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Carissa Andrews (00:07):
Welcome to
Manifest Differently, the
podcast for neurodivergentthinkers and anyone looking to
approach manifestation in a waythat truly works for them.
I'm your host, carissa Andrews,here to explore the science,
energy and strategies that willhelp you create the life you
love.
Let's dive in and ManifestDifferently.
Well, hey there, welcome backto Manifest Differently, where
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we decode manifestation throughthe lens of neurodivergence,
justice, sensitivity and deepenergetic awareness.
At least, that's what we'regoing to be doing in this
particular episode.
If you're anything like me, anAudi HD manifester who's highly
attuned to patterns and maybeprofoundly justice sensitive,
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you've probably felt it thatsharp, dissonant hum in the
background of reality right now,like there's something breaking
down.
You know the systems, maybetruths, structures, maybe even
your own relationship to whatyou thought you were here to
build.
I know that definitely is me.
I have gone through such a hugemetamorphosis the past year.
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Now the headlines right now ifyou're watching anything online,
they scream collapse.
But for those of us who patterndetect by nature, this collapse
isn't news, it's confirmation.
We felt the misalignment before.
It was obvious.
We sensed the cracks beforethey became chasms right, and
now we're being asked tomanifest joy, abundance and
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peace inside a reality that'sclearly falling apart.
What Today, I want to talk toyou about what it means to
manifest from within thatunraveling, not by bypassing it
or pretending that everything'sfine, because obviously it's not
, but instead by realizing thatmaybe we're not watching the
world end, maybe we're justfinally unplugging from one that
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was never built for us tothrive in.
So if you felt unsupported,unseen or like your
manifestations have been stalledor silenced, you're not crazy,
you're not broken, you're notfailing.
You're just exiting a systemthat was never calibrated for
your frequency.
And I've been talking aboutthis a lot and I really want to
hammer it home, because it'ssuper important that we
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understand that we are in asystem that was built and
designed to keep people small,to keep people stuck, to keep
people honestly in slavery.
And in this week's deep endepisode, once we're done with
this one, we're going to go evendeeper.
In this week's deep end episode,once we're done with this one,
we're going to go even deeper.
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Obviously, it's in the name,right, so we're going to go into
what it actually looks like tohold your energetic state and
hold it steady while the oldtimeline collapses.
I'm going to walk you throughmy favorite tools, including a
powerful EFT tapping sequenceand a timeline healing
visualization that's helping mein real time, like right now,
call in aligned momentum whennothing else seems to be working
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So let's take a moment to doour energetic reset and return
to our own field.
Okay, if it's safe to do so, Iwant you to go ahead and close
your eyes or soften your gaze.
Take a slow, deep breath inthrough your nose and exhale
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through your mouth.
Sigh it out.
Now imagine this You'restanding at the edge of a
crumbling structure.
Behind you are the old systemsbuilt on extraction, control and
suppression, but ahead ashimmering thread of possibility
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, a timeline that feels like you.
Now, with every inhale, I wantyou to breathe in that new
frequency and with every exhale,let go of the need to fix or
prove yourself in the old one.
It's safe to release oldversions of you that you created
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to keep yourself safe.
Okay, say this with me in yourmind or out loud.
I no longer seek validation orsupport from systems that were
never meant to hold me.
I am supported by the field, bymy future self and a reality
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that honors who I truly am.
One more deep breath in andrelease when you're ready, come
back into your body into thismoment and let's go a little bit
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deeper.
One of the hardest parts of thisjourney at least I feel,
especially for those of us whoare neurodivergent right is
realizing that this collapsedoesn't just look external.
Yes, the world is totally weirdand wonky right now, but for
many of us, it's also internal.
World is totally weird andwonky right now, but for many of
us it's also internal.
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The structures we built ouridentity around, like our
ability to make money, to beconsistent, follow through, be
high functioning they're allcrumbling too.
Maybe your business slowed down, maybe your job no longer feels
tolerable.
Maybe you've lost energy forthe things that once kept you on
track.
Maybe you've lost energy forthe things that once kept you on
track.
This is all me, right?
I've felt all of these thingsand I've always been that high
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functioning.
I can do anything kind ofneurodivergence.
