39: The Cosmic Force of Love Ft. Drue: awakening to the Truth that love is the force of all creation

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We all have our own journeys and we all have our own destiny or whatever life mission that

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was supposed to do here.
You got to learn and figure out who you are.
When you figure out who you are, like as a being, as an energetic soul, who are you and
what are you doing here?
All of a sudden, like none of this other matrix illusion stuff is important.
It's important, what's in your soul, being in gratitude, coming back to like who you

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are, why you're here, what is your purpose and what can you do for others?
When we talk about love, that is a tone.
But that's not just a tone.
It's like everything.
It's literally like the tone and the energy that has created everything.

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It is this love tone frequency that has built everything.
It's all, we literally code it by love.
It is the only force in the universe.
We're not separate.
Nothing is separate.
And once you understand what and who you are and who designs you and where you came from,

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you will have the highest peak level of gratitude and love and nothing can touch that.
Welcome home to the Loving Consciously podcast.
My name is Amaris and my name is Eric.
And if you are like us, nobody taught you how to love.
We are best friends and life partners here to vulnerably and authentically share our

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journey while exploring the sacred realms of love, consciousness, relationships, spirituality,
and all that they encompass.
The intention of this show is to help you consciously relate to yourself, others, and
everything else in this universe.
Together we can embody a more intentional and fulfilling way of giving and receiving love.

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Loving Consciously.
Through eight years together, we have had the opportunity to overcome deep patterning and
programming as well as trauma related to mental health, addiction, pregnancy loss, infidelity,
and immense grief.
After six years of experiencing these challenges with no knowledge on how to heal or love each
other, we separated.
After us both spiritually awakening and recommitting, we formed our conscious partnership and have

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spent the last two years cultivating a divine union founded on unconditional love, devotion,
and commitment to personal growth.
Thank you for joining us and doing the work alongside us as we explore this beautiful
world of love and consciousness to co-create a new world of love.
As you courageously walk this path, remember to have grace with yourself and know that

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you have both the capacity to love consciously and the power to always choose love.
Namaste and welcome back to the Loving Consciously podcast.
Today we have a very special guest with us.
We are so excited to have Drew here with us today.
Drew is the founder of many things including cosmic light force, higher self-made, star

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seed fuel, and power immunity.
We are really honored to have you here today, Drew.
First and foremost, welcome to the show.
Thank you for having me.
Yeah, the honors ours.
Well, we're going to get really, really deep into you and your story and all that you're
offering to humanity right now.
Also get really deep into, we've been talking a little bit offline about everything that's

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going on right now because it's here, it's potent, we're in the storm energetically, spiritually,
and talk a little bit about that and give people some love, some hope, some advice,
and hopefully through this conversation elevate the consciousness just a little bit more on
how we're navigating through this.
Before we get into that though, I'd love to ask you as we ask all of our guests, what

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does loving consciously look like in your life?
Well, thanks for having me again.
Loving consciously, I feel like it's a very effortless flow, at least for the conscious
folks, and it's just a heart and mind coherence, I guess.
It's just how you play beautiful music, and I'm not like, I don't play music or instruments

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and stuff, but you can appreciate it.
You can hear somebody banging on some drums or whatever, playing some kind of instruments
and it's horrible, and it sounds really awful and it's bad and stuff, but then when you
have somebody else that knows how to play it, it's like beautiful music.
And I think loving consciously and living consciously is a form of flow where things

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are very harmonic or harmonious in a sense where everything just flows in your life.
Even when there's turbulence, you can release, surrender, and just flow and observe until
the storm is over.
That's honestly a really beautiful answer.

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This is usually my favorite part of doing interviews because we've had a lot of really
great people on here, double digits, and every answer is so different.
They all bring their own little sauce.
We've never had anyone compare it to mind-heart coherence, and that is really beautiful, so
thank you for bringing that.
I would love to dive into you, you and your story.

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Now you can get as deep and as vulnerable as you want.
We love vulnerability here on this show, but I'd really love for you to share with our
listeners who Drew is and how you got to this place that you are and being such a, I feel,
important and respected person in this space.
Well, thank you.
I had my first awakening, I think, in 2012 when a very close friend, sort of like a brother

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slash business partner and my co-writer passed away.
And I was walking around thinking about what happened.
He died from a drug overdose, heroin.
And I didn't even know he did heroin.
So it was just like, just shocks all the way around.

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And then I was really almost upset that I didn't know what happened, exactly what happened.
It happened early of 2012, and then I just buried myself and went into this whole state
of shock and anger and sadness and through all the emotions.

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And by the end of 2012, around the holidays, I found myself like walking around Hollywood,
just screaming like one of those crazy people.
Like in Hollywood, you see at night time, just talking to themselves and I'm just like
yelling out like his name is Andy.
And I was like, Andy, how can I not know what happened to you?
It's just like this mystery.

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And it didn't sit well with me and I'm just screaming as I was walking back to my place
in Hollywood at the time.
And sure enough, in two days, maybe like less than two days, like the next day or the definitely
within two days, I still had a Facebook account and I got a text or a DM on Facebook from

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one of his friends, this girl that was also writing with him.
We did a lot of writing back in the days and she hit me up and said that she wanted to
talk to me.
And when I met up with her, she was the one that told me like she did heroin with him,

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like how he got started.
And that's a whole other story for like another time because it really started with like him
going to the hospital in Hollywood for like a foot injury or something like that.
And then they gave him some kind of like antibiotics and gave him a stomach virus from there.
It just it just tumbled.

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And then they gave him morphine and then he got addicted to heroin.
And he was just like miserable.
And we had a lot of projects at the time.
I was traveling on the whole lot overseas too.
So it was kind of like missing each other and stuff.
And he would never tell me.
And even like, he never had no tracks on his arms.

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He shot up, you know, through, through by his foot, by between his toes.
So I never saw that.
But the whole story about that is I got my answer and I got my answer from his friend
and it just kind of dawned on me, but it still didn't click like this living consciousness

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quantum realm that we're in until 2015, like years later.
And I had a little pleiadian experience and I never even heard of pleiadians at the time.
And it just came down to me.
From 2012 to 15, I, I, I crash hard from the economy crash.
I lost some houses.
I lost, I lost a lot of, a lot of things financially.

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I hit rock bottom by 15.
I was kind of like just keeping my nose above water.
After the whole pleiadian thing happened, my ability to manifest just shot.
And between 2016 to 2017, I made the most money I've ever did in my whole entire life.

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And like 2017, I bought like a multi-million dollar house.
I did all this and got myself just, just back on, on, on everything.
But then my awakening has really grown by then.
I started writing on Instagram consciousness and quantum and all these alien stuff.
I started getting a following from there and my business was growing and the awakening

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was like the red pills was now coming into me from 2016 and 17.
Really especially like after 17, really after like Trump, the whole Trump thing, which my
lawyer really like opened my eyes on, on, on the whole political realm and Washington,
DC and the corruption and just, and then like all these dots was just coming in like really,

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really fast connecting and I'm watching the whole Trump thing.
And by 2018, I had to disconnect from everything.
I just like completely like checked out the matrix.
And I walked away from like cannabis licenses and projects and, and film projects.

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I was executive producer on some brand new shows that I funded and it was, it was a lot.
People thought, well, my friends around me thought I was just completely like crazy,
which now they're coming back to realize all the stuff I was because I was ratting off
like the whole, everything is Satanist pedophiles in Hollywood and all this stuff.

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I sounded crazy.
And now is, you know, like, like, that's a start to connect with my very liberal LA,
California friends.
I checked out the matrix.
2018.
And I was looking into more spiritual or businesses that were aligned to me and or aligned with

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like, like the new me.
And I still didn't find anything.
And I was just like, just kind of traveling around and just figuring out who I am and what
am I going to do now from, from this point on.
So 2018 and 19, I was just kind of like moving around, figuring things out.
When 2020 hit, I was, I was actually in the UK and London, like the first week of January.

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And I was talking to a bunch of my guys.
These are like banker guys and finance guys.
And we had like all these like projects lined up and I had like all this stuff, you know,
coming in and, and I wasn't, I was still wasn't sure.
Like I really want to dive into like new projects, finance and big money stuff.
And but they were just coming to me.

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So I'm just observing everything and seeing what flows.
That didn't happen because of COVID.
And when COVID hit, everything just kind of like clicked.
And I, I figured out like COVID was a big lie, like pretty early on, like when it hit
here in March by, by April, I was like, Oh, this is what's going on.
And I was dishing like all this stuff out on Instagram, getting heavily shadow banned.

