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Welcome to the Money, Mindset, and Manicures podcast, the
ultimate guide to building a life you're obsessed with.
I'm Samantha Kazuch, and I'm here to empower women just like
you to script your dreams into reality and create the life
you've always dreamed of. Get ready to be inspired,
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Hey babe, welcome back to Money Mindset and manicures.
Today's episode is a really personal one.
In fact, I have not even shared on social media yet as I am
recording this because the day that I decided to get Xplant and
the day we went in for a consult, which was literally the
next day basically, and the day that I paid for the surgery and
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then scheduled surgery. It has been an emotional roller
coaster which I did not anticipate.
And I've held back on sharing onsocial media because a lot of
times if I'm really in somethingemotionally, I like to kind of
get through it before I share publicly online.
And I know the day that this episode drops, I know things
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have started feeling a little bit better.
So I know me sitting down to record this is going to to help
me process things a little bit more and I'm really excited to
share with you my journey because you guys are going to
notice, right? You guys are going to notice
that the boobies are going to begone and it's going to probably
affect me for a few months. So I just wanted to share my
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experience and at the end of theday, me getting my breast
implants taken out isn't about any sort of illness or shame or
fear or body stuff. This is all about alignment for
me and honoring my body and my intuition and even a message
from my future baby which I cannot wait to share the story.
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So if you're someone who's ever felt disconnected from your
body, unsure of what alignment even looks like, or maybe you're
preparing for a new chapter in your life, or you're thinking
about getting breast implants, or maybe you have them and
you're getting an explant, this episode is for you.
So let's get into the juiciness of it all and dive in.
The truth is, my higher self hasbeen nudging me for years to get
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these implants out. I've now had them for 11 years.
I got them done in 2014 and I'vehad this intuitive knowing, but
I kept pushing it off. And why did I keep pushing it
off? Because honestly, I didn't have
a real reason to go get them taken out.
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Luckily, I don't suffer from anysort of breast implant illness
syndrome. I don't feel sick.
I wasn't struggling with my implants, and I'm super, super
grateful for that. I truly feel amazing every
single day. I take really good care of my
body. I eat super clean.
I have so many supplements that help with my immune system with
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detoxing. So I detox, I do parasite
cleanses, I do all sorts of different things that I believe
to be true that it has maybe helped prevented me from getting
any sort of breast implant illness that a lot of women have
struggled with. Not to say that those women that
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say they have BII don't take good care of themselves, but I
just know it in my gut that I have been doing so many things
to help assist my body that if my implants are leaking any sort
of toxins, which honestly I don't really know, But if they
are, I'm doing all the things every single day to help my body
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detox those out. Like whether it's through the
liver, all of that. Like I know I'm just like
helping my body do those things where I know that if I wasn't
doing these things, maybe I would feel differently.
But I also would be doing all those things from supplementing
to detoxing to everything from working out to sweating to doing
all these things to help my body.
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I know if I wasn't doing those things, maybe I'd be sitting
here telling you a different story.
But I just want to throw it out there that I have not suffered
with any complications or any bii sometimes nothing like that.
So I just want to put that firstbecause I think that's important
because I feel like a lot of women start talking about these
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things and make this whole breast implant thing and
negative experience. And I was really happy to hear
the other woman that I heard herstory a couple months ago.
She's a, she's an acquaintance. We used to be friends a long
time ago. We've just been in each other's
worlds. But when she shared her story,
she was sharing the same thing. Like I actually did not have any
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breast implant illness surgery. So, so like, OK, cool.
Like I'm not like, not that I'm crazy, but I know that there's
women out there that don't suffer with it.
And I feel like that's not really talked about either.
The truth is with why I have delayed it with getting them
taken out, even though my intuition has been telling me
for years to do it is honestly, I was scared.
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I'm scared of the surgery. I have never had any other
surgeries, knock on wood, exceptto get these put in.
Going into like a serious surgery like this.
Yeah, it is scary. And in fact, the day that I got
my implants put in, I was actually like, when you're
checking in all that, I still remember I was like crying.
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I was so nervous and scared to the point the doctor was all
like, Are you sure you want to do this?
