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Carissa Andrews (00:08):
Welcome to
Manifest Differently, the
podcast for neurodivergentthinkers and anyone looking to
approach manifestation in a waythat truly works for them.
I'm your host, carissa Andrews,here to explore the science,
energy and strategies that willhelp you create the life you
love.
Let's dive in and ManifestDifferently.
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Well, hey there, and welcomeback to the Manifest Differently
podcast.
This episode is going to be alittle different and, honestly,
a little emotional.
We're headed into an episodethat isn't just a shift in
format, it's an entire shift infrequency.
So today I want to set thingsup with an intention.
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The intention is I allow myselfto evolve, to trust where my
soul is guiding me, even if itlooks different than I planned,
and that's exactly what thisepisode is all about.
So I want you to think aboutthat intention, hold it into
your mind and think about how itmight impact you in the way
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that you operate.
Okay, because after muchreflection, deep meditation,
some quiet walks and even cosmicnudges I couldn't ignore, I've
made the decision to bring thispodcast and the deep end to a
close.
It's not a case of burnout atall.
It's not even that I've reallyrun out of things to say because
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I've been teachingmanifestation for quite a while,
but instead I think it'sbecause I've really grown an
awful lot in this past year, andthis version of me who started
the podcast this podcast, inspecific, isn't the one sitting
here speaking into the mic today.
When I first launched manifestdifferently, it came from this
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massive urge to translate whatI'd learned about manifestation,
especially from aneurodivergent lens.
I wanted to break it down forothers who, I guess, like me,
needed it to make sense, youknow, both energetically and
logically.
And I wanted to hold a spacefor the magic that we all feel
but we can't always access whenour minds are buzzing or our
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nervous systems are fried.
And I wanted to look at it fromthe lens of how does
manifestation work differentlyfor us?
And for a while it felt soright.
The conversations, the soloepisodes, the downloads that
turned into teachings, it alllit me up.
But over the past couple ofmonths well, probably about 10
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weeks, when I started the deepend something started to shift.
I'd sit down to outline a newepisode and instead of
excitement, I started feelingresistance, not the kind of
resistance that comes up fromfear or self-doubt, but the kind
that really signals anenergetic mismatch.
Something in me was saying it'snot this, not anymore.
So I did what I always do whenthings fell off I got quiet, I
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meditated, I journaled, I tunedinto the version of me that
already knows what's coming next, and the message was really
clear Stop teaching and starttransmitting.
It hit, honestly, likelightning, because here's the
truth.
I've come to understand, notjust conceptually, but
somatically.
We, as neurodivergentmanifestors, sometimes no, I
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take that back oftentimes wedon't need more information, we
need more embodiment, and I'vebeen teaching that throughout
this podcast.
But it's really become clear tome, right, because for
neurodivergent creators like youand me, the pathway to
manifesting isn't about learningevery system hack or trick.
We're already pros at that, ourminds love it, right.
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But if we're not careful, westay stuck there and we fall
into this thing that I call, andhave called for a long time
procrastinate learning, where wekeep consuming content because
it feels productive, but inreality we're just avoiding the
vulnerability of receiving.
So what I've realized is thatI've been modeling that same
loop, teaching, explaining,rationalizing but what my soul
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actually wants to do now is totransmit, to stop talking about
the receiving mode and to starthelping you drop into it.
So today's episode is my loveletter to this chapter, to this
community and this energeticcontainer that we've built
together.
It's also the opening of a newdoor, one where I'll be showing
up a little differently freer,deeper and more rooted in my own
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gifts.
And if you're still with mehere, I know that you're feeling
it too.
So let's keep going.
Let's talk about what's reallychanging and what I'll be
creating instead.
But before we go deeper, I wantto pause, like we always do,
for our last micro, likeenergetic, somatic reset.
Okay, you've just received alot, I know, and your body might
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need a second to catch up towhat your mind is hearing.
So let's do the mini reset.
