, my countystreet niggas man.

Speaker 5 (01:24:55):
Yeah, yeah, you know, you know what time it is shot
to money shot tomorrow, my wildass, jamaican niggas man you
know, randy Rappley.

Speaker 4 (01:25:07):
Yeah, yeah, yeah, shout out to the hill for sure
man shots.

Speaker 5 (01:25:14):
Just be clicking on shit to be to be stars.

Speaker 2 (01:25:22):
Do all the other fuck with raising canan 50 cent sure
.

Speaker 3 (01:25:26):
All right.

Speaker 2 (01:25:27):
So let me ask y'all this who is a bigger villain,
Ronnie from raising canan orLamar from BMF?
You think Ronnie?

Speaker 3 (01:25:42):
Killed his brother.

Speaker 2 (01:25:43):
Yo, he killed his brother, but you can't.
Lamar killed the bitch he wasfucking with.

Speaker 5 (01:25:50):
Respectfully, my brother will be closer to
meeting any For sure, for sure.

Speaker 2 (01:25:58):
Do you watch raising canan?

Speaker 5 (01:25:59):
They got just watched that episode this morning.
Oh, so who you think is?

Speaker 2 (01:26:03):
worse money or Lamar the nigga.

Speaker 5 (01:26:05):
I killed his brother.

Speaker 2 (01:26:07):
I don't know, bro.
I think I don't know why mybrother said the same thing.
Ronnie killed his brother.
Lamar was brutal, bro, thatnigga was killing niggas with
his bare knuckles, but he had areason to kill him in his he was
looking for.
But Ronnie, you can say Ronniehad a reason to kill his body
was fucking cycle he wanted.

Speaker 3 (01:26:27):
He thought his brother too much or he thought
neat was lying to him when hehad him.
Nigga, it's my if you was thefucking plug you told me to
chill, chillin my nigga Back inthe days when he thought he was
the man and his brother tookover.
However, I have to you with thejoke.
You want to come back and thenyou worried about rock and the

(01:26:47):
nigga telling you she out thegame.
Yeah you.

Speaker 5 (01:26:50):
That episode hurt a lot of people, fellas bro.

Speaker 3 (01:26:58):
I like you meet.

Speaker 4 (01:27:02):
Shit.
Yeah, I watch every other,every other stream.

Speaker 3 (01:27:09):
Oh yo.

Speaker 2 (01:27:09):
I'm gonna tell you straight up, man, if you don't
watch it today, come out.
That's on you, because we haveIf, if.
If you don't watch it today,come out.
Spoiler alert.
I'm sorry, because it's my jobto cover this shit.

(01:27:30):
You feel me like I'm out totalk about this shit?
You gotta keep up.

Speaker 5 (01:27:34):
I make your brother like a fucking savage though,
but I'm black, so unique stupid.

Speaker 3 (01:27:44):
What are that nigga not dead?
I don't think you need that.
I don't think he did keep it ahundred.
I don't think unique is dead.

Speaker 2 (01:27:50):
Like he's gonna be in a coma.
He, you know, I'm saying hewon't be fucked up for when came
and came back.

Speaker 3 (01:27:57):
I only good thing is rock.
No, yeah, that's the only goodthing.
No, it's gonna know.
Uh-huh, is she gonna dosomething about that?

Speaker 2 (01:28:08):
What can't, what can she do?
She gonna do.
So, honey is on it, my nigga, Idon't think so.
I think he's.

Speaker 3 (01:28:18):
She.

Speaker 1 (01:28:22):
She Got.

Speaker 2 (01:28:32):
Can't do that Nah not right now.
He tries to clap his father,but his father, he ain't died
famous, famous got the bodyfamous, caught the body and came
home In his and his buildings.

Speaker 3 (01:28:54):
Famous is stand out like I like 50 cent, 50 cent
every 50 cent show is fireEveryone.

Speaker 2 (01:28:59):
I don't got one power with ghosts.
Power with Chari Bmf RaisingCanaan ghost.
I mean the ship with Tommy, allof them, shit's as fine.

Speaker 3 (01:29:13):
Is power Godfather, new York.

Speaker 2 (01:29:19):
Okay, okay, okay okay , okay.

Speaker 3 (01:29:21):
Well, it's no fall Okay.

Speaker 2 (01:29:22):
Oh, no snow, for was hard you watch it, it's alright.

Speaker 5 (01:29:26):
I fucked with snow for snow, for was hard.

Speaker 4 (01:29:29):
No, you need it last week.

Speaker 2 (01:29:30):
You ain't watch, no fall.

Speaker 4 (01:29:32):
No, I be to be one part.
You don't understand.
Yeah, you're a Ricky Ross fromCalifornia.

Speaker 3 (01:29:48):
He was working with the feds and the worker with the
niggas.

Speaker 5 (01:29:50):
Yeah that's what I'm saying.

Speaker 3 (01:29:51):
But so he told like he was getting doing business,
but then I should just turn leftme and I'm telling, telling the
niggas.

Speaker 2 (01:30:03):
Rough out here, niggas be telling.

Speaker 4 (01:30:06):
They fold under pressure big, a big time.
I've seen a lot of niggas forunder pressure.
A lot of niggas fold underpressure and you really can't,
you really can't do that, niggasin Connecticut.
You can't do that anything,because that's a whole nother
charge.

Speaker 2 (01:30:19):
I guess everybody yourself was listening.
It's just different now.
Like the, it's more accepted inthe culture today, in the
streets today, for you to tellyeah, for you to tell Come home
and still get money.
It's still be that guy andstill be, still be that nigga.

(01:30:40):
Nah, that should have stillaccepted, like Because I want to
say in the 90s, I want to sayin the 90s, even early 2000s,
like the, the snitching culture,you was not coming home and
getting money.

Speaker 5 (01:30:53):
like that what you're supposed to do to the rats?

Speaker 2 (01:30:58):
Take them to the highest mountains, the highest
elevations, and throw them off.

Speaker 3 (01:31:04):
You don't fuck with them niggas.
But it's hard cuz after theseniggas out here.
Ain't right you felt me?
Yeah, like every niggas.
That ain't right that you justput up.
You just keep it moving.
Yeah, man, ain't my, I ain't,I'm not with it.
But I ain't about to be addingno fuel to the fire, especially
if some shit that I'm gonna dowith me.

Speaker 5 (01:31:26):
No, I feel you.

Speaker 2 (01:31:28):
See you are real official, like your wisdom would
be valuable.
Like you know I'm saying likepassing your wisdom once and it
was like me.
You know I'm saying like cuzI'm young, hot, hot.
Like you know I'm telling youwould have been you to kept me
out of some situations.
You know I'm saying like Wordfor real.

Speaker 3 (01:31:46):
We're gonna see Next episode, next three episodes,
the any of this sinking.

Speaker 4 (01:31:56):
Oh yeah, it don't.
If you go back to like episode7, 6, this thing be talking
about yeah, right now, I'm sucha faithful listener.

(01:32:18):
The gas guy was here right now.
He did.
You just saw that comedic.
You saw that comedic energy.
And then you checked him acouple of times.
Really know him like that.
You know I rain the men so he'sone of them up word Am I, am I
like?
Am I like a little bit?

Speaker 2 (01:32:34):
No, no, no, no, thank you, yeah, nah.

Speaker 4 (01:32:37):
Yeah, thanks, and I love that's how, that's how
faithfully you know I listen tothe podcast man and real talk I
did.

Speaker 2 (01:32:45):
This is Larry's nah, not at all 100%, you Nah, but um

(01:33:09):
, yeah, man fucking um, um, whatyou got, what you got coming up
for 2024, randy really it'strying to.

Speaker 4 (01:33:16):
I go say try to figure it out, coming up with a
have a game plan, because it'sfine to any work at it, tweaking
it, takes some things out, putsome things in and bottom line
is about making sure this, thefirst quarter, is okay.
You know mm-hmm, you know it'snot gonna be.
It's not gonna be gangbusters,but we're going for gangbusters.
We're gonna be a little morestrategic and anticipate the

(01:33:39):
bike season 2024 bike season.
That's gonna be monumental.

Speaker 2 (01:33:43):
What's the prime season?

Speaker 4 (01:33:45):
of bike season and Connecticut right now, that the
atmosphere shifting.
I Saw sunny days only come,starting in late April.
Early May it was rainingthroughout the entire week and
it only be no.
It rained throughout the entireWeekend and only be sunny a few
days.
Throughout the week.
I and people running aroundramp it, but people still riding

(01:34:08):
it, but that shit was crazy.
Normally it'll come straightfrom March going to some rain
and then it'll be beautiful inthe weekends and people start
getting it in, they startcleaning up their lawns.
It's a thing about biking andyou get it in.
It wasn't like that.
It's like that.
It's like the whole.
It's like the whole season kindof shifted forward a little bit
.
Yeah, so I'm anticipating thatMarch is still gonna be a cold,

(01:34:31):
it's gonna be winter like, and Iconvinced that April might be
winter like.
But be prepared for it.
Okay, you understand.
Okay, so make sure your tiresare on deck, make sure your
inner tubes on deck, becausethat's how you're gonna.
Molly Wapham.

Speaker 2 (01:34:45):
So, randy, talk to me , tell me some of the other
services you provide Connecticutthat these people may not know
about.