And I'm like, yes, yes, I'm absolutely so excited.
I'm just so nervous for the surgery.
So that's, that was a big reasonwhy.
And then of course, I am a little nervous for the recovery.
I'm going to see a really great doctor and he has a extremely
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amazing holistic approach. So for example, a lot of people
that get X plant, you have drains coming out to drain
fluid. With this doctor, he does not do
that. He helps with the recovery.
I will be going into the office multiple days after surgery to
do full body lymphatic drainage and then also the oxygen chamber
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thing for recoveries. And he's also not having me go
on antibiotics after the surgery.
He's like, that is not necessary.
So I'm actually excited that I don't have to.
And that was one of the things is just getting like put under
putting that cocktail of drugs in my system and then
antibiotics, all the shit that like I've literally been
avoiding my entire life. Like I don't ever take
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antibiotics or anything like that or any sort of drugs or any
sort of prescriptions or anything like that.
So I was kind of like, oh, like,this sucks.
I have to do all those things. But I was put at ease when he
told me his protocol and he has me on all these actually all
these supplements now leading upto the surgery and even for
three months after to help with detoxing and recovery.
So I'm really, really excited for his approach because it's so
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in alignment with how I live my life.
And the other part is, is of course, with what I'll look like
after how I will look after without my boobies, right?
I've had these things for 11 years.
That's a long time. Like they are part of me, but
also I am so excited to not havethem anymore, which I'll get
into here in just a bit. So basically, that's why I kept
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brushing it off because there was no quote UN quote real
reason until I got the most unexpected divine nudge that
came to me during a plant medicine ceremony, which I've
talked about in the previous episode to this one where I
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talked about how plant medicine ceremonies over the last two
years have completely changed mylife in so many amazing ways.
If you haven't listened to that episode, I highly, highly
recommend it. But in one specific ceremony
journey that we did, this was two years ago, I connected with
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our spirit baby for the first time.
And ever since then I was connecting with him more and
more. And probably like 6 months ago
it was in another journey and hetold me something so clear that
you need to get them out before I come.
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And it was so wild because in that same journey mark my
husband, without even saying a word to each other, we had the
exact same experience. He didn't have one about me
having to get my implants taken out, but he connected with him
as well that same night. So we both saw and felt our baby
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separately on the same night. And it was just like what the
hell. This is so amazing.
This is so incredible. And basically since then, I've
helped him communicating with me, guiding me, preparing me not
just physically but energetically for motherhood.
And I know that sounds kind of crazy, but I truly believe when
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you are so in tune with yourselfand when you are just fully
stepping into alignment, you 100% can connect with your
spirit baby and your future babylike 100%.
It is undoubtedly like it is an energy.
And let me tell you, for the last two years he has been
begging to come in and Mark and I are like, no, not yet, not
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yet. Like it's crazy.
Like he's like so, so ready to come in.
And we have just been holding off because obviously we just
got married like 3 months ago. We've had just like different
things we want to prepare beforegetting pregnant and we were
100% be getting pregnant this year.
And that's why it was such a, this was like a known decision.
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It was just like a quick decision to call the doctor that
I had been like, it's been on the books for me to like, if I'm
going to go do this, he's the guy that I'm seeing got in for
consults. And then when we were at the
consultation, we're like, OK, well, when's your next surgery
opening? And they're like, oh, it's like
end of July, early August. And honestly, that was the time
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that we were hoping to be pregnant by.
So we like begged them as like, do you have any other dates
sooner? And we told them like the reason
we're doing this is we really want to get pregnant and we
really want to get pregnant ASAP.
So June 19th was the next date that I have had opened.
Someone had like tentatively putit on hold, but we were like,
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please can we take it? We'll pay cash today, like let's
go. So they gave it to us, which I'm
really, really grateful because you know, not everyone is on a
timeline like that. And I feel like just like having
the reason I'm getting pregnant is just like, you know, like
let's go. So we're really happy that they
were able to accommodate us and giving me the time cuz right now
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it is May 30th and I'm recordingthis with this episode dropping
obviously this next coming week.But it is also allowing me the
couple weeks to be on the different detox supplements and
anti inflammation supplements. Like I'm preparing my body for
surgery right now. So it's good that I have these
two weeks to do that before going in.