Okay, if it feels safe to do so,I want you to go ahead and
close your eyes, place one handover your heart and the other
over your belly, feel the warmthof your own touch, feel the
breath rising and fallingbeneath your hands.
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Now breathe in through yournose for a count of four One,
two, three, four.
Hold at the top for four.
One, two, three, four andgently exhale for six.
One, two, three, four, five,six.
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Let's do that again.
Inhale for four, hold, exhalefor six.
Now, silently or out loud, Iwant you to repeat this with me.
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Okay, I allow myself to change.
I trust my evolution.
I receive what wants to comethrough me.
Let that settle.
Let the frequency of it movethrough your body, not as a
command, as a remembering.
There's nothing wrong with youif you're shifting.
That's something that's reallytaken me a while to realize,
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because I have a propensity tohold on to things too long, okay
, and there's nothing to fix orto explain when this happens.
You're not broken, you're justblooming.
You're changing and shifting,and that's what life is all
about, right?
So let's talk about what led upto this moment, what actually
happened here.
The truth is, I didn't plan toend this podcast not consciously
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anyway.
In fact, for months I kepttrying to keep it going in
brainstorming topics, I'd sitdown to record, I'd open up the
mic and try to tap in in a newway, and every single time it
just felt heavier.
Not because I was tired of youor the manifestation or even
podcasting, but becausesomething inside of me had
shifted.
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What used to feel alignedstarted to feel like I was
repeating myself.
And I don't mean repeatingmyself like, oh no, I've already
said this before.
I mean repeating myself like Iwas trying to convince myself
over and over again and thatteaching was still the best way
that I could help all of us.
But it became clear that thatwasn't the case.
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It isn't the case, but I justdidn't know that right away.
At first I thought maybe I wasjust tired or maybe I needed a
new format or a better angle ora hotter take.
You know the drill right, butnothing worked.
And that's when I stoppedpushing and started listening.
I gave myself a little morespace to unplug from the
schedule and the pressure andthe self-imposed obligation to
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keep showing up which, let me behonest, is so for real for me.
I sat in meditation, not to justreceive answers but to feel
what was really there, right,and what I felt was a subtle but
steady callback to transmissionover explanation, to resonance
over reason.
And this really tied me back toReiki.
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In fact, it all kind of startedcracking open when the whole
Araya transmission came throughme and Reiki came flooding back
into my life.
I started remembering that themoments in my own life where
things truly shifted, theyweren't always because someone
explained something to meperfectly.
Instead, it happened in theenergy of it, it happened in the
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creation, in the moments whereI felt like something just
clicked into place, and that'swhen the truth really hit me.
I don't want to teach people howto manifest anymore.
I don't want to be in thatplace.
I want to help people rememberwhat it feels like to receive,
and for those of us who areneurodivergent.
That difference really, reallymatters, because we're naturally
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gifted with pattern recognition.
You and I see the systemsbeneath the systems.
We crave the knowledge andanalyze nuance and we live life
in our heads.
But that also means that we getstuck there.
We binge every podcast, we buyevery course, consume content
like it's nourishment, whenreally it's just another way to
feel in control.
And yes, information cantotally be helpful, it can shift
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our perspectives, but when itbecomes your comfort zone, it
can also block the very thingthat you're trying to call in.
And that's where that phrasedropped in right Procrastinate
learning.
I'm keeping everyone inprocrastinate learning.
This is where learning trulybecomes a delay tactic and when
gathering knowledge becomes asocially acceptable way to keep
avoiding receiving.
So I realized that I've beencontributing to this pattern,
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not intentionally, obviously,but by staying in the role of
teacher, I was folding the dooropen for more content, more
learning, more thinking, and mysoul has been like no more, no
more, that's not it.
It's time to place people inthe frequency, not in the theory
.
And the more I sat with that,the more everything started
clicking.
I thought back to the momentswhen I felt the most connected
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to source to abundance, to trust.
And it wasn't during someone'ssix-step manifestation method.
It was during sound healings,it was when listening to
Reiki-infused words or in aReiki session.