Speaker 4 (01:34:53):
Well, I provide fitness repair Along with the
sale of fitness accessories, sothat's wrist wraps, knee wraps,
kinesis tape or kinetic tape.
We deal with a company calledrock tape.
That's a very popular brand forkinesis tape.

(01:35:13):
We also to do thorough bands.

Speaker 2 (01:35:16):
That's like the tape for your knuckles.

Speaker 4 (01:35:18):
No well, it can be for your knuckles, it can be for
your shoulders.
You'll see a lot of athletes ifthey're having issues where
they hyper, extend it.
The tape goes over around jointareas to keep everything pulled
closer so they don't over, theydon't restrain the situation.
So you see that tape, yousometimes you see cross tape or

(01:35:39):
around their knees.
Yeah, that's what that tape isand we just sort of we tried to
support the health and wellnessscene.

Speaker 2 (01:35:48):
Do you have a certain zone that you work with in, or
anything like?
Let's say, I'm from I Hartford,the east and the Hartford.
Could I call you?

Speaker 4 (01:36:00):
Yeah, you could, as long as you pay for the invoice
and what.
What does that?

Speaker 2 (01:36:05):
For the invoice consists of the infancy cuz.
I let's say I have no idea, andI'm right.
Well pretty much.

Speaker 4 (01:36:11):
It's real simple it's .
It's just listen.
If you want me to come to youand here's the gig I've been
around long enough you get I'msinging invoice, all the
information.
We charge a flat fee to comeout.
That's just to come out to takea look.
If you need a part, then itwill charge you for the part,
won't charge you again to comeback out and put it in.
Okay, I'll give you a total ofthree shots three shots.

(01:36:32):
Then we have to come down andagree to some solution.
If you're talking about F me,you want your money back, then
I'll just tell you grab a wine.
Here's a ticket and you knowthe line for soon and Bramble
cycling fitness is that way, andthat's that I mean.
Yeah, then you're fuckedregardless because you're not
gonna get nothing done.
Other guys are not insured,other guys Don't show up, other

(01:36:53):
guys don't have the connectionsto get the parts and don't know
what to do to put them in.
So sometimes you gottaunderstand your power and your
strength.
Because I had a.
You know, I had a customer inNew Canaan and I don't like
talking about customers, but Ihad a customer in New Canaan.
Very prominent people, greatpeople.
Husband was a joy to work with,but he knew his wife was

(01:37:14):
something different.
And you know you have tounderstand who your business is
and what you provide.
And Sometimes you have to youknow and search yourself,
because sometimes people willplay.
You know, and especially whenyou know I hate to say
especially you know you're black, your business owner, they do
the research like oh, this, this, this motherfucker really is

(01:37:36):
who he is, mm-hmm, they'll tryto play you.

Speaker 2 (01:37:39):
You know, and when you say they'll try to play.

Speaker 4 (01:37:42):
Elaborate on that a little bit.
What do you try to get you todo jobs without being paid?
They try to get you to come outwithout paying an invoice.
They'll try to get you to lowball yourself.
Give them a discount.
I've had people you come inquarter mile driveways,
double-tier front steps just toget to your front door and ring
your doorbell and you want me togive you a discount.
Oh sure, no, I'm gonna hit you.

(01:38:04):
Yeah, your eyeballs.
And I'm saying and that's thepart, that's the part about you
know me, a lot of dudes Ain'tunderstanding Connecticut.
That's why I get crazy like I'mall for good.
There's certain gas stations Iavoid what I'm traveling through
, right, and I don't give fuckif my shit on E, I'm just gonna
have to wing it and get to thenext one.
Pray for the best, because I'mnot stopping you yeah and um and

(01:38:29):
you know real talk.
Man, like niggas just don'tunderstand, they don't do the
math to shit, they're rathershoot you at the gas pump.
Then really, you know, stick upthese, I hate to say you stick
up these crackers and get it foreverything, get it for
everything.
Yeah, you know, if you want tobe for real and I know this
gonna come back and haunt me,but this is live from the gutter
and if you don't know me, ifyou haven't had that one-on-one

(01:38:51):
conversation as, as you know, asa professional, oh you know,
right guy coming to check me anddropping off bikes for your
kids.
I'm definitely pro black and Iknow the games that are playing
and that's why I'm where I'm atand I feel like that's another
thing too that that has mesitting firm.
It's standing firm.
I didn't bow jangles and Ithink for that I have a lot of

(01:39:14):
Old heads that wouldn't evenfuck with a black person ever,
but they fuck with me and Ithink that's why I exist in
Harrington, up on the hill LikeI sit my coffee.
Look to the left.
I see the top of fucking Churchhead overlooking the mountains
in the skyline.
That'd be my view during thesummer.
Yeah, when it's gray out, I getto see all the skies and shit

(01:39:35):
just start changing.
I get to see the constellationquite often.
No, I mean experience thewildlife for Connecticut, and I
love Connecticut.
I love it for that.

Speaker 2 (01:39:44):
And I also love it for that too.
Being from New York, you knowcoming out here and seeing the
scenery and also experiencingthe Love that y'all share out
here.

Speaker 4 (01:39:54):
You know I'm saying what camaraderie, the
brotherhood because I feel likeall the time though that's
that's because you're you know,not all the time.
Don't get fooled, man.
You got to move swiftly outhere.
You got to move smart out here.
That's you know.
That's what Connecticut's about, you know.
You take, listen.
If you want to talk business,all right.
So Harvard's deemed whatinsurance capital?

(01:40:14):
You know the world, so to speak, right, yeah, okay, I've heard
that one at a top.
You know the the Connecticut'shad, I think the connect has the
largest hedge fund headquartersIn the world.
I think some other place in theUK or Great Britain or
something like that, don't quoteme but Connecticut's number one
highest concentrate, right.
And then we have Bridgewater.
That's a freaking multi,multi-billion dollar

(01:40:38):
conglomerate hedge fund ran byRay Dalio, who come to be lives
Nestled by the shoreline andConnecticut.
I guys worth billions.
You understand, and so peoplenot understanding, what happens
in the summertime, what COVIDdid and what people who have
money from Seattle was like.
Let's go to Connecticut, honey,we could pick up a nice

(01:41:00):
freaking, you know nice littlesix bedroom for you know, three
and a half bath sidebar question.

Speaker 2 (01:41:04):
Yeah, did you see Any news about multiple
billionaires building bunkersrecently in the last Three weeks
?

Speaker 4 (01:41:16):
heard about it.
I don't know, I don't knowthose.
I don't know those high otherpeople.
I know local people have beenhad them.
Now I'm talking about where.
You know, I don't really getcaught up in what we see on,
that's just entertainment.
When I take a shit, yeah,that's what I like to watch.
Waste my time.
Yeah, okay, I worry about who'sa real game changer in real,

(01:41:38):
real time.
Who's really putting away 1.2this year and took a hit?
You feel me?
Yeah, for sure who's thatperson.
Because guess what Sunday?
But a nice Sunday in December,a nice Sunday December this year
, 2023.
Well, fuckers, got brandspanking new shit coming down
and some people got fuckingtheir Corvette's on the law for

(01:41:58):
sale.
For sure you understand me andso you see the dynamics and you
know who's playing and who'sbuilding.
You know, I want to know whobought all that land and eat's
Granby and built all thoseapartments.
Because the whole thing now isbecause gentrification is the
new wave now.
So you have all the influx ofaffluent white people in the

(01:42:18):
inner cities buying up housesand changing things.
Now what happens is people needHousing.
So now you have places likeEast Granby Center getting
federal funding and then, on topof big-time investors building
freaking beautiful fuckingmulti-family homes on a fucking

(01:42:40):
on a, on a five acre plus lot,and and guess what?
That's what they're gonna send.
That's what they go.
You know, if you can afford it,a little sign, that's what
they're gonna send you at,because you could not afford to
live in Hartford pretty soon nowif you can't afford it, what
happens?

Speaker 2 (01:42:55):
You're gonna get pushed out.

Speaker 4 (01:42:57):
If you don't know how to navigate, that's the thing
you know.
I mean, like I don't understand, people don't for me.
I know exactly how the Bromelfamily got up here to
Connecticut.
I know exactly where we comefrom.
You understand, and I think alot, of, a lot of my brothers
and sisters in Connecticut.
They don't tap into that andunderstand how to fuck they got
in Connecticut in the firstplace Because there's a story to

(01:43:18):
that and you said to understandwhat people did for Connecticut
man, you know how you got here,what my family, your family,
your family, I was born in adifferent country.

Speaker 2 (01:43:30):
Oh, you was, yeah, jamaica.
You was born in Jamaica.
Yeah, that's lit.
How old was you when you cameover here?
Came over here when?

Speaker 5 (01:43:38):
I was about six years .
Oh, okay, okay, my mom camefirst and then I came, but I
came from Jamaica.

Speaker 2 (01:43:46):
So yeah, I'm migrated from Jamaica.

Speaker 5 (01:43:49):
I'm from St Andrews.
It's like the countryside ofKingston.
Okay, yeah, okay yeah, I camehere.

Speaker 2 (01:43:56):
Do you go back and visit?

