Tinfoil Hate Required 2 - Reincarnation, Deja Vous and Past Life Regression - Moms and Mayhem

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Who listen, I's gonna show youhow to shake from Hicks. Why don't
you get about the basketball? DMorning Dove day. We're here talking Mom

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and may happy and I'm my girl. Wags and Robin here to the buzzard
day Up Happy Mandy, everyone,thank you for tuning into Mom's at Mayhem.
I am your host Leah many names. I don't know handle the poop

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today. Apparently I forgot to changeit from book game Paradise. So today
I'm handle the pook and with meas always, we have Amanda Wags.
How are you X? I amgood. I'm still Amanda Wags. You
are, but I think you're AmandaMags. You're wearing a flannel. You

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are rocking the Mounts flannel. Aswe found out on the Live this week,
Andrew dre Mounts thinks you are perfect. He does, and I didn't
have to pay him one sets onhis daughter. I'm wearing flannel, so
if you tell me nice things,I'll dress like you from yours. Oh

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it could be. It couldn't be. Since we've had a scandal, Wags,
I've had a scandal. Wags knowsthem Mounts as a penis because when
you're has me a. Speaking ofRobin Lynn is here with us too.
How are you? Your hair isdown today and I'm liking it. My

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hair is down today and thanks,Um, you know I'm here. I'm
good. Let's let's do this.But speaking of Mounts m and the Live
this weekend, we discussed it onp IP, So yeah, listen to
p I p uh, I havebeen listening, Jeffrey Berg. I've been

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listening to PIP. Listen from lastweek's episode because you'll hear um all the
stuff you'll get to hear about Mounts'ssex dream that was not about me.
Um, we actually for Flip oranybody concerned about that though, Is anybody
concerned? That's the only thing thatno one is concerned, not even a
little bit, not even a littlesurprise a little bit. So how are

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you? I am good. Ihad a shitty ass day, but other
than that, I'm I'm I am. I'm pretty good. So yeah,
we have a very fun episode todayand I'm super fucking excited for it.
Um. If you are a fanof the Ever Evolving Truth, you heard
our Religion REDUCS episode that aired todaythe day that we're recording it, and

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we briefly, I mean really briefly, Like just mentioned reincarnation, which is
pretty much our episode today, PastLives, Past Live Regression. Um.
I don't think we'll get much intothe religious aspects of it, but I'm
fascinated by it and all things paranormal, and like I found the coolest shit

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on YouTube, like just wild,cool, crazy shit about like these kids
that like just one kid like solvedhis own murder. Just like, yeah,
the fuck I've seen the children,the reincarnation, and that it's all
over TikTok, like Dave accurately andcorrectly identified who they were to past life
without any It's wild. Yeah,it's absolutely wild. So we're going to

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get into that this week, butmight as well just talk about our weeks
first. You know, got afill time, so wags, how was
your week? Tell me how'd yourweek go? You have a new job
where you are the EP of allthings there too, I assume, yes,
naxtly, I manifest that shit everywhereI go, like the EP of

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write aid and CBS. At thispoint, No, I have a job,
and before anyone wants to do anything, I am self employeed. Essentially,
I'm a contract employee. So holdthat on the brakes. You know
how people get there's like fine,like, well, we have to give
disclaimers about everything in our lives becauseof the ridiculousness. But yeah, so

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I'm not just a trophy wife anymore. Like I'm I'm making my own mind.
So halla you are, how doesthat feel? Does it feel good?
I know you had a rough firstday working at home with a toddler.
Yeah, so I started sooner thananticipated, so I haven't worked out
the childcare and I'm not sure whatI'm going to do because of COVID and

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Jake's in school forties a week now, so there's a lot of variables to
do. But this job is veryflexible and I kind of make my own
hours. But I wanted to start. I wanted to get my foot in,
and it just so happened that we'rein in. My three and a
half year old was home with me, and he's obsessed with putting this fucking
easter basket on his head. WellMonday it decided that he was going to

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put it on my head, soevery time it came around, he was
like boink boink, And then he'slike laying with his feet on the table
and I'm like, and then hewaits. I kid you not. He
waited until I made my first phonecall to an insurance company and he's like,
Mommy, I have to poop.Now. I'm like, I'm not
trying to potty training for a fuckingyear and now you want to tell me

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you have the poop. And Iwas like, well, this is portable,
so I'm like, okay, I'llgo. So I stood outside the
bathroom while he air quote hooped,was just farting and did my call.
So kudos to all of the parentswho work from home with children right now,
like a whole new respect. Butif anybody wants to share any work

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life balances when you have three childrenand you're staying at home but you're also
working, slide into my DMS becauseI may not make it. I may
just have to be the EP ofwhite Horse, and I don't know if
I'll even be able to do thatif it continues the way that it is.
So it was so funny. Wagstexted us immediately like it was what

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Robin like maybe five five minutes aftereight, like she just started working well,
But the first thing she said wasI'm five minutes into working from home
and Brandon is climbing in my laptrying to watch Mickey on my computer,
like that was how your day's targets. I'm like, no, you have

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a fifty five screen TV right there, like, go have fun. I
don't get it, Like the secondyou get on the phone, the second
you do anything, like my kidsdon't want me all day, the second
we start recording. It's like likeright here, before you were in here,
I know there and still want shower. It's still still fight my kids

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the shower, and I won't understandit. I don't get it. But
if they want to smell like onions, go for it. I don't care
anymore. Like whatever, I'm notgonna fight. I'm picking my battles.
Robin, how was your week?Um? I mean it was such a
whirlwind and such a blur. I'mjust gonna go with let's go with a
Okay, your side hustle is workingfor you, My side hustle is working

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well. I Um, I'm havingfun. I didn't anticipate doing well from
the start. I thought it wouldbe something I really had to work at.
But then I realized that I canhave fun with it. It's nothing
serious. I go in I myself, I can be myself and and I
am. I'm having fun. Imean I've done three shows, and I

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mean I've already made triple of myinvestment. So wow, that's fantastic.
Good for you. It is,it's it's really good. And you know
what, I paid a bill ontime, so that's great. I congratulation.
You do know how good that feels. At I'm gonna be forty one
years old in less than four weeks, and it just was like, you

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know what, I could pay this, but also I'm going to be very
smart and reinvest. You know,they keep saying, put that money back
in build your inventory so that Ihave that much more. So I did.
I put the money back into it, which I look now like probably
not the smartest because I need tiresand I need breaks and I need an
inspection. However, I'm hoping thatthe next coming weeks well be just as

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lucrative. But thank you for yoursupport. Yeah, check out her page.
It's it's really good. It's it'sit's really cool. Shit. Check
it out um on our Facebook page. And there's a group too, Snatched
by Robin, which is really cutewith Robin's a different group. We don't
want to be. We want Robinto be snatched. That's what we want.

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Snatch Robin. Snatch. That shouldbe the dating app game. But
no, go to Facebook and itis snatched with Robin and I'm doing Facebook
Lives. You can go in andshop at any point in time on any
of the photos of videos that areup. And you know, I look
forward to making all of you beautiful. Yeah, not as beautiful as myself,
but beautiful of course, true fashion. But wait, can I just

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appreciate that, for the first timein months, I have cleavage? You
do you have a bron No?I don't. Oh is it one of
those built in but but I meanthey're still sitting on my dining room table.
Don't get twisted. But I camehome from work and I like ripped
off my Leopards sweater and I waslike, our uniform is either black or
off the shoulders. So I wentoff the shoulder for the love Tube hashtag

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YouTube. Paiters come at me,I love, I didn't even shave my
armpits come at they don't. Theydon't come at you though, Robin too.
It's very and you went in thinkthere's a message to the bandes.
It is very passive aggressive. Theircompliments are very underhanded and very passive aggressive.