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So yeah, it all came down to thebaby telling me.
And that's at that point, you just can't freaking ignore it.
And here's one thing to say thatwith this right is like, I know
lots of women, and this is what I was really torn on for a
minute. I know lots of women that have
breastfed with implants and they're fine and things are
great. For me.
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It was like that inner controversy of, you know, you
are so clean, you eat so healthy, you take care of your
body and now you're bringing this new soul into this and you
literally have plastic bags right where his food source is
being made. This isn't to shame anyone that
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has implants that is breastfeeding.
But for me, it's like I have theopportunity right now to take
care of this and get pregnant. Like I know some women don't
think about it, don't know to doit or just like just don't want
to or or maybe there isn't as well, the boobs are going to get
bigger, whatever. And if I have to get an X plan,
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I'm just going to do it after and then do the whole like if
there needs to be a breast lift or new implants or whatever,
right? They kind of think about that
stuff after baby. But for me, I was like, you know
what, I want to get these out and why not now and allow for my
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I want to also dive into why I got these implants in the 1st
place. I didn't get them because I
hated my body. And that's another storyline I
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keep hearing over and over and over with so many women and I
just want to share my part in this because I loved my body.
I actually loved my body. Before I got implants.
I had small boobs, but I was super confident and getting them
was a choice. It was something that I did for
me. I have a preference.
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I really love the way bigger boobs look.
Fucking sue me. Like I just love that.
Not to say it's like, I don't love small babies because I'm
about to have them, but I was like younger.
I was 26 and I'm like, fuck it. Like, yeah, like I want to do
this. And I wasn't trying to impress
anyone. I wasn't insecure.
I was already modelling at the time.
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Like I, I felt really good in mybody and about my body.
And it was just something that excited me.
And again, I just love the look.I love the feel, I love the
vibe. And I still hold that same
belief today because I just knowthis to be true about anything
that you decide to do with your body.
If you want to change something about your body, freaking do it.
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Like we are here to live this experience in our meat suits and
just freaking do it. Especially if it is something
like, for example, boobs. For me, it was just like an
added bonus. But if there's something that,
you know, maybe you feel insecure about or maybe
something that you really want to do and it really excites you.
And for me getting boobs like I had wanted them since I was like
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1920 and I, I waited till I was 26 to do it.
Like I was like a little more mature right?
And more mature now, but I was more mature.
And I do not regret getting themat all.
Like I have had so much fucking fun with these.
I just love so, so much about him.
But I just want to say if there's something you want to
change about your body, freakingdo it.
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Just don't do it from a place ofhate or don't do it from a place
of lack. And definitely don't do it for
anyone else. Like do it for you.
And also don't do it because it's trending on Instagram or
TikTok. If it is something that you
truly, truly desire, like sit with it for a few months.
Like just sit with it or even like a year or two, like see if
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you're still wanting to do it. And I knew that for me because I
did always like wear like the Victoria's Secret super, super
push up bras. And you know, I just love the
way that they looked like I justloved it.
I just did love it. So I never got them put in
because I felt any sort of negativity around me and my
body. It was literally just a personal
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preference. But now, you know, 11-12 years
later, I'm a completely different version of me.
And that's why I felt this deep desire to just let them go.
Like honestly, I love wearing just like low cut clothes and
flowy clothes. Like you girls see me on
Instagram. Like I love my low cut shirts
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and my Tulumi vibe things and there's a lot of clothes that I
do not wear because when you have boobs, like no matter what
you wear, if you have a low cut shirt, like your boobs are just
there and it creates A vibe, right?
Like it's got that more sexy, sensual vibe.
And honestly, I just don't vibe with that anymore.
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Like I really don't. I'm really excited to have
smaller boobs, to be able to wear more lower cut shirts and
cool dresses and be able to wearthem in places where people
aren't just going to stare at mychest all the time.
You know what I mean? Like it is 100% a different
vibe. And I'm just done with that
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chapter. Like it's been 11-12 years.
That's a really long freaking time.
And I'm just really excited to come back to my my natural boobs
and just not to have to carry that extra sexual energy.