Speaker 5 (01:43:57):
I haven't been there in a while, but since I've been
up here, I've been back a fewtimes.
Okay, I've been back in herefor a time.

Speaker 2 (01:44:03):
That's lit.
Oh, you know how you got hereand it'd be like that, you know,
sometimes I want to know,though you got to do your
homework.

Speaker 3 (01:44:17):
I get my sister.
She went, she did the ancestrythat calm.
But would you do that?
No, I heard them people on thatshit.
No, listen, listen, I don'ttrust nothing.
I'm not going to nobody.
That ain't me, I mean, but Idid.

(01:44:41):
I can't really speak, speak onit because I want to get none of
the information twisted.
But they did talk aboutancestry calm and that the
people that own it Tell you it'sdeeper than just yeah, yeah, I
mean what they telling you fromlike some of the people that
they like my, are you from me,you are, you gotta know.

(01:45:06):
So ancestry comm is owned by theBlackstone group you know who
blacks on this, I'm justlearning who they are.

Speaker 2 (01:45:13):
Yeah, they them niggas and August 2020.

Speaker 4 (01:45:18):
Retour.

Speaker 2 (01:45:20):
August 2020, the Blackstone group announced plans
to acquire ancestry for $4.7billion.
In February 2021, ancestryannounced W, a former Facebook
executive, as their CEO,effective March 1st.
In November 21st, ancestryannounced that they have
acquired French genealogycompany Geniette.

(01:45:44):
So that's a little bit ofhistory from 2020 to now Gates
on your apples.
More than that it's more thanthat.

Speaker 1 (01:45:56):
Bill Gates.

Speaker 2 (01:45:57):
Bill Gates has a hand in so much.
It's that, that effect thataffects us individually.

Speaker 3 (01:46:03):
Yeah, yeah, yeah.

Speaker 2 (01:46:05):
For sure, just pray for your food, man.
That's it.

Speaker 5 (01:46:08):
Pray for your food, that's why definitely pray over
your food, your food yeah,definitely pray over your food.

Speaker 2 (01:46:23):
No, fucking chicken man.
This shit is different.
2024 man.

Speaker 3 (01:46:32):
Yeah, man, dropping like they be dropping laws, like
they have some stupid shit on.
They said the shit that's onthe news is a distraction.
Anything that's from reality.
Distraction from the laws thatthey are passing.
Yeah, under your, under ournose.
Amen about real shit Like real,real shit that they even put in
the news, like you have kids,dora, son, how would you feel?

Speaker 2 (01:47:02):
How is your daughter, if you don't mind me asking,
six, six and a half, six and ahalf, seven?
How would you feel?
Your baby mother and your sevenyear old daughter are going
into the bathroom a publicrestroom and a man that was born

(01:47:26):
with a penis Walks into thatbathroom, following them because
he identifies as a woman.
He's transitioning, so he is.
This is his lifestyle, or thisis her lifestyle, their
lifestyle, whatever it may be,how do you feel about that

(01:47:49):
taking place right in front ofyour eyes?

Speaker 5 (01:47:50):
Respectfully, I would , uh, disagree with you
Respectfully, I would disagreewith that because it's not about
whether you disagree with it ornot.

Speaker 2 (01:48:01):
How would I fail?

Speaker 5 (01:48:02):
What are?

Speaker 2 (01:48:02):
you gonna do right there in that moment?
Are you gonna let that happen?
Are you gonna stop it?
Are you gonna let it happen?
Let it play out in front of you.
How would I?

Speaker 5 (01:48:11):
be able to stop it.
I would have to like, theywould have to like Leave that
Area.
That's the only way I wouldstop it.
I wouldn't be able to justphysically stop Him or her from
going into the bathroom.
I can't stop him or her fromlosing the bathroom.
But I could say something to myfamily yeah, absolutely going

(01:48:31):
to that bathroom.

Speaker 2 (01:48:34):
Okay.
So let's say your family walksin, boom, they go into the bath.
They're literally in thebathroom.
They go into the bathroom 25seconds later after they already
went too far.
They're already out of yourreach.
Here comes Him her.

(01:48:54):
Malcolm maze.
He was born Malcolm maze, butnow his name is.

Speaker 5 (01:49:01):
Molly.

Speaker 2 (01:49:01):
Molly Mary, he walks into that bathroom.
How do you feel?
What are you gonna do?
Are you gonna be hope, hold onmy, my daughters in that way?
For my daughter to come outlike, let me, let me, let me
just stop you from going inthere, wait for her to come out,
because if you do that, nowyou're a sexist, now, now you're
transphobic, now you'rehomophobic, now you're an enemy

(01:49:23):
of the state.

Speaker 5 (01:49:25):
Respectfully, I just got to identify as who I am.
I can't care about everybodyelse.
Think I gotta just Move you forme, uh-huh.
So Respectfully, I would Notphysically trying to do anything
, but I'll probably have to say,just hold on for a second, yeah
, like my young daughters inthere, or that's a good question

(01:49:50):
.
I went, I went, I wentphysically try to Fill me, but
it would just have to play out,it would have to like naturally,
just have something that youwouldn't be able to predict.
Yeah, I don't think I could justdescribe it with words.
Yeah, but my opinion on it isif you're born one way, in your

(01:50:13):
Transition into another way,just for the general public, go
to the bathroom that you wereborn to now.

Speaker 2 (01:50:23):
I've seen this argument so many times and I'm
familiar with it.
They don't feel that way.
They want to go to the bathroomthat they're transitioning to
like main set Is there's twoparts to this shit?

Speaker 3 (01:50:37):
I had to think about the question I just presented.
Uh-huh, if my Peoples are goingto a bathroom In the mail
Transgender is going to thatbathroom, we go into another
bathroom.

Speaker 2 (01:50:53):
They're already in the bathroom.
That's one.
That's one.

Speaker 3 (01:50:57):
The other scenario is they already in the bathroom
and he walks in the bathroom.
He's walking in.
I Don't know.
I'm gonna keep it real and theonly reason I could say even
whether I disagree with it ornot Is because they got so many
rights.
I'm not, I'm not, I'm a.

(01:51:17):
I don't give a fuck.
I'm against homosexuality.
I'm gonna say that live anddirect if you got somebody, I
got, I mean it is what it is,I'm gonna get.
I got love for you.
I'm not judging you, but I'magainst it because we supposed
to be here to Appropriate theworld.
That's your thing, that's yourthing, uh-huh, but I'm against

(01:51:37):
that.
But back on that, I don't know.
I just don't want to be in thattype of Situation you know,
because my lady my lady is gonnasay something.
I Don't really got to saynothing cuz she's gonna say
something.
If especially a kid she don'tplay about, no kids, uh-huh, I'm

(01:51:58):
saying so.
I ain't been in that situation,but now I'm gonna be on alert
of looking, because they gottransgender bathrooms.

Speaker 2 (01:52:06):
Now let me.
Let me put you in a moreterrifying situation.
You didn't bring all of you,because this is something that
I've witnessed Via social media,not firsthand.
You're at work, wherever it is,maybe you may work.
You're at work.
You get a phone call from yourdaycare provider of your

(01:52:29):
daughter.
The teacher says hey, what'sgoing on?
How are you?
Yes, your daughter Was usingthe bathroom today.
She was sent into the bathroomwith Thomas, who is who
identifies as non-binary, andwhen she came out of the

(01:52:50):
bathroom stole she had no pantson.
Thomas directed her to put thepants back on and then, when
they exited the bathroom, yourfive-year-old daughter proceeded
to tell Thomas hey, I'm gonnaget you fired.
Thomas reported this to theteacher and the teacher makes an

(01:53:13):
incident report and thenproceeds to call your phone.
You know damn well yourdaughter didn't say to Thomas
hey, I'm gonna get you firedbecause your daughter's five
years old and you know yourdaughter very well.
Your question in the fact thatshe came out.
Why did she come out of thebathroom?
So, with no pants on, yeah, nowyour question in the fact why

(01:53:37):
did Thomas take my fuckingdaughter to the bathroom?
Let's talk about this.
Y'all are parents.
Let's talk about this.
Randy, how do you feel yourdaughter was taken to the
bathroom?
I can't really talk on thatbecause that would reflect.

Speaker 4 (01:53:50):
I feel like that would be given too much away,
because I feel like the harshreality is this and we better
come up with 2024 if you're notunderstanding what's going on in
the world, if you don'tunderstand was not the world.
If you understand what's goingon within this nation by itself,
bro, you, you deserveeverything that's coming to you,

(01:54:11):
you know.
So that goes into.
If something like that goesdown, what do you do?
And I can't, I can't talk aboutthat.
No, because you know, because,because the reality is, Because,
because, because the reality is, the reality is that you should

(01:54:32):
be, you should already be inthat mind frame.
Yeah, if you have children andyour children are under 10, you
should have already been in thatmind frame of understanding,
and then that would have openedyour eyes up to other things.

Speaker 3 (01:54:47):
Right, that's what you're trying them to excuse me.
All right, we got to see someearly.

Speaker 4 (01:54:51):
Yeah, you got to teach them early, but that would
open your mind up.
That's some same black people,you know.
Listen, I know there's madpeople on it because I've heard
some great professionals come upon here during the podcast.
Yeah, from Connecticut, fromMassachusetts.
That's what I love about thepodcast to bro.
But you know, we need to wakeup, because if you start
thinking like that, like yo,what am I gonna do?