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Come at me. They can't allof them can eat a huge bagg
of dicks, and I'll be justlike Katie Joy and I'll chew all those
bagg of dicks. So they're listeningto me chew on the bag of dicks
and then they can eat the bagof dicks. Well there we go.
That sounds like a great idea.You can you can reincarnate the bag of
dicks and producing for us. Um, we have the fabulous, fantastic existential

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ginger Cherie Morrell. Hey, Scherie, you want to pop on here really
quick? Oh she's getting dressed.Hi Cheri, Hi guys. How was
your week? U? Pretty uneventful? I still like I feel like I'm
still can we talk? I feellike I'm still hungover from the live on

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Saturday Full Saturday night should have beenlike the greatest moment of your life.
Well, that's what I was goingto ask. How people, ever,
how did you feel about your veryfirst white Horse drinking party? Um?
I think I lasted an hour?So can you please tell everybody what you

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got afterwards? And I need youjust to retell the story that you told
Wags and I prior to the recording. Everybody needs to hear that because okay,
for a lot of people will appreciatethis. Let's here. So it
was almost midnight and I decided Ihave a really bad habit of buying things
when I'm drunk, and so you'relike, gods, me and my boyfriend,

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Yeah, it's so bad. SoI did buy a couple of things
off off a boutique and then Itold my boyfriend. We were laying in
bed and I was like, Hey, can you go turn the light on?
And he's like what. They're like, I need you to go turn
the light on and he's like whyand he thought I meant like the light
in the bedroom and I was like, because they need to be able to
find the house to deliver my nugs. And he's like, what are you

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talking about, And I'm like,I need my McNuggets because I had ordered.
I had ordered door Dash and Iwas so mad the next morning because
it was seventeen dollars for like tenMC nuggets and some fries. Oh that's
bull though. I'm glad that youclarified your original nug was a nugget.

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Yes, I thought you were gettingsome some some treats delivered that are legal
if it's medical use. I wasshe was telling us the story. She
was like, I just wanted mynuts. I know my nuggets are not
chicken. What talking about? Right? So um, we have some questions

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for usualies. We want to know, on a scale from one to fabulous,
how much fun are you having producingour show? That would definitely be
fabulous on that scale. She's aclapping for you, baby, My lashes
are clapping. So we have disgustedamongst the MAM's and we like you and

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a little bit a little bit,a little bit and and you cut.
I'm quick, and we like whatyou do. So we have a question
for you. Okay, it's itsays, will you be our wing ma'am?
Ak picture sure, Sharie mam producer? Will you be our permanent producer?

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Akr wing mam? Oh my god, I would be honored. Yeah,
she ain't crying. She don't meanit. That would have been really
awkward if you would have been like, yes, what had happened was we're

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gonna get drops of Shari's doing allof us now, isn't there? I'm
so cute, Like you should putthat on a shirt. I love it.
Yes, I'm gonna make a wingMam shirt. You guys know,
seriously, can we just have asentimental moment for for just a second.
I really do appreciate it. Thankyou, because I I love being here

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believe things happen for a reason,and white Horse came into my life at
a beautiful and perfect time, andI'm just I'm just really grateful to be
here. Thank you all. Wereally really do like you, but mostly
we're just lazy and don't want tofind another producer. We don't trust people

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Welcome back to Mom's in Mayhem.So we have done. Our first
episode on the paranormal was on aliensbasically, and it was our first tinfoil
hat episode. And I think thisshould be tinfoil hat too, because that's

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what I was thinking originally, becausethere's no like, there's no way to
really know, right, because nobodyever has truly died and come back.
Nobody has ever really done that.Like I technically died. I no,
no, I really died, likeI flatlined twice, I lost so much

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blood, like I was I died. They had to like jump my heart
like died. Um, so Ihad to, but there's no like here's
here's my thing. When I Idid, I don't. I didn't see
anything. There was no angels orspirits or floating above my body. Like
there just was nothing like that.And I still firmly believe that the white

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light that people see, um,it's the hospital lights because if you've ever
been in an operating room or inan emergency room, those lights are blinding
and it's the last thing you seebefore you flatline and when you do start
to even when you faint, likeyour your brain everything, so you see

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bright, right, it doesn't godark. It goes bright first because of
the I don't even know, likeelectricity in your your brain. Now.
The other thing, too, islike when you do die, quote unquote,
like I died, quote unquote,you're not really dead. You have
to be brain dead. You haveto be there's like a lot of stuff
there. You're still there, right, you're you're you're subconscious. Maybe would

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you look at it as like you'resubconscious? No, No, I think
you're still there. I think isyou can't die. In order to die,
you have to be brain dead.And if you're brain dead, you're
not coming back, and you haveto lose oxygen to your brain and that
kind of thing. So so theysay there's no scientific proof of any kind

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of afterlife or reincarnation. But thenWAG sent this article and it says revealed
the scientific proof that reincarnation is real. And now I'm starting to think this
isn't a tenfoil had episode. LikeI read this article and I got a

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little um. I don't know whatthe word I would use is as our
listeners know, my mother passed awaylast March. It'll be a year on
the twenty fourth, and um,I've grief. Grief is weird, right,
like it comes and it goes,and but it was kind of nice
to think, like maybe she'll comeback, you know what I mean,

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Like maybe she's you know, comingback as one of I don't know what's
Harry and Megan's next baby, Likethat would totally be one of them or
one of your grandchildren. That's that'ssomething I'm going to share later. Yes
they're coming back because m yeah,yeah, this article and we'll I'll make

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sure that we share the links tothese because you just google past lives,
reincarnation and you're gonna find a shitton of things. That's a scientific word,
by the way, shit ton um. So this comes from Express h
News organization out of the United Kingdomand it was written by Sean Martin.

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So the first thing it says,like reincarnation is generally a religious concept that
implies that upon a select few deaths, their soul, mind or conscious issferred
to a newborn right, Okay,but it's not immediate always, Yeah,
it could be. There's also kindof a sidebar to this. There's also

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like a correlation of when one persondies another person is born. And I
think any everyone's always had some kindof experience or they know someone like I
found out like the day that Ifound out that I was pregnant with Jacob,
my unexpected pregnancy twenty two my greataunt who I spent majority of my

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childhood with, died that very day, within hours of each other. Show
Like yeah, so there's like andI didn't put it together until like two
years after he was born, andI was like, that's the day because
I didn't tell anyone. I wasonly like nine weeks along at that point,
like I had just got confirmation.So there's a there's a lot of
stories in correlation to that. Soanyway, there's a doctor Ian Stevenson,

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former professor of psychiatry at the Universityof Virginia. Now, when you're looking
into this, a lot of thisis related to psychiatric and neurological studies,
obviously the study of the brain andthe study of why do we do things.
Doctor Stephen claims to have found overthree thousand examples of reincarnation during his

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time when he shared which he sharedto the scientific community in a study titled
Birthmarks and birth Defects Corresponding to Woundson Deceased Persons. This shit is so
I won't read the whole the wholepart of this article, but basically what
it says is that if you havea birthmark, you very well could have

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died because of that injury. Solike if you have and and Leah kind
of talked about it on I don'tknow if you talked about it on Pop
right after, but like, ifyou had like a birthmark over your heart,
maybe in a past life you wereshot or had a heart attack.