And it was funny. I was just talking with my best
girlfriend and I was telling herthis and she's alike.
But Sam, you are sexy. Like with the boobs, without the
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boobs, like you are beautiful. You are sexy.
You always carry that bag. And I was like, yeah, I know, I
know. Like, you're right.
And I'm not disagreeing with you, but just not having that
additional layer of like big boobs and cleavage, like I'm
ready to not have that anymore. So it's going to be cool to be
able to just wear the clothes, be more authentic, I guess, more
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neutral. I don't know.
I know at the end of the day, your energy and aura is the way
that you carry yourself. But when there's, you know, that
physical look to it, it also screams a different vibe.
But I'm just ready. I'm like so ready for this
rebirth of me into this new chapter.
And I also want to touch on whatthis has to do with
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manifestation, embodiment and energy because obviously that's
what I talk about here on this channel.
And that is everything. This is what clearing the
channel really means to me. Because at the end of the day,
as I am stepping into this new chapter of becoming a mother and
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having a child and just steppinginto this new era, like I've
been doing a lot of things even in my business and how I'm, I've
been testing a lot of different things this year and just
upgrading so many things around my life.
This is all about the embodimentand energy.
So physically I nourish my body right as a sacred vessel.
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I do the detoxing, I do the healing, I do the aligning, I do
the plant medicine journeys, I work out.
I am constantly in self development and up leveling
myself and my life. And I'm always doing things in
alignment, right? If it's not a fuck yes, it's a
no. So that's one way that I'm
really just like clearing the channel before stepping into
this new chapter. Another way is just emotionally,
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like I'm processing my stuff so it doesn't get passed down.
I'll talk a little bit more about this, but that's like a
big one. Especially preparing for
motherhood and getting pregnant.We'll talk about that in just a
second. But mentally rewriting beliefs
around my identity, worth and womanhood.
And spiritually, just anchoring more into my womb and becoming a
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clear vessel for new life. And as I said earlier, just like
all of this stuff is just helping me become the best
version of myself, to become thebest home to my future baby.
All of this is basically me stepping into the soul aligned
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chapter. It's what my body is asking me
for. It's what my future baby is
asking me for. And I'm listening with the one.
It even has Milo in it. And, you know, even though we
are so excited for this process,I'm also like fucking scared of
this process too, because that is a decision that you cannot go
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back on. Like, you know, I'm just going
through pregnancy and my body changing in that way.
And I know lots of women that, you know, got pregnant,
especially women that take really good care of their
bodies. And you're really fit and you've
had ABS. Like I've had ABS basically
since I was fucking, Oh my God, my entire life basically.
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Like I know the mental kind of story that happens with, you
know, your body changing and yougetting bigger and all of these
things. Getting this ex plant surgery
done is literally again, solidifying that OK, next step
is to get pregnant. And that is, you know, it's an
emotional thing. And even though I'm excited for
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it, it's like all these emotionsare coming out like, Oh my God,
it's really happening. So yeah, that's why it's just
been kind of emotional. And I don't know if anyone else
has experienced that or even just, you know, going into
pregnancy and making the decision to get pregnant and
making the decision to bring a child into this world.
Like, yeah, life is going to change.
So I wonder if any of you have had this experience even just
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with pregnancy And then also addin the layer of getting a next
plan. And then I already know and I'm
very well prepared for. I don't know how I'm going to
feel looking at my boobs and having smaller boobs after.
Like it's going to be a transition process that I'm
going to have to get used to andlove my body in this way.
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But yeah, it's it's like a wholeemotional bag of stuff.
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But again, I'm excited to be going through this process.
And it's, yeah, it's an experience and one that I'll
never have to do again in this capacity.
But that's why I've been kind ofholding off on posting on social
media to just kind of sit with it all and just make sure like,
you know, I know this is the right thing that I'm doing, but
is it the right thing? And are you prepared mentally,
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emotionally, like you ready? Like we're doing this.