(01:55:12):
I'm gonna let the judicialsystem work.
No, he's just gonna do it.
Right, bar, you're gonna do itand try to get away with it.
And if so, what are the plansof action?
So, how are you gonna do this?
Sometimes you can't get away.
Sometimes you can get 12, 15years out of the situation
Before it comes to life or bitesyou back in the ass, of course,
Sometimes you can get awayscot-free.

Speaker 2 (01:55:37):
But here's the thing at the end of the day, what the
fuck you doing?

Speaker 4 (01:55:40):
Listen on some real life shit, because I want to be
real serious about this was areal life shit.
At the end of the day, when youstart Thinking like that, you
start to open your minds up tounderstanding things, things why
certain Relations are made, whyblack panthers are doing what
they're doing, the new blackpanthers doing what they're
doing, why people are doing whatthey're doing Now, I'm a they
can't focus, that's it.

(01:56:01):
That's it, bro, that's it.
You gotta be focused and if youain't about all that, you still
secular just about you andyours.
You at least should be puttingaway for you and yours, because
there's gonna be times whereyou're gonna be tested.
The laws and power that be inplace that you know of just like
you knew of the dollar, mm-hmmare going to start changing.
Mm-hmm, you understand me, it'schanging now 2024.

Speaker 2 (01:56:26):
It's changing right now.

Speaker 4 (01:56:28):
Changing now right now in front of ours.
There's certain sex, you know,like New York, right, the
largest police department in thenation, right, they still do
what they do because they'rehuge, but they've been slowed
down quite a bit From what theyused to do.
I'm gonna muck, laws havechanged, so therefore, guess
what militias already been madein sex and secular.

(01:56:49):
You don't really know who's whoand what's what until you're
really in there.
But the thing I didn't likeabout um, I'm thinking, like
about the black lives mattermovement that pissed me off was
your listen.
They're a black young old inmiddle-aged black professionals
who are police officers,firefighters, chiefs, that have

(01:57:10):
put up with discrimination overand over again.
And now you're putting them,you're gonna ostracize them and
put them in a situation wherethey got to choose, but no one's
paying their mortgage.
How do you feel about?
No, no, no, no, for real,nobody was paying their mortgage
.
Uh-huh, you understand thatthere's tons of Hartford black
firefighters that were underfire for some shit like that Are

(01:57:31):
there even tons of blackfirefighters in Hartford.
There's enough.

Speaker 2 (01:57:38):
But cuz I'm I'm quite certain, cuz I've done the
research, the ratio is the ratiodrama listen.

Speaker 4 (01:57:45):
The ratio may be small, but there is a black to
white is ridiculous.

Speaker 2 (01:57:50):
Yeah, of course there is.

Speaker 3 (01:57:54):
And Connecticut fire fighters and my talk about
minority.

Speaker 5 (01:57:59):
Firefighters.

Speaker 4 (01:58:00):
We said is this is way more white white of course,
but look where we at You'retalking about the capitol.
Oh, now you start talking aboutnumbers, as in you know how
many horses, how many use thingsare not deemed cities or even
towns.
Yeah, yeah, yeah, thepopulation, population, uh-huh,
that's, that's, that's that'sapples to oranges.
I'm talking about theconcentration, the high

(01:58:23):
concentration, hartford County.
Yeah, the high concentrationMm-hmm.
There's a lot of minoritiesthere, for sure they're
represented and you're puttingthem under fire.
These are people that havegrandbabies.
These are people that gotmothers, wives, you know, saying
daughters and so and so thatshit wasn't helping them at all.
It could have been a totalchange of Just real black lives

(01:58:47):
period on a grand scale, but allthose millions and billions of
dollars black lives matter wasraking in was not being
allocated correctly.

Speaker 2 (01:58:54):
Absolutely not.
That's why that's that's whatleads me to my next question how
do you feel about how blacklives matter handles in general?

Speaker 4 (01:59:03):
Are you a supporter of BLM?
They don't know.
They don't exist, no more.

Speaker 3 (01:59:06):
No, there's no black lives matter was an agenda to
support, I Believe, the LGBTQ.
Hmm speak.
All that shit came aroundaround the same time.
They was keep talking aboutblack lives matter to get all
the people riled up and and allthat shit was a test to see.

(01:59:28):
All this should be a test, man,and all the shit be staged.
This should be stage, bro.
We make an event which might bereal death for life, but it's
still a act.
I mean yeah, and then, and thenthey see where the people at
all this should be ahead.
All the Trayvon Martin and allthat shit.
This is, this should be thisshit in America.

(01:59:51):
So emotional.
They don't sit back, they don'tthink out the box, they just,
whatever the fucking governmentor the news tell them, they just
run with that shit.
They tell them that the world,by the end of tomorrow,
everybody body be panicking andall that other.

Speaker 4 (02:00:05):
Shredding.

Speaker 3 (02:00:05):
John Warder Tullipina .

Speaker 2 (02:00:07):
Everybody gonna run the war more and buy everything
yeah.

Speaker 5 (02:00:11):
They told everybody you'll get a COVID shot right.

Speaker 2 (02:00:14):
My dumb ass went and got one.
Niggas you a dumb ass.

Speaker 4 (02:00:18):
Wow, I was talking about that.
Now, let's talk about that Allright, let's talk about it.

Speaker 2 (02:00:23):
I was bro.
I was forced by my own familyman.

Speaker 1 (02:00:27):
Yes, I was.

Speaker 2 (02:00:30):
My mom's told me straight up if you don't get the
COVID shot, don't come back.
Motherfucker, everybody at thecrib, everybody going to the
crib for holidays and shit likethat.
I gotta go nigga.

Speaker 3 (02:00:47):
I gotta go.
What the people?

Speaker 2 (02:00:50):
you know.
So, mommy, I love you, ain'tmad at you, you can make me get
the COVID shot.
I love my mom's to death.
Nigga Mama love made me get theCOVID shot.
I had to get it, that's it.

Speaker 3 (02:01:01):
Did you catch the corona?
You had a shot.
Never, never.
You was lucky, never otherpeople that took the shot and
Never caught that shit, nevercaught that shit, I believe.

Speaker 2 (02:01:14):
Thank God, bless you.

Speaker 3 (02:01:16):
That's it was nothing but like just being regular
sick man.
I lost my taste.
I was in the house, my girl, Ihave me on lock.
Then my brother caught itbecause she had him downstairs.
It did she caught it.
It did it something click down,had like, oh, just like regular
sick.
And then, once you got it, weall together, yeah, yeah, I'm
mad like you.

(02:01:36):
I was outside, bro, I've liedto man employers.

Speaker 4 (02:01:39):
I was like I like to employers, mad times that I had
it, but you know I was a curfew.

Speaker 5 (02:01:45):
You thought it'd be like four or five deep.
You really got six feet away.

Speaker 2 (02:01:48):
Yeah, that's all of that.
Yo, I think it was big day, oneday.

Speaker 3 (02:01:54):
That the shit.
They killed the dude, thedoctor that said all that shit
about the corona home death.
Some doctors that do Fauci.
No, he lied.
Some bro.
I Was in the urban acts podcastpiece, black dot and son, and

(02:02:15):
they was talking about the dude,the main doctor, that
motherfucking.

Speaker 2 (02:02:24):
That they had.

Speaker 3 (02:02:25):
No, the main doctor that they had as a spokesperson
for the corona home is deathBecause he know the secret.
He know.
Oh, that shit was bullshit.
Now that some people died offroad, but mostly older people,
respiratory problems, Don't makepeople first.

Speaker 5 (02:02:43):
They made that car so serious that you had people pin
it, being the house you had agot you.

Speaker 4 (02:02:52):
Shout out to the warehouses man.
I was getting in path, but youknow.

Speaker 2 (02:02:57):
I was a central hours in the city.
You fucking with Trump.
2024.

Speaker 4 (02:03:01):
Shout out to the bonuses that was given them
saying during COVID Chats allthat shit, man cuz I was around
for that.
You understand me.

Speaker 2 (02:03:09):
I was in.
I was in New York City 2020,2021, 2022.
No, not 2020, 2021.
That's when it was really lit.
2019.
I was in New York City.
When I tell you COVID changedlives.

(02:03:29):
Covid, like the money thatshould help me over the change,
the motherfucking game, I'mtalking about yo.
I'm telling you niggas, thatNiggas, that was fucked up.
I was ballin niggas.
That was fucked up, like notdoing nothing with their lives.
These niggas got these.

(02:03:50):
These niggas is taking trips.
You know I'm saying all got newshorties, everything I'm
already going courtesy of DonaldTrump.
That shit is the the samethings that I'm talking about.
Sipping 1942 On a Tuesday nightright in front of projects, so
chilling.

(02:04:10):
These same niggas.
Right now it's fucking homeless.
My nigga.

Speaker 5 (02:04:14):
Like real talk, like prayers go out of them these
niggas can't find jobs.

Speaker 2 (02:04:20):
Like you know, I'm saying like never getting that,
like that again.
Yeah that that time is over,that's your over that time is
the right thing with that.
Time is over.