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I was kind of already shadow banned because of the cannabis stuff.
And it's really weird because there's certain cannabis pages on Instagram that were like
just blown up, like just huge.
And then over here is like, you know, I post a picture was like of a growing, you know,
I get, I get the red flags, it gets deleted, you know, all these things.

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But when COVID came, I was getting like super heavily shadow ban and stuff.
Because of cannabis, I was already like into holistic medicine and herbs and CBD and just,
just helping, just helping people from, even from like 2015 on, we was doing stuff for

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like veterans, we was doing stuff for AIDS patients, cancer patients, kids with epilepsy,
terminally ill kids, getting CBD products for people and doing a lot of, doing a lot
of like non-profit type, type things.

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And that was like kind of like making me feel really, really good.
Aside from like just, you know, just doing like just business stuff with my guys.
That was kind of like my offshoot things that I was kind of like doing with like other people
over here, besides like, you know, just business and corporate stuff.
When 2020 came along, it became clear to me, I was actually really excited for the fact

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that I felt like, like this was my calling, like I'm like, this is it.
This is where you go to work.
This is what you got to do.
Let people know exactly what's going on, information, and then go distribute some, some medicine,
because I was able to source, because of these last few years, I was traveling all around,

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I was able to source all these like really cool herbs and spices and medicine and capsules
for mushrooms and CBD and like, like all these kinds of things.
So I just want to grab the whole bunch.
And during summer of 2020, I was like delivering medicine, homeopathic medicine, toilet paper

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even, waters, you know, like people.
Yeah, toilet paper.
People in Hollywood, like didn't have toilet paper, like all the seven elements, all the
tar, the rouse and nobody had toilet paper.
And it was, it was crazy.
And I was pretty like, I was pretty stocked up.
So I did that.
And, and then like, I got like really like, burned out by the end of summer.

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And then we had the whole bias thing.
And I got to tell people about BLM and the whole race baiting thing.
You know, it was very, very emotionally intense.
And I got really, really tired because I was just going hard and everybody I was just like,
just, just redpilling medicine, driving all around.

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So yeah, by end of summer, I was like just really, really drained and, and I'm texting
people all the time.
Like, and these, you know, the, the herbs, ashwagandha and blue athaians and sumeris and
these are long words.
And, and, and you, and not only you have to text them, you got to tell them what it is,

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tell them how to take it, tell them what's in it, you know, like, like all these things,
the detoxes and, so it's a lot to type.
So then I had to create like little flyers and or like, you know, little memes or something
like that and send that out.
And then even that was like a whole lot because all of a sudden I went from like texting five
people a day to like 30, 40 people a day and all this and everybody's like, oh, my mom

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is sick and this person is sick and that is my daughter.
And like all kinds of stuff was, was, was coming up.
So then I created a website and, and I just went through, and we spoke about this earlier.
I just went through my little list of domains that I had.
And, and in beginning I was just sending products out as just a generic label because I would

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just get like the wall stuff and we would even make our own capsules at times and, and, and
I'll get other people to make an IRC losses and just, just everything, you know, just
all together and sending them as, as packages.
And in my background, I am a designer, I designed for like 27 plus years and the whole little

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design company.
And so I just created a brand and that's where Starseed Fuel came from because I just had
that name.
And that's where I have made actually higher self made.
I thought it would be a cool clothing brand.
And now I thought about it and then, and then I got attacked and I have to separate the

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CBD stuff from the supplement stuff.
So and I was like, all right, higher self made is now a CBD brand or a CBD site.
And Empower Immunity was actually a good friend of mine.
He passed away in 2019.
He was a really awesome scientist and a formulator and he created this formulation that he didn't

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want to get patent because you have to give up the recipe once you patent something and
he didn't want to give that up.
It's one of the best medicines he created to combat like shingles and flus and even
herpes and it worked really, really well for herpes and he was going up against all these
pharmaceutical brands and companies.

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And I think he got crushed and I think over the years with the stress and the financial
stuff and just, you know, just trying to run a pharmaceutical company is pretty intense.
I mean, there's a whole lot of holistic doctors in the last several decades, like thousands
of them by now, like Dr. Savie, they just get suicide and disappeared and, you know,

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accidents happen and stuff like that.
And he passed away in 2019.
It was something that I've been taking since 2015 or even 14, like so almost 10 years now.
It just combats against any kind of virus, anti-viral homeopathic, you know, and then
every year I would get sick because I was running around, not eating really great and

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stuff and one time when I finally met him and I introduced him, we became good friends
and he gave me this and one day I'm back up and I was like, wow, this stuff really works.
I gave it to my family, I gave it to my kids, I gave it to my business partners and sure
enough, everybody that's ever been sick took it, got better and I just kept it for myself.

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I would just buy a big box from him wholesale and I would just keep it for myself and when
2019 came along and when he passed away, I just didn't want the company to go under,
so I licensed the formulation from them and I just found a name, Power Immunity, some
real quick and designed the label and by the end of 2020, I had everything designed out

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and then we launched Starseed Fuel by 2021 but then we got attacked and everything got
shut down and that kind of like pushed us back for like six, eight months because I
had to set up brand new corporations and tax IDs and all that corporate stuff but we

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got it back up by the end of 2021 and everything's kind of like running pretty smoothly but
I don't advertise, we have like a five man crew and we're all part-timers on it and yeah,
we do it ourselves, we infuse, I got crystals laying around, I got energy, frequency machines

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is infusing here, we got people playing over the medicine, we play music and so it's a
small little group of very high-five people and fulfillment is done right here from Southern
California, I don't advertise on, there's no Google's, there's no Facebook, Facebook

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and Instagram like Banshstarseedfuel.com, it might be alright now to send on a DM but
you couldn't even send it on a DM in 2021, it was like, it was crazy, anyways, so yeah,
that's kind of like a quick little summary of like how I came about and then you know,

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I've been feeling really good, you know, just watching the great awakening show and how
everybody's waking up right now and it's actually a really beautiful thing to watch even though
there's a lot of hardships and tragedies and traumas and it's very difficult times for
a lot of people right now, even like the newly-awakened conscious folks, you know, they're

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trying to figure it out, they have it, you know, they might still be in the dark night
of the soul, all the way from like the complete unawaken to the very awakened and everything
in between is just a wild thing to watch on a whole collective spectrum.
Yeah, if I, I mean, wild, wild is an appropriate word.

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Thank you so much, that was especially for your vulnerability and sharing a lot about
the grief in your journey and just, and sharing what got you here, that's a long journey,
it's a lot and you know, two things I want to, I want to say something and then I want
to ask you to dig into something that was really coming through strong.
First and foremost, I just want to like acknowledge, you know, a huge part of my story and of our

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story is addiction and for me specifically heroin, I was thinking about, I was like,
how long do I have heroin specifically, I have just over 10 years and the person that
I was with before this guy passed away of an overdose.
And so it's just, it's a really big part of my story and I really advocate, you know,
for bringing awareness to that and just want to send some love, you know, to you and all

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the people out there that are affected by, you know, by that and just thank you for carrying
on that person's memory and you know, both of your friends you mentioned, it seems like
you're doing really, really beautiful things to honor them.
One thing I want to really dig into is something you touched on a couple of different points
in your story and I think, you know, those of us on our awakening journeys, you know,

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we kind of can relate and laugh about it and people who are new might be kind of in the
thick of it is when you are waking up, you know, you've got this kind of like double
edge sword of you feel like you're going crazy and you think that, you know, you're going
crazy and then you've got everybody externally who's not ready or can't receive that information
telling you you're crazy or you're in a cult or you're on drugs or, you know, whatever

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it may be and we've been seeing this theme come up a lot lately and as you said, you
know, great awakening, right?
That's the that's what's happening right now and I would really love because we're seeing
such a massive, I mean, we were talking about the other day, right?
It's like popcorn, like it's just massive amount of people waking up and they're going
zero to a hundred because they're waking up in this climate.

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And those of us that woke up three, five, 10 years ago, we've had a lot of time to digest
everything.
Yeah, like we've had time and I'm wondering, you know, any advice or even just thoughts
or personal experiences all the above that you can share for people who are at whatever
point in their awakening journey, kind of navigating that because, you know, waking

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up is challenging waking up right now.
I can't I can't relate to that.
I imagine that's incredibly challenging.
But then having, you know, you think you're going crazy, you think the world's going crazy
and then everyone tells you you're crazy.
I think you've probably got a lot of really great wisdom.
And so I would just love to hear you chat about that a little bit.
First of all, your heroin story is kind of, it's kind of crazy.

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And there's another synchronicity because I had no idea.
We talked about my son, Andy, who's actually my one of my guides now.
He's always around and there's this specific thing that he has and that pops up all the
time around me.
And I can tell that when he's around me and everything.