And thankfully, and I didn't even mention my husband
throughout this entire podcast, but let me tell you, he has been
the most supportive man throughout this entire process
every single day that I've been maybe just like literally
bursting into tears. Like, for example, when we had
to pay for the surgery, like we went to the consulate on a
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Friday, we paid for the surgery on Tuesday because Monday was a
holiday. And like, even with that, like
he had to make the call to make the payment.
And then after the payment was done, I literally burst into
tears crying because I'm like, Oh my God, this is fucking real.
This is crazy. And I'm really surprised I'm not
getting emotional on this podcast right now.
But actually I did right now just like saying that and
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thinking about it. But yeah, it's a whole thing.
And he's just been so supportive.
And my biggest fear was like, Ohmy gosh, you know, obviously
he's been with me with having boobs.
And I'm like, I know how much heloves them too.
And I'm like terrified, like, Ohmy gosh, what if he doesn't love
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me anymore without them? And we've had so many
conversations on this and he hasreassured me 10 million
gazillion times that like, babe,like I'm going to fucking love
you no matter what. Like small titties, big titties,
whatever. Like that's not even a thing for
me. So, you know, he's very much
assured and been such a great support system throughout this
process. And I even told him as we're
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going into the console, I'm like, babe, I'm so scared to do
this and I'm just so torn. I'm like, I'm probably going to
do everything in my power to sabotage the surgery.
So please make sure that you do all of the things to make sure
that I get it done. And so that's why he's been
taking care of the phone calls and even about this week too, I
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had to get blood test for just like pre surgery protocol.
I had to get a blood test. And even, you know, going to
that and leaving that appointment, I was freaking
crying because again, it's like the next step in making this be
so real. So yeah, it's just been so
interesting. I'm kind of shocked that I've
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been reacting in this way, but at the same time, I know
sometimes when I get super emotional about things, it's me
hitting that upper limit. And I don't know if I've talked
about this recently on podcast, but I feel like when you hit
that upper limit where you're just about to expand to this
next version of you, that's going to be even better and
greater. The emotions start coming up and
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your subconscious mind and your ego starts coming into play to
do everything in its power to sabotage you from doing that.
And that is my key sign when I am about to explode to my next
level is self sabotage. So that's why I always let my
husband know like hey, I know I this is what I want to do.
I know I want to do it. This is a goal of mine.
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This is a desire of mine. But also I'm fighting my
subconscious and my old self andit will probably do things to
sabotage me and I need your helpand support for us.
So he's been so freaking amazingwith just being my rock and just
loving on me every single day. And anytime that I get
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emotional, he's always just like, I'm so excited for you.
This is going to be so great. Like I'm so proud of you for
doing this and for our baby and all that sort of stuff.
So it's just been really, reallycool in that aspect.
So yeah, I'm doing the scared. I'm doing it excited.
I'm doing it in full trust. It's all the emotions.
And you just so you know, like it is possible to be all of
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those things about something because I know on the other side
of this is a more grounded, magnetic, embodied version of
me. Like what I'm really excited
about is like, I know I'm fucking grounded, magnetic and
embodied right now. And I'm just like, cool.
This is going to be like the next level version of me in that
same capacity and maybe even better.
So I'm really ready to welcome in this next evolution of my
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life. It feels really good to get that
off my chest. I'm not sure if that's pun
intended or not but that's that's literally how it feels.
It's like it feels so good to talk about it.
And if this episode spoke to you, please send me a DM on
Instagram or a voice note. I'd love to hear your story.
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I'd love to hear your thoughts or what this activated in you.
If you have any sort of tips forpost op or anything like that
please let me know. I'm so always open to learning
new things, especially when it comes to something that, you
know, I'm only going to do this one time.
So it'll be cool to kind of knowall the things beforehand versus
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afterwards and being like, Oh well, I wish I did that, but I
don't know. So please share with me what
you'd like and I'll be sharing more of this journey as I move
through it. The healing, whatever else comes
up, I have no idea. I'd love to share all of it in
an updated episode, probably in like a month or something.
Because at the end of the day, like this isn't just a surgery,
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like this is an energetic initiation.
This is manifestation. This is feminine embodiment in
real time. And I'm just so grateful that
you're listening to this episode.
I love you. I hope you have an amazing rest
of your day and I'll talk to youin the next episode.