Speaker 5 (02:04:29):
If you improperly invest that money, it's good
riddance, because they gave youa lump sum, your first check.

Speaker 3 (02:04:40):
Yeah, thanks, it was quitting a job.

Speaker 2 (02:04:42):
Facts yeah, no, niggas was not going to work.
Money ain't good money.

Speaker 5 (02:04:59):
Donald Trump definitely given out racks.

Speaker 3 (02:05:04):
Giving out bands, the lesser he was.

Speaker 2 (02:05:09):
The lesser he was.
That's what I'm saying.
Yo, randy, who you voting for2024?
Tell me Donald Trump.

Speaker 4 (02:05:24):
You know what.
It's imperative and it also toworks to my bio a lot of pretty
smart.

Speaker 3 (02:05:29):
Yes, your question.
Let's me um.
I start your intelligence.
You know I already got the nextpresident lined up.

Speaker 4 (02:05:36):
They probably do my first.
So what you vote, so what yougoing for, it's just for the
political plane anddocumentation, the documentation
.
There we go.

Speaker 3 (02:05:45):
So they could, so they know how to move on us
political plane documentation.
So they know how to move on us,of course.
So you bought us, so they knowhow to move on us.

Speaker 4 (02:05:54):
They're born, so I know how they're gonna move with
me and how they gonna deal withme accordingly.
Do you understand every?
I can't.
I can't go into the dirtydepths of things, but it's like
for you to understand psychologywith them.
It's not even reverse psychology, because they already know who
you are.
You know To maneuver in anybusiness aspect, especially in
the state of Connecticut, tomove on any scale in business.
And I ain't got no baby mama'sco-signing, my grandmama ain't

(02:06:17):
linked to an iron stunt in thefront for me to be a Felon and a
legit business owner in thestate of Connecticut.
They know who you are very well.
No man they know.
Your township knows who you arevery well and so therefore you
just kind of maneuvering.
You know how to play Presidentsfor time.
I hope for both.
I vote for downtown the emperorIn presidential but towns are

(02:06:40):
disappointed.

Speaker 3 (02:06:41):
Have you ever, have you ever voted for somebody?
And then when?
Of course, were youdisappointed and did you think
they should have one?

Speaker 4 (02:06:49):
not at all.
You're never to be disappointed, never.

Speaker 5 (02:06:55):
Dangang.

Speaker 4 (02:06:59):
It's highly adaptive.
That's all because you're blackin America.
You never forget that.
Make a heart.
You never forget that.
No matter who you vote, how youvote, you're black in America
and if you create in blackfamily and black excellence on
any scale in this nation, you'regonna have to understand that
it's gonna come with its trialsand tribulations period.
Do your voice do.

Speaker 3 (02:07:20):
Do your vote count to you?

Speaker 4 (02:07:24):
I'm not sure.
I just told you it only countsfor documentation.
So it's not, it only counts fordocumentation.
It's good on paper, yeah,that's it.

Speaker 3 (02:07:31):
I don't count that, yeah.
So my back to my question whywould you vote?
I just answered your question.
I'm confused though.

Speaker 4 (02:07:40):
I'm just asking.
You're confused because you'renot trying to understand what
I'm coming from.
I said it's only fordocumentation.
You say why, Documentation forwho, what people, what powers
that be?
What are you talking about?

Speaker 3 (02:07:51):
Yeah, they're talking , why would I?

Speaker 4 (02:07:52):
vote for them.

Speaker 3 (02:07:54):
Listen, don't make a difference.
Don't make a difference if youvote.

Speaker 1 (02:07:56):
Hey, listen, if a black person I'm just asking If
you hold on.

Speaker 4 (02:07:58):
Let me ask you this then Do you think Barack Obama
was for us?
No, I don't know if I'm goingto write this.
What does it make a difference?

Speaker 3 (02:08:04):
I don't vote for them .
Excuse me, excuse me.

Speaker 4 (02:08:06):
Sir, sir, I just asked you a question.
Whether you're black, whetheryou're Asian, whether you're
white, if you got in an office,it doesn't make a difference
anyway, Because it was alreadypredestined.
So if I know all this why wouldI vote?
And the only thing I'm going toget out of it is the
documentation to know what sidehe's on or how he navigates the
situation politically.
Then that's how I got to do it.

Speaker 3 (02:08:27):
Right, are you going to find out?
I'm not coming at you, we'rejust talking.

Speaker 4 (02:08:30):
We're just talking, we're vibing man.
This is real shit.

Speaker 3 (02:08:34):
You want to find out if you didn't vote.
I'm going to use a U because Iasked you I want to find one out
.
If you didn't vote for just sayfuck Barack.
Anybody generally talking, ifyou ain't never voted what you
had-.
I voted for him the first time.

Speaker 4 (02:08:52):
I voted for him.
I'm not going to be a part ofhistory.
What are?

Speaker 1 (02:08:54):
you talking about we all did, we all did.
That's what I didn't know.

Speaker 3 (02:08:58):
We all won that.
If you didn't vote, youwouldn't have found the same
results.

Speaker 2 (02:09:06):
Maybe, maybe it would have been the same results,
but-.

Speaker 3 (02:09:10):
So one vote really counts, two, three votes really
counts.

Speaker 2 (02:09:13):
I want to say why they're rigging the votes for Me
personally, because I have adifferent stance than Randy.
Randy has a different-.
Did Biden really win or didTrump really win that last
election?
I want to say Trump but-.

Speaker 5 (02:09:25):
Is it Trump supporting?

Speaker 2 (02:09:27):
No, I'm keeping it real, though.
I want to say I want to say youknow, me and Randy have
different stances, but I want tosay the Each individual vote is
documentation.
It is documentation, but it'son a larger scale because you
have to go it's a lot of shitthat goes into voting.
The population, the state, thecollegiate votes that go into it

(02:09:52):
and how many?

Speaker 4 (02:09:53):
people in experience In experience, life experience.

Speaker 3 (02:09:57):
Only how many people in the United States that we got
to depopulize.
What do you mean you just mighthave to.
What do you mean they alwayswant to know.
There's always a census in thepopulation.
Yeah, absolutely.
They always talking about BillGates and the Miz.

Speaker 1 (02:10:14):
Yo, we got to do this , and that the population that
Populize.

Speaker 3 (02:10:17):
So that's a fork.
To me, that's a form of Gather.
All these people votes.
Tally them up.
That's how many people we gotin the world.
Because is it the world?
Is it 52?

Speaker 2 (02:10:30):
states or 50 states, however.
So now we're getting into moreelaborate theories.
Now we're talking about, likethe census and population
control, and when you say that'swhat we talked about.

Speaker 1 (02:10:39):
Vote because it's the largest scale.

Speaker 2 (02:10:40):
When you say depopulize, you mean like
talking about killing off theextra population.

Speaker 3 (02:10:47):
That's how this conversation came up.
Yeah, absolutely.

Speaker 2 (02:10:50):
By the corona.
I understand where you'recoming from and I want to just
say that these things couldpotentially be true, but without
the evidence to provide soright now.
From this ground Whatever it isE what evidence do we have?

(02:11:13):
We can't-.
We could say whatever we want,but it's just a theory.

Speaker 3 (02:11:17):
Excuses bro, it's in your face.
I hear you, if you see it ornot.
That's all I'm saying.

Speaker 2 (02:11:25):
Yeah it is.
It is in your face.
Let me help.

Speaker 4 (02:11:27):
Let me help out.
What he's saying is is listen,man, I got a podcast to run, so
I have to say these things Inaccordance with how the podcast
is being ran.
How, when is that all you do Torefrain myself from being sued
on any form, because you knowthe niggas will?

Speaker 3 (02:11:45):
come for you, bro.
Bro, we have a low bottom.

Speaker 4 (02:11:49):
Oh, give them fuck what you mean, bro.
You got the bread.
I'm coming for you.
What's wrong with you?

Speaker 3 (02:11:53):
What are you talking about what bread?
What bread?
Listen, if you lose-.

Speaker 4 (02:11:59):
I'm talking about the people that like to sue other
companies to try to put thesquash.
If you coming up and youracking up the views and you
getting the shit going and nowyou syndicated and you making a
little bit of money, I'm gonnafuck.
If they can and they got moremoney and they more leverage
than you, they will try tosquash you, my brother said that
his highest views was 800people.

Speaker 3 (02:12:17):
We not at 800,000.
We this for the underground,yeah.

Speaker 1 (02:12:23):
That's what I'm talking about.
This is for the underground Iain't talking about-.

Speaker 3 (02:12:25):
We even that's ain't drink trends bro.

Speaker 2 (02:12:28):
Even would it be in I still love this shit.

Speaker 4 (02:12:32):
Even would it be it's our own drinks here.

Speaker 2 (02:12:36):
It's a burgeoning podcast.
It's something we just startedhere in Connecticut October 27th
and even with it just starting,october 27th 2023.
We've been sued twice For what?
We've been sued twice?
Yeah, I heard these stories,bro.

Speaker 4 (02:12:56):
What was the first one?
Don't get him started.
Please don't get that started.

Speaker 2 (02:12:59):
How much is that?

Speaker 4 (02:13:01):
Don't get him and don't get that started.
Just straight to the point, bro.
What was the?

Speaker 2 (02:13:05):
first what do you call it?
Just a?

