Loud About Loss | Life After Child Loss for Christian Moms, Grief Support, Infant Loss

Birthdays after child loss are some of the most painful days a bereaved mother faces. In this deeply personal episode of Loud About Loss, Becky shares how she prepares for her daughter Gracie’s birthday—and the emotional weight that comes with it.

If you’re wondering how to survive your baby’s birthday when they’re no longer here, this episode is for you. From feeling the pressure to "celebrate" to deciding how (or if) to gather...

This episode of Loud About Loss dives deep into one of the most vulnerable and complex experiences bereaved mothers face: parenting after the loss of a child. Becky shares a raw, emotional moment with her 11-year-old daughter, Emilia, who recently laid beside her on the bed as she cried—offering comfort, compassion, and a powerful reminder that even in our sadness, there’s connection.

As a grieving mother navigating life after losin...

Grief doesn’t come with an expiration date, and yet the world often expects us to move on long before we’re ready. In this episode of Loud About Loss, we’re diving deep into what it means to speak up about grief, challenge the awkward silence around child loss, and boldly share our stories—no matter how uncomfortable it makes others.

In this episode, we cover:

✅ Why society is so uncomfortable with grief (and how to change th...

The early days of grief are brutal. The world keeps spinning, but yours has stopped. In this raw and heartfelt episode, Becky reads a letter to her past self—written with every grieving parent in mind. From the hospital room where she lost her daughter Gracie, to the kitchen where she baked her way through heartache, she reflects on what she needed to hear most in the first days, weeks, and months after child loss.

If you’re in the ...

In this powerful episode of Loud About Loss, Becky sits down with Andrea—a grieving mother, boutique founder, and all-around badass behind Kalena Deena Boutique. After the stillbirth of her daughter Kalena in 2020, Andrea found herself in a dark place, feeling unworthy, broken, and unsure how to move forward. But instead of disappearing into her grief, she decided to live intentionally.

Today, Andrea shares how becoming Kalena's mom...

What happens when you finally feel joy again… and it completely wrecks you?

In this raw and personal episode of Loud About Loss, Becky shares the emotional whiplash of laughing, smiling, and even celebrating after child loss—and the deep, gut-punch guilt that often follows. Grief doesn’t vanish when joy arrives, but no one prepares you for how wrong joy can feel when your child isn’t here to share it.

From laughing out loud in a coff...

Grief doesn’t get clicks like a viral dance or smoothie recipe—but it deserves airtime, too.

In this raw and real episode of Loud About Loss, Becky gets bold about what it means to grieve out loud in a world that’s addicted to curated content and allergic to pain. From grief being overlooked online to the awkward truth about what actually gets attention, she dives into why society is so uncomfortable with ongoing grief—and why she r...

✨ A conversation for every mom who grieves on the day meant to celebrate her.

Mother’s Day isn’t joyful for everyone—and today’s episode is a tender reminder of that truth.

In this raw and heartfelt conversation, I sit down with my dear friend Amber, a fellow loss mom whose daughter Kinley was born with multiple congenital heart defects and missing part of her 6th chromosome. Kinley is no longer here in Amber’s arms—but she’ll always...

Grief isn’t just about losing a person—and this week’s episode dives into one of the most overlooked types of loss: the grief that comes with cancer, chronic illness, and medical trauma.

In honor of my cancer anniversary and Melanoma Awareness Month, I’m getting real about what it means to grieve your before self—the version of you that existed before diagnoses, surgeries, scars, and fear.

Whether you’ve battled melanoma, lived throu...

Grief isn’t something you just “get over”—it’s something you learn to live with. In this episode of Loud About Loss, I sit down with Angela Croop, a licensed speech pathologist turned grief mentor, to talk about functional grief—how to process loss in a way that allows you to move forward without leaving your loved one behind.

Angela, who lost her daughter Avianna to SIDS, shares how she turned to neuroscience, neural mapping, and m...

In this emotional and uplifting episode of Loud About Loss, I sit down with my best friend, Ashley, as she shares her heartbreaking story of losing her son, Macklin, to stillbirth. Together, we explore the importance of community, the power of friendship, and how we’ve each found hope in the midst of our grief. Through our conversation, we reflect on the healing that comes from supporting one another, finding purpose, and making a ...

This episode is for anyone who’s ever felt like they’re carrying their grief in their bones. If you’ve been told your symptoms are “just stress” or you’ve struggled to explain what you're going through, you’re not alone—and you’re not imagining it.

In this deeply personal episode, Becky opens up about the physical toll grief has taken on her body since losing Gracie. From cancer to chronic pain, exhaustion, to a weakened immune syst...

Did you know that the size of the placenta could be a key factor in preventing stillbirth? And yet, most expecting parents are never told about it. In this powerful episode, I sit down with Amanda Feltman, a loss mom and advocate from Measure the Placenta, to talk about how a simple ultrasound measurement—Estimated Placental Volume (EPV)—could help save lives.

📌 What you'll learn in this episode:

✅ The critical role the placenta pla...

When a child dies, the world rallies around the mother—but what about dads? Why do so many grieving fathers suffer in silence? In this powerful episode, I sit down with my husband, Shawn, to talk about what grief looks like from a dad’s perspective.

We’re diving into:

✅ What it was really like for him after we lost Gracie

✅ The unique challenges dads face when grieving a child

✅ How men and women often process loss differently

✅ The awk...

Grief is hard enough on its own—but add social media into the mix, and it gets even more complicated. Should you share your loss online? What if people say the wrong thing? And how do you handle the pressure to grieve a certain way in front of an audience?

In this episode of Loud About Loss, we’re diving into the messy, awkward, and sometimes surprisingly beautiful ways social media intersects with grief.

We’ll talk about:

☀️The pros...

Welcome to the first episode of Loud About Loss! If you’ve ever felt alone in your grief, like no one truly understands the weight of your loss, this podcast is for you.

In this episode, I’m sharing the raw and unfiltered truth about why I started this podcast—because grief isn’t meant to be silenced. I’ll take you through my personal journey of losing my daughter, Gracie, navigating the crushing weight of child loss, surviving canc...