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So he's definitely an angel and a guy around me.
And, and that's what you need to, for those that have lost somebody, that energy, there's
a core between that, between you and that person, which is one energy to another source
of energy.
Anyways, but yeah, and the drugs thing and heroin is one of the most heaviest, deepest

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hooks.
You know, addiction is just a bunch of hooks that's just like locked in you.
And you literally have to like just pull them all off one at a time.
It's like a hook.
I felt like directly into the soul.
My experience, you know, not speaking for others.
Yeah.
Mine is, he's also one of my guides.
So I find that really interesting.
It's really beautiful.

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His name is Anthony.
And so the A's too, like a lot of synchronicities there.
Yeah.
Yeah.
The awakening now, it's very, very heavy for, for those that are just getting it because
whatever is causing the person to wake up now, it's going to be what I call like a rude
awakening and, and it's going to be some heavy trauma or tragedy that is allowing them to

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wake up.
And I know this sounds kind of like rough or, or, or to say, but some people might not
make it, you know, to, to the end of this movie or to the end of this, this path, this,
this, this journey.
And I'm not saying like, is this person or this type of person that's going to make it

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or not going to make it.
That's not up to me to say.
It's not up to anybody to say we all have our own journeys and we all have our own destiny
or whatever life were, were some mission that was supposed to do here at this time.
There's people that are finding out that they might not have a certain type of life that

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they did or that they wish they did.
It could be a woman that is in her mid 40s and she wants to be a mom or have a family.
She might not be able to, she's coming to that realization that she might not have that
life anymore.
They might be getting sick, somebody might have like an accident.
There's a lot of tragedies out there.

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It's very difficult for people to understand and come to realize, come to grips of their,
their own reality right now.
And it's not what they thought it was, you know, and especially for like the very unaware
folks that are realizing, you know, they drank the wrong Kool-Aid.
They made this mistake.

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They fell into this trap.
They fell into something else.
Something else was pulling them down.
They had, you know, it could be like a whole slew of reasons of whatever that situation
that is bringing them to that self realization of a very heavy and difficult self realization
of what's going on with their lives.

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So for those that are going through that, those events is really like coming to grips
of like making the most of what you have in the present moment.
Even if you're laying in hospital beds, whatever it is, you might be the story or the inspiration

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for somebody else now or for somebody.
There was that girl that was, she had the burn.
She went viral right now.
She went to the hospital, I think at Irvine, I believe she went to the hospital for some,
I think, I think, I believe it was a burn.
And in order to treat her, they gave her three vaccines all at the same time.

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And she had like this crazy breakout.
The story went viral.
Now she's just kind of like going through it and it looked horrible.
It looked like hell, to be honest.
Like it's really, really horrific.
And now she has to live, well, she has to live through this experience.
And then she has to live through, you know, this healing process.

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And she may or may not heal back to, you know, this whole ordeal before this experience.
However she got there, now she has to go through this awakening phase and this new life that
she has to embrace.
And how does she embrace it?
I'm only using her as an example.

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There's a whole lot of people that are out here in the matrix world that are going through
these really, really intense situations and difficult situations.
Now it's like, how do you live?
It's realizing like, what is your mission here?
When you're in that, you know, life or death situation, you become very spiritual pretty

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fast.
You know, all of a sudden you might be praying to God.
If you never did pray to God, you know, you might find a religion.
You might find Jesus.
You might find whatever spirituality that's in your heart that's connected to your family
and all of a sudden like none of this other matrix illusion stuff is important.
What's important is what's in your soul, who you're with, what, who do you love, who loves

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you and all of these things, you know, and just living in this moment like being in gratitude,
coming back to like who you are, why you're here, what is your purpose and what can you
do for others even if you're in a hospital bed?
Like right now, you know, like even that girl in Irvine, she's inspired a whole lot of people

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and not only that, she's also awakened a whole lot of people to this, you know, these potential
injuries from Big Pharma and all these things.
So there's a whole lot of, all these like multi layers that's going on because everything's
connected to everything, you know, a lot of people that are watching this are not going

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through heavy, really dense life of death situations, but also like the newly awakened
ones that are like, okay, my friends think I'm crazy, my friends think I'm in a cult.
I've actually got my friends, you know, more jokingly and stuff.
They think I started a cult, you know what I mean?
I'm like, I'm like, I just post stuff all day long.

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Cosmic Lightforge might be the coolest cult I'm a part of.
But I'm like, I'm like, I don't, you know, I'm like, I think I got this cult thing wrong
because I'm the one that's giving out money and medicine for free.
Like I haven't had any charge, I haven't got anything.
That's like my number one question when people, when people say that, people say that to us
about us a lot, especially my family.

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And it's like, do you even know what that means?
Like it's wild to me.
Yeah, I'd say you're doing the cult thing right, if anything.
So I'm like, I'm like, man, but anyways, so you have all these people that think you're
going crazy.
You might even think you're going crazy.
You might be going through a dark night of the soul.

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You might, you know, realize that you got to start eating healthier.
You might not, your appetite, people's, you know, when consciousness raised, food changes
at different levels of consciousness.
So you might not want to eat this type of food that you was eating before, the type of information
that you was absorbing or the type of entertainment you was up, you know, watching and stuff.

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All of that is slowly, slowly changing or maybe rapidly changing because everything's
fast right now.
It's quantum fast right now.
So when these things are happening, it's just calm and down.
Same thing with everything.
Just come back to your present moment and just sit and be with yourself.
That was why COVID was such a big awakening phase for so many people because they had

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to sit down and sit with themselves in the matrix, you know, especially in the corporate
world, we're always like, go, go, go.
Where we going next?
What's, you know, everything's about a deadline.
I need this yesterday.
This, you know, I need this right now.
Everything's like all, you know, instant microwave society.
Like everything is right now, right now, right now.

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And it's move, move, move.
Push, push, push.
The phrase you can sleep when you're dead, you know what I mean?
Like all these things is just to get you, get you to go and run the hamster wheel as
fast as you can.
When you come into this realization and awakening and self-awareness of yourself, you got to
do the opposite and just chill and just be and just be calm, be still, be in peace and

(33:34):
really like fix your body because the body, mind, body, spirit complex is your whole,
this is your whole computer, but also vehicle to move around this quantum world.
And a lot of us, you know, I'm older now.
I just, I just actually turned 50 this weekend.

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And a lot of us have not fixed or like serviced their body in years and possibly decades.
So imagine if you had like a 1990 Jeep Cherokee and it's never had a oil change.
It's never had a tune up spark plugs, tires or ball, brakes are bad.

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It's bad.
Like a lot of people are in bad, bad condition.
And you guys still want to drive cross country road trips and do this and do that and all
these things.
And it's crazy.
It's, it's, it's right now it's about fixing the body.
We're moving into a healing error and phase and it's like, okay, look, I've been eating

(34:46):
like, I've been eating like horribly eating the wrong type of food at the wrong time.
The water is bad.
Everything is bad.
The clothing is bad.
Like what I'm ingesting the wifi, like, like everything has just been like bad.
So now it's like, we got to come and answer these things.

(35:07):
All these things that people are learning now, grounding, earthing, you know, we're bio,
bio electromagnetic beings and who we are and, you know, drinking like alkalis living
water, eating living foods and eating good foods, clean foods, you know, not processed
stuff and, you know, like, like these things.

(35:28):
So all these things, it takes, it takes some time to really like be able to plan, you know,
and even eating and cooking.
That's a whole sacred process because you're putting food inside your body, you know, for
a woman, if you just allow any man to come inside your body, that's why even in the matrix,

(35:49):
you know what I mean?
Like they got all kind of like horrible names for that, you know what I mean?
Like calling, calling a woman that, you know, so it's not just for women.
You putting stuff in your body.
Now you wouldn't just put anything in your body.
You know, like that's, that's a really sacred, I don't want to say ritual because then we're
getting back into the coat thing and stuff, but like it's a routine is a thing that you

(36:12):
do, you know, from like the energy who prepares your food is even important.
And that's why I really don't even eat out too much these days because you might get
a guy that's, you know, chopping or cooking up your food and stuff.
And he might have like a bad day because he just found out his chick just cheated on him

(36:32):
or that, you know what I mean?
He's like horrible and he's out there just struggling and stressing and just working
because he has to pay the bills and he's mixing and touching your food.
I'm not saying that's, that's, that's like the scenario every for everybody that prepares
food and stuff.
And it's not, but I'm just saying that that could be.