But it can also now startfeeling like burnout or failure
or sabotage.
But what if it's something else?
What if it's your nervoussystem unplugging from a false
timeline?
What if it knows better too?
So for neurodivergent minds,especially those of us who are
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wired for this patternrecognition, we often feel these
shifts before they ever show upon paper.
We feel the tension before thecrash, the energy drain before
the job loss and the I can't dothis anymore, long before the
system even notices that we'reslipping.
For me, looking at capitalism,for instance, I saw this coming
all the way back when I was like19, okay, and I'm 47 almost, so
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it's been a while coming.
But this is not weakness, right, it's attunement and maybe it's
your exit ramp.
So let's get a little bit weirdbut real.
I've been thinking a lot aboutthe stories that we've inherited
, right, spiritual, religious,mythological.
It's kind of what I do.
I love to mix and match and putthese things together, and in
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the past I'd always put ittogether for things like my
stories, my urban fantasystories, you know, and how we
can utilize them in a way thatfeels revitalized, refreshed,
maybe twisted around a littlebit, but lately I've been really
feeling into how they reflectto our personal awakenings.
So, for those of you who knowabout Revelation and the you
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know the christian bible bookrevelation, the idea that
lucifer was cast down only toreturn a thousand years later,
it's kind of interesting to mebecause it sounds ominous.
But stay with me.
What if that's not about evilreturning?
What if it's about light,returning to a world that
couldn't handle it the firsttime, the neurodivergent
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awakening often feels to me likeexile, like we're being cast
out of the systems because wedon't conform.
But what if that is notpunishment?
What if it's remembering?
Maybe you weren't meant to buildyour dream life inside a
structure that runs on burnoutand performance.
Maybe your sensitivity isn't aflaw, maybe it's just your
compass.
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You're not just unplugging fromcapitalism when you're doing
all these things, you'reunplugging from the idea that
your worth is measured in output.
So let's talk about the moneypiece, because I know this one
hits hard.
It has for me for many years.
It's part of the reason why Igot into teaching manifestation
in the first place, to be honest, because I was doing a lot of
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manifestation work and for atime it was working wonderfully.
And then I started payingattention again to my purpose,
and as I paid more attention tomy purpose, things got murky
again.
But this is how it works, right.
We start to learn tools for areason, so that we can engage
them in new ways, and when westart to look at our full
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purpose, when we start to lookat what we are truly meant for,
sometimes it means having torecalibrate.
So when you've been doing themindset work and the
manifestation stuff journaling,visualizations, whatever and the
income still dries up, theclients disappear or support
falls through, it's easy tothink that it's you that's
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failed, right?
I know this was definitelysomething I struggled with,
where I'm like why I'm doing allthe things, like why is this
not working?
But what if the cutoff is theportal?
What if the universe is justsaying stop trying to manifest
from a collapsing grid, comeover, come to this new timeline
forming.
It all starts with yoursurrender.
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Right Last year, in 2024, myword of the year was let go and
it came to me like I wasn'tlooking for it.
I wasn't trying to figure outwhat the word of the year would
be.
It came to me in one of mymeditations, so I knew it was
true, kind of like this yearit's limitless and it starts
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with surrender.
It starts with letting go ofwhat you believed you needed to
be in order to become who you'remeant to be Now.
The reason I think things feelscarier before they shift is
because the old system demandsfear as currency, but the
quantum field doesn't, arrayadoesn't, and sometimes the
universe has to get you out ofthe old frequency before it can
deliver anything new, and I havedefinitely learned that the
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hard way.
But it's so.
Once you're on the other sideof it, it is so worth it.
Like I look at how this summerfeels compared to last summer
and I'm outside more, I'menjoying the grounding more, I'm
reading in the breeze and mybare feet on the ground Like
it's just amazing.
So if you're in a season ofloss or in the void right now
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please hear this You're notbeing punished, you're being
rerouted.
The system rejecting you mightjust be the most loving thing
that the quantum field or areahas ever done.
You're not just unplugging fromcapitalism, you're unplugging
from the idea that your worth ismeasured in that output.
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And, like I said, this is wherearea, I think, really does come
in, because when I channeled thearea frequency in April, it
came through as a directresponse to the collapse I was
experiencing, not only in my ownlife but in looking at how
things are working in oureconomy in the United States.