Speaker 5 (02:13:08):
defamation of character.
Who was character?

Speaker 2 (02:13:12):
A person out of Connecticut that I was allegedly
speaking on and what I sayearlier, before I found this out
, I said you go too hard.

Speaker 3 (02:13:21):
Yeah, I said that.

Speaker 1 (02:13:22):
And I didn't even know.

Speaker 3 (02:13:23):
That's why I'm asking home give me an example.
Yeah, you did.
You go too hard.
I didn't go too hard on nobody.
I went hard on publicinformation.

Speaker 2 (02:13:32):
Yeah, facts, you did.
You feel me, you did.
Absolutely, I agree with you.
That's it.
But I'm just saying, like, thereason that I took the stance
that I was cause, like justcoming from a reporting stance,
like I can't really speak onanything unless I could prove it
.
You know what I'm saying.
Like, and these are very strongallegations that we're making

(02:13:55):
and they make sense, but I don'thave the other side to like
stand down on it.
Like, yeah, like, this is whythat happened such and such.
You know what I'm saying.
Like, I don't know, I'm justsaying that this is why that's
happening.
You get what I'm saying.
You get what I'm coming from.
Like, I have to come from afactual standpoint where I sit.
That's it.

Speaker 3 (02:14:16):
Like, that's why even people from but if it's going
to cause a problem, I might needto leave it alone.

Speaker 2 (02:14:23):
No, no, there we go.
I don't, like, I don't agreewith that, because I feel like
the truth needs to be heard, oreverything, like everything.

Speaker 3 (02:14:31):
No matter what it means.

Speaker 2 (02:14:33):
So you can't pick a choose, then you can't pick and
choose.

Speaker 3 (02:14:36):
I'm not saying to pick and choose, I'm saying in
the future that's why I'mtelling you you gotta, you ain't
gotta, report on everything,it's all right.
It's all right, say like this,say you in the neighborhood and
there's some neighborhood shitgoing on.
You gonna report on it becauseyou got a podcast?
No, all right, then that's whatwe talking about.
Yeah, so certain shit, if theyhurt you, if you got a thing

(02:14:56):
about it twice like should I dothis or not, you shouldn't
probably do it, yeah.
Or you should ask somebody thatyou confided Should I put this
out?
What you think about this?
Uh huh, like you said, like howwe talking, and he said the
people come for you.
Yeah, anybody come for you.

Speaker 2 (02:15:13):
Anybody would come for you.
You feel what I'm saying, bro.
Anybody would come for you,that's a fact.
It will, that's a fact.

Speaker 3 (02:15:20):
But when we come, when we talking about that, talk
nigga, I'm gonna die one dayanyway.
So definitely I'm gonna die onmy feet, bro, yeah for sure.
And I'm gonna die for what Ibelieve you ready, stand on
yours.
I might not want to, I mighteven be scared, but I'm gonna
have to go through what I gottago through.

Speaker 2 (02:15:37):
Yeah, for what I gotta go through To stand on
yours.

Speaker 3 (02:15:40):
Alright, james, that's why I get, so I wasn't
coming at you.
Reign, yeah, man it was okay.

Speaker 1 (02:15:44):
I just get passionate in certain things like to talk
about this, bro.

Speaker 3 (02:15:47):
Yeah, nah, I feel you For real, because that's the
shit that's really divided andconquering us as a whole, as
black men, yeah, when you talkabout unity and all that other
stuff, alright, yes, that's theshit that's breaking us up, then
You're not.

Speaker 4 (02:16:00):
You're not respecting another man's opinion, that he
just don't agree with whatyou're saying.
Yeah, for sure.
And the flag, all that red blueand white shit.

Speaker 3 (02:16:09):
they been all that.
That's gang shit.
That's their gang that they puton us, because every gang is
infiltrated by the CIA orsomebody like that.
Yeah, nah, for sure.

Speaker 4 (02:16:24):
For sure.
All I know is I played a game.

Speaker 5 (02:16:31):
And I'm just trying to win.
Play the red.

Speaker 4 (02:16:34):
I said that's all man .

Speaker 1 (02:16:35):
Everybody Alright fine balance and play the win.
Fine balance and play the win.

Speaker 4 (02:16:41):
God first, that's my son, god, for all day.

Speaker 3 (02:16:43):
That's my son, All day I don't say nothing about
this.

Speaker 4 (02:16:45):
No, I'm bound.
Yeah, fine balance.
No, I agreed with you.
I didn't speak your piece, Iagreed with you.

Speaker 3 (02:16:50):
I'm saying like, definitely, there's only two,
god of the devil, there ain't no, there ain't no.
This, this shit that we goingon in the world don't even
matter, right, it's the shit youcan't even see, that nigga
don't even think about Anybody.
Talk about motherfucking good,I mean all the bad shit that go
in, but don't know, president,ever tell you hey, yo as a
nation, let's pray.
You're not going to hear them.

(02:17:11):
Say none of that shit to you,not in.

Speaker 2 (02:17:13):
America, but in other countries.

Speaker 4 (02:17:15):
Maybe In other countries.
I'll talk about America.
I'll talk about America BecauseI was about to say, like I,
don't live in America, we canstart naming countries that will
do that.

Speaker 3 (02:17:22):
Yeah, and they stand on what they stand on, for sure
For sure.

Speaker 1 (02:17:26):
I'm saying not America, not America.

Speaker 2 (02:17:27):
No, america, america God is gold or you are drugs.
What America is going to do isencourage your children that
they are sexless, that they arewhatever they feel they are.
So we could push money into themedical field of transitioning
young boys and girls into theopposite sex.

(02:17:49):
That's what America is going todo.
America is going to promotefuckery like that.

Speaker 5 (02:17:54):
America is going to tell you Babylon.
America is going to tell you.

Speaker 2 (02:17:57):
You know what I'm saying.
America is going to tell yourson oh, you like Barbies.
No, oh, that's fine.
Because I'm going to tell myson shit, I'm going to tell my
son Facts and you got to makesure that you're in control of
their future and not the powersto be Not social media, not

(02:18:19):
social media, not social media,exactly.

Speaker 3 (02:18:22):
And listen.

Speaker 4 (02:18:23):
I want to make this very clear because sometimes,
like I said, my opinions can beconflicting.
Now I'm saying I'm playing agame, right, but if I have a
healthy fear and understandingof what God wants and requires
even though now I'm trying tofind balance I know for a fact
that I have to answer for a lotof shit, that I've done Shit

(02:18:43):
that only God and I really knowDon't need to forgive you, right
, and so you got to answer for alot of shit.
So now, more so than ever,especially now that I got my son
, I navigate through life morewith understanding that you know
what I might just go downanyway, but it doesn't mean I
cannot be understanding, and sothat's why I'm trying to, that's

(02:19:07):
why I try to maneuver.
No way and nigga all right.
Let's say like this let's saythere is, hypothetically
speaking, let's say there is,some level of commandment or
some level of order of dos anddon'ts, right?
Let's just say, for the sake ofargument, In relation to the
probably gates.
I don't think I will, bro.
Yeah, so right now, what I'mdoing?

(02:19:28):
What I'm doing is I'm a man,listen, listen.

Speaker 3 (02:19:33):
I'm on that.
I'm on that level, likeeverybody will listen.

Speaker 4 (02:19:36):
I'm on that.
Well, I hope so.
I'm on that level.
I'm on that level ofunderstanding.
I'm not even trying to make upanymore, I'm really else.
This is my son came before myson.
I was trying to make up andtrying to do right and do my
thing, but I had, like you know,salacious activities.
That's why I'd be trying totalk to you like I don't
understand what you're trying todo moment.
But you, young, you're going todo what you want to do and you,

(02:19:57):
you know successful black, youknow entrepreneur doing your
thing.
Yeah, but, on another note,it's like I kind of been there,
done that.
So what, that being said, is,now I just float through life
like understanding that I mightnot make it, but I'm maneuvering
with a level of understanding Iwant, I'm trying to maneuver
with a level of understandingand now that I have my, my, my

(02:20:17):
only child, I'm really likeunderstanding some other next
level shit that I haven'tunderstand.
Now, yeah, I'm a late dad.
There's a lot of niggas sayingwhat you talking about.
Man, I got three, four kids upand running Quiddos to you,
brother, I appreciate yougetting old, I appreciate you,
black man.
However, this is myunderstanding.
Now it's a different playingfield, different level of

(02:20:37):
understanding, and so now here Iam, you know.
So I just I'm just maneuveringlike yo I'm going to go down
anyway probably, but you know itdoesn't.
Yeah, exactly Hold on.
It doesn't mean.
Whatever it may be.
So let's say let's say, let'ssay no, I believe hell is right
here on earth.
So where you going down to?

(02:20:59):
I'm talking about listen, Idon't know.
Listen here.
Here's something I firmlybelieve in the essence of things
I firmly believe you have to be.
You do have to be held to astandard morally as human beings
on this planet.

(02:21:19):
I agree with you.
If you have done some real like, created like some real type of
malice, I'm talking about somereal harmful shit towards other
people.

Speaker 1 (02:21:30):
I'm not talking about vindictive shit, not talking
about evil.