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Um, so let me go on. He wrote in his study about thirty
five yeah, thirty five percent ofchildren who claim to remember previous lives have
birthmarks and or birth defects that they'reor they're like parents, a tribute to
wounds on a person whose life ofthe child remembers, so like a grandparent

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or a great grandparent. It couldeven be like someone that they maybe had
never I met, but maybe greatgreat granddad you know, had is not
even related, not even different countries. There are stories of kids in different
countries in different um eras, likeno way these little kids would know this
ship and it's really crazy, whichwe'll get into, go ahead. Yeah,

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And then it says in forty threeof forty nine cases in which a
medical document, usually a post mortemreport was obtained, it confirmed the correspondence
between the wounds and the birthmark orthe birth defect. Uh huh, Like
so that's insane. So there's therewere two stories. And the thing about
this that's really kind of interesting isin a lot of the cases it does

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not give the name of a childor the family. It's just like a
boy, right, yea, orlike boy A or boy B. So
I did a lot of my researchon YouTube, which I know, I
know, don't trust YouTube, butyou can, you know, then look
it up and sourceless and that kindof thing. I'm gonna link a couple

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of videos too in the description ofthis episode. One of them that really
really blew my mind was this boywho was his brother. So the brother
died of neuroblastoma, I believe,and he had all different kinds of surgeries,

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and he had like bone problems.He was blind. The boy went
blind, and then he had problemswith his legs and these surgery. He
had several surgeries, and twelve yearslater, the mom had a baby and
he had like birthmarks all over hisbody where the kid had these surgeries,

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and then like three years later gotsome kind of crazy like disease that made
him go blind at the same exactage that the brother did. So like,
that kind of stuff is just I'msure there's a scientific Like as I
was researching this one, I waslike, I am sure there's a medical
reason for it. I'm sure there'ssomething in their DNA or whatever that makes

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these kids have these birth effects.But then at the same time, like,
how do you explain those birthmarks?Like what did you think about that
part? Yeah, it's well,I think that's interesting, especially because you're
very openly like an atheist Yeah,this is weird for me. Depend on
scientific evidence to basically be your religionof swords, you know, like the

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science. If you were to say, what is your religion? Absolutely make
sure that whatever you're saying or whateveryou're doing with your life, it's backed
up, Like that's how you canjustify things. But it's like it's insane
because the one of the other articlesthat will share is that it talks about
um like basically some kids and alot of it. Like if you ever

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talk about any paranormal stuff, childrenare always the most like, yeah,
open to get it because you knowthat's a whole other episod. Well,
they actually there was something I sawthat was their scientific reasons for it.
That children, it's not necessarily thatthey're just like learning, right. They

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think that these kids that remember theirpast lives do it between the ages of
two and ten, but the majorityis two to six. And it's because
as you get older, you startlike your brain can't hold all the memories.
So they're born into this body andI guess their brain is holding the
memories from the past lives, andas they get older, they're making all

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these new memories, so they startto forget it, which that's crazy in
itself. There's a guy on TikTokwho does all kinds of crazy stories of
children being reincarnated, and it's phenomenalto watch him. I'll have to find
him. I do follow him.I'll find him and share the link.
But he does, I mean absolutelymind blowing cases where children and they're very,

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very young. So I think thereis some validity to that. And
also reincarnation, what is it,it's rebirth you're coming out? Is that
whole concept. And I also thinkthat, you know, how do we
develop fears. Let's go into thephobia. I think that you know,
speaking on the birth effect or thebirthmark being a telltale sign of something that

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had happened in the past life phobiasunexplained fears, Yeah, absolutely goes hand
in hand with that because it wassomething that you experienced. You don't quite
remember when or how, but youknow that it's terrifying and then could have
been your demise. Well, thatwas in a couple of the kid things
that I thought these kids were.This one girl was terrified of red cars.

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Another kid, this little boy whowas he went and met his mother
quote unquote from a past life.He knew all these crazy things that you
just wouldn't be able to know,something like use the back door, not
the side door, this kind ofthing. He's petrified of motorcycles if they
drove past him anything, And itwas they could not figure out why this

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kid was so afraid of these motorcycles, and then he ended up having problems
with his legs and that's what killedthe guy. Like and there were no
reasons for these these medical problems thatthese kids were happening. It's crazy,
But go ahead, Robin. Didyou see that thing on YouTube about the
woman who died not too long agoor maybe a while ago, but the

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Egyptian woman who believed that she wasa faraoh. Do we talk about that
before now? No? But Iwatched that one. Yeah. They had
taken her to um like digging sitesand expeditions that never were revealed to the
public, and that even the insidewas never revealed, and she was like,
I'm finally home. And what happened, you know? It was she

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was like two or three. Shefed on the stairs and she was declared,
you know, dead, and thedoctor came to the house and here
she was fine walking around, butshe wasn't herself and you know, her
family, they grew up and theyadapted. You know, she's fine,
she'll get over it. Here itis ended up taking a field trip to
museum and she sees Egyptian displays andshe's like, this is it. These
are my people. She falls inlove with it. And there's a whole

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YouTube like or Netflix documentary dedicated tothis woman. And to see her tell
exactly what is in these expedition siteswithout the public ever having knowledge that this
was even happening, is absolutely astoundingbecause she believes that she was a pharaoh
and she moved to Egypt and shefollowed the Colder and she turned her life

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into this a legacy. She createda legacy, and then she wanted to
be buried in a certain site.Turns out she couldn't, so she's buried
just right outside of the city.But it's absolutely amazing and just to read
it and to listen to it andto watch the documentary that unfold, you're
like, if you don't believe,watch that, and yeah, will you
really will? Yeah, that's agood one. So what you were talking

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about earlier, Leah, about likehaving the phobias and not being able to
explain certain things. There's actually somethingit's called past life regression therapy, yes,
which I am fascinated by. Itis and I actually found someone on
TikTok like I have become obsessive TikTok, not for like the crazy people dancing,

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but the people sharing their stories,like completely obsessed. And I actually
reached out to her and I waslike, hey, I know this is
super last minute, but if you'reavailable, like we'll make something happen.
She does this past life regression therapyand basically when someone has such a strong
phobia or they keep having these sensationsas something has happened or you know,

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a pain that they can never explain, and then basically it's like hypnosis and
it takes you back to almost thattime, to not almost, but to
that time of your past life towitness what's going on and to kind of
work through it. So like ifyou were injured in a car accident and

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you know when cars first came out. I guess it's a bad example,
but like if you were injured atOkay, this is mom's and mehan,
this is not scientific, may wellmaybe it might be shintn is the scientific
explanation according to me Um. Butyeah, so basically it goes in and

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they hypnotize you. Now they doother therapy trigger treatments essentially, but hypnosis
is one of the big ones,and it takes you back and you can
actually work through that phobia. Soif you're afraid to leave your house,
or you're afraid of heights, oryou have a fear of like a particular
kind of a person, like they'resaying, like you could have been killed

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by this kind of person X amountof years ago in a past life,
and it's not necessarily your current It'snot like you're a thirty four year old
woman. It could have been Iwas a eighteen year old army guy in
the Civil War or something like that. Like, it takes you back and
lets you experience it. But itlooks incredibly intense, and it's another link

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and we'll share it. But itlooks incredibly intense. And I personally don't
know. I guess if I hada phobia or I had something traumatic enough
to kind of figure out why I'mso afraid, Like I have issues,
but I know where my issues comefrom, you know, don't you know
what I mean? But there wasa point that someone was like, our

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can pass life regression therapy be dangerousor have any side effects? Like what
if you get in this hypnosis andyou go back and you experience the time
in a past life that was sotraumatic and so detrimental that you clearly died,
how do you get back? Like, how do you know? Okay,
I'm not that person anymore, Butour brains don't work that way,
like you can just turn it off. So if you witnessed yourself being shot

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and killed or burned alive, Yeah, if you witnessed that, how how
are you for certain that you're goingto get over it, like you're going
to come back to current state?Is that going to make you better or
worse? But I think some people, at least from what I was reading,
are so desperate to be better thatthey're willing to take that chance.