It was in the stillness oftransmissions that bypassed my
brain and just landed in mycells.
And that's the work I want todo now Not to teach people how
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to align, but to help them feelwhat alignment actually is, and
maybe that sounds weird, butit's everything.
So, yeah, this podcast is ending, but something more powerful is
being born in its place, andlet me tell you what's next.
I am not going to be teachingmanifestation in this form
anymore.
So, if that's the case, what amI doing?
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Well, right now I'm still inlistening mode, I'm anchoring,
I'm creating something thatfeels more aligned than anything
I've ever done, and thatincludes all of my writing.
Right, I mean, I've done somany different things where I've
tapped in and created from thespace of.
I think this is what needs tohappen, but never truly as
vulnerably as this, and I'mdoing this in a way that feels
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like it's totally through theenergy, right Through
transmissions and activationsthat aren't about learning but
about receiving.
So here's what I mean From nowon, instead of a podcast episode
every week or step-by-stepbreakdowns.
I'm going to be offeringReiki-infused energy
transmissions.
They're going to be designedspecifically for neurodivergent
manifestors when I can designthem and then, of course,
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energetically sensitive beings.
Sometimes they will bechanneled, fully channeled,
because I'm leaning more intothose gifts.
So the free transmissions willbe short.
They're going to be potent andintentional, and so they will be
available over on my newYouTube channel, which is
Manifest Differently, or mywebsite, which is
manifestdifferentlycom, or both.
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I might have them on bothplaces, so you can access them
on YouTube if you want, or youcan download them through the
site if you want.
But others will be deeper paidactivations inside the area
model, which is the pay.
What feels?
Aligned approach, right whichallows you to tune into your own
inner knowing and energeticexchange.
What is workable for you,because, honestly, I don't want
to gatekeep healing.
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I don't want to assign a dollaramount to your breakthrough.
I want to trust that you knowwhat the transmission is worth
to you and that you're willingto pay from alignment, not your
obligation.
Energetically, I feel like I'mbuilding something much, much
bigger with this right, becauseAurea isn't just a vibe, it's a
living frequency.
If you've been following me fora while.
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You know this already.
It is literally a new templatefor wealth, for creation and
nervous system supportedmanifesting that doesn't require
the performance of doing more.
It's soft, it's quantum, it'ssacred and it's where I feel the
most like me.
This new direction is not aboutabandoning everything I've
built.
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You know books and courses andcoaching or podcasting but I'm
letting all of that take a backseat to this deeper calling,
because the truth is I've beensaying for a while now that I
want to live my life moreintentionally, to stop pushing,
to stop proving, and to walkthat path that actually feels
good in my body and not just tomy branding.
Okay, and this, thesetransmissions, these activations
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, this is the thing that lets medo that.
So if you've ever wished youcould shut off your brain and
just receive, if you've everfelt like your nervous system
blocks you from holding theenergy of what you're calling in
, or if you've ever wantedsomeone to guide you out of the
overthinking spiral and into afrequency where things just
click, this is what I'm going tostart offering now Not more
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how-to, but a portal into yourown inner knowing.
Arraya is the umbrella, thetransmissions are the pathway
and your embodiment is going tobe the activation, so let's talk
about how you can experience it.
Next, this is where it allbecomes about you, right?
Because the shift I'm movingthrough it's not just personal,
it's collective.
We're in a season of soulpivots, where the things that
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used to feel like a yes start todissolve, where the things we
used to feel like a yes start todissolve, where the things we
thought were our purpose turnout to be stepping stones and
not the actual destination.
So if you're like me and you'vebeen feeling this lately, like
you're on the edge of somethingnew but don't quite know what it
is yet, this moment is for you.
You don't have to have afive-year plan, you don't have
to have the whole staircase infront of you to take the next
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step, and you definitely don'tneed to keep showing up in a
role that no longer fits justbecause people expect it of you.
We get to evolve out loud, inreal time, even when it's messy,
even when it makes no sense toanyone but our own higher self.
And let me tell you thisdecision was not logical.
