You’re Not Lost—You’re Remembering Who You Were Before the Matrix Lied to You

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If you’ve been feeling foggy, disoriented, or like your manifestations just aren’t landing—this one’s for you.
You’re not broken.
You’re remembering.

In this episode of Manifest Differently, we explore one of the most sacred and overlooked stages of manifestation: remembrance. The Matrix isn’t just a metaphor—it’s a system of energetic distortion that many of us are finally waking up from. And that awakening? It’s not failure—it’s frequency.

We dive into:

• Why burnout, frustration, or “glitches” are actually signs your soul is breaking through the noise
• How sovereignty isn’t about control—it’s about alignment
• What it really means to reclaim your energy and remember the truth of who you are
• The role of soul codes and light codes in guiding you back to your mission (without getting lost in the fluff)

✨ Plus: a quick energetic reset and affirmation to help anchor you into this new remembrance frequency.

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In this week’s episode of Manifest Differently: The Deep End (our exclusive Substack podcast), we’re diving into the actual light and soul codes I’ve been working with—how they collapse distortion, reprogram your field, and help you plug back into the Aureya frequency.

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Episode Transcript

Carissa Andrews (00:08):
Welcome to Manifest Differently, the
podcast for neurodivergentthinkers and anyone looking to
approach manifestation in a waythat truly works for them.
I'm your host, carissa Andrews,here to explore the science,
energy and strategies that willhelp you create the life you
love.
Let's dive in and ManifestDifferently.
Well, hey there, beautiful soul.

(00:36):
Welcome back to ManifestDifferently, the podcast where
we flip the script ontraditional manifestation advice
and explore what it reallymeans to create your life from a
place of soul alignment,energetic sovereignty and inner
truth.
If you're new here, welcome,and if you've been with me for a
while, buckle up, becausetoday's episode is going to

(00:58):
activate something ancientinside of you, something you
might not even know, you havewords for yet, but you'll feel
it.
Today we're talking aboutsomething that's been coming
through loudly in the collectivelately A whisper at first, and
then a low hum, and now it's aroar, and that message is you
are not lost, you areremembering.

(01:22):
You're remembering who you werebefore the matrix lied to you,
before the conditioning, beforethe fear, before the systems
that were never built for yoursoul to thrive in right.
We neurodivergent manifestors,we're here to break the system,
break the game, and if you'vebeen feeling a little foggy or
disoriented, like yourmanifestations are glitching or

(01:45):
your energy is off.
You're not broken, you're notbehind and you're not doing it
wrong.
In fact, I believe we're alljust sort of waking up and that
can feel weird, right, likemourning a version of yourself
that never really existed, whilebeing reborn to someone you've
always secretly known you were.
That, my friend, is theremembrance, and it's one of the

(02:08):
most sacred stages ofmanifestation that no one really
talks about Because it's messyand it's tender and it's
inconvenient for the ego anddeeply inconvenient for the
matrix.
But it's where everythingbegins to unravel so that you
can finally rebuild your realityfrom truth, from soul truth and

(02:29):
alignment.
Now, if you've been curiousabout the weird energetic shifts
in the collective right now,like what it means when major
figures die on symbolic days,like, say, a Pope on Easter
Monday, or why repeating numberssuddenly feel like they're
following you around, you're notimagining that either, so we're
going to touch on that lightlytoday.

(02:50):
But if you want the fullbreakdown of how you're actually
going to use what I call soulcodes to collapse the false grid
and reprogram your energeticfield, I'm going to go deeper
into that inside of the deep end, which is my exclusive Substack
podcast for my Substacksubscribers, so you can find the
link in the show notes or, ifyou go over to

(03:11):
manifestdifferentlycom forwardslash Substack, you'll find it
there too.
But today's episode, this is thedoorway, this is the invitation
to remember your truth, reclaimyour sovereignty and stop
outsourcing your power tosystems that were designed to
keep you small.
So take a deep breath with me.

(03:31):
You are not here by accident.
Okay, breathe that in Mm feelsgood.
Right, let's begin, and we'regoing to start by taking a
moment to just arrive, Notphysically, but energetically.
Let your awareness land rightnow, right here, in this moment.