(34:37):
So I I never did pass liveregression, um, but I was.
I did do hypnosis for therapy forPTSD after my car accident, and I
will say, on the traumatic sideof it, um, there's a lot
of things that I didn't remember,um okay, and and it came back

(35:00):
and it made it worse, Likeit made it a lot worse. But
then I had to deal with thatright and move forward. So I wonder
if it's something like that, like, yeah, it made it worse,
and it was intense and it washard to get through. Like I was
like, you're kind of awake,like I was aware of my surroundings,

(35:22):
but I was also in the car, if that makes any sense. It's
really hard to explain. So Ican't imagine. And this was with a
licensed like an MD psychiatrist that didit, recommend it by my sister that
specialized in PTSD, and he waswonderful and it did help me. But

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it's one of those things where it'slike I had to get worse before I
got better type of thing. AndI imagine that that's what it would be
like, but I didn't die,right, Like, I can't imagine going
back in time and like somebody beinglike, Okay, where are you now

(36:06):
and you're watching this scene like amovie, but you know what happened to
you? Yeah that's a shell.Yeah, I just oh, I couldn't
imagine, but it's you. Ifit is just your shell, it is
you, right. I don't knowhow I would feel. I'm a big
believer in reincardation. I am.I've said that in numerous times for as

(36:30):
long as I can remember. Ihave always been you know, and I
was called an old soul for formany years. And we've all heard that
term. We've all used that term, especially when you're talking to young kids.
Right, what if let's think outsidethe box. What if empaths are
like those those people who are likethat, and what if they are the

(36:52):
higher form of being open to subjectiveand objective reincardation. Right, they're just
trying to break away and they're continuouslyevolving because they don't want those chains holding
them back, so to speak.So they're moving forward with that and they're
you know, open to looking atmore and opens his seeing more. And
then I look at it as okay, like you're strong intuition or in deja

(37:17):
vu. We all like we justheard she talk about her dream on the
episode last week with her ex boyfriend'sfather. So, the first time I
can remember it happening, I wasin high school and my boyfriend his parents
were divorced. I had never methis dad. He looked with his mom,
and I had a dream that therewas this man that was like,

(37:39):
hey, like, please watch overNate. That was my boyfriend's name,
like, please watch over Nate,Please take care of him, Please make
sure he's okay, and he likewalked out into the ocean and disappeared,
and I was like, well,that was weird. So then the next
day I find out that my boyfriend'sdad has has died. And when I
go to the viewing, like,the man in the casket, who I

(38:00):
had never met and had never seena picture of, was the man in
my dream. And yeah, andit is so like these dreams, are
you seeing into the future and notlike um, a fortune teller looking into
a crystal ball and not talking aboutthat stuff or looking into the past,

(38:21):
but just being aware of who youare in that moment and recognizing I know
this, this feels familiar. Imay have been. Yes, that to
me. I love when that happensto me, when I'm like, oh,
wait a minute, have I metthis person before? You know,
maybe not in this shell, butmaybe in a former shell, and you

(38:42):
know, and and our souls werehave connected. And I think that the
universe has many different parallel liars.We're all where we are supposed to be
at any given time, and we'llget to where we're supposed to be and
um, you know there's just strong, really really strong feelings. I think
that is just amazing. And let'sthink of it. If you're drawn to
a certain time period, if youfavor culture, if you favor a place

(39:06):
that you've never been, why areyou so attracted to it? That's a
good question. So to follow up, I'm like, I'm like a little
scientists today. Are I got toget my chance to speak and put it
all out there at once? Alittle jouralists. You have to do your
own show because I have a lotto say right now. No, but
speaking of everything that you said,UM, what I'm going to share with

(39:30):
you guys now eleven signs your soulhas been rend to give it to me.
So tis I'm not going to explainevery single thing, but a lot
of things that you said, Robinare are on this list. So the
first one, um reoccurring dreams.So by reoccurring dreams, do you mean

(40:00):
same dream over and over or doyou mean like same same sequence of the
of events? Is it the samedream? Because I have that of a
kid and it's it's repetitive. Dreamsmay sometimes signify trauma, fere or issues
that your brain is trying to process, also known as unfinished business. For

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example, this author said, Ioften have recurring dreams of a fifteenth century
castle that I have a distinct feelingof knowing very well. Yet I have
never seen or been to this castlebefore and waking life, but it's a
consistent dream of being there. Okay, So this falls into the second one.
So okay, so number two outof place memories. So this is

(40:45):
basically like you you have these somethingsignals you almost and you you don't really
know why you remember this or whereit's coming from. Yeah, like like
where did I have that? Sothen that goes into you have strong intuition?
Yeah that I have. Yeah,So intuition is the ability to balance

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the conscious and unconscious mind and totake to tap into deeper well springs,
a primal wisdom of innate knowledge.So I think I think a lot of
people have intuition, especially women.I think it's just a genetic thing in
our chromosomes. More science, mdeja vu. Okay, so this is

(41:30):
where I really want we have tohave a conversation about deja vu. Let's
hear this first. Yeah, mycar accident story is eerie, but go
ahead, Okay, so let's let'sget through the rest of the list and
then we can go back. Sowe all know what deja vu is like,
having that sensation like this happened before, and you can't necessarily put where
it happened, when it happened,where you were, You just have that

(41:52):
strong feeling that it's happened. Numberfive, you're an MD path, Sonoy
saying that Robin's said, I Iwant to go full blown that I feel
as though I'm an EmPATH, butI feel like I'm more so on that
side than not to because I takeon other people's emotions and I get very
worrisome. The next one is precognition, also known as future site or second

(42:19):
site. It is the ability toobtain information about future events that isn't usually
available. So this could be visions, physical sensations, feeling, as well
as in dreams. So that's basicallyI mean, I feel like that's kind
of self um time up forever.Do they mention the third eye in there
anywhere? Not on here, butI would I would assume that would be

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Pophy, my philosophy professor years andyears and years ago, who like brought
everything to light and really was likeconnected the dots. For me was very
adamant that we all have that thirdeye and this is where all of your
subconscious well there's the to exist.But like when you drive and you don't
remember how you got there, butyou know, there's scientific evidence of that

(43:07):
now that there's a part in ourbrain that people just can tap into,
or some do and some don't.Ye that it's there, the ability there,
we just don't know how to accessit, but go ahead, weis.
So the seventh one is retro cognition. Okay, it's the opposite of
the precognition, and it refers tothe ability to obtain information not usually available

(43:32):
about past events. So that wouldbe like knowing where particular things are that
nobody else like the woman that thoughtshe was affair, like knowing things that
nobody else knows or that it's likeso top secret that you wouldn't know as
an average person. Number eight,you feel older than your age, reflects
old soul, young at heart.So that's like basically, you know,

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I feel like my daughter Charlie isan old soul, has a way of
processing things that I just can't.So it could be like when she was
born in this life. She hasthe soul of someone order. Okay,
let me get number nine. Youhave a great affinity for certain cultures,

(44:22):
time periods, or environments. Robinagain at that one. So again that's
being very drawn. Like when Ithink about Robin, I think about her
love for Gettysburg, like she lovesGettysburg, all things Gettysburg. So that
very well could be that you hada past life that had some kind of
connection, maybe not specifically to Gettysburgand that environment or that time period,

(44:45):
time period. Number ten unexplainable fearsor phobias, ye, and then number
eleven you feel as though this earthis not your home. So that one
is a little I know, usuallyI'd be like all for that, but
like that is very that's eerie tome because I also believe in like parallel,

(45:07):
Like I think that movie Interstellar withMatthew McConaughey is one of the best
movies because I've watched it so manytimes and I still can't get the concept.
But like, I definitely am someonethat believes at this point in my
life that like if we think thatwe box people exactly, well, an

(45:28):
Amanda and another universe parallel to uswho has no, you know, desire
for butt stuff, you know whatI mean, It's possible, well that
Amanda hasn't had the greatest butt stuffever, so's out, she's never had
any visits, but I and that'sum, that's from a lonerwolf dot com.