Everything, money is drying up,not just for me but for a lot
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of people.
Systems are failing, supportsare disappearing, things that we
cherish and love are falteringor trying to find ways to
maintain their relevancy.
I mean, if you've watchedTikTok this past weekend and saw
anything with the nationalparks, you know what I'm talking
about, right?
And yet there's an innerknowing that this isn't just a
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breakdown, it's an initiationinto something brand new.
Arraya, I think, is a newenergetic framework sort of.
It's built on sacred exchange.
It's soul alignment and quantumcoherence and it's new in the
sense of us understanding itexists, but old and ancient and
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true, probably truer than thecurrent energetic exchange.
Right, because it doesn't runon productivity, it runs on
truth, on frequency, on yourability to be in the right
relationship with your energyand the field around you.
It's not a system that you buyinto, it's a frequency that you
remember.
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I was thinking about this theother day and bear with me,
hopefully this makes sense.
But, like when people aretalking about how, how would
this look?
You know the new currency ofyou know this energetic money
thing.
Like, oh, you just wanderaround and you know money comes
to you.
It's just, it just happens.
Like, how does this work?
I was thinking about video games.
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You know how in a video game,you need and require money and,
um, different types of items tobe able to follow through with
whatever missions that you'resupposed to be doing as you are
going on.
Life is like that.
We require money right nowbecause that's just our
energetic exchange.
It could be gold coins, itcould be whatever, but as you're
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going through the game, it'sset up to be able to deliver
that to you, right?
You're supposed to go throughcertain checkpoints, you do
certain things, money arises andit doesn't have to be more
complicated than that.
But we make it more complicatedbecause now we're like how do I
do it?
When is it going to come?
How are we going to make allthese things work?
And we're not allowing the flowof it to come in, trusting that
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it's going to be there, knowingthat we need these things.
So it's going to pop in.
We're in a video game.
You know you're walked by achest and you kick it over.
There's your cash, or you fightoff a demon and all of a sudden
, all the riches are there.
Whatever, the case is right.
We have to remember that aswe're going through life, that's
kind of the same thing, and ifyou're not getting the resources
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that you want, maybe it'sbecause you're not looking in
the right places for your path,for your true purpose.
Okay, does that make sense?
You're kind of off-world,off-worlding it in a place that
there are no riches there.
That's not where your missionis, because there's no gold coin
banks, whatever.
Can you tell?
I don't play video games veryoften, but you get my point,
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okay.
So, if you're standing at theedge of this collapse and you're
looking around, I want to offeryou this Maybe the system is
rejecting you because it can'thold your power anymore.
Maybe you're not just losingground.
You're actually switchingdimensions, because that's how
it feels to me.
I'm switching to a differentdimension, a different timeline,
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a different way of being, whereI am back in connection with my
purpose, with the earth, withthe way that I want to be in the
flow that I want to receive andthe way that I want my nervous
system to feel.
So, if you're in a season whereeverything feels like it's
falling apart too, where themoney isn't showing up and the
systems aren't responding andyour old strategies feel broken,
or maybe your old life justdoesn't feel like it is for you
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anymore, I want you to rememberthis.
Maybe it's not the end of you,okay, maybe it's not the end of
you, okay, maybe it's the end ofa timeline that never honored
who you actually are.
What if this isn't collapse?
It's clarity.
Your sensitivity isn't makingthis harder, it's helping you
tune out the noise.
And your exhaustion isn'tweakness, it's your body
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refusing to fuel the old machine.
The detachment you feel isn'tdisconnection, it's redirection,
a sacred rerouting towardssomething that your soul has
been calling in for years.
This is not a dead end.
It literally feels to me like aportal and in the void where
the old rules no longer apply.
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That's where real manifestationbegins, because now we get to
play in a playground where therules are completely different
and are aligned for us and feelgood and make sense.
Okay, now if today's episodelanded in your body like a truth
that you've known all along butyou couldn't quite name, I want
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you weren't meant to manifestalone or inside a matrix that
can't hold your light.
You are exactly where you'remeant to be and you're right on
time.
You are not manifesting wrong,you just manifesting differently
, and I am so glad you're here.