(03:58):
If it's safe to do so, closeyour eyes for just a few breaths
and, if not, just let yourselfsoften even slightly as you turn
inward.
Take a slow, full inhalationthrough your nose, hold it at
the top and exhale through yourmouth like you're letting go of

(04:22):
the static.
You can sigh it out if you needto.
Let's do that again Inhale,hold and exhale.
Now imagine somewhere deepwithin you, beyond the surface

(04:44):
roles, the programming, theexpectations.
There's a version of you whonever forgot, a version that's
always known who you are, whoremembers why you're here, who
never lost sight of your power,even if parts of you did.
This version doesn't hustle forapproval.

(05:08):
They don't chase worthiness andthey don't shrink to fit into a
system that was never designedfor their soul.
Feel into that part of yourself.
Now.
You might not see an image, butthere's a feeling right, a
resonance, a clarity.
That knowing has always beenwithin you, waiting for the

(05:33):
noise to fade just enough so itcan rise.
So breathe into that truth, letit expand into your body and,
if it feels aligned, speak thisout loud or in your heart I
remember who I am.
I reclaim what is mine.

(05:53):
I return to truth.
Let that anchor in.
You're not returning to someonenew, you're returning to
yourself, the self that's alwaysbeen the one that has been

(06:17):
calling you, nudging you forwardin those little whispers, right
?
Okay, so let's talk about thisidea of remembrance, because for
so many of us on this path,especially those of us who think
a little differently andmanifest a little differently,
feel deeply and have always hada sense that there's more or

(06:41):
that we need to come back tothis sovereign love for one
another, no matter the diversity.
This isn't just a spiritualbuzzword, remembrance.
Remembrance is the moment theillusion starts to crack.
It's not about learningsomething new.
It's about returning tosomething ancient, something

(07:03):
that your soul already knows.
And so many of us are feelingthis call, and it's been getting
louder and louder.
But here's the thing most peopledon't realize Remembrance
doesn't usually arrive like alightning bolt.
It often comes through thecracks in the burnout, in the
frustration.
Cracks in the burnout in thefrustration, in the moments

(07:27):
where what used to work justdoesn't anymore right.
It just doesn't anymore, andyou can't figure out why.
You wake up and you realizeI've been manifesting all the
right things, but somethingstill feels off.
Or maybe I've been doing whatI'm supposed to do, but it feels
like my soul is whispering thatthis isn't it.
I have been there Like when Iwas pushing really hard to

(07:48):
become a successful author or asuccessful author coach.
It was like I'm close, I'm soclose, but this isn't it not
fully right, but this isn'tfailure.
That's your remembrancebreaking through when things
like this happen.
That's your soul gentlyreminding you that you came here
to create something new orsomething different, not to

(08:11):
succeed in a broken system which, let's be honest, we definitely
live in right now.
So let's talk about that brokensystem for a second, because
when I say matrix, I don't justmean it metaphorically.
Second, because when I saymatrix, I don't just mean it
metaphorically.
There are actual energeticstructures on this planet, built
over time through fear, trauma,control, scarcity, religious

(08:32):
shame and manipulation, and allof that keeps us looping in
patterns.
It's a feedback loop, right,and most of us were born into it
.
We didn't consent to itconsciously, but energetically
we've been hooked into a falsegrid that tells us we need to
earn our worth, to obey, to besafe and conform, to be loved.
And here's the wild thing Manyof us are waking up to that

(08:55):
truth right now, not becausewe're broken, but because we're
ready.
We're ready to shift all ofthat BS because we know better,
we know different, we know thatthere is a reality for us where
that is not truth, and that'swhat sovereignty actually is
right.
It's not a dominance, it's notcontrol.

(09:19):
It's the subtle, powerfulchoice to say I get to choose
what's true for me, I get tounplug from the programs that
don't align and I get to reclaimmy own field and my own wishes,
my own desires.
Sovereignty is remembering thatyou are the source, that no one
outside that, no outside systemor person or validation can ever

(09:41):
define your frequency.
And that's power, my friend.
That is true liberation, butfirst.
Remembrance leads tosovereignty, and sovereignty
opens the door to reclamation.
It's been interesting to mebecause sovereignty has been the
word that I keep seeingrepeating over and over, whether

(10:02):
it be on TikTok or myself asI'm meditating or just out and
about.
It's crazy.
The word is literally coming tome over and over, and that's
how I knew that this was goingto have to be today's podcast
episode.
Because sovereignty is where westart our reclamation, because

(10:22):
once you remember, once youstart to feel yourself again,
you begin to notice where yourpower has been leaking.
You start to see where yourenergy has been siphoned to fear
, to obligation, to roles thatyou never agreed to, and you get
to say no more right.
You get to be done, not withanger though sometimes rage is a