(45:49):
We'll link that too and you canread that. But it's it's if
you want to go down a rabbithole, fam man, this is it
and it's stuff, and I willI will pretense this. I do not
accept. I do not welcome anynegative energy to any of us that are
on this panel or listening, becauseI also believe that there are past lives
and souls who are not good andwho will hurt you. So I'm putting

(46:10):
that out there, agreed. I'mprotecting that side. I'm with that.
And there's where I think that sometimessome of those mpaths who are open um,
you know, and maybe looking torelease, so to speak, because
they're so tired of holding onto allof those burdens and all of those chains,
I think that they have, youknow, maybe a subconscious or an

(46:31):
unconscious or some kind of ulterior motiveto walk away from the burden. And
in order to do that, youhave to do those things with malicious intent.
I firmly believe that those people arewalking amongst us, and I think
that people enjoy doing things maliciously forthat reason. But we're not going to
talk about that. We're also light. I don't know. My sister is

(46:55):
thirteen years older than me, andshe she got older, got very hippie
dippy, and she was always afirm believer in reincarnation because it was the
only thing that made sense to her, and really quick that the actual Buddhist
belief is that you are put onthis earth to live your best life,

(47:19):
ultimately right, and when you die, if you didn't do what you were
supposed to do, you're sent backagain, and you could do it.
Some people, maybe it's once,maybe it's a billion times. There are
some people that have supposedly hundreds oflives, and there's people that have two.
So it depends on who you areand the reason that she believed it.

(47:42):
My sister was a She worked forchild protective services, that's what she
did, and she saw the worstof the worst cases, and she used
to really believe that. She thatif you were a bad person, like
let's take someone like a Charles Mansonfor example, right, Charles Manson um

(48:06):
murdered these people and he ruined thesedaughters. Right. So Manson died last
year or the year before. Whenhe's reincarnated, he's going to be the
father of a child who is murderedby some guy. So you have to
you, if you were a murderer, you then learned that what what it

(48:28):
feels like to be the victim ofit in a next life. And it's
almost like karmack karmack redemption in areal kind of kind of forever way.
Yeah, And when you really thinkabout that, it's it's kind of a
beautiful way to look at it.A little bit morbidly beautiful, um,

(48:49):
but kind of beautiful. And theother thing is, so when I was
in my car accident, I hadtwo really weird things happened. One was
we had I had jo and Jessicahad deja vu, the girl that was
with me. We were sitting ina booth at Friendly's, and when I
sat down, I was like,oooh, deja vu. And then we

(49:09):
kept eating, and then she gotdeja vu like two minutes later and said
that she had a dream that acar just drove through away. So then
we were driving home like we blewedoff. We were eighteen, you know.
And then we were driving home andI had these Um I don't know
if any of you remember, butif you're our age, you'll remember the

(49:32):
automatic seat belts, right, yes, and then there was a lap belt,
right, so we would always justput them behind us, like that's
just what we did. Never worefucking seat belts. And we were driving
up on this road ninety two.Um, nobody knows what that is,

(49:53):
but it was Root ninety two.It's Sullivan, you know, it was
Root ninety two. It's Sullivan's Trail, which is actually goes from from here
Valley Forge. It's all about thatkind of stuff. So um he we
were driving up there and I andwhen I say this, people think I'm

(50:15):
crazy. I literally heard a guy'svoice say put on your seatbelt. Literally
it was a deep voice, likenot necessarily a man's voice, but it
was deep. And I heard itand then I heard it again, and
I looked at Jessica and she wasplaying with the radio and Higher by Creed

(50:36):
came on, which that's eerie too. Um, oh my god. And
I still can't listen to any Creedsongs because of that. But um,
so I was like, put onyour seat belt and she said what I
was like, put on your seatbelt now. And as soon as we
picked up our heads from putting onthe lap belt, the truck hit us.
Like it was literally, oh mygosh. Yeah, and oh that

(51:00):
is so weird, Like I don'tknow if that is the past life stuff,
because how would a past life?It's intuition, it's so yeah,
but I mean that voice hear meout, that voice been you in a
past life? Fuck you? Ijust can't so bad box or like an

(51:25):
like another dimension or even what isthat recognition a retrocognition? Was yeah,
thinks it hasn't happened yet, likethat night have been Leah, and that
may have been your full believe inthat in the future. Oh my god,

(51:46):
that's so weird, isn't that?It is? So I never up
off the floor because I'm about dropagain. Sorry, what's yours? So
we've all heard me Sam a bigbeliever in reincarnation, Cleopatra, So let
me just tell you why. AndI think you're right because we all have
missions. We're here just walking aroundfulfilling our missions. Or if you're you

(52:09):
know, if you hurt somebody whodid something wrong, you had to come
back and make that right. Ibelieve I'm Cleopatra reincarnated. Now. I've
been here many times. This isnot my first trip. This. Cleopatra
was probably not my first. Cleopatrawas maybe my third or fourth trip here.
I am very well aware of alot of things that I should not

(52:30):
know about, and I know alot of really dumb facts. But that's
besides the point. Let's just reallyquickly take a look at Cleopatra. Right.
She was a lone rebel homegirl,was by herself, and she had
this amazing love affair with Mark Anthonyright Shakespeare and about right. Yeah,
so she had a lot of peopleunderneath of her. She was a dominant

(52:55):
badass bitch que myself right, allthings black and dramatic que myself. So
her demise was making really shitty decisions, yes, and that's what led to
her downfall. Right, boom,it's done. I think that I have

(53:17):
not learned my lesson throughout any ofmy past lives. And every time I
come back, I come back assomebody that I had hurt, which is
why what my sister's idea is comeback to someone more in some way hurt
a peasant. I am a submissive, if you will. I am all

(53:38):
things that I had taken advantage ofand I have used and abused in all
of my previous lives. And thisis why I'm a fucking shit show today.
I just don't learn my lesson.That could be. That could totally
be. I mean that makes sense. I mean it could also be that
you aren't ready and that your missionin life, whatever life it is,

(54:00):
or whatever universe it is, isnot done. And you're aware of that
because you had that retrocognition. Right, I think that's the right one,
And so you are choosing to comeback as a peasant opposed to coming back
as someone that has power because becauseyou're not ready, right, right,

(54:23):
I believe and I firmly believe init. There's a lot of well,
we're gonna need a whole season dedicatedto me and Cleopatra. I mean,
this goes many many layers deep,as with my British Royalty, goes many
many layers deep. However, justthe overall concept of it, you know,
whether it's religious, whether it's philosophical, the concept it's real, and

(54:45):
I don't think that we need scientificproof. So to speak to prove that
it's real, because, as withanything, if you believe, you believe.
If you don't, you don't.Right, Well, yeah, I
think I think, yeah, Ithink that is a part of it too,
Like with the list of eleven thingsWags was reading, Um, you
have to be open to it,and if you're not open to it,

(55:05):
if you're just gonna like I'm notreally open to it. And even like
and this is a whole other episodewhere you talk about like you know,
we should do one about like youknow, afterlife, like do you believe
in ghosts? Do you believe inspirits? Like that kind of thing,
And like my um my cousin whenher mom died, my an Rita,

(55:27):
she we have people that have haddreams about her. My mom was one
of them. Um, And Charlotte'sbeen saying for twenty five years, why
is she so pissed off at me? And I feel that way too,
Like I haven't had one dream likewhere she's like in it, And it's
like, is she pissed off atus? Or we just not open to
it, Like we're not open tothat coming to you? For you,

(55:51):
we converted you to a a latecountry fan you're just music the possibility for
so many parallel universes that I guess, and I think that the soul,
I don't think that like immediately whenyou die, your soul leaves and it
goes into something else. I thinkthat sometimes you get to pick and choose,