Speaker 4 (02:21:36):
However, yeah, evil, harmful.
Evil is still going to beharmful, I don't care what you
say.
If you're using, even if you'reusing, social media right now,
it is still harmful, it's stillcrushing.
This is a level, a differentlevel of things.
Right, that's what made Saw sobeautiful.
Right, made it such a scarymovie because guess what?
The anticipation in the mindfucked before you really got

(02:21:59):
fucked.
That's what made Saw sobeautiful.
So yo, bro, for real, you'realready going.
I don't know what's going on,but I know I'm going to have to
pay for some shit because I'mreally not do some shit and even
sometimes I ain't going tofront, sometimes finding that
balance I'm being accountablefor you.

Speaker 3 (02:22:16):
You're holding yourself accountable, but listen
, bro, I don't mean going downto whatever the fuck you're
going down to.

Speaker 4 (02:22:22):
Yeah, yeah, but I make it listen, even if it goes
down, however it go down.
That's what I navigate, how Inavigate, like I understand,
even even when dealing withlisten, even with dealing with
my young wife now just talkingabout relationships, sometimes I
sit back and I just like, yo,you're really lucky, yeah, cause
already would have just boom,boom, boom.
I just be like, yeah, this isthis is, this is what I'm

(02:22:44):
dealing with, because I've donesome things.
You've grown.
I've grown Right.
If you got someone who'saccusing you or something you
got yourself fucked up andjammed up in some situation,
yeah, that person might be wrongfor lying and telling them you
lying on you right, trying toblemish your name.
But then you have to still sitback and put the mirror in front
of your face and ask yourselfhow the fuck did I even get
associated with someone likethat in the first?

Speaker 2 (02:23:05):
place yeah.

Speaker 4 (02:23:07):
What happened there?

Speaker 2 (02:23:08):
How the fuck did you get associated?
Whose fault is that Exactly?

Speaker 4 (02:23:13):
It's no.
So now you just got to get themirrors back on you.
You feel me?

Speaker 2 (02:23:17):
Mirrors back on you, yeah exactly you got to hold
yourself accountable.
Yeah, exactly, I fuck with it.
I agree with it.

Speaker 3 (02:23:26):
To me, randy man, once you, once you, like you,
said you've grown up immature,right?
So then we ought to do some badshit we ain't proud of.
But I ain't going to determine,I don't know that that
determined your fate.

Speaker 4 (02:23:44):
That's the whole beauty thing of fate, per
definition.
You know what I'm saying.
That's the whole thing.
We don't have no clue andthat's why I saw that's how I
maneuver, like I'm doing thisthing.
I don't have no clue.
If I'm going to go out ofbusiness in the next quarter, am
I going to see bike season?
Is my commercial account goingto be enough to give me that
influx of cash to make some morebeautiful things happen on top
of me grinding throughout thiswinter?

(02:24:05):
I don't know these things.

Speaker 2 (02:24:06):
But I'm faithful, Listen, listen listen, but I'm
faked.

Speaker 4 (02:24:09):
That is part of my life.

Speaker 2 (02:24:10):
Nah, I'm faking it is .

Speaker 3 (02:24:12):
But, I'm just faithful that could change if
he's paying mortgage on time,but I'm saying.

Speaker 4 (02:24:16):
I'm saying like this I'm walking through life right
now with an understanding thatall this can go to shit as long
as I was doing right being atthat shop.
You can't tell you how manytimes where a young kid of color
, like, let's say, an Indian kid, come in, got a flat tire and

(02:24:38):
it's so shocked to see a brownface on the other side of the
counter I can see it in theirface.
They out there, they inHarrington's, and fucking rare
Couple pull up and they seeingthat Yo oh shit, this is a black
and I've impacted lives andI've made things, certain things
, be known and people love mystory and for that I'm trying to

(02:25:01):
change people, perspectives onunderstanding that everyone's
different.
You ain't never going to changenobody.
I mean never, ever.
Oh, they never see what thefuck I'm coming from.
But and guess what?
I got an answer for a lot ofshit.
I know that because I believein a higher power.

Speaker 3 (02:25:18):
But I'm a walk through life.
That's why I was asking.

Speaker 5 (02:25:20):
You believe in a?

Speaker 3 (02:25:21):
higher power.
Why would you want to go?

Speaker 4 (02:25:23):
down.
You ain't going to.
It's not about what you want.
That's the only thing.

Speaker 3 (02:25:27):
That's what I believe it has.

Speaker 4 (02:25:29):
But listen, that's the whole thing.
People thinking it's a physicalthing.
You don't know what it is, wehave no idea.
No one has really came backfrom anything like that.

Speaker 3 (02:25:38):
Some people have these premonitions where I died,
and this one it was like yousaid, you're not going to be
accepted, so you already believeyou're going somewhere.

Speaker 4 (02:25:45):
What are you talking about?
I just said I wasn't going tosee.
That's the thing.
I never said.

Speaker 2 (02:25:48):
I wasn't going to be accepted, you got to go down.
That's what you said.

Speaker 4 (02:25:50):
I said if I go, what you mean if I go down?
If I go down, could be beingheld accountable.

Speaker 3 (02:25:55):
It could be hey, listen, that's what I'm asking
you.
I'm confused.
That's what I keep saying whenyou going?
You keep saying I'm going down.

Speaker 4 (02:26:01):
What you talking about, if you going down.
So what do you mean by?
What do you think I mean bysaying going down?
Hell, we wasn't, that's what.

Speaker 2 (02:26:08):
I said that's what we assume.

Speaker 1 (02:26:09):
Yeah before you start talking about the job, I'm like
really what that got to do withwe?

Speaker 3 (02:26:13):
talk about, because I'm still on.
No, we was on spiritual.
Remember, we're on spiritual.

Speaker 4 (02:26:17):
We are on spiritual, but you got to understand.
Here's the verb Maybe.
I was like oh, you think you'regoing down, so automatically
you assimilate that word of oh,I'm going down into hell.
Now you asked me where youbelieve hell.
I believe hell is here on earth.
I made that statement.
Yeah, you did so.
What that being said is but I'msaying I'm going down, I'm
saying, like dog, there's somethings that have been done that

(02:26:42):
I cannot take back.

Speaker 3 (02:26:43):
So you say and I know that.

Speaker 4 (02:26:45):
I say I was going to be taken.

Speaker 3 (02:26:47):
I'm going to ask you what you down me.

Speaker 2 (02:26:48):
I think he's saying I'm going to be held accountable
.

Speaker 4 (02:26:50):
I'm going to be held accountable.
Yeah, you ain't going to slipby.
So you think it physically down.
If I'm saying I'm going down,I'm not saying it physically.
I'm asking you to explain whatyou talking about.
I just told you, I explained.
You don't want to accept whatI'm explaining.
I'm explaining to you is I'mnever, ever talking about some
purgatory fire.
You're going to burn it.
All types of sit on the stonethere and your flesh is going to

(02:27:10):
rip thousands of times, allright.

Speaker 3 (02:27:11):
So how are you going to go down talking about that?
Are you going to go down to beheld accountable?
You're not going to slip by yougoing to jail.

Speaker 4 (02:27:17):
Somebody's going to do something to you Listen,
listen to me, listen to me.
I believe you.
You're talking about heaven orhell.
He said he's not talking aboutthat.

Speaker 3 (02:27:22):
He said he's not talking about that.
He said he's not talking aboutthat.
I'm talking about entering onany level?

Speaker 4 (02:27:26):
I don't know.
Listen, people will say heavenor hell.
Right, listen to me, I'm goingto come to the point of
realizing that, okay, who's tosay that the Christians are
right saying heaven or hell?
Who's to say that the Muslimsare right saying what they
believe in heaven and hell is?
Who's to say the Jews are right?
But the common bond, the commonbond and understanding, is that

(02:27:47):
there's a higher power thanyourself, even an eight.
I'm listening to that.

Speaker 5 (02:27:51):
I believe independently.
Each individual like thinkabout their own religion.
So we're writing as what youmake it Okay.

Speaker 4 (02:27:58):
What do you believe in?
What do you believe in?
I'm not complaining that to him.
He's like where are you goingto go?
You're not talking aboutreligion.
What am I talking about?

Speaker 3 (02:28:05):
That's what I'm asking you, because what many of
you talking about, you ain'ttalking about purgatory, which
is hell.

Speaker 4 (02:28:11):
You're trying to say I'm not, I'm not, I'm not
willing to be characterized bywhat your definitions are.
That's where the discourse ishappening.
You use the word down All.

Speaker 3 (02:28:20):
I did was actually.
What do you mean by the worddown?
And what I say purgatory, butthen you start saying being held
accountable for my actions.

Speaker 4 (02:28:28):
Bro, I'm going down, you can't slip through the
cracks.
Hey, you know how you getaround.
All right, yo, your word is howyou get around.

Speaker 3 (02:28:34):
How you get around.
I held accountable for what youdid in the past.
You can't slide by.
All right, that's all I meant.

Speaker 4 (02:28:39):
You can't slide All right, all right.

Speaker 3 (02:28:43):
What I mean is how you said it.
Like I'm going down, so I'llsay Randy, don't you think
somebody going to do somethingto you?
No, I get what he's talkingabout.

Speaker 2 (02:28:49):
You're going to jet yeah.