(10:44):
part of the reclamation processbut through clarity, with
authority.
Reclamation is sacred.
It's the moment that you decidethat your energy belongs to you
and that your desires aredivine instructions, and that
you don't need to negotiate withdensity in order to receive

(11:05):
your abundance or the life ofyour dreams.
Now here's where things getreally interesting, though,
because once you startremembering.
Once your field begins to clear,you'll start to notice little
things showing up in your world,like I just said, right With
sovereignty.
Maybe it's number patterns foryou, maybe it's symbols.
Maybe you, maybe it's symbols,maybe you're feeling like

(11:25):
certain sequences speak to you,even though they don't make
logical sense.
Now, these things that arerepeating, these things that are
coming into your reticularactivating system, these are
light codes, soul codes.
They're not random, they'refrequency transmissions designed
to activate parts of yourconsciousness that have been

(11:48):
dormant.
And they're starting to show upnow because you're ready to
receive them.
I'm not going to go into theactual codes today because
they're not really meant to beconsumed casually or commodified
, but in the deep end, I'll walkyou through the exact codes
I've been working with lately,why they matter, what they mean
and how you can start using themto collapse, distortion,

(12:10):
reclaim your power and anchorinto the area frequency that we
talked about last week.
Because, yes, this is part ofarea.
This remembrance, thisreclamation, this sovereign
frequency is a key to abundance,but not the old version of
abundance, not the grind, notthe more for the sake of more.
I'm talking about the overflowrooted in truth.

(12:32):
I'm talking about the overflowrooted in truth.
Feel that for a second, theoverflow rooted in truth, and
that's what we're calling backin now.
So if you take nothing elsefrom this episode, let it be
this You're not broken, you'renot lost or behind.
You are remembering.
You're remembering that yourenergy is sacred, that your

(12:57):
power has never existed outsideof you, that the system that
made you feel small was designedthat way on purpose.
But your soul, your frequency,your truth that was never part
of the system.
It's always been bigger, wiser,softer, uncontainainable.
And now you're waking up notjust to new ideas, but to

(13:21):
ancient truth.
You don't need to fix yourself,you don't need to reclaim
yourself like in a masterful way, right, every time you choose
presence over performance orintuition over obligation,
alignment over approval, you'repracticing sovereignty.
You're collapsing the grid.
You're remembering who the fuckyou are, and I know this

(13:44):
journey can feel lonelysometimes, like no one sees that
you're unraveling or even whyit matters.
But you're not alone.
You're not the only oneunplugging.
You're not the only onechoosing differently.
You're part of a soul wave, acollective uprising of beings
who are here to remember,reclaim and radiate the truth.

(14:07):
This isn't a phase.
This is a homecoming.
So if you're feeling activatedright now, like something deep
inside, you just clicked intoplace.
If there's a part of youwhispering, this is what I've
been waiting for, trust thatOkay, because this episode, like
I said, this is just thedoorway Inside the deep end.
I'm going to share the exactcodes I've been working with,

(14:28):
what they mean, why they've beenshowing up now which is kind of
fun and interesting and how toactually use them to collapse
that distortion and reclaim yourfield and start working with a
frequency that I'm calling area.
Area is not just aboutabundance.
It's about that truth fueledoverflow.
It's the new wave, the neweconomy and it's the frequency

(14:51):
of being fully resourced.
Because you're fully you NowI'll walk you through the codes
step by step, from the collapseloop disruptors to the
sovereignty reactivators.
Now, this isn't fluffy angelnumber content here.
This is divine tech, coded infrequency, designed for your
nervous system and waiting to beremembered.
So if you want the how behindthe what, if you're ready to

(15:15):
reclaim the instructions yoursoul left for you, come join me
inside Manifest Differently, thedeep end.
On Substack, you can find thelink again in the show notes.
Or if you go over tomanifestdifferentlycom, forward,
slash Substack, you'll findeverything there, and if you
felt this episode in your bones,share it, send it to someone

(15:36):
else who's waking up, or dropinto the comments and tell me
what cracked you open.
I want to hear your remembrancetoo, because this, this is how
we collapse the grid and reclaimour sovereignty together.
Our sovereignty together.

(15:58):
Until next time, keep choosingtruth, keep listening inward and
keep manifesting differently.