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So it's really important like the source of medicine where it's coming from.
When you look at medicine and you look at big pharma, I mean, these guys are like just
like the worst of the worst and it's the lowest frequency.
And these are the people that every day people go to for when they get sick and absorb this,

(37:14):
you know, consume this type of medicine that is like the greediest and not even the greediest.
Like, like that's like the common layer, like greed.
It starts from there and it gets into like really, really dark energies when it comes
to like big pharma medical industrial complex.
And we go into like really deep radicals, you know, talking about that.

(37:39):
But just the stuff that RFK is talking about right now and the chemicals and everything
like, like people are waking up to these things and it is a beautiful thing to see.
But you know, the advice right now is just sit by yourself and really like figure out
who you are.
Oh, going back to COVID and people understanding why it's why it's such a great awakening right

(38:02):
now is because they're starting to figure out who they are because they finally had
a time to sit by themselves.
A lot of people don't know who they are because we've always been on a go.
And I say this to like a lot of women and moms.
And I'm like, especially like a popular girl or like a pretty girl or just, you know, just

(38:25):
any female, but especially like the popular ones, the social butterflies, they've been
having people come to them from families and friends since like they were like in elementary
school.
And then as they grew up and you know, guys, a boy starting, you know, liking them since
middle school and then high school and then, you know, college and, and they're just popular.

(38:48):
So girls, they got their girlfriends, they got guys all around and then work and, you
know, all these things.
And, and these girls that, you know, they might marry, they might have a boyfriend, they might
live with the boyfriend and have a kid.
They've never spent no real time by themselves and they don't know who they are.
And a lot of guys are like that too.

(39:09):
I'm not just, I'm just saying like girls is really like extra because girls are magnetic.
You know, they just have that energy that is just pulling everything around them and
stuff.
And feminine energy in general is, is, is magnetic and having that magnetism and not
understanding boundaries and energy is just always interacting, always interacting, always

(39:35):
in the circle, I mean, in that wheel and just moving, moving, moving.
And all of a sudden you're like 40 years old, you got like three kids, you're like, you
know, possibly divorced or going through it or realizing like that's not the guy I want
to be with and she's figuring out who she is right now or trying to figure out who she

(39:56):
is right now because she's never had no alone time.
And then the Matrix called this midlife crisis.
They already got a term for this because you've already worked 20 years at a corporate job
and then you got fired because they can pop in somebody else, replace you and spit you
out like you're nothing.
So everybody just loses it.

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They give you this jacket to put on so you, so you don't think you're, you're, you're
going that crazy.
Oh, oh, I'm not the only one.
It's called a midlife crisis.
Everybody else is going through this, you know what I mean?
So you feel like you, I might be going crazy, but there's a lot of people going crazy, you
know what I mean?
So it makes you feel misery loves company.
A lot of these middle age and I don't know that that's even a horrible term too.

(40:41):
And that's a matrix term.
So people that are like, you living a few decades into their life now are starting to
realize like, Hey, who am I?
Cause I was just working this corporate job.
That really wasn't who I am.
You know, when you say like, what do you do?
Or who are you in the Matrix?
I'm a designer.

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I do this.
I'm a fireman.
I'm a police officer.
I'm a teacher.
You know what I mean?
Like these are jobs that you do.
That's not who you are.
You got to learn and figure out who you are.
When you figure out who you are, like, what do you like?
What do you like to do?
Like, and I'm not only like, Hey, let's go to Disney or watch the moon.

(41:22):
Outside of as a beam, as an energetic soul, who are you?
And what are you doing here?
You knew what you was doing here coming in here.
Those are the exact two questions that got me waking up like four or five years ago.
I started asking myself, who am I and what the hell am I doing on this planet?

(41:45):
And not like, like actually like, what am I doing here?
Who put me here?
But like, what am I contributing here?
Not here to work in a cubicle, pay taxes to a bunch of pedophiles, satanic pedophiles
in DC.
That's not it.
Fun wars.
Yeah.
I really appreciate the pun intended, the holistic response that you have provided for

(42:10):
people because it really is a challenging time for those who are waking up right now.
The gap of consciousness, you know, jumping from the matrix to kind of where the base
level of the awakening consciousness is.
It's a much higher gap to jump right now.
You know, we see these waves of people that started to wake up in 2012.

(42:33):
You were one of them.
And then the next big wave was around the COVID era.
And then there's the now time, you know, and it's interesting to see because people have
different thresholds of what it takes to wake up.
I believe that the people who woke up back in 2012 really paved the way in the foundation

(42:55):
and really took on the brunt of the, you're crazy, you're in a cult, you know, back when
all of this information was not readily accessible or accepted either.
And so thank you for doing that journey and for laying the groundwork for the rest of
us to come afterwards.
You know, the people who woke up in the COVID era, like you said, was typically surrounded

(43:17):
from a lot of grief.
You know, that's that's how our story started.
It's interesting that your awakening journey also started with grief.
But there's typically this experience of peak suffering, which for in the matrix world,
like you said, it's some sort of a midlife crisis or some sort of a hadelistic moment.

(43:37):
From a consciousness perspective, a lot of people call it the dark night of the soul.
But really what it is, and what I've come to understand it to be is God kind of ringing
a bell, calling us back home to remember who we are.
And when we fall asleep in this dream and this matrix of this life that we're living,
it's so challenging when we're wrapped up in it to see truth.

(44:02):
And it takes a great deal of suffering to kind of like reset our system and make us
ask questions.
Because when we're comfortable and when we're living in kind of peaceful bliss of ignorance,
and we're not asking questions, but when we're in a state of suffering, we have the drive

(44:25):
to ask why.
And when we're in that moment, that hadelistic moment, we have a choice.
And you said it perfectly.
It's about finding gratitude.
It's about finding the purpose as to why this experience is happening and how we can
utilize it to serve ourselves in our awakening journey and to serve others through lessons.

(44:50):
Because if we use that hadelistic event to just dive deeper into our suffering, to dive
deeper into victimhood, then all we're doing is kind of saying, no, not yet creator, I'm
not ready to awaken yet.
I'm not done with this dream.
I'm going to need a larger lesson.
And so that's what we're seeing now with the greater collective is these larger lessons

(45:14):
coming through.
And it's really challenging to see sometimes our brothers and sisters suffering and experiencing
these events.
What you've provided in terms of the advice to really just sit and ground and take care
of our vehicle, it really is the most important thing right now.

(45:36):
Just taking care of our spiritual, emotional and physical bodies from what we are taking
in on a physical level with food.
It's something that Amherst and I are really passionate about is the food that we consume
and the energy that is behind it.
But that translates to everything in our life, from to our music, to the entertainment, to

(45:57):
the people we surround ourselves with.
We've been in this season right now of reevaluating like, okay, who are we sharing our energy with?
And is that supporting my highest good, their highest good?
Or is it time to start really focusing in on things that are important, which is our connection

(46:18):
to source, our connection to ourselves, and then our ability to love other people?
It's beautiful.
It's so true.
One thing you were really talking about, well, you were both touching on is about what we
are consuming and information and all of the things going on right now.

(46:38):
I stumbled across Cosmic Light Force, I want to say it was almost two years ago, year and
a half, two years ago, somewhere in the start of last year when I got on Telegram.
And I want to caveat this, if you are not familiar with Cosmic Light Force, I imagine
many of the people listening to this will be because it's probably, it maybe gets shared
there and that's where they'll hear about us.
But if you're not familiar with it, Telegram, which is an app, I don't know the other way

(47:03):
to describe it, kind of like a messaging platform app that depends on who you as, don't come
at me in the comments, is one of the better places to have truth and information.
One of the least censored, I guess we could say, leagues above, you know, an Instagram
or a Facebook and even YouTube these days.
And so Telegram, Cosmic Light Force is your Telegram channel.

(47:25):
So you join these channels and that is where, you know, information and articles and posts
and links and all the things are shared.
And it's still one of only three, I think maybe four channels that I don't have muted
and I have pinned, you know, I check it every day, almost every day, I'm really tapped into
it and I love so much what you've created here.

(47:47):
And I, you're going to describe it much better than I would.
So I'm going to pass it off to you to really talk about that venture and what you do with
Cosmic Light Force.
But for me, you know, what I've noticed is how holistic and authentic and really just
kind of truth-based it is.
Like it's not fear mongering, right?