(56:12):
and I think that that is dependentand it's all situational, and then
other other times I think that it'svery intentional on how you come back and
when you come back only because youneed to experience or perhaps you're somebody who
is on that mission and you havethe cure for cancer. You have something,
so when it is your time topart the red goddamn c that's when

(56:34):
you're going to come back. Andyeah, I think that this this could
go so so, so so sodeep. Right, Well, and you
have you have a story too,don't you? You have a Yeah?
Oh I have, I have several. I'll save. I'll give you one
because there's something else I want toshare before we pick it up. But
I definitely want to go into it. And we've kept this somewhat late,

(56:57):
so I don't want to tell theone story because really sad, okay,
don't save that one for whom emotionalweek, So let's let's save it for
let's save it for a time thatI have waterproof mascara. Um, but
I have had this reoccurring dream.But also so it's a dream, but
it's also kind of it's like adream deja vu. And also like I

(57:21):
can't explain it because I'll think aboutit like sporadically. There's no primary reason,
and it involves the Civil War andbasically it's a really long story.
But basically I was a nurse ora medic something during the Civil War and
I was on the battlefield. Okay, so it was on the battlefield helping
people, and I can I cansee myself like I'm watching myself do these

(57:49):
acts. So like I'm standing hereand I'm watching people go down, like
soldiers go down, and they're andthey're wearing their Civil War garb, and
I'm going up and I'm wing onthem. And there's a one guy in
particular who keeps telling me to goback to um what's it called not the
cabin, I guess the cabin.I can't think of the right word right

(58:12):
now. But are you, like, when you're watching it, do you
look like you or do you looklike someone else, I look like someone
else. I'm very very tall andthin woman. Wow. Really I'm courting
around right now. So yeah,and with long hair like brown hair.
It is like wrapped up and liketucked under, and I have like a

(58:35):
like not a bonnet. But Imean I look era appropriate, you know,
like I look like I belong there. And I can remember the feeling
of the clothing that I was wearing. I remember the wool being heavy and
hot, and I can see myselfat times, but I've also like felt
it. I felt so crazy rightnow, the like the sweat because it

(58:59):
was hot. Okay, Okay,I go up and I'm helping and there's
a cannon and it throws or whateverwhatever it's called. And again I'm not
a scientist and I wasn't actually presentduring the Civil War to know, like
the current state of me doesn't understandwhat the terminology is now. But anyway,

(59:20):
so I would have these similar likedreams, deja vous, like just
sensations. What I'm could have soundso crazy, like absolutely crazy, But
I remember having a vision, I'llcall it a vision of one of those
cannons being thrown and an explosion happeningright in front of me, and there

(59:40):
was like stuff that came out.You would you believe that. One day
I just woke up like soon afterI had this like dream and I had
a mark on my inner eigh shotup. Swear to God, hand to
God, even though we don't reallyhave a lot of belief in in but
it's almost it's it's a mark thatI've never seen. I have other birthmarks.

(01:00:02):
I have a birthmark on my ankle, I have a couple other never
noticed it before. And it's avery small, like very small white patch
on my inner thigh, like rightnear my lady parts. And that's where
I had the dream. And Ithought to myself, did I hurt myself?
Did I pinch it? But itwas white, It was never bruised,

(01:00:22):
it was never read, it wasnever bleeding, it was nothing.
The skin is justice colored and I'venever noticed it until. And I mean,
I've noticed the other birthmarks I've I'velooked at my inner thighs. I
feel like I would have noticed thatbeing there. Is it still there?
Still there? Shut up? Sookay, as the I have been burned.

(01:00:44):
I had an engine sitting on mylap when it's heels m it's white
and I can show you what myscar looks like from a severe like explosion
type of burn. It's white.I have a burn. You have no
idea what I like? Holy shit, that's yeah, And I never knowed

(01:01:07):
I got to that part. AndI guess they're concerned. I guess they
would be dreams. But there aretimes where like I'll get that sensation.
It's almost like it just like encompassesme. It hasn't happened recently. But
I'm also taking antidepressant and my anxiety, so I feel like when I'm in
a more I gets open area andI'm not medicating myself. Um with prescriptive

(01:01:34):
medication from the doctor that I'm morelike willing to take it on. But
it's it scares me sometimes, itreally does. I am not uncomfortable feeling
for you, like when you werewatching yourself, was it like were you
at peace or did you feel fear? I didn't really feel anything. It
was just it was almost like Iwas watching because there's okay, I'll tell

(01:01:58):
the other story real quick. Um. I've talked about my childhood. I
had a very abusive father into drugsand everything. There was a time that
my sister and I we were sharinga bed, and I could see it
was like I floated out of mybody. I could see us laying there,
and I could also see downstairs towhere he was and he had friends
over, and I just knew somethingwas going to happen to us. I

(01:02:21):
just knew something someone was going todo something to us or they were gonna,
like use your imagination the worst casepossible things that could happen. So
I locked the door, like Icame back into my body. I woke
up a little bit later. Ilocked the door and I like barricaded us
in, and like when my dadcame up knocking at the door, I

(01:02:42):
was like, we're really sick.We're throwing up, We're sick. We're
sick, We're sick. But likeI could, I floated above my body.
I swear to God. I lookedat myself looking down, and I
was in a yellow nightgown and ayellow nightgown looking at myself, and I
could see exactly what was going ondownstairs in another room, and I just
knew something was going to happen.So like I I like crazy when I

(01:03:07):
went back to sleep, I guessI don't remember like actually going floating back
into my body. But like Iwhen I woke up, it felt like
soon after, like lock the door, barricade it. When I heard the
knock, I was like, we'rereally sick. We're getting we're throwing up,
We're going to the bathroom. Howold were you? I was about
six, So you're not old enoughto have a kind of sense that something

(01:03:29):
bad is going to old enough tounderstand trauma. Yeah, so it was.
It was weird and like I'm tryingnot to get emotional now, yeah
I got emotional for you, butlike I did, like when I tell
that story to people, and Idon't usually tell people. Now I'm telling

(01:03:50):
the whole fucking podcast the reason,the reason why, But like I've shared
the story before, like like floatingabove my body. But that's similar to
how I feel about the Civil War, thing like detached from it. Like
yeah, like I'm I know.It's almost like a Charis put out a

(01:04:11):
beautiful, beautiful episode a couple ofweeks ago about like religious trauma and abuse,
but she talks about like the there'sfour stages of trauma like PTSD trauma
like processing, And I'm definitely someonethat even now when something happens, I
go into Okay, what are wegoing to do? I go into I'm
to do control of everything, andI'm going to do yeah, like I'm

(01:04:32):
going to just fix this. AndI've always been that way, and I
feel like me in past life hasbeen that way because again, like I
knew, I just was like,Okay, what's going to happen? Like
I have to do a job,Like my job was to take care of
these these soldiers. Clearly I died, but I don't know if I died

(01:04:53):
that day. I still do notknow if I died. I have yeah,
I don't know, like cheese,chocolate or something thing like that.
Yeah, right, Walker, andhave you go into and I understand that
I relate to that. I rememberreading and learning about Cleopatra the first time
ever, was in middle school,and I just like when I looked at

(01:05:14):
her, I was like, ohmy god, she's so familiar. How
do I know her? And justthat feeling and being so young and not
understanding or comprehending, you know,what was happening. And then I started
getting against like the big gaudy jewelry. Unbeknownst to me that that you know,
was also a symbolic of her atthat time and everything just kind of
came together and was like, Ijust know I know her. And my

(01:05:35):
industry teacher his name was mister Charmacand Seth Brainywine, and he lived in
his car and he had a Rushianmailwater bride and he kept telling me that,
and I was like, I justI think, like, I think
you're lying about like when she died, Like I really don't think that.
I think she's like a lot newer. And he looked at me, like
you're crazy. I'm like no,like I think, like, why do

(01:05:58):
I know her? Did you talkabout her before? And then it was
like no, I've never learned abouther. But it was that familiar feeling
and it was comforting at the sametime. Like so, speaking of familiar
feelings, this is the last thingI'm going to share, and I think
we're gonna go to break soon.Um. Soulmates, soulmates, soulmates.