Speaker 1 (02:28:50):
Okay.

Speaker 2 (02:28:50):
Okay, okay, okay.
I'll get what you're talkingabout.
That's what I was confused, bro.

Speaker 4 (02:28:58):
I thought it was anything on the actual plane,
and the plane is what we view asreality.
What we're seeing right now istangible, right, this mug and
whatever.
I'm seeing you and seeing you.
If I'm saying that I'm goingdown on this plane, I wouldn't
even talk about it If I thoughtI was going to death, if I
thought I was going to whatpeople deemed as hell, and so

(02:29:19):
someone's going to do somethingto me physically to have my
spirit be held accountable forwhatever.
Yeah, I'm talking about why Iwalked through life, how I
walked through, why, when I seemy boy and I'm like yo, what's
up, man, and whatever he'sreally decided to do, that's
positive, real talk.
I'm about seeing blackpositivity.
Yeah, until you rub me theother way, you think I'm sweet,

(02:29:40):
you think I'm a sucker and I'mjust like.
That's the furthest thing Idon't understand, yeah, I don't
get.
Where did you get that from?
You know what I'm saying?
It's all good, because I wantedto give you mad props about you
being outstanding and you beingon your game about to.
You're trying to throw aweakness Exactly, and as black
men it's like, why would you dothat?
Every other nationality is farmore fitter stand together.

Speaker 2 (02:30:01):
They stand together.
That's the mentality amongst us.
Yeah, it's like yeah, we don'thave a mentality of united or
being a nation.
You know what I'm saying?
We have a mentality Back towhat he was saying Back to what
O was saying.

Speaker 4 (02:30:14):
Back to the essence of it all.
The bottom line is listen, Ifunction on this plane, on this
earth, which I believe the hellis on earth.
Real talk.
Um, in the short life I've beenon this planet, it's my duty
right now to be morallyconscious of how other people

(02:30:39):
feel and how I maneuver throughlife.
I really tried my best.
Even when I spaz out, I try mybest to really see why I went
wrong at.
And that's it, bro.
That's it.
When I say I'm going down, Ican't slide through, I can't
still two or three hours andsleep in the car and get away
with it.
I can't do that.

(02:30:59):
You're not going to slide,you're going to go down.
You're like where the hell areyou going?
You ain't talking to me aboutthat shit you did in 92?
Oh, you used it for that what?
It's not going down like that.
You're going to be heldaccountable.
You're going to be heldaccountable on a certain level.
You're going to have to really,oh, you know, however you
communicate and they're going tobe verbally talking no, I mean

(02:31:20):
because you're in a spirit form,but it's going to be a level of
communication and understandingand whatever that
accountability is going to be,whatever that consequence for
those accountability is going tobe.
That's what it's going to be.
I think I come to terms withthat.
Okay, you're going to hell man.

Speaker 2 (02:31:34):
Yeah, I understand where you're coming from.
Oh, you feel him, you get it.
Oh do and don't.

Speaker 3 (02:31:42):
I understand what he's saying now.
Yeah, that's saying that hewasn't talking about what I
thought he was talking about,but I understand his point of
view.

Speaker 2 (02:31:50):
He said it.
He said it.

Speaker 3 (02:31:52):
It's down me to accountability.
So I understand that.
I just thought the word wasjust you know, I don't know
You're going down likephysically For me, but it fit
for him.
So he understood what he wastalking about.

Speaker 4 (02:32:06):
I saw his eyes coming .
Listen, let's be realistic.
Here's the thing about this isthe shit that I really be kind
of like they be like, you knowready be bugging you.
And I'd be like, yeah, becausea lot of niggas is not
understanding I'm fighting everyday to be 100% accountable for
my motherfucking actions.
All of them, all of them.

(02:32:27):
A lot of niggas don't want toaddress all of them.
No, yeah, exactly, niggas getaway with the most.
If you really even the lightshit you get away with in one
month, in 30 days, you know itwasn't something is what was
needed to be done as a man,right, that was a justification

(02:32:47):
and it worked.
Right, and you move forward.
And at 130 days, if you washeld accountable for morally or
a high moral standard of whatwas in the laws of the universe
and what was, you know what wasthis kind of Dean like, you know
, kind of universally sound, youknow you would have to answer
for some shit.

Speaker 2 (02:33:06):
You know, you know you would move differently and
30 days.
In 30 days you'd have to answerfor some shit.
You know you would have to movedifferently because you would
be held accountable and allyou're doing is working.

Speaker 4 (02:33:17):
All you're trying to do is hold your family bus move
and you work it.
But yo, 30 days, guarantee youif someone had, someone came
down, some mystical person camedown with a fucking, imaginary
fucking roller decks and pulledthat shit open, see, and the
tall ran back with the fuck.
You did.
That was wrong in 30 days,nigger, you play all day, you
really?
That's what I'm talking about.

(02:33:38):
A lot of things, don't get thatdeep.

Speaker 2 (02:33:39):
The moral compass that others don't see, one
between you and the Lord himself.
Exactly.
And, if you want, are yousupposed to take a 30 minute
break today, but you went aheadand took 33, three minutes,
stealing motherfucker.

Speaker 4 (02:33:55):
Yeah, no, no, no, you shouldn't get it.
It shouldn't be that brutal.

Speaker 2 (02:33:59):
I don't think, but I'm just holding it to the
highest possible standard.
You know what I'm saying.
Like I'm giving an example andthen listen, I'm a nigga at the
end of the day.

Speaker 4 (02:34:07):
So I'm like, listen, if I miss three minutes, we
gonna miss me in three hours.
Fuck you, same shit.
You see, if you're gonna holdme to the fire for three minutes
, then you know this is othertwo hours and fucking, 55,
fucking minutes.

Speaker 5 (02:34:22):
I'm not gonna do nothing.
Check it out, fuck you.
You gotta check the temperature.
Mix of water.
Mix of water in my heart.

Speaker 4 (02:34:31):
I think God knows some real love shit.
He got me right.

Speaker 5 (02:34:36):
Thank God that all of us respectfully respectfully.

Speaker 4 (02:34:40):
Yeah, I love him for a respect, respectfully man.

Speaker 2 (02:34:46):
I am a special episode, episode 17 moment.
Oh, pulled up my man man.
My man Randy.
We had some incredibleconversations.
As you all can see, we've beengone for two hours 123123.
The last day of the year January, I mean December 31st 2023.
Shout out Connecticut, Shoutout Hartford.

(02:35:10):
Shout out to all the businessreviews I did this year All of
the food reviews, all of thefriendships made, all of the
friendships formed and thebusinesses formed you know what
I'm saying All of the networking.
I've been wanting to do thissince I came to Connecticut and
2023 was the year that itactually came through for me.

(02:35:32):
So, you know, I'm very happyabout that.
I'm very happy with theperformance that we've had here
at the end of the year.
We started this podcast October27th 2023, right in Hartford,
and to be ending it here onJanuary 31st with a couple of my

(02:35:52):
partners that I met along theway on the journey is something
special to me.
So I'm very happy about that.
I'm very grateful for that andI'm very grateful for this year.
I'm looking forward to nextyear and what's to come.
And, yeah, shout out to all myniggas.
Man for pulling up today.
Oh.

Speaker 3 (02:36:10):
Yo, happy new year, man, thank you.
Life and the fucking gutter manwith Randy me, my Elliot.
So um, happy new year Onceagain.
God first, family, second piecemy man main you know, happy new
year, best wishes.

Speaker 5 (02:36:30):
you know the strife was excess, man, and do your
best to be a best.
That's it.

Speaker 2 (02:36:36):
Yes, and last but not least, my man, Randy Brumel,
cycling fitness, the black shopowner right here in Connecticut
that I've been shown out damnnear every episode.
So this is, this is the manright here in the flesh.

Speaker 4 (02:36:52):
You know, um, I appreciate you out, man.
You see that I'm I'm human too.
Not all there, but I appreciateyou out, man.
Yeah, very happy new year.
So, um, what?
That being said, man, justshout out to the Elm City All my

(02:37:14):
boys from around the way.
Man.
Shout out to Carmel Street man,I love you all.
Man.
Shout out to the Hill section.
Shout out to Fairhaven, man,you know um.
And just shout out to my mother.
Shout out to my sister.
Shout out to a little littleblack baby, jack.
Jack.
You know what I'm saying?
Just, it's beautiful, man, it'sbeautiful, it's beautiful.
So I'm grateful, I'm reallyreally grateful.

(02:37:36):
Um, oh yeah, shout out toeveryone who supported Brumel
cycling and fitness.
I see the love.
I see how people, um, you know,jumped on the company Facebook.
We're trying to get theInstagram.
Pop it, man.
So check us out, man, brumel'sunderscore cycling, underscore
fitness, check us out.

Speaker 2 (02:37:53):
You don't see them tagged on the page, without a
doubt.
Um, closing off this episode, Ihad a few things I wanted to
touch basis on real quick beforeI close this.
But, um, oh, really touch myheart today with his words and
I'm going to turn over a newleaf, so I'm not.

(02:38:15):
I'm not going to speak on UGF,shaw and Bree and how she was
sucking dick before you came tothe company, I ain't gonna
fucking go See you learnednothing, yeah 20, 23, man.
Episode 17, man.
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