(48:07):
It's not click-baity.
Like it's just, and sometimes it's not even anything.
It's just here's articles, right?
Here's links, here's videos, here's things like go do the research for yourself.
And so I would definitely love to plug that for anyone listening.
If you're not already a part of that, I highly recommend because right now being tapped in
to community, to truth, to resources and real awareness, like where else are you going to

(48:30):
get it, right?
Google ain't going to give it to you.
CBS and Fox News ain't going to give it to you.
And so I literally feel like you're like my news channel sometimes.
But number one, thank you for that.
Thank you for that resource.
It was very valuable to me a few years ago when I was really thick in trying to find the
right information.
So I'd just love to hear from you, like your journey with Cosmic Light Force and what you

(48:51):
offer and kind of what you have created with this, I feel incredibly large community of
people who are seeking truth and seeking the light and seeking more love.
Thank you both for the hour.
And it all just kind of like came about, you know, like I came from Instagram and I was

(49:12):
just doing silly polls and funny stuff.
But I was learning about consciousness and that.
And from there, I actually build a pretty decent following on Instagram on just consciousness
and talking about the 80 hands and all these things when COVID hit.
That's when more of the truth stuff was coming out.
I was already getting shadow band really, really hard.

(49:37):
So then I found Telegram.
It was it was fairly new.
Like I didn't even really know what Telegram was.
I wanted like a platform where it's like, okay, just off to the side for everything, which
it was it was cool because I can I can share to I can send that link to somebody else and
still be like, hey, take a look at this and not do it on in the DMs and stuff.

(49:59):
And then Twitter at the time was still under Jack and it was it was all the way back.
So so so there was really like nothing else.
And then it became a thing.
I always liked the Anand stuff, you know, the guy folk mass and everything.
And I always say like, I'm like the fumble Anand because I show my face.

(50:21):
I'm not anonymous.
I'm like the oxy moron.
You're the least anonymous person I know.
Because I because I show I show myself and I was, you know, because I came from Instagram,
you know what I mean?
Like we're just showing up this live.
So I was kind of like mixing that because I didn't know what that was.
And then I started realizing like all these other channels, they, you know, like they're

(50:45):
all literally anonymous.
Like they don't you don't know who they are and this and that, which is kind of like,
I feel like it turned out to a good thing now because at least with me is like, they
know I'm a cannabis guy.
They know I do this.
They know I do power community in Starseed.
They know I'm retired.
I show my kids.
I show like, like all this stuff about me.

(51:08):
And I'm like not some paid infiltrator.
I'll say it.
I'll say it for you.
You're so shy of.
Yeah.
It's authentic too.
Like people, people want authenticity, right?
Like we want to feel that connection.
And, and when you're just reading a screen name that you don't know who it is, you know,
it removes that humanity.

(51:28):
It was, it was, it was, you know, there's a guy that I that I follow.
And in the beginning he was completely anonymous SG and on.
I don't know if you guys know of him and stuff.
Yeah.
And about like maybe like a year or two years ago, he showed his face, he showed his face
on one of the podcasts and a couple of times and then he went back to being, you know,

(51:50):
little like, like behind closed screen and stuff.
But when I saw his face, I was like, Oh, that was kind of cool.
Like it's like a cool thing.
Like, like, like I enjoyed it as far as like him revealing who he is and stuff.
And I think it's a personal, it's a more personal connection, you know, like, like, like you
can have with people when you kind of like show who you are.

(52:13):
I do enjoy seeing like the truthers that do show their face, you know, like Nino and
I watch, I watch, I don't watch it all the time, but I do catch.
I like Jim Willie.
I like David Wilcox, you know, a couple of these truth of guys.
It's been a flood of information.
I'm lucky that I have a lot of time on my hand and I still get paid.

(52:35):
Like everybody else, I was just digging in and researching and sharing what I was, you
know, finding and, and it is, it's, it's a choose your own adventure right now.
There are calms.
There's so much stuff that is being dropped.
You have like the basic like narratives, the mainstream narrative.
We all know that's completely fake and lies and upside down, completely inverted.

(53:02):
And then there's like this whole other operation that is being told like what's going on, what's
happening, what's, what's going to happen, all these things.
We call them drops.
I don't want to say they're, you know, just keep it very generic.
We'll call them drops that drops and calms military stuff that is like lend the people

(53:25):
know that can piece these little dots together, puzzles together.
And it does paint a very clear picture.
You know, and then there's like, and then there's this other layer, layer of things.
So I say movie one, movie two and movie three, movie three is the stuff that's going on right
now that we have no idea what's going on.

(53:45):
But we know that it's not what is being told.
And then movie three becomes movie two because as time goes by, we're like, we knew that
something is going to come from this.
And we knew the queen was dead years ago, at least a couple years ago.

(54:07):
And then like, like her public announcement of the, of her death was going to come out.
Like we knew that there's like certain things that were like these drops that, you know,
from these anonymous channels that kind of like gave us like a heads up.
I told my, one of my best friends about this whole Puffy and Jay-Z thing.

(54:30):
I knew this was going to come up.
This is the next thing I was going to ask you about.
In 2022, I'm like, I think he's about to get cracked getting cracked, meaning, you know,
arrested and died or whatever, you know, and I'm like, his empire is about to fall.
When I said that, this was like at the, at the end of 2022.

(54:52):
And then he tells me, my boy tells me, he's like, go to Instagram right now and go, go
to his page.
And when I went to his page on the stories, it was post the twins.
I guess it was like their birthday or I don't know if it's birthday or Christmas, but they
had just received brand new Range Rovers.

(55:13):
So they were all just partying.
Oh, we got brand new range.
And God bless the kids too.
Like I'm not, I'm not, you know, trying to like dog the kids.
I was, the point is of him telling me that it's like, Puffs world, like the girls has
got the twins has got brand new Range Rovers.
Like Puffs world is like bueno.

(55:34):
It's awesome.
It's great.
Like, like he's infallible, you know, like, like whatever you're talking about, Drew, that's
probably not going to happen.
And I'm like, okay, yeah, you know, I get it.
You know, Puffs on top of the world right now, you know, in 2022.

(55:57):
And then it took one year later until like around the holidays and the 2023 when, when
the whole two parts then came out.
And now we're seeing this whole thing unravel.
And he's the first down.
Well, he's technically the second domino.
You have Epstein and then him now, which is all going to connect all together because

(56:20):
all of this connects worldwide really.
And it's, it's just, but I believe they're going to use Puffs right now to because he's
the face of the culture.
You know, it's, it's, you know, like, you can say like all these, you know, corporate
Fortune 500 CEOs and, you know, chairmans of this and that, like, like, people don't

(56:45):
know who they are unless you're like in finance or you, you really like understand like the
political realm and stuff like that.
But the culture doesn't really get it.
The pop culture doesn't really get it and stuff.
The pop culture is starting to get it right now.
The first domino just fell for the culture, which is Puffs.
Root awakening.

(57:06):
All the other stuff, you know, so all this false idol stuff, even like what Kanye was
doing, it now connects, which is kind of crazy.
Because even like with me, like, you know, when I was saying like all the satanic stuff
and I'm like, I don't want nothing to do with that.
You hear, keep the money, keep the thing.
I'm just walking away from everything.
I signed everything off and they want none of it.

(57:30):
And it wasn't because like I was directly related to like people that were pedophiles
of this and that.
I was just disconnecting from just the corporate world, the matrix corporate world.
And even the guys, I'm not even saying like the guys that I worked with was bad or did
this or did that.
I'm not even saying that.

(57:51):
I just wanted nothing to do with anything with the matrix.
And it took me a while to disconnect.
But it's a lot coming out right now.
And there's a lot of realities being shattered.
And going back to what you were saying, the sufferings.
The sufferings will get greater and greater when you don't listen or follow it or, or

(58:17):
heed, you know, what life is throwing at you, what God is throwing at you, whatever
you want to call it, whatever your spirituality is, you know, like tragedies.
When you look at tragedies, tragedies are meant to bring you back or bring the people
back to love and help.

(58:39):
That's the two most simple things you can do.
Favorite word.
For reals, when you look at what's going on in, with the hurricane in North Carolina,
Tennessee and God bless them.
And we pray for them.
Tragedies bring love to strangers, you know, we like people that you would never even think

(58:59):
about now.
Strangers are helping each other.
Neighbors are helping each other and loving each other.
And it's a shame that it takes these horrific sufferings and events to bring that, that
kind of like energy, that love energy, you know, like human consciousness affects collective

(59:22):
events, even whether, and I get this, you know, weather manipulation and all that radical
stuff.
But we affect the physical world on a personal level, we can affect our personal world, but
collectively we affect what's going on all around.
And when you look at the emotions and the energy in the collective, it's fear, it's

(59:46):
anxiety, it's hardship, it's suffering, it's pain, it's all kind of like lower, it's also
greed and theft and betrayal and all kind of negative emotions and energy.
So when you have that, you're going to have these events that are heavy, intense, difficult

(01:00:09):
suffering.
And that is coming up to teach everyone to be more loving and to be more helpful for
one another.
It's sad that it requires these extreme events to happen for you to, well not for you, but

(01:00:30):
just for people to find love or be loving towards one another, you know, and that's
the lesson here.
And just to continue being that and do it more willingly and voluntarily.