(01:06:21):
Okay, okay, okay, yesum. I thought only I knew that
we were soulmates, but apparently everyonein the world knows now. Yes,
So this is another article and youreyebrows are better. Well, I found
my eyebrow pencils so to go.So it is very common to travel through

(01:06:45):
different lives with the same group ofsouls. So wait, I call these
groupings soulmates or soul companions or soulfamilies. We seem to learn our spiritual
lessons and accumulate or resolve our carmelactions. Okay, I call these groupings

(01:07:10):
soulmates or soul companions or soul families. We seem to learn our spiritual lessons
and accumulate or resolve our karmrema withour soul groups. Um relationships may change
from life to life, but thesouls are the same. For example,

(01:07:33):
your grandmother might reincarnate as your grandson. So that goes back to what Leah
was saying. But like we all, I know, we all have different
viewpoints on soulmates. Like I don'tbelieve like that. I I don't want
to say this. I don't believenecessarily that you fall in love with one
person. We talked about this andthat's your person forever. But I absolutely

(01:07:56):
believe that there are people in yourlives who are meant to be in your
life. So like you meet someoneand you instantly feel connected to them,
Yes, you feel as though likethey are part of your tribe, and
you just instantly feel that trust.Like with Sharise, we've been very standoffish
with anyone coming into our circle.We have a lot of reason to but
Charis has just been someone and she'sso genuine, She's so she just gives

(01:08:20):
the vibes that like, I'm familiarand I'm comfortable, So I will tell
you my entire life story, allthe good, bad and the ugly because
I feel connected to you. Yeah, it doesn't mean that Shreise and I
were hanging out in the Civil Warand we were like, you know,
saving people and guns. But itcould mean that, But it could mean

(01:08:41):
that. So I think that's likecomforting because you talk about your mom Leah,
and you know your your stages ofgrief and what what does happen?
But like the idea that her soulcould come back and be like your grand
daughter one day. And I knowwhy do I always say things to make

(01:09:03):
her cry? But like she willseek you out and I feel like that.
I feel like that gives like tome, that would give me comfort
to know that at one point,even if there's no afterlife, that her
soul or who she was as aperson, could be turned into someone that

(01:09:25):
you love and someone that you arestill connected to. And I think when
people are grieving in different stages andin different ways, like having that idea
that there is a chance that thatperson could be with you again. Yeah,
really comforting. I think it's morecomforting. That's okay, Okay,

(01:09:46):
I do that. I have atendency like and a hormonal think of her.
Like her, she's like a hermocrab, She's looking for another shell,
right, yeah, right? Whatif I think that the most amazing cherry
on the top thing would be forher to come back as your granddaughter and
be the first female president. Couldyou imagine? Oh my god? That

(01:10:11):
would be's? What's her course?With her course would the only thing?
Yes? And all her things sparklyand glittery, like I'm already voting for
her, right right. I meanI don't pregnant right now because it probably
would be one of ours. Butnow we're going to weigh a little bit.

(01:10:32):
No. I think that is tome, reincarnation is the one that
makes the most sense, um likeeven scientifically, And there's a little bit
of like the whole like because thewhole Heaven idea to me is just kind
of like I'm like it and it'salso a little creepy like the whole like
God's watching you? Is he watchingme in the shower? Yeah, we

(01:10:55):
rub one out, Like I don'tlike that. It's unless you're doing it
on stage. We know Leah isnot rubbing one out, so we're not
We're not really about that. HashtagLea doesn't master, but hashtag Leia is
going to come back as an orgasm. Yeah. I mean that's the thing,
like so many people die, Likehow big is heaven? Like how

(01:11:17):
many square feet are we talking?I don't know you're there. I'm not
going there. Um, but thatis a question to ponder on during these
commercial breaks, and we'll be rightback with our ending segments. Come back
to moms and mayhem. We haveall blown our noses and wiped our tears

(01:11:42):
because we got all kinds of clampedover here. Um, thank you,
wags. I appreciate that. Gaveme cry all time on air. That
wasn't me, that was past.Oh sorry, blame it on the retro.
Blame it on the And if youdidn't hear Cherie's like incredibly eerie story
from last week, I think I'mgonna put it out on our page as

(01:12:04):
a like bonus clip because that storyis so eerie and so weird but so
fucking cool at the same time.Um So, I think we should definitely
put that out like that, orI may even put it in the episode.
I don't know. You'll have tofind out. Listen, find out,
check out our shit. But nowwe're going into our ending segments and

(01:12:30):
it is time for it's the lawthis week? What is your crazy law?
My fool? All relates to workagain and working some holes in New
York. It is a gay schoolall to wear slippers in public before ten

(01:12:55):
pm. War two MPM. Youcannot go out of the house and slippers
before ten pm. You can wearyour pajamas though, you just cannot wear
slippers. So do we know whythis is a slippers right now? It's

(01:13:19):
after year, it's street girlfriend,you are I'm heading to New York right
now. Soon as we wrap up, I'm just gonna wear my slippers around
and you know, see what happens. I think we should go to New
York, walk around Times Square andslippers in the middle of the day and
walk up the cops and be like, look, I'm wearing slippers and see

(01:13:41):
if they say anything. To us. I really think we should do it
and be very fule hospital realized thatif I were a witch back then,
I would have been burned at thestake immediately with the ideas that you throw
at me, What are you?How did you never mind? I'm not
going there. I don't want toknow how you got for made me.

(01:14:01):
You're saying we're tempting the law.You open your mouth and then something comes
out of mind and boom, bothof us are burning at the states.
You don't hope you like it.Hot wag is already over your sweatings.
So do it? Do we knowwhy it's a law or it just is
a lot? There was no explanation. Um, And I actually looked on

(01:14:25):
Yahoo answers and if you are overon Yahoo, like ask Yahoo. White
Horse Media Group is now on thereand we're answering questions and asking questions.
Um, people were very upset andyou were upset about the slippers. Say,
we're upset about the slippers. Butall the answers were from a decade
ago, like it said a death. So I think people have calmed down.

(01:14:45):
But yeah, still to this dayit's against the law. They probably
you need to find us out ummounds. If you're listening, go on
to Yahoo Answers right now and saywhy is it illegal in the state of
New York to go outside and slippersbefore ten pm? Just do that for
me and we'll see what kind ofanswers we get. Well, that's an

(01:15:06):
interesting law. I really want todo that. I want to walk around
Times Square instead of it is theonly reason to go. And we thought
Utah was a weird state. Great, sure, Okay, well now it's
time for why would you say that? And it is my term again?