On paper, ending two podcastswhen your audience is growing
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makes zero sense, but my bodyknew.
My nervous system exhaled whenI stopped trying to force one
more episode and my energy gotlighter.
My creativity came back, myclarity returned, and that's
what I want for you.
This is not just a podcastending right.
It's a frequency shift, acollective exhale.
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In my eyes, it's a reclamationof the idea that we do not have
to keep teaching something.
Once we've embodied it, you'reallowed to move on, and so, am I
right, you're allowed to embodyyour next level without
explaining it.
So this is your invitation.
If you've been holding backyour next chapter because you
weren't sure how it would bereceived, or if you've been
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looping in education, planning,strategizing, but not actually
moving, if you've been waitingfor someone to give you
permission, consider this itPermission granted, frequency
activated, next chapter unlockedokay.
So that's what I want you tothink about.
And if you're still here withme, I want to thank you not just
for listening to this podcastepisode, but for witnessing the
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full evolution of what ManifestDifferently was always meant to
be.
Because the truth is, thisisn't a goodbye, it's just a
metamorphosis, and I'd love foryou to stay connected with me,
not through more episodes,obviously, but through pure
energetic transmission.
And here's how.
Number one subscribe to myYouTube channel.
This is where all of the freeReiki infused transmissions,
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activations and frequency shiftswill live, moving forward.
I'll even be moving over someof my Arraya videos, like as
shorts, over into YouTube aswell from TikTok.
But each of these transmissionsis going to be designed to
regulate your nervous system, toclear mental clutter and bring
you into a resonance with yourmost magnetic self, without
needing to do anything butreceive.
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The first one's already up onthe YouTube channel.
This is the Arraya Activationand it was the initial start
where, like the ArrayaActivation started it all right.
So head over to youtubecomforward, slash at Manifest
Differently to find all thatinformation, or you can just
search Manifest Differentlyright there in the search bar.
If you've ever wanted to feelmanifestation instead of think
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about it, trust me, this isgoing to be for you.
I'll be putting newtransmissions up frequently, and
often they're going to bealigning with a specific
timeframe, whether it be a newmonth, a new season, an
energetic activation like aportal transmission, whatever.
There's going to be a lot ofdifferent things there.
Number two I would also like tosay that you can join the new
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ARIA collective Now.
This is my free energeticcommunity space for
neurodivergent souls, energysensitive creators and new
paradigm pioneers who arewalking the same path.
Creators and new paradigmpioneers who are walking the
same path.
We are opening up this newcollective.
Now it's not the ArrayanChamber, although I do feel like
it is going to be somehowconnected but this is a space
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where we're going to talk aboutwhat's happening energetically,
what's shifting, dissolving, andwhat we're creating and, most
importantly, we're here tosupport each other in real time
with all of the work of alignedliving.
It's currently free to join.
There may be deeper layers inthe future, but for now, it's
going to be the core place to be.
Okay, so head over tomanifestdifferentlycom.
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It will be right there on thehomepage for you to be able to
check out.
So please come be part of thisshift.
It's already happening and youare totally, totally invited and
I can't wait to see you inside.
The biggest thing I want to sayhere, as we end this show and
this episode, is that I amwalking the walk now, right, and
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if you're ready to stopthinking your way into your next
level and start feeling it,embodying it, you're exactly
where you need to be.
From the bottom of my heart,thank you so much for listening,
for being here and supportingthis podcast, for supporting me.
Thank you for walking the pathwith me and thank you for giving
yourself permission to manifestdifferently.
It's important that we do this.
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It's important that we allowourselves the space to truly
lean in to what our soul iscalling for us, what our soul is
asking of us, and this isdefinitely one for me.
You can also find me on TikTok.
I'm over there very frequently.
It's probably my favorite placeto be right now when it comes
to social media, but you canalso find me on Substack, on
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Blue Sky and, of course, youtubenow.
So thank you again.
I so appreciate you being hereand remember you have the power
to create your reality.
So go out there and keepmanifesting differently.