(01:00:51):
So you don't have to learn the hard way.
The hard way, exactly.
I love so much that you brought it to love because obviously we love, love here.
Going back to our original thing with Cosmic Lightforce, thank you for a really beautiful
channel.
Check it out listeners, if you're not already in it, it's Source Eye Trust to get information

(01:01:16):
in and just really great, really great content that is like truth-based and not fear-based
and all these things.
It's interesting when we were preparing for the show, we were like, man, this is teetering
past that line for us of like, we here, we talk about love and consciousness and healing
and spirituality and anything that expands them, right?
We really try not to focus on the truth stuff and the, you know, the suffering and world

(01:01:43):
events and stuff like that.
And we were kind of talking about it and we were like, you know, are we going to go there?
Like, are we, are we going to do this in this episode?
Is this the one?
And we thought we were and I'm realizing and, you know, hearing it as you're talking, it's
something completely different.
And one other thing I wanted to caveat as well is we are not being vague by any means.
And some of these things we're saying, there's just some words we can't say or really shouldn't

(01:02:05):
say.
I think we've probably already said a couple of them we shouldn't say, but, you know,
if it feels like we're being a little vague or we're kind of, you know, drew his dancing
around things, it's, you know, we've got to be mindful of the specific words we use when
we're talking about anonymous content and things like that.
But I really want to hone in for this last section here on this love piece and this consciousness

(01:02:26):
piece because it's really easy right now for even me, but for anybody, no matter where
you're at in your awakening journey, whether you're just waking up or you've been awake
for 10 years, it doesn't matter.
We're all equal, you know, inherently.
It's really easy to look at everything right now and they're like, I don't know what to
do.
I don't know what to believe.
Like I don't know how to help, right?

(01:02:48):
And something you touched on that's so, so profound is the power of consciousness, the
power of us as quantum lightworkers, souls, you know, whatever you call yourself.
We are infinitely powerful.
We are directly connected to source.
We are source expressing itself, right?
We have that God dust, if you will, in us and we have beyond our wildest comprehension

(01:03:13):
and imagination, we have dimensions of beings and ancestors and the Pleiadians and the Arcturians
and the Andromedans and all of these different things.
They want help and we are in the process of waking up and remembering, you know, how powerful
we are.
And so I really want to drive home.
Love is infinitely more powerful than fear as we're going through this rather than focusing

(01:03:39):
on all the stuff that's going on and you're right, the dominoes are falling, you know,
Mother Earth is purging, the collective is purging, it's all happening right now and
it's intense.
What can we do about it, right?
I'd love to hear from your perspective.
You know, you talked a lot about focusing on your body and all that, but specifically
from the lens of love and consciousness, or two favorite words here.

(01:04:02):
How can we help right now and how can we contribute to this greater mind and this greater quantum
energy field, both tapping into it to help us, you know, as an ally and also what are
we contributing to it?
Like those are the, those I feel like as the kind of balance of the yin-yang wheel of like
leaning on all of the support that we have out there and accepting, receiving, right?

(01:04:26):
And then giving love and consciousness and healing back to that space.
You know, wherever direction you want to take that in, but just kind of really honing in
on that love and consciousness piece right now.
Because I truly feel like that's kind of the only thing we can do right now.
Yes, absolutely.
It's, it's, it's very important, you know, what you just talked about.

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It's all about balance.
When we, when we wake up or when we get aware of something, we kind of like want to share
it and, and that's fine if you're sharing it with somebody that is in resonance with
you or is ready to receive it.
Like you said, you can't force anything.
You can lead the horse to the water.

(01:05:07):
You can't force them to drink it.
So it's that it's, it's this ebb and flow back to playing beautiful music in, in, in
your whole world.
Music, there's a tone.
There's like this, this beautiful tone, like in this present moment.
And there's a lot of different tones.

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And we talk about even like the five, 28 hertz and the love frequency, 432s, the healing
frequencies and all these other beneficial frequencies, music frequencies that is good
for the human body.
Now, when we talk about love, that is a tone.

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And that's not just a tone, it's like everything.
It's literally like the tone and the energy that has created everything.
Literally like it's everything happening all at once, all dimensionalities and to really
break it down like how massive and powerful it is this.

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So the matrix, the corporate matrix is this.
Then you have like the 3d third density matrix, which is the, you know, that encompasses the
whole corporate matrix, this third dimension that we live in.
It's still like 1% of all reality, everything of it in existence.

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So imagine like we live in like a massive mansion, a hundred bedroom mansion.
You, you're like 35 years old now and you've only lived in that one bedroom.
You've never even seen the other bedrooms.
So now when you come out this other bedroom, you're like, whoa, I thought the bedroom was

(01:06:58):
the whole, my whole entire world.
And now it's like, not only that it's, there's something more.
There's like all these other rooms in here that you're going to be discovering.
And that gets overwhelming and even scary because we come out of this corporate matrix,
this third dimensional matrix that is all fear mongering, pumping and, and it is a war.

(01:07:25):
Let's, let's not kid ourselves.
We are at war.
There's biological weapons.
There's physical weapons.
There's all this real war in the Middle East right now and other places in the world.
It's poisoning us, you know, indoctrination, infirmary, all these stuffs.
We are at war and you have to counter it like you're at war and you don't fight fire with

(01:07:49):
fire.
You fight fire with water.
So if there's like all this hate and betrayal and all these like greed and, and, and theft
and just all these negative things, you have to literally be the opposite of that.
And coming back to love and, and, and generosity and kindness and mindfulness and being in

(01:08:14):
your heart.
That's like your baseline.
And then discovering this other 99 bedrooms that's in this realm that we live in.
And then you realize that it is this love tone frequency that has built everything and putting

(01:08:36):
it all together so the ether, the sun, gravity, the wind, the elementals, earth, like it's
all literally coated by love.
We're not separate.
Nothing is separate.
So everything has been coated and connected through a love frequency.
And when you flow through that and you move through that, it is the most powerful force.

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It is the only force in the universe.
When you flow with that, ask that there's nothing else that can, that can touch you.
Literally nothing else that can touch you, especially when you're in a clear, fully charged
body vessel.
Like when you're driving a brand new Porsche and it's gassed up, you know, you're not

(01:09:25):
going to break down.
You can get to wherever you got to go.
You know, like it's, you're straight.
You're good.
When you, when you know these certain things, yeah, there's a lot of stuff that's going
on and you can, but you can maneuver around that and, you know, comparing the body, the
ship, the vessel to a Porsche is, it's really like disrespecting this body and this vessel

(01:09:50):
because we're way beyond a car, a vehicle, a spaceship, even, you know what I mean?
Like we're, we are the ultimate machine.
And I said, once you, once you figure that out and once you understand what and who you
are and who designed you and where you came from and, and, and what is the force behind

(01:10:16):
you, you will have the highest peak level of gratitude and love and nothing can touch
that.
It's just, it's just physics.
Like you just can't.
Like it is like trying to like go, fly to the sun.
You're not, you're not going to be able to reach it.
You just can't, you just can't handle that when you embody that energy that, you know,

(01:10:42):
some people can call it Christ consciousness.
Some people call it God, all these divine forces or source.
There's a lot of labels for it.
But when you embody that, you also actually create a magnetic field because we're magnetic
beings and then literally this tourist or a field literally protects you from everything

(01:11:09):
and anything.
And you, and you have this field, the shield field and you can kind of like maneuver through
it in this beautiful musical harmonious flow.
Even when it gets bumpy, when it gets bumpy in the collective, it becomes like a, like

(01:11:33):
an exciting ride for you.
It doesn't become suffering and, and, and fear and, and, and, and difficult situations.
You will, everybody has to go through that in order to understand what that emotion is
or what those lessons are.
It could be soul contracts.
It could be whatever reasons you had to go through to get past those lessons.

(01:11:58):
But once you get past those lessons, you're free, you're free to move around and you're
free to execute the mission and purpose and serve the purpose you were here to do.
That's beautiful.
Thank you for that.
As you're talking, you know, we're always saying on the show, we talk about love a lot.