(01:15:35):
Um. I was talking to Jeffand he was trying to get something out
and he said fresh faced and feistyinstead of brighteye. Am pushing to put
that on a T shirt before yougo on? Can we do some like

(01:15:56):
mediation with him? Because between thefresh faced and feisty and up your bung
hole parts, up your bung holesthe past life regression so he can correctly
say these terms that he should bevery well familiar with. But it's not
even like saying the terms. It'slike things, Jeff, I expect a

(01:16:17):
little bit more, just a littlebit more from you. You are your
face with the first one is stillmy favorite moment of man's ever when you
were like she said that shock reallya bold you were. I don't get
bothered by much, but when JeffBerg said weird shit, it really bothers

(01:16:42):
me. I might never see someoneabout that. You what it means,
but it's the actual term is umbright eyed and bushy tailed, and it
is of American English origin. Thecolloquial phrase bright eyed and bushy tails means
alert and lively. It originated inthe conventional image of a healthy, spirited

(01:17:06):
squirrel or other animal. The following, for example, is a bunch of
golden rod published in the Daily poconeI Guess in New Orleans, Louisiana,
on Sunday fourth, eighteen eighty eight, the fourth of November eighteen eighty eight,

(01:17:28):
and says, the hunting season hadjust opened, and my heart was
an open wound that bled afresh atevery crack of the hunter's gun and brought
down one of the bushy tailed graysquirrels that live in the oak and hickory
trees. Pretty soft, bright eyedlittle creatures that only take with thankfulness what

(01:17:49):
God made for them, an acornor a nut. So yeah, that's
where it came from. And thenit was right, and then it even
has There is a story called misterbright eyed bushytailed soft coated gray Squirrel and

(01:18:10):
it's wow, and it's an articleand it comes from the Philadelphia Enquirer on
Monday, the twenty ninth of Novembernineteen twenty and it's a story about,
you know, mister bright eyed thebushytailed soft coated gray squirrel. And that's
where it really originated. So thefirst mention of it was in eighteen eighty

(01:18:33):
eight, but used actually together wasin the Philly Enquirer, which is pretty
interesting in nineteen twenty. So thatis bright eyed and bushytailed, and my
sentence is going to be I amnot a morning person, so I do

(01:18:54):
not wake up bright eyed and bushytailed. Nailed it failed. That was a
good one, Leah, Thank you, Leah Wag. I know so all
that was so good. I said, you just wake up with parts up
your bugle, wake up right,item, pushy daily, wake up,

(01:19:18):
blowing sparts up my bung hole,fresh faced and feisty wake up. What
is your sentence, Amanda Wags?My sentence is Shari's better show up right
eut and bushy tail to be man'sproducer. Honestly, just show up.

(01:19:41):
That's just be here. Anything elseto Dom Robin, what is your sentence?
My sentence would be Um. Aftera long day of recording and then
an even longer meeting, right forthis tomorrow, I will be quite the

(01:20:02):
opposite of bright eyed and bushy tailed. Very good. That was a good
one. And cerise the new wing, ma'am, what would yours be?
I feel like you guys took allthe good ones. The only one I
can think of is my cat,Like I wake up there, I did

(01:20:28):
it, You're good? And yeah, what were you gonna say about your
cat? Though? Oh I wasgonna say he wakes up bright eyed and
bushy tailed, but that's like literallyliterally bright I didn't really works? All
right, Well, we're zooming throughthese ending segments, and last and our

(01:20:48):
original ending segment we have Robin hasthe would you rather? I was going
to ask a question about having sexwith me as the would you rather?
But I found another question. Andyou can see I've probably been looking down

(01:21:11):
um because I have three really goodones, and I've debated, but I'm
gonna go with this one. Okay, would you rather sweat milk? Or
would you rather have blue cheese growon your teeth like plaque. Oh my
god, Oh my god. Ordo you want the sex question? No,

(01:21:35):
this is it. What are yougonna what are you gonna pick?
Oh? I can't. I can'tsweat milk because I'm sweating a lot with
my meno balls hues. I like, just bring your drug fill it up.
Um. I would take the bluecheese teeth and then I would get
my teeth removed and get dentures.That was gonna be my answer. Oh,

(01:21:58):
okay, I went into your littledimension. If that got one,
damn it? All right, goahead? What's your what's your scheries?
What do you think? Which wouldyou rather? I don't know. I'm
not a particularly sweaty person, soI might be able to pull off the
milk sweat, But I don't know, these these humid southern Pennsylvania summers maybe

(01:22:20):
not. Like can you imagine thesmell? Yeah that it would like small
children and be like, Mamma,I've got us stand there in the summer
time. Oh, in the winter, you could have all the boys come
to the arm with all the milkshakes, right, I just have feral cats

(01:22:41):
like it? Yeah, you wouldearly animals you gonna go with the milk,
cheries, I'll go with the milk. Yeah. I I would pick
the blue cheese crumbles um, andonly because I don't really mind blue cheese.
And I would just kind of likesmile over my salad and then eat

(01:23:03):
it right like blue cheese would be. I was liking chee cheese. I
was thinking, like cheese, that'sblue, oh, blue cheese, like
blue cheese. I love blue cheesebecause there's the thing like if I well
know, I love wings, Icould just rub that shit right on my
teeth and then like if they blowgrows like plack, you could just brush

(01:23:27):
your teeth with a wing. Yeahright, yeah, but everything will taste
like blue cheese. Yeah yeah.But imagine trying to eat like everything and
ja or eggs, or like drinka beer or like soda or lollipop.
Your mouth would always taste like bluecheese, at least milk. I can't

(01:23:53):
sweat milk milk. I'm all hourand chunky as it is, So it
give me the blue cheese teas.Okay, blue cheese seeth, I think
we all yeah, except sherees.I think I agree. Blue cheese teeth.
Chreese is going to be the lonelactating sweater. But the question is

(01:24:14):
will her The question is will hermilk make our blue cheese. Yes,
that's absolutely what would happen without adoubt. Now you're stuck with us because
that's why she's our wing. Maamthe milkman. Right now, she's a
milkman. I'm making that shirt rightnow on our merch. If you need,

(01:24:39):
seriously, if you need a customizedT shirt for you or your business
or anything, reach out to us. We can design a graphic, we
can get the shirt made. Moccasionally design it for you. She will,
And we have blankets, we havehats, you can buy our merch.
You have to wear clothes. Whynot wear clothes with our shit on

(01:25:00):
it? It's it's too brilliant.You can wear Schreisa's face, which is
a Disney princess. You can,and it's adorable, so is mine or
any of our fabulous quotes. Yeah, well, Nina stole my my existential
ginger shirt because she really likes it. She's rocking it in school. Yeah,

(01:25:24):
she were to school. Gank sois showing stuff up at school?
All right, we have the blugBesides our shit cherese, what's coming up
on the Existential Ginger. Oh,let's see. Uh, we have a
community like loss of community episode comingup, and then I think I'm gonna

(01:25:47):
need to have you all on fora reincarnation um episode over there. Yeah,
I way too much fun, superfun. Yeah. Yes, And
if anybody knows a past life regressioniststhat would want to come on the show
or would want to like to eachof us, let us know. I

(01:26:11):
would love to do that. Yetand the other shows, um tee,
it's gonna be a mystery because we'renot sure what we're doing it we have.
The thing is, there's a lotto talk about, there's a lot
to debate, and if you everwant to hear leoh argue with anyone in
a very cute way, it's gonnabe Greg Stirner, who wrote a book

(01:26:32):
and they are like the perfect littleargument couple debate team. It's true.
They really bring it out. Socheck that out. But also, we
are going to be doing a likevery huge Women of white Horse crossover episode

(01:26:53):
coming out relatively soon, so makesure you follow. It's gonna be MAM's,
it's gonna be the Extisential Ginger andleaders by Design, So all the
Women of white Horse are going tobe doing a little crossover episode. It's
going to be interesting because our showsare all so different. We approach them
very differently. So someone that maybelistens to Leaders by Design may be shocked,

(01:27:19):
may be appalled to listen to theman's portion. But it's who we
are, and we just want toempower each other, and why not like
Women of white Horse, Yeah,unapologetically. We'll be talking about like philosophical
stuff with on Jurisa's show. Thenwe'll be talking about Dick on this show,
and then we'll be talking about businessleaders. It'll be beautiful, and

(01:27:42):
it's all one big recording, soI'll find a way to incorporate it,
right, all right. Other thanthat, we are going to go enjoy
the rest your week, buy littledoves or accordions for later accordions. And
that's just when I walked, That'swhen I write a Dick I would afford

(01:28:12):
it. Let's have some fun.You get all the man I love you,
love your show. Tonight, Let'shave some fly

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