(01:12:19):
It's in every single episode we've ever created.
We put that frequency in there and, and we stuck to that, you know, love, loving, loved,
lover, because it really is, it's everything, right?
We always say God is love or the divine God source creator universe, whatever you want
to call it, we celebrate and accept that here.
It is love.
It's pure love.
And I always, when I envision it in my mind, it's like the universe is, you know, this

(01:12:45):
magical quilt and it's woven with, you know, these fibers of love, like the fabric of the
universe is love.
And when you, you're so right, like when you internalize that and you remember that love
is all there is and love is the most powerful thing we can do right now.
So to our listeners who are, you know, navigating this wild, I think was the word we agreed

(01:13:07):
on in the beginning, you know, wild journey right now, like just remember the love and
remember that being in that frequency and, and raising your consciousness, treating your
body like the temple that it is, like all of these things, you know, it's so simple,
right?
Like we were talking about that, the answer, it's so simple and also so understated, like
how important they are, how important love is and choosing love is and, you know, incorporating

(01:13:33):
more love into your life.
And so thank you for sharing your, your wisdom on that.
You shared this little nugget earlier too, Drew, that gratitude is kind of the, the pathway
back to love from suffering, right?
When we're experiencing those bumps in the rides, just because we're divinely protected

(01:13:55):
doesn't mean that we're, it's going to be smooth sailing.
Oh, great.
Cool.
No more lessons to learn in this plane.
No, actually what it means is that we are protected as we move through and learn these
lessons.
You know, we've had a really catalytic two weeks and in that we were able to hold the
frequency of love and hold the frequency of gratitude.

(01:14:16):
And you know, as an example, we went in to get some trailer maintenance done and found
out that our breaks were shot, you know, and rather than devolving into the, oh my gosh,
you know, how, how much of our time, how much of our money is being spent on, on this experience
and, you know, devolving into the negative emotions of like, okay, we had this plan,

(01:14:36):
now we're not sticking to this plan, what's going on.
Instead, it was more, wow, thank you, Gahad, for getting us here safely.
We didn't have any breaks, you know, and that's been such a common theme in our journey as
we've traveled this country of showing up, finding out about these things after they've

(01:14:59):
happened and so many people are communicating to us like, how are you even here right now?
You know, and there's just always been this deep trust from both Amherst and I in the
divine guidance and the divine plan of where we're being kind of pushed.
And the more that we surrender into that, the more that I surrender control of my own

(01:15:23):
life, I realize that from the time I was a child and when I was born into this world,
I've always been divinely protected.
Everything that I have experienced, all of the traumas, all of the addictions, the suffering,
all of these experiences have always been from a place of love to help me grow, to help me

(01:15:46):
find myself.
And so for those of you navigating these times or those of you observing and supporting others
during these times, it's incredibly important to focus on that gratitude and focus on that
love because when we know that we are divinely held in the arms of the Creator, there is
nothing on this physical planet that can touch us, right?

(01:16:10):
You look at Gandhi who was imprisoned, they couldn't imprison his mind and his spirit.
He was in a place of love.
You see some of these ascended masters that have experienced Jesus on the cross.
Forgive them.
Yep, Nelson Mandela, these people who have even you, who have been imprisoned in this

(01:16:34):
3D realm.
When you are walking from a place of consciousness, your soul is always free and that's the whole
point.
We are free to choose love and gratitude and the truth of the universe regardless of the
external circumstances that we are experiencing at the moment.
Thank you so much for bringing that in love because I feel like I'm actually speechless

(01:16:58):
with it but it's so easy right now.
Even for me, I'll admit, I had told you earlier, I wasn't on telegram all weekend.
We had an interesting weekend in New York.
You can hear about that in our last episode about surrender and just navigating some really
intense situations and so I couldn't take in any information.
I got back on today and I'm reading and it's like this bomb there and this death toll there

(01:17:22):
and this explosion in Georgia and it's intense right now and I started crying.
I felt the collective, it was a sadness of like you said, this is what it takes and for
the people going through what they're going through because that's very real and as Eric

(01:17:43):
saying here and as you've touched on and we've talked about all throughout this episode, we
have the power.
We have the power to choose love and it's not being ignorant and it's not being woo-woo
and not facing reality, it's knowing that it's all perfect because it's all part of a bigger
plan and if I can just choose love and I can just stay aligned, everything else works itself

(01:18:05):
out and I can be in both, it's like the whole like be in the world but not of the world
right?
Like you can be in what's happening and you can have empathy and you can feel that.
Like I healthily felt that earlier and I'm not of it, it's not who I am.
I am a conscious quantum light warrior that is on this planet in service to the collective
and so choosing love is to me it's the highest mission.

(01:18:28):
I feel like it's kind of really other than awakening and healing your stuff.
Like our tagline here at Loving Consciously is awaken, heal love and awaken, remember
who you are.
Heal your stuff, right?
All those blockages, your body, temple, all the things and all you got to do is love.
You just got to love.
I like to add one more little thing you're saying like just choose your perspective or

(01:18:52):
choose love while you're going through these things.
There's an aversion where outer circumstances dictate how we feel or what we think.
If we get paid or something good happens to us, we're in a good mood which is fine.
Or then like if something bad happens to us, it puts us in a bad mood and stuff.

(01:19:15):
And then so these outer circumstances dictate how we feel or dictate our frequency.
We become a puppet when we live like a puppet when we live like this.
So the aversion is it's always your inner frequency that dictates the circumstance,

(01:19:38):
the outer situation.
It's never the other way around.
It's always from within.
So even if you're going through like all these things and you're saying like, hey,
choose love, choose these higher emotions and higher energy and to hold this, by doing

(01:19:59):
that it will eventually manifest outwards and it will reflect outwards no matter what
you're going through.
No matter what you're going through.
Thank you for that, Drew.
Do you want to hear something before we close out?
Yeah, something that you mentioned that's really important too is we went to see Book

(01:20:22):
of Mormon on Broadway in New York, which was a very interesting experience from a conscious
lens because there was the unconscious comedy at the surface level.
But below that there was a narrative of consciousness kind of wrapped into the sarcasm of the play.
They said the word matrix.
They said, yeah.

(01:20:43):
And part of that was this, the scene in the play where they talk about shutting their
emotions off rather than feeling what's occurring to just choose a different reality.
But they're doing it in the negative.
But they're doing it in the negative in the sense of bypassing because when we talk about

(01:21:04):
choosing love from a conscious perspective, it doesn't mean just saying, oh, I'm feeling
this emotion.
I'm just going to put that down, put it to the side and choose love instead, right?
Fake it till we make it.
It's actually feeling all of those emotions in their rawest form to the fullest extent

(01:21:26):
that you possibly can.
And then after allowing those emotions to move through you, then choosing love.
Because when we choose to shut that stuff down and put it off to the side, it just expands
and expands and builds with more intensity.

(01:21:46):
And until we feel it and it comes out in an explosion or a catalyst, right?
And that's what we're seeing in this world is when people shove their stuff down and
don't want to face it, it then has to manifest is an external experience of grief or addiction
or whatever it may be to get our attention back to it, right?

(01:22:07):
Because we've locked it in the closet of the 100 room mansion and said, I'm never going
to look in there again.
It's actually the process of healing is and really living from a heart-centered coherent
place is allowing those emotions to flow through you, opening up that box and saying, what's
in here?
Let me see that with love.

(01:22:29):
In what you were saying about not fighting fire with fire, but rather fighting fire with
water, this beautiful human over here attributed it to fighting fear with love.
And that's what depolarizes it.
And love is always a stronger, that higher vibration emotion is always going to depolarize
that native emotion and bring us back into balance and back into coherence.

(01:22:56):
But the important part is to make sure that we are giving both of them center stage and
not just focusing on the love from a denial perspective or just focusing on the fear from
a really a fear-based perspective of like, oh my gosh, I have to deal with this survival
mode.
It really takes both aspects.
It's becoming the conscious awareness, right?

(01:23:18):
Conscious awareness behind both.
For natural alchemizers, you alchemize it, you actually dissolve it, transmute it, transcend
it, alchemize it, all this stuff that you know what I mean?
Like that's within you that you find unpleasant and not to bury it, like you said, but to

(01:23:38):
release it, release it and alchemize it and channel it into something else, back to source,
back to love.
Because once it stays in there, it manifests as something greater, something more unpleasant,
more suffering and really turns into, if it's in your body, which it always is, it turns

(01:23:59):
into a disease in the future, like some form of illness aside from like just unpleasant
manifestations, which are diseases.
Yeah.
I have one more question I want to ask you, what do you envision, and you can take this
preferably all, but for you, for all of these amazing brands, which we will definitely have

(01:24:23):
everything linked in the show notes, what do you envision the future looks like here?
For Cosmic Light Force and Star Seed Fuel and for Drew, as you're walking on your quantum
mission and doing your light work down here, we know, well, we could never know, we could
speculate and that'd be a 10 hour podcast.
It's not this podcast on what could come in the collective.

(01:24:45):
You know, I don't know that that serves our energy best.
So I'd love to hear where you envision it going on the positive end with, with the light
and with all that you're creating and bringing into this world.
I have like a, a very different perspective, but a perspective that is shared by a whole
lot of people.
And I'm assuming with you guys too, is that I see this new Earth coming in, aside from

(01:25:09):
like all this bad and horrible, weathers and tragedies.
There's like thriving elements that's happening.
There's magic happening.
There's like people, there's more people awakening.
There's more people unplugging.
There's more people like, you know, withdrawing their money and not spending their money with
like the old brands and the old companies.

(01:25:32):
There's people that are becoming more sovereign and self sustainable.
They're starting their own gardens.
I have friends that are putting their kids, young kids into forest school.
Like, yeah, a lot of people don't even know what that is.
You know, like never heard of it.
Forest school is exactly what it sounds like.

(01:25:53):
It's crazy.
I'm excited, Jory.
Like, yeah.
So it's, it's, it's these things that is going on.
And as far as myself, well, I sat down for like five years now, just to really like just
hunker down.
I helped build a few homesteads all around like the West Coast.
And because of cosmic, I'm connected to a lot of people around the world now that are

(01:26:17):
all in the same frequency.
Soul tribes and, you know, doing the things what you guys are doing, moving around.
I know a lot of people that are getting RVs.
I might get one pretty soon myself.
And yeah.
And just really like just move.
Get a warranty.
Right.
Right.
So we'll be talking about that.

(01:26:38):
I feel like my, my next phase is coming up.
I don't know if that's going to be like traveling around and just kind of like doing my thing
around the world or, or wherever I'm being called to.
So I'm kind of like just leaving that open.
I have like several timelines that I see myself doing and, and that's all.

(01:27:03):
And all of that is open basically.
As far as I start seeing fuel, I think I've had a lot of people that's offered to take
it to the next level.
You know, I could do like natural shows and trade shows and do all of these.
And as of right now, I don't know if that's, that's going to be the path.

(01:27:24):
You know, I'm not here.
You know, I'm not trying to make it like, you know, just the next CVS or, you know,
like making power immunity, like the next airborne or, you know, whatever, Tylenol,
everything has been word of mouth and, and, and it is growing, you know, slowly, but it
is growing.
If it reaches people through word of mouth and it's resonating and it is doing that.

(01:27:52):
So that goal is already accomplished.
And if that goal can continue on, I'm more than happy with that.
You know, I don't need like everybody to like just go get it.
I don't need to make a ton of money with it.
I'm not, I'm not even doing that.
I'm actually like almost like all the money that is coming in, aside from like floating
the, the business, I've been giving out thousands of bottles, especially like this year for

(01:28:19):
people in, in school for the kids, you know, this, this whole flu season thing and all
that stuff that they're, you know, putting in the air and, and everything.
So I'm just, I'm just kind of like slowly.
So that's
Thank you for that.
I can't wait to see where you go with it.
And I relate so deeply to what you were saying.

(01:28:39):
And I think a lot of people can right now, like it's a beautiful thing to close us out
on, you know, the possibilities are endless, like having the multiple timelines, like we're
especially in the sauce.
I don't know if you've had this experience, but this last like seven, 14 days with all
these eclipses and all this energy, like God, God's source.
They literally right now we're recording this on the new moon.

(01:29:02):
And I think it's probably happening one or two of the events are happening while we're
talking, but the energy is so potent and, and everything's opening up and we're seeing
timelines we'd never seen before and missions we'd never seen before.
And so we're meeting open to that possibility and, and bringing it full circle with what
you were saying, you know, Drew about like, yes, there is great suffering right now.

(01:29:27):
I can't even, I can't even tap into it without getting emotional.
Like yes, there is a great purge there.
It needs to happen.
You know, it's happening.
It's, there's war, there's famine, there's, and it's, it's gonna, it's gonna get worse
before it gets better.
Has to, it's, it's, it just has to, and it all has to come out.
We got to purge it out.
We got to get the pus out.
We got to clean out the wound and then we can move forward.

(01:29:47):
However, in that, right, as that's happening, there's so much magic.
There's so much beauty.
There's so much power being brought back to the people and, and you know, like I was scrolling
Instagram the other day, this is a perfect example.
I don't do politics.
I don't vote.
However, I was scrolling and I saw a video by RFK and he was talking about, you know,

(01:30:11):
just all of the different straight up corruption and poison that is the American food system.
And I'm like, this is like the right hand of a running, you know, presidential candidate
like talking about things that no one has ever talked about.
Like it's, I want to curse so bad.
Like it's so freaking awesome to like see that and see, you know, just what we're seeing,

(01:30:36):
you know, the fluoride like on CNN and CBS and Fox News are talking about how fluoride
is bad.
And I'm like, I don't care.
And then you get the people that are like, Oh, it's a sign, but I don't care.
It's on the news.
Like this is good.
This is getting out there.
And my point is, you know, there's so much beauty to see and the veil, you know, the
last thing I want to give to our listeners here, like the veil is so thin right now,

(01:31:00):
whatever that means in your perspective, take it down whichever way you need to, to feel
good about it.
Like it's so thin right now.
Like the universe is being reborn.
We are ascending.
We are being born into fourth density, heart based consciousness.
We are becoming beings of the light.
If you imagine a spectrum, you know, one end to one, and I don't want to number them because
it doesn't matter, but this end is matter and this end is spirit.

(01:31:23):
And we've been, we've been living over here and we're moving this way and, you know, telepathy
and all these like gifts and just like the potential.
It is quite literally infinite and endless because we are infinite and endless quantum
beings of, you know, anything we can create, anything we can imagine, anything we can dream,
we can birth.
So you find yourself, you know, as you're navigating all this, hold on to that, hold

(01:31:46):
on to the love, hold on to the light, hold on to consciousness, lean on your community,
lean on your resources, treat your body like the temple that it is, all of these things,
but most importantly know like anything is possible, right?
And we get to create that right now.
We are, those of us that are awake, we are charging the way of building the new earth.

(01:32:08):
And that is really, really cool and I would love so much to see, you know, more people
focusing their energy on that and, and not on, you know, all the other stuff, not that
it's not important to be aware, but like let's really come together.
Let's come together and love, let's come together as a family of light and let's push that forward.

(01:32:30):
Let's, let's push that timeline forward because I'm really excited.
I'm getting, I'm getting images of it all the time, you know, of us like, like levitating
and telepathically talking and like all these things when we've become of the light and
we become a more spiritual race and I've always been, we've always been teen humanity.
So wherever you are, you know, whatever you're listening to, like hold on to that because

(01:32:51):
it's powerful, it's real, love wins.
It already has one, you know, this is, this is just, it needs to play out, but the end
of the movie, it's already done.
So Drew, thank you so much for being here.
We're honored to talk to you and to know you now and, you know, cosmic light for star
seed fuel.
We didn't get into higher self-made much, but that's your, you know, CBD line and all

(01:33:13):
those different products.
So we'll plug all that in the show notes and just sending you so much love as you continue
on your journey and thank you for being vulnerable.
Thank you for sharing your light with us.
Thank you for sharing your wisdom with us.
We're just so grateful.
Now, thank you, this has been like a really beautiful, but insightful exchange.

(01:33:34):
You know, like it was, it was very, there's a lot of gems in here.
And what you guys are doing is, is, is great because there's not a whole lot of feminine
and masculine like relationship podcasters and just bringing it from a dualistic side,
you know, perspective from both sides to this.
So that's great.

(01:33:54):
And I really appreciate what you guys are doing.
I love what you guys are doing.
And, you know, we're just going to, we're just going to keep going and slowing.
I appreciate that reflection, brother.
Thank you so much.
For those of you listening, don't play it small.
Keep your minds open because I can tell you over the last couple of days, it's taken a

(01:34:16):
lot of conscious presence to really slow myself down, not run on the rat race myself
and in slowing down and really focusing on my connection with the divine.
So much information has flown in.
There's so much energy being transmitted to us right now.
And we have the power to birth it into this reality.

(01:34:39):
And so regardless of who you think you are right now, what you think your purpose is
right now, take some time to just really sit in, drop in with yourself and listen, because
I can almost guarantee you that you're meant for way more than what you think you are.

(01:35:01):
And you have the capacity to step into that role and really make a difference in this
world.
There's no greater time to be alive.
Am I right?
Like this is such a gift and we get to, we get to write it.
We get to choose, choose our story.
So choose wisely friends, choose love, choose the light and through thank you so much again,
you know, keep pushing on, keep fighting the good fight.

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